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And I thought how funny is this

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I like a really heavy placers I struggled with that and I knew I had to either vomit or

Poor cry until finally I ended up being able to cry and really Let It Go

Play overwhelming

Sense that there was something much bigger

And that I was

A small little

And I figured the buying organization of the universe that I needed to pay attention.

Is opened my heart in a way that I never had it open forever my committee

Experience speak to Faith a belief in things unseen

It is simply piss and herbal Brew made in the jungles of Peru

Buy native shamans

They call it ayahuasca

Which means Vine of the Soul it's 80 or or what herbalist would call

Decoction meaning of strong tea

It's always made from two plants

One of which contains the hallucinogen

Dimethyltryptamine or DMT

DMT is what I call a true psychedelic it's one of the

Includes LSD psilocybin mescaline

In the Amazon

Ayahuasca is a legally recognized sacred medicine

Indigenous people have used it for centuries

To heal physical and psycho-spiritual bills

It's an essential part of the culture woven into the fabric of their lives

Beyond the Amazon the legality of Ayahuasca is a gray area

Ayahuasca is a challenge for modern God drug control authorities

The people who are using it outside of its traditional context are not the the criminal

Element that is associated troop traditionally with that illegal drug use these are people like my parents

My friends and doctors lawyers

Plymouth in the health field

Who are passing along knowledge Word of Mouth

And it seems to be spreading in the last 10 years

Thousands of tried Ayahuasca seeking healing and spiritual growth

The notion that there is a spiritual component to Healing has been totally exercise

Biomedicine

We live in a culture that spiritually ready to drive

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We live in a culture that's very material based

Culture that does not give you and beans with David I need

Leaves a huge hole in people most people in North America

Western world

Are not as connected as people live in nature

Every day 365 days a year shaman beermosa

Believes everyone can reclaim this connection through ayahuasca

Which he calls a plant teacher

He says the vine of the Soul actually teaches you what you need to know

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Are you compatible

About Ayahuasca can it really heal our minds and spirits

2 people are about to Journey to the Amazon to find out

Rob works as an accountant for a media company

It's a good job and pays the bills

Something you walk away from stealing socks talking

Next Thursday will we be able to still recognize you

Going on a cruise at this point my life make a lot of sense to me

Entering middle age and there's a lot of re-evaluating not at believe should go on I mean

If you're uncertain of what you believe in and have to start questioning all things that are currently in your life

Kirstie is a doctor of naturopathic medicine

You have referred pain pattern up on your left side

I just started as a Healer myself and I think it's a good time for me and my life to go down and

Experience that because if it's in any way shape or form going to be a part of my life

Whether academic lyrics

I'm able to use it with patients

I would never do that unless I myself with integrity.

Are you ready to go rob let's do it

My life is spirituality

Very very slight religious upbringing and it just seemed to have no Foundation or no basis for me in my life

It's not that I don't understand that the best way to live

But Rob has never been to the Amazon the rainforest has already shaped.

I did a lot of traveling both for work and in a volunteer

Capacity and I also was a guide in the Amazon and it was exposed to normal

I've read an awful lot about Ayahuasca and I'm really interested in this

People with severe chronic disease

From what I understand it really can open up a lot of energetic barriers that everyone has

If those barriers are opened up you can live more optimally

In the past Rob is used

Recreational drugs to search for greater meaning in his life without success

Anything remotely similar to recreational use.

Feel some trepidation around what I will experience and what I might discover about

My own energetic blockages

But about Ayahuasca I'm not going through this life and not to

There is no way

After a long trip Rob and Kirstie finally arrived

At The Rustic Retreat on the edge of the jungle

Guillermo was there to greet them

Along with an international group of fellow

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Dave

A Healer from Canada

Began his apprenticeship

5 years ago

As soon as I started I thought this is

Exactly what my whole life with a bowtie I knew that this is my life.

But I still had

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My first experience with the animal is extremely extremely profound

Very very I remember him saying to me that I was David and I was going to face Goliath

Alive being the fear inside of me

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Guillermo has been a shaman to the show people people most

But only recently opened a retreat for Western

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Plants

Are the only thing that make their own food and they make their food out of sunlight water and carbon.

And because of that

They are running the show

Extremely excited about tonight we're at the birthplace for the plants are from Manchester

Being under an accomplished Master like you are more have to be just a once-in-a-lifetime experience

Today I think I went through a lot of different

Emotions and thoughts about us do you know some of which was sort of anxiety that my bit too tired to be doing this if the

But I actually feel as I have since I arrived to really pretty peaceful so hopefully that

As Darkness Falls

Ayahuasca ceremony join Guillermo and his assistant curandero Francois

Ask for my intention

Center for Healing

My intention was it was a hard decision because there a lot of things that I would like to work on.

Sing I elected to sit at work Highway difficult for me to

The as-yet how I can integrate this unprofessional level

I spoke to Kim and to say can you help me to understand because I feel that intuitively that there's a reason

I'm here

I was aware of many things happening all the time because of all the

You sit there and you wonder

Whether or not it's taking effect and then as soon as you allow the changing in it pretty much takes you

Summary of the beginning of the energies of the

So you need to clear that

So you start the saying and you bring light

Doing this

Bushes out negative Energies

And clear the face

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Purging prepares the mind and body

The inner journey ahead

The chanting then carries

Beyond the five senses

Passion becomes you

You become him you know you created relationship

Because you are at such a high state of consciousness

You become stupid way of the other

And he ordered

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You can see it is manifesting your vision

Chanting was

I actually don't even have the words to

I can feel plants over and I could

Feel everything breathing in

I feel the Earth

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I hear every single bird and justice

Blissed out

Insanely powerful connection with the earth and the plants

A lot

The feeling is just

Sublime I don't know how to explain it almost every little thing you do with your body a symbol

Extra deep breath

Feels so life-affirming because

Complete harmony with everything around you you just know that you're connected to something larger

Most religions makes a great deal about how you met

You Must Believe

No evidence

Reported no evidence for what we're telling you but you must have faith

What's interesting

About Ayahuasca is

You don't have to have

It's the perfect tool for Skeptics

Anybody tells you take it have the experience evaluated for yourself who makeup

Last night

Because we've been looking forward to it for

Quite a few weeks now

I had a lot of expectations buildup in the ceremony itself

Was very impressive but I think if I didn't have a strong reaction to

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It would be nice if I was a little stronger and I don't

Need to be cocky and saying that

Because it's not for amusement or entertainment

But I'm ready to go to go a little deeper into myself to see what else comes out

I think a big difference between the use of Ayahuasca today

And use of other substances

1960s

I is a very strong understanding of

The importance of rituals and a ceremonial elements

Fostering

Therapeutic or spiritual experience

Set a party drug

And whether other substances have been used

Wisdom of learning through plants is a cultural tradition that goes back

Hundreds if not thousands of years

For me

My

Experience

Botanical medicine

Technical and medical and science

We do

Learn about

Energetic

But if

Much more dominant

I've always

Reached out to have opportunities to

Integrate both

That's my goal

You see as a heating

Aspect of this medicine

What can you relate about it

In terms of ayahuasca

I need to do it many more

Times 2

Be able to speak to them

Because I'm not

Integrate that are apply that without a

The people on television

I think it's not for everybody

You know I think Iowaska

Is a very powerful medicine

But it has to be placed and used in a prophet

I don't know but how did you do that

He can create a psychological shock and relieve a trauma

At a ceremony 15 years ago

Francois used ayahuasca

To help kick an addiction to heroin

How to get a time when you were

See my veins crying

And my body expressing the pain that you have received Suzy's affectionate

Notes of cleaning Bureau in my head had to be down

Addiction comes in a sentence

Deficient emptiness

I'm trying to complete yourself from the outside

Is the essence of addiction

With Ayahuasca one is an opportunity to experience myself as whole and complete

He's going to actually get that your home

What is there to be sore from the outside in

There's just no need for

I asked if you can help people see that

In two or three ceremonies

It is the appropriate shamanique leader and if it's the right environment

Well that is the

Potential to heal addiction

I think ayahuasca

Two function of discovery

Drinks on the temperature of Who You Are

Did you connect with

Invisible world

Nature

You know the meaning of God

Having a career center point means

For you in your life so you have to redefine yourself

A relationship to that

Ayahuasca is used for many reasons

For a curandero like Dave

Ayahuasca is a teacher

The healing powers of

My home

I want Schism anyways like the key

To the door that allows you to find future world

I want to allow you to access to the Ponte

Applying teachers

Tell me the best way to look at it is

You look at a plant as a bean

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Defined as a personality

Human.

BeautyCon the traits of a plant you know

Plants are very

Sensitive and very

I need to be very sensitive and very intuitive

So

We take these plans. To learn from them

I came here with the intention of

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Gain more strength in my work

Coming to diet now with

Bunch of different plants and trees too

Give me more strength more protection

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2532 compliant and I drink it everyday

And I really break down the body

At the beginning

Open up

Show a little bit of body feels a little bit

How to balance in a Lil Bit

Looking for things I feel good on my mind

After a day of reflection

Robin Kirstie return for their second ceremony

Again I was just wanting to experience so much so quickly he was probably

Overestimating My Level what Ayahuasca wanted to show me at that time anyway I kind of

Anyway I didn't have to respect Ayahuasca she was she was telling me something

Is totally different from the night

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Apart of Ayahuasca things

You know that I've had always thought that

Vomiting but it can if

Can be a lot of different bodily

Things going on in

Noises

It was

I'm leaving

I got kg, that I tried to leave the room entirely actually at one point but I could have got stuck

Standing there

It was just

When I did go outside

I found Rob

Scary

We saw the sky and it was just

Staggering

It was just

Huge shooting star which blew my mind

And then we can relax

To my cabin

I kind of laid down and I close my eyes

Like I wanted something you close your eyes you see some light imagery

And then it began to swirl together

Little Eddie

Ring front of my field of vision

And if I did

Google Images would appear out of the setting

Come on

And go back in

Come out and go back in

When I was ready to write off the evening as someone of us

A rejection

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A negative

She pulled me right back

Sleep

It's really

You have one ceremonies they going to psychotherapy

Refer to years

Calling from Vancouver attended Ayahuasca Ceremonies for a year before coming to Peru

He's hoping to heal a troubled marriage

For me I'm just going to be the father that I know I can be in the husband I can be and support my wife is family comes first

We've been on and off and are continuing and kind of a power struggle stage we have done couples

Therapy counseling but it doesn't quite I mean it's works for a little bit but there's a deeper issue when I

Came here I knew I wanted to go a little deeper for me the one word that came up with accept

Acceptance of myself acceptance of my past and acceptance of my wife was probably the

The number one thing to her that was the big blockage in our relationship

There is something that's obviously keeping us together but there is some kind of something we keep coming up

I realize that I've had the sense of sadness Within Me is affecting multi

Couple things from past relationships people that have passed in my life to sadness around things around my childhood and being on

Happy with my sort of place in the world so I'm sad about it at

After each ceremony Guillermo incur

Courage is participants to talk about their experiences

I feel myself attached with the

Dark spirit

Which came to me last night

That's all

Link to an

Has died

Since died

But you still

Just lots of there was lots of love.

There there's a lot of lightness but her

Darksiders sort of still hanging on to me she was a very manipulative Woman and

The first woman in my life

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I woke up this morning

Very early and

Still very high with a watch gun

And add some nightmares while sweating

Turn the night on mistake my body's trying to

Tool to move it through the window

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Professionally in terms of

I'm not about that doctor I sort of feel confused

To employ this medicine even in a limited capacity

Probably takes a lot of personal Journey

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I need to talk it

How he

Operate because if the ceremony is crucial and the training is crucial

Play waka waka to teacher that allows you to discover yourself

Do your own knowledge to your own experience

These are all the plants we use for bathing here

Funeral for a man that got a little extra energy

Seven the other things

The Dave says with Ayahuasca is going to meet you where you're at in terms of what needs to happen and potentially to

Deep into your own fears and

Challenges in personal growth

I think next time

I'm ready to go

Even if it's

Challenging

I might have to

Good morning and go deeper in

Just face what I find

What cures do you and Rob will face on this their third ceremony is unknown and unknowable

The mysterium tremendum is

As you can tell for the trim a tremendous mystery it is at the core

Altru religious or Mystic

The feeling of being at one with the universe and yet it's the experience

Most religions are frantic to deny

Ordinary person that something you know the interpretation has to come through the church through the priesthood

Through the hierarchy or whatever and we'll tell you what this means

And I think that's one of the interesting things about Ayahuasca it gives you a tool

To actually approach this phenomenon experimentally as some people wait all

All their lives and spend years of meditation experiences

Never have a mystical experience you can be just the kind of an ordinary

Under the right circumstances psychedelics can trigger

This kind of experience

Last night was just a combination of finally being at home down here

Good medicine

And just listen to Guillermo and everyone Chan

It was everything

Erica possibly be I think it was just perfect

My strong is Visions at the very beginning

Where I

Like a multi-level

Dimension

And it's like a door being open to this

What is constantly being opened is currently being open

And it never goes away cuz it's new again

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At times I feel like

Central actually control my head into the different ways and look around

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Suddenly I wasn't a younger person Guillermo

I was older looking at him

Like he was a child and you are so proud of his child look at what he's doing cuz she was saying that I should look at Yermo

But all he can do

It's just a sense of awe it in renewed innocence all the time

But that's partly from her in

The most beautiful thing I've ever found

In my whole life

So I can tell Christy

Wasn't Queen

As great a time as I was

Ceremony

Last night

Exceptionally

I just couldn't

Get a nice

Peaceful religion

Experience

There were just moments

Couldn't

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It was just

Unbelievable

I felt a lot of

It was

This is very dramatic

There is pretty demonic like there's some pretty that

Terrifying

I thought it was

It was I was way

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Because Dave appear

You lose control Eagle is about having control

You can't control Iowa

You know you can work with it but

To try to control it

And get into a power start with ayahuasca

That's where she's going to come on stronger

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There were emotional set of components to it to do is

People would

Come to me different people in my life who I love which come to me and try to communicate to me and then would be sucked

And I would try to communicate with them then and then

It would be stopped away

It was truly truly

Indescribable

I was so terrified

Because he was like a life

I will I will drag myself

I don't care what it

And he

Help me get over there

Eat it

String raking

She's lost in this Lake

Great big sea

John Deere throw her a lion weight

You know her experience

I'm there to find her path

Find a way that she got there

The chanting

Find her

And then bring her back in her body and back

The weather connection and then the healing will start to happen on route to Lacrosse

If that isn't the most humbling thing

My ego just stays away and leaves me alone

Can I crawl

Do I drag myself

Address

My issues at multiple

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If they didn't let me go until I was able

They passed me down the chain

And I just cried and cried

I don't even have

I felt this

I kind of like I don't think I've ever felt

It was not from here

I would turn slimy

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That's all you can do

I let her know that I was aware of what she was going through

Because we were

We really should have gone that he was quite close to me

Bald head with

If I didn't know him I would have been like

Go have your party like 3 feet to the side

Are you

I could I was comforted by Rob's press

Here's to bike

He was there the whole time

Outside

Dawn soap

And we

As we were

Self-service fomo

Slow motion

Thanks so much idea

Crazy

I'm glad that you were there

Literally broke me open

That literally

Annihilated

I don't yet know what it mean

When you when you think you're going to die is it part of that is part of the healing is that when you when you do

Commodities currency just happy to be alive

And that's the way we need to live everyday of our life

Living life is just

Be grateful for your life

Is there a key Insight that you

Get

After you've taken lots of ayahuasca

Well it sounds trivial but the inside is

You don't know shitt

You know very little about the way the world is put together about how the unit

Really is about our role in it and what's really going on you know you

You monkeys only think you're running the show

You know if you don't I'm not only are you not running the show you don't even know what the show is

Be humble

Remember that you don't know much

Integrating the insights learned from ayahuasca

Can be a difficult task calling is still working to heal the

The relationship with his wife Nina

My wife is my soulmate and I really do want to see that relationship reaches full potential

And it's okay to be a rocky road you know it's got its ups and down it's not all bless

I finally accepted things

Level of it

Except

What he gets from ceremony as he really gets in touch with himself if you have a place of acceptance of him

Self-acceptance

Love me just

Letting go and not needing to control

And then it will last a month and then it explodes into of not being happy and

And happiness relationship and complete opposite

Completely

Snapchat all time

What kind of stuff before it's going to take some time till I I see some

I think Colin sometimes feels that he just

Live Ayahuasca ayahuasca ceremony ceremony but but you can't just live in that world

The world is family or job whatever it maybe

Ayahuasca is the sexual integration to life.

Spiritual path

West Virginia for meeting time

It was staggering

The extent to which I needed

Process

What happened in Peru

It wasn't until halfway through it

I realize

With Incredible certainty like a lightning bolt

I had almost missed the point entirely

I would never work

The true purpose

It was only for me

It was really hard for me to articulate what happened then

How I felt about it

I became defensive the go-to thought for people is O if you're going getting high

Plants in the jungle

It almost as a defensive if you have any experience with Ayahuasca to

Think of it that way or refer to it in that way so I would

Fight frustrating to search

Try to explain it to people

What do you think the I washed it did for you it what how do you change your perception of the world

It's a shortcut to meditation or to Spiritual Awakening

A shortcut that has the long-term effects

Say discipline and meditation

I live alone everything I do

When I came back it was on the tip of my tongue. I should be in closer,

Contact with my family

I mean you can't pretend to understand

The bosom of ayahuasca

Cradling you unless you realize that you also have friends and family

Take me to great deal to you and you have to take the love that she shows you there

And spread that around to your family in French

Have a safe trip in tomorrow and I'll see you in the morning

Even my brother and me were cut from the same cloth we've always been kind of guarded distant people and just

This morning

Over the weeks and months following I realized that I had never in my life felt

Vulnerable away that I didn't that and that moment because I never allowed it

And ultimately what Ivory Achatz is that to really receive love you have to

To be able

Ayahuasca gave me a different

Way of feeling in my body a different way of

A different way of feeling myself in the world

Is stuttering and that it allows you to sort of

I have a second chance

Being yourself has been a trend in Western medicine

Listen to recognized

Alternative healing cracked

I can be useful adjunct

To Modern Western approaches

So I think Ayahuasca can be a valuable component

Treating such things as are psychiatric conditions

Depression anxiety predictions

Things that modern Western medicine I think hasn't really done a good job of addressing

If I don't have a whole lot of optimism that was in my lifetime

Sound like iOS for the safety and Floyd

If it runs counter to people

Any prejudices

Incorporated

Heretical that is to say it in a medical context

I know I don't need it

Decades of research

Dasani that something is good

I know that it is

This medicine is giving me my life my life.

I'll be doing the same, more than gray have never been in doubt

Nearest Mountain to me

Here's your body my spirit they're mine

Be strong and where can I get away with the medicine tonight

Give me a whole community of people is giving me dear friends is giving me a purpose

Giving me

I can do something you know for people and helping people

Northern Wilderness Retreat for the first time since their trip to Peru

I did feel robbed before the sudden help

No problem.

It was just like some kind of

Crazy

Natural wedding will be just

The universals and she was a little on the downside I was a little on the out but by the end of the evening

We are exactly the same place so we're all going to be taking Ayahuasca tonight

Trust yourself you've heard the call you felt the call to be here

Some people talk about

The chemical of it's not a chemical I walk in the spirit

Telephone was in August and respect

With reverence

What's with your attitude I'm always checking in with my intention

What is my intention of carrying this work

Hospital Sharon

To have that experience at

You can get any of his own traditional healers but have it here

Drink ayahuasca

That's also a different experience but

You can still take the spirit of time with you

I have the spirit of the plants inside me and the spirit of the Jungle and I tried to share that with the people

And others like him are spreading the gospel of Ayahuasca through ceremonies around the world

My intention is to help people in their healing

Killing of our community to another planet that's why I think

We are impacting the

Planet in certain areas like the Amazon is a good example where basic they're raping me

But maybe this is sending waves of alarm in some sense

The biosphere is here but it's a defensive strategy for

Self-preservation on the art of not only Ayahuasca but in a line some ways almost

On behalf of everything that's leaving the planet maybe this

The last desperate Ploy of Gaia to sort of hit us upside the head

And say you don't wake up your monkeys you're really screwing things up

I mean if Ayahuasca was

Is described as a religion are fated

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The Earth and all of the B

All of the beings in it

But in an experiential way

22 intellectualize something and it's another thing entirely

Experience

Other

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Energy

At our intelligence

Is it very much people like being held to

The bosom of the mother of everything.

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And gained and remind you about my nobody

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