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- When I was your age,
I had to spend the night
in a hospital too.

Lots of times, actually.

[Mel]: It's difficult when you
come home for such a short time.

- I know it's hard.
But we're here now.

You should make the most of it.

[indistinct chattering]

- I can't accept this.

- It's a gift for Eid,
tradition.

Okay? How's the place?

- It's fine.

I don't have much privacy,
but it's a bed.

You haven't heard
from the police again I hope?

- No. You?

- Nothing.

Hopefully they've
forgotten me now.

- And what about work?
Have you been able to find any?

- I did. I did.

- English, Amira.

- If he needs money,

maybe he needs food?

- Amira, you know
I'm working, huh?

- What's the story they told?

So many people came
for Mama's Maqlubeh

that we finished it all?
Baba had to bring more lamb?

- You remember that?
You were so young.

- We should be celebrating.

- What? We went to prayers.
I got you new clothes.

- I wish they were still here.

- I know.

[high-pitched ringing]

[sounds muffled]

[ringing stops]

- I want to come
to the hospital with you.

- Amira.
- It's Saturday.

I will be quiet. I won't move.
I'll do my homework.

I have a lot of homework, Bash.

- Amira, it's not the kind
of place people go
for no reason, okay?

- I have a reason.
I want to be with you today.

- Okay.

[indistinct chattering]

- Hello, Dr. Leblanc.

- Force of habit. I'm sorry.

I know I've missed a few
appointments. I know.

- All you're supposed to do
is see me twice a year.

- Yeah, I know.

- You're avoiding me, Magalie.

- No, I'm... I'm busy.

- Your rhythm's normal now,

but there was a flag
on your remote monitoring.

- Arrhythmia?
- Mm.

- More than one flag?
- Three. You didn't feel them?

- We replace a pacemaker
every six years. I've had this
one almost that long.

- It's probably just a glitch.

- Humour me.
How've you been feeling?

- Totally at odds with whatever
report that thing sent you.

I'm fine.
If there was anything wrong,

I'd be feeling dizziness,
shortness of breath, chest pain.

- Yeah, yeah, you're a doctor,
I get it.

I'd still like to do
a stress test to be sure.

- Half an hour.
That's all I need.

- I've got to go to work.
Next week?

- What do I have to do here,
Mags? Get Bishop to make you
my cardiology fellow?

- I'll be back, I promise.

[sighing]

[elevator beeps]

- Do you ever not start early?

- Oh! Ah! You need to tell me
if you see the girl with snakes
in her veins.

- Hey Charlie. Did you come
for a needle exchange?

- He was polling all of triage,
asking about snakes.

Scared a couple people so they
said to put him in Exam 4.

- Okay. I'll get a nurse
to start fluids.

He seems a bit off his baseline.

- Good morning, Dr. Curtis.

- Lou? Are you two a thing?
Like a secret work thing?

- Please learn boundaries.

- Fast start today,
we have a GSW coming in,

33-year-old male, ETA 8 minutes.

I need blood. I need bodies.

- There's a found down
on the way in too.

- Dr. Hamed takes
the found down. Dr. Curtis,
Dr. Leblanc with the GSW.

- Any info on the patient?
- Elderly woman in cardiac
arrest. That's all I've got.

- Oh and good news.
I'll be your attending today.

What? It was a scheduling
mess up.

- Meaning you went in
and messed it up?

- Lena Joseph, 85 years old,

VF arrest. Mailman saw her
in the living room floor

and broke through
the front window.

- She's obviously been down
for some time,
she looks dehydrated.

- 12 minutes CPR. Defib'd twice
and two doses of epi.

- No pulse. She's still
in VFIB.

Okay, charging
the defibrillator, 200J,

unsynchronized. Everybody clear.

[computerized voice]:
Shock advised.

- Start compressions right away.

Do we know how long
she was lying there
before anybody found her?

- Could've been days.
The mailman said
she lives alone.

There's a daughter,
but she wasn't around.

- Two minutes of CPR
and then a pulse check.

- Will Marsh, BP 80 over 60,
heart rate 110.

- They were held up at gunpoint
outside a bank.

- Will pushed me out of the way.
I was handing over my purse
and the guy shot anyway!

- Okay, stay here, alright?
Stay right here.

- One, two, three.
[man groaning]

- Will, can you feel
your arms and legs?

- What do we have?

- Single penetrating bullet
wound to the abdomen.

- Husband and wife report
hearing one shot fired.

- Has he been persistently
hypotensive?

- 80's four over 62.

- Let's log roll him
to check for other wounds.

- On three. One, two, three.

[groaning]
- Stop! Please

[Mags]: Will, let me know
where it hurts!

[medical machines beeping]

No exit wound.
- One, two, three.

- The bullet
is still inside, sir.

What does the bullet rule say,
Dr. Leblanc?

- The bullet wound
seen on imaging should always
be an even number.

- LOC decreasing. Get him
some blood and TXA.

- FAST positive.
- Let's get an AP,

abdomen and chest,
see if we can find the bullet
or fragments.

- Let's roll him, on three.

One, two, three.

- Give me a sec.

- Will?
- Ma'am, you can't
be in here right now.

- Lucy, Will's a fighter! Okay?

We need to figure out the path
the bullet took when it went
through his body

- Dr. Bishop? Looks like
the bullet is lodged against
his pancreas.

- The best thing you can do
for Will is to give us
space to work.

I'll come and explain
everything after.

- Find out how long OR needs
for an emergency lap.
- On it.

- While you're filling
the wife in,

get a full medical history.
- Copy.

- Recharging defib.

Stop compressions.
Everybody clear.

[computerized voice]:
Shock advised.

[machines beeping steadily]

- Okay, I've got a pulse.

She's waking up!

Mrs. Joseph?

It's good to have you back
with us.

- This isn't right.

- It's okay. You were under
cardiac arrest,

but we were able to revive you.

- You were supposed
to let me die.

[soft music]

[light music]

- Well, that's a new one.

- Charlie's in the vents?
Going where?

- Pharmacy, maybe.

He's out of luck,
all the narcotics are locked up.

- Should I call the cops,
Dr. Bishop?

Or the fire department?

- Not much point
until we can find him.

We've known Charlie for years.
He's harmless.

Best to try and coax him down
before we have to take
more drastic action.

- I connected
with Lena Joseph's daughter,
Erin. She's on her way.

- How did she react?

- Like she found out
her mother almost died.

Not sure there's
a standard response.

- I don't know how you'd
be able to forgive yourself
for something like that.

- We don't know the whole story.

- Well, we know she wasn't
there, and her mother was alone.

- I've learned to not let
what happens here
affect me personally.

Or maybe it's what makes you
a good doctor.

- Miles, this is Doctor Hunter.

- You can call me Theo.
What seems to be the problem,
pal?

- Persistent erection.

- That can happen.

You here by yourself?

- He didn't wanna give us
his mom's number.

- Okay.

How long it's been going on?

Could you give us a minute?
Thank you.

- Four hours.

It hurts.

- Okay, Miles, you're going
to be fine, but...

four hours is a long time.
You wanna tell me
what's going on?

- I was supposed to meet
this girl after school.

- So you took something.

- I found some of my dad's
old pills.

- And that's why you didn't
want us to call your mom.

- She'd freak! We don't talk
about this kind of stuff.

- It might resolve with ice
and pseudoephedrine.

If plan A works,
we don't have to call your mom.

- What's plan B?

- Let's cross that bridge
if we come to it. Okay?

[machines beeping]

[soft music]

- Are you my mother's doctor?

- Yes. Bashir Hamed.
- Hi.

- They said that you
were out of town?

- At a month-long training
program for work.

But I drove straight back here
as soon as they called.

I saw her just before I left.

How could I have missed
her being so ill?

- She was extremely dehydrated
when she was brought in.

Malnourished.

She hadn't had any
food or water for days.

- I stocked her fridge.

I even tried to set her up
with a meal program.

- Has she been...

forgetful? Or...

- I don't think so. Why?

- It's possible that she stopped
eating and drinking...

on purpose.

- No. My mother would
never do that.

[soft piano music]

- Lucy?
- Hmm?

- Will's being prepped
for an emergency surgery
to remove the bullet.

- But you said it's been lodged
in his abdomen?

- Yes. Which caused
significant bleeding.

Surgeons will be able to tell us
if there's damage to his organs
once they take it out.

Do you want to sit down? Please.

- Um...

The guy, he smelled
like cigarettes.

And at first, I thought he was
just waiting to use the machine.

I just wanted to stop
for cash.

And if I didn't,
none of this would be happening.

- Police told us
they arrested the shooter.

- Now he asked
if I was doing okay.

He's lying there...

Bleeding...

and he's asking if I'm okay?

- You found yourself a good one.

- I don't deserve him.

- I'm sure that's not true.

But Will needs you now.

I'd like to ask you
a few questions
about his medical history.

It'll help us treat him.

Let's start with medication.

Is he taking anything regularly?

- Mom? Your doctor thinks

that you may have stopped
eating on purpose?

I told him there's no way
that could be true.

But are you not feeling well?
Have you lost your appetite?

- I didn't want you
to have to deal with this.

[soft piano music]

- Are you saying he's right?

- I'm so sorry, honey.

The cleaner was coming Monday.
He was going to find me.

- You tried to die?
- More like...

I stopped trying to live.

Food. Water.

My pills.

I had it all planned out

- I don't understand Why.

Why would you do this?

- I'm old, Erin.

Everything hurts.

I wanted to control this.

Go on my terms.

While I still could.

- How could you be thinking
like this and not tell me?

- Please, honey.

Try to understand.

You know how awful
it was when Dad went.

- So I'm just supposed
to be okay with losing you too?

No. I can't hear this.

I can't hear this right now.

She taught high school physics.

She always pushed me
to be rational, ordered,

even as a kid.

I've never heard her
sound like that.

- Are you sure she hasn't been
struggling with depression?

- It's been tough
since Dad passed,

but that's been two years now.

I thought she was fine.

That is not her.

- At her age, there could be
some underlying neurological
condition.

I'd like to send her to get
a CT scan and cognitive testing.

Something like dementia
can cause extreme
personality changes.

- Yes. Please.

Please do everything you can.

- I will.
- Thank you.

- Should I try more...

- I think we're beyond
manual labour. Time for plan B.

- You never said what that was.

- We drain it with a needle.
Don't worry.

It sounds worse than it is.
We use freezing.

- Ugh, can we wait
a little longer?

I think if you call my mom,
she's definitely
gonna call my dad.

He moved to San Francisco
after they split.

- Well, I don't live in the same
city as my kids,

and I'd still want to know
what's going on with them.

- Do you visit them?

Mine doesn't.

And now...

my mom's gonna blame him
because they were his pills.

Which is only gonna give him
more reason not to visit.

- Okay.

We can give it a bit longer.

[indistinct radio chatter]

- Hey.

Are you avoiding me?

First we can't be seen together,
and now I can't smile at you?

Look. When I see you,
I smile. I can't help it.

- I just don't want everyone
knowing our business.
Okay? So...

- Or is it that you're
embarrassed to be dating
the help?

- Would you stop talking
about yourself like that?

- If that's not the problem,
then what is?

- You really wanna do this now?

- Maybe we shouldn't do it
at all.

- Is that the CT
on your found down?

- Mrs. Joseph.
Radiology reported it's clear.

Next step is to order
a psych eval.

- You know you're going to need
my sign-off for that.

- She has chronic
kidney disease, but good support
from family

and no other physical issues.

I want to know
why she tried to kill herself.

- Well, she's 85. She's ill.

There's a possibility
she may just be ready.

- She'll need dialysis
in the next year,
but she's far from terminal.

- We're all terminal.
It's just a case of when
we figure that out.

- We owe it to her to be sure.

- You know, we do have a policy.

If a case bumps against
a doctor's belief system,
he's allowed to hand it off.

- This has nothing to do
with my belief system.

It's about making sure
that I'm everything that I can
for Mrs. Joseph.

And for her daughter, who isn't
ready to lose her mother.

- Okay, see what psych
has to say.

- Thank you.

- The kid's been in the room
for three hours. I need the bed.

- Give him a little longer.
- I think you should put him
out of his misery and drain it.

- Well, thanks for your opinion.
I'll let you know what I decide.

- Is this your priapism?
The kid's afraid of a needle?

- I think he's more afraid
to tell his mom he's having sex.

- Well, you know we do have
a policy.

If a case bumps against
a doctor's belief system,

he is allowed to hand it off.

- I'm just trying
to be his ally.

- A minor can make a consent
for himself,

as long as you're confident
that he understands
the weight of the decision.

Either way, Claire's right.
What goes up must come down.

Glad I'm not a teenager
these days.

- Glad I never had to raise any.

Speaking of, how's yours?

- Barely talking to me,
as usual.

- Oh. Guess it's your move then.

- I haven't noticed you fasting.

- It isn't Ramadan.
That's a different Eid.

- Oh... Hey, mind if I ask
you a question?
- Mm-hmm.

- So there's Christmas
and Easter Christians,

there's Sunday Christians,
there's every day, all day
Christians.

Is it kind the same
thing with Muslims?

- It's complicated.
- But you pray every day?

- Some days, I pray five times
a day.

And some days,
I don't pray at all.

[soft music]

[indistinct chattering]

I thought you weren't
working today. Weren't you
supposed to go home?

- Yeah. I picked up a shift.

Melissa thinks it's hard
on the girls when I'm
in and out so quickly.

You know, we decided I should
only go back when I can stay
for a longer time.

- That can't be easy.

- It's for the best.

I can focus on my work.

[medical machines beeping]

- Will?

Will! Hey! You're awake!

Oh, thank God!

About earlier I... I don't...

- Don't say anything.

Just don't go.

- I won't.

Will. I love you.

Will?

Will, hey! Help!

Help, help, help!

- I need help in here!

Pressure's tanking.
- What happened? Is he seizing?

- He was awake for one second
then he wasn't

- Ma'am, I need you
to step back.

- Looks more like
decorticate posturing.
- Intracranial hemorrhaging?

We checked his whole body,
there was no sign
of head trauma.

We need to intubate,
get him to CT.
Repeat his blood work.

Prep 30 etomidate, 100 sux.

- His INR levels were elevated
but within range for a trauma
patient with coagulopathy.

- What are you thinking,
blood thinners?

- Well, if he's on them,
he's gonna bleed.

Even the slightest bump
to his head could trigger
a hemorrhage.

Lucy, you said that Will
wasn't taking any medication.
Are you sure?

But if there's any chance
he was taking blood thinners,
we need to know now.

We... We haven't been together
for five months.

I left him.

- I'm not going to admit
Lena Joseph to psychiatry.

- She wants to die,
that means she's depressed.

- Not in the way
I choose to treat clinically.

- Is this about her age?
Would you say the same thing
if she was 20?

- Maybe not.
But that's my point.

You see, most of what
we do here is artificially
prolonging life.

Resuscitation,
catheterization, surgery...

She's wrestling with this
because she's in her 80s
and ill.

It would be a mistake to apply
a black and white stance
to a more nuanced situation.

- I don't consider wanting
to help her taking a stance,

I consider it my
responsibility, doctor.

- Wanting to control the way
we go out isn't uncommon.

Look, as her primary physician,

you can keep her in a 72-hour
psych hold,

but if it was just up to me?
I'd cut her loose as soon
as she's physically ready to go.

- Well, then I'm glad
it isn't up to you.

- You're the doctor
from Syria? Yeah?

I treat a lot of patients
who come from war zones.

We just met, so this is not
a judgment,

but if you ever need
to talk to someone,

feel free to reach out.

- Don't you have a fancy
coffee machine in your office?

- Well, I'm a man
of the people, Claire.

- Of course, and by that
you mean another egomaniac
doctor who knows everything?

- Well, yeah.
[Claire chuckles]

But if you're still holding
a grudge against Dr. Hunter,

then you shouldn't
because he's...
- A good guy?

[sighing]
- Do you want me to talk to him?

- Uh, no. No, it wasn't
a big deal.

And you know I can fight
my own battles.

- Of that, I am well aware.

Is that it? You just came
to tell me all the different
ways in which I disappoint you?

- And that I changed my mind.

- About Theo?

- About dinner.

You asked me the other day.

- Tonight?

- Tomorrow. And I'm buying.

I just got an offer
on the house.

- You're selling
your mother's house?

You love that house.

- Well, I've been letting go
of a few things lately.

- Well, I'll book us a table.
Somewhere expensive.

- Right now, we're balancing
two opposing problems.

Will's abdominal injury
from the bullet,

and the brain bleed,
which is what caused him
to lose consciousness.

- Can you fix them?

- Individually, yes.
But they both require
equally emergent surgeries.

There are risks either way,
but the surgeons will want you
to weigh in on who goes first.

- They want me to decide?

- Well, even if
you're separated,

while legally married,
you're still his next of kin.

- But you said he was stable.

- Blood thinners make your blood
less likely to clot.

Which makes you more susceptible
to internal bleeds.

There are precautions, but--
- But you didn't know.

Will's had a tough year.

[crying]
His father had all these
heart problems and um...

I cheated on him.

We met up today, and he...

...said he forgave me.

That he still loved me.

But I didn't say it back.

Not until just now, when I saw
him, and he needed to hear
me say it.

But it wasn't true.

- You can do this.
- No.

I'm the one that keeps
on hurting him.

How can I be the one
making decisions about his life?

You decide.
- No. I can walk you
through the options, but...

- Please.

- We'll do this together.

- I'm sorry. I can't.

[soft music]

[breathing heavily]

- Hey. Are you okay?

You're sweating.

He could die,
and she could just...

How could she just walk away?

- Listen. It's not our job
to make her a stronger person.

Alright? Did you find out why
her husband's on blood thinners?

- She didn't know.

I think I might, though.

- And deep breath in.

- What happens now?
Are you gonna let me go home?

- Not until I'm sure
you're ready.

- Until you're sure I won't
do it again, you mean.

- Your daughter is very
concerned about you.

- You think I'm selfish.

If I was your mother,
you'd be upset too.

I watched the sacrifices
Erin made

to be with her father
through his illness.

It just seemed like...

if I was ready anyway,
why wouldn't I spare her that?

- In my experience, people don't
always want to be spared.

- Tell me the OR's
ready for him.

- Well, neurosurgery and Trauma
are both saying their needs
are priority. So...

- And his wife walked away.

- Then I make the call.

Between two terrible options.

Unless there's a third
that I'm not smart enough
to see.

- Well, actually there is.

Will's father
had a heart attack.

- So you did get a history?
- No, it was more
like a confession.

But turns out Will has a family
history of heart problems,

which may be why
he's on blood thinners.

- His INR is two,

so he's more likely to be on
Coumadin than any of the newer
anti-coags.

- And if we dose him
with vitamin K and a prothrombin
complex concentrate,

then we can reverse
his propensity to bleed.

- That could buy time.

Neuro could go in,
start the craniotomy,

relieve the clot, then Trauma
can take over and fix
the intra-abdo bleed.

- Get the surgeons
talking to each other. Go.

- Oh, uh... Sorry.
I'm sorry.

- Are you okay?

- Hey.
- Hey.

- You looking for someone?

- My little sister.
She's supposed to be
here doing her homework.

- Homework on a Saturday?

Girl after my own heart.
[chuckles]

Bathroom, maybe?

- Yeah, probably.

- Seriously, I don't know
how you do it.

This job, and taking
care of your sister...

I mean, I barely remember
to eat until four.

- I wouldn't exactly
call that a meal.

Did I see you checking
your pulse?

- It's just an intense day.

Want me to help you look
for her?

[pager beeping]
- Yeah, oh...

Um... it seems Arnold
already found her.

- Excellent.

- This young lady says
she's related to you?

- She's supposed to be related
to me in the cafeteria.

Thank you.

[soft piano music]

You promised me
you wouldn't move.

- I know.
- This isn't a playground,
Amira. This is my job.

- I know.

- What's wrong?

- I just wanted to remember
how it felt.

When Mama and Baba
would take me to work.

It's Eid.

We're all supposed
to be together.

You never talk about them.
I'm afraid I'm going to forget.

- Is this the famous sister?

- Amira. This is my boss,
Dr. Bishop.

- Very nice to meet you.

- She was just headed back
to the cafeteria
to finish her homework.

- Oh, fantastic. So was I.

Not to do homework, obviously.

I was gonna use my privileges
to see if I could swing
some free snacks.

Interested?

[pager beeping]
I guess your brother
has to work.

- She's been awake since
this started, but feeling off.

I'm cycling her BP.

- She said she felt
light-headed, then
that monitor started beeping.

- Page cardiology.
Wide complex tachycardia.

Let's start an Amiodarone
infusion.
- Okay.

- What you are experiencing
is called ventricular
tachycardia.

It's an irregular heartbeat

likely brought on by electrolyte
abnormalities from not eating,

coupled with our
interventions earlier today.

- Can you stop it?
- She'll need an angiogram
and we'll run medications.

If she becomes unstable,
then we'll shock her heart
to restore a normal rhythm.

- No.

- I thought you wanted
to come home.

- No honey, you wanted me to.

And I was willing to do it
for you.

But if Dr. Hamed is saying
this could be it...

- What would happen to her then?

- Without medications
or an intervention to reset
her heart rhythm,

you'll... you'll likely
go into cardiac arrest and die.

- No.

- Please, honey.

This is what I want.

- You need to save her.

- Is that where accidents come?

- The trauma bay, yes.

That's where we do
what's called extreme measures

to try to save people's lives.

- Does my brother do that?

- Well, I'll deny it if you tell
him I said so, but he's
practically an expert.

- Our parents were doctors.

They had a hospital in Syria
before...

before we came here.

- I never brought my son
to the hospital.

Maybe I should have.

- Definitely you should have.

- Okay.

- I can let you consent
to the procedure on your own,

but if you don't want talk
to your parents, you need
to talk to me first.

That girl you were going
to meet...

she your girlfriend?
- What, like, you mean
going steady?

She's a girl I know
from school.

- Were you planning
on using protection?

- She said she's on the pill.

- Not good enough.
- Alright, okay?

I'll use a condom.

- What about the pill
you took?

Wanna explain to me
why you did that?

- I just wanted to last.

My friends say they can go
for 30 minutes.

- Your friends are lying.

Ten minutes is normal,
no matter what the internet
tells you.

More importantly, if you have
to take a pill to impress
a girl,

she's not the right girl.

- You're telling me
every girl you've been with
was the right one?

- I am.

Because there's only been one,
and I'm still married to her.

- One girl? This whole time?=

- Thirteen years and counting.
- And you're trying to teach me
about sex?

How do you even know anything?

Well, I know...

that decisions
have consequences.

You're going to want
to take a deep breath.

- She's still in v-tach.
Cardioversion is the only
other option.

- She requested a DNR and you
want to reset her heart?

- There's still a case
for a psych hold,

which would grant her daughter
power of attorney,
so we can avoid the DNR.

- Well, Lena Joseph is your
patient, not her daughter.

It's her wishes
you'd be dismissing.

- No, it's her I'd be
giving up on.

- You're a man of instinct.

I know you can make hard
choices and save lives.

That's not what you've
been asked to do here.

Could be a couple of hours...

no more than a day.

- I thought we were on
the same side.

- We are.

Hers.

I know it's hard, but we have
to respect your mother's wishes.

[soft piano music]

- If I just had more time,

I could make her see
I don't care if it's hard.

I just don't wanna lose her.

Now there's nothing I can do.

- But there is something
you can do.

You can take the chance
to say goodbye.

[voice breaking]
My parents...

My parents both died suddenly.

Long before I was ready
to let them go.

This may not be the way
that you want to say goodbye,

but this time that you have
with her is a gift,

if you choose
to see it that way.

- Hey.

I shouldn't have left.
It was the wrong thing to do.

Things just got so messed up,
I...

Is he... is he okay?

- He's in surgery.

We were able
to reverse the effects
of the blood thinners

and stabilize him
for both operations.

- So he's going to make it?

- It's too soon to tell,

but the surgeons felt
that the risk was acceptable,
given the alternative.

- When he wakes up,
and when he's ready...

I'm going to tell him
that he deserves to be
with someone who loves him back.

[Man over PA system]:
Code Blue, OR 2.

- Wait over here.

[suspenseful music]

- As your rhythm continues
to deteriorate,

you may feel the need
for more pain management.

Let us know if that's the case.

- Honey.

I know this isn't easy for you.

- We'll be back to check
you have everything
that you need.

[Lena]: There is one thing.

My goulash recipe.

I need to pass it on.

- You always said
you'd take that to your grave.

- And here we are.

[soft music]

We could use a pen and paper.

- Mom, none of this is rational,
you know?

- Some things just aren't.

- Hey.

What are you doing right now?

- Nothing, why?
- I need a favour

- We did everything we could.

But in spite
of our best effort...

Will didn't survive his surgery.

[soft music]

- Will's dead?

- He fought really hard, Lucy.

But in the end, both injuries
were just...

they were too much
for him to handle.

- You said he was
going to be okay!

How... How am I supposed to live
with things ending this way?

I trusted you,
and you didn't save him!

- Maybe if we'd looked
twice at his elevated INR--

- Don't do that. Alright?

You did everything medically
possible to help that man.

You even tried saving
his marriage.

She was upset.
Her husband just died.

You can't control the way
she reacts to that.

- Dr. Curtis isn't wrong.

It was out of our control.

That's the job.

We move on and focus
on the things we can fix.

[crashing]
- Oh, God!

- Uh...
- Charlie, don't move!

- I'm sorry, sir.
He just got away from me.

You okay, Charlie?
- Don't move, don't move.

- I'm good!
- No, no, no!

- Whoa, whoa! Okay!
Not so good!

- Welcome back, Charlie.

Try to stay with him
this time, Lou.

- Okay... Where does it hurt?

- You know I'm not embarrassed
of you, right?

- But you don't want anyone
knowing about us, though.

- It's nobody's business.

- Mm... So we can only
be together when...

nobody's around?

- You want me to tell everyone
you're my boyfriend?

[chuckling]

Fine. He's my goddamn
boyfriend. You happy?

- What? 'Cause you told Charlie?
No offence Charlie.

- That's okay.

I mean, I... I got
a goddamn girlfriend too.

I can't find her though.
She got snakes in her veins.

- Snakes in her veins?
- Yeah.

Just like me.
- Means an IV?

Is your girlfriend
a patient here?

Is that who you've
been looking for?

- Obviously.

- Any shortness of breath now?

- No.

But I felt something
earlier today.

- Rhythm looks good now.

What were you doing
at the time?

- Managing the wife
of a critical patient.

We lost him.

I've been living with this
long enough to know

that my symptoms can sometimes
be psychological

- They can also
be physiological.

- Yes.
- The only way for me to know

is to see you more regularly,
and get a fuller picture.

- Every time I come here,
I feel like the...

Like the sick little kid
everyone worried would
never be strong enough.

- That's why it's so important
to be on top of this.

So you don't have to be
that kid again.

- Jonah, I...

I wanted to see... how you are.

There's something
I need to tell you.

[chuckling]
Do young people even check
their voicemails these days?

I'll send you a text.

It's your father.

[food sizzling]

[Bashir]: Am I doing it
right now?

- Uh, yeah.

Do you think it's ready?

- Uh, no keep stirring.

Almost.

[knocking]

[door creaking]

- Eid Mubarak!
- Lamb! Bash!

Dr. Hunter brought lamb!

- But every butcher I called
was sold out!

- Us country boys
have our connections.

It's called Costco. Haha.

It's Halal, I swear.

Shukraan, Theo. Come on in.

[Khaled]: You are saying
that you haven't seen
either one of them?

[Theo]: I always fall asleep.

If I had to pick one...

- An impossible question.
The first is the perfect
horror film.

The second is the ultimate
action movie.

[laughing]

- He made me watch them both,
honestly I thought they were
the same movie.

[laughing]
- Bashir...

Brother, sometimes I don't know
how we are friends.

Theo, are you not enjoying
the food?

- Excuse me.
- Take some more!

[Theo laughing]

[indistinct conversations]

[light music]

- When you were three years old,
you'd wake up at dawn
every morning.

Mama and Baba were working
and exhausted,

but one of them would always
get up early and play with you,

or take you for a walk.

- They did?

- When you finally started
sleeping in,

I would sometimes catch them
up early, just...

sitting beside you.

Watching you.

Mama once told me that...

no matter how tired she was,

it was always her favourite way
to greet the morning.

[soft Arabic hip-hop music]

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