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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:12,534 --> 00:00:15,189 [dramatic music] 2 00:00:30,856 --> 00:00:33,555 [gentle music] 3 00:01:41,013 --> 00:01:42,450 - [Woman] Hey guys. 4 00:01:42,537 --> 00:01:43,233 - Hi. 5 00:01:43,320 --> 00:01:44,016 - [Woman] Hey. 6 00:01:44,104 --> 00:01:45,105 - Oscar Fielding? 7 00:01:45,192 --> 00:01:46,976 - [Woman] Yeah, I guess. 8 00:01:47,063 --> 00:01:50,066 - [Woman] Seems like the right place. 9 00:01:51,633 --> 00:01:52,416 - [Man] What's up man? 10 00:01:52,503 --> 00:01:53,330 - [Man] Hey. 11 00:01:53,417 --> 00:01:55,027 - So you check it out? 12 00:01:55,115 --> 00:01:57,726 - [Woman] Did any of you guys get like a key or something? 13 00:01:57,813 --> 00:01:59,641 Cause this door's locked. 14 00:01:59,728 --> 00:02:00,729 - Okay. - This doors locked? 15 00:02:00,816 --> 00:02:01,773 - There's another one down here. 16 00:02:01,860 --> 00:02:03,079 - After you. 17 00:02:03,166 --> 00:02:03,906 - [Man] Hey, how's it going guys? 18 00:02:03,993 --> 00:02:05,081 - [Woman] Hi. 19 00:02:05,951 --> 00:02:06,996 - Miguel. 20 00:02:09,955 --> 00:02:12,697 - [Woman] Man, check out the snow. 21 00:02:16,005 --> 00:02:18,181 - Code is 776, come on in. 22 00:02:20,009 --> 00:02:22,446 [door beeps] 23 00:02:22,533 --> 00:02:23,273 - [Woman] Hey. 24 00:02:23,360 --> 00:02:24,318 - It worked. 25 00:02:25,449 --> 00:02:28,017 - All right Fielding, I see you. 26 00:02:31,847 --> 00:02:32,630 - Hello? 27 00:02:34,284 --> 00:02:36,068 - Anybody home? 28 00:02:36,156 --> 00:02:37,069 It's warm. 29 00:02:37,157 --> 00:02:38,114 - Yeah, nice place. 30 00:02:38,201 --> 00:02:39,071 - It's nice. 31 00:02:39,159 --> 00:02:40,290 - It's gorgeous. 32 00:02:40,377 --> 00:02:42,640 - Hey guys, check this out. 33 00:02:44,599 --> 00:02:48,080 Welcome Cole, Miguel, Riley, Spree, Mollie, and Richard. 34 00:02:48,168 --> 00:02:51,606 Welcome to my cabin, to our work, my getaway. 35 00:02:51,693 --> 00:02:54,870 You may be familiar with some of my books or documentaries. 36 00:02:54,957 --> 00:02:55,827 Okay, let me explain. 37 00:02:55,914 --> 00:02:57,220 I'm a member of the church 38 00:02:57,307 --> 00:02:59,309 and I want to discover who you are. 39 00:02:59,396 --> 00:03:00,963 I want to write a book about you, 40 00:03:01,050 --> 00:03:03,792 the millennials, maybe, maybe let's see, 41 00:03:03,879 --> 00:03:05,446 maybe make a documentary. 42 00:03:05,533 --> 00:03:08,666 So I sent out the email you got, thank you for responding 43 00:03:08,753 --> 00:03:10,146 and I selected you. 44 00:03:10,233 --> 00:03:12,235 Not sure why, just a gut feeling. 45 00:03:12,322 --> 00:03:13,932 Talk to me about whatever comes to mind. 46 00:03:14,019 --> 00:03:15,325 What makes you tick, your thoughts, 47 00:03:15,412 --> 00:03:16,979 your passions, your dreams, fears, 48 00:03:17,066 --> 00:03:20,112 hopes your outlook on love, life, intimacy. 49 00:03:20,200 --> 00:03:23,377 - Intimacy, that won't take long. 50 00:03:23,464 --> 00:03:26,206 - The church, God, eternity, that kind of stuff. 51 00:03:26,293 --> 00:03:27,903 I've left a camera on the counter. 52 00:03:27,990 --> 00:03:29,513 Please record your stories, tell me who you are. 53 00:03:29,600 --> 00:03:30,427 Have fun. 54 00:03:30,514 --> 00:03:32,124 You're on your own. 55 00:03:32,212 --> 00:03:33,517 The girls can sleep in the bedroom, above the garage 56 00:03:33,604 --> 00:03:35,345 the guys can sleep in the house. 57 00:03:35,432 --> 00:03:36,781 I really appreciate your help 58 00:03:36,868 --> 00:03:39,306 and I look forward to learning more about you. 59 00:03:39,393 --> 00:03:41,438 I ordered a few pizzas for you 60 00:03:41,525 --> 00:03:43,092 and please put away your phones. 61 00:03:43,179 --> 00:03:45,747 You can get them back when you go to bed tonight. 62 00:03:45,834 --> 00:03:47,183 Oscar fielding. 63 00:03:47,270 --> 00:03:49,141 - Come on, that is really, the phones? 64 00:03:49,229 --> 00:03:52,623 - Yeah, we gotta put the phones away. 65 00:03:52,710 --> 00:03:53,798 - Empty bowl. 66 00:03:54,930 --> 00:03:56,105 - Let's do it. 67 00:03:56,192 --> 00:03:56,932 - Okay. 68 00:03:58,194 --> 00:03:58,934 - Why not? 69 00:04:00,414 --> 00:04:01,763 - [Woman] Goodbye. 70 00:04:01,850 --> 00:04:04,331 - [Woman] You're not gonna die without. 71 00:04:04,418 --> 00:04:05,897 - Oh my God. 72 00:04:05,984 --> 00:04:07,116 - Not funny. 73 00:04:07,203 --> 00:04:08,726 Come on man. 74 00:04:08,813 --> 00:04:12,034 - So who's gonna do the video? 75 00:04:12,121 --> 00:04:14,036 - Looks pretty complicated. 76 00:04:14,123 --> 00:04:15,255 - Nah, I got it. 77 00:04:15,342 --> 00:04:16,256 I'm a film major. 78 00:04:16,343 --> 00:04:17,387 I actually played around with 79 00:04:17,474 --> 00:04:19,215 this camera in my last semester. 80 00:04:19,302 --> 00:04:21,870 - I think we're missing someone. 81 00:04:23,132 --> 00:04:24,089 - Cole. 82 00:04:24,176 --> 00:04:24,873 - Here. 83 00:04:24,960 --> 00:04:25,656 - Miguel. 84 00:04:25,743 --> 00:04:26,483 - Yo. 85 00:04:26,570 --> 00:04:27,310 - Riley. 86 00:04:28,268 --> 00:04:30,182 Yeah, he's not here yet. 87 00:04:31,836 --> 00:04:33,838 - Does anybody else think that this is a little crazy? 88 00:04:33,925 --> 00:04:34,796 Like weird? 89 00:04:35,927 --> 00:04:37,189 - You bet ya. 90 00:04:37,277 --> 00:04:38,060 - I thought he'd be here at least. 91 00:04:38,147 --> 00:04:40,105 - Yeah, a little strange. 92 00:04:40,192 --> 00:04:44,240 - I left something in my truck, I'll be right back. 93 00:04:46,895 --> 00:04:48,288 - Don't bail on us. 94 00:04:53,205 --> 00:04:56,165 [engine rumbles] 95 00:05:03,128 --> 00:05:06,218 [car door's banging] 96 00:05:15,140 --> 00:05:16,141 - Oh my God. 97 00:05:20,929 --> 00:05:21,625 Thank you so much. 98 00:05:21,712 --> 00:05:22,409 - Of course. 99 00:05:22,496 --> 00:05:23,192 Have fun. 100 00:05:23,279 --> 00:05:24,280 - Thank you. 101 00:05:30,373 --> 00:05:33,289 Hey, is this Fielding's place? 102 00:05:33,376 --> 00:05:35,509 - It is if your names Riley. 103 00:05:38,773 --> 00:05:40,340 - Yeah, I'm Riley. 104 00:05:40,427 --> 00:05:41,515 - Really? 105 00:05:41,602 --> 00:05:42,864 - Really Riley. 106 00:05:44,213 --> 00:05:45,997 - Okay, well I'm Cole. 107 00:05:47,434 --> 00:05:48,913 - Really Cole? 108 00:05:49,000 --> 00:05:50,480 - Yeah. 109 00:05:50,567 --> 00:05:52,003 Anyway, come on in. 110 00:05:53,396 --> 00:05:55,093 - [Man] So yeah, I guess we're on our own. 111 00:05:55,180 --> 00:05:56,486 - [Woman] Okay. 112 00:05:58,532 --> 00:06:00,447 - Oh, I need your phone. 113 00:06:01,317 --> 00:06:02,666 - Seriously? 114 00:06:02,753 --> 00:06:03,754 - I know. 115 00:06:03,841 --> 00:06:06,191 Hey guys, this is Riley. 116 00:06:06,278 --> 00:06:06,975 - Hi. 117 00:06:07,062 --> 00:06:07,802 - [Woman] Hey. 118 00:06:07,889 --> 00:06:08,759 She's a she yo. 119 00:06:08,846 --> 00:06:09,412 - Welcome. 120 00:06:09,499 --> 00:06:10,195 - Welcome. 121 00:06:10,282 --> 00:06:11,327 - Welcome lady. 122 00:06:11,414 --> 00:06:13,503 - So let's introduce ourselves. 123 00:06:13,590 --> 00:06:14,591 - Okay. 124 00:06:14,678 --> 00:06:15,549 - Talk to me. 125 00:06:17,028 --> 00:06:20,205 - Hi, I'm Spree, I'm from Whitefish, Montana. 126 00:06:20,292 --> 00:06:23,339 I am a dance major at Utah Valley University 127 00:06:23,426 --> 00:06:25,733 and I've been dancing all my life. 128 00:06:25,820 --> 00:06:27,909 So yeah, that's me. 129 00:06:27,996 --> 00:06:29,389 - [Miguel] Wait, wait, wait. 130 00:06:29,476 --> 00:06:30,825 You have to make a funny face at the end. 131 00:06:30,912 --> 00:06:31,782 - Why? 132 00:06:31,869 --> 00:06:32,653 - Those are the rules. 133 00:06:32,740 --> 00:06:34,219 - Really, the rules? 134 00:06:34,306 --> 00:06:36,134 - [Man] Okay, come on. 135 00:06:36,221 --> 00:06:37,571 - Okay, fine. 136 00:06:37,658 --> 00:06:39,224 - No, no, no, do the whole thing over 137 00:06:39,311 --> 00:06:40,312 and then make the funny face. 138 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:41,531 - No. 139 00:06:41,618 --> 00:06:42,271 - Come on, dude. 140 00:06:42,358 --> 00:06:43,620 - Okay. 141 00:06:43,707 --> 00:06:44,795 - It would just make it, you know? 142 00:06:44,882 --> 00:06:46,275 - Okay. 143 00:06:46,362 --> 00:06:48,103 Hi, I'm spree, I'm from Whitefish, Montana. 144 00:06:48,190 --> 00:06:48,930 I go to UVU. 145 00:06:49,017 --> 00:06:50,453 I'm a dance major. 146 00:06:50,540 --> 00:06:54,109 I have danced all my life because I am a dancer. 147 00:06:55,110 --> 00:06:56,546 - [Miguel] Okay, cool. 148 00:06:56,633 --> 00:06:57,895 - All right, you're up Miguel, give me the camera. 149 00:06:57,982 --> 00:06:58,766 - Okay. 150 00:07:00,811 --> 00:07:04,032 Miguel here from West Valley Film Major 151 00:07:04,119 --> 00:07:06,730 at Salt Lake Community College, Spielberg and embryo. 152 00:07:06,817 --> 00:07:08,253 - So, why slick? 153 00:07:08,340 --> 00:07:10,168 - Because they have a great film program. 154 00:07:10,255 --> 00:07:11,692 - Really? 155 00:07:11,779 --> 00:07:13,171 - Yeah, they do. 156 00:07:15,304 --> 00:07:16,523 - All right then. 157 00:07:18,307 --> 00:07:20,091 - Oh, okay, your turn. 158 00:07:23,007 --> 00:07:24,182 - Hi, I'm Mollie. 159 00:07:24,269 --> 00:07:27,011 I'm from Boston, English major at the U. 160 00:07:27,098 --> 00:07:29,187 Love, love, love Shakespeare. 161 00:07:29,274 --> 00:07:30,754 - How about a quote? 162 00:07:30,841 --> 00:07:32,843 - This above all to thine own self be true 163 00:07:32,930 --> 00:07:34,454 and it must follow as the night 164 00:07:34,541 --> 00:07:36,760 the day thou canst not then be false to any man. 165 00:07:36,847 --> 00:07:38,109 - Chapter and verse? 166 00:07:38,196 --> 00:07:41,461 - Hamlet, act one, scene two, scene three. 167 00:07:43,463 --> 00:07:44,638 - Nice. 168 00:07:44,725 --> 00:07:45,465 - Dank. 169 00:07:45,552 --> 00:07:46,291 All right. 170 00:07:46,378 --> 00:07:47,902 - [Spree] Mollie. 171 00:07:49,512 --> 00:07:51,471 - Yeah, I'm Cole. 172 00:07:51,558 --> 00:07:53,385 Just coming back from taking some time off, 173 00:07:53,473 --> 00:07:55,387 history major at the U. 174 00:07:55,475 --> 00:07:56,824 - Cool, cool Cole. 175 00:07:59,435 --> 00:08:01,872 Gonna make a funny face or what? 176 00:08:04,396 --> 00:08:06,834 Yeah, that was hilarious, okay. 177 00:08:08,488 --> 00:08:11,360 - Oh, Riley, poly psy major at BYU. 178 00:08:13,188 --> 00:08:16,539 Transferred from university of Virginia, UVA 179 00:08:17,671 --> 00:08:20,587 and went on a mission to Brazil. 180 00:08:20,674 --> 00:08:24,939 So [speaking in foreign language]. 181 00:08:25,896 --> 00:08:27,289 - Beautiful. 182 00:08:27,376 --> 00:08:29,073 - Fancy, she's fancy. 183 00:08:31,467 --> 00:08:33,121 - Nice. 184 00:08:33,208 --> 00:08:33,904 All right, you're up. 185 00:08:33,991 --> 00:08:35,384 - Richard. 186 00:08:35,471 --> 00:08:38,648 Getting my master's in physics at the U. 187 00:08:38,735 --> 00:08:39,997 I'm planning to go back East 188 00:08:40,084 --> 00:08:42,696 to get my doctorate, MIT hopefully. 189 00:08:42,783 --> 00:08:43,653 - Wow. 190 00:08:43,740 --> 00:08:44,436 - Oh yeah. 191 00:08:44,524 --> 00:08:46,526 - [Miguel] Cool. 192 00:08:46,613 --> 00:08:48,615 How about that funny face though? 193 00:08:48,702 --> 00:08:50,094 - Come on, lame. 194 00:08:51,139 --> 00:08:52,053 - Come on. 195 00:08:52,140 --> 00:08:52,880 - Smarty pants. 196 00:08:52,967 --> 00:08:53,794 - We all did it. 197 00:08:53,881 --> 00:08:54,925 - Guys, just. 198 00:08:57,493 --> 00:08:59,103 - Okay, all right. 199 00:09:01,192 --> 00:09:03,368 Well, that's a start. 200 00:09:03,455 --> 00:09:05,545 - So what are we really doing here? 201 00:09:05,632 --> 00:09:07,895 Why does this Fielding guy want us to talk about ourselves? 202 00:09:07,982 --> 00:09:09,287 - It was in the email he sent us. 203 00:09:09,374 --> 00:09:10,854 He's writing a book. 204 00:09:10,941 --> 00:09:13,335 Maybe doing a documentary, some research. 205 00:09:13,422 --> 00:09:15,032 I don't know. 206 00:09:15,119 --> 00:09:16,556 - Well, we're here. 207 00:09:18,253 --> 00:09:19,994 Let's go do something. 208 00:09:20,951 --> 00:09:21,822 - [Miguel] Yeah. 209 00:09:21,909 --> 00:09:23,214 - Yeah. 210 00:09:23,301 --> 00:09:24,781 - I mean I could eat. 211 00:09:26,217 --> 00:09:31,179 [people yelling] [people laughing] 212 00:09:51,634 --> 00:09:55,420 - So Spielberg, how'd you get your name? 213 00:09:55,507 --> 00:09:57,118 - My parents? 214 00:09:57,205 --> 00:09:59,599 - I mean do you have any middle names or? 215 00:09:59,686 --> 00:10:02,427 Mexicans like to give their kids a lot of names. 216 00:10:02,514 --> 00:10:03,341 - Dude. 217 00:10:03,428 --> 00:10:04,778 - Well first of all, 218 00:10:04,865 --> 00:10:07,389 my families not from Mexico, they're from Peru. 219 00:10:07,476 --> 00:10:11,088 Not everything south of the boarder is Mexico Richard. 220 00:10:11,175 --> 00:10:12,568 And yeah, my full name 221 00:10:12,655 --> 00:10:16,137 is Miguel Xavier Fernando Martinez Pablo Rivera. 222 00:10:16,224 --> 00:10:18,792 You can call me any of those. 223 00:10:18,879 --> 00:10:20,794 - I'll go with Spielberg. 224 00:10:20,881 --> 00:10:22,404 - I'm down with that. 225 00:10:23,361 --> 00:10:24,624 - [Mollie] Here cool? 226 00:10:24,711 --> 00:10:25,537 - [Cole] Yeah, right there is fine. 227 00:10:25,625 --> 00:10:27,148 - [Miguel] Thank you. 228 00:10:27,235 --> 00:10:28,149 That was fun dude. 229 00:10:28,236 --> 00:10:29,237 - [Cole] Yeah. 230 00:10:30,281 --> 00:10:32,893 - So, anybody here married? 231 00:10:32,980 --> 00:10:33,807 [group laughs] 232 00:10:33,894 --> 00:10:34,721 Been married? 233 00:10:34,808 --> 00:10:35,504 - [Man] Not a chance. 234 00:10:35,591 --> 00:10:36,461 - [Woman] Girl. 235 00:10:36,548 --> 00:10:37,898 - Hey, I'm just asking. 236 00:10:37,985 --> 00:10:40,552 - Okay, well then who's not a virgin? 237 00:10:40,640 --> 00:10:41,379 Yeah right. 238 00:10:41,466 --> 00:10:42,250 - Yeah. 239 00:10:42,337 --> 00:10:43,207 - No ones believes that. 240 00:10:43,294 --> 00:10:44,165 - I was kidding guys. 241 00:10:44,252 --> 00:10:45,122 - Obviously. 242 00:10:45,209 --> 00:10:46,863 - But seriously, who's not? 243 00:10:46,950 --> 00:10:47,647 - All right, that's a bit inappropriate. 244 00:10:47,734 --> 00:10:48,648 - Be nice Richard. 245 00:10:48,735 --> 00:10:50,258 - It's a little bit personal. 246 00:10:50,345 --> 00:10:52,782 - Isn't that what we're doing here, getting personal? 247 00:10:52,869 --> 00:10:54,479 - Let's move on. 248 00:10:54,566 --> 00:10:56,307 - Come on, let's answer the question, who's not a virgin? 249 00:10:56,394 --> 00:10:57,961 - Shut up Richard. 250 00:10:58,048 --> 00:10:59,223 - That's not very nice. 251 00:10:59,310 --> 00:11:00,616 - I wasn't trying to be nice. 252 00:11:00,703 --> 00:11:02,966 - Come on guys, just chill. 253 00:11:03,793 --> 00:11:05,490 - Okay. 254 00:11:05,577 --> 00:11:07,144 Anyone been engaged. 255 00:11:13,020 --> 00:11:14,630 - Why are you all looking at me? 256 00:11:14,717 --> 00:11:16,327 - You look like you might have been engaged. 257 00:11:16,414 --> 00:11:17,241 - Really? 258 00:11:17,328 --> 00:11:18,068 - Yeah. 259 00:11:18,155 --> 00:11:19,330 - So have you? 260 00:11:22,551 --> 00:11:24,771 - All right, let's go inside. 261 00:11:27,251 --> 00:11:28,470 - My bad. 262 00:11:28,557 --> 00:11:29,993 I bet he was hot. 263 00:11:30,080 --> 00:11:30,994 - [Miguel] Anybody ever held hands? 264 00:11:31,081 --> 00:11:31,952 - [Cole] What does it matter? 265 00:11:32,039 --> 00:11:32,735 - [Miguel] Shut up man. 266 00:11:32,822 --> 00:11:35,520 [dramatic music] 267 00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:49,447 - What's up Cole, what's your story? 268 00:11:49,534 --> 00:11:51,580 - No story, just me. 269 00:11:51,667 --> 00:11:52,624 - [Richard] Not buying that. 270 00:11:52,712 --> 00:11:54,452 - [Mollie] Me neither. 271 00:11:56,367 --> 00:12:00,676 - Okay, just the normal provo, Utah kid, nothing special. 272 00:12:00,763 --> 00:12:01,808 Did all the right things you know? 273 00:12:01,895 --> 00:12:03,287 Duty to God award, Eagle scout. 274 00:12:03,374 --> 00:12:06,682 - I bet he never missed a day of seminary. 275 00:12:07,857 --> 00:12:10,817 - Into sports, baseball mainly. 276 00:12:10,904 --> 00:12:11,992 - Go Red Sox. 277 00:12:13,776 --> 00:12:14,646 - Keep going. 278 00:12:16,605 --> 00:12:17,998 - Senior class president, 279 00:12:18,085 --> 00:12:20,130 look, this is pretty boring stuff, guys. 280 00:12:20,217 --> 00:12:21,610 - We interrupt this to say 281 00:12:21,697 --> 00:12:25,005 we've just found a good little Mormon boy. 282 00:12:26,267 --> 00:12:27,050 Go on. 283 00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:33,665 - All right, went to the U straight out of high school. 284 00:12:33,753 --> 00:12:34,841 - Baseball scholarship? 285 00:12:34,928 --> 00:12:35,537 - [Cole] Yeah. 286 00:12:35,624 --> 00:12:36,494 - Nice 287 00:12:36,581 --> 00:12:37,887 - [Richard] Way to go Cole. 288 00:12:37,974 --> 00:12:38,975 - [Miguel] Did you go on a mission? 289 00:12:39,062 --> 00:12:39,976 - I did. 290 00:12:40,063 --> 00:12:40,803 - Where? 291 00:12:43,371 --> 00:12:45,286 - South Africa, Johannesburg. 292 00:12:45,373 --> 00:12:48,593 - [Miguel] Wow, that must have been cool. 293 00:12:49,812 --> 00:12:52,423 - So how was South Africa? 294 00:12:52,510 --> 00:12:54,077 - It was challenging. 295 00:12:59,996 --> 00:13:02,042 I mean, it was great, but. 296 00:13:03,783 --> 00:13:04,653 - But what? 297 00:13:06,655 --> 00:13:08,439 - I got in a car accident. 298 00:13:08,526 --> 00:13:10,267 - [Spree] What happened, did anybody get hurt? 299 00:13:10,354 --> 00:13:12,226 - Yeah, I did. 300 00:13:12,313 --> 00:13:14,271 My right leg got pretty jacked up 301 00:13:14,358 --> 00:13:16,665 so they sent me home to have surgery. 302 00:13:16,752 --> 00:13:17,579 - That sucks. 303 00:13:17,666 --> 00:13:18,754 - Sorry. 304 00:13:18,841 --> 00:13:20,190 - The whole thing sucked. 305 00:13:20,277 --> 00:13:23,150 - Oh, how'd the surgery go? 306 00:13:23,237 --> 00:13:25,587 - Put a metal rod, bunch of screws in my thigh. 307 00:13:25,674 --> 00:13:28,416 Fixed a few things in my knee. 308 00:13:28,503 --> 00:13:31,767 I mean the leg's all right, but no more scholarship. 309 00:13:31,854 --> 00:13:33,073 - Right. 310 00:13:33,160 --> 00:13:35,336 - Other than that, it's all good. 311 00:13:36,772 --> 00:13:39,557 - It seems like there's more to the story. 312 00:13:39,644 --> 00:13:42,822 [guitar strumming] 313 00:13:44,954 --> 00:13:47,739 - So Spielberg, give me the camera. 314 00:13:49,263 --> 00:13:52,657 How'd you get into this whole film thing? 315 00:13:52,744 --> 00:13:55,660 - Ever since I was a kid I've wanted to make movies. 316 00:13:55,747 --> 00:13:57,010 - [Richard] What was the first movie you saw 317 00:13:57,097 --> 00:13:58,533 that made a real impression on you? 318 00:13:58,620 --> 00:14:00,056 - Napoleon dynamite. 319 00:14:00,143 --> 00:14:01,623 - You're kidding. 320 00:14:01,710 --> 00:14:03,973 - I was nine years old and I loved it. 321 00:14:04,060 --> 00:14:06,062 My parents had no idea what the movie was about. 322 00:14:06,149 --> 00:14:07,455 - I love that movie. 323 00:14:07,542 --> 00:14:08,717 - Yeah, Christmas that year actually 324 00:14:08,804 --> 00:14:10,327 my mom got me a video camera. 325 00:14:10,414 --> 00:14:12,242 I've been doing it ever since. 326 00:14:12,329 --> 00:14:14,462 - Okay, so what other movies do you like? 327 00:14:14,549 --> 00:14:15,289 - Oh wow. 328 00:14:15,376 --> 00:14:16,943 Love all kinds. 329 00:14:17,030 --> 00:14:21,686 The classics of the fifties, musicals, comedies, dramas. 330 00:14:21,773 --> 00:14:23,166 Pretty much everything. 331 00:14:23,253 --> 00:14:24,080 - Favorite directors? 332 00:14:24,167 --> 00:14:25,255 - Easy. 333 00:14:25,342 --> 00:14:26,953 Spielberg of course. 334 00:14:27,040 --> 00:14:31,348 Hitchcock, Scorsese, Coppola, Woody Allen. 335 00:14:31,435 --> 00:14:33,742 James Cameron, hated Titanic though. 336 00:14:33,829 --> 00:14:34,612 - [Richard] What? 337 00:14:34,699 --> 00:14:36,614 That was a classic. 338 00:14:36,701 --> 00:14:38,181 - Ron Howard, Tarantino was cool, 339 00:14:38,268 --> 00:14:39,661 but too far out for me. 340 00:14:39,748 --> 00:14:41,141 Then there's the old school, 341 00:14:41,228 --> 00:14:45,275 Fellini, Ingmar Bergman, gotta love Orson Welles. 342 00:14:48,496 --> 00:14:49,279 Rosebud. 343 00:14:51,238 --> 00:14:52,804 Citizen Kane? 344 00:14:52,892 --> 00:14:54,110 - I have no idea. 345 00:14:56,547 --> 00:14:57,984 - Wow, okay. 346 00:14:58,071 --> 00:14:59,768 Seriously you guys? 347 00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:04,599 - So Spree, you're a dancer, right? 348 00:15:04,686 --> 00:15:05,643 - Yes. 349 00:15:05,730 --> 00:15:07,471 Been dancing since I was four. 350 00:15:07,558 --> 00:15:09,256 Catherine's dance studio. 351 00:15:10,431 --> 00:15:11,736 - How'd you get the name Spree? 352 00:15:11,823 --> 00:15:13,173 - My dad, served a mission in Germany 353 00:15:13,260 --> 00:15:15,784 and there was a river there named Spree 354 00:15:15,871 --> 00:15:19,353 and he liked it so now there's a girl here named Spree. 355 00:15:19,440 --> 00:15:20,876 - And he likes you. 356 00:15:22,138 --> 00:15:22,922 - Yeah. 357 00:15:24,575 --> 00:15:25,576 - What else? 358 00:15:27,970 --> 00:15:31,234 - I like to eat peanut butter, pickle, and onion sandwiches. 359 00:15:31,321 --> 00:15:32,018 - Ew. 360 00:15:32,105 --> 00:15:32,801 - That's gross. 361 00:15:32,888 --> 00:15:34,150 - That's nasty. 362 00:15:34,237 --> 00:15:35,717 - No, guys, it's actually way good. 363 00:15:35,804 --> 00:15:36,674 I'm gonna make you one and you're gonna love it. 364 00:15:36,761 --> 00:15:38,763 - I'm not gonna try it, so. 365 00:15:38,850 --> 00:15:41,505 - Not gonna love it, not gonna try. 366 00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:45,901 All right, keep going, keep going. 367 00:15:45,988 --> 00:15:47,642 - Well most people think I'm just 368 00:15:47,729 --> 00:15:50,123 this shallow cheerleader type from Montana. 369 00:15:50,210 --> 00:15:51,037 - Yup. 370 00:15:51,124 --> 00:15:51,994 - Hey. 371 00:15:52,081 --> 00:15:54,910 There is some truth to that. 372 00:15:54,997 --> 00:15:56,477 So yeah, that's me. 373 00:15:57,695 --> 00:15:58,435 - Oh my gosh. 374 00:15:58,522 --> 00:16:00,002 - Oh my gosh. 375 00:16:00,089 --> 00:16:01,743 - Loser. 376 00:16:01,830 --> 00:16:02,831 - So sneaky. 377 00:16:04,050 --> 00:16:04,876 - That's good. 378 00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:06,704 - I love this game. 379 00:16:06,791 --> 00:16:09,881 - All right, Richard, Richard, the man of mystery. 380 00:16:09,969 --> 00:16:12,275 You've been awfully quiet. 381 00:16:12,362 --> 00:16:13,494 What's your deal? 382 00:16:13,581 --> 00:16:14,756 - Not really in the mood. 383 00:16:14,843 --> 00:16:15,844 Don't have anything to say. 384 00:16:15,931 --> 00:16:17,628 - Yeah, you do. 385 00:16:17,715 --> 00:16:18,803 I can see it. 386 00:16:18,890 --> 00:16:19,848 - Really? 387 00:16:19,935 --> 00:16:20,762 - Yup. 388 00:16:20,849 --> 00:16:21,763 - What do you see? 389 00:16:21,850 --> 00:16:24,331 - Someone who's confused. 390 00:16:24,418 --> 00:16:25,158 - Angry. 391 00:16:25,245 --> 00:16:25,941 - Sad. 392 00:16:26,028 --> 00:16:26,724 - Handsome. 393 00:16:26,811 --> 00:16:27,638 - Really? 394 00:16:27,725 --> 00:16:28,422 - Yeah. 395 00:16:28,509 --> 00:16:29,379 - A sweet guy. 396 00:16:29,466 --> 00:16:30,293 - Is that a compliment? 397 00:16:30,380 --> 00:16:31,338 - Of course. 398 00:16:33,253 --> 00:16:35,777 - So do you have anyone significant in your life? 399 00:16:35,864 --> 00:16:36,996 - Nope. 400 00:16:37,083 --> 00:16:38,258 Well, my family. 401 00:16:39,346 --> 00:16:41,348 - Ever had anyone significant? 402 00:16:41,435 --> 00:16:42,610 - No, not really. 403 00:16:42,697 --> 00:16:44,046 - What does that mean? 404 00:16:44,133 --> 00:16:45,787 - It means I've never had any one significant, 405 00:16:45,874 --> 00:16:48,572 I've had lots of significant's. 406 00:16:49,443 --> 00:16:50,661 At the same time. 407 00:16:50,748 --> 00:16:53,229 [group yelling] 408 00:16:54,317 --> 00:16:56,102 - That's the way you do, huh? 409 00:16:56,189 --> 00:16:59,844 - Okay guys, how about we step this up a notch? 410 00:16:59,931 --> 00:17:00,758 Ultimate spoons. 411 00:17:00,845 --> 00:17:01,890 - Yes. 412 00:17:04,023 --> 00:17:06,329 - I am so much better at that game. 413 00:17:06,416 --> 00:17:07,765 - You've never played this before? 414 00:17:07,852 --> 00:17:08,984 - It's so fun. 415 00:17:09,071 --> 00:17:11,987 [group chattering] 416 00:17:16,296 --> 00:17:18,994 [people yelling] 417 00:17:24,478 --> 00:17:25,870 - Sorry. 418 00:17:25,957 --> 00:17:26,915 - I'm sorry, did I? 419 00:17:27,002 --> 00:17:27,698 - Yeah, you're good. 420 00:17:27,785 --> 00:17:28,569 - Okay. 421 00:17:30,658 --> 00:17:33,748 So Mollie, you're from Boston, 422 00:17:33,835 --> 00:17:36,577 went to BC, how'd you end up here? 423 00:17:38,448 --> 00:17:42,017 - Well these missionaries seem like they were everywhere. 424 00:17:42,104 --> 00:17:43,236 Cute guys. 425 00:17:43,323 --> 00:17:44,802 - Oh yeah. 426 00:17:44,889 --> 00:17:47,196 - And one day they saw me. 427 00:17:47,283 --> 00:17:48,980 It was raining and I was standing underneath 428 00:17:49,068 --> 00:17:51,853 an awning outside a Starbucks on Beacon street 429 00:17:51,940 --> 00:17:55,857 sipping a midnight mint mocha frappuccino. 430 00:17:55,944 --> 00:17:57,511 Gosh, I missed that. 431 00:17:59,078 --> 00:18:01,080 Anyway, I was hoping the rain had stopped 432 00:18:01,167 --> 00:18:02,864 and they came over and stood next to me, 433 00:18:02,951 --> 00:18:05,084 started talking about Jesus. 434 00:18:06,998 --> 00:18:09,566 - So how Irish Catholic were you? 435 00:18:09,653 --> 00:18:11,002 - I don't know. 436 00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:12,700 We only went to mass a couple of times a year. 437 00:18:12,787 --> 00:18:14,136 Christmas, Easter, 438 00:18:14,223 --> 00:18:16,051 did the Holy communion thing when I was eight. 439 00:18:16,138 --> 00:18:16,965 - Interesting. 440 00:18:17,052 --> 00:18:19,185 - Yeah, it was weird. 441 00:18:19,272 --> 00:18:20,229 I was all dressed in white 442 00:18:20,316 --> 00:18:21,970 and my family was super excited. 443 00:18:22,057 --> 00:18:23,406 I had no idea what was going on. 444 00:18:23,493 --> 00:18:25,626 Did my first penance when I was seven. 445 00:18:25,713 --> 00:18:26,931 - What the heck is that? 446 00:18:27,018 --> 00:18:27,889 - It's where you go to the priest 447 00:18:27,976 --> 00:18:28,846 and you confess all your sins. 448 00:18:28,933 --> 00:18:30,370 - Wait, wait, wait, 449 00:18:30,457 --> 00:18:32,415 you had sin to confess when you were seven? 450 00:18:32,502 --> 00:18:34,417 - I'm from Boston, of course I did. 451 00:18:34,504 --> 00:18:37,028 [all laughing] 452 00:18:37,116 --> 00:18:41,163 - Yeah, I'm just kidding, I can't remember. 453 00:18:41,250 --> 00:18:42,817 But the missionaries got to talking 454 00:18:42,904 --> 00:18:45,776 and kept raining, the more it rained, 455 00:18:45,863 --> 00:18:47,604 the more interesting they got. 456 00:18:47,691 --> 00:18:49,867 Pretty soon right there on Beacon street 457 00:18:49,954 --> 00:18:51,913 we're talking about Joseph Smith and the book of Mormon. 458 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:53,001 - What was your reaction? 459 00:18:53,088 --> 00:18:54,307 - Well first I thought they were 460 00:18:54,394 --> 00:18:55,960 talking about the Broadway musical 461 00:18:56,047 --> 00:18:57,962 and that some guy named Joseph Smith was starring in it. 462 00:18:58,049 --> 00:18:58,746 - No way. 463 00:18:58,833 --> 00:19:00,095 - I had no idea 464 00:19:01,052 --> 00:19:03,229 But I don't, I don't know. 465 00:19:05,013 --> 00:19:07,668 Thought it was interesting. 466 00:19:07,755 --> 00:19:10,845 I wasn't looking for anything like God, you know, 467 00:19:10,932 --> 00:19:13,108 hadn't really thought about it. 468 00:19:13,195 --> 00:19:16,981 But all of a sudden I was thinking about it. 469 00:19:22,770 --> 00:19:25,033 [bell rings] 470 00:19:26,208 --> 00:19:28,515 - Is Oscar fielding here? 471 00:19:28,602 --> 00:19:29,342 - No. 472 00:19:29,429 --> 00:19:30,386 - No. 473 00:19:30,473 --> 00:19:31,213 - [Man] You're not Mr. Fielding? 474 00:19:31,300 --> 00:19:32,301 - Nope. 475 00:19:32,388 --> 00:19:33,084 - No. 476 00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:34,129 - No. 477 00:19:34,216 --> 00:19:34,912 - Is this his house. 478 00:19:34,999 --> 00:19:35,609 - Yeah. 479 00:19:35,696 --> 00:19:37,045 - Yeah. 480 00:19:37,132 --> 00:19:39,482 - Are you sure I'm at the right place? 481 00:19:39,569 --> 00:19:42,572 - We're pretty hungry, pizza guy. 482 00:19:42,659 --> 00:19:44,748 Can we have the pizzas? 483 00:19:44,835 --> 00:19:45,619 - Okay. 484 00:19:51,364 --> 00:19:53,104 - Thanks pizza guy. 485 00:19:55,368 --> 00:19:56,630 - Thank you. 486 00:19:56,717 --> 00:19:57,500 - Drinks. 487 00:20:00,938 --> 00:20:01,722 - Bye. 488 00:20:05,029 --> 00:20:07,902 [group laughs] 489 00:20:07,989 --> 00:20:09,425 Did you see his face? 490 00:20:09,512 --> 00:20:12,472 [people chattering] 491 00:20:28,096 --> 00:20:30,359 - So Riley, you were weren't you? 492 00:20:30,446 --> 00:20:31,839 - What? 493 00:20:31,926 --> 00:20:33,057 - Engaged. 494 00:20:33,144 --> 00:20:34,015 - Drop it. 495 00:20:36,974 --> 00:20:38,889 - Actually, yeah, I was. 496 00:20:40,108 --> 00:20:41,022 - What happened? 497 00:20:41,109 --> 00:20:43,024 - Who dumped who? 498 00:20:43,111 --> 00:20:44,504 - He didn't dump me. 499 00:20:44,591 --> 00:20:46,157 - So you dumped him? 500 00:20:46,245 --> 00:20:47,289 - Kinda. 501 00:20:47,376 --> 00:20:48,290 - Kinda? 502 00:20:48,377 --> 00:20:49,248 You either did or you didn't. 503 00:20:49,335 --> 00:20:50,510 - Right, right, fine. 504 00:20:50,597 --> 00:20:52,076 I dumped him. 505 00:20:52,163 --> 00:20:53,295 - Why? 506 00:20:53,382 --> 00:20:54,818 - Oh. 507 00:20:54,905 --> 00:20:56,733 - We're just being honest here Riley. 508 00:20:56,820 --> 00:20:57,560 Open. 509 00:20:58,866 --> 00:20:59,606 - Look. 510 00:21:03,871 --> 00:21:04,785 Okay, yeah. 511 00:21:08,354 --> 00:21:10,573 He and I had been dating since high school. 512 00:21:10,660 --> 00:21:12,227 He was a couple of years older. 513 00:21:12,314 --> 00:21:14,534 Anyway, he went to college, it was nearby. 514 00:21:14,621 --> 00:21:16,405 So he lived at home. 515 00:21:16,492 --> 00:21:18,842 We're in the same ward. 516 00:21:18,929 --> 00:21:21,932 I used to like to see him bless the sacrament on Sundays. 517 00:21:22,019 --> 00:21:22,890 - Cool. 518 00:21:22,977 --> 00:21:23,499 - Did he go on a mission? 519 00:21:23,586 --> 00:21:24,805 - Yeah. 520 00:21:24,892 --> 00:21:26,459 - Did you date while he was gone? 521 00:21:26,546 --> 00:21:27,503 - [Riley] Kinda. 522 00:21:27,590 --> 00:21:29,070 - Kinda? 523 00:21:29,157 --> 00:21:31,899 - Yes, yes I did but not, you know, seriously. 524 00:21:33,292 --> 00:21:36,860 - [Miguel] What happened when he got back? 525 00:21:40,951 --> 00:21:41,778 - That's a big, no. 526 00:21:41,865 --> 00:21:43,214 We're shut down. 527 00:21:44,868 --> 00:21:46,653 - So Mollie, it's your turn. 528 00:21:48,263 --> 00:21:50,134 - Wildest thing that's ever happened to you? 529 00:21:50,221 --> 00:21:51,048 - Not going there. 530 00:21:51,135 --> 00:21:52,311 - No, I want to hear this. 531 00:21:52,398 --> 00:21:53,442 - Come on, come on. 532 00:21:53,529 --> 00:21:55,096 - I know you have good stories. 533 00:21:55,183 --> 00:21:57,185 - No, I am from Boston, that should pretty much cover it. 534 00:21:57,272 --> 00:21:58,012 - Not even. 535 00:21:58,099 --> 00:22:00,884 [group chattering] 536 00:22:01,798 --> 00:22:02,582 - Okay, okay. 537 00:22:02,669 --> 00:22:04,279 All right. 538 00:22:04,366 --> 00:22:06,368 It's not the wildest thing that ever happened to me, 539 00:22:06,455 --> 00:22:10,024 but I got pepper sprayed my freshman year. 540 00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:13,244 - No, what? 541 00:22:14,637 --> 00:22:15,551 - Why, how? 542 00:22:15,638 --> 00:22:16,509 - [Mollie] It's a long story. 543 00:22:16,596 --> 00:22:17,205 - No. 544 00:22:17,292 --> 00:22:18,119 - [Richard] And? 545 00:22:18,206 --> 00:22:19,425 - Okay, what happened? 546 00:22:19,512 --> 00:22:20,513 - [All] Come on. 547 00:22:22,253 --> 00:22:24,952 - Okay so Mollie, what's with all the Shakespeare stuff? 548 00:22:25,039 --> 00:22:27,607 - Oh, I just love Shakespeare. 549 00:22:27,694 --> 00:22:29,086 I studied him all through high school, 550 00:22:29,173 --> 00:22:31,132 was in a couple of plays 551 00:22:31,219 --> 00:22:34,004 and then I was an English major at BC 552 00:22:34,091 --> 00:22:35,832 with a Shakespeare emphasis. 553 00:22:35,919 --> 00:22:37,094 - [Richard] Did you ever play Juliet? 554 00:22:37,181 --> 00:22:38,922 - No, Lady Macbeth. 555 00:22:40,881 --> 00:22:41,664 - Yes. 556 00:22:44,101 --> 00:22:45,581 - Seems so weird to me. 557 00:22:45,668 --> 00:22:47,191 - You have heard of Shakespeare right? 558 00:22:47,278 --> 00:22:48,497 - Yeah, but I don't-- 559 00:22:48,584 --> 00:22:50,586 - I just love the guy, okay? 560 00:22:51,979 --> 00:22:53,284 When my parents were going through 561 00:22:53,372 --> 00:22:56,331 their divorce his thoughts on love, 562 00:22:57,376 --> 00:22:59,378 life, fear, anger, grief, 563 00:23:03,251 --> 00:23:05,340 it just kind of got me through the whole thing. 564 00:23:05,427 --> 00:23:07,298 The Bard was sort of my scripture 565 00:23:07,386 --> 00:23:08,822 before I found the real stuff. 566 00:23:08,909 --> 00:23:10,171 - That's cool. 567 00:23:10,258 --> 00:23:12,478 - [Miguel] That's awesome, that's awesome. 568 00:23:12,565 --> 00:23:14,218 - Yeah, it's pretty awesome. 569 00:23:14,305 --> 00:23:19,267 [upbeat music] [group chattering] 570 00:23:23,706 --> 00:23:24,403 - Chubby bunny. 571 00:23:24,490 --> 00:23:27,231 [upbeat music] 572 00:23:38,939 --> 00:23:40,244 - [Spree] You have to say chubby bunny. 573 00:23:40,331 --> 00:23:41,245 - [Mollie] You have to say it. 574 00:23:41,332 --> 00:23:44,292 [Cole mumbling] 575 00:23:44,379 --> 00:23:46,816 - And now we just dance. 576 00:23:46,903 --> 00:23:47,600 - Nice. 577 00:23:47,687 --> 00:23:50,385 [upbeat music] 578 00:23:52,431 --> 00:23:54,302 - Come on, bring it in. 579 00:23:55,216 --> 00:23:56,435 Oh what's that? 580 00:23:56,522 --> 00:24:01,396 [upbeat music] [group chattering] 581 00:24:11,972 --> 00:24:13,321 - That's how they do it at the Y huh? 582 00:24:13,408 --> 00:24:18,369 [upbeat music] [group chattering] 583 00:24:43,612 --> 00:24:46,354 [door creaks] 584 00:24:46,441 --> 00:24:47,529 - Look what I found. 585 00:24:47,616 --> 00:24:48,965 - Oh my God. 586 00:24:49,052 --> 00:24:52,447 - This stuff is seriously the best. 587 00:24:52,534 --> 00:24:53,361 - Oh nice. 588 00:24:53,448 --> 00:24:54,318 - Have you ever had that? 589 00:24:54,405 --> 00:24:55,232 - Yes I have. 590 00:24:55,319 --> 00:24:56,277 - It's my favorite brand. 591 00:24:56,364 --> 00:24:57,060 Don't tell the boys. 592 00:24:57,147 --> 00:24:58,366 - I will not. 593 00:24:58,453 --> 00:25:00,020 That spoon thing was crazy. 594 00:25:00,107 --> 00:25:02,718 - I know, that is one of my families FAT games. 595 00:25:02,805 --> 00:25:03,676 - Oh yeah? 596 00:25:03,763 --> 00:25:04,894 Hey Mollie. 597 00:25:04,981 --> 00:25:05,721 - Hey. 598 00:25:06,809 --> 00:25:08,245 - This is for you. 599 00:25:08,332 --> 00:25:10,552 - Thank you, gratzie. 600 00:25:10,639 --> 00:25:11,771 - So where did you grow up? 601 00:25:11,858 --> 00:25:13,424 - Everywhere. 602 00:25:13,512 --> 00:25:17,211 My dads a big shot in the air force so born in Germany, 603 00:25:17,298 --> 00:25:20,170 lived in California, Japan, Turkey. 604 00:25:21,563 --> 00:25:23,260 Ended up at the Pentagon. 605 00:25:23,347 --> 00:25:24,479 You? 606 00:25:24,566 --> 00:25:27,090 - Oh, just Montana, and here. 607 00:25:28,788 --> 00:25:32,400 I did spend a little bit of time in Colorado. 608 00:26:04,867 --> 00:26:07,566 - So, why'd you transfer for UVU? 609 00:26:10,351 --> 00:26:11,657 - UVA. 610 00:26:11,744 --> 00:26:13,354 - Right, Virginia. 611 00:26:14,703 --> 00:26:17,532 - Yeah, just wanted to get away. 612 00:26:18,620 --> 00:26:20,448 You can really dance girl. 613 00:26:20,535 --> 00:26:21,318 - Thanks. 614 00:26:24,539 --> 00:26:25,932 Goodnight Spree. 615 00:26:30,632 --> 00:26:31,590 - Goodnight. 616 00:26:40,642 --> 00:26:43,079 [light clicks] 617 00:26:59,182 --> 00:27:00,793 - Wasn't sure you'd come. 618 00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:02,272 - Neither was I. 619 00:27:13,675 --> 00:27:14,633 It's pretty. 620 00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:16,460 - Yeah it is. 621 00:27:17,897 --> 00:27:19,289 Can I show you something? 622 00:27:19,376 --> 00:27:20,160 - Sure. 623 00:27:22,989 --> 00:27:25,513 - Take a moment and breath in the mountain air. 624 00:27:25,600 --> 00:27:28,908 Listen to the wind blow through the trees. 625 00:27:30,736 --> 00:27:34,609 - Yeah, it's weird how you can't see the wind, 626 00:27:34,696 --> 00:27:37,481 how you can only feel it. 627 00:27:37,568 --> 00:27:39,658 - Yeah, kinda like God. 628 00:27:40,484 --> 00:27:41,660 - Yeah, kinda. 629 00:27:43,923 --> 00:27:44,663 - Kind of. 630 00:27:46,577 --> 00:27:48,884 - Are you smiling Cole? 631 00:27:48,971 --> 00:27:51,147 - Yeah, you make me smile? 632 00:27:53,454 --> 00:27:57,676 Anyway, above the wind and trees you got the stars, 633 00:27:59,721 --> 00:28:02,637 planets, constellations, galaxies. 634 00:28:04,291 --> 00:28:05,684 - And what else? 635 00:28:07,424 --> 00:28:09,383 - It's a new moon. 636 00:28:09,470 --> 00:28:11,167 Saturn's the most visible planet this time of year, 637 00:28:11,254 --> 00:28:15,215 and when it's dark like this in the mountains 638 00:28:15,302 --> 00:28:16,520 you can see everything, it's remarkable. 639 00:28:16,607 --> 00:28:19,088 The whole Milky Way and more. 640 00:28:20,916 --> 00:28:22,004 - Keep going. 641 00:28:24,006 --> 00:28:25,573 - Mars and mercury won't be visible 642 00:28:25,660 --> 00:28:29,316 for another month or so but, well there's Polaris. 643 00:28:32,232 --> 00:28:35,409 The North star, the big dipper, Orion, 644 00:28:39,848 --> 00:28:43,199 but Venus, the planet of love and beauty 645 00:28:45,419 --> 00:28:48,683 won't be visible for another few weeks. 646 00:28:51,991 --> 00:28:53,732 - So how do you know about all this stuff? 647 00:28:53,819 --> 00:28:57,126 - Spent some time on a ranch in New Mexico. 648 00:28:57,213 --> 00:28:59,607 - So you're a cowboy Cole. 649 00:28:59,694 --> 00:29:01,087 - No, not really. 650 00:29:03,742 --> 00:29:05,831 - So did you have anyone to look 651 00:29:05,918 --> 00:29:08,747 at the stars with in New Mexico? 652 00:29:09,748 --> 00:29:10,357 - No. 653 00:29:10,444 --> 00:29:12,054 - Why not? 654 00:29:12,141 --> 00:29:15,144 - I was there with a bunch of guys, sort of a work thing. 655 00:29:15,231 --> 00:29:15,841 - Sorry. 656 00:29:16,929 --> 00:29:19,540 - I'm not, it was good for me. 657 00:29:21,063 --> 00:29:24,588 Besides, I had the stars to give me company. 658 00:29:37,253 --> 00:29:38,602 Cold? 659 00:29:38,689 --> 00:29:41,257 [gentle music] 660 00:30:23,386 --> 00:30:26,389 Who was that guy who dropped you off this morning? 661 00:30:26,476 --> 00:30:27,216 - You saw that. 662 00:30:27,303 --> 00:30:28,348 - I did. 663 00:30:28,435 --> 00:30:29,218 - Jealous? 664 00:30:30,089 --> 00:30:30,829 - Curious. 665 00:30:34,006 --> 00:30:36,051 - He's just a friend. 666 00:30:36,138 --> 00:30:38,837 [gentle music] 667 00:30:54,722 --> 00:30:55,418 Cole. 668 00:30:55,505 --> 00:30:57,943 [gentle music] 669 00:31:34,588 --> 00:31:37,765 [Mollie yawns] 670 00:31:37,852 --> 00:31:38,940 - [Richard] Wow, what happened to you guys? 671 00:31:39,027 --> 00:31:40,507 - Shut up Richard. 672 00:31:40,594 --> 00:31:41,377 - Wow. 673 00:31:42,683 --> 00:31:43,379 - [Miguel] Morning. 674 00:31:43,466 --> 00:31:44,293 - Morning Riley. 675 00:31:44,380 --> 00:31:45,207 - It's hot. 676 00:31:46,774 --> 00:31:48,819 - [Miguel] Smell amazing. 677 00:31:50,734 --> 00:31:52,301 - This looks so good. 678 00:31:52,388 --> 00:31:53,912 - This is beautiful. 679 00:31:55,130 --> 00:31:56,697 Thanks Richard. 680 00:31:56,784 --> 00:31:59,874 Oh, shouldn't we say a blessing first? 681 00:31:59,961 --> 00:32:00,483 I'll say it. 682 00:32:01,876 --> 00:32:03,225 Our dear kind and gracious heavenly father. 683 00:32:03,312 --> 00:32:04,966 We are grateful for this beautiful day 684 00:32:05,053 --> 00:32:06,315 and for this breakfast 685 00:32:06,402 --> 00:32:09,275 and for Richard who prepared it. 686 00:32:09,362 --> 00:32:10,667 We pray that we will have a great day 687 00:32:10,754 --> 00:32:12,104 and we love the father 688 00:32:12,191 --> 00:32:13,496 and we say these things 689 00:32:13,583 --> 00:32:15,672 in the name of thy son, Jesus Christ, amen. 690 00:32:15,759 --> 00:32:16,891 - [All] Amen. 691 00:32:21,374 --> 00:32:23,680 - Sup, Richard you a chef? 692 00:32:25,030 --> 00:32:25,987 - You serve a mission to France, 693 00:32:26,074 --> 00:32:28,250 you learned a lot about cuisine. 694 00:32:28,337 --> 00:32:29,425 - Do you still speak French? 695 00:32:29,512 --> 00:32:30,905 - Course. 696 00:32:30,992 --> 00:32:32,863 - [Mollie] Well say something in French. 697 00:32:32,951 --> 00:32:33,777 - Really? 698 00:32:33,864 --> 00:32:34,996 - Yeah. 699 00:32:35,083 --> 00:32:35,866 - Okay. 700 00:32:36,955 --> 00:32:38,391 [speaking in foreign language] 701 00:32:38,478 --> 00:32:40,045 - [Spree] Oh, what's that mean? 702 00:32:40,132 --> 00:32:41,220 - Something in French. 703 00:32:41,307 --> 00:32:43,222 - No really, say something. 704 00:32:43,309 --> 00:32:44,963 - No, I just did, 705 00:32:45,050 --> 00:32:47,835 [speaking in foreign language] is something in French. 706 00:32:47,922 --> 00:32:49,402 - Yeah, but what? 707 00:32:50,403 --> 00:32:51,534 - Something in French. 708 00:32:51,621 --> 00:32:52,492 - Richard. 709 00:32:52,579 --> 00:32:53,319 - Oh, Spree. 710 00:32:54,885 --> 00:32:58,498 - Spree, Spree, [speaking in foreign language], 711 00:32:58,585 --> 00:33:02,676 whatever he said, means something in French, 712 00:33:02,763 --> 00:33:04,243 that's what it means. 713 00:33:04,330 --> 00:33:06,985 - Jerk, okay, well say some more. 714 00:33:08,334 --> 00:33:12,207 [speaking in foreign language] 715 00:33:17,082 --> 00:33:18,518 - Okay, I'm just going to interrupt you right there 716 00:33:18,605 --> 00:33:20,737 and say that that is really sexy. 717 00:33:20,824 --> 00:33:21,434 - Mm hmm. 718 00:33:23,218 --> 00:33:26,265 - I'm not like the first girl has ever told you that, right? 719 00:33:26,352 --> 00:33:27,092 - No. 720 00:33:38,494 --> 00:33:41,454 [people chattering] 721 00:33:49,070 --> 00:33:50,941 - What are you guys doing? 722 00:33:51,029 --> 00:33:52,726 - Just cooling off. 723 00:33:52,813 --> 00:33:54,075 - [Richard] It's freezing out here. 724 00:33:54,162 --> 00:33:55,903 - It's beautiful though. 725 00:33:55,990 --> 00:33:57,035 - Yeah it is. 726 00:33:58,906 --> 00:34:01,126 - How's your social life Richard? 727 00:34:01,213 --> 00:34:03,128 - Non-existing. 728 00:34:03,215 --> 00:34:05,173 - [Mollie] When was your first kiss? 729 00:34:05,260 --> 00:34:06,783 - High school? 730 00:34:06,870 --> 00:34:08,394 - Was it electrifying? 731 00:34:08,481 --> 00:34:09,699 - Shut up. 732 00:34:09,786 --> 00:34:10,831 - Were there fireworks? 733 00:34:10,918 --> 00:34:12,789 - No, not really. 734 00:34:12,876 --> 00:34:14,356 - They must not have done it, right? 735 00:34:14,443 --> 00:34:16,489 - Oh, that's a distinct possibility. 736 00:34:16,576 --> 00:34:19,448 - When was your last kiss? 737 00:34:19,535 --> 00:34:21,407 - It's been awhile. 738 00:34:21,494 --> 00:34:23,365 - [Mollie] You're missing out, dude. 739 00:34:23,452 --> 00:34:26,107 - I think I see life a little differently than you guys do. 740 00:34:26,194 --> 00:34:29,980 - Differently, so you don't connect with us? 741 00:34:31,634 --> 00:34:33,680 - I think you guys are great. 742 00:34:33,767 --> 00:34:35,290 - But no connection? 743 00:34:37,292 --> 00:34:39,990 - Well, what kind of connection are we talking about? 744 00:34:40,078 --> 00:34:41,818 - [Moly] Connection. 745 00:34:41,905 --> 00:34:44,038 - Like Riley and Cole? 746 00:34:44,125 --> 00:34:45,735 - Yeah, like them. 747 00:34:47,563 --> 00:34:48,825 - I don't know. 748 00:34:49,826 --> 00:34:50,610 - Bummer. 749 00:34:52,786 --> 00:34:54,701 - I don't really want to be like Riley and Cole anyway. 750 00:34:54,788 --> 00:34:56,398 - They're disgusting. 751 00:34:58,008 --> 00:34:59,271 - It's only been one day, I mean give me a break. 752 00:34:59,358 --> 00:35:00,663 - It's a lot of pending for one day. 753 00:35:00,750 --> 00:35:01,490 - It's a lot. 754 00:35:01,577 --> 00:35:04,319 [Miguel singing] 755 00:35:12,980 --> 00:35:15,113 [Miguel cries out] 756 00:35:15,200 --> 00:35:17,811 - Dude, are you kidding me, dude? 757 00:35:19,117 --> 00:35:20,074 Grow up dude. 758 00:35:20,161 --> 00:35:22,772 What the freak, that was cold. 759 00:35:24,644 --> 00:35:27,690 - More grief to hide, than hate to water love. 760 00:35:27,777 --> 00:35:28,561 It's beautiful right. 761 00:35:28,648 --> 00:35:30,040 - It's gorgeous. 762 00:35:30,128 --> 00:35:31,216 - [Mollie] Do you even know what it means? 763 00:35:31,303 --> 00:35:33,305 - [Miguel] Not a clue. 764 00:35:33,392 --> 00:35:34,958 - [Spree] Hey guys, come check this out. 765 00:35:35,045 --> 00:35:36,699 Look who I found on Facebook. 766 00:35:36,786 --> 00:35:38,310 It's Riley. 767 00:35:38,397 --> 00:35:40,050 Oh my gosh, you're so cute. 768 00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:41,878 You're so cute. 769 00:35:41,965 --> 00:35:43,837 - Hey, is this your ex? 770 00:35:46,274 --> 00:35:49,582 Hey, what happened with him anyway? 771 00:35:49,669 --> 00:35:51,061 - Yeah. 772 00:35:51,149 --> 00:35:54,413 How did it go when he got back from his mission? 773 00:35:54,500 --> 00:35:56,197 - Well, it was like Disneyland, my birthday, 774 00:35:56,284 --> 00:35:57,894 and Christmas all rolled into one. 775 00:35:57,981 --> 00:35:59,374 - Dang. 776 00:35:59,461 --> 00:36:01,768 Somehow it just didn't work out, did it? 777 00:36:01,855 --> 00:36:03,291 - Nope. 778 00:36:03,378 --> 00:36:05,946 - How long did it take for him to propose? 779 00:36:06,033 --> 00:36:07,165 - About a month. 780 00:36:07,252 --> 00:36:08,209 - Details? 781 00:36:08,296 --> 00:36:09,993 - Details, details. 782 00:36:12,387 --> 00:36:15,825 - He rented a billboard on the freeway. 783 00:36:15,912 --> 00:36:19,264 Yeah, one of the electronic kinds 784 00:36:19,351 --> 00:36:22,832 and just flashing really cute pictures of us. 785 00:36:22,919 --> 00:36:23,790 - Romantic. 786 00:36:23,877 --> 00:36:25,618 - Seems a bit much. 787 00:36:25,705 --> 00:36:27,533 - Yeah, yeah, yeah he took us 788 00:36:27,620 --> 00:36:30,057 to a quiet place where we could see the billboard. 789 00:36:30,144 --> 00:36:31,841 It was like at 10:30 at night. 790 00:36:31,928 --> 00:36:33,974 And as we leaned against the front of his car 791 00:36:34,061 --> 00:36:38,196 he got down on one knee and asked me to marry him. 792 00:36:40,067 --> 00:36:42,200 - [Richard] And were your parents okay with this? 793 00:36:42,287 --> 00:36:43,418 - Sort of. 794 00:36:43,505 --> 00:36:45,638 Yeah, I don't, I don't know. 795 00:36:45,725 --> 00:36:47,901 I was only 19 at the time. 796 00:36:48,989 --> 00:36:49,642 - Wow. 797 00:36:49,729 --> 00:36:51,339 - Yeah, yeah. 798 00:36:51,426 --> 00:36:54,864 So my dad told me, he thought I should just take it slow 799 00:36:54,951 --> 00:36:58,477 and you know, fast and pray about it. 800 00:36:58,564 --> 00:37:03,177 The standard Mormon response to pretty much everything. 801 00:37:03,264 --> 00:37:04,047 - Did you? 802 00:37:04,134 --> 00:37:05,701 - No, not really. 803 00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:09,836 I thought I knew what I was doing 804 00:37:09,923 --> 00:37:14,449 and I mean we'd been dating for, at that point, 3 years. 805 00:37:17,626 --> 00:37:19,062 Yeah, three years. 806 00:37:19,149 --> 00:37:23,415 So just seemed like the logical next step. 807 00:37:23,502 --> 00:37:25,155 - Did he get you a ring? 808 00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:26,722 - A gorgeous ring. 809 00:37:26,809 --> 00:37:29,334 Yeah, and we started making plans 810 00:37:30,378 --> 00:37:31,988 and I couldn't stop staring 811 00:37:32,075 --> 00:37:34,600 at my hands smiling, 812 00:37:34,687 --> 00:37:39,082 but well now I have a CTR ring on that finger 813 00:37:39,169 --> 00:37:40,519 just to remind me, 814 00:37:43,565 --> 00:37:48,266 but yeah, I had to tell that story about a million times. 815 00:37:49,702 --> 00:37:51,181 - So engagement pictures, Facebook, 816 00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:53,880 Instagram, honeymoon plans? 817 00:37:53,967 --> 00:37:55,229 - [Riley] All of the above. 818 00:37:55,316 --> 00:37:56,535 - Oh gosh. 819 00:37:56,622 --> 00:37:58,014 - What happened? 820 00:38:03,281 --> 00:38:04,282 - Come on guys. 821 00:38:08,895 --> 00:38:10,505 - Richard, what's up? 822 00:38:11,637 --> 00:38:12,942 - Nothing. 823 00:38:13,029 --> 00:38:15,075 - Well, what do you like to do, in to sports? 824 00:38:15,162 --> 00:38:16,206 - Nope. 825 00:38:16,294 --> 00:38:17,077 - [Cole] Why not? 826 00:38:17,164 --> 00:38:18,470 - What's it to you? 827 00:38:18,557 --> 00:38:20,385 - Just making conversation, Richard, 828 00:38:20,472 --> 00:38:22,474 you know, getting to know each other. 829 00:38:22,561 --> 00:38:23,997 - All right. 830 00:38:24,084 --> 00:38:25,651 When I was about five, they found out I had 831 00:38:25,738 --> 00:38:28,958 a heart condition, irregular rhythm thing. 832 00:38:29,045 --> 00:38:30,438 I mean, it's fine now, 833 00:38:30,525 --> 00:38:33,311 but my parents were pretty conservative. 834 00:38:34,747 --> 00:38:36,096 I wanted play sports in high school 835 00:38:36,183 --> 00:38:38,359 but they wouldn't sign off on it. 836 00:38:38,446 --> 00:38:39,926 - And what'd you do in high school? 837 00:38:40,013 --> 00:38:41,449 - You know that there's more to do 838 00:38:41,536 --> 00:38:44,322 in high school then just sports Spielberg. 839 00:38:44,409 --> 00:38:45,453 I studied a lot. 840 00:38:45,540 --> 00:38:48,413 I got great grades, drama club. 841 00:38:48,500 --> 00:38:49,544 - Hey. 842 00:38:49,631 --> 00:38:52,155 - I was in a Romeo and Juliet. 843 00:38:52,242 --> 00:38:53,418 It was a disaster. 844 00:38:53,505 --> 00:38:54,593 Group laughs. 845 00:38:55,942 --> 00:38:57,204 - Did you play Romeo? 846 00:38:57,291 --> 00:38:58,379 - Juliet. 847 00:38:58,466 --> 00:38:59,859 - That makes sense. 848 00:39:01,295 --> 00:39:03,297 - Like I said, it was a disaster, 849 00:39:03,384 --> 00:39:05,081 but I was in the chess club. 850 00:39:05,168 --> 00:39:06,518 - That's really lame. 851 00:39:06,605 --> 00:39:08,346 - I know, I know. 852 00:39:08,433 --> 00:39:09,999 Oh, I was a one team. 853 00:39:10,086 --> 00:39:10,826 - [Cole] Which one? 854 00:39:10,913 --> 00:39:11,958 - The debate team. 855 00:39:12,045 --> 00:39:13,046 - That's not a team. 856 00:39:13,133 --> 00:39:14,526 - [Mollie] That does not count. 857 00:39:14,613 --> 00:39:16,136 - You get a letter mans jacket for that? 858 00:39:16,223 --> 00:39:18,834 - Hey, hey, whoa, you can laugh but it was cool. 859 00:39:18,921 --> 00:39:21,750 I mean we took state, no one even came close. 860 00:39:21,837 --> 00:39:23,186 - Fair enough. 861 00:39:23,273 --> 00:39:25,232 - So I was in chess club, drama club, 862 00:39:25,319 --> 00:39:27,147 debate team, physics club. 863 00:39:27,234 --> 00:39:28,931 Oh, even the Latin club 864 00:39:29,018 --> 00:39:30,280 Thought it might come in handy 865 00:39:30,368 --> 00:39:33,762 if I went into medicine, or Roman mythology, 866 00:39:33,849 --> 00:39:36,765 or if I wanted to be a botanist. 867 00:39:36,852 --> 00:39:38,332 I was a real social animal in high school. 868 00:39:38,419 --> 00:39:39,115 - [Miguel] Really? 869 00:39:39,202 --> 00:39:40,247 - No. 870 00:39:40,334 --> 00:39:42,380 [group laughs] 871 00:39:42,467 --> 00:39:44,120 - So you ever been engaged? 872 00:39:44,207 --> 00:39:46,558 - Is that a serious question? 873 00:39:46,645 --> 00:39:47,472 - Guess not 874 00:39:50,039 --> 00:39:51,389 - So Cole. 875 00:39:51,476 --> 00:39:54,348 Did you finish your mission to South Africa? 876 00:39:54,435 --> 00:39:56,219 - Actually, no. 877 00:39:56,306 --> 00:39:56,959 - [Richard] Why not? 878 00:39:57,046 --> 00:39:58,396 The leg was okay. 879 00:39:58,483 --> 00:40:02,138 - True, but it took some time to heal. 880 00:40:02,225 --> 00:40:04,402 - Did you want to go back? 881 00:40:05,533 --> 00:40:06,708 - Too many memories? 882 00:40:06,795 --> 00:40:08,406 - Too many questions. 883 00:40:12,148 --> 00:40:14,107 - Still seems like there's more to the story. 884 00:40:14,194 --> 00:40:14,977 - Yeah. 885 00:40:18,764 --> 00:40:19,460 - Hey. 886 00:40:19,547 --> 00:40:20,330 - Hey. 887 00:40:21,767 --> 00:40:22,985 - You okay? 888 00:40:23,072 --> 00:40:25,074 - Yeah, I'm fine. 889 00:40:25,161 --> 00:40:27,294 - You said there was more to the story. 890 00:40:27,381 --> 00:40:29,992 - I didn't say that, Richard did. 891 00:40:30,079 --> 00:40:30,950 - Is there? 892 00:40:33,866 --> 00:40:38,784 - When I was in the hospital, an infection set in. 893 00:40:38,871 --> 00:40:41,003 There was a lot of pain and I was taking all kinds of meds. 894 00:40:41,090 --> 00:40:42,701 - What kinds? 895 00:40:42,788 --> 00:40:45,138 - The normal kinds of painkillers they give you. 896 00:40:45,225 --> 00:40:46,618 - Heavy duty stuff? 897 00:40:46,705 --> 00:40:48,446 - Yeah, pretty much. 898 00:40:50,448 --> 00:40:52,232 - You got hooked on them. 899 00:40:52,319 --> 00:40:53,407 Didn't you? 900 00:40:56,192 --> 00:40:57,367 - Yeah, I did. 901 00:41:00,501 --> 00:41:05,288 - So that's why you didn't go back to Johannesburg. 902 00:41:05,375 --> 00:41:06,942 - You could say that 903 00:41:24,307 --> 00:41:27,310 - Spree, something personal. 904 00:41:27,397 --> 00:41:29,095 Okay, most interesting thing that's ever happened to you. 905 00:41:29,182 --> 00:41:30,444 - Yeah, let's hear it. 906 00:41:30,531 --> 00:41:32,664 - Interesting, personal. 907 00:41:32,751 --> 00:41:34,361 - Hey, it's okay. 908 00:41:34,448 --> 00:41:37,799 I mean, Riley was engaged and she totally screwed that up. 909 00:41:37,886 --> 00:41:40,410 Richard has no idea who he is. 910 00:41:40,498 --> 00:41:43,283 Cole did drugs, and Miguel's a want to be film guy, 911 00:41:43,370 --> 00:41:45,285 and I'm just a Shakespeare freak. 912 00:41:45,372 --> 00:41:46,329 We're all just your average, 913 00:41:46,416 --> 00:41:49,463 everyday, LDS millennials honey. 914 00:41:49,550 --> 00:41:53,815 - Cheerleader, dancer, I have a gun in my backpack. 915 00:41:53,902 --> 00:41:56,296 That isn't personal enough for you guys? 916 00:41:56,383 --> 00:41:57,253 - [Miguel] No way. 917 00:41:57,340 --> 00:41:58,298 - Come on, let's hear it. 918 00:41:58,385 --> 00:41:59,212 - Personal. 919 00:42:04,522 --> 00:42:05,566 I dunno. 920 00:42:05,653 --> 00:42:07,612 - You're thinking of something. 921 00:42:07,699 --> 00:42:08,482 - Yeah? 922 00:42:09,788 --> 00:42:12,355 - Okay, when was your first kiss? 923 00:42:12,442 --> 00:42:14,096 - Oh, wow. 924 00:42:14,183 --> 00:42:16,272 - [Mollie] How old were you? 925 00:42:16,359 --> 00:42:17,360 - Let's see. 926 00:42:18,187 --> 00:42:18,971 14. 927 00:42:20,015 --> 00:42:20,712 - Wow 928 00:42:20,799 --> 00:42:22,235 - Young. 929 00:42:22,322 --> 00:42:23,845 - You weren't even old enough to date yet. 930 00:42:23,932 --> 00:42:25,107 - Was he cute? 931 00:42:25,194 --> 00:42:27,022 - Yeah, he was my boyfriend. 932 00:42:27,109 --> 00:42:28,371 - Was it good? 933 00:42:28,458 --> 00:42:30,199 - [Spree] I guess. 934 00:42:30,286 --> 00:42:31,287 - What else? 935 00:42:35,553 --> 00:42:37,206 - I don't know. 936 00:42:37,293 --> 00:42:38,512 - Spit it out. 937 00:42:46,781 --> 00:42:49,305 - I had a baby when I was 15. 938 00:42:52,265 --> 00:42:54,180 That's pretty personal. 939 00:42:57,313 --> 00:42:58,488 - Yeah, it is. 940 00:43:03,624 --> 00:43:05,583 - Same guy who kissed you? 941 00:43:08,063 --> 00:43:08,803 - Wow, 15. 942 00:43:11,937 --> 00:43:14,504 Did you think about having an abortion? 943 00:43:14,592 --> 00:43:15,549 - Mollie. 944 00:43:15,636 --> 00:43:16,419 - Don't, jeez. 945 00:43:16,506 --> 00:43:17,464 - [Cole] Mollie. 946 00:43:17,551 --> 00:43:18,334 - That's insensitive. 947 00:43:18,421 --> 00:43:19,379 - What? 948 00:43:19,466 --> 00:43:20,946 It's a legit question. 949 00:43:21,033 --> 00:43:22,469 - Yeah, it is guys. 950 00:43:24,732 --> 00:43:26,778 My boyfriend's parents wanted me to, 951 00:43:26,865 --> 00:43:28,823 you know get an abortion 952 00:43:30,346 --> 00:43:33,523 but that was never really an option, you know? 953 00:43:35,743 --> 00:43:37,353 - How'd it happen? 954 00:43:40,835 --> 00:43:43,229 - We'd been dating for a while. 955 00:43:43,316 --> 00:43:44,970 Kind of behind my parents' back. 956 00:43:45,057 --> 00:43:46,536 And then one night. 957 00:43:49,975 --> 00:43:51,585 - Did he rape you? 958 00:43:54,370 --> 00:43:55,894 - No, no, he didn't. 959 00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:01,682 You know, it's funny. 960 00:44:01,769 --> 00:44:03,379 There's a period of time 961 00:44:03,466 --> 00:44:05,643 when you don't know if you're pregnant 962 00:44:05,730 --> 00:44:08,297 and it's just sort of this waiting game. 963 00:44:08,384 --> 00:44:10,299 - You didn't tell your parents? 964 00:44:10,386 --> 00:44:12,040 - No, not right away. 965 00:44:13,694 --> 00:44:16,392 I went online asking questions. 966 00:44:16,479 --> 00:44:17,872 I was just so young. 967 00:44:17,959 --> 00:44:20,527 I didn't know anything. 968 00:44:20,614 --> 00:44:23,008 We never really talked about that kind of stuff at home. 969 00:44:23,095 --> 00:44:24,923 - He must've freaked out. 970 00:44:25,010 --> 00:44:25,750 - Yeah. 971 00:44:27,273 --> 00:44:29,579 You know you think there's very little chance 972 00:44:29,667 --> 00:44:32,495 that you could actually be pregnant, 973 00:44:32,582 --> 00:44:34,497 but then you're late. 974 00:44:35,585 --> 00:44:36,978 - Late for what? 975 00:44:38,545 --> 00:44:40,329 - Seriously? 976 00:44:40,416 --> 00:44:41,679 - Late Spielberg. 977 00:44:42,767 --> 00:44:44,638 - Right, got it, sorry. 978 00:44:48,598 --> 00:44:50,905 - Time went by, I kept hoping. 979 00:44:52,690 --> 00:44:54,517 - And what'd you do? 980 00:44:54,604 --> 00:44:58,434 - I finally rode my bike down to the drug store. 981 00:44:58,521 --> 00:45:02,177 It was an old, pink bike with a basket in front 982 00:45:03,309 --> 00:45:05,790 and streamers on the handlebars. 983 00:45:05,877 --> 00:45:07,617 It's big fat tires. 984 00:45:10,098 --> 00:45:12,579 I'd heard about pregnancy tests. 985 00:45:12,666 --> 00:45:16,278 Never thought that I'd have to buy one. 986 00:45:16,365 --> 00:45:17,627 I didn't want to go home 987 00:45:17,715 --> 00:45:21,675 so I stopped at this old rundown gas station. 988 00:45:23,895 --> 00:45:28,029 And as I sat there on the toilet in this bathroom, 989 00:45:30,336 --> 00:45:32,120 just staring at the thing 990 00:45:33,600 --> 00:45:35,515 I'd never been so scared in my life. 991 00:45:35,602 --> 00:45:37,212 - I can't even imagine. 992 00:45:38,823 --> 00:45:41,216 - I mean, what was I going to do if I was pregnant? 993 00:45:41,303 --> 00:45:42,478 I was only 15. 994 00:45:45,090 --> 00:45:47,440 I just sat there and stared at the thing. 995 00:45:47,527 --> 00:45:51,618 One line, not pregnant, two lines, pregnant. 996 00:45:51,705 --> 00:45:54,621 And sure enough, two little red lines. 997 00:45:59,234 --> 00:46:02,585 The kit came with two so I tried it again. 998 00:46:02,672 --> 00:46:04,805 - And what'd you do? 999 00:46:04,892 --> 00:46:07,808 - I just sat there on the toilet, 1000 00:46:07,895 --> 00:46:10,550 in that disgusting bathroom 1001 00:46:10,637 --> 00:46:13,727 flies buzzing around smelled so bad 1002 00:46:14,772 --> 00:46:16,686 and the sink was filthy 1003 00:46:18,558 --> 00:46:21,082 and I just cried, long and hard. 1004 00:46:23,737 --> 00:46:27,349 I think balled would be a better word. 1005 00:46:27,436 --> 00:46:28,960 Must have been pretty loud 1006 00:46:29,047 --> 00:46:33,051 because the guy at the gas station, he was really nice. 1007 00:46:34,661 --> 00:46:36,576 He knocked on the door to see if I was okay. 1008 00:46:36,663 --> 00:46:39,797 And I told him I was having a bad day. 1009 00:46:41,929 --> 00:46:44,453 Yeah, I was having a bad day. 1010 00:46:48,066 --> 00:46:49,763 - How'd your parents take it? 1011 00:46:49,850 --> 00:46:51,852 - My mom was cool about it. 1012 00:46:53,071 --> 00:46:54,420 Actually think she was pregnant 1013 00:46:54,507 --> 00:46:56,683 with me when my parents got married. 1014 00:46:56,770 --> 00:46:59,642 I'm not sure, maybe not, 1015 00:46:59,729 --> 00:47:02,428 but my dad just said something 1016 00:47:02,515 --> 00:47:05,823 about being more careful and walked out of the room. 1017 00:47:05,910 --> 00:47:08,695 - Did you stay in school? 1018 00:47:08,782 --> 00:47:11,045 - It was the summer after my sophomore year. 1019 00:47:11,132 --> 00:47:13,656 And my parents decided to send me to Colorado, 1020 00:47:13,743 --> 00:47:16,877 to live with my grandparents and have my baby. 1021 00:47:16,964 --> 00:47:18,661 My grandparents were great. 1022 00:47:18,748 --> 00:47:20,054 Really cool. 1023 00:47:20,141 --> 00:47:22,404 It was actually my grandma who introduced me 1024 00:47:22,491 --> 00:47:25,799 to the peanut butter, pickle and onion sandwiches. 1025 00:47:25,886 --> 00:47:29,585 She said it was all she could eat when she was pregnant. 1026 00:47:29,672 --> 00:47:31,500 - Where's the baby now? 1027 00:47:32,414 --> 00:47:33,894 - He's in Montana. 1028 00:47:33,981 --> 00:47:36,375 - So your mom's raising him. 1029 00:47:37,898 --> 00:47:39,378 - That's good. 1030 00:47:39,465 --> 00:47:41,859 So you still get to see him? 1031 00:47:41,946 --> 00:47:42,729 - Yeah. 1032 00:47:44,165 --> 00:47:45,906 Yeah, I see him, I do. 1033 00:47:58,179 --> 00:48:00,747 [water splashes] 1034 00:48:07,188 --> 00:48:09,887 [Spree crying] 1035 00:48:53,713 --> 00:48:55,106 - Spree, I'm sorry. 1036 00:49:01,721 --> 00:49:03,331 I think you're amazing. 1037 00:49:03,418 --> 00:49:04,158 - Thanks. 1038 00:49:18,564 --> 00:49:19,869 - What do you think Oscar is going 1039 00:49:19,957 --> 00:49:23,090 to do with this video, we're making? 1040 00:49:23,177 --> 00:49:25,527 Better not put it on YouTube. 1041 00:49:25,614 --> 00:49:27,225 - Yeah, I'm sure he's not going to do that. 1042 00:49:27,312 --> 00:49:29,923 - [Riley] No really, are we the normal millennials? 1043 00:49:30,010 --> 00:49:32,186 - [Mollie] I'm not sure that's what Fielding wants. 1044 00:49:32,273 --> 00:49:35,755 - You guys are making me feel more normal all the time. 1045 00:49:35,842 --> 00:49:38,279 - Do we really want to tell him our stories? 1046 00:49:38,366 --> 00:49:39,280 I mean, is that what we agreed 1047 00:49:39,367 --> 00:49:41,717 to when we answered the email? 1048 00:49:41,804 --> 00:49:43,937 - Yeah, I think it is. 1049 00:49:44,024 --> 00:49:45,895 - I don't know. 1050 00:49:45,983 --> 00:49:47,810 It just seems like all the fun's gone. 1051 00:49:47,897 --> 00:49:49,464 We're all a mess. 1052 00:49:49,551 --> 00:49:51,553 - Not Spielberg. 1053 00:49:51,640 --> 00:49:53,164 - Is that what he's after the mess? 1054 00:49:53,251 --> 00:49:54,295 - Are we sure that we want to share 1055 00:49:54,382 --> 00:49:56,515 our stuff with the world? 1056 00:49:56,602 --> 00:49:57,864 - Yeah, I don't know 1057 00:49:57,951 --> 00:50:00,736 because I thought it would be more political 1058 00:50:00,823 --> 00:50:03,783 or religious, socials, not personal. 1059 00:50:05,045 --> 00:50:08,527 - Well, now it's pretty personal. 1060 00:50:08,614 --> 00:50:10,877 - Are you bailing on us, Richard? 1061 00:50:10,964 --> 00:50:13,184 - Yeah, yeah, I think I am. 1062 00:50:14,750 --> 00:50:16,883 I just met you guys, now I'm talking about stuff 1063 00:50:16,970 --> 00:50:18,363 I don't want to talk about. 1064 00:50:18,450 --> 00:50:19,712 - Nobody's judging you. 1065 00:50:19,799 --> 00:50:21,061 We all have our issues. 1066 00:50:21,148 --> 00:50:22,802 - Not like me you don't. 1067 00:50:22,889 --> 00:50:24,717 - Oh, poor Richard. 1068 00:50:24,804 --> 00:50:27,285 His story is just so hard to tell. 1069 00:50:28,895 --> 00:50:31,724 - Well I'm not buying it, you just don't trust us. 1070 00:50:31,811 --> 00:50:33,030 - Why should I trust you? 1071 00:50:33,117 --> 00:50:34,988 - That's a good question. 1072 00:50:35,075 --> 00:50:37,034 Let's put it out to the group. 1073 00:50:37,121 --> 00:50:38,252 Why do we trust? 1074 00:50:39,775 --> 00:50:41,734 - Well, Hemingway said the best way to find out 1075 00:50:41,821 --> 00:50:44,867 if you can trust somebody is to trust them. 1076 00:50:44,954 --> 00:50:45,999 - I'm good. 1077 00:50:46,086 --> 00:50:46,913 - Same. 1078 00:50:47,000 --> 00:50:47,740 - I'm in. 1079 00:50:49,481 --> 00:50:51,309 - All right, you know what? 1080 00:50:51,396 --> 00:50:53,746 Here's what I see when I look around the room. 1081 00:50:53,833 --> 00:50:56,836 I see a bunch of people trying to figure out life, 1082 00:50:56,923 --> 00:50:59,969 trying to live a gospel that's challenging to live. 1083 00:51:00,057 --> 00:51:01,449 - It's got a great retirement plan. 1084 00:51:01,536 --> 00:51:05,192 - Yeah but the benefits come at the end. 1085 00:51:05,279 --> 00:51:06,802 - What about now? 1086 00:51:06,889 --> 00:51:08,978 - I get payments along the way. 1087 00:51:09,066 --> 00:51:10,502 - Okay, fine. 1088 00:51:10,589 --> 00:51:13,418 But the big benefits come at the very end. 1089 00:51:13,505 --> 00:51:15,855 And that's what we really want, isn't it? 1090 00:51:15,942 --> 00:51:18,031 Sorta like this, this big fat, 1091 00:51:18,118 --> 00:51:19,946 juicy carrot dangling out there, 1092 00:51:20,033 --> 00:51:22,514 enticing us with stuff we can't really understand. 1093 00:51:22,601 --> 00:51:23,863 - Like what? 1094 00:51:23,950 --> 00:51:25,386 - Like mansions, eternity, living with God 1095 00:51:25,473 --> 00:51:28,041 and families are forever. 1096 00:51:28,128 --> 00:51:32,219 I just, anything about eternity, it sounds great 1097 00:51:32,306 --> 00:51:36,571 but I honestly don't really know what it all means. 1098 00:51:39,966 --> 00:51:41,533 Do you? 1099 00:51:41,620 --> 00:51:44,144 - For me it means living each day, 1100 00:51:44,231 --> 00:51:47,495 the best that I can and hoping 1101 00:51:47,582 --> 00:51:50,759 that it all works out in the end. 1102 00:51:50,846 --> 00:51:53,719 - I wish I could see it like that Spree. 1103 00:51:53,806 --> 00:51:54,763 I really do. 1104 00:51:57,636 --> 00:51:59,072 I'm done with this. 1105 00:52:01,030 --> 00:52:01,770 - Hey. 1106 00:52:01,857 --> 00:52:02,902 - What? 1107 00:52:02,989 --> 00:52:04,773 - Come on, you can't leave now. 1108 00:52:04,860 --> 00:52:06,340 You're part of us. 1109 00:52:06,427 --> 00:52:08,734 - I don't really feel like a part of you. 1110 00:52:08,821 --> 00:52:10,910 - So you're just going to walk out, huh? 1111 00:52:10,997 --> 00:52:12,912 What are you afraid of Richard? 1112 00:52:12,999 --> 00:52:14,653 That we're going to peek into the corners of your life. 1113 00:52:14,740 --> 00:52:16,350 See something in you we don't like. 1114 00:52:16,437 --> 00:52:18,874 - No, I think I might see things in me that I don't like. 1115 00:52:18,961 --> 00:52:21,138 - That's what we're doing here, Richard. 1116 00:52:21,225 --> 00:52:24,576 No one's judging anybody, nobody's pointing fingers. 1117 00:52:24,663 --> 00:52:27,492 We have a chance to tell a story, our story. 1118 00:52:27,579 --> 00:52:29,755 A story that could actually make a difference. 1119 00:52:29,842 --> 00:52:33,106 Isn't that what our generation is all about? 1120 00:52:33,193 --> 00:52:34,803 To show our neighbors 1121 00:52:34,890 --> 00:52:36,501 and the people that we go to church with that yeah, 1122 00:52:36,588 --> 00:52:38,938 everybody's sitting at church on Sunday mornings 1123 00:52:39,025 --> 00:52:41,506 has issues that nobody else is aware of. 1124 00:52:41,593 --> 00:52:43,072 And you want to walk on it because of what? 1125 00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:44,639 You think no one else has the same issues as you do? 1126 00:52:44,726 --> 00:52:46,119 Well, trust me, Richard, they do. 1127 00:52:46,206 --> 00:52:48,556 - We already talked about the trust thing. 1128 00:52:48,643 --> 00:52:50,079 - All right, so you sit back 1129 00:52:50,167 --> 00:52:52,604 and watch Spree open up and spill her guts. 1130 00:52:52,691 --> 00:52:55,128 Riley, me, you're not alone. 1131 00:52:55,215 --> 00:52:57,217 No, he needs to hear this, you're not alone. 1132 00:52:57,304 --> 00:52:59,654 You're not the only one going through stuff, man. 1133 00:52:59,741 --> 00:53:01,656 And now you want to walk out on us 1134 00:53:01,743 --> 00:53:04,137 and most importantly on yourself, 1135 00:53:04,224 --> 00:53:07,053 and to be honest, it's pathetic. 1136 00:53:07,140 --> 00:53:09,098 You're only shutting yourself down. 1137 00:53:09,186 --> 00:53:11,275 You're a coward who's afraid to really be honest 1138 00:53:11,362 --> 00:53:16,280 and that's what's going on here, you selfish prick. 1139 00:53:17,237 --> 00:53:17,933 - Go to hell Cole. 1140 00:53:19,326 --> 00:53:21,937 - Yeah, go ahead and walk out. 1141 00:53:23,112 --> 00:53:25,550 - Nice job, Mr. Perfect. 1142 00:53:25,637 --> 00:53:26,942 The guy who hurt his leg 1143 00:53:27,029 --> 00:53:28,292 and took a few pills is suddenly 1144 00:53:28,379 --> 00:53:30,685 a Saint who knows what's best for everyone. 1145 00:53:30,772 --> 00:53:31,338 - I didn't meet it that way. 1146 00:53:31,425 --> 00:53:32,339 - Yeah? 1147 00:53:32,426 --> 00:53:33,688 It sure came across like that. 1148 00:53:33,775 --> 00:53:34,602 - Look, I was only trying to help. 1149 00:53:34,689 --> 00:53:36,648 - Your idea of help sucks. 1150 00:53:41,130 --> 00:53:41,914 - Cole, I really think. 1151 00:53:42,001 --> 00:53:43,568 - No, not right now. 1152 00:53:48,877 --> 00:53:49,661 - Hi. 1153 00:53:53,926 --> 00:53:56,320 - I guess I make Cole uncomfortable. 1154 00:53:56,407 --> 00:53:57,538 - Do you do it on purpose? 1155 00:53:57,625 --> 00:53:58,322 - No. 1156 00:53:59,540 --> 00:54:01,934 - Just comes naturally huh? 1157 00:54:02,021 --> 00:54:03,022 - I suppose. 1158 00:54:07,548 --> 00:54:09,942 - I'm sorry about what happened in there. 1159 00:54:10,029 --> 00:54:11,552 I have no idea. 1160 00:54:11,639 --> 00:54:13,119 - It's all right. 1161 00:54:16,514 --> 00:54:19,778 I hated what he said, I hated the way he said it. 1162 00:54:19,865 --> 00:54:22,346 I just hate the way it makes me feel. 1163 00:54:22,433 --> 00:54:23,216 - How so? 1164 00:54:26,611 --> 00:54:30,832 - In spite of the way he came across, he was right. 1165 00:54:32,094 --> 00:54:33,661 I am afraid, Mollie. 1166 00:54:34,532 --> 00:54:35,272 - Of what? 1167 00:54:40,233 --> 00:54:43,410 - Did you really get pepper-sprayed your freshman year? 1168 00:54:43,497 --> 00:54:46,631 - Okay I was at a frat party and I lost a bet. 1169 00:54:46,718 --> 00:54:48,154 - What? 1170 00:54:48,241 --> 00:54:49,721 What was the bet? 1171 00:54:51,288 --> 00:54:53,246 - I had to choose between getting pepper sprayed 1172 00:54:53,333 --> 00:54:55,379 or taking off all my clothes and jumping in the pool. 1173 00:54:55,466 --> 00:54:56,771 - Gosh. 1174 00:54:56,858 --> 00:54:58,207 - I should have jumped in the pool. 1175 00:54:58,295 --> 00:54:59,731 - Should have jumped in the pool, yeah. 1176 00:54:59,818 --> 00:55:01,863 - Yeah, cause getting pepper sprayed sucked. 1177 00:55:01,950 --> 00:55:03,474 - [Richard] Oh yeah. 1178 00:55:19,751 --> 00:55:22,406 - Hey, I thought I'd find a here. 1179 00:55:28,107 --> 00:55:29,195 You taking off? 1180 00:55:29,282 --> 00:55:30,675 - No, I'm not going anywhere. 1181 00:55:30,762 --> 00:55:34,156 I just wanted to get away from everyone. 1182 00:55:34,243 --> 00:55:35,288 - Including me? 1183 00:55:39,727 --> 00:55:41,686 Mollie was pretty harsh. 1184 00:55:43,905 --> 00:55:47,169 I'd like to say nice things to your Cole. 1185 00:55:48,301 --> 00:55:50,347 Tell you she was out of line, 1186 00:55:51,826 --> 00:55:54,742 but that big speech you gave in there, 1187 00:55:54,829 --> 00:55:56,222 you know about hanging in there 1188 00:55:56,309 --> 00:56:00,269 and being there for the group and not giving up. 1189 00:56:01,793 --> 00:56:03,272 And yet you're in your truck. 1190 00:56:03,360 --> 00:56:05,797 You're running away and feeling sorry for yourself. 1191 00:56:05,884 --> 00:56:08,974 - If that's what you came here to say. 1192 00:56:09,061 --> 00:56:10,932 - It's okay to not be perfect, you know? 1193 00:56:11,019 --> 00:56:14,545 - I never thought of myself as perfect. 1194 00:56:14,632 --> 00:56:17,809 - So what do you think of yourself? 1195 00:56:17,896 --> 00:56:20,159 - I don't know, a guy who had everything going for him 1196 00:56:20,246 --> 00:56:22,248 and then screwed it all up. 1197 00:56:23,380 --> 00:56:24,642 - You thought you'd get through 1198 00:56:24,729 --> 00:56:25,991 life without making any mistakes? 1199 00:56:26,078 --> 00:56:28,167 - No, just not the ones I've made. 1200 00:56:28,254 --> 00:56:31,257 - We all make mistakes Cole. 1201 00:56:31,344 --> 00:56:33,128 You know, we agreed to all this. 1202 00:56:33,215 --> 00:56:35,914 - Yeah, I know we agreed to Fielding's email. 1203 00:56:36,001 --> 00:56:39,047 - No, I'm not talking about Fielding. 1204 00:56:41,049 --> 00:56:41,833 Okay. 1205 00:56:44,923 --> 00:56:45,880 - All right. 1206 00:56:50,798 --> 00:56:52,539 - And look, about last night. 1207 00:56:52,626 --> 00:56:53,714 - I'm sorry about that. 1208 00:56:53,801 --> 00:56:54,498 I was a little. 1209 00:56:54,585 --> 00:56:55,890 - I'm not sure. 1210 00:56:57,588 --> 00:56:59,241 - You sure about that? 1211 00:56:59,328 --> 00:57:00,112 - Yeah. 1212 00:57:06,248 --> 00:57:10,209 And I know what really happened in South Africa. 1213 00:57:22,264 --> 00:57:23,918 We can talk about it. 1214 00:57:32,231 --> 00:57:33,450 - Check it out, chopsticks. 1215 00:57:33,537 --> 00:57:34,320 - Nice. 1216 00:57:37,018 --> 00:57:37,715 - Hey guys. 1217 00:57:37,802 --> 00:57:38,498 - Hey. 1218 00:57:38,585 --> 00:57:39,717 - All good? 1219 00:57:39,804 --> 00:57:41,196 - [Mollie] Yeah. 1220 00:57:44,199 --> 00:57:45,331 - I'm not ready for this. 1221 00:57:45,418 --> 00:57:47,376 - Hey it's fine, it okay. 1222 00:57:48,856 --> 00:57:52,033 - Now is the winter of out discontent. 1223 00:57:54,035 --> 00:57:56,951 Richard the third, act one, scene one. 1224 00:57:58,518 --> 00:57:59,911 - I think we're all trying to figure out 1225 00:57:59,998 --> 00:58:01,347 what we're doing here. 1226 00:58:01,434 --> 00:58:03,349 - Why we came here in the first place. 1227 00:58:03,436 --> 00:58:05,960 - Maybe that's not important. 1228 00:58:06,047 --> 00:58:08,659 Maybe we just need to keep going. 1229 00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:14,316 - Mollie, you met the missionaries at a Starbucks. 1230 00:58:14,403 --> 00:58:16,623 - [Mollie] Waiting for the rain to stop. 1231 00:58:16,710 --> 00:58:19,496 - And when it stopped? 1232 00:58:19,583 --> 00:58:21,498 - We just kept talking, before I knew it, 1233 00:58:21,585 --> 00:58:23,630 I had a book of Mormon in my hand 1234 00:58:23,717 --> 00:58:26,328 and I had missed my Shakespeare class. 1235 00:58:26,415 --> 00:58:26,981 - Wow. 1236 00:58:28,026 --> 00:58:29,331 - Had you ever heard of Mormons? 1237 00:58:29,418 --> 00:58:31,508 - Everybody's heard of him Spielberg 1238 00:58:31,595 --> 00:58:33,466 but I had no idea what they were about. 1239 00:58:33,553 --> 00:58:37,122 I'd heard the usual stuff like Utah, polygamy, 1240 00:58:38,515 --> 00:58:40,517 something about your Wonder Wear. 1241 00:58:40,604 --> 00:58:41,822 - My folks call them Gs. 1242 00:58:41,909 --> 00:58:42,693 - Garmies. 1243 00:58:42,780 --> 00:58:43,520 Yeah. 1244 00:58:45,217 --> 00:58:47,219 - So the missionaries wanted to meet again 1245 00:58:47,306 --> 00:58:50,048 and I didn't think the sidewalk was the best place. 1246 00:58:50,135 --> 00:58:51,615 There was no way we were going to my mom's. 1247 00:58:51,702 --> 00:58:54,095 My dorm was out of the question. 1248 00:58:54,182 --> 00:58:57,838 So we decided to meet where we met, Starbucks. 1249 00:58:59,492 --> 00:59:02,321 I guess you could say that's where I became a Mormon. 1250 00:59:02,408 --> 00:59:04,062 - So you're a Mollie Mormon. 1251 00:59:04,149 --> 00:59:08,414 - Oh gee, Richard never heard that one before. 1252 00:59:08,501 --> 00:59:12,374 - I really don't think she's a Mollie Mormon 1253 00:59:12,461 --> 00:59:14,246 - And your parents didn't like it? 1254 00:59:14,333 --> 00:59:15,639 - Are you kidding? 1255 00:59:15,726 --> 00:59:17,554 I mean, joining another religions, one thing 1256 00:59:17,641 --> 00:59:19,512 but I guess they would have been fine 1257 00:59:19,599 --> 00:59:22,210 if I was a Hindu, or Buddhist, or something. 1258 00:59:22,297 --> 00:59:23,429 - Yeah. 1259 00:59:23,516 --> 00:59:25,605 - Yeah, we are pretty weird. 1260 00:59:26,606 --> 00:59:28,782 - Yeah, my dad's a lawyer. 1261 00:59:30,479 --> 00:59:32,917 Felt like I was being cross-examined. 1262 00:59:33,004 --> 00:59:36,050 He started pulling all that anti LDS stuff out. 1263 00:59:36,137 --> 00:59:37,791 Skeletons in the closet. 1264 00:59:37,878 --> 00:59:39,053 - Like what? 1265 00:59:39,140 --> 00:59:40,533 - Oh, you name it. 1266 00:59:40,620 --> 00:59:43,449 Polygamy, dead people getting baptized, 1267 00:59:43,536 --> 00:59:45,146 blacks in the priesthood. 1268 00:59:45,233 --> 00:59:48,497 Some stuff about Joseph Smith, gay marriage. 1269 00:59:48,585 --> 00:59:50,325 One of his favorites. 1270 00:59:50,412 --> 00:59:51,239 Got it all. 1271 00:59:52,589 --> 00:59:54,939 - How did you deal with all that? 1272 00:59:55,026 --> 00:59:57,506 - Honestly, it was difficult. 1273 00:59:59,508 --> 01:00:00,814 The first I didn't believe it 1274 01:00:00,901 --> 01:00:02,555 but then the missionaries 1275 01:00:02,642 --> 01:00:05,036 told me that most of it was true. 1276 01:00:05,123 --> 01:00:06,864 - And that didn't scare you away? 1277 01:00:06,951 --> 01:00:08,213 - It did at first, 1278 01:00:09,736 --> 01:00:13,610 but I mean the missionaries were great, patient. 1279 01:00:13,697 --> 01:00:18,179 They answered all my questions and even called my dad. 1280 01:00:18,266 --> 01:00:19,616 - Really? 1281 01:00:19,703 --> 01:00:20,442 - How'd that go? 1282 01:00:20,529 --> 01:00:21,530 - Not great. 1283 01:00:22,749 --> 01:00:24,577 I mean, it was okay. 1284 01:00:26,231 --> 01:00:30,496 Look, there's lots of weird stuff in the past, 1285 01:00:30,583 --> 01:00:35,109 even stuff I don't understand now, but I'm here ain't I? 1286 01:00:37,982 --> 01:00:38,678 - Yeah. 1287 01:00:40,288 --> 01:00:41,681 - That's beautiful. 1288 01:00:42,943 --> 01:00:44,205 It's really great. 1289 01:00:44,292 --> 01:00:46,686 [all laughing] 1290 01:00:46,773 --> 01:00:48,296 - Okay, I had a few boyfriends. 1291 01:00:48,383 --> 01:00:49,297 - [Spree] A few? 1292 01:00:49,384 --> 01:00:50,211 - [Miguel] How many is that? 1293 01:00:50,298 --> 01:00:52,170 - A lady never tells. 1294 01:00:52,257 --> 01:00:54,346 There might've been a Red Sox in there though. 1295 01:00:54,433 --> 01:00:55,434 - Bet you were a little heartbreaker. 1296 01:00:55,521 --> 01:00:57,958 - Speaking of heartbreaker. 1297 01:00:58,045 --> 01:01:00,787 Riley, you dumped that fiance of yours or what? 1298 01:01:00,874 --> 01:01:02,136 - Awkward. 1299 01:01:02,223 --> 01:01:04,791 - Oh, I told you I don't like to look back. 1300 01:01:04,878 --> 01:01:08,708 - Sometimes we do stuff we don't like, did you? 1301 01:01:10,101 --> 01:01:11,189 - I did. 1302 01:01:11,276 --> 01:01:12,451 - [Mollie] Why? 1303 01:01:12,538 --> 01:01:13,452 - He had issues. 1304 01:01:13,539 --> 01:01:14,322 - Like? 1305 01:01:16,629 --> 01:01:17,935 - Okay it's one thing 1306 01:01:18,022 --> 01:01:19,501 if we're talking about us, ourselves, 1307 01:01:19,588 --> 01:01:20,589 when we start talking about someone who's not here. 1308 01:01:20,677 --> 01:01:21,939 - What issues? 1309 01:01:23,201 --> 01:01:24,681 - Addiction issues. 1310 01:01:25,856 --> 01:01:26,813 - [Miguel] Like Cole? 1311 01:01:26,900 --> 01:01:27,553 - No. 1312 01:01:27,640 --> 01:01:28,510 - Dude. 1313 01:01:28,597 --> 01:01:30,034 - [Mollie] Addicted to what? 1314 01:01:30,121 --> 01:01:31,949 - I'm guessing pornography. 1315 01:01:32,036 --> 01:01:35,866 - Was that it, was he addicted to porn? 1316 01:01:35,953 --> 01:01:37,258 - Sort of. 1317 01:01:37,345 --> 01:01:39,565 - [Mollie] Sort of addicted to porn? 1318 01:01:39,652 --> 01:01:42,611 - Okay, fine, he was, he was addicted to porn. 1319 01:01:42,699 --> 01:01:43,482 - Addicted's a strong word. 1320 01:01:43,569 --> 01:01:45,484 - Okay, fine. 1321 01:01:45,571 --> 01:01:49,096 Then let's just say he was very preoccupied. 1322 01:01:49,183 --> 01:01:50,968 Consumed, couldn't get enough of it. 1323 01:01:51,055 --> 01:01:51,751 Is that better? 1324 01:01:51,838 --> 01:01:52,883 - What kinds? 1325 01:01:54,623 --> 01:01:56,147 I mean, I mean, there's all kinds. 1326 01:01:56,234 --> 01:01:58,366 Like some guys think a girl in a bikini is pornographic 1327 01:01:58,453 --> 01:02:01,326 and then it kind of goes from there. 1328 01:02:01,413 --> 01:02:02,414 Like all kinds. 1329 01:02:02,501 --> 01:02:03,807 - I don't know Mollie. 1330 01:02:03,894 --> 01:02:05,243 It's not like I watched it with him. 1331 01:02:05,330 --> 01:02:06,157 - Did he want you to? 1332 01:02:06,244 --> 01:02:07,419 - Were you mad at him? 1333 01:02:07,506 --> 01:02:09,029 - I was furious. 1334 01:02:09,116 --> 01:02:10,552 Yeah, lost control. 1335 01:02:12,641 --> 01:02:14,992 I punched him, screamed a lot. 1336 01:02:19,344 --> 01:02:22,303 I said things to him I'd never said 1337 01:02:22,390 --> 01:02:25,002 to anyone before and then I cried 1338 01:02:30,616 --> 01:02:33,793 and he held me and he said he was sorry. 1339 01:02:33,880 --> 01:02:37,014 He said he wouldn't do it anymore, so. 1340 01:02:40,321 --> 01:02:41,670 - So who's hungry. 1341 01:02:42,846 --> 01:02:43,934 - I mean, I can always eat. 1342 01:02:44,021 --> 01:02:45,500 So that sounds great to me. 1343 01:02:45,587 --> 01:02:46,850 - Yeah, let's go. 1344 01:02:48,373 --> 01:02:51,332 - Opened a can of worms on that one. 1345 01:02:54,553 --> 01:02:56,120 - That was awkward. 1346 01:02:56,207 --> 01:02:57,251 - Anyone else want chips and salsa? 1347 01:02:57,338 --> 01:02:58,644 - Yes, me. 1348 01:02:58,731 --> 01:03:02,213 I would like some chips and salsa, please. 1349 01:03:02,300 --> 01:03:03,649 - Everyone wants a sandwich, right? 1350 01:03:03,736 --> 01:03:04,258 - Yeah. 1351 01:03:04,345 --> 01:03:05,869 - Yes. 1352 01:03:05,956 --> 01:03:07,131 - Can you do a double peanut butter on mine? 1353 01:03:07,218 --> 01:03:09,698 - And light on the jelly for me. 1354 01:03:09,786 --> 01:03:10,308 - Mollie. 1355 01:03:10,395 --> 01:03:11,657 - Yeah. 1356 01:03:11,744 --> 01:03:12,919 - Going from Irish Catholic to LDS. 1357 01:03:13,006 --> 01:03:14,573 That's quite the journey. 1358 01:03:14,660 --> 01:03:16,488 - Was it tough? 1359 01:03:16,575 --> 01:03:19,665 - What you think I didn't have to clean up some? 1360 01:03:19,752 --> 01:03:21,754 Change a few habits. 1361 01:03:21,841 --> 01:03:24,191 - You ever get lonely, miss your family? 1362 01:03:24,278 --> 01:03:25,540 Or your friends? 1363 01:03:25,627 --> 01:03:27,238 - Yeah, I miss my friends. 1364 01:03:27,325 --> 01:03:28,892 Some of them. 1365 01:03:28,979 --> 01:03:31,590 Beer at Fenway, coffee at Starbucks. 1366 01:03:31,677 --> 01:03:33,026 Some other things. 1367 01:03:35,072 --> 01:03:36,638 When I first got to Utah 1368 01:03:36,725 --> 01:03:39,163 I think I cried myself to sleep for about a week. 1369 01:03:39,250 --> 01:03:41,382 Had some serious doubts. 1370 01:03:41,469 --> 01:03:42,427 - About? 1371 01:03:42,514 --> 01:03:43,776 - Everything. 1372 01:03:43,863 --> 01:03:45,560 - Did your parents get remarried? 1373 01:03:45,647 --> 01:03:48,737 - My dad did and then he moved to California. 1374 01:03:48,825 --> 01:03:50,217 - Do you see him very much? 1375 01:03:50,304 --> 01:03:51,349 - Not really. 1376 01:03:51,436 --> 01:03:52,524 - Get along with your stepmother? 1377 01:03:52,611 --> 01:03:54,134 - Are you kidding? 1378 01:03:54,221 --> 01:03:56,571 She's practically my age and looks like a Barbie doll. 1379 01:03:56,658 --> 01:03:57,572 - What do you call her? 1380 01:03:57,659 --> 01:03:58,660 - Barbie. 1381 01:04:00,314 --> 01:04:01,794 - Do you get along okay with your mom? 1382 01:04:01,881 --> 01:04:04,275 - Can't say that I do. 1383 01:04:04,362 --> 01:04:06,712 - So you're pretty much alone. 1384 01:04:08,801 --> 01:04:09,846 - Yeah. 1385 01:04:11,456 --> 01:04:13,371 But hey, I got you guys now, right? 1386 01:04:13,458 --> 01:04:14,067 - That's for sure. 1387 01:04:14,154 --> 01:04:14,938 - Of course. 1388 01:04:15,025 --> 01:04:16,069 - Yeah, you do now. 1389 01:04:16,156 --> 01:04:17,505 - So my dad decided it was time 1390 01:04:17,592 --> 01:04:19,943 for me to pay my own way in life. 1391 01:04:20,030 --> 01:04:21,596 I couldn't afford BC tuition. 1392 01:04:21,683 --> 01:04:23,729 So thought I'd come to Utah. 1393 01:04:23,816 --> 01:04:26,950 Really dig in deep with the Mormons. 1394 01:04:27,037 --> 01:04:27,820 - BYU? 1395 01:04:27,907 --> 01:04:29,169 - Are you kidding? 1396 01:04:29,256 --> 01:04:31,084 I didn't want to dig in that deep. 1397 01:04:31,171 --> 01:04:32,825 Let's do some food. 1398 01:04:32,912 --> 01:04:33,695 - Yes. 1399 01:04:37,351 --> 01:04:38,613 - Almost forgot. 1400 01:04:38,700 --> 01:04:39,527 The cookies. 1401 01:04:39,614 --> 01:04:40,398 - Yes. 1402 01:04:41,225 --> 01:04:42,574 - Dessert. 1403 01:04:42,661 --> 01:04:47,622 [people chattering] [items clattering] 1404 01:04:51,017 --> 01:04:53,672 - Richard, you ever had a girlfriend? 1405 01:04:53,759 --> 01:04:55,108 - You mean one of my significance? 1406 01:04:55,195 --> 01:04:56,109 - Yeah. 1407 01:04:56,196 --> 01:04:57,632 - Did you connect with her? 1408 01:04:57,719 --> 01:04:59,460 - Not in the way you're thinking. 1409 01:04:59,547 --> 01:05:01,941 - Could you ever see yourself getting married? 1410 01:05:02,028 --> 01:05:02,986 - I don't know. 1411 01:05:03,073 --> 01:05:04,335 I guess the real question 1412 01:05:04,422 --> 01:05:06,641 is could I see someone marrying me? 1413 01:05:06,728 --> 01:05:08,730 - Why, you're amazing. 1414 01:05:08,817 --> 01:05:09,731 - Whatever. 1415 01:05:12,778 --> 01:05:17,043 - [Riley] Do you ever think about being with a guy? 1416 01:05:27,967 --> 01:05:28,925 - Sometimes. 1417 01:05:31,710 --> 01:05:32,885 Do you mean, have I ever been with a guy? 1418 01:05:32,972 --> 01:05:34,408 No, no I haven't. 1419 01:05:35,932 --> 01:05:38,935 - [Mollie] But do you think about it? 1420 01:05:39,022 --> 01:05:41,720 - I mean I think everyone wants 1421 01:05:43,809 --> 01:05:46,551 some kind of connection, intimacy. 1422 01:05:49,989 --> 01:05:53,906 Oh God, look, I like being a member of the church. 1423 01:05:55,429 --> 01:05:57,910 I love going to the temple. 1424 01:05:57,997 --> 01:05:59,346 I love the gospel. 1425 01:06:01,392 --> 01:06:05,178 I just don't know how to do the gospel. 1426 01:06:05,265 --> 01:06:06,484 All of it. 1427 01:06:06,571 --> 01:06:07,354 Yeah. 1428 01:06:08,486 --> 01:06:10,836 But I'm working on it. 1429 01:06:10,923 --> 01:06:12,316 - Aren't we all? 1430 01:06:13,273 --> 01:06:14,013 - Yeah. 1431 01:06:15,449 --> 01:06:18,104 I want what you guys want. 1432 01:06:18,191 --> 01:06:21,890 Family, someone I can count on and trust, 1433 01:06:21,978 --> 01:06:23,805 who I share my life with. 1434 01:06:27,113 --> 01:06:31,596 It's a pretty clear path for you guys, not so much for me. 1435 01:06:33,032 --> 01:06:35,600 - [Spree] I feel that way sometimes. 1436 01:06:35,687 --> 01:06:36,949 - But you don't really have 1437 01:06:37,036 --> 01:06:38,777 to change anything about yourself. 1438 01:06:38,864 --> 01:06:40,300 - We're all working on changing. 1439 01:06:40,387 --> 01:06:42,041 - It's different. 1440 01:06:42,128 --> 01:06:45,218 Like, I either have to change something about myself 1441 01:06:45,305 --> 01:06:47,438 and don't even know what it is 1442 01:06:47,525 --> 01:06:51,703 or I have to come to grips with who and what I am. 1443 01:06:54,793 --> 01:06:57,100 Somehow make the best of that. 1444 01:07:02,583 --> 01:07:05,325 - So are you starting to trust us? 1445 01:07:09,503 --> 01:07:10,722 - Yeah, I guess so. 1446 01:07:10,809 --> 01:07:11,853 - [Miguel] Why? 1447 01:07:13,464 --> 01:07:15,074 - I don't know. 1448 01:07:15,161 --> 01:07:19,339 - [Mollie] Spielberg, point that camera at somebody else. 1449 01:07:21,080 --> 01:07:21,863 - Oh dear. 1450 01:07:23,430 --> 01:07:26,390 [people chattering] 1451 01:07:28,957 --> 01:07:29,741 - Hey Cole. 1452 01:07:29,828 --> 01:07:30,872 - [Cole] Yeah? 1453 01:07:30,959 --> 01:07:32,787 - What happened with the drugs? 1454 01:07:32,874 --> 01:07:35,268 - Yeah, how'd you get hooked on them? 1455 01:07:35,355 --> 01:07:37,879 - The infection pain got me hooked on them 1456 01:07:37,966 --> 01:07:40,404 and then I took it from there. 1457 01:07:41,840 --> 01:07:44,234 Anyone here ever had major surgery? 1458 01:07:44,321 --> 01:07:45,887 - I had my tonsils out when I was five. 1459 01:07:45,974 --> 01:07:48,325 - Shut up Spielberg. 1460 01:07:48,412 --> 01:07:48,890 - It hurt. 1461 01:07:50,414 --> 01:07:54,070 - Yeah well, I thought sports were tough, 1462 01:07:54,157 --> 01:07:55,245 but nothing compared to a metal rod 1463 01:07:55,332 --> 01:07:57,725 and screws put in your leg. 1464 01:07:57,812 --> 01:07:59,988 - You still on painkillers? 1465 01:08:00,076 --> 01:08:01,425 - No. 1466 01:08:01,512 --> 01:08:03,818 - What kind of stuff did you take? 1467 01:08:03,905 --> 01:08:05,211 - You name it. 1468 01:08:05,298 --> 01:08:07,953 Percocet, Oxycontin, Ativan, Vicodin. 1469 01:08:08,040 --> 01:08:08,693 - Yikes. 1470 01:08:08,780 --> 01:08:09,694 - Yeah. 1471 01:08:09,781 --> 01:08:11,174 The pills took away the pain, 1472 01:08:11,261 --> 01:08:16,004 and when pain went away, I kept taking the pills. 1473 01:08:16,092 --> 01:08:16,527 - Why? 1474 01:08:18,050 --> 01:08:19,660 - Have you ever taken pills Spielberg? 1475 01:08:19,747 --> 01:08:20,574 - [Miguel] Not like those. 1476 01:08:20,661 --> 01:08:22,010 - Well, if you ever do 1477 01:08:22,098 --> 01:08:23,882 you'll know the answer to that question. 1478 01:08:23,969 --> 01:08:26,102 - How much were you taking? 1479 01:08:26,189 --> 01:08:29,453 - I got up to about a thousand milligrams a day. 1480 01:08:29,540 --> 01:08:30,758 Sometimes more. 1481 01:08:30,845 --> 01:08:32,412 - [Spree] That sounds like a lot. 1482 01:08:32,499 --> 01:08:33,500 - It is. 1483 01:08:33,587 --> 01:08:34,501 - It's a lot. 1484 01:08:34,588 --> 01:08:36,155 - How'd you pay for it? 1485 01:08:36,242 --> 01:08:39,941 - Doctors, they just kept prescribing this stuff to me. 1486 01:08:40,028 --> 01:08:42,074 And then, I mean, there were, 1487 01:08:42,161 --> 01:08:47,035 there were other times when I had to get it in other ways. 1488 01:08:48,646 --> 01:08:49,560 - [Richard] Did you ever get into the heavier stuff? 1489 01:08:49,647 --> 01:08:51,127 - No, not really. 1490 01:08:52,867 --> 01:08:55,261 I finally told my parents and I think they already knew 1491 01:08:55,348 --> 01:08:59,047 but yeah, that was the turning point. 1492 01:08:59,135 --> 01:09:01,920 - What'd they do, were they upset? 1493 01:09:02,007 --> 01:09:05,706 - No, no, they just hugged me, cried a lot. 1494 01:09:09,449 --> 01:09:10,668 - They were the ones who got me 1495 01:09:10,755 --> 01:09:13,236 into a rehab place in New Mexico. 1496 01:09:14,715 --> 01:09:16,239 - [Riley] Good parents. 1497 01:09:16,326 --> 01:09:17,631 - The best. 1498 01:09:17,718 --> 01:09:18,937 - [Mollie] How long were you there? 1499 01:09:19,024 --> 01:09:20,765 - Six months. 1500 01:09:20,852 --> 01:09:23,071 Yeah and then I stayed on to help around the place. 1501 01:09:23,159 --> 01:09:24,943 Ended up working with a few of the other guys 1502 01:09:25,030 --> 01:09:27,946 cleaning horse stalls, working in the kitchen. 1503 01:09:28,033 --> 01:09:29,904 Did a lot of stargazing. 1504 01:09:31,297 --> 01:09:33,430 Yeah, I did that for about a year. 1505 01:09:33,517 --> 01:09:34,735 - That's cool. 1506 01:09:34,822 --> 01:09:36,084 - That's quite a change. 1507 01:09:36,172 --> 01:09:38,086 Mission field to rehab. 1508 01:09:39,566 --> 01:09:41,089 - How long have you been sober? 1509 01:09:41,177 --> 01:09:43,004 - A little over two years now. 1510 01:09:43,091 --> 01:09:43,962 - Hey. 1511 01:09:44,049 --> 01:09:44,789 - Wow. 1512 01:09:44,876 --> 01:09:45,572 - That's major. 1513 01:09:45,659 --> 01:09:46,312 - Way to go man. 1514 01:09:46,399 --> 01:09:47,270 - Props. 1515 01:09:47,357 --> 01:09:49,141 - Do you still think about-- 1516 01:09:49,228 --> 01:09:50,795 - Every day. 1517 01:09:50,882 --> 01:09:53,711 - [Miguel] What do you do? 1518 01:09:53,798 --> 01:09:56,017 - Think about something else. 1519 01:09:56,104 --> 01:09:58,933 - [Richard] Do you ever sing a primary song in your head? 1520 01:09:59,020 --> 01:09:59,760 - Yeah, I do. 1521 01:10:01,327 --> 01:10:04,417 My favorite is Popcorn Popping On The Apricot Tree. 1522 01:10:04,504 --> 01:10:05,984 - A classic. 1523 01:10:06,071 --> 01:10:10,293 ♪ I looked out the window and what did I see ♪ 1524 01:10:10,380 --> 01:10:15,080 ♪ Popcorn popping on the apricot tree ♪ 1525 01:10:18,126 --> 01:10:20,259 - What was the hardest part? 1526 01:10:25,612 --> 01:10:28,180 - Not finishing my mission. 1527 01:10:28,267 --> 01:10:30,313 I really loved South Africa. 1528 01:10:31,314 --> 01:10:33,229 The work, the people. 1529 01:10:35,231 --> 01:10:37,233 - The choices we make. 1530 01:10:38,321 --> 01:10:39,670 - Yeah, choices. 1531 01:10:46,720 --> 01:10:48,853 I still need Brown pieces. 1532 01:10:50,202 --> 01:10:51,029 - Not having much luck. 1533 01:10:51,116 --> 01:10:52,248 - Like the dark root. 1534 01:10:52,335 --> 01:10:54,032 - What shade? 1535 01:10:54,119 --> 01:10:55,425 There's varying shades. 1536 01:10:55,512 --> 01:10:58,123 [all chattering] 1537 01:11:06,653 --> 01:11:09,134 [all humming] 1538 01:11:13,007 --> 01:11:16,576 - So really Mollie, why'd you join the church? 1539 01:11:16,663 --> 01:11:18,230 I mean it seems so great in Boston. 1540 01:11:18,317 --> 01:11:20,580 You had a good life. 1541 01:11:20,667 --> 01:11:22,582 - Well you know I love it. 1542 01:11:24,192 --> 01:11:27,108 I mean, you guys all grew up in the church. 1543 01:11:27,195 --> 01:11:30,938 It's like this really cool amusement park, 1544 01:11:31,025 --> 01:11:33,289 like Disney World times 10. 1545 01:11:35,552 --> 01:11:36,814 But I don't think you guys see it. 1546 01:11:36,901 --> 01:11:38,250 I mean, I don't even think you all go 1547 01:11:38,337 --> 01:11:40,165 on all the rides, but me? 1548 01:11:42,559 --> 01:11:46,214 I was on the outside and I said, I want in. 1549 01:11:47,085 --> 01:11:48,478 So I got my ticket 1550 01:11:48,565 --> 01:11:51,872 and I started going on all the rides. 1551 01:11:51,959 --> 01:11:53,570 And yeah, I don't know. 1552 01:11:53,657 --> 01:11:54,919 Maybe I'll go on a mission 1553 01:11:55,006 --> 01:11:57,487 and tell everybody I meet about 1554 01:11:57,574 --> 01:11:58,879 this really cool amusement park. 1555 01:11:58,966 --> 01:12:00,446 - Go for it Mollie, you'd be great. 1556 01:12:00,533 --> 01:12:01,317 - Mollie, that's amazing. 1557 01:12:01,404 --> 01:12:02,318 - That'd be awesome. 1558 01:12:02,405 --> 01:12:03,841 - Will you guys support me? 1559 01:12:03,928 --> 01:12:05,277 - Of course. 1560 01:12:05,364 --> 01:12:07,279 - We'll send you a group email every Monday. 1561 01:12:07,366 --> 01:12:10,500 - With super cute pictures of us having fun together. 1562 01:12:10,587 --> 01:12:11,414 - You guys. 1563 01:12:12,589 --> 01:12:14,242 - All right Spielberg. 1564 01:12:15,331 --> 01:12:16,680 Craziest thing you've ever done. 1565 01:12:16,767 --> 01:12:17,898 - Oh wow. 1566 01:12:17,985 --> 01:12:18,725 - Yeah. 1567 01:12:18,812 --> 01:12:19,552 - It is your turn. 1568 01:12:19,639 --> 01:12:21,075 - I don't know. 1569 01:12:21,162 --> 01:12:22,947 - Come on, you had to have done something. 1570 01:12:23,034 --> 01:12:24,731 - Come on dude. 1571 01:12:24,818 --> 01:12:25,558 - Okay. 1572 01:12:26,907 --> 01:12:28,648 - Oh here it is. 1573 01:12:28,735 --> 01:12:31,347 - [Mollie] Just come on, dude. 1574 01:12:33,479 --> 01:12:35,133 - I'm so excited. 1575 01:12:35,220 --> 01:12:36,613 - Oh gosh, okay. 1576 01:12:38,310 --> 01:12:39,920 It was in high school and I. 1577 01:12:40,007 --> 01:12:42,270 [Miguel laughs] 1578 01:12:42,358 --> 01:12:43,097 - Come on, man. 1579 01:12:44,664 --> 01:12:46,144 - It was after a high school football game 1580 01:12:46,231 --> 01:12:48,886 and I mooned a car full of girls. 1581 01:12:52,280 --> 01:12:54,370 Yup, showed them my butt. 1582 01:12:57,373 --> 01:12:59,200 - That's you're craziest thing? 1583 01:12:59,287 --> 01:13:00,680 - Nice Spielberg. 1584 01:13:01,725 --> 01:13:03,161 - Yeah. 1585 01:13:03,248 --> 01:13:04,031 - Okay. 1586 01:13:05,946 --> 01:13:10,603 - What do you see through that camera of yours Spielberg? 1587 01:13:14,390 --> 01:13:17,349 - I see some people who have a bunch 1588 01:13:18,916 --> 01:13:20,526 of stuff going on in their lives. 1589 01:13:20,613 --> 01:13:23,224 - Yeah, but what's going on in yours? 1590 01:13:23,311 --> 01:13:26,053 - Compared to you guys, nothing. 1591 01:13:26,140 --> 01:13:27,794 - [Riley] Are you envious? 1592 01:13:27,881 --> 01:13:28,665 - No, I. 1593 01:13:32,233 --> 01:13:33,278 Confused. 1594 01:13:34,148 --> 01:13:35,585 - About what? 1595 01:13:35,672 --> 01:13:38,892 - I mean, we all have the gospel right? 1596 01:13:40,677 --> 01:13:43,331 And yet we still make stupid choices, 1597 01:13:43,419 --> 01:13:45,377 and we do stupid things. 1598 01:13:45,464 --> 01:13:47,118 - Yeah, so what's your stupid stuff? 1599 01:13:47,205 --> 01:13:49,337 - Aside from the mooning. 1600 01:13:49,425 --> 01:13:51,557 - That's just it, I don't have anything. 1601 01:13:51,644 --> 01:13:54,255 I've always been a good kid, 1602 01:13:54,342 --> 01:13:57,650 my dads a bishop, my mom stays home with the kids, 1603 01:13:57,737 --> 01:13:59,043 I guess you guys just look 1604 01:13:59,130 --> 01:14:01,132 at the gospel differently than I do. 1605 01:14:01,219 --> 01:14:02,002 - How so? 1606 01:14:04,570 --> 01:14:06,877 - I like following the rules you know, 1607 01:14:06,964 --> 01:14:09,532 I wanna go on a mission and get married in the temple. 1608 01:14:09,619 --> 01:14:11,359 Have kids, raise them right. 1609 01:14:11,447 --> 01:14:12,709 - And we don't want that? 1610 01:14:12,796 --> 01:14:14,275 - You saying I wasn't raised right? 1611 01:14:14,362 --> 01:14:17,409 - No man, I just, well I have a hard time, 1612 01:14:17,496 --> 01:14:21,065 I mean I really like you guys but man, 1613 01:14:21,152 --> 01:14:22,327 some of the stuff you've been through, I-- 1614 01:14:22,414 --> 01:14:23,894 - Your time will come man. 1615 01:14:23,981 --> 01:14:25,199 It always does. 1616 01:14:25,939 --> 01:14:27,854 - I guess. 1617 01:14:27,941 --> 01:14:31,292 - Maybe not, maybe the destroying angel will pass by him. 1618 01:14:31,379 --> 01:14:34,600 - I don't think so, no you still have college, 1619 01:14:34,687 --> 01:14:37,516 mission, marriage, kids, career, 1620 01:14:37,603 --> 01:14:40,824 plenty of time to screw it up Spielberg. 1621 01:14:40,911 --> 01:14:42,086 - Thanks Cole. 1622 01:14:44,349 --> 01:14:46,699 - Riley, how'd you find out? 1623 01:14:48,962 --> 01:14:50,268 About the porn. 1624 01:14:53,576 --> 01:14:57,493 - We were doing homework, genealogy of all things. 1625 01:14:59,973 --> 01:15:02,323 And as we sat there at the dinning room table 1626 01:15:02,410 --> 01:15:05,718 of my parents home, no less on a Sunday night, 1627 01:15:05,805 --> 01:15:09,287 our laptops right next to each other, 1628 01:15:09,374 --> 01:15:13,030 a website just popped up on the computer. 1629 01:15:13,117 --> 01:15:14,422 He quickly closed it, he knew I saw it 1630 01:15:14,510 --> 01:15:17,251 and he didn't want to talk about it. 1631 01:15:17,338 --> 01:15:18,949 My dad talked to us. 1632 01:15:19,036 --> 01:15:20,298 - Awkward. 1633 01:15:20,385 --> 01:15:21,952 - Well maybe it wasn't a mistake, 1634 01:15:22,039 --> 01:15:25,390 maybe that was his way of telling you he had a problem. 1635 01:15:25,477 --> 01:15:27,827 - I don't know, I was confused. 1636 01:15:27,914 --> 01:15:30,090 I couldn't figure out how he found that, 1637 01:15:30,177 --> 01:15:32,266 I don't know, appealing. 1638 01:15:32,353 --> 01:15:34,791 - He didn't say anything even after he knew you'd seen it? 1639 01:15:34,878 --> 01:15:37,358 - No, he pretty much shut down. 1640 01:15:39,230 --> 01:15:40,100 I did too. 1641 01:15:40,187 --> 01:15:42,712 I didn't know what to say. 1642 01:15:42,799 --> 01:15:45,541 I don't think guys understand what that does to a girl. 1643 01:15:45,628 --> 01:15:46,498 - Amen. 1644 01:15:46,585 --> 01:15:48,021 - You didn't see it coming? 1645 01:15:48,108 --> 01:15:50,284 - You didn't want to try and make it work? 1646 01:15:50,371 --> 01:15:51,764 - Yeah, we did, we did. 1647 01:15:51,851 --> 01:15:53,113 I mean, we talked to his Bishop, 1648 01:15:53,200 --> 01:15:56,552 a counselor and we kept dating for awhile. 1649 01:15:58,336 --> 01:15:59,685 I don't know guys. 1650 01:16:01,861 --> 01:16:03,820 I don't know how to put it. 1651 01:16:03,907 --> 01:16:04,995 I felt rejected. 1652 01:16:06,562 --> 01:16:08,302 You know, like he'd been cheating on me. 1653 01:16:08,389 --> 01:16:10,000 - I totally get that. 1654 01:16:11,218 --> 01:16:13,830 - And I thought, am I not enough? 1655 01:16:17,790 --> 01:16:20,532 You know, it really hit me hard. 1656 01:16:20,619 --> 01:16:22,490 Like how could he choose pictures 1657 01:16:22,578 --> 01:16:26,930 and videos of women he didn't even know over me? 1658 01:16:27,017 --> 01:16:28,975 You know, I was right there, I loved him. 1659 01:16:29,062 --> 01:16:33,240 I was willing to give him all of me, everything. 1660 01:16:33,327 --> 01:16:37,418 Things I'd never given to anyone, never would. 1661 01:16:37,505 --> 01:16:39,246 You know, like, why wasn't I enough? 1662 01:16:39,333 --> 01:16:40,596 What was I missing? 1663 01:16:41,771 --> 01:16:44,512 - I don't see anything missing. 1664 01:16:45,601 --> 01:16:46,384 - Thanks. 1665 01:16:48,778 --> 01:16:51,694 And I just kept wondering what 1666 01:16:51,781 --> 01:16:54,522 he was thinking when he kissed me, 1667 01:16:54,610 --> 01:16:58,483 when he held me, when he told me he loved me. 1668 01:16:59,876 --> 01:17:01,181 He just brushed it off. 1669 01:17:01,268 --> 01:17:02,748 Said a lot of guys were into it. 1670 01:17:02,835 --> 01:17:05,403 - I mean, not just guys, there were some girls at BC. 1671 01:17:05,490 --> 01:17:07,057 - He couldn't stop? 1672 01:17:07,144 --> 01:17:08,667 - Wouldn't. 1673 01:17:08,754 --> 01:17:12,192 Well, he tried, well, at least he said he did. 1674 01:17:12,279 --> 01:17:13,629 - And you didn't want to give him a chance? 1675 01:17:13,716 --> 01:17:17,328 - I gave him six months of chances. 1676 01:17:17,415 --> 01:17:19,635 It was sort of a crisis for me. 1677 01:17:21,071 --> 01:17:24,596 Doubting myself, I'd never done that before. 1678 01:17:24,683 --> 01:17:27,555 I thought about how I could change, 1679 01:17:28,905 --> 01:17:31,081 compete with the computer. 1680 01:17:32,648 --> 01:17:34,258 - What did you do? 1681 01:17:40,351 --> 01:17:42,527 - Oh gosh, it's so stupid. 1682 01:17:46,052 --> 01:17:47,793 I sent him some snaps. 1683 01:17:52,972 --> 01:17:54,408 You know, one of those things that you do 1684 01:17:54,495 --> 01:17:58,064 and you feel like a complete idiot afterwards. 1685 01:17:59,675 --> 01:18:01,546 - What kind of snaps? 1686 01:18:03,330 --> 01:18:04,114 - Snaps. 1687 01:18:06,507 --> 01:18:08,074 - So he gave you up for porn. 1688 01:18:08,161 --> 01:18:12,470 - Oh God, he gave up a lot more than just me. 1689 01:18:12,557 --> 01:18:14,080 You know, I was ready. 1690 01:18:15,603 --> 01:18:17,649 You know what every little girl dreams about? 1691 01:18:17,736 --> 01:18:21,566 Get married in the temple, have a family, kids. 1692 01:18:23,002 --> 01:18:24,047 Him serving in the Bishop rig, 1693 01:18:24,134 --> 01:18:26,092 me teaching the young women. 1694 01:18:27,746 --> 01:18:31,532 Featured story in LDS living, happily forever after. 1695 01:18:34,971 --> 01:18:35,928 I was ready. 1696 01:18:37,495 --> 01:18:41,629 - The course of true love, never did run smooth. 1697 01:18:41,717 --> 01:18:43,501 - Can always count on your Mollie. 1698 01:18:43,588 --> 01:18:45,416 - It's in my nature. 1699 01:18:48,811 --> 01:18:51,291 - You know, besides that somehow he'd changed. 1700 01:18:51,378 --> 01:18:52,640 You know, he didn't want to talk about it, 1701 01:18:52,728 --> 01:18:54,730 and that drove me crazy, 1702 01:18:54,817 --> 01:18:57,950 I can't be with someone who won't talk. 1703 01:18:59,169 --> 01:19:01,432 And I said, I'll go to mission. 1704 01:19:02,999 --> 01:19:07,046 You know, I need some space and he said, go ahead. 1705 01:19:10,789 --> 01:19:14,445 And after I got back from my mission, he moved on. 1706 01:19:14,532 --> 01:19:18,666 Found a girl he was crazy about and she him, 1707 01:19:18,754 --> 01:19:23,062 they got married in the temple about a year ago. 1708 01:19:23,149 --> 01:19:24,542 - [Mollie] How'd that make you feel? 1709 01:19:24,629 --> 01:19:25,761 - Good, good. 1710 01:19:28,589 --> 01:19:31,418 Yeah, he was the love of my youth, you know 1711 01:19:31,505 --> 01:19:34,030 but after my mission, I-- 1712 01:19:34,117 --> 01:19:35,292 - Were you mad at him? 1713 01:19:35,379 --> 01:19:36,902 - No, no not at all. 1714 01:19:38,991 --> 01:19:41,080 I grew up a lot in Brazil 1715 01:19:41,994 --> 01:19:43,474 and looking back, 1716 01:19:43,561 --> 01:19:46,651 I didn't handle the whole situation very well. 1717 01:19:49,872 --> 01:19:50,916 I was only 19 1718 01:19:52,744 --> 01:19:55,573 and my mission, I don't know, 1719 01:19:55,660 --> 01:19:58,315 I saw a lot of people go through 1720 01:19:58,402 --> 01:20:00,665 a lot of crap in their lives. 1721 01:20:02,232 --> 01:20:05,801 And I saw the hand of God work a lot of miracles. 1722 01:20:05,888 --> 01:20:09,413 - Did he work a miracle with the love of your youth? 1723 01:20:09,500 --> 01:20:10,980 - I don't know. 1724 01:20:11,067 --> 01:20:11,589 I hope so. 1725 01:20:13,286 --> 01:20:17,203 - Well, I think you're beautiful inside and out for sure. 1726 01:20:18,683 --> 01:20:22,600 - Okay, so what happened to this gorgeous ring? 1727 01:20:24,080 --> 01:20:25,385 - I gave it back. 1728 01:20:25,472 --> 01:20:26,865 - I'd have kept it. 1729 01:20:28,040 --> 01:20:29,433 What? 1730 01:20:29,520 --> 01:20:31,304 That's like a whole semester of tuition. 1731 01:20:31,391 --> 01:20:32,175 - Oh shoot. 1732 01:20:32,262 --> 01:20:33,002 - Yeah. 1733 01:20:39,965 --> 01:20:44,143 - Yeah, I went to Colorado to have my baby, my son. 1734 01:20:46,319 --> 01:20:48,060 - Did you go to school there? 1735 01:20:48,147 --> 01:20:49,801 - Yeah. 1736 01:20:49,888 --> 01:20:52,064 - That must've been weird, being pregnant in school. 1737 01:20:52,151 --> 01:20:53,631 - It was. 1738 01:20:53,718 --> 01:20:55,807 I didn't talk to anybody. 1739 01:20:55,894 --> 01:20:57,461 Nobody talked to me. 1740 01:20:57,548 --> 01:20:59,724 I was fine with that. 1741 01:20:59,811 --> 01:21:03,771 I didn't make any friends, I didn't really want to. 1742 01:21:03,859 --> 01:21:05,904 - You were staying with your grandparents, right? 1743 01:21:05,991 --> 01:21:09,690 - Uh huh, my grandparents were very cool. 1744 01:21:09,777 --> 01:21:10,778 Very loving. 1745 01:21:13,259 --> 01:21:16,784 By the time I was ready to have my baby 1746 01:21:16,872 --> 01:21:21,441 my dad had arranged with a dentist back home to adopt him. 1747 01:21:22,965 --> 01:21:26,359 - But I thought your mom was raising him? 1748 01:21:27,273 --> 01:21:28,884 - Yeah, no, sorry. 1749 01:21:33,889 --> 01:21:38,023 Me and her wanted to, but my dad said no. 1750 01:21:38,110 --> 01:21:39,633 - I don't know if I could do that. 1751 01:21:39,720 --> 01:21:41,113 Just give up my baby. 1752 01:21:41,200 --> 01:21:44,725 - I hope you never have to make that choice. 1753 01:21:51,819 --> 01:21:53,125 After I had my son 1754 01:21:55,780 --> 01:22:00,045 I was still laying there and they were cleaning me up. 1755 01:22:02,439 --> 01:22:03,831 It was pretty messy. 1756 01:22:05,224 --> 01:22:07,966 And my baby was lying on my tummy. 1757 01:22:11,274 --> 01:22:13,929 He was covered in blood, my blood 1758 01:22:19,021 --> 01:22:22,676 and I looked at him and his eyes were closed. 1759 01:22:30,293 --> 01:22:31,859 He never even saw me 1760 01:22:36,386 --> 01:22:38,692 and then they cut the cord. 1761 01:22:41,043 --> 01:22:42,958 - What happened then? 1762 01:22:45,786 --> 01:22:47,440 - The nurse took him. 1763 01:22:50,835 --> 01:22:52,968 It's weird, for most mothers 1764 01:22:56,406 --> 01:23:00,888 that moment is the beginning of a life, of a relationship 1765 01:23:04,675 --> 01:23:07,199 that's supposed to last forever. 1766 01:23:10,768 --> 01:23:12,988 And for me, that was the end. 1767 01:23:17,601 --> 01:23:18,428 - So sorry. 1768 01:23:20,256 --> 01:23:23,607 - You know when you're 15 and having a baby, 1769 01:23:24,564 --> 01:23:25,826 the hospital treats you 1770 01:23:25,913 --> 01:23:29,656 like you are this slutty little teenager. 1771 01:23:29,743 --> 01:23:32,616 They have no idea how scared you are. 1772 01:23:32,703 --> 01:23:37,099 The lights, the pain, everybody looking at you 1773 01:23:37,186 --> 01:23:38,883 and poking your body. 1774 01:23:42,887 --> 01:23:43,975 There was one nurse who was really nice, 1775 01:23:44,062 --> 01:23:46,586 but you know, maybe it wasn't 1776 01:23:49,937 --> 01:23:53,071 the hospital that made me feel slutty. 1777 01:23:56,944 --> 01:24:01,732 Anyway, your body keeps reminding you that you had a baby 1778 01:24:04,039 --> 01:24:06,563 even though there is no baby. 1779 01:24:09,087 --> 01:24:13,700 Your hormones are going crazy, your boobs get huge. 1780 01:24:13,787 --> 01:24:17,008 Hard to imagine, I know, but they do, 1781 01:24:17,095 --> 01:24:20,055 they get huge and it's super painful 1782 01:24:20,142 --> 01:24:23,884 until even they realized that there's no baby. 1783 01:24:28,019 --> 01:24:31,979 - Looking back are you angry about the adoption? 1784 01:24:34,634 --> 01:24:36,114 - My dad's a good guy. 1785 01:24:36,201 --> 01:24:38,073 He is and I love him. 1786 01:24:39,987 --> 01:24:43,556 But I think that when I told him I was pregnant 1787 01:24:45,167 --> 01:24:48,953 it was really hard for him to deal with that. 1788 01:24:50,433 --> 01:24:52,174 Do I sometimes wonder what it would have been 1789 01:24:52,261 --> 01:24:54,872 like to raise him with my mom? 1790 01:24:55,916 --> 01:24:56,874 Yeah. 1791 01:24:56,961 --> 01:24:59,485 - And he's with the dentist now? 1792 01:24:59,572 --> 01:25:00,269 - Yeah. 1793 01:25:01,835 --> 01:25:03,315 - Do you ever see him? 1794 01:25:03,402 --> 01:25:04,447 - Not really. 1795 01:25:05,970 --> 01:25:09,843 Kinda, I mean the mother, the dentist's wife, 1796 01:25:09,930 --> 01:25:11,758 she takes him out, you know, 1797 01:25:11,845 --> 01:25:15,284 to the grocery store, doing the mom kid thing. 1798 01:25:15,371 --> 01:25:16,676 A burger joint. 1799 01:25:19,114 --> 01:25:21,420 Like I said, it's a small town. 1800 01:25:22,987 --> 01:25:26,121 - Seeing your own kid with another mom. 1801 01:25:27,948 --> 01:25:28,732 - Yeah. 1802 01:25:30,255 --> 01:25:33,128 And then there's the dad, the dentist. 1803 01:25:33,215 --> 01:25:35,913 He's got these billboards all over town. 1804 01:25:36,000 --> 01:25:37,610 With these big pictures of him 1805 01:25:37,697 --> 01:25:39,525 and the whole family, all five of them. 1806 01:25:39,612 --> 01:25:42,006 They've adopted a couple other kids. 1807 01:25:42,093 --> 01:25:44,661 It's like, who goes to a dentist 1808 01:25:44,748 --> 01:25:46,793 just because you've got kids, you know, 1809 01:25:46,880 --> 01:25:48,230 it makes no sense. 1810 01:25:51,058 --> 01:25:54,149 Anyway so, I see him, I see him, 1811 01:25:54,236 --> 01:25:56,020 but he doesn't see me. 1812 01:26:00,024 --> 01:26:02,679 He doesn't even know that I exist. 1813 01:26:05,203 --> 01:26:07,814 I'm not allowed to contact him. 1814 01:26:07,901 --> 01:26:10,904 - Does anybody back home know you had a baby? 1815 01:26:10,991 --> 01:26:12,732 Your friends, anybody. 1816 01:26:15,605 --> 01:26:16,997 - Just you guys. 1817 01:26:17,955 --> 01:26:19,304 - And your family? 1818 01:26:20,653 --> 01:26:21,915 - Just my parents. 1819 01:26:23,482 --> 01:26:27,051 They didn't want my brother and sisters to know. 1820 01:26:29,532 --> 01:26:32,361 But I'm going to tell them someday. 1821 01:26:35,146 --> 01:26:37,148 I have a picture of him. 1822 01:26:40,238 --> 01:26:42,153 It's about a year old. 1823 01:26:42,240 --> 01:26:44,677 I got it from the dentist website. 1824 01:26:44,764 --> 01:26:45,939 - [Miguel] How old is he now? 1825 01:26:46,026 --> 01:26:48,333 - [Spree] He's four. 1826 01:26:48,420 --> 01:26:50,030 - [Cole] Do you know his name? 1827 01:26:50,117 --> 01:26:54,905 - [Spree] Adam, heard his mom called him that once. 1828 01:26:54,992 --> 01:26:56,123 - Did you give him a name? 1829 01:26:56,211 --> 01:26:57,299 - No. 1830 01:26:57,386 --> 01:26:59,170 No, I didn't want to do that. 1831 01:26:59,257 --> 01:27:01,172 - Do you ever hope that when you're 1832 01:27:01,259 --> 01:27:04,131 out shopping or something that you'll ran into him? 1833 01:27:04,219 --> 01:27:05,698 - Yeah. 1834 01:27:05,785 --> 01:27:09,224 - Do you ever wish the whole thing never happened? 1835 01:27:10,399 --> 01:27:13,228 - It's hard knowing that there's 1836 01:27:16,274 --> 01:27:19,799 a part of me out there that I can't be with. 1837 01:27:22,237 --> 01:27:23,499 Communicate with. 1838 01:27:26,850 --> 01:27:30,245 - Spree, you are Adam's mother, you are. 1839 01:27:32,682 --> 01:27:37,382 And at some point maybe, maybe not in this life, 1840 01:27:37,469 --> 01:27:42,082 but at some point, I believe you will be a mother to him. 1841 01:27:43,432 --> 01:27:45,085 Maybe not the mother. 1842 01:27:46,957 --> 01:27:48,698 - He already has that in someone else. 1843 01:27:48,785 --> 01:27:51,222 - [Mollie] Right, but a mother. 1844 01:27:54,269 --> 01:27:55,444 - I hope you're right. 1845 01:27:55,531 --> 01:27:58,098 [gentle music] 1846 01:28:05,192 --> 01:28:08,326 So Richard, since you wanted an answer 1847 01:28:10,676 --> 01:28:13,897 to your question, me, I'm not a virgin. 1848 01:28:18,641 --> 01:28:21,121 [gentle music] 1849 01:28:28,520 --> 01:28:32,263 - Growing up, all I wanted to do was serve a mission. 1850 01:28:32,350 --> 01:28:35,614 One of the best days of my life was when I got my call. 1851 01:28:35,701 --> 01:28:38,878 - So what about the whole intimacy thing? 1852 01:28:40,315 --> 01:28:42,142 - I've heard people say, you know, 1853 01:28:42,229 --> 01:28:44,101 when this topic comes up in Sunday school 1854 01:28:44,188 --> 01:28:46,756 or priesthood meeting, something like that. 1855 01:28:46,843 --> 01:28:49,759 I've heard people say, well you know, 1856 01:28:49,846 --> 01:28:51,978 people with same sex attraction, 1857 01:28:52,065 --> 01:28:54,329 if that's what you call it, 1858 01:28:54,416 --> 01:28:56,200 they just have to play by the same rules as everyone else 1859 01:28:56,287 --> 01:28:58,463 and everything will be cool. 1860 01:28:58,550 --> 01:29:00,291 - Yeah, I've heard that before. 1861 01:29:00,378 --> 01:29:02,119 - But that's not true 1862 01:29:02,206 --> 01:29:06,079 because they see it in very simple black and white terms. 1863 01:29:06,166 --> 01:29:08,647 You just have to, you just, well, 1864 01:29:10,127 --> 01:29:12,172 they think that it's all about sex. 1865 01:29:12,259 --> 01:29:14,349 You just can't have sex. 1866 01:29:14,436 --> 01:29:17,352 And I mean, yeah, that's part of it, 1867 01:29:17,439 --> 01:29:18,701 but that's not the real issue here 1868 01:29:18,788 --> 01:29:20,267 when you think about it. 1869 01:29:20,355 --> 01:29:21,660 At least not for me, 1870 01:29:21,747 --> 01:29:25,185 because what they say to you guys is 1871 01:29:25,272 --> 01:29:28,232 right, hey, just kind of behave yourself 1872 01:29:28,319 --> 01:29:31,322 until you get married and then boom, no holds bar, 1873 01:29:31,409 --> 01:29:33,890 the rules don't apply anymore. 1874 01:29:33,977 --> 01:29:35,718 For me they're really saying 1875 01:29:35,805 --> 01:29:38,329 that I'll never have any intimacy at all. 1876 01:29:38,416 --> 01:29:40,070 You know, no one to go home to, 1877 01:29:40,157 --> 01:29:41,985 no one to, just no one. 1878 01:29:45,597 --> 01:29:48,774 And then there's the M word, marriage. 1879 01:29:48,861 --> 01:29:50,036 That word frightens me. 1880 01:29:50,123 --> 01:29:51,951 - I feel the same way. 1881 01:29:52,038 --> 01:29:53,562 - And it's something I want in some way 1882 01:29:53,649 --> 01:29:57,653 but it's something I'll probably never have. 1883 01:29:57,740 --> 01:30:01,178 And you guys, I mean, understandably, I get it. 1884 01:30:01,265 --> 01:30:03,223 You look forward to that. 1885 01:30:03,310 --> 01:30:04,964 You can see it in your near future. 1886 01:30:05,051 --> 01:30:07,402 - Hopefully not the near future. 1887 01:30:07,489 --> 01:30:10,187 - But you can see getting married 1888 01:30:10,274 --> 01:30:13,582 and having kids, raising a family, 1889 01:30:13,669 --> 01:30:16,889 you know doing everything you're supposed to. 1890 01:30:16,976 --> 01:30:21,677 And from where I am right now, I can't really see that. 1891 01:30:22,591 --> 01:30:23,374 - What do you see? 1892 01:30:24,767 --> 01:30:27,030 - I see people telling me, Richard, 1893 01:30:27,117 --> 01:30:28,423 you're fine the way you are. 1894 01:30:28,510 --> 01:30:29,772 And you know, you have these feelings 1895 01:30:29,859 --> 01:30:31,469 and you just have to control that. 1896 01:30:31,556 --> 01:30:34,516 And if you do that and you'll be fine, it's not a problem. 1897 01:30:34,603 --> 01:30:35,908 - It is a problem. 1898 01:30:35,995 --> 01:30:37,170 - Yeah, it is. 1899 01:30:39,869 --> 01:30:40,565 You guys. 1900 01:30:42,045 --> 01:30:45,396 I mean, you go on a date and you hold hands. 1901 01:30:45,483 --> 01:30:47,093 You make out a little at the end of the night, 1902 01:30:47,180 --> 01:30:48,094 you know, it's no big deal. 1903 01:30:48,181 --> 01:30:49,531 Everything's cool. 1904 01:30:49,618 --> 01:30:52,055 You say good night, maybe another kiss. 1905 01:30:52,142 --> 01:30:54,318 You had a great time. 1906 01:30:54,405 --> 01:30:56,886 There's some energy going through your body. 1907 01:30:56,973 --> 01:30:58,365 When you hold hands 1908 01:30:58,453 --> 01:31:01,107 or when you kiss your boyfriend or girlfriend, 1909 01:31:01,194 --> 01:31:05,024 the electricity fireworks, I've never had that. 1910 01:31:06,417 --> 01:31:08,071 - Do you want to? 1911 01:31:08,158 --> 01:31:09,768 - I don't know. 1912 01:31:09,855 --> 01:31:12,597 Sometimes I just don't feel very normal. 1913 01:31:12,684 --> 01:31:14,860 - Who wants to be normal? 1914 01:31:16,340 --> 01:31:17,950 - I do, sometimes. 1915 01:31:20,823 --> 01:31:22,259 But then on the other hand, I think, you know 1916 01:31:22,346 --> 01:31:24,435 so what's so abnormal about me? 1917 01:31:24,522 --> 01:31:27,394 Did I do something wrong or am I a mistake? 1918 01:31:27,482 --> 01:31:31,268 Is this something God gave to me on purpose 1919 01:31:31,355 --> 01:31:34,010 or it's just something I have to deal with? 1920 01:31:34,097 --> 01:31:36,534 Yeah, did my DNA get all screwed up? 1921 01:31:36,621 --> 01:31:38,536 I've heard that one. 1922 01:31:38,623 --> 01:31:40,059 You know, am I really supposed to say 1923 01:31:40,146 --> 01:31:42,192 for the rest of my life 1924 01:31:42,279 --> 01:31:43,933 I'm not going to have any real companionship 1925 01:31:44,020 --> 01:31:48,720 except for friends and social acquaintances and activities. 1926 01:31:49,678 --> 01:31:51,244 - Yeah, that sucks. 1927 01:31:51,331 --> 01:31:52,985 - Yeah it does. 1928 01:31:53,072 --> 01:31:54,117 Oh, big time. 1929 01:31:56,206 --> 01:31:59,470 And then at church, all these girls, 1930 01:31:59,557 --> 01:32:04,040 women come up to me, they tell me all about their love life. 1931 01:32:04,127 --> 01:32:05,607 How excited they are to get married. 1932 01:32:05,694 --> 01:32:08,958 And then they show up with their husbands. 1933 01:32:10,481 --> 01:32:14,485 And I'm just, just me sitting there by myself. 1934 01:32:16,705 --> 01:32:20,056 And I mean, I don't know if it would ever come to this 1935 01:32:20,143 --> 01:32:24,887 but let's say I was, I don't know what you call it, 1936 01:32:24,974 --> 01:32:27,280 but in a relationship with, 1937 01:32:30,457 --> 01:32:33,548 sounds so weird to say this, with a guy. 1938 01:32:35,680 --> 01:32:37,769 I mean, we couldn't go to church. 1939 01:32:37,856 --> 01:32:39,510 There's no way 1940 01:32:39,597 --> 01:32:42,731 - I'll go to church with you, Richard. 1941 01:32:43,601 --> 01:32:45,298 - Thanks Mollie. 1942 01:32:45,385 --> 01:32:48,345 - That doesn't really help, does it? 1943 01:32:50,695 --> 01:32:52,871 - But then there's family. 1944 01:32:56,440 --> 01:32:58,660 I'll probably never be a dad. 1945 01:33:00,400 --> 01:33:04,404 Never see my child born, never play catch in the backyard 1946 01:33:04,491 --> 01:33:09,105 or things like that or teach them about God, Christ, 1947 01:33:10,672 --> 01:33:13,196 and the gospel, these things that I love. 1948 01:33:19,594 --> 01:33:20,595 - Wow. 1949 01:33:22,379 --> 01:33:25,817 - I can't see clearly past this life. 1950 01:33:25,904 --> 01:33:28,733 Cause I get it, I do, I really get it. 1951 01:33:28,820 --> 01:33:30,779 That in God's mind, and his world, 1952 01:33:30,866 --> 01:33:35,697 and his universe, the next life is a man and a woman. 1953 01:33:36,567 --> 01:33:37,263 I believe that. 1954 01:33:38,482 --> 01:33:40,440 But how do I do that? 1955 01:33:40,527 --> 01:33:41,833 - What about your parents? 1956 01:33:41,920 --> 01:33:43,400 Have you tried-- 1957 01:33:43,487 --> 01:33:45,358 - No, I haven't said anything to them. 1958 01:33:45,445 --> 01:33:47,056 - Do they have any idea? 1959 01:33:47,143 --> 01:33:50,407 - Probably, I just never talk about it. 1960 01:33:52,452 --> 01:33:53,976 I mean, they love me but. 1961 01:33:54,063 --> 01:33:56,761 - Do you think that would change if you? 1962 01:33:56,848 --> 01:33:58,110 - I don't know. 1963 01:33:59,111 --> 01:34:00,852 - I don't think it would. 1964 01:34:02,245 --> 01:34:04,551 - [Cole] Any brothers or sisters? 1965 01:34:04,639 --> 01:34:06,771 - Four yeah, I'm the oldest. 1966 01:34:08,686 --> 01:34:12,385 Their hero, knight in shining armor. 1967 01:34:12,472 --> 01:34:14,300 They all look up to me. 1968 01:34:15,606 --> 01:34:18,478 - Doubt thou the stars are fire, 1969 01:34:18,565 --> 01:34:20,959 doubt that the sun does move, 1970 01:34:21,046 --> 01:34:25,616 doubt truth to be a liar, but never doubt I love thee. 1971 01:34:27,618 --> 01:34:29,751 Hamlet, act two, scene two. 1972 01:34:33,668 --> 01:34:34,625 - Thanks guys. 1973 01:34:37,672 --> 01:34:39,412 But not much can be said. 1974 01:34:39,499 --> 01:34:41,458 It's just, it's something the church 1975 01:34:41,545 --> 01:34:45,331 doesn't really have an answer for right now. 1976 01:34:45,418 --> 01:34:49,727 I'm just stuck in the middle of this forbidden ground. 1977 01:34:53,209 --> 01:34:55,864 But I really appreciate you guys talking to me about it. 1978 01:34:55,951 --> 01:34:57,561 - You're the best. 1979 01:34:57,648 --> 01:34:59,563 - We love you. 1980 01:34:59,650 --> 01:35:01,608 - Yeah, we're here anytime. 1981 01:35:04,176 --> 01:35:05,308 - That's what I'm saying. 1982 01:35:05,395 --> 01:35:06,788 [all chattering] 1983 01:35:06,875 --> 01:35:09,138 - Oh ladies, there you are. 1984 01:35:11,923 --> 01:35:13,229 - So Spielberg. 1985 01:35:13,316 --> 01:35:14,883 - Yeah. 1986 01:35:14,970 --> 01:35:18,625 - You've seen a lot through that camera this weekend. 1987 01:35:18,713 --> 01:35:21,803 - Yeah, you know it's kind of weird knowing 1988 01:35:21,890 --> 01:35:24,022 all this stuff about you guys. 1989 01:35:24,109 --> 01:35:25,937 I mean I only met you yesterday. 1990 01:35:26,024 --> 01:35:27,547 I didn't even know you. 1991 01:35:27,634 --> 01:35:29,680 And then you started talking about all these things 1992 01:35:29,767 --> 01:35:32,204 and well, I thought you were sort of weird. 1993 01:35:32,291 --> 01:35:33,118 Strange. 1994 01:35:33,205 --> 01:35:34,641 - That's not better. 1995 01:35:34,729 --> 01:35:36,252 - We think you're the weird one Spielberg. 1996 01:35:36,339 --> 01:35:37,732 - Yeah. 1997 01:35:37,819 --> 01:35:38,558 - I'm beginning to think you're right. 1998 01:35:38,645 --> 01:35:39,995 - You're awesome. 1999 01:35:41,823 --> 01:35:46,436 - I know I say dumb stuff and sometimes I just don't get it 2000 01:35:48,046 --> 01:35:49,569 and Mollie, the Shakespeare guy is way over my head 2001 01:35:49,656 --> 01:35:51,615 but I love you guys. 2002 01:35:57,534 --> 01:35:58,970 - Hey, you're okay. 2003 01:35:59,971 --> 01:36:01,494 - Come here. 2004 01:36:01,581 --> 01:36:03,888 - So where do we go from here? 2005 01:36:06,238 --> 01:36:09,154 - I think it all just comes down to what we believe. 2006 01:36:09,241 --> 01:36:11,722 - Yeah, what do we believe? 2007 01:36:11,809 --> 01:36:13,550 - All right, yeah. 2008 01:36:13,637 --> 01:36:16,161 Yeah, let's go with that. 2009 01:36:16,248 --> 01:36:18,207 What are our core beliefs? 2010 01:36:18,294 --> 01:36:20,644 I mean, who are we really? 2011 01:36:20,731 --> 01:36:24,256 - Yeah or how do we know God loves us? 2012 01:36:24,343 --> 01:36:26,911 Or how do I know God loves me? 2013 01:36:26,998 --> 01:36:28,608 - He loves us. 2014 01:36:28,695 --> 01:36:30,654 - Right, yeah, I guess I know that 2015 01:36:30,741 --> 01:36:33,526 on one level, intellectually. 2016 01:36:33,613 --> 01:36:35,659 And that's a great for the big picture. 2017 01:36:35,746 --> 01:36:37,966 - But how about the little picture. 2018 01:36:38,053 --> 01:36:38,575 - Right. 2019 01:36:40,055 --> 01:36:43,754 How do I know God has a place for me, a plan? 2020 01:36:43,841 --> 01:36:46,191 Or does he have a plan for me? 2021 01:36:47,627 --> 01:36:48,324 - I think he does. 2022 01:36:48,411 --> 01:36:49,804 - Absolutely. 2023 01:36:49,891 --> 01:36:54,069 - Okay then is my plan different from your plan? 2024 01:36:54,156 --> 01:36:56,462 You know, is God's plan of happiness 2025 01:36:56,549 --> 01:36:59,117 an individual plan for each person, 2026 01:36:59,204 --> 01:37:03,034 or this one big happy plan that we all buy into? 2027 01:37:05,863 --> 01:37:07,517 One size fits all. 2028 01:37:07,604 --> 01:37:11,651 - Heavenly father has a plan for you Richard. 2029 01:37:11,738 --> 01:37:15,699 - I think it comes down to do we believe Christ? 2030 01:37:17,179 --> 01:37:20,443 I mean, do we really believe him? 2031 01:37:20,530 --> 01:37:21,792 - I believe in him. 2032 01:37:21,879 --> 01:37:23,446 - No, that's not what I mean. 2033 01:37:23,533 --> 01:37:27,711 I mean, do we believe him, that he is who he says he is? 2034 01:37:28,755 --> 01:37:30,279 Can do what he says he can do. 2035 01:37:30,366 --> 01:37:34,849 - I believe, I mean, we gotta, we have to figure out. 2036 01:37:36,198 --> 01:37:37,590 The atonement, right? 2037 01:37:37,677 --> 01:37:40,202 That's the core, that one event. 2038 01:37:44,249 --> 01:37:48,384 And I don't know what other words to use for it, 2039 01:37:48,471 --> 01:37:51,735 event or happening, but that one event, 2040 01:37:53,084 --> 01:37:55,695 if some how, I don't know how, 2041 01:37:57,175 --> 01:37:58,742 I don't think anyone does, 2042 01:37:58,829 --> 01:38:01,788 but if we let him, if we believe him, 2043 01:38:07,316 --> 01:38:09,144 he can fix all of this. 2044 01:38:10,754 --> 01:38:12,712 - So you're saying I need to be fixed? 2045 01:38:12,799 --> 01:38:16,368 - No, Richard, you don't need to be fixed. 2046 01:38:17,587 --> 01:38:19,894 What I mean is whatever issues 2047 01:38:22,070 --> 01:38:24,724 we're going through, that he can. 2048 01:38:26,204 --> 01:38:27,597 - Give us peace. 2049 01:38:29,468 --> 01:38:31,862 - He is the Prince of Peace. 2050 01:38:35,648 --> 01:38:37,912 - Wasn't really honest with you guys earlier. 2051 01:38:37,999 --> 01:38:42,742 My not finishing my mission being the hardest part. 2052 01:38:42,829 --> 01:38:45,006 When I got into my accident, got banged up, 2053 01:38:45,093 --> 01:38:48,661 and hooked on painkillers is pretty horrible, 2054 01:38:50,359 --> 01:38:54,493 but Spielberg, he asked me why I kept taking the pills. 2055 01:38:54,580 --> 01:38:56,582 - Yeah, I remember. 2056 01:38:56,669 --> 01:39:00,064 - I didn't really answer that very honestly. 2057 01:39:00,151 --> 01:39:03,415 I didn't really answer it at all, actually. 2058 01:39:04,634 --> 01:39:06,984 So the pills took away the pain 2059 01:39:08,899 --> 01:39:11,510 or at least made me forget it. 2060 01:39:17,168 --> 01:39:20,867 The accident happened because I looked away 2061 01:39:20,955 --> 01:39:24,175 and I looked away because my companion, 2062 01:39:29,267 --> 01:39:33,793 my companion was this kid from a little town in Idaho. 2063 01:39:33,880 --> 01:39:36,971 Eden, Idaho sounds perfect, doesn't it? 2064 01:39:37,058 --> 01:39:38,450 - Yeah. 2065 01:39:38,537 --> 01:39:41,671 - He was so excited to be a missionary. 2066 01:39:45,762 --> 01:39:48,939 Here's this kid, this 18 year old kid. 2067 01:39:51,420 --> 01:39:56,033 He's funny and smart, he had a cute girlfriend back home. 2068 01:39:57,034 --> 01:39:58,122 Great family. 2069 01:40:01,212 --> 01:40:04,824 And then we were, just driving down the road. 2070 01:40:05,825 --> 01:40:07,218 He told me a joke. 2071 01:40:07,305 --> 01:40:10,439 Like I said, he was, he was a funny kid. 2072 01:40:11,962 --> 01:40:15,400 I laugh and I look over to him, he's laughing. 2073 01:40:21,580 --> 01:40:24,844 And that's the last sound he ever made. 2074 01:40:28,065 --> 01:40:30,372 I didn't see the red light. 2075 01:40:34,463 --> 01:40:38,032 I've never been able to forgive myself for that. 2076 01:40:38,119 --> 01:40:39,555 - Accidents happen. 2077 01:40:39,642 --> 01:40:41,861 - I'm well aware of that Mollie. 2078 01:40:41,948 --> 01:40:45,126 - It really wasn't your fault Cole. 2079 01:40:45,213 --> 01:40:46,910 - Actually, it was. 2080 01:40:53,960 --> 01:40:57,181 When I was in the hospital in Salt Lake 2081 01:40:58,487 --> 01:41:00,619 I couldn't go to his funeral. 2082 01:41:02,143 --> 01:41:05,015 Two days after the funeral his parents, 2083 01:41:05,102 --> 01:41:09,019 brother and sister Green came to visit me. 2084 01:41:09,106 --> 01:41:10,890 - And what'd they say? 2085 01:41:15,417 --> 01:41:17,071 - They forgave me. 2086 01:41:20,161 --> 01:41:24,426 They sat on my hospital bed and totally forgave me. 2087 01:41:28,386 --> 01:41:30,780 They said it was an accident 2088 01:41:34,349 --> 01:41:37,482 and we know that Terry is in a good place. 2089 01:41:39,267 --> 01:41:44,098 And that he's okay and that he would want you to be okay. 2090 01:41:45,186 --> 01:41:47,057 He loved you very much. 2091 01:41:50,234 --> 01:41:52,628 - How long ago was that? 2092 01:41:52,715 --> 01:41:53,759 - Four years. 2093 01:41:57,415 --> 01:42:01,419 Anyway, that's what I didn't tell you guys before. 2094 01:42:03,552 --> 01:42:06,555 - Cole, I'm so sorry for what I said. 2095 01:42:07,643 --> 01:42:09,993 - It's okay Mollie, it's okay. 2096 01:42:14,084 --> 01:42:16,478 I guess if I really believe, 2097 01:42:18,001 --> 01:42:20,873 I should let Christ take care of that. 2098 01:42:20,960 --> 01:42:22,571 - Look for Christ 2099 01:42:22,658 --> 01:42:26,227 and you will find him and with him, everything else. 2100 01:42:28,446 --> 01:42:30,013 - [Both] C.S. Lewis. 2101 01:42:31,145 --> 01:42:33,582 [gentle music] 2102 01:43:15,101 --> 01:43:18,017 [zippers whirring] 2103 01:43:21,456 --> 01:43:24,110 [all chattering] 2104 01:43:26,287 --> 01:43:27,636 - Is that my phone? 2105 01:43:27,723 --> 01:43:28,985 - Hey guys, I have the best idea ever. 2106 01:43:29,072 --> 01:43:30,639 Okay, next weekend. 2107 01:43:30,726 --> 01:43:32,031 - Look at those notifications. 2108 01:43:32,118 --> 01:43:33,424 - Next weekend we get back together 2109 01:43:33,511 --> 01:43:34,904 and we go on a ski retreat. 2110 01:43:34,991 --> 01:43:37,167 - Guys, guys, guys hey um. 2111 01:43:40,301 --> 01:43:43,086 Look, I need to tell you something. 2112 01:43:44,609 --> 01:43:46,176 Does it seem kind of strange to you guys 2113 01:43:46,263 --> 01:43:48,744 that we are shooting this video? 2114 01:43:48,831 --> 01:43:49,658 - I mean yeah, it's always been weird. 2115 01:43:49,745 --> 01:43:51,007 - I don't know. 2116 01:43:51,094 --> 01:43:52,095 - Yeah, I guess it does in a way. 2117 01:43:52,182 --> 01:43:53,488 - Why are we making this video? 2118 01:43:53,575 --> 01:43:54,489 - You guys think it's about Fielding? 2119 01:43:54,576 --> 01:43:55,577 About his book, right? 2120 01:43:55,664 --> 01:43:56,404 - It is. 2121 01:43:56,491 --> 01:43:57,187 - Yes. 2122 01:43:57,274 --> 01:43:57,970 - Yeah. 2123 01:43:58,057 --> 01:43:59,102 - Yeah. 2124 01:44:00,059 --> 01:44:00,973 - It's not. 2125 01:44:01,060 --> 01:44:01,844 - What? 2126 01:44:01,931 --> 01:44:03,367 - What do you mean? 2127 01:44:03,454 --> 01:44:05,239 - I want to get in the film program at USC. 2128 01:44:05,326 --> 01:44:07,676 - What, what does that have to do with anything? 2129 01:44:07,763 --> 01:44:08,807 - Well, see. 2130 01:44:11,157 --> 01:44:12,724 - Where are you going with this? 2131 01:44:12,811 --> 01:44:14,073 - Let me explain, look. 2132 01:44:14,160 --> 01:44:16,380 USC, they need a sample of my work, 2133 01:44:16,467 --> 01:44:19,862 you know, like reel and, well, I don't have one. 2134 01:44:19,949 --> 01:44:20,428 So-- 2135 01:44:20,515 --> 01:44:22,038 - So? 2136 01:44:22,125 --> 01:44:25,346 - I thought I'd maybe do one about you guys. 2137 01:44:27,043 --> 01:44:30,742 And I had no idea it would turn out like this. 2138 01:44:30,829 --> 01:44:32,483 I mean, I didn't have a clue. 2139 01:44:32,570 --> 01:44:34,093 - As usual. 2140 01:44:34,180 --> 01:44:35,878 - I mean, I thought that you got to talk about like, 2141 01:44:35,965 --> 01:44:38,272 I don't know, different kinds of stuff, 2142 01:44:38,359 --> 01:44:40,143 not the kinds of stuff that you guys talked about. 2143 01:44:40,230 --> 01:44:44,190 - So wait, you and Oscar Fielding what? 2144 01:44:44,278 --> 01:44:45,104 You set this up? 2145 01:44:45,191 --> 01:44:46,105 - Yeah, sort of. 2146 01:44:47,542 --> 01:44:50,284 Actually, no, okay, no, not exactly. 2147 01:44:52,938 --> 01:44:54,026 - Who sent the email? 2148 01:44:54,113 --> 01:44:54,897 - Yeah. 2149 01:44:56,159 --> 01:44:57,769 - I did. 2150 01:44:57,856 --> 01:44:58,640 - What? 2151 01:44:59,989 --> 01:45:01,033 Are you serious? 2152 01:45:01,120 --> 01:45:02,339 - No way. 2153 01:45:02,426 --> 01:45:04,036 - No. 2154 01:45:04,123 --> 01:45:06,778 - Yeah, I sent the email, I set this whole thing up. 2155 01:45:06,865 --> 01:45:09,651 - So do you even know Oscar Fielding? 2156 01:45:09,738 --> 01:45:10,739 - Oh yeah, I definitely know him. 2157 01:45:10,826 --> 01:45:12,001 He's my uncle. 2158 01:45:13,176 --> 01:45:14,220 - And he agreed to all this? 2159 01:45:14,308 --> 01:45:16,135 - No, no, he didn't. 2160 01:45:17,746 --> 01:45:20,401 He doesn't know about any of this. 2161 01:45:20,488 --> 01:45:23,142 - This whole thing was your idea. 2162 01:45:23,229 --> 01:45:26,102 - How many emails did you send? 2163 01:45:26,189 --> 01:45:27,146 - About 5,000. 2164 01:45:29,714 --> 01:45:31,020 - Where'd you get them? 2165 01:45:31,107 --> 01:45:33,196 - You don't wanna know. 2166 01:45:33,283 --> 01:45:34,110 - We don't wanna know? 2167 01:45:34,197 --> 01:45:34,980 - Okay. 2168 01:45:36,199 --> 01:45:38,027 - And you picked us? 2169 01:45:39,289 --> 01:45:40,072 - Yeah. 2170 01:45:41,160 --> 01:45:42,205 - Why? 2171 01:45:44,947 --> 01:45:45,556 Wow. 2172 01:45:47,036 --> 01:45:49,081 - I can't believe we fell for this. 2173 01:45:49,168 --> 01:45:51,301 - So the camera's yours? 2174 01:45:51,388 --> 01:45:52,563 - How'd you get this cabin? 2175 01:45:52,650 --> 01:45:53,825 - It's my uncle Oscars, 2176 01:45:53,912 --> 01:45:55,131 but I know the combination to the door. 2177 01:45:55,218 --> 01:45:57,612 - Does he even know we're here? 2178 01:45:58,874 --> 01:46:00,658 - No way, that's crazy. 2179 01:46:03,400 --> 01:46:04,793 - Guys, look around. 2180 01:46:06,403 --> 01:46:09,493 We've all done crazy, stupid things in life. 2181 01:46:09,580 --> 01:46:11,234 - But him who's without sin. 2182 01:46:11,321 --> 01:46:13,018 - Cast the first stone. 2183 01:46:13,105 --> 01:46:14,759 - Any stone throwers? 2184 01:46:16,239 --> 01:46:17,849 [all chuckling] 2185 01:46:17,936 --> 01:46:20,156 - Hey, look at it this way, 2186 01:46:20,243 --> 01:46:22,332 it has been pretty amazing. 2187 01:46:22,419 --> 01:46:25,204 - Yeah, and if it weren't for Spielberg 2188 01:46:26,641 --> 01:46:29,034 we never would have met each other. 2189 01:46:29,121 --> 01:46:30,079 - Thanks guys. 2190 01:46:30,166 --> 01:46:32,342 - Well, hold on, like you're, 2191 01:46:32,429 --> 01:46:33,256 you're going to take this video 2192 01:46:33,343 --> 01:46:35,258 you've been making about us, 2193 01:46:35,345 --> 01:46:38,566 about me and use it to get into USC? 2194 01:46:38,653 --> 01:46:40,045 - Oh come on, I thought if you knew 2195 01:46:40,132 --> 01:46:41,133 what was going on you wouldn't do it. 2196 01:46:41,220 --> 01:46:42,178 You wouldn't help me. 2197 01:46:42,265 --> 01:46:44,093 - Whoa, you didn't trust us? 2198 01:46:44,180 --> 01:46:45,268 - Not at first. 2199 01:46:48,445 --> 01:46:52,188 Look, would it be cool if I edited it 2200 01:46:52,275 --> 01:46:54,538 and like showed it to you guys 2201 01:46:54,625 --> 01:46:58,281 and I can take out whatever you don't like. 2202 01:46:58,368 --> 01:47:00,457 Hey, I'm good with whatever. 2203 01:47:02,285 --> 01:47:06,245 - All of those who can sustain brother Spielberg's proposal, 2204 01:47:06,332 --> 01:47:08,770 do so with the uplifted hand. 2205 01:47:11,860 --> 01:47:13,688 - You guys are the best. 2206 01:47:13,775 --> 01:47:16,865 - Can we wait till I tell my parents? 2207 01:47:18,344 --> 01:47:19,737 Fine man, this is ridiculous. 2208 01:47:19,824 --> 01:47:21,304 - You're nuts. 2209 01:47:21,391 --> 01:47:22,914 - I can't believe you thought of that idea. 2210 01:47:23,001 --> 01:47:26,222 - Classic, classic, Spielberg. 2211 01:47:26,309 --> 01:47:28,267 - You're an evil genius. 2212 01:47:28,354 --> 01:47:32,315 - I cannot believe we were fooled by a child. 2213 01:47:32,402 --> 01:47:33,708 - That's what I'm saying. 2214 01:47:33,795 --> 01:47:35,100 - I'm gonna hold you because. 2215 01:47:35,187 --> 01:47:35,971 - Oh yeah, watch out. 2216 01:47:36,058 --> 01:47:37,494 - I'm super klutzy. 2217 01:47:38,713 --> 01:47:39,931 - The snow is so tall. 2218 01:47:40,018 --> 01:47:41,106 - Yeah, I was just gonna say. 2219 01:47:41,193 --> 01:47:43,108 It's over you're head. 2220 01:47:43,195 --> 01:47:45,633 I can't believe that you live right by me. 2221 01:47:45,720 --> 01:47:47,025 - Oh I know, all this time. 2222 01:47:47,112 --> 01:47:48,287 - Yeah, it's like we're meant to be friends. 2223 01:47:48,374 --> 01:47:51,290 [all chattering] 2224 01:48:06,523 --> 01:48:10,484 - Well, Mollie, you have one final quote for us? 2225 01:48:13,356 --> 01:48:16,141 - God's goodness hath been great to us, 2226 01:48:17,534 --> 01:48:20,494 let never day nor night on hallowed paths 2227 01:48:21,973 --> 01:48:25,281 but still remember what the Lord hath done. 2228 01:48:25,368 --> 01:48:26,761 - Proverbs? 2229 01:48:26,848 --> 01:48:30,939 - Henry the sixth, part two, act two, scene one. 2230 01:48:34,943 --> 01:48:37,815 - Well guys, I guess that's a wrap. 2231 01:48:41,471 --> 01:48:43,299 - Hey, before we split, we should get a group picture. 2232 01:48:43,386 --> 01:48:44,343 - Yes. 2233 01:48:44,430 --> 01:48:45,127 - Oh yeah. 2234 01:48:45,214 --> 01:48:45,954 - Please. 2235 01:48:46,041 --> 01:48:46,520 - Okay I got it. 2236 01:48:46,607 --> 01:48:47,303 - Selfie. 2237 01:48:47,390 --> 01:48:48,086 - All together. 2238 01:48:48,173 --> 01:48:49,000 - Get in there. 2239 01:48:49,087 --> 01:48:50,393 - Okay, everyone in? 2240 01:48:50,480 --> 01:48:51,350 - You got to get me in I'm not in it. 2241 01:48:51,437 --> 01:48:52,395 - Here we go. 2242 01:48:52,482 --> 01:48:55,093 Okay, ready and one, two, three. 2243 01:48:55,180 --> 01:48:56,138 [phone clicks] 2244 01:48:56,225 --> 01:48:57,095 Funny face. 2245 01:48:57,182 --> 01:48:58,749 - All right. 2246 01:48:58,836 --> 01:48:59,620 [phone clicks] 2247 01:48:59,707 --> 01:49:01,099 [all laughing] 2248 01:49:01,186 --> 01:49:02,274 - That is great. 2249 01:49:02,361 --> 01:49:03,841 - Hey, I'll email to you guys. 2250 01:49:03,928 --> 01:49:06,844 - You are not allowed to email me ever again. 2251 01:49:06,931 --> 01:49:07,671 - I'll see you, we're fine. 2252 01:49:07,758 --> 01:49:08,846 - Yes. 2253 01:49:08,933 --> 01:49:10,413 - Come here nugget. 2254 01:49:12,676 --> 01:49:15,331 You're nuts, I can't believe you. 2255 01:49:15,418 --> 01:49:18,247 Come here you beautiful boy. 2256 01:49:18,334 --> 01:49:19,074 Be good. 2257 01:49:19,161 --> 01:49:19,857 - See ya Riley. 2258 01:49:19,944 --> 01:49:20,641 - Bye, see ya. 2259 01:49:20,728 --> 01:49:21,250 - Keep in touch? 2260 01:49:21,337 --> 01:49:22,599 - Yeah. 2261 01:49:22,686 --> 01:49:23,469 - [Mollie] Hey you guys drive safe. 2262 01:49:23,557 --> 01:49:25,515 - [Miguel] Yeah, you to. 2263 01:49:26,995 --> 01:49:28,213 - Take care of yourself man. 2264 01:49:28,300 --> 01:49:29,171 - Yeah, you to. 2265 01:49:29,258 --> 01:49:32,435 [light hearted music] 2266 01:49:38,180 --> 01:49:39,007 - See you Spielberg. 2267 01:49:39,094 --> 01:49:40,443 - [Miguel] Peace out guys. 2268 01:49:40,530 --> 01:49:45,056 [light hearted music] [engine rumbles] 2269 01:49:55,980 --> 01:49:59,157 - So, is you're friend picking you up? 2270 01:50:00,463 --> 01:50:02,204 - Yeah, yeah he is. 2271 01:50:02,291 --> 01:50:04,772 [upbeat music] 2272 01:50:18,786 --> 01:50:21,049 But I told him not to come. 2273 01:50:22,528 --> 01:50:25,531 - Whoa, so you're walking home? 2274 01:50:25,619 --> 01:50:26,924 [Riley chuckles] 2275 01:50:27,011 --> 01:50:29,492 [upbeat music] 2276 01:50:43,245 --> 01:50:48,163 [engine rumbles] [upbeat music] 2277 01:51:15,973 --> 01:51:20,543 ♪ There ain't nothing like sunshine and air ♪ 2278 01:51:20,630 --> 01:51:25,330 ♪ To make you feel like you don't have a care ♪ 2279 01:51:25,417 --> 01:51:30,161 ♪ There ain't no one else around but you ♪ 2280 01:51:30,248 --> 01:51:34,992 ♪ So here's exactly what you're gonna do ♪ 2281 01:51:35,079 --> 01:51:37,516 ♪ Take your hands and dig ♪ 2282 01:51:37,603 --> 01:51:39,910 ♪ Deep into your soul ♪ 2283 01:51:39,997 --> 01:51:43,697 ♪ Let yourself lose control ♪ 2284 01:51:43,784 --> 01:51:48,527 ♪ Turn it up, soak it up ♪ 2285 01:51:48,614 --> 01:51:53,707 ♪ Can you feel it all over ♪ 2286 01:51:53,794 --> 01:51:58,363 ♪ No, you'll never know when you'll get the chance ♪ 2287 01:51:58,450 --> 01:52:02,933 ♪ So put on your favorite song and dance ♪ 2288 01:52:04,587 --> 01:52:07,329 [upbeat music] 2289 01:52:15,772 --> 01:52:20,603 ♪ It's a good day to have a good day ♪ 2290 01:52:20,690 --> 01:52:25,564 ♪ So tighten up your laces and be on your way ♪ 2291 01:52:25,651 --> 01:52:30,178 ♪ It's a good time to have a good time ♪ 2292 01:52:30,265 --> 01:52:34,704 ♪ So feel the beat down in your bones and smile ♪ 2293 01:52:34,791 --> 01:52:37,402 ♪ Oh take your hands and dig ♪ 2294 01:52:37,489 --> 01:52:39,753 ♪ Deep into your soul ♪ 2295 01:52:39,840 --> 01:52:44,627 ♪ Let yourself lose control, turn it up ♪ 2296 01:52:45,628 --> 01:52:48,544 [dramatic music] 2297 01:52:48,631 --> 01:52:52,374 ♪ Too many days in the darkness ♪ 2298 01:52:52,461 --> 01:52:56,421 ♪ With out a glimpse of the light ♪ 2299 01:52:56,508 --> 01:52:59,076 ♪ Running tired, and broken, and scared ♪ 2300 01:52:59,163 --> 01:53:03,864 ♪ But I swear I'll never give up the fight ♪ 2301 01:53:03,951 --> 01:53:07,868 ♪ I see you broken and beaten ♪ 2302 01:53:07,955 --> 01:53:12,046 ♪ Hackles down over your eyes ♪ 2303 01:53:12,133 --> 01:53:15,266 ♪ Every part of you wants to surrender ♪ 2304 01:53:15,353 --> 01:53:19,183 ♪ Darling you were meant to survive ♪ 2305 01:53:19,270 --> 01:53:24,188 ♪ With every scar, we are born again ♪ 2306 01:53:27,104 --> 01:53:31,413 ♪ Open your heart ♪ 2307 01:53:31,500 --> 01:53:34,720 ♪ Spend less time in your head ♪ 2308 01:53:34,808 --> 01:53:39,769 ♪ With every scar, we are born again ♪ 2309 01:53:42,772 --> 01:53:47,037 ♪ Open your heart ♪ 2310 01:53:47,124 --> 01:53:50,998 ♪ Spend less time in your head ♪ 2311 01:54:10,408 --> 01:54:14,412 ♪ Just like a seed in a garden ♪ 2312 01:54:14,499 --> 01:54:18,199 ♪ You will grow to be tall ♪ 2313 01:54:18,286 --> 01:54:21,071 ♪ Staring out over miles of land ♪ 2314 01:54:21,158 --> 01:54:25,684 ♪ Without ever wanting build up walls ♪ 2315 01:54:26,990 --> 01:54:29,906 ♪ Lift me up in your branches ♪ 2316 01:54:29,993 --> 01:54:33,910 ♪ We can watch the sun rise ♪ 2317 01:54:33,997 --> 01:54:36,870 ♪ Just a couple of bruised up fools ♪ 2318 01:54:36,957 --> 01:54:41,178 ♪ That believe that it was worth one more try ♪ 2319 01:54:41,265 --> 01:54:46,183 ♪ With every scar, we are born again ♪ 2320 01:54:49,143 --> 01:54:54,061 ♪ Open your heart and spend less time in your head ♪ 2321 01:54:56,977 --> 01:55:01,851 ♪ With every scar, we are born again ♪ 2322 01:55:04,636 --> 01:55:08,902 ♪ Open your heart ♪ 2323 01:55:08,989 --> 01:55:11,817 ♪ Spend less time in your head ♪ 2324 01:55:11,905 --> 01:55:14,733 [upbeat music] 150854