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♪Wearing peach blossom makeup, I boil tea over the stove♪

♪With a pure heart, I embroider the brocade of time♪

♪On the short paper, affection flows in the silent moonlight♪

♪I only wish that by my side, is my love♪

♪Cool autumn wind blowing, I gaze far leaning against the railing♪

♪Sunset glow over the green hill, in formation wild geese are flying♪

♪Covering a thousand miles on horseback, for whom is he longing♪

♪He returned home in dreams♪

♪I will never forget that you held my hands♪

♪In your warm palms and we braved winds and waves♪

♪Unexpectedly, after we traveled so far and turned grey-haired♪

♪I am still by your side♪

♪Hearts burning, we look into each other's eyes♪

♪Feelings overflowing, they don't need to be hided♪

♪No matter how time passes and life changes♪

♪Together, we will grow old♪

=The Sword and the Brocade=

=Episode 19=

How did I fall asleep?

Why don't you sleep a little longer?

No, I won't.

In a while,

I will have to go pay respects to mother.

It is not proper for me to arrive late.

Your silver hairpin

is too plain.

I used to have a jade hairpin

which I liked very much.

But I lost it.

So I just picked a silver hairpin for use randomly.

My Lord, won't you get up?

I want to sleep a little longer.

Concubine Qin and Concubine Qiao

have come into contact with Fengqing.

Who are you planning to entrust

to raise Fengqing?

I can't hand over Fengqing to Concubine Qiao.

She only cares about herself.

So she can't take good care of children.

How about Concubine Qin?

Concubine Qin

cares about Fengqing heartily.

But

Fengqing was born outside our mansion.

Up to date, he hasn't started his studies.

And Concubine Qin was a maid before becoming a concubine

and isn't learned.

I am afraid that she can't teach Fengqing well.

In fact, I think that

Yizhen is really fond of Fengqing

and cares about him sincerely.

Moreover, she is alone.

Why don't you consider

allowing Yizhen to raise Fengqing, My Lord?

When Yu was born,

Yizhen lost

her own child.

Mother feared that she might be too sad.

So back then, Mother planned to

make Yu her adopted son.

But she refused.

Why?

Because she thought that

she was responsible for Qian's death

No wonder.

You've made progress.

If there is nothing else I can do for you,

I will be off.

OK.

Madam, the clothes you made are so nice.

When Fengqing sees them,

he will surely like them.

Now

it is absolutely impossible for Concubine Qiao

to raise Fengqing.

You are the only one

who can assume this major responsibility.

Feicui,

hurry to get the gifts ready.

Then put some toys liked by children

in this room.

This room

looks too dull.

We must make it lively.

Yes, Madam.

I'll be working on it right now.

Fengqing,

look at the bamboos. Aren't they beautiful?

Come. Let's go have a look.

Second Madam.

Fengqing, what are you looking at?

What is so special about these bamboos

that they attract you so much?

Second Madam.

For unknown reasons, Fengqing

just likes coming here to appreciate these bamboos.

Fengqing.

Fengqing.

The Painting of Xu Ling'an

Madam.

Fengqing is similar to Master Ling'an

in their liking for bamboo.

Besides,

as I see it,

you hit it off with Fengqing.

Why don't you make Fengqing...

Xiaxiang.

You shall not say this

again from now on.

Lingyi.

Why do you want to see me?

Marquis Dingnan has come to know it.

What?

How come my father-in-law has learned of it?

They have sent Yuemei and her brother

to Marquis Dingnan's Mansion.

I suspect that

sending Fengqing here

is also the arrangement of the Ou family.

Lingyi, what should I do then?

We are at fault in this matter in the first place.

The only thing we can do now is that

you go explain it in person

and repent your error sincerely.

Only in this way, you may be forgiven by Marquis Dingnan.

No. No. No.

Lingyi, you know

the temper of my father-in-law.

If I really go see him,

he will definitely kill me.

Since you know the consequence, why did you do it back then?

This time,

you have to face the music yourself.

Lingyi,

are you trying to get me killed?

If you dare not face the music,

you don't deserve to be a man of our Xu family.

Moreover,

now the situation is severe.

How could I allow you

to take shelter at home

and let Marquis Dingnan

lash out at our Xu family as he likes?

You should have the big picture on your mind.

How can you be so thoughtless?

This is my own business.

You need not bother about it.

Xu Lingkuan, come back.

You take some men to watch him.

Before he admits his fault,

he should not be allowed to go anywhere.

Yes, My Lord.

My Lord.

This is the plum wine freshly brewed by the kitchen.

I especially brought it here to let you taste it.

Have a try.

I heard that you

grounded Lingkuan.

Has anything serious happened?

Marquis Dingnan has come to know that

Fengqing is Lingkuan's son.

I asked Lingkuan to go apologize to Marquis Dingnan.

But he is timid

and so spineless.

In the coming days, how could I feel assured

to let him handle any affair?

Though Lingkuan is not like you

who is both brainy and brawny,

he shows filial piety to his mother and respects his brothers,

cares for his wife

and is nice to the servants.

He has many merits.

Lingkuan is kind in nature.

Though he has an element of the playboy,

he still bears the cardinal principles in mind.

In childhood,

he always followed me around.

When he got into trouble and worried Mother might punish him,

he would turn to me for help.

I didn't know there is such a past

between you and Lingkuan.

Speaking in this sense,

you two must be

on intimate terms.

I always think that

I know him very well.

But unknowingly,

we became so estranged from each other.

Now I am totally unaware of

what he is thinking.

How come he has caused such a great trouble?

My Lord, if you want to know the reason,

you can go ask Lingkuan.

I am afraid that even if I ask him,

he won't come clean with me.

If you pull a long face

as you are doing now

and looks like you are going to lecture people,

anybody will feel scared seeing you.

If I was Lingkuan,

I would not confess to you, either.

Though

you two are not as close as you used to be,

you can try talking with

Lingkuan

in a calm mood.

Lingkuan.

Come on.

Lingkuan.

These are all your favorite dishes in normal days.

Eat some, no matter what.

I will eat them in a while.

You are lying to me again.

You said this previously.

But after I listened to you and left,

you ate nothing.

You are wasting away these days.

Whatever I asked you about, you didn't answer.

This really worries me.

Don't worry about me.

Now you are in the family way.

So you can't worry too much.

It's all my fault.

I have done something wrong

to displease Lingyi

and disrupt the peace of our family.

Things will become all right soon.

By then, I will perform the opera for you.

Madam, Zhaoying is here.

Master Lingkuan,

His Lordship asked you to see him in Banyuepan.

Why, why did he suddenly

ask me to go to Banyuepan?

What is the matter?

Hasn't His Lordship scolded Lingkuan enough?

Now he wants Lingkuan to go to Banyuepan

so that he can continue rebuking Lingkuan.

Well, about his intention,

I have no idea at all.

Come, sit down.

It's all right.

At the worst, I will let Lingyi work off his anger again.

You can't get angry again.

I will be back soon.

As soon as I am back, I will have the meal.

Lingkuan.

I propose a toast to you first.

Lingyi,

if you have anything to say, just fire away.

When you act like this,

I feel uneasy.

On that summer night,

you climbed up the tallest tree

in the eastern woods to catch the nightingale.

You not only frightened the birds across the woods,

but also almost fell off the tree.

You slid clinging to the trunk of the tree for quite long

and got this scar.

This happened many years ago.

How come you still remember it?

This happened only because I said randomly

that in the eastern woods,

the nightingale sang beautifully.

You wanted to catch one for me.

You got hurt because of me.

How could I forget?

Back then,

I liked to follow you around the most.

When I got into trouble,

I turned to you at the earliest time.

I didn't want to go over my lessons,

so I acted shamelessly and made a scene.

Usually, it was you

who pulled my ear and forced me to recite my lessons.

Since my childhood,

I have been getting into troubles constantly

and have been causing you troubles.

I never blamed you for that.

About today's matter,

I was too anxious.

I always want you

to grow mature as early as possible

and want you to assume your responsibility

as soon as possible.

That's why I have lost my temper in front of you.

Lingyi, stop saying that.

It's all my fault.

Shiyi was right.

In the past days,

I have been too strict with you.

I have never talked with you

like I am doing now.

I have never cared about

what you thought.

Since our father and elder brothers passed away,

I have always been on my nerves.

I don't want our Xu family

to experience the past crisis again.

So I have been trying my best to do everything

that I am capable of.

I have been strict with myself.

Unconsciously,

I imposed this requirement

on you.

Lingyi,

you did that hoping that I could become a better person.

I totally understand.

But I forgot that

you have your own thoughts

and your own characters.

I shouldn't have imposed the practice

that I think can protect our Xu family

on you.

Lingyi, you didn't do anything wrong.

It's all my fault.

I am good-for-nothing.

I have done so many absurd things

and brought disgrace to our Xu family.

Since I did the wrong thing,

I will face the music.

Lingyi, set your mind at rest.

I will definitely go apologize to my father-in-law.

Xianling Pavilion

Shiyi.

It has been a long time since you came here.

I have been busy with family affairs

and have been dealing with the complex relations.

Only Xianling Pavilion

enables me to

enjoy some peace and tranquility.

How are you doing?

It has been quite long

since you married into the Xu family.

Is there

any special person or thing

that you concern yourself with?

Except looking for clues to the killer,

I only attach more attention to

those kids.

There is nothing else

that I care much about.

Lady Luo is inside.

OK.

Mr. Lin.

Amber.

Did you come here

with Lady Luo today?

How has she been doing lately?

I don't have an ulterior motive.

I just want to know

how Lady Luo has been doing lately

and whether everything has been going well with her.

She has been doing very well.

Glad to hear that.

This is the hand cream

I especially brought back from the south.

It works the best

in protecting the hand skin.

I want you to have this.

Thank you, Mr. Lin.

Lady Luo is inside.

Mr. Lin.

Master Jian.

-Mr. Lin. -Lady Luo.

Well.

Master Jian.

Hands matter the most for the embroidery girls.

They need to be taken good care of in ordinary days.

This kind of hand cream suits them the best.

You are so thoughtful, Mr. Lin.

We can't accept it without doing you any service.

How could we

accept such expensive gifts from you?

Master Jian.

Don't think too much of this.

They are not so expensive.

Please accept them.

OK.

Thank you very much, Mr. Lin.

Lady Luo, this is for you.

Please remember to use it every day.

Take it, please.

I thank you for it, Mr. Lin.

You are so kind to have bought us such expensive gifts, Mr. Lin.

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I didn't expect that

Your Ladyship and Mr. Lin

are old acquaintances.

In the disaster relief last time,

he helped us out of the predicament.

Though I don't have much contact with him,

Mr. Lin strikes me as

a warm-hearted person.

But I don't feel good

owing him a favor.

If Mr. Lin comes across any difficulty some other day,

we must give him a hand.

Yes.

You are right, Your Ladyship.

His Lordship and Lingkuan have made up with each other.

They are on good terms now as brothers.

Lingkuan has also taken heart from it.

I finally can stop worrying

and feel relieved.

Madam, you should focus on the baby you are carrying

and stop bothering about

the two brothers.

But there is always one thing that

I can't figure out.

That is what is the exact reason

for them to fall out previously

and for His Lordship to have got so angry.

I just got a feeling that

there must be something behind this.

Fifth Madam.

It is so rare for me

to run into you in the back garden.

It seems that you are in a good mood.

This garden is too small.

I can't enjoy some peace

even when I am out for a walk here.

This really spoiled my good mood.

Mrs. Shi, let's go back.

Why are you leaving in such a hurry?

These days,

I have been worrying about you.

I guess you are still unaware of

the rumors spreading out there.

What rumors?

You haven't seen

Fengqing.

What do you mean by saying this?

It doesn't concern you

whether I have met Fengqing or not.

There is something you don't know.

Fengqing has

a pair of eyes

that is identical to

those of your husband.

Those who don't know the inside story will think that

Fengqing is his son.

If you have anything to say,

say it directly.

I have said it

very clearly.

You just don't believe it.

If you still find it unbelievable,

you can go to the Western Lateral Court

to look at the kid.

Then you will understand everything.

Could this matter be the reason

why...

why His Lordship and Lingkuan...

Think about it carefully.

Based on the personality of His Lordship,

how could he

do such an indecent and frivolous thing.

Madam.

Fifth Madam, mind your steps.

Madam, don't be anxious.

Concubine Qiao's words are not trustworthy.

Now you are carrying a baby.

You must take care.

How could I not be anxious?

I am wondering why Shiyi

can remain silent

and be tolerant of this love child.

It is because she has become aware of the truth.

I will go to seek the truth from her.

Madam, mind your steps.

Madam.

Your mother said in the letter to you that

Fengqing

is Master Lingkuan's love child.

Is it a rumor or not?

I have been suspicious about this for quite a while.

Since His Lordship is not a philandering man,

it is impossible for him to have a love child.

It is very possible that what my mother said is true.

But you have told this

to Princess Danyang.

What can you get from it?

I am sure Princess Danyang

won't thank you for that.

Madam, watch out for the steps.

What's wrong?

There are cracks on the steps.

Her Ladyship has asked servants to repair them.

The weather is damp,

I'm afraid it'll take days

for the concrete to dry.

That's why I gave you a heads-up,

in case you'll slip.

Her Ladyship just ordered servants to renovate

the steps of the Western Lateral Court.

Danyang is in the family way.

It rained previously.

If Danyang comes across something bad on impulse,

I am afraid that Luo Shiyi

won't be able to enjoy any peace in the coming days.

You didn't catch it.

Give it to me. Give it to me.

Madam, take care.

Is he Fengqing?

Fifth Madam, what are you doing?

Mrs. Shi,

who do you think he looks like?

Madam, calm down please.

Fengqing.

Don't run away.

-Fengqing. -Madam.

-Fengqing. -Fengqing.

-Fengqing. -Stop running.

Madam.

-Madam. -Your Ladyship.

Your Ladyship.

Are you all right?

Madam.

How are you? Are you all right?

I am fine.

Mr. Xu.

The rain is getting heavier.

It is impossible for His Lordship to see you.

Please go back.

If I can't see my father-in-law,

I won't leave.

Upright and Spotless Nobility

I have let you down.

I haven't taken good care of Danyang.

I am here to apologize to you.

Oh, my.

I have disappointed Danyang.

I came to your mansion today

to apologize to you.

You should apologize to Danyang

instead of me.

It's all my fault.

Danyang is carrying a baby.

I dare not tell her this.

I fear that she can't stand this.

Such being the case,

I have nothing to say to you.

I will go bring Danyang back

to my mansion tomorrow.

Father-in-law.

Father-in-law.

Danyang is carrying my baby.

How could I cut ties with her?

She is my wife

and she will be for all my life.

Father-in-law.

It's my fault to have done such a thing.

I still remember that

when you entrusted me with Danyang,

you told me that

Danyang lost her mother as a child

and exhorted me to take good care of her

not letting her feel a bit aggrieved.

I still remember these words you said.

I still remember them.

Then why did you hanker after other women outside

and get yourself a love child?

I really didn't know it.

I have broken off my relations

with Yuemei

before I married Danyang.

If she hadn't come to see me this time,

I wouldn't have known that

she bore me a baby.

If I had known it,

I would never have hidden it from Danyang.

Even if she wanted to break off our engagement, I would tell her.

It's no use for you to regret now.

You tell me how this matter should be handled.

I have consulted with Lingyi.

I decided to entrust the kid to the care of him.

We will tell others that

the kid is his son.

I will hide it from Danyang for the time being.

We will see what to do after Danyang gives birth.

You want to deceive your superiors and subordinates.

You are really something.

After Danyang gives birth to the child

and her body recovers from the childbirth,

I will come clean with her

and will accept whatever result.

Father-in-law,

Danyang loves me dearly

and I also love her genuinely.

If she feels sad,

I will feel sadder than her.

From now on,

I will be faithful to Danyang

and will never get her hurt a bit.

Please trust me once more.

What's done is done.

For the sake of Danyang

and the baby she is carrying,

I will give you another chance.

You need not worry about me.

I know what to do.

You just need to take good care of Danyang.

If anything bad happens to her,

I won't allow you to get away with it.

I swear I will not let you down,

and I will not betray Danyang's trust.

Thank you for saving me, Shiyi.

I dare not accept your thanks.

I feel ashamed to say this.

I ordered the steps to be fixed urgently.

In normal days,

only His Lordship and the concubines

visit the Western Lateral Court frequently.

So I just notified them of the repair.

I never expected that

you would pay a visit suddenly today.

When I think of it now, I am still scared.

If you had got hurt,

I would not be able to make amends even if I die 100 times.

Shiyi, you overstated the seriousness.

It is you who have saved me.

I am glad that you are fine.

May I ask why you

have come here today?

I will be honest with you.

I am here today

because I have heard some rumors

about Lingkuan and Fengqing.

Give it to me. Give it to me.

I heard that Lingkuan

is the biological father of Fengqing.

Don't you think this is funny, Shiyi?

So I came here especially to check it out.

I am surprised that there are such rumors spreading.

His Lordship has admitted that

Fengqing is his son.

Why are people still gossiping?

Is Fengqing really His Lordship's son?

Since His Lordship said so,

it is beyond doubt that Fengqing is his son.

This is a fact.

It will never change.

Well, you don't mind it

at all?

Give it to me. Give it to me.

Fengqing is smart and quick-witted.

He is adorable.

It is not enough however much I like him.

Moreover,

if I bother His Lordship with such a matter,

I will push His Lordship off.

Is that worthwhile?

Since you see me as your elder sister,

I will give you some advice.

Now you are in the family way,

you'd better ignore

the gossips from others

even if you hear them.

You should know

what is the most important thing for you.

If you lose the greater for the less,

you will regret.

I ordered the steps to be fixed urgently.

In normal days,

only His Lordship and the concubines

visit the Western Lateral Court frequently.

So I just notified them of the repair.

Fifth Madam, why are you here?

Why didn't you have your arrival reported?

Qiao Lianfang.

You are really scheming.

I used to think that you come from an illustrious family,

so you should be a person of good conducts and characters.

But I didn't expect that

you are so crooked in mind.

I really don't know how the Qiao family

has been teaching you.

I don't know what I have done wrong

to make you so angry with me.

Look at you.

You are

playing innocent and weak again.

You are

putting on your hypocritical face again.

In ordinary days, only mother

falls for your pretense because of her soft and kind heart.

Think about His Lordship.

Has he ever given you

a decent look?

What did you say?

What have I done wrong

to make you insult me like this?

Even if you are a princess,

you can't bully me like this.

You know clearly what you have done.

Do you think that

I don't know your lousy tricks.

You should feel lucky that I haven't got hurt today.

Otherwise, I will hold you accountable.

From now on,

you'd better

keep your nose clean.

If I find out that

you play any dirty trick

to do harm to me again,

I will not let you off.

Even though you are a princess,

you can't wrong a good person without any evidence.

This is no justice.

If you think you are wronged by me,

you are free to go complain to mother

and His Lordship about my doing.

By then, I will take the chance to reason with you.

I am

only a humble concubine.

How dare I reason with you?

Please take care of your body.

Madam.

Congeniality in Hearts

Mind the steps.

Take care, Madam.

Concubine Qiao

circulated rumors hither and thither previously.

Superficially, she wanted to remind me

of Fengqing's matter.

I am afraid that

her underlying purpose is

to have me fall over the steps.

Then she can take the chance to overthrow Shiyi.

It is unexpected that Concubine Qiao

is so black-hearted.

It is a good thing that you have seen her through.

It is lucky that you were more scared than hurt.

From today onward,

you mustn't believe the hearsay

and take impulsive actions.

I am very close to

being taken in by her.

You should try to be broad-minded.

If you always dwell on

trivial matters,

you will be like

the late Her Ladyship.

I got you.

This time,

I lost my head out of anger

and fell for her trick.

But fortunately,

Shiyi reminded me that

the most important thing for me now

is the child I am carrying

and the husband-wife affection

between Lingkuan and me.

I am glad that you woke up to it.

You need not mind other things now.

Just try to

give birth to the baby smoothly.

This is the matter of paramount importance.

But

I must say that Her Ladyship

is guileless and kind.

In the coming days,

you should try to spend more time with her.

After all, she is the legal wife of the Marquis.

It may be possible in the coming days that

you will need her help.

Though she is a woman of humble birth,

her heart is kind.

She is much nicer than Concubine Qiao.

Danyang.

I didn't see you when I came back just now.

Where have you been?

I had nothing to do at midday today.

So I dropped in on Shiyi.

Meanwhile, I played with Fengqing for a while.

What happened to the fringe of her dress?

When she was in Her Ladyship's place just now,

she almost fell to the ground

due to the uneven steps.

I am to blame for not following her closely.

Luckily,

Her Ladyship protected her.

So she didn't get injured.

How could this happen?

From now on, wherever you go,

you must let me keep your company.

With me by your side,

you won't come across any mishap.

OK. I got it.

You see I am fine now.

So stop worrying about me.

Why is your hair wet?

I was caught up in the rain just now.

Well,

when there is a chance,

I must thank Shiyi

in a proper manner.

By the way,

Fengqing

is really adorable.

Though he is His Lordship's son,

surprisingly, his eyes resemble yours

to some extent.

He is the offspring of our Xu family after all.

I heard that

he has been bullied as a kid.

He is lucky to have been brought back by His Lordship.

Now he is being taken good care of in our Xu family.

You

should spare some time to visit him.

After all, you are his uncle.

You should spend more time playing with him.

I know what to do now.

Thank you, Danyang.

Don't mention it.

I only hope that

you won't put me and my baby behind you.

What silly words you said.

You and our baby

are the people I care about the most.

How could I forget you two?

Be careful, Fengqing.

Slow down. Slow down.

Slow down.

Fengqing, you are so clever.

You are such a good boy.

Yizhen.

Shiyi.

Fengqing.

Take Fengqing to play over there.

Yes.

Come with me, Fengqing.

Let's go there to play.

Take a seat, please.

Have you and His Lordship decided on

who will raise Fengqing?

We haven't made a decision yet.

But I want to discuss about one thing

with you.

What is it?

I can see that

you and Fengqing really hit it off.

So I wonder

whether you'd like to raise Fengqing.

It's true I am fond of Fengqing.

But I am not fit to be his mother.

I have no confidence in taking good care of a child.

I know your worries.

Back then,

if I hadn't been careless,

my son Qian

wouldn't have died of the cold.

I am afraid that I can't look after Fengqing well.

As you can see,

Concubine Qiao and Concubine Qin both intend to raise him.

But I believe that

you also know

they both have their ulterior motives.

So His Lordship isn't assured of

handing over the custody of Fengqing to either of them.

Besides,

Fengqing has suffered a lot outside

since his birth.

And he hasn't had any good upbringing.

All kids of our Xu family

have been instructed by you at the beginning of their learning.

So I believe that

if you are the one who raises him,

he will surely achieve better growth.

In this family,

only you

can provide a peaceful childhood

for Fengqing.

I can see that

you like Fengqing heartily.

So I said this to you.

If you really have no intention

to adopt Fengqing,

you can just ignore what I said.

However,

if you are hesitating

due to what happened in the past,

I hope that

you can think more about

what choice to make

will be the best for Fengqing.

Of course,

in the end,

we will respect your will.

Then please allow me to think more about it.

If Yizhen

still can't get over her emotional trauma in the end...

Then I will raise Fengqing.

If so, your burden will increase.

I don't mind it.

But I still think that

entrusting Yizhen with Fengqing

will be the best result for

both Yizhen

and Fengqing.

Even if you raise Fengqing,

you can't be his mother in name.

Just let Concubine Tong

be his mother in name.

Concubine Tong.

Who is she?

She was Yuanniang's maid.

She has been dead for many years.

You asked about Concubine Tong?

She came with the late Her Ladyship

when late Her Ladyship married into the Xu family.

While late Her Ladyship was pregnant,

she stealthily seduced His Lordship

when he was drunk.

Thankfully, late Her Ladyship was magnanimous

and made her concubine.

Why have I never heard about it?

It is a scandal.

If it is made public, the Xu family will be disgraced.

She resorted to such foul means.

Naturally, His Lordship

held her in contempt.

She was not in favor and had no backers.

As time passed by,

she got depressed and died.

Lingyi.

Fengqing has been in our family

for quite a few days.

Who do you choose

to raise this kid?

Have you made a decision?

Shiyi and I have discussed about it

and reached an agreement.

From now on, Fengqing

will be in the custody of...

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