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So, I did hear back from the publishing house.

Unfortunately, these aren't selling like the last one.

And they said this is pretty much

gonna be the last printing of this.

But they said they'd get back to me soon about the next one.

I think they said the same thing a month ago.

Takes people a long time to say yes in this business.

Or no.

You know, if they don't like the book,

they should just say so.

That's not really how it works.

Either way, I want you working on a title for the next one.

"Go It Alone...

Together."

I may be better at titles than you.

All right, thanks for the update.

I'll figure it out.

You always do.

I'll let you know as soon as I hear anything.

Don't let this get you down.

Shit!

This is a good bite.

For me? Mm-hmm.

Lots of chocolate chips.

Mm, I think you're confusing what you like with what I like.

We are very different people.

Everybody likes chocolate chips.

But everyone has different tastes.

The individual is a collection of one's unconscious --

I'm not one of your freshman philosophy students.

Mmm!

See? Fuck Nietzsche.

Signing?

A talk, which always leads to a signing.

Could you just pre-sign and...

hand them out, avoid conversation?

It's not really how it works.

This could be dangerous for someone.

Definitely.

I just...

want to focus on other things right now,

not the books or the signings or the talks.

What else would you focus on?

Us.

That's melting.

Is it? Mm-hmm.

Huh.

Because it's still really cold! Feel.

Oh, my God! Your hands are freezing.

Oh, maybe you're too sensitive.

What? What? You want me to hold the ice cream, right?

It's late.

It's Edie.

It's late.

Apologies, but you said to call when I knew

what time your talk is on Wednesday.

-And? -1:00 p.m.

Just text me next time.

Will do.

Sorry.I'm already asleep again.

Ted.

Ted!

Ted.

Ted, wake up. - What?

I saw someone outside.

What?

A man was in our backyard.

Honey, that's the man.

What?

Mm, the man...

who comes every night and tries to kill us.

Okay, well, get up.

You don't want to be caught in bed.

That's the worst place you could be.

Wow.

He's really getting to it. Not wasting any time.

Who is that man?

Better hope he doesn't have any good weapons tonight.

May, come on, get up.

We have to fight for our lives now.

What -- Ted, what are you talk-- Shh!

May.

Ted.

Ted.

Ted!

Ted.

Aah!

What are you doing here?

Aah!

Get out of my house.

Get out of my house. Aah!

Aah!

You didn't even check on me in the living room.

Come on, let's go.

You okay?

We're just gonna leave him there, or...?

Oh, I'm sure he's already gone.

How did he enter the house?

Um, from what I could tell,

he smashed through the front window in the dining room.

Then I came down the stairs, and -- pff -- I was out.

How are you feeling now?

I have a nasty headache, some cuts. I'll be fine.

You're lucky you woke up.

Both of you are lucky.

Do you know this man?

No.

Never seen him before in my life.

How about you?

Uh, I...

don't know him either.

Okay.

Can you describe what he was wearing?

We'll have the local guys keep an eye out.

Oh.

You slept late. Probably needed it.

Yeah. Mm.

What?

I think I'm losing my mind.

Must be how he got in.

I thought that was a dream

or maybe a hallucination or something.

What a crazy hallucination that would be.

So that was real?

The man who broke into our house?

Yes.

It was very real.

Yeah, but you said something.

Something weird. Maybe I misunderstood, but...

I need you to explain to me what's going on.

What do you mean?

You said a man comes into our house --

Every night and tries to kill us.

What?

Actually, more you than me, I guess, but what can you do?

Ted, what are you talking about? This is not a funny joke.

May, pull it together.

How can I possibly pull it together when a man

broke into our house last night?

I'm scared. I mean, who was he?

May, come on.

What the fuck is wrong with you?

What are you even trying to do right now?

I'm trying to help.

Well, you're doing a fucking terrible job.

There you go.

You probably blame me for this, don't you?

I can't change it, May. This is just how things are.

This is not how things are.

Yes, it is.

Every night, a man comes to our house and tries --

No, shut up! Stop talking!

Okay.

I'm gonna go.

I can't be with you when you're like this.

I'll come back when you've calmed down.

Wha...

But wait, what -- what if he comes back?

May, don't be ridiculous. It's the middle of the day.

Ted, where are you going?

Ted?

Ted.

Ted, where are you going?

Ted!

This is Ted. Leave a message after the beep.

Ted, you can't just leave me here. Come back.

Or call me or s...

Fuck!

Fuck!

I don't think I put window repair on my résumé.

We both know you lied on your résumé.

But you still hired me.

I must be charming.

Very.

Where's Ted? Can't he help with this?

We don't need Ted.

I just need you to hold it while I nail it in.

Wow. Youneed help?

There's a first time for everything.

I can see why they put glass in these things.

But the plywood looks nice, too.

So, you all set for your talk tomorrow?

Yep.

And you'll be able to sleep tonight.

Yeah.

I could stay.

No.

No, I'm fine, really, but I appreciate you coming.

I just don't know what I would do in that situation.

Think on your feet.

Uh, yeah. Yeah, I guess so.

I'll -- I'll see you tomorrow.

Mm.

Hey, it's Ted Ryer. Leave a message.

Ted, where are you? Call me back.

Hey, May.

Sarah, hi. Um, did Ted come there by chance?

No, uh, I haven't seen him. Everything all right?

Yeah, we just got into a fight earlier,

and I was hoping he came your way.

I haven't seen him all day.

You know my brother. He can be very stubborn.

Just like my ex-husband.

They're stubborn, and we're crazy.

Isn't that what people say?

I don't know.

Well, anyway, I'm sure Ted will be back soon.

Yeah.

A man came to the house last night.

What do you mean?

A man. A stranger.

I don't know. He broke in, Ted got hurt.

Is he okay?

Yeah, he's fine.

Are you?

Yeah.

Ted hurt him, and...

he left.

Wow. That's wild, May.

I can't believe that happened.

Yeah. You're lucky you didn't get hurt.

You want to come here for the night?

Um...

No, I'm fine. Okay.

I'll just wait here for Ted.

Call me if you need anything,

or just come over if you feel nervous.

I am really sorry that happened.

Thanks, and thank you for listening.

And, um, if you see Ted, tell him I called.

Okay.

Ted?

Ted, is that you?

Aah!

Aah!

Aah!

Dispatcher: 911. What's the emergency?

Hi. My name is May Ryer. Someone just broke into my house.

I live at 1933 Grove Street.

He's unconscious, but could you hurry?

The same man was here last night.

He is definitely dangerous.

Hello?

Hello, ma'am? Are you still there?

Hello?

Mrs. Ryer? Hi.

Officer Pace. You mind if I ask you a few questions?

Sure.

Can you tell me what he looked like?

He was wearing...

a mask.

Mm-hmm.

Some kind of coat, sort of.

Mm-hmm.

Do you think your husband could know how him?

No. I mean...

I guess he could. I...

I don't know.

Okay.

He's been here twice. Is there anything else I can do?

Well, uh, have you thought about getting some mace?

It's very effective.

I tried a golf club, but it wasn't effective.

Yeah, try the mace. Okay.

That's all I need for now. Thank you.

And, um, I'm sorry, where did you say your husband is?

I'm not sure.

You're not sure?

Is there a history of problems in the relationship

that maybe I should know about?

No.

Look, in these domestic-dispute cases,

it's really helpful if we can have the victim

come down to the station, you know, just in case.

I'm sorry, what victim?

That's you, ma'am.

This isn't a domestic dispute.

A man broke into my house.

Yeah, no, no, I got that written down here.

Wow, that could be really dangerous.

My husband and I just got into a fight.

And he left, and that's all. Okay.

Does he have a history of leaving for stretches of time?

Yeah.

Does he have a history of violence?

No, nothing like that.

Look, I don't think you're understanding.

That's not the problem.

Hey, where do you work?

Maybe you call in to your work tomorrow.

You take the day off to just, you know, decompress.

I work from home. Okay.

I'm a writer.

Oh, what kind of stuff?

My daughter -- she loves that, uh, young-adult fiction.

I write...

business books, how-tos, and I'm home by myself all day.

What -- What if he comes back?

Yeah, I doubt he's gonna come back in the daytime.

Really? You know, my husband s...

What about your husband?

I don't know.

Ted Ryer, philosophy department.

Leave a message.

Ted, I don't know where you are, but come home.

Hey, May. Come in.

Hey. Uh, where is he?

Ted?

Uh...

You just missed him. He's at our parents'.

Great. Why would he go there?

I just need to talk to Ted.

I don't understand why he's so angry with me

or why he's avoiding me.

Same as last time?

No. That was different.

You know, when you guys almost split,

he was really torn up about it.

You know how he gets.This isn't like that.

Last time was my fault.

This was just a small fight.

These things get complicated.

It's not that complicated.

I didn't mean to upset you.

If you talk to Ted, will you just tell him to call me?

Mm-hmm. Okay, thanks.

The truth is, change is hard.

It's hard to change ourselves, right?

But we, as women, need to quit focusing on

our gendered narratives and start creating our own.

That's how you problem-solve.

Most of us would rather be comfortable

than try something new, right?

Say a new social-media platform.

A new job or a new life change.

Uh, but it's easy to change a pattern, right?

So focus on that.

Sorry.Focus on the patterns you can change.

It's okay. That's my assistant, Edie.

Because unless we face our fears

and confront those unhealthy patterns

that are holding us back, we will get nowhere.

No one is helped who can't help themselves.

Thank you.

Thank you so much, May, for coming to our little group.

You mind if we take a few questions?

Yeah, sure.

Hi, May. Um, my name is Marie.

I'm such a huge fan of yours.

So, uh, I was just wondering

why you're not writing your blogs anymore.

I mean, they were such a big inspiration to all of us.

Yeah, I-I took a break from those.

I'll get back to them at some point.

They're not as easy to make as you would think.

Will you be writing another book anytime soon?

Yes, I am working on a new book right now, actually.

What are you researching? Uh, what's inspiring you?

Um...

What am I researching?

Um...

Oh, uh...

What am I researching? Um...

Uh...

I'll have to get back to you on that.

Oh.

Okay. Any other questions?

Uh, I was thinking about

what you said about how women bond over their failures.

I know I do that.

And I focus on the bad and I never think about the good,

and I am trying to change that.

But do you think that men and women

deal with these things differently?

Are women trained to respond

to the things that we fear differently,

or do we just run to each other for help?

I mean, that's not healthy, right?

Yeah.

Um...

Men and women do respond to things differently.

Um...

The important thing...

is, uh -- What's the important thing?

The important thing...

is to remain calm and...

Go it alone?

Yeah, do that.

Uh...

That's -- That's all the time we have for today,

but don't forget to sign up for our mailing list,

and we are actually doing a book signing in the back, so...

Yay.

Come on, Ted. Come home.

Aah!

You creepy son of a bitch.

Dispatcher: 911.

Hi, a man just broke into my house.

I live at 1933 Grove --

Hello?

Hello? Ma'am?

Hello? Are you still there? Hello?

Yeah, I'm still here.

So you say it's the same guy?

Yes. You sure?

Yes.

Okay, well, I'm gonna have my guys look out for him.

Your guys must be pretty bad at looking out for him

because you said that last night and he still came back.

You know, you're very lucky.

Him coming into your bedroom like this,

he was probably coming after more than just robbing you.

I'm gonna put some more patrols in the neighborhood.

Don't ever be afraid to call us.

I haven't been afraid to call.You know what I mean.

It's tough to tell with these guys.

You don't know what they -- what they want.

I mean, you know, bad childhoods, I guess.

Really can't get them for anything other than rob--

I should also report that my husband is missing.

You said you just got into a fight.

Yeah, we did, but if I report him missing,

you'll go get him, right?

He's at his parents' house.

Then he's not missing.

He needs to be home with me. All right. Okay.

I'm gonna have someone call you about that.

And you say that you don't know this man --

guy that broke into your house?

Most of these attacks are perpetrated by people we know.

You sure?

Yeah.

Do you have anyone else you can stay?

I mean, I really don't think this guy's coming back,

but it might make you feel better.

You don't think he's gonna come back?

He's been here three nights in a row.

Okay, I'm gonna put some more patrols around just --

just in case.

Yeah, you do that.

Mrs. Ryer, you seem angry.

I am angry.

Okay, being angry is really not gonna help.

You just need to stay calm and let us do our job.

Just stay vigilant.

Stay calm and vigilant.

I can do that.

Perfect.

Hi, I need you to cancel all my calls today.

Yep. You want me to tell them why?

Uh, nope. Just make something up.

Are you okay? You left in such a hurry.

Yeah, I'm fine. Just personal things.

Are you okay? You're never late.

Of course, yes. Also personal stuff.

Hey, this one?

Got to go.

No.

Everything okay with Edie?

Yeah.

I cannot believe that guy came back.

What did the cops say?

They haven't been very helpful.

Just gonna have to figure this out on my own.

Thank you for being here.No problem.

I wanted to see you, and I felt kind of shitty

after the way we ended things last time.

I didn't mean to make you feel bad.

Thanks.

I just want to make sure you feel...

Safe?

Yeah.

This one? Yeah.

Mm. It looks complex.

I'll figure it out.

These things are tough.

It's just the way things go sometimes.

Life is hard. You just take one day at a time.

Yeah.

Hey, are you sure

you don't want to come over and stay at my place?

Um...

No, thank you.

I'm not gonna let this guy scare me out of my own house.

This is Ted. I can't take the call right now.

Leave a message.

Unfortunately, Mrs. Ryer, the blood tests

came back inconclusive, so we're not gonna be able to

actually identify...

Aah!

Look, if the alarm goes off, it is definitely an emergency.

Okay, ma'am, I understand.

Actually, can you have someone stationed outside of my house?

Is that hard to do?

Well, we typically only consider...

No, there haven't been any verbal threats.

He doesn't have a...

Can I speak to your boss, please?

Sure. Can I put you on hold?

Yes, I'll hold.

Hi.

Sorry to bother you, but I, uh,

found this box of books hiding in the office.

I thought that maybe you could, uh...

I'm sorry. Did I come at a bad time?

I tried to call, but...

Yeah, I'll -- I'll take those.

Okay, uh...

And I come bearing news.

They finally got back to me, and they want to do another book.

I got you a killer advance.

They just had a few gentle suggestions based on

where the women's movement is going right now.

You know, I mean, got to keep us relevant.

Cutting-edge, you know?

They just want you to incorporate some of the

catchphrases and the buzzwords

that the women's market's responding to these days,

Latinx -- that sort of thing, you know? You get it.

Plus, that stuff is so easy to incorporate anyway.

This is great news. I wanted to come and tell you in person.

Plus, you're not returning my calls, so...

It's great. Thanks. Great.

You have no idea.

You're so lucky that they want to do another book with you.

Sorry, what?

I said...

you're lucky that they want to do another book with you.

I mean, the market's a mess right now.

At least you know they love you.

No, I'm not lucky. I-I'm not.

Come on. I didn't -- I didn't mean to say --

I-I worked my ass off for that book.

I wrote, and then I rewrote, and I toured,

and I signed God knows how many fucking copies.

And I came up with little buzzwords and catchphrases.

And I did talks for free.

And I answered the same goddamn question over and over again

with the exact same amount of enthusiasm

as I did the last time that I answered it.

And I am not lucky.

I just work really, really hard.

You're right.

You do great work. Thank you for waking me up.

And thank you for being my client.

Okay.

All right. Yeah.

It's great news.

All right? Congratulations.

Go team. Yeah?

Go team.

Fuck you.

What do you want?

What do you want from me?

I'm not scared of you.

You haven't killed me yet.

You know...

a wise woman once said that unless we face our fears

and confront our unhealthy patterns,

we will get nowhere.

That wise woman was me.

I wrote that, and people paid a lot of money to read it.

And honestly, what the fuck do I have to be scared of?

All right, fine.

Let's do this.

Aaaah!

Shit.

Hey, hey! Help me!

He's in the house! Hey!

Hey! Help!

Hey, hey! He's in the house.

He's right there.

Stay right here.

Hi, May. I'm your state-appointed social worker.

Let's get started. Is there...

Is there anything you need to tell me?

What's funny?

Nothing.

Go ahead.

You can talk to me.

I think I'm losing my mind.

And what makes you say that?

If I told you that something weird was happening,

like something...

supernatural...

would you believe me?

Possibly.

I don't feel like I'm living in my world anymore.

Look, Mrs. Ryer,

I'm familiar with who you are and what it is you do.

Is this -- Is this about one of your books?

No. No, no, no, no.

I feel like I don't know how to play the game anymore,

like I don't understand the rules.

I used to be really good at the game

and now I feel like everything is...

different.

Let's just stick to the facts.

Is there anything I should know about your husband?

Has he ever had a drinking problem?

Has he ever been abusive towards you physically,

emotionally, verbally?

No. This has nothing to do with my husband.

Has he ever been very, very angry with you?

Has he ever acted out in a way that was maybe inappropriate?

What happened?

I don't -- I don't know.

Can you try and explain it?

Okay.

About a year ago...

I cheated on him.

I was on book tour.

And I thought our relationship was over, and I cheated.

And I told him, and he was angry.

And he hit you.

No.

You just asked me if he was ever

really, really angry about something.

He wasn't physically violent?

No, he was sad.

I...

I ruined our marriage. He...

It was an awful thing to do. I cheated on him.

So you think you ruined your marriage?

I didn't think so, but...

I don't know now.

And have you heard from him since this whole thing

has started?

Look, I don't feel like you're listening to me.

I hurt my husband emotionally, but...

I'm not in danger from my husband.

I'm in danger from the man that comes to my house

every night to try to kill me.

Hmm.

Okay.

Anything else?

Hey, Sarah.

May. Hey.

Do you think I'm being punished?

For what?

I don't know.

The cops don't know who he is?

No.

They really can't help you?

That's so scary.

Yeah.

It is, but I've already said that.

I've already said all of this. Are you even listening?

Oh.

No problem.

Empty bottle.

You are so brave for staying in that house.

Sarah, what is that scar?

What?

On your back. I've never seen it before.

Just an old thing.

I forget.

Just a part of living in this world.

It happened so long ago.

Any reason he might be targeting you?

They don't know.

You know, I've hurt him. Every day.

I know.

You are so brave.

No, I mean...

He should be dead.

I have really hurt him.

There has been so much blood -- pools of blood,

more blood than I have ever seen.

That's disgusting.

And I have stabbed him in the back and in the head.

And I threw him down the stairs, and I think he broke his neck.

May, that's very graphic.

But he keeps coming back.

Are you sure you're really hurting him?

No, I am, definitely.

But he's stronger than you, right?

Yeah. I guess so.

I honestly don't know

why you stayed in that house as long as you did.

I guess I didn't think he could hurt me.

But he is hurting you, May.

Yeah, but...

I'm still alive.

I'm gonna get you! Pew, pew, pew!

Aah! Not if I get you first!

Okay, I am gonna clear out some of the stuff in Cooper's room

so that you could sleep in it because you don't want to

accidentally step on a toy or a fake gun

because it actually really hurts.

Okay.

Okay? All right. Bathroom's open if you need it.

All right? Come on, love.

Mom? Cooper.

Go to your room and lock the door.

Go to your room and dial 911.

I hurt you.

I hurt you.

Hey, hey, ma'am, ma'am, it's okay, it's okay,

you're okay, it's okay.

You need to calm down, all right?

We're all here to help you, okay?

It's all right. It's okay. You're safe.

Where -- Where is Sarah? Where's Cooper?

Cooper called the police.

He said you told him to. He's fine.

I examined him myself. He's not hurt at all.

He's a very brave little man. Okay?

Let's just have a seat.Where --

He's gone. He's gone.

Okay? We don't know where he went.

But he can't be far. All right?

Now, I'm just gonna check all of your vitals,

and then I'm gonna give you a sedative, all right?

It's gonna help you go to sleep.

I-I don't want to go to sleep.

It's gonna help you heal, okay? You're hurt pretty bad.

I mean, it's definitely gonna leave a scar.

Where is Sarah? My sister-in-law?

They rushed her to the hospital. I don't know.

But we'll find out her condition for you, okay?

Um, you know, I should, um -- I should go check

on Sarah in the hospital.

Ma'am, I really need to check your vitals.

This man could be anywhere.

He's not here, okay?

Where is he? I don't know.

Can we just breathe, okay?

There we go.

There we go. All right.

Now let's actually just, uh...

Let's get away from the crime scene.

No. Excuse me?

We've already been over this.

Of course. I know that.

Then why haven't you helped?

I have to ask you a few questions.

It's -- It's my job.

What could you possibly ask me that's new?

I've been fighting this man for...

how long?

How long have I been doing this?

Doing what?

Surviving this man over and over.

You've been there. You know.

I don't know, May.

I assume since the parking garage.

What parking garage?

You know, the one where you -- Come on, you dropped your books,

and you couldn't find your keys.

But I didn't tell you about that. You weren't...

What are you talking about?

Well, it's always how these things start, right?

Alone in a public place, isolated.

See, that's why you have to always stay vigilant

because, you know, a man could appear at any time.

Sure is scary.

Very.

Okay, I got to take care of something,

but we can chat in a few.

Mrs. Ryer, can I ask you a few questions?

Mrs. Ryer?

Yeah.

Do you know the man who attacked you?

Ma'am, do you recognize this hammer?

Yeah, that's mine.I'm just gonna take your blood pressure.

Can I have that back?We're gonna have to keep the hammer.

Mrs. Ryer, I just need to take a little blood.

I'm a social worker. Do you have a moment?

I was just sent because of the trauma.

Can I ask you some --Questions.

All: Have you ever been alone at night?

It's not safe for --For a woman.

And where is your...Both: Husband?

Are you aware of the dangers of rust poisoning?

That hammer looked rusty. -Yes, very rusty.

But a good way to save yourself.What is happening?

-I'm going to ask you again. -What time did you go to sleep?

-Do you usually go to sleep? -Who's the kid?

-That's Cooper. -That's my son's name.

Great name. I'll have to write that down.

What time did Cooper go to sleep?

Your sister-in-law --Sarah. How is she?

-Haven't heard. -No word.

-Nowhere. -No one's heard.

Can you stay still? -Okay.

-Have you had problems? -In your own home?

-With your medical history? -History of mental illness?

Why are you not at home? What if Ted comes back? - Open up.

-Where do you normally... -Find men that chase you?

-This has been a problem lately. -It is a problem.

Spit in this vial.

-Stats seem normal.

What is normal?

Can you establish what your relationship is with the man?

I can't be here.

This is too much.

Let me ask you a question.Sure.

Fuck.

Edith, come on! Let's go! Come on.

May, wait! What are you doing here?!

Come on. My car's just over here.

Fuck! Okay, come on. Let's go. Keep going.

May, wait. I don't -- I don't understand what's happening.

-Why are we here? -Edie, we have to keep going.

We can't keep going. He finds me anywhere I go.

I know. I know.

Have you killed him every day?

Yeah. How do you know that?

'Cause it's happening to me, too.

I don't know what I did to deserve this. Do you?

Get down, get down.

Come on, go. Get that, get that.

Wait. He's gone?

Okay, okay. Let's keep going.

Wait, wait!

We have to help them!What, all of them?!

Yes, of course, all of them!How could we do that?

How can we help all of them? -The way you just helped me.

I helped you because I know you.

If we work together, maybe --

This is just how things are now.

Can't fix it for myself, so how can I possibly fix it

for everyone else?

We are being attacked in our homes

and in our friends' homes and in our parking garages

every goddamn day for the rest of our lives.

There's no rationalizing it, and there's no saving us.

So get used to it.

I'm gonna go, and then I'm gonna go to sleep

so I can wake up

and start it all over again tomorrow

because I'm gonna do this again tomorrow.

I'm gonna fight for my life once again tomorrow.

So good luck.

But what do I do now?

Just make a plan.

Try to stay calm.

That's it? Yeah, that's it.

Edie!

No!

Help! Help! Is anyone still...

Fuck!

Aah!

Help! Help! No, no, no!

There's someone trying to kill me! Please!

Stay away from me! Wait.

Hey, a little help here? Aah!

Fuck.

Fucker.

Hi, May.

Jesus Christ, Ted, you scared me.

You think you'd be used to that by now.

What are you doing here?

The police called, so I came as fast as I could.

To the back of my car?!

Yes.

Get out.

Why?

Get out of my car, Ted!

Fine.

No, no, don't get near me!

Okay.

-How did you get back there? -I was waiting for you.

How is Sarah? Have you heard --

No, no, stay away from me!

I'm your husband, May. How could I possibly hurt you?

I never said you were gonna hurt me.

Just stay back.

You're being ridiculous.

What's your plan? To go inside?

What do you mean go inside? We're...

I didn't drive here.

Sometimes you just end up where you need to be.

Ted, I've been waiting for you.

Where have you been?

Remember when we were fighting?

I was trying to come up with solutions, talk rationally.

And then you just lost it on me.

You got really mean and crazy.Okay, that's...

And I said that I would come back if you calmed down.

Here I am.

You hurt my feelings.

Do you understand?

I do understand.

See, I thought I was being punished for cheating on you

and ruining our relationship,

but then I saw these other women and I realized...

I'm not being punished

because all these other women aren't being punished, right?

So I understand now.

I'm not a bad person.

Ted, can you tell me who he is?

You know.

I do?

You know that it doesn't really matter.

Doesn't matter who the man is or how to fight him

or how to fix it.

This is just how things are.

Right.

Let's go inside.

You know we're not safer there.

Yeah, I know.

I do know that.

I just -- I...

I want things to be normal again.

I'm just tired.

These last few days have been hard on you.

Hmm?

I guess so.

I just want to give up.

But I know I have to keep going.

Going it alone.

Don't go anywhere, okay?

I need you.

Ted? Ted?

Ted!

God! I fucking hate you!

Go! Just go away!

No, no, no, no, no. That's not fair.

That's not fair.

You killed Ted!

And you killed Edie!

What do you want?

What do you want?

I don't deserve this.

I don't deserve this.

I don't deserve any of this.

Okay.

Come on.