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This series is based on the experiences of Christiane F.

Individuals and events in her familial environment

and friends are fictitious or fictionalized.

Have you gone completely insane?

What

What the hell?

What is this thing?

This thing has a three-liter engine. 200 horsepower.

And black anodized window frames.

It's ours.

I don't understand.

Did you even consider our baby?

Of course, I did!

And then you spend our money on a flashy car?

With a car like this,

success is guaranteed.

Try it at least!

It has to warm up first.

Know what, Robert?

I used to think you could be somebody.

But now I know I'd have been better off

with the stupidest, stinkiest farmboy than I am with you.

Know what? I could have married an ox!

It wouldn't have been as stupid as you!

Karin!

Right, I'll take a listen.

An impact like that would normally cause a miscarriage.

But your baby is remarkably tough.

But do take more care when crossing the street.

Give me some, too.

-I missed you so much. -I missed you too.

WE CHILDREN FROM BAHNHOF ZOO

Mareike, go with her.

Axel?

Benno?

I need something.

Go, please.

Shit.

Can you at least lend me money?

Get out of here, you dirtbag. And leave Axel alone.

Out!

Hey, is Benno here? Got anything?

Do you maybe know where Benno is?

You're pathetic.

Hey, Michi!

-Where's Benno? -No idea.

Can you help me? I'm feeling pretty shitty.

Get lost. Find some somewhere else.

Tissue?

Are you Benno's girlfriend?

I've seen you together a few times.

-Get lost. -I won't.

I've been waiting over an hour for him.

I even got extra dope for him.

Give me your jacket.

But I get the dope first, is that clear?

First you, and then the H.

-No, first you pay. That's the rule. -No.

You first. I can't trust you.

You're not Benno.

Come on, let's go.

Okay, damn it.

But no touching.

Of course.

Don't get undressed!

What do you want me to do then?

Whip me.

No, I can't do that.

Whip me.

Do it!

Harder!

-You're bleeding. -That's good.

Go on. Harder.

Come on! Do it!

Do you want the H or don't you?

Good! More!

She's jealous.

It bothers her that I'm with Milos.

At that age everything is one giant drama.

One of the oddest animals

in the Indonesian rainforest is the sloth.

Its slow-motion movements...

These animals are so frantic.

Yes!

Where were you? Why didn't you wait for me?

Benno. I did wait for you.

Hey!

What's going on?

Don't worry.

-He was really nice to me. -Hmm.

-I see that. -Benno!

-What's wrong? -Why did you go with him?

-You go with him, too. -Yeah. For both of us, man.

I needed some.

-I'm sorry. -We had an agreement!

-Got anything left? -No.

No.

I'm really sorry.

-Benno? -What?

What am I supposed to do now?

Listen

I'll make sure we have enough.

You don't have to hustle, I promise.

Hey.

Hi, Christiane!

Listen, have you ever gone cold turkey?

Can't happen to us. We always have enough.

Me too. Benno's taking care of me.

-Some people aren't that far along. -What?

Some people aren't that far along.

I guess I'm farther along than you.

We earn our own H.

-You depend on a guy. -What about Günther?

He's a john like anyone else.

If he doesn't pay up, we find someone else.

Benno loves me.

That's just empty talk.

You know you can't rely on men.

Screw you.

Hey!

Coming to my birthday party at Günther's?

-You don't deserve Christiane! -Fuck you!

DISCO SOUND

Get out of here.

It's a shithole anyway!

-What was that? -Nothing.

-We've already made up. Right, Matze? -Course.

That was kind of cute.

Come on, get a room.

Seen my brush?

Help me out here.

-What are you looking for? -My brush.

Leave your hair. Come back to bed.

It was here somewhere.

Look at me.

There's some left in my jacket.

There's nothing here.

Shit! It's gone.

-Gone? -Yes. I had a quarter gram yesterday.

-You used it? -Don't know. Probably.

-I'll get you some later. -Later? I need it now.

You said you'd take care of it!

What do you expect? It's Sunday. No one's at Zoo Station at this time.

If you don't do anything, I'm going to turn tricks.

Good luck. No one will want you in that state.

I thought I could rely on you.

Asshole.

Oh, Axel

Got anything for me? Just a half shot?

Sure.

I can help you, too.

I would never let you down.

Why are you whispering?

Because the place is bugged.

They're listening to everything.

And you know

You're my only weakness.

I don't want to take anything away from you, Axel.

-Hi, Mom. -Hi, Christiane.

Have a seat.

If you don't want me to see Milos anymore, I won't.

It's up to you to know whether you need him.

Well, I don't need him.

It's not about whether you need someone.

You saw yourself how I took care of us on my own the past few years.

-And your dad -At least he tried.

It's better for a woman to be independent.

Remember that.

Okay.

Who wants

cake!

Me!

There

And now the birthday girl.

And blow them out!

Just one year left, little star.

Then we can be husband and wife.

Christiane!

Hey!

Another guest!

Thank you so much!

Right, get together.

And smile!

-Very nice! -Want a drink?

-Everyone on the sofa! -We have chocolate milk.

Lie on top.

Yes!

Say "Bees' cheese!"

Plastic beads?

I once gave this to my little sister.

My mother told me to bring it.

two one!

What's going on?

He thinks he's doing it for me.

But it's only about his dick.

Like with all men.

How does it work?

Get the picture focused. And press the button!

And, one, two, three!

What's it like with johns who touch you?

I could do without another cold turkey.

I thought Benno was taking care of you?

I can't rely on him.

All that helps is closing your eyes and gritting your teeth.

It's not for everyone.

You have to be able to keep control.

-I'm not sure you can do that. -Hot and Cold!

Let's begin Where is it?

Cold, cold

What do you want with her?

Hey, man. That chick'll just drag you down.

Who asked you?

Fine.

That's another way to fuck up your life.

It's right to be there for her. It means I'm good for something.

Hey, sweetie.

Wanna go for a ride?

-You can't afford it. -I have a hundred.

Christiane!

-No more than a hand job. -Get in.

Christiane!

Christiane, don't do this. Get out! Christiane!

-Come on! -Drive.

This is like Romeo and Juliet.

Shit! Christiane!

Money first.

Don't you trust me?

Money first!

Fine.

Christiane?

You've been in there for over an hour. Are you okay?

Yeah.

Milos is picking me up for dinner.

-Can I leave you alone? -Yes.

All right. Bye.

What do you want?

I'm sorry.

Speak up, would you!

I'm sorry for what I said at Axel's.

I hate us fighting like this.

That's enough.

When you got in that car

-The thought of him touching you -He didn't. Hand job only.

-I got the 100 off him beforehand. -100 for a hand job?

Yeah.

Why not?

Here.

It won't happen again.

You never have to do it again.

What if I want to earn my own dope from now on?

Know how much we'd have if we both hustled?

I want to be there for you too.

I don't want that.

Come on,

let's go get nice and high first.

Come on.

I'm not in the mood.

Did you shoot up already?

Fuck!

I made a mistake.

Let's start over, Christiane.

What's wrong with you?

You may begin.

200, FIVE DAYS A WEEK 4,000 MARKS PER MONTH

What are you adding up?

None of your business.

Don't be rude, Missy!

Have we lost her, Luise?

Tell me the truth.

-Morning, Babsi. -Morning, Günther.

One poppy seed, one sesame as always.

Quick.

He can't even decide which bread rolls he wants.

Oh, shit!

I left my wallet

Back already, sweetie?

-What's all this? -We asked for money on the streets.

Asked for money?

You've been selling your pussies!

You've sold your pussies to some disgusting

Am I not good to you, huh?

Huh, Stella?

Am I not good for you?

Don't I give you everything?

And you give me nothing in return! You sell yourself to some bastards!

You get lost!

And you get up! Get up! Come on!

-Up you get! -Please. Let me go!

-Let go! -Be quiet! I only want what's mine.

Let me go!

Let me go!

Let me go!

Günther!

Quiet!

-No! -Come!

Stella!

Stella! Don't!

-He grunted like a pig. -Did you see his face?

Oh, my Stella!

Whatever. We'll look for another place to stay.

Hey!

I should've known.

Couldn't leave it be, huh?

So?

Anyway, I know how to keep control.

You two get so catty sometimes.

You're my sisters.

All right

We'll show you how it's done.

Hello.

CARPE DIEM

Christiane!

Good to see you!

-How was Thailand? -Great. I have so much to tell you.

Hello, Ajax.

What are those clothes you're wearing?

You still work out here?

Gets me out in the fresh air.

How's Mom?

She has a boyfriend.

Oh, yeah?

Yeah.

Milos.

All right.

Life goes on.

I met someone in Thailand.

Her name is Lamai.

She'd even like to come here.

She's the one, I can feel it.

I'll miss the Porsche, but

-The Porsche? -Yeah.

I sold it so Lamai could buy a flight and a visa.

They have nothing there.

Say something!

You sold the Porsche

for a whore from Thailand.

You won't talk about her like that.

Get to know her first, damn it!

These are the days that Christiane was absent.

That can't be true.

I have a certain level of tolerance. Kids have to try things out.

I am certain Christiane takes drugs.

Sorry?

She is moody, unreliable, aggressive, and has lost weight.

Oh, please!

Christiane is a teenager.

She lost her baby fat.

And her hormones are going crazy.

Christiane has changed.

I have to confirm that.

I know my own daughter.

-Axel! -Hey.

Where is everyone?

He ratted on everyone before he bit the dust.

-Who bit it? -We're left with nothing.

Axel, who?

Your boyfriend.

Your ex, Matze.

GOLDEN SHOT: MATZE (18) TAKES HIS OWN LIFE WITH A HEROIN OVERDOSE

Hello.

I'm exhausted. I'm going straight to bed.

Christiane?

-I'm so tired. Can't we -We have to talk.

Yeah?

That's Matze. Your Matze.

Yeah, I don't know. Why?

Drugs.

Do you take drugs too?

Christiane!

Open the door.

Open up!

Christiane!

Christiane, open the door!

Christiane!

Come on, open up!

Christiane!

I'll call a doctor.

Edited by: Andrés Jiménez www.plint.com

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