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"dear jenny,
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I'm in a rehab for vets.
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I think about you a lot,
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And I think about how I left."
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"I know I promised
not to leave you."
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"I'm sorry it took
so many months.
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I was pretty messed up
for a while."
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"but I'm in a good place
right now..."
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"and I miss you."
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"I'd like to see you.
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Let me know if you feel
the same.
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Je t'embrasse."
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Shirley?
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Are you okay?
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With everything that's happened,
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Do you wanna see liam?
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I mean, yea...
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Yeah, I mean,
of course I do. I just...
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The last time we saw each other,
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We said, you know,
he said, "I love you,"
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He said he was sorry,
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And then we said goodbye.
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And you thought goodbye
was permanent.
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Yeah, I mean, I didn't hear
from him for five months.
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I mean, what was I supposed
to think?
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Well, there's no statutory
limit on love.
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Yeah, but I don't understand
how, in my gut, I was so sure,
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And yet I was so wrong,
you know?
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Gut feelings are conditioned
responses...
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Sometimes to trauma.
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In your personal life,
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Are there other people
who've left?
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Well, I mean, my sister died.
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That's leaving, I guess.
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And then your mother left,
jenny.
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Does thinking about it
shut you down?
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No... No.
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It's perfectly natural to go
to a place of "no,"
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In your body and your mind,
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To protect yourself.
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Here's some homework:
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For the rest of the week,
I want you to say yes
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To everything.
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No matter what your gut says.
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Let your life unfold, jenny.
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Surprise yourself.
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It's work.
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Always on call.
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I can relate.
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So your biopsy shows that
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You have solitary spinal
plasmacytoma.
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A low tumour in
the lumbar spine.
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Your lumbar puncture confirms
that it hasn't spread,
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Which is good.
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Okay.
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The tumour explains the pain
in your leg,
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And why it progressed
to your back.
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Okay.
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Without the pain,
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We wouldn't have caught it
as quickly as we did.
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So, that's a good thing too.
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You'll need to start
a regular course of radiation
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As soon as possible.
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How about thursdays?
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Um...
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Will I, will I be able to work?
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Well, there can be some side
effects to the treatment -
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Fatigue, nausea -
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But you're free to work
if you feel up to it.
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You'll need a ride home
Thursday.
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We don't know how you'll react
to the radiation.
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You might need someone
to take care of you.
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Ma'am? Please, ma'am.
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Ma'am, stop! Stop!
You can't go there.
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Suddenly, he was just there.
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I pulled up...
I don't know...
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I can't get fired!
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I'm...
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You're late.
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Who do we have here?
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Andrew park,
courier for foodscouts.
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He was 65.
He was hit by the van.
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Cause of death, check.
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Well, what you see isn't
always what you get.
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So we're gonna send the body
to pathology
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And see what they can tell us.
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Death waits on no man.
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Except for this woman.
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Hey, mac.
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- Where were you?
- Minding my business.
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You should do the same.
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Yo, are you getting some?
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Big d, you big dog!
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You talked to the driver?
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Yeah. She said the guy came
out of nowhere,
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- Ran right in front of her.
- Ran? He was on foot?
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All the witnesses confirm
her story.
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Delivery guys don't usually
travel by foot.
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So where's his vehicle?
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Well, I'll contact foodscouts,
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Ask if he used a car
or bike for deliveries.
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All right.
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Dr. Cooper.
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- It's beautiful here.
- Isn't it?
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I'm sorry you're here
under these circumstances.
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Normally, this is a place
of new beginnings.
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Right this way.
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So, how does the retreat work?
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It's a silent retreat.
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Very structured schedule -
ten days, ten participants.
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They take workshops or seminars
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For about 12 hours each day.
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Wow, that's a long day.
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I think of it as a luxury.
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I mean, when's the last time
you spent
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All that time on nothing
but yourself?
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Well, not since my son was born.
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Definitely not since my dad
moved in.
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Just this way.
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Did you make this maze?
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It's a good metaphor for life.
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There's no sign of injury.
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This is a medical form
she filled out for our records.
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Shirley brownstone.
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No pre-existing medical
conditions,
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No medications.
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Was she exhibiting any sign
of illness?
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No, nothing.
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In fact, she was great.
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Shirley had bloomed.
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It's crushing that she died
here, of all places.
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Why's that?
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Because in the maze, you...
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You don't lose yourself.
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You find yourself.
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I'm fareed, I'm the one
who found shirley.
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Can I ask, how did she die?
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We don't know that yet.
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We're gonna have to do
an autopsy.
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I can't believe that
this happened.
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I mean, that she died here.
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She just bloomed a few days ago.
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- Sorry, can I, can I ask, um...
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What does "bloomed" mean?
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It's an expression
that faye uses
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For a moment of transformation.
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When you finally break free
of whatever pain or fear
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Brought you here.
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Does... Does everyone
experience that?
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It's what we're all working
towards.
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When you realize that there's
nothing standing between you
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And the life that you want.
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Must be nice.
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It's okay. good.
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Come on.
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- Hey...
- Come on! That's it,
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That a girl.
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Come on.
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How do you think she's reacting
to you today?
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- Come here.
- Just breathe.
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It's okay...
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keep going.
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Yeah, easy...
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it's...
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- Okay.
- It's okay.
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Establish a connection.
It's okay.
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Okay, hey... Okay.
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Okay.
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She won't settle?
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Just takes time.
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Hey... You and me, okay?
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You and me.
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- Maybe tomorrow, liam.
- Yeah.
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Just keep trying,
little bits at a time.
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Sure.
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She still doesn't like you.
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Come on.
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- Give it time.
I'm an acquired taste.
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Andrew park's cause of death
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Was blunt force trauma
to the head.
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Makes sense.
That van hit him pretty hard.
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Yeah. I found shards
of glass in his skull.
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I actually found something else
kind of interesting too.
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Once I washed off all the blood,
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There were cuts like knife marks
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That were not from the accident.
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- Defensive wounds?
- Yeah, looks like it.
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Knife marks and running
into traffic?
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- Let me call you back.
- Okay.
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What's your body telling you?
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Not much from the outside,
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But there's no external signs
of injury.
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She does have a rash
on her legs.
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Poison ivy.
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I have seen it in worse places.
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It does make sense though.
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There was a lot of forest
around the retreat.
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Turning tides sounds nice.
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Yeah, it was Peaceful.
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I can see how someone
would bloom there.
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"bloom?"
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Whoa! We have a bezoar
in the gi tract.
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Looks like...
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Unabsorbed pills.
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Takes a lot of pills
to cause a ball that size.
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If shirley had "bloomed,"
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Then why did she take
her own life?
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I'm starting a pickup
game with the guys
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On thursdays.
You wanna join?
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- I'm busy.
- Every Thursday?
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I'm starting to think
you don't have a woman.
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You're too tense.
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Are you taking a class
or something?
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- What's the house number?
- 216.
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It must be something
embarrassing.
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Like salsa dancing or something?
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- What's the guy's name?
- Randy smith.
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You know, I'm gonna figure
this out, right?
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Those hips don't lie.
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I'm detective abed,
this is detective mcavoy.
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Did you have food delivered
yesterday?
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Yeah.
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Is this the guy?
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Guess so.
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I didn't really see him.
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- Was he wearing a mask?
- Yeah,
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But he looked asian.
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Well, this guy was killed
yesterday, hit by a van.
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I don't drive a van.
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Your house was the last
scheduled delivery.
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There's some indication
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That he had an altercation
with someone.
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Know anything about that?
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No, but that kinda thing
happens all the time now.
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This neighbourhood's really
changed. Is that all?
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- Yeah, for now.
Why don't you...
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Give us a call if you remember
or hear anything.
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One more thing, um...
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Did the delivery guy leave
on a bike?
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Yeah. Took off like a bat
out of hell.
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Guess he had somewhere to be.
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He didn't really see him,
but he "looked asian?"
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You know, a lot of food
delivery services
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Put cameras on their vehicles
for insurance purposes.
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We need to find that bike.
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The police did find an empty
bottle of acetaminophen
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In your wife's room,
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So we have ruled it a suicide.
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I'm so sorry.
I know this hard to hear.
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Had anything changed...
Recently?
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Like was she um...
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Was she sad,
or was she depressed at all?
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The covid crisis was hard
on us, on everyone -
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Stuck at home,
nothing to do but worry -
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But we were fine.
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I thought we were fine.
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Shirley said she was going
to turning tides to...
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Re-center herself.
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I didn't ask specifics.
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Three days ago,
she left a voicemail
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Saying she wanted a divorce.
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She didn't say why?
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No.
264
00:16:05,865 --> 00:16:07,663
The next day...
265
00:16:07,701 --> 00:16:10,433
She withdrew $10,000 dollars
from our account.
266
00:16:11,671 --> 00:16:13,269
I went there,
267
00:16:13,306 --> 00:16:14,716
But the woman who runs the place
268
00:16:14,740 --> 00:16:16,740
Wouldn't let me see her,
269
00:16:16,809 --> 00:16:19,744
Said "no outside contact
allowed."
270
00:16:19,812 --> 00:16:21,546
I just wanted to talk to her.
271
00:16:21,681 --> 00:16:23,614
I would never hurt my wife.
272
00:16:27,821 --> 00:16:29,264
I'm here to answer phones.
273
00:16:29,288 --> 00:16:30,666
I'm not going to woo-woo
with you.
274
00:16:30,690 --> 00:16:32,023
Did you ever consider the fact
275
00:16:32,091 --> 00:16:33,936
That you might get something
from the experience?
276
00:16:33,960 --> 00:16:35,738
Did you ever consider that
you're not as good at this
277
00:16:35,761 --> 00:16:37,693
As you think?
278
00:16:37,730 --> 00:16:39,596
I'm not going to do this.
279
00:16:39,731 --> 00:16:42,633
I am so disappointed in you,
oliver.
280
00:16:48,441 --> 00:16:50,040
You okay?
281
00:16:50,110 --> 00:16:53,010
No one in this place is okay.
282
00:16:54,246 --> 00:16:57,114
I'm doctor jenny cooper,
I was...
283
00:16:57,182 --> 00:16:59,415
I was actually hoping
I could speak to faye.
284
00:16:59,451 --> 00:17:01,318
She's about to start
a seminar right now.
285
00:17:01,453 --> 00:17:04,055
One second please.
286
00:17:06,992 --> 00:17:09,460
Hello? Turning tides. Yes.
287
00:17:46,766 --> 00:17:49,532
- Hey, I'm looking for faye...
- Shhh...
288
00:17:53,772 --> 00:17:56,951
Sorry, we're not allowed
to talk to anyone
289
00:17:56,976 --> 00:17:58,375
Outside of the workshops,
290
00:17:58,411 --> 00:18:01,578
And the only pleasure oliver
gets is to narc on us.
291
00:18:04,717 --> 00:18:06,295
Well, he...
292
00:18:06,318 --> 00:18:08,497
He doesn't look too happy
to be here.
293
00:18:08,520 --> 00:18:10,121
He's faye's son.
294
00:18:10,256 --> 00:18:13,590
He got kicked out of private
school again.
295
00:18:13,660 --> 00:18:15,259
You're the coroner, right?
296
00:18:17,462 --> 00:18:19,974
- Yeah, I'm...
I'm jenny cooper.
297
00:18:19,999 --> 00:18:21,699
Tina.
298
00:18:21,834 --> 00:18:23,599
It sucks about shirley.
299
00:18:23,635 --> 00:18:25,536
She seemed like a nice woman.
300
00:18:25,671 --> 00:18:27,849
You know, the day that
she bloomed,
301
00:18:27,874 --> 00:18:30,173
Wow, was so powerful.
302
00:18:31,478 --> 00:18:34,076
Yeah, I'm um... I'm trying
to make sense of her death.
303
00:18:34,114 --> 00:18:37,814
Because I-I don't understand
why she would kill herself
304
00:18:37,851 --> 00:18:41,285
If she had just bloomed,
you know?
305
00:18:42,688 --> 00:18:45,468
We're not really supposed
to question faye's methods.
306
00:18:45,491 --> 00:18:47,924
What's wrong with you people?!
307
00:18:48,059 --> 00:18:49,605
Can't you see this whole thing
is a lie?!
308
00:18:49,628 --> 00:18:53,096
- Whoa.
- She's brainwashing you!
309
00:18:53,133 --> 00:18:55,410
Please, you've got to get
out of here, now,
310
00:18:55,433 --> 00:18:58,169
Before this place kills you too!
311
00:18:58,304 --> 00:19:01,104
Why... please!
312
00:19:01,141 --> 00:19:03,507
Why won't any of you listen
to me?!
313
00:19:03,576 --> 00:19:05,776
- Sir!
- I'm begging you, please get...
314
00:19:05,811 --> 00:19:07,556
- Sir!
- Listen! Listen to me!
315
00:19:07,579 --> 00:19:10,647
- Hey! Hey!
- You!
- Hi!
316
00:19:10,717 --> 00:19:12,449
I'm listening.
317
00:19:12,484 --> 00:19:14,617
Were you a former participant?
318
00:19:15,688 --> 00:19:19,056
- Um... Um, not me.
My son, jonah.
319
00:19:22,595 --> 00:19:24,994
If you don't mind me asking,
what happened?
320
00:19:28,034 --> 00:19:29,799
Um, well, before he came here,
321
00:19:29,836 --> 00:19:31,779
He was...
322
00:19:31,804 --> 00:19:34,782
Well, he was a little bit lost.
323
00:19:34,807 --> 00:19:36,240
Um...
324
00:19:37,609 --> 00:19:40,049
He begged us to pay for this
place - thousands of dollars.
325
00:19:42,281 --> 00:19:44,013
But then, when he came home,
326
00:19:47,487 --> 00:19:49,486
He was so much worse.
327
00:19:51,023 --> 00:19:53,223
And what happened to your son?
328
00:19:54,527 --> 00:19:56,593
A month after he came here,
329
00:19:58,530 --> 00:20:00,864
He jumped off the humber bay
bridge.
330
00:20:05,070 --> 00:20:06,636
I'm sorry.
331
00:20:20,519 --> 00:20:22,051
T crack, right?
332
00:20:22,087 --> 00:20:23,731
- Yeah. That's what they say.
- That's what they say.
333
00:20:23,756 --> 00:20:25,166
- Come on.
- Here, are you ready?
334
00:20:25,191 --> 00:20:26,522
Come on! Yeah, let's go.
335
00:20:26,593 --> 00:20:28,103
Dad, you gotta make it a little,
336
00:20:28,126 --> 00:20:29,704
You gotta make it
a little more difficult.
337
00:20:29,729 --> 00:20:31,038
- Make it a little tougher.
- You know,
338
00:20:31,063 --> 00:20:32,540
Since you were a kid,
I always let you win.
339
00:20:32,565 --> 00:20:34,163
- Used to let me win?
That's so sweet.
340
00:20:34,233 --> 00:20:35,711
- But not today, baby.
- Not today?
341
00:20:35,734 --> 00:20:37,712
- Bring your best.
Come on, come on, come on.
342
00:20:37,737 --> 00:20:39,237
No, no, no!
343
00:20:39,372 --> 00:20:41,383
- I'm gonna school you!
Come on, son! Come on!
344
00:20:41,406 --> 00:20:43,240
Ha! Ha! Watch this, son!
345
00:20:43,375 --> 00:20:46,243
- You know that's a foul, right?
- No, baby, that's game!
346
00:20:46,378 --> 00:20:48,144
You know you used
to be so much better
347
00:20:48,280 --> 00:20:50,413
At least hiding
how badly you cheat.
348
00:20:50,482 --> 00:20:52,482
Come on now,
take your beating like a man.
349
00:20:52,551 --> 00:20:54,596
All right, good game, pops.
350
00:20:54,621 --> 00:20:56,185
Good game.
351
00:21:11,570 --> 00:21:14,016
You wanna know how an old man
like me could take you?
352
00:21:14,039 --> 00:21:16,751
'cause you cheat?
353
00:21:16,776 --> 00:21:18,843
Because now I'm finally living.
354
00:21:18,978 --> 00:21:20,777
And what exactly
were you doing before?
355
00:21:20,813 --> 00:21:23,025
- Paying bills.
Working two jobs.
356
00:21:23,048 --> 00:21:24,647
Waking up at the crack of dawn
357
00:21:24,717 --> 00:21:27,116
And coming home in the dead
of night.
358
00:21:27,153 --> 00:21:29,832
Now, I finally found my joy.
359
00:21:29,855 --> 00:21:32,034
- What's her name?
- Mindy.
360
00:21:32,057 --> 00:21:33,656
- She's something else!
Woo!
361
00:21:33,726 --> 00:21:36,105
- I bet.
- You got to see her, son.
362
00:21:36,128 --> 00:21:38,162
She makes a good ginger beer.
363
00:21:38,297 --> 00:21:39,942
I need you to water my plants.
364
00:21:39,965 --> 00:21:41,332
Where're you going?
365
00:21:41,401 --> 00:21:43,200
One of those all-inclusive
resorts,
366
00:21:43,336 --> 00:21:45,247
And all the drinks are free!
367
00:21:45,270 --> 00:21:47,048
Okay, first of all,
the drinks are not free,
368
00:21:47,073 --> 00:21:48,717
They're included in
the thousands of dollars
369
00:21:48,740 --> 00:21:50,251
You pay for a vacation
like that.
370
00:21:50,276 --> 00:21:52,054
And second, you really think
it's a good idea
371
00:21:52,077 --> 00:21:53,344
To be going to a resort?
372
00:21:53,413 --> 00:21:55,746
At least I'm not going
on a cruise.
373
00:21:55,881 --> 00:21:57,615
Communal spaces, buffets...
374
00:21:57,750 --> 00:21:59,615
Dad, you're seventy.
375
00:21:59,685 --> 00:22:01,617
One day it's the virus,
376
00:22:01,653 --> 00:22:03,332
The next day it's something
else.
377
00:22:03,355 --> 00:22:05,395
I'm not gonna live in
that fear, son.
378
00:22:05,424 --> 00:22:07,892
I spent my whole life waiting
to shine.
379
00:22:08,027 --> 00:22:10,538
Yeah, whatever.
380
00:22:10,563 --> 00:22:12,096
What, malik?
381
00:22:14,700 --> 00:22:16,478
- You gotta go back to work?
- Yeah.
382
00:22:16,501 --> 00:22:18,782
Just check if you can get
a refund on that cruise,
383
00:22:18,903 --> 00:22:21,971
- All right?
- It's not a cruise!
384
00:22:24,309 --> 00:22:27,711
Shirley was the second person
to commit suicide here.
385
00:22:29,182 --> 00:22:31,160
Did you know the success
rate of alcoholics anonymous
386
00:22:31,183 --> 00:22:32,516
Is five to ten percent?
387
00:22:32,585 --> 00:22:35,184
Meanwhile, turning tides's
success rate is 85 percent.
388
00:22:36,521 --> 00:22:39,434
Okay. But I'm still gonna
have to question your methods.
389
00:22:39,459 --> 00:22:41,258
I know my methods
can't save everyone,
390
00:22:41,326 --> 00:22:42,859
But I won't turn anyone away,
391
00:22:42,929 --> 00:22:45,173
Not even the lost causes.
392
00:22:45,198 --> 00:22:47,931
So shirley and jonah
were lost causes?
393
00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:50,800
Most people leave here
transformed for the better.
394
00:22:50,869 --> 00:22:53,336
At what cost? Because
shirley's husband said
395
00:22:53,373 --> 00:22:56,140
That she took out $10,000
dollars before she died
396
00:22:56,209 --> 00:22:58,119
And he came here to talk
to her about it,
397
00:22:58,144 --> 00:22:59,742
But you wouldn't let him in.
398
00:22:59,778 --> 00:23:01,344
Beyond the registration fee,
399
00:23:01,381 --> 00:23:03,421
I've never taken a cent
from shirley.
400
00:23:04,115 --> 00:23:05,993
If you really wanna know
what we're doing here,
401
00:23:06,018 --> 00:23:07,683
Observe.
402
00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:10,387
Thank you, but no.
403
00:23:15,094 --> 00:23:17,126
Yes.
404
00:23:41,653 --> 00:23:44,454
I know some of you are still
feeling uncertain
405
00:23:44,523 --> 00:23:46,388
Because of the recent tragedy,
406
00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:49,092
And I want you all to know
that this is still
407
00:23:49,162 --> 00:23:51,327
A very safe place.
408
00:23:51,463 --> 00:23:53,174
So...
409
00:23:53,199 --> 00:23:55,465
Who would like to come up
and share?
410
00:23:59,538 --> 00:24:01,270
Tina?
411
00:24:11,750 --> 00:24:13,483
Why are you here?
412
00:24:14,787 --> 00:24:18,355
What do you wanna let go of?
413
00:24:18,490 --> 00:24:21,724
My mom, was...
414
00:24:21,760 --> 00:24:23,960
Really verbally abusive
when I was a kid.
415
00:24:25,163 --> 00:24:26,741
It was brutal.
416
00:24:26,766 --> 00:24:29,076
And I could never say anything
back...
417
00:24:29,101 --> 00:24:30,666
Why not?
418
00:24:30,702 --> 00:24:33,281
- Because she would...
Yell more.
419
00:24:33,306 --> 00:24:35,506
I-I-I was afraid
she was gonna beat me.
420
00:24:35,575 --> 00:24:37,474
Did she ever hit you?
421
00:24:37,609 --> 00:24:40,154
- No...
- Then stop making excuses.
422
00:24:40,179 --> 00:24:41,778
I'm not.
423
00:24:41,847 --> 00:24:44,214
She squashed my spirit.
424
00:24:44,349 --> 00:24:47,050
Like I could never want
anything for myself.
425
00:24:47,185 --> 00:24:49,029
I was, I was afraid
it would be taken from me
426
00:24:49,054 --> 00:24:51,588
If I, if I spoke up,
if I wanted anything...
427
00:24:51,723 --> 00:24:54,258
Grow up!
428
00:24:56,895 --> 00:24:59,996
Now you're crying.
429
00:25:00,031 --> 00:25:02,500
Stop blaming your mother.
430
00:25:04,369 --> 00:25:05,935
If you don't get what you want,
431
00:25:06,070 --> 00:25:07,738
Whose fault is it?
432
00:25:07,807 --> 00:25:09,905
It's mine.
433
00:25:09,942 --> 00:25:12,375
Okay, stop! Just, just...
434
00:25:12,510 --> 00:25:13,943
What are you...?
435
00:25:14,078 --> 00:25:15,512
You're retraumatizing her!
436
00:25:15,647 --> 00:25:17,346
If you don't agree
with my methods,
437
00:25:17,383 --> 00:25:18,914
You're free to leave.
438
00:25:18,951 --> 00:25:22,163
In fact, all of you are.
439
00:25:22,188 --> 00:25:25,733
If anyone here still questions
this process,
440
00:25:25,758 --> 00:25:28,737
Please leave.
441
00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:30,394
Are you okay?
442
00:25:32,932 --> 00:25:35,664
You're saying...
443
00:25:35,701 --> 00:25:38,769
What you're saying is...
444
00:25:38,903 --> 00:25:41,817
I'm not that little girl...
445
00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:43,873
And my mother can't hurt me.
446
00:25:45,744 --> 00:25:48,345
That it's... It's my life.
447
00:25:50,048 --> 00:25:51,615
It's my life!
448
00:25:52,684 --> 00:25:54,718
It's my life.
449
00:26:04,596 --> 00:26:05,996
Here.
450
00:26:06,065 --> 00:26:07,776
Yeah.
451
00:26:07,799 --> 00:26:09,510
Now, listen.
452
00:26:09,535 --> 00:26:11,669
We're gonna be friends,
all right?
453
00:26:11,804 --> 00:26:15,005
Just you and me.
We're...
454
00:26:15,074 --> 00:26:17,607
Hi.
455
00:26:21,681 --> 00:26:23,858
Brush her, she likes it.
456
00:26:23,883 --> 00:26:25,548
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
457
00:26:25,585 --> 00:26:27,395
Is this part of my therapy?
458
00:26:27,420 --> 00:26:29,819
Not on your life.
459
00:26:29,954 --> 00:26:31,622
I'm only here for the horses.
460
00:26:33,558 --> 00:26:35,759
You know, they'll let you
choose another horse.
461
00:26:37,762 --> 00:26:39,962
Yeah, I know, but...
462
00:26:40,031 --> 00:26:43,345
I don't wanna give up
on her yet.
463
00:26:43,368 --> 00:26:45,547
Sometimes it's not a good fit.
464
00:26:45,570 --> 00:26:47,569
I've seen it happen.
465
00:26:47,606 --> 00:26:50,840
No connection, it's not working.
466
00:26:50,976 --> 00:26:54,310
Then they changes horses and...
467
00:26:54,380 --> 00:26:55,979
It's better.
468
00:26:59,317 --> 00:27:00,983
You're almost done here, right?
469
00:27:01,053 --> 00:27:04,967
Yeah. Time to start thinking
about what comes next.
470
00:27:04,990 --> 00:27:07,523
Have you heard from jenny?
471
00:27:07,593 --> 00:27:10,593
No. She never answered
my letter.
472
00:27:12,664 --> 00:27:14,931
You know, we could use
an extra hand around here.
473
00:27:16,868 --> 00:27:19,536
Would you consider staying on
as staff?
474
00:27:21,406 --> 00:27:22,940
Yeah, sure.
475
00:27:23,075 --> 00:27:24,994
Well, I'll, I'll think about it.
476
00:27:37,656 --> 00:27:38,954
Mac, look.
477
00:27:38,990 --> 00:27:41,490
I found it on bunz.
478
00:27:43,328 --> 00:27:45,207
Bunz. It's like,
kijiji for hipsters -
479
00:27:45,230 --> 00:27:47,142
You trade and shop
with people online.
480
00:27:47,165 --> 00:27:49,076
Some guy found it in
a dumpster one block away
481
00:27:49,101 --> 00:27:50,633
From randy smith's house.
482
00:27:50,670 --> 00:27:52,413
- Nice work.
- Thank you.
483
00:27:52,438 --> 00:27:53,981
And hey, I'm gonna find out
about your Thursday thing,
484
00:27:54,006 --> 00:27:57,085
You know.
485
00:27:57,108 --> 00:27:58,709
Waxing.
486
00:27:58,844 --> 00:28:02,023
- It's my waxing appointment.
- Okay, cool.
487
00:28:02,048 --> 00:28:03,780
Deflect. Yes, that's fine.
488
00:28:05,651 --> 00:28:06,750
There's our guy andrew.
489
00:28:07,987 --> 00:28:10,432
- And there's randy.
- Where's your mask?!
490
00:28:10,455 --> 00:28:11,721
You-you-you're food is there.
491
00:28:11,790 --> 00:28:13,968
Yeah, I seen the food.
492
00:28:13,991 --> 00:28:15,759
- Wh-where's your mask?!
- Leave me alone!
493
00:28:15,795 --> 00:28:17,728
You filthy people
and your viruses!
494
00:28:17,797 --> 00:28:20,130
- Hey, hey! Easy...
- And there's our knife.
495
00:28:20,265 --> 00:28:23,133
And there's
our defensive wounds.
496
00:28:25,570 --> 00:28:27,048
Help!
497
00:28:27,073 --> 00:28:29,050
Get out of here!
You don't belong here!
498
00:28:29,075 --> 00:28:31,106
He ran him into traffic.
499
00:29:00,705 --> 00:29:02,150
- Hey.
- Hey.
500
00:29:02,173 --> 00:29:03,818
Hi. Quick question.
501
00:29:03,843 --> 00:29:07,176
What, is your official
policy on cell phones?
502
00:29:07,311 --> 00:29:09,378
No phones. Faye says
interference from outside
503
00:29:09,515 --> 00:29:11,681
Can make your "bloom" wither.
504
00:29:11,717 --> 00:29:13,148
Okay.
505
00:29:13,184 --> 00:29:16,597
And what was, um,
shirley's room number?
506
00:29:16,622 --> 00:29:19,122
- Number 11.
- Awesome. Thank you.
507
00:29:58,663 --> 00:30:01,397
- I hope you get this.
The signal here is crap.
508
00:30:01,532 --> 00:30:03,878
Girl, where do I begin!
509
00:30:03,903 --> 00:30:06,615
Okay, first, I'm finally
leaving victor.
510
00:30:06,638 --> 00:30:09,439
I called him today
and told him that it's over.
511
00:30:09,474 --> 00:30:11,842
Nicole, it feels amazing!
512
00:30:11,911 --> 00:30:13,710
I feel like myself again,
513
00:30:13,778 --> 00:30:16,112
And it's not just leaving
victor.
514
00:30:16,147 --> 00:30:17,747
I'm in love!
515
00:30:17,782 --> 00:30:19,482
We talk every night,
516
00:30:19,617 --> 00:30:21,563
And I tell him things
I haven't told anyone.
517
00:30:21,586 --> 00:30:23,185
And he's gorgeous!
518
00:30:23,255 --> 00:30:24,988
Tall, beautiful eyes,
519
00:30:25,023 --> 00:30:27,257
And I don't even mind his beard!
520
00:30:27,392 --> 00:30:28,892
Bye!
521
00:30:55,753 --> 00:30:58,186
Breathe.
522
00:31:00,625 --> 00:31:02,224
Fareed!
523
00:32:26,311 --> 00:32:27,944
Need some help?
524
00:32:28,079 --> 00:32:29,912
Hah.
525
00:32:29,949 --> 00:32:31,981
Yeah, actually, I do.
I'm a...
526
00:32:32,116 --> 00:32:34,277
Little lost and the flashlights
on these...
527
00:32:36,188 --> 00:32:38,287
That's why I always bring
these, just in case.
528
00:32:40,525 --> 00:32:42,770
Is that...
529
00:32:42,795 --> 00:32:44,394
Is that poison ivy?
530
00:32:44,528 --> 00:32:46,596
Yeah, I stepped in some
in the woods.
531
00:32:46,664 --> 00:32:49,310
And when was that?
532
00:32:49,335 --> 00:32:52,314
I got claustrophobic
a couple nights ago and...
533
00:32:52,337 --> 00:32:55,182
Snuck out for a walk,
and a smoke.
534
00:32:55,207 --> 00:32:57,874
Was shirley with you?
535
00:32:58,009 --> 00:32:59,586
She had poison ivy too.
536
00:32:59,611 --> 00:33:01,076
'kay, it's not what you think.
537
00:33:01,145 --> 00:33:03,278
Well, what should I think,
fareed?
538
00:33:03,348 --> 00:33:05,593
'kay, she followed me
into the woods.
539
00:33:05,616 --> 00:33:07,061
'kay, then she kissed me
540
00:33:07,086 --> 00:33:09,285
And she said that her husband
knew and...
541
00:33:09,355 --> 00:33:12,088
She can't wait
and we should leave that night.
542
00:33:13,291 --> 00:33:15,135
She kept talking about
all these conversations
543
00:33:15,160 --> 00:33:16,971
That we had -
we'd stay up late -
544
00:33:16,996 --> 00:33:19,296
And all the promises
that I made to her.
545
00:33:19,431 --> 00:33:21,198
None of it was true.
546
00:33:21,333 --> 00:33:22,964
What do you mean?
547
00:33:23,001 --> 00:33:25,167
I never spoke to shirley
before that night.
548
00:33:40,184 --> 00:33:42,118
- Ben?
- Hey.
549
00:33:42,253 --> 00:33:44,453
Hey. I'm detective mcavoy.
550
00:33:44,588 --> 00:33:47,722
Um, I'm sure your dad would
like for you to have this.
551
00:33:48,861 --> 00:33:50,704
- Thanks.
- And just so you know,
552
00:33:50,729 --> 00:33:52,539
We have more than enough
evidence to convict the man
553
00:33:52,564 --> 00:33:54,798
Responsible for his death.
554
00:33:54,932 --> 00:33:58,346
My dad said he wanted
my old bike back for exercise.
555
00:33:58,369 --> 00:34:00,582
He didn't tell you
he was delivering food?
556
00:34:00,605 --> 00:34:02,672
He mentioned that some
of his investments took a hit
557
00:34:02,740 --> 00:34:05,252
During the pandemic, but...
558
00:34:05,277 --> 00:34:08,010
he sent me
tuition money last week.
559
00:34:10,315 --> 00:34:12,748
My guess is he wanted
to protect you,
560
00:34:12,784 --> 00:34:14,083
Let you focus on school.
561
00:34:14,219 --> 00:34:16,398
Who cares about school?
562
00:34:16,422 --> 00:34:18,867
Some racist killed my dad.
He was 65-years-old.
563
00:34:18,891 --> 00:34:21,050
He should've been retired,
and now he's dead!
564
00:34:22,027 --> 00:34:24,873
65 years for what?
565
00:34:24,896 --> 00:34:26,929
To end up like this guy
on the wall?
566
00:34:29,967 --> 00:34:31,668
Where's the fairness in that?
567
00:34:41,579 --> 00:34:44,514
Who were you talking to,
shirley?
568
00:35:16,681 --> 00:35:18,079
Hello?
569
00:35:21,652 --> 00:35:24,019
It's... It's jenny cooper.
570
00:35:24,088 --> 00:35:26,400
I'm the coroner.
571
00:35:26,423 --> 00:35:28,557
What's your name?
572
00:35:30,829 --> 00:35:34,074
Hello?
573
00:35:34,099 --> 00:35:36,132
Look, I just um...
574
00:35:36,268 --> 00:35:38,501
I just wanna know what happened.
575
00:35:38,570 --> 00:35:40,202
Okay...
576
00:36:01,793 --> 00:36:03,693
Oliver?
577
00:36:13,804 --> 00:36:15,538
Tell me how it started.
578
00:36:18,010 --> 00:36:21,143
One night, I heard her
singing through the vent.
579
00:36:22,547 --> 00:36:24,125
I told her she had a great voice
580
00:36:24,148 --> 00:36:27,284
And it kinda just kept going
from there.
581
00:37:03,588 --> 00:37:07,090
It's really cool how you sing
to yourself every night.
582
00:37:07,224 --> 00:37:09,391
After hard days it picks me up.
583
00:37:12,231 --> 00:37:14,108
Do you ever feel like...
584
00:37:14,132 --> 00:37:17,733
You're defined by someone
else's idea of you?
585
00:37:17,802 --> 00:37:19,335
What do you mean?
586
00:37:21,072 --> 00:37:24,518
Like the one person who's
supposed to love you the most
587
00:37:24,543 --> 00:37:27,543
Has no idea who you really are.
588
00:37:27,612 --> 00:37:31,481
Yeah. I know exactly
what that's like.
589
00:37:33,652 --> 00:37:35,528
You know,
590
00:37:35,552 --> 00:37:37,331
Let's forget this pity party.
591
00:37:37,356 --> 00:37:39,822
Um, if you could be anywhere
right now,
592
00:37:39,891 --> 00:37:41,335
Where would it be?
593
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:44,893
Um... First place that comes
to mind.
594
00:37:44,963 --> 00:37:46,896
The beach.
595
00:37:46,965 --> 00:37:49,065
I've always wanted to go
to hawaii!
596
00:37:49,134 --> 00:37:51,166
We should go
and learn how to surf.
597
00:37:51,235 --> 00:37:54,414
And only have drinks
with umbrellas.
598
00:37:54,438 --> 00:37:56,306
That'd be great.
599
00:37:59,510 --> 00:38:01,476
Tell me who you are.
600
00:38:03,514 --> 00:38:05,981
Um...
601
00:38:06,018 --> 00:38:08,318
You'll know me when you see me.
602
00:38:15,827 --> 00:38:18,460
We would have mellow
conversations, at first.
603
00:38:20,297 --> 00:38:22,677
And then it turned
into something more?
604
00:38:22,701 --> 00:38:24,934
It just got too personal.
605
00:38:29,074 --> 00:38:30,940
I can't talk about it.
606
00:38:31,076 --> 00:38:32,342
Come on, shirley.
607
00:38:32,476 --> 00:38:35,744
You know you can tell me
anything.
608
00:38:35,880 --> 00:38:39,148
I've... Never had an orgasm.
609
00:38:39,184 --> 00:38:41,751
- You mean your husband never...
- Never.
610
00:38:43,188 --> 00:38:44,666
Did you ever talk to him
about it?
611
00:38:44,690 --> 00:38:47,623
I tried,
and then he tried, but...
612
00:38:47,759 --> 00:38:50,070
It didn't happen.
613
00:38:50,094 --> 00:38:52,929
Then he shut down, I shut down,
614
00:38:53,063 --> 00:38:55,998
And after, we pretended
everything was fine.
615
00:38:56,134 --> 00:38:58,293
That's what he would
always say, we're fine.
616
00:38:59,637 --> 00:39:02,371
But I want more than fine,
dammit!
617
00:39:04,675 --> 00:39:07,577
I want more than fine.
618
00:39:10,648 --> 00:39:13,293
God, would you listen to me.
619
00:39:13,318 --> 00:39:15,117
Faye was right, I'm pathetic.
620
00:39:15,186 --> 00:39:16,985
No, don't listen to faye.
621
00:39:17,054 --> 00:39:19,067
That's her thing,
to break you down,
622
00:39:19,090 --> 00:39:21,190
Make you feel small.
623
00:39:21,226 --> 00:39:24,260
Shirley, you are not small.
You're immense.
624
00:39:24,329 --> 00:39:26,327
Immensely wonderful, and smart,
625
00:39:26,364 --> 00:39:28,597
- And hilarious, and fun.
- Stop. Please.
626
00:39:28,666 --> 00:39:30,777
No, no, no, it's true.
627
00:39:30,802 --> 00:39:32,679
You're the best thing
about this whole place
628
00:39:32,704 --> 00:39:35,204
And I can tell that
through a stupid vent.
629
00:39:35,239 --> 00:39:38,407
It's just,
I've been so lonely...
630
00:39:39,945 --> 00:39:41,677
For years.
631
00:39:41,813 --> 00:39:44,414
Sometimes it's so heavy
632
00:39:46,485 --> 00:39:48,684
I can't even get out of bed
in the morning.
633
00:39:50,188 --> 00:39:51,954
I feel like I have no one.
634
00:39:53,358 --> 00:39:55,023
You have me.
635
00:39:59,231 --> 00:40:02,164
Yeah... I do.
636
00:40:06,838 --> 00:40:10,639
I knew it had gone too far,
but by then it was too late.
637
00:40:12,510 --> 00:40:15,422
Please don't do this!
Don't push me away, fareed.
638
00:40:15,447 --> 00:40:18,025
- What?
What're you talking about?
639
00:40:18,048 --> 00:40:20,161
I'm sorry I followed you
into the woods...
640
00:40:20,184 --> 00:40:23,351
No... Shirley,
what did you do?
641
00:40:23,387 --> 00:40:26,021
I know you're scared,
and you have a lot to lose.
642
00:40:26,056 --> 00:40:28,724
I do too.
But, but I already told victor.
643
00:40:28,860 --> 00:40:30,592
I already got the money.
644
00:40:30,661 --> 00:40:32,661
It's time for our new beginning.
645
00:40:35,233 --> 00:40:38,579
I... I don't think
I can do this.
646
00:40:38,603 --> 00:40:41,670
What?
647
00:40:41,739 --> 00:40:44,806
I can't! I can't do this
anymore, shirley!
648
00:40:44,876 --> 00:40:47,320
I can't!
649
00:40:47,344 --> 00:40:50,012
I blew up my whole life for you!
650
00:41:01,358 --> 00:41:03,759
I didn't mean for shirley
to hurt herself.
651
00:41:03,829 --> 00:41:07,128
It wasn't supposed to be real.
652
00:41:07,199 --> 00:41:08,965
Well, it was real for shirley.
653
00:41:16,775 --> 00:41:19,407
(L bounces, chain net rattles)
654
00:41:25,784 --> 00:41:29,851
- Hey, pop!
- Hey!
655
00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:31,853
Twice in one week.
What's...
656
00:41:31,922 --> 00:41:34,523
What's going on?
657
00:41:34,592 --> 00:41:36,259
What?
658
00:41:37,596 --> 00:41:39,596
- What's this?
- For your trip.
659
00:41:39,731 --> 00:41:42,065
There's another one
in there for mindy.
660
00:41:42,199 --> 00:41:43,911
So all of a sudden,
you don't have a problem
661
00:41:43,934 --> 00:41:45,400
With my vacation?
662
00:41:45,469 --> 00:41:47,715
I don't wanna be the one that
stops you from shining, pops.
663
00:41:47,739 --> 00:41:50,851
All right!
664
00:41:50,876 --> 00:41:52,074
Ungh!
665
00:42:56,340 --> 00:42:57,972
Who is it?
666
00:42:59,443 --> 00:43:00,643
It's jenny.
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