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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:02:17,636 --> 00:02:22,636 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull M_I_SForEver 2 00:03:25,957 --> 00:03:27,992 We're not going back, you know. 3 00:03:45,943 --> 00:03:48,012 Hey. Head. 4 00:03:52,817 --> 00:03:55,753 I don't know why you didn't just let me pack for you. 5 00:03:58,155 --> 00:03:59,190 Tusker? 6 00:04:00,758 --> 00:04:02,692 Why didn't you let me pack for you? 7 00:04:02,760 --> 00:04:07,765 - Do you hear that sound? - What sound? 8 00:04:07,832 --> 00:04:10,101 Do you hear it? Listen. 9 00:04:14,839 --> 00:04:16,941 It's the sound of me ignoring you. 10 00:04:23,180 --> 00:04:24,315 Well, we're not going back 11 00:04:24,382 --> 00:04:26,283 because you realised you forgot something again. 12 00:04:26,350 --> 00:04:28,618 That's all I'm saying. 13 00:04:28,685 --> 00:04:30,988 Not if we're gonna stick to this schedule of yours. 14 00:04:31,055 --> 00:04:33,791 Well, do you think you could drive just a little faster? 15 00:04:33,858 --> 00:04:35,760 I mean, if you drive any slower, 16 00:04:35,826 --> 00:04:37,061 I might as well fucking walk there. 17 00:04:37,128 --> 00:04:39,764 Yes, well, you'll be walking there in a minute. 18 00:04:41,132 --> 00:04:42,333 How about just exploring 19 00:04:42,400 --> 00:04:45,102 the outer regions of fifth gear? 20 00:04:49,739 --> 00:04:51,008 - All right. That's better. - That's good. 21 00:04:51,075 --> 00:04:52,742 Didn't you hear what it was doing? 22 00:04:52,810 --> 00:04:54,145 Yes, but it still sounds like second. 23 00:04:54,211 --> 00:04:55,312 No, it doesn't. 24 00:04:55,379 --> 00:04:58,315 It's like second sounds like second at... 25 00:04:58,382 --> 00:05:00,785 you know, 50 miles an hour. 26 00:05:18,469 --> 00:05:20,670 Just let me know if you wanna use the thing. 27 00:05:20,737 --> 00:05:23,107 - What? - Just in case it's easier. 28 00:05:24,707 --> 00:05:26,110 The satnav. 29 00:05:27,778 --> 00:05:30,247 No. No. 30 00:05:30,314 --> 00:05:32,149 It's what we bought it for. 31 00:05:32,216 --> 00:05:33,616 No, it's what you bought it for. 32 00:05:33,683 --> 00:05:36,287 I can't stand it. I can't stand to listen to that voice 33 00:05:36,353 --> 00:05:38,655 because I feel like I'm back in school again. 34 00:05:38,721 --> 00:05:40,758 You feel like you've done something wrong. 35 00:05:40,825 --> 00:05:43,327 You haven't turned right. 36 00:05:43,394 --> 00:05:45,196 You're supposed to turn right. 37 00:05:46,997 --> 00:05:48,165 Why aren't you turning right? 38 00:05:53,204 --> 00:05:55,339 How many decades do you have to live in this country 39 00:05:55,406 --> 00:05:57,041 for that to make any sense? 40 00:05:57,108 --> 00:06:00,878 I'm just curious. You find it soothing? 41 00:06:00,945 --> 00:06:02,313 Oh, yeah. 42 00:06:02,379 --> 00:06:04,148 Keep this, I love. 43 00:06:06,050 --> 00:06:08,219 - Don't you remember this? - No, I don't. 44 00:06:08,285 --> 00:06:11,222 You don't? Where were you in the '70s? 45 00:06:13,858 --> 00:06:15,126 Sing it with me. 46 00:07:16,086 --> 00:07:18,289 Think I might need a lie down soon. 47 00:07:18,355 --> 00:07:19,857 - Really? - Mm. 48 00:07:19,924 --> 00:07:22,359 Make a little pit stop. 49 00:07:26,030 --> 00:07:27,298 Sam... 50 00:07:29,166 --> 00:07:30,367 I'm fine. 51 00:07:32,369 --> 00:07:35,072 All right, we'll go on for a bit, and then 52 00:07:36,140 --> 00:07:37,174 call it a day. 53 00:07:37,241 --> 00:07:38,976 There's no point in overdoing it. 54 00:07:49,954 --> 00:07:51,088 Have you finished? 55 00:07:51,155 --> 00:07:54,792 Oh, yes. Thank you very much. Thank you. 56 00:07:54,858 --> 00:07:56,360 Can I ask you? 57 00:07:56,427 --> 00:07:57,995 Did you want one? 58 00:07:58,629 --> 00:08:00,431 An autograph? 59 00:08:00,497 --> 00:08:01,865 From him? 60 00:08:02,399 --> 00:08:03,467 'Cause I saw you looking 61 00:08:03,534 --> 00:08:05,236 and I wasn't sure if you wanted one. 62 00:08:05,302 --> 00:08:08,138 - Tusker. - No, it's all right. He's very shy. 63 00:08:08,205 --> 00:08:08,973 You normally... 64 00:08:09,039 --> 00:08:10,341 Do you have a pen on you? 65 00:08:12,009 --> 00:08:13,978 All right. But if you want one, 66 00:08:14,044 --> 00:08:15,312 he'll sign one for you. 67 00:08:15,379 --> 00:08:16,880 He's shy, but he will. 68 00:08:16,947 --> 00:08:18,983 Either on a napkin or if you have 69 00:08:19,049 --> 00:08:21,452 one of his piano albums, he'll... 70 00:08:21,518 --> 00:08:23,420 - Thanks. - Okay. 71 00:08:23,487 --> 00:08:25,155 All right. Thank you. 72 00:08:25,222 --> 00:08:26,490 Very nice of you. Thank you. 73 00:08:32,162 --> 00:08:33,464 How did you come to be this person? 74 00:08:33,530 --> 00:08:34,565 I don't know. I don't know. 75 00:08:34,632 --> 00:08:35,733 I don't even know why I do it, because 76 00:08:35,799 --> 00:08:38,969 it really isn't even satisfying any more, 77 00:08:39,036 --> 00:08:40,437 half the time anyway. 78 00:08:40,504 --> 00:08:42,106 Oh, so why do you do it? 79 00:08:43,407 --> 00:08:45,042 Because of the other half. 80 00:09:05,329 --> 00:09:07,264 It's good to get back on the road again, 81 00:09:07,331 --> 00:09:08,399 don't you think? 82 00:09:11,402 --> 00:09:13,570 I didn't think she was going to start. 83 00:09:13,637 --> 00:09:14,738 Well, the guy in the garage said 84 00:09:14,805 --> 00:09:17,074 she's in pretty good nick, considering. 85 00:09:18,275 --> 00:09:21,612 That's good. She hasn't let us down yet. 86 00:09:34,692 --> 00:09:36,360 Thanks. 87 00:09:36,427 --> 00:09:37,961 For what? 88 00:09:38,495 --> 00:09:39,463 This. 89 00:11:16,828 --> 00:11:19,430 That's 45.80. 90 00:11:22,499 --> 00:11:24,101 Thank you. 91 00:11:58,502 --> 00:11:59,503 Fuck. 92 00:12:06,643 --> 00:12:07,644 Shit. 93 00:12:14,853 --> 00:12:16,420 Tusker? 94 00:12:18,489 --> 00:12:19,523 Tusker! 95 00:12:32,369 --> 00:12:33,537 Shit. 96 00:12:33,604 --> 00:12:36,139 Shit. 97 00:12:36,507 --> 00:12:37,508 Fuck! 98 00:12:57,762 --> 00:12:58,763 Tusker. 99 00:13:41,605 --> 00:13:44,274 Wish you'd let me cook more, you know? 100 00:13:44,341 --> 00:13:46,476 Why? it smells delicious. 101 00:13:48,712 --> 00:13:50,280 Just feel like a child. 102 00:13:50,347 --> 00:13:53,283 Oh, stop. You're doing brilliantly. 103 00:13:53,350 --> 00:13:55,686 Oh, these onions. 104 00:13:55,753 --> 00:13:57,254 Let me do something, all right? 105 00:13:57,321 --> 00:13:59,256 Come on, I'm not completely useless. 106 00:13:59,323 --> 00:14:02,259 No, you sit there. Be quiet. 107 00:15:12,797 --> 00:15:13,798 Hey. 108 00:15:16,299 --> 00:15:18,435 - Are you all right? - Yeah. You all right? 109 00:15:19,703 --> 00:15:22,439 I'm really, really sorry that I scared you today. 110 00:15:23,407 --> 00:15:25,777 Will you stop apologising? Hmm? 111 00:15:25,843 --> 00:15:27,078 No, I just... 112 00:15:27,145 --> 00:15:29,246 Well, you got a little confused. And that happens, 113 00:15:29,312 --> 00:15:30,380 - we both know that. - Well... 114 00:15:30,447 --> 00:15:32,749 - Yeah, but that was... - Oh, come on. 115 00:15:39,723 --> 00:15:42,894 Looks like a clear night. Get the telescope out? 116 00:15:42,960 --> 00:15:45,897 - Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. - Mm-hmm. 117 00:15:45,963 --> 00:15:49,366 Then I can teach you a thing or two. 118 00:15:51,334 --> 00:15:52,937 Where'd you put your pills? 119 00:15:55,873 --> 00:15:57,340 Washbag? 120 00:15:58,341 --> 00:15:59,643 Think that's where I put them. 121 00:16:00,878 --> 00:16:02,612 - Sam... - Yes? 122 00:16:03,815 --> 00:16:05,549 I didn't bring them. 123 00:16:05,615 --> 00:16:07,517 What? 124 00:16:07,584 --> 00:16:09,386 Tusker, I told you I should've packed. 125 00:16:09,453 --> 00:16:12,556 No. No. I took them out. 126 00:16:12,622 --> 00:16:14,357 Why? 127 00:16:17,461 --> 00:16:18,796 Because I didn't want them. 128 00:16:20,098 --> 00:16:22,900 - Tusker, it's... - What? It's my choice. 129 00:16:22,967 --> 00:16:24,301 I didn't want them. 130 00:16:24,367 --> 00:16:26,938 We both know that they're not doing anything anyway. 131 00:16:29,907 --> 00:16:31,508 We have to try. 132 00:16:33,945 --> 00:16:35,847 It's just 133 00:16:35,913 --> 00:16:37,647 that they remind me 134 00:16:38,749 --> 00:16:39,951 that I'm ill. 135 00:16:42,820 --> 00:16:44,421 And I don't want that. 136 00:16:48,126 --> 00:16:49,659 Not right now. 137 00:17:11,481 --> 00:17:12,749 Any good? 138 00:17:15,820 --> 00:17:17,420 Oh, no. 139 00:17:17,922 --> 00:17:19,689 It's, erm... 140 00:17:20,992 --> 00:17:22,392 I'm getting through it. 141 00:17:34,872 --> 00:17:36,439 I love this piece. 142 00:17:37,541 --> 00:17:40,610 - You always say that. - Mm. 143 00:17:40,677 --> 00:17:42,847 And, yet, you never play it for me. 144 00:17:49,553 --> 00:17:50,720 How's it going? 145 00:17:53,991 --> 00:17:54,992 It's not. 146 00:17:58,461 --> 00:17:59,931 Anything you want to talk about? 147 00:17:59,997 --> 00:18:02,066 No. No, no. No, no. 148 00:18:02,133 --> 00:18:04,601 I'll let you know. 149 00:18:06,103 --> 00:18:07,604 Writer's block? 150 00:18:18,049 --> 00:18:20,417 - Let's make a tape. - What? 151 00:18:20,483 --> 00:18:21,685 You never want to make a tape. 152 00:18:21,752 --> 00:18:23,720 I know. But I brought the thing. 153 00:18:23,788 --> 00:18:25,189 - So... - No, it's okay. 154 00:18:25,256 --> 00:18:26,924 I have it. I have it. 155 00:18:28,192 --> 00:18:30,527 You said you wanted to do some work. 156 00:18:30,594 --> 00:18:32,029 Yeah, I know, but... 157 00:18:33,898 --> 00:18:34,932 Okay. 158 00:18:34,999 --> 00:18:36,968 Well, it's not gonna write itself. 159 00:18:40,037 --> 00:18:43,607 - There. You... You... - Yes. All right. 160 00:18:46,210 --> 00:18:47,979 - Okay. - Yeah. 161 00:18:50,081 --> 00:18:54,886 So, er, today is the October 20. 162 00:18:54,952 --> 00:18:59,689 And welcome to Dementia Hour on BBC Four. 163 00:18:59,757 --> 00:19:02,927 Yeah. Are we, er, gonna take it seriously, or... 164 00:19:02,994 --> 00:19:05,129 Yes. We are. 165 00:19:05,196 --> 00:19:06,998 - Soon? - Yes, sorry. All right. 166 00:19:08,531 --> 00:19:11,002 Right, erm, so, how are you feeling? 167 00:19:11,068 --> 00:19:12,904 - Good. Happy. - Yeah? 168 00:19:12,970 --> 00:19:14,638 Mm. 169 00:19:14,704 --> 00:19:15,940 Having a nice time? 170 00:19:17,074 --> 00:19:19,110 - Mm-hmm. And you? - Hmm. 171 00:19:19,176 --> 00:19:21,078 Er, never a dull moment. 172 00:19:21,145 --> 00:19:22,947 And are you happy to be here? 173 00:19:23,814 --> 00:19:25,082 I'm happy to be with you. 174 00:19:25,950 --> 00:19:26,951 And where are we? 175 00:19:29,086 --> 00:19:30,221 Erm... 176 00:19:30,288 --> 00:19:32,156 Actually, I haven't got a clue where we are. 177 00:19:32,223 --> 00:19:34,591 Oh. 178 00:19:34,658 --> 00:19:36,894 Erm... 179 00:19:36,961 --> 00:19:39,897 And what's it like for you? This. 180 00:19:42,066 --> 00:19:43,600 I'm asking the questions. 181 00:19:49,706 --> 00:19:52,043 Right. Yeah, it's fine for me. 182 00:19:52,977 --> 00:19:54,011 Liar. 183 00:19:58,182 --> 00:20:00,684 Er, it has its moments. 184 00:20:02,853 --> 00:20:04,021 Mm. 185 00:20:04,088 --> 00:20:06,157 I'm afraid I haven't been much help lately. 186 00:20:06,223 --> 00:20:07,724 No, you help me a lot. 187 00:20:17,802 --> 00:20:19,870 So, can you tell... 188 00:20:23,640 --> 00:20:25,076 that it's gotten worse? 189 00:20:36,686 --> 00:20:37,989 All right. 190 00:20:38,055 --> 00:20:40,858 If you had one wish in the world, what would it be? 191 00:20:43,294 --> 00:20:45,229 I wish this holiday wouldn't end. 192 00:20:48,933 --> 00:20:49,934 How about you? 193 00:20:52,336 --> 00:20:54,305 Well, I wish I didn't have this thing. 194 00:20:54,372 --> 00:20:56,974 Idiot! 195 00:21:00,044 --> 00:21:02,712 Yeah. The bloody thing. 196 00:21:16,060 --> 00:21:17,061 You know, 197 00:21:17,694 --> 00:21:19,662 you just sit there 198 00:21:19,729 --> 00:21:21,032 doing nothing. 199 00:21:24,769 --> 00:21:26,837 Propping up the entire world. 200 00:21:57,268 --> 00:22:00,271 After 300 yards, turn left. 201 00:22:02,940 --> 00:22:04,241 She can just fuck off. 202 00:22:04,308 --> 00:22:06,277 She's getting us there a lot quicker than you were. 203 00:22:06,343 --> 00:22:07,445 Really? 204 00:22:07,511 --> 00:22:10,147 She sounds like Margaret fucking Thatcher. 205 00:22:11,882 --> 00:22:13,284 First it's Section 28, 206 00:22:13,350 --> 00:22:16,120 and now she's gonna tell us where to go on our holiday. 207 00:22:17,421 --> 00:22:20,958 After 100 yards, turn left. 208 00:22:23,828 --> 00:22:25,062 Turn left. 209 00:22:25,129 --> 00:22:26,596 Is this it? 210 00:22:26,663 --> 00:22:30,267 We might not be able to camp there any more, you know. 211 00:22:30,334 --> 00:22:32,937 Probably have rules against these things now. 212 00:22:33,003 --> 00:22:34,038 Really? 213 00:22:35,339 --> 00:22:36,874 Well, I don't give a shit. 214 00:22:36,941 --> 00:22:38,209 What's the worst that can happen? 215 00:22:38,275 --> 00:22:39,410 We'll pay a fine or whatever. 216 00:22:39,477 --> 00:22:42,947 What... Well, you know, how much can it be? 217 00:22:43,013 --> 00:22:46,050 Well, we'll have to find it first. 218 00:22:46,117 --> 00:22:48,285 Well, I'm... I'm sure the Iron Lady 219 00:22:48,352 --> 00:22:50,855 will help us get there. 220 00:22:53,023 --> 00:22:57,061 Is this really the right road? I'm just sayin'... 221 00:22:57,128 --> 00:22:58,195 We're goin' over. 222 00:22:58,262 --> 00:22:59,763 Listen, you don't look at me, 223 00:22:59,830 --> 00:23:00,931 I won't look at you, and then... 224 00:23:00,998 --> 00:23:02,032 Just look at the road. 225 00:23:02,099 --> 00:23:03,234 We'll stay on the road, OK? 226 00:23:03,300 --> 00:23:04,468 I can look at you, I'm not driving. 227 00:23:04,535 --> 00:23:06,570 But if you look at me, I look at you. 228 00:23:06,669 --> 00:23:08,239 - Well, don't. - Well, don't look at me. 229 00:23:36,567 --> 00:23:37,667 Hmm. 230 00:23:37,734 --> 00:23:40,137 Well, it certainly hasn't changed much. 231 00:23:43,140 --> 00:23:45,943 We slept in that minuscule car of yours. 232 00:23:48,579 --> 00:23:50,181 Yeah, and we'd only known each other 233 00:23:50,247 --> 00:23:51,482 for about five minutes. 234 00:23:51,549 --> 00:23:53,750 It was long enough for you to tell me you love me. 235 00:23:53,817 --> 00:23:55,186 - Did I? - Mm. 236 00:23:55,252 --> 00:23:56,253 Really? 237 00:23:57,354 --> 00:23:59,423 Well, I've always been very impulsive. 238 00:24:03,360 --> 00:24:04,929 Come on. 239 00:24:45,336 --> 00:24:47,371 Whoop. 240 00:24:48,472 --> 00:24:51,375 - You find it? - Er... 241 00:24:52,443 --> 00:24:53,444 Er... 242 00:24:54,478 --> 00:24:55,479 No. 243 00:24:55,546 --> 00:24:57,281 - No? - No. 244 00:24:58,282 --> 00:25:00,484 Let me see. Hold those. 245 00:25:04,121 --> 00:25:05,422 Okay... 246 00:25:10,995 --> 00:25:13,130 Hey, ah, there it is. You found it, you found it. 247 00:25:13,197 --> 00:25:15,499 - Did I? - Yeah, that's it. 248 00:25:16,433 --> 00:25:19,103 Oh. Good Lord. 249 00:25:20,304 --> 00:25:21,472 Beginner's luck. 250 00:25:21,538 --> 00:25:23,841 No, you had very... a very good teacher. 251 00:25:29,580 --> 00:25:30,914 You got it? 252 00:25:33,417 --> 00:25:37,388 Oh, yeah. Beautiful. Beautiful. 253 00:25:37,454 --> 00:25:40,190 By the way, I reserved your usual seat. 254 00:25:40,257 --> 00:25:43,227 - For the concert. - Oh, okay, thanks. 255 00:25:46,597 --> 00:25:49,433 Not that I'm expecting many people to show up, really. 256 00:25:50,267 --> 00:25:51,869 Well, then... 257 00:25:51,935 --> 00:25:56,006 it'll be very relaxing and casual. 258 00:25:56,073 --> 00:25:58,175 Good way for you to get back into it. 259 00:26:30,441 --> 00:26:31,508 Teach me. 260 00:26:32,509 --> 00:26:33,544 What? 261 00:26:34,511 --> 00:26:35,579 - That? - Hmm. 262 00:26:36,513 --> 00:26:37,514 Now? 263 00:26:38,315 --> 00:26:40,451 Why? 264 00:26:40,517 --> 00:26:42,319 I want to learn. 265 00:26:43,587 --> 00:26:45,923 All right, I want to be able to find it. 266 00:26:45,989 --> 00:26:47,658 - All right. - Try. 267 00:26:47,725 --> 00:26:51,095 Okay. So, erm... 268 00:26:51,161 --> 00:26:53,297 First, you have to find the, erm... 269 00:26:54,698 --> 00:26:56,133 the... 270 00:26:57,167 --> 00:26:58,936 Mm, what do you call it? 271 00:26:59,002 --> 00:27:00,938 It's a shape. This shape. This shape. 272 00:27:01,004 --> 00:27:03,073 - Triangle? - Yeah, triangle. 273 00:27:04,608 --> 00:27:06,210 And... 274 00:27:06,276 --> 00:27:08,512 you have to find the three 275 00:27:09,413 --> 00:27:10,614 brightest lights there 276 00:27:10,681 --> 00:27:12,449 that make the triangle. 277 00:27:12,516 --> 00:27:14,318 - These ones? These ones? - Mm-hmm. 278 00:27:14,385 --> 00:27:17,354 Then draw a line horizontally through it. 279 00:27:19,022 --> 00:27:21,024 And that's where the Milky Way is. 280 00:27:22,794 --> 00:27:24,161 Oh. 281 00:27:28,632 --> 00:27:31,235 We could just go home, you know. 282 00:27:31,301 --> 00:27:32,603 There's no pressure to do all this. 283 00:27:32,669 --> 00:27:33,737 No, I don't wanna go home. 284 00:27:33,805 --> 00:27:36,240 Yeah, but it's really not important. 285 00:27:36,306 --> 00:27:39,076 No, it really is important, Sam. 286 00:27:39,676 --> 00:27:41,044 It really is. 287 00:27:43,647 --> 00:27:44,648 It's okay. 288 00:27:53,457 --> 00:27:54,491 Mm. 289 00:27:56,727 --> 00:27:59,029 I like it when you do that. 290 00:27:59,096 --> 00:28:00,264 It's nice. 291 00:28:02,599 --> 00:28:05,169 It makes me instantly sleepy. 292 00:28:11,341 --> 00:28:15,145 Oh, Lord. 293 00:28:15,212 --> 00:28:17,481 Jesus Christ, Ruby. 294 00:28:21,585 --> 00:28:24,621 - 'Night. - Okay. 295 00:28:27,157 --> 00:28:29,326 - Good night, Sam. - 'Night. 296 00:30:48,967 --> 00:30:51,335 - Hi! Hey. Hi. Hey. - You made it. 297 00:30:51,401 --> 00:30:52,904 Aw! Come here, you. 298 00:30:52,971 --> 00:30:55,572 Look at you! You got so tall! 299 00:30:55,639 --> 00:30:58,208 You took your bloody time. 300 00:30:58,275 --> 00:31:01,311 It's that satnav thing. It's terrible! 301 00:31:01,378 --> 00:31:04,314 Where's Ruby? Did you bring her? Can I see her? 302 00:31:04,381 --> 00:31:05,783 Come on, Ruby. Come on out. 303 00:31:05,850 --> 00:31:09,854 - Oh! Isn't she adorable! - Oh! 304 00:31:09,921 --> 00:31:11,321 She keeps us very busy. 305 00:31:11,388 --> 00:31:12,924 Yes, you can say that again. 306 00:31:12,991 --> 00:31:14,092 - Yeah, I bet. - Clive! Hello. 307 00:31:14,157 --> 00:31:15,726 Leave your stuff, we'll get it later. 308 00:31:15,793 --> 00:31:16,894 Oh, it's good to see you. 309 00:31:16,961 --> 00:31:18,395 How are you, then, you old sod? 310 00:31:18,462 --> 00:31:20,664 I am as fit as a bloody fiddle. 311 00:31:20,731 --> 00:31:21,899 - Yeah? - Yeah. 312 00:31:21,966 --> 00:31:23,067 What's your name again? 313 00:31:23,133 --> 00:31:25,970 - Tusker! - Oh, sorry. Okay. 314 00:31:26,037 --> 00:31:27,671 - How are you? - I'm good. 315 00:31:27,738 --> 00:31:29,439 - Good to see you. - Nice to see you. 316 00:31:29,506 --> 00:31:30,908 Good timing. Just put the kettle on. 317 00:31:30,975 --> 00:31:32,010 - Great. - Good journey? 318 00:31:32,076 --> 00:31:34,846 Yes, yes, er, it was seamless. 319 00:32:05,575 --> 00:32:06,844 He's okay. 320 00:32:07,812 --> 00:32:08,846 We're okay. 321 00:32:09,981 --> 00:32:11,381 Are you? 322 00:32:15,719 --> 00:32:18,455 We need to have a proper chat about your plans. 323 00:32:18,522 --> 00:32:20,323 I mean, 324 00:32:20,390 --> 00:32:22,659 have you thought some more about getting help? 325 00:32:22,726 --> 00:32:24,762 Someone to take the pressure off you a bit. 326 00:32:24,829 --> 00:32:25,830 I mean, 327 00:32:25,897 --> 00:32:26,931 even if it's just a few days a week, 328 00:32:26,998 --> 00:32:28,298 it might make all the difference. 329 00:32:28,365 --> 00:32:30,902 Do you honestly think he would get on board with that? 330 00:32:31,869 --> 00:32:33,871 - Fat chance. - Okay. 331 00:32:33,938 --> 00:32:35,605 Anyway, we're not there yet. 332 00:32:36,406 --> 00:32:37,607 Yeah, but what... 333 00:32:39,877 --> 00:32:41,545 He's adapting. 334 00:32:41,611 --> 00:32:42,980 And trying to keep control of things. 335 00:32:43,047 --> 00:32:44,748 His independence, you know. 336 00:32:47,417 --> 00:32:48,652 Is he still writing? 337 00:32:50,454 --> 00:32:52,589 Oh, that's good. That's really good. 338 00:32:53,490 --> 00:32:54,959 You know, planning this little trip 339 00:32:55,026 --> 00:32:57,061 has really put a spring in his step. 340 00:32:57,128 --> 00:32:58,528 Mm. 341 00:32:58,595 --> 00:32:59,931 Ever since this idea came up, 342 00:32:59,997 --> 00:33:01,331 the recital, 343 00:33:01,398 --> 00:33:03,300 he hasn't stopped talking about it. Dog with a bone. 344 00:33:13,643 --> 00:33:15,579 I don't think I'm doing this very well, sis. 345 00:33:17,115 --> 00:33:19,884 Hey. You are. 346 00:33:19,951 --> 00:33:20,852 It's my turn now, 347 00:33:20,918 --> 00:33:22,787 - and I just... - Hello. 348 00:33:23,955 --> 00:33:26,590 - Hello. - Hi.. 349 00:33:26,656 --> 00:33:29,593 So, we're sleeping in the van. It's easier. 350 00:33:29,659 --> 00:33:32,096 No. We're gonna stay in your old room. 351 00:33:32,163 --> 00:33:33,296 What? 352 00:33:33,363 --> 00:33:34,932 - What do you mean? - It's made up for you. 353 00:33:34,999 --> 00:33:36,934 Yeah. I thought you knew that. 354 00:33:39,804 --> 00:33:41,738 Right. So, I'll just go and get the bags, then. 355 00:33:41,806 --> 00:33:43,573 - It'll be romantic. - Yes. 356 00:33:45,076 --> 00:33:46,077 I'll give you a hand. 357 00:33:46,144 --> 00:33:47,879 Don't know why I plan anything. 358 00:33:50,014 --> 00:33:50,815 Aw! 359 00:33:50,882 --> 00:33:54,351 Mm. Thank you for this, Lil. 360 00:33:54,417 --> 00:33:56,520 Oh, I've been looking forward to it for weeks. 361 00:33:56,586 --> 00:33:58,823 - Me too. - Is it all still a... Mm... 362 00:33:58,890 --> 00:34:03,627 Oh, yeah. Yeah, yeah. Shh. Mum's the word. 363 00:34:03,693 --> 00:34:07,597 You always seem somehow to get your own way, don't you? 364 00:34:07,664 --> 00:34:10,101 - Oh, come on, it's cosy. - No, it's ridiculous. 365 00:34:10,168 --> 00:34:11,803 - No, it's not. It's nice. - It is. Come on, 366 00:34:11,869 --> 00:34:13,905 you're in the middle of the fucking bed. 367 00:34:13,971 --> 00:34:16,706 I am not... I am on the edge. 368 00:34:16,774 --> 00:34:19,509 Now I'm more on the edge. 369 00:34:23,547 --> 00:34:24,648 - Are you okay? - That's it! I'm sleeping 370 00:34:24,714 --> 00:34:26,516 - in the darn van. - No, you... No, no, no. 371 00:34:26,583 --> 00:34:27,617 Come on. Come on. Come on. 372 00:34:27,684 --> 00:34:29,020 Come over here. Come here. Come here. 373 00:34:29,086 --> 00:34:31,388 - Yeah, well, move over a bit. - All right, all right. 374 00:34:34,724 --> 00:34:36,526 Come here, come here. Come here. I'll keep you in. 375 00:34:36,593 --> 00:34:37,795 I just hope you're entertained. 376 00:34:37,862 --> 00:34:38,863 I'll be like a little... 377 00:34:38,930 --> 00:34:41,165 little rail for you like kids have. 378 00:34:41,232 --> 00:34:43,067 There you go. Bed rail. 379 00:34:43,134 --> 00:34:44,202 - Here we go. - I can't... 380 00:34:44,268 --> 00:34:45,502 - Is it better? - Just give me some... 381 00:34:45,569 --> 00:34:48,973 - I can't breathe. - I was trying to stop you... 382 00:34:52,475 --> 00:34:54,611 Well, I'm sure it'll be fine, but as you know, I've... 383 00:34:54,678 --> 00:34:56,881 I've not done one for quite a while. Yes. 384 00:34:59,516 --> 00:35:01,085 Great, well, we're staying, er, 385 00:35:01,152 --> 00:35:02,920 somewhere nearby for the weekend, 386 00:35:02,987 --> 00:35:05,957 so if I... if I just drive over on Sunday... 387 00:35:06,023 --> 00:35:08,558 Are you selling? 388 00:35:08,625 --> 00:35:13,965 Alright. Well, looking forward. Thank you. 389 00:35:19,036 --> 00:35:20,637 Hey. 390 00:35:21,105 --> 00:35:22,773 Good girl. 391 00:35:41,058 --> 00:35:43,995 Hey, all right, all right. I got it. I got it. 392 00:35:44,061 --> 00:35:45,863 - Mm. - Yes. 393 00:35:45,930 --> 00:35:47,832 I knew I'd be successful enough one day 394 00:35:47,899 --> 00:35:50,667 to have my own dresser. 395 00:35:50,734 --> 00:35:52,103 Yeah, well, this is tricky, you know? 396 00:35:52,169 --> 00:35:54,471 There you go. 397 00:36:08,551 --> 00:36:09,954 Remember that New Year's walk? 398 00:36:11,789 --> 00:36:13,090 When Charlotte was a baby? 399 00:36:15,092 --> 00:36:16,394 When Lilly got us lost? 400 00:36:16,459 --> 00:36:18,695 Er, no, Lilly didn't get us lost, you got us lost. 401 00:36:18,763 --> 00:36:20,097 - No, I didn't. - Mm-hmm. 402 00:36:20,164 --> 00:36:21,365 I... 403 00:36:21,431 --> 00:36:23,500 Well, I thought Clive was gonna have to call 404 00:36:23,566 --> 00:36:25,169 an air ambulance. He was so hungover. 405 00:36:26,337 --> 00:36:28,172 He was hungover. 406 00:36:29,106 --> 00:36:30,942 Hey. 407 00:36:38,648 --> 00:36:40,650 I found a place online a few days ago, 408 00:36:40,717 --> 00:36:42,119 it could be great for us, I think. 409 00:36:43,687 --> 00:36:45,156 I'll show it to you when we get back. 410 00:36:48,692 --> 00:36:51,963 It's a bungalow. It's right in Holtenby. 411 00:36:52,029 --> 00:36:53,730 It's so close to town. 412 00:36:55,866 --> 00:36:56,867 Mm-hmm. 413 00:36:57,667 --> 00:36:59,170 We need to plan, Tusker. 414 00:37:05,142 --> 00:37:06,911 We're not moving, Sam. 415 00:37:06,978 --> 00:37:10,747 You know, somewhere better suited. 416 00:37:10,815 --> 00:37:13,084 - To what? - It'll make it much easier. 417 00:37:15,219 --> 00:37:16,887 No. 418 00:37:16,954 --> 00:37:19,824 Home is home and that's where we're staying. 419 00:37:19,890 --> 00:37:21,058 What actual difference does it make? 420 00:37:21,125 --> 00:37:22,426 - No. It's our place. - Home can be anywhere 421 00:37:22,492 --> 00:37:24,929 - as long as it's us. - We made it the way we... No. 422 00:37:26,230 --> 00:37:27,765 I'm gonna do this concert. 423 00:37:28,732 --> 00:37:30,768 Then I'm gonna call it a day. 424 00:37:30,835 --> 00:37:32,635 - Properly this time. - No. 425 00:37:32,702 --> 00:37:34,105 I don't want you to do that. 426 00:37:34,171 --> 00:37:36,073 Well, it's not about me. 427 00:37:36,140 --> 00:37:37,408 It's about us. 428 00:37:37,475 --> 00:37:40,244 No, but that's not fair to you, and I won't let you. 429 00:37:40,311 --> 00:37:41,711 Yes, but I want to. 430 00:37:41,779 --> 00:37:43,280 - I want to do this. - No. Nope. 431 00:37:43,347 --> 00:37:44,415 No, I want to be with you. 432 00:37:44,482 --> 00:37:46,317 I want to be with you every moment. 433 00:37:46,384 --> 00:37:47,918 Shh. All right... 434 00:37:51,889 --> 00:37:54,025 I want to be with you every moment. 435 00:37:56,693 --> 00:37:57,862 It's important. 436 00:38:15,012 --> 00:38:17,882 Lilly must be having people over or something. 437 00:38:17,948 --> 00:38:19,716 Hmm. 438 00:38:22,420 --> 00:38:24,321 So many cars. 439 00:38:24,388 --> 00:38:25,956 Come on. What's going on? 440 00:38:26,891 --> 00:38:28,691 That's it. Where'd they go? 441 00:38:32,263 --> 00:38:33,730 Lilly? 442 00:38:36,067 --> 00:38:36,867 Clive? 443 00:38:40,971 --> 00:38:44,075 Surprise! 444 00:38:44,875 --> 00:38:46,709 I thought we'd have a party! 445 00:38:52,016 --> 00:38:53,150 Yeah! 446 00:38:54,318 --> 00:38:55,486 You did it! 447 00:38:55,553 --> 00:38:58,721 It was everywhere... 448 00:39:16,173 --> 00:39:18,042 - Can I join you? - Sure. 449 00:39:23,948 --> 00:39:26,283 Sorry, I had to get out of there. I can't, erm... 450 00:39:27,418 --> 00:39:29,053 Sometimes it's difficult to be around 451 00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:31,288 a lot of people these days. It's a bit... 452 00:39:34,525 --> 00:39:36,293 - Take your time. - Mm-hmm. 453 00:39:44,902 --> 00:39:47,071 So you'll take care of him, right? 454 00:39:53,444 --> 00:39:54,778 Of course. 455 00:40:02,052 --> 00:40:03,154 Thank you. 456 00:40:14,265 --> 00:40:15,732 Tusker took me to Japan... 457 00:40:15,799 --> 00:40:17,067 - Oh. - ...when we first met. 458 00:40:17,134 --> 00:40:19,236 We used to travel quite a bit back in the day. 459 00:40:19,303 --> 00:40:20,337 - Yeah. - Really? 460 00:40:20,404 --> 00:40:21,505 We haven't always been this boring. 461 00:40:21,572 --> 00:40:23,740 Not this boring. 462 00:40:23,807 --> 00:40:25,876 - Or have we? - You have. 463 00:40:25,943 --> 00:40:28,279 No, it's probably me. Yeah, just me. 464 00:40:28,345 --> 00:40:29,947 When are we gonna see it? 465 00:40:30,881 --> 00:40:32,816 - See what? - "See what"? 466 00:40:32,883 --> 00:40:34,051 This new book of yours. 467 00:40:34,118 --> 00:40:36,187 Oh! It's coming, it's coming. 468 00:40:36,253 --> 00:40:37,655 - It's taken you long enough. - Paul! 469 00:40:37,720 --> 00:40:40,758 Well, er, what do you care? You never read them, anyway. 470 00:40:40,824 --> 00:40:42,159 Well, maybe I'll start. 471 00:40:42,226 --> 00:40:44,028 No, you'd never get past the first chapter. 472 00:40:44,094 --> 00:40:45,396 It's far too high-brow for you. 473 00:40:45,462 --> 00:40:46,764 Well, he's got a point. 474 00:40:46,830 --> 00:40:48,365 You know, he's almost finished. 475 00:40:48,432 --> 00:40:49,900 What's it about? 476 00:40:49,967 --> 00:40:52,136 Oh, don't ask him that. 477 00:40:52,203 --> 00:40:53,804 He won't even let me read a single word, 478 00:40:53,871 --> 00:40:55,773 and I used to proofread everything. 479 00:40:55,839 --> 00:40:56,674 I'll let you read it. 480 00:40:56,739 --> 00:40:57,942 So, where are you going 481 00:40:58,008 --> 00:41:00,511 in that bloody great thing out there, anyway? 482 00:41:00,578 --> 00:41:02,880 Well, he has a gig. 483 00:41:02,947 --> 00:41:05,549 Yeah, he's practically frog-marching me there to do it. 484 00:41:05,616 --> 00:41:06,784 No, I'm not. 485 00:41:06,850 --> 00:41:07,885 I'm going to see if I'm still any bloody good. 486 00:41:07,952 --> 00:41:10,888 - You will be. - You will be wonderful. 487 00:41:10,955 --> 00:41:13,257 - Will I? Will I? - Yes. 488 00:41:13,324 --> 00:41:15,059 - And where's our invite? - Mm.. 489 00:41:15,125 --> 00:41:17,461 Em... Let's just see how it goes. 490 00:41:17,528 --> 00:41:19,396 Chances are I'm a bit rusty. 491 00:41:20,564 --> 00:41:21,966 So... 492 00:41:23,934 --> 00:41:25,803 I would like to know 493 00:41:25,869 --> 00:41:28,038 how my favourite goddaughter's doing. 494 00:41:28,105 --> 00:41:30,341 And are you seeing anyone? 495 00:41:31,442 --> 00:41:33,410 Maybe. 496 00:41:33,477 --> 00:41:36,547 - She's in love. - Really? 497 00:41:36,614 --> 00:41:39,583 Tell me. Who is it? I wanna know everything. 498 00:41:39,650 --> 00:41:42,586 He's just a guy. I've known him for ages. 499 00:41:42,653 --> 00:41:44,388 He's tryin' to write a novel too, actually. 500 00:41:44,455 --> 00:41:45,489 - Oh, really? - Mm. 501 00:41:45,556 --> 00:41:46,957 Oh, that's wonderful! 502 00:41:47,024 --> 00:41:48,559 That's great! Wait, is it good? 503 00:41:48,626 --> 00:41:49,927 Is it better than mine? 504 00:41:49,994 --> 00:41:52,830 Tell him to stop immediately. I never liked that boy. 505 00:41:52,896 --> 00:41:55,599 Terrible child. Yes. 506 00:41:55,666 --> 00:41:57,201 Well, thank you so much. 507 00:41:57,268 --> 00:41:58,969 I don't know if I have any cash on me. 508 00:41:59,036 --> 00:42:02,039 Do you take a credit card? 509 00:42:03,941 --> 00:42:08,445 I'd like to make a speech. 510 00:42:09,179 --> 00:42:10,381 Shhh. 511 00:42:14,285 --> 00:42:15,452 I, er... 512 00:42:16,920 --> 00:42:18,055 Sorry. 513 00:42:20,457 --> 00:42:22,126 Erm, I'm just... 514 00:42:22,192 --> 00:42:24,261 I'm very happy to have everybody 515 00:42:24,328 --> 00:42:28,399 here together after a very long period of time, it seems, 516 00:42:28,465 --> 00:42:31,135 and I really appreciate you, 517 00:42:31,201 --> 00:42:34,538 erm, making the effort to come. 518 00:42:34,605 --> 00:42:37,241 I'm very excited. Erm... 519 00:42:37,308 --> 00:42:38,976 And... 520 00:42:43,380 --> 00:42:45,349 Sorry, just, it's... This gets a little... 521 00:42:46,483 --> 00:42:48,085 Sorry... 522 00:42:49,086 --> 00:42:51,088 Um... Well, maybe... 523 00:42:51,155 --> 00:42:53,157 - maybe Sam will do it for me. - Yes, I'd love to. 524 00:42:53,223 --> 00:42:55,426 Why don't you do it for me, as I can't. 525 00:42:55,492 --> 00:42:56,560 Yes, of course. 526 00:43:01,398 --> 00:43:03,100 My... My big moment. 527 00:43:04,234 --> 00:43:05,969 Thanks, Tusker. 528 00:43:06,036 --> 00:43:08,205 Erm... "Well, thank you all for coming. 529 00:43:09,106 --> 00:43:11,275 Er, looking around me, 530 00:43:11,342 --> 00:43:13,911 I'm reminded how lucky we all are" 531 00:43:13,977 --> 00:43:15,112 to have each other. 532 00:43:15,179 --> 00:43:17,047 There's so much history here in this room 533 00:43:17,114 --> 00:43:19,249 and that's a really beautiful thing. 534 00:43:19,316 --> 00:43:23,320 Er, Lilly and Clive, thanks for having us all." 535 00:43:23,387 --> 00:43:24,455 It's a pleasure. 536 00:43:26,758 --> 00:43:30,394 Er, "This place is where Sam grew up, 537 00:43:30,461 --> 00:43:33,197 but it's also always felt like home to me too, 538 00:43:33,263 --> 00:43:36,100 since I crossed the pond all those years ago. 539 00:43:36,734 --> 00:43:38,936 So many happy times here. 540 00:43:39,002 --> 00:43:40,003 As the years go by, 541 00:43:40,070 --> 00:43:41,472 it seems to get harder and harder 542 00:43:41,538 --> 00:43:43,140 to stay in touch, doesn't it? 543 00:43:44,141 --> 00:43:45,442 So it's times like these 544 00:43:45,509 --> 00:43:47,378 when we are allowed to remember 545 00:43:47,444 --> 00:43:49,613 how important friends and family are. 546 00:43:50,748 --> 00:43:52,182 Loyal. 547 00:43:53,150 --> 00:43:54,618 A comforting arm in a... 548 00:43:56,420 --> 00:43:57,621 a lonely moment, 549 00:43:58,622 --> 00:44:00,157 a bed for the night, 550 00:44:00,759 --> 00:44:02,359 someone to share a bottle with." 551 00:44:04,161 --> 00:44:05,496 "I guess in time, 552 00:44:06,263 --> 00:44:07,731 we will need these things 553 00:44:07,799 --> 00:44:09,666 more than we ever have. 554 00:44:09,733 --> 00:44:13,003 Now, as most of you will know, 555 00:44:13,070 --> 00:44:16,507 I am slowly losing my ability to remember 556 00:44:16,573 --> 00:44:18,275 and to do certain things. 557 00:44:19,811 --> 00:44:21,278 Not big things, 558 00:44:22,346 --> 00:44:25,282 but it does mean it probably won't be long 559 00:44:25,349 --> 00:44:26,984 before I'll totally forget who Tim is, 560 00:44:27,050 --> 00:44:28,685 which I've been trying my hardest to do 561 00:44:28,752 --> 00:44:30,120 for about 30 years, anyway." 562 00:44:37,194 --> 00:44:39,263 "Now, there will come a time, 563 00:44:39,329 --> 00:44:42,199 when I will forget who is even doing the forgetting. 564 00:44:43,333 --> 00:44:44,535 And then, well, 565 00:44:44,601 --> 00:44:46,670 I'll probably not have a care in the world. 566 00:44:48,071 --> 00:44:49,506 But until then, 567 00:44:49,573 --> 00:44:52,209 I'll be able to think back to the times we've all shared, 568 00:44:52,276 --> 00:44:55,579 times like these, and that's a great help." 569 00:44:59,149 --> 00:45:00,184 To friendship! 570 00:45:00,250 --> 00:45:02,486 To friendship! 571 00:45:06,356 --> 00:45:07,458 Hmm... 572 00:45:09,359 --> 00:45:10,494 Erm... 573 00:45:27,644 --> 00:45:29,646 "But we all wouldn't be here, 574 00:45:29,713 --> 00:45:32,449 and I definitely wouldn't be here" 575 00:45:32,516 --> 00:45:35,118 if it weren't for this man next to me. 576 00:45:42,292 --> 00:45:44,261 He's the best thing that has ever happened to me, 577 00:45:44,328 --> 00:45:46,263 and I don't know what I'd do without him. 578 00:45:48,165 --> 00:45:49,666 Just look around this room, Sam. 579 00:45:50,802 --> 00:45:52,469 So many people who care about you. 580 00:45:54,304 --> 00:45:55,672 Never forget that. 581 00:45:57,241 --> 00:46:00,210 So, I'd just like to say, 'Thank you, Sam, 582 00:46:00,277 --> 00:46:01,545 for being my saviour, 583 00:46:02,145 --> 00:46:03,413 my beloved, 584 00:46:03,480 --> 00:46:06,083 and the best friend anyone could ever wish for.'" 585 00:46:06,149 --> 00:46:07,417 Yeah. 586 00:46:11,388 --> 00:46:13,624 - To Sam! - To Sam! 587 00:46:15,760 --> 00:46:17,427 To Sam. 588 00:46:42,854 --> 00:46:45,522 Can't believe Rick is here. 589 00:46:45,589 --> 00:46:47,524 No, neither can I. You know, he's been, er... 590 00:46:47,591 --> 00:46:49,794 Mm-hmm. Twice. 591 00:46:49,861 --> 00:46:51,261 He's a dark horse. 592 00:46:51,328 --> 00:46:54,464 Literally. Never even spoke to a woman when we knew him, 593 00:46:54,531 --> 00:46:57,401 let alone get near enough to be divorced by two of them. 594 00:46:57,467 --> 00:46:58,903 Always the quiet ones, eh? 595 00:47:06,878 --> 00:47:08,545 We all miss you, you know, Sam? 596 00:47:11,883 --> 00:47:12,917 Yeah, I'm sorry, Tim. 597 00:47:12,984 --> 00:47:14,384 Oh, don't be. 598 00:47:14,451 --> 00:47:15,452 I don't mean like... I didn't mean it like that at all. 599 00:47:15,519 --> 00:47:18,188 - It's just been a bit... - No, of course. 600 00:47:18,255 --> 00:47:20,223 Of course, it has. 601 00:47:26,396 --> 00:47:27,832 - He never stops, does he? - Mm. 602 00:47:27,899 --> 00:47:29,834 Oh. 603 00:47:34,738 --> 00:47:36,139 Thank you for coming all this way, Tim. 604 00:47:36,206 --> 00:47:39,276 You kidding? I wouldn't have missed this for the world. 605 00:47:39,343 --> 00:47:41,779 Plus, the fact Tusker would probably have me killed. 606 00:47:41,846 --> 00:47:43,347 Yes, he can be very insistent. 607 00:47:43,413 --> 00:47:44,581 Yes, you're telling me. 608 00:47:44,648 --> 00:47:45,649 And how long has he been 609 00:47:45,716 --> 00:47:46,918 fricking plotting all this, anyway? 610 00:47:46,985 --> 00:47:49,686 Months! 611 00:47:50,387 --> 00:47:52,389 Oh, what a speech, eh? 612 00:47:53,323 --> 00:47:55,225 Anyone would think he was a writer. 613 00:47:58,562 --> 00:48:01,431 I hear he's finding it a bit, er... 614 00:48:01,498 --> 00:48:03,367 yeah, a bit tougher, er, recently? 615 00:48:03,433 --> 00:48:07,204 Erm, I mean, that's only to be expected, of course, but, er... 616 00:48:07,270 --> 00:48:08,572 Who told you that? 617 00:48:09,740 --> 00:48:11,241 Er, well, he did. Erm... 618 00:48:11,308 --> 00:48:13,310 He said, er... Erm... 619 00:48:14,812 --> 00:48:16,613 He said, when he tries to 620 00:48:16,680 --> 00:48:20,684 put pen to paper, he... he... he can't. 621 00:48:21,886 --> 00:48:24,354 Sam, I'm so sorry. I didn't... 622 00:48:26,024 --> 00:48:28,458 Sorry, I think I just... I need a bit of air. 623 00:48:28,525 --> 00:48:29,660 - Yes. - But, er, 624 00:48:29,726 --> 00:48:30,762 we'll be fine, you know. 625 00:48:30,828 --> 00:48:32,429 Okay. All right. 626 00:48:32,496 --> 00:48:35,399 - Thanks, Sam. Sorry, Sam. - No. 627 00:48:52,950 --> 00:48:55,987 I haven't spoken to Sam about it yet. 628 00:48:56,054 --> 00:48:59,556 He'll understand. He will. 629 00:49:01,658 --> 00:49:02,894 Mum should never have stayed here so long 630 00:49:02,960 --> 00:49:04,327 in the first place. 631 00:49:06,064 --> 00:49:07,932 Hard to let go, I suppose. 632 00:49:07,999 --> 00:49:10,768 It's okay. Yes. 633 00:49:10,835 --> 00:49:11,969 It's a fresh start. 634 00:49:12,036 --> 00:49:14,038 - Yes. - It's a good thing. 635 00:49:14,105 --> 00:49:17,340 - I'll miss it. - Yes. 636 00:49:17,407 --> 00:49:18,642 But being sad something is gone 637 00:49:18,709 --> 00:49:22,312 just means it was great while it was there, right? 638 00:49:26,450 --> 00:49:28,752 Come stay again before that though, eh? 639 00:49:28,820 --> 00:49:31,621 Yes, of course. Yes. Yes. 640 00:49:31,688 --> 00:49:35,625 And you have to have a, erm, housewarming party. 641 00:49:35,692 --> 00:49:36,961 - Yep. - Right? In the new place. 642 00:49:37,028 --> 00:49:40,630 - Okay. - Get this lot together again. 643 00:49:40,697 --> 00:49:43,935 Sam would love that. So you should do that. 644 00:49:49,107 --> 00:49:51,374 I, erm... 645 00:49:51,441 --> 00:49:53,077 I was reading about a new medicine 646 00:49:53,144 --> 00:49:55,312 - the other day. - Mm-hmm. Mm. 647 00:49:55,378 --> 00:49:57,714 Er, so I kept the clipping for you. 648 00:49:57,782 --> 00:49:59,649 It was something about blood thinning tablets 649 00:49:59,716 --> 00:50:01,152 they give to people with heart problems. 650 00:50:01,219 --> 00:50:05,388 They said that, apparently, it can be really beneficial... 651 00:50:05,455 --> 00:50:07,591 - Oh. Yes. - ...if you like... 652 00:50:07,657 --> 00:50:10,327 - Give it to me. Yes. - Yeah? 653 00:50:10,393 --> 00:50:12,462 - Okay. - Thanks. 654 00:50:19,503 --> 00:50:21,404 You know what the hard part is? 655 00:50:26,476 --> 00:50:29,379 It's that you're... you're just... 656 00:50:29,446 --> 00:50:31,481 you're not supposed to mourn someone 657 00:50:32,415 --> 00:50:33,985 while they're still alive. 658 00:50:35,953 --> 00:50:39,489 And, you know, sharing a space with them, 659 00:50:39,556 --> 00:50:40,524 sharing a bed with them, 660 00:50:40,590 --> 00:50:42,392 - is just not fair. - He... He's not. 661 00:50:42,459 --> 00:50:43,527 - It's not... - He's not. 662 00:50:43,593 --> 00:50:44,862 Well, he must be, because I am. 663 00:50:48,900 --> 00:50:50,935 You're still you, Tusker. 664 00:50:51,002 --> 00:50:53,004 You're still the guy he fell in love with. 665 00:50:55,807 --> 00:50:56,808 No, I'm not. 666 00:50:59,442 --> 00:51:00,845 I just look like him. 667 00:51:06,550 --> 00:51:08,451 Which is a shame. 668 00:54:59,817 --> 00:55:00,851 Pick a patch of sky. 669 00:55:00,918 --> 00:55:03,254 that doesn't have any stars in it. 670 00:55:05,022 --> 00:55:06,757 - Okay. - Alright, you got it? 671 00:55:06,824 --> 00:55:07,892 - Yeah. - Okay. 672 00:55:07,958 --> 00:55:09,860 Now make a circle, you know, 673 00:55:09,927 --> 00:55:12,229 with your thumb and your forefinger, 674 00:55:12,296 --> 00:55:14,899 like this. Okay? Look through it, 675 00:55:14,965 --> 00:55:16,801 and imagine that that's a telescope, 676 00:55:16,867 --> 00:55:20,137 but an incredibly powerful telescope. 677 00:55:20,204 --> 00:55:22,973 What you would see would be, 678 00:55:23,706 --> 00:55:26,877 like, a million galaxies. 679 00:55:28,212 --> 00:55:29,313 That's bloody loads. 680 00:55:29,380 --> 00:55:32,715 Yes. Yes, that is bloody loads. 681 00:55:32,783 --> 00:55:33,918 But what's even more amazing 682 00:55:33,984 --> 00:55:38,255 is that your body is made out of 683 00:55:40,357 --> 00:55:42,059 bits of those stars. 684 00:55:42,126 --> 00:55:43,160 What do you mean? 685 00:55:43,227 --> 00:55:47,697 When a star gets really old, okay, 686 00:55:47,765 --> 00:55:49,900 it runs out of fuel 687 00:55:49,967 --> 00:55:52,770 and it explodes, like a firework. 688 00:55:52,837 --> 00:55:53,938 - A massive one? - Yes. 689 00:55:54,004 --> 00:55:57,141 A massive, massive, massive one. 690 00:55:57,975 --> 00:56:02,679 And then that star has died, 691 00:56:02,745 --> 00:56:04,982 and it becomes really, really bright 692 00:56:05,049 --> 00:56:07,952 and it shoots out all of this stuff, 693 00:56:08,018 --> 00:56:10,955 and all that stuff travels through space 694 00:56:11,021 --> 00:56:12,189 over years, and years, and years, 695 00:56:12,256 --> 00:56:13,357 and years, and years, and years, 696 00:56:13,424 --> 00:56:14,758 and years, and years, and years, 697 00:56:14,825 --> 00:56:16,026 and years, and years, 698 00:56:16,093 --> 00:56:18,362 and eventually, 699 00:56:19,230 --> 00:56:22,900 it's what makes us. 700 00:56:24,902 --> 00:56:27,204 So, we're all like stars, then? 701 00:56:28,038 --> 00:56:29,874 Yeah. 702 00:56:29,940 --> 00:56:34,044 But what's even more incredible is, this ear, 703 00:56:35,179 --> 00:56:39,416 could have come from a completely different star 704 00:56:39,483 --> 00:56:42,752 in a totally different galaxy 705 00:56:42,820 --> 00:56:44,288 than this ear. 706 00:56:44,355 --> 00:56:46,790 I don't understand. 707 00:56:47,858 --> 00:56:49,293 Nah, it doesn't matter. 708 00:56:52,129 --> 00:56:55,732 You know, a very wise man once said that, 709 00:56:55,799 --> 00:57:01,906 "We will not starve for lack of wonders, 710 00:57:02,406 --> 00:57:05,342 but from lack of wonder. 711 00:57:06,210 --> 00:57:07,344 What does that mean? 712 00:57:09,813 --> 00:57:13,050 It means you must always ask questions. 713 00:57:13,117 --> 00:57:15,052 Mum says I ask too many questions. 714 00:57:15,119 --> 00:57:16,754 Really? 715 00:57:16,820 --> 00:57:18,322 Never stop asking questions, 716 00:57:19,323 --> 00:57:20,958 no matter what your mother says. 717 00:57:21,959 --> 00:57:24,128 You must never stop asking questions. 718 00:57:24,195 --> 00:57:26,163 - It's very important. - Okay. 719 00:57:26,230 --> 00:57:30,100 - Okay? You promise me? - Promise. 720 00:57:37,007 --> 00:57:39,543 Bye, guys. Bye. 721 01:00:54,773 --> 01:00:55,739 Hello! 722 01:00:55,807 --> 01:00:58,108 - Hello! - Hi, Mr Mulliner? 723 01:00:58,175 --> 01:01:01,178 - Yes, hi. Sorry we're late. - It's okay. 724 01:01:01,245 --> 01:01:03,247 I'm Rachel. I'm the one you spoke to on the phone. 725 01:01:03,313 --> 01:01:05,115 Yes, nice to meet you. 726 01:01:15,659 --> 01:01:17,027 Yeah. Oh, it's great. 727 01:01:17,094 --> 01:01:18,262 Did you say you were up here 728 01:01:18,328 --> 01:01:19,430 on to a concert or something? 729 01:01:19,496 --> 01:01:22,166 Er, yes. Tomorrow, at Guildhall. Yeah. 730 01:01:26,303 --> 01:01:28,071 Well, it's a beautiful spot. 731 01:01:41,418 --> 01:01:42,453 Great. 732 01:01:56,868 --> 01:01:59,436 Bye-bye, thank you. 733 01:02:06,310 --> 01:02:08,345 Isn't this place great? 734 01:02:10,113 --> 01:02:11,348 It's fantastic. 735 01:02:13,217 --> 01:02:14,451 How is this? 736 01:02:15,285 --> 01:02:17,187 Is it going to be okay for you? 737 01:02:20,792 --> 01:02:24,461 Oh, that doesn't sound... so good. 738 01:02:24,528 --> 01:02:28,131 Hmm. 739 01:02:28,198 --> 01:02:30,133 What do you think? I mean, I don't... I can't tell. 740 01:02:30,200 --> 01:02:31,568 You're the expert, but... 741 01:02:39,510 --> 01:02:41,345 All right. Well, I think I'm gonna go up 742 01:02:41,411 --> 01:02:43,747 and have a lie down, and I'll let you practice. 743 01:02:43,815 --> 01:02:46,683 Why don't you do some writing, Tusker? 744 01:02:46,750 --> 01:02:49,286 Quiet place like this, you could finish your book. 745 01:02:50,287 --> 01:02:52,389 No. Not right now, I don't really want to. 746 01:02:52,456 --> 01:02:55,359 No, I... I think you should. I want you to. 747 01:02:55,425 --> 01:02:57,227 - Yes. - I'll go get your writing stuff. 748 01:02:58,161 --> 01:03:00,430 No. No. I'm fine. Really. 749 01:03:00,497 --> 01:03:01,766 All right, let's do another tape, then. 750 01:03:01,833 --> 01:03:04,167 Why don't we do... Why don't we do one of our tapes? 751 01:03:04,836 --> 01:03:07,204 No, I don't feel like it. 752 01:03:07,271 --> 01:03:08,472 - I don't. - I do. 753 01:03:36,901 --> 01:03:38,770 All right, let's do 754 01:03:38,836 --> 01:03:40,337 it over here. Come on. 755 01:03:41,973 --> 01:03:43,373 All right. 756 01:03:58,255 --> 01:03:59,523 My name is Tusker Mulliner. 757 01:03:59,590 --> 01:04:01,926 No. Sam, no. No. I don't... No. I don't want... 758 01:04:01,993 --> 01:04:03,360 What I am about to do is my choice... 759 01:04:03,427 --> 01:04:04,695 - No! No! I don't... - ...and no one else's. 760 01:04:04,762 --> 01:04:07,564 - Today is the 25th of October. - Fuck. 761 01:04:07,631 --> 01:04:10,634 And I'm about to take my own life. 762 01:04:14,271 --> 01:04:17,240 I have chosen to die now. 763 01:04:18,475 --> 01:04:21,578 I do not wish to become a burden to Sam 764 01:04:21,645 --> 01:04:23,380 or anyone else. 765 01:04:25,016 --> 01:04:27,250 I'm here completely alone, 766 01:04:27,317 --> 01:04:29,620 and I am doing this in secret, 767 01:04:29,686 --> 01:04:32,689 with no assistance from anyone else. 768 01:04:37,260 --> 01:04:40,263 My dear Sam, I just wanna say 769 01:04:40,330 --> 01:04:44,267 that I love you with all my heart, 770 01:04:44,334 --> 01:04:45,736 and I'm... 771 01:04:55,746 --> 01:04:58,715 I'm gonna go out and take the dog for a walk, 772 01:04:58,783 --> 01:05:01,284 and when I get back, I'm gonna cook us dinner. 773 01:05:05,656 --> 01:05:08,525 And then we're gonna pretend none of this ever happened. 774 01:05:33,583 --> 01:05:35,318 We should use the van more. 775 01:05:36,720 --> 01:05:37,989 I mean, 776 01:05:38,056 --> 01:05:40,490 freedom is why we bought it. We can go where we want. 777 01:05:40,557 --> 01:05:43,293 Europe maybe, if they'll still fucking have us, that is. 778 01:05:43,360 --> 01:05:45,462 We can go back to that place in Italy. 779 01:05:45,529 --> 01:05:47,464 We loved it there, you remember? 780 01:05:48,365 --> 01:05:49,599 Do you remember? 781 01:05:51,102 --> 01:05:54,438 Or... Or, erm, the South of France. 782 01:05:54,504 --> 01:05:55,907 You always wanted to go to Provence. 783 01:05:55,973 --> 01:05:56,974 And that wouldn't take long. 784 01:05:57,041 --> 01:05:58,042 We could stop off at that place in Paris 785 01:05:58,109 --> 01:06:01,445 and eat at that, erm... that bistro 786 01:06:01,511 --> 01:06:04,347 on Rue Saint-Benoît that you liked. 787 01:06:04,414 --> 01:06:06,383 Fucking years ago now. 788 01:06:06,450 --> 01:06:09,352 Think about... Think about being out of the city. 789 01:06:09,787 --> 01:06:11,488 No streetlights. 790 01:06:11,555 --> 01:06:12,824 Huh? There's no light... 791 01:06:13,958 --> 01:06:16,894 Er, what do you call it? Pollution. 792 01:06:16,961 --> 01:06:18,129 - Sam... - It's beautiful, you know. 793 01:06:18,196 --> 01:06:19,997 Probably don't even need a telescope out here, 794 01:06:20,064 --> 01:06:21,298 you can just get out. 795 01:06:21,364 --> 01:06:23,500 Just get out there and we'll finish this and, er... 796 01:06:23,567 --> 01:06:24,836 Sam. 797 01:06:30,074 --> 01:06:31,508 Do you remember... 798 01:06:33,978 --> 01:06:36,580 when we came back from the doctor the first day? 799 01:06:37,681 --> 01:06:39,784 When we found out, when we came home? 800 01:06:41,585 --> 01:06:42,920 And I said something to you? 801 01:06:44,721 --> 01:06:46,423 Do you remember what that was? 802 01:06:52,496 --> 01:06:53,630 I told you no matter what happens, 803 01:06:53,697 --> 01:06:56,466 I did not wanna lose control of my life. 804 01:07:00,838 --> 01:07:03,740 I'm losing control. Now. 805 01:07:11,615 --> 01:07:13,851 Where do you think we're gonna be in six months? 806 01:07:13,918 --> 01:07:15,619 - Together. - Or a year. 807 01:07:15,685 --> 01:07:17,789 Together. Still. 808 01:07:18,956 --> 01:07:20,858 What do you think it'll be like? 809 01:07:20,925 --> 01:07:22,459 - The same. - No. 810 01:07:23,161 --> 01:07:25,695 No. It won't be. 811 01:07:27,965 --> 01:07:28,966 Okay? 812 01:07:33,436 --> 01:07:35,006 And I didn't tell you 813 01:07:35,072 --> 01:07:36,640 about what I've chosen to do 814 01:07:36,706 --> 01:07:39,844 because even if you knew about it... 815 01:07:39,911 --> 01:07:41,444 Well, I know now, don't I? 816 01:07:42,445 --> 01:07:44,714 - Don't I? - Mm-hmm. 817 01:07:47,450 --> 01:07:48,618 When they called about the concert, 818 01:07:48,685 --> 01:07:50,922 I thought that was... 819 01:07:50,988 --> 01:07:53,024 It was the perfect opportunity 820 01:07:53,090 --> 01:07:57,527 because then, you could prove 821 01:07:57,594 --> 01:07:59,063 that you weren't with me when I... 822 01:07:59,130 --> 01:08:00,264 No, no, no, no, no, no. 823 01:08:00,330 --> 01:08:01,999 Stop, we're not having this conversation. 824 01:08:11,976 --> 01:08:13,610 - Sam. - Let's dance. 825 01:08:13,677 --> 01:08:14,946 Sam. 826 01:08:15,012 --> 01:08:16,180 Let's dance. 827 01:08:16,247 --> 01:08:17,614 We don't dance any more, do we? Just, come on. 828 01:08:17,681 --> 01:08:19,851 - No, I don't... No, no. Sam. - Let's dance. Let's dance. 829 01:08:19,917 --> 01:08:21,919 Come on, we can still dance, can't we? 830 01:08:21,986 --> 01:08:23,955 It's okay. Just... 831 01:08:26,123 --> 01:08:27,959 Sit down. 832 01:08:28,025 --> 01:08:30,493 Sit down. Just sit down. 833 01:09:00,657 --> 01:09:01,993 Okay. 834 01:09:11,869 --> 01:09:14,805 Do you think I'm not scared, Tusker? Is that it? 835 01:09:14,872 --> 01:09:18,009 Do you think I don't spend every single moment 836 01:09:18,075 --> 01:09:20,811 thinking about how am I gonna cope when this gets worse? 837 01:09:22,046 --> 01:09:24,115 Every single hour of every day since you got ill, 838 01:09:24,181 --> 01:09:25,249 that's going round in my head. 839 01:09:25,316 --> 01:09:26,851 Over, and over, and over. 840 01:09:27,717 --> 01:09:29,619 Am I strong enough? Can I do it? 841 01:09:31,055 --> 01:09:33,623 Can I live seeing you not knowing what day it is, 842 01:09:33,690 --> 01:09:35,492 not knowing where we are, 843 01:09:35,558 --> 01:09:36,726 not knowing who I am? 844 01:09:42,133 --> 01:09:43,834 I know. I know. 845 01:09:47,570 --> 01:09:50,775 Or will it break me? Will I just give up? 846 01:09:51,641 --> 01:09:52,944 Put you in a fucking home, 847 01:09:53,010 --> 01:09:54,912 visit you once a week. Be done with it. 848 01:09:54,979 --> 01:09:56,047 Sit there, reading your 849 01:09:56,113 --> 01:09:57,580 favourite book to you, knowing you... 850 01:10:04,721 --> 01:10:06,023 You know what I've decided? 851 01:10:07,992 --> 01:10:09,060 I'm strong enough. 852 01:10:11,095 --> 01:10:12,263 I'll be okay. 853 01:10:12,330 --> 01:10:13,496 And as long as there's breath in my body, 854 01:10:13,563 --> 01:10:15,800 I will look after you, I will care for you, 855 01:10:15,866 --> 01:10:17,234 I will wash you, I will hold you, 856 01:10:17,301 --> 01:10:18,836 I will wipe your fucking arse, 857 01:10:18,903 --> 01:10:20,972 I will do my best to remind you who I am, 858 01:10:21,038 --> 01:10:23,140 and what we meant to each other before all this. 859 01:10:28,145 --> 01:10:31,882 I now think this is why I was put here in the first place. 860 01:10:32,383 --> 01:10:33,818 It was for you. 861 01:10:35,719 --> 01:10:36,921 But I am scared. 862 01:10:36,988 --> 01:10:38,688 I mean, fucking terrified, if you must know. 863 01:10:38,756 --> 01:10:40,057 And I never told you that. 864 01:10:40,124 --> 01:10:42,226 So, you're not the only one with secrets, Tusker. 865 01:10:56,340 --> 01:10:57,942 But look what it's doing to you. 866 01:11:01,779 --> 01:11:02,913 And that's not fair. 867 01:11:02,980 --> 01:11:05,682 It's not about fair, is it? It's about love. 868 01:11:06,750 --> 01:11:08,119 Is it selfish? 869 01:11:10,888 --> 01:11:13,991 Not to want to lose you? Not to want to be alone? 870 01:11:14,058 --> 01:11:15,159 I don't wanna be alone. 871 01:11:18,062 --> 01:11:19,964 I know that. I know. 872 01:11:21,198 --> 01:11:22,233 But... 873 01:11:23,234 --> 01:11:27,138 I am dying. 874 01:11:27,204 --> 01:11:29,206 Don't let me off the hook! 875 01:11:31,208 --> 01:11:33,878 I want to do this. 876 01:11:33,944 --> 01:11:36,914 I want to see this through, with you, to the end. 877 01:11:36,981 --> 01:11:38,249 That's my thing. 878 01:11:39,417 --> 01:11:40,951 It's all I've got left. 879 01:11:47,758 --> 01:11:49,026 No, it isn't, Sam. 880 01:11:49,093 --> 01:11:50,627 Hmm. 881 01:11:50,693 --> 01:11:51,929 What if I just tell everyone, then? 882 01:11:51,996 --> 01:11:54,231 What if I just shout it from the fucking rooftops? 883 01:11:55,099 --> 01:11:56,100 What would you do then? 884 01:11:56,167 --> 01:11:57,334 We'd all be in trouble, wouldn't we? 885 01:11:57,401 --> 01:11:58,536 We'd all be guilty. 886 01:11:58,601 --> 01:12:00,771 Or I could just drive away, leave you here. 887 01:12:00,838 --> 01:12:02,973 Well, you couldn't do it then. Could you? 888 01:12:03,040 --> 01:12:05,409 Cause you can't do anything without me. 889 01:12:05,476 --> 01:12:07,044 You need me. 890 01:12:07,111 --> 01:12:08,312 Exactly. 891 01:12:11,449 --> 01:12:12,983 Exactly. 892 01:12:30,733 --> 01:12:32,169 I don't wanna be alone. 893 01:14:40,130 --> 01:14:41,999 I'm becoming a passenger. 894 01:14:45,402 --> 01:14:47,171 And I'm not a passenger. 895 01:14:53,077 --> 01:14:55,079 This thing is taking me to a place 896 01:14:55,646 --> 01:14:57,214 where I don't want to go. 897 01:15:00,251 --> 01:15:02,920 And no one is going to be able to bring me back. 898 01:15:05,489 --> 01:15:07,024 And... 899 01:15:08,292 --> 01:15:09,893 I can't. 900 01:15:10,894 --> 01:15:12,429 No, I can't do that. 901 01:15:18,269 --> 01:15:20,504 I knew something was going on, all right. 902 01:15:23,140 --> 01:15:25,409 If I'm honest, I knew. I just, you know... 903 01:15:25,476 --> 01:15:26,977 You don't spend all those 904 01:15:27,044 --> 01:15:30,114 years with someone without... without noticing the little... 905 01:15:32,516 --> 01:15:35,286 Yeah. I know. 906 01:15:39,056 --> 01:15:40,591 I didn't wanna say anything. 907 01:15:40,658 --> 01:15:42,993 Just didn't want to admit to myself 908 01:15:43,060 --> 01:15:45,362 that you knew it was getting worse too. 909 01:15:54,938 --> 01:15:56,340 How long have... 910 01:16:02,046 --> 01:16:04,081 Christ, you even got me a dog? 911 01:16:05,416 --> 01:16:06,550 Fuck. 912 01:16:14,491 --> 01:16:16,560 Sam, you need to listen to me. 913 01:16:37,548 --> 01:16:39,283 I want to be remembered... 914 01:16:42,720 --> 01:16:44,388 for who I was, 915 01:16:46,423 --> 01:16:48,592 but not... 916 01:16:48,659 --> 01:16:51,028 for who I'm about to become. 917 01:16:56,433 --> 01:16:59,403 That's the only thing I can control. 918 01:17:00,604 --> 01:17:03,240 And that's all I have left. 919 01:17:27,197 --> 01:17:28,632 What if it doesn't work? 920 01:17:32,669 --> 01:17:34,104 It'll work. 921 01:17:35,472 --> 01:17:36,473 I know what I'm doing. 922 01:17:36,540 --> 01:17:38,308 I can't believe we're having this... 923 01:17:40,444 --> 01:17:42,246 I can't wait any longer. 924 01:17:44,448 --> 01:17:45,549 You can. 925 01:17:45,616 --> 01:17:47,317 There's always more time. 926 01:17:47,718 --> 01:17:49,086 No. 927 01:17:50,387 --> 01:17:51,588 Very soon, 928 01:17:53,090 --> 01:17:55,092 I'm going to look at your face 929 01:17:55,726 --> 01:17:58,095 and I'm not going to know 930 01:17:58,162 --> 01:18:00,464 who it is that's staring back at me. 931 01:18:17,181 --> 01:18:19,416 Can't we just go home? 932 01:18:19,483 --> 01:18:20,584 Let's just go home. 933 01:18:20,651 --> 01:18:21,786 No. 934 01:18:21,853 --> 01:18:23,487 No. 935 01:18:25,155 --> 01:18:26,490 I'm not going home. 936 01:18:29,126 --> 01:18:31,428 And if you love me, you'll let me do this. 937 01:18:33,630 --> 01:18:34,698 If you really love me. 938 01:18:38,837 --> 01:18:40,537 You'll break my heart. 939 01:18:43,707 --> 01:18:45,275 It'll last forever. 940 01:18:56,119 --> 01:18:58,155 You have to let me go. 941 01:18:58,222 --> 01:18:59,623 You have to let me go. 942 01:19:05,797 --> 01:19:08,065 - I can't. - Well, yeah. 943 01:19:08,131 --> 01:19:11,368 I can't. Please. 944 01:20:38,923 --> 01:20:40,624 It's okay. 945 01:20:41,692 --> 01:20:43,327 I'm sorry. 946 01:20:45,596 --> 01:20:47,331 I'm sorry. 947 01:20:59,610 --> 01:21:00,812 Just hold me. 948 01:21:03,614 --> 01:21:05,248 Please. 949 01:25:28,179 --> 01:25:30,747 That sounds beautiful. 950 01:25:33,951 --> 01:25:36,087 Yeah, I think it's gonna be all right. 951 01:25:39,190 --> 01:25:41,926 - Did I wake you? - Mm-mm. 952 01:25:43,928 --> 01:25:45,129 What time is it? 953 01:26:30,707 --> 01:26:32,143 Let me be with you. 954 01:29:39,442 --> 01:29:44,442 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 65125

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