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(Music)

The tragic events of those years,

that made me a nammada,

in a stranger in my own town,

They had to upset forever the course of my life,

becoming in that furtive search engine

of a second abandoned identity in some corner of the past.

Maybe, stranded in the muddy enthusiasm

of those arrogant years,

mandatorily qualified as victorious.

That's why sometimes I do not meet.

I do not know what it was before or after.

That's why, sometimes I feel with such force

the nostalgia of what I have not lived.

Best.

That's why, sometimes I feel with such force the nostalgia ...

of what I have not been allowed live.

Elmyr, Ibiza

(WRITE) "February, 1942.

Through friendly people,

from the Provincial Services of Propaganda,

I finally get my father out of the Model prison.

No help.

Not even the passionate dedication of my sister

is able to subtract it to the will to die.

It proceeds to its own extinction without saying a word,

without a reproachful look,

as if it were the only possible answer

to the peace that, after the defeat, It has been decreed around him. "

Mr. Forest.

Please, Mr. Forest.

Mr. Forest.

Mr. Forest, he says he's your niece.

I'm already low.

Hello, t o.

Do not you recognize me?

Yes, yes, now I know. (R E)

Elmyr. Hi.

You look a lot like your mother.

How many years does it do?

You were so small. Did not he call to let him know?

Call, who? Mam .

Your mother? No, no.

Very own thing in it.

Well, here we are.

Well, I was in Ibiza and, finally, mam insisted so much ...

But he said he would call you.

Are you staying with you?

For me, there is no problem.

We hope to cause you inconvenience. No, the house is big.

Taking.

A report?

About me? For the magazine of mam .

I have charged it for months,

but now mam he demands it urgently.

Photos included, by Elmyr.

Talk about myself

it's what bores me the most in this world.

However, you are writing your biography, said mam , no?

I am alone.

I do not receive visits nor correspondence.

Nor do I have any kind of contact with the town. I write.

What else can I do?

T , here.

He can go to the one above. Who, Elmyr?

There are two beds, do not you?

If there is not an important reason against, t o ...

Do not.

T ... You know. Key will tell you where things are.

Call your mother? Insurance.

And what do I tell him? I'm here, of course.

Compared or alone?

Well, tell him I'm alone.

Already...

(R EN)

"October, 1942.

Death of my father.

Relationships worsen with myself.

I give the accusing glances

of the few friends who have gone to the funeral,

the silent pain of my sister

and above all, that unexpected gesture. "

"One moment"

(WHISPER IN CATALON) - "Visca" the republic!

"It gets worse until unbearable the postponed pain of my conscience.

I list scrupulously the humiliations

that, at the end of his life, I could not avoid my father.

The feeling of defeat,

the frustrated exile, the prison,

the torture at the hands of them in whose side your son militates. "

(Music)

Mao

I do it, Mao?

What do you think?

Who will realize after so many years

of such an innocent falsehood?

Proceed to the elimination of a cheesy and symbolic little pilot.

In addition, it is true that for those dates

he felt an inexplicable malaise

Seeing my reflected face in the mirrors

of bars and restaurants.

And all because of that alignment of hair on the lip.

It does not respond, as they say now.

Mr. Forest! Mr. Forest!

Mr. Forest, They have disassembled the two doors.

(SORRY) They are going to destroy the house.

I hate the doors.

They are an element of bourgeois incommunicability.

Well, they also serve so there are no drafts.

Do not worry, t o, We are not going to disassemble the windows.

I promise.

At least, you do not leave them there, in the open,

put them in the trap. Yes, t o.

Right now!

I know, man, before it rains. (R E)

(SING) "I know, I know, I know the way

to do, to do the pear to anyone. "

"Elmyr, Elmyr, you give me birth!

With the canine no!

It's better to live on your knees to die standing up!

It will not happen!

My golden panties Now they are wet.

What the Chinese are coming!

I did not do it, but I thought about it countless times.

"It's about, I suppose,

in a shameful way of relief, of self-harm,

an extravagance whose laborious details

they still puzzled me today. "

(Military march)

Why do I also go there? the gun, Mao?

Well, because I do not just resign

to some essences that were leaving to make sense to me,

but also to the violence they imply.

It is a symbol more.

What did I do with the box, Mao?

Where do I keep it?

He was going to jail for less than that.

(Grunt)

Again...

Have you been t ? Where is my other espadrille?

No, no. I have said no. No!

Do you understand?

(Flute)

Neither today nor tomorrow nor ever. The road ended.

As if there was no train in this town.

I'm tired of being nailed the stones in the ass.

You go t if you want.

(Flute)

And I hope you crush your head Talgo

Shit.

(Flute)

Spies?

Mao has brought this to me.

Do you have my espadrille?

Key is gone without remembering my dinner.

He has been calling you, but you did not answer.

I had the plugs on.

Give to me.

I'll make you some fried eggs.

Do you know how to make fried eggs? T no?

Look, as in the American movies.

That same ability your father had.

I learned it from a German pilot in the front of Teruel.

I did not know. I will prepare a chop.

What does he do now?

Who? Your father.

Mr. Tey? In Marbella.

He has hidden all his medals in the box of oblivion.

And I think he wants to introduce himself to mayor for M laga.

News like that They reassure one.

I would ask you more things about your father,

but I do not know where I have o do that your relations with him ...

Little fact? Good...

Is the bread today? T o,

What happens to you clean those scribbles that you write?

In Barcelona.

A former secretary of the Propaganda Services.

If you want, I'll do it for you. But do you know how to type in a machine?

Go, apparently, any activity,

no matter how modest, it surprises you.

I thought I had warned you a certain propensity for disorder,

something very much in vogue now.

In any case, nothing related

with chops, eggs or typewriters.

It has no salt.

I try to forget what I have been taught, t o.

But it's not that I do not know.

In addition, I also play the piano. I assumed it.

I can still regenerate.

I do not like to swim or sunbathe.

This beach is a landfill fucking, cars

and of provincial adipose who play petanque. I'm getting bored.

Seriously, man, I can do it. So I entertain myself in something.

And by the way, I find out of your exciting past.

It will serve me for the interview.

Do you know if there is wine around here?

Who may be interested

what you do or do not do an old man like me?

It interests mom.

Your mother, no one else.

Well, your wife.

I guess you already know that t a Sole He also works in the magazine.

And she agrees with that of the report?

I proposed it and she did not say no.

In the background, he has not lost the hope that one day you will return.

Regretful. Still in love with you.

Well, you still have not told me

if you accept my services as a mechanic.

I warn you that it is an offer disinterested in the economic.

I'll think about it.

It's vinegar.

Secure? (R E)

Miss Mariana!

Miss Mariana, Mr. Forest will be angry.

That boy is uncovering the spider.

What? That is scratching the wall. Come on!

Look. Look.

Elmyr ...

Elmyr!

Look, one shot. Of the year 39.

His uncle will be angry.

If you do not tell him, he will not find out.

Do not see three on a donkey. I? Poor of m ...

We will give him a hand of lime again.

Who fired that shot?

Mr. Forest, with the gun he had.

He crossed his hand to Pau through.

Why? Why? Because I know. I know what.

Who is the Pau?

A poor bastard Who started pissing there?

(Flute)

(Train)

You have departed before me, go fuck

Elmyr,

Do you know how old he is? our illustrious writer?

According to these papers, he confesses 60,

but in all safety, shuffle 2 or 3.

However, it looks much better now,

in his wise role, distracted and blind,

that in its best years of official reporter of the victory.

You know that t a Sole left him definitely five years ago?

What could you make me suppose that in this house and in this man

would find an effective means

to protect you and protect me against your suicidal mana?

I thought we had come here to please mam ,

to a bourgeois house, where you eat your hours,

where you sleep in beds with Flex, as God commands,

with the excuse of making him an interview with photos

to a writer fascist and twilight.

And it turns out that we are in the lair of a nut.

Listen out.

(LEE) "In the first days October,

a disagreeable night and without stars, ... ",

luceros, eh ?,

"When I came home alone, vislumbr ,

over the enraged black sea, above the distant tumult

of its rumble and its foam brocades,

the first signal of the saving doubt

I had to make a nest in my conscience.

I thought for the first time in the possibility of disengaging

and on how to tell Soledad without causing a death displeasure.

Finally, those good wishes

they decreased to a simple private relief

and, by the way, reckless, so loud

He entered the house, I pushed my Astra pistol,

I went out again and, letting me carry by an unreflective impulse,

He stuck a fair bullet between the second and third arrows

of the emblematic emblem stamped on the facade.

I remember and I transcribe these details because this remote ceremony ... ",

Blah blah blah blah.

It's like a chota.

Because according to Key, The people's voice,

that hole between the second and third arrow of the emblem

is, effectively, a bullet,

but on a sad night of 39, no storms or foam brocades,

a poor drunk electrician he began to piss there,

just under the emblem, supporting the hand so, on the wall.

My uncle took it as an offense

and I will pierce your hand of an accurate bullet.

With the gun that, at that time,

I was always very close of the crotch.

And on top of that, according to Tecla, he denounced it. Color n colorado.

I prefer the version of Thecla, y t ?

Whatever you want, as long as it's not going to the road ...

(Flute)

(Barking)

(Flute)

(Phone)

S ?

Mariana!

Where do you call from?

(EXTRACTED) From Madrid?

Oh ... Excuse me, Mari, You have the same voice as your daughter.

I thought it was her.

Yes, yes, it's here.

He must be in the house, Do you want to talk to her?

All right.

All right.

Tell me ... Tell me, how are you?

I am good.

Help me. Go to machine my calligraphic riddles.

"Be careful, it's a bad idea."

She is a strange girl. Wonderful.

"It's tangled with a photographer or something like that,

a depressant that gets drug and he only talks about committing suicide.

Epileptic and oligophrenic of first grade.

If it appears around your house, you throw it without contemplations.

Promise me you will do it. " Hey, Mari,

Truth that was in 42

what did you give me? a razor

with a pearly handle and black streaks?

"I don `t believe.". Try to remember.

"I do not know ... Anyway, if you say ..." Insurance.

"And now, I have to give you the news. "

What news?

"Sole has died."

What?

"He felt bad while he drives his car in the middle of the Great Vía.

They carried her to an emergency clinic,

but nothing could be done. "

Do you think ... I should go to the funeral?

"They buried her yesterday.

Your children did not want to be warned

Against my opinion, to be clear.".

Tell them you will not be notified either when I die.

Anything else? "I'm not sorry.".

See you soon.

Aunt Sole has died.

Do you feel it?

I do not like people to die. Taking.

Do not.

(Music)

Mao?

Come in, man, come on.

Secure? Yes, it happens ...

Come in, dude. Sit down

I thought Mao was around here. I'm going for a walk.

The walks in the afternoon, They stimulate depression.

It's better for you to talk to me. Sit down

You smell like whiskey.

And you have weeds. To incense.

To incense It's what this room smells like.

Mariana, it is necessary to organize all this stage to get high?

You can not celebrate your holidays in normal beds?

This house is a funeral home, uncle.

Why do you stuff yourself with you?

He places me. Do you want? Do not.

We are here contemplating how the world and other spheres

they turn solemnly to the comp s of "The blue Danube".

It is nice.

(Hum)

That does not speak, but sings.

What do you put to that?

Nothing, it's t .

That has brought white.

We will snort some lines to catch marching.

Speak Christian, will you? Snow, dust of stars ...

(SING) "Of stars ...". (R E) You're brown, uncle.

What?

What world do you live in?

It is of excellent quality. Do you want? Do not.

This necklace is from Mao.

I have passed to you clean

the wonderful scene of repudiation of your Falangist mustache.

According to that, I would make the stack of years that your fidelity began to waver

to the ideology that summoned you in 36

Yes. But nevertheless...,

I, as a child, I remember you with a mustache ...

and not so long ago that I was a girl, did not I?

Maybe it was something later that ended with him.

I don `t believe that has the least importance.

I do not know, you'll know. You are the father of the creature.

"Nothing is as it is, but as you remember, "

said Valle-Incl n.

"And we all want to be someone else", said a gentleman

It was called I do not know how.

(R E) I see you've read a couple of books.

Almost the same as t .

Oh, sorry.

What's up, man?

Why did not you go? how do you remember?

I still do not know.

I'm learning about my life as I write it.

Me too.

When I'm blown away,

I'm learning what I think as I say it.

A servant ... it comes out in your memories?

Well ... yes.

A summer. You would have about 14 years.

You were in the garden and a bug pic you in the back.

No, below.

I was afraid it was a scorpion, I sucked the blood and spat.

And you went back to sucking and spitting and again.

A little more and you fall asleep.

I remember very well from your hot mouth.

You went blind, sweetie.

I just discovered I have three hands.

That is not yours. Is it yours?

The more they are larger. Give them to me.

Why? What do you mean? Just one,

if nothing happens... Woman, no.

If it's a game, walk away. Not talking! I do not want.

Bring your hand What not!

Open your hand, touch! Mariana, I'm not for jokes.

What is it? Woman...

(SHOUT) Answer or I bite you! What is it?

But... Di!

Well, one thing ... round, like rubber ...

What more! With a chickpea on the tip.

Is it a tit? I do not know ...

I would have to consult my memories. Touch, touch, feel with your claws.

I already palpo. Answer yes or no! It's a tit!

Yes ...

Well, it's not mine.

Her name is Elena I did not have a place to sleep. Do you care?

You make fun of a poor old man.

(TARAREA A VALS)

I'm very bad, sweetie. I'm just trying to comfort your widowhood.

I have to keep working.

(Continued the humming)

(Clock)

(Seagulls)

You see how good, we will do one thing in the line

of the harassed writer for their ghosts.

With the sea, the wind, the loneliness ... and all that bagpipe.

Face the wind, t o! With naturalness!

The world is yours! Think of your thoughts!

Point it with your finger towards America. As Colin!

Look at the sea as if you ended up discovering

the Pacific! Call Mao!

Mao, Mao!

He went. Tensa your spirit!

Let's go, good, walk, brace! Turn your war cry!

Imagine you have your Astra and that with it you shoot

to the Russian ships!

(SING) "I had a comrade ..."

,Eh, no! To me, photos, no. To my uncle!

Mariana ...

It's going to be so ridiculous ...

Son, if I do not know nor how you manage to endure.

It seems that he had both feet Stuck in a single shoe.

David!

(FAR VOICE) "Hello, Mr. Forest!

(SHOUT) How is fishing going today?

Well, do you buy me something?

What is it? A mere.

Weigh your three kilos. At least.

How much does he give me for him?

Well ... let's see ...

I can give you... 1000 pesetas maximum.

Will it be so? Voucher.

You do not get it in the market nor for the triple.

Huy, how nice, how poetic, sweet. He is Tecla's grandson.

Now I understand where it comes from that gulf money to make

quintaslas of 1000 pesetas. What matters to me?

In any case, a mere three kilos

It is worth more than 1000 pesetas. Ah, s ?

Well, nothing, get up high that mere and screams:

"Up Spain!" No, with the right.

(R E) Arriba Espa a.

(Click)

(MAGNET FONO) "It will have to evoke, especially,

the endearing friendship with Jos Mar a Tey,

that chemical spirit, who painted sunrises

that looked like twilights, and that would take me to Burgos

to work with him in the Services of Press and Propaganda.

It will have to evoke the first contacts

with the comrades plum feros of the national zone,

united in hope of an asuntive and surpassing homeland.

It will have to be described punctually the emotion of the return to Barcelona,

stomping on his heels General Yag e

for the stops of Pedralbes.

The collaboration with Tey in the installation

of the provincial services, the complex agreements

with the Catalan intellectuals ...

You also have to reinvent faithfully that deep floor

and musical Aragon street

and the first meeting with the sisters Monteys,

with his purple shawls ... "

Mariana ...

"His heavy dream eyes".

Or Soledad ...

(Piano)

Soledad or Mariana.

(Piano)

(Birds)

(Click)

Discussions with Jos Mar a at all times.

It was not possible for me, after the euphoric celebration

Victory, ignore ... for a longer time a series

of small events that hit my conscience.

(Siren)

Yesterday they did the same in a fabric factory

of New Town. They stopped two workers

because they spoke Catalan among them. Are they asking for the documentation?

They ask for the documentation

and they are asked what are they talking about?

If they do not match in their versions, they stop them.

The most disgusting rape of conscience by system.

T always doing literature, always worried

for the little isolated anecdote.

That's naive, Luis.

Two years ago the war ended. Every day they shoot three people

in the Campo de la Bota.

Tambi n you think that this is anecdotal?

(Engine)

(LEE) "They are trampling a language and a culture

The workers are humiliated for the simple fact of being.

People are forced to adopt reverent ways

in front of symbols and emblems for no other purpose than to remind them

who have been defeated.

For each and every one of the reasons given,

in the name of my own conscience, I request that it be accepted

my resignation in the party at the time that I make available

of the relevant authorities the charges and attributions

that were assigned to me

Signed: Luis Forest. "

Does Sole know?

No, he does not know. Can I give you some advice?

Wait until tomorrow, reflect ...

talk to Sole.

I think you'll agree in that the first person to know

It must be your wife.

(Music)

You also know what will cause a disgust of death.

"When you get home, A surprise awaits me.

Sole has suffered a fading while attending an act

of the Women's Section.

Dr. Godoy recommends me not displease or fatigue the sick

under no pretext.

It expresses in reassuring terms,

but his sorrowful eyes they give me to understand that it is serious

and ends up recommending that you consult a specialist

as soon as possible".

(BESA) What is it?

I thought I was dying, but I'm better now.

What's the matter, Luis?

I do not want to see you like that.

You have argued again with Jos Mar a?

Nothing, woman, as always.

What is a mediocre painter and he does not support being told.

He wants to make me a portrait.

Calm down

Do not.

You are hiding something from me.

Did he call you?

He has called you as soon as I have gone out to the street.

(Machine keys)

Mariana ... Pass.

Are you alone? Come in, dude.

Secure? I know, what happens.

Do not you hear the machine? Or is it that you believe

that I am the woman orchestra? Everything can be expected from you.

I brought you some more leaves. Leave them there.

Where? Ah ! On the bed.

And sit down!

You know, niece ...

I would not like to see that photo with the pu eno in high published

in a magazine. It's not serious. I just want to help you, t o.

(LEE) "That man that radiated a lyrical disposition

to danger, a nuptial deal with death.

Velvet eyes, heavy brows like tatters at night

and hair combed backwards with a black and dense plot.

Relentless.

Usually wearing rose petals in the pockets,

that he extracts from time to time and caress distractedly

with the fingers. On the right thigh,

near the hip, the vague shape of a gun

Tighten your pants. "

I have the tip clitoris with that description of Mr. Tey.

Mr. Tey ...

Why do you always say Mr. Tey when you talk about your father?

Corresponds more to its current appearance. It shows that a long time ago

that you do not see Now he is bald and in the eyebrows

He has some hairs like that, like elephant's ass.

Like me.

You're a beauty, sweetie. I do not consent to comparisons.

There is no color.

(Bells)

Give me a cigarette of yours,

of those who produce lung cancer.

Tell me, dear uncle, Why did not you marry Mam?

According to her, you liked her

and Mr. Tey he was laughing at t a Sole.

How did you get to arm that l o? It's a good thing we put together that mess,

on the contrary, you would not have been born.

Who knows ...

It's true that I liked Mariana, but something happened and ...

What?

A confusion. Tell me tell me.

You will read it. Look, I close my eyes,

you tell me and then I tell you how I see it.

Come, come!

Do you promise not to open your eyes?

Promised.

It's the first time I talk about this.

It happened one day in which your grandmother was not at home.

I corrected in my room the evidence of my first book.

Anochec a when ...

they started coming to me ... some piano chords,

the obsessive melody of the "J'attendrai",

what was the piece that both his mother and Soledad

they interpreted with more application. I got a break

and I went to the living room. It was almost dark,

I stood on the threshold.

(Piano)

"Surely, your mother thought she was alone on the floor

and I played the piano with an undeserved passion.

I moved cautiously towards her, although I knew

that the longer it takes in revealing my presence,

more embarrassing I would justify it. "

(Piano)

"I still wonder today how I was able to get to her

and, without hesitation for a moment, deposit a persistent kiss

in his neck.

Darkness and my own outburst blinded me.

Turning on itself, he surrounded me with his arms

and allowed me to kiss her insistently in the mouth. "

(R E) Hitter.

Well, young lady, you can laugh.

(R E)

Everything happened in the most satisfactory way

and convenient, given the urgency of the case.

Right there, in the living room.

(R E)

(Piano)

(R E) Oh, what did I undo, t o.

Well, the most important thing is missing.

(R E) The most important thing ... is that you fucked mom

on top of the piano. Wait wait,

We did not see each other's faces nor do we say a word.

When it was already expiring on her, I could realize my mistake.

It was not your mother, but Soledad who moaned in my arms.

Ah!

(R E)

Well, I see that with your help a simple poetic memory ...

You can become a vaudeville.

Joking apart,

that accident came to put things in their place.

Soledad was the woman that suited me

In honor of the truth, I owe everything I am.

Yes, you owe him four children They do not want to see you in paint.

I can tell this beautiful story in the report about your life?

You will keep very well. I promise to apply

to the most refined political formula.

(Bells)

And that?

I had forgotten about him.

(Clock)

T o ...

What does it say here? Let's see...

(LEE) "Dr. Godoy recommends me not upset or fatigue ... "

No, here! Where?

Here, son.

(LEE) "They give me to understand which is serious and ends up recommending

that you consult a specialist. " OK OK.

T a Sole was sick? Neither did she know.

It was a secret between Dr. Godoy and me.

So secret that nobody will believe it.

Hey, t o, Is that true of the workers?

True. In what year was it?

In...

November 1941, shortly after marrying Soledad.

And what about your resignation letter also is it true?

See, that letter he never wrote it,

but I knew it by heart.

You understand, do not you?

It can not be said to be a lie.

What disease did Sole have?

I would like to know that. T o, put to fabulate ...,

I recommend that you des some more convincing details.

For example, t a Sole was tubercular.

Like Margarita Gautier ... And later he was cured

with streptomycin. Ah ...

(Birds)

Mother of God... Look at what was in the sink

between the dishes to eat! Yikes ...

of yours. Here everything Mao pays.

Well I'm from a who smokes like a carter

and, also, it also wears a necklace.

but it does not wear socks. Well, he will be the mute ... Ah ...

And the gypsies.

(VOZ LEJANA) You have the cheek to reproach me that I do not listen to you?

I just need to give you the tit! You are like having a subnormal child!

(Flute)

There are brawls ...

Is it that I'm your mother? What I'm sick! Do not touch me!

The blood will not reach the river. To see if I can have

two hours of tranquility! I do not know how he supports it ...

Go fuck yourself! You make me fun.

Ah, Thecla, You know some doctor ...

that is not from the place? A vacationer, for example.

The older, the better.

(SPEAKS IN CATALON)

I see that yes Do you remember me?

It will not bother you much.

I'm writing a novel in which a woman ...

suffers an illness and I do not know why to decide.

I need to specify the symptoms and the treatment.

I had thought in an old cardiac disease,

in an old childhood injury that went unnoticed

and that reproduces at that age.

What are the usual symptoms, doctor?

And what is it, doctor?

What would you have prescribed?

Maybe consulting some old vadem cum ...

PSA ...

(Barking)

Hey, I do not remember ...

Look, I did not have any defect.

And in the prison, I learned to read and write.

Mr. Forest he had no bad intentions

because, in those times, nothing cost him to throw me to the belly.

(Gasps)

Wow, they have reconciled again.

At the peak moments, Talk that cabron.

Fuck fucking ...

"Do not sleep at home tonight, do not be alarmed.

Do not ask Elmyr for me. Until tomorrow, t o. "

(Flute)

So, who is there in there?

What has been created that mute shit?

That this is Jauja, a riding school or what?

(JADEAN)

(Flute)

Outside.

Out of this house.

All right, why do not you do it in the hall or in the living room

or in the town square? Outside, said.

T too! Lets go to the street. Come on!

(Bang)

You can stay if you want.

Well, for me ...

For the record, you're t who has decided

(Engine)

Until tomorrow! Maybe he's back.

No, I will not go back. Until tomorrow!

(Engine)

(Irons)

(Broken glass)

So you threw her out on the street, go fuck

Let me explain ...

Well, when you get tired ...

It is true that the ech ,

but it is also true that one minute later

I asked him to stay. Prefer to leave.

What you have done is a bitch. You do not imagine the consequences

what you can have I cheated on you ...

(SIGHS) Aqu the only cuckold is you!

So much does it cost you to understand How are things?

Well, they are not like your time of Falangist bubbles!

Well, well, maybe it's you who finds it hard to understand

I already told you that you preferred to leave. Surely,

after the fight this afternoon ... Your filibuster roll! Go away!

Leave me!

(Running water)

Hears...

I do not want sleep quietly tonight.

You know where Elmyr is right now?

Precisely, I wanted to ask you, but t ...

At any point of the road of the train in pieces.

If you started to exaggerate ... How can you know?

I know because I know her. That girl is very sick

and is unable to resist 24 hours without me.

She is dead.

(Birds)

(Knock)

(Martial music)

Susan, English passport.

I do not know.

Photographer

Twenty something.

I do not know exactly.

Good morning, Mariana.

Hi.

I have already called several hospitals, but I have been recommended

I called you

"It was Sole who suppressed of a snip

the image of my father.

We had a strong discussion thus".

(LEE) "'Mariana, mother'.

October, 1943. "

(Flute)

Mariana ... Pass...

Come in, man, do not stay there.

(Timbales)

Mariana, I'm very worried for you, can I do something?

I have felt terrible, to die. I hated you, sweetie.

Sorry.

I hope that ... you are not plotting some feminist revenge

against this old imbecile. Well look, since you say it,

I had thought about putting myself a Gillette in the co o

for the day in which you decide to penetrate me.

Creature, what have they done to you?

Nothing that does not heal with a few touches of gentian violet.

I was asleep and I burned the breasts with the cigarette.

Nothing new, my depressions.

P same the little bottle and the cotton, Do you want?

Do you give me some touches?

I would like them to stay enigmatic scars,

like those of your memories.

Ah, also, below. Still, let me do it.

I would like to know what qualities they adorn

to that species of hermaphrodite so you can walk around torturing yourself

on your own A sick soul, sweetie.

We became a psychiatrist the one to the other.

It would be by signs ...

You tickle me, ti to. I escuece.

Look at this fish, How weird is getting.

The other one, too, please.

Your mother will kill me if she finds out. We should call a doctor.

Tonter as ... I'm perfectly and with desire to work.

It's OK, thanks.

(Timbales)

What are you looking at?

I will wear this shirt if you think that will make you feel better.

Do not abuse, niece, Do not laugh at a helpless old man.

Neither so old nor so helpless.

You are going to deny You're spliced, man?

That does not happen to me centuries ago.

Ugh, how do you scratch this shirt?

Do you care that I raise the edge above?

As ?

Look at this fish, How weird is with the touches, is not it?

Conscribe that I submit to your tortures because I prefer

that you take me the hair to see you crying in the corners.

In your blue eyes I see women dressed in lam

and with high heels.

Count, go, I'm sure that you were a writer

who knew how to behave in bed

Hey, what's wrong with you? You are astounded.

Do you feel bad?

Do not tell me you've brought with you the box of old condoms.

Rubber?

I guess Mao just brought it.

Oh, Mao. I was here, by the bed.

Digitoxin PSA.

Hey, will not they be past? I'm not for jokes, niece.

Maybe it belonged to my father.

(SING) "You're flying over the sea

and with your fast flight very soon you will arrive

to the beach of my dream

where my love is. "

Why are you so happy? Has something changed in your life?

Of course, look there, on the table.

(TARAREA)

(SING) "You're flying over the sea."

How did you achieve this? Elmyr, who is an artist.

It is a photographic composition. No, you were distracted

and we put a grouper in your hand. I recognize that it is very well done,

but it's not a mere, She is a Scorpio.

In addition to exercising your critical function,

You could ask about Elmyr, no?

How is it? And where? Well thanks. In ibiza.

He says he forgives you. Thank you.

I will give them to you.

(SING) "To the beach of my dreams

where my love is. "

I wonder if there is something do not do with those panties.

And I answer that although I would like to take them off, I can not.

They are stuck.

(Bells)

Everything is in place except the lemon tree.

The lemon tree was never there.

Your father changed it. Pap painted that?

In agreement with its more refined style.

It's terrible. I would prefer to be told

which is what killed Garc a Lorca.

The sweet figure is your mother. He called it "my blue muse".

Co o, and where is the blue ah ? It's yellow

A colour who has always hated mam .

It's t a sole.

Interview with Luis Forest. First cassette

Well, Mr. Forest, Where do we start?

I would like to know some details

by the way of their extramarital relationships.

Adulteries, abortions, gonorrhea, Preferred postures in bed.

Look, dude, if you're going to put that face goose every time I make you

a naive question and after all, flattering,

we leave it.

Is that magnet in motion? It's true that his wife abandoned him

because in 25 years of marriage It only came with you three times?

For that, think about it. Well, what do we do?

We continue with the interview or leave it?

Do you want to drink something? Or do you want to talk? Or just look at me?

Or do you finally want What a straw?

My beloved and speechless little girl, I'm just interested in

evoke my past, It's the only thing I have.

You have me.

Do you believe? You eat me the coconut, sweetie.

There is no way I want to be serious with you.

And also, really, I do not care about the interview.

I love you, host.

I'm going to make a confession.

Not many years ago he still believed that there was quantity

of beautiful women in your life.

It was very romantic, you know?

And I liked to dream that you were syphilitic

and that because of that, when the occasion comes,

you could only put it between your legs,

but you ran the same way.

And then, sweetly You fell asleep in my arms.

There was an intense velor smell that wrapped me

and it made me very happy.

A very naive dream.

Bah, do not be silly, man, things as they are.

Things are not like they are, niece, sorry.

Well, they are not as they remember, and for the record that is t a Sole.

"She's right, it's loneliness.

How has it never occurred to you before?

It will be easy to tie that knot and then if you do not like it,

it will be even easier to start this page of your memories.

He had just returned from a short stay in Buenos Aires,

where I was invited to participate in a conference cycle

about hispanidad and literature.

My state of mind, By those dates, it can not be worse.

The famous unbreakable adhesion it hangs by a thread.

The drop that would overflow the glass it was a violent discussion

that I held with the new secretary of services

of bibliographical orientation who wanted to eliminate two chapters

of my new book. "

As well. He says to the Lord sub director that I will remember

from his mother every day at 9:00 at night,

including Saturdays and Sundays.

(Military march)

It's over, I'm quitting.

I send them to take everyone in the ass.

To the delegate Mr. Tey the first. You're not talking seriously.

You will not do such a thing.

Thank you that in consideration I have not done it before.

But this time I am determined.

You were waiting a silly thing like this.

The simple mistake of an official ...

It's the shit that comes to us to the neck, do not you realize?

In the name of the most sacred, Luis, think again.

In the name of what never it must be desecrated.

My brother gave his life for God and for Spain, he was your friend.

Do not betray your memory. Think about it.

This time it's serious. Go doing the idea.

I have my reasons, the most, the really,

those that have been born here inside.

You do not have any more reasons that being a son of a father

cr pula, mas n, matacuras, separatist, Marxist and libidinous.

"And it's two hours later, in Sitges, already installed and ready

to light the fireplace when, a dazed series of coincidences,

a determined crossword with two typefaces

in a newspaper from Barcelona,

a comb and some shirt cufflinks in a drawer of the nightstand,

and above all, an unusual plenty of clothes in the sink.

They are details that sink me in a shocking presentiment. "

Sole. I have a crossword in my hand,

It's from a Vanguard three weeks ago

It is solved with two types of letter.

One is yours, unmistakable.

Who is the other?

The best we can do is to separate us.

Is there another man in your life? Answer back.

Well yes, as you ask, There is another man my life.

A man you're in love with. Yes, I'm in love with him.

A weekend very well planned.

No, sir, it was not premeditated nor did it happen any weekend.

What little you know me, Luis.

It was any day, during the week.

I know him?

What does it matter if you know him or not? In any case,

it's not because of him for whom I want to leave you.

Not only for that, stubborn.

That I never I have needed another man

until you started to change.

You walked away from me and everything that had united us

and for what we had fought.

I do not know how to betray so an ideal, and a life, and a love.

And now,

You already know everything.

What do you feel about being cuckold, sweetie?

Very well thanks. And in charge of Mr. Tey,

although in a way explicitly you have not said it.

I prefer that suspicion Float in the air.

Fleet, fleet, It's like a radio serial.

Your friends will have a great time, and how is a horned story

they will believe it, despite that counting on the fingers,

it turns out that you separated of t a Sole before doing it

the last two children.

I did not separate. No?

In the next scene, Soledad is presented in Sitges

accompanied by the children.

Bring a very thoughtful proposal.

I have also reflected.

The idea that you can abandon me scares me.

Soledad is the only perfume, the only flower in the vast páramo

of my emotional life.

Whistle

In summary, I can not stand the idea of ​​losing my wife.

We speak.

She is coming,

to keep everything the same as before.

Forget that man,

in exchange for me do not re-offend her

with the insufferable idea to give up our essences.

I see where you are going.

So, little by little it is becoming convincing

my old and frustrated vocation of resignation.

Or not?

Why do not you throw All that in the trash, man?

Because I'm old now.

(Music)

Do you want? No, thanks, t o.

Have you been smoking your weeds?

No, I've been moving furniture with the help of my friends.

The room is in order.

Look at the stars They were already there when I was a kid.

The world is a ship and it swings.

T o, if you've been able to make Mr. Tey

I put the horns, Why do not you put it on t

the horns to Mr. Tey? What is it?

I am working a justification, niece,

Not a vaudeville. Well look,

I'm interested in vaudeville and your justification brings me loose.

How was mam in his time of debauchery and abortions?

Aborts? What do you know about that? Three abortions

One of Count Ciano. Wow.

Maybe you're t the one that should tell me.

Maybe, but today I will just ask.

Let's see.

For example, What happened here, in this same house,

one night of the month of April 50 something,

in that unexpectedly there were pap and mam ,

boyfriends still for those dates?

This imbecile I have finally declared myself.

Where did they come from?

Well, what did you come up with? Mr. Tey that night?

Exhausted the time of the great ideals,

the big business came

Your father was beginning to be interested already by the tourist areas.

Me, through of my relations in Madrid,

It was very helpful.

In return, I was on the board of directors

of at least 10 companies.

And if I told you that I'm came here to the librases

at once of the beating of Mr. Tey?

To ask for protection and protection.

You can say whatever you want. I in those moments,

I started my third repudiation offensive.

Only that it was no longer to give up some ideals,

but to some plugs.

I have explained to you a decision taken, Not a proposal to discuss.

You could have done it before of being the financial one,

but now, with your friends of Madrid on the board of directors,

It's crazy, Luis. It's impossible, you can not do that to me.

Of course he can, not everyone thinks alone

to become rich like t . Money is the condition of your life.

He added some more nonsense.

Jos Mar a threatens with leaving it planted.

She invited him to do it and he did it, slamming the door.

We stayed the two face to face.

She was very drunk.

Do you want me to suck you?

It's funny, man, that mam remember that night

relating it to its habitual vagina and t conflicts instead,

with your eternal problems of conscience.

it's possible match both.

That night, your mother and I we were about to commit

a serious nonsense.

You mean nothing's happening? Nothing at all.

But for the case it is the same.

Someone thought the opposite. Who believed it?

Jos Mar a Tey,

and that forced me one more time to change my plans.

Let's see, acclimate, t o.

Your mother spent the night here,

in the same room where you are now.

The next day forced her to return to Barcelona,

I accompanied her to the station myself.

I was 36 years old already.

I want to suck it Comrade Forest!

I was probably pregnant. From whom?

From Jos Mar a Tey, Who would it be?

Yes, niece, surely You were already at this party,

so small and in the belly of Mariana.

Yes.

Yes, where were we?

What did you accompany to mam to the station.

But he did not stay in Barcelona,

he went to Lloret and he stayed in a hotel.

I knew it three days later because the manager called me.

I had arrived drunk and still drunk.

Mari has been drinking for three days, It is sunken.

I know perfectly how it is.

I've talked to her, I think your presence is necessary.

It will do more than that, I think it's my turn.

I will marry her.

By the way, We have to talk about your resignation.

Rather, we have nothing to talk about

Do you understand, cu?

Not for now.

Already. That can wait.

She does not.

Do you agree?

Let's leave aside the question of whether or not you are

a depraved innocent and sojourner,

but certainly not return to leave you alone with Mariana.

Is not that what you wanted?

Pi nsalo and ver s that suits us all,

including Sole, who could never imagine

Nothing happened.

I'm going for Mariana.

I know where he is.

See you soon, cu ado.

Go with Mr. Tey,

It was really a character so diabolical?

Maybe I should not I told you this story,

but you, with your provocations ... What do you mean?

That this time have you been telling the truth?

The truth.

I only regret Do not miss Mom.

Good...

Okay, until tomorrow, t o. What is known about your mother?

The snake arrives tomorrow at paradise.

Are not you going to leave? No, not anymore I'm going to masturbate.

Then I will take an Aneu D'or harvest of 71 and to sleep.

Tomorrow we have to be in shape. Well, good night.

You want to see how I run, sweetie?

Good evening, niece.

(Music)

Good heavens, what's the matter with you? Have you had an appearance?

Mariana, I know perfectly what is going to happen.

And I do not want to delay the irremediable doing the imbecile.

You take a load off, I thought something serious had happened.

Come, sit down.

What is it?

It will be difficult.

I'm going to suck you, t o, I'm going to do it.

Do not think about anything.

Do you see, renegade fascist? Do I have to get naked?

Because if I have to undress ... Leave, leave.

(Music)

What are you doing? The panties

What panties?

Relax, let me do it.

It can not.

It is impossible.

What do you say? It's soft.

Well, we put it in calmly.

Do not move, calm.

I already feel it growing inside me.

Do not move.

(Barking)

Key, is it a lot? I just started.

And in the other?

In the other one Your niece is still locked up.

I will do it in the garden.

Mao, Mao.

Give me that, Mao.

(Military march)

T o, t o.

T o, mam has arrived, Do you want to help her?

I'm washing my head

Only three little bags. I'm already low.

It seems that everything is the same. No, what's going on?

Five years ago, when we parted,

Soledad took the best furniture.

They were his, no? It was she who arranged this house.

Hey, you take the fly wasted.

You have bad face.

Have not you slept?

Surely you work too much.

I have not cleaned up yet, We did not wait for you these hours.

I will give you the room above, the room.

You already know what I need a table for the bed.

Well, we will look for it.

Have you had breakfast? No, not yet.

Do you want a coffee?

For you. What is it?

You gave me an idea over the phone.

You know that always I have had great difficulties

when it comes to giving things away

I guess you shave with a razor. But, Mari ...

If I've had a beard for years, Mari.

Anyway, thanks.

I've always wanted have one like this.

How long ago that this room is not used?

It smells like mold.

Long time. It will not be the room

where your father died, I would not like it.

You already know me No, it is not.

Secure? Where did he die?

I do not remember anymore, Mari. Well I should remember,

I have a great memory.

Oh, yes, he died in prison,

but you got to bring him here later.

I was in the living room, was not it?

Let's leave that. Let the dead rest.

Did not you offer me a coffee?

How many memories does this house bring me? and not all pleasant.

It has always worked for you Easy to forget the unpleasant.

What a stupidity. You have the garden made a mess.

Who has seen it and who sees it. I do not like flowers.

I prefer it like that, informal, wild.

If you call it informal to this ...

To me it seems a solemn birria. The gardener comes from time to time.

Nobody would say it.

You should write less and take more sun.

Well, what's he been like? No problem

Are you going to take her? Well of course.

He has been lounging from the month of April,

It's a cool one, You will have already noticed.

(Music)

And that? A tribute from your daughter.

I found a record there. A tribute or a bitch?

Tell me about Sole. How did it happen?

Was not very good lately.

Sure, you did not know that ...

When Sole left you Six years ago, I wanted to tell you,

but not even Then she let me.

I hated you very much, Luis.

With milk? Not many.

He never wanted you to know.

I am not used to with those medical terms,

but I think who suffered from mitral stenosis.

I just know that everything was consequence of a rheumatic process

I already saw her as a child.

He did not know until the 41st year, shortly before marrying you.

He forbade us all to tell you, even old doctor Godoy.

Do you remember him? Yes.

Wow, it does not seem to surprise you.

In a way he knew. Why did he do it?

For consideration to me? At first I know.

Then because he despised you. It was a brogue dressed in blue.

All his af eran was to seize of our children and he got it.

Sole had a terrible time with you, Luis. It is evident that I was not the man

suitable for her, He should marry Jos Mar a.

That's life.

Tell me one thing, Mari, Did you know ...?

T you think that between Sole and Jos Mar a, years ago,

before he will marry you, Could there be something, really?

My God, Luis. Do not you think it's a bit late

to talk about that?

Please, Mari.

You have never heard anything. Poor Luis.

Everyone knew less t .

It was in the winter of the 48th, It's water past.

Expired water...

And I know that it was only once.

Do you know?

Well, let's talk about other things.

How are your memories going? I plan to dedicate the book to you.

I do not think it's prudent. Why not?

You go out a lot and with decisive action.

I was afraid of it!

I hope that in one thing at least, You have been discreet.

Discrete in what, Mari? Do not play the innocent.

It's been more than 20 years,

but there are things that are never erased.

I was almost drunk then,

I lived a messy and full of doubts.

That night,

your advice influenced decisively in my life,

although what happened happened.

What happened?

What had to happen. You know it well.

Forever I have appreciated your silence,

that you never did the least comment on that night.

I hope the same from the book. But for me, do it for her.

For her? You mean Sole?

I mean Mariana.

I set out years ago that that does not matter to anyone,

not even you.

I need a drink

What happens to the guy? He said he needed a drink,

but apparently he's going to take it behind the closet.

What is it? How do you find me? Very good, but you would be better

without this dog collar.

It is that it is my anti - anti. You what?

Neutralizes radiation what's in the atmosphere

Nonsense

(Military march)

(Shooting)

Luis, you're crazy.

I'll have to call a doctor, t o. Do not.

How not?

How has it been? It was dispelled.

She alone? I thought it was unloaded.

At your age and playing with guns, Luis.

Do you know what she says?

That you are my daughter.

Well, what?

(Music credits)