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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:11,261 --> 00:00:13,888 (playful music) 4 00:00:26,484 --> 00:00:28,528 (children laughing) 5 00:00:28,528 --> 00:00:30,196 - So what do you do? 6 00:00:33,366 --> 00:00:35,243 - Teach psychology at the college, 7 00:00:35,243 --> 00:00:37,996 and see my girls on the weekends. 8 00:00:40,915 --> 00:00:42,208 I'm on probation right now. 9 00:00:42,208 --> 00:00:43,960 That's why I got tea. 10 00:00:45,295 --> 00:00:46,212 - What for? 11 00:00:47,672 --> 00:00:48,506 - Heroin. 12 00:00:50,300 --> 00:00:53,386 Hurt my back in school, playing baseball, 13 00:00:53,386 --> 00:00:55,305 got put on hydrocodone. 14 00:00:56,723 --> 00:00:59,559 I liked it a little too much. 15 00:00:59,559 --> 00:01:01,603 Eventually doctor took me off of them, 16 00:01:01,603 --> 00:01:03,021 so I went to the street 17 00:01:03,021 --> 00:01:06,566 and hydros turned into oxys and roxy's, 18 00:01:06,566 --> 00:01:08,526 and then I found heroin. 19 00:01:10,403 --> 00:01:11,905 Sorry, I'm talking too much. 20 00:01:11,905 --> 00:01:13,448 I just wanna be up front with you. 21 00:01:13,448 --> 00:01:14,449 - It's okay. 22 00:01:20,080 --> 00:01:22,749 Your girls, what are their names? 23 00:01:22,749 --> 00:01:24,250 Kathryn and Missy. 24 00:01:25,085 --> 00:01:27,629 They deserve a lot more than I can give. 25 00:01:27,629 --> 00:01:29,589 What do you mean? 26 00:01:29,589 --> 00:01:33,343 I stopped going to school plays, tee ball games. 27 00:01:33,343 --> 00:01:35,720 Didn't help my wife when she needed it. 28 00:01:35,720 --> 00:01:36,888 Anytime she'd bring it up, 29 00:01:36,888 --> 00:01:40,975 I'd just argue with her and go out and find more. 30 00:01:42,310 --> 00:01:46,481 Until one day she had enough she packed up the car 31 00:01:47,857 --> 00:01:51,402 and took the kids while I was out. 32 00:01:51,402 --> 00:01:53,363 When I got home, I found a note she left saying 33 00:01:53,363 --> 00:01:55,615 she couldn't do it anymore. 34 00:01:59,452 --> 00:02:00,286 I don't blame her. 35 00:02:00,286 --> 00:02:01,371 I was a fool. 36 00:02:05,917 --> 00:02:07,919 That night I went out. 37 00:02:07,919 --> 00:02:10,755 I bought as much heroin as I could get my hands on. 38 00:02:10,755 --> 00:02:13,133 Tonya called one of our neighbors to come check on me, 39 00:02:13,133 --> 00:02:17,137 and if she hadn't, I would have died that night. 40 00:02:20,223 --> 00:02:21,057 - I'm sorry. 41 00:02:21,057 --> 00:02:21,891 I didn't mean to- 42 00:02:21,891 --> 00:02:24,018 - No, that's all right. 43 00:02:24,018 --> 00:02:26,354 I got a lot of making up to- 44 00:02:28,273 --> 00:02:32,402 God, grant me the serenity to accept the things 45 00:02:32,402 --> 00:02:33,736 I cannot change. 46 00:02:34,863 --> 00:02:37,907 The courage to change the things that I can, 47 00:02:37,907 --> 00:02:41,536 and the wisdom to know the difference. 48 00:02:41,536 --> 00:02:43,788 Okay, let's start over here. 49 00:02:43,788 --> 00:02:44,622 I'm Byron. 50 00:02:46,124 --> 00:02:46,958 Hi Byron. 51 00:02:48,209 --> 00:02:50,378 - I'm Samantha and I'm an addict. 52 00:02:50,378 --> 00:02:52,005 - Hi, Samantha. 53 00:02:52,005 --> 00:02:54,007 I'm Glenn and I'm an addict. 54 00:02:54,007 --> 00:02:55,383 - Hi, Glenn. 55 00:02:55,383 --> 00:02:57,552 - I'm Jacob, and I'm an addict. 56 00:02:57,552 --> 00:02:58,928 - Hi, Jacob. 57 00:02:58,928 --> 00:03:00,555 - I'm Tina, and I'm an addict. 58 00:03:00,555 --> 00:03:02,223 - Hi, Tina. 59 00:03:02,223 --> 00:03:03,641 - I'm Missy, and I'm an addict. 60 00:03:03,641 --> 00:03:05,226 - Hi, Missy. 61 00:03:05,226 --> 00:03:06,769 - I'm Jeremy, and I'm an addict. 62 00:03:06,769 --> 00:03:07,645 - Hi, Jeremy. 63 00:03:07,645 --> 00:03:09,063 - I'm Eddy. I'm an addict. 64 00:03:09,063 --> 00:03:10,064 - Hi, Eddy. 65 00:03:10,064 --> 00:03:11,107 - I'm Nicky, and I'm an addict. 66 00:03:11,107 --> 00:03:12,025 - Hi, Nicky. 67 00:03:12,025 --> 00:03:13,067 - I'm Amanda, and I'm an addict. 68 00:03:13,067 --> 00:03:14,319 - Hi, Amanda. 69 00:03:14,319 --> 00:03:15,278 - I'm Jennie, and I'm an addict. 70 00:03:15,278 --> 00:03:16,362 - Hi, Jennie. 71 00:03:19,908 --> 00:03:20,742 - Duncan. 72 00:03:25,038 --> 00:03:26,414 I'm an addict. 73 00:03:26,414 --> 00:03:28,041 - Hi, Duncan. 74 00:03:28,041 --> 00:03:30,210 Thanks for coming. 75 00:03:30,210 --> 00:03:32,295 - Wasn't my decision, so. 76 00:03:34,380 --> 00:03:37,467 - Who would like to share first? 77 00:03:37,467 --> 00:03:40,053 - I'm Samantha, I'm an addict. 78 00:03:40,053 --> 00:03:41,304 - Hi, Samantha. 79 00:03:44,974 --> 00:03:45,975 - I slipped. 80 00:03:47,936 --> 00:03:51,105 I had just gotten out of rehab, again. 81 00:03:52,482 --> 00:03:55,985 There was a death in my family, my nephew. 82 00:03:58,738 --> 00:03:59,572 Sorry. 83 00:04:01,407 --> 00:04:03,076 He was really young. 84 00:04:06,037 --> 00:04:07,622 It was an accident. 85 00:04:10,375 --> 00:04:12,877 My sister wasn't there for me, 86 00:04:12,877 --> 00:04:15,546 or she couldn't be there for me. 87 00:04:18,216 --> 00:04:20,176 So I went to see my guy. 88 00:04:25,890 --> 00:04:29,018 I bought and used, and when I woke up, 89 00:04:33,398 --> 00:04:35,441 my nephew was still dead. 90 00:04:41,197 --> 00:04:42,532 Step one, right? 91 00:04:44,701 --> 00:04:45,952 I admit. 92 00:04:45,952 --> 00:04:50,039 I'm powerless, you guys, but I gotta make amends. 93 00:04:52,834 --> 00:04:57,255 To my husband and my kids, I want peace with my kids. 94 00:05:06,347 --> 00:05:09,100 (dramatic music) 95 00:05:10,685 --> 00:05:14,439 - Okay, see you (indistinct) 96 00:05:17,650 --> 00:05:19,319 Hey, Duncan. 97 00:05:19,319 --> 00:05:21,237 Hey, man, thanks for coming. 98 00:05:21,237 --> 00:05:22,780 - Yeah, I'll be back soon. 99 00:05:22,780 --> 00:05:25,033 - Well, that's great to hear. 100 00:05:25,033 --> 00:05:28,036 Hey, listen, do you have a sponsor yet? 101 00:05:28,036 --> 00:05:29,203 - Sponsor? No. 102 00:05:30,371 --> 00:05:33,916 - Byron, I think Byron would be good for you. 103 00:05:33,916 --> 00:05:34,834 Hey, Byron. 104 00:05:40,214 --> 00:05:41,049 - He's a sponsor? 105 00:05:41,049 --> 00:05:42,633 - Byron's been a long time. 106 00:05:42,633 --> 00:05:44,761 He's last isn't with us anymore. 107 00:05:44,761 --> 00:05:47,347 Byron, Duncan, Duncan. Duncan, Byron. 108 00:05:47,347 --> 00:05:48,181 - Hey. 109 00:05:48,181 --> 00:05:49,265 - Hey, see you guys next time. 110 00:05:49,265 --> 00:05:50,183 - For sure. 111 00:05:51,225 --> 00:05:54,187 Your looking for a sponsor? 112 00:05:54,187 --> 00:05:55,104 - I guess. 113 00:05:55,104 --> 00:05:55,938 All right, cool. 114 00:05:55,938 --> 00:05:58,316 You wanna have a seat, we can chat. 115 00:05:58,316 --> 00:05:59,150 - Why not? 116 00:05:59,150 --> 00:05:59,984 - Let's go. 117 00:05:59,984 --> 00:06:01,486 Let's have a seat. 118 00:06:03,946 --> 00:06:05,698 You're new to Dallas? 119 00:06:06,741 --> 00:06:08,993 - No, I just moved back. 120 00:06:08,993 --> 00:06:10,620 - Really, where from? 121 00:06:10,620 --> 00:06:11,454 - Houston. 122 00:06:12,914 --> 00:06:14,457 What about you? 123 00:06:14,457 --> 00:06:17,877 - I'm from Dallas, man, born and raised. 124 00:06:17,877 --> 00:06:19,796 Tell me about yourself. 125 00:06:21,130 --> 00:06:23,508 - Separated, two girls. 126 00:06:23,508 --> 00:06:25,343 - Really? How old are the girls? 127 00:06:25,343 --> 00:06:26,761 - Seven and five. 128 00:06:28,346 --> 00:06:30,223 - Full of energy. 129 00:06:30,223 --> 00:06:31,349 - What about you though. 130 00:06:31,349 --> 00:06:34,018 You have a family or a job here? 131 00:06:35,144 --> 00:06:38,356 - Work construction until the mid 30s, 132 00:06:38,356 --> 00:06:39,941 and went in for surgery 133 00:06:39,941 --> 00:06:43,069 and it was just never really the same. 134 00:06:43,069 --> 00:06:47,240 I aint got no family, but the people you see here. 135 00:06:50,034 --> 00:06:53,371 Why didn't you volunteer to speak today? 136 00:06:55,790 --> 00:06:57,708 Look, man, everyone that comes in here 137 00:06:57,708 --> 00:06:59,961 thinks they're a one man army. 138 00:06:59,961 --> 00:07:01,796 Just follow the steps. 139 00:07:02,630 --> 00:07:05,007 Step one is simply just to admit that you're- 140 00:07:05,007 --> 00:07:06,801 - I've done this, man. 141 00:07:08,010 --> 00:07:09,053 I don't need to do it again. 142 00:07:09,053 --> 00:07:10,430 It doesn't help. 143 00:07:10,430 --> 00:07:12,932 I've wasted my time and yours. 144 00:07:14,308 --> 00:07:15,643 - You know what? 145 00:07:16,894 --> 00:07:21,816 It's all right, if you don't want me to be your sponsor. 146 00:07:21,816 --> 00:07:24,652 Sometimes people want a sponsor very similar to themselves, 147 00:07:24,652 --> 00:07:28,948 but sometimes, sometimes someone who's very different 148 00:07:28,948 --> 00:07:31,117 is exactly what they need. 149 00:07:35,163 --> 00:07:37,081 Here, that's my number. 150 00:07:40,501 --> 00:07:42,211 Put it on your phone. 151 00:07:42,211 --> 00:07:45,882 If you need someone to talk to, I'll listen. 152 00:08:06,110 --> 00:08:08,613 (piano music) 153 00:08:45,608 --> 00:08:47,860 - That's my favorite color. 154 00:08:48,736 --> 00:08:50,863 - It's so cute. 155 00:08:50,863 --> 00:08:51,697 - Hey. 156 00:08:54,116 --> 00:08:56,077 - You've got 10 minutes. 157 00:08:58,538 --> 00:08:59,956 And Jared's here. 158 00:09:09,674 --> 00:09:11,092 - Hey, guys. 159 00:09:11,092 --> 00:09:12,385 - Daddy. 160 00:09:12,385 --> 00:09:13,636 - I missed you. 161 00:09:14,929 --> 00:09:16,430 You're so big now. 162 00:09:20,893 --> 00:09:23,771 I missed you too, Kathryn. 163 00:09:23,771 --> 00:09:24,605 - Kathryn- 164 00:09:29,652 --> 00:09:31,237 - What are you doing, coloring? 165 00:09:31,237 --> 00:09:32,613 - Yeah. 166 00:09:32,613 --> 00:09:33,447 - (indistinct) 167 00:09:33,447 --> 00:09:34,282 - Hey. 168 00:09:39,203 --> 00:09:40,329 - Can I color too? 169 00:09:40,329 --> 00:09:41,330 - Yeah. 170 00:09:41,330 --> 00:09:42,331 - All right. 171 00:09:44,125 --> 00:09:45,459 All right, I love you guys. 172 00:09:45,459 --> 00:09:46,419 Have a good time today. 173 00:09:46,419 --> 00:09:47,253 - Bye, dad. 174 00:09:47,253 --> 00:09:48,504 - See you soon. 175 00:09:51,299 --> 00:09:55,052 - Every other weekend and Wednesdays for now. 176 00:09:56,470 --> 00:09:57,305 - Yeah. 177 00:09:59,599 --> 00:10:01,100 Hey, is Kathryn... 178 00:10:04,437 --> 00:10:05,980 I really wanna make this work. 179 00:10:05,980 --> 00:10:08,107 - Then prove it. 180 00:10:08,107 --> 00:10:08,941 No more strikes. 181 00:10:08,941 --> 00:10:10,943 No more broken promises. 182 00:10:12,570 --> 00:10:16,073 There's a box of your stuff in the garage. 183 00:10:23,581 --> 00:10:26,083 (piano music) 184 00:11:00,951 --> 00:11:03,704 (dramatic music) 185 00:11:15,800 --> 00:11:18,302 (phone rings) 186 00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:22,515 - Lily. 187 00:11:26,560 --> 00:11:27,395 - Good. 188 00:11:27,395 --> 00:11:28,229 You're up. 189 00:11:28,229 --> 00:11:29,271 Can you get dressed? 190 00:11:29,271 --> 00:11:30,648 I have some errands I need you to run 191 00:11:30,648 --> 00:11:32,566 before the party today. 192 00:11:35,486 --> 00:11:36,904 Brush your teeth. 193 00:11:40,074 --> 00:11:41,659 - I only had a few. 194 00:11:55,089 --> 00:11:57,091 - Can you help feed him? 195 00:12:06,183 --> 00:12:07,601 - Happy birthday. 196 00:12:12,273 --> 00:12:13,190 - Sit down. 197 00:12:13,190 --> 00:12:15,151 Breakfast is ready. 198 00:12:15,151 --> 00:12:19,321 - Here, let's get some sausage on your plate. 199 00:12:19,321 --> 00:12:20,656 - Aye, aye, sir. 200 00:12:24,827 --> 00:12:26,996 - Where do you learn that stuff? 201 00:12:26,996 --> 00:12:28,748 - That's the school play. 202 00:12:28,748 --> 00:12:32,084 - You know the one about the mermaid. 203 00:12:32,084 --> 00:12:34,754 - So you're a little mermaid. 204 00:12:34,754 --> 00:12:37,089 - No, I mean the first mate. 205 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:44,346 - Well, every captain needs the first mate. 206 00:12:46,724 --> 00:12:50,311 I think I'm gonna start on that list now. 207 00:12:50,311 --> 00:12:51,979 - Okay, here you go. 208 00:12:59,570 --> 00:13:01,155 - Candles, his one. 209 00:13:02,990 --> 00:13:04,241 - Just, please. 210 00:13:11,582 --> 00:13:13,751 - As you wish, El Capitan. 211 00:13:16,212 --> 00:13:19,924 Hey, do you want anything special from the store? 212 00:13:19,924 --> 00:13:21,675 Some ice cream maybe? 213 00:13:22,802 --> 00:13:24,720 - Yeah, chocolate. 214 00:13:24,720 --> 00:13:25,638 - Aye, aye. 215 00:13:28,849 --> 00:13:29,934 I'll be back. 216 00:13:41,612 --> 00:13:43,614 (doorbell rings) 217 00:13:43,614 --> 00:13:44,448 - Grandma. 218 00:13:50,913 --> 00:13:51,914 - How are you? 219 00:13:51,914 --> 00:13:53,332 - Hey, I'm great. 220 00:13:56,544 --> 00:13:57,419 - Run to the kitchen. 221 00:13:57,419 --> 00:13:59,338 We'll open it together. 222 00:14:01,006 --> 00:14:02,299 - Hi. 223 00:14:02,299 --> 00:14:03,133 - Hey. 224 00:14:04,927 --> 00:14:05,928 - Hey, dad. 225 00:14:05,928 --> 00:14:07,346 - Hey sweetheart. 226 00:14:10,432 --> 00:14:13,394 - You know I wasn't, I wasn't expecting you guys 227 00:14:13,394 --> 00:14:15,229 for a few more hours. 228 00:14:15,229 --> 00:14:18,315 - Well, you know how your mom is. 229 00:14:18,315 --> 00:14:20,192 How are you doing? 230 00:14:20,192 --> 00:14:21,777 - Good, doing good. 231 00:14:22,987 --> 00:14:24,238 - Stephen here? 232 00:14:25,573 --> 00:14:30,160 - I sent him out to run a few errands before the party. 233 00:14:31,328 --> 00:14:33,831 Duncan said he was coming too. 234 00:14:34,957 --> 00:14:35,749 - Really? 235 00:14:35,749 --> 00:14:36,584 - Mm-hmm. 236 00:14:36,584 --> 00:14:37,418 - Will he? 237 00:14:39,837 --> 00:14:41,088 - Yes, he will. 238 00:14:42,006 --> 00:14:43,007 He promised. 239 00:14:46,635 --> 00:14:48,012 He promised, yeah. 240 00:14:48,012 --> 00:14:49,179 He'll be here. 241 00:15:08,240 --> 00:15:10,743 (phone rings) 242 00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:17,833 (dramatic music) 243 00:16:19,895 --> 00:16:22,314 (indistinct) 244 00:16:23,273 --> 00:16:24,316 - All right. 245 00:16:24,316 --> 00:16:26,485 Who's ready for some cake? 246 00:16:27,444 --> 00:16:30,781 - (indistinct) a cake. 247 00:16:42,042 --> 00:16:43,043 - Bless you. 248 00:16:43,877 --> 00:16:45,629 - What I wouldn't do. 249 00:16:47,047 --> 00:16:49,717 - How do you know what I want anymore. 250 00:16:49,717 --> 00:16:51,677 - How do you mean, man, you're a free agent. 251 00:16:51,677 --> 00:16:53,345 Let's go buy a beer. 252 00:16:53,345 --> 00:16:54,847 - I quit drinking. 253 00:16:55,931 --> 00:16:56,765 - Right. 254 00:16:57,641 --> 00:16:58,976 Sorry to hear about the wife and kids, man. 255 00:16:58,976 --> 00:17:00,811 That's a rough business, 256 00:17:00,811 --> 00:17:03,814 but didn't put anything else, right? 257 00:17:05,232 --> 00:17:06,150 - What are you doing. 258 00:17:06,150 --> 00:17:07,568 - Relax princess. 259 00:17:08,736 --> 00:17:09,820 Nobody cares. 260 00:17:13,407 --> 00:17:16,160 Come on, you got the cash, right? 261 00:17:20,998 --> 00:17:22,499 Hey, you called me down here. 262 00:17:22,499 --> 00:17:24,501 You're buying something. 263 00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:31,717 Last chance. 264 00:17:35,304 --> 00:17:37,139 You got anything mild? 265 00:17:44,605 --> 00:17:46,106 - Muscle relaxers. 266 00:18:02,414 --> 00:18:03,457 - Yeah, that's great. 267 00:18:03,457 --> 00:18:05,250 So two months ago, you lived here. 268 00:18:05,250 --> 00:18:06,418 - Yes. I love it. 269 00:18:06,418 --> 00:18:07,294 - I'm sorry. 270 00:18:07,294 --> 00:18:08,128 - Hi. 271 00:18:11,965 --> 00:18:13,258 Hi. 272 00:18:13,258 --> 00:18:16,386 Duncan, you smell like a bar. 273 00:18:16,386 --> 00:18:19,473 - You okay, you look exhausted. 274 00:18:19,473 --> 00:18:22,559 He's not helping with the kids is he? 275 00:18:24,686 --> 00:18:27,022 - Duncan, look, I appreciate it. 276 00:18:27,022 --> 00:18:29,608 But honestly, you're the last person 277 00:18:29,608 --> 00:18:33,278 that I should be taking parenting or marriage advice from, 278 00:18:33,278 --> 00:18:34,113 so thanks. 279 00:18:36,573 --> 00:18:38,367 How are your meetings going? 280 00:18:38,367 --> 00:18:39,326 - They're fine. 281 00:18:39,326 --> 00:18:40,160 - Yeah? 282 00:18:40,160 --> 00:18:40,994 Yeah. 283 00:18:40,994 --> 00:18:42,913 - Don't make me roll up your sleeve. 284 00:18:42,913 --> 00:18:44,832 - You think you could? 285 00:18:44,832 --> 00:18:46,208 - Definitely. 286 00:18:46,208 --> 00:18:47,042 - Try me. 287 00:18:52,673 --> 00:18:54,591 - Okay, I got it. 288 00:18:54,591 --> 00:18:56,301 See I'm stronger than you. 289 00:18:56,301 --> 00:18:59,471 - Look who decided to finally show up. 290 00:19:01,807 --> 00:19:04,268 - Hey, there stranger. 291 00:19:04,268 --> 00:19:06,353 - Hey. You two look good. 292 00:19:09,398 --> 00:19:10,774 - So do you. 293 00:19:10,774 --> 00:19:12,276 - How's the girls? 294 00:19:13,360 --> 00:19:15,028 - They're good, mom. 295 00:19:16,822 --> 00:19:19,575 - You think you could bring them by next weekend? 296 00:19:19,575 --> 00:19:22,369 - They're gonna be with their mother next weekend, 297 00:19:22,369 --> 00:19:23,871 so I can't really- 298 00:19:28,125 --> 00:19:31,962 - Did they tell you that they're going on another trip? 299 00:19:31,962 --> 00:19:33,380 - Yeah, it's not a biggie. 300 00:19:33,380 --> 00:19:36,800 We're just going to meet with a distributor. 301 00:19:36,800 --> 00:19:37,968 - Which one? 302 00:19:37,968 --> 00:19:38,844 - The one that- 303 00:19:38,844 --> 00:19:39,678 - Duncan. 304 00:19:41,597 --> 00:19:42,848 It's been ages. 305 00:19:43,724 --> 00:19:45,601 Hey, there buddy. 306 00:19:45,601 --> 00:19:49,104 - Hey, Jess, (indistinct) 307 00:19:53,525 --> 00:19:58,530 - Stephen, I'll be right back (indistinct) 308 00:19:58,614 --> 00:20:01,033 (indistinct) 309 00:20:02,242 --> 00:20:05,454 - Dad, how the restaurant supply business? 310 00:20:05,454 --> 00:20:08,415 - It's good. It's real good. 311 00:20:08,415 --> 00:20:10,417 - Grandpa, I'm a pirate. 312 00:20:11,668 --> 00:20:12,920 - You sure are. 313 00:20:15,797 --> 00:20:17,007 - Lily, don't be shy. 314 00:20:17,007 --> 00:20:18,550 You know your uncle Duncan. 315 00:20:18,550 --> 00:20:20,469 - Gosh, you got so big. 316 00:20:21,386 --> 00:20:23,305 How old are you now 12, 13? 317 00:20:23,305 --> 00:20:25,015 - No, I'm eight. 318 00:20:25,015 --> 00:20:25,849 - Eight. 319 00:20:25,849 --> 00:20:27,351 - Are you getting ready for Halloween? 320 00:20:27,351 --> 00:20:29,311 - No, I'm in a play. 321 00:20:29,311 --> 00:20:30,145 - In a play. 322 00:20:30,145 --> 00:20:30,979 Can I come see it? 323 00:20:30,979 --> 00:20:32,731 - Sure, you wanna see my sword? 324 00:20:32,731 --> 00:20:34,483 - Of course. Show me. 325 00:20:35,484 --> 00:20:37,569 - Whoa, that looks sharp. 326 00:20:39,529 --> 00:20:41,448 On guard you scallywag. 327 00:20:42,658 --> 00:20:43,575 - Hey guys. 328 00:20:47,621 --> 00:20:48,997 - Hi buddy. 329 00:20:48,997 --> 00:20:50,999 - I think that's enough. 330 00:20:52,626 --> 00:20:53,627 - Thank you. 331 00:20:55,504 --> 00:20:56,338 Sorry. 332 00:20:58,048 --> 00:21:01,593 She is the first mate in her school play. 333 00:21:01,593 --> 00:21:04,429 That's just the way things go now. 334 00:21:08,725 --> 00:21:10,269 - It's good to be here. 335 00:21:10,269 --> 00:21:12,145 I'm glad I came. 336 00:21:12,145 --> 00:21:12,980 - Me too. 337 00:21:15,315 --> 00:21:16,149 - I'm gonna make myself some tea. 338 00:21:16,149 --> 00:21:18,110 Why don't you go entertain. 339 00:21:18,110 --> 00:21:20,028 - Okay, enjoy yourself. 340 00:21:28,078 --> 00:21:31,164 - Dude, it's about time you got here. 341 00:21:34,543 --> 00:21:36,586 What are you looking for? 342 00:21:38,922 --> 00:21:39,756 - Tea. 343 00:21:40,924 --> 00:21:43,051 - Why don't you have a beer. 344 00:21:43,051 --> 00:21:44,428 - No, thanks. 345 00:21:44,428 --> 00:21:45,637 - Come on man. 346 00:21:45,637 --> 00:21:47,347 It's a party. 347 00:21:47,347 --> 00:21:50,809 Everybody knows you love to party. 348 00:21:50,809 --> 00:21:51,935 - I wouldn't wanna make a fool of myself 349 00:21:51,935 --> 00:21:53,437 at a kid's birthday party. 350 00:21:53,437 --> 00:21:57,899 - Yeah, well, says the guy who just got out of prison. 351 00:21:57,899 --> 00:21:58,734 - Okay. 352 00:21:59,818 --> 00:22:03,905 How about you go give that to your father-in-law. 353 00:22:11,788 --> 00:22:13,707 What is wrong with you? 354 00:22:13,707 --> 00:22:18,295 - If you don't do something about him I will. 355 00:22:18,295 --> 00:22:19,129 I'm sorry, Jessy. 356 00:22:19,129 --> 00:22:22,215 I just wanna be here for you. 357 00:22:22,215 --> 00:22:24,718 Meetings are still going well, work's good. 358 00:22:24,718 --> 00:22:26,219 Life's going good. 359 00:22:29,598 --> 00:22:31,933 - It's just, it's been hard. 360 00:22:35,395 --> 00:22:37,856 You know it's been hard. 361 00:22:37,856 --> 00:22:38,690 - I know. 362 00:22:44,112 --> 00:22:45,197 I know it is. 363 00:22:49,409 --> 00:22:52,245 Before I forget, call this number. 364 00:22:56,416 --> 00:22:57,417 - Wait what? 365 00:22:59,336 --> 00:23:00,170 - Come on. 366 00:23:00,170 --> 00:23:01,004 She's a good friend. 367 00:23:01,004 --> 00:23:02,005 Just give her a call. 368 00:23:02,005 --> 00:23:04,674 - Jessie. Excuse me. I'm sorry. 369 00:23:04,674 --> 00:23:07,052 We still need to be taken to the airport pretty soon. 370 00:23:07,052 --> 00:23:11,681 Steven is entertaining, if you know what I mean? 371 00:23:11,681 --> 00:23:12,766 - He's drunk. 372 00:23:15,352 --> 00:23:16,353 Look, there's no trouble at all. 373 00:23:16,353 --> 00:23:18,939 We can just call a cab, really. 374 00:23:19,815 --> 00:23:23,193 - No, I mean Duncan can take you. 375 00:23:23,193 --> 00:23:24,986 - Well, that's- 376 00:23:24,986 --> 00:23:25,904 - Yeah, I don't mind. 377 00:23:25,904 --> 00:23:26,947 - Really, there's no trouble. 378 00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:29,408 - No. He's not doing anything. 379 00:23:30,492 --> 00:23:32,327 - Yeah. I can take them. 380 00:23:32,327 --> 00:23:34,162 - Well, that's great. 381 00:23:34,162 --> 00:23:36,873 We'll leave in about an hour. 382 00:23:36,873 --> 00:23:38,542 - Thank you, Duncan. 383 00:23:39,626 --> 00:23:42,712 - Sorry (indistinct) 384 00:23:49,010 --> 00:23:52,097 (car engine roaring) 385 00:23:59,104 --> 00:24:00,647 - Hey, thanks for letting us stop. 386 00:24:00,647 --> 00:24:02,524 We're just gonna pick up a couple of things 387 00:24:02,524 --> 00:24:05,777 for the girls and then we'll hit the road. 388 00:24:05,777 --> 00:24:08,363 - You don't have to do that. 389 00:24:08,363 --> 00:24:10,907 - How about something like this? 390 00:24:10,907 --> 00:24:13,410 - Really you don't have to. 391 00:24:13,410 --> 00:24:15,620 - Dan, we miss the girls 392 00:24:15,620 --> 00:24:18,832 and we wanna get them something from you. 393 00:24:18,832 --> 00:24:21,126 - Well, they don't need anything. 394 00:24:21,126 --> 00:24:24,045 - Girls always need more clothes. 395 00:24:24,045 --> 00:24:26,131 - Well, Missy has Kathryn hand me downs, 396 00:24:26,131 --> 00:24:27,716 but Tonya did say that Kathryn needs- 397 00:24:27,716 --> 00:24:30,594 - Mom, why are you talking to Tonya? 398 00:24:30,594 --> 00:24:31,511 - Is it such a bad thing 399 00:24:31,511 --> 00:24:34,014 that I'm talking to my grandchildren's mother? 400 00:24:34,014 --> 00:24:34,848 - Yeah, it is. 401 00:24:34,848 --> 00:24:37,058 When you try to hide it from me. 402 00:24:37,058 --> 00:24:39,561 - Okay, and I also know that you haven't returned 403 00:24:39,561 --> 00:24:41,813 the divorce papers that she had drafted. 404 00:24:41,813 --> 00:24:42,772 - Martha. 405 00:24:42,772 --> 00:24:44,649 - Honey, it's been months. 406 00:24:44,649 --> 00:24:46,193 I mean, are you embarrassed about it? 407 00:24:46,193 --> 00:24:48,737 Do you need to talk about it? 408 00:24:48,737 --> 00:24:50,947 - That's not it, mom. 409 00:24:50,947 --> 00:24:55,577 - Well, whether it is or not, Tonya's not happy. 410 00:24:55,577 --> 00:24:58,622 - Son, there's nothing to be embarrassed about. 411 00:24:58,622 --> 00:25:02,250 Lord knows your mom and I had our troubles in the passed. 412 00:25:02,250 --> 00:25:03,126 - Ron. 413 00:25:03,126 --> 00:25:05,045 - No, that's the truth. 414 00:25:06,546 --> 00:25:08,673 You're gonna have to make a decision. 415 00:25:08,673 --> 00:25:10,509 You're gonna have to be the man, step up 416 00:25:10,509 --> 00:25:14,846 and do the right thing. Whatever the right thing is. 417 00:25:17,641 --> 00:25:20,852 I'm sorry, we're talking about this here. 418 00:25:20,852 --> 00:25:24,105 We hadn't had much of a chance to talk. 419 00:25:27,234 --> 00:25:29,152 - Dad, what about this? 420 00:25:30,487 --> 00:25:32,239 Missy loves dolphins. 421 00:25:34,157 --> 00:25:35,575 - Yeah, she does. 422 00:25:37,869 --> 00:25:40,330 (piano music) 423 00:26:04,312 --> 00:26:05,146 - Hey, baby. 424 00:26:05,146 --> 00:26:05,981 - Daddy. 425 00:26:08,984 --> 00:26:10,986 Daisy or Kathryn, party. 426 00:26:13,238 --> 00:26:14,072 - Daddy. 427 00:26:16,408 --> 00:26:18,827 - This is for you guys, here. 428 00:26:21,788 --> 00:26:24,040 - What are you doing? 429 00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:25,125 - Girls, take those inside 430 00:26:25,125 --> 00:26:26,042 and then we'll open them, all right? 431 00:26:26,042 --> 00:26:26,876 - Okay. 432 00:26:26,876 --> 00:26:27,711 - Okay. 433 00:26:33,300 --> 00:26:35,760 - I missed (indistinct) girls' birthday party. 434 00:26:35,760 --> 00:26:37,721 - Duncan, you can't keep doing this. 435 00:26:37,721 --> 00:26:38,638 - Doing what? 436 00:26:38,638 --> 00:26:41,808 - Popping in here like everything's fine. 437 00:26:41,808 --> 00:26:43,810 - Look, I'm trying. 438 00:26:43,810 --> 00:26:45,186 I'm on track now, Tonya. I'm trying. 439 00:26:45,186 --> 00:26:48,607 - I don't care if you win the lottery, Duncan. 440 00:26:48,607 --> 00:26:49,941 This isn't fine. 441 00:26:51,860 --> 00:26:52,986 - Come on, dad. 442 00:26:52,986 --> 00:26:53,987 - I'm coming. 443 00:26:53,987 --> 00:26:55,822 - Duncan, you can't keep flipping them on and off 444 00:26:55,822 --> 00:26:57,115 like a light switch. 445 00:26:57,115 --> 00:26:58,074 - Look, I messed up. I get it. 446 00:26:58,074 --> 00:26:59,159 I understand. 447 00:27:00,035 --> 00:27:01,328 I'm sorry, (indistinct) 448 00:27:01,328 --> 00:27:02,704 - Sorry doesn't cut it, Duncan. 449 00:27:02,704 --> 00:27:04,914 You lost that when you left the girls, 450 00:27:04,914 --> 00:27:07,917 and when you tore apart this family. 451 00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:14,007 You can still see them on the weekends like we agreed. 452 00:27:14,007 --> 00:27:15,342 Just call first. 453 00:27:20,722 --> 00:27:23,141 All right, girls, daddy's gotta leave. 454 00:27:23,141 --> 00:27:25,518 You're gonna open the presents quickly, okay? 455 00:27:25,518 --> 00:27:26,394 - Okay. 456 00:27:26,394 --> 00:27:27,812 - You guys are ready to open presents? 457 00:27:27,812 --> 00:27:28,647 - Yeah. 458 00:27:28,647 --> 00:27:29,439 - Yeah. 459 00:27:34,444 --> 00:27:35,278 - It's a dolphin. 460 00:27:35,278 --> 00:27:37,447 Thank you, daddy. 461 00:27:37,447 --> 00:27:38,365 - You're welcome. 462 00:27:38,365 --> 00:27:39,366 - I love it too much. 463 00:27:39,366 --> 00:27:43,828 I'll sleep with it, and bring it everywhere. 464 00:27:43,828 --> 00:27:46,289 - Yeah, what are you gonna name him. 465 00:27:46,289 --> 00:27:47,374 - Rose field. 466 00:27:47,374 --> 00:27:48,249 - Rose field? 467 00:27:48,249 --> 00:27:49,084 - Yes, we can. 468 00:27:49,084 --> 00:27:50,752 - Yeah, it was cute. 469 00:27:51,878 --> 00:27:53,463 - What does it say? 470 00:27:54,673 --> 00:27:55,924 - Sweet dreams. 471 00:27:59,636 --> 00:28:01,513 - I didn't know daddy was coming for a visit. 472 00:28:01,513 --> 00:28:02,555 - I know. 473 00:28:02,555 --> 00:28:05,308 - All right, girls, it's way past your bedtime. 474 00:28:05,308 --> 00:28:06,935 You can play with your new things tomorrow. 475 00:28:06,935 --> 00:28:08,228 I know. 476 00:28:08,228 --> 00:28:09,729 It's bedtime now. 477 00:28:09,729 --> 00:28:10,563 Goodnight. 478 00:28:10,563 --> 00:28:11,398 - Goodnight, mom. Love you. 479 00:28:11,398 --> 00:28:12,315 - Love you. 480 00:28:20,740 --> 00:28:23,660 Jared, I didn't know he was coming. 481 00:28:29,332 --> 00:28:31,459 It was nothing, okay? 482 00:28:31,459 --> 00:28:34,879 - I saw the way you looked at him, Tonya. 483 00:28:37,424 --> 00:28:42,429 Look, you promised me before that you'd never take him back. 484 00:28:42,470 --> 00:28:43,304 - I'm not. 485 00:28:44,389 --> 00:28:47,475 - I wanna be there for you and the girls. 486 00:28:47,475 --> 00:28:50,145 I do, but you gotta want it too. 487 00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:56,776 - Jared, come on. 488 00:29:27,223 --> 00:29:28,641 - Good afternoon. 489 00:29:29,642 --> 00:29:31,060 My name is Professor Cook, 490 00:29:31,060 --> 00:29:35,231 and I'll be your lecture for the next 13 weeks. 491 00:29:35,231 --> 00:29:39,486 Syllabus for the next semester can be found online. 492 00:29:42,489 --> 00:29:44,073 What is psychology? 493 00:29:47,202 --> 00:29:48,745 - The study of the mind. 494 00:29:48,745 --> 00:29:49,579 - Yes. 495 00:29:51,414 --> 00:29:53,500 - The study of why we do what we do. 496 00:29:53,500 --> 00:29:54,626 - Why we do what we do. 497 00:29:54,626 --> 00:29:55,460 Yes. 498 00:29:55,460 --> 00:29:58,546 Behavior, take an addict for example. 499 00:30:01,591 --> 00:30:05,720 Now we, you and I, we know what's bad for us right 500 00:30:07,430 --> 00:30:10,767 but sometimes we keep going back to these things. 501 00:30:10,767 --> 00:30:13,770 Alcohol, fast food, gambling, drugs. 502 00:30:15,104 --> 00:30:15,939 Why? 503 00:30:18,066 --> 00:30:20,360 - Because it feels good. 504 00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:22,987 - Why does it feel good? 505 00:30:22,987 --> 00:30:23,822 - I don't know. 506 00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:24,989 It just does. 507 00:30:28,785 --> 00:30:32,038 - How can we determine the why behind decisions you make, 508 00:30:32,038 --> 00:30:34,707 and why we make those decisions? 509 00:30:36,042 --> 00:30:38,628 Read chapter one by Wednesday. 510 00:30:38,628 --> 00:30:39,921 In the meantime, we'll go over the introduction 511 00:30:39,921 --> 00:30:41,005 on page four. 512 00:30:47,762 --> 00:30:50,849 (indistinct chatter) 513 00:30:52,100 --> 00:30:54,102 - It was a fine lecture. 514 00:30:56,813 --> 00:31:01,401 I've been assigned to audit your classes this semester. 515 00:31:02,277 --> 00:31:03,194 - How many? 516 00:31:04,153 --> 00:31:05,321 - All of them. 517 00:31:06,489 --> 00:31:09,659 - Well, I look forward to having you. 518 00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:17,375 You're the best fire it up there. 519 00:31:17,375 --> 00:31:20,211 What's for dinner, I'm buying. 520 00:31:20,211 --> 00:31:21,045 - Pizza. 521 00:31:21,045 --> 00:31:22,213 - Pizza it is. 522 00:31:23,756 --> 00:31:25,008 - Pizza, again. 523 00:31:27,886 --> 00:31:29,470 Show me your hands. 524 00:31:31,931 --> 00:31:34,350 - Let's go get some gumballs. 525 00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:42,525 - Wow. I don't know who's the bigger handful at this point. 526 00:31:42,817 --> 00:31:45,737 - I wish Steven could have made it. 527 00:31:47,363 --> 00:31:48,573 - Yeah, I know. 528 00:31:51,242 --> 00:31:55,872 He's on a really big project at work right now. 529 00:31:55,872 --> 00:31:56,748 I bought the DVD. 530 00:31:56,748 --> 00:31:58,917 We'll just watch it later. 531 00:32:00,835 --> 00:32:02,420 I did wanna get your thoughts 532 00:32:02,420 --> 00:32:05,089 on me going back to grad school. 533 00:32:07,300 --> 00:32:09,177 - I think it's a great idea. 534 00:32:09,177 --> 00:32:11,930 I mean, once the kids get older. 535 00:32:11,930 --> 00:32:15,516 - I wasn't going to wait that long. 536 00:32:15,516 --> 00:32:19,437 I was thinking I would enroll this next semester. 537 00:32:19,437 --> 00:32:21,898 - What about the kids? I mean- 538 00:32:21,898 --> 00:32:23,983 - Daycare can get really expensive. 539 00:32:23,983 --> 00:32:27,946 - Well, I wouldn't have to worry about daycare. 540 00:32:27,946 --> 00:32:30,031 All the classes are online now, 541 00:32:30,031 --> 00:32:32,951 so I'd be able to do my work while Lilly is at school 542 00:32:32,951 --> 00:32:35,662 and while Garret's napping. 543 00:32:35,662 --> 00:32:38,122 Okay, what does Steven say? 544 00:32:38,122 --> 00:32:40,792 - I only have a few semesters left and then I'm done. 545 00:32:40,792 --> 00:32:42,585 - guess there's no shame in staying home 546 00:32:42,585 --> 00:32:44,462 and taking care of the kids. 547 00:32:44,462 --> 00:32:46,255 - I know there's no shame in that, 548 00:32:46,255 --> 00:32:48,883 but that's just not what I wanna do. 549 00:32:48,883 --> 00:32:49,717 I don't wanna do that. 550 00:32:49,717 --> 00:32:51,386 There's a lot more that I wanna do. 551 00:32:51,386 --> 00:32:53,554 I don't wanna end up like- 552 00:32:56,015 --> 00:32:57,016 - Like what? 553 00:33:05,775 --> 00:33:10,029 - Mom, you were in your 20s when you were teaching. 554 00:33:12,824 --> 00:33:15,743 You easily could have gone back to work once Duncan 555 00:33:15,743 --> 00:33:19,497 and I went to school, and we would have been totally fine. 556 00:33:19,497 --> 00:33:22,166 Lots of moms went back to work back in the day. 557 00:33:22,166 --> 00:33:23,626 Just because you gave up your education 558 00:33:23,626 --> 00:33:27,130 does not mean that I have to give up mine. 559 00:33:30,675 --> 00:33:31,509 I know. 560 00:33:32,927 --> 00:33:37,890 I know that expectations were different for you back then. 561 00:33:37,890 --> 00:33:41,644 You thought that you had to give up your career 562 00:33:41,644 --> 00:33:43,271 when you became pregnant 563 00:33:43,271 --> 00:33:45,273 and when you were gonna start a family, 564 00:33:45,273 --> 00:33:46,983 but you could have gone back to work, 565 00:33:46,983 --> 00:33:49,444 if you really wanted to. 566 00:33:49,444 --> 00:33:52,488 That was a choice that you made, mom. 567 00:33:52,488 --> 00:33:54,699 You can't keep blaming everybody else 568 00:33:54,699 --> 00:33:57,243 for abandoning your own career. 569 00:34:01,039 --> 00:34:02,999 - Look. Look, look, look. 570 00:34:02,999 --> 00:34:05,168 - I didn't think they had orange in there. 571 00:34:05,168 --> 00:34:06,002 - (indistinct) 572 00:34:06,002 --> 00:34:07,754 - Hey, come on. Come on. Come on. 573 00:34:07,754 --> 00:34:08,921 - Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on. 574 00:34:08,921 --> 00:34:11,340 - We're gonna put all these in the treasure chest. 575 00:34:11,340 --> 00:34:12,717 - That sounds like fun. 576 00:34:12,717 --> 00:34:14,469 - Yeah, get it, get it. 577 00:34:14,469 --> 00:34:16,512 - Okay. Got it, got it, got it. 578 00:34:16,512 --> 00:34:17,305 - All right. 579 00:34:17,305 --> 00:34:19,057 What are you gonna do with it? 580 00:34:19,057 --> 00:34:19,891 - This. 581 00:34:22,185 --> 00:34:23,603 - Duncan, can we talk? 582 00:34:23,603 --> 00:34:26,355 - No. We're busy right now. 583 00:34:26,355 --> 00:34:27,940 - What's so funny. 584 00:34:27,940 --> 00:34:29,442 - Nothing. 585 00:34:29,442 --> 00:34:30,610 Yeah. Nothing. 586 00:34:31,778 --> 00:34:34,113 - I'm gonna go show Garrett. 587 00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:36,908 - What's up? 588 00:34:38,284 --> 00:34:39,410 - Nothing. 589 00:34:39,410 --> 00:34:41,496 I just needed a breather. 590 00:34:49,170 --> 00:34:52,423 Do you think I'm gonna end up like mom? 591 00:34:54,509 --> 00:34:56,469 - Is that such a bad thing? 592 00:34:56,469 --> 00:34:59,555 - No, I guess not, but kind of, yeah. 593 00:35:03,643 --> 00:35:08,397 There's just, there's a lot that I wanna do with my life. 594 00:35:12,693 --> 00:35:17,323 - Tonya never said it, but she felt the same way. 595 00:35:17,323 --> 00:35:21,661 After we had Kathryn, she never thought she quit working. 596 00:35:21,661 --> 00:35:23,746 - How did she do it? 597 00:35:23,746 --> 00:35:27,917 I'm having a hard enough time keeping my eyes open as it is. 598 00:35:27,917 --> 00:35:29,127 - I have no idea. 599 00:35:29,127 --> 00:35:30,211 She just did. 600 00:35:31,587 --> 00:35:32,880 I mean, I was there to help. 601 00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:36,175 I was changing diapers, staying up all night. 602 00:35:36,175 --> 00:35:38,761 I was there, and then I wasn't. 603 00:35:42,723 --> 00:35:46,394 I wouldn't wish what I did to her on anyone. 604 00:35:46,394 --> 00:35:49,063 I left her alone with the girls. 605 00:35:50,773 --> 00:35:52,817 She kept following her dreams though. 606 00:35:52,817 --> 00:35:53,651 Still is. 607 00:35:53,651 --> 00:35:55,153 So you should too. 608 00:35:59,365 --> 00:36:01,659 - You're such a sap. 609 00:36:01,659 --> 00:36:03,744 - You look good tonight for the party. 610 00:36:03,744 --> 00:36:06,080 - I know, I'm very excited. 611 00:36:07,665 --> 00:36:08,499 - Hey babe. 612 00:36:08,499 --> 00:36:10,376 I didn't expect to see you here till later. 613 00:36:10,376 --> 00:36:11,419 - Can I talk to you? 614 00:36:11,419 --> 00:36:12,461 - Yeah. 615 00:36:12,461 --> 00:36:13,379 One second. 616 00:36:15,131 --> 00:36:16,340 What's up? 617 00:36:16,340 --> 00:36:19,635 Are we going to the movies tonight? 618 00:36:19,635 --> 00:36:21,345 - I'm sorry, Tonya. 619 00:36:21,345 --> 00:36:23,556 - Is this about Duncan again? 620 00:36:23,556 --> 00:36:25,016 - What else would it be? 621 00:36:25,016 --> 00:36:27,185 - You're so childish. 622 00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:28,978 - I'm childish. 623 00:36:28,978 --> 00:36:31,063 - What? I can't hear you. 624 00:36:42,241 --> 00:36:44,577 - So how are the girls? 625 00:36:44,577 --> 00:36:46,495 - They're good. 626 00:36:46,495 --> 00:36:48,122 I see them every other weekend, 627 00:36:48,122 --> 00:36:50,875 and Wednesdays for the past two months. 628 00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:52,752 - Then you'd have more people who love and care about you 629 00:36:52,752 --> 00:36:55,671 than I've had in a lifetime. 630 00:36:55,671 --> 00:36:58,007 Most of my friends are dead. 631 00:37:00,092 --> 00:37:03,346 Died in the 80s from drugs, mostly HIV. 632 00:37:11,604 --> 00:37:13,940 I always wanted be next. 633 00:37:13,940 --> 00:37:16,108 But it never came from me. 634 00:37:20,238 --> 00:37:21,072 Thanks. 635 00:37:23,866 --> 00:37:26,369 Sponsor is what kept me going. 636 00:37:30,206 --> 00:37:32,458 You're not sinking, Duncan, 637 00:37:33,918 --> 00:37:37,171 but if you don't get on that boat soon. 638 00:37:38,464 --> 00:37:42,134 You should publish poetry you know that 639 00:37:42,134 --> 00:37:43,386 - Man, shut up. 640 00:37:45,012 --> 00:37:48,015 - I really thank you. You've been a great sponsor. 641 00:37:48,015 --> 00:37:51,811 - Don't say that like I'm going anywhere. 642 00:37:51,811 --> 00:37:55,147 (indistinct chatter) 643 00:37:55,147 --> 00:37:56,315 - I miss this. 644 00:37:57,275 --> 00:38:00,319 - Yeah, I'm out here with Lilly all the time. 645 00:38:00,319 --> 00:38:04,490 You're more than welcome to bring the girls. 646 00:38:04,490 --> 00:38:07,159 I'm gonna talk to Steven tonight 647 00:38:08,661 --> 00:38:11,330 about going back to grad school. 648 00:38:12,248 --> 00:38:14,709 - Wow, are you sure you're ready? 649 00:38:14,709 --> 00:38:15,543 - No. 650 00:38:21,799 --> 00:38:22,633 Lily. 651 00:38:26,345 --> 00:38:29,015 She is just like her father. 652 00:38:29,015 --> 00:38:30,433 Totally fearless. 653 00:38:32,393 --> 00:38:34,895 - You mean just like her mother. 654 00:38:34,895 --> 00:38:35,730 - I wish. 655 00:38:40,901 --> 00:38:43,571 (playful music) 656 00:39:06,052 --> 00:39:08,012 - This, you want some watermelon? 657 00:39:08,012 --> 00:39:08,846 - Yeah. 658 00:39:13,017 --> 00:39:14,852 Why can't you be home? 659 00:39:16,771 --> 00:39:19,482 - I mean, sometimes people just need time 660 00:39:19,482 --> 00:39:21,650 away from each other. 661 00:39:21,650 --> 00:39:25,946 Your mom and I are just taking a little time apart. 662 00:39:25,946 --> 00:39:28,115 - Hasn't it been long enough? 663 00:39:28,115 --> 00:39:30,409 Sarah's parents are getting a divorce. 664 00:39:30,409 --> 00:39:33,788 They're not going to be together again. 665 00:39:33,788 --> 00:39:35,206 - Kat, I'm not going anywhere else. 666 00:39:35,206 --> 00:39:36,791 I'll still be here. 667 00:39:37,625 --> 00:39:39,126 - That's not fair. 668 00:39:47,968 --> 00:39:50,888 - What do you love more than anything in the world? 669 00:39:50,888 --> 00:39:52,723 Missy, you love dolphins, right? 670 00:39:52,723 --> 00:39:54,392 - Yeah, and puppies. 671 00:39:55,267 --> 00:39:56,644 - What else? 672 00:39:56,644 --> 00:39:59,021 - Mommy and daddy and Kathryn. 673 00:39:59,021 --> 00:40:00,856 - What do you love? 674 00:40:00,856 --> 00:40:01,899 - Swimming. 675 00:40:01,899 --> 00:40:02,733 - Me too. 676 00:40:04,110 --> 00:40:05,236 What else? 677 00:40:05,236 --> 00:40:06,320 - My friends. 678 00:40:07,905 --> 00:40:09,448 - You wanna know what I love 679 00:40:09,448 --> 00:40:12,993 more than anything else in the world? 680 00:40:12,993 --> 00:40:15,746 I'm sitting on a bench with them. 681 00:40:19,583 --> 00:40:21,001 I wouldn't trade spending time with you guys 682 00:40:21,001 --> 00:40:22,503 for anything else. 683 00:40:23,504 --> 00:40:25,548 You remember what to say if you upset someone 684 00:40:25,548 --> 00:40:26,966 or you hurt them? 685 00:40:28,843 --> 00:40:29,677 - I'm sorry. 686 00:40:29,677 --> 00:40:31,470 - That's right. 687 00:40:31,470 --> 00:40:34,640 You remember how to show you're sorry? 688 00:40:40,479 --> 00:40:43,899 - I just got a lot I need to make up for. 689 00:40:59,623 --> 00:41:00,458 - Hey. 690 00:41:00,458 --> 00:41:01,292 - Hey. 691 00:41:01,292 --> 00:41:03,043 - They're exhausted. 692 00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:10,634 - Thanks for letting me know you'd be a little late. 693 00:41:10,634 --> 00:41:11,469 - Sure. 694 00:41:12,803 --> 00:41:15,973 - Thanks for the picnic, I've missed you. 695 00:41:15,973 --> 00:41:17,725 - I missed you too. 696 00:41:17,725 --> 00:41:20,311 I'm here now, and I'm not going anywhere. 697 00:41:20,311 --> 00:41:21,395 I love you. 698 00:41:21,395 --> 00:41:22,229 Goodnight. 699 00:41:22,229 --> 00:41:23,647 - I love you too. 700 00:41:24,815 --> 00:41:26,066 - Go get in bed, okay? 701 00:41:26,066 --> 00:41:26,901 - Okay. 702 00:41:32,072 --> 00:41:35,534 (indistinct) forgot. 703 00:41:35,534 --> 00:41:36,702 - What's this? 704 00:41:37,536 --> 00:41:40,039 - I put that off for too long. 705 00:41:41,874 --> 00:41:43,292 - Duncan, thanks. 706 00:41:49,381 --> 00:41:51,050 - See you Wednesday. 707 00:42:05,272 --> 00:42:06,190 - Let's go. 708 00:42:13,739 --> 00:42:14,823 Goodnight girls. 709 00:42:14,823 --> 00:42:15,658 Love you. 710 00:42:23,457 --> 00:42:25,793 (sad music) 711 00:44:01,930 --> 00:44:03,599 - Lilly Marjorie? 712 00:44:03,599 --> 00:44:04,767 - I'm thirsty. 713 00:44:21,950 --> 00:44:26,372 Why are you awake, and why are you dressed like that? 714 00:44:27,748 --> 00:44:32,169 - Well, I am going to help people run their business. 715 00:44:35,464 --> 00:44:40,469 It's like how your teacher helps run your school play. 716 00:44:40,719 --> 00:44:42,763 You see? You wanna be a pirate, right? 717 00:44:42,763 --> 00:44:44,932 - No, I wanna help people. 718 00:44:51,730 --> 00:44:52,731 - Come here. 719 00:44:56,944 --> 00:44:58,278 You're so sweet. 720 00:45:01,699 --> 00:45:04,660 Well, it looks like we're just gonna have to go out 721 00:45:04,660 --> 00:45:06,078 and find some people for you to help. 722 00:45:06,078 --> 00:45:07,246 Now, won't we? 723 00:45:08,664 --> 00:45:11,625 As soon as your dad gets home, it's say goodnight 724 00:45:11,625 --> 00:45:13,627 and off to bed, okay? 725 00:45:13,627 --> 00:45:14,461 - Okay. 726 00:45:19,717 --> 00:45:21,552 - What's going on? 727 00:45:21,552 --> 00:45:22,970 Did I forget something? 728 00:45:22,970 --> 00:45:24,138 - No, nothing. 729 00:45:25,848 --> 00:45:27,391 Say goodnight. 730 00:45:27,391 --> 00:45:29,518 - Goodnight daddy. 731 00:45:29,518 --> 00:45:31,019 - Goodnight honey. 732 00:45:36,442 --> 00:45:37,776 What's going on? 733 00:45:40,154 --> 00:45:40,988 - Nothing. 734 00:45:42,281 --> 00:45:46,201 I did wanna talk about something, but sit down. 735 00:45:49,788 --> 00:45:50,622 Relax. 736 00:45:54,710 --> 00:45:56,044 Do you want anything? 737 00:45:56,044 --> 00:45:58,172 I know you must be exhausted. 738 00:45:58,172 --> 00:45:59,423 - Yeah, a beer. 739 00:46:00,632 --> 00:46:01,467 - Okay. 740 00:46:14,688 --> 00:46:17,274 Are you sure everything's okay? 741 00:46:19,234 --> 00:46:23,655 - I have been thinking a lot, and we're doing so well 742 00:46:27,034 --> 00:46:28,702 and I'm happy. 743 00:46:28,702 --> 00:46:30,746 We have two beautiful kids. 744 00:46:30,746 --> 00:46:33,749 I wouldn't trade that for the world. 745 00:46:37,669 --> 00:46:39,838 I wanna go back to school. 746 00:46:41,757 --> 00:46:43,050 I've looked into it. 747 00:46:43,050 --> 00:46:48,013 I've done all the research, and I know I can make it work. 748 00:46:48,472 --> 00:46:50,891 I looked over the kids' schedule. 749 00:46:50,891 --> 00:46:52,810 It'll be two years max. 750 00:46:53,644 --> 00:46:55,813 By the time I'd get out and get a job, 751 00:46:55,813 --> 00:46:58,732 Garrett will be going into daycare. 752 00:47:04,279 --> 00:47:08,450 Look, I know, it would be a change and adjustment. 753 00:47:10,285 --> 00:47:13,455 We would all have to make adjustments. 754 00:47:15,749 --> 00:47:19,378 I would need some help with the kids. 755 00:47:19,378 --> 00:47:20,712 - What about me? 756 00:47:22,297 --> 00:47:24,800 This job is important, Jessie. 757 00:47:25,926 --> 00:47:27,594 People depend on me. 758 00:47:28,804 --> 00:47:32,266 Now you want me to wipe runny noses 759 00:47:32,266 --> 00:47:33,684 and change the dirty diapers? 760 00:47:33,684 --> 00:47:36,353 - No, why would you say that? 761 00:47:36,353 --> 00:47:38,355 No, everything's online. 762 00:47:39,523 --> 00:47:41,233 I'll be able to work at my own pace, 763 00:47:41,233 --> 00:47:43,360 and I would take the summers off 764 00:47:43,360 --> 00:47:45,237 so that I could be home with Lily. 765 00:47:45,237 --> 00:47:48,115 - What have I been killing myself for? 766 00:47:48,115 --> 00:47:50,534 - Look, we can work this out. 767 00:47:51,577 --> 00:47:56,582 - Do you know how close I am to be named managing director? 768 00:47:56,665 --> 00:48:00,961 Do you know the kind of impact that will have on my career? 769 00:48:00,961 --> 00:48:05,424 No director is expected to babysit his own kids. 770 00:48:05,424 --> 00:48:07,217 You're not going back to school. 771 00:48:07,217 --> 00:48:08,927 That's that? 772 00:48:08,927 --> 00:48:10,596 We can't afford it. 773 00:48:10,596 --> 00:48:12,431 - No, but we can. 774 00:48:12,431 --> 00:48:13,473 Look, I told you. 775 00:48:13,473 --> 00:48:14,474 I've worked it out. 776 00:48:14,474 --> 00:48:17,060 I've gone over our budget, our finances. 777 00:48:17,060 --> 00:48:18,562 We can make it work. 778 00:48:18,562 --> 00:48:21,189 - So we can go back into debts. 779 00:48:21,189 --> 00:48:22,441 You're selfish. 780 00:48:22,441 --> 00:48:23,775 - I am selfish? 781 00:48:25,903 --> 00:48:27,988 Stephen, come on. 782 00:48:27,988 --> 00:48:31,325 You come home every night, smelling like beer and smoke- 783 00:48:31,325 --> 00:48:34,328 - Don't you judge me for supporting our family, 784 00:48:34,328 --> 00:48:37,164 when all you do is just lay around all day, 785 00:48:37,164 --> 00:48:39,541 drinking your wine, sleeping in. 786 00:48:39,541 --> 00:48:42,044 - Is that what you think I do? 787 00:48:43,962 --> 00:48:45,881 Drink wine and sleep? 788 00:48:45,881 --> 00:48:47,382 We have an infant. 789 00:48:48,425 --> 00:48:53,138 My God, I support you every single day with everything, 790 00:48:53,138 --> 00:48:55,807 and I ask you one thing and you, 791 00:48:58,268 --> 00:49:01,229 you didn't even come to Lily's play. 792 00:49:01,229 --> 00:49:03,315 - As I said, I've had enough. 793 00:49:03,315 --> 00:49:04,524 - Look, I have dreams. 794 00:49:04,524 --> 00:49:09,529 I have things that I wanna do that I want to accomplish. 795 00:49:09,988 --> 00:49:11,657 Oh, God, I am tired. 796 00:49:13,408 --> 00:49:15,744 Of being unappreciated. 797 00:49:15,744 --> 00:49:20,248 Look, being a mother is beautiful and it's awesome, 798 00:49:20,248 --> 00:49:22,292 but there's so much more to life 799 00:49:22,292 --> 00:49:25,212 that I want to accomplish and that I wanna do. 800 00:49:25,212 --> 00:49:29,841 I always saw it as just a chapter, a chapter of my life. 801 00:49:29,841 --> 00:49:32,260 I am ready to move on to the next one. 802 00:49:32,260 --> 00:49:34,680 I am going back to school. 803 00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:35,514 I am going to do this. 804 00:49:35,514 --> 00:49:38,934 If you don't let me, if you don't let me, 805 00:49:44,773 --> 00:49:46,525 then I'm leaving you. 806 00:49:47,359 --> 00:49:52,364 What, after all I've done for you (indistinct)? 807 00:49:53,615 --> 00:49:55,117 Jessie, I'm sorry. 808 00:50:02,290 --> 00:50:04,876 (glass breaks) 809 00:50:10,257 --> 00:50:12,592 (sad music) 810 00:50:47,294 --> 00:50:50,047 (dramatic music) 811 00:50:58,889 --> 00:51:01,641 (doorbell rings) 812 00:51:18,617 --> 00:51:19,451 Here- 813 00:51:21,828 --> 00:51:22,662 - Thanks. 814 00:51:23,914 --> 00:51:26,249 I can't stay long. 815 00:51:26,249 --> 00:51:27,959 I'm doing ballet carpool, 816 00:51:27,959 --> 00:51:32,214 and Garrett has this mom being mean tumbling thing. 817 00:51:34,508 --> 00:51:36,635 - Well, you look terrible. 818 00:51:36,635 --> 00:51:37,469 - Thanks. 819 00:51:46,520 --> 00:51:47,646 What are these? 820 00:51:47,646 --> 00:51:49,689 - They're muscle relaxers, they're harmless. 821 00:51:49,689 --> 00:51:51,691 They are not harmless. 822 00:51:51,691 --> 00:51:53,693 Duncan, these are drugs. 823 00:51:54,903 --> 00:51:56,196 You know that, come on. 824 00:51:56,196 --> 00:51:57,197 (indistinct) 825 00:51:57,197 --> 00:51:58,115 - Duncan- 826 00:51:58,115 --> 00:51:58,949 - What? 827 00:52:01,952 --> 00:52:03,036 What is this? 828 00:52:04,246 --> 00:52:05,080 - Nothing. 829 00:52:05,080 --> 00:52:05,914 - Let me see it. 830 00:52:05,914 --> 00:52:06,748 - No, please. 831 00:52:06,748 --> 00:52:08,208 Don't make- 832 00:52:08,208 --> 00:52:09,459 - Jesus Jessie. 833 00:52:20,804 --> 00:52:21,930 This has gone too far. 834 00:52:21,930 --> 00:52:22,764 Come on. 835 00:52:22,764 --> 00:52:25,559 - Duncan, please. I will take care of it. 836 00:52:25,559 --> 00:52:28,228 Just don't make a big deal. 837 00:52:28,228 --> 00:52:29,104 Once he gets promoted, 838 00:52:29,104 --> 00:52:31,273 and once Garrett gets a little older, then- 839 00:52:31,273 --> 00:52:33,775 - Do you remember October 5th? 840 00:52:35,026 --> 00:52:36,069 I sure don't. 841 00:52:37,279 --> 00:52:39,698 I remember when I woke up handcuffed to a hospital bed 842 00:52:39,698 --> 00:52:40,532 at Presby. 843 00:52:41,992 --> 00:52:43,869 Two days I'd been out, two full days. 844 00:52:43,869 --> 00:52:46,079 You remember what you told me? 845 00:52:46,079 --> 00:52:47,372 You said, "You selfish asshole. 846 00:52:47,372 --> 00:52:49,457 I haven't showered nearly three days." 847 00:52:49,457 --> 00:52:53,128 You remember that? I'm here for you, Jessie. 848 00:52:56,965 --> 00:52:58,300 I love you, sis. 849 00:53:00,302 --> 00:53:03,471 Promise me you'll call if you need me. 850 00:53:04,639 --> 00:53:05,557 - Yeah, I will. 851 00:53:05,557 --> 00:53:06,391 - Promise. 852 00:53:10,937 --> 00:53:12,856 - I promise. I promise. 853 00:53:19,654 --> 00:53:22,157 (piano music) 854 00:53:48,558 --> 00:53:49,392 - Mom. 855 00:53:53,939 --> 00:53:55,148 - Do you want breakfast? 856 00:53:55,148 --> 00:53:56,399 Are you hungry? 857 00:53:57,359 --> 00:53:59,110 - Hey, I don't know. 858 00:53:59,110 --> 00:54:01,696 - Okay. How about some oatmeal? 859 00:54:04,699 --> 00:54:05,533 - Sure. 860 00:54:07,244 --> 00:54:09,246 - How's blueberry sound? 861 00:54:10,664 --> 00:54:11,498 Blueberry? 862 00:54:16,878 --> 00:54:18,296 - I'm not hungry. 863 00:54:28,848 --> 00:54:30,934 - I'm sorry, I was upset. 864 00:54:37,649 --> 00:54:42,404 Look, I'm getting off work early tonight and we can talk. 865 00:55:15,812 --> 00:55:18,565 (phone vibrates) 866 00:55:24,070 --> 00:55:27,240 - Just like that I become a hypocrite. 867 00:55:28,325 --> 00:55:29,492 Where were we? 868 00:55:30,869 --> 00:55:35,123 Yes, Kübler-Ross model, five stages of grief. 869 00:55:35,123 --> 00:55:39,085 Assumptions are necessity for the categorization of life. 870 00:55:39,085 --> 00:55:42,839 That's the foundation of the scientific method. 871 00:55:42,839 --> 00:55:46,676 Assumption that Dr. Kübler-Ross later acknowledged 872 00:55:46,676 --> 00:55:50,722 as a collation of experiences with or without order. 873 00:55:50,722 --> 00:55:54,267 These are the five stages of grief. 874 00:55:54,267 --> 00:55:56,353 Dr. Kübler-Ross concluded 875 00:55:56,353 --> 00:56:00,357 these stages would occur in that order. 876 00:56:00,357 --> 00:56:02,525 Denial, anger, bargaining, 877 00:56:10,492 --> 00:56:12,660 depression and acceptance. 878 00:56:17,665 --> 00:56:19,042 She concluded that anyone suffering 879 00:56:19,042 --> 00:56:20,377 from terminal illness would pass 880 00:56:20,377 --> 00:56:22,962 through these sequential steps. 881 00:56:26,007 --> 00:56:28,593 (piano music) 882 00:56:39,145 --> 00:56:42,232 (indistinct chatter) 883 00:56:45,026 --> 00:56:47,028 (piano music) 884 00:56:47,028 --> 00:56:50,240 - Inevitable death is and will be studied for centuries. 885 00:56:50,240 --> 00:56:52,992 - If we last that long millennia, 886 00:56:54,619 --> 00:56:58,790 because it is the one thing that will never seize. 887 00:57:17,100 --> 00:57:22,021 You know, if you ever wonder what connects us all together, 888 00:57:25,817 --> 00:57:30,155 philosophers, psychologists, biologists, nutritionist. 889 00:57:30,155 --> 00:57:31,573 (phone rings) 890 00:57:31,573 --> 00:57:35,994 Businessmen, entrepreneurs, philanthropists, artists, 891 00:57:42,667 --> 00:57:45,170 rich or poor, strong or weak. 892 00:57:52,469 --> 00:57:54,137 The answer is grief. 893 00:57:57,765 --> 00:58:00,518 (Jessie screams) 894 00:58:04,314 --> 00:58:08,735 How many of you have experienced the stages of grief? 895 00:58:18,661 --> 00:58:21,414 (dramatic music) 896 00:58:22,415 --> 00:58:23,583 It's incredible. 897 00:58:23,583 --> 00:58:27,837 Almost everyone's raising their hands, look around. 898 00:58:30,882 --> 00:58:32,217 How about anger? 899 00:58:35,762 --> 00:58:37,180 - What I thought. 900 00:58:38,348 --> 00:58:40,934 How many of you have bargained? 901 00:58:49,526 --> 00:58:51,903 Told yourself that you give anything 902 00:58:51,903 --> 00:58:54,656 to see someone you've lost again? 903 00:58:56,908 --> 00:59:00,578 How many of you have experienced depression? 904 00:59:04,290 --> 00:59:06,709 The final step is acceptance. 905 00:59:09,128 --> 00:59:11,089 On your way out, you'll pick up two handouts. 906 00:59:11,089 --> 00:59:13,508 The first is your assignment. 907 00:59:15,718 --> 00:59:18,721 Second, a list of resources, grief counseling, 908 00:59:18,721 --> 00:59:19,722 suicide hotlines. 909 00:59:19,722 --> 00:59:22,308 For when someone you know is grieving, 910 00:59:22,308 --> 00:59:24,561 or when you yourselves are. 911 00:59:28,022 --> 00:59:29,607 See you all Monday. 912 00:59:33,069 --> 00:59:36,197 (indistinct chatter) 913 00:59:44,581 --> 00:59:48,459 - You should silence your phone before class starts. 914 00:59:48,459 --> 00:59:52,088 Here, this is a copy of my report that I'll be submitting 915 00:59:52,088 --> 00:59:54,382 to the college board. 916 00:59:54,382 --> 00:59:55,717 Great job today. 917 00:59:57,927 --> 00:59:58,761 Thanks. 918 00:59:59,929 --> 01:00:01,931 - Hey, keep coming back. 919 01:00:04,058 --> 01:00:06,894 It works, if you work it. 920 01:00:06,894 --> 01:00:08,730 They're a great group. 921 01:00:10,398 --> 01:00:13,901 Byron, he's sponsored just about everyone. 922 01:00:37,592 --> 01:00:40,345 (dramatic music) 923 01:01:04,327 --> 01:01:05,244 No, no, no. 924 01:01:06,204 --> 01:01:08,122 - How did this happen? 925 01:01:09,290 --> 01:01:12,377 - I was asleep, it was just a minute. 926 01:01:15,129 --> 01:01:17,423 I said, don't touch me. 927 01:01:17,423 --> 01:01:18,716 It is your fault. 928 01:01:18,716 --> 01:01:19,801 - No, no, no, no. 929 01:01:19,801 --> 01:01:22,512 - You (indistinct) piece of shit. 930 01:01:22,512 --> 01:01:23,346 - Stop it. 931 01:01:23,346 --> 01:01:24,180 Stop it. 932 01:01:26,307 --> 01:01:30,395 - (indistinct) I'm sorry. Sorry. 933 01:01:31,229 --> 01:01:32,480 Jessie, Jessie. 934 01:01:35,775 --> 01:01:36,984 You killed him, Jessie. 935 01:01:36,984 --> 01:01:37,819 What? 936 01:01:37,819 --> 01:01:39,946 (indistinct chatter) 937 01:01:39,946 --> 01:01:41,239 Get your ass- 938 01:01:41,239 --> 01:01:44,909 You fucking killed (indistinct) 939 01:01:44,909 --> 01:01:46,494 No, I said get off. 940 01:01:46,494 --> 01:01:47,954 Didn't know what to do. 941 01:01:47,954 --> 01:01:50,206 Tell me what to do. 942 01:01:50,206 --> 01:01:52,041 - Tell you what to do? 943 01:01:55,128 --> 01:01:58,214 Jessie had to tell us when you OD. 944 01:01:58,214 --> 01:02:02,927 Jessie had to tell us when you lost custody of your kids. 945 01:02:02,927 --> 01:02:06,013 Then you show up and you bring pills, 946 01:02:06,931 --> 01:02:08,683 and now the baby's... 947 01:02:10,893 --> 01:02:12,228 Get out, Duncan. 948 01:02:15,481 --> 01:02:16,816 I said, get out. 949 01:02:24,699 --> 01:02:25,533 - Duncan. 950 01:02:27,952 --> 01:02:30,288 (sad music) 951 01:02:48,723 --> 01:02:49,766 Uncle Duncan. 952 01:02:52,018 --> 01:02:54,353 (sad music) 953 01:03:04,280 --> 01:03:05,114 It's okay. 954 01:03:12,038 --> 01:03:13,706 You're okay sweetie. 955 01:03:21,088 --> 01:03:22,924 Dad, where's mom? 956 01:03:22,924 --> 01:03:24,550 I think she's in the kitchen 957 01:03:24,550 --> 01:03:26,469 She needs you, come on. 958 01:03:35,478 --> 01:03:36,312 Mom. 959 01:03:42,568 --> 01:03:45,029 - Martha, come here. 960 01:03:45,029 --> 01:03:46,572 Come here, babe. 961 01:03:46,572 --> 01:03:47,824 No, no, no, no. 962 01:03:48,866 --> 01:03:49,700 - No. 963 01:03:57,667 --> 01:04:02,380 - Hey, Jessie Lilly probably shouldn't be here. 964 01:04:02,380 --> 01:04:04,423 You can take her to my house. 965 01:04:04,423 --> 01:04:05,508 - It's not fair. 966 01:04:05,508 --> 01:04:07,426 - It's not fair at all. 967 01:04:08,261 --> 01:04:10,596 - You can't take her. 968 01:04:10,596 --> 01:04:12,014 I can't take her. 969 01:04:12,014 --> 01:04:13,933 - Just one night, okay? 970 01:04:20,147 --> 01:04:21,232 I'm so sorry. 971 01:04:32,368 --> 01:04:34,203 Jessie, what happened? 972 01:04:36,664 --> 01:04:40,585 - It was Stephen, he came home and he was drunk 973 01:04:42,128 --> 01:04:43,880 and he was screaming. 974 01:04:47,842 --> 01:04:49,760 - You're gonna be okay. 975 01:04:51,929 --> 01:04:53,598 Let me get some ice. 976 01:04:58,519 --> 01:04:59,437 I'm so sorry. 977 01:04:59,437 --> 01:05:02,148 I got a room for her at my house. 978 01:05:03,065 --> 01:05:06,485 She can borrow the girls' pajamas. 979 01:05:06,485 --> 01:05:09,322 I'm just worrying Steven might come back 980 01:05:09,322 --> 01:05:12,867 and I don't want her to be here if he does. 981 01:05:16,954 --> 01:05:20,374 Lilly's going to to come with us tonight. 982 01:05:23,794 --> 01:05:24,795 - It's okay. 983 01:05:27,798 --> 01:05:30,051 Duncan, will you hold that? 984 01:05:34,388 --> 01:05:36,390 Jess I'm gonna go talk to the police. 985 01:05:36,390 --> 01:05:39,310 Make sure Steven doesn't come back. 986 01:05:42,772 --> 01:05:45,900 We'll bring Lily back in the morning. 987 01:05:45,900 --> 01:05:46,734 Keep her safe. 988 01:05:46,734 --> 01:05:48,653 - Of course, of course. 989 01:05:54,367 --> 01:05:56,869 (piano music) 990 01:07:11,152 --> 01:07:12,695 - What are you doing? 991 01:07:12,695 --> 01:07:15,364 - Cleaning, the place is a mess. 992 01:07:17,742 --> 01:07:19,493 - I'll make some tea. 993 01:07:34,550 --> 01:07:35,384 Thank you. 994 01:07:37,678 --> 01:07:41,098 - Duncan, I'd do anything for our family. 995 01:07:43,476 --> 01:07:45,394 - Who's watching the girls? 996 01:07:45,394 --> 01:07:47,313 - Sarah from next door. 997 01:07:53,152 --> 01:07:55,488 (sad music) 998 01:08:05,081 --> 01:08:07,041 - You remember when you used to pick up the girls 999 01:08:07,041 --> 01:08:08,876 for me on cold nights. 1000 01:08:14,757 --> 01:08:15,758 I miss that. 1001 01:08:32,024 --> 01:08:34,026 Here, it's for your eye. 1002 01:08:52,169 --> 01:08:56,257 - I know I can't take back anything I've done. 1003 01:08:56,257 --> 01:08:57,925 Whatever happens, I just want you to know I still- 1004 01:08:57,925 --> 01:08:59,677 - Uncle Duncan, aunt Tonya. 1005 01:08:59,677 --> 01:09:00,845 - Yeah, honey. 1006 01:09:09,228 --> 01:09:10,771 - Here- 1007 01:09:10,771 --> 01:09:13,941 - We'll see you in the morning, okay? 1008 01:09:29,331 --> 01:09:33,419 Uncle Duncan, aunt Tonya, I don't wanna be alone. 1009 01:09:49,476 --> 01:09:51,770 When can I go home? 1010 01:09:51,770 --> 01:09:54,273 - Tomorrow, your mama said so. 1011 01:09:58,319 --> 01:10:00,070 - I'll be right here. 1012 01:10:03,199 --> 01:10:05,534 (sad music) 1013 01:11:36,875 --> 01:11:38,502 - Make sure you pick up breakfast 1014 01:11:38,502 --> 01:11:41,672 for her somewhere along the way. 1015 01:11:41,672 --> 01:11:42,506 - I will. 1016 01:11:48,721 --> 01:11:49,805 - What is it? 1017 01:11:53,225 --> 01:11:57,062 - I just want to be there for Jessie you know. 1018 01:11:58,564 --> 01:12:02,401 I'm Sure, Sarah can't keep watching the girls. 1019 01:12:03,569 --> 01:12:05,237 - She's got to work. 1020 01:12:10,576 --> 01:12:12,953 Now, go get the girls in school. 1021 01:12:12,953 --> 01:12:16,957 Go home, get cleaned up and then I'll go back over. 1022 01:12:16,957 --> 01:12:19,043 Duncan, last night if we- 1023 01:12:27,801 --> 01:12:30,554 (birds chirping) 1024 01:12:46,445 --> 01:12:48,030 Go inside, sweetie. 1025 01:12:52,076 --> 01:12:53,702 How is she? 1026 01:12:53,702 --> 01:12:55,120 - She's been (indistinct) 1027 01:12:55,120 --> 01:13:00,125 (indistinct) It's the first time she's been able to sleep. 1028 01:13:01,919 --> 01:13:03,837 - I need to talk to Jessie. 1029 01:13:03,837 --> 01:13:05,130 I just need to make sure she's okay. 1030 01:13:05,130 --> 01:13:06,298 It'll only take a minute. 1031 01:13:06,298 --> 01:13:08,008 - She's in bed, Duncan. 1032 01:13:08,008 --> 01:13:09,259 Go home and go to bed. 1033 01:13:09,259 --> 01:13:11,095 Now, we're taking good care of Jessie. 1034 01:13:11,095 --> 01:13:13,514 Thanks for watching Lily. 1035 01:13:13,514 --> 01:13:15,599 - I just need to speak with her, please. 1036 01:13:15,599 --> 01:13:18,685 - Don't you think you've done enough? 1037 01:13:22,106 --> 01:13:22,981 Son, son, son. 1038 01:13:22,981 --> 01:13:24,358 You know we love you. 1039 01:13:24,358 --> 01:13:25,275 No, no, no. 1040 01:13:37,538 --> 01:13:40,374 (dramatic music) 1041 01:15:27,189 --> 01:15:29,691 (piano music) 1042 01:16:04,810 --> 01:16:05,644 Byron. 1043 01:16:05,644 --> 01:16:06,478 - Hey. 1044 01:16:07,396 --> 01:16:09,064 (indistinct) 1045 01:16:09,064 --> 01:16:11,817 (doorbell rings) 1046 01:16:18,073 --> 01:16:21,159 I'm such a fool Jessie, I'm so sorry. 1047 01:16:35,507 --> 01:16:38,427 (orchestral music) 1048 01:16:52,357 --> 01:16:54,860 Thanks for the hot cocoa. 1049 01:16:54,860 --> 01:16:55,861 It was good. 1050 01:16:57,029 --> 01:16:58,363 - Was it really? 1051 01:16:59,573 --> 01:17:00,741 - It was okay. 1052 01:17:02,701 --> 01:17:04,578 - I love you Lilly 1053 01:17:04,578 --> 01:17:06,997 - I love you too uncle Duncan 1054 01:17:12,628 --> 01:17:14,379 - Promise me you'll keep the high seas 1055 01:17:14,379 --> 01:17:15,631 and your mother's safe. 1056 01:17:15,631 --> 01:17:16,548 - Aye, aye. 1057 01:17:21,053 --> 01:17:23,430 - Stay here with your grandparents. 1058 01:17:23,430 --> 01:17:24,514 Come with me. 1059 01:17:39,696 --> 01:17:42,949 I'm needing to send someone in. 1060 01:17:42,949 --> 01:17:46,870 - Okay. Sign that (indistinct) 1061 01:17:49,665 --> 01:17:52,000 (sad music) 1062 01:17:57,214 --> 01:17:59,049 They're ready for you. 1063 01:18:11,812 --> 01:18:14,231 Thanks for keeping Lily safe. 1064 01:18:17,192 --> 01:18:18,193 - Of course. 1065 01:18:23,782 --> 01:18:25,367 - I'm really sorry. 1066 01:18:26,410 --> 01:18:28,203 I should've stopped you. 1067 01:18:28,203 --> 01:18:30,622 I should've done something. 1068 01:18:30,622 --> 01:18:32,833 I'm so sorry, I didn't. 1069 01:18:32,833 --> 01:18:33,917 I'm so sorry. 1070 01:18:35,877 --> 01:18:37,879 I should've stopped you. 1071 01:18:40,173 --> 01:18:42,676 You're gonna be okay. 1072 01:18:42,676 --> 01:18:44,428 You're gonna be okay. 1073 01:18:47,472 --> 01:18:48,306 - Hi. 1074 01:18:48,306 --> 01:18:49,307 Are we ready? 1075 01:18:49,307 --> 01:18:50,142 - Yeah. 1076 01:18:50,142 --> 01:18:53,061 - Why don't you come down with me. 1077 01:19:04,573 --> 01:19:09,578 ♪ Hold on because the day will come again ♪ 1078 01:19:11,788 --> 01:19:16,793 ♪ Hold on, you know the pain is strong ♪ 1079 01:19:19,504 --> 01:19:24,509 ♪ Hold on because my love will lead you through ♪ 1080 01:19:27,971 --> 01:19:31,516 ♪ If you can hold on ♪ 1081 01:19:31,516 --> 01:19:36,271 ♪ I'll carry you ♪ 1082 01:19:36,271 --> 01:19:38,899 ♪ All through the shadow glass ♪ 1083 01:19:38,899 --> 01:19:40,776 ♪ And broken dreams ♪ 1084 01:19:40,776 --> 01:19:44,571 ♪ I'll whisper words that heal ♪ 1085 01:19:44,571 --> 01:19:48,408 ♪ Through the torment of the memories ♪ 1086 01:19:48,408 --> 01:19:52,496 ♪ And all that you now feel ♪ 1087 01:19:52,496 --> 01:19:56,500 ♪ Can you hold on ♪ 1088 01:19:56,500 --> 01:20:00,629 ♪ Please just hold on ♪ 1089 01:20:00,629 --> 01:20:04,800 ♪ I will guide you through and carry you ♪ 1090 01:20:04,800 --> 01:20:08,386 ♪ Forever known ♪ 1091 01:20:08,386 --> 01:20:10,639 ♪ Hold on ♪ 1092 01:20:17,062 --> 01:20:18,313 - This is hard. 1093 01:20:20,732 --> 01:20:22,484 - Are we bad parents? 1094 01:20:23,485 --> 01:20:26,154 - No, no, we're not bad parents. 1095 01:20:28,824 --> 01:20:30,992 We're all just doing the best we can. 1096 01:20:30,992 --> 01:20:32,994 It's not anyone's fault. 1097 01:20:37,332 --> 01:20:38,500 - We're ready. 1098 01:20:39,584 --> 01:20:44,172 - I know we're early, but they wanted to see him first. 1099 01:20:47,509 --> 01:20:50,595 Thank you for getting groceries. 1100 01:20:50,595 --> 01:20:51,596 - Of course. 1101 01:20:52,931 --> 01:20:54,432 Anything you need? 1102 01:20:56,852 --> 01:20:57,686 - All right. 1103 01:20:57,686 --> 01:20:58,520 Go get in the car. 1104 01:20:58,520 --> 01:20:59,896 I'll be there in a second. 1105 01:20:59,896 --> 01:21:02,899 Don't (indistinct). 1106 01:21:06,611 --> 01:21:08,947 Actually there is something. 1107 01:21:15,829 --> 01:21:18,665 When it happened, Duncan relapsed. 1108 01:21:26,006 --> 01:21:27,674 I was watching from the window the other day, 1109 01:21:27,674 --> 01:21:31,303 when he came and dropped Lily off. 1110 01:21:31,303 --> 01:21:33,722 I took him to a rehab clinic. 1111 01:21:36,516 --> 01:21:40,937 If you wanna do something, you should go support him. 1112 01:21:51,615 --> 01:21:54,117 (piano music) 1113 01:22:45,293 --> 01:22:46,211 - Hey, bud. 1114 01:22:55,095 --> 01:22:57,597 We're just getting ready to head over 1115 01:22:57,597 --> 01:22:59,933 to the viewing here shortly. 1116 01:23:02,102 --> 01:23:03,687 Funeral's tomorrow. 1117 01:23:06,439 --> 01:23:11,444 Jessie and Lily, they're here at the funeral home with him, 1118 01:23:12,028 --> 01:23:14,197 so is Tonya and the girls. 1119 01:23:22,747 --> 01:23:23,581 - Duncan. 1120 01:23:35,552 --> 01:23:38,221 - Duncan, we've had to step back 1121 01:23:42,017 --> 01:23:45,937 and think about a lot of things about our life. 1122 01:23:49,024 --> 01:23:50,859 One thing we've never doubted 1123 01:23:50,859 --> 01:23:55,697 or even had to think about that was our love for you, son. 1124 01:24:01,619 --> 01:24:06,124 - (indistinct) wanted to support you, Duncan. 1125 01:24:06,124 --> 01:24:07,959 We've never known how. 1126 01:24:11,379 --> 01:24:12,672 - I've lost everything. 1127 01:24:12,672 --> 01:24:13,506 - No. 1128 01:24:14,632 --> 01:24:16,634 - No. You never lost us. 1129 01:24:18,762 --> 01:24:20,180 We're here for you, son. 1130 01:24:20,180 --> 01:24:21,723 We will beat this thing. 1131 01:24:21,723 --> 01:24:24,142 We're gonna do this together. 1132 01:24:34,736 --> 01:24:35,570 - Yeah. 1133 01:24:50,835 --> 01:24:51,669 - Thanks. 1134 01:24:57,342 --> 01:25:00,011 - So what are you gonna do, man? 1135 01:25:01,096 --> 01:25:02,347 - I don't know. 1136 01:25:04,140 --> 01:25:06,017 - When's the service? 1137 01:25:06,017 --> 01:25:07,227 - Tomorrow. 1138 01:25:07,227 --> 01:25:08,478 - You're going? 1139 01:25:09,521 --> 01:25:11,106 - I don't know yet. 1140 01:25:13,900 --> 01:25:15,610 - I came out to my father 20 years ago 1141 01:25:15,610 --> 01:25:18,446 and he just stopped talking to me. 1142 01:25:21,074 --> 01:25:25,370 When he died, I didn't go to the funeral, man. 1143 01:25:25,370 --> 01:25:27,539 I was high for three days. 1144 01:25:30,875 --> 01:25:32,710 Now, I have to live with it 1145 01:25:32,710 --> 01:25:37,048 because I never gave myself a chance to forgive him. 1146 01:25:39,926 --> 01:25:42,595 You know they say there's two dates for an addict. 1147 01:25:42,595 --> 01:25:45,598 We all like to talk about sobriety 1148 01:25:45,598 --> 01:25:49,352 and throw out our little key chains and all that stuff. 1149 01:25:49,352 --> 01:25:53,314 The more important date is the day we go all in. 1150 01:25:59,863 --> 01:26:01,614 - I need to be there. 1151 01:26:09,873 --> 01:26:11,416 - I thought you were in rehab. 1152 01:26:11,416 --> 01:26:12,250 - I was. 1153 01:26:12,250 --> 01:26:14,127 Then why are you here? 1154 01:26:14,127 --> 01:26:16,379 I wanted to see you. 1155 01:26:16,379 --> 01:26:17,547 Where are the girls? 1156 01:26:17,547 --> 01:26:18,715 - At a friends'. 1157 01:26:18,715 --> 01:26:19,883 Tonya- 1158 01:26:19,883 --> 01:26:23,720 - Duncan, how many times are we gonna do this? 1159 01:26:26,181 --> 01:26:28,725 God, I don't blame you for what happened to Garrett 1160 01:26:28,725 --> 01:26:30,727 and neither does Jessie. 1161 01:26:34,439 --> 01:26:37,942 When you came back, my heart leapt for you 1162 01:26:39,194 --> 01:26:40,778 for a split second. 1163 01:26:42,697 --> 01:26:45,491 You wanna know why Duncan? 1164 01:26:45,491 --> 01:26:47,577 Because I still love you. 1165 01:26:50,914 --> 01:26:54,042 I'll always love you no matter who you're hurting, 1166 01:26:54,042 --> 01:26:55,835 but it's not gonna be me and sure as hell 1167 01:26:55,835 --> 01:26:57,754 not gonna be the girls. 1168 01:26:59,172 --> 01:27:01,257 God, you always run away. 1169 01:27:15,230 --> 01:27:19,901 - After I slipped, those girls were all I thought about. 1170 01:27:21,569 --> 01:27:22,487 It wasn't like before. 1171 01:27:22,487 --> 01:27:24,405 It was about them. 1172 01:27:24,405 --> 01:27:26,741 It's always been about them. 1173 01:27:29,577 --> 01:27:31,955 I'm going back to rehab, but I just wanted to come by 1174 01:27:31,955 --> 01:27:35,458 and let you know that things are different this time. 1175 01:27:35,458 --> 01:27:36,668 I understand my problem. 1176 01:27:36,668 --> 01:27:38,836 I understand that the reason I use heroin 1177 01:27:38,836 --> 01:27:41,839 is to cover up pain I've always had. 1178 01:27:44,717 --> 01:27:46,928 I'm sorry. I've been a coward 1179 01:27:46,928 --> 01:27:50,848 and I wanted you to know that I'm going all in. 1180 01:27:58,856 --> 01:28:01,192 (sad music) 1181 01:28:25,508 --> 01:28:27,969 (piano music) 1182 01:30:29,715 --> 01:30:31,884 - Where are we going daddy? 1183 01:30:31,884 --> 01:30:33,469 - We're going home. 1184 01:30:43,229 --> 01:30:47,817 ♪ I'm following all the steps of an angel ♪ 1185 01:30:47,817 --> 01:30:51,988 ♪ I'm channeling my (indistinct) back to my home ♪ 1186 01:30:51,988 --> 01:30:56,617 ♪ I'm following the footsteps of an angel ♪ 1187 01:30:56,617 --> 01:31:01,247 ♪ Knowing in his arms I'm not alone ♪ 1188 01:31:01,247 --> 01:31:05,376 ♪ I'm following all the steps of an angel ♪ 1189 01:31:05,376 --> 01:31:10,381 ♪ I'm channeling my (indistinct) back to my home ♪ 1190 01:31:11,048 --> 01:31:14,844 ♪ I'm following the footsteps of an angel ♪ 1191 01:31:14,844 --> 01:31:19,849 ♪ Knowing in his arms I'm not alone ♪ 1192 01:31:20,183 --> 01:31:24,479 ♪ In his arms I'm not alone ♪ 1193 01:31:24,479 --> 01:31:28,149 ♪ In his arms I'm not alone ♪ 1194 01:31:46,375 --> 01:31:48,878 (piano music) 1195 01:32:05,228 --> 01:32:10,191 ♪ Walking alone my mind hears endless chatter ♪ 1196 01:32:12,735 --> 01:32:17,698 ♪ Telling me that my life no longer matters ♪ 1197 01:32:20,993 --> 01:32:25,998 ♪ I pray someone who left from my canyon of shame ♪ 1198 01:32:28,543 --> 01:32:33,548 ♪ Hoping the wind would bring your voice ♪ 1199 01:32:33,673 --> 01:32:36,050 ♪ And call out my name ♪ 1200 01:32:36,050 --> 01:32:41,055 ♪ Hold on because a day will come again ♪ 1201 01:32:43,599 --> 01:32:48,604 ♪ Hold on, though the pain is strong ♪ 1202 01:32:52,608 --> 01:32:57,613 ♪ Hold on because my love will lead you through ♪ 1203 01:33:00,157 --> 01:33:05,121 ♪ If you hold on I'll carry you ♪ 1204 01:33:08,291 --> 01:33:11,419 ♪ Hold on ♪ 1205 01:33:11,419 --> 01:33:15,673 ♪ Because a day will come again ♪ 1206 01:33:15,673 --> 01:33:19,218 ♪ Hold on ♪ 1207 01:33:19,218 --> 01:33:23,264 ♪ I know the pain is strong ♪ 1208 01:33:23,264 --> 01:33:28,269 ♪ Hold on because my love will lead you through ♪ 1209 01:33:32,106 --> 01:33:37,111 ♪ If you can hold on I'll carry you ♪ 1210 01:33:40,323 --> 01:33:41,949 ♪ All through the shattered glass ♪ 75803

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