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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,760 --> 00:00:05,998 (FILM REEL TICKING) (LIGHT MUSIC) 2 00:00:10,635 --> 00:00:13,973 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 3 00:00:51,476 --> 00:00:56,476 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 4 00:00:59,051 --> 00:01:02,787 (GULLS CAWING) (WAVES CRASHING) 5 00:01:02,821 --> 00:01:05,590 (WOMAN SNIFFLING) 6 00:01:18,404 --> 00:01:21,040 (WOMAN SIGHS) 7 00:01:22,607 --> 00:01:25,277 (WAVES CRASHING) 8 00:01:41,193 --> 00:01:43,996 (DOG PANTING) 9 00:01:44,030 --> 00:01:44,863 Oh hello. 10 00:01:46,698 --> 00:01:47,433 (LAUGHS) Hello. 11 00:01:47,466 --> 00:01:48,566 Who are you? 12 00:01:51,203 --> 00:01:51,903 Hey! 13 00:01:52,972 --> 00:01:53,973 Yeah? 14 00:01:56,042 --> 00:01:56,942 Is this your dog? 15 00:01:58,643 --> 00:02:00,545 (DOG WHINES) 16 00:02:00,578 --> 00:02:01,313 Sorry, what? 17 00:02:02,580 --> 00:02:03,748 Is this your dog? 18 00:02:08,154 --> 00:02:09,554 What? 19 00:02:09,587 --> 00:02:10,389 What? 20 00:02:12,091 --> 00:02:13,459 You're smiling. 21 00:02:13,492 --> 00:02:17,829 Oh, no, I didn't except your accent to be your voice. 22 00:02:18,497 --> 00:02:20,399 I mean, that's all. 23 00:02:21,666 --> 00:02:23,202 What's wrong with it? 24 00:02:23,235 --> 00:02:24,003 Nothing. 25 00:02:26,338 --> 00:02:29,141 EMMA VOICEOVER: I was so sad the day I met you. 26 00:02:29,175 --> 00:02:31,944 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) (ENGINE RUMBLING) 27 00:02:31,977 --> 00:02:34,646 (SIRENS WAILING) 28 00:02:44,622 --> 00:02:46,325 I can't remember why. 29 00:02:48,094 --> 00:02:49,495 (SIRENS WAILING) 30 00:02:49,528 --> 00:02:52,431 Just stop listening. Stop thinking. 31 00:02:53,865 --> 00:02:54,632 Tune it out. 32 00:02:59,038 --> 00:03:02,807 What's that thing you're supposed to do? Count sheep? 33 00:03:02,841 --> 00:03:06,011 One sheep, two sheep, (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 34 00:03:06,045 --> 00:03:08,880 black sheep, blue sheep. 35 00:03:11,383 --> 00:03:13,486 (DOG WHINES) 36 00:03:13,519 --> 00:03:14,320 Blue. 37 00:03:16,055 --> 00:03:18,958 I wonder if Blue ever worries. 38 00:03:18,991 --> 00:03:20,526 Nah. 39 00:03:20,559 --> 00:03:21,527 Blue doesn't worry. 40 00:03:26,999 --> 00:03:28,833 All these little pieces. 41 00:03:28,867 --> 00:03:30,536 (FIREWORKS SIZZLING) 42 00:03:30,569 --> 00:03:32,871 So much to remember. 43 00:03:32,904 --> 00:03:35,707 (MUFFLED TALKING) 44 00:03:36,976 --> 00:03:39,478 That smoke smell in Jude's hair. 45 00:03:39,512 --> 00:03:41,313 Samantha telling stories of the road 46 00:03:41,347 --> 00:03:44,550 and Ben agonizing over the playlist. 47 00:03:47,852 --> 00:03:48,720 What was the song? 48 00:03:52,258 --> 00:03:54,393 I can't remember anymore. 49 00:03:56,595 --> 00:03:58,197 Focus on the important things. 50 00:04:04,170 --> 00:04:05,237 Jude Andrew Williams. 51 00:04:09,542 --> 00:04:11,377 We were married on October 14, 2021. 52 00:04:13,078 --> 00:04:14,113 A Thursday. 53 00:04:33,065 --> 00:04:35,700 I should be writing this down. 54 00:04:41,073 --> 00:04:43,808 (LIGHT CLICKS) 55 00:04:46,245 --> 00:04:49,148 (PAPER RUSTLING) 56 00:04:58,424 --> 00:04:59,791 (MUFFLED TALKING) 57 00:04:59,824 --> 00:05:01,560 ♪ Memoirs was at the brokenhearted ♪ 58 00:05:01,594 --> 00:05:03,028 ♪ Hennessy vision of bad bitches ♪ 59 00:05:03,062 --> 00:05:05,130 Everyone in, act like you like each other. 60 00:05:05,164 --> 00:05:06,432 Pressed in tighter. 61 00:05:06,465 --> 00:05:08,133 Tighter, tighter, tighter. 62 00:05:08,167 --> 00:05:09,568 Everyone say "cliche"! 63 00:05:09,602 --> 00:05:11,437 ALL: Cliche! 64 00:05:11,470 --> 00:05:13,038 - I got you a drink. - Oh, thank you. 65 00:05:13,072 --> 00:05:15,074 - Emma, get in here. - Okay, yeah. 66 00:05:15,107 --> 00:05:16,408 Tim, get in! 67 00:05:16,442 --> 00:05:17,775 Okay. 68 00:05:17,809 --> 00:05:18,978 ♪ What I'm fighting for, whatever is ♪ 69 00:05:19,011 --> 00:05:20,980 ♪ Used to vision me and forever asked one ♪ 70 00:05:21,013 --> 00:05:22,615 - Oh. - Wait. 71 00:05:22,648 --> 00:05:23,716 One, two, three, cheese! 72 00:05:23,748 --> 00:05:25,750 ALL: Cheese! 73 00:05:25,783 --> 00:05:26,986 Thank you. 74 00:05:27,019 --> 00:05:28,254 - Be right back. - Send that to me. 75 00:05:28,287 --> 00:05:29,288 - I'm sending it. - Okay, good. 76 00:05:29,321 --> 00:05:30,623 ♪ Different liquors out of sight ♪ 77 00:05:30,656 --> 00:05:31,923 ♪ And out mind with my niggas chillin' ♪ 78 00:05:31,957 --> 00:05:33,259 ♪ Records since I ever be go figure ♪ 79 00:05:33,292 --> 00:05:34,660 - ♪ Little me ♪ - You okay? 80 00:05:34,693 --> 00:05:36,894 - Yeah. - He's bitter. 81 00:05:36,929 --> 00:05:40,065 Uh, I just got ahold of work and I'll be two seconds. 82 00:05:40,099 --> 00:05:44,236 (TIM SIGHS) (PHONE RINGING) 83 00:05:44,270 --> 00:05:45,304 Hello? 84 00:05:45,337 --> 00:05:46,705 JUDE: Hey, it's Jude. 85 00:05:48,840 --> 00:05:50,175 Are you calling me? 86 00:05:50,209 --> 00:05:51,277 JUDE: Uh, yeah. 87 00:05:51,310 --> 00:05:52,478 Why? Is this not a good time? 88 00:05:52,511 --> 00:05:56,015 No, no, no, just that cowards like me only text. 89 00:05:56,048 --> 00:05:58,284 JUDE: Oh, well, well, I did text, 90 00:05:58,317 --> 00:06:00,619 but then I realized I wasn't gonna get 91 00:06:00,653 --> 00:06:02,354 to hear that cool accent again. 92 00:06:02,388 --> 00:06:03,589 So, uh... 93 00:06:03,622 --> 00:06:06,292 (LAUGHS) Um, um. 94 00:06:06,325 --> 00:06:07,693 I'm at a Halloween party so sorry 95 00:06:07,726 --> 00:06:09,194 if it's a little bit loud. 96 00:06:09,228 --> 00:06:10,362 JUDE: Yeah, me too. 97 00:06:10,396 --> 00:06:11,297 How is yours? 98 00:06:11,330 --> 00:06:12,431 Yeah, it's fine. 99 00:06:12,464 --> 00:06:14,199 Just a typical Halloween party. 100 00:06:14,233 --> 00:06:17,636 JUDE: Cool, well, uh you better get back to it then. 101 00:06:19,238 --> 00:06:20,439 Actually it's a bag of wank. 102 00:06:20,472 --> 00:06:21,774 JUDE: It's what? 103 00:06:21,806 --> 00:06:23,142 It's just shit, it's really shit. 104 00:06:25,877 --> 00:06:28,647 JUDE: I bet you my Halloween party is 10 times worse. 105 00:06:32,318 --> 00:06:33,285 Prove it. 106 00:06:33,319 --> 00:06:34,353 (UPBEAT MUSIC) 107 00:06:34,386 --> 00:06:35,721 Can't it wait till tomorrow? 108 00:06:35,754 --> 00:06:37,122 A dog might've been hit by a car, 109 00:06:37,156 --> 00:06:38,524 the details are unclear. 110 00:06:38,557 --> 00:06:39,458 Do you want me to come with you? 111 00:06:39,491 --> 00:06:40,693 No, no, no, no, you stay here. 112 00:06:40,726 --> 00:06:42,328 Have fun and I'll speak to you tomorrow. 113 00:06:44,596 --> 00:06:46,632 (ENGINE RUMBLING) 114 00:06:46,665 --> 00:06:47,433 Hey! 115 00:06:49,335 --> 00:06:51,236 Are you George Washington? 116 00:06:51,270 --> 00:06:52,304 (LAUGHS) No. 117 00:06:52,338 --> 00:06:53,706 No, I'm Claude Bourgelat. 118 00:06:53,739 --> 00:06:54,973 Who's Clark Bergo... 119 00:06:55,007 --> 00:06:57,242 - Who's Claude- - Come on up, 120 00:06:57,276 --> 00:06:58,043 I'll buzz you. 121 00:06:58,077 --> 00:06:59,144 Which way am I going? 122 00:06:59,178 --> 00:07:00,312 Just that way. 123 00:07:00,346 --> 00:07:02,381 (LIGHT MUSIC) 124 00:07:02,414 --> 00:07:05,184 (DOOR BUZZING) 125 00:07:08,587 --> 00:07:12,191 Claude Bourgelat, the French veterinary surgeon 126 00:07:12,224 --> 00:07:13,726 who actually opened up the very first 127 00:07:13,759 --> 00:07:16,195 veterinary practices in Lyon. 128 00:07:16,228 --> 00:07:17,262 Lyon. 129 00:07:19,765 --> 00:07:21,233 Is your costume a guy who Googles things 130 00:07:21,266 --> 00:07:22,534 and pretends he already knew 'em? 131 00:07:22,568 --> 00:07:24,737 (LAUGHS) That is my costume. 132 00:07:25,938 --> 00:07:27,206 Yeah, funny, you're actually the only 133 00:07:27,239 --> 00:07:28,207 person to get it right. 134 00:07:33,911 --> 00:07:36,715 - Shall I.. Can I? - Yeah, come meet 135 00:07:36,749 --> 00:07:37,983 these clowns, come on. 136 00:07:38,984 --> 00:07:40,419 (LIGHT MUSIC) Welcome. 137 00:07:41,553 --> 00:07:42,321 Come, come. 138 00:07:46,225 --> 00:07:48,193 Everybody, this is Emma. 139 00:07:48,227 --> 00:07:49,261 Emma, this is everybody. 140 00:07:52,398 --> 00:07:54,099 EMMA VOICEOVER: Jude Andrew Williams. 141 00:07:54,133 --> 00:07:55,234 He always had a camera in his hand 142 00:07:55,267 --> 00:07:57,269 and a photograph in his mind. 143 00:07:57,302 --> 00:07:59,271 Yeah, come on, man! 144 00:08:00,472 --> 00:08:02,074 EMMA VOICEOVER: He could seem guarded at first 145 00:08:02,107 --> 00:08:04,576 but if you ever needed to know how he really felt 146 00:08:04,610 --> 00:08:06,945 you could just look at his pictures. 147 00:08:06,979 --> 00:08:09,348 (LIGHT MUSIC) 148 00:08:12,518 --> 00:08:15,354 (CAMERA CLICKS) 149 00:08:21,627 --> 00:08:24,096 (MUFFLED TALKING) 150 00:08:24,129 --> 00:08:28,934 It was hard to believe that was only the beginning. 151 00:08:28,967 --> 00:08:33,972 (LIGHT MUSIC) (MUFFLED TALKING) 152 00:08:57,162 --> 00:08:59,731 (CAMERA CLICKS) 153 00:09:05,504 --> 00:09:06,705 Can I kiss you? 154 00:09:11,310 --> 00:09:12,878 I'm not available. 155 00:09:12,911 --> 00:09:14,880 Right. Tom. 156 00:09:14,913 --> 00:09:15,647 Tim. 157 00:09:15,747 --> 00:09:16,950 Tim. 158 00:09:16,982 --> 00:09:18,150 That's even worse. 159 00:09:18,183 --> 00:09:20,619 (EMMA LAUGHS) 160 00:09:20,652 --> 00:09:21,553 So, do you love him? 161 00:09:21,587 --> 00:09:22,387 - No. - No? 162 00:09:23,856 --> 00:09:25,390 Then why are you with him? 163 00:09:25,424 --> 00:09:28,694 It's just what's happening right now. 164 00:09:28,727 --> 00:09:29,628 Yeah, but that's not even true 165 00:09:29,661 --> 00:09:31,196 'cause you're here right now. 166 00:09:33,832 --> 00:09:36,902 I, uh, I can respect that you're doing your thing, 167 00:09:36,936 --> 00:09:40,372 just take note that I asked I guess. 168 00:09:42,407 --> 00:09:43,442 Noted. 169 00:09:45,945 --> 00:09:47,212 After you. 170 00:09:47,246 --> 00:09:49,615 (LIGHT MUSIC) 171 00:09:53,185 --> 00:09:54,887 That didn't happen! 172 00:09:55,955 --> 00:09:58,423 (DOOR SQUEAKS) 173 00:10:19,378 --> 00:10:21,480 EMMA VOICEOVER: It feels wrong to make this about us. 174 00:10:22,581 --> 00:10:23,950 It's bigger than that. 175 00:10:23,983 --> 00:10:25,584 (LIGHT MUSIC) 176 00:10:25,617 --> 00:10:26,418 So much bigger. 177 00:10:28,921 --> 00:10:30,389 We'd hear stories from somewhere like 178 00:10:30,422 --> 00:10:32,558 the coast of Maryland or Florida. 179 00:10:33,993 --> 00:10:36,628 Always there, not here. 180 00:10:38,163 --> 00:10:39,933 Like the story of the man stranded in the ocean 181 00:10:39,966 --> 00:10:41,935 picked up by a fishing boat. 182 00:10:41,968 --> 00:10:44,202 It turned out he was another fisherman, 183 00:10:44,236 --> 00:10:46,438 his boat washed up to shore four days later. 184 00:10:47,406 --> 00:10:49,274 He said he couldn't remember how to steer it 185 00:10:49,308 --> 00:10:50,909 so he decided to swim home. 186 00:10:54,613 --> 00:10:57,416 Or the woman in the marathon who forgot to stop running. 187 00:10:57,449 --> 00:11:00,319 (ENGINE RUMBLING) 188 00:11:00,352 --> 00:11:02,854 (SIREN WAILING) 189 00:11:04,456 --> 00:11:07,259 There's something quite beautiful to these stories at first. 190 00:11:09,294 --> 00:11:10,964 But then a pilot forgot how to fly. 191 00:11:15,969 --> 00:11:18,604 They call it NIA. 192 00:11:18,637 --> 00:11:20,138 Neuroinflammatory Affliction. 193 00:11:22,174 --> 00:11:24,776 It can affect anyone, and there's no cure. 194 00:11:28,380 --> 00:11:30,616 Ben was the first person we knew to get sick. 195 00:11:31,817 --> 00:11:33,785 We say get sick, but that's not really it. 196 00:11:35,220 --> 00:11:39,625 Some people snap all at once, other people fade away. 197 00:11:42,794 --> 00:11:45,430 I'm not really sure which one is worse. 198 00:11:45,464 --> 00:11:48,667 (BLANKETS RUSTLING) 199 00:11:55,074 --> 00:11:55,841 Sup? 200 00:11:57,309 --> 00:11:59,045 Nothing apparently. 201 00:11:59,078 --> 00:12:00,145 Fell asleep. 202 00:12:04,916 --> 00:12:09,921 (LIGHT MUSIC) (LIGHT CLICKS) 203 00:12:24,569 --> 00:12:27,506 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 204 00:12:32,244 --> 00:12:33,378 Jude? 205 00:12:33,412 --> 00:12:34,846 - Yeah? - Hey, I'm going now. 206 00:12:35,681 --> 00:12:37,315 All right. 207 00:12:37,349 --> 00:12:38,517 EMMA: You good? 208 00:12:38,550 --> 00:12:40,053 Yeah, just waking up. 209 00:12:40,086 --> 00:12:41,353 All right, well, I'll see you later. 210 00:12:41,386 --> 00:12:42,554 - All right, babe. - Bye, darling. 211 00:12:42,587 --> 00:12:43,755 JUDE: Bye, bye, bye. 212 00:12:53,565 --> 00:12:56,002 (DOG WHINES) 213 00:12:56,035 --> 00:12:57,602 - Hey. - Hey. 214 00:12:57,636 --> 00:12:59,705 How many have we got today? We're already packed. 215 00:12:59,738 --> 00:13:00,439 Just two. 216 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:02,607 Come on, bud. 217 00:13:02,641 --> 00:13:04,177 All right, come here. 218 00:13:04,209 --> 00:13:05,911 (GRUNTS) I got ya, all right. 219 00:13:07,612 --> 00:13:08,647 Hello, you. 220 00:13:10,649 --> 00:13:13,418 All right, let's see if we can find your family. 221 00:13:13,452 --> 00:13:14,720 Oh, yeah. 222 00:13:14,753 --> 00:13:15,520 Come here. 223 00:13:15,554 --> 00:13:16,888 (EMMA GRUNTS) 224 00:13:16,922 --> 00:13:18,024 - Oh, hey, I can get that. - Oh, that's all right. 225 00:13:18,057 --> 00:13:19,125 - Yeah, all good. - Oh okay. 226 00:13:19,158 --> 00:13:20,258 All set. 227 00:13:20,292 --> 00:13:21,593 - Thanks, Frank. - Sure. 228 00:13:22,661 --> 00:13:23,829 Sorry, your name again? 229 00:13:26,132 --> 00:13:26,898 Emma. 230 00:13:26,933 --> 00:13:28,533 Emma, right! 231 00:13:28,567 --> 00:13:30,136 Right, right. 232 00:13:30,169 --> 00:13:33,106 Well, it's not to uh... yeah, yeah. 233 00:13:34,740 --> 00:13:37,576 (PHONE RINGING) 234 00:13:52,524 --> 00:13:57,529 (HORN HONKING) (TRAFFIC HUMMING) 235 00:14:01,833 --> 00:14:05,104 (DOOR THUDS) 236 00:14:05,138 --> 00:14:05,938 Jude? 237 00:14:10,275 --> 00:14:11,010 I thought that was you. 238 00:14:11,043 --> 00:14:12,744 Naps. 239 00:14:12,778 --> 00:14:13,845 How's it going, man? You good? 240 00:14:13,879 --> 00:14:15,114 Good, and you? 241 00:14:15,148 --> 00:14:16,015 JUDE: Yeah, good to see you man. 242 00:14:16,048 --> 00:14:16,782 Yeah, it's been awhile. 243 00:14:16,815 --> 00:14:17,682 What brings you here? 244 00:14:17,716 --> 00:14:18,617 I'm playing here tonight. 245 00:14:18,650 --> 00:14:19,986 - Here? - Yeah. 246 00:14:20,019 --> 00:14:20,987 - No shit. - Yeah. 247 00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:25,524 - You're still at it. - That's right. 248 00:14:25,557 --> 00:14:26,625 Awesome, that's awesome. 249 00:14:26,658 --> 00:14:28,027 - You should come. - Tonight? 250 00:14:28,060 --> 00:14:28,860 Yeah. 251 00:14:30,529 --> 00:14:32,430 Well, I gotta check with my wife. 252 00:14:32,464 --> 00:14:34,299 - Wife? - Yeah, I got married. 253 00:14:34,332 --> 00:14:35,767 Get the fuck outta here. 254 00:14:35,801 --> 00:14:36,668 Holy shit, man. 255 00:14:36,701 --> 00:14:38,670 - Man, we gotta catch up. - Yeah. 256 00:14:38,703 --> 00:14:39,671 You got a minute? 257 00:14:39,704 --> 00:14:41,274 Yeah, I got a minute. 258 00:14:41,306 --> 00:14:42,340 - You need a hand or what? - Yeah, of course, come on. 259 00:14:42,374 --> 00:14:43,109 - All right. - Are you still rolling 260 00:14:43,142 --> 00:14:44,010 with the same crew? 261 00:14:44,043 --> 00:14:44,944 JUDE: Yeah, I still see 'em. 262 00:14:44,977 --> 00:14:46,112 Yeah, yeah, yeah, what happened? 263 00:14:46,145 --> 00:14:47,013 Playing solo or what? 264 00:14:47,046 --> 00:14:48,047 NAPS: Hey, man. Stop it. 265 00:14:48,080 --> 00:14:49,714 - What happened? - Nothing. 266 00:14:49,748 --> 00:14:52,151 (DOG WHINING) 267 00:15:16,875 --> 00:15:19,511 (LIGHT MUSIC) 268 00:15:59,417 --> 00:16:01,954 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 269 00:16:01,988 --> 00:16:04,923 (LIGHTER CLICKS) 270 00:16:20,772 --> 00:16:23,775 (CHURCH BELL DINGS) 271 00:16:28,580 --> 00:16:30,548 Coming by, sorry, sorry. 272 00:16:30,582 --> 00:16:33,352 (MUFFLED TALKING) 273 00:16:34,819 --> 00:16:36,222 - Mr. Johnson. - Where the hell 274 00:16:36,255 --> 00:16:37,822 - have you been? - Yeah, I'm so sorry, sir. 275 00:16:37,856 --> 00:16:39,557 You were supposed to be here an hour ago. 276 00:16:39,591 --> 00:16:40,927 Yeah, I, there's no excuse, sir. 277 00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:42,560 We wanted pictures of the girls getting ready. 278 00:16:42,594 --> 00:16:44,763 We paid for pictures of the girls getting ready. 279 00:16:44,796 --> 00:16:45,897 Yeah, I understand, I- 280 00:16:45,932 --> 00:16:47,934 - No, no, I don't think you do understand. 281 00:16:47,967 --> 00:16:49,901 Those moments are gone, we don't get those back. 282 00:16:49,936 --> 00:16:52,470 We had to get my nephew here to take pictures. 283 00:16:52,504 --> 00:16:53,438 Yeah, sorry, sir. 284 00:16:54,606 --> 00:16:55,807 I'll get a full deposit back to you. 285 00:16:55,840 --> 00:16:56,775 Hey, hey. 286 00:16:56,808 --> 00:16:58,411 Just take some fucking pictures. 287 00:16:58,443 --> 00:16:59,844 - Okay. - Yes, sir. 288 00:16:59,878 --> 00:17:02,881 (MUFFLED TALKING) 289 00:17:04,549 --> 00:17:06,918 (PHONE RINGING) 290 00:17:06,953 --> 00:17:08,354 MOM: Hi, love. 291 00:17:08,387 --> 00:17:09,521 Hi, Mom. 292 00:17:09,554 --> 00:17:10,423 MOM: How is it, then? 293 00:17:10,455 --> 00:17:11,823 Yeah, fine. 294 00:17:11,856 --> 00:17:12,757 How was Germany? 295 00:17:12,791 --> 00:17:14,293 MOM: Oh, didn't I tell you? 296 00:17:14,327 --> 00:17:15,928 That trip got postponed. 297 00:17:15,962 --> 00:17:17,430 I'm still at home, but I'll be going there in a few weeks. 298 00:17:17,462 --> 00:17:19,831 Mom, you have to tell me these things, 299 00:17:19,864 --> 00:17:21,499 I'm coming to see you in a month. 300 00:17:21,533 --> 00:17:22,435 - Hun- - Will you be back by then? 301 00:17:22,467 --> 00:17:23,802 MOM: I thought I did tell ya. 302 00:17:24,971 --> 00:17:25,972 Didn't I? 303 00:17:26,005 --> 00:17:28,307 But don't worry, I'll be back. 304 00:17:28,341 --> 00:17:29,507 How are ya? 305 00:17:29,541 --> 00:17:30,875 I'm okay. 306 00:17:30,909 --> 00:17:33,812 Work's getting stressful, but I'm looking forward 307 00:17:33,845 --> 00:17:35,047 to coming and seeing ya. 308 00:17:35,081 --> 00:17:36,382 I wish they hadn't grounded all those flights 309 00:17:36,415 --> 00:17:39,051 so I could come sooner, but it's all right. 310 00:17:39,085 --> 00:17:42,288 MOM: Oh, remind me. Is David coming with ya? 311 00:17:42,321 --> 00:17:43,255 - Jude? - What? 312 00:17:44,656 --> 00:17:45,958 EMMA: Jude. 313 00:17:45,992 --> 00:17:47,326 MOM: Oh, God, what did I say? 314 00:17:47,360 --> 00:17:49,128 Chris, Henry, David, Jude. 315 00:17:49,161 --> 00:17:51,330 You know I was never good with names anyhow. 316 00:17:51,364 --> 00:17:52,965 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 317 00:17:52,999 --> 00:17:54,532 Yeah. 318 00:17:54,566 --> 00:17:58,037 Yeah, no, but it's not the first time you've forgotten, Mom. 319 00:17:59,271 --> 00:18:01,240 I know I told ya I could only get the one ticket. 320 00:18:01,273 --> 00:18:02,841 MOM: Of course, that's right. 321 00:18:02,874 --> 00:18:04,909 Well, hug Jude for me, will ya? 322 00:18:04,944 --> 00:18:06,012 Yeah. 323 00:18:09,914 --> 00:18:11,516 Mom. 324 00:18:11,549 --> 00:18:12,617 MOM: What? 325 00:18:13,918 --> 00:18:14,886 Are you feeling okay? 326 00:18:14,919 --> 00:18:16,688 MOM: Yes, love. I'm great. 327 00:18:17,889 --> 00:18:19,392 You let me do the worrying over here. 328 00:18:21,593 --> 00:18:26,598 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) (ENGINE RUMBLING) 329 00:18:27,866 --> 00:18:28,833 You all right? 330 00:18:28,867 --> 00:18:29,901 Yeah, you? 331 00:18:33,905 --> 00:18:35,941 I'm not even a vet anymore, I'm just an executioner. 332 00:18:35,975 --> 00:18:36,775 I hate it. 333 00:18:38,110 --> 00:18:39,445 I had to put down the most beautiful pup today, 334 00:18:39,478 --> 00:18:41,013 she had the most expressive eyes. 335 00:18:41,047 --> 00:18:42,415 They were like human eyes. 336 00:18:44,483 --> 00:18:46,952 I was gonna call you and see if I could take her home. 337 00:18:48,054 --> 00:18:48,820 Let's... 338 00:18:49,989 --> 00:18:50,855 Please let's not get into that again. 339 00:18:50,889 --> 00:18:51,856 It's just one dog. 340 00:18:51,890 --> 00:18:53,792 No, but it's not just one. 341 00:18:53,825 --> 00:18:55,928 If we take one we'll probably take 17 342 00:18:55,961 --> 00:18:58,431 and we already got Blue, we don't have room. 343 00:18:59,631 --> 00:19:01,633 You know that we can't. 344 00:19:01,666 --> 00:19:06,671 (ENGINE RUMBLING) (MUFFLED TALKING) 345 00:19:16,415 --> 00:19:17,916 What's happening? 346 00:19:17,950 --> 00:19:21,220 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 347 00:19:21,253 --> 00:19:22,488 MAN: Why are you stopping? 348 00:19:22,521 --> 00:19:25,623 (TALKING OVER EACH OTHER) 349 00:19:25,657 --> 00:19:27,960 Yeah, I don't think this bus is going anywhere. 350 00:19:31,997 --> 00:19:34,967 WOMAN: What is happening right now? 351 00:19:36,469 --> 00:19:38,104 MAN: Attention. 352 00:19:38,137 --> 00:19:42,341 If you are lost or need assistance, call 707 353 00:19:42,374 --> 00:19:44,809 and have your ID ready. 354 00:19:44,843 --> 00:19:47,980 If someone you know is lost or missing, 355 00:19:48,013 --> 00:19:51,683 check the missing person database or call 811 356 00:20:00,025 --> 00:20:02,528 (EMMA HUMMING) 357 00:20:06,132 --> 00:20:08,833 (JUDE HUMMING) 358 00:20:18,710 --> 00:20:21,013 (KNIFE TAPPING) 359 00:20:21,046 --> 00:20:23,048 Do you think anybody's immune? 360 00:20:23,082 --> 00:20:24,016 Oh yeah. 361 00:20:24,049 --> 00:20:25,551 Me, for instance. 362 00:20:25,584 --> 00:20:28,720 All right, so it doesn't affect the geniuses amongst us. 363 00:20:28,753 --> 00:20:31,789 (GASPS) What if the only person who's immune 364 00:20:31,823 --> 00:20:33,025 already has Alzheimers? 365 00:20:33,058 --> 00:20:33,825 Ooh. 366 00:20:33,858 --> 00:20:34,659 So you'd never know. 367 00:20:34,692 --> 00:20:36,529 Ooh, yeah. 368 00:20:36,562 --> 00:20:38,998 That is so fucked up that's probably how it is. 369 00:20:39,031 --> 00:20:40,665 Or what if this is just the next phase 370 00:20:40,698 --> 00:20:43,202 of human evolution and we should just embrace it? 371 00:20:43,235 --> 00:20:45,004 We fucked everything up so badly that the only way 372 00:20:45,037 --> 00:20:47,872 to survive this is just by forgetting. 373 00:20:47,906 --> 00:20:50,708 Mm hmm, yeah, I like that, too. 374 00:20:50,742 --> 00:20:52,545 (DOG BARKS) 375 00:20:52,578 --> 00:20:53,878 What about dogs? 376 00:20:53,912 --> 00:20:55,314 Do you think dogs are susceptible? 377 00:20:55,347 --> 00:20:56,582 Unclear. 378 00:20:56,615 --> 00:20:58,250 They rely more on associative memories, 379 00:20:58,284 --> 00:21:00,718 so just don't change the way you smell 380 00:21:00,752 --> 00:21:02,087 and keep feeding him and you'll be fine. 381 00:21:02,121 --> 00:21:04,889 Hey, don't you fucking forget about me, Blue! 382 00:21:06,559 --> 00:21:08,160 Oh, I'm sorry, bud. 383 00:21:08,194 --> 00:21:10,695 I didn't think you'd take that so seriously. 384 00:21:10,728 --> 00:21:11,863 Yeah, I love you, too. 385 00:21:12,764 --> 00:21:14,099 Yeah, sorry, buddy. 386 00:21:16,235 --> 00:21:17,336 (JUDE SIGHS) 387 00:21:17,369 --> 00:21:19,538 It's a shame we can't take some of them. 388 00:21:19,572 --> 00:21:22,208 The dogs. (LIGHT MUSIC) 389 00:21:22,241 --> 00:21:24,410 They've been putting down so many recently. 390 00:21:28,380 --> 00:21:29,747 What? 391 00:21:29,781 --> 00:21:31,749 Yeah, just like a puppy or something. 392 00:21:32,651 --> 00:21:34,153 I'm sure Blue wouldn't mind. 393 00:21:36,255 --> 00:21:37,056 What? 394 00:21:38,624 --> 00:21:40,092 You said we couldn't. 395 00:21:41,293 --> 00:21:43,095 When? 396 00:21:43,128 --> 00:21:45,564 We had an argument about this last week and then 397 00:21:45,598 --> 00:21:48,167 we were just about to get into it again on the bus. 398 00:21:55,975 --> 00:21:56,942 Very good. 399 00:21:56,976 --> 00:21:58,310 - Jude, I'm- - Almost. 400 00:21:58,344 --> 00:22:00,279 This is an ongoing argument that we've been having, 401 00:22:00,312 --> 00:22:03,249 we were just about to get into it half an hour ago. 402 00:22:03,282 --> 00:22:04,283 It was just now. 403 00:22:06,118 --> 00:22:08,087 I don't remember that. 404 00:22:08,120 --> 00:22:09,622 Oh my God. 405 00:22:09,655 --> 00:22:12,958 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 406 00:22:14,693 --> 00:22:16,161 Did you know this was happening? 407 00:22:16,195 --> 00:22:18,664 No, how am I gonna know I forgot? 408 00:22:18,697 --> 00:22:19,965 Do you know who I am? 409 00:22:19,999 --> 00:22:21,267 Yeah, you're my wife, Emma Veta. 410 00:22:21,300 --> 00:22:22,735 Where did we meet? What's your father's name? 411 00:22:22,767 --> 00:22:24,169 - Where did you grow up? - Emma! 412 00:22:25,170 --> 00:22:28,474 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 413 00:22:32,111 --> 00:22:34,713 This is gonna be like Ben, isn't it? 414 00:22:46,625 --> 00:22:47,792 EMMA VOICEOVER: When your disaster 415 00:22:47,825 --> 00:22:51,130 is everyone's disaster, how do you grieve? 416 00:22:57,303 --> 00:22:59,638 When Ben first started losing his memory 417 00:22:59,672 --> 00:23:02,474 he wanted us to record every song he'd ever written 418 00:23:02,508 --> 00:23:03,875 before they were all gone. 419 00:23:07,646 --> 00:23:10,249 (LIGHT MUSIC) 420 00:23:20,225 --> 00:23:22,728 (WOMAN HUMS) 421 00:23:24,563 --> 00:23:26,498 Wanna do it again? 422 00:23:26,532 --> 00:23:29,168 One, two, three, four. 423 00:23:29,201 --> 00:23:31,570 (LIGHT MUSIC) 424 00:23:40,346 --> 00:23:41,547 You got this. 425 00:23:41,580 --> 00:23:44,083 Just relax, you got this. 426 00:23:44,116 --> 00:23:46,185 It's not happening. 427 00:23:46,218 --> 00:23:48,020 It's not happening, it's just not happening. 428 00:23:48,053 --> 00:23:49,355 You got it. 429 00:23:49,388 --> 00:23:53,325 If you want, we can just record the guitar first 430 00:23:53,359 --> 00:23:56,695 and the vocals and then I can open up the bass. 431 00:23:56,729 --> 00:23:58,931 JUDE: Yeah, sounds good. 432 00:23:58,964 --> 00:23:59,732 SAM: Okay. 433 00:24:01,533 --> 00:24:04,536 (GUITAR CLATTERING) 434 00:24:08,273 --> 00:24:09,742 (DOOR THUDS) 435 00:24:09,775 --> 00:24:11,043 EMMA VOICEOVER: He tried so hard not to see him scared. 436 00:24:12,244 --> 00:24:13,345 I guess we all did. 437 00:24:13,379 --> 00:24:14,580 I got an idea. 438 00:24:14,613 --> 00:24:19,618 (TATTOO GUN BUZZING) (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 439 00:24:50,149 --> 00:24:52,518 (LIGHT MUSIC) 440 00:24:54,253 --> 00:24:57,122 ♪ You get away ♪ 441 00:24:57,156 --> 00:25:02,094 ♪ You always get away with everything ♪ 442 00:25:03,328 --> 00:25:08,333 ♪ Look at all the fingerprints ♪ 443 00:25:09,201 --> 00:25:14,139 ♪ You left all over my body ♪ 444 00:25:15,340 --> 00:25:20,112 ♪ Make it sacred, make it count ♪ 445 00:25:21,847 --> 00:25:26,185 ♪ Oh no, you're not easy to forget ♪ 446 00:25:30,222 --> 00:25:33,025 EMMA VOICEOVER: I can't tell if I'm torturing myself, 447 00:25:33,058 --> 00:25:35,194 pretending like I'm gonna find the answer. 448 00:25:37,329 --> 00:25:39,331 I keep going back to the beginning. 449 00:25:39,364 --> 00:25:41,733 (LIGHT MUSIC) 450 00:26:12,264 --> 00:26:14,867 (PHONE RINGING) 451 00:26:17,269 --> 00:26:18,403 JODY: This is Jody Ryerson. 452 00:26:18,437 --> 00:26:20,506 Leave a message after the tone. 453 00:26:20,539 --> 00:26:22,908 WOMAN: The mailbox is full and cannot accept 454 00:26:22,942 --> 00:26:24,643 any new messages at this time. 455 00:26:24,676 --> 00:26:25,444 Goodbye. 456 00:26:26,612 --> 00:26:29,414 (TRAFFIC HUMMING) 457 00:26:35,521 --> 00:26:39,057 (MUFFLED TALKING) 458 00:26:39,091 --> 00:26:41,560 WOMAN: If you are experiencing NIA symptoms 459 00:26:41,593 --> 00:26:45,932 I need you over here. 460 00:26:45,965 --> 00:26:47,432 MAN: Don't worry about the car. 461 00:26:47,466 --> 00:26:48,600 (MUFFLED TALKING) 462 00:26:48,634 --> 00:26:50,669 If you are here on behalf of someone else, 463 00:26:50,702 --> 00:26:53,872 please make a line to my right. 464 00:26:53,906 --> 00:26:55,507 Listen carefully! 465 00:26:55,541 --> 00:27:00,479 If you are experiencing NIA symptoms, I need you over here. 466 00:27:01,613 --> 00:27:04,017 If you are here on behalf of someone else, 467 00:27:04,049 --> 00:27:06,218 please make a line to my right. 468 00:27:06,251 --> 00:27:09,421 If you were here yesterday and did not get in, 469 00:27:09,454 --> 00:27:11,557 please have your ticket stubs ready. 470 00:27:11,590 --> 00:27:12,925 WOMAN: I dropped mine! 471 00:27:14,726 --> 00:27:15,894 MAN: Excuse me! 472 00:27:15,929 --> 00:27:18,031 On behalf of someone else, over here. 473 00:27:18,063 --> 00:27:20,465 Sign the consent form, have your money ready. 474 00:27:20,499 --> 00:27:21,767 - All sign the consent form. - Gloria, over here! 475 00:27:21,800 --> 00:27:23,268 WOMAN: Okay, okay, okay, people. 476 00:27:24,469 --> 00:27:25,939 Have your ticket stubs ready. 477 00:27:25,972 --> 00:27:29,575 WOMAN: I'm sorry, we can't accept anyone under 25. 478 00:27:29,608 --> 00:27:30,876 What do you mean? 479 00:27:30,909 --> 00:27:32,644 WOMAN: The brain isn't fully developed. 480 00:27:32,678 --> 00:27:35,714 If you are experiencing NIA symptoms, over here. 481 00:27:35,747 --> 00:27:38,383 (MUFFLED TALKING) 482 00:27:38,417 --> 00:27:39,585 - Nurse! - Are you kidding 483 00:27:39,618 --> 00:27:40,419 me right now? 484 00:27:40,452 --> 00:27:42,220 - Can I help you? - Yes! 485 00:27:42,254 --> 00:27:43,022 Excuse me. 486 00:27:44,590 --> 00:27:46,425 What is this? Have you found a cure or? 487 00:27:46,458 --> 00:27:48,460 This is for the chance to be in a clinical trial, 488 00:27:48,493 --> 00:27:49,761 it's a lottery. 489 00:27:49,795 --> 00:27:51,096 Okay, but does it work? 490 00:27:51,129 --> 00:27:53,231 I mean, if you get into the trial, does it work? 491 00:27:53,265 --> 00:27:55,267 All I know is that it's a trial. 492 00:27:55,300 --> 00:27:56,802 Fill this out, turn it out when you get to the door 493 00:27:56,835 --> 00:27:58,604 and have your money ready, okay? 494 00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:03,508 MAN: We have to wait in line anyway, 495 00:28:03,542 --> 00:28:05,143 you can't jump ahead. 496 00:28:05,177 --> 00:28:06,278 And I wanna go in. 497 00:28:06,311 --> 00:28:07,913 I don't care about anybody else. 498 00:28:07,947 --> 00:28:09,848 I'm talking about me. 499 00:28:09,881 --> 00:28:11,149 WOMAN: I don't know. 500 00:28:11,183 --> 00:28:13,685 I don't know, but my dad, he's lost his ID. 501 00:28:13,719 --> 00:28:14,720 MAN: Fine, fine! 502 00:28:15,554 --> 00:28:18,423 WOMAN: Guy pushed in front! 503 00:28:18,457 --> 00:28:22,327 MAN: Which line is it? This one or that one? 504 00:28:24,796 --> 00:28:26,598 WOMAN: Over here. 505 00:28:26,632 --> 00:28:29,668 (MUFFLED TALKING) 506 00:28:33,006 --> 00:28:35,207 (TAPPING) 507 00:28:36,508 --> 00:28:39,277 Roses felt too easy, but I didn't know what you liked 508 00:28:39,311 --> 00:28:40,646 so I got you daisies. 509 00:28:40,679 --> 00:28:42,447 Aren't daisies weeds? 510 00:28:42,481 --> 00:28:43,482 Huh? 511 00:28:43,515 --> 00:28:44,650 Aren't daisies weeds? 512 00:28:44,683 --> 00:28:46,551 Oh, well good to see you and goodnight. 513 00:28:46,585 --> 00:28:47,519 I'm kidding! 514 00:28:47,552 --> 00:28:48,587 Come here. 515 00:28:50,822 --> 00:28:52,058 (DOOR THUDS) 516 00:28:52,091 --> 00:28:53,358 Yeah, I think I'm gonna do a couple more years 517 00:28:53,392 --> 00:28:54,826 as a vet tech to save up some money 518 00:28:54,860 --> 00:28:56,728 to go back to school to study bio, 519 00:28:56,762 --> 00:29:00,133 eventually be in the labs and maybe publish one day. 520 00:29:00,165 --> 00:29:00,899 We'll see. 521 00:29:01,733 --> 00:29:02,501 What about you? 522 00:29:04,403 --> 00:29:05,170 What about me? 523 00:29:05,203 --> 00:29:06,705 What are you doing? 524 00:29:06,738 --> 00:29:10,776 Oh, well, I've been around a lot with Ben and Sam touring, 525 00:29:12,377 --> 00:29:14,013 - taking pictures. - Yeah. 526 00:29:14,047 --> 00:29:16,481 For different bands, different magazines. 527 00:29:16,515 --> 00:29:17,683 EMMA: Oh, cool. 528 00:29:17,716 --> 00:29:18,483 Yeah. 529 00:29:18,517 --> 00:29:19,918 I helped them record. 530 00:29:19,952 --> 00:29:22,521 It was a cool way to spend the first half of my 20s, but 531 00:29:23,855 --> 00:29:27,459 things got a little outta hand with drinking, drugs. 532 00:29:30,228 --> 00:29:33,398 Uh, Sam's parents were out here so we came here to dry out 533 00:29:34,533 --> 00:29:36,301 and kinda never really left. 534 00:29:37,536 --> 00:29:38,770 Is that why you don't drink anymore? 535 00:29:38,804 --> 00:29:40,272 Yeah. 536 00:29:40,305 --> 00:29:43,775 What was it that happened to make you stop? 537 00:29:45,577 --> 00:29:49,748 That's a pretty intense second date question. 538 00:29:50,749 --> 00:29:51,550 Sorry. 539 00:29:52,584 --> 00:29:53,953 I'm just being nosy. 540 00:29:53,986 --> 00:29:55,387 Just tell me to shut up. 541 00:29:55,420 --> 00:29:57,123 So, actually, do you want me to leave? 542 00:29:57,156 --> 00:29:58,423 I'll go. 543 00:29:58,457 --> 00:29:59,758 No, it's all right, I'll go. You stay here. 544 00:29:59,791 --> 00:30:01,793 (BOTH LAUGHING) 545 00:30:01,827 --> 00:30:03,862 Anyway, you, it's not our second date. 546 00:30:03,895 --> 00:30:04,763 It's not? 547 00:30:04,796 --> 00:30:06,565 No, first one was Halloween. 548 00:30:06,598 --> 00:30:08,366 Well, I definitely don't count that. 549 00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:09,601 Because you can't count. 550 00:30:09,634 --> 00:30:11,236 No, because you said it didn't happen. 551 00:30:11,269 --> 00:30:12,071 What didn't happen? 552 00:30:12,105 --> 00:30:12,904 This. 553 00:30:17,143 --> 00:30:18,577 Sorry. 554 00:30:18,610 --> 00:30:19,878 - No! - Sorry, sorry. 555 00:30:19,911 --> 00:30:22,547 No, I thought it was a smooth, cool moment, 556 00:30:22,581 --> 00:30:25,383 - but if you're not uh- - No, no, don't be silly. 557 00:30:25,417 --> 00:30:27,419 Uh, I just... 558 00:30:27,452 --> 00:30:29,654 I'm just not very good at this. 559 00:30:29,688 --> 00:30:30,756 What? 560 00:30:32,324 --> 00:30:33,792 Do you wanna have sex? 561 00:30:33,825 --> 00:30:36,261 (JUDE LAUGHS) 562 00:30:36,294 --> 00:30:37,295 Don't laugh! 563 00:30:38,797 --> 00:30:40,665 I really need your fucking consent. 564 00:30:40,699 --> 00:30:42,300 Oh my God, uh... 565 00:30:43,502 --> 00:30:44,269 Yes. 566 00:30:45,804 --> 00:30:48,607 But I know you're going through some shit with Tom, 567 00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:49,841 - I don't wanna- - Tim. 568 00:30:49,875 --> 00:30:50,642 Tim. 569 00:30:52,145 --> 00:30:54,813 Yeah, and he's just a friend. 570 00:30:56,648 --> 00:30:58,383 JUDE: Yeah, does he know that? 571 00:31:02,854 --> 00:31:04,823 Not in those exact words. 572 00:31:07,692 --> 00:31:09,128 Well, I get that. 573 00:31:09,162 --> 00:31:11,463 So, let's just wait. 574 00:31:14,733 --> 00:31:15,901 I'm not going anywhere. 575 00:31:18,204 --> 00:31:20,672 (UPBEAT MUSIC) 576 00:31:27,980 --> 00:31:29,982 ♪ I run after you ♪ 577 00:31:30,016 --> 00:31:32,185 ♪ Like a fool would do ♪ 578 00:31:32,218 --> 00:31:33,885 ♪ But mama didn't raise no fools ♪ 579 00:31:33,919 --> 00:31:36,055 ♪ And I should know ♪ 580 00:31:36,088 --> 00:31:39,992 ♪ That baby you got it ♪ 581 00:31:40,026 --> 00:31:41,726 ♪ That's all I can say for you ♪ 582 00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:43,662 ♪ You got soul, too much soul ♪ 583 00:31:43,695 --> 00:31:45,797 ♪ Foxy clothes, the cutest nose ♪ 584 00:31:45,831 --> 00:31:49,168 ♪ A groovy set there's nothing fake about you ♪ 585 00:31:49,202 --> 00:31:50,569 ♪ Baby you got it ♪ 586 00:31:50,602 --> 00:31:54,639 ♪ People can cruel, they say I've lost my cool ♪ 587 00:31:54,673 --> 00:31:56,242 ♪ But it's very hard to keep my cool ♪ 588 00:31:56,275 --> 00:31:58,376 ♪ When I'm around you ♪ 589 00:31:58,410 --> 00:32:02,148 ♪ 'Cause baby you got it ♪ 590 00:32:02,181 --> 00:32:03,582 ♪ That's all I can say for you ♪ 591 00:32:03,615 --> 00:32:05,750 ♪ You got soul, too much soul ♪ 592 00:32:05,784 --> 00:32:07,819 ♪ Foxy clothed, the cutest nose ♪ 593 00:32:07,853 --> 00:32:11,224 ♪ The mood is set, there's nothing fake about you ♪ 594 00:32:11,257 --> 00:32:12,657 ♪ Baby you got it ♪ 595 00:32:12,691 --> 00:32:14,860 ♪ I'm glad I found you ♪ 596 00:32:14,893 --> 00:32:16,895 ♪ Gonna cling to you ♪ 597 00:32:16,929 --> 00:32:20,699 ♪ I'll give you love and money, everything to you ♪ 598 00:32:20,732 --> 00:32:22,767 ♪ No matter what they say ♪ 599 00:32:22,801 --> 00:32:25,204 ♪ No matter what they do ♪ 600 00:32:25,238 --> 00:32:28,373 ♪ I'm never gonna love another girl like you ♪ 601 00:32:28,406 --> 00:32:32,911 (PHONE BUZZING) ♪ 'Cause baby you got it ♪ 602 00:32:32,945 --> 00:32:36,715 ♪ That's all I say for you ♪ 603 00:32:36,748 --> 00:32:37,883 Hello? 604 00:32:37,916 --> 00:32:39,384 WOMAN: Jude Williams, please. 605 00:32:39,417 --> 00:32:41,419 This is his wife, who's speaking? 606 00:32:41,453 --> 00:32:44,756 WOMAN: I'm Dr. Dormer with DPC Research Development. 607 00:32:45,958 --> 00:32:46,959 The NIA trial. 608 00:32:48,961 --> 00:32:50,029 Hello? 609 00:32:50,062 --> 00:32:51,529 Yeah, yeah, I'm here. 610 00:32:51,563 --> 00:32:54,033 DORMER: Can I speak with your husband? 611 00:32:54,066 --> 00:32:58,436 Um, it's probably best that you just speak to me 612 00:32:58,470 --> 00:33:01,473 'cause I'm the one that submitted the application. 613 00:33:01,506 --> 00:33:03,742 DORMER: Jude has been selected for the clinical trial 614 00:33:03,775 --> 00:33:05,877 on an NIA suppressant. 615 00:33:05,911 --> 00:33:07,612 I see from the forms that were submitted 616 00:33:07,646 --> 00:33:09,915 that he's exhibiting NIA symptoms, correct? 617 00:33:11,850 --> 00:33:12,617 Hello? 618 00:33:12,651 --> 00:33:13,885 Yeah, sorry. 619 00:33:13,919 --> 00:33:14,954 Yeah, I'm here. 620 00:33:17,822 --> 00:33:19,557 So, he's gotten in? 621 00:33:19,591 --> 00:33:21,826 DORMER: He's been accepted for an evaluation. 622 00:33:21,860 --> 00:33:23,963 If he passes he'll be invited to participate 623 00:33:23,996 --> 00:33:25,897 in the actual trials. 624 00:33:25,932 --> 00:33:28,267 We're trying to move quickly here. 625 00:33:28,301 --> 00:33:30,769 Can we schedule an appointment for him to come in tomorrow? 626 00:33:30,802 --> 00:33:33,438 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 627 00:33:33,471 --> 00:33:36,342 The government has the cure, they have the true cure, 628 00:33:36,375 --> 00:33:39,145 not the one they're giving us that doesn't work. 629 00:33:39,178 --> 00:33:41,147 They've been keeping NIA on the streets 630 00:33:41,180 --> 00:33:43,983 just like that fuck Reagan did with AIDS. 631 00:33:44,016 --> 00:33:45,917 And who's doing something about it? 632 00:33:45,952 --> 00:33:48,087 Are you? I am because I care. 633 00:33:48,120 --> 00:33:50,957 I don't want this sickness, this population control. 634 00:33:50,990 --> 00:33:52,924 They're keeping us down. 635 00:33:52,959 --> 00:33:54,492 They have the true cure. 636 00:33:54,526 --> 00:33:57,829 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 637 00:34:08,673 --> 00:34:11,476 (MUFFLED TALKING) 638 00:34:13,145 --> 00:34:15,982 (KEYS JINGLING) 639 00:34:20,219 --> 00:34:23,322 Wear one of these and when you're done 640 00:34:23,356 --> 00:34:26,025 filling this paperwork out somebody will call your name. 641 00:34:27,559 --> 00:34:29,627 Keep your mask on and fill this paperwork out. 642 00:34:29,661 --> 00:34:32,932 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 643 00:34:40,572 --> 00:34:45,577 (SOMBER MUSIC) (BIRDS CHIRPING) 644 00:34:48,847 --> 00:34:50,648 (FEET TAPPING) 645 00:34:50,682 --> 00:34:51,450 SAM: Emma? 646 00:34:52,351 --> 00:34:53,219 Hey. 647 00:34:53,252 --> 00:34:54,053 Oh my God, Sam. 648 00:34:55,254 --> 00:34:56,322 Good to see you, hey. 649 00:34:56,355 --> 00:35:00,326 Oh, it's good to see you. 650 00:35:00,359 --> 00:35:01,193 It's been a minute. 651 00:35:01,227 --> 00:35:02,727 Yeah, I know. Yeah. 652 00:35:02,761 --> 00:35:04,263 I'm just here for the day, just 653 00:35:04,296 --> 00:35:06,232 - running errands. - Yeah. 654 00:35:06,265 --> 00:35:07,400 Right. 655 00:35:07,433 --> 00:35:08,434 Right, yeah. 656 00:35:09,368 --> 00:35:10,769 Oh, it's good to see ya. 657 00:35:10,802 --> 00:35:12,104 - Yeah. - Are you all right? 658 00:35:12,138 --> 00:35:13,372 I'm good, yeah, I'm good. 659 00:35:13,406 --> 00:35:15,107 - Yeah? - Yeah, really, I'm just... 660 00:35:16,442 --> 00:35:17,443 How are you? 661 00:35:17,476 --> 00:35:19,677 Yeah, no, yes, I am just... 662 00:35:19,711 --> 00:35:22,481 Just making phone calls and all that stuff. 663 00:35:24,816 --> 00:35:26,718 Sorry I haven't called. 664 00:35:27,919 --> 00:35:28,954 Yeah. 665 00:35:28,988 --> 00:35:30,956 Yeah, same. I'm... 666 00:35:30,990 --> 00:35:32,058 I wanted to. 667 00:35:34,326 --> 00:35:35,327 Oh, darling. 668 00:35:36,962 --> 00:35:38,931 You must think I'm the biggest asshole on the planet. 669 00:35:38,964 --> 00:35:39,864 No, I don't. 670 00:35:39,898 --> 00:35:40,765 No, I don't, that's ridiculous. 671 00:35:40,799 --> 00:35:42,234 I do not think that at all. 672 00:35:43,835 --> 00:35:44,803 Sorry, I'm just. 673 00:35:44,836 --> 00:35:46,439 - Yeah, sorry. - It's okay. 674 00:35:46,472 --> 00:35:48,974 Um, tell Jude I say hi, okay? 675 00:35:49,008 --> 00:35:50,109 Yeah, I will. 676 00:35:50,142 --> 00:35:51,110 It's good to see you, I just... 677 00:35:51,143 --> 00:35:52,744 Good to see you. 678 00:35:52,777 --> 00:35:53,979 I just wasn't expecting to see you, that's all. 679 00:35:54,013 --> 00:35:54,947 Yeah. 680 00:35:54,980 --> 00:35:56,449 Yeah, no worries. 681 00:35:56,482 --> 00:35:57,950 - I'll give you a bell. - Okay. 682 00:35:57,983 --> 00:35:59,018 - Okay. - Bye. 683 00:36:00,019 --> 00:36:03,022 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 684 00:36:08,626 --> 00:36:10,628 DORMER: Any history of heart disease? 685 00:36:10,662 --> 00:36:11,564 JUDE: Nope. 686 00:36:11,596 --> 00:36:12,831 DORMER: High cholesterol? 687 00:36:12,864 --> 00:36:14,066 JUDE: Nope. 688 00:36:14,100 --> 00:36:15,067 DORMER: Diabetes? 689 00:36:15,101 --> 00:36:16,668 JUDE: Nope. 690 00:36:16,701 --> 00:36:17,937 DORMER: Do you take drugs? 691 00:36:20,139 --> 00:36:21,006 JUDE: What does that got to do with- 692 00:36:21,040 --> 00:36:22,740 - We'll find out either way, 693 00:36:22,774 --> 00:36:24,009 - so better to get it out now. - Oh, it's not gonna 694 00:36:24,043 --> 00:36:24,977 be a problem, I've been clean 695 00:36:25,010 --> 00:36:27,947 for five years and nine months. 696 00:36:29,381 --> 00:36:30,915 DORMER: So, how long would you say you've been 697 00:36:30,950 --> 00:36:32,485 experiencing symptoms of NIA? 698 00:36:34,186 --> 00:36:35,753 JUDE: Like a month. 699 00:36:35,787 --> 00:36:39,592 I can remember some things, but other things are just gone. 700 00:36:39,624 --> 00:36:42,161 Like details, I can't do details. 701 00:36:43,362 --> 00:36:47,032 Like I can remember people, who they are, 702 00:36:47,066 --> 00:36:49,301 but I can't zero in. 703 00:36:49,335 --> 00:36:52,037 Your brain may be trying to bridge the gaps, 704 00:36:52,071 --> 00:36:53,539 taking other moments you still remember 705 00:36:53,572 --> 00:36:55,241 and merging with false memories. 706 00:36:56,976 --> 00:36:59,178 (TAPPING) (JUDE GASPS) 707 00:36:59,211 --> 00:37:00,513 JUDE: So, the treatment. 708 00:37:00,546 --> 00:37:03,815 Is it like what? It's like a pill or? 709 00:37:03,848 --> 00:37:06,051 DORMER: We'll be doing an oral CP. 710 00:37:06,085 --> 00:37:07,652 JUDE: Sorry, what? 711 00:37:07,685 --> 00:37:09,355 An oral cranial puncture. 712 00:37:09,388 --> 00:37:11,991 Think of it as clearing a clogged pathway. 713 00:37:12,024 --> 00:37:15,361 The brain is separated into four major lobes. 714 00:37:15,394 --> 00:37:19,365 The one most closely associated with memory being temporal. 715 00:37:19,398 --> 00:37:22,401 Now, we remove the lateral through he roof of the mouth. 716 00:37:22,434 --> 00:37:23,801 (HIGH PITCHED RINGING) (DISTORTED TALKING) 717 00:37:23,835 --> 00:37:26,138 Inter-cranial hypertensions. 718 00:37:26,172 --> 00:37:31,177 (HIGH PITCHED RINGING) (DISTORTED TALKING) 719 00:37:39,751 --> 00:37:41,153 (DRAMATIC MUSIC) 720 00:37:41,187 --> 00:37:42,188 - Jude? - Yeah? 721 00:37:43,189 --> 00:37:44,756 Are you okay? 722 00:37:44,789 --> 00:37:45,591 Yeah. 723 00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:49,328 But what are the risks? 724 00:37:49,361 --> 00:37:51,763 We have some literature we can send home with you 725 00:37:51,796 --> 00:37:53,165 that really walks you through the ins 726 00:37:53,199 --> 00:37:54,567 and outs of the procedure. 727 00:37:54,600 --> 00:37:57,869 It's not complicated, but there are significant risks. 728 00:37:57,902 --> 00:37:59,672 We have a counselor on hand to help make sure 729 00:37:59,704 --> 00:38:01,540 you understand what we're dealing with. 730 00:38:02,641 --> 00:38:07,546 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) (BIRDS CHIRPING) 731 00:38:22,794 --> 00:38:24,630 EMMA VOICEOVER: To identify a neuroinflammation begin 732 00:38:24,663 --> 00:38:26,298 by asking baseline questions. 733 00:38:29,468 --> 00:38:33,205 What's your name? How old are ya? 734 00:38:33,239 --> 00:38:34,440 What's your favorite color? 735 00:38:38,143 --> 00:38:41,046 This is all they've given ya? Brain teasers? 736 00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:43,549 I thought there was supposed to be some sort of procedure. 737 00:38:43,582 --> 00:38:47,253 Yeah, it's brain teasers and... 738 00:38:50,855 --> 00:38:51,657 And? 739 00:38:53,025 --> 00:38:53,925 Surgery. 740 00:38:56,761 --> 00:38:59,531 They take like a metal straw and... 741 00:39:03,035 --> 00:39:04,069 (JUDE SIGHS) 742 00:39:04,103 --> 00:39:05,104 I don't wanna do it, Em. 743 00:39:06,838 --> 00:39:08,107 What'd the doctor say? 744 00:39:08,140 --> 00:39:09,275 They don't even know if it's gonna work, 745 00:39:09,308 --> 00:39:10,842 it's like a trial. 746 00:39:12,011 --> 00:39:13,911 Let's see and find out, let's poke around 747 00:39:13,946 --> 00:39:16,749 in some dude's skull and hope we don't cripple him 748 00:39:16,781 --> 00:39:18,317 and make him go blind. 749 00:39:19,151 --> 00:39:20,619 I'm not doing it, man. 750 00:39:20,653 --> 00:39:24,590 I could just wind up with no memory, no legs, and no eyes. 751 00:39:24,623 --> 00:39:27,259 And if I'm gonna forget who I am 752 00:39:27,293 --> 00:39:29,962 then I'd at least like to be able to see where I'm going. 753 00:39:31,664 --> 00:39:33,132 EMMA: So you made up your mind then. 754 00:39:33,165 --> 00:39:34,199 Yeah. 755 00:39:36,868 --> 00:39:37,936 Do I not get a say in this? 756 00:39:37,970 --> 00:39:39,171 Emma, you can't ask me 757 00:39:39,204 --> 00:39:40,472 - to sit there while- - But Jude, I am asking ya, 758 00:39:40,506 --> 00:39:42,041 I am asking ya, I have to ask ya. 759 00:39:42,074 --> 00:39:44,310 I get it, you don't wanna go blind or end up in a wheelchair 760 00:39:44,343 --> 00:39:45,477 but if there's a chance that we can stop it 761 00:39:45,511 --> 00:39:47,212 then I don't understand why you won't try. 762 00:39:47,246 --> 00:39:49,214 - I know you're upset- - I'm not fucking upset, Jude! 763 00:39:49,248 --> 00:39:51,684 Well, you don't sound very not fucking upset! 764 00:40:00,392 --> 00:40:01,893 My mom's starting to fade. 765 00:40:06,265 --> 00:40:07,499 Why didn't you tell me? 766 00:40:07,533 --> 00:40:09,867 Because I can't do anything about it, Jude. 767 00:40:09,901 --> 00:40:11,337 I've got a ticket that I can't change 768 00:40:11,370 --> 00:40:14,006 for weeks from now and now I've got this, I've got you. 769 00:40:14,039 --> 00:40:15,507 So what am I supposed to do? 770 00:40:15,541 --> 00:40:16,342 Just go off to England while my husband forgets about me? 771 00:40:16,375 --> 00:40:18,010 I'm not fucking doing that. 772 00:40:18,043 --> 00:40:19,244 I'm not losing my mom and my husband in the same breath, 773 00:40:19,278 --> 00:40:20,746 so I need you to explain it to me. 774 00:40:20,779 --> 00:40:23,315 Can you explain it to me why you won't do this? 775 00:40:23,349 --> 00:40:24,350 What? Because you don't care? 776 00:40:24,383 --> 00:40:26,685 No, of course I fucking care, Emma. 777 00:40:28,187 --> 00:40:29,555 This is happening to me. 778 00:40:31,023 --> 00:40:33,192 This is fucking scary for me, too. 779 00:40:33,225 --> 00:40:34,026 I'm scared. 780 00:40:38,364 --> 00:40:39,298 I'm fucking scared. 781 00:40:51,810 --> 00:40:54,380 (EMMA SNIFFLES) 782 00:41:05,257 --> 00:41:07,393 Who am I? How old am I? 783 00:41:08,827 --> 00:41:10,162 What's my favorite color? 784 00:41:15,434 --> 00:41:16,268 Jude, please. 785 00:41:18,237 --> 00:41:19,271 I'm scared, too. 786 00:41:25,277 --> 00:41:27,112 (JUDE SIGHS) 787 00:41:27,146 --> 00:41:31,417 You're my wife, Emma Vita Ryerson Williams. 788 00:41:31,450 --> 00:41:32,251 You're 28. 789 00:41:35,354 --> 00:41:40,192 Your favorite color is yellow. 790 00:41:41,160 --> 00:41:42,394 (LIGHT MUSIC) 791 00:41:42,428 --> 00:41:44,329 Describe a memory that took place 792 00:41:44,363 --> 00:41:45,831 in the room that you're in. 793 00:41:45,864 --> 00:41:48,367 (EMMA GASPS) 794 00:41:49,435 --> 00:41:50,636 - You fucking- - Whoa, easy, take it easy. 795 00:41:50,669 --> 00:41:53,405 (EMMA LAUGHS) Take it easy, easy. 796 00:41:53,439 --> 00:41:55,240 You fucking! 797 00:41:55,274 --> 00:41:57,509 JUDE: Well, you didn't like the gray walls in there, 798 00:41:57,543 --> 00:42:00,179 you said they reminded you of rainy days back home. 799 00:42:02,014 --> 00:42:03,449 (EMMA SQUEALS) 800 00:42:03,482 --> 00:42:05,617 So you painted 'em yellow. 801 00:42:05,651 --> 00:42:08,487 (BOTH LAUGHING) 802 00:42:09,321 --> 00:42:10,456 - Come on. - No! 803 00:42:13,358 --> 00:42:15,694 EMMA: What time of year was it? 804 00:42:15,727 --> 00:42:16,528 Summer. 805 00:42:17,362 --> 00:42:20,866 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 806 00:42:20,899 --> 00:42:23,469 No, winter. 807 00:42:23,502 --> 00:42:26,405 (WIND WHISTLING) 808 00:42:30,175 --> 00:42:32,411 (JUDE SIGHS) 809 00:42:35,881 --> 00:42:37,249 We had just bought a fish. 810 00:42:38,550 --> 00:42:40,552 EMMA: What fish? 811 00:42:40,586 --> 00:42:42,221 You called him Ampersand. 812 00:42:42,254 --> 00:42:44,389 Emma and Jude. 813 00:42:44,423 --> 00:42:46,291 Emma and Jude. 814 00:42:46,325 --> 00:42:49,528 Do you remember why we bought the fish? 815 00:42:49,561 --> 00:42:52,966 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 816 00:42:52,998 --> 00:42:55,434 (BELL RINGS) 817 00:42:56,435 --> 00:42:59,104 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 818 00:43:11,216 --> 00:43:14,019 (MUFFLED TALKING) 819 00:43:21,527 --> 00:43:24,796 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 820 00:43:38,143 --> 00:43:40,112 (WATER BUBBLING) 821 00:43:40,145 --> 00:43:41,647 Look at this little guy. 822 00:43:46,818 --> 00:43:50,023 He doesn't have a clue what's going on in the world. 823 00:43:50,055 --> 00:43:54,459 No NIA, no cancer, no crusades. 824 00:43:54,493 --> 00:43:56,528 Just gets to swim around having a good time. 825 00:43:56,562 --> 00:43:57,796 We should be so lucky. 826 00:43:59,398 --> 00:44:01,733 That's what I feel like when I'm with you. 827 00:44:01,767 --> 00:44:03,135 Like a fish? 828 00:44:03,168 --> 00:44:04,436 No, you know what I meant. 829 00:44:05,972 --> 00:44:08,440 That's the nicest thing you've ever said to me. 830 00:44:11,443 --> 00:44:12,578 Let's get married. 831 00:44:16,281 --> 00:44:17,082 Okay. 832 00:44:18,116 --> 00:44:19,885 No, I'm not joking. 833 00:44:19,918 --> 00:44:21,119 Me neither. 834 00:44:21,153 --> 00:44:22,387 I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. 835 00:44:22,421 --> 00:44:23,455 I wanna fucking marry you. 836 00:44:23,488 --> 00:44:24,656 - Yeah? - Yeah. 837 00:44:24,690 --> 00:44:28,027 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 838 00:44:40,940 --> 00:44:41,707 Shit. 839 00:44:42,641 --> 00:44:43,909 Change your mind already? 840 00:44:43,943 --> 00:44:46,144 No, I don't have a ring. 841 00:44:49,348 --> 00:44:51,316 Then buy me a fish. 842 00:44:51,350 --> 00:44:52,150 Yeah? 843 00:44:53,218 --> 00:44:55,654 (EMMA HUMS) 844 00:45:09,701 --> 00:45:12,537 Do you know that this is a type of memory 845 00:45:13,839 --> 00:45:16,042 exclusively tied to the touch? 846 00:45:17,476 --> 00:45:18,877 Haptic memory. 847 00:45:21,580 --> 00:45:22,648 Haptic? 848 00:45:26,818 --> 00:45:29,521 Did you read that in your book? 849 00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:44,070 I haven't forgotten how you feel. 850 00:46:02,721 --> 00:46:04,556 Will you touch me? 851 00:46:11,697 --> 00:46:14,299 (LIGHT MUSIC) 852 00:47:04,583 --> 00:47:07,753 (MUFFLED TALKING) 853 00:47:07,786 --> 00:47:09,588 EMMA VOICEOVER: They say you can't forget feelings 854 00:47:11,490 --> 00:47:12,824 and I still believe that. 855 00:47:12,858 --> 00:47:15,327 (HELICOPTER WHIRRING) 856 00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:16,162 Even after Ben. 857 00:47:21,934 --> 00:47:23,069 Sam? (CLATTERING) 858 00:47:23,102 --> 00:47:25,071 What, what, what, what, what? 859 00:47:25,104 --> 00:47:26,505 Are you all right? 860 00:47:26,538 --> 00:47:27,639 Darling, what's happening? What's happening? 861 00:47:27,672 --> 00:47:30,642 He's just freaking out, Emma, I can't. 862 00:47:30,675 --> 00:47:31,476 It'll be okay, it'll be okay. 863 00:47:31,510 --> 00:47:32,677 What the fuck! 864 00:47:33,812 --> 00:47:35,313 BEN: Get out! 865 00:47:35,347 --> 00:47:36,149 Ben? 866 00:47:37,649 --> 00:47:39,317 Ben? 867 00:47:39,351 --> 00:47:40,119 - Ben? - Jude? 868 00:47:40,153 --> 00:47:41,120 Yeah. 869 00:47:41,154 --> 00:47:41,920 (HEAVY BREATHING) 870 00:47:41,954 --> 00:47:43,156 You all right? 871 00:47:45,057 --> 00:47:46,591 BEN: Jude. 872 00:47:46,625 --> 00:47:47,692 Can I come in? 873 00:47:49,795 --> 00:47:50,595 BEN: I don't know. 874 00:47:50,629 --> 00:47:52,131 I'm coming in, all right? 875 00:47:52,165 --> 00:47:54,967 (HEAVY BREATHING) 876 00:47:56,701 --> 00:47:57,736 What's going on? 877 00:47:59,838 --> 00:48:00,539 EMMA: Jude! 878 00:48:00,572 --> 00:48:01,807 Yeah? 879 00:48:01,840 --> 00:48:02,707 Yeah, we're good. 880 00:48:02,741 --> 00:48:04,210 We're good, right? We're good. 881 00:48:04,243 --> 00:48:05,377 Yeah, we're okay. 882 00:48:05,410 --> 00:48:06,611 He's... Emma. 883 00:48:06,645 --> 00:48:07,779 Are you all right? Did he hurt you? 884 00:48:07,813 --> 00:48:09,015 He just grabbed a knife 885 00:48:09,048 --> 00:48:10,549 and he doesn't even remember my name right now. 886 00:48:10,582 --> 00:48:11,850 - Calm down. - I thought I was in my house, 887 00:48:11,883 --> 00:48:14,352 man, and then this fucking bitch just walks in. 888 00:48:14,386 --> 00:48:15,720 I don't fucking know her. 889 00:48:15,754 --> 00:48:17,156 I don't fucking know her! 890 00:48:17,190 --> 00:48:19,691 No, no, no, this is your house. This is your house. 891 00:48:19,724 --> 00:48:21,393 - It is, right? - Yeah, that's Samantha. 892 00:48:21,426 --> 00:48:23,328 - Sam. - I don't know Sam. 893 00:48:23,361 --> 00:48:24,696 Man, you've been together for a while. 894 00:48:24,729 --> 00:48:27,833 Shit, you've known her longer than you've known me. 895 00:48:27,866 --> 00:48:28,867 - I have? - Yeah. 896 00:48:30,702 --> 00:48:31,670 Look at your chest. 897 00:48:32,838 --> 00:48:34,339 Look, look, look. 898 00:48:34,372 --> 00:48:35,174 Here. 899 00:48:40,679 --> 00:48:41,446 You see? 900 00:48:42,714 --> 00:48:44,616 Ben, you're sick, man, you got NIA. 901 00:48:47,086 --> 00:48:49,754 You had it for awhile, it's making you forget shit. 902 00:48:51,456 --> 00:48:52,924 Sam's been helping you through. 903 00:48:55,194 --> 00:48:56,695 Yeah, you guys are great together, man. 904 00:48:56,728 --> 00:48:58,697 Shit, you make music together. You're awesome. 905 00:49:01,433 --> 00:49:02,235 Hey. 906 00:49:04,203 --> 00:49:05,271 Hey! 907 00:49:05,304 --> 00:49:06,638 It's not your fault, man. 908 00:49:08,907 --> 00:49:09,808 Can I take this? 909 00:49:12,644 --> 00:49:13,612 (BEN CRIES) 910 00:49:13,645 --> 00:49:15,114 Come on, man. 911 00:49:15,147 --> 00:49:20,152 (THUDDING) (HEAVY BREATHING) 912 00:49:20,785 --> 00:49:21,786 Okay. 913 00:49:21,820 --> 00:49:23,289 Why the fuck me, man? 914 00:49:23,322 --> 00:49:24,723 Just relax, bud. 915 00:49:24,756 --> 00:49:27,026 - Why the fuck me? - Relax, it's not your fault. 916 00:49:27,059 --> 00:49:29,761 (SOMBER MUSIC) 917 00:49:32,965 --> 00:49:33,865 EMMA VOICEOVER: Ben Richards was 918 00:49:33,899 --> 00:49:35,467 from Hidalgo County, Texas. 919 00:49:36,768 --> 00:49:39,105 He's a songwriter, and like many, 920 00:49:39,138 --> 00:49:41,240 believed that music would save the world. 921 00:49:43,642 --> 00:49:44,743 It's wrong. 922 00:49:44,776 --> 00:49:47,246 The ambiance is so... it's wrong. 923 00:49:47,280 --> 00:49:48,413 JUDE: Huh? 924 00:49:49,315 --> 00:49:50,815 I'm gonna go record outside. 925 00:49:50,849 --> 00:49:51,883 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 926 00:49:51,917 --> 00:49:53,885 It's all wrong, let's get outta here. 927 00:49:53,919 --> 00:49:55,787 Remember the counts? 928 00:49:55,820 --> 00:49:57,789 - I can't remember. - No, man. 929 00:49:57,822 --> 00:49:58,623 Why not? 930 00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:02,128 EMMA VOICEOVER: His mother was Lizette 931 00:50:02,161 --> 00:50:03,162 and his father was Dave, 932 00:50:04,763 --> 00:50:06,966 and since he moved away he called them every Sunday. 933 00:50:14,639 --> 00:50:15,840 We're trying to have a baby. 934 00:50:15,874 --> 00:50:17,509 Sam! 935 00:50:17,542 --> 00:50:18,743 We've been together for so long, it's about time. 936 00:50:18,777 --> 00:50:20,612 EMMA: Sam, that's so exciting! 937 00:50:20,645 --> 00:50:21,948 Yeah. 938 00:50:21,981 --> 00:50:22,847 EMMA VOICEOVER: When he first started to lose 939 00:50:22,881 --> 00:50:24,951 his memory Ben kept it a secret. 940 00:50:26,785 --> 00:50:29,454 Just like everyone did back then. 941 00:50:31,157 --> 00:50:34,961 (TATTOO GUN BUZZING) 942 00:50:34,994 --> 00:50:38,630 (RAIN PATTERING) 943 00:50:38,663 --> 00:50:40,333 Ben could turn any room into a concert 944 00:50:40,366 --> 00:50:41,566 when he was inclined to. 945 00:50:43,069 --> 00:50:43,902 That was his gift. 946 00:50:47,739 --> 00:50:49,075 This is who we all remembered. 947 00:50:52,144 --> 00:50:53,578 Who we were clutching on to. 948 00:50:57,016 --> 00:51:01,886 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) (MUFFLED TALKING) 949 00:51:04,156 --> 00:51:06,858 (HORN HONKING) 950 00:51:16,369 --> 00:51:18,938 (LIPS SMACKING) 951 00:51:24,110 --> 00:51:25,877 Don't fall in. 952 00:51:25,910 --> 00:51:26,811 Don't. 953 00:51:26,845 --> 00:51:27,480 - Will you come- - Don't, Jude. 954 00:51:27,512 --> 00:51:28,680 Honestly, Jude. 955 00:51:28,713 --> 00:51:29,482 - Do not fall in. - Don't you fucking d... 956 00:51:29,514 --> 00:51:30,383 This is so scary, 957 00:51:30,416 --> 00:51:31,417 - do not do that. - Emma, no! 958 00:51:31,450 --> 00:51:33,085 Stop, stop it, stop. 959 00:51:33,119 --> 00:51:34,220 You're gonna get us in trouble. 960 00:51:34,253 --> 00:51:35,988 - You jump, I jump! - Stop it. 961 00:51:36,022 --> 00:51:38,723 Get off me, I'm trying to see the whales. 962 00:51:38,757 --> 00:51:41,994 Oh yeah, I got told if we're gonna see one 963 00:51:42,028 --> 00:51:42,861 it's gonna be right here. 964 00:51:42,894 --> 00:51:43,895 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. 965 00:51:43,929 --> 00:51:44,930 Okay. 966 00:51:48,467 --> 00:51:49,701 You all right? Do you want anything? 967 00:51:49,734 --> 00:51:51,736 Um, I'll have a tea. 968 00:51:51,770 --> 00:51:52,737 If they've got tea, black tea. 969 00:51:52,771 --> 00:51:53,638 Yeah? Okay. 970 00:51:56,042 --> 00:51:58,044 If you see one tell him to wait. 971 00:51:58,077 --> 00:51:59,644 I will just for you. 972 00:52:05,151 --> 00:52:07,353 - (GASPS) Jude! - Yeah, what? 973 00:52:07,386 --> 00:52:08,154 Nothing. 974 00:52:09,155 --> 00:52:11,790 (PHONE BEEPS) 975 00:52:22,134 --> 00:52:24,602 All right, we're just getting word into the newsroom now. 976 00:52:24,636 --> 00:52:27,872 Moments ago DPC issued a statement indicating 977 00:52:27,906 --> 00:52:31,410 that the early results of their controversial NIA treatments 978 00:52:31,444 --> 00:52:34,113 are quote overwhelmingly positive. 979 00:52:34,146 --> 00:52:36,148 Now, in that same statement they also say 980 00:52:36,182 --> 00:52:38,317 that due to overwhelming demand that they 981 00:52:38,350 --> 00:52:41,287 are not able to accept any new applicants. 982 00:52:41,320 --> 00:52:42,887 What do you make of that? 983 00:52:42,921 --> 00:52:45,558 I guess if this treatment is having some success, 984 00:52:45,590 --> 00:52:47,059 that's wonderful news. 985 00:52:47,093 --> 00:52:49,562 WOMAN: Overwhelmingly positive certainly sounds like they 986 00:52:49,594 --> 00:52:50,963 - might be onto something. - What can I get you? 987 00:52:50,996 --> 00:52:52,797 REPORTER: It does, but they have already closed off 988 00:52:52,831 --> 00:52:54,899 a very selective monitor to the general public 989 00:52:54,934 --> 00:52:58,070 and I assume that the FDA has been- 990 00:52:58,104 --> 00:52:59,438 - Tea. 991 00:52:59,472 --> 00:53:00,738 REPORTER: There are people with loved ones 992 00:53:00,772 --> 00:53:04,143 who are afflicted with this who want a chance. 993 00:53:06,811 --> 00:53:09,281 WOMAN: Stop, don't touch me! 994 00:53:10,483 --> 00:53:12,017 MAN: Stop here! 995 00:53:12,051 --> 00:53:14,086 WOMAN: Stop it! Get away from me! 996 00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:16,589 MAN: Stop! Stop it! 997 00:53:16,621 --> 00:53:18,357 WOMAN: Stop! Turn the boat around! 998 00:53:18,390 --> 00:53:19,691 WOMAN: Stop the boat! 999 00:53:19,724 --> 00:53:21,360 We have to go back, we have to go back. 1000 00:53:21,393 --> 00:53:22,461 Stop! 1001 00:53:22,495 --> 00:53:24,563 I don't know who you are! 1002 00:53:25,697 --> 00:53:27,199 - Help me! - Stop her! 1003 00:53:27,233 --> 00:53:28,200 (DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1004 00:53:28,234 --> 00:53:29,168 - Stop her! - Help me! 1005 00:53:29,201 --> 00:53:30,503 - Okay. - Help me! 1006 00:53:30,536 --> 00:53:31,669 - What's happening? - Help! 1007 00:53:31,703 --> 00:53:32,972 Turn the boat around! 1008 00:53:33,005 --> 00:53:34,639 No, stop touching me, please. 1009 00:53:34,672 --> 00:53:35,941 Just get away from me. 1010 00:53:35,975 --> 00:53:37,842 We have to go back, please! 1011 00:53:37,876 --> 00:53:39,777 Don't! Stop it! 1012 00:53:39,811 --> 00:53:41,981 Back off, back up. 1013 00:53:42,014 --> 00:53:43,182 Get away! 1014 00:53:45,151 --> 00:53:46,185 Em? 1015 00:53:46,218 --> 00:53:47,685 WOMAN: Go back, we need to go back! 1016 00:53:47,719 --> 00:53:49,054 - Em? - Jude! 1017 00:53:49,088 --> 00:53:50,356 JUDE: Em! 1018 00:53:50,389 --> 00:53:53,092 (DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1019 00:53:56,761 --> 00:53:59,965 (WATER SPLASHING) 1020 00:53:59,999 --> 00:54:00,633 MAN: Hurry! 1021 00:54:00,665 --> 00:54:02,201 Throw it in! 1022 00:54:02,234 --> 00:54:03,868 MAN: Turn the boat around! 1023 00:54:03,902 --> 00:54:06,071 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1024 00:54:06,105 --> 00:54:09,175 (MUFFLED YELLING) 1025 00:54:10,209 --> 00:54:12,777 EMMA VOICEOVER: Overwhelmingly positive results. 1026 00:54:14,346 --> 00:54:16,982 The first sign of a cure and they shut everyone out. 1027 00:54:17,016 --> 00:54:20,718 (EVERYONE YELLING) (SMASHING) 1028 00:54:20,752 --> 00:54:22,288 It's no wonder people are going crazy. 1029 00:54:26,058 --> 00:54:29,028 And while they went crazy all we could do was wait. 1030 00:54:30,062 --> 00:54:31,931 Wait to hear that we got an in. 1031 00:54:31,964 --> 00:54:34,033 Wait to hear that we were gonna be okay. 1032 00:54:34,066 --> 00:54:37,169 (SIRENS WAILING) 1033 00:54:37,203 --> 00:54:38,337 We're gonna be okay. 1034 00:54:38,370 --> 00:54:39,672 This procedure works. 1035 00:54:39,704 --> 00:54:42,041 A viral video is causing a stir today 1036 00:54:42,074 --> 00:54:46,078 of a Dr. Sam Tomlin of the DPC walking viewers 1037 00:54:46,111 --> 00:54:49,448 through a step-by-step tutorial of the procedure 1038 00:54:49,481 --> 00:54:52,717 which supposedly puts a halt to NIA symptoms. 1039 00:54:52,750 --> 00:54:54,186 (SIRENS WAILING) 1040 00:54:54,220 --> 00:54:56,055 Already we're getting reports from local emergency rooms 1041 00:54:56,088 --> 00:54:58,691 of more than a dozen new patients who've attempted 1042 00:54:58,723 --> 00:55:00,593 the procedure on themselves. 1043 00:55:02,461 --> 00:55:03,662 EMMA VOICEOVER: We're gonna be okay. 1044 00:55:04,997 --> 00:55:06,365 We have increased police presence 1045 00:55:06,398 --> 00:55:09,935 and cannot stress enough this is not a proven cure. 1046 00:55:09,969 --> 00:55:11,270 Step back now! 1047 00:55:11,303 --> 00:55:13,639 REPORTER: It is, at best, a promising lead 1048 00:55:13,672 --> 00:55:15,040 in the road to a cure. 1049 00:55:15,074 --> 00:55:16,242 (GLASS SHATTERING) 1050 00:55:16,275 --> 00:55:18,244 We urge everyone to remain calm. 1051 00:55:18,277 --> 00:55:20,579 (SMASHING) 1052 00:55:21,981 --> 00:55:24,816 EMMA VOICEOVER: We're gonna be okay. 1053 00:55:24,849 --> 00:55:27,453 (PHONE BUZZING) 1054 00:55:30,422 --> 00:55:31,190 Hello? 1055 00:55:33,158 --> 00:55:33,959 Yes, speaking. 1056 00:55:41,634 --> 00:55:43,469 Sorry, I thought he was already in. 1057 00:55:47,439 --> 00:55:50,609 Yeah, that's... that's not possible. 1058 00:55:50,643 --> 00:55:53,345 Um, can I speak to Dr. Dormer please? 1059 00:55:57,650 --> 00:55:59,418 Well, can I talk to someone? 1060 00:55:59,451 --> 00:56:00,486 Who's your supervisor? 1061 00:56:02,121 --> 00:56:03,255 Yeah, but there's been a mistake 1062 00:56:03,289 --> 00:56:04,523 and you need to check again. 1063 00:56:07,126 --> 00:56:09,962 Or I need to someone who can sort it out. 1064 00:56:09,995 --> 00:56:11,096 Fine. 1065 00:56:11,130 --> 00:56:14,199 Yeah, fine. (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1066 00:56:14,233 --> 00:56:15,100 Fuck. 1067 00:56:15,134 --> 00:56:16,135 Jude. 1068 00:56:18,836 --> 00:56:19,705 They said they didn't take you 'cause you've 1069 00:56:19,738 --> 00:56:20,973 got drugs in your system. 1070 00:56:22,174 --> 00:56:23,475 What? 1071 00:56:23,509 --> 00:56:25,477 EMMA: You know what they're talking about? 1072 00:56:25,511 --> 00:56:26,779 Nope. 1073 00:56:26,811 --> 00:56:28,213 Jude, you can't lie to me about this stuff. 1074 00:56:28,247 --> 00:56:30,983 Emma, I swear to God, I've been sober for five years. 1075 00:56:31,016 --> 00:56:33,152 You know that, I wouldn't just fuck things up like that. 1076 00:56:33,185 --> 00:56:33,986 So what? They're just lying? 1077 00:56:34,019 --> 00:56:35,554 Unless it's a mistake. 1078 00:56:35,587 --> 00:56:36,488 What did they say? 1079 00:56:37,723 --> 00:56:40,225 They said they found cocaine in your system 1080 00:56:40,259 --> 00:56:42,328 and now you can't get the procedure done. 1081 00:56:43,762 --> 00:56:44,730 Is that true? 1082 00:56:44,763 --> 00:56:46,231 No, it can't be true. 1083 00:56:49,201 --> 00:56:51,570 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1084 00:56:52,904 --> 00:56:53,706 EMMA: Jude. 1085 00:56:55,541 --> 00:56:56,342 Fuck. 1086 00:56:57,743 --> 00:56:58,544 What? 1087 00:57:00,012 --> 00:57:03,549 I ran into an old friend from way back 1088 00:57:03,582 --> 00:57:05,551 and I used to party a lot with him. 1089 00:57:07,252 --> 00:57:08,520 I thought we just caught up. 1090 00:57:12,291 --> 00:57:15,294 I don't remember, but that's the only time I could've... 1091 00:57:19,264 --> 00:57:21,400 So it's possible, then. 1092 00:57:23,969 --> 00:57:26,238 (JUDE SIGHS) 1093 00:57:37,915 --> 00:57:40,452 (EMMA CLEARS THROAT) 1094 00:57:40,486 --> 00:57:42,221 I just need a minute. 1095 00:57:48,961 --> 00:57:51,029 (SIGHS) Damn. 1096 00:57:51,063 --> 00:57:53,766 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 1097 00:58:12,851 --> 00:58:14,853 SAM: I can't do this. 1098 00:58:23,028 --> 00:58:24,563 What do you mean? 1099 00:58:24,596 --> 00:58:28,267 He's been forgetting pieces of himself 1100 00:58:28,300 --> 00:58:31,336 for the last six months. 1101 00:58:35,040 --> 00:58:36,275 Tonight he just forgot me. 1102 00:58:37,709 --> 00:58:38,977 Oh, darling. 1103 00:58:39,011 --> 00:58:40,446 This is going to get worse. 1104 00:58:44,383 --> 00:58:45,884 I love him, Emma. 1105 00:58:47,352 --> 00:58:49,021 I love him so much. 1106 00:58:52,658 --> 00:58:54,393 But it's a sinking ship. 1107 00:58:55,727 --> 00:58:59,231 I can either tie myself to him and get dragged down 1108 00:59:00,699 --> 00:59:05,704 or cut loose and try to stay alive. 1109 00:59:10,008 --> 00:59:11,643 I understand, but- 1110 00:59:11,677 --> 00:59:14,112 - I don't think you understand, Emma. 1111 00:59:14,146 --> 00:59:17,483 I truly hope you never have to understand. 1112 00:59:17,516 --> 00:59:21,520 The man who promised he was gonna love me forever, 1113 00:59:23,322 --> 00:59:26,325 he just tried to stab me with a kitchen knife 1114 00:59:26,358 --> 00:59:27,826 that my mother gave him. 1115 00:59:29,328 --> 00:59:31,563 What the fuck am I supposed to do right now? 1116 00:59:35,400 --> 00:59:36,835 EMMA VOICEOVER: They lost each other. 1117 00:59:37,736 --> 00:59:40,405 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 1118 00:59:42,441 --> 00:59:43,342 But I won't lose you. 1119 00:59:48,247 --> 00:59:49,715 Tell me about our first kiss. 1120 00:59:55,754 --> 00:59:56,555 Jude. 1121 01:00:01,961 --> 01:00:06,465 The walls, there were these black shapes. 1122 01:00:09,434 --> 01:00:12,738 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1123 01:00:14,373 --> 01:00:15,908 Well, I don't remember the walls. 1124 01:00:17,910 --> 01:00:19,244 Can I kiss you? 1125 01:00:21,113 --> 01:00:23,482 Our first kiss can't be in line for the loo. 1126 01:00:24,816 --> 01:00:25,584 I didn't say that. 1127 01:00:25,617 --> 01:00:26,518 JUDE: No? 1128 01:00:26,552 --> 01:00:29,354 No, I said I'm not available. 1129 01:00:29,388 --> 01:00:31,189 Right, Tim. 1130 01:00:31,223 --> 01:00:32,357 EMMA: Tom. 1131 01:00:32,391 --> 01:00:33,559 But I thought his name was Tim. 1132 01:00:33,592 --> 01:00:35,028 Yeah, but you always called him Tom. 1133 01:00:35,060 --> 01:00:36,728 - Tom. - Tim. 1134 01:00:36,762 --> 01:00:37,563 Tim. 1135 01:00:38,998 --> 01:00:40,632 That's even worse. 1136 01:00:40,666 --> 01:00:41,867 So, do you love him? 1137 01:00:41,900 --> 01:00:43,569 - No. - No? 1138 01:00:43,602 --> 01:00:45,904 You didn't even have to think about it. 1139 01:00:45,939 --> 01:00:47,239 No, I didn't. 1140 01:00:50,009 --> 01:00:51,243 Tell me about the walls. 1141 01:00:53,980 --> 01:00:55,514 I don't remember the walls. 1142 01:00:57,149 --> 01:00:59,484 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1143 01:01:10,862 --> 01:01:12,097 What's this? 1144 01:01:12,999 --> 01:01:14,600 JUDE: It's a picture of you. 1145 01:01:19,504 --> 01:01:20,539 What's this? 1146 01:01:24,643 --> 01:01:25,945 Do you know who I am? 1147 01:01:25,979 --> 01:01:27,013 JUDE: You're Emma. 1148 01:01:28,213 --> 01:01:30,315 Then why'd you have to write this down? 1149 01:01:30,349 --> 01:01:31,483 I'm doing my best. 1150 01:01:36,055 --> 01:01:37,656 When were we married, Jude? 1151 01:01:42,794 --> 01:01:44,363 April. 1152 01:01:44,396 --> 01:01:46,798 No, uh, August. 1153 01:01:46,832 --> 01:01:47,566 August? 1154 01:01:49,167 --> 01:01:50,636 When did we get married, Jude? 1155 01:01:52,671 --> 01:01:57,643 Uh, it was a Wednesday in August. 1156 01:01:58,410 --> 01:01:59,778 Just... 1157 01:01:59,811 --> 01:02:01,047 Just focus on the details, the memory has dozens 1158 01:02:01,080 --> 01:02:02,481 of threads to the other memories. 1159 01:02:02,514 --> 01:02:05,384 Was it in a church? 1160 01:02:12,357 --> 01:02:13,659 I don't know. 1161 01:02:14,493 --> 01:02:15,661 Was it a big wedding? 1162 01:02:20,666 --> 01:02:22,200 Steps. 1163 01:02:22,234 --> 01:02:23,136 Steps. 1164 01:02:23,168 --> 01:02:24,536 Yeah, we kissed on some steps. 1165 01:02:25,737 --> 01:02:29,042 It was a Thursday, it was just us, 1166 01:02:29,075 --> 01:02:31,510 we decided we didn't wanna wait until the date. 1167 01:02:32,577 --> 01:02:34,579 EMMA: What color was the dress? 1168 01:02:34,613 --> 01:02:35,414 JUDE: White. 1169 01:02:38,417 --> 01:02:39,217 Blue. 1170 01:02:41,853 --> 01:02:44,456 Do you remember who was there? 1171 01:02:46,892 --> 01:02:51,897 (MUFFLED TALKING) (SOMBER MUSIC) 1172 01:02:58,537 --> 01:02:59,538 Uh... 1173 01:03:04,409 --> 01:03:05,210 Ben. 1174 01:03:07,146 --> 01:03:08,714 Samantha. 1175 01:03:08,747 --> 01:03:10,549 Congratulations. 1176 01:03:10,582 --> 01:03:12,118 I love you, I'm so happy. 1177 01:03:12,151 --> 01:03:14,020 He played us a song. 1178 01:03:14,053 --> 01:03:16,189 - I wrote this for you. - No, no, no. 1179 01:03:16,221 --> 01:03:18,623 He gave us a song. 1180 01:03:20,492 --> 01:03:21,293 Our song. 1181 01:03:26,132 --> 01:03:28,767 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1182 01:03:37,642 --> 01:03:42,581 ♪ Stay awake just to burn you into my mind ♪ 1183 01:03:48,121 --> 01:03:53,126 ♪ Don't fall asleep till I see you and I close my eyes ♪ 1184 01:03:59,431 --> 01:04:03,568 ♪ Pull you closer just to feel you breathing ♪ 1185 01:04:03,602 --> 01:04:07,506 ♪ Blend your flesh to mine ♪ 1186 01:04:08,874 --> 01:04:10,809 Close your eyes. 1187 01:04:10,842 --> 01:04:11,610 Why? 1188 01:04:11,643 --> 01:04:12,911 Just close 'em. 1189 01:04:12,945 --> 01:04:15,647 ♪ Darkness when I close my eyes ♪ 1190 01:04:15,680 --> 01:04:18,316 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1191 01:04:23,022 --> 01:04:25,557 Do you remember meeting me? 1192 01:04:27,126 --> 01:04:29,895 (WATER SPLASHING) 1193 01:04:31,830 --> 01:04:32,798 A waterpark. 1194 01:04:34,332 --> 01:04:38,637 I remember a waterpark and it was October, it was cold. 1195 01:04:40,705 --> 01:04:41,974 Hi. 1196 01:04:42,008 --> 01:04:43,742 It was the day they shutdown the park. 1197 01:04:44,676 --> 01:04:46,212 Everything was going outta business, 1198 01:04:46,245 --> 01:04:48,547 every day was something's last day. 1199 01:04:51,483 --> 01:04:52,651 We were the oldest people there. 1200 01:04:52,684 --> 01:04:54,419 We were the only people there. 1201 01:04:57,355 --> 01:05:01,793 ♪ I'll take you dancing in the flickering lights ♪ 1202 01:05:01,827 --> 01:05:03,395 ♪ I'll spin your hand ♪ 1203 01:05:03,428 --> 01:05:05,330 I was so sad the day I met you. 1204 01:05:08,366 --> 01:05:09,634 JUDE: Why? 1205 01:05:09,668 --> 01:05:11,170 Can't remember. 1206 01:05:12,704 --> 01:05:14,840 I just know that after I saw you I wasn't sad anymore. 1207 01:05:17,076 --> 01:05:20,545 ♪ Just to see you dancing ♪ 1208 01:05:20,579 --> 01:05:23,381 (WATER SPLASHING) 1209 01:05:24,616 --> 01:05:27,019 (EMMA GRUNTS) 1210 01:05:29,888 --> 01:05:32,791 We were married October 14th of last year. 1211 01:05:33,725 --> 01:05:34,759 We didn't have a wedding, 1212 01:05:34,793 --> 01:05:36,761 we just went right to the courthouse. 1213 01:05:38,763 --> 01:05:40,333 Ben and Sam were there. 1214 01:05:40,365 --> 01:05:41,466 Your dad was there. 1215 01:05:42,400 --> 01:05:43,768 Your friends, my friends. 1216 01:05:45,403 --> 01:05:47,240 It was a mad dash with no warning and 1217 01:05:48,140 --> 01:05:49,908 still so many people made it. 1218 01:05:53,411 --> 01:05:55,047 I'm so sorry I don't remember. 1219 01:05:58,583 --> 01:06:00,485 It's not your fault, though. 1220 01:06:12,397 --> 01:06:13,698 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1221 01:06:13,732 --> 01:06:16,635 I haven't forgotten how I feel. 1222 01:06:24,277 --> 01:06:26,745 EMMA VOICEOVER: So much to remember. 1223 01:06:26,778 --> 01:06:28,080 All these little pieces. 1224 01:06:30,316 --> 01:06:32,018 For some people NIA is a slow drip, 1225 01:06:33,286 --> 01:06:34,920 for others it's a stop all at once. 1226 01:06:36,521 --> 01:06:37,522 For you it's slow. 1227 01:06:44,663 --> 01:06:45,463 This can work. 1228 01:06:46,966 --> 01:06:48,900 (RAIN PATTERING) 1229 01:06:48,935 --> 01:06:49,969 Okay, left! 1230 01:06:51,503 --> 01:06:52,504 No, my left! 1231 01:06:54,439 --> 01:06:55,341 Keep going! 1232 01:06:56,508 --> 01:06:57,742 Perfect! 1233 01:06:57,776 --> 01:06:59,844 Pretty fucking cool, huh? 1234 01:07:01,513 --> 01:07:02,747 EMMA: Yeah, it's cool! 1235 01:07:02,781 --> 01:07:03,548 Hang on. 1236 01:07:05,985 --> 01:07:09,155 (CAMERA CLICKS) 1237 01:07:09,188 --> 01:07:11,023 EMMA VOICEOVER: Every day he rediscovers the city. 1238 01:07:11,057 --> 01:07:12,657 JUDE: Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck! 1239 01:07:12,691 --> 01:07:13,960 EMMA VOICEOVER: Places we had known in special ways 1240 01:07:13,993 --> 01:07:16,295 were strange again. 1241 01:07:16,329 --> 01:07:17,696 Move back. 1242 01:07:17,729 --> 01:07:18,530 All right. 1243 01:07:23,468 --> 01:07:24,669 I think it took. 1244 01:07:24,703 --> 01:07:26,339 EMMA VOICEOVER: Some things were easy. 1245 01:07:30,809 --> 01:07:31,978 Hang on. 1246 01:07:32,011 --> 01:07:34,512 EMMA VOICEOVER: And some things are hard. 1247 01:07:34,546 --> 01:07:35,982 Have we been here before? 1248 01:07:40,019 --> 01:07:41,519 No. 1249 01:07:41,553 --> 01:07:42,921 No, we haven't. 1250 01:07:45,224 --> 01:07:47,093 EMMA VOICEOVER: Because his losses were mine, too. 1251 01:07:50,895 --> 01:07:53,299 (WATER TRICKLING) 1252 01:07:53,332 --> 01:07:54,899 What the? 1253 01:07:54,934 --> 01:07:56,469 What is this, a fish? 1254 01:07:56,501 --> 01:07:57,236 Yeah. 1255 01:07:57,269 --> 01:07:58,903 I got it with you. 1256 01:07:59,904 --> 01:08:00,839 Do you like it? 1257 01:08:00,872 --> 01:08:02,341 (EMMA LAUGHS) 1258 01:08:02,375 --> 01:08:04,410 What, what, what? 1259 01:08:04,443 --> 01:08:05,211 What? 1260 01:08:05,244 --> 01:08:06,379 Oh, my God. 1261 01:08:07,879 --> 01:08:11,750 No! (EMMA LAUGHS) 1262 01:08:11,783 --> 01:08:14,053 - We got matching tats. - We did indeed. 1263 01:08:15,021 --> 01:08:15,988 EMMA VOICEOVER: Do I know you better 1264 01:08:16,022 --> 01:08:17,189 than you know yourself? 1265 01:08:18,057 --> 01:08:20,192 Right now, maybe. 1266 01:08:21,093 --> 01:08:22,428 Why did we tattoo fish? 1267 01:08:23,895 --> 01:08:27,199 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1268 01:08:28,067 --> 01:08:30,336 (KNOCKING) 1269 01:08:30,369 --> 01:08:32,038 - Oh, thank god! - What? 1270 01:08:32,904 --> 01:08:34,040 (JUDE SIGHS) 1271 01:08:34,073 --> 01:08:35,107 Oh shit, I couldn't, uh... 1272 01:08:37,376 --> 01:08:40,046 I knew that we lived on Ormand but I couldn't remember 1273 01:08:40,079 --> 01:08:41,746 which door so I just knocked on 'em all 1274 01:08:41,780 --> 01:08:44,549 and nobody wanted to help me. 1275 01:08:44,582 --> 01:08:45,384 Darling. 1276 01:08:46,718 --> 01:08:47,719 Here you go. 1277 01:08:50,588 --> 01:08:51,390 It's okay. 1278 01:08:52,891 --> 01:08:54,460 EMMA VOICEOVER: I find myself wondering how 1279 01:08:54,493 --> 01:08:56,895 to build a future if you keep having to rebuild the past. 1280 01:08:58,931 --> 01:09:01,033 Yeah, it woulda been nice to know that I fucking 1281 01:09:01,067 --> 01:09:02,634 had this and I don't know. 1282 01:09:02,667 --> 01:09:05,137 (DOGS BARKING) 1283 01:09:06,638 --> 01:09:09,175 EMMA VOICEOVER: Life goes forwards, not backwards. 1284 01:09:13,079 --> 01:09:15,481 I'm still reading about the brain, taking notes. 1285 01:09:18,084 --> 01:09:21,853 I don't know, feeling like I'm doing something. 1286 01:09:23,122 --> 01:09:25,723 (PAPER RUSTLING) 1287 01:09:25,757 --> 01:09:28,327 (PHONE BUZZING) 1288 01:09:31,696 --> 01:09:32,498 Mom? 1289 01:09:34,533 --> 01:09:37,303 MAN: Uh, is this Emma Ryerson? 1290 01:09:37,336 --> 01:09:39,004 Oh my God, is she okay? 1291 01:09:39,038 --> 01:09:41,840 MAN: She's all right. We identified her. 1292 01:09:41,873 --> 01:09:44,944 She's in the hospital now and people are looking after her. 1293 01:09:44,977 --> 01:09:46,412 Does she know who she is? 1294 01:09:46,445 --> 01:09:49,014 MAN: She knows her first name. Bits and pieces. 1295 01:09:49,048 --> 01:09:50,116 Um... 1296 01:09:51,716 --> 01:09:56,721 Could you tell her that Emma, that her daughter loves her 1297 01:09:57,957 --> 01:10:01,260 and I haven't forgotten and that I'm gonna try 1298 01:10:01,293 --> 01:10:02,894 and be there as soon as I can. 1299 01:10:04,196 --> 01:10:05,965 Would you tell her that please? 1300 01:10:17,209 --> 01:10:19,911 (GULLS CAWING) 1301 01:10:21,180 --> 01:10:23,882 EMMA VOICEOVER: What were we even trying to save? 1302 01:10:23,915 --> 01:10:25,317 Our experiences together? 1303 01:10:28,053 --> 01:10:30,589 Is that all I love about him? 1304 01:10:34,593 --> 01:10:37,429 I wish I could look at him and just find what went missing. 1305 01:10:39,165 --> 01:10:40,232 But he looks the same. 1306 01:10:45,037 --> 01:10:46,838 Jude, I'm so tired of this. 1307 01:10:51,076 --> 01:10:54,079 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1308 01:11:07,226 --> 01:11:10,663 JUDE: I have to ask you something. 1309 01:11:10,695 --> 01:11:11,463 Okay. 1310 01:11:13,199 --> 01:11:15,134 I'm not sure how. 1311 01:11:16,268 --> 01:11:17,069 Is it scary? 1312 01:11:19,238 --> 01:11:20,039 Yeah. 1313 01:11:24,076 --> 01:11:28,013 I've been doing some reading about the procedure 1314 01:11:28,047 --> 01:11:30,082 and what they were gonna do to me. 1315 01:11:31,417 --> 01:11:32,218 Okay. 1316 01:11:33,785 --> 01:11:35,654 And I was thinking we could do it. 1317 01:11:36,622 --> 01:11:37,523 Do it? 1318 01:11:37,556 --> 01:11:38,890 Yeah, or you could do it. 1319 01:11:40,125 --> 01:11:40,925 At work. 1320 01:11:42,794 --> 01:11:44,063 Are you being serious? 1321 01:11:45,130 --> 01:11:48,601 Yeah, I know it sounds crazy, but they have 1322 01:11:48,634 --> 01:11:51,903 these videos online and they swear that it worked. 1323 01:11:52,904 --> 01:11:54,607 No, they swear that it worked. 1324 01:11:54,640 --> 01:11:57,909 You take this long needle and you find this nerve 1325 01:11:57,943 --> 01:11:59,078 at the base of the brain- 1326 01:11:59,111 --> 01:12:00,312 - You didn't wanna do it when professionals 1327 01:12:00,346 --> 01:12:01,614 were gonna do it, Jude, I'm a vet. 1328 01:12:01,647 --> 01:12:03,315 Yeah, I know, but I'm going, Em. 1329 01:12:05,084 --> 01:12:06,619 We have to try and I'm gonna feel better 1330 01:12:06,652 --> 01:12:07,919 knowing that it's you. 1331 01:12:07,953 --> 01:12:08,954 No, you can't ask me to do that. 1332 01:12:08,988 --> 01:12:10,122 No, but I am asking you. 1333 01:12:12,291 --> 01:12:14,126 But what if, um... 1334 01:12:14,159 --> 01:12:16,095 What if something goes wrong or I hurt you 1335 01:12:16,128 --> 01:12:18,097 or I make it worse or you get an infection? 1336 01:12:18,130 --> 01:12:19,897 Well, I wouldn't of asked you if I hadn't 1337 01:12:19,932 --> 01:12:21,300 thought about all of that. 1338 01:12:22,968 --> 01:12:23,768 I trust you. 1339 01:12:26,272 --> 01:12:27,839 I don't know what else to do. 1340 01:12:34,146 --> 01:12:35,880 I don't know what else there is. 1341 01:12:40,119 --> 01:12:42,187 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1342 01:12:42,221 --> 01:12:45,291 (ENGINE RUMBLING) 1343 01:12:58,304 --> 01:13:00,472 (DOG BARKING) 1344 01:13:00,506 --> 01:13:03,275 (KEYS JINGLING) 1345 01:13:03,309 --> 01:13:05,810 (DOGS BARKING) 1346 01:13:09,315 --> 01:13:11,216 (DOOR THUDS) 1347 01:13:11,250 --> 01:13:13,986 Stay here, I'm gonna go and check. 1348 01:13:14,019 --> 01:13:17,356 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1349 01:13:18,923 --> 01:13:21,327 (DOG BARKING) 1350 01:13:33,339 --> 01:13:35,674 (DOOR CLICKS) 1351 01:13:35,708 --> 01:13:37,209 Okay, we're all safe. 1352 01:13:37,242 --> 01:13:38,910 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1353 01:13:38,944 --> 01:13:41,180 MAN: This ridge should soften into a membrane 1354 01:13:41,213 --> 01:13:42,548 that will give a little when you push it. 1355 01:13:42,581 --> 01:13:44,849 This area will be the puncture point. 1356 01:13:44,882 --> 01:13:46,218 Okay. 1357 01:13:46,251 --> 01:13:48,886 Okay, this is what we use to open dog's mouths 1358 01:13:48,920 --> 01:13:50,888 when we clean the teeth. 1359 01:13:50,922 --> 01:13:53,225 It won't really fit, but it will stop you from biting. 1360 01:13:54,426 --> 01:13:55,227 Wider. 1361 01:13:58,197 --> 01:13:59,231 How's that? 1362 01:13:59,264 --> 01:14:00,032 How do I look? 1363 01:14:04,636 --> 01:14:07,406 (MUFFLED TALKING) (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1364 01:14:07,439 --> 01:14:10,209 (DOGS BARKING) 1365 01:14:15,214 --> 01:14:18,384 (EMMA SIGHS) 1366 01:14:18,417 --> 01:14:19,718 Um... 1367 01:14:19,752 --> 01:14:21,620 Carfentanil could kill you so I'm gonna give you 1368 01:14:21,653 --> 01:14:22,920 some Telazol for the pain- 1369 01:14:22,955 --> 01:14:24,356 (JUDE GROANS) 1370 01:14:24,390 --> 01:14:26,225 - Jude- - No drugs, I gotta be... 1371 01:14:26,258 --> 01:14:27,292 - I wanna be- - Jude. 1372 01:14:27,326 --> 01:14:28,861 No, please, fuck that shit. 1373 01:14:28,893 --> 01:14:29,661 Come on. 1374 01:14:31,263 --> 01:14:33,065 (JUDE SIGHS) 1375 01:14:33,098 --> 01:14:38,103 (DOGS BARKING) (SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC) 1376 01:15:00,092 --> 01:15:01,727 - (JUDE SIGHS) - You ready? 1377 01:15:01,760 --> 01:15:04,663 (JUDE HUMS) 1378 01:15:04,696 --> 01:15:05,464 - I'm ready. - You ready? 1379 01:15:05,497 --> 01:15:06,632 Yeah, yeah. 1380 01:15:08,000 --> 01:15:10,636 Take a deep breath. 1381 01:15:10,669 --> 01:15:12,271 Deep breath. 1382 01:15:12,304 --> 01:15:13,806 (SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC) 1383 01:15:13,839 --> 01:15:14,606 Breathe. 1384 01:15:14,640 --> 01:15:15,441 Deep breath. 1385 01:15:16,875 --> 01:15:19,378 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 1386 01:15:23,449 --> 01:15:24,650 You all right? 1387 01:15:24,683 --> 01:15:25,951 You all right? 1388 01:15:25,984 --> 01:15:26,752 Yeah, we got this. 1389 01:15:26,785 --> 01:15:28,020 Come on, come on. 1390 01:15:28,053 --> 01:15:29,455 Yo! 1391 01:15:29,488 --> 01:15:30,789 Yo! 1392 01:15:30,823 --> 01:15:34,026 (JUDE GROANS) 1393 01:15:34,059 --> 01:15:35,761 All right, let's get it. Come on. 1394 01:15:35,794 --> 01:15:37,362 EMMA: Are you sure? 1395 01:15:37,396 --> 01:15:38,597 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Let's go, let's go, let's go. 1396 01:15:38,630 --> 01:15:42,936 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) Here we go, come on. 1397 01:15:42,968 --> 01:15:44,536 Okay, deep breath. 1398 01:15:46,905 --> 01:15:48,173 (JUDE GROANS) 1399 01:15:48,207 --> 01:15:50,309 Deep breath, deep breath, deep breath. 1400 01:15:50,342 --> 01:15:51,109 Deep breath. 1401 01:15:51,143 --> 01:15:53,212 (JUDE GROANS) 1402 01:15:53,245 --> 01:15:54,713 Jude, I don't know. 1403 01:15:56,215 --> 01:15:58,183 (JOAN GROANS) (SHOE SQUEAKING) 1404 01:15:58,217 --> 01:15:59,518 Jude, I don't know, I don't know. 1405 01:15:59,551 --> 01:16:01,520 (JUDE SCREAMS) (DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1406 01:16:01,553 --> 01:16:04,490 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 1407 01:16:09,495 --> 01:16:11,864 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1408 01:16:14,233 --> 01:16:15,167 Close your eyes. 1409 01:16:16,335 --> 01:16:17,402 - Why? - Just close 'em. 1410 01:16:21,507 --> 01:16:24,176 All right, pretend we're somewhere hot. 1411 01:16:24,209 --> 01:16:25,844 - Okay. - Like the jungle. 1412 01:16:25,878 --> 01:16:27,479 EMMA: No, Hawaii. 1413 01:16:27,513 --> 01:16:28,914 Hawaii? (EMMA HUMS) 1414 01:16:28,948 --> 01:16:31,450 All right, so we're in Hawaii. 1415 01:16:32,417 --> 01:16:33,685 Let's pretend we just got married. 1416 01:16:33,719 --> 01:16:35,320 EMMA: We did just get married. 1417 01:16:35,354 --> 01:16:36,755 Oh yeah. 1418 01:16:36,788 --> 01:16:40,092 So, all right, it's our honeymoon, we're in Hawaii, 1419 01:16:40,125 --> 01:16:44,496 and we're in the water but you gotta sneak off 1420 01:16:44,530 --> 01:16:49,535 because there is jellyfish and sharks. 1421 01:16:50,035 --> 01:16:51,336 And the water is dead clear so I'll be 1422 01:16:51,370 --> 01:16:52,571 able to spot 'em a mile away. 1423 01:16:52,604 --> 01:16:54,139 No, but it's like three a.m. so it's dark. 1424 01:16:56,475 --> 01:16:59,378 And if you look out onto the horizon 1425 01:16:59,411 --> 01:17:01,513 you can see like la lightnening storm=. 1426 01:17:01,547 --> 01:17:02,781 Am I naked? 1427 01:17:02,814 --> 01:17:04,783 Hell yeah, it's a honeymoon. Always. 1428 01:17:05,617 --> 01:17:06,852 Me, too. 1429 01:17:06,885 --> 01:17:08,053 Sounds perfect. 1430 01:17:08,921 --> 01:17:09,721 Yeah. 1431 01:17:10,923 --> 01:17:13,392 Perfect Hawaiian honeymoon. 1432 01:17:13,425 --> 01:17:15,594 Don't ever forget it. 1433 01:17:16,428 --> 01:17:19,331 (THUNDER RUMBLING) 1434 01:17:23,769 --> 01:17:24,570 Easy. 1435 01:17:26,405 --> 01:17:27,172 Easy. 1436 01:17:29,508 --> 01:17:30,876 What happened? 1437 01:17:30,909 --> 01:17:31,710 You blacked out. 1438 01:17:31,743 --> 01:17:32,946 - I blacked out? - Yeah. 1439 01:17:34,680 --> 01:17:36,081 Jude, slowly, slowly. 1440 01:17:41,620 --> 01:17:43,288 Oh. 1441 01:17:43,322 --> 01:17:44,122 Did we get it? 1442 01:17:45,090 --> 01:17:46,124 I'm not sure. 1443 01:17:46,158 --> 01:17:47,793 How long was I out for? 1444 01:17:47,826 --> 01:17:48,627 10 minutes. 1445 01:17:49,828 --> 01:17:50,762 (SIGHS) Oh, for God sake, Jude. 1446 01:17:50,796 --> 01:17:51,998 It was so scary. 1447 01:18:01,273 --> 01:18:04,610 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1448 01:18:07,179 --> 01:18:08,447 EMMA VOICEOVER: Did I hurt ya? 1449 01:18:10,449 --> 01:18:11,483 Did I help ya? 1450 01:18:19,391 --> 01:18:20,525 How long until we'll know? 1451 01:18:22,494 --> 01:18:25,831 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1452 01:18:30,202 --> 01:18:33,039 (ZIPPER BUZZING) 1453 01:18:33,072 --> 01:18:35,540 (BAG RUSTLING) 1454 01:18:46,518 --> 01:18:47,552 You going somewhere? 1455 01:18:49,688 --> 01:18:50,489 Who are you? 1456 01:18:52,357 --> 01:18:53,158 What? 1457 01:18:55,861 --> 01:18:56,628 Oh, fuck off. 1458 01:18:56,662 --> 01:18:58,397 Fuck off, Jude. 1459 01:18:58,430 --> 01:18:59,765 For fuck's sake! 1460 01:19:00,866 --> 01:19:02,035 That's so annoying! 1461 01:19:02,068 --> 01:19:03,335 How could you tell? 1462 01:19:03,368 --> 01:19:04,870 I could see you chew your lip you were trying 1463 01:19:04,903 --> 01:19:06,905 to do your stupid smile you stupid twat. 1464 01:19:06,939 --> 01:19:08,840 - Sorry. - Oh, thank you. 1465 01:19:08,874 --> 01:19:10,175 Good morning. 1466 01:19:15,580 --> 01:19:16,715 (JUDE SIGHS) 1467 01:19:16,748 --> 01:19:17,984 Hey, can we take the car, just go do like 1468 01:19:18,017 --> 01:19:19,351 a road trip or something? 1469 01:19:20,552 --> 01:19:22,187 Put this guy in the back seat. 1470 01:19:24,123 --> 01:19:24,890 Do you feel up for that? 1471 01:19:24,923 --> 01:19:25,724 Yeah. 1472 01:19:26,558 --> 01:19:28,027 Yeah, I could use the air. 1473 01:19:33,933 --> 01:19:36,568 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1474 01:19:45,978 --> 01:19:47,512 (ENGINE RUMBLING) 1475 01:19:47,546 --> 01:19:49,347 Out of all the concerts that you've been to, 1476 01:19:49,381 --> 01:19:50,882 what was the worst? 1477 01:19:52,451 --> 01:19:54,252 Uh... 1478 01:19:54,286 --> 01:19:57,522 Oh, I saw Courtney Love in Vegas. 1479 01:19:57,556 --> 01:20:01,727 She came out, sang one line, and got hit 1480 01:20:01,760 --> 01:20:03,862 with a chocolate bar and left. 1481 01:20:03,895 --> 01:20:05,131 (LAUGHS) No. 1482 01:20:05,164 --> 01:20:06,465 She said, "Fuck you, Las Vegas!" 1483 01:20:06,498 --> 01:20:08,101 (BOTH LAUGHING) 1484 01:20:08,134 --> 01:20:09,068 And then she left. 1485 01:20:10,602 --> 01:20:11,971 What about you? 1486 01:20:12,004 --> 01:20:13,805 Uh, you at karaoke last year. 1487 01:20:15,307 --> 01:20:19,244 Absolutely traumatic experience for me and everyone around. 1488 01:20:19,277 --> 01:20:20,312 Traumatic? 1489 01:20:20,345 --> 01:20:21,580 Oh, completely tone deaf. 1490 01:20:22,748 --> 01:20:24,150 It's good you have hands, though. 1491 01:20:24,183 --> 01:20:25,484 (JUDE LAUGHS) 1492 01:20:25,517 --> 01:20:28,453 Everything shuts down when you start singing. 1493 01:20:28,487 --> 01:20:31,224 ♪ Do do do do ♪ 1494 01:20:31,256 --> 01:20:33,425 ♪ Do do do do ♪ 1495 01:20:33,458 --> 01:20:34,626 ♪ Do be do be be ♪ 1496 01:20:34,659 --> 01:20:36,328 It's the face that you do as well. 1497 01:20:36,361 --> 01:20:37,796 I can't even look at ya. 1498 01:20:37,829 --> 01:20:39,397 (JUDE LAUGHS) (LIGHT MUSIC) 1499 01:20:39,431 --> 01:20:42,034 I folded my ears in on themselves 'cause I can't do it. 1500 01:20:44,503 --> 01:20:46,838 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1501 01:20:58,985 --> 01:21:00,852 (CAMERA CLICKS) 1502 01:21:00,886 --> 01:21:02,754 - Oh, is that fun? - Blue! 1503 01:21:02,788 --> 01:21:03,990 Is that fun? (DOG BARKS) 1504 01:21:04,023 --> 01:21:04,823 Blue, Blue! 1505 01:21:04,856 --> 01:21:06,591 - Catalog, Blue. - Blue! 1506 01:21:06,625 --> 01:21:07,659 Yeah, boy. 1507 01:21:07,692 --> 01:21:09,128 EMMA: Have you got the key? 1508 01:21:09,162 --> 01:21:10,263 Huh? 1509 01:21:10,295 --> 01:21:12,165 Have you got the key? 1510 01:21:12,198 --> 01:21:13,698 Yeah, he said the mailbox. 1511 01:21:19,571 --> 01:21:22,507 (METAL SCREECHING) 1512 01:21:24,010 --> 01:21:24,810 No? 1513 01:21:28,680 --> 01:21:29,481 Hang on. 1514 01:21:30,816 --> 01:21:33,485 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 1515 01:21:41,760 --> 01:21:43,528 (KEYS JINGLING) 1516 01:21:43,562 --> 01:21:45,330 - He must have forgot. - Okay. 1517 01:21:48,067 --> 01:21:50,735 (FIRE CRACKLING) 1518 01:21:55,208 --> 01:21:57,742 I still have no news on my mom. 1519 01:21:57,776 --> 01:21:58,543 Still? 1520 01:21:59,411 --> 01:22:01,080 Did you try your aunt? 1521 01:22:01,113 --> 01:22:02,714 Yeah, I've tried her as well. 1522 01:22:17,896 --> 01:22:21,033 Yeah, I got something I need to say to you 1523 01:22:21,067 --> 01:22:23,069 but it doesn't feel like the right time. 1524 01:22:24,036 --> 01:22:25,804 But I don't feel like I can wait. 1525 01:22:26,805 --> 01:22:27,606 Okay. 1526 01:22:30,109 --> 01:22:31,710 Uh... 1527 01:22:32,711 --> 01:22:35,714 I wrote it down so I wouldn't mess it up. 1528 01:22:40,919 --> 01:22:43,155 (JUDE SIGHS) 1529 01:22:50,062 --> 01:22:54,300 There's no easy way to say this, but it didn't work. 1530 01:22:57,802 --> 01:23:00,106 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1531 01:23:12,351 --> 01:23:14,753 I woke up this morning and I didn't recognize you. 1532 01:23:29,268 --> 01:23:30,835 So it definitely didn't work. 1533 01:23:33,973 --> 01:23:35,975 Emma, now I'm starting to forget even you. 1534 01:23:38,610 --> 01:23:41,280 (PAPER RUSTLING) 1535 01:23:43,015 --> 01:23:46,751 Dear Emma, I wanted to write this to you, 1536 01:23:46,785 --> 01:23:49,322 I wanted to say this to you while I still 1537 01:23:49,355 --> 01:23:50,822 have as much of me as I do. 1538 01:23:52,959 --> 01:23:55,860 Every morning I wake up and I have to look 1539 01:23:55,894 --> 01:23:57,762 at Polaroids with names on 'em just so 1540 01:23:57,796 --> 01:23:59,398 I can remember that he's Blue. 1541 01:24:00,665 --> 01:24:03,468 Or like this morning when we left 1542 01:24:03,501 --> 01:24:05,804 I had to let you go out first because I couldn't 1543 01:24:05,837 --> 01:24:07,173 remember which car was ours. 1544 01:24:12,244 --> 01:24:16,781 There's chaos all around us, people freaking out 1545 01:24:16,815 --> 01:24:19,218 looking for cures, we're losing our friends, 1546 01:24:19,251 --> 01:24:22,821 you're losing your mom, borders are sealed, 1547 01:24:22,854 --> 01:24:24,156 flights are grounded, 1548 01:24:24,190 --> 01:24:27,159 and people are getting lost on their own streets. 1549 01:24:28,827 --> 01:24:30,829 And in the middle of it it feels like it's just us 1550 01:24:30,862 --> 01:24:32,431 doing whatever the fuck we can. 1551 01:24:35,935 --> 01:24:38,570 So I wanted to come out here while it's still quiet 1552 01:24:40,872 --> 01:24:44,642 so that I could look you in the eye in case 1553 01:24:44,676 --> 01:24:49,681 before I'm all gone and tell you that you are the love 1554 01:24:50,882 --> 01:24:54,719 of my life because you make me laugh every day 1555 01:24:55,955 --> 01:24:58,590 and you make my life worth living and you make me 1556 01:24:58,623 --> 01:25:00,026 feel like I'm not alone. 1557 01:25:01,961 --> 01:25:06,966 And if things were normal, then you'd be the person 1558 01:25:08,467 --> 01:25:10,535 that'd make it okay that I gotta grow old and die someday 1559 01:25:10,568 --> 01:25:13,939 because at least I got to spend some of that time with you. 1560 01:25:17,243 --> 01:25:22,248 But things aren't normal and so I guess instead, 1561 01:25:24,582 --> 01:25:28,653 or as well, I love you because you stayed. 1562 01:25:29,888 --> 01:25:31,190 Because when things got scary 1563 01:25:31,223 --> 01:25:33,459 you knuckled down and you stayed. 1564 01:25:36,761 --> 01:25:38,264 And you got me through each day. 1565 01:25:42,101 --> 01:25:45,171 And I hope I did the same for you, or I hope that 1566 01:25:46,571 --> 01:25:48,941 I can still do the same for you somehow. 1567 01:26:05,491 --> 01:26:09,428 Yeah, yeah, I just had to because I feel we gotta be real. 1568 01:26:09,462 --> 01:26:14,467 Yeah. (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1569 01:26:19,972 --> 01:26:22,541 (LIPS SMACKING) 1570 01:26:42,061 --> 01:26:44,463 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1571 01:26:45,998 --> 01:26:49,201 (BIRDS CHIRPING) (MUFFLED TALKING) 1572 01:26:49,235 --> 01:26:51,937 (DOG BARKING) 1573 01:26:51,971 --> 01:26:54,173 JUDE: What's this? Come on. 1574 01:26:54,206 --> 01:26:55,007 Come on. 1575 01:26:56,808 --> 01:26:58,377 (JUDE WHISTLING) 1576 01:26:58,410 --> 01:26:59,578 Oh, come here. 1577 01:27:01,046 --> 01:27:02,381 Yeah, yeah. 1578 01:27:03,748 --> 01:27:04,950 You can't get that stick. 1579 01:27:04,984 --> 01:27:08,120 You can't get there first. 1580 01:27:08,154 --> 01:27:09,321 You can't get that stick. 1581 01:27:09,355 --> 01:27:11,123 You can't get that stick. 1582 01:27:11,157 --> 01:27:12,057 - Hey! - Hey. 1583 01:27:14,160 --> 01:27:15,027 This dog's cool. 1584 01:27:17,263 --> 01:27:18,998 His name's Blue. 1585 01:27:19,031 --> 01:27:20,533 Oh, Blue! Yeah. 1586 01:27:22,101 --> 01:27:23,169 Yeah. (BLUE BARKS) 1587 01:27:23,202 --> 01:27:25,070 Yeah, Blue. Come on. 1588 01:27:25,104 --> 01:27:27,672 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1589 01:27:27,705 --> 01:27:28,740 What? 1590 01:27:28,773 --> 01:27:30,042 Come on. 1591 01:27:30,075 --> 01:27:32,677 (ENGINE RUMBLING) 1592 01:27:32,710 --> 01:27:35,080 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1593 01:27:42,955 --> 01:27:44,889 EMMA: Oh no, are they turning us around? 1594 01:27:44,923 --> 01:27:46,891 JUDE: Uh, I don't know. 1595 01:27:46,925 --> 01:27:49,295 (SIREN WAILS) 1596 01:27:50,262 --> 01:27:53,232 (WINDOW HUMMING) 1597 01:27:56,635 --> 01:27:58,270 OFFICER: IDs please. 1598 01:27:58,304 --> 01:28:00,072 Is this road closed, sir, or what? 1599 01:28:00,105 --> 01:28:01,073 OFFICER: Just the IDs. 1600 01:28:01,106 --> 01:28:02,208 Why? 1601 01:28:02,241 --> 01:28:04,009 OFFICER: Government mandated for 1602 01:28:04,043 --> 01:28:06,045 the missing persons database. 1603 01:28:06,078 --> 01:28:07,079 We're not missing. 1604 01:28:09,315 --> 01:28:10,115 Not yet. 1605 01:28:11,617 --> 01:28:13,085 Okay, go on through. 1606 01:28:14,320 --> 01:28:19,325 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) (ENGINE RUMBLING) 1607 01:28:28,133 --> 01:28:29,201 How many today? 1608 01:28:29,235 --> 01:28:30,069 Oh, just one. 1609 01:28:31,803 --> 01:28:33,539 Maybe people are remembering to close their gates. 1610 01:28:33,572 --> 01:28:34,739 Yeah, well, I've got that. 1611 01:28:34,772 --> 01:28:36,141 Cheers. 1612 01:28:36,175 --> 01:28:37,076 Here you are. 1613 01:28:39,078 --> 01:28:40,145 Here you go. 1614 01:28:40,179 --> 01:28:41,180 Thank you. 1615 01:28:45,451 --> 01:28:46,818 - Here. - Thank you much. 1616 01:28:46,851 --> 01:28:48,354 That'll take care of it. 1617 01:28:49,521 --> 01:28:51,390 Let me give you this. (LIGHT MUSIC) 1618 01:28:51,423 --> 01:28:52,191 Thanks. 1619 01:28:53,758 --> 01:28:58,163 Hey, um, just wondering if you know where Frank is. 1620 01:28:58,197 --> 01:29:00,099 He's the guy that usually comes here. 1621 01:29:00,132 --> 01:29:00,966 He's called Frank. 1622 01:29:02,134 --> 01:29:04,802 ANNIE: Frank hasn't been here in weeks. 1623 01:29:04,836 --> 01:29:05,638 I'm Annie. 1624 01:29:07,106 --> 01:29:08,240 Do you not remember me? 1625 01:29:08,274 --> 01:29:09,742 No, of course I knew, I was just wondering 1626 01:29:09,774 --> 01:29:12,111 if you've heard from Frank. 1627 01:29:13,679 --> 01:29:17,449 No, I haven't. (DOOR SLAMS) 1628 01:29:17,483 --> 01:29:19,084 Sorry. 1629 01:29:19,118 --> 01:29:22,154 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1630 01:29:23,656 --> 01:29:26,358 (PAPER RUSTLING) 1631 01:29:32,731 --> 01:29:36,135 (HIGH PITCHED RINGING) 1632 01:29:36,168 --> 01:29:38,537 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1633 01:29:55,587 --> 01:29:57,723 Where you off to? 1634 01:29:57,756 --> 01:29:58,557 On the hike. 1635 01:30:00,025 --> 01:30:00,892 Why do you wanna go on a hike? 1636 01:30:00,925 --> 01:30:02,361 It's winter, it'll be cold. 1637 01:30:02,394 --> 01:30:04,596 I asked you last night, you said we could go on a hike. 1638 01:30:07,933 --> 01:30:09,168 Yeah, you're right, I did say that 1639 01:30:09,201 --> 01:30:11,869 I just didn't think you'd remember. 1640 01:30:11,903 --> 01:30:13,706 Are you coming or? 1641 01:30:13,739 --> 01:30:15,708 Yeah. (CAMERA CLICKS) 1642 01:30:15,741 --> 01:30:20,746 (LIGHT MUSIC) (BIRDS CHIRPING) 1643 01:30:41,133 --> 01:30:41,899 Come on. 1644 01:30:42,735 --> 01:30:45,404 (ROCKS RUSTLING) 1645 01:30:53,445 --> 01:30:55,247 Beautiful, huh? 1646 01:30:55,280 --> 01:30:56,949 Come on, let's get it. 1647 01:30:56,982 --> 01:30:58,283 What? 1648 01:30:58,317 --> 01:31:00,419 - Let's go, like- - Oh, Jude. 1649 01:31:01,954 --> 01:31:03,322 Just go like here. 1650 01:31:05,257 --> 01:31:06,125 Right there. 1651 01:31:06,158 --> 01:31:07,259 EMMA: For fuck's sake. 1652 01:31:10,295 --> 01:31:11,929 What do you want me to do? 1653 01:31:11,964 --> 01:31:13,399 You know, just do your thing. 1654 01:31:16,835 --> 01:31:18,537 Oh, Jude, this is... 1655 01:31:18,570 --> 01:31:19,805 This is gonna look shit. 1656 01:31:21,273 --> 01:31:22,741 Turn around. 1657 01:31:22,775 --> 01:31:24,243 - Nightmare. - Look, whale. 1658 01:31:37,022 --> 01:31:40,292 Oh, Jude, I'm not in the mood for this. 1659 01:31:41,360 --> 01:31:42,461 - That's good. - No. 1660 01:31:42,494 --> 01:31:43,829 - Yeah, walk towards me. - Enough, enough. 1661 01:31:43,862 --> 01:31:45,464 Yeah, that's good, that's good, that's good. 1662 01:31:45,497 --> 01:31:47,232 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 1663 01:31:47,266 --> 01:31:48,233 Yes. 1664 01:31:48,267 --> 01:31:53,472 (WAVES CRASHING) (BIRDS CHIRPING) 1665 01:31:55,707 --> 01:31:57,276 Oh shit, can I get one more? 1666 01:31:58,377 --> 01:31:59,144 Just here? 1667 01:32:00,312 --> 01:32:02,614 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1668 01:32:02,648 --> 01:32:04,416 (EMMA GROANS) 1669 01:32:04,450 --> 01:32:05,484 Yes! 1670 01:32:17,196 --> 01:32:19,798 (CAMERA CLICKS) 1671 01:32:27,673 --> 01:32:29,708 It's a nice camera. 1672 01:32:29,741 --> 01:32:30,843 I hope it turns out. 1673 01:32:33,812 --> 01:32:37,082 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1674 01:32:41,220 --> 01:32:42,020 Jude? 1675 01:32:48,527 --> 01:32:49,328 Jude. 1676 01:32:50,729 --> 01:32:51,530 Hey. 1677 01:32:53,265 --> 01:32:54,500 - Jude. - What? 1678 01:32:54,533 --> 01:32:55,667 - Everything okay? - No, no, no. 1679 01:32:55,701 --> 01:32:57,402 - What? - No, no, Jude. 1680 01:32:57,436 --> 01:32:58,904 You all right? 1681 01:32:58,938 --> 01:33:00,072 - No. - Is there a problem? 1682 01:33:00,105 --> 01:33:01,340 - Jude, who am I? - Huh? 1683 01:33:01,373 --> 01:33:02,407 - Who am I? - I don't Know. 1684 01:33:02,441 --> 01:33:03,709 Do not touch me, please. 1685 01:33:03,742 --> 01:33:04,643 No, Jude, look at me, look at me. 1686 01:33:04,676 --> 01:33:05,644 What, what, can I help? 1687 01:33:05,677 --> 01:33:06,645 - I'm your wife. - Can I help? 1688 01:33:06,678 --> 01:33:07,981 - What? - I'm your wife, Emma. 1689 01:33:08,013 --> 01:33:09,515 - All right, I can't do this. - Jude, Jude. 1690 01:33:09,548 --> 01:33:11,149 - Jude, I'm your wife. - Out of my personal space 1691 01:33:11,183 --> 01:33:12,384 - here, can you- - Jude, I'm your wife. 1692 01:33:12,417 --> 01:33:13,318 Jude, look at me. Who am I? 1693 01:33:13,352 --> 01:33:14,853 No, don't touch me, man. 1694 01:33:14,887 --> 01:33:16,522 Look, we left the house this morning- 1695 01:33:16,555 --> 01:33:17,723 - Are you fucking crazy? 1696 01:33:17,756 --> 01:33:18,657 We left the house this morning. 1697 01:33:18,690 --> 01:33:19,892 All right, all right, I don't- 1698 01:33:19,925 --> 01:33:21,426 - Who am I and what's my favorite color? 1699 01:33:21,460 --> 01:33:22,728 - Are you deranged? - Who am I, what's my fav- 1700 01:33:22,761 --> 01:33:23,862 - Are you deranged? - Jude, Jude, just relax. 1701 01:33:23,896 --> 01:33:24,763 - Will you not touch me? - Just relax. 1702 01:33:24,796 --> 01:33:26,865 - Fuck, man. - Jude. 1703 01:33:26,899 --> 01:33:28,166 - Please, we leave together. - Will you not touch me? 1704 01:33:28,200 --> 01:33:31,370 - I just told you once. - Jude, I'm going crazy. 1705 01:33:31,403 --> 01:33:32,538 Please, just look me. 1706 01:33:32,571 --> 01:33:35,507 Jude, look at- (THUDDING) 1707 01:33:35,541 --> 01:33:38,577 (HEAVY BREATHING) 1708 01:33:44,316 --> 01:33:46,351 Listen, I don't know if you're a psychopath 1709 01:33:46,385 --> 01:33:48,086 or you're sick or what's going on 1710 01:33:48,120 --> 01:33:50,289 but it's got nothing to do with me, all right? 1711 01:33:51,256 --> 01:33:52,457 I'm sorry I pushed you. 1712 01:33:57,997 --> 01:34:00,299 I'll see if I can get you some help. 1713 01:34:00,332 --> 01:34:02,969 (WAVES SLOSHING) 1714 01:34:06,672 --> 01:34:07,472 Jude! 1715 01:34:17,316 --> 01:34:20,419 (LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1716 01:34:26,491 --> 01:34:27,526 Jude. 1717 01:34:38,370 --> 01:34:41,173 (HEAVY BREATHING) 1718 01:34:47,779 --> 01:34:50,282 (EMMA CRIES) 1719 01:35:38,597 --> 01:35:43,602 (LIGHTS CLICKING) (DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1720 01:35:46,605 --> 01:35:48,540 (DRAMATIC MUSIC) 1721 01:35:48,573 --> 01:35:50,876 EMMA VOICEOVER: I was so sad the day I met ya. 1722 01:35:54,579 --> 01:35:56,381 Oh, hello. 1723 01:35:57,282 --> 01:35:58,684 (LAUGHS) Hello. 1724 01:35:58,717 --> 01:35:59,718 Who are you? 1725 01:36:04,623 --> 01:36:08,061 EMMA VOICEOVER: I can't remember why. 1726 01:36:10,629 --> 01:36:13,032 (LIGHT MUSIC) 1727 01:36:13,109 --> 01:36:18,109 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 116221