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(Candle in the Sun)

I'm afraid that the foreign doctor

is involved in this matter.

Lock Tiankhum up.

That's enough, Wongduen. Stop it.

I won't stop whipping them

until that wretch Tiankhum comes back.

It's a tonic.

If that's the truth,

you should show me.

Wongduen!

I'm going to kill you, Tiankhum.

- Fire! - Lord Tewarit.

Since you're not the old Tiankhum,

I can't let you live!

Mom!

Mom!

Mom!

Tiankhum!

Why did you stab her?

I didn't want to.

But if I don't kill you,

someone else will.

Because you bring trouble

- and misfortune. - Mom.

You came back to make things worse.

That's why I did it.

I was about to leave.

You left and came back.

You're a monster

who is here to destroy Khum Wiangsawan.

Lady Chor Aueng and Lord Wiangsawan became sick.

Houses were burned down.

Besides that,

Lady Wongduen was caught in the fire.

Are you happy now, Tiankhum?

They hurt me first.

I've learned my lesson

and I was about to leave.

It's too late, Tiankhum.

You destroyed everything.

Mom.

Even though

it hurts me,

I have to do it!

Don't do it!

Mom, don't do it!

Don't do it!

- Don't do it, Mom! - You should die

to pay for your sins that you did to Khum Wiangsawan!

Don't do it!

Don't hurt her, Mom!

- Let go of me! - Don't hurt her!

Let her go!

- Mom! - Let go of me!

Let her go!

Tiankhum, run away!

Get away from here!

- Let go of me! - Go!

Go now!

Let go of me!

Tiankhum, go!

Go!

Goodbye, Mom and Oonhuen.

Go!

Mom, don't do it.

Don't hurt her.

Mom.

Mom.

Ben's not awake

and Lin's not back yet.

I can't just sit here and wait, Nao.

- What are you going to do? - I have to find her.

I'll go with you.

What about him?

The doctors and the nurses will take care of him.

But you don't have anyone else.

Let me go with you.

We'll go to Chiang Mai tomorrow

and wait for her at Chang Phuak Gate.

She can only enter and leave each gate once.

That is the last gate that can take her back to the past.

If you see her along the way,

you have to come back with her.

Tiankhum.

Tiankhum.

Louis.

You were stabbed.

- Let's go see the Great Father. - No.

Just leave me here.

You shouldn't get involved.

I only bring trouble

and misfortune.

No, I won't go anywhere.

Fortunately, the wound isn't too deep.

The person who stabbed you didn't want you to die.

But she hates me.

She doesn't want me alive.

I want you to be alive.

You have to go back to your world.

You might have destroyed everything here.

But you can always start over

in your world.

Yes.

The past

cannot be changed.

I have to move forward.

You should hurry.

I will take you to Hua Wiang Gate.

Sure.

Ouch.

Tiankhum.

Are you all right?

Yes.

Louis.

Thank you

for always being by my side,

no matter what I do.

You are the only one

who understands me.

You make yourself sound like a bad person.

If you were,

you wouldn't have come back to help me.

But you did.

You are a good person.

God knows that.

That's why you're protected.

Do you know

that I hated myself so much

before I met you?

If you hate yourself,

it will be difficult for those who love you.

Why?

Because they will love you even more

to make up for that.

That's what I'm doing.

You have no right to not love yourself.

I won't allow you.

Take care of yourself.

You, too.

Take care of yourself.

We won't get to meet again.

But don't worry.

You are still waiting for me

on the other side.

I...

Thank you for everything, Louis.

Please

take care of my mother

and my sister.

I hope my mother will understand me someday.

Good luck, Tiankhum.

It doesn't matter if you believe in God

or Buddha,

I want you to keep this amulet.

This amulet

has protected me from harm several times before.

Keep it

and it will remind you of me.

I love you.

(Chang Phuak Gate)

- Lin! - Lin!

- Lin! - Lin!

- Lin! - Lin!

- Lin! - Parn, look at this!

Lin!

Who did this to you?

Nao, call the ambulance.

Lin.

Lin.

Lin.

You have to find evidence

to prove that it was an accident.

My wife didn't mean it.

Okay.

I'm glad

that you're doing this for Ti.

He's inside.

Why don't you join us, Suang?

We haven't talked in a while.

I want to talk to both of you.

Please come in.

Hello, Lady Dussadee.

You know

that In is at his father's place, right?

Why didn't you tell me when I asked you?

I want him to get some rest.

He's been very stressed.

Are you saying that if he sees me,

he'll be even more stressed?

When he comes back,

I'll fire you.

No.

You can't fire me.

In is my boss.

Only he can fire me.

- You... - Because

you're so bossy

and controlling,

your husband and son can't stand you.

- Mac! - Don't shout at me.

I'm his secretary,

not your slave. Understand?

Do you realize

that he is such a spoiled brat

because of you?

Are you reliable when he needs you?

If you were, he wouldn't need to run to his father.

When he has a problem,

he has no one to talk to.

So he talks to an outsider like me.

You are his mother.

Why don't you behave like one?

I know that he is a brat

because of his broken family.

That's why he looks for love from somewhere else.

In, your mother is here.

- Hello. - Hello.

Please help my wife, Aum.

Of course, In. Don't worry.

I have to prepare some documents.

- Thank you. - I'll walk you out.

Please excuse me. Goodbye.

Goodbye.

Don't worry. I'm not here to fight with your father.

I don't hate him like I used to.

I'm not upset

that you chose your father over me in this situation.

It's normal.

People tend to go wherever

makes them more comfortable.

But

you should talk to Ti.

You should visit her to assure her parents

that you're not leaving her.

It might be difficult for you

to talk to her.

I felt the same with your father.

But you have to start somewhere.

I think she wants support,

especially from you.

If this problem hasn't been resolved,

I can't look anyone in the eye.

Because I caused it.

I think

she would want to hear you say it.

It's not entirely your fault.

You should take responsibility

and apologize to her first.

It will make her feel better.

Don't forget that you were both stubborn.

Hatred and jealousy

caused her to lose her senses

and hit a man with her car.

When you're ready,

go and see her.

Are you leaving already?

Well...

Thank you

for always being so calm

when my son and I

are hotheaded.

It's strange

that all of a sudden

you understand.

I'm miserable

seeing my son so miserable.

He chose you.

It made me realize

that all this happened

because

I only loved myself.

But loving yourself

will help you love others.

Now I know

that you love our son.

No matter what happens,

we'll always be there for him.

No matter what happens,

we'll help him solve his problems

and we'll never leave him.

Okay.

Kalin has been severely injured.

But according to the X-ray,

her nervous system

and internal organs were not affected.

Why is she still unconscious?

She must be exhausted,

causing her to fall into a deep sleep.

She should get some rest.

We will keep monitoring her.

Thank you.

What did you do?

Did you help the lords fight a war?

Is that why you're so exhausted?

During the time she went back,

Chiang Mai didn't have any wars.

It was part of Siam.

What happened to her, then?

- Nun. - Nun.

I'm here to see Kaew.

Please come in.

She's been asleep

ever since she came back.

I will try calling her.

Mom.

Mother Kampor.

Come here, Tiankhum.

Mom.

Mom.

Are you not mad at me anymore?

Being mad and resentful

won't make anything better.

It will only make things worse

because we can't let go.

I...

was mad

and upset

that I was a bad mother.

I tried to kill my own daughter.

This is why

you still hate me in this life.

Until now,

Do you know

that no one can change the past

and no one

can escape from karma?

Now

I understand

that karma is the most righteous justice.

Seeing my enemies destroyed

makes me feel even more guilty

for being the cause of it.

You're not happy?

Not at all.

I know their fates

and it makes me sad.

I just want to do anything

to pay

for what I did to them.

You're no longer resentful

for what they did to you.

It's in the past.

Lord Tewarit is Lord Tewarit.

In is In.

Ti is not Lady Wongduen.

Now

I'm no longer Tiankhum.

I'm glad

that you have let go.

Start over.

Live

an invaluable life.

I'm worried about Louis.

You can't help him.

No matter what happens,

it is his karma.

Do you understand

what I'm trying to say?

Mom!

Mom, where are you?

Mom!

Come back.

Come back.

Come back.

Mom.

- Lin. - Lin.

Mom.

Lin.

Mom.

You came to help me.

You called me Kaew.

You are Kalin.

That's who you want to be.

You're not mad?

I want you

to be Kalin,

which means

warm sunlight.

I know

that you were upset.

But you did everything for me.

I did it for myself as well.

I'm here

to pay for my sins.

Sins?

Yes.

I tried to kill my daughter in my past life.

That's why

you don't love me

and you don't care about me in this life.

We were connected in a past life.

But no matter what happens,

I...

I will always love you.

Please don't be mad at me for what I did

in the past life

or in this life.

Please.

That means

a moment ago,

I wasn't dreaming.

Parn.

Where is Ben?

How is he? Is he awake?

Ben.

Ben.

- Ben. - Ben.

Ben.

Ben.

Ben, can you hear me?

It seems like he's asleep.

You're right.

I hope he is protected.

- Hello. - Hello.

Thank you for praying for him.

I hope there will be a miracle.

- Thank you. - Goodbye.

Goodbye.

Hello.

I'm sorry.

This is all my fault.

Even

when I came back from the past,

I made Louis worried.

Louis?

I don't know if you would believe

what I'm about to tell you.

But Louis from the past

looked

exactly like Ben.

I met Louis from the past.

Louis from the past?

I met

Louis who was a missionary

when Kawilorot was the ruler.

I miss Chuad.

I...

I shouldn't have lost the amulet.

It's okay.

It's been gone for awhile now.

What amulet?

An amulet

that belonged to Chuad.

It's been passed down for generations.

His name was Louis.

Chuad told my grandfather

that this amulet

would protect our family from harm.

I had it in my purse.

I wanted to give it to Ben before he went abroad.

But...

Suddenly,

it went missing.

It's okay.

Hey.

Honey.

Oh, dear.

How can it be here?

You know what?

This amulet

was missing earlier.

I was so upset because I don't know where I lost it.

Before leaving,

I prayed and hoped to find it.

How is it suddenly here?

Oh, dear.

Excuse me.

May I see it?

This amulet

has protected me from harm several times before.

Keep it

and it will remind you of me.

What is it?

This is the amulet

I gave to Louis

before I came back.

Are you sure?

I think

Louis is trying to tell me something.

Ben has to wake up.

Ben.

Ben.

Louis.

Do you remember this amulet?

It doesn't matter if you believe in God

or Buddha.

Remember what I told you.

I told you to trust me

and that I love you.

Please bring Ben back to me, Louis.

Do you hear me?

Please bring him back.

You have the same soul.

You have to bring him back, Louis.

Louis, do you hear me?

Ben.

I left everything in the past.

You have to wake up.

Come back to me, Ben. Do you hear me?

- Ben. - Ben.

Ben.

Ben.

- Ben. - Wake up, Ben.

- Ben. - Ben.

Ben, do you hear me?

- Ben. - Ben.

Ben, do you hear me?

- Wake up. - Ben.

Ben, wake up.

Ben.

Ben.

Wake up, Ben.

Ben.

Ben.

Ben.

Ben.

What is it?

I feel like

his heart is beating irregularly.

What?

- Ben. - Ben.

- Ben. - Please be okay.

- Ben. - Come on.

- Ben. - Ben, don't die.

Ben.

- What's wrong? - Ben.

- Ben. - Come on.

Oh my goodness.

Ben.

Ben.

Ben, you woke up!

Ben.

Ben.

I'm so happy.

In.

Are you hungry?

Do you want to eat something? I will prepared for you.

It's fine. I can take care of myself.

Just go. I want to be alone.

Okay.

You've been busy.

You have to eat better,

so you'll feel better.

See?

I made black chicken soup for you.

I did it myself.

Try it.

- Smell good? - Looks good. Smells good, too.

You're a grown man. I shouldn't be doing this for you.

I want you to take care of me.

I always do.

Thank you for taking care of me.

Don't thank me.

I have to take care of you.

I love you.

I love you, too.

In's here.

I have nothing to say to you.

This will be a short interview.

Why did you come here

to see Ti?

Is she doing worse?

Are you divorcing her?

Is this because of Ben's lawsuit?

Like I said, I have nothing to say to you.

What about Kalin?

Did you break up with her?

Are you getting back together?

- He's right. - What's going on?

- Did you break up? - What's going on?

- Please come back. - Hold on.

You didn't answer our questions!

What's going on with you and Kalin?

I'll punch you if you come any closer!

Gosh!

The only person who is always beside you

is Pam.

What about In?

I've never seen him here.

When he comes, he gets in trouble with the reporters.

Now

you should be able to make a decision

about In.

Let him go if he makes you unhappy.

Take care of yourself.

Ignore everyone else,

especially those who don't love you.

What about my life

that has been ruined?

She's right.

What about her life?

Who's going to be responsible?

What about Ben?

How will you be responsible for him?

Don't try to blame someone.

You can't force anyone.

You must take care of yourself.

You couldn't remove In and Kalin from your life.

So this was bound to happen.

You wouldn't let go.

You tried to make someone who wasn't in love with you stay.

You have to accept the consequences.

Ti.

You have to fight for yourself.

Stop crying and calm down.

Handle the lawsuit.

Prove that you didn't mean to run him over.

The judge might show you mercy.

I can't do it.

From now on, I will be sad alone.

I'm so sad.

You're not alone, dear.

We're here and sad with you.

What about Ben?

Isn't he sad, too?

What about his parents?

He's right.

Everything

depends on you.

I...

I had to think things over.

I realized, in the past,

I wasn't nice to you.

I always took my son's side.

I spoiled him.

Because he's a man, I thought

he could do whatever he wanted.

But now

I understand

the effect it had on other people.

Ti.

Ti, I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry.

Don't worry.

From now on,

I will be by your side.

I will take care of you

because you're my daughter.

All right?

Please give him some time.

I'm sure

that he will come back.

Trust me.

Mom told me

that you and your mother prayed for me every day.

I did what I could.

I prayed

because I hoped you would come back

and you really did.

Thank you for caring about me.

Don't worry about it.

You'll be going home today.

I will be so lonely.

I won't get to come here anymore.

Didn't Parn tell you

that we're starring in a series together?

She did.

Well, I really can't wait.

- Hello. - Hello.

Hello.

Lin. Parn.

- Are you free today? - Yes.

How are you? Ready to go home?

Yes.

From now on,

I don't need to listen to you talk nonsense anymore.

Come on, Ben.

I wasn't talking nonsense.

Fine.

Well...

Does anyone want food or coffee?

I'll go get some.

Please excuse me.

Please excuse me.

Are you all right?

I have to be.

But I feel like

this is karma.

Kanomkluay was just talking to him.

But I felt like she was stealing him away from me.

Do you understand how Ti feels now?

Yes, I really do.

Even though I know

that she doesn't have feelings for him,

I still can't help it.

I tried to steal In away from Ti

without caring about her feelings.

I understand now.

What is it?

Nothing.

Pam.

Are you all right?

Are you hurt?

I'm fine. I just fell.

Okay. There's a blackout.

Let's go downstairs.

- Come on. - Okay.

Let's go.

Please wait for me right here.

Who is that?

Drinking won't help.

You'll get into more trouble if you're drunk.

You're so bossy like my mother.

She wants me to look after you,

so I have to.

It's such a shame that I wasn't there with you.

You would have scolded me at the hospital, right?

No.

I would have taken care of the reporters

for you.

The ladies might get to see my moves

and become huge fans.

See?

I'll wait in the car.

Okay.

Are you jealous of her?

No, I'm not.

You're not?

You don't have feelings for me?

That's right.

(Incoming call: Teacher Soisangwan)

Are you really not jealous?

I'm not jealous

because I trust you.

Do you trust me, too?

Ben.

I want to see Ti

and talk to her about In.

In.

Please come in.

I...

I came here to apologize on behalf of Ti.

She didn't mean to hit you

or Lin.

She was mad at me.

Please don't sue her. I'm begging you.

Lin.

Lin, what's wrong?

Parn, I saw someone in the mirror.

Again?

More supernatural things?

I thought it was over.

I thought it was, too.

But I think

that I might have been wrong.

Come on.

Right side. Put the weight on.

Slowly.

Walk straight.

One more step. That's good.

Your physical therapy session is over for today.

Good job.

Come on.

- Thank you. - You're welcome.

Let's go back to your room.

I'm here to apologize.

I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart.

It doesn't matter

what caused me to do it.

I was wrong

for doing that to you.

Things got out of hand.

Ti.

Please forgive me.

Sure.

Thank you.

Thank you so much.

I'm forgiving you

for myself.

If I don't let go,

I'll be miserable

and I don't want to be.

Please forgive me, Ben.

I didn't mean to hurt you.

I know.

In told me so.

He went to see me

and apologized on your behalf.

He asked me not to sue you.

Even if he didn't,

I knew that you didn't mean to.

Ti.

For In,

you have always been his number one.

In also told me...

That's enough.

I'm sorry

for everything.

I'm sorry, Lin.

From now on,

I promise

that I will take care of you.

Let's go home.

Okay.

She's been waiting to hear that

for a long time.

Thank you for taking care of her.

Sing.

How did you get here?

I came with you from Hua Wiang Gate.

Tiankhum, be careful!

I don't care where you go.

You have to pay for what you did to me!

Sing, you're misunderstanding.

- I did nothing. - I don't believe you!

You are the person I love.

Gosh.

If I'm no longer involved with Lord Tewarit,

will you protect me?

I got you some flowers.

Smell them.

You'll feel better.

Here's your lunch.

Sing.

Here.

Tiankhum wants me to give it to you.

When did you become her friend?

Ever since Lady Wongduen had you exiled.

I know that you like her.

Even though I hate her,

I want to do this for you.

Eat it.

Go ahead.

- Thanks. - You're welcome.

You're a monster.

You're evil.

Tiankhum.

You must die!

You made me lose my powers.

You destroyed my life.

You made me lose my powers.

You destroyed my life.

You think you lost your powers?

Do you realize

that you're dead?

Lady Wongduen.

Please help me.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Why

am I

in so much pain?

Tiankhum must have used black magic on you.

She's cruel.

If hadn't fallen for her charm,

you wouldn't have ended up like this.

Sing.

Poor you, my servant.

Lady Wongduen.

Please help me.

What did I do wrong?

Why do you have to kill me?

Because you're useless.

You failed to get rid of her.

You might come back

and hurt me some day.

I will become

the Lady of Khum Wiangsawan soon.

Nothing can go wrong.

I hope

you die a painful death.

Even if I die today

and become a ghost,

I...

I will follow you

and haunt you.

All

of you.

You're useless

and worthless.

Let's go.

We should head back.

Yes, my lady.

Please forgive me, Sing.

I died?

That's not true!

I don't believe you!

Who is he?

He's Sing.

He

was the one Ti killed in the past life.

Go on to your next life. We'll make merit for you.

No.

I will kill all of you!

Lord Tewarit.

Lady Wongduen.

Paika. Tiankhum.

All of you

did this to me!

Can you only kill me

if I was the one who killed you?

Ti.

Now

I got what I deserved.

If this isn't enough for you,

kill me.

Don't hurt anyone else.

If you want to kill her in this life,

kill me, too.

You ended up like this

because of my vengeance.

Sing.

If you kill them in this life,

they will kill you in the next life and it will never end.

Let it stop here.

Mom.

Lady Wongduen

is paying for what she did.

Don't you see that?

Kampor.

This has nothing to do with you.

Don't butt in.

What we did in the past life

is why we're connected in this life.

If you don't let go,

you can never move on.

I was loyal to her,

but she killed me.

You.

You're a witch.

You used me!

It was my fault

that you ended up like this.

Kill me

if it will make you happy.

Don't go, Lin.

Your life isn't enough.

I want you all dead!

Lin.

Lin!

Lin.

I won't go.

No.

I won't go!

No!

No!

No!

Ben.

Death

is certain

and inevitable.

In the end,

no one is able to escape from it.

I'm sorry for not picking up your call.

It was a chaotic day.

It's fine.

Shaman Namtip wanted me to warn you.

He saw

that a resentful spirit was following Kalin.

I was unable to help.

I had to ask her to come.

Mom.

Thank you.

- Thank you, Teacher Soisangwan. - You're welcome.

Take care of yourself.

Okay.

Let's go.

I have to go.

Goodbye.

- Goodbye. - Bye.

Let's go.

Goodbye.

Everything has come to an end.

Yes.

Where is Nao?

I haven't called him.

Well...

I think

you should tell him how you feel.

What do you mean?

You know what I'm talking about.

Come on.

Thank him for us.

Okay.

You're here early.

I have something to tell you.

I have something to tell you, too.

Really? What is it?

You first.

I'm getting married.

Nim, this is Parn.

Parn. This is Nim, my girlfriend.

Hello.

Hello.

Well...

What did you want to say?

Oh.

Here.

Congratulations.

What?

How did you know? I haven't told anyone.

- Yeah. - Thanks anyway.

- Congratulations. - Thank you.

I have to go.

- Okay. Thank you. - Bye.

- Goodbye. - Bye.

Oh, dear.

It was bad.

It was so bad.

I can't believe it.

I didn't want to be in love.

But when I do,

he's taken.

You were right.

If it didn't happen to you,

you would never know what it feels like.

When he told me that he was getting married,

I was stunned.

I thought that he had feelings for me.

You're not the only one.

I thought so, too.

He went everywhere

with you.

Look how well that turned out.

I just imagined it.

Come on.

I'm sure

that our lives have been destined.

Whatever belongs to you

will find its way to you.

Fine.

Thank you.

Is that enough?

Do you feel better now?

Come on.

Here you go.

Have some more.

Eat some more.

Please come this way.

- Hello. - This way, please.

Soi.

I never thought

I would see Kalin so happy.

Because you never let go.

If you learn to let go,

you'll be free.

That's enough.

I don't want to let go now.

I'm a person

who wants to be happy

and live freely.

Excuse me.

I don't think you'll be able to do that.

- Why not? - Look.

The enemies have arrived.

- Hello. - Hello.

Hello.

I heard that you two opened a soup kitchen.

I brought some food to help out.

I also want to ask

if you want to work with us again, Lin.

Mom and Ti want to be producers.

They thought of you.

Thank you for thinking of me.

But...

If you want me to play the innocent girl,

the audience wouldn't like that.

It's my fault.

I'm truly sorry, Lin.

It's my fault, too.

But it's all in the past.

Don't mention it.

I'm happy now.

I really am.

Oh.

What happened?

Something got in my eye.

Can I help you?

Well...

Would you mind?

This eye.

Let me see it.

Come on.

Something got in my eye. Can you help me?

- What is it? - Maybe it's love.

Oh, dear.

- Love? - Yes.

Don't you think so?

- Come on. - They're all in love.

So what?

If Lin doesn't want to star in your series, I'll do it.

I'll do it.

What do you think, In?

Up to you.

You are so much better now.

I still feel

like a burden

to you.

I never think of you

as a burden.

I promised

to take care of you.

I have to keep my word.

But I don't know

how long

it will take to get back to normal.

Don't mention it.

Ti.

If I were in your position,

I'm sure

that you would take much better care of me.

Am I right?

Get well soon.

We'll travel the world.

Most importantly,

I want to have a baby with you.

We'll finally be a family.

Okay?

Okay.

I will get well soon.

I love you, Ti.

I love you, too.

Why don't you walk through the gate one more time?

I won't.

From now on,

I will live in the present.

Do you realize now

that learning

how to let go

makes you happy?

It took me

quite a while to get here.

But it was worth it.

I figured it out on my own.

I was able to let go.

It doesn't matter

what happens now.

I will always be happy

because my heart has peace.

And my heart has you.