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Text Angel lightning and angels and trumpets in the sky and all I got was a bunch of trees and Panda geese
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And I thought how funny is this
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Took me
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I like a really heavy placers I struggled with that and I knew I had to either vomit or
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Poor cry until finally I ended up being able to cry and really Let It Go
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Play overwhelming
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Sense that there was something much bigger
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And that I was
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A small little
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And I figured the buying organization of the universe that I needed to pay attention.
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Is opened my heart in a way that I never had it open forever my committee
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Experience speak to Faith a belief in things unseen
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It is simply piss and herbal Brew made in the jungles of Peru
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Buy native shamans
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They call it ayahuasca
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Which means Vine of the Soul it's 80 or or what herbalist would call
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Decoction meaning of strong tea
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It's always made from two plants
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One of which contains the hallucinogen
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Dimethyltryptamine or DMT
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DMT is what I call a true psychedelic it's one of the
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Includes LSD psilocybin mescaline
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In the Amazon
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Ayahuasca is a legally recognized sacred medicine
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Indigenous people have used it for centuries
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To heal physical and psycho-spiritual bills
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It's an essential part of the culture woven into the fabric of their lives
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Beyond the Amazon the legality of Ayahuasca is a gray area
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Ayahuasca is a challenge for modern God drug control authorities
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The people who are using it outside of its traditional context are not the the criminal
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Element that is associated troop traditionally with that illegal drug use these are people like my parents
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My friends and doctors lawyers
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Plymouth in the health field
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Who are passing along knowledge Word of Mouth
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And it seems to be spreading in the last 10 years
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Thousands of tried Ayahuasca seeking healing and spiritual growth
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The notion that there is a spiritual component to Healing has been totally exercise
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Biomedicine
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We live in a culture that spiritually ready to drive
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JMT
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We live in a culture that's very material based
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Culture that does not give you and beans with David I need
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Leaves a huge hole in people most people in North America
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Western world
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Are not as connected as people live in nature
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Every day 365 days a year shaman beermosa
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Believes everyone can reclaim this connection through ayahuasca
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Which he calls a plant teacher
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He says the vine of the Soul actually teaches you what you need to know
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Orlando tickets
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Palabras is Wimbledon
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La Luz
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Dino
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Anthro Amy frente
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If we had me Corazon
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Aprenda
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Are you compatible
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About Ayahuasca can it really heal our minds and spirits
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2 people are about to Journey to the Amazon to find out
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Rob works as an accountant for a media company
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It's a good job and pays the bills
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Something you walk away from stealing socks talking
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Next Thursday will we be able to still recognize you
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Going on a cruise at this point my life make a lot of sense to me
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Entering middle age and there's a lot of re-evaluating not at believe should go on I mean
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If you're uncertain of what you believe in and have to start questioning all things that are currently in your life
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Kirstie is a doctor of naturopathic medicine
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You have referred pain pattern up on your left side
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I just started as a Healer myself and I think it's a good time for me and my life to go down and
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Experience that because if it's in any way shape or form going to be a part of my life
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Whether academic lyrics
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I'm able to use it with patients
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I would never do that unless I myself with integrity.
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Are you ready to go rob let's do it
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My life is spirituality
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Very very slight religious upbringing and it just seemed to have no Foundation or no basis for me in my life
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It's not that I don't understand that the best way to live
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But Rob has never been to the Amazon the rainforest has already shaped.
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I did a lot of traveling both for work and in a volunteer
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Capacity and I also was a guide in the Amazon and it was exposed to normal
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I've read an awful lot about Ayahuasca and I'm really interested in this
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People with severe chronic disease
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From what I understand it really can open up a lot of energetic barriers that everyone has
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If those barriers are opened up you can live more optimally
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In the past Rob is used
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Recreational drugs to search for greater meaning in his life without success
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Anything remotely similar to recreational use.
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Feel some trepidation around what I will experience and what I might discover about
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My own energetic blockages
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But about Ayahuasca I'm not going through this life and not to
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There is no way
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After a long trip Rob and Kirstie finally arrived
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At The Rustic Retreat on the edge of the jungle
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Guillermo was there to greet them
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Along with an international group of fellow
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Ethyl Methyl Oprah SEIU Guadalajara
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Could I
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Fixing malasadas physical
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The Colony cast
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What did you send
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Ayahuasca electron dimensional
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Dave
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A Healer from Canada
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Began his apprenticeship
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5 years ago
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As soon as I started I thought this is
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Exactly what my whole life with a bowtie I knew that this is my life.
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But I still had
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The weather I can
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My first experience with the animal is extremely extremely profound
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Very very I remember him saying to me that I was David and I was going to face Goliath
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Alive being the fear inside of me
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Speedy two
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I love you
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Guillermo has been a shaman to the show people people most
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But only recently opened a retreat for Western
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Creo que es importante hacer Lo
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4K
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Who's your daddy
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I'm going to be very convenient.
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Hello SoCal American Natural or traditional
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Annoyed owl
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Plantas para el amor
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Has multiple Dunkin Donuts
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Kamala
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If you into my life a little bit more
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Bad luck in love
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SFGate
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Father
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K12paymentcenter app
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OK Google
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It's an emergency.
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Liliana
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Champion
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That kind of love
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Everything is a mess
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Tucanos churrasco Merced
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Ayahuasca resume ATO
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FedEx hombre Le puede hacer conocer
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La Fuente Bakery
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They don't pay
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B&A Lumber
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De donde viene la energia
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And they don't pay
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Minnesota
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Helena fertilizer
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Anesthesia
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All organisms on the planet
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Parasite
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Clams
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Are the only thing that make their own food and they make their food out of sunlight water and carbon.
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And because of that
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They are running the show
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Extremely excited about tonight we're at the birthplace for the plants are from Manchester
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Being under an accomplished Master like you are more have to be just a once-in-a-lifetime experience
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Today I think I went through a lot of different
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Emotions and thoughts about us do you know some of which was sort of anxiety that my bit too tired to be doing this if the
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But I actually feel as I have since I arrived to really pretty peaceful so hopefully that
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As Darkness Falls
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Ayahuasca ceremony join Guillermo and his assistant curandero Francois
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Ask for my intention
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Center for Healing
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My intention was it was a hard decision because there a lot of things that I would like to work on.
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Sing I elected to sit at work Highway difficult for me to
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The as-yet how I can integrate this unprofessional level
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I spoke to Kim and to say can you help me to understand because I feel that intuitively that there's a reason
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I'm here
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I was aware of many things happening all the time because of all the
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You sit there and you wonder
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Whether or not it's taking effect and then as soon as you allow the changing in it pretty much takes you
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Summary of the beginning of the energies of the
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So you need to clear that
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So you start the saying and you bring light
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Doing this
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Bushes out negative Energies
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And clear the face
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Stephen Curry age
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Purging prepares the mind and body
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The inner journey ahead
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The chanting then carries
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Beyond the five senses
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Passion becomes you
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You become him you know you created relationship
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Because you are at such a high state of consciousness
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You become stupid way of the other
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And he ordered
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Tecumseh POF your energy
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You can see it is manifesting your vision
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Chanting was
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I actually don't even have the words to
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I can feel plants over and I could
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Feel everything breathing in
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I feel the Earth
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Groningen
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I hear every single bird and justice
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Blissed out
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Insanely powerful connection with the earth and the plants
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A lot
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The feeling is just
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Sublime I don't know how to explain it almost every little thing you do with your body a symbol
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Extra deep breath
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Feels so life-affirming because
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Complete harmony with everything around you you just know that you're connected to something larger
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Most religions makes a great deal about how you met
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You Must Believe
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No evidence
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Reported no evidence for what we're telling you but you must have faith
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What's interesting
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About Ayahuasca is
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You don't have to have
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It's the perfect tool for Skeptics
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Anybody tells you take it have the experience evaluated for yourself who makeup
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Last night
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Because we've been looking forward to it for
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Quite a few weeks now
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I had a lot of expectations buildup in the ceremony itself
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Was very impressive but I think if I didn't have a strong reaction to
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DIY basket Shelf
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It would be nice if I was a little stronger and I don't
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Need to be cocky and saying that
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Because it's not for amusement or entertainment
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But I'm ready to go to go a little deeper into myself to see what else comes out
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I think a big difference between the use of Ayahuasca today
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And use of other substances
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I is a very strong understanding of
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The importance of rituals and a ceremonial elements
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Fostering
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Therapeutic or spiritual experience
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Set a party drug
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And whether other substances have been used
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Wisdom of learning through plants is a cultural tradition that goes back
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Hundreds if not thousands of years
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For me
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My
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Experience
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Botanical medicine
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Technical and medical and science
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We do
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Learn about
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Energetic
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But if
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Much more dominant
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I've always
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Reached out to have opportunities to
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Integrate both
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That's my goal
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You see as a heating
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Aspect of this medicine
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What can you relate about it
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In terms of ayahuasca
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I need to do it many more
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Times 2
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Be able to speak to them
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Because I'm not
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Integrate that are apply that without a
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The people on television
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I think it's not for everybody
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You know I think Iowaska
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Is a very powerful medicine
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But it has to be placed and used in a prophet
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I don't know but how did you do that
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He can create a psychological shock and relieve a trauma
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At a ceremony 15 years ago
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Francois used ayahuasca
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To help kick an addiction to heroin
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How to get a time when you were
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See my veins crying
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And my body expressing the pain that you have received Suzy's affectionate
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Notes of cleaning Bureau in my head had to be down
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Addiction comes in a sentence
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Deficient emptiness
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I'm trying to complete yourself from the outside
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Is the essence of addiction
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With Ayahuasca one is an opportunity to experience myself as whole and complete
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He's going to actually get that your home
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What is there to be sore from the outside in
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There's just no need for
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I asked if you can help people see that
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In two or three ceremonies
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It is the appropriate shamanique leader and if it's the right environment
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Well that is the
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Potential to heal addiction
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I think ayahuasca
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Two function of discovery
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Drinks on the temperature of Who You Are
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Did you connect with
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Invisible world
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Nature
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You know the meaning of God
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Having a career center point means
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For you in your life so you have to redefine yourself
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A relationship to that
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Ayahuasca is used for many reasons
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For a curandero like Dave
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Ayahuasca is a teacher
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The healing powers of
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My home
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I want Schism anyways like the key
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To the door that allows you to find future world
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I want to allow you to access to the Ponte
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Applying teachers
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Tell me the best way to look at it is
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You look at a plant as a bean
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AccuWeather
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Defined as a personality
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Human.
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BeautyCon the traits of a plant you know
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Plants are very
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Sensitive and very
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I need to be very sensitive and very intuitive
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So
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We take these plans. To learn from them
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I came here with the intention of
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Ñuñoa
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Gain more strength in my work
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Coming to diet now with
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Bunch of different plants and trees too
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Give me more strength more protection
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Cencosud
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2532 compliant and I drink it everyday
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And I really break down the body
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At the beginning
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Open up
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Show a little bit of body feels a little bit
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How to balance in a Lil Bit
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Looking for things I feel good on my mind
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After a day of reflection
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Robin Kirstie return for their second ceremony
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Again I was just wanting to experience so much so quickly he was probably
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Overestimating My Level what Ayahuasca wanted to show me at that time anyway I kind of
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Anyway I didn't have to respect Ayahuasca she was she was telling me something
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Is totally different from the night
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Elvis Presley
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Agitated
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Apart of Ayahuasca things
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You know that I've had always thought that
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Vomiting but it can if
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Can be a lot of different bodily
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Things going on in
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Noises
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It was
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I'm leaving
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I got kg, that I tried to leave the room entirely actually at one point but I could have got stuck
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Standing there
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It was just
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When I did go outside
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I found Rob
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Scary
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We saw the sky and it was just
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Staggering
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It was just
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Huge shooting star which blew my mind
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And then we can relax
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To my cabin
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I kind of laid down and I close my eyes
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Like I wanted something you close your eyes you see some light imagery
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And then it began to swirl together
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Little Eddie
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Ring front of my field of vision
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And if I did
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Google Images would appear out of the setting
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Come on
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And go back in
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Come out and go back in
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When I was ready to write off the evening as someone of us
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A rejection
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Hora
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A negative
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She pulled me right back
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Sleep
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It's really
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You have one ceremonies they going to psychotherapy
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Refer to years
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Calling from Vancouver attended Ayahuasca Ceremonies for a year before coming to Peru
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He's hoping to heal a troubled marriage
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For me I'm just going to be the father that I know I can be in the husband I can be and support my wife is family comes first
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We've been on and off and are continuing and kind of a power struggle stage we have done couples
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Therapy counseling but it doesn't quite I mean it's works for a little bit but there's a deeper issue when I
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Came here I knew I wanted to go a little deeper for me the one word that came up with accept
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Acceptance of myself acceptance of my past and acceptance of my wife was probably the
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The number one thing to her that was the big blockage in our relationship
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There is something that's obviously keeping us together but there is some kind of something we keep coming up
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I realize that I've had the sense of sadness Within Me is affecting multi
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Couple things from past relationships people that have passed in my life to sadness around things around my childhood and being on
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Happy with my sort of place in the world so I'm sad about it at
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After each ceremony Guillermo incur
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Courage is participants to talk about their experiences
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I feel myself attached with the
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Dark spirit
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Which came to me last night
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That's all
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Link to an
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Has died
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Since died
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But you still
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Just lots of there was lots of love.
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There there's a lot of lightness but her
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Darksiders sort of still hanging on to me she was a very manipulative Woman and
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The first woman in my life
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Are you at catching a blender
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Kid that one person took it in the theater
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Santa Fe
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Entrepreneur
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Exit 4 sign
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Amodio
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Edamame pulidora de sentimientos
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Song darling.
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Different process of India
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Very clear
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Nauseous
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I woke up this morning
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Very early and
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Still very high with a watch gun
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And add some nightmares while sweating
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Turn the night on mistake my body's trying to
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Tool to move it through the window
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Bank of America
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I know love, with you
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Muerte
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H&M where to pay
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Symbolic
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Belmere Apartments
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La muerte de las cosas pasadas
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Acapella music
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Professionally in terms of
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I'm not about that doctor I sort of feel confused
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To employ this medicine even in a limited capacity
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Probably takes a lot of personal Journey
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.
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I need to talk it
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How he
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Operate because if the ceremony is crucial and the training is crucial
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Play waka waka to teacher that allows you to discover yourself
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Do your own knowledge to your own experience
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These are all the plants we use for bathing here
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Funeral for a man that got a little extra energy
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Seven the other things
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The Dave says with Ayahuasca is going to meet you where you're at in terms of what needs to happen and potentially to
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Deep into your own fears and
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Challenges in personal growth
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I think next time
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I'm ready to go
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Even if it's
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Challenging
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I might have to
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Good morning and go deeper in
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Just face what I find
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What cures do you and Rob will face on this their third ceremony is unknown and unknowable
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The mysterium tremendum is
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As you can tell for the trim a tremendous mystery it is at the core
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Altru religious or Mystic
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The feeling of being at one with the universe and yet it's the experience
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Most religions are frantic to deny
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Ordinary person that something you know the interpretation has to come through the church through the priesthood
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Through the hierarchy or whatever and we'll tell you what this means
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And I think that's one of the interesting things about Ayahuasca it gives you a tool
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To actually approach this phenomenon experimentally as some people wait all
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All their lives and spend years of meditation experiences
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Never have a mystical experience you can be just the kind of an ordinary
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Under the right circumstances psychedelics can trigger
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This kind of experience
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Last night was just a combination of finally being at home down here
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Good medicine
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And just listen to Guillermo and everyone Chan
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It was everything
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Erica possibly be I think it was just perfect
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My strong is Visions at the very beginning
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Where I
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Like a multi-level
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Dimension
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And it's like a door being open to this
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What is constantly being opened is currently being open
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And it never goes away cuz it's new again
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Teenager just showing you
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At times I feel like
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Central actually control my head into the different ways and look around
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Icr-1
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LOL
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Suddenly I wasn't a younger person Guillermo
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I was older looking at him
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Like he was a child and you are so proud of his child look at what he's doing cuz she was saying that I should look at Yermo
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But all he can do
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It's just a sense of awe it in renewed innocence all the time
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But that's partly from her in
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The most beautiful thing I've ever found
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In my whole life
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So I can tell Christy
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Wasn't Queen
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As great a time as I was
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Ceremony
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Last night
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Exceptionally
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I just couldn't
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Get a nice
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Peaceful religion
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Experience
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There were just moments
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Couldn't
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Barrett
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It was just
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Unbelievable
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I felt a lot of
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It was
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This is very dramatic
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There is pretty demonic like there's some pretty that
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Terrifying
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I thought it was
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It was I was way
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Electronic recycling
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Because Dave appear
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You lose control Eagle is about having control
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You can't control Iowa
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You know you can work with it but
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To try to control it
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And get into a power start with ayahuasca
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That's where she's going to come on stronger
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Ecoegg dazzling spiritual.
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There were emotional set of components to it to do is
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People would
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Come to me different people in my life who I love which come to me and try to communicate to me and then would be sucked
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And I would try to communicate with them then and then
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It would be stopped away
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It was truly truly
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Indescribable
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I was so terrified
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Because he was like a life
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I will I will drag myself
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I don't care what it
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And he
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Help me get over there
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Eat it
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String raking
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She's lost in this Lake
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Great big sea
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John Deere throw her a lion weight
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You know her experience
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I'm there to find her path
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Find a way that she got there
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The chanting
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Find her
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And then bring her back in her body and back
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The weather connection and then the healing will start to happen on route to Lacrosse
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00:37:06,944 --> 00:37:09,248
If that isn't the most humbling thing
546
00:37:14,112 --> 00:37:16,928
My ego just stays away and leaves me alone
547
00:37:32,032 --> 00:37:33,056
Can I crawl
548
00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:36,640
Do I drag myself
549
00:37:45,344 --> 00:37:46,112
Address
550
00:37:46,368 --> 00:37:48,928
My issues at multiple
551
00:37:49,184 --> 00:37:49,696
Louisville
552
00:37:50,720 --> 00:37:51,232
3 Acre
553
00:37:53,024 --> 00:37:59,168
Drunk guy game
554
00:38:03,520 --> 00:38:05,312
If they didn't let me go until I was able
555
00:38:06,336 --> 00:38:07,616
They passed me down the chain
556
00:38:08,384 --> 00:38:09,920
And I just cried and cried
557
00:38:16,576 --> 00:38:17,088
I don't even have
558
00:38:21,184 --> 00:38:21,952
I felt this
559
00:38:23,488 --> 00:38:26,048
I kind of like I don't think I've ever felt
560
00:38:29,632 --> 00:38:30,912
It was not from here
561
00:38:35,264 --> 00:38:36,544
I would turn slimy
562
00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:37,568
Winchester
563
00:38:37,824 --> 00:38:39,104
Butterworth Center
564
00:38:43,200 --> 00:38:46,272
That's all you can do
565
00:38:46,784 --> 00:38:49,344
I let her know that I was aware of what she was going through
566
00:38:51,904 --> 00:38:52,672
Because we were
567
00:38:53,184 --> 00:38:55,744
We really should have gone that he was quite close to me
568
00:38:57,536 --> 00:38:58,304
Bald head with
569
00:38:59,328 --> 00:39:01,376
If I didn't know him I would have been like
570
00:39:04,448 --> 00:39:07,520
Go have your party like 3 feet to the side
571
00:39:07,776 --> 00:39:08,800
Are you
572
00:39:09,568 --> 00:39:11,360
I could I was comforted by Rob's press
573
00:39:13,664 --> 00:39:14,432
Here's to bike
574
00:39:15,712 --> 00:39:17,248
He was there the whole time
575
00:39:19,552 --> 00:39:20,320
Outside
576
00:39:21,088 --> 00:39:21,856
Dawn soap
577
00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:28,512
And we
578
00:39:30,048 --> 00:39:30,816
As we were
579
00:39:35,936 --> 00:39:36,960
Self-service fomo
580
00:39:38,496 --> 00:39:39,776
Slow motion
581
00:39:40,544 --> 00:39:41,824
Thanks so much idea
582
00:39:42,080 --> 00:39:42,848
Crazy
583
00:39:45,408 --> 00:39:47,200
I'm glad that you were there
584
00:39:48,736 --> 00:39:50,272
Literally broke me open
585
00:39:51,552 --> 00:39:52,320
That literally
586
00:39:52,832 --> 00:39:53,600
Annihilated
587
00:39:55,136 --> 00:39:56,416
I don't yet know what it mean
588
00:40:02,816 --> 00:40:07,680
When you when you think you're going to die is it part of that is part of the healing is that when you when you do
589
00:40:08,192 --> 00:40:10,240
Commodities currency just happy to be alive
590
00:40:11,008 --> 00:40:12,800
And that's the way we need to live everyday of our life
591
00:40:14,336 --> 00:40:16,128
Living life is just
592
00:40:16,384 --> 00:40:17,408
Be grateful for your life
593
00:40:23,040 --> 00:40:25,856
Is there a key Insight that you
594
00:40:26,112 --> 00:40:26,880
Get
595
00:40:27,136 --> 00:40:29,440
After you've taken lots of ayahuasca
596
00:40:31,232 --> 00:40:34,304
Well it sounds trivial but the inside is
597
00:40:35,328 --> 00:40:37,376
You don't know shitt
598
00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:45,824
You know very little about the way the world is put together about how the unit
599
00:40:46,080 --> 00:40:52,224
Really is about our role in it and what's really going on you know you
600
00:40:52,480 --> 00:40:54,528
You monkeys only think you're running the show
601
00:40:54,784 --> 00:40:59,904
You know if you don't I'm not only are you not running the show you don't even know what the show is
602
00:41:01,952 --> 00:41:02,976
Be humble
603
00:41:03,232 --> 00:41:05,280
Remember that you don't know much
604
00:41:10,656 --> 00:41:13,472
Integrating the insights learned from ayahuasca
605
00:41:13,728 --> 00:41:19,872
Can be a difficult task calling is still working to heal the
606
00:41:20,128 --> 00:41:25,760
The relationship with his wife Nina
607
00:41:26,784 --> 00:41:32,928
My wife is my soulmate and I really do want to see that relationship reaches full potential
608
00:41:33,184 --> 00:41:37,792
And it's okay to be a rocky road you know it's got its ups and down it's not all bless
609
00:41:42,144 --> 00:41:44,192
I finally accepted things
610
00:41:44,448 --> 00:41:45,472
Level of it
611
00:41:51,104 --> 00:41:54,175
Except
612
00:41:55,967 --> 00:42:02,111
What he gets from ceremony as he really gets in touch with himself if you have a place of acceptance of him
613
00:42:02,367 --> 00:42:03,135
Self-acceptance
614
00:42:03,391 --> 00:42:04,159
Love me just
615
00:42:04,415 --> 00:42:06,719
Letting go and not needing to control
616
00:42:07,487 --> 00:42:13,631
And then it will last a month and then it explodes into of not being happy and
617
00:42:13,887 --> 00:42:16,703
And happiness relationship and complete opposite
618
00:42:22,335 --> 00:42:23,103
Completely
619
00:42:23,615 --> 00:42:27,455
Snapchat all time
620
00:42:27,967 --> 00:42:34,111
What kind of stuff before it's going to take some time till I I see some
621
00:42:34,367 --> 00:42:40,511
I think Colin sometimes feels that he just
622
00:42:40,767 --> 00:42:46,911
Live Ayahuasca ayahuasca ceremony ceremony but but you can't just live in that world
623
00:42:47,167 --> 00:42:53,311
The world is family or job whatever it maybe
624
00:42:54,847 --> 00:43:00,991
Ayahuasca is the sexual integration to life.
625
00:43:01,247 --> 00:43:03,551
Spiritual path
626
00:43:05,087 --> 00:43:07,903
West Virginia for meeting time
627
00:43:13,791 --> 00:43:14,815
It was staggering
628
00:43:15,071 --> 00:43:16,863
The extent to which I needed
629
00:43:17,119 --> 00:43:17,631
Process
630
00:43:18,399 --> 00:43:19,679
What happened in Peru
631
00:43:21,471 --> 00:43:23,263
It wasn't until halfway through it
632
00:43:25,311 --> 00:43:26,335
I realize
633
00:43:27,103 --> 00:43:29,663
With Incredible certainty like a lightning bolt
634
00:43:31,455 --> 00:43:33,503
I had almost missed the point entirely
635
00:43:33,759 --> 00:43:35,295
I would never work
636
00:43:36,063 --> 00:43:37,855
The true purpose
637
00:43:41,695 --> 00:43:42,719
It was only for me
638
00:43:44,767 --> 00:43:48,863
It was really hard for me to articulate what happened then
639
00:43:49,631 --> 00:43:50,911
How I felt about it
640
00:43:51,935 --> 00:43:57,567
I became defensive the go-to thought for people is O if you're going getting high
641
00:43:58,079 --> 00:43:59,871
Plants in the jungle
642
00:44:00,383 --> 00:44:04,223
It almost as a defensive if you have any experience with Ayahuasca to
643
00:44:04,735 --> 00:44:07,295
Think of it that way or refer to it in that way so I would
644
00:44:07,551 --> 00:44:08,831
Fight frustrating to search
645
00:44:09,343 --> 00:44:13,951
Try to explain it to people
646
00:44:14,207 --> 00:44:20,351
What do you think the I washed it did for you it what how do you change your perception of the world
647
00:44:27,519 --> 00:44:33,663
It's a shortcut to meditation or to Spiritual Awakening
648
00:44:33,919 --> 00:44:38,271
A shortcut that has the long-term effects
649
00:44:38,783 --> 00:44:41,087
Say discipline and meditation
650
00:44:45,439 --> 00:44:51,583
I live alone everything I do
651
00:44:51,839 --> 00:44:57,983
When I came back it was on the tip of my tongue. I should be in closer,
652
00:44:58,239 --> 00:44:59,263
Contact with my family
653
00:45:02,335 --> 00:45:03,871
I mean you can't pretend to understand
654
00:45:04,383 --> 00:45:05,919
The bosom of ayahuasca
655
00:45:06,175 --> 00:45:09,759
Cradling you unless you realize that you also have friends and family
656
00:45:10,015 --> 00:45:14,367
Take me to great deal to you and you have to take the love that she shows you there
657
00:45:14,623 --> 00:45:16,671
And spread that around to your family in French
658
00:45:17,695 --> 00:45:23,839
Have a safe trip in tomorrow and I'll see you in the morning
659
00:45:24,095 --> 00:45:30,239
Even my brother and me were cut from the same cloth we've always been kind of guarded distant people and just
660
00:45:30,495 --> 00:45:36,639
This morning
661
00:45:36,895 --> 00:45:43,039
Over the weeks and months following I realized that I had never in my life felt
662
00:45:43,551 --> 00:45:49,695
Vulnerable away that I didn't that and that moment because I never allowed it
663
00:45:49,951 --> 00:45:56,095
And ultimately what Ivory Achatz is that to really receive love you have to
664
00:45:56,351 --> 00:45:57,375
To be able
665
00:45:57,631 --> 00:46:03,775
Ayahuasca gave me a different
666
00:46:04,031 --> 00:46:08,127
Way of feeling in my body a different way of
667
00:46:08,895 --> 00:46:11,711
A different way of feeling myself in the world
668
00:46:13,247 --> 00:46:16,063
Is stuttering and that it allows you to sort of
669
00:46:17,343 --> 00:46:19,391
I have a second chance
670
00:46:19,647 --> 00:46:25,791
Being yourself has been a trend in Western medicine
671
00:46:26,047 --> 00:46:26,815
Listen to recognized
672
00:46:27,071 --> 00:46:28,095
Alternative healing cracked
673
00:46:28,863 --> 00:46:30,143
I can be useful adjunct
674
00:46:30,399 --> 00:46:32,703
To Modern Western approaches
675
00:46:33,727 --> 00:46:36,799
So I think Ayahuasca can be a valuable component
676
00:46:37,055 --> 00:46:39,871
Treating such things as are psychiatric conditions
677
00:46:40,127 --> 00:46:42,175
Depression anxiety predictions
678
00:46:42,943 --> 00:46:47,295
Things that modern Western medicine I think hasn't really done a good job of addressing
679
00:46:48,575 --> 00:46:52,671
If I don't have a whole lot of optimism that was in my lifetime
680
00:46:52,927 --> 00:46:55,487
Sound like iOS for the safety and Floyd
681
00:46:55,743 --> 00:46:57,279
If it runs counter to people
682
00:46:57,791 --> 00:46:59,071
Any prejudices
683
00:46:59,839 --> 00:47:00,863
Incorporated
684
00:47:01,631 --> 00:47:04,191
Heretical that is to say it in a medical context
685
00:47:04,959 --> 00:47:05,727
I know I don't need it
686
00:47:05,983 --> 00:47:06,751
Decades of research
687
00:47:07,775 --> 00:47:09,055
Dasani that something is good
688
00:47:09,823 --> 00:47:10,591
I know that it is
689
00:47:23,903 --> 00:47:30,047
This medicine is giving me my life my life.
690
00:47:30,303 --> 00:47:34,911
I'll be doing the same, more than gray have never been in doubt
691
00:47:41,567 --> 00:47:42,591
Nearest Mountain to me
692
00:47:42,847 --> 00:47:45,151
Here's your body my spirit they're mine
693
00:47:45,663 --> 00:47:48,735
Be strong and where can I get away with the medicine tonight
694
00:47:49,503 --> 00:47:54,879
Give me a whole community of people is giving me dear friends is giving me a purpose
695
00:47:55,391 --> 00:48:00,511
Giving me
696
00:48:00,767 --> 00:48:06,911
I can do something you know for people and helping people
697
00:48:07,167 --> 00:48:13,311
Northern Wilderness Retreat for the first time since their trip to Peru
698
00:48:14,591 --> 00:48:16,895
I did feel robbed before the sudden help
699
00:48:17,151 --> 00:48:18,687
No problem.
700
00:48:26,111 --> 00:48:32,255
It was just like some kind of
701
00:48:32,511 --> 00:48:33,023
Crazy
702
00:48:33,279 --> 00:48:34,815
Natural wedding will be just
703
00:48:35,583 --> 00:48:41,471
The universals and she was a little on the downside I was a little on the out but by the end of the evening
704
00:48:41,727 --> 00:48:47,615
We are exactly the same place so we're all going to be taking Ayahuasca tonight
705
00:48:48,639 --> 00:48:52,223
Trust yourself you've heard the call you felt the call to be here
706
00:48:52,735 --> 00:48:53,759
Some people talk about
707
00:48:54,527 --> 00:48:57,599
The chemical of it's not a chemical I walk in the spirit
708
00:49:01,695 --> 00:49:05,279
Telephone was in August and respect
709
00:49:06,047 --> 00:49:06,815
With reverence
710
00:49:07,583 --> 00:49:12,959
What's with your attitude I'm always checking in with my intention
711
00:49:13,983 --> 00:49:16,799
What is my intention of carrying this work
712
00:49:17,055 --> 00:49:18,335
Hospital Sharon
713
00:49:18,591 --> 00:49:20,127
To have that experience at
714
00:49:20,383 --> 00:49:26,527
You can get any of his own traditional healers but have it here
715
00:49:26,783 --> 00:49:32,671
Drink ayahuasca
716
00:49:33,183 --> 00:49:34,719
That's also a different experience but
717
00:49:35,231 --> 00:49:37,023
You can still take the spirit of time with you
718
00:49:39,071 --> 00:49:45,215
I have the spirit of the plants inside me and the spirit of the Jungle and I tried to share that with the people
719
00:49:45,471 --> 00:49:51,615
And others like him are spreading the gospel of Ayahuasca through ceremonies around the world
720
00:49:51,871 --> 00:49:56,735
My intention is to help people in their healing
721
00:49:56,991 --> 00:50:03,135
Killing of our community to another planet that's why I think
722
00:50:03,391 --> 00:50:09,535
We are impacting the
723
00:50:09,791 --> 00:50:15,935
Planet in certain areas like the Amazon is a good example where basic they're raping me
724
00:50:16,191 --> 00:50:22,335
But maybe this is sending waves of alarm in some sense
725
00:50:22,591 --> 00:50:28,735
The biosphere is here but it's a defensive strategy for
726
00:50:28,991 --> 00:50:35,135
Self-preservation on the art of not only Ayahuasca but in a line some ways almost
727
00:50:35,391 --> 00:50:41,535
On behalf of everything that's leaving the planet maybe this
728
00:50:41,791 --> 00:50:47,935
The last desperate Ploy of Gaia to sort of hit us upside the head
729
00:50:48,959 --> 00:50:53,311
And say you don't wake up your monkeys you're really screwing things up
730
00:50:55,615 --> 00:50:57,919
I mean if Ayahuasca was
731
00:50:58,175 --> 00:51:00,223
Is described as a religion are fated
732
00:51:00,991 --> 00:51:01,759
Solid oak
733
00:51:02,271 --> 00:51:04,063
The Earth and all of the B
734
00:51:04,319 --> 00:51:06,367
All of the beings in it
735
00:51:07,903 --> 00:51:09,695
But in an experiential way
736
00:51:10,975 --> 00:51:14,047
22 intellectualize something and it's another thing entirely
737
00:51:16,095 --> 00:51:16,607
Experience
738
00:51:19,679 --> 00:51:20,447
Other
739
00:51:20,703 --> 00:51:21,215
Baker
740
00:51:21,727 --> 00:51:22,239
Energy
741
00:51:22,751 --> 00:51:23,775
At our intelligence
742
00:51:24,287 --> 00:51:27,359
Is it very much people like being held to
743
00:51:28,895 --> 00:51:34,271
The bosom of the mother of everything.
744
00:51:40,927 --> 00:51:47,071
Mandan ND man.
745
00:51:53,727 --> 00:51:54,239
I been that
746
00:51:54,495 --> 00:52:00,639
And gained and remind you about my nobody
747
00:52:00,895 --> 00:52:02,431
Batman game
748
00:52:03,199 --> 00:52:09,343
Stand up my own Diamond game I don't got no
749
00:52:09,599 --> 00:52:13,951
Buying games
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