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What you all
doing here?!

Hey.
Hey, Ms. Grace.

Look, I know it's mad
early, but is Spencer up?

Uh, I'm sorry, Tamia.

Spencer went to
the cabin this weekend.

To get away from me?

To get away
from everything.

You want to come in?

yes!
Oh, I thought you...

You're just
in time, Spencer.
Look at this.

Hey,
What's taking you
so long, old man?

It's broken.

Don't worry about it. Heh!
Oh. Heh! Ok.

Um, ok, so...

Mm-hmm?
A toast

to...bellas
before fellas.

Cheers to that.
Yes. Mmm.

I'm surprised
you weren't holed up

in the studio
this weekend.

Yeah, I'm taking a break
from the studio.

Things got weird
between Spencer
and Coop last night,

and now I'm worried
that things are
gonna get weird

with me and Coop, so--
So you're hiding.

Yes, absolutely.

What about you?
Any big plans?

Um...

Asher has some surprise
itinerary planned

for this weekend,
right down to the second.

Oh. Intriguing.
Yeah.

Yeah, we haven't had much
alone time lately, so...

Right, well,
amen to alone time.

Wait.
What about Spencer?

Um, he--he left
to his family cabin

this morning, clear
the last of the boxes

and his head, I guess.

I offered to go
with him, but, um,

he said he wanted
to be alone, so--

Well, this is
the first time
he's been back

since he lost
his dad there.

I mean, is it really
a good idea

for him to be
all alone?

Did Spencer
tell you

about our fight,
how he blames me?

He did.

You agree with Spencer?

You blame me
for him getting shot?

I'd never blame you.

Look, I love you

like I love Spencer
and Dillon,

hear me?

The truth is,

you both made
some serious mistakes.

Y'all two aren't
that different.

You and Spencer are two
of the most loyal,

passionate, convicted
people that I know,

and it's those same qualities
that'll bring you two
back to each other.

I remember...the summer
before fifth grade,

when you wanted to play
football for Spencer's
pop warner team.

Spencer wore
his coach down

until he said yes,

but then?

I didn't show up.
At the last minute,

you realized that football
was Spencer's thing,

and you didn't want
to butt in,

but Spencer didn't
know that; he just

felt betrayed because
you left him hanging.

I didn't think
the friendship
would survive.

Then I apologized and
bought him ice cream...

With his allowance.
see?

Ms. Grace, if you would
have seen Spencer's face
last night,

you'd know that this time,
it ain't the same.

What's this?
It's the deed
to the cabin.

I'm leaving it
to Spencer and Dillon.

Hopefully they'll pass it on
to their kids one day,

part of the james legacy.

Hey, pops, what's wrong?

dad?

dad?

Dad! Hey!

Hey, come on,

come on. Come on!

rrr!

Um, we're here for you.

Yeah.
ha!

You ok?
Yeah.

So you're cool
with us being here?

'cause I can tell
everyone to go home.

They'll totally
understand.

I did say I wanted
to be alone.

I knew it.
I'm sorry--

I'm messing with you.
I was about to bounce

outta here before
y'all showed up.

And now?
I'm breathing
a little easier.

Thank you.

Uh, well, actually, olivia
deserves the credit.

It was her idea to come.

Ash, thanks for being
cool with all of this.

Yeah, it's not how I
imagined our weekend,
but...

Spencer's our friend.

He needs us.

Plus, we are at
a remote cabin in
the middle of the woods.

An awesome lake
and no parents.

Not a one.
Pretty damn sure we can
find some alone time.

Think we're gonna have
so much alone time, you're
gonna be sick of me.

Heh heh! Well,
it's a good thing you
brought a whole pharmacy.

Shut up!

Billy.
What's up?

Uh...

The kids are a little old
for costume parties,

and they're not here.

You got jokes,

but seriously,
these tools are real.

I came to use 'em.

Picked up a couple
of things while I've
been living on my own.

Little twin told me
that there was some issue

with the, uh,
garbage disposal?

Right.

Uh, you're welcome
to give it a shot,

but, uh, the handyman's
coming on monday--

Uh-uh! I got this.

Oh, really, now?

I'll be done
in no time.

ok.

Hey, B?

Ooh. Yeah?

Thanks.

Whoa, whoa,
whoa, guys. Hey.
Gem here.

I just found a portable
cassette player.

I read about those
in the library.

Yeah, that thing
belongs in a museum.

No, it belongs
in the memory pile.

No. No, no, no.

That's the junk pile.

No, that's
the memory pile.

No, that's
the memory pile.

Uh-oh.

We got to start over.
In my defense,

I didn't even know
we were making
separate piles.

Ok, ok. Why don't y'all go
hang with the girls, man?

Seriously, I got this.
Don't worry about it.

They're on a hike, man.

Come on. We got you.
Let's go through
these piles again.

Thanks.

I'm glad y'all
showed up.

Yo, I still can't believe
that jj convinced vanessa
to come with him.

Ho ho! Well,
she loves the wilderness.

She does?
Yeah.

So this is
the perfect place
to pop the question.

Wait. What?
Yeah.

I'm gonna ask her
to be my girlfriend.

That ain't what
"pop the question"
means, dawg.

Ok, hold on,
you two.

Heh heh!
You do realize that

your couple's name will
be "va-jay-jay," right?

Yo, spence,
junk pile or memory pile?

Looks like junk to me.

Oh! Oh, my!

Ok, can you--
Where is vanessa?

I thought she was--
Girl, these mosquitoes.

She's napping.
I thought she
was strolling with us.

She doesn't like
the wilderness.

Apparently, you also
don't like it. Ha ha!

Yeah, yet she came to
a cabin in the woods.

I'm sorry.
Am I detecting

a little something
with vanessa?

No. She's fine.

Yeah, ok.

Olivia,
what's the deal?

Vanessa actually
met Asher

over the summer
in mexico.

oh.

oh!

No, no,
nothing happened.

They just became,
like...

Vacay bffs.

Yeah, but Asher didn't
mention anything until

a couple weeks after
vanessa became the
new beverly transfer.

Damn.
Mm-hmm.

Aw, well, I'm sorry
I asked.

I mean, no, it's--
It's not a big deal.
We're cool.

You know, she's here
to party with jj, so...

Well, there will be
no partying for me.

I still got to
finish these college
admissions essays.

No, no,
no, no, no.

This is
a homework-free,

college app-free,
stress-free
weekend.

Yeah, easy for you to say.
I'm pretty sure you finished
all yours already.

Guilty.

Oh, I just had a lot
of down time this summer.

Oh, my god.

Guys, I'm screwed.

I don't even know what
to write about.

Just write
about you and all

the amazing things you have
planned for the future.

Yeah, sorry, but
it's not that easy.

Getting pregnant
literally shocked me

out of the
parental-controlled
life I was living,

and now I look
in the mirror,

and I'm just
second-guessing everything.

"tibi ipsi esto fidelis."

"to thine own self,
be true."

You just have to be patient
and listen to yourself,

and you will find clarity.
Why are you laughing?

Ok, oprah, coming through
with the wisdom.

Ok, in latin, too!
ooh!

I mean--
Ha ha ha!

Ok, all right. Ahem.

Hold on. Wait.
Wait, wait, wait one--

These bags are 100%
from the junk pile, right?

No, no, no,
we are not doing this
again. We're good.

ok.
All right.

Now can we have some fun?
Oh, let's get it on!

Yo, what are we
getting on?

Oh, I brought the party
to us, man. Heh heh!

Heh! Gentlemen,
this is my porta-party.

Uh, a portable party.

Heh! Dude.
This is impressive,
my friend.

Oh, my gosh.
Oh, I knew you were
gonna go for that one.

That, my friend,
is the xjr 3000.

It's illegal
in 34 states.

All right. Heh! Ok.
Which one's mine?

Right there.

Your boys are
about to get their
butts handed to them.

Hey, you ok?

The 8 years he
was gone...

Corey wrote birthday letters
to me and Dillon.

wow.

What do they say?

I don't know.

I don't know if I
want to read 'em.

It's like finding
a piece of him,

and corey had a lot
of different sides.

I just don't know
which one of him's
in this box.

I know it's not exactly
the same, but...

When I was digging
through my mom's
song lyrics,

it left me with more
questions than answers.

Corey didn't mail
those letters
for a reason.

You saying I
shouldn't read 'em?

It's your choice,

but you also don't have
to make it right now.

I mean, those letters
aren't going anywhere.

Yeah.

Man, he just up and left.

Like, Spencer better have
lost his damn mind

'cause he actin' like
he don't know better!

I mean, how he just
gonna leave me hangin'
like that...

All unresolved?
Oh, my god.

Is this gonna be you
the whole weekend?

Is that gonna be
your phone all weekend?

Forget about my phone.
Why don't you just

go to the cabin
and talk to Spencer?

Man, I'm not chasin'
after nobody...

Unlike whoever's blowing
you the hell up.

Do I need to be worried?

No, no, it's whatever.

It's lil jewel.
She's been calling me

nonstop for the last
few days, so I don't know.

Lil jewel, as in
"the bitch that stole

your song" lil jewel?
Mm-hmm.

What does she want?
I have no idea!

I haven't taken her calls,
hence the stalking.

Look, Coop,
just go talk to Spencer.

If you don't, it's
gonna drive you crazy.

You know, and besides,
he's at that cabin
where his dad died,

alone...

So, fight or not, you know,

he could probably use
his best friend right now.

Ok? So are you
gonna go or not?

Hey, babe,

jj's about to do
a back flip off
a tree branch

into the murky water.
You don't want
to Miss this.

As much as I would love
to see jj use one
of his 9 lives,

I really got
to finish this essay.

What are you working on?

You're applying
to princeton?

Yeah.

why?

Because it's princeton.

It's also on
the east coast.

And they have one of
the top tennis programs

in the country.
You--you play tennis?

Yes. I mean, I did,

in another life.

How did I not
know this about you?

To be fair, you really
only knew pregnant simone,

and tennis simone,
now, that is a whole
different vibe.

How good were you?

When I was younger,

they said I had
serena williams potential.

Seriously?
Yeah.

I was really good.

I was very good,

but tennis, that was
my mom's dream for me.

I just wanted to be
a normal kid, you know?

So sophomore year,
I took a break,
and then last year,

well, the whole
pregnancy thing.

Now that I've had
some time away from it,

i'm thinking maybe...

I wasn't just playing
for my mom.

I actually
kind of Miss it,

like, a lot.

wow.

What else don't I
know about you?

Well, tennis simone's
got a few secrets.

Babe, I am joking.

"Spencer,
happy birthday, son.

"our first one apart.

"just one more thing
to thank your mother for.

"don't go sacrificing
your dreams for nobody.

"i could have made
a comeback after the cancer.

"my nfl dream didn't
have to die,

"but instead, I focused
on life with your mother,

"and she threw it away.
All right, so I was gone a lot.

"i had to provide
for our family,

"the family
your mother betrayed,

"with billy, no less.
Billy!

"keep an eye
on your friends, Spencer.

Those bonds ain't real."

June 18, 1998.

Uh, what is the day
jeff hamilton hit

his 8,000th
dodger home run?

no.

Uh, our tiny apartment
in miami.

Our a/c unit died
that day,

and you thought
you could fix it.

Yeah.

We ended up with
a shattered unit
on the pavement.

Mm-hmm.
This is gonna
be different, though.

Oh, is it?
Ready?

Whoa.
Uh-oh. Whoa!

Whoa! Oh, nuts.

I'm glad to see your,
uh, new handyman skills
are really paying off.

Hey, woman,
are you just gonna

make fun of me, or you
gonna help me fix this

before it overflows
into the--oh, boy.

Ok, ok, you guys
ready to experience

my life-changing
fettucine a la jj?

Fettucine?
I thought we were
having hot dogs and burgers.

You won't be disappointed.
We're already
disappointed.

I vote for burgers.
I'm on it.

Hey, your loss.
Whoa, your--

Since when did you
know how to cook?

Oh, since his dad lost
all their takeout money.

Yo, jj, you got
garlic in there at all?

Yeah, this is
looking good.

How good?
Like, like...

Tough crowd.

Full of jokes.

I'm not laughing.

Thanks,
but it's all good.

Is it? Your friends
are having fun

with something I know
really devastated you.

What do you want
me to do?

I don't know,
but the Asher

I met this summer
was relaxed

and hopeful
and confident.

Do any of them
even know him?

He's really great.

Maybe you should
introduce yourself
sometime.

Damn...

You showed those
letters who's boss.

Somebody had to.

We can talk
about it

or...
Not talk about it.

Whatever you need.

I hoped reading
these letters would, uh...

I don't know. I hoped
it would be like a--

A gift?

Yeah.

mmm.
Exactly.

I mean, he blames
my moms for everything,

even the choices
he made, and, uh,

I don't want to
remember him like that.

I've got corn. Heh!

Thanks.

Ahem.

They seem closer
than ever.

You ever wonder
what we missed being
gone this summer?

Yo, ash,
where's my oregano at?

How many letters
have you read?

Just one.

Spencer...

Of course your dad

was angry in
his first letter.

I mean, everything
was still fresh,

and the dad that you
actually got to know

had moved past
all that.

I mean, don't you
want to know how?

I just wish he was here
to tell me himself.

He is.

These letters
are the gift.

They're a second chance
to get to know

your dad in a way that
time stole from you.

And whatever's in
those letters...

You're strong enough
to handle.

Thanks for coming.
Well, lil jewel,

I needed you
to stop draining my
phone battery, so...

Can--can we sit?

Look,

i'm still
finding out all
the details myself,

but I had no idea
j.p. Stole your song.

I came up
as a young girl
in this game,

and I would never do
another female dirty
like that.

ok.

Well, you said
your piece, so,

yeah, it's over now.
Doesn't matter.

Come on tour with me.

We'll take it
a city at a time.

Sing your song

the way it was always
supposed to be done.

I'll get you a tutor

so you can keep up
with school.

Please,

give me a chance
to make this right.

"it's taken me
a minute,

"but I found my...

"joy.

"yeah, that's
the word for it.

"I've been dating someone
who taught me how to love again.

"she's got a son, too.
Darnell.

"that boy is a firecracker.

"reminds me so much
of you,

"but still,
they aren't home,

"not the way
our family was.

"i Miss our crazy
game night.

"your mama was a master
rule-twister. Heh!

"win by any means.

"remember that time we
tried to convince her

"that you didn't need
bath time 'cause our

"mega water fight
got you clean?

"i think we both got
a timeout.

"i wish I'd slowed down
enough to really be present

"and cherish those times.

"take it from me.

"embrace every moment,
Spencer.

Celebrate every night like it's
a james family game night."

Say it with your
whole chest, babe.

Fine.
Uh, queen beyonce.

How's that?
All right, period.

Hmm, hey.
Here, let me help you.
I got it.

ok.

Um...hey,

do you want to go
for a moonlight
walk later?

If you're lucky,
I might let you get
to second base.

Sure you'll be free?

Spencer might get
a splinter or something
and need your help.

Wow. Um...

Wait, are you--
Are you joking?

What happened
to our quality time, liv?

There's still plenty of time.
Spencer needed my help.

Why are you the one always
giving Spencer what he needs?

Ooh, wow.
Come on, jj.

jj,
What games you got in
that porta-party, man?

You name it, I got it.

All right, then.
Ladies and gentlemen,

it is time to turn up.
Hey.

You seem happier.
Hey, I got

this dope-ass cabin,
my best friends are all here.

You got to celebrate the moment.
Uh-huh, yeah, man!

It's officially
game night!

Whoo! Whoo!
Yeah.

Come on.

Have fun.

What's the worst
that could happen?

Ha ha ha!
Healthy.

Come on.
Something I eat?

Uh, something--
Something you eat.

Uh, healthy,
healthy, healthy.

Uh, white people like it.
Avocado!

yes.

All right, come on,
come on. 4 words.

4 words.
Uh, back.

Oh! Oh!
Is it back?

Time, time!
ah!

Damn!
Babe, what was that?

"back to the future"!
What?

"back to the future"?

I've never seen
that movie in my life.

Whoa! What?
No, I haven't.

It's the greatest
movie ever.

Uh, if you're 40,

and for the record,
the greatest movie

ever is "parasite."
Come on.

Yeah, jordan doesn't
do subtitles.
Have you met him?

Seriously?

Who are you?

Ooh, ok, um,
he's an actor.

Pretty famous, sexy.

uh--
Michael b. Jordan.

Damn.
ooh.

He's sexy, but no.
Um, older.

The real michael jordan.

She said an actor, bro.

Time's almost up.

Let's go.
Ok, no, um, um--oh!

You had a poster of him
up in your bedroom
when you were 10.

Samuel l. Jackson.

Yes! Nice!

You want to go?
Yeah, I'll go.

All right! Next!

All right!
Run me my crown.

Run me my crown.

You ok?

You're kind of quiet.

Yeah, just tired,
I guess.

You got it!
Doesn't matter.

Hey, party people.

It's time
to turn up for real.

Oh, we're not drinking
this weekend.

Oh, no, don't stay
sober 'cause of me.

um,
I'm so sorry, liv.

I completely forgot
you don't drink.

It's all good.
I mean, it's not

something I'd expect
you to know, so...

No liquor.

How 'bout
a different game--

Never have I ever?

Never have I ever not

gotten into trouble
playing that game.

Besides, doesn't really
work without shots.

Au contraire.

huh?

Jalapeno-infused
pickle juice. Heh heh!

A burn you'll
never forget.

What don't you have
in that porta-party, man?

Well, heh heh!
Whoa, ho ho!

Ha ha ha ha!
All right.

You know the rules.
Drink if you've done it.

Here we go. Um...
Never have I ever said,

"i love you"
just to get someone
to hook up with me.

ha!

Oh, my god.
That was such a setup.

And you all failed,
except for Spencer.

Hey, when my bro
says it, he means it.

Heh heh!
You're lucky, layla.

Uh, all right,
all right. Never have I ever

walked in on
my parents doing it.

No. Don't sip,
jordan.

Asher!
No. No!

R.v. Trip, '08.
I don't want to talk
about it. I don't.

Ho ho! You gonna talk
about it. Ha ha ha!

Not the one up to sonoma?
How could you not
tell me that part?

I was scarred for life.

Never have I ever

bought a pair
of $300 shoes

in vegas.

No cheating.
Drink up, liv.

Who got next?
you?

Uh, I'll--i'll go.
Yes, yes.

I'll go. All right.

Never have I ever run...

Naked through
a football field.

Jordan! Naked?

Naked, naked, naked.
Really?

ok?

What was it?
What, freshman year?

Yeah, yeah.
The varsity players
stole our clothes

when we were
in the shower,
thanks to ash

acting like he owned
the place during tryouts.

Oh, confidence,
thank you very much.

Confidence! Ok.

Whatever you want
to call it,

your dumb ass stays
getting us in trouble.

wow.

Never have I ever crapped
all over folks

that were supposed
to be my friends.

Vanessa, it's--
yo,

It's just jokes.
Right?

Never have I ever
spent the summer getting

to know somebody else's
boyfriend a little too much.

liv!

Dude, what the hell?
Yo, ash.

Just relax.
Let's just play the game.

You want to play?
Fine. Never have I ever

cheated a concussion
protocol to play
in a game.

What is he
talking about?

Jordan.

You cheated your
concussion protocol?

How could you
not tell me
something like that?

What, like you didn't
tell me about princeton?

wow.
That is not the same!

It is exactly the same,
simone! Could you wait?
Hey, give me a second!

Simone! Listen to me!
Simone! Sweetheart! Come on!

Why are you risking your life
just for a game, jordan?!

Are you kidding me?

You know what football
means to me.

And what about me?
What do I mean to you?

'cause stuff like this,
it affects the both of us!

I actually care
whether you live or die,

jordan, and you didn't even
care enough to tell me.

Hey, simone--
What, do you
not trust me?

Is this really even
about me?

Or do these college
applications have you
so freaked out

about your future that
I have just become
the punching bag?

You know what?
Just forget it, ok?

This trip is
making me realize
that maybe we don't

know each other
as well as I thought.

Maybe Spencer
and Olivia were right
about this summer.

You don't mean that.
Maybe we rushed this,

we rushed us.
Simone.

Simone!

So I thought liv had
never been to vegas--

Simone's never
have I ever?

Maybe they took
a girls' trip or something.
Seriously?

Simone was 9 months' pregnant.
How many girls' trips you
think she took this summer?

What, you think liv lied
about not going to vegas
for Coop's show?

You were there.
You'd have seen her.

Same way you saw her
when she flew to mexico?

All right,
party people, huh?

We--we switching up the game?
Think game night's
over, jj.

What?
What are you talking about?
Liv never came to mexico.

She did. She flew
to mexico to surprise
her boyfriend,

only when she got there,
she ended up getting
surprised.

Uh, ok. Uh,
why don't we all just--

Where is she?

You and...ash?

Well, so much for finding
you here, sad and alone.

Are you sure
it said, "insert

"two screwdrivers..."

"spin, and then
reconnect?"

billy, I really think

we should just call
the guy to fix this.

Oh, no. We got this,
we got this.

We've been
doing it for hours.

We definitely
don't got this.

Would you just have
some faith, woman?

Hexa wrench and two
screwdrivers, please.

Thank you.

mmm?

The disposal is
reconnected.

Power on?

Hey!
Hey!

Disposal liftoff!

What I'm talkin' about.

Give me some.

All right, uh...this
calls for a toast.

Mm-hmm.

Old habits die hard.
Mm-hmm.

We toasted fixing
the a/c

with vodka, too.

Yup, only now,
we're toasting

with better-quality vodka...
ha!

Under--ahem--slightly
different circumstances.

Cheers.

All right. Good job.

ooh.

Well, I'm sorry I
interrupted your evening.

I hope your date doesn't
get upset that you're
a little bit late.

You know, I knew you'd
eventually start dating
at some point.

I just want you
to be happy.

Uh, and you should go
with the green dress.

You always look
good in green.

That's incredibly
adult of you...

Even sweet,

but I'm--i'm not
going on a date.

oh.
I had plans

with girlfriends,
but I canceled them

to help deal
with disposalgate.

Ah. Heh heh!
And, uh,

fyi...

We both deserve
to be happy.

Yeah.

And for the record,

I am not...
Dating anyone.

You're--oh. I mean,
no, I didn't...

I mean, I'm not
dating, either.

Oh. No? Ah.
no.

hmm.

Coop, it's not
what it looked like.

Look, I didn't invite
nobody, ok? They just--
No, no.

You did all
the talking last time.

This time,
you gonna listen!

How you just gonna
switch up on me?

That night at the hospital,
you told me

the shooting
was not my fault!
Now, all of a sudden,

you and this beverly hills
therapist decided it's
easier to blame me?

Come on! I guess you forgot
to mention all the times
you butted into my life!

When I decided
to help shawn,
you got involved!

When I joined the gang,
you got involved!

And I told you not
to confront tyrone,

but no!
You didn't listen!

How the hell
you gonna fault me
for being loyal and--

Faithful?

You lied to me!

I was completely
honest with you

about meeting vanessa
this summer!

Yeah, weeks after
she got here.

You knew
the whole time

and didn't say
anything. Why?

Why not
confront me, liv?

Unless you had crap
to feel guilty about, too!

You think I don't
see how close you
and Spencer are

after spending
the whole summer together?

Why--why can't we all
just leave summer

in the past?!
Because this summer

meant something
to me, liv!

I've realized so much
about myself!

You mean vanessa
helped you realize.
no.

No, I did the work!

I'm capable
of doing things
for myself, liv!

I'm not some mess-up
that needs someone to fix
my problems all the time!

Is that how I
make you feel?

I torpedoed my junior
year and got kicked
out of my house.

You got me to stop
drinking and found me
a place to live.

I almost missed my combine,
you made sure I had a spot.

I take steroids, you call
your dad in to the rescue.

My dad's alcoholism?
Liv to the rescue.

Why is any of that
a bad thing?

Because I didn't
need you to save me!

What I needed was
for you to believe
that I could save myself!

But of course,
you had to show up

every time with
that "s" on your chest!

And your need
to play superhero?

It's what got you shot,

not me.

I guess I don't
know how to stand by

and watch someone
I love in pain
and not try to help.

I know, and it's one
of the reasons
that I love you,

but I'm realizing
that may not be
the right thing for me.

I let myself lean on you
because it was easier

than having to find
a way out of my own mess,

and I'm so grateful
that you were here for me.

But ever since school
started, we haven't been
able to reconnect.

It's been different
because we're different.

I don't think either of us
ever really came back
from this summer.

Tell me I'm wrong.

So what does this
mean for us?

I guess it just
means that we're
better off as friends.

Friends, yeah.

Hopefully, one day
we'll get back there.

You know,
when you left

for beverly, I told you

to forget about me
and go be great.

Now I...i wish you
would have listened.

I mean, we--we both wouldn't
be feeling this pain
in our chest right now.

Take care
of yourself, spence.

You, too.

Sorry about
you and Coop.

It didn't end
the way I wanted...

But we said everything
we needed to say,

and there's peace
in that.

Yeah, well, I guess
everybody knows where
they stand now.

I'll be in the car.

"happy birthday, son.

"you're almost an adult.
Can't even believe it.

"I've missed so much.

"i'm writing this
from my family's cabin.

"this seems to be
the one place where I

"can always find my peace.

"i'd hoped to bring you
and Dillon here one day.

Maybe I still can,
'cause I'm comin' home."

"I've forgiven
your mother.

"I've forgiven myself.

"now the only question is,

will you and Dillon
be able to forgive me?"

i'm sorry.

The real reason

I didn't tell you
about playing with
a concussion was

'cause I knew it was
wrong, and I didn't
want to disappoint you.

Jordan, we're gonna
disappoint each other
sometimes.

That's not
a deal-breaker for me

as long as we work
through it together,

but that can only happen
if there's trust.

I do trust you.
Do you?

I wouldn't blame you
if you didn't.

I mean, there's still so much
you don't even know about me.

I know you in the ways
that matter,

all right?

You're beautiful
on the inside and out,

and you're brave. Heh!

You're, like,
next-level brave, babe.

I watched you
give up baby shay
'cause you knew it was

the right thing
for him, and you did
not let it break you.

You're selfless,
you're loyal,

you're ambitious,
you're all the things
a man wants in a woman.

Respect matters to you,

and when you love,
simone...

You do it
with all your heart.

And all the other
details, they'll...

They'll come, all right?

They'll fall into place
as we grow together.

I love you, too.

You know, I'm starting
to think that maybe I should

write my college essay
about the loves of my life.

You and baby shay,
y'all changed
the game for me.

"i know earning
your trust again won't be easy,

"but I have to try,

"and earning your love
again is a privilege

"i probably don't deserve,

"even if things don't turn out
the way I want,

"even if putting my truth out
there means unimaginable pain.

"renee taught me that.

"we're no longer together.

"i stayed in that relationship
far longer than I should have.

"i put her happiness
before my own

"because facing the truth
that I cared for her,

"but not the way she
really deserved, meant

"causing her pain,
but by trying

"to spare her pain,
I only hurt her

"and myself more.

"if I'd faced the truth,

"maybe I would have
made it home to you sooner.

"my final birthday wish
for you, son--

"do better than me.

"always face the truth,

"no matter how hard.

I'll see you soon."

Hey, uh--

Spencer, I'm only
gonna ask you this
one time,

and please
respect me enough
not to lie about it.

What really happened
in vegas this summer?

Greg, move your head!

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