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Oh hello.

Hello.

Who are you?

Hey!

Yeah?

Is this your dog?

Sorry, what?

Is this your dog?

What?

What?

You're smiling.

Oh, no, I didn't except
your accent to be your voice.

I mean, that's all.

What's wrong with it?

Nothing.

I was
so sad the day I met you.

I can't remember why.

Just stop listening.
Stop thinking.

Tune it out.

What's that thing you're
supposed to do? Count sheep?

One sheep, two sheep,

black sheep, blue sheep.

Blue.

I wonder if Blue ever worries.

Nah.

Blue doesn't worry.

All these little pieces.

So much to remember.

That smoke smell in Jude's hair.

Samantha telling
stories of the road

and Ben agonizing
over the playlist.

What was the song?

I can't remember anymore.

Focus on the important things.

Jude Andrew Williams.

We were married on
October 14, 2021.

A Thursday.

I should be writing this down.

Everyone in, act like
you like each other.

Pressed in tighter.

Tighter, tighter, tighter.

Everyone say "cliche"!

Cliche!

- I got you a drink.
- Oh, thank you.

- Emma, get in here.
- Okay, yeah.

Tim, get in!

Okay.

- Oh.
- Wait.

One, two, three, cheese!

Cheese!

Thank you.

- Be right back.
- Send that to me.

- I'm sending it.
- Okay, good.

You okay?

- Yeah.
- He's bitter.

Uh, I just got ahold of
work and I'll be two seconds.

Hello?

Hey, it's Jude.

Are you calling me?

Uh, yeah.

Why? Is this not a good time?

No, no, no, just that
cowards like me only text.

Oh, well,
well, I did text,

but then I realized
I wasn't gonna get

to hear that cool accent again.

So, uh...

Um, um.

I'm at a Halloween
party so sorry

if it's a little bit loud.

Yeah, me too.

How is yours?

Yeah, it's fine.

Just a typical Halloween party.

Cool, well, uh you
better get back to it then.

Actually it's a bag of wank.

It's what?

It's just shit,
it's really shit.

I bet you my Halloween
party is 10 times worse.

Prove it.

Can't it wait till tomorrow?

A dog might've
been hit by a car,

the details are unclear.

Do you want me
to come with you?

No, no, no, no, you stay here.

Have fun and I'll
speak to you tomorrow.

Hey!

Are you George Washington?

No.

No, I'm Claude Bourgelat.

Who's Clark Bergo...

- Who's Claude-
- Come on up,

I'll buzz you.

Which way am I going?

Just that way.

Claude Bourgelat, the
French veterinary surgeon

who actually opened
up the very first

veterinary practices in Lyon.

Lyon.

Is your costume a
guy who Googles things

and pretends he
already knew 'em?

That is my costume.

Yeah, funny, you're
actually the only

person to get it right.

- Shall I.. Can I?
- Yeah, come meet

these clowns, come on.

Welcome.

Come, come.

Everybody, this is Emma.

Emma, this is everybody.

Jude Andrew Williams.

He always had a
camera in his hand

and a photograph in his mind.

Yeah, come on, man!

He
could seem guarded at first

but if you ever needed to
know how he really felt

you could just look
at his pictures.

It was hard to believe that
was only the beginning.

Can I kiss you?

I'm not available.

Right. Tom.

Tim.

Tim.

That's even worse.

So, do you love him?

- No.
- No?

Then why are you with him?

It's just what's
happening right now.

Yeah, but that's not even true

'cause you're here right now.

I, uh, I can respect that
you're doing your thing,

just take note that
I asked I guess.

Noted.

After you.

That didn't happen!

It feels
wrong to make this about us.

It's bigger than that.

So much bigger.

We'd hear stories
from somewhere like

the coast of
Maryland or Florida.

Always there, not here.

Like the story of the
man stranded in the ocean

picked up by a fishing boat.

It turned out he was
another fisherman,

his boat washed up to
shore four days later.

He said he couldn't
remember how to steer it

so he decided to swim home.

Or the woman in the marathon
who forgot to stop running.

There's something quite beautiful
to these stories at first.

But then a pilot
forgot how to fly.

They call it NIA.

Neuroinflammatory Affliction.

It can affect anyone,
and there's no cure.

Ben was the first person
we knew to get sick.

We say get sick, but
that's not really it.

Some people snap all at
once, other people fade away.

I'm not really sure
which one is worse.

Sup?

Nothing apparently.

Fell asleep.

Jude?

- Yeah?
- Hey, I'm going now.

All right.

You good?

Yeah, just waking up.

All right, well,
I'll see you later.

- All right, babe.
- Bye, darling.

Bye, bye, bye.

- Hey.
- Hey.

How many have we got
today? We're already packed.

Just two.

Come on, bud.

All right, come here.

I got ya, all right.

Hello, you.

All right, let's see if
we can find your family.

Oh, yeah.

Come here.

- Oh, hey, I can get that.
- Oh, that's all right.

- Yeah, all good.
- Oh okay.

All set.

- Thanks, Frank.
- Sure.

Sorry, your name again?

Emma.

Emma, right!

Right, right.

Well, it's not to
uh... yeah, yeah.

Jude?

I thought that was you.

Naps.

How's it going, man? You good?

Good, and you?

Yeah, good
to see you man.

Yeah, it's been awhile.

What brings you here?

I'm playing here tonight.

- Here?
- Yeah.

- No shit.
- Yeah.

- You're still at it.
- That's right.

Awesome, that's awesome.

- You should come.
- Tonight?

Yeah.

Well, I gotta
check with my wife.

- Wife?
- Yeah, I got married.

Get the fuck outta here.

Holy shit, man.

- Man, we gotta catch up.
- Yeah.

You got a minute?

Yeah, I got a minute.

- You need a hand or what?
- Yeah, of course, come on.

- All right.
- Are you still rolling

with the same crew?

Yeah, I still see 'em.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, what happened?

Playing solo or what?

Hey, man. Stop it.

- What happened?
- Nothing.

Coming by, sorry, sorry.

- Mr. Johnson.
- Where the hell

- have you been?
- Yeah, I'm so sorry, sir.

You were supposed to
be here an hour ago.

Yeah, I, there's
no excuse, sir.

We wanted pictures of
the girls getting ready.

We paid for pictures of
the girls getting ready.

Yeah, I understand, I-

- No, no, I don't think
you do understand.

Those moments are gone,
we don't get those back.

We had to get my nephew
here to take pictures.

Yeah, sorry, sir.

I'll get a full
deposit back to you.

Hey, hey.

Just take some fucking pictures.

- Okay.
- Yes, sir.

Hi, love.

Hi, Mom.

How is it, then?

Yeah, fine.

How was Germany?

Oh, didn't I tell you?

That trip got postponed.

I'm still at home, but I'll
be going there in a few weeks.

Mom, you have to
tell me these things,

I'm coming to see
you in a month.

- Hun-
- Will you be back by then?

I thought I did tell ya.

Didn't I?

But don't worry, I'll be back.

How are ya?

I'm okay.

Work's getting stressful,
but I'm looking forward

to coming and seeing ya.

I wish they hadn't
grounded all those flights

so I could come sooner,
but it's all right.

Oh, remind me.
Is David coming with ya?

- Jude?
- What?

Jude.

Oh, God, what did I say?

Chris, Henry, David, Jude.

You know I was never
good with names anyhow.

Yeah.

Yeah, no, but it's not the first
time you've forgotten, Mom.

I know I told ya I could
only get the one ticket.

Of course, that's right.

Well, hug Jude for me, will ya?

Yeah.

Mom.

What?

Are you feeling okay?

Yes, love. I'm great.

You let me do the
worrying over here.

You all right?

Yeah, you?

I'm not even a vet anymore,
I'm just an executioner.

I hate it.

I had to put down the
most beautiful pup today,

she had the most
expressive eyes.

They were like human eyes.

I was gonna call you and see
if I could take her home.

Let's...

Please let's not
get into that again.

It's just one dog.

No, but it's not just one.

If we take one we'll
probably take 17

and we already got Blue,
we don't have room.

You know that we can't.

What's happening?

Why are you stopping?

Yeah, I don't think this
bus is going anywhere.

What is
happening right now?

Attention.

If you are lost or need
assistance, call 707

and have your ID ready.

If someone you know
is lost or missing,

check the missing person
database or call 811

Do you think anybody's immune?

Oh yeah.

Me, for instance.

All right, so it doesn't
affect the geniuses amongst us.

What if the
only person who's immune

already has Alzheimers?

Ooh.

So you'd never know.

Ooh, yeah.

That is so fucked up
that's probably how it is.

Or what if this is
just the next phase

of human evolution and we
should just embrace it?

We fucked everything up
so badly that the only way

to survive this is
just by forgetting.

Mm hmm, yeah,
I like that, too.

What about dogs?

Do you think dogs
are susceptible?

Unclear.

They rely more on
associative memories,

so just don't change
the way you smell

and keep feeding him
and you'll be fine.

Hey, don't you fucking
forget about me, Blue!

Oh, I'm sorry, bud.

I didn't think you'd
take that so seriously.

Yeah, I love you, too.

Yeah, sorry, buddy.

It's a shame we can't
take some of them.

The dogs.

They've been putting
down so many recently.

What?

Yeah, just like a
puppy or something.

I'm sure Blue wouldn't mind.

What?

You said we couldn't.

When?

We had an argument about
this last week and then

we were just about to get
into it again on the bus.

Very good.

- Jude, I'm-
- Almost.

This is an ongoing argument
that we've been having,

we were just about to get
into it half an hour ago.

It was just now.

I don't remember that.

Oh my God.

Did you know this was happening?

No, how am I
gonna know I forgot?

Do you know who I am?

Yeah, you're my
wife, Emma Veta.

Where did we meet?
What's your father's name?

- Where did you grow up?
- Emma!

This is gonna be
like Ben, isn't it?

When your disaster

is everyone's disaster,
how do you grieve?

When Ben first started
losing his memory

he wanted us to record
every song he'd ever written

before they were all gone.

Wanna do it again?

One, two, three, four.

You got this.

Just relax, you got this.

It's not happening.

It's not happening,
it's just not happening.

You got it.

If you want, we can just
record the guitar first

and the vocals and then
I can open up the bass.

Yeah, sounds good.

Okay.

He tried
so hard not to see him scared.

I guess we all did.

I got an idea.

I can't
tell if I'm torturing myself,

pretending like I'm
gonna find the answer.

I keep going back
to the beginning.

This is Jody Ryerson.

Leave a message after the tone.

The mailbox is
full and cannot accept

any new messages at this time.

Goodbye.

If you are
experiencing NIA symptoms

I need you over here.

Don't worry
about the car.

If you are here on
behalf of someone else,

please make a line to my right.

Listen carefully!

If you are experiencing NIA
symptoms, I need you over here.

If you are here on
behalf of someone else,

please make a line to my right.

If you were here yesterday
and did not get in,

please have your
ticket stubs ready.

I dropped mine!

Excuse me!

On behalf of someone
else, over here.

Sign the consent form,
have your money ready.

- All sign the consent form.
- Gloria, over here!

Okay,
okay, okay, people.

Have your ticket stubs ready.

I'm sorry, we
can't accept anyone under 25.

What do you mean?

The brain
isn't fully developed.

If you are experiencing
NIA symptoms, over here.

- Nurse!
- Are you kidding

me right now?

- Can I help you?
- Yes!

Excuse me.

What is this? Have
you found a cure or?

This is for the chance
to be in a clinical trial,

it's a lottery.

Okay, but does it work?

I mean, if you get into
the trial, does it work?

All I know is
that it's a trial.

Fill this out, turn it out
when you get to the door

and have your money ready, okay?

We have to
wait in line anyway,

you can't jump ahead.

And I wanna go in.

I don't care about anybody else.

I'm talking about me.

I don't know.

I don't know, but my
dad, he's lost his ID.

Fine, fine!

Guy pushed in front!

Which line is
it? This one or that one?

Over here.

Roses felt too easy, but
I didn't know what you liked

so I got you daisies.

Aren't daisies weeds?

Huh?

Aren't daisies weeds?

Oh, well good to
see you and goodnight.

I'm kidding!

Come here.

Yeah, I think I'm gonna
do a couple more years

as a vet tech to
save up some money

to go back to
school to study bio,

eventually be in the labs
and maybe publish one day.

We'll see.

What about you?

What about me?

What are you doing?

Oh, well, I've been around a
lot with Ben and Sam touring,

- taking pictures.
- Yeah.

For different bands,
different magazines.

Oh, cool.

Yeah.

I helped them record.

It was a cool way to spend
the first half of my 20s, but

things got a little outta
hand with drinking, drugs.

Uh, Sam's parents were out
here so we came here to dry out

and kinda never really left.

Is that why you
don't drink anymore?

Yeah.

What was it that
happened to make you stop?

That's a pretty intense
second date question.

Sorry.

I'm just being nosy.

Just tell me to shut up.

So, actually, do you
want me to leave?

I'll go.

No, it's all right,
I'll go. You stay here.

Anyway, you, it's
not our second date.

It's not?

No, first one was Halloween.

Well, I definitely
don't count that.

Because you can't count.

No, because you
said it didn't happen.

What didn't happen?

This.

Sorry.

- No!
- Sorry, sorry.

No, I thought it was
a smooth, cool moment,

- but if you're not uh-
- No, no, don't be silly.

Uh, I just...

I'm just not very good at this.

What?

Do you wanna have sex?

Don't laugh!

I really need your
fucking consent.

Oh my God, uh...

Yes.

But I know you're going
through some shit with Tom,

- I don't wanna-
- Tim.

Tim.

Yeah, and he's just a friend.

Yeah,
does he know that?

Not in those exact words.

Well, I get that.

So, let's just wait.

I'm not going anywhere.

Hello?

Jude Williams, please.

This is his wife,
who's speaking?

I'm Dr. Dormer with
DPC Research Development.

The NIA trial.

Hello?

Yeah, yeah, I'm here.

Can I speak
with your husband?

Um, it's probably best
that you just speak to me

'cause I'm the one that
submitted the application.

Jude has been
selected for the clinical trial

on an NIA suppressant.

I see from the forms
that were submitted

that he's exhibiting
NIA symptoms, correct?

Hello?

Yeah, sorry.

Yeah, I'm here.

So, he's gotten in?

He's been
accepted for an evaluation.

If he passes he'll be
invited to participate

in the actual trials.

We're trying to
move quickly here.

Can we schedule an appointment
for him to come in tomorrow?

The government has the
cure, they have the true cure,

not the one they're giving
us that doesn't work.

They've been keeping
NIA on the streets

just like that fuck
Reagan did with AIDS.

And who's doing
something about it?

Are you? I am because I care.

I don't want this sickness,
this population control.

They're keeping us down.

They have the true cure.

Wear one of these
and when you're done

filling this paperwork out
somebody will call your name.

Keep your mask on and
fill this paperwork out.

Emma?

Hey.

Oh my God, Sam.

Good to see you, hey.

Oh, it's good to see you.

It's been a minute.

Yeah, I know. Yeah.

I'm just here for the day, just

- running errands.
- Yeah.

Right.

Right, yeah.

Oh, it's good to see ya.

- Yeah.
- Are you all right?

I'm good, yeah, I'm good.

- Yeah?
- Yeah, really, I'm just...

How are you?

Yeah, no, yes, I am just...

Just making phone calls
and all that stuff.

Sorry I haven't called.

Yeah.

Yeah, same. I'm...

I wanted to.

Oh, darling.

You must think I'm the
biggest asshole on the planet.

No, I don't.

No, I don't, that's ridiculous.

I do not think that at all.

Sorry, I'm just.

- Yeah, sorry.
- It's okay.

Um, tell Jude I say hi, okay?

Yeah, I will.

It's good to
see you, I just...

Good to see you.

I just wasn't expecting
to see you, that's all.

Yeah.

Yeah, no worries.

- I'll give you a bell.
- Okay.

- Okay.
- Bye.

Any history
of heart disease?

Nope.

High cholesterol?

Nope.

Diabetes?

Nope.

Do you take drugs?

What does
that got to do with-

- We'll find out either way,

- so better to get it out now.
- Oh, it's not gonna

be a problem, I've been clean

for five years and nine months.

So, how long
would you say you've been

experiencing symptoms of NIA?

Like a month.

I can remember some things,
but other things are just gone.

Like details, I
can't do details.

Like I can remember
people, who they are,

but I can't zero in.

Your brain may be
trying to bridge the gaps,

taking other moments
you still remember

and merging with false memories.

So, the treatment.

Is it like what?
It's like a pill or?

We'll be
doing an oral CP.

Sorry, what?

An oral cranial puncture.

Think of it as clearing
a clogged pathway.

The brain is separated
into four major lobes.

The one most closely associated
with memory being temporal.

Now, we remove the lateral
through he roof of the mouth.

Inter-cranial hypertensions.

- Jude?
- Yeah?

Are you okay?

Yeah.

But what are the risks?

We have some literature
we can send home with you

that really walks
you through the ins

and outs of the procedure.

It's not complicated, but
there are significant risks.

We have a counselor on
hand to help make sure

you understand what
we're dealing with.

To identify
a neuroinflammation begin

by asking baseline questions.

What's your name?
How old are ya?

What's your favorite color?

This is all they've
given ya? Brain teasers?

I thought there was supposed
to be some sort of procedure.

Yeah, it's brain
teasers and...

And?

Surgery.

They take like a
metal straw and...

I don't wanna do it, Em.

What'd the doctor say?

They don't even know
if it's gonna work,

it's like a trial.

Let's see and find
out, let's poke around

in some dude's skull and
hope we don't cripple him

and make him go blind.

I'm not doing it, man.

I could just wind up with no
memory, no legs, and no eyes.

And if I'm gonna forget who I am

then I'd at least like to be
able to see where I'm going.

So you made
up your mind then.

Yeah.

Do I not get a say in this?

Emma, you can't ask me

- to sit there while-
- But Jude, I am asking ya,

I am asking ya,
I have to ask ya.

I get it, you don't wanna go
blind or end up in a wheelchair

but if there's a chance
that we can stop it

then I don't understand
why you won't try.

- I know you're upset-
- I'm not fucking upset, Jude!

Well, you don't sound
very not fucking upset!

My mom's starting to fade.

Why didn't you tell me?

Because I can't do
anything about it, Jude.

I've got a ticket
that I can't change

for weeks from now and now
I've got this, I've got you.

So what am I supposed to do?

Just go off to England while
my husband forgets about me?

I'm not fucking doing that.

I'm not losing my mom and my
husband in the same breath,

so I need you to
explain it to me.

Can you explain it to me
why you won't do this?

What? Because you don't care?

No, of course I
fucking care, Emma.

This is happening to me.

This is fucking
scary for me, too.

I'm scared.

I'm fucking scared.

Who am I? How old am I?

What's my favorite color?

Jude, please.

I'm scared, too.

You're my wife, Emma
Vita Ryerson Williams.

You're 28.

Your favorite color is yellow.

Describe a memory
that took place

in the room that you're in.

- You fucking-
- Whoa, easy, take it easy.

Take it easy, easy.

You fucking!

Well, you didn't
like the gray walls in there,

you said they reminded you
of rainy days back home.

So you painted 'em yellow.

- Come on.
- No!

What time
of year was it?

Summer.

No, winter.

We had just bought a fish.

What fish?

You called him Ampersand.

Emma and Jude.

Emma and Jude.

Do you remember why
we bought the fish?

Look at this little guy.

He doesn't have a clue
what's going on in the world.

No NIA, no cancer, no crusades.

Just gets to swim around
having a good time.

We should be so lucky.

That's what I feel
like when I'm with you.

Like a fish?

No, you know what I meant.

That's the nicest thing
you've ever said to me.

Let's get married.

Okay.

No, I'm not joking.

Me neither.

I wanna spend the rest
of my life with you.

I wanna fucking marry you.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

Shit.

Change your mind already?

No, I don't have a ring.

Then buy me a fish.

Yeah?

Do you know that this
is a type of memory

exclusively tied to the touch?

Haptic memory.

Haptic?

Did you read that in your book?

I haven't forgotten
how you feel.

Will you touch me?

They say
you can't forget feelings

and I still believe that.

Even after Ben.

Sam?

What, what, what, what, what?

Are you all right?

Darling, what's
happening? What's happening?

He's just freaking
out, Emma, I can't.

It'll be okay, it'll be okay.

What the fuck!

Get out!

Ben?

Ben?

- Ben?
- Jude?

Yeah.

You all right?

Jude.

Can I come in?

I don't know.

I'm coming in, all right?

What's going on?

Jude!

Yeah?

Yeah, we're good.

We're good, right? We're good.

Yeah, we're okay.

He's... Emma.

Are you all right?
Did he hurt you?

He just grabbed a knife

and he doesn't even
remember my name right now.

- Calm down.
- I thought I was in my house,

man, and then this fucking
bitch just walks in.

I don't fucking know her.

I don't fucking know her!

No, no, no, this is your
house. This is your house.

- It is, right?
- Yeah, that's Samantha.

- Sam.
- I don't know Sam.

Man, you've been
together for a while.

Shit, you've known her
longer than you've known me.

- I have?
- Yeah.

Look at your chest.

Look, look, look.

Here.

You see?

Ben, you're sick,
man, you got NIA.

You had it for awhile, it's
making you forget shit.

Sam's been helping you through.

Yeah, you guys are
great together, man.

Shit, you make music
together. You're awesome.

Hey.

Hey!

It's not your fault, man.

Can I take this?

Come on, man.

Okay.

Why the fuck me, man?

Just relax, bud.

- Why the fuck me?
- Relax, it's not your fault.

Ben Richards was

from Hidalgo County, Texas.

He's a songwriter,
and like many,

believed that music
would save the world.

It's wrong.

The ambiance is
so... it's wrong.

Huh?

I'm gonna go record outside.

It's all wrong,
let's get outta here.

Remember the counts?

- I can't remember.
- No, man.

Why not?

His mother was Lizette

and his father was Dave,

and since he moved away he
called them every Sunday.

We're trying to have a baby.

Sam!

We've been together for
so long, it's about time.

Sam,
that's so exciting!

Yeah.

When
he first started to lose

his memory Ben kept it a secret.

Just like everyone
did back then.

Ben could turn any
room into a concert

when he was inclined to.

That was his gift.

This is who we all remembered.

Who we were clutching on to.

Don't fall in.

Don't.

- Will you come-
- Don't, Jude.

Honestly, Jude.

- Do not fall in.
- Don't you fucking d...

This is so scary,

- do not do that.
- Emma, no!

Stop, stop it, stop.

You're gonna get us in trouble.

- You jump, I jump!
- Stop it.

Get off me, I'm trying
to see the whales.

Oh yeah, I got told
if we're gonna see one

it's gonna be right here.

- Oh yeah?
- Yeah.

Okay.

You all right? Do
you want anything?

Um, I'll have a tea.

If they've got tea, black tea.

Yeah? Okay.

If you see one
tell him to wait.

I will just for you.

- Jude!
- Yeah, what?

Nothing.

All right, we're just getting
word into the newsroom now.

Moments ago DPC issued
a statement indicating

that the early results of their
controversial NIA treatments

are quote
overwhelmingly positive.

Now, in that same
statement they also say

that due to overwhelming
demand that they

are not able to accept
any new applicants.

What do you make of that?

I guess if this treatment
is having some success,

that's wonderful news.

Overwhelmingly positive
certainly sounds like they

- might be onto something.
- What can I get you?

It does, but
they have already closed off

a very selective monitor
to the general public

and I assume that
the FDA has been-

- Tea.

There are
people with loved ones

who are afflicted with
this who want a chance.

Stop, don't touch me!

Stop here!

Stop it!
Get away from me!

Stop! Stop it!

Stop! Turn
the boat around!

Stop the boat!

We have to go back,
we have to go back.

Stop!

I don't know who you are!

- Help me!
- Stop her!

- Stop her!
- Help me!

- Okay.
- Help me!

- What's happening?
- Help!

Turn the boat around!

No, stop touching me, please.

Just get away from me.

We have to go back, please!

Don't! Stop it!

Back off, back up.

Get away!

Em?

Go back,
we need to go back!

- Em?
- Jude!

Em!

Hurry!

Throw it in!

Turn the boat around!

Overwhelmingly positive results.

The first sign of a cure
and they shut everyone out.

It's no wonder people
are going crazy.

And while they went crazy
all we could do was wait.

Wait to hear that we got an in.

Wait to hear that we
were gonna be okay.

We're gonna be okay.

This procedure works.

A viral video is
causing a stir today

of a Dr. Sam Tomlin of
the DPC walking viewers

through a step-by-step
tutorial of the procedure

which supposedly puts
a halt to NIA symptoms.

Already we're getting reports
from local emergency rooms

of more than a dozen new
patients who've attempted

the procedure on themselves.

We're gonna be okay.

We have increased
police presence

and cannot stress enough
this is not a proven cure.

Step back now!

It is, at
best, a promising lead

in the road to a cure.

We urge everyone to remain calm.

We're gonna be okay.

Hello?

Yes, speaking.

Sorry, I thought
he was already in.

Yeah, that's...
that's not possible.

Um, can I speak to
Dr. Dormer please?

Well, can I talk to someone?

Who's your supervisor?

Yeah, but there's been a mistake

and you need to check again.

Or I need to someone
who can sort it out.

Fine.

Yeah, fine.

Fuck.

Jude.

They said they didn't
take you 'cause you've

got drugs in your system.

What?

You know what
they're talking about?

Nope.

Jude, you can't lie
to me about this stuff.

Emma, I swear to God, I've
been sober for five years.

You know that, I wouldn't
just fuck things up like that.

So what? They're just lying?

Unless it's a mistake.

What did they say?

They said they found
cocaine in your system

and now you can't get
the procedure done.

Is that true?

No, it can't be true.

Jude.

Fuck.

What?

I ran into an old
friend from way back

and I used to party
a lot with him.

I thought we just caught up.

I don't remember, but that's
the only time I could've...

So it's possible, then.

I just need a minute.

Damn.

I can't do this.

What do you mean?

He's been forgetting
pieces of himself

for the last six months.

Tonight he just forgot me.

Oh, darling.

This is going to get worse.

I love him, Emma.

I love him so much.

But it's a sinking ship.

I can either tie myself to
him and get dragged down

or cut loose and
try to stay alive.

I understand, but-

- I don't think you
understand, Emma.

I truly hope you never
have to understand.

The man who promised he
was gonna love me forever,

he just tried to stab
me with a kitchen knife

that my mother gave him.

What the fuck am I
supposed to do right now?

They lost each other.

But I won't lose you.

Tell me about our first kiss.

Jude.

The walls, there were
these black shapes.

Well, I don't
remember the walls.

Can I kiss you?

Our first kiss can't
be in line for the loo.

I didn't say that.

No?

No, I said I'm not available.

Right, Tim.

Tom.

But I thought
his name was Tim.

Yeah, but you
always called him Tom.

- Tom.
- Tim.

Tim.

That's even worse.

So, do you love him?

- No.
- No?

You didn't even have
to think about it.

No, I didn't.

Tell me about the walls.

I don't remember the walls.

What's this?

It's a picture of you.

What's this?

Do you know who I am?

You're Emma.

Then why'd you have
to write this down?

I'm doing my best.

When were we married, Jude?

April.

No, uh, August.

August?

When did we get married, Jude?

Uh, it was a
Wednesday in August.

Just...

Just focus on the details,
the memory has dozens

of threads to the
other memories.

Was it in a church?

I don't know.

Was it a big wedding?

Steps.

Steps.

Yeah, we kissed on some steps.

It was a Thursday,
it was just us,

we decided we didn't
wanna wait until the date.

What color
was the dress?

White.

Blue.

Do you remember who was there?

Uh...

Ben.

Samantha.

Congratulations.

I love you, I'm so happy.

He played us a song.

- I wrote this for you.
- No, no, no.

He gave us a song.

Our song.

Close your eyes.

Why?

Just close 'em.

Do you remember meeting me?

A waterpark.

I remember a waterpark and
it was October, it was cold.

Hi.

It was the day they
shutdown the park.

Everything was going
outta business,

every day was
something's last day.

We were the
oldest people there.

We were the only people there.

I was so sad
the day I met you.

Why?

Can't remember.

I just know that after I saw
you I wasn't sad anymore.

We were married October
14th of last year.

We didn't have a wedding,

we just went right
to the courthouse.

Ben and Sam were there.

Your dad was there.

Your friends, my friends.

It was a mad dash
with no warning and

still so many people made it.

I'm so sorry I don't remember.

It's not your fault, though.

I haven't
forgotten how I feel.

So much to remember.

All these little pieces.

For some people
NIA is a slow drip,

for others it's a
stop all at once.

For you it's slow.

This can work.

Okay, left!

No, my left!

Keep going!

Perfect!

Pretty fucking cool, huh?

Yeah, it's cool!

Hang on.

Every
day he rediscovers the city.

Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck!

Places
we had known in special ways

were strange again.

Move back.

All right.

I think it took.

Some things were easy.

Hang on.

And
some things are hard.

Have we been here before?

No.

No, we haven't.

Because
his losses were mine, too.

What the?

What is this, a fish?

Yeah.

I got it with you.

Do you like it?

What, what, what?

What?

Oh, my God.

No!

- We got matching tats.
- We did indeed.

Do I know you better

than you know yourself?

Right now, maybe.

Why did we tattoo fish?

- Oh, thank god!
- What?

Oh shit, I couldn't, uh...

I knew that we lived on
Ormand but I couldn't remember

which door so I just
knocked on 'em all

and nobody wanted to help me.

Darling.

Here you go.

It's okay.

- I
- find myself wondering how

to build a future if you keep
having to rebuild the past.

Yeah, it woulda been
nice to know that I fucking

had this and I don't know.

Life goes
forwards, not backwards.

I'm still reading about
the brain, taking notes.

I don't know, feeling
like I'm doing something.

Mom?

Uh, is
this Emma Ryerson?

Oh my God, is she okay?

She's all right.
We identified her.

She's in the hospital now and
people are looking after her.

Does she know who she is?

She knows her
first name. Bits and pieces.

Um...

Could you tell her that Emma,
that her daughter loves her

and I haven't forgotten
and that I'm gonna try

and be there as soon as I can.

Would you tell her that please?

What
were we even trying to save?

Our experiences together?

Is that all I love about him?

I wish I could look at him and
just find what went missing.

But he looks the same.

Jude, I'm so tired of this.

I have to
ask you something.

Okay.

I'm not sure how.

Is it scary?

Yeah.

I've been doing some
reading about the procedure

and what they were
gonna do to me.

Okay.

And I was thinking
we could do it.

Do it?

Yeah, or you could do it.

At work.

Are you being serious?

Yeah, I know it sounds
crazy, but they have

these videos online and
they swear that it worked.

No, they swear that it worked.

You take this long needle
and you find this nerve

at the base of the brain-

- You didn't wanna do
it when professionals

were gonna do it,
Jude, I'm a vet.

Yeah, I know,
but I'm going, Em.

We have to try and
I'm gonna feel better

knowing that it's you.

No, you can't
ask me to do that.

No, but I am asking you.

But what if, um...

What if something goes
wrong or I hurt you

or I make it worse or
you get an infection?

Well, I wouldn't of
asked you if I hadn't

thought about all of that.

I trust you.

I don't know what else to do.

I don't know what else there is.

Stay here, I'm
gonna go and check.

Okay, we're all safe.

This ridge should
soften into a membrane

that will give a little
when you push it.

This area will be
the puncture point.

Okay.

Okay, this is what we
use to open dog's mouths

when we clean the teeth.

It won't really fit, but it
will stop you from biting.

Wider.

How's that?

How do I look?

Um...

Carfentanil could kill
you so I'm gonna give you

some Telazol for the pain-

- Jude-
- No drugs, I gotta be...

- I wanna be-
- Jude.

No, please, fuck that shit.

Come on.

You ready?

- I'm ready.
- You ready?

Yeah, yeah.

Take a deep breath.

Deep breath.

Breathe.

Deep breath.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

You all right?

You all right?

Yeah, we got this.

Come on, come on.

Yo!

Yo!

All right, let's
get it. Come on.

Are you sure?

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Let's
go, let's go, let's go.

Here we go, come on.

Okay, deep breath.

Deep breath, deep
breath, deep breath.

Deep breath.

Jude, I don't know.

Jude, I don't
know, I don't know.

Close your eyes.

- Why?
- Just close 'em.

All right, pretend
we're somewhere hot.

- Okay.
- Like the jungle.

No, Hawaii.

Hawaii?

All right, so we're in Hawaii.

Let's pretend we
just got married.

We did
just get married.

Oh yeah.

So, all right, it's our
honeymoon, we're in Hawaii,

and we're in the water
but you gotta sneak off

because there is
jellyfish and sharks.

And the water is
dead clear so I'll be

able to spot 'em a mile away.

No, but it's like
three a.m. so it's dark.

And if you look out
onto the horizon

you can see like
la lightnening storm=.

Am I naked?

Hell yeah, it's a
honeymoon. Always.

Me, too.

Sounds perfect.

Yeah.

Perfect Hawaiian honeymoon.

Don't ever forget it.

Easy.

Easy.

What happened?

You blacked out.

- I blacked out?
- Yeah.

Jude, slowly, slowly.

Oh.

Did we get it?

I'm not sure.

How long was I out for?

10 minutes.

Oh, for God sake, Jude.

It was so scary.

Did I hurt ya?

Did I help ya?

How long until we'll know?

You going somewhere?

Who are you?

What?

Oh, fuck off.

Fuck off, Jude.

For fuck's sake!

That's so annoying!

How could you tell?

I could see you chew
your lip you were trying

to do your stupid
smile you stupid twat.

- Sorry.
- Oh, thank you.

Good morning.

Hey, can we take the
car, just go do like

a road trip or something?

Put this guy in the back seat.

Do you feel up for that?

Yeah.

Yeah, I could use the air.

Out of all the concerts
that you've been to,

what was the worst?

Uh...

Oh, I saw Courtney
Love in Vegas.

She came out, sang
one line, and got hit

with a chocolate bar and left.

No.

She said, "Fuck
you, Las Vegas!"

And then she left.

What about you?

Uh, you at karaoke last year.

Absolutely traumatic experience
for me and everyone around.

Traumatic?

Oh, completely tone deaf.

It's good you have
hands, though.

Everything shuts down
when you start singing.

♪ Do do do do ♪

♪ Do do do do ♪

♪ Do be do be be ♪

It's the face
that you do as well.

I can't even look at ya.

I folded my ears in on
themselves 'cause I can't do it.

- Oh, is that fun?
- Blue!

Is that fun?

Blue, Blue!

- Catalog, Blue.
- Blue!

Yeah, boy.

Have you got the key?

Huh?

Have you got the key?

Yeah, he said the mailbox.

No?

Hang on.

- He must have forgot.
- Okay.

I still have no news on my mom.

Still?

Did you try your aunt?

Yeah, I've tried her as well.

Yeah, I got something
I need to say to you

but it doesn't feel
like the right time.

But I don't feel
like I can wait.

Okay.

Uh...

I wrote it down so I
wouldn't mess it up.

There's no easy way to say
this, but it didn't work.

I woke up this morning and
I didn't recognize you.

So it definitely didn't work.

Emma, now I'm starting
to forget even you.

Dear Emma, I wanted
to write this to you,

I wanted to say this
to you while I still

have as much of me as I do.

Every morning I wake
up and I have to look

at Polaroids with
names on 'em just so

I can remember that he's Blue.

Or like this
morning when we left

I had to let you go out
first because I couldn't

remember which car was ours.

There's chaos all around
us, people freaking out

looking for cures, we're
losing our friends,

you're losing your mom,
borders are sealed,

flights are grounded,

and people are getting
lost on their own streets.

And in the middle of it
it feels like it's just us

doing whatever the fuck we can.

So I wanted to come out
here while it's still quiet

so that I could look
you in the eye in case

before I'm all gone and tell
you that you are the love

of my life because you
make me laugh every day

and you make my life worth
living and you make me

feel like I'm not alone.

And if things were normal,
then you'd be the person

that'd make it okay that I
gotta grow old and die someday

because at least I got to spend
some of that time with you.

But things aren't normal
and so I guess instead,

or as well, I love you
because you stayed.

Because when things got scary

you knuckled down
and you stayed.

And you got me through each day.

And I hope I did the same
for you, or I hope that

I can still do the
same for you somehow.

Yeah, yeah, I just had to
because I feel we gotta be real.

Yeah.

What's this? Come on.

Come on.

Oh, come here.

Yeah, yeah.

You can't get that stick.

You can't get there first.

You can't get that stick.

You can't get that stick.

- Hey!
- Hey.

This dog's cool.

His name's Blue.

Oh, Blue! Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah, Blue. Come on.

What?

Come on.

Oh no, are
they turning us around?

Uh, I don't know.

IDs please.

Is this road
closed, sir, or what?

Just the IDs.

Why?

Government
mandated for

the missing persons database.

We're not missing.

Not yet.

Okay, go on through.

How many today?

Oh, just one.

Maybe people are remembering
to close their gates.

Yeah, well, I've got that.

Cheers.

Here you are.

Here you go.

Thank you.

- Here.
- Thank you much.

That'll take care of it.

Let me give you this.

Thanks.

Hey, um, just wondering if
you know where Frank is.

He's the guy that
usually comes here.

He's called Frank.

Frank hasn't
been here in weeks.

I'm Annie.

Do you not remember me?

No, of course I knew,
I was just wondering

if you've heard from Frank.

No, I haven't.

Sorry.

Where you off to?

On the hike.

Why do you wanna go on a hike?

It's winter, it'll be cold.

I asked you last night, you
said we could go on a hike.

Yeah, you're
right, I did say that

I just didn't think
you'd remember.

Are you coming or?

Yeah.

Come on.

Beautiful, huh?

Come on, let's get it.

What?

- Let's go, like-
- Oh, Jude.

Just go like here.

Right there.

For fuck's sake.

What do you want me to do?

You know, just do your thing.

Oh, Jude, this is...

This is gonna look shit.

Turn around.

- Nightmare.
- Look, whale.

Oh, Jude, I'm not
in the mood for this.

- That's good.
- No.

- Yeah, walk towards me.
- Enough, enough.

Yeah, that's good,
that's good, that's good.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

Yes.

Oh shit, can I get one more?

Just here?

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yes!

It's a nice camera.

I hope it turns out.

Jude?

Jude.

Hey.

- Jude.
- What?

- Everything okay?
- No, no, no.

- What?
- No, no, Jude.

You all right?

- No.
- Is there a problem?

- Jude, who am I?
- Huh?

- Who am I?
- I don't Know.

Do not touch me, please.

No, Jude, look
at me, look at me.

What, what, can I help?

- I'm your wife.
- Can I help?

- What?
- I'm your wife, Emma.

- All right, I can't do this.
- Jude, Jude.

- Jude, I'm your wife.
- Out of my personal space

- here, can you-
- Jude, I'm your wife.

Jude, look at me. Who am I?

No, don't touch me, man.

Look, we left the
house this morning-

- Are you fucking crazy?

We left the
house this morning.

All right, all right, I don't-

- Who am I and what's
my favorite color?

- Are you deranged?
- Who am I, what's my fav-

- Are you deranged?
- Jude, Jude, just relax.

- Will you not touch me?
- Just relax.

- Fuck, man.
- Jude.

- Please, we leave together.
- Will you not touch me?

- I just told you once.
- Jude, I'm going crazy.

Please, just look me.

Jude, look at-

Listen, I don't know
if you're a psychopath

or you're sick or
what's going on

but it's got nothing to
do with me, all right?

I'm sorry I pushed you.

I'll see if I can
get you some help.

Jude!

Jude.

I was
so sad the day I met ya.

Oh, hello.

Hello.

Who are you?

I
can't remember why.

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