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- The state controls
the universities.

And I am an enemy of the state.

There is no paper trail
because of who I am.

- My place later?

- You've got a second chance.

You should think about
how you're gonna use it.

- You're in Idlib?

- Kafr Halab. The building
collapsed this morning.

Bombs last night.

And we're looking
for survivors.

- How many of you
on site, Saleh?

- We're small team.
Most are trainees like me.

- And what sort of equipment
do you have?

- The usual, basic first aid.

- It's good you called.

You need to manage haemorrhagic
shock so he's safe to transport.

Can someone find a... a sheet
or towel to wrap him?

Place your hands on his pelvis
and compress inwards.

Feel around for movement.

- They found a regime flag.

[fighter jets roaring]

- Planes?

Saleh, do you need
to get out of there?

- Just passing over, I hope.

- How is... How is Zaynab?

[distant gunfire]

- We will be getting married.

[speaking foreign language]

- Good for you. Poor her.

[chuckling]

- His radial is strong.

We need to keep looking.

More bodies might be trapped
in rubble.

Thank you, Bashir.
- Be safe, if you need--

[door opening]

- Oh. Is everything okay?
- Yes, thank you.

[suspenseful piano music]

[machines beeping]

[indistinct chattering]

[soft music]

[pager beeping]

- I'm gonna take it.

Wait, wait, wait.

- I know what that means.

- Dr. Singh says
if you're not early...

you're late, so...

- Well, your boss got no joy
in his life.

- He's a surgeon. We're not
exactly known for joy.

[chuckling]

- Dinner later?

- Maybe. Don't forget
to hold for five.

- Everything alright?

[computerized voice]:
A grade four student

in your household,

Abigail Hunter, was marked

absent at morning attendance.

- I call the school, it goes
straight to voicemail.

Mel texted me after
the drop off,

so I know Abby's there,
or should be.

I called Mel, but she's not
picking up.

She has meetings all day,
so she might have her phone off.

- I'll cover your patients.
You do what you need to do.

- Thank you.

Why would I be getting a message
like that if you're saying
you dropped her off?

- I don't know, the school
didn't call me

so this is the first time
I'm hearing about this.

Did you call back?
- It went to voicemail.

When you dropped Abby off,
you saw her go in?

- I left her in the yard
with her friends five minutes
before the bell,

she's been begging
for this for months.

- If we're making a decision
like that, shouldn't we have
discussed it?

- You're not here, so,
you don't get to tell me
how to drop the kids off.

- Look, I'm worried, okay?

Because if you didn't watch her
go in,

doesn't that mean
she could actually be gone?

- I'm worried too.

I'm already in the car.

I'll call you when I get there

[telephone ringing]

[indistinct chattering]

- Messy hair, flushed cheeks,
and almost smiling?

- I wonder who the guy is.

- Maybe she just overslept?

- No judgment.
- No.

Respect, actually.

It's basically impossible
to make a relationship work

around this job.
- You don't date?

- I've... I've had to accept

the fact that the hospital
is my current boyfriend.

You?

- I sleep on a sofa so my sister
can have a bedroom.

- MVC 3 minutes out.
Code trauma. VSA./

- Hit-and-run.
Victim's not identified.

- Driver of the vehicle,
head injury, GCS 6,

massive blood loss,
multiple lacs, arrested
on the field eight minutes ago.

- Passenger. Airbag
malfunctioned, didn't deploy.

Cyanosed, 02 sats at 80 percent.

Pulse 120, resp rate 35,
BP 95 on 68

- Bed one. Dr. Hamed.

Dr. Leblanc, bed two.

[machines beeping rapidly]

- One, two, three.

- It's all yours, doctors.

- Arnold take compressions.
Activate MTP, and insert
two large bore IVs.

- ABCs, doctor.

- Uh, I'll intubate
and decompress the chest
bilaterally.

- One, two, three.

- We need two units O-neg.

Mags, an eFAST, and I need
an art line.

- EMS radioed from dispatch,
we have IDs.

Marie Tabeh, 46, Ana Tabeh, 20.

- This is a mother, daughter?

[machines beeping rapidly]

Pneumothorax.
We need a chest tube!

Use a 28 French in case
there's a hemothorax.

- Let's sedate with ketamine,
she needs 40mg, let's start her.

[suspenseful music]

[Claire]: Still no pulse.

- There's cardiac activity
on the ultrasound,

but her heart looks empty.
1mg epinephrine.

- Epi won't help if there's
no blood for the heart to pump.

- PEA, narrow complex.
Not a shockable rhythm.

Restart compressions.
Let's focus on resuscitation
using blood products.

[June]: Preparing for chest
tube, making incision.

Test.

- Get your finger
in the pleural space.

What are you feeling?
- Smooth pleural...

Lung. I think I'm good.

Chest tube.

- Hemopneumo.

Left foot is cold.

No pulse.

Her knee looks pretty mangled.
This could be vascular injury.

- Page vascular.
She's gonna need the OR.

- Still no pulse!

- No cardiac
or electrical activity.

Okay. I think that's it.

- You think? Or you know.

- I know.

- So you're confident.

- Yes.

Asystole, no cardiac activity
on ultrasound,

prolonged downtime. We managed
the correctable causes
of traumatic cardiac arrest.

3 units packed cells,
bilaterally chest decompression.

No pericardial effusion,
and a stable pelvis.

I'm confident that after
the massive head injuries
suffered by this patient,

she had no chance.

- Then call it.

- Time of Death, 10:14 AM.

Thank you, everyone.

- Let's just take a moment
to acknowledge the end of a life

and the efforts of our team
to save it.

- Sir? About what just happened.

- Being challenged?
Consider it the new normal.

- Are you talking about
how I ran that trauma?

- I'm talking about
you telling legal

that you can't get
us your transcripts.

Do you know what
a lawyer hears when you say
"enemy of the state?"

They hear liability,

that puts the pressure
on us to make certain
that you are not.

I need you to be above reproach.
Sharper than everyone else.

Hi, Jasmine Weber, peds two.

- Thanks.
- Where's Doctor Hunter?

- I asked to take a couple
extra patients.

Staying sharp.

- Let's see.

[man groaning]

Can you tell me what happened
Mr. Monroe?

- Kinda stupid.
My fault, really.

I've been trying to lose
a few pounds

so I hid the cookies
up in the cupboard.

I got a craving,

so I climbed up on a stool
to get them,

and bam!

I didn't want to come
all the way down here

but the boss insisted
when she got back from work.

- Are you a nurse?

- Nurse's aide.
At a retirement home.

I work the night shift.

- You're not supposed to call it
the graveyard shift, there.

- I get home and he's white
as a sheet,

can barely stand from the pain,
but it's all,

"No, no, I'm fine."

- She worries.

- Only because she cares.

- We should all be so lucky.

It's gonna be cold.

[suspenseful music]

Okay, well, I'm seeing
some fluid here,

so this could be an indication
of internal bleeding.

You'll need a CT.
- If you say so, Doc.

[machines beeping rapidly]

- We need to bring him
to the resus room, stat!

- Then she lost control
of her legs.

I needed the neighbour
to help me get her to the car.

Should I have called
an ambulance?

- No, the important thing
is that you're here now.

How old are you, Jasmine?

- Thirteen.

- And can you tell me when you
started feeling this way?

- Earlier today.

It started with a little
slurring, and then it got worse.

- Did you take any drugs
or alcohol?

Any issues swallowing?
Headaches?

Can you do this for me?

That's great.

Any indications
leading to today?

Cognitive or behavioural?

- Can I talk to you outside?

I'm her foster mother.

I've only had Jasmine
a few weeks.

- Do you have any
family medical history?

Specifically, I'm looking
for a history

of heart disease or strokes.

- You think she's having
a stroke?

- With slurred speech and loss
of motor function,

that's the first thing
to rule out.

- Well, she's been in a series
of group homes for the past
two years.

She ran away from the last one.

That's all the information
the foster agency had.

I barely know her at all.

[cellphone ringing]

- For labs, you want a CBC
and electrolytes?

- Um... Also venous gas,

extended lytes, CK,

liver panel, hemoglobin A1C.

And get her to CT
as soon as possible.

- Got it.

- So., uh, we'll do imaging

and send blood work to the lab

and see what's going on.

In the meantime, just stay
with her

and keep her spirits up.

[indistinct chattering]

[cellphone ringing]

- Where's the rest of your team?

- The building shifted again

and they got stuck
on a higher floor.

We need your help.

[intense music]

[door opening]

- Remember after your accident,

we talked about you having
a second chance?

- I remember you talking about

how I was coming out
of a coma at the time,

so I wasn't saying much.

- Running down Bash like that
in trauma for no reason?

If this is you trying
for a second chance,

you're failing.

- I had a very good reason.

I could take you through it.

Over dinner.

My place.

- Yeah, I thought
we fished with all that
about five years ago.

Anyway, I don't recall

you ever actually
making me dinner

- I wanted to.

- I guess we both wanted things
that would not have worked.

What are you doing, Jed?

I mean, why now?
After all this time.

- You're the one who keeps
talking about second chances.

And you're the only one here
who's not afraid to tell me
to piss off.

So...

Dinner?

What's your answer?

- Piss off.

- How is her airway?
Blood pressure?

- Before you move her,
you need to tourniquet her leg.

- See? You know your stuff,
Saleh.

You'll need to resuscitate
her too. I'm guessing
you don't have any blood?

Saline will have to do.
Tourniquet, then to a clinic
as soon as possible.

- How much saline for a child
like this?

- Keep your phone on Bashir,
please!

[suspenseful music]

[sighing]

- In a pediatric crush, uh,

normal saline is 20,
20 ml per kg?

- We have a pediatric crush
injury? You should've paged me
right away!

- No, no, it's just
hypothetical.

Something I came across
in my reading.
- Uh, the saline dose is right.

Watch closely for hyperkalemia.

- Thanks.

- Uh, why did you order
a CT for Jasmine Weber?

- The symptoms pointed
to possible stroke

because of the dysarthria.

- Did you call for a bedside
glucose test?

- No.
- Claire?

- I had blood sent
to the lab. Hemoglobin A1C.

Isn't that protocol?
- DKA can mimic stroke symptoms.

Bedside glucose is the protocol
here for pediatric patients

- She won't open her eyes!

Guys!

- Jasmine? Jasmine?
Come on, Jasmine.

Try and open your eyes for us.

[machine beeping rapidly]

- Glucose is 25.
She's in DKA.

- DKA? What is that?
- Diabetic ketoacidosis.

She's going to need
insulin therapy.

- I thought you said
she was having a stroke.

- The symptoms
can be very similar.

- She didn't tell me
- She probably didn't know.

[suspenseful music]

- Hello.

Um, the endoscopy showed
enlarged veins in the esophagus

which ruptured from your fall.

Subsequent tests, however,
reveal...

cirrhosis and liver failure.

I'm sorry to tell you that
with this amount of damage,

the chances of the liver
recovering on its own are slim.

- Is there anything we can do?

- We're starting medication now,

but Walter will also need
something called
a variceal ligation,

which means a surgeon
uses rubber bands to stop

the enlarged veins
from bleeding.

Long term though, a liver
transplant is your only option.

- That's what a lifetime
of drinking gets you.

It's probably what I deserve.

- I'm sorry.

- Excuse me, doctor?

- Yes?
- You mentioned a transplant.

Does it jeopardize that,
him having been a drinker?

- Well, he would have to be
sober for a minimum
of six months.

- He's four years sober.

I'm six. We met in the program.

- I'm sorry to bring you
such bad news.

- We've overcome a lot.

We'll get through this. too.

- Let me guess. Jasmine Weber?

- Any luck?

- I called every contact number
that I could find,

pieced together that she lived
with a grandmother until
a few years ago

when she passed.
- Of what?

- Heart attack. Apparently,
in front of Jasmine.

Not sure that's something
you get over.

- It isn't.

- Then she was abandoned
by an uncle, who's now in jail.

Learned in the hard way
not to trust anyone.

- Any type 1 diabetes
in the family?

- Medical records don't even
start until she was put
in foster care.

But she's one of the lucky ones.

Most of the older kids
don't find someone conscientious
like Liz

to look out for them.

[telephones ringing]

[voice over speaker]

[sighing]

- Think we could speed walk
a variceal ligation into OR?

- What's his coag look like?

- Labs just came in. Mmm...

[typing]

Blood alcohol level 0.09?

I couldn't smell it on him

- Might've been vodka.

Is he cirrhotic?

Yeah. The seasoned ones
know how to hide it.

- No, his fiancée says he's been
in recovery four years.

- Guess he slipped.
They always do.

- I was so focused
on the cirrhosis
I didn't question the X-ray.

Look. Do you see anything?

- Fracture to the sternum,
none to the extremities.

Trauma to the abdomen.

Was there any circular bruising?
- Yeah.

Does this look like a fall
off a stool to you?

- That's a tough angle
for a stool

- Could it be steering wheel
trauma?

- My guess is that your drunk
was driving.

And, by the looks of it,

may've been
in a serious accident.

- The timeline tracks
for that hit-and-run
we got this morning.

The mother we lost.
The daughter, how's she doing?

- She'll pull through.
No thanks to that asshole.

- Well, even if he was
in an accident, doesn't make it
that accident.

- You sure about that?

[suspenseful piano music]

[Saleh]: Okay. Have a look.

- Okay, her pupils are dilated.
She's losing consciousness?

- Yes, she is.

- Okay. So we manage pain

and get Fatima fluid
resuscitation or she risks
kidney injury.

She needs a field hospital.
You can't wait, Saleh.

You need to get her out
yourself.

- I can't do this alone, Bashir.
- Yes, you can.

Your adrenaline
will give you strength.

[indistinct chatter]

- Lou! Hey! Hi.

Uh, I saw you were
talking to that cop
from the car accident before.

- Who, Desantos?
- Yeah.

- Yeah. Our kids
go to the same school.

- Uh, quick question

- I got her leg out,
but it's a mess.

I need you to tell me how
to manage the bleeding.

- Saleh. Saleh!

[thudding]

I know, I know you have a lot
on your plate. I know.

[distant sirens]

Fine.

[cellphone ringing]

Hey.

- Hey. I didn't mean
to interrupt.

- No, no. Mel called.

The school's automated
attendance software misfired.

Abby was there the whole time.

- Good to know she's okay.

- Mel had to cancel a meeting
and drive halfway across town,

but... Anyway, Abby is fine.

[cellphone ringing]

What's going on with you today?

- That, uh...

That pediatric crush wound?

It was a child in Syria.

They found her pinned
in a bombed out building.

My friend Saleh
he's a volunteer medic,
only a year of med school.

He calls sometimes
with consults.

- Is she okay?

- We don't know yet.

- You told me
that was hypothetical.

- I didn't want to involve you.
- But you did!

When you asked my advice.

If I'd have known
there was a real child,

I would have asked
more questions.

Made sure I had
all the details!

What if something I said
cost that child's life?

- I just needed guidance
on fluid resuscitation

- Protocols change
based on the scenarios.

You should know that.

- Are you talking about
the testing I ordered
for Jasmine?

- I'm talking about you
being honest with me

instead of taking
everything on yourself.

- We put in a chest tube
to drain the fluids,

and we performed a surgery
to repair a torn artery
in your leg.

Both were successful.

We'll keep you for observation

but you should make
a full recovery.

We've called your dad.
He's on a flight now.

So...
- Can I see my mom?

- I'm so sorry.

[soft music]

- Lydia not here?

- She's gone to get some air.

- Walter, do you drive
a blue sedan?

- Why?

- Because your labs came back

and there was alcohol
in your bloodstream.

And the bruising
on your abdomen,

the placement of it,
it suggests you could've hit
a steering wheel.

- I...

I started slipping.

Once or twice.

Then last night, with a buddy,

I...

I don't remember what happened.

I woke up a few blocks
from the house

in a smashed car.

Lydia wasn't home from work yet
so I left it in the lot.

And just...

...hoped that what I hit

was parked and empty.

- A mother and daughter came in
this morning.

Hit by a blue sedan.

- Oh... Oh...

Are they okay?

- No, Walter.

They're not.

- There were no complications
and you're responding
to the medication well.

Are you feeling better?

- How long do I have
to stay here?

- A little while longer.

We want to make sure
that your blood sugar
is under control.

- And we have to show you

how to use a glucose meter
before you go.

- It'll help you and Liz manage
things easier when you get home.

- That's not my home.

I never wanted to go there.

- I know it's hard, adjusting
to a new place.

Where I live isn't my home
either.

- Do you have to share it
with someone you barely know?

[soft music]

- We'll try again later.

- Do you have a minute?

I've got a hypothetical.

- Sure.

- If a patient

admits to a crime
in confidence...

- Mm-hmm?
- Would you tell
the authorities?

- We can't. We're bound
by doctor-patient
confidentiality.

- I know, I know. Unless
it's to report a gunshot wound,

the safety of a child,
or intent to cause future harm.

I know. And it isn't.

- Then you'd be breaking
your oath.

- Yeah, I know that too.

- I just... I...

I can't help but think that you,
you know, the rule-breaker,

Doctor Instinct,
would understand that someone
might break the oath

for a moral obligation
you felt

outweighed the needs
of a patient.

- There are consequences
to drawing lines like that.

- Then you've done it?

- During the war, I treated
regime soldiers.

Only when they forced me.
Often, at gunpoint.

It's fine.

The point is, I chose sides.

And now I can't go home.

- His nausea's getting worse.

I always know something's wrong
when he gets quiet.

- Liddy, could you go get me
a glass of water, please?

- Sure.

- No sign of new haemorrhaging.

We're just waiting to hear back
from the OR on a scheduled time
for your ligation.

You haven't told her?

- When are the cops
coming for me?

- I haven't told them either.

- But I hurt those people.

I have to pay for what I've
done.

- I agree. But I have a duty
to protect your confidentiality.

So if you want to tell
the police, you'll have
to tell them yourself.

- What, what if, what if I...

If I can't bring myself
to do it?

- Then you'll have
your surgical procedure.

Lydia will take you home.

And I guess you try to live
with what you've done.

[sliding door opening]

- The Mannitol is helping.

Jasmine's going to be okay.

- Thank God.

So, was this my fault?
Is it the food I'm making?

Was I making the wrong--
- No, type 1 is genetic.

There was nothing you could do
to prevent this.

But you can help her
control it.

[scoffing]
- I doubt she'll let me do that.

I thought I was doing
a good thing,
becoming a foster mom.

But this?
- I think you're very strong,

doing something like this.

- I'm not questioning
my decision. I just...

I feel like I'm messing it up.

Like I'm messing her up,
and she's already been through
so much already.

I'm sorry.

- We all feel like that
the minute we become parents.

But the highs
outweigh the lows.

And all we can do is...

get up every day, committed
to doing our very best.

[soft piano music]

[inaudible conversation]

[indistinct conversation]

- Walter's ligation procedure.

When is that happening?

- Well, procedures are triaged
according to urgency.

And because he stopped bleeding,

it may not be
for a few more hours.

- When... When he does get it,

how much time will it buy him?

- Well, it only fixes
the bleeding, not his liver.

- Oh...
- And there are
no guarantees, but...

Without the transplant...

maybe a year?

[sniffling]

- A year more than
that young woman will have
with her mother.

- I'm so sorry. Lydia

- It won't be
the life we planned,

but...
- But...

- He did a terrible thing,

but he's not a terrible person.

He'll never forgive himself
for this.

What kind of a person would I be
if I left him alone with that?

[soft piano music]

- You told the cops.

- No, he did.
And she's sticking by him.

- And you wouldn't?

- He killed somebody.

I would, yes, like to say
that if I was in love
with somebody,

I would be able
to get past that, but I...

- People stay with people
who hurt them all the time.

We're kind of stupid like that.

- Well, if that cop arrests
Walter before his procedure,

there's no telling when
he'll be able to get
another one.

[June sighing]

- Lemme see what I can do.

[suspenseful music]

[Saleh]: Bashir? Hello?

Bashir?

[breathing heavily]
Alhamdulellah.

I was on the road. The cell
towers are still...

- Are you driving her yourself?

- I had to.
Nobody was coming for us.

She's feverish.
She started vomiting
15 minutes ago.

- Can you--

Can you feel air
under the flesh?

Press down on the tissue.

- Yes, I feel air.

- Crepitus. Saleh,
you have to amputate the leg.

- On the side of the road?
Now?

Alone?
- If you don't, she'll die.

And you're not alone. I'm here.

[suspenseful music]

- So there's a patient waiting
in Emerg on a variceal ligation.

- Let me guess,
you want to scrub in?

- Yes, always. But I was
actually just checking

to see if there was any
wiggle room.

The patient needs the ligation
before he's arrested.

- You mean arrested?

- No. Like, hauled off to jail.

He's a drunk driver
who killed a woman this morning.

- And you want to rush him
into surgery

so he doesn't lose his chance
to get it?

I didn't take you for someone
who'd be affected by that.

- I'm not.

You know the girl
with the arterial injury
we repaired earlier?

- Mm-hmm.
- Well, her mom died
because of him.

He should be healthy enough
to serve whatever sentence
they throw at him.

- Well...

[chuckling]

The candor's refreshing.

Anyway, he's in luck.

An elective case dropped off
the board

so I was about to move him
up to this evening anyway.

[pager beeping]

- It's the ICU.
It's the daughter.

- Better go, then.

- You paged me?

- Patient is a nine-year-old
girl.

Crushed lower right extremity.

Saleh called
with a few questions.

We really need your help.

- What do I need to know?

This is Saleh.
We worked together in Syria.

[Saleh]: Hello, doctor.

- Severe soft tissue injury

progressed by
a gangrenous limb.

He's pulled over on the side
of the road and needs to perform

an above the knee amputation
right now.

- With what tools?

- I have a scalpel,
scissors,

hemo... The clips.

- Hemostatic clips.
- Yes, dressings.

And a handsaw.
- Ketamine for sedation.

- Uh, can you show me
the girl again?

- She weighs maybe 20 kilograms,
Dr. Hunter.

- Try 20 megs, if you have that.

Uh, 20 milligrams.

- Done.

- Okay, Saleh.

If the tourniquet is tight,

make your incision.

Start by dividing the skin
circumferentially.

[soft suspenseful music]

Good. Now cut through
the subcutaneous tissues

- Okay.

- You're doing great.

[man over PA system]:
Code Blue. Room 305

- You've gotta go to that, Bash.
- I can't leave him.

- Saleh?

You think we can do this,
just you and me?

- Okay.

Who knows, something might
get lost in translation.

- Bash.

We got this, okay? Go.

- Code blue, room 305.
- Thank you, Theo.

There's blood everywhere.

- Tighten the tourniquet,

then apply the hemostats
to the longitudinal structures

that are likely to be
the major blood vessels.

- Hemostats to...

I'm sorry?

- The structures
that look like...

So...

The leg...

The blood vessels.

Okay? Yes? The structures,
the blood vessels.

- What happened?
- Acute respiratory failure,

we need a non-rebreather
at 15 litres per minute,

and a stat portable chest.
- Chest tube's not working.

O2 stats?
- Uh, 66.

Resp is 40, tachy's at 144,
BP's 84 60.

- Prep a new tube.
If it's kinked,
we'll have to re-insert.

[June]: The chest tube's
definitely not working.

Tension pneumothorax.

- Your colleagues were all here
before you.

- Sorry, I got held up.

- If you can't get here on time,
we don't need you.

[machines beeping rapidly]

Insert a new tube,
she'll settle.

- You sure?
Just try again.

Keep at it

Show me.

- Here. Do you see it?

- Good.
- What do I do now?

- Okay now, keep the tourniquet

in the position, and...
- Okay.

- Just examine for obvious
blood vessels. Then clamp
with your hemostats.

- Okay.
- That was fast.

She's okay.

- Dr. Hunter, there's oozing.

- That's normal,
just keep an eye on it.

If it continues, you just need
more pressure on the dressing.

- Thank you. Thank you both.

- Well done, Saleh.

- What the hell
is going on in here?

- Uh... nine-year-old, uh...

Syrian female,
crushed lower extremities

after a building collapse.
Rapid onset of GFM

after tourniquet and rescue.

- A volunteer medic
just successfully performed

a roadside amputation
with almost no equipment.

- Prognosis?

- Uh...

She's responsive and stable.

He, He saved her life.

- Good.

Find me before you leave.

[Saleh]: Who was that?

- The big boss.

- Call me when you get
to the hospital, Saleh.

[speaking foreign language]

[cellphone beeps]

- You do that kind of thing
a lot?

- Not anymore.

- Cops agreed to wait
until he's out.

Thank you for pushing
for the ligation.

- Well, I didn't do it for him.

[indistinct chattering]

[telephones ringing]

Dinner.

- For one?

- I have to get back.

My dad's a drinker,

and one time he almost
ran the car off the road

with me and my brother inside.

And the next day, he...

didn't even realize
he'd done it.

We don't talk anymore.

- Why are you telling me this?

- Because...

I want you to know.

And...

if I'm closed off sometimes,
which I might be again,

[chuckling]

it's not because
I don't want you around.

- Well, you haven't driven me
away just yet.

- Good news. You're almost ready
to be discharged.

Only one thing left.

You need to be able to test
your own blood sugar levels

in order to leave.

- Liz knows how.

- You know, I helped treat
a little girl today

who lost her leg
in an accident.

Her life is going to be
different,

and it will be hard at first.

- It'll be hard forever.

- I think that's up to her.

And I bet it won't be long
before she gets good
on crutches.

Maybe even learns to play
soccer with them.

- You said this isn't your home?

- My home is Syria.

- Do you wish
you were still there?

- Sometimes.

A lot of the time.

[soft piano music]

- I wish my Grandma
was still here.

- What helps me is to focus
on the things I can control.

It makes everything
I can't less scary.

- What do you do?

- I do this.

- This child...

...was on the other side
of the world.

To be a part of saving her...

- Puts things in perspective?

- I'm sorry about earlier.

I just was... upset
that I couldn't do anything
to help.

- I know it's hard
to be the one away.

- I just...

I hate how much I'm missing.

You know, the good, the bad.

And I don't mean just with them.

With you, too.

- In six months,
you'll be back,

and everything
will be so much better.

- Hey, I have tomorrow off.

I can fly home.

Surprise the girls.
Take them out of school?

- It's difficult when you

come home for such a short time.

When you go,

I'm picking up the pieces.

- I know I didn't handle things
well today.

But if...
If you're upset with me, or--

- I'm not, I swear.

I'm just trying to be honest
about what I need.

Gotta go. I'll call you
when I can. Have a good night.

- You too.

Hey, Mel?

[cellphone beeping, sighing]

[Bishop]: And the timeline
of this?

Okay, let's follow
the progress for her.

Takes 24 hours, and then

get back to me, let me know,

how's the rest.
Alright, thanks, Mark.

How's the Syrian girl?

- They made it to the hospital.

- Good. Take a seat.

Look, I understand what you did.

It's why I hired you.

But you can't ever do it again.

Not from work, not with
everything we're up against.

I need you to be better
than everyone else.

That means when you're paged,
you arrive first,
and be present.

- Yes, sir.

- I spoke to the Dean's office
at your med school today.

I didn't get the transcripts.

But they did assure me
they exist, and confirmed
your qualifications.

- You... They did?
How is that possible?

- I told legal I would swear
whatever they need

so we can put this thing
to bed, once and for all.

Bashir, you need to learn
to take yes for an answer.

We're in this together now.

Don't let me down.

[bright music]

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