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I got into the bathtub

Cried

It was as if he was watching the man off me the Shameless back

And I welcome him what do we clean

I knew I was forgiven

We didn't speak of it for moms

But my heart had changed I needed excitement

It was a requirement just as important as air and water

I also needed to love my husband

But I left it for someone new

I don't get it you felt ashamed but

You did it again

Well I have turned to kind of see the shame as a turn-on you know it's hot

Because it's wrong

What

I understand.

I totally understand

There are things that you like live through to understand

When you're not

Judging me or thinking less of me are you

It's not my secret and it's not my place to judge it

Size of my own

Secrets

I had sex with Chad

And I've been trying for over a year to make it alright but

And yet it's not alright

I know what I did was wrong and then

I can't take it back and

Like that night that you hadn't that man and it's changed me

You had sex with your stuff I didn't judge you when you're playing your husband is a cuckold

I'm not judging you I'm sorry if it came off that way

I'm just surprised

It's like you have this

30 thought and it's appalling butts

You get off to it and it makes it less appalling and

In the stock

Again and again and

It seems like this

Dirty fantasy that you have

And then

Just keeps going and going and it turns into it like an obsession but still you never think that it's going to go anyway

Nothing's going to happen

Your husband left you

That give you an opportunity no you got it wrong

I left him

And it was a Chad's insistence

And then Chad pursued me

Do you think he's in love with you

He thought it was but

I don't think you could love me

She could love a girl is on a show me how that's crazy people fall in love with whoever they fall in love with

And think of us in twice his age

So when he's my age you have to be like my nurse

So

What happened with your house

Joe and I were in love or at least I thought we were

He was never very affectionate but we were best friends and hey

Every girl wants to marry her best friend right

We were content

Not so much head over heels in love live some fairytale

Until his old friend from college moved into town Alex

That's when Joe changed

The worst signs and ignore them

Dad is

Seeing someone else

I hope you know that

No

Every time I

Talk to him

Hanging out with

Alex

Alex is the reason my birth mother

Mom

Dad is gay

He'd Alex's his

His old College

Girlfriend

I never imagined that he was gay

But I didn't suspect that he was seeing another woman

He never came home when he said he would never credit card bills for hotel rooms

He always had a perfect excuse and he made me feel crazy

I kept questioning Joe calling him

Irritation towards me turn into anger

We don't even talk anymore we were just like roommates

Relationship was over regardless if he was having an affair or not

I think he resented me

Chatted seen it before with his mom and he showed me proof

I want you to understand that

This has nothing to do with you

Him

Okay

And you're at your beautiful woman

And I thought that you would be the one to change him

But

She'll never admit it

And

She'll never leave you

You're going to have to leave him

Ikamper

I don't believe it

Even

I know your

Father and I are we

Idaho

Oh my God

Lyrics to chill with falling apart and

All I was doing was worrying about what other people think of me like

My mom thinks it's a sin to get divorced and there's my dad and thinks I can keep them

Man satisfied

And then my friends and I never judged you without anything negative at the time I know

I know but

Divorces failure I'm feeling sad and I

I felt so responsible the entire time like like there's something I could have done to keep my husband

And Chad I'm sure he's supposed to help start. Us

The ringing in my ears

I couldn't hear him

I was overwhelmed I don't know who kissed who

I think it was him to kiss me

It felt so right

Mommy loves you so much

No one

Cry-Baby

So weird

Cigarette dick

Hi

So wrong Kearney MO

That would be so f****** face

Oh my God

Yes baby

Yes baby ain't like that

Oh my God

Mommy so good baby

Taco Boy

Goat milk soap

Yes

Baby boy

I love you

Taking such good care of me

You have mommy whisper game

Want to ride that dick

Hahaha

Girlfriend

Wow

I know it was

Like a dream everything will follow

So surreal

We only had sex at one time

Even though you can be so persistent

I don't know what to say

Disgusted with me aren't you

Yes

Look it's okay

Everybody makes mistakes

The human

As long as you pray to God every night and ask her forgiveness I'm sure you'll be okay

I've had fantasies about

Jake

But

I mean

I know I'm sure if I gave him any idea that we could be together he would jump at it

But you know there's just some lines you don't cross okay

Dinner

Are you even listening to me

I appreciate you confide in me and you probably feel this

Tremendous amount of relief to get this thing off your chest

But

If you don't do something about this your soul will be in jeopardy

Well

How sweet and moral of you

A practice such restraint with lady

I'm going to go home you know Only God can judge you but you you would never judge

Stop

What I'm trying to say

Is that I've had the same kind of fantasy

And I understand your complex

Have an idea

But

Important that we keep this between us and never comes down

I'm listening

Stop

We both want excitement

Dana

I trust you

You're my best friend

We both know each other's deepest darkest secrets and I just want you to know that

I would never judge you or

Have any negative thoughts towards you okay

I love you

I want you too but you can be so judgmental

So what's the idea

For you to have your stepson

But what about mine

Maybe we can swap son what that's ridiculous

Come on

Don't tell me you don't think my chick is a handsome young man and if you would trust me with Chad

Well honestly I would have loved to see him with someone like you

Okay so doesn't work we just swap songs and they just go right along with it

First we plant a little seed