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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,277 --> 00:00:05,748 (RELAXING WIND CHIME MUSIC) 2 00:00:16,200 --> 00:00:21,200 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull M_I_SForEver 3 00:00:23,298 --> 00:00:24,801 ♪ Oh my dear ♪ 4 00:00:24,834 --> 00:00:29,839 ♪ There's a little bit of love left inside my heart ♪ 5 00:00:30,807 --> 00:00:32,374 ♪ Inside my heart ♪ 6 00:00:32,407 --> 00:00:36,746 ♪ The hardest part of life is the growing part ♪ 7 00:00:36,779 --> 00:00:39,816 ♪ You keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ 8 00:00:39,849 --> 00:00:42,484 ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ 9 00:00:42,517 --> 00:00:43,920 ♪ So don't get down ♪ 10 00:00:43,953 --> 00:00:45,888 ♪ There's a band coming through town ♪ 11 00:00:45,922 --> 00:00:48,591 ♪ Bodies moving, feet are shuffling ♪ 12 00:00:48,625 --> 00:00:51,393 ♪ Kids are grooving to the sound ♪ 13 00:00:51,426 --> 00:00:55,530 ♪ The hardest part of life is the growing part ♪ 14 00:00:55,564 --> 00:00:58,533 ♪ You keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ 15 00:00:58,567 --> 00:01:02,939 ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ 16 00:01:02,972 --> 00:01:07,910 ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ 17 00:01:07,944 --> 00:01:10,178 ♪ When it's gonna ♪ 18 00:01:10,212 --> 00:01:11,246 SCOTT: Thank you. 19 00:01:11,279 --> 00:01:11,914 Hello? 20 00:01:12,815 --> 00:01:13,850 Hey, Miriam. 21 00:01:14,884 --> 00:01:16,919 10:30, is he not home yet? 22 00:01:18,253 --> 00:01:19,554 (BETH SIGHING) 23 00:01:19,589 --> 00:01:21,490 Yeah, he's supposed to come straight home. 24 00:01:21,523 --> 00:01:24,961 Okay, let me call Lindsay and see if he's at Ryan's house. 25 00:01:24,994 --> 00:01:26,729 Okay, I'll call you right back. 26 00:01:27,797 --> 00:01:28,631 Dammit, Gregory. 27 00:01:29,799 --> 00:01:32,534 ♪ I'm sure that you can't stand ♪ 28 00:01:32,567 --> 00:01:36,571 ♪ The hardest part of life is the living part ♪ 29 00:01:36,606 --> 00:01:39,842 ♪ You keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ 30 00:01:39,876 --> 00:01:42,210 ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ 31 00:01:42,244 --> 00:01:44,681 ♪ So don't get gone ♪ 32 00:01:44,714 --> 00:01:46,849 Hi Lindsay, it's Beth. 33 00:01:46,883 --> 00:01:48,584 I'm just wondering if the boys are at your place 34 00:01:48,618 --> 00:01:50,218 because Gregory's not at home and he was supposed 35 00:01:50,252 --> 00:01:51,754 to be home about an hour ago. 36 00:01:51,788 --> 00:01:54,389 So just call me back on my cell when you can, bye. 37 00:01:55,758 --> 00:01:58,527 ♪ Keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ 38 00:01:58,560 --> 00:02:02,899 ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ 39 00:02:02,932 --> 00:02:07,837 ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ 40 00:02:07,870 --> 00:02:12,474 ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ 41 00:02:12,507 --> 00:02:15,343 ♪ When it's gonna ♪ 42 00:02:16,411 --> 00:02:19,882 (UPBEAT INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 43 00:02:26,589 --> 00:02:28,356 Want more? 44 00:02:28,390 --> 00:02:29,257 I'm good. 45 00:02:29,291 --> 00:02:29,892 Sure? 46 00:02:29,926 --> 00:02:30,893 Mhmm. 47 00:02:30,927 --> 00:02:31,961 Check? 48 00:02:33,361 --> 00:02:33,963 Yeah. 49 00:02:36,799 --> 00:02:37,633 Actually, 50 00:02:40,368 --> 00:02:42,571 could you sell me a bottle? 51 00:02:42,605 --> 00:02:43,873 BETH: Hello? 52 00:02:44,974 --> 00:02:46,008 Shit. 53 00:02:47,076 --> 00:02:49,712 (BETH SIGHING) 54 00:02:49,746 --> 00:02:51,948 Can you give me those? 55 00:02:51,981 --> 00:02:54,416 ♪ Is the loving part ♪ 56 00:02:54,449 --> 00:02:56,886 ♪ She keeps looking ♪ 57 00:02:56,919 --> 00:02:59,421 Yeah, all right. All right. 58 00:02:59,454 --> 00:03:00,923 I got something down here. 59 00:03:00,957 --> 00:03:03,926 (BOTTLES CLANGING) 60 00:03:03,960 --> 00:03:04,894 How's that? 61 00:03:05,962 --> 00:03:07,063 - Work? - Yeah. 62 00:03:07,096 --> 00:03:08,563 BARTENDER: I'll get you a bag. 63 00:03:08,598 --> 00:03:10,032 SCOTT: Thanks. 64 00:03:10,066 --> 00:03:12,969 ♪ The hardest part of life is the loving part ♪ 65 00:03:13,002 --> 00:03:15,537 ♪ She keeps looking at you, brother, ♪ 66 00:03:15,570 --> 00:03:20,576 ♪ Wondering when it's gonna start ♪ 67 00:03:21,476 --> 00:03:23,813 ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ 68 00:03:23,846 --> 00:03:24,981 There you go. 69 00:03:25,014 --> 00:03:26,015 Get some change. 70 00:03:26,048 --> 00:03:27,049 No, that's all yours. 71 00:03:27,083 --> 00:03:27,984 BARTENDER: No, come on. 72 00:03:28,017 --> 00:03:29,585 No, the tip's on you man. 73 00:03:29,619 --> 00:03:30,418 BARTENDER: You sure? 74 00:03:30,452 --> 00:03:31,821 Yeah, thanks. 75 00:03:31,854 --> 00:03:32,955 BARTENDER: Thanks, bro. 76 00:03:34,489 --> 00:03:36,324 Have a good night. 77 00:03:36,358 --> 00:03:36,993 You too. 78 00:03:38,060 --> 00:03:39,528 Hi Miriam, sorry, 79 00:03:39,561 --> 00:03:41,097 my phone died. 80 00:03:41,130 --> 00:03:44,700 Okay, I just walked into work, any news? 81 00:03:46,434 --> 00:03:47,369 Okay, well. 82 00:03:47,402 --> 00:03:48,570 (ALARM RINGING LOUDLY) 83 00:03:48,604 --> 00:03:49,605 Oh shit, can you hold on one second? 84 00:03:54,811 --> 00:03:58,014 (ALARM RINGING LOUDLY) 85 00:04:04,754 --> 00:04:07,422 (DOOR CLICKING) 86 00:04:11,493 --> 00:04:13,562 (DOOR CLICKING) 87 00:04:13,596 --> 00:04:15,965 (ALARM STOPPING RINGING) 88 00:04:15,998 --> 00:04:17,033 Okay. 89 00:04:18,935 --> 00:04:22,071 (DOOR CLICKING) 90 00:04:22,104 --> 00:04:24,006 (FOOTSTEPS CLICKING ON STEPS) 91 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:26,976 (RELAXING PIANO MUSIC) 92 00:04:27,009 --> 00:04:31,379 (EMERGENCY VEHICLE SIREN RINGING) 93 00:04:36,052 --> 00:04:37,419 Hello? 94 00:04:37,452 --> 00:04:38,855 Hi, I'm so, 95 00:04:38,888 --> 00:04:40,857 so sorry, I forgot to disarm the security system. 96 00:04:41,924 --> 00:04:42,992 Okay, I'm here. 97 00:04:43,025 --> 00:04:44,894 I'm gonna find a charger, 98 00:04:44,927 --> 00:04:45,761 plug in my phone, 99 00:04:45,795 --> 00:04:46,929 call Ryan's mom back, 100 00:04:46,963 --> 00:04:48,598 see if he's there. 101 00:04:48,631 --> 00:04:51,167 And actually, in the meantime can you call me back 102 00:04:51,200 --> 00:04:55,370 at 866-555-8221? 103 00:04:57,139 --> 00:05:01,043 Yeah, it's 555-8221. 104 00:05:02,011 --> 00:05:05,447 Okay and I know I'm a broken record at this point, 105 00:05:05,480 --> 00:05:08,050 Miriam, but I don't know why he didn't come home. 106 00:05:09,151 --> 00:05:10,686 He was supposed to be there so. 107 00:05:13,856 --> 00:05:15,423 You are a godsend. 108 00:05:16,225 --> 00:05:19,161 Okay, I'll call you the second I hear anything. 109 00:05:19,195 --> 00:05:20,663 Okay, bye-bye. 110 00:05:20,696 --> 00:05:24,867 (SLOW OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 111 00:05:50,159 --> 00:05:53,428 (VEHICLE HUMMING BY) 112 00:06:41,243 --> 00:06:43,913 (DOOR CLICKING) 113 00:06:45,547 --> 00:06:46,882 (DOOR CLICKING) 114 00:06:46,916 --> 00:06:49,585 (DOOR CLICKING) 115 00:07:13,709 --> 00:07:17,213 (EMERGENCY SIREN RINGING) 116 00:07:20,216 --> 00:07:23,085 (DOOR CLICKING) 117 00:08:10,299 --> 00:08:12,902 (DOOR BANGING) 118 00:08:40,129 --> 00:08:42,798 (KEYS CLANGING) 119 00:09:07,056 --> 00:09:10,893 (ALCOHOL SWISHING INTO GLASS) 120 00:09:13,929 --> 00:09:15,731 Hi Jeff, it's Beth. 121 00:09:15,764 --> 00:09:20,302 Look, I have a thing that might not be a thing 122 00:09:20,336 --> 00:09:23,038 but I was just wondering if there was anyone else available 123 00:09:23,072 --> 00:09:24,406 to come in tonight to cover me? 124 00:09:26,442 --> 00:09:27,776 Yeah, just call me back at work, 125 00:09:27,810 --> 00:09:29,211 I'm here, bye. 126 00:09:30,212 --> 00:09:33,983 (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) 127 00:09:58,841 --> 00:10:02,278 (LIGHT CLICKING ON) 128 00:10:02,311 --> 00:10:04,280 (PHONE CLICKING) 129 00:10:04,313 --> 00:10:08,050 (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) 130 00:10:21,063 --> 00:10:24,800 (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) 131 00:10:32,174 --> 00:10:33,108 ANSWERING MACHINE: Hey, it's Emily. 132 00:10:33,142 --> 00:10:34,343 Leave a message after the beep. 133 00:10:34,376 --> 00:10:35,744 You know what to do. 134 00:10:35,778 --> 00:10:39,882 (ANSWERING MACHINE BEEPING) 135 00:10:39,915 --> 00:10:43,419 (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) 136 00:10:53,829 --> 00:10:57,433 (SLIDING DOOR HUMMING SMOOTHLY) 137 00:10:57,466 --> 00:10:59,401 (GREGORY SIGHING) 138 00:10:59,435 --> 00:11:03,005 (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 139 00:11:20,489 --> 00:11:21,557 (SCOTT SIGHING) 140 00:11:21,591 --> 00:11:25,361 (EMERGENCY SIREN RINGING) 141 00:12:29,425 --> 00:12:31,160 Fucking kidding me. 142 00:12:36,666 --> 00:12:39,868 (TELEPHONE RINGING) 143 00:12:45,974 --> 00:12:47,176 Hey Miriam, is he home? 144 00:12:49,579 --> 00:12:50,580 Miriam? 145 00:12:52,314 --> 00:12:53,115 Hello? 146 00:12:58,287 --> 00:13:01,957 (TELEPHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) 147 00:13:10,633 --> 00:13:12,234 Hi Miriam, did you just call? 148 00:13:13,135 --> 00:13:14,671 Oh. 149 00:13:14,704 --> 00:13:16,538 Okay, is he home? 150 00:13:18,608 --> 00:13:19,441 Okay. 151 00:13:20,376 --> 00:13:22,645 I'll talk to you soon, I guess. 152 00:13:22,679 --> 00:13:24,681 Okay thanks, yeah, bye. 153 00:13:24,714 --> 00:13:27,516 (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) 154 00:13:27,549 --> 00:13:31,286 (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) 155 00:13:36,358 --> 00:13:40,195 (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) 156 00:13:57,146 --> 00:13:57,946 ANSWERING MACHINE: Hi, you've reached 157 00:13:57,980 --> 00:13:59,181 (INDISTINCT) 158 00:13:59,214 --> 00:14:01,016 Our business hours are Monday to Friday, 159 00:14:01,049 --> 00:14:02,217 08:00 a.m. to 05:00 p.m.. 160 00:14:06,422 --> 00:14:10,159 (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) 161 00:14:17,332 --> 00:14:21,069 (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) 162 00:14:33,616 --> 00:14:36,619 (TELEPHONE RINGING) 163 00:14:47,095 --> 00:14:50,733 (PLASTIC GLOVE SNAPPING) 164 00:14:50,767 --> 00:14:51,567 Hello? 165 00:14:52,702 --> 00:14:53,703 Miriam? 166 00:14:53,736 --> 00:14:55,070 Hello. 167 00:14:55,103 --> 00:14:56,405 Hello. 168 00:14:56,438 --> 00:14:58,407 Sorry sir, we're closed. 169 00:15:00,442 --> 00:15:01,711 You're closed? 170 00:15:03,580 --> 00:15:07,015 Yeah, the night programs don't even go this late 171 00:15:07,049 --> 00:15:09,451 and I'm only here a few nights a week. 172 00:15:11,754 --> 00:15:13,623 You're a volunteer? 173 00:15:13,656 --> 00:15:14,523 (BETH CHUCKLING) 174 00:15:14,556 --> 00:15:15,692 Well, with what they pay me it kind 175 00:15:15,725 --> 00:15:17,326 of feels like it, yes. 176 00:15:19,829 --> 00:15:24,066 Okay, but are you working tonight? 177 00:15:24,099 --> 00:15:28,303 Yeah, but I actually don't usually answer the phones. 178 00:15:30,740 --> 00:15:31,774 Okay. 179 00:15:33,141 --> 00:15:33,743 Sir? 180 00:15:35,143 --> 00:15:37,179 Who's answering the phones? 181 00:15:37,212 --> 00:15:38,681 No one, no one tonight. 182 00:15:42,752 --> 00:15:43,753 Sir, 183 00:15:44,621 --> 00:15:47,122 can I take a message for you or something? 184 00:15:48,357 --> 00:15:49,558 A message? 185 00:15:49,592 --> 00:15:51,126 Yeah, they'll call you back tomorrow 186 00:15:51,159 --> 00:15:53,596 or I guess when they're in next. 187 00:15:54,697 --> 00:15:56,799 People leave messages? 188 00:15:56,833 --> 00:15:58,066 Yeah. 189 00:15:59,669 --> 00:16:01,370 What do they say, 190 00:16:01,403 --> 00:16:02,639 I need help? 191 00:16:03,706 --> 00:16:04,540 Yeah, sure. 192 00:16:06,275 --> 00:16:08,210 And then you call people back? 193 00:16:08,243 --> 00:16:08,845 Well, I don't. 194 00:16:08,878 --> 00:16:09,712 I'm just a student. 195 00:16:12,882 --> 00:16:14,449 Like you're in training? 196 00:16:14,483 --> 00:16:15,350 Yes. Yeah. 197 00:16:15,384 --> 00:16:17,052 I'm in a program here. 198 00:16:18,855 --> 00:16:20,088 Sir? 199 00:16:21,791 --> 00:16:23,225 I'm sorry. I'm confused. 200 00:16:24,594 --> 00:16:27,496 You're in training but you're by yourself 201 00:16:28,598 --> 00:16:30,198 and you don't answer the phone so 202 00:16:34,303 --> 00:16:35,772 what if people call? 203 00:16:36,839 --> 00:16:38,173 It's not my problem. 204 00:16:38,206 --> 00:16:39,308 They'll leave a message. 205 00:16:39,341 --> 00:16:40,777 Look, listen sir, 206 00:16:40,810 --> 00:16:41,711 I need to leave this line open in case someone calls me 207 00:16:41,744 --> 00:16:43,580 about my son. 208 00:16:43,613 --> 00:16:45,247 Is your son okay? 209 00:16:45,280 --> 00:16:47,316 He won't be if he doesn't get his ass home. 210 00:16:47,349 --> 00:16:49,652 (BETH SIGHING) 211 00:16:49,686 --> 00:16:50,820 And how old is he? 212 00:16:52,855 --> 00:16:54,156 He is 12 213 00:16:55,658 --> 00:16:56,893 going on 20. 214 00:16:56,926 --> 00:17:00,462 (SCOTT CHUCKLING) 215 00:17:00,495 --> 00:17:01,396 Troublemaker? 216 00:17:01,430 --> 00:17:02,765 No, not exactly. 217 00:17:05,167 --> 00:17:08,136 He when to go see a movie with his friend 218 00:17:08,170 --> 00:17:10,840 and now he's not home to watch his little brother 219 00:17:10,873 --> 00:17:14,476 and my sitter has to stay late and I don't even pay her, 220 00:17:14,509 --> 00:17:16,579 so that makes me feel terrible. 221 00:17:20,817 --> 00:17:21,618 Hello? 222 00:17:21,651 --> 00:17:22,551 It sounds like... 223 00:17:23,586 --> 00:17:24,587 Well, you know what, 224 00:17:24,621 --> 00:17:26,388 spaghetti nights are supposed to be so simple. 225 00:17:27,356 --> 00:17:28,791 What is spaghetti night? 226 00:17:28,825 --> 00:17:30,258 Oh, it's something that me 227 00:17:30,292 --> 00:17:31,694 and my parents do every Thursday but 228 00:17:32,929 --> 00:17:35,865 being a single mom with two jobs and school, 229 00:17:35,898 --> 00:17:37,532 it doesn't always pan out. 230 00:17:39,201 --> 00:17:40,770 Well, I mean, 231 00:17:40,803 --> 00:17:42,605 it's just spaghetti. 232 00:17:42,639 --> 00:17:43,606 I'm sure they'll get over it. 233 00:17:43,640 --> 00:17:45,273 No, that's not the thing. 234 00:17:45,307 --> 00:17:47,577 They rotate picking activities every week 235 00:17:47,610 --> 00:17:49,946 and Gregory really wanted to go see the ballgame 236 00:17:49,979 --> 00:17:53,215 and my friend got us tickets I could never afford 237 00:17:53,248 --> 00:17:55,417 and of course someone called me in to come to work 238 00:17:55,450 --> 00:17:56,886 and I really need the cash. 239 00:17:56,919 --> 00:17:59,689 (WATER TRICKLING) 240 00:17:59,722 --> 00:18:01,289 But he got to see a movie? 241 00:18:01,323 --> 00:18:03,660 Yeah, that I had to pay for, 242 00:18:03,693 --> 00:18:05,928 and his friend out of guilt. 243 00:18:05,962 --> 00:18:07,730 Plus popcorn, you know. 244 00:18:07,764 --> 00:18:08,965 Come to think of it, 245 00:18:08,998 --> 00:18:10,767 I'm not even making that much extra money 246 00:18:10,800 --> 00:18:12,902 on this shift so I should've just said no. 247 00:18:15,537 --> 00:18:17,305 I'm so sorry, sir. 248 00:18:18,941 --> 00:18:21,611 I completely just unloaded on you there. 249 00:18:21,644 --> 00:18:22,879 That's okay, 250 00:18:24,312 --> 00:18:25,882 kids have that effect. 251 00:18:25,915 --> 00:18:27,249 Yeah, you have kids? 252 00:18:28,283 --> 00:18:28,918 I used to. 253 00:18:29,852 --> 00:18:30,887 Used to? 254 00:18:30,920 --> 00:18:32,889 How old is your other boy? 255 00:18:32,922 --> 00:18:33,990 He's seven. 256 00:18:34,023 --> 00:18:37,794 Look sir, can I take a message for you or something? 257 00:18:43,398 --> 00:18:48,004 I was just calling the number to talk to someone. 258 00:18:48,037 --> 00:18:50,439 - (TELEPHONE RINGING) - Can you hold on one second? 259 00:18:50,472 --> 00:18:53,976 (PHONE THUDDING ON TABLE) 260 00:18:56,012 --> 00:18:56,846 Hello? 261 00:18:58,480 --> 00:19:00,950 Hi Jeff, yes, it's Beth. 262 00:19:00,983 --> 00:19:04,519 Look, I have a thing with my son. 263 00:19:04,553 --> 00:19:08,991 He's not home and I was just wondering if there was anybody 264 00:19:09,025 --> 00:19:10,960 that could come in and cover my shift tonight 265 00:19:10,993 --> 00:19:12,695 in case I have to go find him? 266 00:19:16,999 --> 00:19:18,567 Yeah, just hold on one second. 267 00:19:21,037 --> 00:19:25,007 (TELEPHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) 268 00:19:25,041 --> 00:19:27,844 (BETH SIGHING) 269 00:19:34,416 --> 00:19:37,820 Miriam, just checking is he home? 270 00:19:38,921 --> 00:19:40,923 Okay, I'll call you back later. 271 00:19:41,924 --> 00:19:42,959 Yeah. 272 00:19:45,393 --> 00:19:46,796 Jeff, he is not home. 273 00:19:48,865 --> 00:19:49,699 I know. 274 00:19:52,835 --> 00:19:54,402 Yeah. 275 00:19:54,436 --> 00:19:55,270 Okay. 276 00:19:57,106 --> 00:19:59,307 I'll talk to you soon, bye. 277 00:19:59,341 --> 00:20:02,344 (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) 278 00:20:02,377 --> 00:20:04,947 (BETH SIGHING) 279 00:20:13,122 --> 00:20:16,993 (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 280 00:20:27,003 --> 00:20:30,940 (RUBBISH THUDDING IN TRASHCAN) 281 00:21:01,137 --> 00:21:02,038 Oh fuck, shit. 282 00:21:15,685 --> 00:21:16,518 Hello? 283 00:21:20,590 --> 00:21:21,423 Hello? 284 00:21:22,792 --> 00:21:23,626 Hello? 285 00:21:25,094 --> 00:21:26,329 Sir, I'm sorry. 286 00:21:29,031 --> 00:21:30,032 Hello? 287 00:21:30,066 --> 00:21:30,900 Hello. 288 00:21:31,801 --> 00:21:33,401 Yes, I'm sorry. 289 00:21:35,570 --> 00:21:37,439 What is this? 290 00:21:37,472 --> 00:21:38,074 Excuse me? 291 00:21:46,949 --> 00:21:51,386 Is this 1866-555-8221? 292 00:21:52,188 --> 00:21:53,388 Yeah. 293 00:21:56,659 --> 00:21:57,727 Where did I call? 294 00:21:57,760 --> 00:21:58,560 Gateway. 295 00:21:59,662 --> 00:22:00,462 What's that? 296 00:22:00,495 --> 00:22:01,597 Gateway Career Center. 297 00:22:06,636 --> 00:22:07,803 (SCOTT CHUCKLING) 298 00:22:07,837 --> 00:22:08,671 What's so funny? 299 00:22:11,140 --> 00:22:14,010 I've been staring at that number for a long time. 300 00:22:14,043 --> 00:22:14,877 Okay. 301 00:22:17,545 --> 00:22:19,148 They got up one of those posters? 302 00:22:19,181 --> 00:22:20,548 Oh yeah, the bus ads. 303 00:22:22,484 --> 00:22:23,119 No, 304 00:22:26,155 --> 00:22:26,956 one of those, 305 00:22:28,824 --> 00:22:29,692 you're not alone, 306 00:22:31,060 --> 00:22:31,894 if you need help 307 00:22:33,963 --> 00:22:34,964 call this number? 308 00:22:37,667 --> 00:22:38,566 I'm sorry, sir, 309 00:22:38,601 --> 00:22:39,635 what do you need help with? 310 00:22:43,139 --> 00:22:44,506 Today's a bad day. 311 00:22:47,143 --> 00:22:48,844 It's been a pretty shitty year and 312 00:22:52,782 --> 00:22:54,684 I just didn't wanna feel alone. 313 00:22:59,121 --> 00:23:00,790 You were calling a helpline? 314 00:23:01,958 --> 00:23:02,792 Yeah. 315 00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:04,794 I thought so. 316 00:23:06,195 --> 00:23:07,029 Just 317 00:23:09,531 --> 00:23:11,033 wanna be talking with someone. 318 00:23:20,776 --> 00:23:21,577 Hello? 319 00:23:21,610 --> 00:23:22,244 Yes. 320 00:23:24,013 --> 00:23:25,214 I thought maybe you hung up on me. 321 00:23:25,247 --> 00:23:26,115 No. No. 322 00:23:29,652 --> 00:23:31,854 I just, I didn't know what to say. 323 00:23:33,956 --> 00:23:34,924 Is your son okay? 324 00:23:36,225 --> 00:23:37,059 What? 325 00:23:38,060 --> 00:23:42,231 Your son, you said you were waiting for someone 326 00:23:42,264 --> 00:23:44,266 to call about him and then you put me on hold. 327 00:23:44,300 --> 00:23:46,602 I know, I was just calling someone 328 00:23:46,635 --> 00:23:48,104 to cover my shift tonight. 329 00:23:49,872 --> 00:23:54,744 Well, I sincerely hope that everything's okay 330 00:23:54,777 --> 00:23:55,644 with your son. 331 00:23:55,678 --> 00:23:57,246 Sir, are you okay? 332 00:23:57,279 --> 00:23:58,814 You're slurring your words. 333 00:24:00,783 --> 00:24:02,184 I was at the bar earlier. 334 00:24:04,120 --> 00:24:05,553 Okay, so your drunk? 335 00:24:06,722 --> 00:24:08,224 I can't even tell anymore. 336 00:24:09,025 --> 00:24:11,127 Are you sure that's a good idea? 337 00:24:14,730 --> 00:24:15,563 Yeah. 338 00:24:17,833 --> 00:24:18,634 Okay. 339 00:24:18,667 --> 00:24:20,302 You go out much? 340 00:24:20,336 --> 00:24:21,170 No. 341 00:24:22,671 --> 00:24:25,941 No, I don't have the time or the money. 342 00:24:27,343 --> 00:24:30,212 The money part I get but don't anyone tell you 343 00:24:30,246 --> 00:24:33,015 that you don't have time to drink. 344 00:24:34,183 --> 00:24:35,351 I spend most of my time working 345 00:24:35,384 --> 00:24:38,120 so I can make a better life for my boys who I never see. 346 00:24:38,154 --> 00:24:40,122 So I hope they appreciate that one day. 347 00:24:41,991 --> 00:24:42,825 They will 348 00:24:44,860 --> 00:24:45,895 and then they won't. 349 00:24:48,964 --> 00:24:52,234 And after therapy they might again. 350 00:24:52,268 --> 00:24:53,669 Please don't say that. 351 00:24:56,338 --> 00:24:58,374 Therapy was the only hope I had for my daughter 352 00:24:58,407 --> 00:24:59,574 to talk to me. 353 00:25:00,643 --> 00:25:02,578 Your daughter doesn't talk to you? 354 00:25:03,679 --> 00:25:05,581 Yeah, she lives in another city. 355 00:25:06,582 --> 00:25:09,618 Oh, is that why you said you used to have kids? 356 00:25:12,955 --> 00:25:13,789 Is it? 357 00:25:14,890 --> 00:25:15,724 No. 358 00:25:17,193 --> 00:25:18,327 I had a son. 359 00:25:19,395 --> 00:25:20,229 Okay. 360 00:25:23,299 --> 00:25:24,133 He died. 361 00:25:26,001 --> 00:25:27,336 I'm so, so sorry. 362 00:25:27,369 --> 00:25:31,407 No don't. 363 00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:35,711 Some days it feels like it was a lifetime ago 364 00:25:38,280 --> 00:25:39,315 today. 365 00:25:41,717 --> 00:25:43,619 It was four years ago today. 366 00:25:48,023 --> 00:25:48,858 I mean, 367 00:25:49,892 --> 00:25:50,826 I can't imagine. 368 00:25:52,761 --> 00:25:54,330 If anything happened tot my boys... 369 00:25:58,367 --> 00:25:59,368 You'd drink a lot, 370 00:25:59,401 --> 00:26:00,236 call a helpline? 371 00:26:02,304 --> 00:26:03,806 Yeah, I probably would. 372 00:26:06,709 --> 00:26:08,144 So you're drinking right now? 373 00:26:10,079 --> 00:26:10,913 No. 374 00:26:12,281 --> 00:26:13,115 Okay. 375 00:26:14,783 --> 00:26:16,018 What's your name? 376 00:26:17,820 --> 00:26:18,687 Scott. 377 00:26:18,721 --> 00:26:19,989 Scott, 378 00:26:20,022 --> 00:26:20,856 hi Scott. 379 00:26:22,491 --> 00:26:24,026 Wait, why do you need my name? 380 00:26:24,059 --> 00:26:26,128 I just wanna know who I'm talking to. 381 00:26:30,966 --> 00:26:33,869 I'm sorry, you're working and I'm bothering you. 382 00:26:33,903 --> 00:26:35,404 No Scott, it's totally fine. 383 00:26:36,372 --> 00:26:37,406 Scott, 384 00:26:43,846 --> 00:26:45,848 do you have anyone else that you could talk 385 00:26:45,881 --> 00:26:48,117 to like friends or family? 386 00:26:48,150 --> 00:26:51,320 No, my family doesn't want anything to do with me. 387 00:26:51,353 --> 00:26:53,722 Co-workers or a girlfriend? 388 00:26:55,424 --> 00:26:57,726 You think someone calls a suicide hotline if 389 00:26:59,061 --> 00:27:00,462 people care about them? 390 00:27:03,999 --> 00:27:05,467 Are you thinking about suicide? 391 00:27:11,240 --> 00:27:13,842 - I should let you go. - Scott, no. 392 00:27:13,876 --> 00:27:15,444 It's absolutely fine. 393 00:27:17,379 --> 00:27:18,747 Do you think about that a lot? 394 00:27:18,781 --> 00:27:19,915 Did you get your shift covered? 395 00:27:22,952 --> 00:27:23,786 No. 396 00:27:26,422 --> 00:27:28,257 I actually should keep cleaning. 397 00:27:30,426 --> 00:27:31,460 Cleaning? 398 00:27:35,030 --> 00:27:36,498 I clean the college. 399 00:27:39,468 --> 00:27:40,736 You're the janitor? 400 00:27:42,171 --> 00:27:44,873 Well, night custodian if you wanna get technical. 401 00:27:44,907 --> 00:27:46,141 (SCOTT CHUCKLING) 402 00:27:46,175 --> 00:27:48,244 Okay, so talking to a student's perfectly fine 403 00:27:48,277 --> 00:27:50,913 but if she happens to moonlight scrubbing toilets, 404 00:27:50,946 --> 00:27:51,847 that's where you draw the line? 405 00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:54,516 No, I'm laughing at me. 406 00:27:54,550 --> 00:27:55,384 Why? 407 00:27:57,019 --> 00:27:58,187 Hang on a second. 408 00:28:05,294 --> 00:28:07,463 Believe me, I've been unemployed for years. 409 00:28:08,598 --> 00:28:10,466 I've got no room to judge. 410 00:28:10,499 --> 00:28:13,802 Okay, so you don't work? 411 00:28:13,836 --> 00:28:14,970 No, not for a while. 412 00:28:16,305 --> 00:28:17,806 And what did you used to do? 413 00:28:18,474 --> 00:28:20,476 I was a corporate asshole. 414 00:28:20,509 --> 00:28:21,877 (BETH CHUCKLING) 415 00:28:21,910 --> 00:28:23,312 Okay. 416 00:28:23,345 --> 00:28:25,014 If I tried to explain 417 00:28:25,047 --> 00:28:28,417 what my job was I'd put us both to sleep. 418 00:28:30,986 --> 00:28:33,889 Your boys, 419 00:28:33,922 --> 00:28:35,592 what does their dad do? 420 00:28:35,625 --> 00:28:37,326 Oh, I don't know. 421 00:28:37,359 --> 00:28:40,095 I mean, my wild guess would be absolutely nothing. 422 00:28:41,563 --> 00:28:43,565 He's not around? 423 00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:44,433 No. 424 00:28:46,435 --> 00:28:47,503 He left about 30 seconds 425 00:28:47,536 --> 00:28:50,472 after I found out I was pregnant with my second boy. 426 00:28:51,974 --> 00:28:53,208 If I could divorce him, 427 00:28:54,611 --> 00:28:55,811 trust me, I would. 428 00:28:57,279 --> 00:28:58,414 I just have to find him. 429 00:28:58,447 --> 00:29:01,850 You can divorce him and you don't have to find him. 430 00:29:02,551 --> 00:29:04,153 How does that work? 431 00:29:04,186 --> 00:29:07,356 My wife divorced me without me sighing a damn thing. 432 00:29:07,389 --> 00:29:08,223 Oh, 433 00:29:09,091 --> 00:29:10,192 well that's good news. 434 00:29:11,594 --> 00:29:15,097 Not about you getting divorced but you know what I mean. 435 00:29:15,130 --> 00:29:17,533 Yeah, I know what you mean. 436 00:29:20,603 --> 00:29:22,237 So 437 00:29:22,271 --> 00:29:23,839 you were married? 438 00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:27,509 That's a very important step towards divorce. 439 00:29:28,544 --> 00:29:29,378 Right, 440 00:29:30,379 --> 00:29:32,081 and what was she like, your ex? 441 00:29:34,183 --> 00:29:36,352 Amanda? 442 00:29:36,385 --> 00:29:38,087 Yeah, Amanda. 443 00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:39,254 She was 444 00:29:41,090 --> 00:29:42,091 complicated. 445 00:29:44,560 --> 00:29:47,029 Well, was she a good mom at least? 446 00:29:47,062 --> 00:29:48,631 (HISSING SPRAYS) 447 00:29:48,665 --> 00:29:49,898 The best. 448 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:52,167 And 449 00:29:52,201 --> 00:29:53,869 your daughter lives with her? 450 00:29:57,573 --> 00:29:58,907 I can't do this. 451 00:29:58,941 --> 00:30:00,342 (PHONE THUDDING ON TABLE) 452 00:30:00,376 --> 00:30:01,210 Scott? 453 00:30:03,112 --> 00:30:03,946 Hello? 454 00:30:07,717 --> 00:30:08,550 Scott? 455 00:30:12,221 --> 00:30:14,056 Scott, I can hear you. 456 00:30:16,492 --> 00:30:18,628 You know, I never really had a beat 457 00:30:18,661 --> 00:30:20,663 on Amanda the whole time we were married. 458 00:30:20,697 --> 00:30:21,598 Look Scott... 459 00:30:22,965 --> 00:30:24,601 Yeah. 460 00:30:24,634 --> 00:30:26,068 I really wanna talk to you 461 00:30:26,101 --> 00:30:29,037 but you can't just put the phone down like that, 462 00:30:29,071 --> 00:30:30,707 it kind of scares me. 463 00:30:30,740 --> 00:30:32,508 You know what I mean? 464 00:30:35,177 --> 00:30:36,011 Sorry. 465 00:30:38,046 --> 00:30:38,648 Hello? 466 00:30:43,519 --> 00:30:46,388 She was always one step ahead of me on everything. 467 00:30:48,625 --> 00:30:50,058 It's like she knew stuff. 468 00:30:51,059 --> 00:30:52,494 Like a psychic? 469 00:30:53,429 --> 00:30:54,463 Almost. 470 00:31:00,670 --> 00:31:02,705 It was hard to describe. 471 00:31:02,739 --> 00:31:04,273 I asked her about it once. 472 00:31:05,742 --> 00:31:07,309 She told me I had no idea what I was talking about. 473 00:31:07,342 --> 00:31:10,212 But then she shot me this look that said, 474 00:31:10,245 --> 00:31:11,648 I know exactly what you're talking about. 475 00:31:11,681 --> 00:31:13,348 You'll never figure me out. 476 00:31:15,417 --> 00:31:16,586 It's was kind of sexy. 477 00:31:18,153 --> 00:31:19,622 You got something to chase after. 478 00:31:22,291 --> 00:31:24,493 Then it started to feel more like a trap. 479 00:31:26,261 --> 00:31:28,197 She'd give me one of those knowing looks 480 00:31:28,230 --> 00:31:31,634 and I'd start wracking my brain trying to figure out 481 00:31:31,668 --> 00:31:32,702 what I'd done. 482 00:31:34,737 --> 00:31:38,675 You know, like those shows where people confess 483 00:31:38,708 --> 00:31:40,610 to committing a crime they never committed 484 00:31:40,643 --> 00:31:44,781 'cause the police have them so spun around, 485 00:31:44,814 --> 00:31:46,783 convinced of their own guilt that they go, 486 00:31:46,816 --> 00:31:49,017 oh shit, maybe I did do something. 487 00:31:49,051 --> 00:31:51,453 So did you do something? 488 00:31:56,225 --> 00:31:57,025 No. 489 00:32:01,631 --> 00:32:03,499 - What do you mean? - I'm sorry. 490 00:32:03,532 --> 00:32:05,602 Scott, do you have any hobbies? 491 00:32:07,536 --> 00:32:08,370 Hobbies? 492 00:32:09,505 --> 00:32:11,573 Yeah, things that you like to do? 493 00:32:13,843 --> 00:32:15,177 I like to make cocktails. 494 00:32:15,845 --> 00:32:16,679 Okay. 495 00:32:17,814 --> 00:32:18,681 You like cocktails? 496 00:32:19,749 --> 00:32:21,283 Yeah. Sure. 497 00:32:22,451 --> 00:32:24,119 Ever had a Manhattan? 498 00:32:24,152 --> 00:32:25,320 No, I don't think so. 499 00:32:25,354 --> 00:32:26,656 What's a Manhattan? 500 00:32:26,689 --> 00:32:30,425 A Manhattan in my opinion is the best drink 501 00:32:30,459 --> 00:32:34,496 to order at a new bar or if you got a new bartender 502 00:32:35,698 --> 00:32:38,333 'cause it's simple but it's easy to mess up. 503 00:32:39,602 --> 00:32:40,803 If they make you a good Manhattan you 504 00:32:40,837 --> 00:32:44,039 could pretty much trust them with any other drink they make. 505 00:32:44,707 --> 00:32:45,642 There's only a few ingredients. 506 00:32:45,675 --> 00:32:48,176 - You have one new message. - It's whiskey. 507 00:32:48,210 --> 00:32:49,545 ANSWERING MACHINE: Hi, it's Lindsay. 508 00:32:49,579 --> 00:32:51,313 Sorry I missed you earlier. 509 00:32:51,346 --> 00:32:52,514 The boys aren't here. 510 00:32:52,548 --> 00:32:54,817 Let me know if they turn up there and I'll do the same. 511 00:32:54,851 --> 00:32:56,051 Okay, bye. 512 00:33:00,890 --> 00:33:01,658 Why? 513 00:33:02,625 --> 00:33:04,694 'Cause you bruise the alcohol. 514 00:33:04,727 --> 00:33:06,295 That's a real thing? 515 00:33:06,328 --> 00:33:07,830 Oh yeah. 516 00:33:07,864 --> 00:33:09,799 How do you bruise the alcohol? 517 00:33:11,366 --> 00:33:12,301 Well, I mean, 518 00:33:13,235 --> 00:33:14,436 it's just a term. 519 00:33:14,469 --> 00:33:17,807 It means you cause the alcohol to oxidize. 520 00:33:18,808 --> 00:33:22,411 Some people say it makes the drink taste sharper but 521 00:33:22,444 --> 00:33:23,746 those people are idiots. 522 00:33:25,347 --> 00:33:27,750 Well, you'll have to make me one sometime. 523 00:33:29,852 --> 00:33:31,086 Mm-mm. 524 00:33:32,889 --> 00:33:35,123 Do you have any other hobbies? 525 00:33:37,760 --> 00:33:38,795 No, not really. 526 00:33:39,929 --> 00:33:40,863 What about things 527 00:33:42,932 --> 00:33:45,133 you and Amanda like to do, travel? 528 00:33:45,802 --> 00:33:47,102 Amanda, 529 00:33:48,638 --> 00:33:50,873 she was always smarter than me 530 00:33:53,810 --> 00:33:55,778 and she knew it too. 531 00:33:55,812 --> 00:33:58,413 She would push all my buttons. 532 00:34:01,249 --> 00:34:04,119 It was like she knew things about me before even I did. 533 00:34:05,287 --> 00:34:06,121 Like what? 534 00:34:08,625 --> 00:34:10,359 SCOTT: Like Katie. 535 00:34:10,392 --> 00:34:11,226 Who's Katie? 536 00:34:12,194 --> 00:34:15,430 SCOTT: This woman who started at my work. 537 00:34:16,365 --> 00:34:17,332 - Okay. - She was 538 00:34:18,333 --> 00:34:19,368 young and 539 00:34:20,402 --> 00:34:21,236 pretty 540 00:34:22,805 --> 00:34:24,439 and all the guys took notice. 541 00:34:26,709 --> 00:34:27,944 And thinking back, 542 00:34:27,977 --> 00:34:28,945 I'm not really sure she was that pretty 543 00:34:28,978 --> 00:34:32,347 or if it was that thing where someone seems hot 544 00:34:32,381 --> 00:34:35,484 because they're hotter than everyone else at work. 545 00:34:35,517 --> 00:34:36,719 Yeah. 546 00:34:36,753 --> 00:34:37,820 And then you put them out in the real world 547 00:34:37,854 --> 00:34:41,456 and they may not even be in the top 20%, you know. 548 00:34:41,490 --> 00:34:45,427 Yeah, well I've definitely known a few guys like that. 549 00:34:46,294 --> 00:34:46,929 See. 550 00:34:48,798 --> 00:34:49,632 Anyway, 551 00:34:50,900 --> 00:34:53,301 Katie had been at work for maybe a month 552 00:34:53,335 --> 00:34:56,371 before we had this big Christmas party. 553 00:34:57,674 --> 00:35:00,409 Amanda took one look at her and said, 554 00:35:00,442 --> 00:35:01,376 watch out for that one, 555 00:35:01,410 --> 00:35:02,210 she likes you. 556 00:35:05,615 --> 00:35:06,949 I thought she was crazy. 557 00:35:08,584 --> 00:35:10,620 Then the next week at work the guys from the county came up 558 00:35:10,653 --> 00:35:13,488 and said Katie was asking about me after the party. 559 00:35:13,522 --> 00:35:14,857 Okay. 560 00:35:14,891 --> 00:35:15,892 (DOOR KEY CARD BEEPING) 561 00:35:15,925 --> 00:35:16,993 Yeah. Yeah. 562 00:35:17,026 --> 00:35:20,328 Then I started taking the long way from my office 563 00:35:20,362 --> 00:35:21,363 to the break room, 564 00:35:22,031 --> 00:35:23,599 decided to go past her desk 565 00:35:25,333 --> 00:35:28,537 and make eye contact and she'd smile 566 00:35:30,305 --> 00:35:32,574 and that would be it. 567 00:35:32,608 --> 00:35:34,911 And then she'd say hello and 568 00:35:35,812 --> 00:35:36,913 I'd say hello. 569 00:35:39,015 --> 00:35:41,851 And before you know it I'm spending 20 minutes a day 570 00:35:43,986 --> 00:35:45,454 talking to her at her desk. 571 00:35:47,522 --> 00:35:49,625 And what would you guys talk about? 572 00:35:51,961 --> 00:35:53,295 I couldn't even tell you. 573 00:35:55,031 --> 00:35:56,565 It's what we didn't talk about. 574 00:35:58,333 --> 00:36:03,238 I hadn't had so much sexual tension with someone ever, 575 00:36:04,573 --> 00:36:05,675 not even with Amanda. 576 00:36:07,076 --> 00:36:10,580 Probably because we had sex the night we met, 577 00:36:10,613 --> 00:36:12,347 hard to build tension like that. 578 00:36:15,317 --> 00:36:16,719 So did you have an affair? 579 00:36:18,621 --> 00:36:19,454 What? 580 00:36:21,389 --> 00:36:22,024 Jesus. 581 00:36:24,060 --> 00:36:25,293 I'm sorry, 582 00:36:25,928 --> 00:36:26,929 did you? 583 00:36:27,964 --> 00:36:28,998 No. 584 00:36:29,932 --> 00:36:30,767 Oh. 585 00:36:31,834 --> 00:36:36,038 I mean, I thought about it. 586 00:36:36,072 --> 00:36:37,372 - Right. - Too much. 587 00:36:40,877 --> 00:36:44,714 I decided going out for drinks with the guys after work 588 00:36:44,747 --> 00:36:48,050 'cause I knew Katie would go. 589 00:36:48,084 --> 00:36:49,417 Well, it sounds like you 590 00:36:49,451 --> 00:36:50,920 and Katie had a really good connection. 591 00:36:53,421 --> 00:36:56,324 Have you talked to her recently or reached out? 592 00:36:57,325 --> 00:37:00,395 When Amanda found out Katie was one of the guys she... 593 00:37:03,599 --> 00:37:04,432 She what? 594 00:37:06,135 --> 00:37:09,605 I mean, I knew I was probably doing something wrong but 595 00:37:11,506 --> 00:37:12,875 Amanda made me feel like 596 00:37:13,810 --> 00:37:16,378 I robbed a bank or something. 597 00:37:18,648 --> 00:37:19,715 So what did you do? 598 00:37:21,550 --> 00:37:22,852 Stopped going out after work. 599 00:37:22,885 --> 00:37:24,887 I didn't really have much of a choice. 600 00:37:24,921 --> 00:37:26,622 No, that's probably a good idea. 601 00:37:29,959 --> 00:37:32,327 So that's what my ex was like. 602 00:37:33,629 --> 00:37:35,497 Then why did you guys get divorced? 603 00:37:38,533 --> 00:37:39,367 She couldn't, 604 00:37:43,172 --> 00:37:44,040 after our son. 605 00:37:45,741 --> 00:37:46,576 After what? 606 00:37:47,542 --> 00:37:48,376 What about you, 607 00:37:49,779 --> 00:37:53,115 your baby daddy sounds like a real piece of shit. 608 00:37:53,149 --> 00:37:57,019 Was he always that way or did he slowly become 609 00:37:57,053 --> 00:37:59,021 that way like the rest of us? 610 00:37:59,055 --> 00:38:00,089 No. 611 00:38:01,691 --> 00:38:02,859 You know what, 612 00:38:02,892 --> 00:38:04,026 we were really young when we met. 613 00:38:05,027 --> 00:38:06,796 He was my first love and 614 00:38:10,132 --> 00:38:12,567 I held onto that a lot longer than I should have. 615 00:38:14,469 --> 00:38:15,104 Yeah. 616 00:38:16,939 --> 00:38:21,409 Men are sometimes pre-programed to disappoint. 617 00:38:21,443 --> 00:38:22,078 Well, 618 00:38:23,779 --> 00:38:25,147 you don't sound so bad, Scott. 619 00:38:26,983 --> 00:38:28,416 I'm worse. 620 00:38:30,052 --> 00:38:31,153 Why do you say that? 621 00:38:32,520 --> 00:38:33,956 That's what I've been told. 622 00:38:35,457 --> 00:38:36,626 Yeah, by who, Amanda? 623 00:38:38,194 --> 00:38:39,427 Her too. 624 00:38:42,632 --> 00:38:43,465 Scott, 625 00:38:50,572 --> 00:38:51,539 why did you call 626 00:38:53,910 --> 00:38:54,844 a helpline tonight? 627 00:38:59,181 --> 00:39:00,116 You can talk to me. 628 00:39:03,986 --> 00:39:07,623 We can take advantage of the anomenity that we have. 629 00:39:09,058 --> 00:39:10,960 The anonymity? 630 00:39:10,993 --> 00:39:12,460 (BETH CHUCKLING) 631 00:39:12,494 --> 00:39:14,897 Whatever, you know what I mean. 632 00:39:15,998 --> 00:39:17,199 It's 633 00:39:17,233 --> 00:39:18,634 much freer to talk 634 00:39:18,668 --> 00:39:20,535 to someone without any history or judgment. 635 00:39:23,272 --> 00:39:26,175 You sound like one of those helplines. 636 00:39:27,710 --> 00:39:28,945 But I'm being serious. 637 00:39:31,814 --> 00:39:32,648 I know. 638 00:39:37,887 --> 00:39:39,454 So you had a son? 639 00:39:43,592 --> 00:39:44,226 Yes. 640 00:39:45,962 --> 00:39:46,796 And 641 00:39:49,165 --> 00:39:49,999 how old was he 642 00:39:54,270 --> 00:39:55,570 when he died? 643 00:40:00,042 --> 00:40:01,010 (PHONE THUDDING ON TABLE) 644 00:40:01,043 --> 00:40:01,877 Scott? 645 00:40:03,045 --> 00:40:03,879 Scott? 646 00:40:06,015 --> 00:40:07,049 Scott? 647 00:40:09,652 --> 00:40:10,485 I'm sorry. 648 00:40:12,288 --> 00:40:13,923 Scott, if you can hear me, 649 00:40:13,956 --> 00:40:15,490 I didn't mean... 650 00:40:16,892 --> 00:40:17,727 Shit. 651 00:40:22,832 --> 00:40:23,699 (PHONE CLICKING) 652 00:40:23,733 --> 00:40:26,102 (DIALING TONE) 653 00:40:26,135 --> 00:40:28,637 (PHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) 654 00:40:28,671 --> 00:40:31,841 (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) 655 00:40:31,874 --> 00:40:35,244 (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 656 00:40:35,277 --> 00:40:37,980 HELPLINE: Hi there, what can I do to help you tonight? 657 00:40:38,014 --> 00:40:42,985 Hi, I'm on the phone with someone who I think is depressed 658 00:40:43,886 --> 00:40:45,154 and might harm themselves 659 00:40:45,187 --> 00:40:47,256 and I feel like anything I say may set them off, 660 00:40:47,289 --> 00:40:49,825 so I'm not really sure what to do. 661 00:40:49,859 --> 00:40:52,261 HELPLINE: Make sure they agree that they aren't going 662 00:40:52,294 --> 00:40:53,162 to harm themselves. 663 00:40:53,195 --> 00:40:54,897 Okay. 664 00:40:54,930 --> 00:40:56,332 HELPLINE: Keep them on the phone until you're sure 665 00:40:56,365 --> 00:40:57,666 that they are safe. 666 00:40:57,700 --> 00:40:59,201 Okay, and how do I do that? 667 00:41:00,036 --> 00:41:01,771 HELPLINE: Are they still on the line now? 668 00:41:01,804 --> 00:41:03,305 I made a deal with the universe. 669 00:41:03,339 --> 00:41:04,240 What? 670 00:41:04,273 --> 00:41:05,608 HELPLINE: As I was saying, 671 00:41:05,641 --> 00:41:06,876 make sure you keep them on the phone line. 672 00:41:06,909 --> 00:41:08,044 That's number one. 673 00:41:08,077 --> 00:41:12,782 I called the helpline so they can talk me out of it. 674 00:41:15,851 --> 00:41:19,288 I'd say the universe has made itself perfectly clear. 675 00:41:20,189 --> 00:41:21,757 Talk you out of what, Scott? 676 00:41:24,660 --> 00:41:25,294 Scott, 677 00:41:27,329 --> 00:41:29,331 are you thinking about killing yourself? 678 00:41:31,133 --> 00:41:32,234 Just letting go. 679 00:41:34,003 --> 00:41:35,037 Letting go of what? 680 00:41:37,306 --> 00:41:38,573 Everything. 681 00:41:40,743 --> 00:41:41,577 Fear, 682 00:41:42,778 --> 00:41:43,612 hope, 683 00:41:45,381 --> 00:41:46,182 just 684 00:41:48,284 --> 00:41:49,285 accepting. 685 00:41:51,020 --> 00:41:52,321 Accepting what, Scott? 686 00:41:54,290 --> 00:41:55,724 That no one wants me here. 687 00:41:55,758 --> 00:41:57,293 No, I want you here. 688 00:41:58,294 --> 00:41:59,695 You don't know me. 689 00:41:59,728 --> 00:42:00,896 No, but I do. 690 00:42:01,897 --> 00:42:04,333 I do want you here and I know that your daughter 691 00:42:04,366 --> 00:42:06,068 - would want you here. - No, she doesn't. 692 00:42:06,102 --> 00:42:06,936 Yes, she would. 693 00:42:08,404 --> 00:42:12,675 Scott, when I was young my father abandoned our family 694 00:42:12,708 --> 00:42:13,642 and I hated him. 695 00:42:15,244 --> 00:42:17,113 But there was always a little part of me 696 00:42:17,146 --> 00:42:19,381 that wished he was still around. 697 00:42:19,415 --> 00:42:23,719 And I know that your daughter feels that way too. 698 00:42:24,820 --> 00:42:25,988 Not anymore. 699 00:42:27,857 --> 00:42:28,691 How old is she? 700 00:42:31,694 --> 00:42:32,328 17. 701 00:42:33,896 --> 00:42:35,030 She's graduating. 702 00:42:35,064 --> 00:42:36,298 That's exciting. 703 00:42:37,466 --> 00:42:39,135 She asked me not to be there. 704 00:42:43,038 --> 00:42:43,873 She said that? 705 00:42:45,407 --> 00:42:48,043 That's the thing no one tells you about rock bottom, 706 00:42:48,077 --> 00:42:49,178 it doesn't exist. 707 00:42:50,312 --> 00:42:51,680 There's just 708 00:42:52,648 --> 00:42:55,151 harder levels buried underneath all the shit and 709 00:42:56,418 --> 00:43:00,322 they break you into a million pieces 710 00:43:01,891 --> 00:43:03,192 and you just keep... 711 00:43:07,229 --> 00:43:09,365 Scott, I'm not really sure what you mean. 712 00:43:11,367 --> 00:43:13,903 She sent me a letter a few months ago. 713 00:43:13,936 --> 00:43:15,437 Okay, she sent you a letter. 714 00:43:16,438 --> 00:43:19,942 That's great, maybe that's just how she wants 715 00:43:19,975 --> 00:43:21,177 to communicate with you. 716 00:43:22,311 --> 00:43:23,445 I don't think so. 717 00:43:24,947 --> 00:43:26,182 Why would you say that? 718 00:43:28,250 --> 00:43:29,418 I tried writing her back. 719 00:43:30,452 --> 00:43:31,687 Okay, and? 720 00:43:33,822 --> 00:43:34,456 They all came back, 721 00:43:34,490 --> 00:43:35,958 return to sender. 722 00:43:36,892 --> 00:43:38,060 All of them? 723 00:43:38,928 --> 00:43:40,095 Yeah. 724 00:43:40,129 --> 00:43:41,764 Did you have the right address? 725 00:43:43,299 --> 00:43:44,400 Yes. 726 00:43:44,433 --> 00:43:45,968 Sorry. 727 00:43:46,001 --> 00:43:47,903 I recognized the handwriting on the envelopes 728 00:43:50,539 --> 00:43:53,309 and she said everything she wanted to say. 729 00:43:55,978 --> 00:43:57,213 And what did she say? 730 00:43:59,048 --> 00:43:59,848 Nothing. 731 00:44:06,488 --> 00:44:07,323 Scott? 732 00:44:10,092 --> 00:44:12,528 You want me to read you the letter? 733 00:44:12,561 --> 00:44:14,230 You don't have to. 734 00:44:15,331 --> 00:44:18,000 No, I'll read you the letter. 735 00:44:18,033 --> 00:44:18,867 Okay. 736 00:44:21,570 --> 00:44:24,740 (PAPER RUSTLING) 737 00:44:26,175 --> 00:44:27,776 Dad, 738 00:44:27,810 --> 00:44:30,112 with my graduation approaching, 739 00:44:30,145 --> 00:44:31,347 I've been really thinking about it 740 00:44:31,380 --> 00:44:33,415 and I'm asking you not to attend. 741 00:44:34,917 --> 00:44:37,786 Mom and I are just starting to be happy again 742 00:44:37,820 --> 00:44:40,356 and every time you come around it cancels that out. 743 00:44:41,457 --> 00:44:43,525 Mom cries for days afterwards. 744 00:44:45,561 --> 00:44:49,798 And you're always drunk and it's embarrassing. 745 00:44:51,867 --> 00:44:53,869 All my friends know about you and Dylan. 746 00:44:56,606 --> 00:44:58,540 I hate the way they look at you. 747 00:45:00,476 --> 00:45:02,411 It makes me look at you different too. 748 00:45:06,081 --> 00:45:07,483 I'm going to college in the fall 749 00:45:09,251 --> 00:45:10,786 where no one knows me. 750 00:45:12,254 --> 00:45:16,458 I can just me Emily and not that poor girl 751 00:45:16,492 --> 00:45:17,860 or that man's other kid 752 00:45:20,429 --> 00:45:21,563 or Dylan's sister. 753 00:45:24,933 --> 00:45:26,502 I need that. 754 00:45:26,535 --> 00:45:28,804 I'm sorry if this hurts you 755 00:45:29,739 --> 00:45:31,940 but I have to start looking out for myself. 756 00:45:34,476 --> 00:45:36,912 Signed, Emily Brooks. 757 00:45:39,081 --> 00:45:41,517 She's going by her mom's maiden name now, that's fun. 758 00:45:43,986 --> 00:45:46,589 Why would she say all those things? 759 00:45:46,623 --> 00:45:48,190 Because she hates me. 760 00:45:48,223 --> 00:45:49,558 No. 761 00:45:49,592 --> 00:45:52,595 No Scott, I'm sure she doesn't hate you. 762 00:45:52,629 --> 00:45:54,396 I'm sure she's hurting. 763 00:45:54,430 --> 00:45:56,098 I'm the one that's hurting her. 764 00:45:57,066 --> 00:45:58,367 Why are you hurting her? 765 00:45:59,968 --> 00:46:00,869 It's not her fault. 766 00:46:00,903 --> 00:46:03,138 She will listen to her mom 767 00:46:03,172 --> 00:46:06,008 and aunts say nothing good about me, 768 00:46:07,242 --> 00:46:09,545 even I'm starting to believe it. 769 00:46:09,579 --> 00:46:10,846 Believe what? 770 00:46:12,114 --> 00:46:13,449 I'm a monster. 771 00:46:15,050 --> 00:46:16,285 I'm a terrible person, 772 00:46:16,318 --> 00:46:19,288 a failure as a father. 773 00:46:19,321 --> 00:46:20,122 Scott. 774 00:46:20,155 --> 00:46:21,090 I was in the car too, 775 00:46:21,123 --> 00:46:22,391 did you know that? 776 00:46:22,424 --> 00:46:24,126 What car? 777 00:46:24,159 --> 00:46:27,262 I was in a coma for five days. 778 00:46:28,497 --> 00:46:29,632 Amanda had to make the decision 779 00:46:29,666 --> 00:46:33,603 to take Dylan off life support while I was in a coma and 780 00:46:35,170 --> 00:46:37,072 she never forgave me for that, 781 00:46:38,574 --> 00:46:40,075 among other things. 782 00:46:40,109 --> 00:46:41,611 I'm so, so sorry Scott. 783 00:46:47,650 --> 00:46:48,585 I don't know 784 00:46:48,618 --> 00:46:50,052 - what to say. - Did you know 785 00:46:50,085 --> 00:46:51,086 that the Sazerac was the first cocktail? 786 00:46:51,954 --> 00:46:53,055 What? 787 00:46:53,088 --> 00:46:55,991 Yeah, it was invented in New Orleans. 788 00:46:56,024 --> 00:47:00,562 This guy, Peychaud or however you pronounce that, 789 00:47:00,597 --> 00:47:03,265 he was selling these bitters and he mixed it 790 00:47:03,298 --> 00:47:06,168 with French brandy and made the first cocktail. 791 00:47:06,201 --> 00:47:07,569 Scott. 792 00:47:07,604 --> 00:47:08,638 What? 793 00:47:12,742 --> 00:47:16,311 Do you think it would be useful to talk about your son? 794 00:47:19,148 --> 00:47:19,982 No. 795 00:47:22,652 --> 00:47:24,052 Dylan was your son? 796 00:47:26,388 --> 00:47:27,222 Yes. 797 00:47:30,993 --> 00:47:32,327 And 798 00:47:32,361 --> 00:47:33,362 how old was he? 799 00:47:39,769 --> 00:47:42,271 I'm done talking about him. 800 00:47:42,304 --> 00:47:43,539 Why? 801 00:47:43,572 --> 00:47:45,941 I've talked about him enough for 10 lifetimes. 802 00:47:46,743 --> 00:47:49,511 I talk about him with my parents. 803 00:47:49,545 --> 00:47:52,314 I talked about him with my brothers. 804 00:47:52,347 --> 00:47:54,450 I talked about him with the guys at AA. 805 00:47:56,586 --> 00:47:58,588 The only one who won't talk to me about him is Amanda 806 00:47:58,621 --> 00:48:01,089 because she blames me. 807 00:48:01,123 --> 00:48:02,458 Why does Amanda blame you? 808 00:48:05,728 --> 00:48:06,995 I was out after work. 809 00:48:08,698 --> 00:48:12,534 I hadn't gone out in months and I only went 810 00:48:12,568 --> 00:48:14,369 because I knew Katie would be there. 811 00:48:15,672 --> 00:48:17,774 Amanda called to say she was running late 812 00:48:17,807 --> 00:48:19,676 and couldn't get Dylan from soccer practice 813 00:48:19,709 --> 00:48:20,610 and could I do it? 814 00:48:22,144 --> 00:48:23,746 I knew there'd be a fight if I... 815 00:48:25,180 --> 00:48:29,719 Okay, but that doesn't make it your fault. 816 00:48:29,752 --> 00:48:32,554 He wasn't wearing a seatbelt. 817 00:48:34,156 --> 00:48:36,626 He was complaining about it choking him 818 00:48:36,659 --> 00:48:38,360 and I probably just let it go. 819 00:48:40,295 --> 00:48:42,564 It wasn't far from the soccer field to the house. 820 00:48:42,599 --> 00:48:44,767 Yeah, and accidents happen, you know. 821 00:48:44,801 --> 00:48:46,101 No, no, no, no, 822 00:48:46,134 --> 00:48:47,604 - don't say that. - But it's true, Scott. 823 00:48:47,637 --> 00:48:49,505 You don't get to say that to me. 824 00:48:49,538 --> 00:48:51,641 People say stupid shit like that to me 825 00:48:51,674 --> 00:48:52,709 - all the time. - I'm sorry, Scott. 826 00:48:52,742 --> 00:48:54,510 - I'm just trying to help you. - Accidents happen. 827 00:48:54,543 --> 00:48:56,345 It happens for a reason. 828 00:48:56,378 --> 00:48:57,780 God works in mysterious ways. 829 00:48:57,814 --> 00:48:59,047 Well, fuck you. 830 00:48:59,081 --> 00:49:00,415 It should've been me that died. 831 00:49:00,449 --> 00:49:01,784 It should've been me. 832 00:49:01,818 --> 00:49:04,721 Why do I get to go on living, huh? 833 00:49:07,189 --> 00:49:08,023 Scott? 834 00:49:09,458 --> 00:49:10,425 Scott? 835 00:49:10,459 --> 00:49:13,696 (DRAMATIC OMINOUS MUSIC) 836 00:49:13,730 --> 00:49:15,330 Scott? 837 00:49:15,364 --> 00:49:16,198 Hello? 838 00:49:17,165 --> 00:49:17,800 Hello? 839 00:49:20,369 --> 00:49:21,169 Hello? 840 00:49:21,203 --> 00:49:22,437 (DIALING TONE) 841 00:49:22,471 --> 00:49:23,305 Shit. 842 00:49:24,273 --> 00:49:25,073 (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) 843 00:49:25,107 --> 00:49:25,742 F. 844 00:49:30,613 --> 00:49:31,681 (ALCOHOL SWISHING) 845 00:49:31,714 --> 00:49:33,850 (BOTTLE BANGING ON TABLE) 846 00:49:33,883 --> 00:49:38,588 (DRAMATIC OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 847 00:49:49,599 --> 00:49:52,702 SCOTT: Come on, you fucking coward. 848 00:49:52,735 --> 00:49:53,770 Come on. 849 00:49:55,337 --> 00:49:57,205 911 OPERATOR: 911, what's your emergency? 850 00:49:57,239 --> 00:50:00,208 Hi, I just got off the phone with someone 851 00:50:00,242 --> 00:50:02,812 who I think might be planning to kill themselves 852 00:50:02,845 --> 00:50:05,314 and I'm just not sure what to do. 853 00:50:05,347 --> 00:50:06,415 911 OPERATOR: Okay ma'am, where is he? 854 00:50:06,448 --> 00:50:07,617 He's at his house. 855 00:50:07,650 --> 00:50:11,186 911 OPERATOR: What's the address? 856 00:50:11,219 --> 00:50:12,622 I don't know. 857 00:50:12,655 --> 00:50:15,157 911 OPERATOR: Do you have his phone number? 858 00:50:15,190 --> 00:50:16,893 No, I don't. 859 00:50:16,926 --> 00:50:18,861 911 OPERATOR: What is his name? 860 00:50:18,895 --> 00:50:20,597 His name is Scott. 861 00:50:20,630 --> 00:50:22,331 911 OPERATOR: Scott, last name? 862 00:50:23,498 --> 00:50:24,634 - I don't know. - I'm sorry ma'am, 863 00:50:24,667 --> 00:50:25,635 if you don't know his full name, 864 00:50:25,668 --> 00:50:28,705 his address or any (INDISTINCT) 865 00:50:28,738 --> 00:50:30,339 No, I understand what you're saying 866 00:50:30,372 --> 00:50:32,174 but you don't understand, okay. 867 00:50:32,207 --> 00:50:36,646 He called me and now he hung up and I don't know what to do. 868 00:50:36,679 --> 00:50:38,146 911 OPERATOR: Ma'am, if he calls again get an address 869 00:50:38,180 --> 00:50:39,414 so we can send some help. 870 00:50:39,448 --> 00:50:40,783 Right now I have to keep this line open, okay. 871 00:50:40,817 --> 00:50:41,951 No, please? 872 00:50:41,985 --> 00:50:43,886 911 OPERATOR: Ma'am, I have to keep this line open. 873 00:50:43,920 --> 00:50:46,288 No, but please just help me, 874 00:50:46,321 --> 00:50:47,456 I don't know what to do. 875 00:50:47,489 --> 00:50:49,859 (INDISTINCT) 876 00:50:51,794 --> 00:50:53,462 911 OPERATOR: Are you still there? 877 00:50:54,864 --> 00:50:57,767 Ma'am? (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) 878 00:50:57,800 --> 00:51:02,204 (DRAMATIC OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 879 00:51:06,743 --> 00:51:09,511 (PILLS CLICKING) 880 00:51:23,960 --> 00:51:26,796 (PILLS CLICKING) 881 00:51:43,378 --> 00:51:44,212 Okay. 882 00:52:06,501 --> 00:52:09,471 (DRAWER RUMBLING) 883 00:52:09,504 --> 00:52:12,240 (DRAWER BANGING) 884 00:52:12,274 --> 00:52:15,343 (SOMBER PIANO MUSIC) 885 00:52:29,558 --> 00:52:31,961 (DIALING TONE) 886 00:52:33,428 --> 00:52:35,732 (TELEPHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) 887 00:52:35,765 --> 00:52:39,501 (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) 888 00:52:43,906 --> 00:52:44,874 AMANDA: Hello? 889 00:52:44,907 --> 00:52:46,475 Hi, Amanda Brooks? 890 00:52:46,508 --> 00:52:47,375 AMANDA: Yes, who is this? 891 00:52:47,409 --> 00:52:48,945 Yes hi, 892 00:52:48,978 --> 00:52:52,949 my name is Beth and I was just wondering 893 00:52:52,982 --> 00:52:54,951 if your ex-husband's name is Scott? 894 00:52:54,984 --> 00:52:56,719 AMANDA: I don't have anything to do with him anymore. 895 00:52:56,753 --> 00:52:58,921 I completely understand that but I just wanna let you know 896 00:52:58,955 --> 00:53:01,323 that I have an emergency. 897 00:53:01,356 --> 00:53:02,658 AMANDA: I have to go. 898 00:53:02,692 --> 00:53:03,525 Please don't. 899 00:53:03,558 --> 00:53:05,962 (DIALING TONE) 900 00:53:08,865 --> 00:53:12,602 (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) 901 00:53:28,050 --> 00:53:32,054 (CHAIR WHEELS RUMBLING ON FLOOR) 902 00:53:32,088 --> 00:53:33,321 Scott. 903 00:53:35,591 --> 00:53:38,928 (BETH BREATHING DEEPLY) 904 00:53:42,464 --> 00:53:43,266 Okay. 905 00:53:51,007 --> 00:53:54,644 (DRAMATIC OMINOUS MUSIC) 906 00:54:05,788 --> 00:54:09,457 (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 907 00:54:28,744 --> 00:54:31,413 (DIALING TONE) 908 00:54:31,446 --> 00:54:35,017 (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) 909 00:54:47,129 --> 00:54:51,067 (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) 910 00:54:58,107 --> 00:54:59,075 ANSWERING MACHINE: Hey, it's Emily. 911 00:54:59,108 --> 00:55:00,142 Leave a message after the beep. 912 00:55:00,176 --> 00:55:01,978 You know what to do. 913 00:55:06,048 --> 00:55:07,750 Hi Em, it's dad. 914 00:55:09,752 --> 00:55:10,586 You home? 915 00:55:16,592 --> 00:55:17,525 I love you. 916 00:55:21,964 --> 00:55:22,798 I'm sorry. 917 00:55:27,169 --> 00:55:28,536 I'm sorry. 918 00:55:28,570 --> 00:55:32,742 (PHONE CLICKING ON RECEIVER) 919 00:55:32,775 --> 00:55:36,444 (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 920 00:55:57,565 --> 00:56:01,170 (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) 921 00:56:31,566 --> 00:56:34,136 (BETH SOBBING) 922 00:56:40,843 --> 00:56:43,245 (BETH SIGHING) 923 00:56:46,148 --> 00:56:49,151 (TELEPHONE RINGING) 924 00:56:51,287 --> 00:56:53,122 God, please, please. 925 00:56:57,259 --> 00:56:58,493 Hello? 926 00:57:00,663 --> 00:57:01,297 Hello? 927 00:57:01,330 --> 00:57:02,530 Sorry I yelled. 928 00:57:05,968 --> 00:57:07,737 - Sorry. - What'd you say? 929 00:57:07,770 --> 00:57:09,271 I'm sorry I yelled. 930 00:57:11,307 --> 00:57:12,708 No, that's fine. 931 00:57:15,011 --> 00:57:17,246 I was just really upset that you hung up. 932 00:57:18,881 --> 00:57:19,782 I didn't. 933 00:57:21,584 --> 00:57:24,020 I accidentally pulled the phone cord out 934 00:57:24,053 --> 00:57:24,887 of the wall. 935 00:57:27,656 --> 00:57:31,160 Okay Scott, do you think you could give me your number 936 00:57:31,193 --> 00:57:33,062 in case we get disconnected again? 937 00:57:33,095 --> 00:57:34,597 Have you ever had a Rob Roy? 938 00:57:36,332 --> 00:57:38,134 No. 939 00:57:38,167 --> 00:57:41,270 It's like a Manhattan but you make it with Scotch. 940 00:57:43,039 --> 00:57:44,940 It was actually invented in Manhattan. 941 00:57:46,075 --> 00:57:48,978 The bartender named it after a opera 942 00:57:49,011 --> 00:57:50,880 about a Scottish folk hero. 943 00:57:51,914 --> 00:57:52,748 Scott, 944 00:57:55,284 --> 00:57:56,652 are you still drinking? 945 00:57:59,622 --> 00:58:00,256 Maybe. 946 00:58:02,224 --> 00:58:05,895 Do you think that we could keep talking 947 00:58:05,928 --> 00:58:07,196 without anymore drinks? 948 00:58:09,231 --> 00:58:11,300 Do you think that's a good idea? 949 00:58:11,333 --> 00:58:12,168 Yeah. 950 00:58:17,006 --> 00:58:17,840 Hello? 951 00:58:19,742 --> 00:58:22,011 Do you ever think about what happens when we die? 952 00:58:23,345 --> 00:58:24,580 No. 953 00:58:25,281 --> 00:58:27,917 No, I don't. 954 00:58:27,950 --> 00:58:28,784 I do 955 00:58:30,686 --> 00:58:31,320 all the time. 956 00:58:35,257 --> 00:58:37,827 Scott, maybe we can talk about something else 957 00:58:37,860 --> 00:58:40,129 like your daughter and maybe where she's going. 958 00:58:40,162 --> 00:58:44,700 Do you never think about what happens when you die? 959 00:58:48,671 --> 00:58:51,607 No, I don't really like to think about that. 960 00:58:53,776 --> 00:58:56,912 Nobody likes to think about the bad shit happening. 961 00:58:58,714 --> 00:59:01,117 That's why no one knows what to do when it does. 962 00:59:03,919 --> 00:59:05,387 Scott, what's your address? 963 00:59:08,357 --> 00:59:10,159 I don't believe in hell, 964 00:59:12,461 --> 00:59:15,898 unless this is it which it makes sense. 965 00:59:16,866 --> 00:59:18,734 Scott, where do you live? 966 00:59:18,767 --> 00:59:20,970 I think Einstein was close. 967 00:59:22,438 --> 00:59:23,939 Einstein? 968 00:59:23,973 --> 00:59:25,941 Einstein said that 969 00:59:25,975 --> 00:59:28,944 "Energy can't be created or destroyed," so 970 00:59:30,346 --> 00:59:35,351 I figure our energy just keeps on going after we kick it. 971 00:59:38,354 --> 00:59:39,388 Scott, look... 972 00:59:39,421 --> 00:59:40,990 It just keeps on going, 973 00:59:42,458 --> 00:59:44,894 doing whatever it was doing before I got here, I guess. 974 00:59:44,927 --> 00:59:46,762 Scott, I want you to listen okay. 975 00:59:48,197 --> 00:59:49,198 - I know I could never - I've never remembered 976 00:59:49,231 --> 00:59:52,034 - stuff from before. - Understand how this feels. 977 00:59:52,067 --> 00:59:56,205 But it's in a different language. 978 00:59:56,238 --> 00:59:57,373 Scott, I know 979 00:59:57,406 --> 01:00:00,176 - that you were the driver. - Or frequency or something. 980 01:00:00,209 --> 01:00:02,444 And I know that you were drunk. 981 01:00:02,478 --> 01:00:05,414 And I know that you feel hopeless right now 982 01:00:08,250 --> 01:00:09,385 but I want you to know 983 01:00:10,486 --> 01:00:11,820 Like how a radio can get 984 01:00:11,854 --> 01:00:12,922 - all the stations - That you don't have 985 01:00:12,955 --> 01:00:14,089 - to be ashamed - But it has to be tuned 986 01:00:14,123 --> 01:00:15,191 - to the right ones. - And that I would like 987 01:00:15,224 --> 01:00:17,159 to talk to you so if you could give me your number 988 01:00:17,193 --> 01:00:20,196 for your address I would love to come meet you face to face. 989 01:00:22,164 --> 01:00:23,799 Maybe I could come over tomorrow? 990 01:00:24,900 --> 01:00:26,735 No, I can't tomorrow. 991 01:00:26,769 --> 01:00:27,403 Why? 992 01:00:29,872 --> 01:00:31,173 Why can't you tomorrow? 993 01:00:34,543 --> 01:00:39,748 I figured if there was something after this world that 994 01:00:40,382 --> 01:00:42,151 - Scott. - Our loved ones 995 01:00:42,184 --> 01:00:46,188 or whomever would send messages 996 01:00:47,456 --> 01:00:48,857 - or signals. - Scott, when you weren't 997 01:00:48,891 --> 01:00:50,492 on the phone I was really worried about you. 998 01:00:51,360 --> 01:00:54,363 - Then I thought, well - Okay, and I want you 999 01:00:54,396 --> 01:00:57,333 - to know that I'm here - What would I do, maybe they 1000 01:00:57,366 --> 01:00:59,401 If you need someone to listen and that you don't 1001 01:00:59,435 --> 01:01:01,804 - have to feel ashamed. - Send them and 1002 01:01:01,837 --> 01:01:04,373 we just don't have the right radio to hear it. 1003 01:01:05,541 --> 01:01:06,508 Scott, 1004 01:01:08,310 --> 01:01:09,511 can you just answer me? 1005 01:01:09,545 --> 01:01:11,413 Like to be in the middle of nowhere 1006 01:01:13,182 --> 01:01:15,050 and just trying to send those messages 1007 01:01:15,084 --> 01:01:16,552 - and know that no one's - Scott, I need you 1008 01:01:16,586 --> 01:01:19,355 - to tell me where you live? - Gonna hear them. 1009 01:01:20,322 --> 01:01:21,156 Okay. 1010 01:01:22,524 --> 01:01:26,128 Maybe it's like when we send stuff into space. 1011 01:01:27,597 --> 01:01:28,732 Scott, I would like to come over and meet you. 1012 01:01:28,764 --> 01:01:33,936 We don't know who or if anyone's ever gonna hear us. 1013 01:01:38,240 --> 01:01:39,074 Scott? 1014 01:01:40,943 --> 01:01:42,544 - Scott there's still so much. - Unless they do 1015 01:01:42,579 --> 01:01:45,547 and they send a message back it would be long 1016 01:01:45,582 --> 01:01:46,448 after we're gone. 1017 01:01:46,482 --> 01:01:48,150 Scott, there's still so much 1018 01:01:48,183 --> 01:01:49,118 - I don't know about you - Our children's children 1019 01:01:49,151 --> 01:01:50,352 And I would like to get 1020 01:01:50,386 --> 01:01:51,588 to know you a little bit more, okay. 1021 01:01:51,621 --> 01:01:54,156 They'll be the ones that hear them. 1022 01:01:55,090 --> 01:01:56,325 (BETH SNIFFING) 1023 01:01:56,358 --> 01:01:57,860 And it'll be just like it is now. 1024 01:02:01,096 --> 01:02:03,499 - Just like what is? - Just like there was nothing. 1025 01:02:03,532 --> 01:02:05,868 Scott, there isn't nothing, okay. 1026 01:02:08,103 --> 01:02:08,937 I'm here 1027 01:02:10,472 --> 01:02:13,576 and I wanna talk to you, okay, 1028 01:02:13,610 --> 01:02:16,412 and I want you to know that I care about you, okay, 1029 01:02:20,983 --> 01:02:22,284 and that you're not alone. 1030 01:02:23,952 --> 01:02:25,387 You're so nice. 1031 01:02:26,488 --> 01:02:28,857 (BETH SNIFFING) 1032 01:02:28,891 --> 01:02:33,896 I wish I could talk to someone who didn't know for once, 1033 01:02:39,435 --> 01:02:40,569 who didn't see me like that. 1034 01:02:40,603 --> 01:02:41,470 I'm so sorry. 1035 01:02:42,672 --> 01:02:44,607 Just one last time. 1036 01:02:44,641 --> 01:02:47,242 Scott please don't say things like that, okay. 1037 01:02:48,243 --> 01:02:49,078 Okay? 1038 01:02:50,379 --> 01:02:52,014 You don't have to say things like that, 1039 01:02:52,047 --> 01:02:53,248 okay, you're safe. 1040 01:02:55,317 --> 01:02:56,452 And I care about you, 1041 01:02:56,485 --> 01:02:57,453 I really do. 1042 01:02:59,988 --> 01:03:01,423 No, you don't. 1043 01:03:01,457 --> 01:03:02,991 You don't have to be ashamed. 1044 01:03:07,262 --> 01:03:08,864 I should've had the affair, 1045 01:03:11,033 --> 01:03:12,101 you were right. 1046 01:03:12,134 --> 01:03:13,369 Why would you say that? 1047 01:03:15,971 --> 01:03:17,607 And planned stuff with Katie, 1048 01:03:17,640 --> 01:03:19,007 everything would be okay. 1049 01:03:19,041 --> 01:03:21,977 Scott, don't say things like that okay. 1050 01:03:22,010 --> 01:03:23,979 That's not true. 1051 01:03:24,012 --> 01:03:25,381 It's true. 1052 01:03:25,414 --> 01:03:27,449 No. 1053 01:03:27,483 --> 01:03:28,450 Amanda 1054 01:03:30,386 --> 01:03:31,520 would divorce me 1055 01:03:33,288 --> 01:03:38,293 and we would've talked and 1056 01:03:38,961 --> 01:03:41,296 Emily would probably disown me. 1057 01:03:43,733 --> 01:03:45,934 But Dylan would still be alive. 1058 01:03:49,371 --> 01:03:50,172 Scott. 1059 01:03:50,205 --> 01:03:51,440 Don't you worry. 1060 01:03:51,473 --> 01:03:53,576 I want you to know that you don't have 1061 01:03:53,610 --> 01:03:55,277 to feel hopeless, okay. 1062 01:03:57,680 --> 01:04:00,015 Can you just tell me that you're gonna be okay? 1063 01:04:01,718 --> 01:04:03,653 Can you say those words to me? 1064 01:04:03,686 --> 01:04:04,987 Who cares? 1065 01:04:05,020 --> 01:04:05,622 I care. 1066 01:04:05,655 --> 01:04:07,156 No you don't. 1067 01:04:07,189 --> 01:04:09,425 I really, really do care. 1068 01:04:10,627 --> 01:04:11,927 I really do. 1069 01:04:20,670 --> 01:04:21,671 Okay? 1070 01:04:21,704 --> 01:04:24,306 I don't feel good. 1071 01:04:24,339 --> 01:04:26,175 You don't feel good? 1072 01:04:29,077 --> 01:04:30,713 No. The pills. 1073 01:04:30,747 --> 01:04:31,547 What? 1074 01:04:36,418 --> 01:04:38,187 Scott, did you take pills? 1075 01:04:40,122 --> 01:04:40,956 Scott? 1076 01:04:43,158 --> 01:04:45,060 Scott, did you take pills? 1077 01:04:46,061 --> 01:04:46,696 Scott? 1078 01:04:48,330 --> 01:04:50,733 Scott, please answer me okay? 1079 01:04:51,768 --> 01:04:53,001 Scott? 1080 01:04:54,737 --> 01:04:56,138 Scott, are you okay? 1081 01:04:58,207 --> 01:04:59,776 Scott? 1082 01:04:59,809 --> 01:05:03,979 (TENSE OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 1083 01:05:06,749 --> 01:05:09,284 Scott, just talk to me okay. 1084 01:05:09,985 --> 01:05:12,655 You're gonna be okay, I promise. 1085 01:05:12,689 --> 01:05:14,356 - I promise. - Hello? 1086 01:05:14,389 --> 01:05:15,758 Hi Amanda, please don't hang up. 1087 01:05:15,792 --> 01:05:17,794 Please, I have Scott on the other line 1088 01:05:17,827 --> 01:05:19,696 and I need his address, okay. 1089 01:05:19,729 --> 01:05:20,730 AMANDA: I already told you, 1090 01:05:20,763 --> 01:05:22,064 - I don't have his address. - I understand that 1091 01:05:22,097 --> 01:05:23,365 but this is an emergency. 1092 01:05:23,398 --> 01:05:26,703 I think he's gonna kill himself, please. 1093 01:05:26,736 --> 01:05:27,670 AMANDA: You need to call the police. 1094 01:05:27,704 --> 01:05:29,238 I did call the police. 1095 01:05:29,271 --> 01:05:32,307 They need an address or a phone number, 1096 01:05:32,341 --> 01:05:33,509 okay, Amanda. 1097 01:05:33,542 --> 01:05:34,811 AMANDA: I do not have an address 1098 01:05:34,844 --> 01:05:36,579 or phone number, I'm sorry. 1099 01:05:36,613 --> 01:05:38,781 Please, you don't understand. 1100 01:05:38,815 --> 01:05:39,716 AMANDA: I don't have it. 1101 01:05:39,749 --> 01:05:40,783 There's nothing I can do, 1102 01:05:40,817 --> 01:05:41,784 - I don't have it. - Scott? 1103 01:05:42,685 --> 01:05:43,753 Amanda, please. 1104 01:05:44,821 --> 01:05:46,689 Emily, is Emily there? 1105 01:05:46,723 --> 01:05:47,824 AMANDA: How do you know Emily? 1106 01:05:47,857 --> 01:05:48,758 She wrote him a letter. 1107 01:05:48,791 --> 01:05:50,392 She has his address, 1108 01:05:50,425 --> 01:05:51,426 please go get her. 1109 01:05:51,460 --> 01:05:52,427 AMANDA: What? 1110 01:05:52,461 --> 01:05:54,162 - Go get her. - Okay. Okay. 1111 01:05:54,196 --> 01:05:55,598 - Scott? - Emily? 1112 01:05:55,632 --> 01:05:57,232 - What? - Did you write 1113 01:05:57,266 --> 01:05:59,067 - a letter to your dad? - Scott, I'm here okay. 1114 01:05:59,101 --> 01:06:00,569 - Why? - 'Cause this random lady 1115 01:06:00,603 --> 01:06:02,271 on the phone is saying you wrote a letter to your dad. 1116 01:06:02,304 --> 01:06:03,806 She needs his address, 1117 01:06:03,840 --> 01:06:06,208 apparently you know it 'cause you've written letters to him. 1118 01:06:06,241 --> 01:06:07,677 Amanda, please hurry up. 1119 01:06:07,710 --> 01:06:10,145 AMANDA: Just give me a second. 1120 01:06:10,178 --> 01:06:11,581 Please hurry up. 1121 01:06:11,614 --> 01:06:12,715 Scott, just say something. 1122 01:06:12,749 --> 01:06:13,683 AMANDA: She did write a letter 1123 01:06:13,716 --> 01:06:15,150 and I didn't know she had. 1124 01:06:15,183 --> 01:06:18,220 Yes, just give me the address please? 1125 01:06:18,253 --> 01:06:20,657 AMANDA: 1474 Main Street, 1126 01:06:20,690 --> 01:06:21,824 Upper Midwest Side 1127 01:06:21,858 --> 01:06:22,859 1722 Cherio Hill. 1128 01:06:22,892 --> 01:06:24,526 Yes. Okay. 1129 01:06:24,560 --> 01:06:26,663 AMANDA: Sorry, I didn't know she was sending him letters. 1130 01:06:26,696 --> 01:06:27,864 You'd have to talk to her. 1131 01:06:27,897 --> 01:06:32,035 (SOMBER TENSE INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 1132 01:06:33,703 --> 01:06:35,270 Scott? 1133 01:06:35,304 --> 01:06:36,305 Scott? 1134 01:06:36,338 --> 01:06:37,472 Say something, okay. 1135 01:06:37,506 --> 01:06:38,741 Just tell me you're gonna be okay. 1136 01:06:38,775 --> 01:06:39,842 911 OPERATOR: 911, what's your emergency? 1137 01:06:39,876 --> 01:06:42,110 You have to send an ambulance to 1474 Main Street, 1138 01:06:42,144 --> 01:06:43,713 Apartment 1722 Cherio. 1139 01:06:43,746 --> 01:06:45,347 Please hurry up. 1140 01:06:45,380 --> 01:06:46,616 911 OPERATOR: Just please state your emergency? 1141 01:06:46,649 --> 01:06:48,718 Yes, I'm currently on the phone with someone 1142 01:06:48,751 --> 01:06:51,654 who I think is trying to kill themselves. 1143 01:06:51,688 --> 01:06:53,690 He took a lot of pills and he's been drinking 1144 01:06:53,723 --> 01:06:56,124 and he's not responding so please hurry. 1145 01:06:56,158 --> 01:06:56,793 911 OPERATOR: What's his name? 1146 01:06:56,826 --> 01:06:57,894 His name is Scott. 1147 01:06:57,927 --> 01:06:59,561 (INDISTINCT) 1148 01:06:59,596 --> 01:07:00,797 Scott Richardson. 1149 01:07:00,830 --> 01:07:02,297 911 OPERATOR: Okay, just repeat the address? 1150 01:07:02,331 --> 01:07:04,734 Yes, it's 1474 Main Street, 1151 01:07:07,937 --> 01:07:10,205 Apartment 1722 Cherry Hill. 1152 01:07:11,841 --> 01:07:13,408 Please just hurry. 1153 01:07:13,442 --> 01:07:14,911 You don't understand. 1154 01:07:14,944 --> 01:07:17,179 911 OPERATOR: Are you on the phone with him right now? 1155 01:07:17,212 --> 01:07:18,380 Yes, I'm currently on the phone 1156 01:07:18,413 --> 01:07:19,749 but he's not responding to me. 1157 01:07:19,782 --> 01:07:21,516 I don't know what to do. 1158 01:07:21,550 --> 01:07:22,551 911 OPERATOR: Please stay calm. 1159 01:07:22,585 --> 01:07:23,552 Help is on its way right now. 1160 01:07:23,586 --> 01:07:25,788 Yes, thank you. 1161 01:07:25,822 --> 01:07:26,656 Scott? 1162 01:07:27,857 --> 01:07:28,891 Scott? 1163 01:07:30,292 --> 01:07:32,394 Scott, just talk to me. 1164 01:07:32,427 --> 01:07:33,696 Just say something, okay. 1165 01:07:33,730 --> 01:07:36,531 Tell me that you're gonna be okay. 1166 01:07:37,900 --> 01:07:39,334 Say those words, 1167 01:07:39,368 --> 01:07:42,304 just tell me you're gonna be okay? 1168 01:07:42,337 --> 01:07:43,171 Scott? 1169 01:07:47,242 --> 01:07:48,310 Scott? 1170 01:07:48,343 --> 01:07:49,579 (SCOTT MUMBLING) 1171 01:07:49,612 --> 01:07:52,782 Scott, who are you talking to? 1172 01:07:52,815 --> 01:07:53,650 Scott? 1173 01:07:55,217 --> 01:07:57,954 Scott, just say are you gonna be okay? 1174 01:07:57,987 --> 01:08:00,823 Scott, please don't do this to me. 1175 01:08:02,357 --> 01:08:05,193 Please don't do this to me, Scott. 1176 01:08:07,229 --> 01:08:08,831 Scott, just think about Emily, 1177 01:08:08,865 --> 01:08:11,901 okay, she doesn't want you to go. 1178 01:08:11,934 --> 01:08:14,169 She doesn't want you to go. 1179 01:08:17,439 --> 01:08:18,273 Scott? 1180 01:08:20,409 --> 01:08:22,812 Scott, please don't go. 1181 01:08:22,845 --> 01:08:23,680 Scott? 1182 01:08:24,814 --> 01:08:27,784 (TENSE OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 1183 01:08:27,817 --> 01:08:29,952 Scott, say something please? 1184 01:08:35,557 --> 01:08:36,926 (BETH SOBBING) 1185 01:08:36,959 --> 01:08:38,193 Scott. 1186 01:08:39,461 --> 01:08:41,964 Scott, help is on the way, okay. 1187 01:08:41,998 --> 01:08:43,866 Help is on the way. 1188 01:08:43,900 --> 01:08:45,702 If you can hear me, 1189 01:08:45,735 --> 01:08:47,970 they're coming to help you. 1190 01:08:50,006 --> 01:08:52,909 I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. 1191 01:08:52,942 --> 01:08:54,944 I don't know what to do. 1192 01:08:57,345 --> 01:08:59,281 (BETH SOBBING) 1193 01:08:59,314 --> 01:08:59,949 Scott! 1194 01:09:04,053 --> 01:09:06,823 Please, please, please, please. 1195 01:09:10,960 --> 01:09:11,794 Scott? 1196 01:09:15,031 --> 01:09:15,865 Scott? 1197 01:09:18,668 --> 01:09:19,969 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 1198 01:09:20,002 --> 01:09:21,904 Scott, answer the door. 1199 01:09:23,472 --> 01:09:24,907 Scott, go answer the door. 1200 01:09:24,941 --> 01:09:26,308 Please, they're there to help you. 1201 01:09:26,341 --> 01:09:28,243 Please answer the door. 1202 01:09:30,079 --> 01:09:31,513 (BETH SCREECHING) 1203 01:09:31,546 --> 01:09:33,950 (DOOR SMASHING) 1204 01:09:33,983 --> 01:09:38,286 (TENSE OMINOUS VIOLIN MUSIC) 1205 01:09:38,320 --> 01:09:39,055 (DIALING TONE) 1206 01:09:39,088 --> 01:09:41,824 Hello? 1207 01:09:41,858 --> 01:09:44,627 Hello? 1208 01:09:44,660 --> 01:09:45,494 Oh my God. 1209 01:09:49,699 --> 01:09:50,532 (BETH SOBBING) 1210 01:09:50,565 --> 01:09:51,399 Oh my God. 1211 01:09:53,770 --> 01:09:55,537 Oh my God. Oh my God. 1212 01:10:00,943 --> 01:10:03,746 (BETH SOBBING) 1213 01:10:05,648 --> 01:10:08,918 (RELAXING PIANO MUSIC) 1214 01:10:09,752 --> 01:10:14,757 Oh my God. 1215 01:10:15,557 --> 01:10:17,593 (DOOR CLICKING) 1216 01:10:17,627 --> 01:10:19,996 (WIND HOWLING) 1217 01:10:21,063 --> 01:10:24,967 ♪ Oh no ♪ 1218 01:10:25,001 --> 01:10:30,006 ♪ Tonight I find it hard to swallow ♪ 1219 01:10:31,573 --> 01:10:36,579 ♪ The bed is made and I feel hollow ♪ 1220 01:10:37,980 --> 01:10:42,985 ♪ My friends suggest that I should take it slow ♪ 1221 01:10:44,053 --> 01:10:47,590 ♪ I took it slow ♪ 1222 01:10:47,623 --> 01:10:50,827 (TELEPHONE RINGING) 1223 01:10:50,860 --> 01:10:51,661 Hello? 1224 01:10:53,562 --> 01:10:55,031 Hi baby. 1225 01:10:55,064 --> 01:10:55,865 No. 1226 01:10:57,099 --> 01:10:58,466 No I'm not mad. 1227 01:10:59,434 --> 01:11:00,736 No. 1228 01:11:00,770 --> 01:11:02,437 Just happy you're home. 1229 01:11:06,042 --> 01:11:08,110 I'm just happy you're home. 1230 01:11:11,047 --> 01:11:12,081 Yeah. 1231 01:11:13,515 --> 01:11:16,384 I know, I'll be home soon okay baby. 1232 01:11:16,418 --> 01:11:17,053 I'm sorry. 1233 01:11:18,988 --> 01:11:19,889 Yeah, I love you. 1234 01:11:22,424 --> 01:11:24,727 Can you say it back to me, please? 1235 01:11:32,434 --> 01:11:34,402 Okay, I'll talk to you soon baby. 1236 01:11:36,739 --> 01:11:37,572 Bye. 1237 01:11:39,876 --> 01:11:43,012 ♪ I see you face in blurry shades ♪ 1238 01:11:43,045 --> 01:11:46,182 ♪ And I reach out for your hand ♪ 1239 01:11:46,215 --> 01:11:49,451 ♪ All your ways I can't explain ♪ 1240 01:11:49,484 --> 01:11:52,889 ♪ But I want to understand ♪ 1241 01:11:52,922 --> 01:11:56,192 ♪ My love ♪ 1242 01:11:56,225 --> 01:11:59,061 ♪ I only want you next to me ♪ 1243 01:11:59,095 --> 01:12:02,564 ♪ Sweet love ♪ 1244 01:12:02,598 --> 01:12:06,068 ♪ How long before you hurt for me ♪ 1245 01:12:06,102 --> 01:12:11,107 ♪ Hurt for me ♪ 1246 01:12:12,141 --> 01:12:17,146 ♪ Do you hurt for me ♪ 1247 01:12:20,249 --> 01:12:25,453 ♪ I sedate my mind with hope of your return ♪ 1248 01:12:26,923 --> 01:12:31,928 ♪ Just enough to weigh me down ♪ 1249 01:12:33,561 --> 01:12:38,566 ♪ I can fake my heart and I love to watch it burn ♪ 1250 01:12:39,769 --> 01:12:43,639 ♪ But it knows you ain't around ♪ 1251 01:12:47,607 --> 01:12:52,607 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 1252 01:12:58,688 --> 01:13:01,857 ♪ My love ♪ 1253 01:13:01,891 --> 01:13:05,027 ♪ I only want you next to me ♪ 1254 01:13:05,061 --> 01:13:08,164 ♪ Sweet love ♪ 1255 01:13:08,197 --> 01:13:13,202 ♪ How long before you hurt for me, hurt for me ♪ 1256 01:13:17,840 --> 01:13:21,077 ♪ Will you hurt for me ♪ 1257 01:13:22,878 --> 01:13:25,480 (DIALING TONE) 1258 01:13:31,253 --> 01:13:35,024 (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 82888

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