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Previously, on "Heartland:"

And I, too, will be running

to be your next mayor of Hudson!

- Is that it? - I... I won!

Of course you did.

Just give me a reason to stay, and I will.

- I can't wait. - I know, me too.

See Lyndy run around, and play here.

Is that one of the wild colts?

That's the one that I was gonna gentle for Sam.

Amy? Get down!

Help! My wife's been shot!

- Sir, you're bleeding! - It's my wife's blood!

- No, you've been shot! - What?! Ah!

So is Spartan back to normal?

Yeah. Yeah, he's feeling great.

Look!

You're a good boy.

Hi!

- Come down, Lyndy. - I need help.

- Ah! Yeah. - Congratulations!

That was quite something to see.

It was so amazing.

And I hate to interrupt you,

but the roast is almost ready,

so Lisa needs us to start gathering up for dinner.

Yeah, of course.

Lyndy and I will help her, won't we?

- Yes! - Yes! Yes, we will!

Okay, you go run fast.

Come on, let's go now!

Hey Ty, do you mind putting Spartan back for me?

- No problem! - Thanks.

I'll give him a hand.

Ty!

Ty!

Ty?

The risk of a blood clot increases after surgery,

and your husband developed a condition

known as deep vein thrombosis.

There was no intervening, uh...

we lost him.

I'm so sorry.

Come on, Harley.

You know where she goes every day.

She goes out to that house.

I'm worried about her.

She mentioned anything to you about taking on new clients?

Nope.

Well, she should, it'd be good for her.

Right now, she's just making sure she's there for Lyndy.

That's all.

Well, she needs to make a decision.

Amy will decide what she wants to do in good time.

Hudson's bees will surely die,

'cause we're still using pesticides!

This kid has become like a shadow!

Every day it's a different issue.

Yesterday it was banning

the use of "big oil's" private jets,

and today it's... pesticides,

and their effect on bees. Like...

Mayor Fleming, I need to talk to you!

The town has to stop spraying pesticides in Hudson Park!

Have you noticed there are no bees anymore?

Step away from the window.

If you don't want to see her, don't stare out the window.

That's tonight's homework.

You've got your regular Friday morning council meeting

first thing tomorrow, and you need to own this data

before you even consider showing your face.

And don't make too many plans for the weekend,

because you've got your Friday...

Oh, good! Georgie's coming home.

My daughter, you've met her several times.

- She's... been away at school. - The horse girl.

Well uh, that will be fun.

I remember those re-entries from the freedom of college.

But as I was saying, you've got a meeting with the organizer

of the Fall Harvest BBQ on Sunday.

Your weekend is not entirely free.

Right, um, you're going to have to cancel that.

- Mm, I can't. - You will.

- I can't. - You will.

Because I... I have a very important family thing.

Oh!

- Hey! - Hey, uh...

You remember Rick, my CAO?

Chief Administrative Officer.

I've served under a lot of mayors.

They, uh, they come and go.

And I stay.

Thanks, Rick.

So how's life at Aspen Grove?

It's pretty good.

We're just bringing the cattle back

from the summer pastures.

Listen Lou, I'm sorry I'm not gonna be there this weekend.

I know it's just family, but...

Yeah, no, no, it's okay. You just do what you gotta do.

I'll be thinking about you.

Hey! Where's that big, beautiful ring I gave you?

Um...

I'm not wearing it yet.

- Why not? - It's Amy.

I don't know how she's gonna react.

Yeah, I... I get it.

All right.

Well, um...

you take care this weekend.

I sure it's gonna be a tough one.

Okay. Love you.

She's not dealing with things.

Actually, I'm amazed at how well she is dealing.

It's been hard, it's...

and unbelievably hard.

She lost her husband, Tim.

Well...

sometimes the only way back is to work.

Work on something you love, and make decisions,

and life goes on.

But it's been a year.

She's gotta get over this loss and move forward, not backward.

And I worry about that, because I love her.

She's gotta recover.

And she will recover. I did, you did,

people deal the way they deal. So leave her alone.

The money that she and Ty have thrown at that house,

it's just a waste.

Hey, I saw you out for a ride, it's a beautiful day.

I know what's going on with the house, Dad.

I ride by there almost every day.

I'm not ready to make a decision, not yet.

I... I was trying to do what's best for you.

I know what's best for me, Dad!

Well, Quinn, I'm curious.

How many miles have you put on that truck of yours

between Hillhurst Stables, and Calgary?

Ah, just a few.

But it's definitely worth it, though.

Freshman year just... I mean, it was super fun,

but just so much studying.

I bet.

And the Calgary coach?

We train five times a week now.

And I keep saying that she should be competing.

I even offered to coach her, but...

I'd prefer to keep work and pleasure separate.

Besides, you're busy with um, Fiona Macintosh.

Quinn's new prot�g�.

He's being "super coach" to this girl,

and he just says that she's so fantastic.

Oh ho! Jealousy. I'm flattered.

I'm not jealous! Besides, I'm gonna go

and support her at the competition on the weekend.

It doesn't sound like you to be on the sidelines.

You should enter.

Yeah, maybe I'll start competing again, but...

I don't know, I haven't decided yet.

Georgie, you should.

Amy's right.

- And I keep on telling you. - I know.

Look, I... I'm sorry I couldn't be around as much as I wanted to.

I just, I was going between class and a job, so it was...

No, I know, I get it Georgie, it's okay, I understand.

It's just great you could be here for...

For Ty's memorial.

Yeah, I wouldn't miss that.

I'm glad we could all be together.

Right, Amy?

Yeah.

- What I was saying before... - Dad.

Well, I just hope you understand

that the reason I keep bringing up the house

is because every day I step out of my trailer

and there it is, in worse shape than before.

In my opinion, you've gotta move forward with construction,

or you're gonna... you're gonna be starting from s...

You know, you have been at me about this for months,

okay, you need to back off.

I know you're trying to help, but...

don't you think Lyndy asks about the house all the time?

If she can go there, on the swing,

if her Dad's gonna be there?

Yeah. I hear you.

I should put her to bed.

Okay, you two, one more book,

and then lights out, all right?

May I please have the bunny book?

She keeps on asking for that one, but I can't find it.

Hmm. I'll check the loft. Maybe it's up there.

Okay?

How about this one? It's all about the moon.

Yes!

"Shadows are falling, the sun says goodbye,

softly the moon rises into the sky."

- Hey. - Hey.

I was just looking for one of Lyndy's books,

I thought she might've left it up here.

Oh.

So, do you like having your place back?

Yeah, the dorm was fun, but...

the place I'm staying in now is really small,

and my roommate's annoying, so it's good to be back.

I'm only gonna stay for a few minutes,

I've gotta head back to Hillhurst, so.

Okay. It's good seeing you guys.

It was nice to see you out on Harley today.

How's Spartan doing?

I haven't seen you riding him much lately.

I just don't want to overwork him.

His arthritis is still a thing.

I don't wanna hurt him.

Ah, gentle exercise won't hurt him.

He's all right.

- Don't go bubble-wrapping him. - Oh, I'm not.

Come on.

You're kinda bubble-wrapping yourself too, you know.

Amy, I know that Lyndy is your first priority,

and she ought to be.

But don't you think, well...

isn't it time you took on a client,

and got back to doin' what you really love to do?

Grandpa, don't you start on me too.

I don't believe Dad!

He will not stop talking about the house!

That's just his way.

He wants things... you know, done and settled.

Maybe they never will be... settled.

Everyone thinks that this memorial on Sunday

is gonna give me closure, or something.

I hate that word.

Well remember, you're the one who suggested it.

I know.

But maybe I was wrong, maybe I'm not ready.

So I have this idea.

Grandpa...

What do you say...

we drive up to the fishing cabin tomorrow,

just you and me?

I can't. I have Lyndy, I just can't just leave her.

Now, hear me out.

Now I have found great solace by that river

many times in the past,

and I think you will, too.

It'll give you a chance to get your bearings,

And maybe you can decide about the memorial

while you're up there.

I will think on it.

Nah, you don't need to think on it.

You'll do it.

Well, it would get me away from Dad.

Good boy, Phoenix!

- Hey! - Hey!

Guess what?

Ah, you got me, I can't guess.

I'm going to do the horse show this weekend.

You are?

Yeah, well, you heard Amy, she's encouraging me to do it.

So you better tell your friend, Fiona, that uh...

she's gotta watch out,

because I look forward to beating her!

Well, I'm happy to give you some pointers, if you want.

That might be a bit of a conflict of interest, isn't it?

Oh, no conflict here.

Just a whole lot of interest.

Okay! Okay.

- I can't go, Grandpa. - Now, hold on, why not?

I need to be here for Lyndy.

- She will be just fine. - No, I...

You all ready to go?

I don't know, we're just discussing that.

Oh! Well...

we are planning a tea party with Katie, aren't we?

- I am making cupcakes! - You're making cupcakes?

Bye, sweetheart!

- Goodbye! - Awww!

She couldn't be happier. So you go.

Have a nice time.

All right, you!

You win.

Okay, Honey Bunny, you go set up the tea party,

and I will be right...

- I'll be right there, okay? - Okay!

- So, Amy went? - She did.

It took a little convincing, but yeah, I'm glad.

Good.

Have I ever told you how much I hate these Friday

- town council meetings? - Yes, you have mentioned that.

Hey!

I just saw Jack pulling out of the driveway, where's he goin'?

To the fishing camp, he and Amy.

Great!

Great, okay, so beef meeting postponed.

I wish somebody'd text me!

You know, I'm just gonna... I'll drive up there,

up to the cabin, I can talk to Amy, up there.

- Oh, Tim! - Dad, wait!

That's not such a good idea.

Why is that not a good idea?

I think Jack wanted to spend some time alone with Amy.

Why?

Dad, you have been so incredibly helpful

with all of the arrangements when... Ty passed,

and Amy said so herself.

She could not have gotten through this without you.

But... emotionally,

she just needs more...

empathy, I guess.

I have empathy.

I have... lots of empathy.

I uh...

Life goes on, that's what I keep saying.

Yeah, I know you do.

We all need somebody to lift us up

when we're going through times of grief,

not enable it,

it's not healthy to enable it.

Yeah, Dad, it's also not healthy to bottle it up.

I bottle it up?!

I don't know, maybe you do.

Maybe... maybe we all do.

Look, I'm sorry, but I gotta run.

- Friday town council meeting. - Good luck.

I love being mayor. I love being mayor.

I love being mayor.

Tim,

please don't go to the cabin.

Well, looks like I got some cleaning up to do,

lots of branches down.

Oh!

There's no horses.

They'll come.

- It's pretty cool out here! - It's freezing!

You better grab some kindling,

it might be damp in here.

I was hoping that group of wildies would be around.

I figured you might like seeing them.

I actually thought I heard them.

Oh?

I was thinking about that one winter,

when Ty and I brought feed out here for them.

Oh yeah!

I sure remember that snowstorm.

Ty got really sick.

You guys, you used my old radio

to get in touch with us, remember that?

That was a long time ago.

I have never been any good at skipping rocks.

Well, you better get good!

Somebody's gotta teach Lyndy how to skip a stone.

I saw that colt yesterday morning.

Mind me asking you why you let that guy go?

Because I thought you were doing

some great things with him.

He was one in a million.

I know he is.

I just can't look at him.

He reminds me...

too much of that day.

Ty's expression, watching us do the join up.

It was...

it was just magical.

Hmm!

And then he was gone.

You know...

when your Grandma Lyndy got sick, we were...

we were pretty strong.

We were so sure that it would all turn out okay.

But then it didn't.

And over those months, I thought...

like, I really thought that I had accepted it.

But when that day actually came,

when she passed away,

I was... lost.

You see, you're supposed to be the strong guy for everyone.

And I tried to be,

for your mom, especially.

I'm trying to, Grandpa, I really am.

Oh, I know you are.

And you're doin' great.

How did you...

how did you handle it when she died?

Well, I can't say I was very good at it.

I think I took the odd drink too many,

so I wouldn't recommend that.

But there was your mom,

all the work that needed to be done,

and the cattle, there's always the cattle.

Nobody really knows how to grieve, Amy.

It's different for everyone, and it's different every time.

I'd say that anyone who says they know how to grieve

might just have a piece of their heart missing.

But I do know one thing.

You need to talk about your feelings.

Don't keep 'em all to yourself, it's not healthy.

It was my fault.

How can it be your fault?

Ty died trying to protect me.

That's right.

He saved your life,

and because of it, you're here now.

And Lyndy has her mom.

It's still my fault.

That morning...

Ty said he was feeling weird,

but he refused to go to the doctor,

because he wanted to be there with Lyndy

to watch me work with Spartan, and...

and I didn't make him go.

I didn't... I didn't push him out the door,

I...

I just didn't.

Why?

Sometimes there simply are no answers.

Sometimes I just feel like I've lost everything I loved.

Everything I loved about me.

It's like there's no magic anymore.

You see, right there,

that could be a lyric to one of your Grandma Lyndy's songs.

She'dve stole that one for sure.

You're probably right.

I miss you so much.

I can't do this without you.

Thank you.

They're out there. That's for sure.

That sounds like something's wrong.

It must've have been one heck of a wind storm.

Grandpa, I think they're trapped.

They can't get out over those trees.

Yeah, and they can't get to the river, either.

How long have they gone without water?

We gotta get 'em out of there.

Ah! I got this one.

Ah! It's okay, guys.

Grab this one.

- You got this one? - Yep.

Ah!

You're crazy.

You're all right! Woo!

Do you remember that dream that we had

when I graduated from vet school?

I want us to be partners, I want us to work together!

Like we dreamed about.

Ah! Okay.

- Here he comes. - We got you!

- Come on. Yeah! - There you go!

Good boy!

We're in this together, okay?

Yeah. Okay.

Well, we're gettin' there.

Ah!

He's always helped me.

And now he can't.

He's gone, Grandpa.

And he's not coming back.

It's not fair!

It's not fair.

Now...

let's get these guys out of here.

Come on, it's all right.

You're okay.

Come on. Hup! Hup!

Hssh! Hsssh!

- Come on. - Ah!

Wait, there's another one, look!

Grandpa... I think that's Casper!

Casper?

Do you remember that beautiful

black-and-white Appaloosa we called Ghost?

He would show up every now and then?

- Oh, I do remember that horse. - That is his son.

That winter when Ty and I came up here,

we saw Casper.

We named him that because he was a baby Ghost.

Well, look at that.

He's got a family of his own now.

Well... life goes on.

Doesn't it?

Yeah.

I remember you

when you were just a little guy.

Now look at you.

All grown up.

One, two, three...

three, two... one.

Hey, you're looking confident.

Thanks, I feel good.

Hey, good luck, all right? I'll see you later.

Yeah, see 'ya.

That was Fiona Maclntosh on Grandiose.

- Next rider on the course... - Good luck!

Georgina Fleming Morris, on Phoenix Rising.

All right. Let's go.

Ho... ho...

And that's off course.

- Oh my gosh. - Hey, are you okay?

- What happened? - Yeah, I just...

I just completely lost my concentration. I don't... I...

I swear I saw...

Saw who?

Nothing. It was...

nothing.

I mean, you probably shouldn't have pushed yourself.

I thought I could do it.

Fiona Maclntosh on Grandiose

will take first place.

You should go.

Go, be a coach, go be with her.

- I'll be fine. - Okay.

That was great!

You did it, we did it, ah? Come on, come on!

That was a great run. That was a great run.

You know, I... I really don't remember Ty's funeral.

None of it. I...

it was just this horrible blur, and...

and I do want to do something

to mark the anniversary of his death.

Something that means something, that I'll remember.

I've decided I am gonna go through with his memorial.

I'm ready.

Well, I remember one night,

Ty showed up at the dude ranch,

just out of nowhere,

and he asked me to teach him how to dance.

- Three, one, two, three! - I got it!

Good! He was totally awkward,

but he got it. He got it.

We laughed so much that night.

He was like the little brother I never had.

Ty was my best friend.

He was my best buddy.

We got into some crazy sh...

stuff together.

Amy, remember when you were about to give birth,

I sprung him from the hospital?

Yeah, we sure laughed about that.

- Yep! Outta here! - And let's go!

Yeah!

Jack, your Longhorn,

man, you wouldn't have believed what we had to go through

to get him back.

Whoa, whoa, whoa!

- Got him! Let's go! - Hold on to him!

Now I'm a new father,

with a new baby boy.

I'm gonna miss Ty being a part of that.

For the rest of my life.

Well, for me,

it's like having a son go off to war,

for all I know about Mongolia.

That's what I said to him when he told me

he needed to go there.

It was important for him to go there.

And... I respected him for it.

But it was hard,

to say goodbye.

I don't want my child, our child,

to grow up in this kind of world.

I need to go there.

I need to help do something about it.

Mongolia.

I thought he was crazy for goin'.

I told him.

I mean, for good reason.

But... that's what I remember most,

was how he and Amy embraced

after we thought he was lost in the desert.

They were a unit.

They were...

beautiful together.

I remember when I first met Ty.

The first time we said "I love you."

I'll never forget what an amazing man,

husband, father he was.

He was my soulmate,

my inspiration,

my rock.

He gave me so much love...

it will last me a lifetime.

I miss you, Ty.

But I will do my best to move on,

because I know that's what you would want.

And that's what our daughter and I will do.

We will be strong,

brave...

and we will make you so proud.

Because I know in some way,

you'll always be with us.

We won't be alone.

We'll never be alone.

I love you, Ty.

We love you.

Yes!

You're gonna be a father.

Amy, are you...

- Yeah. - Oh!

- Oh! - She's perfect!

- Ah! Hey! - You're amazing, Amy!

- Hey. - Hey.

- You okay? - Yeah.

It was really beautiful.

I'm glad I came home.

Yeah, me too.

Hey, I hope you don't think that yesterday's show

was any indication of your ability.

You had an off day.

It's understandable.

No, if anything it, it made me wanna work harder.

I wanna go for it.

And I changed my mind, I want you to be my coach.

If you're willing.

What about our relationship?

I'm sure it'll survive.

Besides...

you've gotta be the one to take me to the Olympics.

Deal.

Hey.

I've decided to not go through with building the house.

Our future was supposed to play out there, and...

Ty's gone, I...

I can't live there.

Not... not without him.

It's not my home anymore.

I think we should take it down. I hope you understand.

I understand.

I'll deal with it.

Okay.

Yay! There's the horsies!

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