All language subtitles for Beware.of.Dog.2020

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M_I_SForEver

Okay, let's
go, that's so loud

Now this is how you make
a home-style jailhouse meal.

Look at this.

♪ Come meet me in
the main room ♪

Is this the Neue Museum?

This is the Alte Museum.

I don't speak really good
German like behind human.

There's a hallway of
columns adjacent to that.

Okay, thank you.

Yeah, okay.

Where are you from?

I'm from Barcelona.

- Nice.
- Yeah, okay.

I went to Barcelona once.

Did you like it?

A lot.

You have a great
legacy of architecture.

Yeah, we have Gaudi,
it's really great,

it's nice.

Are you from Berlin?

Yes, I am from Berlin.

What are you doing here?

I am studying
History in Eureka,

do you know it?

Yeah.

I'm like really new here,

like I was a little bit lost.

Just my phone died
then I'm like,

like yeah, I don't
know so many people

and it's a little
bit complicated.

It's a big city.

Yeah.

My name is Paula.

Joanna, nice to meet you.

Thanks to you,
nice to meet you.

Maybe you wanna have
a drink or something?

I would love to.

Your phone, it's broken now?

- Yes.
- But you can call?

Like, you can give me your
number and I can call you?

Yeah.

You have to just put like
zero, zero in the beginning.

Zero, zero.

- Three, four
- Three.

Yeah, like a code.

Okay.

Six, five.

Two, one, zero, four

Zero, four.

Nine, zero, four.

Nine, zero, four.

Okay. I hope to see you Paula.

Enjoy.

If I fall off I'll
fucking swim back,

well, I don't give a fuck.

I'm not trying to kill myself.

I thought this was
a pirate ship man,

I thought this was a
fucking pirate ship.

Six.

Six.

- Seven.
- Seven.

Your feeling fallen so fast,
it's like, if it's all right.

Yeah.

It's like this
instant connection.

When I was like
five or six years old

he pulled me out of the bathtub

while I was taking a bath and
just slammed me on the ground.

That's the first
beating I remember

and you know stuff went
on like that for awhile.

I don't remember much
else from those years.

That was my first big
of heartbreak in life,

I was really confused and hurt.

After like two or
three fights like that,

I had stashed a knife, a kitchen
knife in my room somewhere,

I stashed it really good.

And I was like,
thinking in my head,

I have thoughts of actually
killing him in his sleep

because I was so tired
of getting beat up on.

I just lost it one day,

he came in my room,

he comes in with his fists
clenched, face turning red,

vein popping out in his head

and I know from that, that
he's about to beat me up.

But I said, this time
I'm gonna fight back.

I said, I don't care if I win
or lose, just check it out.

If I win, then that's great,

I would love to beat
the shit out of you.

I said, but you
know you're bigger,

you're stronger than me.

If you win, which you
probably will, I don't care.

I'll take an ass beating,
but I guarantee old man

when it's all said and done,

I don't know where,
I don't know when,

but I will fucking kill you,

'cause I'm sick of the
shit, I'll kill you.

I told him that
and he backed away

he never touched me again.

And I was dead serious,
I wasn't fucking around.

And that's that?

Stop.

Come on it's fun.

Come on.

Stop that.

What?

Why you didn't text me.

Text you?

Oh, I'm sorry I was super busy,

like, I had this idea
I was thinking on,

since had the last days, I
had a plan for this project.

it would be super nice
to make it like in a...

So you know, it's
like, it's quite a...

It's like, I don't really know

what exactly it's going
to be about but...

The other day, I was reading
about a work of Shepard Howard

and I was thinking of-

- Like, you're gonna do this
thing of this houseboat,

it's like a shared community.

Like my idea was kind
of like this but bigger

and has a high sense
of architecture.

I think it's super, it's
like, it's not a houseboat

but it's like a shared community

where generations can like

English, its like you're
speaking all the fucking time

and you don't let me speak.

Now what's wrong with you?

- No, nothing.
- What did you take?

- Paula what did you take?
- I'm just excited.

I didn't take any drugs,
I'm just excited, okay?

Like I want to make this project

and if you want to join,
it would be amazing,

we can think it
together, better.

And I know that there's this
kind of this houseboat...

Stop touching me.

Paula.

- I'm concentrating.
- Stop and listen.

No, listen to me.

I listen to you all the time.

I'm concentrating.

Really?

Fuck Paula, what?

Two nights ago,
Emily called me,

I took a cab all the way
to her house at midnight.

She smoked 20 cigarettes then
we talked for five minutes.

And then I got into another cab
and went straight back home.

Just to see her
for five minutes,

just to bring her,
her fucking

so she can feel better.

Coz I love her and I don't
want to see her in pain.

I know I should be looking
for 'em, my mom, my dad.

I don't know what I even saw
in her in the first place man.

I saw something different,

and she didn't act like
this when we first met,

no one acts like a piece of
shit when you first meet.

If you acted like this yourself
as soon as you met somebody,

you'd just scare them off.

Fuck.

She doesn't want
to talk to me,

she doesn't want to see me.

She doesn't talk
to me on the phone,

I haven't seen her
in almost a month.

We text each other a little bit,

that's about it.

Yeah, you're gonna text.

I haven't even texted
her in a few days.

I don't know I'm done,

I'm done trying, if she
doesn't wanna be with me,

she doesn't wanna be
with me, that's it.

I wish she would just have the
guts to come out and say so

instead of beating
around the bush.

Look man, I don't wanna
sound like I know everything

but I told you she's
not right for you.

You gotta find somebody sober.

It is what it is.
What am I gonna do?

I can't force someone
to be in love with me,

if she doesn't love me no more,
she doesn't want me no more.

I'm not gonna fucking
cry about it either.

You sure about that?

I don't know.

I'm like stuck in limbo,

I don't know what
the fuck's going on.

I mean, I have to
guess that though,

I mean, I'm pretty cynical,
so I always guess the worst,

but pretty much have to assume

that she doesn't
love me anymore.

Why would someone not want
to see me for a month?

If I love someone,
I want to see them.

I understand like
she needs space,

if she needs space,
she needs space.

But Jesus Christ like
a whole month goes by

and she doesn't even
wanna see me once?

Not even for a few hours?

That sucks, man.

It really does.

Maybe you should
concentrate on the people

that give a shit about you

instead of the ones who
would rather see you die.

I'm like, look at you man,

you look like shit.

You just sit here and
talk about yourself.

Can you blame her not
wanting to be with you?

I mean, you don't think
she was right a little bit.

She is.

But at the same time though,

I wouldn't leave her
if she was doing that.

I don't know, maybe,
I don't know man,

her standards are high.

I can tell you right now that,

whatever you wanna
do with this girl

it's not gonna go nowhere.

I'ma leave you to make
that decision on your own.

I guess my standards
aren't as high.

If I love someone, I love
them through thick and thin,

whether they're
drinking, whatever.

That's that
unconditional fixation.

You like something,

so you perceive whatever
you like on to somebody else

and then you mistake it
for unconditional love

but it's not, man.

You gotta love yourself first,

I can tell that you don't.

I know.

Look at you,

you had so much potential
when we was growing up,

now you're just rotting away.

You need to get
back into boxing.

You act like you're the only
one that's ever felt bad,

I mean, I went through my
struggles with my writing,

but I'm back on my feet.

And to watch you just
destroy yourself sucks dude,

I can't sit here and watch
you kill yourself, I can't.

I'll talk to you later.

Twice, I got fucking
jumped with baseball bats

and I'm the one
who gets arrested

and my attackers
don't get arrested,

how the fuck is that?

Now, let me tell you
about the NYPD, right?

So they're supposed to
protect and serve us,

they don't fucking do that.

In the park, motherfuckers,

there's the girl who
said I stole her tablet.

And then the cops get
there, I get arrested.

And I'm telling the
cops all the time,

I don't have a tablet on me,

what are you arresting me for?

No, she said you stole
her tablet last night.

Last night?

Then why didn't she call
you guys last night?

What are you worrying
about me for anyway

when this fucking kid
stabbed my friend.

There's someone laying
right across the street,

is what it feels like right now.

I'm like, but why don't
you go look at my friend?

Oh, we'll look into it,

they never looked into it.

And then, like a few months
ago I get jumped again

by people with bats

and I get arrested again
because the window got broken.

Like come on y'all, twice.

And the motherfucker was
hitting me with baseball bat.

In this city, you can jump
someone with baseball bats

and if you call the cops first

and say, oh, they
fucked with me first.

They aren't gonna get arrested.

And see, that's the
NYPD for you, man.

Hey.

Are you okay?

Yes.

I can walk you
down the subway.

Are you sure?

Listen, if I told you
what I was doing right now,

you say you wouldn't
look at me differently

but I'm pretty sure you would.

I'm so misunderstood,

no one will ever understand
what I go through.

Those problems?

What is hell?

I have no bank account,
it's in the red.

In New York City right now,

this girl is the only
thing that makes me happy.

Just spending time with her
and she's never coming back.

- You taste like alcohol.
- You finally smelled me,

I knew you would do that

You taste like fucking
alcohol, so you're lying.

I'm losing weight,
you know why?

Not because I'm on drugs

because I actually just
don't have enough food

to eat in the house.

Oh my God, why do I have to?

What are you so mad at me for?

Because it's like I only
have to deal with your needs.

Are you fucking serious?

When we're at my house,

do you know how many
things you asked me for?

I asked you for one thing,

what else have I asked you for.

Oh, shut up.

And then besides this, I'm
stuck in this lifestyle now

just doing things I
don't wanna be doing.

Aww, what the fuck?

You fucked up my makeup asshole.

I know deep down
I have a good heart

but you know I do
fucked up things.

And you told me 90 days

well 90 days are like
what, three months?

Then you'll know like
I've really changed

for almost three months.

But you've drank, of course.

I've drank a few times.

I feel like you can't go
90 days without drinking

if you tried.

I could.

So then why don't
you just do it?

Because
I can and I will.

I'm not drinking today,
I didn't drink yesterday.

You said it's all
about today, right?

I don't know.

If you don't have faith in me,
you don't have faith in me.

I do have faith in you Mike.

Well, then you know
you're still bringing it up

and I feel like once
you go to this rehab

that you're going to think
about that even more.

And then you're
gonna start thinking,

oh, I'm gone for a month,

he's probably drinking
all the time now.

I am going to hell,

you don't even get to
suffer with any company,

there's no solidarity in hell.

You don't even get
to see the devil,

probably.

Oh, welcome, hi.

Fucker.

Motherfucker.

My God.

I have a chair.

I have a chair.

I'll get on the chair and do it.

Just give me.

No, I wanna do it.

Let me do it.

I don't want you to step on
the chair with your shoes.

What?

What's wrong with my shoes ever?

I've never worn
these shoes outside.

This is it?

I can't see you again tonight?

I told you I'm going to
my grandmother's house,

I'm having dinner with her.

So this is the last
time I'll see you?

Before I go, I guess.

Wow.

We should've left
at a good note.

I know this is like a
difficult moment for you.

A lot of things.

Because every time man.

Every single time
that we've been apart

for more than a few days,

you've thought about leaving me

and now it's gonna be a month,

what's gonna happen this time?

I'm going to a rehab,
so it's a different...

I'm going okay.

This is really
important to me.

I don't know what's gonna
happen in the next month,

I don't know what's
happen with my life.

So I feel like this is
the only thing I got left.

- Stop.
- It's really important.

- It is defeatist.
- It's really important.

I'm not defeatist, I'm realist.

So it's really important to me,

I'm definitely not
not a defeatist.

Well saying that this is
all you have is sort of...

I'm not in a defeatist,

I said, I don't know
what's going to happen

in the next month.

A lot of things are
looking very bleak for me.

I might be in jail,

I might have no career anymore,

I might not have Emily anymore.

It's all in my hands

and I'm trying to
do the right thing,

but if people don't have faith
in me, I can't blame them.

I made my bed and
I'm gonna lie in it

I'm Sorry.

I hope you're okay.

And I hope it's not my
fault if you're not okay.

Yo, watch where
you're going man

And I'm
sorry for everything.

I wish I could take it back,

but I can't do this.

I'm a grown up
now am an adult.

I can't be thinking like
a young kid anymore,

I'm not in my twenties anymore,

am not a teenager anymore.

I got bigger and better
things to look forward to

and I'm a street brat,

those days are over,
I've started to grow up.

I am a man who fuck up.

I have anger issues, I'm
trying to work on them.

It's not easy.

Maybe I get it
from my father.

I have a real rage issue,

its probably used to
be brain game

I mean, the abuse
is not just physical.

its like watching my
father scream at my mother

and treat her like shit.

This is what happens when you
are abused as a fucking child

and violently
abused like I was,

go on to have anger
problem and stuff.

There are other people

and it seems life that's
what I suffer from.

I've been through a lot of shit,
a lot of suffering.

Suffering builds character,
it definitely fucking does.

Hey.

I'm sorry.

It's a flower for you.

What?

What?

What going on?

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

You're gonna just
disappearing like that?

And give me flowers?

It doesn't work like that.

- I'm sorry...
- No really,

its not okay.

Your brother told
me what you did.

So what?

What's going on?

I'm sorry I didn't
wanna tell you.

Tell me what?

I'm sick.

Sick?

I have bipolar disorder.

Okay.

You're crazy my love.

Like not crazy, like
this is not sick, okay.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

I don't care, I'm here you
have to tell me these things.

I'm sorry, I'm
sorry, I'm sorry.

I'm here, okay?

Okay.

Nice jacket.

Thanks.

I like the blueberry.

The jacket?

Muffin.

Where are you from?

From Russia.

Wow, its cool so far.

What brings you here?

Study.

Study what?

Cultural studies.

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