All language subtitles for The.Walking.Dead.S10E18.WEBRip.x264-ION10

We beat the Whisperers

after a long fight
and too many losses.

-Aah!

We got Maggie back.

Things were looking up.

But it didn't last.

We were attacked
in the woods.

Hunted.

All that damage from one guy.

Took some effort,
but we brought him down.

He ain't the last.

There's more.

And Maggie's got history with
him.

Does this mean
you're coming home?

She's scared, but,
she won't say why.

When we finally got home,
it was trashed.

Whisperers.

Walls were damaged,
food destroyed.

We've got work to do.

Hi.

Did I ever tell you about
the pedal sewing machine

my grandmother had?

She made all my clothes.

Whenever she got tired,
she'd have me help.

Said it was 'cause I
had a really special,
strong right foot.

I got it.

There's a fallen tree
about 100 yards out.

We could use the scraps,
maybe patch out the wall.

Done with my part
for the day.

Jerry's spearheading
the rest.

You know, he's taking charge
a lot more lately.

I like it.

Yeah. So?

So what?

You followed me
out here.

Nobody's following anybody,
Daryl.

But you wanna come,
right?

I wanna hunt whatever's still
left out there to hunt, yeah,

and you need
a good spotter.

Whoo!

Hey, I didn't say
you could come.

Scoot.

You scoot back.
I'm the one steering.

Ready?
Mm-hmm.

Do me a favor and not talk
the whole time we're out here.

I'm not gonna spook the animals.
Don't worry.

-I ain't worried.
-Well, why'd you
bring it up?

Oh, my God.
This is what I'm talking about.

You're the one
who started talking.

Here you go.

Here, Dog.
Don't get greedy.

Hey, come on.
He don't need all that.

Alright, we got five miles
due southeast of the gate.

It's right near
that, uh --

Small fork in the road
by the dying white oak.

Right.
Got it.

-Stay close.
-That's all I'm saying.

This close enough?

Just remember this spot in casewe get split up, alright?

I'm not going anywhere.

-Promise.
-Alright.

Good boy.

Here we go.

I could do venison
tonight.

Well, any other deer areprobably long gone by now.

What if we try the, uh,big valley up north?

I was thinking
about the river.

Yeah?

You good with that?

Yeah. Let's do it.

Alright.
Come on.

Ow. Ow.

You alright?
Shit.

Yeah, I'm fine.
It's nothing.

It's just a foot cramp.

It's not your very special,
strong right foot, now, is it?

No, it's fine.
Just give me a minute.

There's not much
happening out here.

Maybe you were right.

Maybe we should've gonethe other way.

Well, I think we should fish
before moving on.

Doesn't look like
they're running.

Worth a shot.

Haven't spear-fished
in years.

-What, you don't think I can?
-Gimme that.

Be my guest.

Uh-huh.

Watch this disaster
right here.

Ha!

No way.
Oh!

That's beginner's luck.

I'm gonna get
another one.

Just say it.
What?

You don't think
I'm doing this right.

Try cutting closer
to the bone.

Like that.

I've filleted a fish
before, Daryl.

Alright.

Here. Why don't you just
do this yourself?

It's fine, really.

We should go.
It's gonna get dark anyway.

Need to find
a place to stay.

Hey, Daryl?
Yeah?

Think our luck's run out?

What do you mean?

Losing Hilltop was so hard
for everyone to take.

But at least we were there
to fight for it.

We tried to save it.
But this?

Losing --
Losing Alexandria?

We didn't lose
Alexandria.

Maybe not yet.

It feels different.

Like everything
that's good in the world

is not on our side
anymore.

We rebuild.
We start over.

Until it happens again.

We've had a good, long run.
Longer than most.

But we know this world.

The dead.

It's gonna catch up to us
eventually.

Only if we let it.

I ain't gonna let it.

Daryl.

Let's go. Come on.

Another animal?

I don't know. Dog. Dog!

Dog!

Dog!

Coming?

We could stay the night here.
Seal up that door.

Where'd you come from? Huh?

Oh-ho!

Hey.

What's going on?

Nothing.

You sure?

It doesn't matter.

I don't know.
Things are just different.

I don't know.
Different how?

Harder.

Harder to talk,
harder to trade.

Maggie left Hilltop.

She took Hershel
and went with Georgie.

Why?

She's on her own journey now,
I guess.

Like you.

You know I gotta
do this, right?

I know.

How's Michonne?
How's the kids?

I don't know.
Daryl --

Just give her more time.
She ain't ready yet.

Daryl,
it's been two years.

How long do you plan
to stay out here?

I don't know.

As long as it takes,
I guess.

Anything turn up?

There's a spot up the river
I haven't checked yet.

I do understand,
you know.

I know.

And if it weren't for
Ezekiel and Henry

and everything going on
back at the Kingdom, I would...

I know that, too.

Things are just --

Different. I get it.

I should go.
There's a storm coming.

Thanks.

Be careful.

I will.

No!

What is it, boy?
Come on.

What is it, boy? Boy?

Who the hell are you?

I asked you a question.

I'm leaving.

No, you're not.

Is that the spot?
Oh, yeah.

Is that the spot,
buddy?

Find food, boy? Hmm?

Or you just nuts?

Yeah, good boy.

Yeah.

Oh, yeah,
that's the spot.

She lived here?

It was a long time ago.

I already told you
everything.

No, you didn't.

What else you wanna know?

Whatever you wanna
tell me.

Bad idea.

You gonna kill me?
Should I?

That's what I thought.

Something tells me
you don't really wanna die.

Not today, anyway.

You don't know
anything about me.

You're right.

I don't.

So let me ask you again.

Who the hell are you?

And what are you doing
out here on my land?

My name's Daryl.

And I didn't come here
looking for any trouble.

Your dog found me.

I was just trying
to help.

You're tied up
in my cabin

with a 12-gauge
pointed at your head.

What kind of help
you think I need?

Daryl?

You're letting me go?

Get out.

Before I change
my mind.

You gonna tell me
your name?

No.

Hi.

Where you been?

Thanks for bringing him back.

Come here, boy!

He likes you.

Eh, he's just a dog.

He don't know any better.

Yeah, well...

Since you won't tell me
your name,

what about his?

Dog.

Dog?

That's it? Just Dog?

You got something
better?

Nah.

At least you won't forget
what he is.

Looks like you got the raw end
of the deal there.

-Maybe.
-It's not for everyone,
you know?

Living out in the wild,
facing the dead.

I guess it'll catch up
to all of us one way or another.

Only if you let it.

I'm gonna go.

Well, be careful
out there.

Dog, inside.

You need to stay away
from my camp.

Name's Leah.

I can catch
my own damn fish.

Why you always
throwing stuff at me?

I was trying to be nice.

I don't need you to be nice.
I don't need you to be anything.

I wanna be
left the hell alone.

Won't bother you again.

And I won't
come around again.

Good.

Great.

Bye.

Thought you were going.

I am.

I get it, you know?

Being out here
by yourself.

You been out here alone
for a long time, too, huh?

Lost track
a long time ago.

That's frostnip?

I had it before.
It ain't no big deal.

No big deal till you lose
a couple fingers

or a whole hand.

Come on.

It's his birthday today.

I didn't have a family
growing up.

Not the good kind,
anyway.

So I knew I'd have to
find my own way,

my own family,

and I found that
with my squad.

We fought side-by-side
for years.

When the world went to hell,
we swore to stay together,

to fight together.

They gave me hope, and...

I tried to give that
to my son.

Matthew was my son.

I didn't give birth to him,
but he was mine.

He was born to my sister.

That's what I called her,
anyway.

I lost her
when he was born.

This doesn't matter.

He's gone.

I held Matthew tight.

Dog's mama was next to me.

She was pregnant.

The dead came from all sides.

There was so...

screaming and so much blood.

I...

got separated from my family,
and I ran.

I -- I felt like I ran forever,

then I ended up here,
and I saw my boy was bit.

I said goodbye to him
the same day Dog was born.

I haven't seen another soul
out here since.

Not till you came along.

Who'd you lose?

My brother.

How?

It was an accident.

Never found the body.

And you think
he's still out there?

I don't know.

But I'm not gonna stop
till I find out.

Always the hero, huh?

What?

First try. Told you.

Ha!
That was a lucky shot.

Mm!

Let's get another one.

Yah!

What?

Beautiful, huh?

You ain't gonna
talk to me?

It's only gonna be
for a few days.

Where do you belong,
Daryl?

Out there in the river,

looking for your dead brother,
day after day after day?

Or do you belong
with the family you left

because it was too hard
to face what happened?

Or do you belong
here with me?

I don't know.

Yeah, you do.

Now choose.

Hm.

Happy to see you, too.

Ah, sorry.
I'm just busy.

What's up?

Was gonna ask you
the same thing.

Does this mean
you're coming back?

Nah, just moving.

Too many dead
around here.

Here.

Just couldn't stand the thought
of you wearing

that ratty old thing
anymore.

You gonna tell me
why you really came?

What?
Can't I bring a friend a gift?

I came because
I wanted to tell you

that it -- it might be a while
before I come back.

Okay.

Things are really tough
at the Kingdom

and Ezekiel needs me there,
and Henry, too.

You asking
for my permission?

-No.
-You don't need
to ask my permission

to move on
with your life.

That's not what this is about.
I just w--

You want me to move on
with mine, right?

I want you to find
some peace.

I don't wanna lose you
out here, okay?

I don't wanna lose you
because you can't figure out

when to stop.

I'm glad you found
your peace.

You ain't gonna lose me,
alright?

I just got stuff to do.

Leah.

Leah?

Aw, hey.

Yeah, good boy.

Come on, boy.
Come on.

Don't worry, boy.
We're gonna get her back.

Come on.

I should've been there.

I could've helped her.

Do you think
she's still alive?

I don't know.

Maybe somebody took her?

I don't know.

Is it possible that
sh-she just left?

What?

It's not an accusation.

Nah, I walked away.

You didn't walk away,
Daryl.

I did.
I was down by that river.

Stop thinking that
every time you lose someone

it's because of you,
something you did wrong.

I made a mistake.

We all make mistakes.

Losing Leah,
that's not on you.

Neither is Rick.

Or Connie.

No, that's on you.

'Cause you never know
when to stop.

I'm sorry for Connie.

But I'm not sorry
for going after the horde,

and I'm not sorry for making
Alpha pay for killing Henry,

'cause I was right.

And that's
all that matters,

you being right, huh?

This isn't just about Leah.

Or Connie.
Or anyone else, is it?

Why don't you just say
what you wanna say?

You shouldn't have come.

Hunting?

I wanted to help.

No, you wanted to run,

so you ran.

What?

Alexandria.
What the skins did.

You couldn't deal
with the guilt,

so you made it
my problem.

Your only problem is thinking
you have to save everybody.

I don't need a savior, Daryl,
and I don't need a martyr.

I just need a friend.

Friends don't have
the same damn conversation

over and over again.

Oh, is that
what's happening here?

'Cause this is new to me.

It's what been happening.

I'm sick of it.

Well, then you should've just
let me get back on the boat.

I should've.

I stopped you from running,
and I shouldn't have.

Wanna run? Run.

I know where
I'm supposed to be.

I won't stop you
this time.

And I was right.

Our luck's run out,
you and me.

It's gonna be dark soon.

I'm gonna fix the door.

This episode is called
"Find Me,"

and the title comes from
the note that Daryl writes

at the very end of the episode.

He made a choice in that he
feels that he belongs with Leah.

He hopes that she comes back,
and, you know,

he leaves a little map
to where his camp might be.

And there's just
this kind of sense

of incompleteness and longing
that I think is in those words,

and so that's part of the vibe
of this episode.

It's all about memory and
things that are not resolved,

and so I think that was
kind of a fitting title

for what this episode is.

Did I ever tell you about
the pedal sewing machine

my grandmother had?

She made all my clothes.

Whenever she got tired,
she'd have me help.

Said it was 'cause I
had a really special,
strong right foot.

I got it.

We wanted to start the episode
in kind of a fun way,

make it feel like,
"Oh, like, Daryl and Carol,

after being at odds,

maybe they're kind of back
to where they were.

Maybe it's even better
than it was."

Hey, I didn't say
you could come.

Scoot.

You scoot back.
I'm the one steering.

There's still
a little bit of conflict,

and I think that just the fun
that they're having

in many of the early scenes
is masking that a little bit,

which I think is really true
to how friendships can work.

You alright?

Yeah, I'm fine.
It's nothing.

It's just a foot cramp.

It's not your very special,
strong right foot, now, is it?

We just wanted to start tonally
in a place

that felt a little bit different
than we've been in for a while.

Ha!

No way.
Oh!

That's beginner's luck.

Carol's got a lot on her mind.

She's trying to grapple with
where their group is

sort of in the history
of the apocalypse.

Think our luck's run out?

What do you mean?

Were there too many lines that
were crossed during this war?

Like,
can they come back from it?

I think she's wondering a lot

about those things for herself,
as well.

It's gonna catch up to us
eventually.

Only if we let it.

There's an interesting aspect
of Daryl.

When other people are kind of
going down this dark path,

his instinct is to try to
pull them back from the abyss.

We are always looking for those,
like, little parallels

between the past and the present
in this episode,

so there's, like,
lots of little moments like that

where the closer and closer
he's getting to this area

that was this site of his grief
and trauma, like,

where he was searching for Rick,

where he had this relationship
with this woman,

there's a lot of things
being stirred up for Daryl,

even when he doesn't realize
that it is.

It's been two years.

How long do you plan
to stay out here?

This episode has a lot more
time jumpage

than we normally have
in an episode,

and that definitely
makes it tricky.

The number-one thing that drives
the time jumps in this episode

is what is the kind of person

that Daryl would have
a relationship with,

and how does that unfold
and how does it happen?

Who the hell are you?

I'm leaving.

We love the idea that this dog

really was the tie
between Daryl and Leah.

We have this instinct
to want to bond with animals,

and, you know,
you kind of think,

"Oh, well,
that person has a dog,

and they don't mistreat the dog.

You know,
maybe they're not so bad."

Thanks for bringing him back.

Come here, boy!

He likes you.

We wanted to see somebody

who is as formidable as Daryl
in her own way.

She's in charge
of her own situation.

She has the same issues
with trust that he does.

I get it, you know?

Being out here
by yourself.

You been out here alone
for a long time, too, huh?

The other thing
they really have in common

is they're good
at reading other people.

They see something
in each other's eyes

that is a signal that they're
both grief-stricken at this time

and that that person
is not dangerous to them.

So it's better to live
and let live right now.

Who'd you lose?

My brother.

Daryl really feels pulled.

Here's Leah saying,
"Stay with me.

Like, what are you doing
walking up and down that river,

like, over and over again?"

And Carol's coming and saying...

I want you to find
some peace.

These two people
that are important in this time

when he could be
completely alone

are both trying to tell him
a version of the same thing,

and so he goes back only
to discover it's too late.

Leah!

That's like one
of those things where, again,

Daryl being somebody who carries
the weight of the world

on his shoulders sometimes

cannot help but blame himself
for in some way.

Losing Leah,
that's not on you.

Neither is Rick.

Or Connie.

No, that's on you.

From Carol's perspective,

she's like, "Where is this
coming from, dude?"

And I think
from Daryl's perspective,

here's this guy
that's been just burying

all of the pain
that he's been carrying.

I don't need a savior, Daryl,
and I don't need a martyr.

I just need a friend.

Friends don't have
the same damn conversation

over and over again.

Oh, is that
what's happening here?

'Cause this is new to me.

It's what been happening.

There's just this feeling of,
"Were my instincts right,

that this is some sort of, like,
beginning of an end

for us as a group?"

Wanna run? Run.

I know where
I'm supposed to be.

I think that Daryl feels
that desire in her

to -- to pull away from it.

For him,
being on the mountain --

that's a period of his life
that's over.

He's accepted now
that he needs to be at home.

He has people
that he cares about

and a place that he cares about
continuing to stand.

That's his responsibility now,

and in some ways, he wants her
to make the same choice.

Well, then you should've just
let me get back on the boat.

I should've.

He knows her too well
and can feel

that there's
that little thread of her

that maybe is not
100% committed yet,

and I think that's what
he's calling her out on there.

And I was right.

Our luck's run out,
you and me.