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(grunting)
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(bright guitar music)
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(heavy breathing)
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(laughs)
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(bright guitar music continues)
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(heavy breathing)
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(phone ringing)
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- Shit.
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Sorry I must have fallen asleep.
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I don't know why those girls
would take a sofa.
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You're right, they were crazy.
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Hey I'm really sorry there was ah...
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what are you doing here?
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- I'm here because I care about you,
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that's why we're all here.
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- Is this about the sofa?
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- It's about everything Gabriel,
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it's setting stuff on fire,
driving around in a hearse,
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frittering away the
money that mom left you
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to play in this group.
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I mean have you ever paid rent?
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- Yeah I was gonna pay it back.
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- It's alright man, this
isn't any of your business.
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Alright it's my money.
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- Do you ever wonder what
happened to your friends,
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your girlfriend?
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- I don't have time for girlfriends,
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and these are my friends,
Alice, and we're gonna be big.
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Alright? We're gonna be huge.
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- Shut up will yah, both of yah.
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This meeting is happening
because you're out of control.
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- Rock and roll is supposed
to be out of control Pearse,
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I mean, why do you think she
keeps coming to our gigs?
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- For the last time Nevo
is not coming to our gigs.
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There's no pop stars coming to our gigs.
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You're a good drummer man.
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- Yeah thanks.
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- There's plenty of other
good drummers out there.
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You need to get your
act together right now.
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- You just need to maybe cut
back on the booze and spliff.
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- That is not what we agreed.
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- [Toss] He deserves a chance.
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- Are you both deluded too?
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- We all know he needs to
clean up his act and he will,
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won't you man?
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- He's sick for Christ sake.
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(door opens)
(car tires squealing)
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(light guitar music)
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♪ Slow down there's nothing after you ♪
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♪ Back down, there's nothing after you ♪
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♪ Calm down, there's nothing after you ♪
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♪ After you ♪
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♪ Slow down, there's nothing after you ♪
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♪ Calm down, there's nothing after you ♪
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♪ Calm down, there's nothing after you ♪
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♪ After you ♪
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♪ Yeah, there's nothing after you ♪
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♪ Slow down, there's nothing after you ♪
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♪ Back down, there's nothing after you ♪
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♪ Calm down, there's nothing after you ♪
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♪ After you ♪
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♪ Slow down, there's nothing after you ♪
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♪ Back down ♪
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- [Gabriel] I'm really sorry.
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- This is the last thing
I'm doing for you Gabriel.
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I've kids of my own now,
they're my priority.
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- I know.
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(Door opens)
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- Alice.
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- Thank you so much for seeing us.
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- Gabriel, now let's do this
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the right way huh.
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- Are there side effects?
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- [Dr. Flahavan] There
are side effects with most
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medications, hopefully your
brother's won't be too severe.
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- How long will I be on these for?
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- Well let's see how you react,
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you may need to switch your dosage
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or change you to something else.
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- I mean on anything?
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- Oh I imagine you'll be
on some form of medication
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for the rest of your life.
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It's not such a big
deal, lots of people are
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for one thing or another.
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I mean I take medication myself every day,
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blood pressure, that's
what runs in my family.
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Luck of the draw.
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I'm also gonna recommend
that you take part
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in a mixed ability football game,
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it's set up by a former colleague of mine,
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Eric Vasser.
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- Football?
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- Physical exercise would
be so therapeutic for you.
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Plus it may help combat any
side effects you may experience.
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Your mother once told me you used to be
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quite a handy player.
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(players shouting)
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- [Eric] Nice and easy now.
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Nice touch, good touch Shawn.
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Yeah trap and tap, trap and tap.
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- [Gabriel] Eric?
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- Gabriel right?
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- Yeah.
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- Remind me why you're here again?
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- Just been over indulging a bit.
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- Bipolar with psychotic
and delusional episodes
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it says here.
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It's nothing to be ashamed of.
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Grab a blue bib let's get you sweating.
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(gentle guitar music)
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[Eric] Well done Robert, nice touch,
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that's it yeah, nice and gentle.
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Yeah nice one guys.
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Nice and soft.
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Yeah, keep the ball
down, keep the ball down.
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Yeah right to your
partners foot, good stuff.
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Okay let's get this match started.
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(whistle blowing)
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Keep the energy levels up.
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Well done Christopher.
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[Eric] Wonderful.
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Great save, well played.
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Yeah don't mark the man, mark the ball.
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- I was in control of the ball.
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- What are you doing, you
could have broken my leg,
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I'm a drummer.
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- Accidents happen some times in football.
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You're not allowed to touch me.
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- Oh but you're allowed to break my leg?
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- [Eric] Lads.
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- You're not allowed to touch me I said.
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- Hey, say you're sorry for hurting him.
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- I'm not saying sorry to that freak.
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- Well then get out.
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Go on you're not welcome.
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- Fine, you're all shit anyway.
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- He had no right to do that to yah.
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- [Christopher] I was
in control of the ball.
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- You okay about what happened
today with that new guy?
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- Well he doesn't understand the rules.
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- No that's right, he didn't
understand them at all.
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(car engine revving)
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(knocking on door)
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- We're gonna be late for rehearsal.
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(knocking on door)
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[Toss] You look wrecked man.
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- Just give me a hand will yah.
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- If this is what clean living looks like,
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remind me never to try it.
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(upbeat rock music)
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(gentle snoring)
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- I really don't know
what to tell you Gabriel.
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Yes I do have colleagues who believe that
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intensive counseling and
therapy can be an effective
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alternative to medication
for some clients.
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I also have colleagues who prescribe yoga,
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but in your particular case any regime
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other then the clinically
proven route we've agreed
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would be a huge gamble.
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- I can't play drums like
this, I'm gonna have to stop
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taking these meds.
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- Mr Vasser's football
should be starting to help
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with the fatigue.
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- Yeah well that didn't really work out.
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- [Dr. Flahavan] You've
stopped going to his sessions?
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- It's just football.
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- It's an integral element
of the therapeutic regime
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we set for you.
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- Yeah it's just I don't
remember you prescribing
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special needs football for my mom.
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Or doing anything else that worked.
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- After your mother died.
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- After she killed herself.
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- When she succumbed to her illness
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I of course went through all the decisions
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that were made.
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- That you made.
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- That were made in her
treatment by me, yes,
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and on reflection there is one decision
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that I now think I got wrong.
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- Yeah, what was that?
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- In retrospect it was
a mistake to allow her
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to continue to be treated
in an outpatient context.
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- You can't lock me up for not playing
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football with retards.
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- We have a plan Gabriel,
and you need to stick to it.
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- He doesn't know what the rule is Eric,
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tell him what the rule is.
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- What are you doing back here?
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- I'm here to play, doctors orders.
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- No doctor orders me what to do.
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- Look you don't understand
alright, I have to.
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- If you can make friends
with him you can play.
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Christopher, you ready for
this guy to make friends?
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- And learn the rules.
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- Yeah, he has to learn the rules.
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- Yeah, whatever it takes.
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- Go on then, I want us to be friends.
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Say it.
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- I want us to be friends man, please.
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- And Christopher, you have to forgive him
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for what he did to yah
because that's what we do
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when somebody's truly sorry
for what they've done, right?
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- Okay.
- So tell him.
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- I forgive you.
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- Good, let's shake on it.
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(gentle guitar music)
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Okay then, let's play.
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[Eric] Okay guys, great game today,
well played everybody.
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Right let's collect the
bibs, well played Shawn,
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those drills are really paying off.
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Okay guys, well player Robert.
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- [Christopher] What's your number?
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- Sorry.
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- I need your number, or you need mine.
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Otherwise how are we
supposed to stay in touch
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and make arrangements?
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- We're not.
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- That's what friends do
actually in case you didn't know.
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- Everything good here?
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- Yeah I'm just waiting to swap numbers.
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- He thinks we're supposed
to stay in touch as friends.
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- Well you better give it to him then.
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Okay guys, all back to the car park.
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See you next week guys.
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(phone ringing)
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- Hello.
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Yeah I can't right now I'm kinda busy.
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No later's no good either, I'm rehearsing.
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Tomorrow?
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No I'm playing a show.
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(doorbell ringing)
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Listen I gotta go
somebody's just come round.
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(doorbell ringing)
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Yeah, yeah, another friend, alright bye.
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(door slams)
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(snoring)
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- Do you start with the biggest
drum or the smallest one?
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- What are you doing here?
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- Well you said you
were playing tonight.
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So I looked up your name
and found your bands name.
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Then I looked up that
name and found out
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you were playing here
tonight before another band
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that's better then you.
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Then I looked up
the bus timetables.
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- Listen you can't be here right now okay.
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- Everything okay?
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- You cool for tonight yeah?
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- Yeah.
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- Hi I'm Gabriel's friend Christopher.
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Are you his friend too?
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- I'll just get the gear.
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- Did you know that the average height
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of the top five goalkeepers in the world
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is one meter 92 centimeters,
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that's six foot three and a half inches.
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- Can you please stop
talking about goalkeeping.
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- Can you please not touch me.
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- Listen I kind of need
to come across as together
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right now, especially
in front of those lads.
263
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You're not helping.
264
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- [Christopher] Well I'm trying to help.
265
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- I don't want you to help.
266
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Look it's not you man, alright,
267
00:16:40,541 --> 00:16:44,708
it's your, you know your
mental health issue.
268
00:16:44,708 --> 00:16:46,791
- I don't have a mental health issue,
269
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I have Asperger's, it's a syndrome,
270
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not a mental health issue.
271
00:16:49,583 --> 00:16:50,916
- Whatever.
272
00:16:50,916 --> 00:16:53,541
- You have a mental health
issue, Eric told me,
273
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he said that you have bipolar
274
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and also maybe one
or two other things.
275
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- Alright, just keep
talking about goalkeeping,
276
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just keep it down will yah.
277
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- You gonna do the
sound check are yah?
278
00:17:00,416 --> 00:17:01,333
- Yeah two minutes.
279
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Don't touch that.
280
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- Some really famous
goalkeepers are actually
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only one meter 73 centimeters
or five foot eight inches.
282
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(audience applauding)
283
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- Thank you.
284
00:17:25,208 --> 00:17:27,166
Hey sorry I was a bit dead tonight.
285
00:17:29,416 --> 00:17:31,083
- What's with your little friend?
286
00:17:32,250 --> 00:17:34,625
- He's not my friend man, he's just
287
00:17:34,625 --> 00:17:36,125
a guy I play football with.
288
00:17:38,041 --> 00:17:40,458
- You're playing football now are yah?
289
00:17:40,458 --> 00:17:44,166
- Yeah, just get fit you know, stay sharp,
290
00:17:45,125 --> 00:17:47,041
it's kind of a charity thing too.
291
00:17:48,250 --> 00:17:49,708
- We better get the gear off.
292
00:17:50,625 --> 00:17:52,458
- Yeah sorry it's private back here.
293
00:17:53,500 --> 00:17:56,083
- Just I sorted your equipment out.
294
00:17:56,083 --> 00:17:57,000
- What you do with it?
295
00:18:01,958 --> 00:18:05,041
(gentle piano music)
296
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You packed the entire
stage down by yourself
297
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in 15 minutes?
298
00:18:13,250 --> 00:18:15,000
- I'm good at organizing things.
299
00:18:16,000 --> 00:18:17,250
You're better then the listing magazine
300
00:18:17,250 --> 00:18:18,166
said you would be.
301
00:18:19,333 --> 00:18:20,750
A little better I mean.
302
00:18:22,958 --> 00:18:25,208
(laughing)
303
00:18:26,166 --> 00:18:27,250
- Do you fancy a beer?
304
00:18:27,250 --> 00:18:28,416
- By law I'm not allowed to have alcohol
305
00:18:28,416 --> 00:18:29,583
for 44 more days.
306
00:18:29,583 --> 00:18:32,041
- Yeah it's getting a bit
late for you anyway isn't it?
307
00:18:32,041 --> 00:18:34,333
- I think you've just earned
the right to break the law.
308
00:18:36,500 --> 00:18:38,416
- At the moment I'm one
meter 80 centimeters
309
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or five foot 11 inches, but I'm only 17
310
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and your body doesn't stop
growing until you're at least
311
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22 or older, so I think I'll be okay.
312
00:18:45,250 --> 00:18:47,708
- Yeah you're never
gonna be six foot three.
313
00:18:47,708 --> 00:18:49,208
How tall is your dad?
314
00:18:49,208 --> 00:18:50,833
- I don't know, the last time I saw him
315
00:18:50,833 --> 00:18:52,833
I was only three years old,
and I wasn't interested
316
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in goalkeeping then so I didn't ask him.
317
00:18:56,416 --> 00:18:59,000
He lives in another country
now so I don't see him.
318
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- So you just live with your mom then?
319
00:19:01,875 --> 00:19:03,708
- No I live in St Cosmas.
320
00:19:03,708 --> 00:19:06,333
- What's that, like a home?
321
00:19:06,333 --> 00:19:09,416
- It's not a home, it's a residential unit
322
00:19:09,416 --> 00:19:12,125
for young people with so
called developmental disorders
323
00:19:12,125 --> 00:19:13,958
who's families find it hard to cope.
324
00:19:15,625 --> 00:19:17,583
My mom lives with her new partner Jeremy
325
00:19:17,583 --> 00:19:19,916
but I'm moving back in to
live with her when I'm 18.
326
00:19:25,416 --> 00:19:26,750
[Christopher] Do you live with
your mom and dad I said?
327
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- They're both dead.
328
00:19:27,791 --> 00:19:29,833
- [Christopher] How did they die?
329
00:19:29,833 --> 00:19:30,666
- Doesn't matter.
330
00:19:32,166 --> 00:19:33,583
- Did they get knocked over?
331
00:19:34,541 --> 00:19:36,000
Or murdered?
332
00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:38,666
Or did they die of AIDS?
You can treat AIDS now
333
00:19:38,666 --> 00:19:40,416
but maybe they caught it before then.
334
00:19:40,416 --> 00:19:43,208
- My dad had a heart attack
and my mom killed herself okay.
335
00:19:44,166 --> 00:19:45,333
- Awkward.
336
00:19:45,333 --> 00:19:46,333
- What do you mean awkward?
337
00:19:46,333 --> 00:19:48,541
- Having to tell people
your mother killed herself.
338
00:19:48,541 --> 00:19:50,291
How did she do it?
339
00:19:50,291 --> 00:19:52,916
- Awkward isn't the word that I'd choose,
340
00:19:52,916 --> 00:19:56,333
you could say selfish
or stupid, or tragic,
341
00:19:56,333 --> 00:19:59,083
or you could just shut up,
and not say anything at all.
342
00:20:02,333 --> 00:20:03,791
- Did she do it in some
really embarrassing way
343
00:20:03,791 --> 00:20:05,083
you don't want to talk about?
344
00:20:05,083 --> 00:20:08,458
- Yeah that's exactly it, can
we change the subject please?
345
00:20:08,458 --> 00:20:09,291
- Okay.
346
00:20:12,291 --> 00:20:13,708
How tall was your father?
347
00:20:13,708 --> 00:20:15,125
- I said let's change the subject.
348
00:20:15,125 --> 00:20:16,916
- I am changing the
subject, I'm talking about
349
00:20:16,916 --> 00:20:17,916
goalkeepers again.
350
00:20:19,541 --> 00:20:23,166
- Look, thanks for helping
me pack down the kit and all
351
00:20:23,166 --> 00:20:24,791
but tonight was a once off okay.
352
00:20:24,791 --> 00:20:26,458
- Are you not playing anymore concerts?
353
00:20:26,458 --> 00:20:29,041
- No, you're not to show
up at anymore concerts.
354
00:20:29,041 --> 00:20:31,125
Or anywhere else around the band.
355
00:20:35,125 --> 00:20:36,291
- Do you play football?
356
00:20:37,875 --> 00:20:39,333
- Do I look like I play football?
357
00:20:40,625 --> 00:20:41,625
- Not regularly.
358
00:20:43,166 --> 00:20:45,250
(laughs)
359
00:20:48,166 --> 00:20:52,291
- You're funny. [To Gabriel] Maybe you
just found your new roadie.
360
00:20:54,791 --> 00:20:55,625
- I gotta go.
361
00:21:05,541 --> 00:21:06,750
- Drink your beer man.
362
00:21:18,833 --> 00:21:21,666
(door opens)
363
00:21:26,791 --> 00:21:29,458
- Eric I drank beer.
364
00:21:29,458 --> 00:21:30,750
- [Eric] Hey, hey keep it down.
365
00:21:30,750 --> 00:21:33,333
- I drank four big glasses of beer Eric.
366
00:21:33,333 --> 00:21:34,541
- Where were yah?
367
00:21:36,416 --> 00:21:37,833
Okay let's get you up to bed.
368
00:21:38,958 --> 00:21:40,333
- That's my personal space.
369
00:21:40,333 --> 00:21:41,666
- Okay, okay but let's lower the volume,
370
00:21:41,666 --> 00:21:42,750
who gave you the beer?
371
00:21:43,708 --> 00:21:47,000
- My new friend Gabriel, and
his friends, Pearse and Toss.
372
00:21:49,500 --> 00:21:53,208
Eric, I don't like beer.
373
00:22:02,750 --> 00:22:04,000
- I think we'll have to keep an eye
374
00:22:04,000 --> 00:22:04,833
on that new friend of yours.
375
00:22:08,125 --> 00:22:09,708
- That will be easy from now on.
376
00:22:12,083 --> 00:22:14,666
(gentle music)
377
00:22:39,500 --> 00:22:42,125
- No, no, I told yah.
378
00:22:42,125 --> 00:22:43,708
- He told me to come.
379
00:22:43,708 --> 00:22:45,625
- It's what you've been
begging for isn't it,
380
00:22:45,625 --> 00:22:46,458
road crew.
381
00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:50,125
It's taking you about an
hour to set up these days
382
00:22:50,125 --> 00:22:53,250
so maybe Christopher here can
save us all some time yeah.
383
00:22:55,750 --> 00:22:57,000
We're gonna grab a coffee,
384
00:22:57,958 --> 00:22:59,666
be ready to play when we get back.
385
00:23:06,083 --> 00:23:08,083
- Listen this isn't gonna work.
386
00:23:08,083 --> 00:23:10,333
- Of course it will, I remember everything
387
00:23:10,333 --> 00:23:11,250
from the last day.
388
00:23:19,666 --> 00:23:21,958
It's kind of like LEGO
but with much less pieces.
389
00:23:21,958 --> 00:23:23,416
(drum cymbals)
390
00:23:23,416 --> 00:23:24,541
Do you have LEGO?
391
00:23:24,541 --> 00:23:25,416
- [Gabriel] When I was a kid.
392
00:23:25,416 --> 00:23:27,083
- [Christopher] What sets did you have?
393
00:23:27,083 --> 00:23:28,916
- [Gabriel] I can't remember.
394
00:23:28,916 --> 00:23:30,250
- [Christopher] What age are you?
395
00:23:30,250 --> 00:23:31,833
- [Gabriel] 24.
396
00:23:31,833 --> 00:23:32,833
- You probably had the building site
397
00:23:32,833 --> 00:23:35,333
with the cement mixer, catalog number 423.
398
00:23:36,625 --> 00:23:39,250
Or the electric railway
catalog number 454.
399
00:23:40,500 --> 00:23:41,916
- I actually did have the railway.
400
00:23:42,833 --> 00:23:46,041
My dad couldn't get it to work.
401
00:23:46,041 --> 00:23:48,333
- There were some faulty batches.
402
00:23:48,333 --> 00:23:50,541
- How can you possibly know
there were faulty batches
403
00:23:50,541 --> 00:23:52,791
in LEGO train sets 15 years ago?
404
00:23:52,791 --> 00:23:54,458
- Because I'm interested in LEGO.
405
00:23:56,333 --> 00:24:00,708
- Hey, can you not say
anything about my mental health
406
00:24:00,708 --> 00:24:04,833
to the other guys, can we
just keep that a secret?
407
00:24:04,833 --> 00:24:06,791
As a favor to a friend.
408
00:24:06,791 --> 00:24:10,416
- Okay and in return you can
practice penalties with me.
409
00:24:12,250 --> 00:24:13,083
Deal?
410
00:24:14,750 --> 00:24:15,583
- Yeah.
411
00:24:24,916 --> 00:24:26,791
- I'll show you my bass rig.
412
00:24:35,833 --> 00:24:37,583
- He's kind of works isn't he?
413
00:24:39,041 --> 00:24:40,708
- Yeah I guess.
414
00:24:42,125 --> 00:24:44,708
- And you're starting to feel better yeah?
415
00:24:44,708 --> 00:24:48,666
- Yeah, yeah no I feel
a lot clearer, clean.
416
00:24:48,666 --> 00:24:52,125
- At the show next week there's
a management guy coming,
417
00:24:52,125 --> 00:24:53,250
big guy.
418
00:24:53,250 --> 00:24:54,708
- Are you serious?
419
00:24:54,708 --> 00:24:58,875
That's great man, yeah look
good management is all we need.
420
00:24:58,875 --> 00:25:00,958
- So we've got to be kicking,
he's looking for energy.
421
00:25:02,541 --> 00:25:06,000
Thursday night you're
our crew, wear black.
422
00:25:07,833 --> 00:25:09,125
- Are white shoes okay?
423
00:25:11,541 --> 00:25:13,583
(laughs)
424
00:25:13,583 --> 00:25:15,166
- Yeah white shoes are fine man.
425
00:25:17,833 --> 00:25:20,916
(gentle piano music)
426
00:25:28,416 --> 00:25:30,791
♪ Drug squad, mug shot ♪
427
00:25:30,791 --> 00:25:33,166
♪ Startled blue eyes ♪
428
00:25:33,166 --> 00:25:36,541
♪ All those years of falling ♪
429
00:25:36,541 --> 00:25:39,125
♪ Years of lies ♪
430
00:25:39,125 --> 00:25:43,875
♪ Still beneath your paperweight skin ♪
431
00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:46,791
♪ I see the little boy longing ♪
432
00:25:46,791 --> 00:25:50,458
♪ Just to be let in ♪
433
00:25:50,458 --> 00:25:54,958
♪ Baby baby ♪
434
00:25:54,958 --> 00:25:59,958
♪ All I see is who you grew into ♪
435
00:26:00,666 --> 00:26:07,500
♪ But baby, baby,
through your evil eyes ♪
436
00:26:08,875 --> 00:26:14,041
♪ I still see you just as a child ♪
437
00:26:23,333 --> 00:26:27,916
♪ Wander nights in
slippers and rain ♪
438
00:26:27,916 --> 00:26:30,625
♪ You don't know these streets ♪
439
00:26:30,625 --> 00:26:34,083
♪ Don't know your own name ♪
440
00:26:34,083 --> 00:26:38,708
♪ CCTV shows angry and gray ♪
441
00:26:38,708 --> 00:26:41,666
♪ Where's that little girl looking ♪
442
00:26:41,666 --> 00:26:44,416
♪ For a friend to stay ♪
443
00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:45,666
(phone ringing)
444
00:26:45,666 --> 00:26:47,500
- [Receptionist] Hello
Grosvenor Psychiatric Clinic.
445
00:26:47,500 --> 00:26:50,041
- Could I speak to Dr Flahavan please?
446
00:26:50,041 --> 00:26:51,041
- [Receptionist] The
doctors out of the office
447
00:26:51,041 --> 00:26:51,875
at the moment.
448
00:26:51,875 --> 00:26:52,791
- When will she be back?
449
00:26:52,791 --> 00:26:53,916
- [Receptionist] She's
finished for the week,
450
00:26:53,916 --> 00:26:55,166
is it an emergency?
451
00:26:55,166 --> 00:26:58,625
- No, no it's not an emergency.
452
00:26:58,625 --> 00:27:05,791
♪ Baby through your crazy
days I still see you ♪
453
00:27:05,791 --> 00:27:08,083
- [Alice] Hi leave a
message after the tone.
454
00:27:10,166 --> 00:27:12,875
- I know what you said but
I really need to talk to yah
455
00:27:12,875 --> 00:27:15,000
so please call me.
456
00:27:16,333 --> 00:27:17,916
I really need to talk to someone.
457
00:27:17,916 --> 00:27:19,916
(door opens)
458
00:27:24,250 --> 00:27:26,500
I was just looking for something.
459
00:27:28,208 --> 00:27:29,041
- Cool.
460
00:27:30,166 --> 00:27:36,166
♪ But baby, my baby I
still see right through ♪
461
00:27:37,666 --> 00:27:40,083
♪ When I see you ♪
462
00:27:40,083 --> 00:27:42,833
♪ I see my child ♪
463
00:27:44,750 --> 00:27:47,833
(rhythmic drum beat)
464
00:28:09,250 --> 00:28:11,416
Whoa, hold on.
465
00:28:13,541 --> 00:28:15,500
What height are you again?
466
00:28:15,500 --> 00:28:17,833
- One meter, 80 centimeters.
467
00:28:21,916 --> 00:28:22,750
- Goaled yah.
468
00:28:25,500 --> 00:28:26,708
- That was cheating.
469
00:28:26,708 --> 00:28:28,250
- Yeah, under what rule?
470
00:28:32,916 --> 00:28:35,916
(breathing heavily)
471
00:28:44,583 --> 00:28:47,583
- Christopher, sit yourself
for a few minutes okay.
472
00:28:47,583 --> 00:28:48,458
Take a break.
473
00:28:52,916 --> 00:28:54,791
What was that all about?
474
00:28:54,791 --> 00:28:55,833
- It was just a joke.
475
00:28:56,875 --> 00:28:58,666
- Okay the goal stands, one-nil.
476
00:28:58,666 --> 00:29:00,416
Georgina you're in goals now okay.
477
00:29:01,875 --> 00:29:03,291
- He's completely over reacting.
478
00:29:03,291 --> 00:29:04,416
- Yeah don't worry about it son.
479
00:29:04,416 --> 00:29:06,166
- No but if that's how
he deals with anything
480
00:29:06,166 --> 00:29:07,791
that doesn't go exactly his way I mean,
481
00:29:07,791 --> 00:29:09,791
how's he gonna get on in the real world?
482
00:29:10,916 --> 00:29:11,750
- Maybe he's not.
483
00:29:13,416 --> 00:29:14,416
Look I know you're bipolar and all
484
00:29:14,416 --> 00:29:16,125
but try not to be an arsehole as well.
485
00:29:31,416 --> 00:29:33,958
- Look I didn't mean to upset yah.
486
00:29:33,958 --> 00:29:35,708
Alright it was just a stupid joke.
487
00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:38,416
- Well it was stupid.
488
00:29:41,166 --> 00:29:42,541
And you never came to practice penalties
489
00:29:42,541 --> 00:29:43,583
which is breaking our deal.
490
00:29:43,583 --> 00:29:46,166
- I'll come tomorrow, promise.
491
00:29:48,208 --> 00:29:50,250
- Don't say you will if you won't.
492
00:29:58,583 --> 00:30:01,166
(gentle music)
493
00:30:27,791 --> 00:30:31,208
(discordant instruments)
494
00:30:35,750 --> 00:30:37,000
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
495
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:38,708
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
496
00:30:38,708 --> 00:30:40,166
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
497
00:30:40,166 --> 00:30:42,875
♪ La la la la la ♪
498
00:30:42,875 --> 00:30:44,125
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
499
00:30:44,125 --> 00:30:45,708
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
500
00:30:45,708 --> 00:30:47,041
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
501
00:30:47,041 --> 00:30:49,791
♪ La la la la la ♪
502
00:30:49,791 --> 00:30:50,833
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
503
00:30:53,041 --> 00:30:55,625
(gentle music)
504
00:31:03,500 --> 00:31:04,708
You're a bit late.
505
00:31:04,708 --> 00:31:05,916
- Yeah I got lost.
506
00:31:07,875 --> 00:31:09,791
You want to introduce me to your mate?
507
00:31:11,083 --> 00:31:11,916
- Roly.
508
00:31:15,541 --> 00:31:16,875
We don't have lots of things in common
509
00:31:16,875 --> 00:31:18,458
but we're both Asperger's.
510
00:31:18,458 --> 00:31:22,250
- Asperger's, that's like autism right?
511
00:31:22,250 --> 00:31:24,416
- Technically Asperger's
is on the autism spectrum
512
00:31:24,416 --> 00:31:26,666
but it's completely
different to real autism.
513
00:31:26,666 --> 00:31:28,666
Many of the greatest
minds ever have been aspe,
514
00:31:28,666 --> 00:31:31,541
Einstein, Beethoven, David Byrne.
515
00:31:31,541 --> 00:31:33,416
Roly organized a petition for us asking
516
00:31:33,416 --> 00:31:34,250
to have our own private area,
517
00:31:34,250 --> 00:31:35,875
but they won't even listen to us.
518
00:31:37,416 --> 00:31:39,125
Glen has real autism,
completely different,
519
00:31:39,125 --> 00:31:40,750
I don't have anything in common with him.
520
00:31:43,208 --> 00:31:44,041
- Right.
521
00:31:46,708 --> 00:31:47,541
- Want to see my LEGO?
522
00:31:49,583 --> 00:31:51,625
- Sure let's do that.
523
00:31:55,208 --> 00:31:57,958
- They gave me my own special space for it
524
00:31:57,958 --> 00:32:00,750
because people tried
to touch it like Glen.
525
00:32:00,750 --> 00:32:03,166
You're not allowed to
touch it either, just look.
526
00:32:06,583 --> 00:32:09,833
This is the gym, with the
steam room and jacuzzi,
527
00:32:10,750 --> 00:32:13,458
and there's a cinema with
a real working screen
528
00:32:13,458 --> 00:32:14,333
from a phone.
529
00:32:14,333 --> 00:32:16,625
(laughs)
530
00:32:16,625 --> 00:32:17,708
- How long did it take yah?
531
00:32:17,708 --> 00:32:20,541
- About five years, I started
it just after I arrived.
532
00:32:21,458 --> 00:32:23,333
I build each new set
once to see how it's done
533
00:32:23,333 --> 00:32:25,125
and then I break it and
use the pieces to add rooms
534
00:32:25,125 --> 00:32:26,958
to my super mansion.
535
00:32:26,958 --> 00:32:27,791
- Cool.
536
00:32:33,625 --> 00:32:35,041
Hey so the window's open.
537
00:32:36,916 --> 00:32:41,916
- They're not supposed too,
but that one is broken I think.
538
00:32:42,458 --> 00:32:44,000
- So you could escape anytime.
539
00:32:47,166 --> 00:32:48,875
- Come on we need to practice now.
540
00:33:10,041 --> 00:33:11,250
- You approve of this?
541
00:33:13,541 --> 00:33:14,666
- Yeah I'm starting to.
542
00:33:15,625 --> 00:33:16,916
- He could get hurt.
543
00:33:17,875 --> 00:33:20,583
- Well the way I see it
is, if he's gonna stand
544
00:33:20,583 --> 00:33:22,750
any chance of living independently
545
00:33:22,750 --> 00:33:25,416
he's gonna have to get
used to getting hurt.
546
00:33:25,416 --> 00:33:27,208
Only question is will it be worth it.
547
00:33:28,833 --> 00:33:32,458
- No, but people like that, rock bands,
548
00:33:32,458 --> 00:33:33,750
that's not the real world.
549
00:33:35,750 --> 00:33:37,208
- Well maybe that's a good thing.
550
00:33:38,333 --> 00:33:39,583
Maybe he'll fit right in.
551
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:47,000
(upbeat rock music)
552
00:33:49,416 --> 00:33:52,500
- He's here okay, this is the one.
553
00:33:52,500 --> 00:33:54,875
Let's go out there and kill it, alright.
554
00:34:00,916 --> 00:34:03,916
(audience cheering)
555
00:34:05,125 --> 00:34:06,291
- See you on the other side yeah?
556
00:34:06,291 --> 00:34:07,125
- Yeah.
557
00:34:18,250 --> 00:34:20,416
- Why aren't you going on to play?
558
00:34:20,416 --> 00:34:21,958
- Just getting my head straight.
559
00:34:22,958 --> 00:34:26,416
- But it is straight, compared
to what it used to be I mean.
560
00:34:27,583 --> 00:34:28,708
- Any more word of wisdom?
561
00:34:29,958 --> 00:34:31,416
- Don't make any mistakes.
562
00:34:35,416 --> 00:34:37,000
- I'll try not to.
563
00:34:38,500 --> 00:34:41,666
(audience applauding)
564
00:34:43,916 --> 00:34:45,916
(drums)
565
00:34:49,750 --> 00:34:52,750
(upbeat rock music)
566
00:35:08,916 --> 00:35:12,708
♪ I try to take a look at your soul ♪
567
00:35:12,708 --> 00:35:16,416
♪ They say the eyes are the windows ♪
568
00:35:16,416 --> 00:35:20,416
♪ But yours are empty black holes ♪
569
00:35:20,416 --> 00:35:24,125
♪ From all the lies that you've told ♪
570
00:35:24,125 --> 00:35:27,541
♪ And the world's your eye ♪
571
00:35:27,541 --> 00:35:31,125
♪ You drive your fancy big cars ♪
572
00:35:31,125 --> 00:35:34,833
♪ You wanna be a rock star ♪
573
00:35:34,833 --> 00:35:37,958
♪ Just who the hell
do you think you are ♪
574
00:35:37,958 --> 00:35:42,958
♪ But this is chance to make it alright ♪
575
00:35:45,791 --> 00:35:50,791
♪ It's all in our hands,
let's stand up and fight ♪
576
00:35:52,875 --> 00:35:57,875
♪ 'cause this is the time
to shout it out loud ♪
577
00:36:00,333 --> 00:36:05,333
♪ If you make every change,
if you get with the crowd ♪
578
00:36:07,791 --> 00:36:10,666
♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh ♪
579
00:36:10,666 --> 00:36:14,000
♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh ♪
580
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:17,583
♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh ♪
581
00:36:17,583 --> 00:36:21,791
♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh ♪
582
00:36:21,791 --> 00:36:24,791
♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh ♪
583
00:36:26,625 --> 00:36:30,541
(audience cheers and applauds)
584
00:36:38,750 --> 00:36:41,750
(energetic music)
585
00:36:47,666 --> 00:36:49,250
- You guys were amazing tonight.
586
00:36:50,666 --> 00:36:53,333
- I'm not in the band, I'm jut helping.
587
00:36:53,333 --> 00:36:54,666
- Well you help them be amazing,
588
00:36:54,666 --> 00:36:56,791
you gonna join us for a beer?
589
00:36:58,083 --> 00:37:00,750
- I have to finish packing up the gear,
590
00:37:00,750 --> 00:37:02,208
plus I don't like beer.
591
00:37:02,208 --> 00:37:06,583
- Okay vodka then, we'll come
find you when you're finished.
592
00:37:16,333 --> 00:37:18,541
- Man that was the
tightest we've ever been.
593
00:37:18,541 --> 00:37:20,333
The tightest I've ever been anyway.
594
00:37:26,333 --> 00:37:28,083
- Yeah, he's really interested.
595
00:37:29,208 --> 00:37:30,125
- And?
596
00:37:31,041 --> 00:37:32,333
- We're meeting again next week.
597
00:37:33,833 --> 00:37:36,583
- Yeah.
- That's brilliant man.
598
00:37:36,583 --> 00:37:37,791
That's brilliant.
599
00:37:40,458 --> 00:37:41,500
- Let's celebrate.
600
00:37:41,500 --> 00:37:44,250
- Guys I can't, early start you know.
601
00:37:45,458 --> 00:37:46,458
You lads go for it.
602
00:37:47,833 --> 00:37:49,416
Alright.
- Alright.
603
00:37:54,958 --> 00:37:55,916
- To bright lights.
604
00:38:00,291 --> 00:38:01,500
You haven't even touched your beer.
605
00:38:02,416 --> 00:38:03,958
- [Gabriel] Water's fine mate honestly.
606
00:38:05,208 --> 00:38:06,125
- Hi.
- Hey.
607
00:38:09,166 --> 00:38:10,416
- A beer for my man.
608
00:38:11,208 --> 00:38:13,666
- Oh thanks but I don't like beer,
609
00:38:13,666 --> 00:38:15,833
also someone else is getting me a drink.
610
00:38:15,833 --> 00:38:18,166
- Yeah sorry, we're having
a band meeting here.
611
00:38:19,166 --> 00:38:21,875
- Alright then, come on darling,
612
00:38:21,875 --> 00:38:23,750
we know when we're not wanted.
613
00:38:23,750 --> 00:38:26,666
- Listen it's not a
good idea, you and her.
614
00:38:26,666 --> 00:38:28,791
- Don't mind him, I don't bite.
615
00:38:28,791 --> 00:38:31,083
Or if I do you'll enjoy it.
616
00:38:31,083 --> 00:38:32,333
- I'm going for my drink now.
617
00:38:35,833 --> 00:38:38,500
- Ah, he's allowed a bit of fun.
618
00:38:42,166 --> 00:38:43,000
(knocking on door)
619
00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:45,000
- Hurry up I'm freezing.
620
00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:47,416
- We're nearly there.
621
00:38:51,916 --> 00:38:53,916
(sings)
622
00:38:53,916 --> 00:38:56,125
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
623
00:38:56,125 --> 00:38:58,000
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
624
00:38:58,000 --> 00:39:00,083
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
625
00:39:00,083 --> 00:39:02,333
♪ La la la la la la ♪
626
00:39:02,333 --> 00:39:05,875
♪ The movers and the ♪
627
00:39:05,875 --> 00:39:08,416
- Supposed to be practicing
penalties with Christopher.
628
00:39:08,416 --> 00:39:10,125
- He's probably still in
bed, he's been staying out
629
00:39:10,125 --> 00:39:12,875
really late going to
concerts with some girl.
630
00:39:12,875 --> 00:39:15,958
Eric says he's taking the P-I-S-S.
631
00:39:15,958 --> 00:39:17,791
- So where's Mr Lovermans crash pad?
632
00:39:20,166 --> 00:39:21,750
Where does he sleep?
633
00:39:21,750 --> 00:39:24,041
- First floor, room four.
634
00:39:24,041 --> 00:39:24,875
- Thanks.
635
00:39:26,791 --> 00:39:28,666
♪ La la la la la la ♪
636
00:39:28,666 --> 00:39:30,125
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
637
00:39:30,125 --> 00:39:32,083
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
638
00:39:32,083 --> 00:39:34,000
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
639
00:39:34,000 --> 00:39:36,125
♪ La la la la la la ♪
640
00:39:36,125 --> 00:39:37,833
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
641
00:39:37,833 --> 00:39:42,291
- Hey, so I'm gonna
clap my hands four times
642
00:39:42,291 --> 00:39:44,791
and when I do you all start
playing together yeah.
643
00:39:45,708 --> 00:39:48,000
Alright, one, two, three, four.
644
00:39:50,083 --> 00:39:51,833
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
645
00:39:51,833 --> 00:39:53,583
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
646
00:39:53,583 --> 00:39:55,291
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
647
00:39:55,291 --> 00:39:57,583
♪ La la la la la la ♪
648
00:39:57,583 --> 00:39:59,041
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
649
00:39:59,041 --> 00:40:00,791
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
650
00:40:00,791 --> 00:40:02,541
♪ The movers and the makers ♪
651
00:40:02,541 --> 00:40:05,583
♪ La la la la la la ♪
652
00:40:05,583 --> 00:40:07,333
- The thing is girls
don't really treat you
653
00:40:07,333 --> 00:40:09,166
like you're different like boys do.
654
00:40:09,166 --> 00:40:10,625
I think because all boys are so different
655
00:40:10,625 --> 00:40:12,041
to all girls that when you're a little bit
656
00:40:12,041 --> 00:40:14,041
more different they don't really notice.
657
00:40:16,208 --> 00:40:18,041
- Your concentrations way off today.
658
00:40:19,333 --> 00:40:20,791
Listen man there's
something you should know
659
00:40:20,791 --> 00:40:23,083
about girls like Jamie.
660
00:40:24,541 --> 00:40:26,416
They're into bands not people.
661
00:40:27,875 --> 00:40:30,000
They don't always tell the truth.
662
00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:30,833
- You shouldn't say things like that
663
00:40:30,833 --> 00:40:34,416
about somebody who's thinking
about being my girlfriend.
664
00:40:34,416 --> 00:40:36,208
She said she was your
girlfriend for a while.
665
00:40:36,208 --> 00:40:39,333
- Yeah for about two minutes
when I was off my face.
666
00:40:39,333 --> 00:40:40,666
Look I'm not saying it to be mean alright,
667
00:40:40,666 --> 00:40:45,416
it's just you deserve
someone you can trust,
668
00:40:45,416 --> 00:40:49,416
and trust you back, actually
believe in you, you know.
669
00:40:49,416 --> 00:40:51,125
- What are the rules for
making people believe in you?
670
00:40:51,125 --> 00:40:52,041
- [Gabriel] There aren't any rules man.
671
00:40:52,041 --> 00:40:53,500
- There must be some rules.
672
00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:57,541
- I don't know, I guess you just show them
673
00:40:57,541 --> 00:40:59,666
what you're really feeling inside.
674
00:40:59,666 --> 00:41:00,958
- But suppose you show
them what you're really
675
00:41:00,958 --> 00:41:03,250
feeling inside and they
don't really like it?
676
00:41:09,541 --> 00:41:11,000
Now you're not concentrating.
677
00:41:23,333 --> 00:41:26,875
- She took an overdose, my mom.
678
00:41:29,083 --> 00:41:34,041
Paracetamol, took her
like four days to die.
679
00:41:35,083 --> 00:41:37,125
- My mom takes paracetamol sometimes.
680
00:41:38,333 --> 00:41:40,166
- She was conscious for most of that time
681
00:41:40,166 --> 00:41:43,916
but she wouldn't let me in to see her.
682
00:41:48,708 --> 00:41:50,208
She wouldn't even say goodbye.
683
00:41:56,083 --> 00:41:58,208
- Maybe she had too much
on her plate as it is,
684
00:42:00,125 --> 00:42:01,333
that's what my mom says.
685
00:42:03,166 --> 00:42:05,500
Did you catch your
mental illness from her?
686
00:42:05,500 --> 00:42:09,916
- Yeah maybe, maybe that's it.
687
00:42:12,833 --> 00:42:13,791
- What's it like?
688
00:42:14,875 --> 00:42:16,166
- What losing my mother?
689
00:42:16,166 --> 00:42:17,583
- No your mental illness.
690
00:42:20,875 --> 00:42:23,708
- It's like on the days
you're up anything can happen,
691
00:42:25,541 --> 00:42:29,041
you're like Batman, nothing's impossible.
692
00:42:32,125 --> 00:42:33,708
- That's more like Superman
Batman doesn't have
693
00:42:33,708 --> 00:42:34,916
any actual powers.
694
00:42:36,083 --> 00:42:39,416
- Yeah Superman then,
and then on the next day
695
00:42:39,416 --> 00:42:40,708
it's the total opposite.
696
00:42:42,708 --> 00:42:47,416
Nothing can happen,
everything's impossible,
697
00:42:49,416 --> 00:42:50,291
you feel hopeless.
698
00:42:53,958 --> 00:42:55,416
- But luckily you're
taking your medication now
699
00:42:55,416 --> 00:42:56,708
so you feel better.
700
00:42:56,708 --> 00:42:58,416
- You know what I don't feel better man.
701
00:43:00,416 --> 00:43:04,625
Just feel more and a lot
of what I feel is sad
702
00:43:04,625 --> 00:43:07,583
and angry and
ashamed and scared.
703
00:43:11,416 --> 00:43:15,208
- So just the normal emotions humans
704
00:43:15,208 --> 00:43:16,833
are supposed to have.
705
00:43:19,250 --> 00:43:22,666
(gentle guitar music)
706
00:43:22,666 --> 00:43:24,416
It's my birthday next Wednesday.
707
00:43:25,500 --> 00:43:30,500
- Yeah I'd totally forgotten,
you're turning 18, big day.
708
00:43:30,500 --> 00:43:32,416
- Will you come to
my birthday party?
709
00:43:33,625 --> 00:43:35,208
Is at 5:30 at my moms.
710
00:43:35,208 --> 00:43:37,125
- Your folks may not approve of me.
711
00:43:37,125 --> 00:43:37,958
- I'll be a responsible adult then
712
00:43:37,958 --> 00:43:39,708
so they can't tell me
who to be friends with.
713
00:43:39,750 --> 00:43:40,750
(Gabriel laughs)
714
00:43:57,250 --> 00:44:00,333
(rhythmic drum beat)
715
00:44:07,500 --> 00:44:09,083
- Hi.
716
00:44:09,083 --> 00:44:11,083
- I thought you'd be in bed.
717
00:44:11,083 --> 00:44:13,291
- No my sleep's all over the place man.
718
00:44:13,291 --> 00:44:15,625
May as well practice as lie awake.
719
00:44:15,625 --> 00:44:17,000
Were you working late?
720
00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:20,333
- Yeah, yeah there was
a problem that came up,
721
00:44:20,333 --> 00:44:23,416
sorted now, storm in a teacup.
722
00:44:23,416 --> 00:44:25,416
- Brought your bass with yah?
723
00:44:25,416 --> 00:44:28,666
- Yeah, yeah I had to get
a bit of work done on it.
724
00:44:28,666 --> 00:44:29,916
The action was a bit out,
725
00:44:31,208 --> 00:44:32,916
I'm just gonna take this to my room.
726
00:44:32,916 --> 00:44:34,958
- Nah man, stay and have your beer.
727
00:44:36,500 --> 00:44:37,750
I don't miss it honestly.
728
00:44:47,083 --> 00:44:50,416
- You must be bored, off
the spliff and the booze,
729
00:44:50,416 --> 00:44:51,500
stay in every night.
730
00:44:51,500 --> 00:44:53,250
- Well actually I'm out tomorrow night,
731
00:44:53,250 --> 00:44:56,875
well tea time, it's
Christopher's birthday party.
732
00:44:56,875 --> 00:45:00,041
- Ah you don't have to do that mate.
733
00:45:00,041 --> 00:45:01,416
Can't you make an excuse.
734
00:45:01,416 --> 00:45:02,750
- Nah, nah I wanna go.
735
00:45:08,458 --> 00:45:10,833
- Well, you kids have fun.
736
00:45:10,833 --> 00:45:12,916
(laughs)
737
00:45:19,208 --> 00:45:20,500
- Hi.
- Hey.
738
00:45:21,541 --> 00:45:23,041
- We were all waiting for you.
739
00:45:24,625 --> 00:45:27,666
- Yeah he's always been
terrible at keeping time.
740
00:45:27,666 --> 00:45:30,083
- Well you're just in time for tea.
741
00:45:30,083 --> 00:45:33,750
Sausages, plain pasta
with butter and broccoli,
742
00:45:33,750 --> 00:45:34,958
all nicely separated.
743
00:45:46,333 --> 00:45:49,458
- Hello you, Pearse told me there's
744
00:45:49,458 --> 00:45:51,125
a practice session tonight.
745
00:45:52,541 --> 00:45:55,083
- Yeah well he was winding you up.
746
00:45:55,083 --> 00:45:56,583
There was never a
practice session tonight,
747
00:45:59,041 --> 00:46:01,000
besides you have a boyfriend now right.
748
00:46:02,750 --> 00:46:03,666
- Are you jealous?
749
00:46:05,083 --> 00:46:08,583
- So I believe you two know
each other through the music.
750
00:46:08,583 --> 00:46:09,666
- Yeah.
- Not really.
751
00:46:14,458 --> 00:46:17,291
Anyway, happy birthday man.
752
00:46:19,083 --> 00:46:20,291
It's just a small thing.
753
00:46:30,416 --> 00:46:32,541
- Cool that's what all the crew guys use.
754
00:46:32,541 --> 00:46:34,250
- I'd say you know all about that.
755
00:46:34,250 --> 00:46:35,083
- Sorry?
756
00:46:36,000 --> 00:46:38,583
- Don't mind me, I'm only teasing.
757
00:46:39,583 --> 00:46:41,250
- It's not nice to tease Jeremy.
758
00:46:44,583 --> 00:46:46,916
- What line of work are you in then?
759
00:46:46,916 --> 00:46:48,625
- How do you mean?
760
00:46:48,625 --> 00:46:50,416
- Well you're hardly making a living
761
00:46:50,416 --> 00:46:51,458
from drumming are yah?
762
00:46:52,500 --> 00:46:54,583
- We're doing alright actually,
763
00:46:54,583 --> 00:46:56,958
and my mom left me some money.
764
00:46:57,791 --> 00:47:00,000
- Well that's not gonna
last forever is it.
765
00:47:00,000 --> 00:47:03,666
- Leave him alone Jeremy,
you were young once.
766
00:47:03,666 --> 00:47:05,541
- I always made my own way.
767
00:47:05,541 --> 00:47:06,750
- Yeah doing what?
768
00:47:07,916 --> 00:47:10,291
- Doing whatever it took to
put food on the table son.
769
00:47:12,416 --> 00:47:16,083
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
770
00:47:16,083 --> 00:47:19,875
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
771
00:47:19,875 --> 00:47:23,916
♪ Happy birthday dear Christopher ♪
772
00:47:23,916 --> 00:47:28,041
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
773
00:47:29,458 --> 00:47:32,958
(cheering and applauding)
774
00:47:44,875 --> 00:47:47,625
- We'd better be getting
his nibs back to the unit.
775
00:47:47,625 --> 00:47:49,625
We're supposed to be at
the club at seven o'clock.
776
00:47:51,458 --> 00:47:52,416
- What's the unit?
777
00:47:53,916 --> 00:47:56,666
- Can you not let him finish
his cake for God sake Jeremy.
778
00:47:56,666 --> 00:47:58,833
- I'm just saying we don't wanna be late.
779
00:48:00,666 --> 00:48:04,041
- Mom, when can we start
bringing my stuff back here?
780
00:48:05,666 --> 00:48:06,666
There's quite a lot.
781
00:48:08,583 --> 00:48:10,041
- I'm going up to get changed.
782
00:48:12,666 --> 00:48:14,166
- Mom.
783
00:48:14,166 --> 00:48:15,916
- We'll wait and see love.
784
00:48:15,916 --> 00:48:17,166
- Well we might need Jeremy's car.
785
00:48:18,041 --> 00:48:20,541
- Your stepdad has a lot
of work on at the moment,
786
00:48:20,541 --> 00:48:22,125
please don't bother him now.
787
00:48:22,125 --> 00:48:25,666
- Okay, when can I bother him?
788
00:48:25,666 --> 00:48:26,666
- For goodness sake.
789
00:48:28,666 --> 00:48:32,541
We're having a nice time, can
we not just enjoy the moment.
790
00:48:33,625 --> 00:48:35,791
- I, I have to go.
791
00:48:37,041 --> 00:48:38,541
- Oh really.
792
00:48:38,541 --> 00:48:39,416
- Yeah.
793
00:48:40,458 --> 00:48:44,583
Hey listen mate, let's practice
penalties this week okay
794
00:48:44,583 --> 00:48:46,166
for as long as you want.
795
00:48:46,166 --> 00:48:48,083
- Okay.
- Okay, alright.
796
00:48:49,666 --> 00:48:51,125
Happy birthday man.
797
00:48:51,125 --> 00:48:51,958
- Thanks.
798
00:48:54,125 --> 00:48:56,208
- [Mom] I'll see you out Gabriel,
799
00:48:57,166 --> 00:48:58,666
thanks a million for coming.
800
00:49:04,833 --> 00:49:07,000
- You can't do this to him.
801
00:49:07,000 --> 00:49:08,250
- I beg your pardon.
802
00:49:08,250 --> 00:49:10,833
- You're never gonna let him
move back in here are yah?
803
00:49:10,833 --> 00:49:13,208
- I think I know what's
best for my own son.
804
00:49:14,625 --> 00:49:16,916
There's a very good
adult unit at St David's
805
00:49:16,916 --> 00:49:19,125
and they've agreed to take him.
806
00:49:19,125 --> 00:49:20,125
He'll be very happy there.
807
00:49:20,125 --> 00:49:23,041
- He's been living for this day, alright.
808
00:49:23,041 --> 00:49:24,541
When were you gonna tell him?
809
00:49:26,916 --> 00:49:29,291
- You don't have a child do yah?
810
00:49:29,291 --> 00:49:30,875
So you're not gonna understand.
811
00:49:32,125 --> 00:49:34,458
But if ever you do believe me,
812
00:49:34,458 --> 00:49:36,625
the one thing you'll want
more then anything else
813
00:49:36,625 --> 00:49:38,458
is for them to find
someone else in the world
814
00:49:38,458 --> 00:49:40,125
who loves them as much as you do.
815
00:49:42,416 --> 00:49:43,833
When you know that that's
never gonna happen.
816
00:49:43,833 --> 00:49:44,833
- You give up on them.
817
00:49:46,916 --> 00:49:50,708
- You toughen up, you have to.
818
00:49:53,208 --> 00:49:54,333
- He's my friend.
819
00:49:56,833 --> 00:49:58,291
- Whatever that means to you.
820
00:50:00,333 --> 00:50:03,416
(somber piano music)
821
00:50:23,916 --> 00:50:25,583
- I thought you were out tonight?
822
00:50:25,583 --> 00:50:27,625
- Left early, where you going?
823
00:50:27,625 --> 00:50:31,333
- Just out, I've gotta run.
824
00:50:35,416 --> 00:50:38,416
(tense piano music)
825
00:51:01,958 --> 00:51:04,708
(loud drumming)
♪ You're lucky you're loaded ♪
826
00:51:04,708 --> 00:51:08,041
♪ Bullets exploding ♪
827
00:51:08,041 --> 00:51:11,291
♪ Blood is flowing ♪
828
00:51:11,291 --> 00:51:13,125
♪ Baby I know it ♪
829
00:51:13,750 --> 00:51:16,250
(music stops)
830
00:51:33,541 --> 00:51:35,458
- I told them that we should tell yah.
831
00:51:40,208 --> 00:51:41,666
- What do you want to replace me?
832
00:51:41,666 --> 00:51:44,041
- It's the management
guy, he thinks the drums
833
00:51:44,041 --> 00:51:46,000
need more life.
834
00:51:46,000 --> 00:51:47,250
- Yeah what do you think?
835
00:51:49,875 --> 00:51:51,625
- You don't play like you used to.
836
00:51:53,083 --> 00:51:55,958
- That's ridiculous, alright
I'm more together now
837
00:51:55,958 --> 00:51:56,958
then I've ever been.
838
00:51:58,333 --> 00:52:00,958
You wanted me to get straight remember.
839
00:52:00,958 --> 00:52:01,791
You both did.
840
00:52:01,791 --> 00:52:04,333
- We just wanted you to
be more workable with,
841
00:52:04,333 --> 00:52:05,833
you were out of control.
842
00:52:05,833 --> 00:52:07,458
- And now?
843
00:52:07,458 --> 00:52:09,416
- Now you're too in control.
844
00:52:10,416 --> 00:52:12,208
You've lost something, I'm sorry man.
845
00:52:14,541 --> 00:52:16,500
- Yeah well I can get it back,
846
00:52:17,875 --> 00:52:18,708
I can get it back easy alright,
847
00:52:18,708 --> 00:52:20,416
you just need to give me a chance.
848
00:52:21,708 --> 00:52:22,708
- It's not up to me.
849
00:52:27,750 --> 00:52:31,041
- I'll prove it to yah, I
just need a couple of weeks,
850
00:52:32,583 --> 00:52:33,416
a week.
851
00:52:35,750 --> 00:52:37,750
(door slams)
852
00:52:46,000 --> 00:52:49,166
(somber guitar music)
853
00:53:12,875 --> 00:53:15,958
(rhythmic drum beat)
854
00:53:22,333 --> 00:53:24,625
- I thought you didn't have
any shows until next month.
855
00:53:28,583 --> 00:53:31,291
Are you rehearsing today because Gabriel's
856
00:53:31,291 --> 00:53:33,458
supposed to be practicing
penalties with me.
857
00:53:37,166 --> 00:53:38,208
I'm always free.
858
00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:47,208
- You sure about this?
859
00:53:48,625 --> 00:53:51,416
- Yeah why not, I mean he knows the gear
860
00:53:52,583 --> 00:53:54,583
and it's the biggest show of our lives.
861
00:53:54,583 --> 00:53:56,208
- Yeah but they're kind of friends though.
862
00:53:56,208 --> 00:53:57,041
Him and Gabriel.
863
00:53:58,666 --> 00:54:00,750
- I don't think there's much
future in that friendship.
864
00:54:09,750 --> 00:54:12,833
(rhythmic drum beat)
865
00:55:19,750 --> 00:55:21,750
(door slams)
866
00:55:33,041 --> 00:55:35,541
(tense music)
867
00:56:11,708 --> 00:56:15,875
- Crews here, exactly like
you did last time yeah.
868
00:56:15,875 --> 00:56:16,708
- Yeah.
869
00:56:36,916 --> 00:56:40,125
- Christopher this is Joey,
870
00:56:42,416 --> 00:56:44,250
he'll be playing with us this evening.
871
00:56:44,250 --> 00:56:45,291
- Playing what?
872
00:56:45,291 --> 00:56:48,541
- Drums, Joey, Christopher
here has you all set up.
873
00:56:48,541 --> 00:56:50,208
- Thanks man, sweet.
874
00:56:50,208 --> 00:56:51,875
- Gabriel plays your drums.
875
00:56:51,875 --> 00:56:53,833
- Yeah but it will be Joey from now on.
876
00:56:54,833 --> 00:56:57,125
But don't worry we still
want you to crew for us.
877
00:56:57,125 --> 00:57:00,458
[Toss] You're great at this man,
plus we'll be paying yah.
878
00:57:00,458 --> 00:57:04,041
100 a show, more soon with any luck.
879
00:57:04,041 --> 00:57:05,333
- But Gabriel's my friend.
880
00:57:06,500 --> 00:57:07,750
- We're your friends too.
881
00:57:09,416 --> 00:57:10,833
- Not as much as he is.
882
00:57:14,166 --> 00:57:15,833
Oh you were only joking.
883
00:57:17,666 --> 00:57:20,625
- You, so you knew as well.
884
00:57:22,500 --> 00:57:24,541
You didn't even give me
a chance to prove myself.
885
00:57:24,541 --> 00:57:25,416
- You've had your chance.
886
00:57:25,416 --> 00:57:27,041
- What he told you I was on medication.
887
00:57:28,916 --> 00:57:30,666
- We all know you're on medication.
888
00:57:31,583 --> 00:57:34,750
I don't give a shit if
you're on heroin or lithium
889
00:57:34,750 --> 00:57:36,750
or your vitamins or horse tranquilizers.
890
00:57:37,708 --> 00:57:39,291
I don't give a shit if
you're stark raving mad
891
00:57:39,291 --> 00:57:41,958
as long as you're the right
type of mad for this band,
892
00:57:41,958 --> 00:57:42,791
and you're not.
893
00:57:44,583 --> 00:57:45,625
You never will be.
894
00:57:47,833 --> 00:57:48,666
You're done man.
895
00:57:51,125 --> 00:57:52,458
- Is that my kit up on stage?
896
00:57:53,708 --> 00:57:54,541
- It's band property.
897
00:57:54,541 --> 00:57:56,166
- And you set it up for him?
898
00:57:57,750 --> 00:57:59,750
You don't mind if I
sound check then do yah?
899
00:58:00,958 --> 00:58:02,166
For old times sake.
900
00:58:17,958 --> 00:58:21,041
(rhythmic drum beat)
901
00:59:05,750 --> 00:59:07,833
Thank you and good night.
902
00:59:25,583 --> 00:59:27,208
- That was pretty intense.
903
00:59:45,125 --> 00:59:47,250
- Why are you kissing her?
904
00:59:47,250 --> 00:59:48,625
- Because it's meant to be.
905
00:59:49,708 --> 00:59:53,458
- We're friends, you're not
supposed to kiss my girlfriend.
906
00:59:53,458 --> 00:59:55,458
- How retarded are you?
907
00:59:55,458 --> 00:59:57,708
We were never friends, and by the way
908
00:59:57,708 --> 00:59:59,916
because you completely missed the point
909
00:59:59,916 --> 01:00:02,333
your mom's never gonna let
you back into her house.
910
01:00:02,333 --> 01:00:04,708
- Yes she is, in a few weeks.
911
01:00:04,708 --> 01:00:06,125
- No she's not, not ever.
912
01:00:07,000 --> 01:00:08,541
And you know what, she's right.
913
01:00:09,416 --> 01:00:11,000
When you get too old for St Cosmas
914
01:00:11,000 --> 01:00:13,125
she's just gonna ship you
off to some other dump
915
01:00:13,125 --> 01:00:17,833
for grown up freaks.
You're never moving home.
916
01:00:20,583 --> 01:00:23,458
- You shouldn't say
that, not even as a joke,
917
01:00:23,458 --> 01:00:25,500
it's not a good joke.
918
01:00:25,500 --> 01:00:26,333
- A joke.
919
01:00:29,750 --> 01:00:31,666
I'll show you how serious I really am.
920
01:00:35,166 --> 01:00:36,000
You coming?
921
01:00:49,416 --> 01:00:51,166
- What is this place?
922
01:00:53,416 --> 01:00:54,833
- Do you have a light?
923
01:01:03,250 --> 01:01:04,083
Wait here.
924
01:01:09,791 --> 01:01:13,708
(suspenseful electronic music)
925
01:01:26,750 --> 01:01:28,750
(camera clicks)
926
01:01:59,625 --> 01:02:02,708
(fire alarm blaring)
927
01:02:04,583 --> 01:02:05,833
- Jesus, where were you?
928
01:02:05,833 --> 01:02:06,666
- Drive.
929
01:02:09,625 --> 01:02:10,458
Drive.
930
01:02:11,583 --> 01:02:15,250
(upbeat rock music)
931
01:02:15,250 --> 01:02:18,583
- Why do you want to go to Nevo's house?
932
01:02:26,583 --> 01:02:29,500
(doorbell ringing)
933
01:02:37,708 --> 01:02:40,250
Is she really gonna hire you?
934
01:02:40,250 --> 01:02:42,291
- She's come to see me
play like seven times,
935
01:02:42,291 --> 01:02:43,666
what do you think?
936
01:02:43,666 --> 01:02:45,500
- Are you sure this is even her house?
937
01:02:45,500 --> 01:02:46,833
- I can see a light on.
938
01:02:48,666 --> 01:02:51,916
(police siren wailing)
939
01:02:54,541 --> 01:02:56,416
- I'm going.
940
01:02:56,416 --> 01:02:57,208
- So go.
941
01:03:00,666 --> 01:03:01,500
I don't need yah.
942
01:04:15,958 --> 01:04:17,958
- [Roly] Eric, Eric we have a big problem.
943
01:04:17,958 --> 01:04:18,791
- We know Roly.
944
01:04:18,791 --> 01:04:21,958
- No not this, another
one, they've abolished us.
945
01:04:23,416 --> 01:04:24,416
- Sorry.
946
01:04:24,416 --> 01:04:26,791
- There won't be any
Asperger's syndrome anymore,
947
01:04:26,791 --> 01:04:28,666
we'll all just be autistic.
948
01:04:28,666 --> 01:04:30,208
- Says who?
949
01:04:30,208 --> 01:04:32,625
- The American Psychiatric Association.
950
01:04:35,416 --> 01:04:37,166
- It was just a label Roly.
951
01:04:37,166 --> 01:04:39,416
- It was our label and
they've abolished it.
952
01:04:39,416 --> 01:04:41,125
- Well it's the way of
the world I'm afraid.
953
01:04:41,125 --> 01:04:43,125
- [Roly] Then the world isn't fair.
954
01:04:43,125 --> 01:04:45,291
- Roly this really isn't the moment.
955
01:04:50,166 --> 01:04:51,166
Christopher.
956
01:04:53,583 --> 01:04:55,833
♪ Will you know ♪
957
01:04:55,833 --> 01:05:00,250
- Breath in and out
958
01:05:00,666 --> 01:05:05,666
♪ When it's over ♪
959
01:05:07,583 --> 01:05:12,583
♪ Will you know ♪
960
01:05:15,041 --> 01:05:20,041
♪ If you've got no destination ♪
961
01:05:22,041 --> 01:05:25,958
♪ And it's real sophistication ♪
962
01:05:27,250 --> 01:05:29,125
(sobbing)
963
01:05:29,125 --> 01:05:31,458
♪ Do you go ♪
964
01:05:42,875 --> 01:05:51,041
♪ When I'm older I will come home ♪
965
01:05:57,250 --> 01:06:05,250
♪ And shoulder you on my own ♪
966
01:06:11,500 --> 01:06:15,416
♪ But I have some reservations ♪
967
01:06:16,916 --> 01:06:18,166
- [Gabriel] It's been two months.
968
01:06:20,416 --> 01:06:22,041
- You had a very extreme episode.
969
01:06:23,625 --> 01:06:27,250
Far better this than jail,
or God forbid.
970
01:06:28,208 --> 01:06:30,416
- [Gabriel] At least with
jail I'd have a release day.
971
01:06:31,333 --> 01:06:33,125
- Look the logic here is clear,
972
01:06:34,250 --> 01:06:36,041
in the absence of a family member
973
01:06:36,041 --> 01:06:39,083
or any other responsible
person willing
974
01:06:39,083 --> 01:06:42,291
to oversee your treatment
you need to stay
975
01:06:42,291 --> 01:06:43,625
in an inpatient setting.
976
01:06:45,958 --> 01:06:50,458
Do keep reaching out to
people, build bridges,
977
01:06:50,458 --> 01:06:52,166
makes amends.
978
01:06:52,166 --> 01:06:56,625
- From in here, how?
979
01:06:57,583 --> 01:06:59,500
- You could try writing letters.
980
01:07:04,333 --> 01:07:07,500
(gentle guitar music)
981
01:07:09,541 --> 01:07:10,708
- [Gabriel] Dear Alice,
982
01:07:12,041 --> 01:07:15,500
I'm sorry for all the trouble
and pain I've caused you.
983
01:07:15,500 --> 01:07:17,958
I hope some day you feel able
to give me one more chance.
984
01:07:17,958 --> 01:07:21,833
Dear Toss, sorry about
messing everything up for you,
985
01:07:21,833 --> 01:07:25,333
and for Pearse, I hope the
new drummer is working out.
986
01:07:25,333 --> 01:07:28,916
To whom it may concern I want to apologize
987
01:07:28,916 --> 01:07:31,750
for setting myself on fire on your wall.
988
01:07:31,750 --> 01:07:34,125
I've mistaken your home
for somebody else's,
989
01:07:34,125 --> 01:07:35,958
not that that excuses my behavior.
990
01:07:39,958 --> 01:07:40,916
Dear Christopher.
991
01:08:02,250 --> 01:08:04,125
- I've got a treat for you.
992
01:08:04,125 --> 01:08:04,958
- A letter?
993
01:08:09,416 --> 01:08:11,875
- And the doctor said
you can have this back
994
01:08:11,875 --> 01:08:13,166
once you follow the rules.
995
01:08:18,916 --> 01:08:19,750
- Thanks.
996
01:08:26,083 --> 01:08:29,166
(somber piano music)
997
01:09:03,083 --> 01:09:06,166
- So no more nasty stomach cramps.
998
01:09:06,166 --> 01:09:08,000
- Gone, I feel good.
999
01:09:10,416 --> 01:09:12,833
I still haven't heard back from my sister,
1000
01:09:12,833 --> 01:09:14,750
or anybody else that I've written too.
1001
01:09:15,625 --> 01:09:18,166
- I'm afraid people do move on.
1002
01:09:18,166 --> 01:09:20,958
- It's just I've done everything
that I've been asked to do.
1003
01:09:20,958 --> 01:09:23,125
- I think you're doing fantastically
1004
01:09:23,125 --> 01:09:25,208
but it's not up to me as you know.
1005
01:09:25,208 --> 01:09:27,458
- The tribunal would
take your views onboard.
1006
01:09:28,833 --> 01:09:31,208
- Persevere with your
sister, I really think
1007
01:09:31,208 --> 01:09:33,125
that's the best course.
1008
01:09:33,125 --> 01:09:36,291
There is one teeny thing
that's raising some concern,
1009
01:09:36,291 --> 01:09:39,791
this new hobby of yours,
and what it's costing you.
1010
01:09:39,791 --> 01:09:40,875
All these deliveries.
1011
01:09:43,250 --> 01:09:44,291
- It's my money.
1012
01:09:45,166 --> 01:09:47,916
- Of course it is, it's just
with your previous history
1013
01:09:47,916 --> 01:09:51,000
of destroying and discarding
things important to you.
1014
01:09:51,000 --> 01:09:54,583
- No look it's nothing like that I swear.
1015
01:09:54,583 --> 01:09:56,208
- Okay, no panic.
1016
01:09:57,333 --> 01:09:58,875
Seeing as you're doing
so well we won't make
1017
01:09:58,875 --> 01:10:00,083
a big fuss about this.
1018
01:10:01,166 --> 01:10:02,541
- Thank you.
1019
01:10:02,541 --> 01:10:03,416
- For now.
1020
01:10:10,041 --> 01:10:12,125
- Easy guys, there's enough for everyone.
1021
01:10:14,791 --> 01:10:16,958
- Do I have to be in goals again?
1022
01:10:16,958 --> 01:10:18,250
- We'll take turns Georgina.
1023
01:10:29,166 --> 01:10:30,875
- Do you know anything about this?
1024
01:10:44,583 --> 01:10:45,750
- Christopher.
1025
01:10:59,833 --> 01:11:03,666
It arrived today,
in a delivery lorry.
1026
01:11:05,500 --> 01:11:07,250
- It's got a couple of
little things wrong.
1027
01:11:08,750 --> 01:11:10,708
- Yeah we all do son.
1028
01:11:15,000 --> 01:11:17,583
(upbeat music)
1029
01:11:56,666 --> 01:12:01,666
- I accept your apology
because that's what you do
1030
01:12:02,458 --> 01:12:05,291
when somebody says they're
sorry, or shows you.
1031
01:12:05,291 --> 01:12:07,000
If they're your friend especially.
1032
01:12:08,041 --> 01:12:11,708
- I was the shittiest friend
you could have possibly had.
1033
01:12:11,708 --> 01:12:13,666
- Just because you got mentally ill again.
1034
01:12:20,625 --> 01:12:21,708
I'm still at the unit like you said.
1035
01:12:21,708 --> 01:12:25,666
- Look I was being crazy
and mean when I said that.
1036
01:12:25,666 --> 01:12:28,333
- You were right, my mom
prefers living with Jeremy
1037
01:12:28,333 --> 01:12:30,250
in the house and just
seeing me for visits.
1038
01:12:31,791 --> 01:12:33,833
Jeremy pays for me to live in St Cosmas,
1039
01:12:33,833 --> 01:12:35,958
and he'll pay for me to move
to St David's in a few weeks
1040
01:12:35,958 --> 01:12:37,875
once the paperwork is organized.
1041
01:12:42,708 --> 01:12:44,041
- I miss our practices.
1042
01:12:46,125 --> 01:12:48,333
- I could bring a ball next time.
1043
01:12:48,333 --> 01:12:50,416
- I don't think football is allowed here,
1044
01:12:51,333 --> 01:12:53,208
but please come again anyway.
1045
01:12:54,750 --> 01:12:55,791
Nobody else does.
1046
01:12:59,416 --> 01:13:02,083
- I don't have many other
things in common with you.
1047
01:13:02,083 --> 01:13:04,333
(laughs)
1048
01:13:04,333 --> 01:13:09,041
- Yeah well, that's the
best thing about yah.
1049
01:13:11,458 --> 01:13:12,833
- I had an idea.
1050
01:13:12,833 --> 01:13:13,958
- An idea?
1051
01:13:13,958 --> 01:13:16,958
- Well Roly had it but
he said we could use it
1052
01:13:16,958 --> 01:13:18,750
if we wanted to.
1053
01:13:18,750 --> 01:13:19,958
- What kind of idea?
1054
01:13:32,875 --> 01:13:33,875
- What do you think?
1055
01:13:39,166 --> 01:13:41,916
- I think you're out
of your mind and Roly.
1056
01:13:41,916 --> 01:13:43,958
- That' the exact point we're not.
1057
01:13:43,958 --> 01:13:45,291
- [Gabriel] Have you
shared this with Eric?
1058
01:13:45,291 --> 01:13:46,416
- Yes.
1059
01:13:46,416 --> 01:13:48,083
- [Gabriel] And he was happy about it?
1060
01:13:48,083 --> 01:13:49,166
- He was really happy.
1061
01:13:50,083 --> 01:13:53,541
(laughs)
1062
01:13:56,500 --> 01:13:59,416
- Look you haven't
thought this through okay.
1063
01:13:59,416 --> 01:14:01,166
I mean for a start there's my sister,
1064
01:14:01,166 --> 01:14:02,416
what's she gonna say.
1065
01:14:05,833 --> 01:14:07,416
- Maybe nothing.
1066
01:14:07,416 --> 01:14:09,166
- Then there's your mom.
1067
01:14:09,166 --> 01:14:12,041
- Sweetheart, you know
we couldn't agree
1068
01:14:12,041 --> 01:14:13,708
to anything like that.
1069
01:14:13,708 --> 01:14:16,083
- Wait, let me get this straight.
1070
01:14:17,083 --> 01:14:20,791
- Then there's Dr. Flahavan,
you haven't met her have yah?
1071
01:14:20,791 --> 01:14:21,625
- Not yet.
1072
01:14:22,500 --> 01:14:25,000
- In over 20 years of psychiatric practice
1073
01:14:25,000 --> 01:14:27,958
that is the single most unusual thing
1074
01:14:27,958 --> 01:14:29,541
I've heard uttered in this room.
1075
01:14:30,541 --> 01:14:32,458
I mean have you any scientific basis
1076
01:14:32,458 --> 01:14:33,666
for this idea of yours.
1077
01:14:39,958 --> 01:14:42,208
- And that's all before
we get to the tribunal.
1078
01:14:42,208 --> 01:14:44,708
I mean what chance do you think
we have of persuading them?
1079
01:14:44,708 --> 01:14:47,416
- A good chance, this is a
completely logical argument.
1080
01:14:47,416 --> 01:14:48,416
- [Gabriel] I don't think that logic
1081
01:14:48,416 --> 01:14:49,500
is gonna be enough here.
1082
01:14:49,500 --> 01:14:50,333
- Why not?
1083
01:14:51,541 --> 01:14:55,041
Here are the rules and this
is why we come under them.
1084
01:14:55,041 --> 01:14:57,083
We have an answer to every
single question they could ask.
1085
01:14:57,083 --> 01:14:59,541
- Yeah and they have total discretion.
1086
01:14:59,541 --> 01:15:01,833
They can turn us down even if we do answer
1087
01:15:01,833 --> 01:15:03,125
every question they ask.
1088
01:15:06,291 --> 01:15:11,208
- Suppose it did work,
would it make you happy?
1089
01:15:13,791 --> 01:15:17,250
- Yeah, yeah it would make me happy.
1090
01:15:20,041 --> 01:15:23,916
Alright, I'm in.
1091
01:15:27,541 --> 01:15:31,166
Look whatever happens just
coming up with this man,
1092
01:15:31,166 --> 01:15:34,958
just trying, you've already
done a huge thing for me.
1093
01:15:37,250 --> 01:15:38,875
Biggest thing anyone's ever done.
1094
01:15:39,750 --> 01:15:41,583
- You just need to practice your speech.
1095
01:15:42,625 --> 01:15:44,541
- No, no, you do.
1096
01:15:45,666 --> 01:15:47,333
They're never gonna listen to me,
1097
01:15:48,541 --> 01:15:49,666
they might just listen to you.
1098
01:15:57,958 --> 01:15:59,916
- Everybody's good at some things and...
1099
01:16:04,833 --> 01:16:07,333
Everybody's good at some things and...
1100
01:16:11,583 --> 01:16:13,666
Everybody's good at some things and...
1101
01:16:34,791 --> 01:16:36,958
- [Female] This is an
impressive piece of research
1102
01:16:36,958 --> 01:16:41,541
you've presented Christopher,
and you're right.
1103
01:16:41,541 --> 01:16:44,916
There is no specific legal bar to someone
1104
01:16:44,916 --> 01:16:48,291
with high functioning
autism such as yourself
1105
01:16:48,291 --> 01:16:51,291
seeking to have a patient
released into their care.
1106
01:16:52,958 --> 01:16:55,541
And between the one off
payment your step father
1107
01:16:55,541 --> 01:16:58,125
has agreed to make and
your future residential
1108
01:16:58,125 --> 01:17:00,750
care costs for yourself, and what remains
1109
01:17:00,750 --> 01:17:04,916
of Gabriel's own inheritance your idea
1110
01:17:04,916 --> 01:17:08,750
is in principle economically viable.
1111
01:17:10,083 --> 01:17:14,125
- [Male] What I have to ask is, why?
1112
01:17:15,708 --> 01:17:17,916
Why would you do this for
someone who let you down
1113
01:17:17,916 --> 01:17:19,666
so badly in the past?
1114
01:17:19,666 --> 01:17:22,541
- And more importantly how can we be sure
1115
01:17:23,791 --> 01:17:26,166
that your commitment
here today can survive
1116
01:17:26,166 --> 01:17:27,791
whatever the future might bring?
1117
01:17:44,416 --> 01:17:47,166
(chair scraping)
1118
01:18:07,666 --> 01:18:09,458
- Everybody's good at some things
1119
01:18:11,125 --> 01:18:12,583
and not good at other things.
1120
01:18:14,708 --> 01:18:16,208
People always says that.
1121
01:18:19,083 --> 01:18:20,166
But what if the things you're good at
1122
01:18:20,166 --> 01:18:22,541
aren't the right things for
you to have a proper life?
1123
01:18:25,291 --> 01:18:26,958
Well it doesn't ruin your
life if you're not good
1124
01:18:26,958 --> 01:18:30,750
at LEGO or football,
but if you're not good
1125
01:18:30,750 --> 01:18:33,333
at understanding people when
they're not telling the truth
1126
01:18:34,750 --> 01:18:36,125
then you're not allowed to have a job,
1127
01:18:37,000 --> 01:18:42,000
or a house or a wife, which isn't fair
1128
01:18:43,083 --> 01:18:44,666
because you're not the
one not telling the truth
1129
01:18:44,666 --> 01:18:46,125
but you're the one being punished.
1130
01:18:46,125 --> 01:18:48,750
Eric, you're invading my space.
1131
01:18:48,750 --> 01:18:49,833
- [Male] Christopher this meeting is about
1132
01:18:49,833 --> 01:18:53,250
Gabriel's situation, not your own.
1133
01:18:53,250 --> 01:18:57,416
- No it's just the same with him,
1134
01:18:57,416 --> 01:18:59,041
the things he's not good
at means that the things
1135
01:18:59,041 --> 01:19:00,875
he is good at don't count.
1136
01:19:28,291 --> 01:19:34,083
It's like LEGO, where
you lose one piece
1137
01:19:34,083 --> 01:19:35,916
and you can't finish
your kit you're building
1138
01:19:35,916 --> 01:19:37,833
because of that one piece you're missing.
1139
01:19:40,708 --> 01:19:43,500
So you throw it away, it's a waste
1140
01:19:46,416 --> 01:19:48,791
because somebody else might easily have
1141
01:19:48,791 --> 01:19:50,083
that piece you're missing.
1142
01:19:52,875 --> 01:19:54,750
He's good at understanding
people but he's not good
1143
01:19:54,750 --> 01:19:56,083
at staying in control.
1144
01:19:57,250 --> 01:19:58,500
I'm good at staying in control
1145
01:19:58,500 --> 01:20:00,458
but I'm not good at understanding people.
1146
01:20:02,041 --> 01:20:04,083
We each have a piece the
other one is missing.
1147
01:20:06,250 --> 01:20:07,583
So if we could just have a chance,
1148
01:20:07,583 --> 01:20:09,666
if you could just give us a chance
1149
01:20:10,583 --> 01:20:13,291
to share those things
instead of two wasted people
1150
01:20:13,291 --> 01:20:14,500
there could be none.
1151
01:20:19,166 --> 01:20:20,416
- Thank you Christopher.
1152
01:20:25,458 --> 01:20:28,208
(chair scraping)
1153
01:20:34,250 --> 01:20:36,041
Well I think we've heard
everything we need to.
1154
01:20:43,750 --> 01:20:44,791
- Have they listened to me?
1155
01:20:47,250 --> 01:20:48,833
Have they listened to me I said?
1156
01:20:50,041 --> 01:20:52,416
- [Gabriel] No mate I
don't think they have.
1157
01:20:52,416 --> 01:20:53,875
- [Christopher] Why not?
1158
01:20:53,875 --> 01:20:56,250
- Because I think that
they just can't imagine
1159
01:20:56,250 --> 01:20:59,958
the idea of somebody with
a developmental disorder.
1160
01:20:59,958 --> 01:21:01,833
- Neuro diverse is our new word.
1161
01:21:01,833 --> 01:21:05,208
- Neuro diverse person
like you standing guardian
1162
01:21:05,208 --> 01:21:07,541
to a mentally ill person like me.
1163
01:21:07,541 --> 01:21:12,125
- Can I ask on what basis
are you so confident
1164
01:21:12,125 --> 01:21:14,416
that such an arrangement
could actually work?
1165
01:21:16,333 --> 01:21:17,166
- Confident.
1166
01:21:18,250 --> 01:21:19,875
(Laughs)
1167
01:21:20,916 --> 01:21:24,416
Here's the thing people
don't tell you about this.
1168
01:21:25,958 --> 01:21:29,166
Once you go over the edge,
once you know where it is,
1169
01:21:29,166 --> 01:21:32,083
how close it's always been,
how it's always gonna be there
1170
01:21:32,083 --> 01:21:34,166
just one tiny wrong step away,
1171
01:21:37,791 --> 01:21:39,166
confidence isn't something
that I've been having
1172
01:21:39,166 --> 01:21:42,625
much of lately about the future,
1173
01:21:43,791 --> 01:21:46,041
about playing the drums
or holding down a job
1174
01:21:46,041 --> 01:21:49,125
or having a relationship, or my family
1175
01:21:49,125 --> 01:21:51,250
ever wanting to see me again.
1176
01:21:52,250 --> 01:21:53,791
I can't honestly say that I'm confident
1177
01:21:53,791 --> 01:21:55,291
about anything anymore.
1178
01:21:59,291 --> 01:22:02,041
But the one thing that I do know
1179
01:22:02,041 --> 01:22:03,958
is that if I ever screw up again,
1180
01:22:03,958 --> 01:22:08,250
and I probably will some time
he is always gonna be there.
1181
01:22:10,250 --> 01:22:11,875
I mean he just won't go away.
1182
01:22:13,833 --> 01:22:16,750
And I'm not just confident
about that okay, I'm sure.
1183
01:22:18,291 --> 01:22:20,458
- You really believe you
deserve to be given this chance?
1184
01:22:20,458 --> 01:22:22,750
- No I don't,
1185
01:22:31,208 --> 01:22:33,166
but he deserves to be given this chance
1186
01:22:35,625 --> 01:22:37,416
and I'm lucky enough to be a part of it.
1187
01:22:51,833 --> 01:22:52,875
- You have to take them
exactly like they are
1188
01:22:52,875 --> 01:22:54,500
in the container.
1189
01:22:54,500 --> 01:22:55,333
- I know.
1190
01:22:56,333 --> 01:22:58,291
- I set an alarm on your
phone to remind you.
1191
01:23:02,000 --> 01:23:03,583
And you have three sessions of therapy,
1192
01:23:03,583 --> 01:23:06,166
Monday, Wednesday and
Friday, 10, 11 and 10 again.
1193
01:23:06,166 --> 01:23:08,541
- Have you not got packing to do?
1194
01:23:08,541 --> 01:23:11,083
- I'll call you every morning
to make sure you remember.
1195
01:23:11,083 --> 01:23:12,083
I packed last night.
1196
01:23:13,250 --> 01:23:15,833
- Okay, but if anything
weird happens alright,
1197
01:23:15,833 --> 01:23:16,666
or if anybody's mean to you.
1198
01:23:16,666 --> 01:23:21,041
- I'm 18, I'll remember
everything you said.
1199
01:23:23,625 --> 01:23:25,041
These are all the places we're going.
1200
01:23:29,750 --> 01:23:34,750
- Amsterdam, Brussels, Berlin.
1201
01:23:37,041 --> 01:23:38,166
That's further then I ever got.
1202
01:23:44,041 --> 01:23:45,958
(car horn blaring)
1203
01:23:45,958 --> 01:23:46,791
- That's them.
1204
01:23:59,208 --> 01:24:01,625
- Oh hey, are you gonna bring that?
1205
01:24:01,625 --> 01:24:03,875
- They like football
and their manager said
1206
01:24:03,875 --> 01:24:05,750
maybe we can practice on days off.
1207
01:24:05,750 --> 01:24:08,250
- Yeah it's just you might
not have time you know.
1208
01:24:09,291 --> 01:24:11,583
- Well I can practice in my head anyway.
1209
01:24:11,583 --> 01:24:12,416
- Okay.
1210
01:24:19,416 --> 01:24:20,958
Could be useful for a drum tech.
1211
01:24:23,666 --> 01:24:24,625
- Very useful.
1212
01:24:25,750 --> 01:24:28,416
- You're gonna do great man, have fun.
1213
01:24:28,416 --> 01:24:29,541
See you in three weeks alright.
1214
01:24:29,541 --> 01:24:30,958
- Two weeks and five days.
1215
01:24:32,333 --> 01:24:33,708
Enjoy your new job too.
1216
01:24:46,291 --> 01:24:50,000
(bright piano music)
1217
01:25:27,458 --> 01:25:28,541
- Looks good Glen.
1218
01:25:30,125 --> 01:25:31,666
- Good luck.
1219
01:25:31,666 --> 01:25:32,500
- Thanks.
1220
01:25:33,541 --> 01:25:34,708
Alright Roly.
1221
01:25:34,708 --> 01:25:37,416
- Don't distract me, I'm
filling out my application
1222
01:25:37,416 --> 01:25:38,250
for Stamford.
1223
01:25:38,250 --> 01:25:41,208
- Stamford, wow man hope you get in.
1224
01:25:41,208 --> 01:25:42,541
- Well of course I'll get in.
1225
01:25:49,291 --> 01:25:50,791
- So just a few parents right?
1226
01:25:51,750 --> 01:25:55,416
- Plus supporters and donors, 40 tops.
1227
01:25:55,416 --> 01:25:56,333
- 40 Jesus.
1228
01:25:57,791 --> 01:25:59,958
- You've done brilliantly
getting the guys together.
1229
01:26:01,083 --> 01:26:02,625
I mean they're almost listenable now.
1230
01:26:02,625 --> 01:26:05,083
(laughs)
Only joking.
1231
01:26:11,708 --> 01:26:14,041
- Alright so guys we're gonna play this
1232
01:26:14,041 --> 01:26:15,541
right through to the end okay.
1233
01:26:16,541 --> 01:26:19,666
We're gonna start and
finish together alright.
1234
01:26:21,750 --> 01:26:22,583
Okay.
1235
01:26:58,000 --> 01:27:03,000
♪ I did not lose my voice ♪
1236
01:27:03,583 --> 01:27:11,416
♪ I hid it where they
could not laugh at it ♪
1237
01:27:12,666 --> 01:27:16,125
♪ For good or ill ♪
1238
01:27:16,125 --> 01:27:24,041
♪ Hid it until you spoke to me ♪
1239
01:27:27,541 --> 01:27:30,625
♪ I'm learning now ♪
1240
01:27:30,625 --> 01:27:34,333
♪ I'm learning quick ♪
1241
01:27:34,333 --> 01:27:39,333
♪ To use this voice
to sing with it ♪
1242
01:27:41,250 --> 01:27:48,291
♪ To amplify, to tell you why ♪
1243
01:27:48,291 --> 01:27:58,916
♪ And how you are like me ♪
1244
01:27:58,916 --> 01:28:03,916
♪ How you are like me ♪
1245
01:28:05,750 --> 01:28:12,958
♪ How you are like me ♪
1246
01:28:12,958 --> 01:28:16,083
♪ Me ♪
1247
01:28:16,083 --> 01:28:21,083
♪ And how ♪
1248
01:28:22,083 --> 01:28:27,083
♪ I'm like you ♪
1249
01:28:28,833 --> 01:28:33,833
♪ I am like you ♪
1250
01:28:35,000 --> 01:28:39,666
♪ I am like you ♪
1251
01:28:41,416 --> 01:28:44,875
(cheering and applauding)
1252
01:28:47,666 --> 01:28:52,250
(bright music)
1253
01:29:01,125 --> 01:29:05,083
♪ Survivor scatters ♪
1254
01:29:05,083 --> 01:29:09,291
♪ And the seabird sings ♪
1255
01:29:09,291 --> 01:29:11,416
♪ So what should we fear ♪
1256
01:29:11,416 --> 01:29:12,208
- Good job.
1257
01:29:13,125 --> 01:29:17,500
♪ What trouble brings ♪
1258
01:29:17,500 --> 01:29:20,916
♪ What were we hoping ♪
1259
01:29:20,916 --> 01:29:25,333
♪ To get out of this ♪
1260
01:29:25,333 --> 01:29:31,333
♪ Some kind of momentary bliss ♪
1261
01:29:33,458 --> 01:29:37,458
♪ We waited for something ♪
1262
01:29:37,458 --> 01:29:41,041
♪ Something died ♪
1263
01:29:41,041 --> 01:29:45,208
♪ So I waited for nothing ♪
1264
01:29:45,208 --> 01:29:49,166
♪ And nothing arrived ♪
1265
01:29:49,166 --> 01:29:53,208
♪ It's our dearest ally ♪
1266
01:29:53,208 --> 01:29:56,958
♪ It's our closest friend ♪
1267
01:29:56,958 --> 01:30:01,416
♪ It's our darkest blackout ♪
1268
01:30:01,416 --> 01:30:05,500
♪ It's our final end ♪
1269
01:30:05,500 --> 01:30:08,958
♪ But here's sweet nothing ♪
1270
01:30:08,958 --> 01:30:13,250
♪ Let's start a new ♪
1271
01:30:13,250 --> 01:30:18,250
♪ From here on it's just me and you ♪
1272
01:30:21,458 --> 01:30:25,333
♪ I waited for something ♪
1273
01:30:25,333 --> 01:30:28,916
♪ And something died ♪
1274
01:30:28,916 --> 01:30:33,416
♪ So I waited for nothing ♪
1275
01:30:33,416 --> 01:30:36,916
♪ And nothing arrived ♪
1276
01:30:36,916 --> 01:30:41,250
♪ Well I guess it's over ♪
1277
01:30:41,250 --> 01:30:45,208
♪ I guess it's become ♪
1278
01:30:45,208 --> 01:30:49,166
♪ It's a losers table ♪
1279
01:30:49,166 --> 01:30:53,125
♪ But we've already won ♪
1280
01:30:53,125 --> 01:30:57,250
♪ It's a funny battle ♪
1281
01:30:57,250 --> 01:31:01,416
♪ It's a constant game ♪
1282
01:31:01,416 --> 01:31:05,000
♪ I guess I was busy ♪
1283
01:31:05,000 --> 01:31:10,000
♪ Wander nights in
slippers and rain ♪
1284
01:31:10,250 --> 01:31:13,125
♪ You don't know these streets, ♪
1285
01:31:13,125 --> 01:31:16,083
♪ Don't know your own name ♪
1286
01:31:16,083 --> 01:31:20,833
♪ CCTV shows angry and gray ♪
1287
01:31:20,833 --> 01:31:25,833
♪ Where's that little girl
looking for a friend to stay ♪
1288
01:31:27,083 --> 01:31:32,291
♪ Baby baby ♪
1289
01:31:32,291 --> 01:31:37,291
♪ All I see is who you grew into ♪
1290
01:31:37,875 --> 01:31:42,833
♪ But baby, baby ♪
1291
01:31:42,833 --> 01:31:47,833
♪ Through your crazy
days I still see you ♪
1292
01:31:48,416 --> 01:31:53,416
♪ Just as a child ♪
1293
01:31:54,125 --> 01:31:59,125
♪ So hard to care ♪
1294
01:31:59,416 --> 01:32:03,833
♪ To find who's hiding in there ♪
1295
01:32:03,833 --> 01:32:05,958
♪ But I am gonna dive ♪
1296
01:32:05,958 --> 01:32:09,541
♪ Dive, dive down past
your shifting shame ♪
1297
01:32:09,541 --> 01:32:10,958
♪ But I'm gonna dive ♪
1298
01:32:10,958 --> 01:32:14,958
♪ Dive, dive down
past your losing game ♪
1299
01:32:14,958 --> 01:32:16,333
♪ I'm gonna dive ♪
1300
01:32:16,333 --> 01:32:20,625
♪ Dive, through back to
where you were clear ♪
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01:32:20,625 --> 01:32:23,291
♪ And new born. ♪
1302
01:32:32,000 --> 01:32:36,708
♪ Baby, baby ♪
1303
01:32:36,708 --> 01:32:41,708
♪ All I see is who you grew into ♪
1304
01:32:42,291 --> 01:32:47,291
♪ But baby, my baby ♪
1305
01:32:47,583 --> 01:32:52,625
♪ I still see right
through when I see you ♪
1306
01:32:52,625 --> 01:32:56,166
♪ I see my child ♪
1307
01:33:04,541 --> 01:33:09,166
♪ Lying still on
your hospital bed ♪
1308
01:33:09,166 --> 01:33:16,166
♪ You're not speaking loud
but I hear what you said ♪
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