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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:44,030 --> 00:01:44,863 Oh hello. 2 00:01:46,698 --> 00:01:47,433 Hello. 3 00:01:47,466 --> 00:01:48,566 Who are you? 4 00:01:51,203 --> 00:01:51,903 Hey! 5 00:01:52,972 --> 00:01:53,973 Yeah? 6 00:01:56,042 --> 00:01:56,942 Is this your dog? 7 00:02:00,578 --> 00:02:01,313 Sorry, what? 8 00:02:02,580 --> 00:02:03,748 Is this your dog? 9 00:02:08,154 --> 00:02:09,554 What? 10 00:02:09,587 --> 00:02:10,389 What? 11 00:02:12,091 --> 00:02:13,459 You're smiling. 12 00:02:13,492 --> 00:02:17,829 Oh, no, I didn't except your accent to be your voice. 13 00:02:18,497 --> 00:02:20,399 I mean, that's all. 14 00:02:21,666 --> 00:02:23,202 What's wrong with it? 15 00:02:23,235 --> 00:02:24,003 Nothing. 16 00:02:26,338 --> 00:02:29,141 I was so sad the day I met you. 17 00:02:44,622 --> 00:02:46,325 I can't remember why. 18 00:02:49,528 --> 00:02:52,431 Just stop listening. Stop thinking. 19 00:02:53,865 --> 00:02:54,632 Tune it out. 20 00:02:59,038 --> 00:03:02,807 What's that thing you're supposed to do? Count sheep? 21 00:03:02,841 --> 00:03:06,011 One sheep, two sheep, 22 00:03:06,045 --> 00:03:08,880 black sheep, blue sheep. 23 00:03:13,519 --> 00:03:14,320 Blue. 24 00:03:16,055 --> 00:03:18,958 I wonder if Blue ever worries. 25 00:03:18,991 --> 00:03:20,526 Nah. 26 00:03:20,559 --> 00:03:21,527 Blue doesn't worry. 27 00:03:26,999 --> 00:03:28,833 All these little pieces. 28 00:03:30,569 --> 00:03:32,871 So much to remember. 29 00:03:36,976 --> 00:03:39,478 That smoke smell in Jude's hair. 30 00:03:39,512 --> 00:03:41,313 Samantha telling stories of the road 31 00:03:41,347 --> 00:03:44,550 and Ben agonizing over the playlist. 32 00:03:47,852 --> 00:03:48,720 What was the song? 33 00:03:52,258 --> 00:03:54,393 I can't remember anymore. 34 00:03:56,595 --> 00:03:58,197 Focus on the important things. 35 00:04:04,170 --> 00:04:05,237 Jude Andrew Williams. 36 00:04:09,542 --> 00:04:11,377 We were married on October 14, 2021. 37 00:04:13,078 --> 00:04:14,113 A Thursday. 38 00:04:33,065 --> 00:04:35,700 I should be writing this down. 39 00:05:03,062 --> 00:05:05,130 Everyone in, act like you like each other. 40 00:05:05,164 --> 00:05:06,432 Pressed in tighter. 41 00:05:06,465 --> 00:05:08,133 Tighter, tighter, tighter. 42 00:05:08,167 --> 00:05:09,568 Everyone say "cliche"! 43 00:05:09,602 --> 00:05:11,437 Cliche! 44 00:05:11,470 --> 00:05:13,038 - I got you a drink. - Oh, thank you. 45 00:05:13,072 --> 00:05:15,074 - Emma, get in here. - Okay, yeah. 46 00:05:15,107 --> 00:05:16,408 Tim, get in! 47 00:05:16,442 --> 00:05:17,775 Okay. 48 00:05:21,013 --> 00:05:22,615 - Oh. - Wait. 49 00:05:22,648 --> 00:05:23,716 One, two, three, cheese! 50 00:05:23,748 --> 00:05:25,750 Cheese! 51 00:05:25,783 --> 00:05:26,986 Thank you. 52 00:05:27,019 --> 00:05:28,254 - Be right back. - Send that to me. 53 00:05:28,287 --> 00:05:29,288 - I'm sending it. - Okay, good. 54 00:05:33,292 --> 00:05:34,660 You okay? 55 00:05:34,693 --> 00:05:36,894 - Yeah. - He's bitter. 56 00:05:36,929 --> 00:05:40,065 Uh, I just got ahold of work and I'll be two seconds. 57 00:05:44,270 --> 00:05:45,304 Hello? 58 00:05:45,337 --> 00:05:46,705 Hey, it's Jude. 59 00:05:48,840 --> 00:05:50,175 Are you calling me? 60 00:05:50,209 --> 00:05:51,277 Uh, yeah. 61 00:05:51,310 --> 00:05:52,478 Why? Is this not a good time? 62 00:05:52,511 --> 00:05:56,015 No, no, no, just that cowards like me only text. 63 00:05:56,048 --> 00:05:58,284 Oh, well, well, I did text, 64 00:05:58,317 --> 00:06:00,619 but then I realized I wasn't gonna get 65 00:06:00,653 --> 00:06:02,354 to hear that cool accent again. 66 00:06:02,388 --> 00:06:03,589 So, uh... 67 00:06:03,622 --> 00:06:06,292 Um, um. 68 00:06:06,325 --> 00:06:07,693 I'm at a Halloween party so sorry 69 00:06:07,726 --> 00:06:09,194 if it's a little bit loud. 70 00:06:09,228 --> 00:06:10,362 Yeah, me too. 71 00:06:10,396 --> 00:06:11,297 How is yours? 72 00:06:11,330 --> 00:06:12,431 Yeah, it's fine. 73 00:06:12,464 --> 00:06:14,199 Just a typical Halloween party. 74 00:06:14,233 --> 00:06:17,636 Cool, well, uh you better get back to it then. 75 00:06:19,238 --> 00:06:20,439 Actually it's a bag of wank. 76 00:06:20,472 --> 00:06:21,774 It's what? 77 00:06:21,806 --> 00:06:23,142 It's just shit, it's really shit. 78 00:06:25,877 --> 00:06:28,647 I bet you my Halloween party is 10 times worse. 79 00:06:32,318 --> 00:06:33,285 Prove it. 80 00:06:34,386 --> 00:06:35,721 Can't it wait till tomorrow? 81 00:06:35,754 --> 00:06:37,122 A dog might've been hit by a car, 82 00:06:37,156 --> 00:06:38,524 the details are unclear. 83 00:06:38,557 --> 00:06:39,458 Do you want me to come with you? 84 00:06:39,491 --> 00:06:40,693 No, no, no, no, you stay here. 85 00:06:40,726 --> 00:06:42,328 Have fun and I'll speak to you tomorrow. 86 00:06:46,665 --> 00:06:47,433 Hey! 87 00:06:49,335 --> 00:06:51,236 Are you George Washington? 88 00:06:51,270 --> 00:06:52,304 No. 89 00:06:52,338 --> 00:06:53,706 No, I'm Claude Bourgelat. 90 00:06:53,739 --> 00:06:54,973 Who's Clark Bergo... 91 00:06:55,007 --> 00:06:57,242 - Who's Claude- - Come on up, 92 00:06:57,276 --> 00:06:58,043 I'll buzz you. 93 00:06:58,077 --> 00:06:59,144 Which way am I going? 94 00:06:59,178 --> 00:07:00,312 Just that way. 95 00:07:08,587 --> 00:07:12,191 Claude Bourgelat, the French veterinary surgeon 96 00:07:12,224 --> 00:07:13,726 who actually opened up the very first 97 00:07:13,759 --> 00:07:16,195 veterinary practices in Lyon. 98 00:07:16,228 --> 00:07:17,262 Lyon. 99 00:07:19,765 --> 00:07:21,233 Is your costume a guy who Googles things 100 00:07:21,266 --> 00:07:22,534 and pretends he already knew 'em? 101 00:07:22,568 --> 00:07:24,737 That is my costume. 102 00:07:25,938 --> 00:07:27,206 Yeah, funny, you're actually the only 103 00:07:27,239 --> 00:07:28,207 person to get it right. 104 00:07:33,911 --> 00:07:36,715 - Shall I.. Can I? - Yeah, come meet 105 00:07:36,749 --> 00:07:37,983 these clowns, come on. 106 00:07:38,984 --> 00:07:40,419 Welcome. 107 00:07:41,553 --> 00:07:42,321 Come, come. 108 00:07:46,225 --> 00:07:48,193 Everybody, this is Emma. 109 00:07:48,227 --> 00:07:49,261 Emma, this is everybody. 110 00:07:52,398 --> 00:07:54,099 Jude Andrew Williams. 111 00:07:54,133 --> 00:07:55,234 He always had a camera in his hand 112 00:07:55,267 --> 00:07:57,269 and a photograph in his mind. 113 00:07:57,302 --> 00:07:59,271 Yeah, come on, man! 114 00:08:00,472 --> 00:08:02,074 He could seem guarded at first 115 00:08:02,107 --> 00:08:04,576 but if you ever needed to know how he really felt 116 00:08:04,610 --> 00:08:06,945 you could just look at his pictures. 117 00:08:24,129 --> 00:08:28,934 It was hard to believe that was only the beginning. 118 00:09:05,504 --> 00:09:06,705 Can I kiss you? 119 00:09:11,310 --> 00:09:12,878 I'm not available. 120 00:09:12,911 --> 00:09:14,880 Right. Tom. 121 00:09:14,913 --> 00:09:15,647 Tim. 122 00:09:15,747 --> 00:09:16,950 Tim. 123 00:09:16,982 --> 00:09:18,150 That's even worse. 124 00:09:20,652 --> 00:09:21,553 So, do you love him? 125 00:09:21,587 --> 00:09:22,387 - No. - No? 126 00:09:23,856 --> 00:09:25,390 Then why are you with him? 127 00:09:25,424 --> 00:09:28,694 It's just what's happening right now. 128 00:09:28,727 --> 00:09:29,628 Yeah, but that's not even true 129 00:09:29,661 --> 00:09:31,196 'cause you're here right now. 130 00:09:33,832 --> 00:09:36,902 I, uh, I can respect that you're doing your thing, 131 00:09:36,936 --> 00:09:40,372 just take note that I asked I guess. 132 00:09:42,407 --> 00:09:43,442 Noted. 133 00:09:45,945 --> 00:09:47,212 After you. 134 00:09:53,185 --> 00:09:54,887 That didn't happen! 135 00:10:19,378 --> 00:10:21,480 It feels wrong to make this about us. 136 00:10:22,581 --> 00:10:23,950 It's bigger than that. 137 00:10:25,617 --> 00:10:26,418 So much bigger. 138 00:10:28,921 --> 00:10:30,389 We'd hear stories from somewhere like 139 00:10:30,422 --> 00:10:32,558 the coast of Maryland or Florida. 140 00:10:33,993 --> 00:10:36,628 Always there, not here. 141 00:10:38,163 --> 00:10:39,933 Like the story of the man stranded in the ocean 142 00:10:39,966 --> 00:10:41,935 picked up by a fishing boat. 143 00:10:41,968 --> 00:10:44,202 It turned out he was another fisherman, 144 00:10:44,236 --> 00:10:46,438 his boat washed up to shore four days later. 145 00:10:47,406 --> 00:10:49,274 He said he couldn't remember how to steer it 146 00:10:49,308 --> 00:10:50,909 so he decided to swim home. 147 00:10:54,613 --> 00:10:57,416 Or the woman in the marathon who forgot to stop running. 148 00:11:04,456 --> 00:11:07,259 There's something quite beautiful to these stories at first. 149 00:11:09,294 --> 00:11:10,964 But then a pilot forgot how to fly. 150 00:11:15,969 --> 00:11:18,604 They call it NIA. 151 00:11:18,637 --> 00:11:20,138 Neuroinflammatory Affliction. 152 00:11:22,174 --> 00:11:24,776 It can affect anyone, and there's no cure. 153 00:11:28,380 --> 00:11:30,616 Ben was the first person we knew to get sick. 154 00:11:31,817 --> 00:11:33,785 We say get sick, but that's not really it. 155 00:11:35,220 --> 00:11:39,625 Some people snap all at once, other people fade away. 156 00:11:42,794 --> 00:11:45,430 I'm not really sure which one is worse. 157 00:11:55,074 --> 00:11:55,841 Sup? 158 00:11:57,309 --> 00:11:59,045 Nothing apparently. 159 00:11:59,078 --> 00:12:00,145 Fell asleep. 160 00:12:32,244 --> 00:12:33,378 Jude? 161 00:12:33,412 --> 00:12:34,846 - Yeah? - Hey, I'm going now. 162 00:12:35,681 --> 00:12:37,315 All right. 163 00:12:37,349 --> 00:12:38,517 You good? 164 00:12:38,550 --> 00:12:40,053 Yeah, just waking up. 165 00:12:40,086 --> 00:12:41,353 All right, well, I'll see you later. 166 00:12:41,386 --> 00:12:42,554 - All right, babe. - Bye, darling. 167 00:12:42,587 --> 00:12:43,755 Bye, bye, bye. 168 00:12:56,035 --> 00:12:57,602 - Hey. - Hey. 169 00:12:57,636 --> 00:12:59,705 How many have we got today? We're already packed. 170 00:12:59,738 --> 00:13:00,439 Just two. 171 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:02,607 Come on, bud. 172 00:13:02,641 --> 00:13:04,177 All right, come here. 173 00:13:04,209 --> 00:13:05,911 I got ya, all right. 174 00:13:07,612 --> 00:13:08,647 Hello, you. 175 00:13:10,649 --> 00:13:13,418 All right, let's see if we can find your family. 176 00:13:13,452 --> 00:13:14,720 Oh, yeah. 177 00:13:14,753 --> 00:13:15,520 Come here. 178 00:13:16,922 --> 00:13:18,024 - Oh, hey, I can get that. - Oh, that's all right. 179 00:13:18,057 --> 00:13:19,125 - Yeah, all good. - Oh okay. 180 00:13:19,158 --> 00:13:20,258 All set. 181 00:13:20,292 --> 00:13:21,593 - Thanks, Frank. - Sure. 182 00:13:22,661 --> 00:13:23,829 Sorry, your name again? 183 00:13:26,132 --> 00:13:26,898 Emma. 184 00:13:26,933 --> 00:13:28,533 Emma, right! 185 00:13:28,567 --> 00:13:30,136 Right, right. 186 00:13:30,169 --> 00:13:33,106 Well, it's not to uh... yeah, yeah. 187 00:14:05,138 --> 00:14:05,938 Jude? 188 00:14:10,275 --> 00:14:11,010 I thought that was you. 189 00:14:11,043 --> 00:14:12,744 Naps. 190 00:14:12,778 --> 00:14:13,845 How's it going, man? You good? 191 00:14:13,879 --> 00:14:15,114 Good, and you? 192 00:14:15,148 --> 00:14:16,015 Yeah, good to see you man. 193 00:14:16,048 --> 00:14:16,782 Yeah, it's been awhile. 194 00:14:16,815 --> 00:14:17,682 What brings you here? 195 00:14:17,716 --> 00:14:18,617 I'm playing here tonight. 196 00:14:18,650 --> 00:14:19,986 - Here? - Yeah. 197 00:14:20,019 --> 00:14:20,987 - No shit. - Yeah. 198 00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:25,524 - You're still at it. - That's right. 199 00:14:25,557 --> 00:14:26,625 Awesome, that's awesome. 200 00:14:26,658 --> 00:14:28,027 - You should come. - Tonight? 201 00:14:28,060 --> 00:14:28,860 Yeah. 202 00:14:30,529 --> 00:14:32,430 Well, I gotta check with my wife. 203 00:14:32,464 --> 00:14:34,299 - Wife? - Yeah, I got married. 204 00:14:34,332 --> 00:14:35,767 Get the fuck outta here. 205 00:14:35,801 --> 00:14:36,668 Holy shit, man. 206 00:14:36,701 --> 00:14:38,670 - Man, we gotta catch up. - Yeah. 207 00:14:38,703 --> 00:14:39,671 You got a minute? 208 00:14:39,704 --> 00:14:41,274 Yeah, I got a minute. 209 00:14:41,306 --> 00:14:42,340 - You need a hand or what? - Yeah, of course, come on. 210 00:14:42,374 --> 00:14:43,109 - All right. - Are you still rolling 211 00:14:43,142 --> 00:14:44,010 with the same crew? 212 00:14:44,043 --> 00:14:44,944 Yeah, I still see 'em. 213 00:14:44,977 --> 00:14:46,112 Yeah, yeah, yeah, what happened? 214 00:14:46,145 --> 00:14:47,013 Playing solo or what? 215 00:14:47,046 --> 00:14:48,047 Hey, man. Stop it. 216 00:14:48,080 --> 00:14:49,714 - What happened? - Nothing. 217 00:16:28,580 --> 00:16:30,548 Coming by, sorry, sorry. 218 00:16:34,819 --> 00:16:36,222 - Mr. Johnson. - Where the hell 219 00:16:36,255 --> 00:16:37,822 - have you been? - Yeah, I'm so sorry, sir. 220 00:16:37,856 --> 00:16:39,557 You were supposed to be here an hour ago. 221 00:16:39,591 --> 00:16:40,927 Yeah, I, there's no excuse, sir. 222 00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:42,560 We wanted pictures of the girls getting ready. 223 00:16:42,594 --> 00:16:44,763 We paid for pictures of the girls getting ready. 224 00:16:44,796 --> 00:16:45,897 Yeah, I understand, I- 225 00:16:45,932 --> 00:16:47,934 - No, no, I don't think you do understand. 226 00:16:47,967 --> 00:16:49,901 Those moments are gone, we don't get those back. 227 00:16:49,936 --> 00:16:52,470 We had to get my nephew here to take pictures. 228 00:16:52,504 --> 00:16:53,438 Yeah, sorry, sir. 229 00:16:54,606 --> 00:16:55,807 I'll get a full deposit back to you. 230 00:16:55,840 --> 00:16:56,775 Hey, hey. 231 00:16:56,808 --> 00:16:58,411 Just take some fucking pictures. 232 00:16:58,443 --> 00:16:59,844 - Okay. - Yes, sir. 233 00:17:06,953 --> 00:17:08,354 Hi, love. 234 00:17:08,387 --> 00:17:09,521 Hi, Mom. 235 00:17:09,554 --> 00:17:10,423 How is it, then? 236 00:17:10,455 --> 00:17:11,823 Yeah, fine. 237 00:17:11,856 --> 00:17:12,757 How was Germany? 238 00:17:12,791 --> 00:17:14,293 Oh, didn't I tell you? 239 00:17:14,327 --> 00:17:15,928 That trip got postponed. 240 00:17:15,962 --> 00:17:17,430 I'm still at home, but I'll be going there in a few weeks. 241 00:17:17,462 --> 00:17:19,831 Mom, you have to tell me these things, 242 00:17:19,864 --> 00:17:21,499 I'm coming to see you in a month. 243 00:17:21,533 --> 00:17:22,435 - Hun- - Will you be back by then? 244 00:17:22,467 --> 00:17:23,802 I thought I did tell ya. 245 00:17:24,971 --> 00:17:25,972 Didn't I? 246 00:17:26,005 --> 00:17:28,307 But don't worry, I'll be back. 247 00:17:28,341 --> 00:17:29,507 How are ya? 248 00:17:29,541 --> 00:17:30,875 I'm okay. 249 00:17:30,909 --> 00:17:33,812 Work's getting stressful, but I'm looking forward 250 00:17:33,845 --> 00:17:35,047 to coming and seeing ya. 251 00:17:35,081 --> 00:17:36,382 I wish they hadn't grounded all those flights 252 00:17:36,415 --> 00:17:39,051 so I could come sooner, but it's all right. 253 00:17:39,085 --> 00:17:42,288 Oh, remind me. Is David coming with ya? 254 00:17:42,321 --> 00:17:43,255 - Jude? - What? 255 00:17:44,656 --> 00:17:45,958 Jude. 256 00:17:45,992 --> 00:17:47,326 Oh, God, what did I say? 257 00:17:47,360 --> 00:17:49,128 Chris, Henry, David, Jude. 258 00:17:49,161 --> 00:17:51,330 You know I was never good with names anyhow. 259 00:17:52,999 --> 00:17:54,532 Yeah. 260 00:17:54,566 --> 00:17:58,037 Yeah, no, but it's not the first time you've forgotten, Mom. 261 00:17:59,271 --> 00:18:01,240 I know I told ya I could only get the one ticket. 262 00:18:01,273 --> 00:18:02,841 Of course, that's right. 263 00:18:02,874 --> 00:18:04,909 Well, hug Jude for me, will ya? 264 00:18:04,944 --> 00:18:06,012 Yeah. 265 00:18:09,914 --> 00:18:11,516 Mom. 266 00:18:11,549 --> 00:18:12,617 What? 267 00:18:13,918 --> 00:18:14,886 Are you feeling okay? 268 00:18:14,919 --> 00:18:16,688 Yes, love. I'm great. 269 00:18:17,889 --> 00:18:19,392 You let me do the worrying over here. 270 00:18:27,866 --> 00:18:28,833 You all right? 271 00:18:28,867 --> 00:18:29,901 Yeah, you? 272 00:18:33,905 --> 00:18:35,941 I'm not even a vet anymore, I'm just an executioner. 273 00:18:35,975 --> 00:18:36,775 I hate it. 274 00:18:38,110 --> 00:18:39,445 I had to put down the most beautiful pup today, 275 00:18:39,478 --> 00:18:41,013 she had the most expressive eyes. 276 00:18:41,047 --> 00:18:42,415 They were like human eyes. 277 00:18:44,483 --> 00:18:46,952 I was gonna call you and see if I could take her home. 278 00:18:48,054 --> 00:18:48,820 Let's... 279 00:18:49,989 --> 00:18:50,855 Please let's not get into that again. 280 00:18:50,889 --> 00:18:51,856 It's just one dog. 281 00:18:51,890 --> 00:18:53,792 No, but it's not just one. 282 00:18:53,825 --> 00:18:55,928 If we take one we'll probably take 17 283 00:18:55,961 --> 00:18:58,431 and we already got Blue, we don't have room. 284 00:18:59,631 --> 00:19:01,633 You know that we can't. 285 00:19:16,415 --> 00:19:17,916 What's happening? 286 00:19:21,253 --> 00:19:22,488 Why are you stopping? 287 00:19:25,657 --> 00:19:27,960 Yeah, I don't think this bus is going anywhere. 288 00:19:31,997 --> 00:19:34,967 What is happening right now? 289 00:19:36,469 --> 00:19:38,104 Attention. 290 00:19:38,137 --> 00:19:42,341 If you are lost or need assistance, call 707 291 00:19:42,374 --> 00:19:44,809 and have your ID ready. 292 00:19:44,843 --> 00:19:47,980 If someone you know is lost or missing, 293 00:19:48,013 --> 00:19:51,683 check the missing person database or call 811 294 00:20:21,046 --> 00:20:23,048 Do you think anybody's immune? 295 00:20:23,082 --> 00:20:24,016 Oh yeah. 296 00:20:24,049 --> 00:20:25,551 Me, for instance. 297 00:20:25,584 --> 00:20:28,720 All right, so it doesn't affect the geniuses amongst us. 298 00:20:28,753 --> 00:20:31,789 What if the only person who's immune 299 00:20:31,823 --> 00:20:33,025 already has Alzheimers? 300 00:20:33,058 --> 00:20:33,825 Ooh. 301 00:20:33,858 --> 00:20:34,659 So you'd never know. 302 00:20:34,692 --> 00:20:36,529 Ooh, yeah. 303 00:20:36,562 --> 00:20:38,998 That is so fucked up that's probably how it is. 304 00:20:39,031 --> 00:20:40,665 Or what if this is just the next phase 305 00:20:40,698 --> 00:20:43,202 of human evolution and we should just embrace it? 306 00:20:43,235 --> 00:20:45,004 We fucked everything up so badly that the only way 307 00:20:45,037 --> 00:20:47,872 to survive this is just by forgetting. 308 00:20:47,906 --> 00:20:50,708 Mm hmm, yeah, I like that, too. 309 00:20:52,578 --> 00:20:53,878 What about dogs? 310 00:20:53,912 --> 00:20:55,314 Do you think dogs are susceptible? 311 00:20:55,347 --> 00:20:56,582 Unclear. 312 00:20:56,615 --> 00:20:58,250 They rely more on associative memories, 313 00:20:58,284 --> 00:21:00,718 so just don't change the way you smell 314 00:21:00,752 --> 00:21:02,087 and keep feeding him and you'll be fine. 315 00:21:02,121 --> 00:21:04,889 Hey, don't you fucking forget about me, Blue! 316 00:21:06,559 --> 00:21:08,160 Oh, I'm sorry, bud. 317 00:21:08,194 --> 00:21:10,695 I didn't think you'd take that so seriously. 318 00:21:10,728 --> 00:21:11,863 Yeah, I love you, too. 319 00:21:12,764 --> 00:21:14,099 Yeah, sorry, buddy. 320 00:21:17,369 --> 00:21:19,538 It's a shame we can't take some of them. 321 00:21:19,572 --> 00:21:22,208 The dogs. 322 00:21:22,241 --> 00:21:24,410 They've been putting down so many recently. 323 00:21:28,380 --> 00:21:29,747 What? 324 00:21:29,781 --> 00:21:31,749 Yeah, just like a puppy or something. 325 00:21:32,651 --> 00:21:34,153 I'm sure Blue wouldn't mind. 326 00:21:36,255 --> 00:21:37,056 What? 327 00:21:38,624 --> 00:21:40,092 You said we couldn't. 328 00:21:41,293 --> 00:21:43,095 When? 329 00:21:43,128 --> 00:21:45,564 We had an argument about this last week and then 330 00:21:45,598 --> 00:21:48,167 we were just about to get into it again on the bus. 331 00:21:55,975 --> 00:21:56,942 Very good. 332 00:21:56,976 --> 00:21:58,310 - Jude, I'm- - Almost. 333 00:21:58,344 --> 00:22:00,279 This is an ongoing argument that we've been having, 334 00:22:00,312 --> 00:22:03,249 we were just about to get into it half an hour ago. 335 00:22:03,282 --> 00:22:04,283 It was just now. 336 00:22:06,118 --> 00:22:08,087 I don't remember that. 337 00:22:08,120 --> 00:22:09,622 Oh my God. 338 00:22:14,693 --> 00:22:16,161 Did you know this was happening? 339 00:22:16,195 --> 00:22:18,664 No, how am I gonna know I forgot? 340 00:22:18,697 --> 00:22:19,965 Do you know who I am? 341 00:22:19,999 --> 00:22:21,267 Yeah, you're my wife, Emma Veta. 342 00:22:21,300 --> 00:22:22,735 Where did we meet? What's your father's name? 343 00:22:22,767 --> 00:22:24,169 - Where did you grow up? - Emma! 344 00:22:32,111 --> 00:22:34,713 This is gonna be like Ben, isn't it? 345 00:22:46,625 --> 00:22:47,792 When your disaster 346 00:22:47,825 --> 00:22:51,130 is everyone's disaster, how do you grieve? 347 00:22:57,303 --> 00:22:59,638 When Ben first started losing his memory 348 00:22:59,672 --> 00:23:02,474 he wanted us to record every song he'd ever written 349 00:23:02,508 --> 00:23:03,875 before they were all gone. 350 00:23:24,563 --> 00:23:26,498 Wanna do it again? 351 00:23:26,532 --> 00:23:29,168 One, two, three, four. 352 00:23:40,346 --> 00:23:41,547 You got this. 353 00:23:41,580 --> 00:23:44,083 Just relax, you got this. 354 00:23:44,116 --> 00:23:46,185 It's not happening. 355 00:23:46,218 --> 00:23:48,020 It's not happening, it's just not happening. 356 00:23:48,053 --> 00:23:49,355 You got it. 357 00:23:49,388 --> 00:23:53,325 If you want, we can just record the guitar first 358 00:23:53,359 --> 00:23:56,695 and the vocals and then I can open up the bass. 359 00:23:56,729 --> 00:23:58,931 Yeah, sounds good. 360 00:23:58,964 --> 00:23:59,732 Okay. 361 00:24:09,775 --> 00:24:11,043 He tried so hard not to see him scared. 362 00:24:12,244 --> 00:24:13,345 I guess we all did. 363 00:24:13,379 --> 00:24:14,580 I got an idea. 364 00:25:30,222 --> 00:25:33,025 I can't tell if I'm torturing myself, 365 00:25:33,058 --> 00:25:35,194 pretending like I'm gonna find the answer. 366 00:25:37,329 --> 00:25:39,331 I keep going back to the beginning. 367 00:26:17,269 --> 00:26:18,403 This is Jody Ryerson. 368 00:26:18,437 --> 00:26:20,506 Leave a message after the tone. 369 00:26:20,539 --> 00:26:22,908 The mailbox is full and cannot accept 370 00:26:22,942 --> 00:26:24,643 any new messages at this time. 371 00:26:24,676 --> 00:26:25,444 Goodbye. 372 00:26:39,091 --> 00:26:41,560 If you are experiencing NIA symptoms 373 00:26:41,593 --> 00:26:45,932 I need you over here. 374 00:26:45,965 --> 00:26:47,432 Don't worry about the car. 375 00:26:48,634 --> 00:26:50,669 If you are here on behalf of someone else, 376 00:26:50,702 --> 00:26:53,872 please make a line to my right. 377 00:26:53,906 --> 00:26:55,507 Listen carefully! 378 00:26:55,541 --> 00:27:00,479 If you are experiencing NIA symptoms, I need you over here. 379 00:27:01,613 --> 00:27:04,017 If you are here on behalf of someone else, 380 00:27:04,049 --> 00:27:06,218 please make a line to my right. 381 00:27:06,251 --> 00:27:09,421 If you were here yesterday and did not get in, 382 00:27:09,454 --> 00:27:11,557 please have your ticket stubs ready. 383 00:27:11,590 --> 00:27:12,925 I dropped mine! 384 00:27:14,726 --> 00:27:15,894 Excuse me! 385 00:27:15,929 --> 00:27:18,031 On behalf of someone else, over here. 386 00:27:18,063 --> 00:27:20,465 Sign the consent form, have your money ready. 387 00:27:20,499 --> 00:27:21,767 - All sign the consent form. - Gloria, over here! 388 00:27:21,800 --> 00:27:23,268 Okay, okay, okay, people. 389 00:27:24,469 --> 00:27:25,939 Have your ticket stubs ready. 390 00:27:25,972 --> 00:27:29,575 I'm sorry, we can't accept anyone under 25. 391 00:27:29,608 --> 00:27:30,876 What do you mean? 392 00:27:30,909 --> 00:27:32,644 The brain isn't fully developed. 393 00:27:32,678 --> 00:27:35,714 If you are experiencing NIA symptoms, over here. 394 00:27:38,417 --> 00:27:39,585 - Nurse! - Are you kidding 395 00:27:39,618 --> 00:27:40,419 me right now? 396 00:27:40,452 --> 00:27:42,220 - Can I help you? - Yes! 397 00:27:42,254 --> 00:27:43,022 Excuse me. 398 00:27:44,590 --> 00:27:46,425 What is this? Have you found a cure or? 399 00:27:46,458 --> 00:27:48,460 This is for the chance to be in a clinical trial, 400 00:27:48,493 --> 00:27:49,761 it's a lottery. 401 00:27:49,795 --> 00:27:51,096 Okay, but does it work? 402 00:27:51,129 --> 00:27:53,231 I mean, if you get into the trial, does it work? 403 00:27:53,265 --> 00:27:55,267 All I know is that it's a trial. 404 00:27:55,300 --> 00:27:56,802 Fill this out, turn it out when you get to the door 405 00:27:56,835 --> 00:27:58,604 and have your money ready, okay? 406 00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:03,508 We have to wait in line anyway, 407 00:28:03,542 --> 00:28:05,143 you can't jump ahead. 408 00:28:05,177 --> 00:28:06,278 And I wanna go in. 409 00:28:06,311 --> 00:28:07,913 I don't care about anybody else. 410 00:28:07,947 --> 00:28:09,848 I'm talking about me. 411 00:28:09,881 --> 00:28:11,149 I don't know. 412 00:28:11,183 --> 00:28:13,685 I don't know, but my dad, he's lost his ID. 413 00:28:13,719 --> 00:28:14,720 Fine, fine! 414 00:28:15,554 --> 00:28:18,423 Guy pushed in front! 415 00:28:18,457 --> 00:28:22,327 Which line is it? This one or that one? 416 00:28:24,796 --> 00:28:26,598 Over here. 417 00:28:36,508 --> 00:28:39,277 Roses felt too easy, but I didn't know what you liked 418 00:28:39,311 --> 00:28:40,646 so I got you daisies. 419 00:28:40,679 --> 00:28:42,447 Aren't daisies weeds? 420 00:28:42,481 --> 00:28:43,482 Huh? 421 00:28:43,515 --> 00:28:44,650 Aren't daisies weeds? 422 00:28:44,683 --> 00:28:46,551 Oh, well good to see you and goodnight. 423 00:28:46,585 --> 00:28:47,519 I'm kidding! 424 00:28:47,552 --> 00:28:48,587 Come here. 425 00:28:52,091 --> 00:28:53,358 Yeah, I think I'm gonna do a couple more years 426 00:28:53,392 --> 00:28:54,826 as a vet tech to save up some money 427 00:28:54,860 --> 00:28:56,728 to go back to school to study bio, 428 00:28:56,762 --> 00:29:00,133 eventually be in the labs and maybe publish one day. 429 00:29:00,165 --> 00:29:00,899 We'll see. 430 00:29:01,733 --> 00:29:02,501 What about you? 431 00:29:04,403 --> 00:29:05,170 What about me? 432 00:29:05,203 --> 00:29:06,705 What are you doing? 433 00:29:06,738 --> 00:29:10,776 Oh, well, I've been around a lot with Ben and Sam touring, 434 00:29:12,377 --> 00:29:14,013 - taking pictures. - Yeah. 435 00:29:14,047 --> 00:29:16,481 For different bands, different magazines. 436 00:29:16,515 --> 00:29:17,683 Oh, cool. 437 00:29:17,716 --> 00:29:18,483 Yeah. 438 00:29:18,517 --> 00:29:19,918 I helped them record. 439 00:29:19,952 --> 00:29:22,521 It was a cool way to spend the first half of my 20s, but 440 00:29:23,855 --> 00:29:27,459 things got a little outta hand with drinking, drugs. 441 00:29:30,228 --> 00:29:33,398 Uh, Sam's parents were out here so we came here to dry out 442 00:29:34,533 --> 00:29:36,301 and kinda never really left. 443 00:29:37,536 --> 00:29:38,770 Is that why you don't drink anymore? 444 00:29:38,804 --> 00:29:40,272 Yeah. 445 00:29:40,305 --> 00:29:43,775 What was it that happened to make you stop? 446 00:29:45,577 --> 00:29:49,748 That's a pretty intense second date question. 447 00:29:50,749 --> 00:29:51,550 Sorry. 448 00:29:52,584 --> 00:29:53,953 I'm just being nosy. 449 00:29:53,986 --> 00:29:55,387 Just tell me to shut up. 450 00:29:55,420 --> 00:29:57,123 So, actually, do you want me to leave? 451 00:29:57,156 --> 00:29:58,423 I'll go. 452 00:29:58,457 --> 00:29:59,758 No, it's all right, I'll go. You stay here. 453 00:30:01,827 --> 00:30:03,862 Anyway, you, it's not our second date. 454 00:30:03,895 --> 00:30:04,763 It's not? 455 00:30:04,796 --> 00:30:06,565 No, first one was Halloween. 456 00:30:06,598 --> 00:30:08,366 Well, I definitely don't count that. 457 00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:09,601 Because you can't count. 458 00:30:09,634 --> 00:30:11,236 No, because you said it didn't happen. 459 00:30:11,269 --> 00:30:12,071 What didn't happen? 460 00:30:12,105 --> 00:30:12,904 This. 461 00:30:17,143 --> 00:30:18,577 Sorry. 462 00:30:18,610 --> 00:30:19,878 - No! - Sorry, sorry. 463 00:30:19,911 --> 00:30:22,547 No, I thought it was a smooth, cool moment, 464 00:30:22,581 --> 00:30:25,383 - but if you're not uh- - No, no, don't be silly. 465 00:30:25,417 --> 00:30:27,419 Uh, I just... 466 00:30:27,452 --> 00:30:29,654 I'm just not very good at this. 467 00:30:29,688 --> 00:30:30,756 What? 468 00:30:32,324 --> 00:30:33,792 Do you wanna have sex? 469 00:30:36,294 --> 00:30:37,295 Don't laugh! 470 00:30:38,797 --> 00:30:40,665 I really need your fucking consent. 471 00:30:40,699 --> 00:30:42,300 Oh my God, uh... 472 00:30:43,502 --> 00:30:44,269 Yes. 473 00:30:45,804 --> 00:30:48,607 But I know you're going through some shit with Tom, 474 00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:49,841 - I don't wanna- - Tim. 475 00:30:49,875 --> 00:30:50,642 Tim. 476 00:30:52,145 --> 00:30:54,813 Yeah, and he's just a friend. 477 00:30:56,648 --> 00:30:58,383 Yeah, does he know that? 478 00:31:02,854 --> 00:31:04,823 Not in those exact words. 479 00:31:07,692 --> 00:31:09,128 Well, I get that. 480 00:31:09,162 --> 00:31:11,463 So, let's just wait. 481 00:31:14,733 --> 00:31:15,901 I'm not going anywhere. 482 00:32:36,748 --> 00:32:37,883 Hello? 483 00:32:37,916 --> 00:32:39,384 Jude Williams, please. 484 00:32:39,417 --> 00:32:41,419 This is his wife, who's speaking? 485 00:32:41,453 --> 00:32:44,756 I'm Dr. Dormer with DPC Research Development. 486 00:32:45,958 --> 00:32:46,959 The NIA trial. 487 00:32:48,961 --> 00:32:50,029 Hello? 488 00:32:50,062 --> 00:32:51,529 Yeah, yeah, I'm here. 489 00:32:51,563 --> 00:32:54,033 Can I speak with your husband? 490 00:32:54,066 --> 00:32:58,436 Um, it's probably best that you just speak to me 491 00:32:58,470 --> 00:33:01,473 'cause I'm the one that submitted the application. 492 00:33:01,506 --> 00:33:03,742 Jude has been selected for the clinical trial 493 00:33:03,775 --> 00:33:05,877 on an NIA suppressant. 494 00:33:05,911 --> 00:33:07,612 I see from the forms that were submitted 495 00:33:07,646 --> 00:33:09,915 that he's exhibiting NIA symptoms, correct? 496 00:33:11,850 --> 00:33:12,617 Hello? 497 00:33:12,651 --> 00:33:13,885 Yeah, sorry. 498 00:33:13,919 --> 00:33:14,954 Yeah, I'm here. 499 00:33:17,822 --> 00:33:19,557 So, he's gotten in? 500 00:33:19,591 --> 00:33:21,826 He's been accepted for an evaluation. 501 00:33:21,860 --> 00:33:23,963 If he passes he'll be invited to participate 502 00:33:23,996 --> 00:33:25,897 in the actual trials. 503 00:33:25,932 --> 00:33:28,267 We're trying to move quickly here. 504 00:33:28,301 --> 00:33:30,769 Can we schedule an appointment for him to come in tomorrow? 505 00:33:33,471 --> 00:33:36,342 The government has the cure, they have the true cure, 506 00:33:36,375 --> 00:33:39,145 not the one they're giving us that doesn't work. 507 00:33:39,178 --> 00:33:41,147 They've been keeping NIA on the streets 508 00:33:41,180 --> 00:33:43,983 just like that fuck Reagan did with AIDS. 509 00:33:44,016 --> 00:33:45,917 And who's doing something about it? 510 00:33:45,952 --> 00:33:48,087 Are you? I am because I care. 511 00:33:48,120 --> 00:33:50,957 I don't want this sickness, this population control. 512 00:33:50,990 --> 00:33:52,924 They're keeping us down. 513 00:33:52,959 --> 00:33:54,492 They have the true cure. 514 00:34:20,219 --> 00:34:23,322 Wear one of these and when you're done 515 00:34:23,356 --> 00:34:26,025 filling this paperwork out somebody will call your name. 516 00:34:27,559 --> 00:34:29,627 Keep your mask on and fill this paperwork out. 517 00:34:50,682 --> 00:34:51,450 Emma? 518 00:34:52,351 --> 00:34:53,219 Hey. 519 00:34:53,252 --> 00:34:54,053 Oh my God, Sam. 520 00:34:55,254 --> 00:34:56,322 Good to see you, hey. 521 00:34:56,355 --> 00:35:00,326 Oh, it's good to see you. 522 00:35:00,359 --> 00:35:01,193 It's been a minute. 523 00:35:01,227 --> 00:35:02,727 Yeah, I know. Yeah. 524 00:35:02,761 --> 00:35:04,263 I'm just here for the day, just 525 00:35:04,296 --> 00:35:06,232 - running errands. - Yeah. 526 00:35:06,265 --> 00:35:07,400 Right. 527 00:35:07,433 --> 00:35:08,434 Right, yeah. 528 00:35:09,368 --> 00:35:10,769 Oh, it's good to see ya. 529 00:35:10,802 --> 00:35:12,104 - Yeah. - Are you all right? 530 00:35:12,138 --> 00:35:13,372 I'm good, yeah, I'm good. 531 00:35:13,406 --> 00:35:15,107 - Yeah? - Yeah, really, I'm just... 532 00:35:16,442 --> 00:35:17,443 How are you? 533 00:35:17,476 --> 00:35:19,677 Yeah, no, yes, I am just... 534 00:35:19,711 --> 00:35:22,481 Just making phone calls and all that stuff. 535 00:35:24,816 --> 00:35:26,718 Sorry I haven't called. 536 00:35:27,919 --> 00:35:28,954 Yeah. 537 00:35:28,988 --> 00:35:30,956 Yeah, same. I'm... 538 00:35:30,990 --> 00:35:32,058 I wanted to. 539 00:35:34,326 --> 00:35:35,327 Oh, darling. 540 00:35:36,962 --> 00:35:38,931 You must think I'm the biggest asshole on the planet. 541 00:35:38,964 --> 00:35:39,864 No, I don't. 542 00:35:39,898 --> 00:35:40,765 No, I don't, that's ridiculous. 543 00:35:40,799 --> 00:35:42,234 I do not think that at all. 544 00:35:43,835 --> 00:35:44,803 Sorry, I'm just. 545 00:35:44,836 --> 00:35:46,439 - Yeah, sorry. - It's okay. 546 00:35:46,472 --> 00:35:48,974 Um, tell Jude I say hi, okay? 547 00:35:49,008 --> 00:35:50,109 Yeah, I will. 548 00:35:50,142 --> 00:35:51,110 It's good to see you, I just... 549 00:35:51,143 --> 00:35:52,744 Good to see you. 550 00:35:52,777 --> 00:35:53,979 I just wasn't expecting to see you, that's all. 551 00:35:54,013 --> 00:35:54,947 Yeah. 552 00:35:54,980 --> 00:35:56,449 Yeah, no worries. 553 00:35:56,482 --> 00:35:57,950 - I'll give you a bell. - Okay. 554 00:35:57,983 --> 00:35:59,018 - Okay. - Bye. 555 00:36:08,626 --> 00:36:10,628 Any history of heart disease? 556 00:36:10,662 --> 00:36:11,564 Nope. 557 00:36:11,596 --> 00:36:12,831 High cholesterol? 558 00:36:12,864 --> 00:36:14,066 Nope. 559 00:36:14,100 --> 00:36:15,067 Diabetes? 560 00:36:15,101 --> 00:36:16,668 Nope. 561 00:36:16,701 --> 00:36:17,937 Do you take drugs? 562 00:36:20,139 --> 00:36:21,006 What does that got to do with- 563 00:36:21,040 --> 00:36:22,740 - We'll find out either way, 564 00:36:22,774 --> 00:36:24,009 - so better to get it out now. - Oh, it's not gonna 565 00:36:24,043 --> 00:36:24,977 be a problem, I've been clean 566 00:36:25,010 --> 00:36:27,947 for five years and nine months. 567 00:36:29,381 --> 00:36:30,915 So, how long would you say you've been 568 00:36:30,950 --> 00:36:32,485 experiencing symptoms of NIA? 569 00:36:34,186 --> 00:36:35,753 Like a month. 570 00:36:35,787 --> 00:36:39,592 I can remember some things, but other things are just gone. 571 00:36:39,624 --> 00:36:42,161 Like details, I can't do details. 572 00:36:43,362 --> 00:36:47,032 Like I can remember people, who they are, 573 00:36:47,066 --> 00:36:49,301 but I can't zero in. 574 00:36:49,335 --> 00:36:52,037 Your brain may be trying to bridge the gaps, 575 00:36:52,071 --> 00:36:53,539 taking other moments you still remember 576 00:36:53,572 --> 00:36:55,241 and merging with false memories. 577 00:36:59,211 --> 00:37:00,513 So, the treatment. 578 00:37:00,546 --> 00:37:03,815 Is it like what? It's like a pill or? 579 00:37:03,848 --> 00:37:06,051 We'll be doing an oral CP. 580 00:37:06,085 --> 00:37:07,652 Sorry, what? 581 00:37:07,685 --> 00:37:09,355 An oral cranial puncture. 582 00:37:09,388 --> 00:37:11,991 Think of it as clearing a clogged pathway. 583 00:37:12,024 --> 00:37:15,361 The brain is separated into four major lobes. 584 00:37:15,394 --> 00:37:19,365 The one most closely associated with memory being temporal. 585 00:37:19,398 --> 00:37:22,401 Now, we remove the lateral through he roof of the mouth. 586 00:37:23,835 --> 00:37:26,138 Inter-cranial hypertensions. 587 00:37:41,187 --> 00:37:42,188 - Jude? - Yeah? 588 00:37:43,189 --> 00:37:44,756 Are you okay? 589 00:37:44,789 --> 00:37:45,591 Yeah. 590 00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:49,328 But what are the risks? 591 00:37:49,361 --> 00:37:51,763 We have some literature we can send home with you 592 00:37:51,796 --> 00:37:53,165 that really walks you through the ins 593 00:37:53,199 --> 00:37:54,567 and outs of the procedure. 594 00:37:54,600 --> 00:37:57,869 It's not complicated, but there are significant risks. 595 00:37:57,902 --> 00:37:59,672 We have a counselor on hand to help make sure 596 00:37:59,704 --> 00:38:01,540 you understand what we're dealing with. 597 00:38:22,794 --> 00:38:24,630 To identify a neuroinflammation begin 598 00:38:24,663 --> 00:38:26,298 by asking baseline questions. 599 00:38:29,468 --> 00:38:33,205 What's your name? How old are ya? 600 00:38:33,239 --> 00:38:34,440 What's your favorite color? 601 00:38:38,143 --> 00:38:41,046 This is all they've given ya? Brain teasers? 602 00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:43,549 I thought there was supposed to be some sort of procedure. 603 00:38:43,582 --> 00:38:47,253 Yeah, it's brain teasers and... 604 00:38:50,855 --> 00:38:51,657 And? 605 00:38:53,025 --> 00:38:53,925 Surgery. 606 00:38:56,761 --> 00:38:59,531 They take like a metal straw and... 607 00:39:04,103 --> 00:39:05,104 I don't wanna do it, Em. 608 00:39:06,838 --> 00:39:08,107 What'd the doctor say? 609 00:39:08,140 --> 00:39:09,275 They don't even know if it's gonna work, 610 00:39:09,308 --> 00:39:10,842 it's like a trial. 611 00:39:12,011 --> 00:39:13,911 Let's see and find out, let's poke around 612 00:39:13,946 --> 00:39:16,749 in some dude's skull and hope we don't cripple him 613 00:39:16,781 --> 00:39:18,317 and make him go blind. 614 00:39:19,151 --> 00:39:20,619 I'm not doing it, man. 615 00:39:20,653 --> 00:39:24,590 I could just wind up with no memory, no legs, and no eyes. 616 00:39:24,623 --> 00:39:27,259 And if I'm gonna forget who I am 617 00:39:27,293 --> 00:39:29,962 then I'd at least like to be able to see where I'm going. 618 00:39:31,664 --> 00:39:33,132 So you made up your mind then. 619 00:39:33,165 --> 00:39:34,199 Yeah. 620 00:39:36,868 --> 00:39:37,936 Do I not get a say in this? 621 00:39:37,970 --> 00:39:39,171 Emma, you can't ask me 622 00:39:39,204 --> 00:39:40,472 - to sit there while- - But Jude, I am asking ya, 623 00:39:40,506 --> 00:39:42,041 I am asking ya, I have to ask ya. 624 00:39:42,074 --> 00:39:44,310 I get it, you don't wanna go blind or end up in a wheelchair 625 00:39:44,343 --> 00:39:45,477 but if there's a chance that we can stop it 626 00:39:45,511 --> 00:39:47,212 then I don't understand why you won't try. 627 00:39:47,246 --> 00:39:49,214 - I know you're upset- - I'm not fucking upset, Jude! 628 00:39:49,248 --> 00:39:51,684 Well, you don't sound very not fucking upset! 629 00:40:00,392 --> 00:40:01,893 My mom's starting to fade. 630 00:40:06,265 --> 00:40:07,499 Why didn't you tell me? 631 00:40:07,533 --> 00:40:09,867 Because I can't do anything about it, Jude. 632 00:40:09,901 --> 00:40:11,337 I've got a ticket that I can't change 633 00:40:11,370 --> 00:40:14,006 for weeks from now and now I've got this, I've got you. 634 00:40:14,039 --> 00:40:15,507 So what am I supposed to do? 635 00:40:15,541 --> 00:40:16,342 Just go off to England while my husband forgets about me? 636 00:40:16,375 --> 00:40:18,010 I'm not fucking doing that. 637 00:40:18,043 --> 00:40:19,244 I'm not losing my mom and my husband in the same breath, 638 00:40:19,278 --> 00:40:20,746 so I need you to explain it to me. 639 00:40:20,779 --> 00:40:23,315 Can you explain it to me why you won't do this? 640 00:40:23,349 --> 00:40:24,350 What? Because you don't care? 641 00:40:24,383 --> 00:40:26,685 No, of course I fucking care, Emma. 642 00:40:28,187 --> 00:40:29,555 This is happening to me. 643 00:40:31,023 --> 00:40:33,192 This is fucking scary for me, too. 644 00:40:33,225 --> 00:40:34,026 I'm scared. 645 00:40:38,364 --> 00:40:39,298 I'm fucking scared. 646 00:41:05,257 --> 00:41:07,393 Who am I? How old am I? 647 00:41:08,827 --> 00:41:10,162 What's my favorite color? 648 00:41:15,434 --> 00:41:16,268 Jude, please. 649 00:41:18,237 --> 00:41:19,271 I'm scared, too. 650 00:41:27,146 --> 00:41:31,417 You're my wife, Emma Vita Ryerson Williams. 651 00:41:31,450 --> 00:41:32,251 You're 28. 652 00:41:35,354 --> 00:41:40,192 Your favorite color is yellow. 653 00:41:42,428 --> 00:41:44,329 Describe a memory that took place 654 00:41:44,363 --> 00:41:45,831 in the room that you're in. 655 00:41:49,435 --> 00:41:50,636 - You fucking- - Whoa, easy, take it easy. 656 00:41:50,669 --> 00:41:53,405 Take it easy, easy. 657 00:41:53,439 --> 00:41:55,240 You fucking! 658 00:41:55,274 --> 00:41:57,509 Well, you didn't like the gray walls in there, 659 00:41:57,543 --> 00:42:00,179 you said they reminded you of rainy days back home. 660 00:42:03,482 --> 00:42:05,617 So you painted 'em yellow. 661 00:42:09,321 --> 00:42:10,456 - Come on. - No! 662 00:42:13,358 --> 00:42:15,694 What time of year was it? 663 00:42:15,727 --> 00:42:16,528 Summer. 664 00:42:20,899 --> 00:42:23,469 No, winter. 665 00:42:35,881 --> 00:42:37,249 We had just bought a fish. 666 00:42:38,550 --> 00:42:40,552 What fish? 667 00:42:40,586 --> 00:42:42,221 You called him Ampersand. 668 00:42:42,254 --> 00:42:44,389 Emma and Jude. 669 00:42:44,423 --> 00:42:46,291 Emma and Jude. 670 00:42:46,325 --> 00:42:49,528 Do you remember why we bought the fish? 671 00:43:40,145 --> 00:43:41,647 Look at this little guy. 672 00:43:46,818 --> 00:43:50,023 He doesn't have a clue what's going on in the world. 673 00:43:50,055 --> 00:43:54,459 No NIA, no cancer, no crusades. 674 00:43:54,493 --> 00:43:56,528 Just gets to swim around having a good time. 675 00:43:56,562 --> 00:43:57,796 We should be so lucky. 676 00:43:59,398 --> 00:44:01,733 That's what I feel like when I'm with you. 677 00:44:01,767 --> 00:44:03,135 Like a fish? 678 00:44:03,168 --> 00:44:04,436 No, you know what I meant. 679 00:44:05,972 --> 00:44:08,440 That's the nicest thing you've ever said to me. 680 00:44:11,443 --> 00:44:12,578 Let's get married. 681 00:44:16,281 --> 00:44:17,082 Okay. 682 00:44:18,116 --> 00:44:19,885 No, I'm not joking. 683 00:44:19,918 --> 00:44:21,119 Me neither. 684 00:44:21,153 --> 00:44:22,387 I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. 685 00:44:22,421 --> 00:44:23,455 I wanna fucking marry you. 686 00:44:23,488 --> 00:44:24,656 - Yeah? - Yeah. 687 00:44:40,940 --> 00:44:41,707 Shit. 688 00:44:42,641 --> 00:44:43,909 Change your mind already? 689 00:44:43,943 --> 00:44:46,144 No, I don't have a ring. 690 00:44:49,348 --> 00:44:51,316 Then buy me a fish. 691 00:44:51,350 --> 00:44:52,150 Yeah? 692 00:45:09,701 --> 00:45:12,537 Do you know that this is a type of memory 693 00:45:13,839 --> 00:45:16,042 exclusively tied to the touch? 694 00:45:17,476 --> 00:45:18,877 Haptic memory. 695 00:45:21,580 --> 00:45:22,648 Haptic? 696 00:45:26,818 --> 00:45:29,521 Did you read that in your book? 697 00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:44,070 I haven't forgotten how you feel. 698 00:46:02,721 --> 00:46:04,556 Will you touch me? 699 00:47:07,786 --> 00:47:09,588 They say you can't forget feelings 700 00:47:11,490 --> 00:47:12,824 and I still believe that. 701 00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:16,162 Even after Ben. 702 00:47:21,934 --> 00:47:23,069 Sam? 703 00:47:23,102 --> 00:47:25,071 What, what, what, what, what? 704 00:47:25,104 --> 00:47:26,505 Are you all right? 705 00:47:26,538 --> 00:47:27,639 Darling, what's happening? What's happening? 706 00:47:27,672 --> 00:47:30,642 He's just freaking out, Emma, I can't. 707 00:47:30,675 --> 00:47:31,476 It'll be okay, it'll be okay. 708 00:47:31,510 --> 00:47:32,677 What the fuck! 709 00:47:33,812 --> 00:47:35,313 Get out! 710 00:47:35,347 --> 00:47:36,149 Ben? 711 00:47:37,649 --> 00:47:39,317 Ben? 712 00:47:39,351 --> 00:47:40,119 - Ben? - Jude? 713 00:47:40,153 --> 00:47:41,120 Yeah. 714 00:47:41,954 --> 00:47:43,156 You all right? 715 00:47:45,057 --> 00:47:46,591 Jude. 716 00:47:46,625 --> 00:47:47,692 Can I come in? 717 00:47:49,795 --> 00:47:50,595 I don't know. 718 00:47:50,629 --> 00:47:52,131 I'm coming in, all right? 719 00:47:56,701 --> 00:47:57,736 What's going on? 720 00:47:59,838 --> 00:48:00,539 Jude! 721 00:48:00,572 --> 00:48:01,807 Yeah? 722 00:48:01,840 --> 00:48:02,707 Yeah, we're good. 723 00:48:02,741 --> 00:48:04,210 We're good, right? We're good. 724 00:48:04,243 --> 00:48:05,377 Yeah, we're okay. 725 00:48:05,410 --> 00:48:06,611 He's... Emma. 726 00:48:06,645 --> 00:48:07,779 Are you all right? Did he hurt you? 727 00:48:07,813 --> 00:48:09,015 He just grabbed a knife 728 00:48:09,048 --> 00:48:10,549 and he doesn't even remember my name right now. 729 00:48:10,582 --> 00:48:11,850 - Calm down. - I thought I was in my house, 730 00:48:11,883 --> 00:48:14,352 man, and then this fucking bitch just walks in. 731 00:48:14,386 --> 00:48:15,720 I don't fucking know her. 732 00:48:15,754 --> 00:48:17,156 I don't fucking know her! 733 00:48:17,190 --> 00:48:19,691 No, no, no, this is your house. This is your house. 734 00:48:19,724 --> 00:48:21,393 - It is, right? - Yeah, that's Samantha. 735 00:48:21,426 --> 00:48:23,328 - Sam. - I don't know Sam. 736 00:48:23,361 --> 00:48:24,696 Man, you've been together for a while. 737 00:48:24,729 --> 00:48:27,833 Shit, you've known her longer than you've known me. 738 00:48:27,866 --> 00:48:28,867 - I have? - Yeah. 739 00:48:30,702 --> 00:48:31,670 Look at your chest. 740 00:48:32,838 --> 00:48:34,339 Look, look, look. 741 00:48:34,372 --> 00:48:35,174 Here. 742 00:48:40,679 --> 00:48:41,446 You see? 743 00:48:42,714 --> 00:48:44,616 Ben, you're sick, man, you got NIA. 744 00:48:47,086 --> 00:48:49,754 You had it for awhile, it's making you forget shit. 745 00:48:51,456 --> 00:48:52,924 Sam's been helping you through. 746 00:48:55,194 --> 00:48:56,695 Yeah, you guys are great together, man. 747 00:48:56,728 --> 00:48:58,697 Shit, you make music together. You're awesome. 748 00:49:01,433 --> 00:49:02,235 Hey. 749 00:49:04,203 --> 00:49:05,271 Hey! 750 00:49:05,304 --> 00:49:06,638 It's not your fault, man. 751 00:49:08,907 --> 00:49:09,808 Can I take this? 752 00:49:13,645 --> 00:49:15,114 Come on, man. 753 00:49:20,785 --> 00:49:21,786 Okay. 754 00:49:21,820 --> 00:49:23,289 Why the fuck me, man? 755 00:49:23,322 --> 00:49:24,723 Just relax, bud. 756 00:49:24,756 --> 00:49:27,026 - Why the fuck me? - Relax, it's not your fault. 757 00:49:32,965 --> 00:49:33,865 Ben Richards was 758 00:49:33,899 --> 00:49:35,467 from Hidalgo County, Texas. 759 00:49:36,768 --> 00:49:39,105 He's a songwriter, and like many, 760 00:49:39,138 --> 00:49:41,240 believed that music would save the world. 761 00:49:43,642 --> 00:49:44,743 It's wrong. 762 00:49:44,776 --> 00:49:47,246 The ambiance is so... it's wrong. 763 00:49:47,280 --> 00:49:48,413 Huh? 764 00:49:49,315 --> 00:49:50,815 I'm gonna go record outside. 765 00:49:51,917 --> 00:49:53,885 It's all wrong, let's get outta here. 766 00:49:53,919 --> 00:49:55,787 Remember the counts? 767 00:49:55,820 --> 00:49:57,789 - I can't remember. - No, man. 768 00:49:57,822 --> 00:49:58,623 Why not? 769 00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:02,128 His mother was Lizette 770 00:50:02,161 --> 00:50:03,162 and his father was Dave, 771 00:50:04,763 --> 00:50:06,966 and since he moved away he called them every Sunday. 772 00:50:14,639 --> 00:50:15,840 We're trying to have a baby. 773 00:50:15,874 --> 00:50:17,509 Sam! 774 00:50:17,542 --> 00:50:18,743 We've been together for so long, it's about time. 775 00:50:18,777 --> 00:50:20,612 Sam, that's so exciting! 776 00:50:20,645 --> 00:50:21,948 Yeah. 777 00:50:21,981 --> 00:50:22,847 When he first started to lose 778 00:50:22,881 --> 00:50:24,951 his memory Ben kept it a secret. 779 00:50:26,785 --> 00:50:29,454 Just like everyone did back then. 780 00:50:38,663 --> 00:50:40,333 Ben could turn any room into a concert 781 00:50:40,366 --> 00:50:41,566 when he was inclined to. 782 00:50:43,069 --> 00:50:43,902 That was his gift. 783 00:50:47,739 --> 00:50:49,075 This is who we all remembered. 784 00:50:52,144 --> 00:50:53,578 Who we were clutching on to. 785 00:51:24,110 --> 00:51:25,877 Don't fall in. 786 00:51:25,910 --> 00:51:26,811 Don't. 787 00:51:26,845 --> 00:51:27,480 - Will you come- - Don't, Jude. 788 00:51:27,512 --> 00:51:28,680 Honestly, Jude. 789 00:51:28,713 --> 00:51:29,482 - Do not fall in. - Don't you fucking d... 790 00:51:29,514 --> 00:51:30,383 This is so scary, 791 00:51:30,416 --> 00:51:31,417 - do not do that. - Emma, no! 792 00:51:31,450 --> 00:51:33,085 Stop, stop it, stop. 793 00:51:33,119 --> 00:51:34,220 You're gonna get us in trouble. 794 00:51:34,253 --> 00:51:35,988 - You jump, I jump! - Stop it. 795 00:51:36,022 --> 00:51:38,723 Get off me, I'm trying to see the whales. 796 00:51:38,757 --> 00:51:41,994 Oh yeah, I got told if we're gonna see one 797 00:51:42,028 --> 00:51:42,861 it's gonna be right here. 798 00:51:42,894 --> 00:51:43,895 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. 799 00:51:43,929 --> 00:51:44,930 Okay. 800 00:51:48,467 --> 00:51:49,701 You all right? Do you want anything? 801 00:51:49,734 --> 00:51:51,736 Um, I'll have a tea. 802 00:51:51,770 --> 00:51:52,737 If they've got tea, black tea. 803 00:51:52,771 --> 00:51:53,638 Yeah? Okay. 804 00:51:56,042 --> 00:51:58,044 If you see one tell him to wait. 805 00:51:58,077 --> 00:51:59,644 I will just for you. 806 00:52:05,151 --> 00:52:07,353 - Jude! - Yeah, what? 807 00:52:07,386 --> 00:52:08,154 Nothing. 808 00:52:22,134 --> 00:52:24,602 All right, we're just getting word into the newsroom now. 809 00:52:24,636 --> 00:52:27,872 Moments ago DPC issued a statement indicating 810 00:52:27,906 --> 00:52:31,410 that the early results of their controversial NIA treatments 811 00:52:31,444 --> 00:52:34,113 are quote overwhelmingly positive. 812 00:52:34,146 --> 00:52:36,148 Now, in that same statement they also say 813 00:52:36,182 --> 00:52:38,317 that due to overwhelming demand that they 814 00:52:38,350 --> 00:52:41,287 are not able to accept any new applicants. 815 00:52:41,320 --> 00:52:42,887 What do you make of that? 816 00:52:42,921 --> 00:52:45,558 I guess if this treatment is having some success, 817 00:52:45,590 --> 00:52:47,059 that's wonderful news. 818 00:52:47,093 --> 00:52:49,562 Overwhelmingly positive certainly sounds like they 819 00:52:49,594 --> 00:52:50,963 - might be onto something. - What can I get you? 820 00:52:50,996 --> 00:52:52,797 It does, but they have already closed off 821 00:52:52,831 --> 00:52:54,899 a very selective monitor to the general public 822 00:52:54,934 --> 00:52:58,070 and I assume that the FDA has been- 823 00:52:58,104 --> 00:52:59,438 - Tea. 824 00:52:59,472 --> 00:53:00,738 There are people with loved ones 825 00:53:00,772 --> 00:53:04,143 who are afflicted with this who want a chance. 826 00:53:06,811 --> 00:53:09,281 Stop, don't touch me! 827 00:53:10,483 --> 00:53:12,017 Stop here! 828 00:53:12,051 --> 00:53:14,086 Stop it! Get away from me! 829 00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:16,589 Stop! Stop it! 830 00:53:16,621 --> 00:53:18,357 Stop! Turn the boat around! 831 00:53:18,390 --> 00:53:19,691 Stop the boat! 832 00:53:19,724 --> 00:53:21,360 We have to go back, we have to go back. 833 00:53:21,393 --> 00:53:22,461 Stop! 834 00:53:22,495 --> 00:53:24,563 I don't know who you are! 835 00:53:25,697 --> 00:53:27,199 - Help me! - Stop her! 836 00:53:28,234 --> 00:53:29,168 - Stop her! - Help me! 837 00:53:29,201 --> 00:53:30,503 - Okay. - Help me! 838 00:53:30,536 --> 00:53:31,669 - What's happening? - Help! 839 00:53:31,703 --> 00:53:32,972 Turn the boat around! 840 00:53:33,005 --> 00:53:34,639 No, stop touching me, please. 841 00:53:34,672 --> 00:53:35,941 Just get away from me. 842 00:53:35,975 --> 00:53:37,842 We have to go back, please! 843 00:53:37,876 --> 00:53:39,777 Don't! Stop it! 844 00:53:39,811 --> 00:53:41,981 Back off, back up. 845 00:53:42,014 --> 00:53:43,182 Get away! 846 00:53:45,151 --> 00:53:46,185 Em? 847 00:53:46,218 --> 00:53:47,685 Go back, we need to go back! 848 00:53:47,719 --> 00:53:49,054 - Em? - Jude! 849 00:53:49,088 --> 00:53:50,356 Em! 850 00:53:59,999 --> 00:54:00,633 Hurry! 851 00:54:00,665 --> 00:54:02,201 Throw it in! 852 00:54:02,234 --> 00:54:03,868 Turn the boat around! 853 00:54:10,209 --> 00:54:12,777 Overwhelmingly positive results. 854 00:54:14,346 --> 00:54:16,982 The first sign of a cure and they shut everyone out. 855 00:54:20,752 --> 00:54:22,288 It's no wonder people are going crazy. 856 00:54:26,058 --> 00:54:29,028 And while they went crazy all we could do was wait. 857 00:54:30,062 --> 00:54:31,931 Wait to hear that we got an in. 858 00:54:31,964 --> 00:54:34,033 Wait to hear that we were gonna be okay. 859 00:54:37,203 --> 00:54:38,337 We're gonna be okay. 860 00:54:38,370 --> 00:54:39,672 This procedure works. 861 00:54:39,704 --> 00:54:42,041 A viral video is causing a stir today 862 00:54:42,074 --> 00:54:46,078 of a Dr. Sam Tomlin of the DPC walking viewers 863 00:54:46,111 --> 00:54:49,448 through a step-by-step tutorial of the procedure 864 00:54:49,481 --> 00:54:52,717 which supposedly puts a halt to NIA symptoms. 865 00:54:54,220 --> 00:54:56,055 Already we're getting reports from local emergency rooms 866 00:54:56,088 --> 00:54:58,691 of more than a dozen new patients who've attempted 867 00:54:58,723 --> 00:55:00,593 the procedure on themselves. 868 00:55:02,461 --> 00:55:03,662 We're gonna be okay. 869 00:55:04,997 --> 00:55:06,365 We have increased police presence 870 00:55:06,398 --> 00:55:09,935 and cannot stress enough this is not a proven cure. 871 00:55:09,969 --> 00:55:11,270 Step back now! 872 00:55:11,303 --> 00:55:13,639 It is, at best, a promising lead 873 00:55:13,672 --> 00:55:15,040 in the road to a cure. 874 00:55:16,275 --> 00:55:18,244 We urge everyone to remain calm. 875 00:55:21,981 --> 00:55:24,816 We're gonna be okay. 876 00:55:30,422 --> 00:55:31,190 Hello? 877 00:55:33,158 --> 00:55:33,959 Yes, speaking. 878 00:55:41,634 --> 00:55:43,469 Sorry, I thought he was already in. 879 00:55:47,439 --> 00:55:50,609 Yeah, that's... that's not possible. 880 00:55:50,643 --> 00:55:53,345 Um, can I speak to Dr. Dormer please? 881 00:55:57,650 --> 00:55:59,418 Well, can I talk to someone? 882 00:55:59,451 --> 00:56:00,486 Who's your supervisor? 883 00:56:02,121 --> 00:56:03,255 Yeah, but there's been a mistake 884 00:56:03,289 --> 00:56:04,523 and you need to check again. 885 00:56:07,126 --> 00:56:09,962 Or I need to someone who can sort it out. 886 00:56:09,995 --> 00:56:11,096 Fine. 887 00:56:11,130 --> 00:56:14,199 Yeah, fine. 888 00:56:14,233 --> 00:56:15,100 Fuck. 889 00:56:15,134 --> 00:56:16,135 Jude. 890 00:56:18,836 --> 00:56:19,705 They said they didn't take you 'cause you've 891 00:56:19,738 --> 00:56:20,973 got drugs in your system. 892 00:56:22,174 --> 00:56:23,475 What? 893 00:56:23,509 --> 00:56:25,477 You know what they're talking about? 894 00:56:25,511 --> 00:56:26,779 Nope. 895 00:56:26,811 --> 00:56:28,213 Jude, you can't lie to me about this stuff. 896 00:56:28,247 --> 00:56:30,983 Emma, I swear to God, I've been sober for five years. 897 00:56:31,016 --> 00:56:33,152 You know that, I wouldn't just fuck things up like that. 898 00:56:33,185 --> 00:56:33,986 So what? They're just lying? 899 00:56:34,019 --> 00:56:35,554 Unless it's a mistake. 900 00:56:35,587 --> 00:56:36,488 What did they say? 901 00:56:37,723 --> 00:56:40,225 They said they found cocaine in your system 902 00:56:40,259 --> 00:56:42,328 and now you can't get the procedure done. 903 00:56:43,762 --> 00:56:44,730 Is that true? 904 00:56:44,763 --> 00:56:46,231 No, it can't be true. 905 00:56:52,904 --> 00:56:53,706 Jude. 906 00:56:55,541 --> 00:56:56,342 Fuck. 907 00:56:57,743 --> 00:56:58,544 What? 908 00:57:00,012 --> 00:57:03,549 I ran into an old friend from way back 909 00:57:03,582 --> 00:57:05,551 and I used to party a lot with him. 910 00:57:07,252 --> 00:57:08,520 I thought we just caught up. 911 00:57:12,291 --> 00:57:15,294 I don't remember, but that's the only time I could've... 912 00:57:19,264 --> 00:57:21,400 So it's possible, then. 913 00:57:40,486 --> 00:57:42,221 I just need a minute. 914 00:57:48,961 --> 00:57:51,029 Damn. 915 00:58:12,851 --> 00:58:14,853 I can't do this. 916 00:58:23,028 --> 00:58:24,563 What do you mean? 917 00:58:24,596 --> 00:58:28,267 He's been forgetting pieces of himself 918 00:58:28,300 --> 00:58:31,336 for the last six months. 919 00:58:35,040 --> 00:58:36,275 Tonight he just forgot me. 920 00:58:37,709 --> 00:58:38,977 Oh, darling. 921 00:58:39,011 --> 00:58:40,446 This is going to get worse. 922 00:58:44,383 --> 00:58:45,884 I love him, Emma. 923 00:58:47,352 --> 00:58:49,021 I love him so much. 924 00:58:52,658 --> 00:58:54,393 But it's a sinking ship. 925 00:58:55,727 --> 00:58:59,231 I can either tie myself to him and get dragged down 926 00:59:00,699 --> 00:59:05,704 or cut loose and try to stay alive. 927 00:59:10,008 --> 00:59:11,643 I understand, but- 928 00:59:11,677 --> 00:59:14,112 - I don't think you understand, Emma. 929 00:59:14,146 --> 00:59:17,483 I truly hope you never have to understand. 930 00:59:17,516 --> 00:59:21,520 The man who promised he was gonna love me forever, 931 00:59:23,322 --> 00:59:26,325 he just tried to stab me with a kitchen knife 932 00:59:26,358 --> 00:59:27,826 that my mother gave him. 933 00:59:29,328 --> 00:59:31,563 What the fuck am I supposed to do right now? 934 00:59:35,400 --> 00:59:36,835 They lost each other. 935 00:59:42,441 --> 00:59:43,342 But I won't lose you. 936 00:59:48,247 --> 00:59:49,715 Tell me about our first kiss. 937 00:59:55,754 --> 00:59:56,555 Jude. 938 01:00:01,961 --> 01:00:06,465 The walls, there were these black shapes. 939 01:00:14,373 --> 01:00:15,908 Well, I don't remember the walls. 940 01:00:17,910 --> 01:00:19,244 Can I kiss you? 941 01:00:21,113 --> 01:00:23,482 Our first kiss can't be in line for the loo. 942 01:00:24,816 --> 01:00:25,584 I didn't say that. 943 01:00:25,617 --> 01:00:26,518 No? 944 01:00:26,552 --> 01:00:29,354 No, I said I'm not available. 945 01:00:29,388 --> 01:00:31,189 Right, Tim. 946 01:00:31,223 --> 01:00:32,357 Tom. 947 01:00:32,391 --> 01:00:33,559 But I thought his name was Tim. 948 01:00:33,592 --> 01:00:35,028 Yeah, but you always called him Tom. 949 01:00:35,060 --> 01:00:36,728 - Tom. - Tim. 950 01:00:36,762 --> 01:00:37,563 Tim. 951 01:00:38,998 --> 01:00:40,632 That's even worse. 952 01:00:40,666 --> 01:00:41,867 So, do you love him? 953 01:00:41,900 --> 01:00:43,569 - No. - No? 954 01:00:43,602 --> 01:00:45,904 You didn't even have to think about it. 955 01:00:45,939 --> 01:00:47,239 No, I didn't. 956 01:00:50,009 --> 01:00:51,243 Tell me about the walls. 957 01:00:53,980 --> 01:00:55,514 I don't remember the walls. 958 01:01:10,862 --> 01:01:12,097 What's this? 959 01:01:12,999 --> 01:01:14,600 It's a picture of you. 960 01:01:19,504 --> 01:01:20,539 What's this? 961 01:01:24,643 --> 01:01:25,945 Do you know who I am? 962 01:01:25,979 --> 01:01:27,013 You're Emma. 963 01:01:28,213 --> 01:01:30,315 Then why'd you have to write this down? 964 01:01:30,349 --> 01:01:31,483 I'm doing my best. 965 01:01:36,055 --> 01:01:37,656 When were we married, Jude? 966 01:01:42,794 --> 01:01:44,363 April. 967 01:01:44,396 --> 01:01:46,798 No, uh, August. 968 01:01:46,832 --> 01:01:47,566 August? 969 01:01:49,167 --> 01:01:50,636 When did we get married, Jude? 970 01:01:52,671 --> 01:01:57,643 Uh, it was a Wednesday in August. 971 01:01:58,410 --> 01:01:59,778 Just... 972 01:01:59,811 --> 01:02:01,047 Just focus on the details, the memory has dozens 973 01:02:01,080 --> 01:02:02,481 of threads to the other memories. 974 01:02:02,514 --> 01:02:05,384 Was it in a church? 975 01:02:12,357 --> 01:02:13,659 I don't know. 976 01:02:14,493 --> 01:02:15,661 Was it a big wedding? 977 01:02:20,666 --> 01:02:22,200 Steps. 978 01:02:22,234 --> 01:02:23,136 Steps. 979 01:02:23,168 --> 01:02:24,536 Yeah, we kissed on some steps. 980 01:02:25,737 --> 01:02:29,042 It was a Thursday, it was just us, 981 01:02:29,075 --> 01:02:31,510 we decided we didn't wanna wait until the date. 982 01:02:32,577 --> 01:02:34,579 What color was the dress? 983 01:02:34,613 --> 01:02:35,414 White. 984 01:02:38,417 --> 01:02:39,217 Blue. 985 01:02:41,853 --> 01:02:44,456 Do you remember who was there? 986 01:02:58,537 --> 01:02:59,538 Uh... 987 01:03:04,409 --> 01:03:05,210 Ben. 988 01:03:07,146 --> 01:03:08,714 Samantha. 989 01:03:08,747 --> 01:03:10,549 Congratulations. 990 01:03:10,582 --> 01:03:12,118 I love you, I'm so happy. 991 01:03:12,151 --> 01:03:14,020 He played us a song. 992 01:03:14,053 --> 01:03:16,189 - I wrote this for you. - No, no, no. 993 01:03:16,221 --> 01:03:18,623 He gave us a song. 994 01:03:20,492 --> 01:03:21,293 Our song. 995 01:04:08,874 --> 01:04:10,809 Close your eyes. 996 01:04:10,842 --> 01:04:11,610 Why? 997 01:04:11,643 --> 01:04:12,911 Just close 'em. 998 01:04:23,022 --> 01:04:25,557 Do you remember meeting me? 999 01:04:31,830 --> 01:04:32,798 A waterpark. 1000 01:04:34,332 --> 01:04:38,637 I remember a waterpark and it was October, it was cold. 1001 01:04:40,705 --> 01:04:41,974 Hi. 1002 01:04:42,008 --> 01:04:43,742 It was the day they shutdown the park. 1003 01:04:44,676 --> 01:04:46,212 Everything was going outta business, 1004 01:04:46,245 --> 01:04:48,547 every day was something's last day. 1005 01:04:51,483 --> 01:04:52,651 We were the oldest people there. 1006 01:04:52,684 --> 01:04:54,419 We were the only people there. 1007 01:05:03,428 --> 01:05:05,330 I was so sad the day I met you. 1008 01:05:08,366 --> 01:05:09,634 Why? 1009 01:05:09,668 --> 01:05:11,170 Can't remember. 1010 01:05:12,704 --> 01:05:14,840 I just know that after I saw you I wasn't sad anymore. 1011 01:05:29,888 --> 01:05:32,791 We were married October 14th of last year. 1012 01:05:33,725 --> 01:05:34,759 We didn't have a wedding, 1013 01:05:34,793 --> 01:05:36,761 we just went right to the courthouse. 1014 01:05:38,763 --> 01:05:40,333 Ben and Sam were there. 1015 01:05:40,365 --> 01:05:41,466 Your dad was there. 1016 01:05:42,400 --> 01:05:43,768 Your friends, my friends. 1017 01:05:45,403 --> 01:05:47,240 It was a mad dash with no warning and 1018 01:05:48,140 --> 01:05:49,908 still so many people made it. 1019 01:05:53,411 --> 01:05:55,047 I'm so sorry I don't remember. 1020 01:05:58,583 --> 01:06:00,485 It's not your fault, though. 1021 01:06:13,732 --> 01:06:16,635 I haven't forgotten how I feel. 1022 01:06:24,277 --> 01:06:26,745 So much to remember. 1023 01:06:26,778 --> 01:06:28,080 All these little pieces. 1024 01:06:30,316 --> 01:06:32,018 For some people NIA is a slow drip, 1025 01:06:33,286 --> 01:06:34,920 for others it's a stop all at once. 1026 01:06:36,521 --> 01:06:37,522 For you it's slow. 1027 01:06:44,663 --> 01:06:45,463 This can work. 1028 01:06:48,935 --> 01:06:49,969 Okay, left! 1029 01:06:51,503 --> 01:06:52,504 No, my left! 1030 01:06:54,439 --> 01:06:55,341 Keep going! 1031 01:06:56,508 --> 01:06:57,742 Perfect! 1032 01:06:57,776 --> 01:06:59,844 Pretty fucking cool, huh? 1033 01:07:01,513 --> 01:07:02,747 Yeah, it's cool! 1034 01:07:02,781 --> 01:07:03,548 Hang on. 1035 01:07:09,188 --> 01:07:11,023 Every day he rediscovers the city. 1036 01:07:11,057 --> 01:07:12,657 Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck! 1037 01:07:12,691 --> 01:07:13,960 Places we had known in special ways 1038 01:07:13,993 --> 01:07:16,295 were strange again. 1039 01:07:16,329 --> 01:07:17,696 Move back. 1040 01:07:17,729 --> 01:07:18,530 All right. 1041 01:07:23,468 --> 01:07:24,669 I think it took. 1042 01:07:24,703 --> 01:07:26,339 Some things were easy. 1043 01:07:30,809 --> 01:07:31,978 Hang on. 1044 01:07:32,011 --> 01:07:34,512 And some things are hard. 1045 01:07:34,546 --> 01:07:35,982 Have we been here before? 1046 01:07:40,019 --> 01:07:41,519 No. 1047 01:07:41,553 --> 01:07:42,921 No, we haven't. 1048 01:07:45,224 --> 01:07:47,093 Because his losses were mine, too. 1049 01:07:53,332 --> 01:07:54,899 What the? 1050 01:07:54,934 --> 01:07:56,469 What is this, a fish? 1051 01:07:56,501 --> 01:07:57,236 Yeah. 1052 01:07:57,269 --> 01:07:58,903 I got it with you. 1053 01:07:59,904 --> 01:08:00,839 Do you like it? 1054 01:08:02,375 --> 01:08:04,410 What, what, what? 1055 01:08:04,443 --> 01:08:05,211 What? 1056 01:08:05,244 --> 01:08:06,379 Oh, my God. 1057 01:08:07,879 --> 01:08:11,750 No! 1058 01:08:11,783 --> 01:08:14,053 - We got matching tats. - We did indeed. 1059 01:08:15,021 --> 01:08:15,988 Do I know you better 1060 01:08:16,022 --> 01:08:17,189 than you know yourself? 1061 01:08:18,057 --> 01:08:20,192 Right now, maybe. 1062 01:08:21,093 --> 01:08:22,428 Why did we tattoo fish? 1063 01:08:30,369 --> 01:08:32,038 - Oh, thank god! - What? 1064 01:08:34,073 --> 01:08:35,107 Oh shit, I couldn't, uh... 1065 01:08:37,376 --> 01:08:40,046 I knew that we lived on Ormand but I couldn't remember 1066 01:08:40,079 --> 01:08:41,746 which door so I just knocked on 'em all 1067 01:08:41,780 --> 01:08:44,549 and nobody wanted to help me. 1068 01:08:44,582 --> 01:08:45,384 Darling. 1069 01:08:46,718 --> 01:08:47,719 Here you go. 1070 01:08:50,588 --> 01:08:51,390 It's okay. 1071 01:08:52,891 --> 01:08:54,460 - I - find myself wondering how 1072 01:08:54,493 --> 01:08:56,895 to build a future if you keep having to rebuild the past. 1073 01:08:58,931 --> 01:09:01,033 Yeah, it woulda been nice to know that I fucking 1074 01:09:01,067 --> 01:09:02,634 had this and I don't know. 1075 01:09:06,638 --> 01:09:09,175 Life goes forwards, not backwards. 1076 01:09:13,079 --> 01:09:15,481 I'm still reading about the brain, taking notes. 1077 01:09:18,084 --> 01:09:21,853 I don't know, feeling like I'm doing something. 1078 01:09:31,696 --> 01:09:32,498 Mom? 1079 01:09:34,533 --> 01:09:37,303 Uh, is this Emma Ryerson? 1080 01:09:37,336 --> 01:09:39,004 Oh my God, is she okay? 1081 01:09:39,038 --> 01:09:41,840 She's all right. We identified her. 1082 01:09:41,873 --> 01:09:44,944 She's in the hospital now and people are looking after her. 1083 01:09:44,977 --> 01:09:46,412 Does she know who she is? 1084 01:09:46,445 --> 01:09:49,014 She knows her first name. Bits and pieces. 1085 01:09:49,048 --> 01:09:50,116 Um... 1086 01:09:51,716 --> 01:09:56,721 Could you tell her that Emma, that her daughter loves her 1087 01:09:57,957 --> 01:10:01,260 and I haven't forgotten and that I'm gonna try 1088 01:10:01,293 --> 01:10:02,894 and be there as soon as I can. 1089 01:10:04,196 --> 01:10:05,965 Would you tell her that please? 1090 01:10:21,180 --> 01:10:23,882 What were we even trying to save? 1091 01:10:23,915 --> 01:10:25,317 Our experiences together? 1092 01:10:28,053 --> 01:10:30,589 Is that all I love about him? 1093 01:10:34,593 --> 01:10:37,429 I wish I could look at him and just find what went missing. 1094 01:10:39,165 --> 01:10:40,232 But he looks the same. 1095 01:10:45,037 --> 01:10:46,838 Jude, I'm so tired of this. 1096 01:11:07,226 --> 01:11:10,663 I have to ask you something. 1097 01:11:10,695 --> 01:11:11,463 Okay. 1098 01:11:13,199 --> 01:11:15,134 I'm not sure how. 1099 01:11:16,268 --> 01:11:17,069 Is it scary? 1100 01:11:19,238 --> 01:11:20,039 Yeah. 1101 01:11:24,076 --> 01:11:28,013 I've been doing some reading about the procedure 1102 01:11:28,047 --> 01:11:30,082 and what they were gonna do to me. 1103 01:11:31,417 --> 01:11:32,218 Okay. 1104 01:11:33,785 --> 01:11:35,654 And I was thinking we could do it. 1105 01:11:36,622 --> 01:11:37,523 Do it? 1106 01:11:37,556 --> 01:11:38,890 Yeah, or you could do it. 1107 01:11:40,125 --> 01:11:40,925 At work. 1108 01:11:42,794 --> 01:11:44,063 Are you being serious? 1109 01:11:45,130 --> 01:11:48,601 Yeah, I know it sounds crazy, but they have 1110 01:11:48,634 --> 01:11:51,903 these videos online and they swear that it worked. 1111 01:11:52,904 --> 01:11:54,607 No, they swear that it worked. 1112 01:11:54,640 --> 01:11:57,909 You take this long needle and you find this nerve 1113 01:11:57,943 --> 01:11:59,078 at the base of the brain- 1114 01:11:59,111 --> 01:12:00,312 - You didn't wanna do it when professionals 1115 01:12:00,346 --> 01:12:01,614 were gonna do it, Jude, I'm a vet. 1116 01:12:01,647 --> 01:12:03,315 Yeah, I know, but I'm going, Em. 1117 01:12:05,084 --> 01:12:06,619 We have to try and I'm gonna feel better 1118 01:12:06,652 --> 01:12:07,919 knowing that it's you. 1119 01:12:07,953 --> 01:12:08,954 No, you can't ask me to do that. 1120 01:12:08,988 --> 01:12:10,122 No, but I am asking you. 1121 01:12:12,291 --> 01:12:14,126 But what if, um... 1122 01:12:14,159 --> 01:12:16,095 What if something goes wrong or I hurt you 1123 01:12:16,128 --> 01:12:18,097 or I make it worse or you get an infection? 1124 01:12:18,130 --> 01:12:19,897 Well, I wouldn't of asked you if I hadn't 1125 01:12:19,932 --> 01:12:21,300 thought about all of that. 1126 01:12:22,968 --> 01:12:23,768 I trust you. 1127 01:12:26,272 --> 01:12:27,839 I don't know what else to do. 1128 01:12:34,146 --> 01:12:35,880 I don't know what else there is. 1129 01:13:11,250 --> 01:13:13,986 Stay here, I'm gonna go and check. 1130 01:13:35,708 --> 01:13:37,209 Okay, we're all safe. 1131 01:13:38,944 --> 01:13:41,180 This ridge should soften into a membrane 1132 01:13:41,213 --> 01:13:42,548 that will give a little when you push it. 1133 01:13:42,581 --> 01:13:44,849 This area will be the puncture point. 1134 01:13:44,882 --> 01:13:46,218 Okay. 1135 01:13:46,251 --> 01:13:48,886 Okay, this is what we use to open dog's mouths 1136 01:13:48,920 --> 01:13:50,888 when we clean the teeth. 1137 01:13:50,922 --> 01:13:53,225 It won't really fit, but it will stop you from biting. 1138 01:13:54,426 --> 01:13:55,227 Wider. 1139 01:13:58,197 --> 01:13:59,231 How's that? 1140 01:13:59,264 --> 01:14:00,032 How do I look? 1141 01:14:18,417 --> 01:14:19,718 Um... 1142 01:14:19,752 --> 01:14:21,620 Carfentanil could kill you so I'm gonna give you 1143 01:14:21,653 --> 01:14:22,920 some Telazol for the pain- 1144 01:14:24,390 --> 01:14:26,225 - Jude- - No drugs, I gotta be... 1145 01:14:26,258 --> 01:14:27,292 - I wanna be- - Jude. 1146 01:14:27,326 --> 01:14:28,861 No, please, fuck that shit. 1147 01:14:28,893 --> 01:14:29,661 Come on. 1148 01:15:00,092 --> 01:15:01,727 You ready? 1149 01:15:04,696 --> 01:15:05,464 - I'm ready. - You ready? 1150 01:15:05,497 --> 01:15:06,632 Yeah, yeah. 1151 01:15:08,000 --> 01:15:10,636 Take a deep breath. 1152 01:15:10,669 --> 01:15:12,271 Deep breath. 1153 01:15:13,839 --> 01:15:14,606 Breathe. 1154 01:15:14,640 --> 01:15:15,441 Deep breath. 1155 01:15:16,875 --> 01:15:19,378 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 1156 01:15:23,449 --> 01:15:24,650 You all right? 1157 01:15:24,683 --> 01:15:25,951 You all right? 1158 01:15:25,984 --> 01:15:26,752 Yeah, we got this. 1159 01:15:26,785 --> 01:15:28,020 Come on, come on. 1160 01:15:28,053 --> 01:15:29,455 Yo! 1161 01:15:29,488 --> 01:15:30,789 Yo! 1162 01:15:34,059 --> 01:15:35,761 All right, let's get it. Come on. 1163 01:15:35,794 --> 01:15:37,362 Are you sure? 1164 01:15:37,396 --> 01:15:38,597 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Let's go, let's go, let's go. 1165 01:15:38,630 --> 01:15:42,936 Here we go, come on. 1166 01:15:42,968 --> 01:15:44,536 Okay, deep breath. 1167 01:15:48,207 --> 01:15:50,309 Deep breath, deep breath, deep breath. 1168 01:15:50,342 --> 01:15:51,109 Deep breath. 1169 01:15:53,245 --> 01:15:54,713 Jude, I don't know. 1170 01:15:58,217 --> 01:15:59,518 Jude, I don't know, I don't know. 1171 01:16:14,233 --> 01:16:15,167 Close your eyes. 1172 01:16:16,335 --> 01:16:17,402 - Why? - Just close 'em. 1173 01:16:21,507 --> 01:16:24,176 All right, pretend we're somewhere hot. 1174 01:16:24,209 --> 01:16:25,844 - Okay. - Like the jungle. 1175 01:16:25,878 --> 01:16:27,479 No, Hawaii. 1176 01:16:27,513 --> 01:16:28,914 Hawaii? 1177 01:16:28,948 --> 01:16:31,450 All right, so we're in Hawaii. 1178 01:16:32,417 --> 01:16:33,685 Let's pretend we just got married. 1179 01:16:33,719 --> 01:16:35,320 We did just get married. 1180 01:16:35,354 --> 01:16:36,755 Oh yeah. 1181 01:16:36,788 --> 01:16:40,092 So, all right, it's our honeymoon, we're in Hawaii, 1182 01:16:40,125 --> 01:16:44,496 and we're in the water but you gotta sneak off 1183 01:16:44,530 --> 01:16:49,535 because there is jellyfish and sharks. 1184 01:16:50,035 --> 01:16:51,336 And the water is dead clear so I'll be 1185 01:16:51,370 --> 01:16:52,571 able to spot 'em a mile away. 1186 01:16:52,604 --> 01:16:54,139 No, but it's like three a.m. so it's dark. 1187 01:16:56,475 --> 01:16:59,378 And if you look out onto the horizon 1188 01:16:59,411 --> 01:17:01,513 you can see like la lightnening storm=. 1189 01:17:01,547 --> 01:17:02,781 Am I naked? 1190 01:17:02,814 --> 01:17:04,783 Hell yeah, it's a honeymoon. Always. 1191 01:17:05,617 --> 01:17:06,852 Me, too. 1192 01:17:06,885 --> 01:17:08,053 Sounds perfect. 1193 01:17:08,921 --> 01:17:09,721 Yeah. 1194 01:17:10,923 --> 01:17:13,392 Perfect Hawaiian honeymoon. 1195 01:17:13,425 --> 01:17:15,594 Don't ever forget it. 1196 01:17:23,769 --> 01:17:24,570 Easy. 1197 01:17:26,405 --> 01:17:27,172 Easy. 1198 01:17:29,508 --> 01:17:30,876 What happened? 1199 01:17:30,909 --> 01:17:31,710 You blacked out. 1200 01:17:31,743 --> 01:17:32,946 - I blacked out? - Yeah. 1201 01:17:34,680 --> 01:17:36,081 Jude, slowly, slowly. 1202 01:17:41,620 --> 01:17:43,288 Oh. 1203 01:17:43,322 --> 01:17:44,122 Did we get it? 1204 01:17:45,090 --> 01:17:46,124 I'm not sure. 1205 01:17:46,158 --> 01:17:47,793 How long was I out for? 1206 01:17:47,826 --> 01:17:48,627 10 minutes. 1207 01:17:49,828 --> 01:17:50,762 Oh, for God sake, Jude. 1208 01:17:50,796 --> 01:17:51,998 It was so scary. 1209 01:18:07,179 --> 01:18:08,447 Did I hurt ya? 1210 01:18:10,449 --> 01:18:11,483 Did I help ya? 1211 01:18:19,391 --> 01:18:20,525 How long until we'll know? 1212 01:18:46,518 --> 01:18:47,552 You going somewhere? 1213 01:18:49,688 --> 01:18:50,489 Who are you? 1214 01:18:52,357 --> 01:18:53,158 What? 1215 01:18:55,861 --> 01:18:56,628 Oh, fuck off. 1216 01:18:56,662 --> 01:18:58,397 Fuck off, Jude. 1217 01:18:58,430 --> 01:18:59,765 For fuck's sake! 1218 01:19:00,866 --> 01:19:02,035 That's so annoying! 1219 01:19:02,068 --> 01:19:03,335 How could you tell? 1220 01:19:03,368 --> 01:19:04,870 I could see you chew your lip you were trying 1221 01:19:04,903 --> 01:19:06,905 to do your stupid smile you stupid twat. 1222 01:19:06,939 --> 01:19:08,840 - Sorry. - Oh, thank you. 1223 01:19:08,874 --> 01:19:10,175 Good morning. 1224 01:19:16,748 --> 01:19:17,984 Hey, can we take the car, just go do like 1225 01:19:18,017 --> 01:19:19,351 a road trip or something? 1226 01:19:20,552 --> 01:19:22,187 Put this guy in the back seat. 1227 01:19:24,123 --> 01:19:24,890 Do you feel up for that? 1228 01:19:24,923 --> 01:19:25,724 Yeah. 1229 01:19:26,558 --> 01:19:28,027 Yeah, I could use the air. 1230 01:19:47,546 --> 01:19:49,347 Out of all the concerts that you've been to, 1231 01:19:49,381 --> 01:19:50,882 what was the worst? 1232 01:19:52,451 --> 01:19:54,252 Uh... 1233 01:19:54,286 --> 01:19:57,522 Oh, I saw Courtney Love in Vegas. 1234 01:19:57,556 --> 01:20:01,727 She came out, sang one line, and got hit 1235 01:20:01,760 --> 01:20:03,862 with a chocolate bar and left. 1236 01:20:03,895 --> 01:20:05,131 No. 1237 01:20:05,164 --> 01:20:06,465 She said, "Fuck you, Las Vegas!" 1238 01:20:08,134 --> 01:20:09,068 And then she left. 1239 01:20:10,602 --> 01:20:11,971 What about you? 1240 01:20:12,004 --> 01:20:13,805 Uh, you at karaoke last year. 1241 01:20:15,307 --> 01:20:19,244 Absolutely traumatic experience for me and everyone around. 1242 01:20:19,277 --> 01:20:20,312 Traumatic? 1243 01:20:20,345 --> 01:20:21,580 Oh, completely tone deaf. 1244 01:20:22,748 --> 01:20:24,150 It's good you have hands, though. 1245 01:20:25,517 --> 01:20:28,453 Everything shuts down when you start singing. 1246 01:20:28,487 --> 01:20:31,224 ♪ Do do do do ♪ 1247 01:20:31,256 --> 01:20:33,425 ♪ Do do do do ♪ 1248 01:20:33,458 --> 01:20:34,626 ♪ Do be do be be ♪ 1249 01:20:34,659 --> 01:20:36,328 It's the face that you do as well. 1250 01:20:36,361 --> 01:20:37,796 I can't even look at ya. 1251 01:20:39,431 --> 01:20:42,034 I folded my ears in on themselves 'cause I can't do it. 1252 01:21:00,886 --> 01:21:02,754 - Oh, is that fun? - Blue! 1253 01:21:02,788 --> 01:21:03,990 Is that fun? 1254 01:21:04,023 --> 01:21:04,823 Blue, Blue! 1255 01:21:04,856 --> 01:21:06,591 - Catalog, Blue. - Blue! 1256 01:21:06,625 --> 01:21:07,659 Yeah, boy. 1257 01:21:07,692 --> 01:21:09,128 Have you got the key? 1258 01:21:09,162 --> 01:21:10,263 Huh? 1259 01:21:10,295 --> 01:21:12,165 Have you got the key? 1260 01:21:12,198 --> 01:21:13,698 Yeah, he said the mailbox. 1261 01:21:24,010 --> 01:21:24,810 No? 1262 01:21:28,680 --> 01:21:29,481 Hang on. 1263 01:21:43,562 --> 01:21:45,330 - He must have forgot. - Okay. 1264 01:21:55,208 --> 01:21:57,742 I still have no news on my mom. 1265 01:21:57,776 --> 01:21:58,543 Still? 1266 01:21:59,411 --> 01:22:01,080 Did you try your aunt? 1267 01:22:01,113 --> 01:22:02,714 Yeah, I've tried her as well. 1268 01:22:17,896 --> 01:22:21,033 Yeah, I got something I need to say to you 1269 01:22:21,067 --> 01:22:23,069 but it doesn't feel like the right time. 1270 01:22:24,036 --> 01:22:25,804 But I don't feel like I can wait. 1271 01:22:26,805 --> 01:22:27,606 Okay. 1272 01:22:30,109 --> 01:22:31,710 Uh... 1273 01:22:32,711 --> 01:22:35,714 I wrote it down so I wouldn't mess it up. 1274 01:22:50,062 --> 01:22:54,300 There's no easy way to say this, but it didn't work. 1275 01:23:12,351 --> 01:23:14,753 I woke up this morning and I didn't recognize you. 1276 01:23:29,268 --> 01:23:30,835 So it definitely didn't work. 1277 01:23:33,973 --> 01:23:35,975 Emma, now I'm starting to forget even you. 1278 01:23:43,015 --> 01:23:46,751 Dear Emma, I wanted to write this to you, 1279 01:23:46,785 --> 01:23:49,322 I wanted to say this to you while I still 1280 01:23:49,355 --> 01:23:50,822 have as much of me as I do. 1281 01:23:52,959 --> 01:23:55,860 Every morning I wake up and I have to look 1282 01:23:55,894 --> 01:23:57,762 at Polaroids with names on 'em just so 1283 01:23:57,796 --> 01:23:59,398 I can remember that he's Blue. 1284 01:24:00,665 --> 01:24:03,468 Or like this morning when we left 1285 01:24:03,501 --> 01:24:05,804 I had to let you go out first because I couldn't 1286 01:24:05,837 --> 01:24:07,173 remember which car was ours. 1287 01:24:12,244 --> 01:24:16,781 There's chaos all around us, people freaking out 1288 01:24:16,815 --> 01:24:19,218 looking for cures, we're losing our friends, 1289 01:24:19,251 --> 01:24:22,821 you're losing your mom, borders are sealed, 1290 01:24:22,854 --> 01:24:24,156 flights are grounded, 1291 01:24:24,190 --> 01:24:27,159 and people are getting lost on their own streets. 1292 01:24:28,827 --> 01:24:30,829 And in the middle of it it feels like it's just us 1293 01:24:30,862 --> 01:24:32,431 doing whatever the fuck we can. 1294 01:24:35,935 --> 01:24:38,570 So I wanted to come out here while it's still quiet 1295 01:24:40,872 --> 01:24:44,642 so that I could look you in the eye in case 1296 01:24:44,676 --> 01:24:49,681 before I'm all gone and tell you that you are the love 1297 01:24:50,882 --> 01:24:54,719 of my life because you make me laugh every day 1298 01:24:55,955 --> 01:24:58,590 and you make my life worth living and you make me 1299 01:24:58,623 --> 01:25:00,026 feel like I'm not alone. 1300 01:25:01,961 --> 01:25:06,966 And if things were normal, then you'd be the person 1301 01:25:08,467 --> 01:25:10,535 that'd make it okay that I gotta grow old and die someday 1302 01:25:10,568 --> 01:25:13,939 because at least I got to spend some of that time with you. 1303 01:25:17,243 --> 01:25:22,248 But things aren't normal and so I guess instead, 1304 01:25:24,582 --> 01:25:28,653 or as well, I love you because you stayed. 1305 01:25:29,888 --> 01:25:31,190 Because when things got scary 1306 01:25:31,223 --> 01:25:33,459 you knuckled down and you stayed. 1307 01:25:36,761 --> 01:25:38,264 And you got me through each day. 1308 01:25:42,101 --> 01:25:45,171 And I hope I did the same for you, or I hope that 1309 01:25:46,571 --> 01:25:48,941 I can still do the same for you somehow. 1310 01:26:05,491 --> 01:26:09,428 Yeah, yeah, I just had to because I feel we gotta be real. 1311 01:26:09,462 --> 01:26:14,467 Yeah. 1312 01:26:51,971 --> 01:26:54,173 What's this? Come on. 1313 01:26:54,206 --> 01:26:55,007 Come on. 1314 01:26:58,410 --> 01:26:59,578 Oh, come here. 1315 01:27:01,046 --> 01:27:02,381 Yeah, yeah. 1316 01:27:03,748 --> 01:27:04,950 You can't get that stick. 1317 01:27:04,984 --> 01:27:08,120 You can't get there first. 1318 01:27:08,154 --> 01:27:09,321 You can't get that stick. 1319 01:27:09,355 --> 01:27:11,123 You can't get that stick. 1320 01:27:11,157 --> 01:27:12,057 - Hey! - Hey. 1321 01:27:14,160 --> 01:27:15,027 This dog's cool. 1322 01:27:17,263 --> 01:27:18,998 His name's Blue. 1323 01:27:19,031 --> 01:27:20,533 Oh, Blue! Yeah. 1324 01:27:22,101 --> 01:27:23,169 Yeah. 1325 01:27:23,202 --> 01:27:25,070 Yeah, Blue. Come on. 1326 01:27:27,705 --> 01:27:28,740 What? 1327 01:27:28,773 --> 01:27:30,042 Come on. 1328 01:27:42,955 --> 01:27:44,889 Oh no, are they turning us around? 1329 01:27:44,923 --> 01:27:46,891 Uh, I don't know. 1330 01:27:56,635 --> 01:27:58,270 IDs please. 1331 01:27:58,304 --> 01:28:00,072 Is this road closed, sir, or what? 1332 01:28:00,105 --> 01:28:01,073 Just the IDs. 1333 01:28:01,106 --> 01:28:02,208 Why? 1334 01:28:02,241 --> 01:28:04,009 Government mandated for 1335 01:28:04,043 --> 01:28:06,045 the missing persons database. 1336 01:28:06,078 --> 01:28:07,079 We're not missing. 1337 01:28:09,315 --> 01:28:10,115 Not yet. 1338 01:28:11,617 --> 01:28:13,085 Okay, go on through. 1339 01:28:28,133 --> 01:28:29,201 How many today? 1340 01:28:29,235 --> 01:28:30,069 Oh, just one. 1341 01:28:31,803 --> 01:28:33,539 Maybe people are remembering to close their gates. 1342 01:28:33,572 --> 01:28:34,739 Yeah, well, I've got that. 1343 01:28:34,772 --> 01:28:36,141 Cheers. 1344 01:28:36,175 --> 01:28:37,076 Here you are. 1345 01:28:39,078 --> 01:28:40,145 Here you go. 1346 01:28:40,179 --> 01:28:41,180 Thank you. 1347 01:28:45,451 --> 01:28:46,818 - Here. - Thank you much. 1348 01:28:46,851 --> 01:28:48,354 That'll take care of it. 1349 01:28:49,521 --> 01:28:51,390 Let me give you this. 1350 01:28:51,423 --> 01:28:52,191 Thanks. 1351 01:28:53,758 --> 01:28:58,163 Hey, um, just wondering if you know where Frank is. 1352 01:28:58,197 --> 01:29:00,099 He's the guy that usually comes here. 1353 01:29:00,132 --> 01:29:00,966 He's called Frank. 1354 01:29:02,134 --> 01:29:04,802 Frank hasn't been here in weeks. 1355 01:29:04,836 --> 01:29:05,638 I'm Annie. 1356 01:29:07,106 --> 01:29:08,240 Do you not remember me? 1357 01:29:08,274 --> 01:29:09,742 No, of course I knew, I was just wondering 1358 01:29:09,774 --> 01:29:12,111 if you've heard from Frank. 1359 01:29:13,679 --> 01:29:17,449 No, I haven't. 1360 01:29:17,483 --> 01:29:19,084 Sorry. 1361 01:29:55,587 --> 01:29:57,723 Where you off to? 1362 01:29:57,756 --> 01:29:58,557 On the hike. 1363 01:30:00,025 --> 01:30:00,892 Why do you wanna go on a hike? 1364 01:30:00,925 --> 01:30:02,361 It's winter, it'll be cold. 1365 01:30:02,394 --> 01:30:04,596 I asked you last night, you said we could go on a hike. 1366 01:30:07,933 --> 01:30:09,168 Yeah, you're right, I did say that 1367 01:30:09,201 --> 01:30:11,869 I just didn't think you'd remember. 1368 01:30:11,903 --> 01:30:13,706 Are you coming or? 1369 01:30:13,739 --> 01:30:15,708 Yeah. 1370 01:30:41,133 --> 01:30:41,899 Come on. 1371 01:30:53,445 --> 01:30:55,247 Beautiful, huh? 1372 01:30:55,280 --> 01:30:56,949 Come on, let's get it. 1373 01:30:56,982 --> 01:30:58,283 What? 1374 01:30:58,317 --> 01:31:00,419 - Let's go, like- - Oh, Jude. 1375 01:31:01,954 --> 01:31:03,322 Just go like here. 1376 01:31:05,257 --> 01:31:06,125 Right there. 1377 01:31:06,158 --> 01:31:07,259 For fuck's sake. 1378 01:31:10,295 --> 01:31:11,929 What do you want me to do? 1379 01:31:11,964 --> 01:31:13,399 You know, just do your thing. 1380 01:31:16,835 --> 01:31:18,537 Oh, Jude, this is... 1381 01:31:18,570 --> 01:31:19,805 This is gonna look shit. 1382 01:31:21,273 --> 01:31:22,741 Turn around. 1383 01:31:22,775 --> 01:31:24,243 - Nightmare. - Look, whale. 1384 01:31:37,022 --> 01:31:40,292 Oh, Jude, I'm not in the mood for this. 1385 01:31:41,360 --> 01:31:42,461 - That's good. - No. 1386 01:31:42,494 --> 01:31:43,829 - Yeah, walk towards me. - Enough, enough. 1387 01:31:43,862 --> 01:31:45,464 Yeah, that's good, that's good, that's good. 1388 01:31:45,497 --> 01:31:47,232 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 1389 01:31:47,266 --> 01:31:48,233 Yes. 1390 01:31:55,707 --> 01:31:57,276 Oh shit, can I get one more? 1391 01:31:58,377 --> 01:31:59,144 Just here? 1392 01:32:00,312 --> 01:32:02,614 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1393 01:32:04,450 --> 01:32:05,484 Yes! 1394 01:32:27,673 --> 01:32:29,708 It's a nice camera. 1395 01:32:29,741 --> 01:32:30,843 I hope it turns out. 1396 01:32:41,220 --> 01:32:42,020 Jude? 1397 01:32:48,527 --> 01:32:49,328 Jude. 1398 01:32:50,729 --> 01:32:51,530 Hey. 1399 01:32:53,265 --> 01:32:54,500 - Jude. - What? 1400 01:32:54,533 --> 01:32:55,667 - Everything okay? - No, no, no. 1401 01:32:55,701 --> 01:32:57,402 - What? - No, no, Jude. 1402 01:32:57,436 --> 01:32:58,904 You all right? 1403 01:32:58,938 --> 01:33:00,072 - No. - Is there a problem? 1404 01:33:00,105 --> 01:33:01,340 - Jude, who am I? - Huh? 1405 01:33:01,373 --> 01:33:02,407 - Who am I? - I don't Know. 1406 01:33:02,441 --> 01:33:03,709 Do not touch me, please. 1407 01:33:03,742 --> 01:33:04,643 No, Jude, look at me, look at me. 1408 01:33:04,676 --> 01:33:05,644 What, what, can I help? 1409 01:33:05,677 --> 01:33:06,645 - I'm your wife. - Can I help? 1410 01:33:06,678 --> 01:33:07,981 - What? - I'm your wife, Emma. 1411 01:33:08,013 --> 01:33:09,515 - All right, I can't do this. - Jude, Jude. 1412 01:33:09,548 --> 01:33:11,149 - Jude, I'm your wife. - Out of my personal space 1413 01:33:11,183 --> 01:33:12,384 - here, can you- - Jude, I'm your wife. 1414 01:33:12,417 --> 01:33:13,318 Jude, look at me. Who am I? 1415 01:33:13,352 --> 01:33:14,853 No, don't touch me, man. 1416 01:33:14,887 --> 01:33:16,522 Look, we left the house this morning- 1417 01:33:16,555 --> 01:33:17,723 - Are you fucking crazy? 1418 01:33:17,756 --> 01:33:18,657 We left the house this morning. 1419 01:33:18,690 --> 01:33:19,892 All right, all right, I don't- 1420 01:33:19,925 --> 01:33:21,426 - Who am I and what's my favorite color? 1421 01:33:21,460 --> 01:33:22,728 - Are you deranged? - Who am I, what's my fav- 1422 01:33:22,761 --> 01:33:23,862 - Are you deranged? - Jude, Jude, just relax. 1423 01:33:23,896 --> 01:33:24,763 - Will you not touch me? - Just relax. 1424 01:33:24,796 --> 01:33:26,865 - Fuck, man. - Jude. 1425 01:33:26,899 --> 01:33:28,166 - Please, we leave together. - Will you not touch me? 1426 01:33:28,200 --> 01:33:31,370 - I just told you once. - Jude, I'm going crazy. 1427 01:33:31,403 --> 01:33:32,538 Please, just look me. 1428 01:33:32,571 --> 01:33:35,507 Jude, look at- 1429 01:33:44,316 --> 01:33:46,351 Listen, I don't know if you're a psychopath 1430 01:33:46,385 --> 01:33:48,086 or you're sick or what's going on 1431 01:33:48,120 --> 01:33:50,289 but it's got nothing to do with me, all right? 1432 01:33:51,256 --> 01:33:52,457 I'm sorry I pushed you. 1433 01:33:57,997 --> 01:34:00,299 I'll see if I can get you some help. 1434 01:34:06,672 --> 01:34:07,472 Jude! 1435 01:34:26,491 --> 01:34:27,526 Jude. 1436 01:35:48,573 --> 01:35:50,876 I was so sad the day I met ya. 1437 01:35:54,579 --> 01:35:56,381 Oh, hello. 1438 01:35:57,282 --> 01:35:58,684 Hello. 1439 01:35:58,717 --> 01:35:59,718 Who are you? 1440 01:36:04,623 --> 01:36:08,061 I can't remember why. 90776