All language subtitles for Coroner.S03E02.WEB-DL.x264-ION10

♪ Don’t take it for granted ♪

♪ Love when you have it ♪

♪ You might be looking over ♪

♪ A lonelier shoulder ♪

"Dear Jenny,

I’m in a rehab for vets.

I think about you a lot,

and I think about how I left."

♪ Now that we’re older ♪

"I know I promised
not to leave you."

♪ Little we know... ♪

"I’m sorry it took
so many months.

I was pretty messed up
for a while."

♪ I should have noticed ♪

"But I’m in a good place
right now..."

♪ Won’t ever leave ♪

"and I miss you."

♪ One to deceive ♪

♪ I’m beginning to wonder ♪

♪ If anything’s real ♪

♪ Guess we’re just
at the mercy ♪

♪ Of the way that we feel ♪

♪ Alive with a past ♪

♪ No other can share ♪

♪ Alone with a heart ♪

♪ No other can bear ♪

♪ So give me some heaven ♪

"I’d like to see you.

Let me know if you feel
the same.

Je t’embrasse."

♪ Make me eternal ♪

♪ There in your smile ♪

- Shirley?

Are you okay?

With everything
that’s happened,

do you wanna see Liam?

- I mean, yea--

Yeah, I mean,
of course I do. I just...

The last time we saw each other,

we said, you know,
he said, "I love you,"

he said he was sorry,

and then we said goodbye.

- And you thought goodbye
was permanent.

- Yeah, I mean, I didn’t hear
from him for five months.

I mean, what was I supposed
to think?

- Well, there’s no statutory
limit on love.

- Yeah, but I don’t understand
how, in my gut, I was so sure,

and yet I was so wrong,
you know?

- Gut feelings are conditioned
responses...

sometimes to trauma.

In your personal life,

are there other people
who’ve left?

- Well, I mean, my sister died.

That’s leaving, I guess.

- And then your mother left,
Jenny.

Does thinking about it
shut you down?

- No... no.

- It’s perfectly natural to go
to a place of "no,"

in your body and your mind,

to protect yourself.

Here’

For the rest of the week,
I want you to say yes

to everything.
-

- No matter what your gut says.
-

Let your life unfold, Jenny.

Surprise yourself.

-
It’s work.

Always on call.

I can relate.

So your biopsy shows that

you have Solitary Spinal
Plasmacytoma.

- Uh...

- A low tumour in
the lumbar spine.

Your lumbar puncture confirms
that it hasn’t spread,

which is good.

- Okay.

- The tumour explains the pain
in your leg,

and why it progressed
to your back.

- Okay.

- Without the pain,

we wouldn’t have caught it
as quickly as we did.

So, that’s a good thing too.
- Mm-hmm.

- You’ll need to start
a regular course of radiation

as soon as possible.

How about Thursdays?

- Um...

uh, will I, will I be able
to work?

- Well, there can be some side
effects to the treatment -

fatigue, nausea -

but you’re free to work
if you feel up to it.

Oh, you’ll need a ride home
Thursday.

We don’t know how you’ll react
to the radiation.

You might need someone
to take care of you.

Ma’am? Please, ma’am.

Ma’am, stop! Stop!
You can’t go there.

- Suddenly, he was just there.

I pulled up...
I don’t know...

I can’t get fired!

I’m...

- You’re late.

- Who do we have here?

- Andrew Park,
courier for FoodScouts.

He was 65.
He was hit by the van.

- Mm. Cause of death, check.

- Well, what you see isn’t
always what you get.

So we’re gonna send the body
to pathology

and see what they can tell us.

- Death waits on no man.

- Except for this woman.

Hey, Mac.

Where were you?
- Minding my business.

You should do the same.

- Yo, are you getting some?

Oh, Big D, you big dog!

- You talked to the driver?

- Yeah. She said the guy came
out of nowhere,

ran right in front of her.
- Ran? He was on foot?

- All the witnesses confirm
her story.

- Delivery guys don’t usually
travel by foot.

So where’s his vehicle?

- Well, I’ll contact
FoodScouts,

ask if he used a car
or bike for deliveries.

- All right.

- Huh.

Dr. Cooper.

- It’s beautiful here.
- Isn’t it?

I’m sorry you’re here
under these circumstances.

Normally, this is a place
of new beginnings.

Right this way.

- So, uh, how does
the retreat work?

- It’s a silent retreat.

Very structured schedule -
ten days, ten participants.

They take workshops or seminars

for about 12 hours each day.

- Wow, that’s a long day.

- I think of it as a luxury.

I mean, when’s the last time
you spent

all that time on nothing
but yourself?

- Well, not since my son
was born.

Definitely not since my dad
moved in.

- Just this way.

- Did you make this maze?

- It’s a good metaphor
for life.

- Huh.

There’s no sign of injury.

- This is a medical form
she filled out for our records.

- Shirley Brownstone.

No pre-existing medical
conditions,

no medications.

Was she exhibiting any sign
of illness?

- No, nothing.

In fact, she was great.

Shirley had bloomed.

It’s crushing that she died
here, of all places.

- Why’s that?

- Because in the maze, you...

you don’t lose yourself.

You find yourself.

- I’m Fareed, I’m the one
who found Shirley.

Can I ask, how did she die?

- Uh, we don’t know that yet.

We’re gonna have to do
an autopsy.

- I can’t believe that
this happened.

I mean, that she died here.

She just bloomed
a few days ago.

- Sorry, can I, can I ask, um...

what does "bloomed" mean?

- Oh, it’s an expression
that Faye uses

for a moment of transformation.

When you finally break free
of whatever pain or fear

brought you here.

- Hmm.

Does... does everyone
experience that?

- It’s what we’re all working
towards.

When you realize that there’s
nothing standing between you

and the life that you want.

- Must be nice.

It’s okay. Good.

- Hey...
- Come on! That’s it,

that a girl.

Come on.

How do you think she’s reacting
to you today?

- Come here.
- Just breathe.

- It’s okay...

- Keep going.

- Yeah, easy...

- It’s...

- Okay.
- It’s okay.

Establish a connection.
It’s okay.

- Okay, hey... Okay.

- Oh.

- Okay.

She won’t settle, eh?

- Just takes time.

- Hey... you and me, okay?

You and me.

- Maybe tomorrow, Liam.
- Yeah.

- Just keep trying,
little bits at a time.

- Sure.

- She still doesn’t like you.

Come on.

- Give it time.
I’m an acquired taste.

- Andrew Park’s cause of death

was blunt force trauma
to the head.

Makes sense.
That van hit him pretty hard.

- Yeah. I found shards
of glass in his skull.

I actually found something else
kind of interesting too.

Once I washed off
all the blood,

there were cuts like
knife marks

that were not from
the accident.

- Defensive wounds?
- Yeah, looks like it.

- Knife marks and running
into traffic?

Let me call you back.
- Okay.

What’s your body telling you?

- Not much from the outside,

but there’s no external signs
of injury.

She does have a rash
on her legs.

Poison Ivy.

- Hmm. I have seen it
in worse places.

It does make sense though.

There was a lot of forest
around the retreat.

- Turning Tides sounds nice.

- Yeah, it was uh... peaceful.

I can see how someone
would bloom there.

- "Bloom?"

Whoa! We have a bezoar
in the GI tract.

Looks like...

unabsorbed pills.

- Takes a lot of pills
to cause a ball that size.

- If Shirley had "bloomed,"

then why did she take
her own life?

I’m starting a pickup
game with the guys

on Thursdays.
You wanna join?

Uh, I’m busy.
- Every Thursday?

I’m starting to think
you don’t have a woman.

You’re too tense.

Are you taking a class
or something?

- What’s the house number?
- 216.

Ah, it must be something
embarrassing.

Like salsa dancing
or something?

- What’s the guy’s name?
- Randy Smith.

You know, I’m gonna figure
this out, right?

Those hips don’t lie.

I’m Detective Abed,
this is Detective McAvoy.

Did you have food delivered
yesterday?

- Yeah.

- Is this the guy?

- Guess so.

I didn’t really see him.

- Was he wearing a mask?
- Yeah,

but he looked Asian.

- Well, this guy was killed
yesterday, hit by a van.

- I don’t drive a van.

- Your house was the last
scheduled delivery.

- Oh.

- There’s some indication

that he had an altercation
with someone.

Know anything about that?

- No, but that kinda thing
happens all the time now.

This neighbourhood’s really
changed. Is that all?

- Yeah, for now.
Why don’t you, uh...

give us a call if you remember
or hear anything.

- Uh, one more thing, um...

did the delivery guy leave
on a bike?

- Yeah. Took off like a bat
out of hell.

Guess he had somewhere to be.

- He didn’t really see him,
but he "looked Asian?"

- You know, a lot of food
delivery services

put cameras on their vehicles
for insurance purposes.

- We need to find that bike.

- The police did find an empty
bottle of acetaminophen

in your wife’s room,

so we have ruled it a suicide.

I’m so sorry.
I know this hard to hear.

Had anything changed...
recently?

Like was she um...

was she sad,
or was she depressed at all?

- The COVID crisis was hard
on us, on everyone -

stuck at home,
nothing to do but worry -

but we were fine.

I thought we were fine.

Shirley said she was going
to Turning Tides to...

re-center herself.

I didn’t ask specifics.

Three days ago,
she left a voicemail

saying she wanted a divorce.

- She didn’t say why?

- No.

The next day...

she withdrew $10,000 dollars
from our account.

I went there,

but the woman who runs
the place

wouldn’t let me see her,

said "no outside contact
allowed."

I just wanted to talk to her.

I would never hurt my wife.

I’m here to answer phones.

I’m not going to woo-woo
with you.

Did you ever consider
the fact

that you might get something
from the experience?

Did you ever consider that
you’re not as good at this

as you think?

I’m not going to do this.

- I am so disappointed in you,
Oliver.

- You okay?

-
No one in this place is okay.

- Uh... I’m Doctor Jenny Cooper,
I was uh...

I was actually hoping
I could speak to Faye.

- She’s about to start
a seminar right now.

Uh, one second please.

Hello? Turning Tides. Yes.

- Hey, I’m looking for Faye--
- Shhh...

Sorry, we’re not allowed
to talk to anyone

outside of the workshops,

and the only pleasure Oliver
gets is to narc on us.

- Oh...

Well, he uh...

he doesn’t look too happy
to be here.

- He’s Faye’s son.

He got kicked out of private
school again.

You’re the coroner, right?

- Yeah, I’m uh...
I’m Jenny Cooper.

- Tina.

It sucks about Shirley.

She seemed like a nice woman.

You know, the day that
she bloomed,

oh wow, was so powerful.

- Yeah, I’m um... I’m trying
to make sense of her death.

Because I-I don’t understand
why she would kill herself

if she had just bloomed,
you know?

- We’re not really supposed
to question Faye’s methods.

What’s wrong with you
people?!

Can’t you see this whole thing
is a lie?!

- Whoa.
- She’s brainwashing you!

Please, you’ve got to get
out of here, now,

before this place
kills you too!

Why-- Please!

Why won’t any of you listen
to me?!

- Sir!
- I’m begging you, please get--

- Sir!
- Listen! Listen to me!

- Hey! Hey!
- You!
- Hi!

I’m listening.

Were you a former participant?

- Um... um, not me.
My son, Jonah.

- If you don’t mind me asking,
what happened?

- Uh,

um, well, before he came here,

he was uh...

well, he was a little bit lost.

Um...

he begged us to pay for this
place - thousands of dollars.

But then, when he came home,

he was so much worse.

- And what happened
to your son?

- A month after he came here,

he jumped off the Humber Bay
bridge.

-
- I’m sorry.

You know black
don’t crack, right?

- Yeah. That’s what they say.
- That’s what they say.

Come on.
- Here, are you ready?

- Come on! Yeah, let’s go. Oh!
- Oh!

Oh, Dad, you gotta make it
a little,

you gotta make it
a little more difficult.

Make it a little tougher.
- You know,

since you were a kid,
I always let you win.

- Used to let me win?
Oh, that’s so sweet.

- But not today, baby.
- Not today?

- Bring your best.
Come on, come on, come on.

No, no, no!
- Oh!

- I’m gonna school you!
Come on, son! Come on!

Ha! Ha! Watch this, son!
-

You know that’s a foul, right?
- No, baby, that’s game!

- Ugh! You know you used
to be so much better

at least hiding
how badly you cheat.

- Come on now,
take your beating like a man.

- All right,
good game, Pops.

Good game.

- You wanna know how an old man
like me could take you?

- ’Cause you cheat?

- Because now I’m finally
living.

- And what exactly
were you doing before?

- Paying bills.
Working two jobs.

Waking up at the crack of dawn

and coming home in the dead
of night.

Now, I finally found my joy.

- What’s her name?
- Mindy.

- Oh, she’s something else!
Woo!

- I bet.
- You got to see her, son.

She makes a good ginger beer.

Oh! I need you to water
my plants.

- Where’re you going?

- One of those all-inclusive
resorts,

and all the drinks are free!

- Okay, first of all,
the drinks are not free,

they’re included in
the thousands of dollars

you pay for a vacation
like that.

And second, you really think
it’s a good idea

to be going to a resort?

- At least I’m not going
on a cruise.

- Communal spaces, buffets...

Dad, you’re seventy.

- One day it’s the virus,

the next day it’s something
else.

I’m not gonna live in
that fear, son.

I spent my whole life waiting
to shine.

- Yeah, whatever.

What, Malik?

- You gotta go back to work?
- Yeah.

Just check if you can get
a refund on that cruise,

all right?
- It’s not a cruise!

- Shirley was the second person
to commit suicide here.

- Did you know the success
rate of Alcoholics Anonymous

is five to ten percent?

Meanwhile, Turning Tides’s
success rate is 85 percent.

- Okay. But I’m still gonna
have to question your methods.

- I know my methods
can’t save everyone,

but I won’t turn anyone away,

not even the lost causes.

- So Shirley and Jonah
were lost causes?

- Most people leave here
transformed for the better.

- At what cost? Because
Shirley’s husband said

that she took out $10,000
dollars before she died

and he came here to talk
to her about it,

but you wouldn’t let him in.

- Beyond the registration fee,

I’ve never taken a cent
from Shirley.

If you really wanna know
what we’re doing here,

observe.

- Thank you, but no.
- Hmm.

Yes.

- I know some of you are still
feeling uncertain

because of the recent tragedy,

and I want you all to know
that this is still

a very safe place.

So...

who would like to come up
and share?

Tina?

Why are you here?

What do you wanna let go of?

- My mom, uh, was...

really verbally abusive
when I was a kid.

It was brutal.

And I could never say anything
back--

- Why not?

- Because she would...
yell more.

I-I-I was afraid
she was gonna beat me.

- Did she ever hit you?

- No...
- Then stop making excuses.

- I’m not.

She squashed my spirit.

Like I could never want
anything for myself.

I was, I was afraid
it would be taken from me

if I, if I spoke up,
if I wanted anything--

- Grow up!
-

Now you’re crying.

Stop blaming your mother.

- If you don’t get what
you want,

whose fault is it?

- It’s mine.

- Okay, stop! Just, just--

What are you...?

You’re retraumatizing her!

- If you don’t agree
with my methods,

you’re free to leave.

In fact, all of you are.

If anyone here still questions
this process,

please leave.

- Are you okay?

You’re saying...

what you’re saying is...

I’m not that little girl...

and my mother can’t hurt me.

That it’s... it’s my life.

It’s my life!

It’s my life.

- Here.

Yeah.

Now, listen.

We’re gonna be friends,
all right?

Just you and me.
We’re--

Oh, hi.

Hmm?

- Brush her, she likes it.

- Oh yeah?
- Yeah.

- Is this part of my therapy?

- Not on your life.

I’m only here for the horses.

- Mm.

- You know, they’ll let you
choose another horse.

- Yeah, I know, but uh....

I don’t wanna give up
on her yet.

- Sometimes it’s not
a good fit.

I’ve seen it happen.

No connection,
it’s not working.

Then they changes horses and...

it’s better.

- Oh.

- You’re almost done here,
right?

- Yeah. Time to start thinking
about what comes next.

- Have you heard from Jenny?

- Uh, no. She never answered
my letter.

- You know, we could use
an extra hand around here.

Would you consider staying on
as staff?

Yeah, sure.

Well, I’ll, I’ll think
about it.

Mac, look.

I found it on Bunz.

Bunz. It’s like, uh,
Kijiji for hipsters -

you trade and shop
with people online.

Some guy found it in
a dumpster one block away

from Randy Smith’s house.

- Nice work.
- Thank you.

And hey, I’m gonna find out
about your Thursday thing,

you know.

- Waxing.
- Oh.

- It’s my waxing appointment.
- Okay, cool.

Deflect. Yes, that’s fine.
-

- Huh.

- There’s our guy Andrew.

- And there’s Randy.
Where’s your mask?!

You-you-you’re food
is there.

- Yeah, I seen the food.

Wh-Where’s your mask?!
- Leave me alone!

- You filthy people
and your viruses!

- Hey, Hey! Easy...
And there’s our knife.

Hmm. And there’s
our defensive wounds.

Help!

Get out of here!
You don’t belong here!

He ran him
into traffic.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- Hi. Uh, quick question.
- Mm.

- What, uh, is your official
policy on cell phones?

- No phones. Faye says
interference from outside

can make your "bloom" wither.

- Ah! Okay.

Uh... oh, and what was, um,
Shirley’s room number?

- Uh... number 11.
- Awesome. Thank you.

- I hope you get this.
The signal here is crap.

Girl, where do I begin!

Okay, first, I’m finally
leaving Victor.

I called him today
and told him that it’s over.

Nicole, it feels amazing!

I feel like myself again,

and it’s not just leaving
Victor.

I’m in love!

We talk every night,

and I tell him things
I haven’t told anyone.

Uh, and he’s gorgeous!

Tall, beautiful eyes,

and I don’t even mind
his beard!

Bye!

- Breathe.

Fareed!

- Need some help?

- Oh, hah.

Yeah, actually, I do.
I’m a...

little lost and the flashlights
on these...

- That’s why I always bring
these, just in case.

- Is that uh...

is that poison ivy?

- Yeah, I stepped in some
in the woods.

- Hmm. And when was that?

- Uh, I got claustrophobic
a couple nights ago and...

snuck out for a walk,
and a smoke.

- Was Shirley with you?

She had poison ivy too.

- ’Kay, it’s not
what you think.

- Well, what should I think,
Fareed?

- ’Kay, she followed me
into the woods.

’Kay, then she kissed me

and she said that her husband
knew and...

she can’t wait
and we should leave that night.

She kept talking about
all these conversations

that we had -
we’d stay up late -

and all the promises
that I made to her.

None of it was true.

- What do you mean?

- I never spoke to Shirley
before that night.

- Ben?
- Hey.

- Hey. I’m Detective McAvoy.

Um, I’m sure your dad would
like for you to have this.

- Thanks.
- And just so you know,

we have more than enough
evidence to convict the man

responsible for his death.

- My dad said he wanted
my old bike back for exercise.

- He didn’t tell you
he was delivering food?

- He mentioned that some
of his investments took a hit

during the pandemic, but...

He sent me
tuition money last week.

- My guess is he wanted
to protect you,

let you focus on school.

- Who cares about school?

Some racist killed my dad.
He was 65-years-old.

He should’ve been retired,
and now he’s dead!

65 years for what?

To end up like this guy
on the wall?

Where’s the fairness in that?

- Who were you talking to,
Shirley?

- Hello?

- Uh, it’s... it’s Jenny Cooper.

I’m the coroner.

What’s your name?

Hello?

Look, I just um...

I just wanna know
what happened.

Okay...

Oliver?

- Tell me how it started.

- One night, I heard her
singing through the vent.

I told her she had
a great voice

and it kinda just kept going
from there.

- ♪ It is well ♪

♪ With my soul ♪

♪ It is well ♪

♪ It is well with... ♪

♪ My soul ♪

- It’s really cool how you sing
to yourself every night.

- After hard days
it picks me up.

Do you ever feel like...

you’re defined by someone
else’s idea of you?

- What do you mean?

- Like the one person who’s
supposed to love you the most

has no idea who you really are.

- Yeah. I know exactly
what that’s like.

- You know,

let’s forget this pity party.

Um, if you could be anywhere
right now,

where would it be?

Um... first place that comes
to mind.

- The beach.

- I’ve always wanted to go
to Hawaii!

- We should go
and learn how to surf.

- And only have drinks
with umbrellas.

- That’d be great.

- Tell me who you are.

- Um...

You’ll know me when you see me.

- We would have mellow
conversations, at first.

- And then it turned
into something more?

- It just got too personal.

- I can’t talk about it.

- Come on, Shirley.

You know you can tell me
anything.

- I’ve... never had an orgasm.

- You mean your husband never...
- Never.

- Did you ever talk to him
about it?

- I tried,
and then he tried, but...

it didn’t happen.

Then he shut down,
I shut down,

and after, we pretended
everything was fine.

That’s what he would
always say, we’re fine.

But I want more than fine,
dammit!

I want more
than fine.

God,
would you listen to me.

Faye was right, I’m pathetic.

- No, don’t listen to Faye.

That’s her thing,
to break you down,

make you feel small.

Shirley, you are not small.
You’re immense.

Immensely wonderful,
and smart,

and hilarious, and fun.
- Stop. Please.

- No, no, no, it’s true.

You’re the best thing
about this whole place

and I can tell that
through a stupid vent.

- It’s just,
I’ve been so lonely...

for years.

Sometimes it’s so heavy

I can’t even get out of bed
in the morning.

I feel like I have no one.

- You have me.

- Yeah... I do.

- I knew it had gone too far,
but by then it was too late.

- Gah!

Please don’t do this!
Don’t push me away, Fareed.

- What?
What’re you talking about?

- I’m sorry I followed you
into the woods--

- Oh no... Shirley,
what did you do?

- I know you’re scared,
and you have a lot to lose.

I do too.
But, but I already told Victor.

I already got the money.

It’s time for
our new beginning.

- I... I don’t think
I can do this.

- What?

- I can’t! I can’t do this
anymore, Shirley!

I can’t!

- I blew up my whole life
for you!

- I didn’t mean for Shirley
to hurt herself.

It wasn’t supposed to be real.

- Well, it was real
for Shirley.

- Hey, Pop!
- Hey!

Twice in one week.
What’s...

what’s going on?

What?

What’s this?
- For your trip.

There’s another one
in there for Mindy.

- So all of a sudden,
you don’t have a problem

with my vacation?

- I don’t wanna be the one that
stops you from shining, Pops.

- All right!

- Ungh!

♪ Every now and then ♪

♪ Makes no difference ♪

♪ Where you’re going ♪

♪ You may be feeling low ♪

♪ Oh, but let your face glow ♪

♪ Your smile is so easy ♪

♪ And it comes naturally ♪

♪ You must remember ♪

♪ Yeah, through the rain ♪

♪ There’ll be sunshine again ♪

♪ So try a little smile ♪

♪ Every now and then ♪

- Who is it?

- It’s Jenny.

♪ Treat your face the best ♪

♪ You must remember ♪

♪ Yeah, through the rain ♪

♪ So try a new smile ♪

♪ Every now and then ♪

♪ Give your face a rest ♪