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(gentle music)

- [Maren Voiceover] There's a certain delicacy in life

that I've learned from growing sod,

a level of discernment.

With rain, there's a heaviness,

a weight that calls for extra strength.

With drought, there's a tenderness required

to prevent crumbling.

There are elements out of our control.

And it is always how we react these elements

that makes all the difference.

We're not always ready for it.

We don't always get it right.

But as it is with sod,

we can replant those seeds and try again.

(bright music)

- I wanna leave by six.

- Okay.

Tomorrow Grace heads off to North Carolina for college

and Cali to San Francisco for an internship

at an art gallery.

They're excited, and I'm happy for them.

(Grace whooping)

But that also means that tonight's

our last performance as The Girls of Summer.

20 minutes.

Oh, this is so weird.

- It's actually pretty common.

- Is Dad up?

- No.

- Peanut butter or bologna?

- Peanut butter.

- [Cali] Not bologna.

(soft music)

- Maren? - Hey Dad.

- I just wanna let you know

that we're about to head out soon.

But I understand if you're not feeling up for it.

- It's 6:15?

- No, but Grace wants to leave earlier.

Get some sleep, okay?

- Shotgun. - No.

(laughing)

(upbeat music)

♪ Well you broke my heart in Memphis ♪

- Gracie, the second verse to the last line,

I changed it.

It's it coos like a little white dove.

♪ It coos like a little white dove ♪

Like that?

(laughing) - Mhm.

(soft music)

♪ Sweet, sweet ♪

- It's pretty busy.

So I'll go sign us up. - Okay.

- I'll get us drinks.

- Hey listen, give Danny and Wayne

another round of applause, all right?

Danny and Wayne, thanks guys.

Hey look, let me just mention that Luke Thomas

is in the house tonight and he's right here with us.

Hey Luke.

Say hey Luke!

- [Audience] Hey Luke!

- All right.

Now, um, I got uh...

The Taylor Sisters coming up here now.

That's Maren and Grace Taylor.

And this is so cute.

They have put down, uh, given me a chord chart

so I can play along with them.

So come on girls.

Let's get things started.

Taylor Sisters.

(audience clapping)

(upbeat music)

♪ Listen to the music in my heart ♪

♪ Hear the song that it sings for you ♪

♪ I feel the warm wind of your breath ♪

♪ The gentle sigh that comes from you ♪

♪ Your body speaks from the heart ♪

♪ With all the signs of endless love ♪

♪ Can you hear the music in my heart ♪

♪ It coos like a little white dove ♪

♪ Other friends and lovers ♪

♪ Echo through my longing soul ♪

♪ I was never captured ♪

- Those your sisters?

- Indeed.

- They got a lot of pizzazz.

- Do people still use that word?

(laughs)

- May it forever be in my vernacular.

I'm Luke, by the way.

- I'm pretty sure everyone here

knows your name, but, I'm Cali.

And unfortunately their pizzazz ends tonight.

That one, Grace, is college bound.

- Hm, I'm sure you all will miss her.

- Yeah.

I'm leaving, too.

Out of sight, out of mind, you know?

It'll just be that one.

I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm telling you this.

I'm gonna go.

- Wait, really?

My band's actually looking for a new drummer.

Let me get her number.

♪ 'Til you came and took me ♪

♪ And made me see what it's like to be whole ♪

- Oh, you got a message.

- Yeah.

Cali.

- [Cali] What's up?

- You gave Luke Thomas my phone number?

- [Cali] Hmm.

- Cali. - What?

- He caught our set and his band's looking for a drummer.

- Yeah but his band is also going on tour.

- [Cali] Yeah.

Isn't that cool?

A comeback tour.

- Why would you tell him I'd be interested?

- What, are you mad at me now?

- You know I can't do that.

(crickets chirping)

- Is it seriously your dream to take over the farm?

What, you're gonna give up music

to roll sod for the rest of your life?

- [Maren] I don't wanna talk about this right now.

- Dad'll be fine. - You don't know that, Grace.

(soft music)

- Love you. - Love you too, Dad.

- You be good, all right?

(soft music)

(sighs)

- [Maren Voicoever] In school, I once read

this quote by Atticus.

"Depression is being colorblind

"and constantly told how colorful the world is."

After you've lost your colors, dad's begin to dim.

The more you drink, the more Xanax prescribed,

the more hollow my attempts to point out the colors became.

Unlike fall, when the color of the leaves disappear

with the promise to return, his colors were held captive

by the frost of winter.

The bitter truth leaving no spring in sight.

(soft drum music)

(upbeat drum music)

Sorry, was I too loud?

- You gotta go.

I hear you playing night after night.

This is your dream.

And you gotta go for that dream

like your life depends on it.

'Cause it does.

Now go on.

Play.

(chuckles)

(upbeat drum music)

- Hi, hello?

Hi, it's Maren Taylor from Decoy's a while back.

I think you talked to my sister Cali Taylor?

Good.

I was just wondering, are you guys still

looking for a drummer?

Yeah, I'm on my way to the gig now.

- Oh my gosh, I'm so excited for you.

- Shut up.

- [Maren] Yeah, and we're gonna have Tom

look over the animals.

I think it's our best case scenario

since he's down the road.

And-- - Hey, listen guys.

I gotta go to rehearsal.

Break a leg tonight.

- Do not mess up...

- I'm gonna need you to lock up tonight,

I got a date.

- Definitely.

- Hello?

♪ I wonder through my life ♪

♪ Lonely nights and sunless days ♪

♪ Passin' happy lovers ♪

♪ That trouble don't seem to faze ♪

♪ Could they be so happy ♪

♪ Could they promise to be true ♪

♪ Doin' one another ♪

♪ What I did to you ♪

♪ So try once more to love me ♪

♪ Baby try to care again ♪

♪ Let me be the one to mend your broken heart ♪

♪ Let my second chance begin ♪

♪ Try once more to love you ♪

♪ Baby try to care again ♪

♪ Let me be the one to mend your broken heart ♪

♪ Let my second chance begin ♪

(audience applauding)

So, what'd you think?

- It was a great show.

I had a lot of fun. - Good.

- Hey, they have some darts next door

if you care to redeem yourself from last Friday.

- You're on.

Comin'?

- Yeah.

Let me just finish packing up.

- All right, see you over there.

(light music)

- Hey, nice job.

You really got chops. - Thank you.

- Do you sing?

- Yeah, I sing.

- Honestly didn't think you'd keep up right away.

- So...

You in?

- Yeah.

Yeah, I'm in.

(soft music)

All right, I love you.

Yeah, I'm doin' great.

Okay, all right, love you, bye.

- Boyfriend?

- No, it's my dad.

- You want a hand?

- Sure.

Thanks.

(grunting)

- [Luke] Decent?

(shrieking)

We're on in five. - Okay.

- Are you wearing lipstick?

- Um, it's just scented Chapstick.

- Looks nice.

(flowing music)

♪ Take me in your arms ♪

♪ Dance me 'round the floor ♪

♪ Tell me it's just a dance, maybe somethin' more ♪

♪ Dance me to your side ♪

♪ Take me from my past ♪

♪ Take me 'round again ♪

♪ Tell me it will last ♪

♪ Dance me, dance me ♪

♪ 'Til I am weak ♪

♪ Dance me until I'm unable to speak ♪

♪ Just hold on close ♪

♪ Movin' like you do ♪

♪ Keep me dancin' ♪

♪ Dancin' with you ♪

♪ Just hold me close ♪

♪ And move me like you do ♪

♪ Keep me dancin' ♪

♪ Dancin' with you ♪

(audience applauding)

(people chattering)

Oh, hey little guy!

(baby screams)

Are you makin' fun of me?

- No!

- I just saw you

- That baby was probably teething.

- That was gonna be my youngest fan.

Really, who brings a baby to a concert?

- Oh my God, are you bitter?

You have plenty of time to win her over.

- I guess all I can do is hope for a second chance.

(upbeat music)

- I gotta take a whiz.

- Whatcha doin'?

- Just writing. - Diary?

- No, I left that at--

Songs, I'm just writing songs.

- Sing 'em for me.

- Uh...

Seriously? - Yeah.

- Right here, I mean...

- Yeah, come on.

- No. (laughs)

You can read them, though, if you really want.

- Let's see.

Wow.

Guys and I could easily write a melody for this.

- Actually, I already have one in my head.

(cars honking)

Wait, what?

Why is he peeing in front of everyone?

- Aw, c'mon man!

Put that thing away!

♪ Baby try to care again ♪

♪ Let me be the one to mend your broken heart ♪

♪ Let my second chance begin ♪

(audience applauding)

Thank you, thank you.

Thanks y'all.

Boy, have we got a special treat for you tonight.

The newest member of our band, Maren, has written a song.

And if y'all would be so kind

as to welcome her over to the microphone,

we're gonna have her sing it for you!

Maren!

C'mon there's nobody here anyway.

C'mon.

C'mon up, Maren.

All right.

This song is called Movin' On.

(smooth music)

♪ It's okay to cry, but you gotta move on ♪

♪ Play it through the pain 'til the pain is gone ♪

♪ You gotta look ahead and try to unload ♪

♪ Put your hands on the wheel and get down the road ♪

♪ There will be days that are sunny and bright ♪

♪ Memories come knocking in the middle of the night ♪

♪ You toss and you turn and you can't get to sleep ♪

♪ Even though in the morning you got dates to keep ♪

♪ Sadness will come, sadness will leave ♪

♪ But you need a place where you can breathe ♪

♪ Right now it's time, time to move on ♪

♪ Get in your car ♪

(electric fizzles)

(audience clamoring)

- Shit, it must have all been on the same circuit.

- [Man] Where's the circuit breaker?

(people chattering)

(audience applauding)

- We good?

You guys want to hear the rest of the song?

(audience cheering)

(smooth music)

♪ There's a better place, turn your head to the sky ♪

♪ Look to the stars, 'cause the stars don't lie ♪

♪ Find your direction and make your own way ♪

♪ So put on the gas, let the radio play ♪

♪ Sadness will come, sadness will leave ♪

♪ But you need a place where you can breathe ♪

♪ Right now it's time, time to move on ♪

♪ Get in your car, get yourself gone ♪

♪ Sadness will come, sadness will leave ♪

♪ But you need a place where you can breathe ♪

♪ Right now it's time, time to move on ♪

♪ Get in your car, get yourself gone ♪

(audience applauding)

- Well, I've heard a lot about ya,

and now I've heard you.

- They're really lovin' the new setlist Jer.

- That's 'cause you got a couple of hits on your hands here.

- No, I think we just got lucky.

- Luck, nah.

It's because the songs are actually about somethin'.

- I agree.

You can really hear Maren through her songs.

Funnel cake?

- Oh, it's hot.

What were you like in high school?

- Uh... - You don't have to answer.

- [Luke] No, I was an only child.

Both my parents worked, so had a lot of time on my own.

I had friends. - That's good.

- [Luke] Started a few terrible bands.

- Garage bands? - Basement bands.

- Whoa, that's even worse. - What about you?

- [Maren] Oh, um...

Scared. - Of what?

- Everything.

My mom passed away when I was 13.

- I'm sorry, what happened?

- She just couldn't live in this world anymore.

- Must've been tough at that age.

- Yeah, it was.

I used to have really bad panic attacks.

Like, so bad that my dad and sisters would sit on me.

- Really?

- Yeah, to calm me down.

But they went away.

(light music)

Which is good, 'cause my dad is not a scrawny man,

and my sisters both have kinda bony butts,

so you can imagine how my spine would just be...

I've never done this before.

- Oh.

Hey, hey.

It's okay.

We don't have to do anything.

- I'm embarrassed.

- Maren, don't be.

The first time's a big deal.

It's supposed to be special.

Especially for you.

(birds chirping)

- Morning.

- Someone's looking awfully chipper this morning.

A little too chipper.

- [Maren Voiceover] Just you and me and a song.

And by the time the day was over,

I could hear it all night long.

No... no.

Not a single thing went wrong.

(piano music)

♪ It's the end of the day, and what a day it's been ♪

♪ Now it's time to take my hair down ♪

♪ And run through the day again ♪

♪ Oh it started off so easy ♪

♪ Just you and me and a song ♪

♪ And by the time the day was over ♪

♪ Not a single thing went wrong ♪

♪ Not a single thing went wrong ♪

♪ Now the night has fallen ♪

♪ There's something I need to say ♪

♪ 'Cause you sang your song to the sky above ♪

♪ And you took my breath away ♪

♪ Your easy way of pickin' ♪

♪ And the way your words ring true ♪

♪ There was nothing else left in the world for me ♪

♪ But to fall in love with you ♪

♪ Fall in love with you ♪

♪ Now I don't know if it's right ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm standing on shaky ground ♪

♪ But I know what I am feelin' ♪

♪ And I'm letting my guard down ♪

♪ So don't look for my innocence ♪

♪ I left it outside the door ♪

♪ By the time this night is over ♪

♪ I won't need it anymore ♪

♪ I won't need it anymore ♪

♪ But now the night has fallen ♪

♪ There's somethin' I need to say ♪

♪ 'Cause you sang your song to the sky above ♪

♪ And you took my breath away ♪

♪ Your easy way of pickin' ♪

♪ And the way your words ring true ♪

♪ There was nothing else left in the world for me ♪

♪ Than to fall in love with you ♪

♪ Fall in love with you ♪

(audience applauding)

(knocking)

- Fisher Cobb caught the show tonight.

Came to see the band, but you were the one he liked.

He wants to talk.

He's in the bar next door.

Don't be long.

(knocking)

- Hey. - Hey.

- I liked your song.

I was moved by it.

- Thanks.

- [Luke] I'm guessing it was about me.

- It's a good guess.

- Look, I'm flattered,

but I don't think I can reciprocate that level of...

Look, if I could have that kind of love, it'd be with you.

I don't think that's in the cards for me right now.

I wish it was.

I don't want to make empty promises, you don't deserve that.

Hope you're not mad at me.

Look, you're young, you know?

You're gonna fall in and out of love a bunch of times.

(somber music)

(people chattering)

(upbeat music)

♪ Well you broke my heart in Memphis ♪

♪ The night you said goodbye ♪

(soft music)

♪ Now I don't know know if it's right ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm standing on shaky ground ♪

♪ But I know what I am feelin' ♪

♪ And I'm letting my guard down ♪

♪ So don't look for my innocence ♪

♪ I left it outside the door ♪

♪ By the time this night is over ♪

♪ I won't need it anymore ♪

♪ I won't need it anymore ♪

- Hey, hey!

Listen, I know you probably

don't want to hear this right now,

but you kinda dropped the ball last night, sweetie.

- How?

- Fisher Cobb.

He waited at the bar for an hour, and you were a no-show.

- I totally forgot about that.

- Well lucky for you he didn't.

Call him.

(train whistling)

- [Maren Voiceover] I struggle with the idea

that everything happens for a reason.

I mean, how can something so beautiful

be destroyed so quickly?

What am I supposed to learn from this?

That I'm naive?

The worst part is my naivety

is probably what's keeping me from experience.

Like a song on a continuous loop.

And now all I wanna do is shrink.

Shrink back to my natural size.

'Cause anything more than that...

Dad, I'm home.

Dad?

Dad?

Of course.

Dad?

Dad, wake up!

(tense music)

- Is there anything I can do for you?

- Thank you, though.

(sighing)

(humming)

- Hey.

I'm sorry, okay?

- Not you too, okay?

- Yeah, I promise.

- Hey. - Oh.

- Just using the bathroom.

- I made us lunch.

- I'm not hungry, but thank you.

You remind me of her so much.

- Because I love peanut butter?

- (chuckles) No.

- I think that there's this idea

that if we move on from something,

that we're indirectly saying that it didn't matter to us

or that it didn't exist.

But I don't think that's true.

We know you loved her.

(sobbing)

Is that chili?

- No, it's actually quite warm.

(laughing)

- Mmm, whoa, flavor... town.

- So you weren't gonna tell us?

- There was nothing you could've done.

I didn't want you guys to feel like you had to come home.

- That's not up to you.

- Push the throttle.

(engine revving)

- I've had enough sun for the day.

- You all right?

- Yeah, gonna watch some TV.

- So I've realized for my internship

that I actually kind of do enjoy human interaction,

believe it or not.

- Oh, wow Cali.

You know what that reminds me of?

When the Grinch's heart grew three times its size.

But you live on a sod farm,

not a tiny little Christmas town,

and you have a big cow, not a little dog. (laughs)

And your heart really can't grow.

- Are you done?

Please be done.

- Hey, whatever happened to that guy?

- Which one? - Not you.

- Luke, right? - Oh yeah.

- What did happen with him?

- Just wasn't the one, I guess.

- Excuse me, I was definitely talking about his band.

- You and Luke Thomas were a thing?

- Kinda.

I won't wanna talk about it.

- Well, there's plenty more fish in the pool.

- Thank you.

- Well, I think we should get our band back together.

Soon.

- Only if we go on tour,

'cause I am already so fucking tired of all this sod!

- Go big or go home, baby.

- Literally though.

A talent agent did wanna talk to me.

- Maren! - What!

- Oh my God. - Seriously.

- Stop being such a little baby bitch.

(laughing)

- Easy now.

Leave the smack talk to me, okay?

- I know, I'm bad at it.

- All right, fine.

I'll call him.

(light music)

- You wanna do a shot with me while you wait?

- No.

No, I'm okay, thanks.

- You sure? - Yeah.

- Is it the type of whisky?

We have others.

- No, I'm okay, thank you.

- Uh, I will totally drink that shot.

- All right.

- Maron. - Maren.

- Maren!

- Fisher Cobb. - Please call me Fish.

- Nice meeting you. - So what are we havin'?

- I feel like green tea today.

- Got it.

(laughing)

- Geez.

- I have someone I'd like you to meet.

His name is Ben Stone.

I think you'll like him, too.

He's an up-and-coming record producer.

He discovered Susan Miles, Jason Clark.

He's a big fan of Americana.

Now, a fan of you.

I have his card.

(laughing)

- Thank you. - You're welcome.

- Keep calm, carry on.

- You too.

(humming)

(humming)

♪ Keep calm, carry on ♪

♪ Keep calm, carry on ♪

♪ Tell me you're sorry ♪

♪ Like fighting don't mean anything ♪

♪ But it does to me ♪

♪ Count every minute, and know that you can't get it back ♪

♪ Life moves too fast ♪

♪ Say you're too angry to talk ♪

♪ And this time it can wait ♪

♪ But I'm compelled to tell you I love you ♪

♪ Before it's too late ♪

♪ 'Cause I'd rather be wrong ♪

♪ Than to hurt as my watch ticks along ♪

- What's the name of your band?

- Daybreak.

- We'll watch for ya.

♪ You need a little bit of country ♪

♪ Country kickstarts you heart ♪

- And just like that,

we got our high school band back together.

Me, Nicky, Annabelle, and Lynnea.

Oh, and I stole Kristin from Luke's band.

Sorry, Luke.

♪ A little music from the country chart ♪

♪ Started up with country ♪

♪ Give yourself a country start ♪

♪ On a moonlit night ♪

♪ Honeysuckle in the air ♪

- Action.

(upbeat music)

♪ There's a lady who knows all knows all about life ♪

♪ Sits on her porch as the people walk by ♪

♪ We drink tea and we laugh about times that have passed ♪

♪ Try to uncover, discover what makes moments last ♪

♪ Keep calm, carry on ♪

(shutter clicking)

♪ Tell me you're sorry like fighting don't mean anything ♪

♪ But it does to me ♪

♪ Count every minute, I know that you can't get it back ♪

♪ Life moves to fast ♪

♪ Say you're too angry to talk and this time it can wait ♪

♪ I'm compelled to tell you I love you ♪

♪ Before it's too late ♪

♪ 'Cause I'd rather be wrong ♪

♪ Than to hurt as my watch ticks along ♪

- Hey, hey, hey!

(laughing)

- You like the show, Mr. Taylor?

- Kristin, please call me Frank.

Frank, please.

And did I like it?

No, I loved it.

- Is this a bad time? - Hi.

- Bad timing?

- No, you must be Ben Stone. - You must be Maren Taylor.

- Yeah. - Yes she is.

- Who's Ben Stone?

- This is the record producer that I was telling you about.

- By all means proceed.

- It's nice to meet you. - You too.

- [Ben] Your band is amazing.

How'd it feel?

- Felt good, um... - Sounded like it.

- Thanks. - Yeah.

- You guys sound really fresh,

and I would love to record y'all.

- Yeah, that'd be awesome.

- Hey. - Hey.

- You're early.

- Yeah, I know.

Morning.

- Morning.

- Hey. - Hi.

- Hey.

- Okay.

- This is awesome. - I know.

- I love it. - Hey.

♪ Teacups and raindrops ♪

♪ And days we stopped clocks and stole time ♪

- So you own this place?

- Yeah.

- I own a sod farm.

- I know, that's wonderful. - It is.

♪ Keep calm, carry ♪

- What's up?

- I just feel like that needs to build a lot more.

- Oh yeah, I agree.

- Like we all need to come in on that part.

- But harmony or unison?

- Harmony. - Yeah, harmony.

- We sound better. - All right, okay.

- Top.

Middle. - Bottom.

- Let's do it. - Here we go.

♪ Keep calm, carry on ♪

(light music)

♪ I've been down too long, now I'm standing up ♪

♪ I've been drinking too hard from the same old cup ♪

♪ Now I'm steady, ready, I'm ready to roll ♪

♪ Searching for fragments of my shattered soul ♪

♪ And pick the pieces up ♪

♪ Let 'em fall where the pieces will ♪

♪ Like raindrops falling on a rocky hill ♪

♪ Storm cloud stretchin' far as I can see ♪

♪ I'm a girl of summer, let it rain on me ♪

(engine revving)

- [Maren Voiceover] Guess what, we're going on tour.

Somehow it all worked out.

Dad was able to get a loan on the farm,

Grace can take online classes,

and our neighbors agreed to watch over the animals.

Oh, and this bus?

Found it on Craigslist.

First stop, St. Joseph, Michigan.

♪ And pick the pieces up ♪

♪ Let 'em fall where the pieces will ♪

♪ Like raindrops falling on a rocky hill ♪

♪ Storm cloud stretchin' far as I can see ♪

♪ I'm a girl of summer, let it rain on me ♪

- 'Scuse me.

- Door's open at seven.

- Yeah, we're the opener.

- Oh, for the all-girl band?

- The band with all girls, yeah.

Are you not gonna let me in before seven?

- No, I'm not.

- Okay, 'cause we'd really like to take in our equipment.

So if you could unlock it so we could set up,

I would really appreciate that.

- Door's unlocked actually.

I'm just not gonna let you in 'til seven,

because I was told not to let anyone in until seven.

- Well, can you please tell whoever told you,

because we're the opener, and we're here now.

- Sure, let me call him real quick.

Hold on, let me call him real quick.

Oh sorry, he's not answering, nope.

- Is there a riddle?

- Knock knock.

Knock knock. - Who's there?

- Seven pm. - Oh my God.

- Hi.

(smooth music)

♪ All the friends and lovers ♪

♪ Echo through my longing soul ♪

♪ I was never captured 'til you came and took me ♪

(static fizzling)

Play Lost Tears.

Dad, where's the backup mic?

♪ Night is singing softly ♪

♪ And there I hear your voice ♪

♪ Memory of our love gone wrong ♪

♪ Disguised as a choice ♪

♪ Pourin' out my eyes a cloud ♪

♪ I've been done for years ♪

- It's not in there?

- It must be in the RV.

- Oh, Dad.

♪ And on the way back to joy there are tears we'll cry ♪

- Hey, do you guys have an extra mic?

- No...can't you use that one?

- What the fuck are you doing?

Don't fucking touch me.

Don't fucking touch me.

Get the fuck out of here.

(crowd clamoring)

- Baby! - Come on!

- Dance with me.

- Get lost, dude--

- Excuse me, excuse me.

- Hey, it's Mr. Clean! - That's fuckin' right!

- I'm gonna clean your ass up with the fuckin' street!

- Do it!

(crowd shouting)

(fists thudding)

- You fuckin' bitch, get outta here!

(fist thudding)

- What?

What's up?

- We need to talk.

Seriously?

Seriously? - God damn.

- You know, it's been the only time--

- Don't lie to me, Dad.

What are you doing, Dad?

What the fuck are you doing?

- Don't say anything to your sisters.

- You don't think they've noticed?

Why am I always the one who has to be the adult?

- That's not fair.

- I think it's very fair.

Where's my dad?

- I don't know, I don't know!

I don't know.

She left me, she left me--

- She left all of us!

She left all of us, Dad.

(sobbing)

I'm done. - No.

- No, I'm done.

- I'm gonna be better, I swear.

I'll be better.

- Can you promise me?

- I promise, I promise.

- Because I can't do it anymore.

- You're my girl. - I love you.

- I love you.

(somber music)

♪ There is a cemetery on Parish Avenue ♪

♪ Just south of where the old ♪

♪ Burlington Northern tracks run through ♪

♪ And when the shadows fall ♪

♪ You can hear those orphan trombones call ♪

♪ I don't know why it makes me think of you ♪

♪ The barn's fallin' over, the timbers are exposed ♪

♪ And everywhere we used to go another joint is closed ♪

♪ When we walked hand in hand ♪

♪ Oh, the angel's song caressed the land ♪

♪ It's in my head, it makes me think of you ♪

♪ And I can't say ♪

♪ That I never sinned ♪

♪ But I'll be happy just to try again ♪

♪ I'm no angel, but I've heard them sing ♪

♪ What I wouldn't give for one more chance to be redeemed ♪

- Ready? - Yeah.

- All good?

- Hey. - Hey.

- I didn't know you were gonna be here.

- Yeah.

- Everybody's waiting in the RV.

- Okay.

Were you in town for work or something?

- Actually, I had the day off.

I drove in just to see the show.

Y'all were incredible.

- Thanks. - Do you wanna grab a bite?

- There's something I wanted to talk to you about.

Frank, can I steal her away for a bit?

Is that okay?

- Call me Mr. Taylor.

- Yes, and I'll meet you back at the hotel, Dad.

- All right.

- Well, good night, Mr. Taylor.

- Aw hell, just call me Frank, Ben.

- Where's Maren?

- Yeah, where is Maren?

- She's with Ben.

- Oh, he was at the show?

- I bet she thinks it's strictly a business meeting.

- She's so clueless.

- Did you guys always grow sod?

- I kinda miss it, is that weird?

- I mean, the farm, no.

Sod, maybe a little.

Sorry.

I can't grow anything.

I have the opposite of a green thumb, I'm not--

- Let me see, let me see.

- It's this one. - Oh God, yeah.

- Yeah, it's terrible.

- That's bad. - No, it's bad.

- So what do you do for fun?

- I play music.

Yeah, okay. - How cliche.

- I know, I shouldn't have said that.

I shouldn't have admitted that.

- No, but you did.

- No. - I'm proud of you.

- Oh thanks. - You're so transparent.

- I do what I can.

- Okay, this is me.

- Oh.

This was really fun.

- Yeah it was, thank you.

- Yeah, it was really nice.

- Yeah.

Good night. - Good night.

- Ben? - Yeah?

- Do you wanna come in? - Yeah, I do.

♪ Know why ♪

♪ I don't know why ♪

(upbeat music)

- Talk about a declaration.

- Yes, all the feels.

- Wow.

Listeners tuning in, that was The Daybreak's latest hit,

"It Makes Me Think Of You".

Maren Taylor, lead singer-songwriter,

drummer, and producer's here live in the studio

with us now promoting their latest album

Teacups and Raindrops.

We're gonna be opening up the phone lines

for the next 10 minutes, so if you'd got something

you'd like to ask, now would be the time to call.

What do you say, Maren?

Are you ready to let our listeners in?

- Oh boy! - Okay.

- [Host] Let's get started, phones are ringing.

Caller one, you're on the air.

- [Caller] Hi, just wanted to say

that I lost my virginity to your song.

- Awesome.

Thank you. - No, thank you.

- Okay, next caller.

You're on the air.

- [Jonathan] Hi Maren, Jonathan here.

- Hi Jonathan.

- [Jonathan] Well I'm a little dismayed,

because I'm not sure if you're aware of this,

but a lot of your lyrics are dripping

in post-modern misogyny.

So I'm just wondering, you know, are you aware

of how much you hate men,

or is this an unconscious catharsis

of childhood trauma or something?

- [Host] That's a loaded question!

- You know, I'd probably take years

of psychoanalyzing to fully get to the bottom of that.

But I'm pretty sure I don't hate men,

but I appreciate your concern, hope you have a great day.

Bye. - Wow.

- Next caller, you're on the air.

- I can really hear you through your songs.

- Hello caller, are you still there?

Well that was nice.

All right, that's all the time we have for calls.

Before you go, Maren, I'm sure our listeners

would love to learn the origins of this song.

(dramatic music)

- This is gonna be so good.

It's gonna be so so good.

- Is it? - Yes.

- Is it though? - Yes.

- It's gonna be amazing.

And we're gonna sell a lot of records.

- I hope so.

- You don't have to hope.

We'll put the work in.

- You just never know what the people want.

- I have a pretty good idea.

- Oh, you do? - Yeah.

(sighing)

- All right, let's put vocals on it.

I'm tired.

♪ First thing in the mornin' ♪

♪ You hear that alarm ♪

♪ And it doesn't matter whether you're workin' in an office ♪

♪ Or you're workin' on a farm ♪

♪ That radio's playin' ♪

♪ And you gotta wake up ♪

♪ Make your way to the kitchen, sit down at the table ♪

♪ And you pour yourself a cup ♪

♪ You need a little bit of country ♪

♪ Country kickstarts your heart ♪

♪ Start it up with country ♪

♪ Give yourself a country start ♪

♪ On a moonlit night ♪

♪ Honeysuckle in the air ♪

♪ There's a certain little somebody ♪

♪ Waitin' to be taken by the hand if you dare ♪

♪ You can't find the right words ♪

♪ You don't know what to say ♪

♪ Just turn that radio on ♪

♪ And let a little bit of country play ♪

♪ You need a little bit of country ♪

♪ Country kickstarts your heart ♪

♪ In the morning you got dates to keep ♪

♪ Sadness will come, sadness will leave ♪

♪ But you need a place where you can breathe ♪

♪ Right now it's time, time to move on ♪

♪ Get in your car, get yourself gone ♪

♪ There's a better place, turn your head to the sky ♪

♪ Look to the stars 'cause the stars don't lie ♪

♪ Find your direction and make your own way ♪

♪ Put your foot on the gas, let the radio play ♪

- Hey. - Hey.

- To Dad? - Yes.

- Hmm.

We'll work on it.

(crowd chattering)

- It's for Lyle.

- L-Y-L-E? - Mm-hmm.

- Do you wanna go with me to my church's game night later?

- We're going to Milwaukee tonight.

But I bet that'll be really fun, thank you.

- Can I take a selfie with you?

- Sure, yeah.

- All right.

All right...

Leave room for Jesus.

- Maybe a little room.

- No, no room.

- Maybe a little.

- No, let's take another one.

- Okay. - That's perfect.

- Thank you. - Yeah, absolutely.

- My youth minister's gonna love this.

Thanks.

- Seeya.

Oh, do you want your picture?

- Yeah.

- Thank you.

Hi.

What's your name? - Lizzy.

- I'm not gonna say anything unless she brings it up.

No! - Please?

- I'm stressed.

Just a puff.

(coughing)

That's nasty.

(soft music)

- I don't see why you need to do this.

You're not gonna find closure,

you don't owe him anything.

- He gave me my start--

- No, you did that.

- No, I joined his band.

- Okay, well I think that you're doing this...

Nevermind. - What?

- No, because of what?

- Because you still have feelings for him.

(laughing)

- I'm doing this because I wouldn't be here

if it wasn't for him, okay?

- Okay.

Okay.

- Okay? - Okay.

- Do whatever you want.

- I'm not trying to hurt you.

- Okay.

- Okay.

- [Ben] Sarah, would you bring the vocals down?

The bass is still giving me that reverb...

You know what, would you just go

and get us some coffee?

- Why don't you go get us some coffee?

- [Ben] Please?

- Okay, yeah, I'll get coffee.

- Ben. - Luke.

- Hey man, how are ya?

- Good to see you. - Good to see ya.

- Hey.

- Hey. - Hey.

- Hey.

- Thanks for doin' this. - Yeah.

- [Ben] We're set up, so whenever you guys are ready.

- Good? - Yes.

(flowing music)

♪ You stand across the room ♪

♪ Pretend that you don't see ♪

♪ The life we had together ♪

♪ In the year of you and me ♪

♪ I hold my head and I wonder ♪

♪ Did it happen, did it not ♪

♪ Maybe it was a dream ♪

♪ And I didn't know what I'd got ♪

♪ The hours stretched to days ♪

♪ That time began a life ♪

♪ Hope and flowers spring ♪

♪ But the winter came with ice ♪

♪ You never said you would leave me ♪

♪ But you never said you would stay ♪

♪ Maybe it was a dream ♪

♪ And love got in the way ♪

♪ Love got in the way ♪

- Maren!

Hey Maren, wait!

Maren, hey, wait.

- No, I thought I'd be okay, but I'm not.

- Look-- - Move, move!

- Please, just finish the song.

Hey-- - Get out!

- Wait, wait, wait, look, look.

Just finish the song, okay, please!

That's all I'm asking.

Just finish the song.

- Don't touch me!

What about what I want?

- What do you want?

Hey, I'm asking!

- It's a little late.

- Look, I'm sorry.

Hey.

I'm sorry.

- I find it very suspicious

that you've come back into my life

as soon as I have a hit song on the fucking radio.

- That's fair.

But it's not the case.

Look, I'm sorry.

Look, I was stupid, and...

I was scared.

I'm sorry, please...

Look, I know I don't deserve another chance, but please...

Please, just finish the song.

I know you still love me.

And I love you, and I'm sorry.

- I'll do the song.

But not for you.

- All good?

Okay.

(soft music)

♪ The stars have all been lost ♪

♪ Every planet is gone from sight ♪

♪ The moon's no longer in the sky ♪

♪ And the world has lost its light ♪

♪ You never said you would leave me ♪

♪ But you never said you would stay ♪

♪ Baby I know it was just a dream ♪

♪ And love got in the way ♪

♪ Love got in the way ♪

♪ You never said you would leave me ♪

♪ But you never said you would stay ♪

♪ Baby I know it was just a dream ♪

♪ And love ♪

♪ Love got in the way ♪

♪ Love got in the way ♪

♪ Love got in the way ♪

♪ Love got in the way ♪

(audience cheering)

(upbeat music)

♪ It's okay to cry, but you gotta move on ♪

- [Maren Voiceover] I dreamt last night

that our family was together again.

Mom was alive to see how well I was doing.

And the family I found in the band was glad to see her,

and accepted her as one of them.

And she played with us.

♪ There will be days that are sunny and bright ♪

♪ But memories come knocking in the middle of the night ♪

♪ You toss and you turn and you can't get to sleep ♪

♪ Even though in the morning you've got dates to keep ♪

♪ Sadness will come, sadness will leave ♪

♪ But you need a place where you can breathe ♪

♪ Right now it's time, time to move on ♪

♪ Get in your car, get yourself gone ♪

♪ Sadness will come, sadness will leave ♪

♪ But you need a place where you can breathe ♪

♪ Right now it's time, time to move on ♪

♪ Get in your car, get yourself gone ♪

(audience applauding)

(bright music)

♪ Sun gets up and so do I ♪

♪ Looking at that clear blue sky ♪

♪ Feeling good, feeling great ♪

♪ Greet the day 'cause I can't wait ♪

♪ To make a date, see what's new ♪

♪ Be myself, make my point of view ♪

♪ Conquer the world, plan my plan ♪

♪ Now it's my time, I know I can ♪

♪ It's my time, it's my time ♪

♪ To move, to run, to fly ♪

♪ It's right there, it's right here ♪

♪ So many paths to follow ♪

♪ It's your time, it's your time ♪

♪ It's time to take what's yours ♪

♪ You can see it, you can hold it ♪

♪ You can open up any door ♪

(soft music)