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I have to come clean to you.

I've been thinking about this for a while.

It's difficult.

but I had to.

I hope you can still accept me after this.

Guys,

welcome to my vlog.

Yes, I am starting my own vlog.

I have to do this because I ran out of songs.

So let's do this.

How shall I start?

Before I forget, I owe you a story.

Game.

[Singer/Actor Lei gay]

[Singer/Actor Lei gay] Too many stories you thought were real

[Singer with a trans lover] Now, I am letting you in my life.

[Is he just using the trans community to be talked about?]

I have three friends.

When I am with them

It's just normal

No pretentions, everything is real.

This one is Harry. King of strategies.

but it's wrong because he is too abusive.

This is Kian.

Master of gimmicks.

he will do anything

just to earn money.

That is Nick.

He's a pushover.

He's there as long as there is fun.

whatever trip you have, he'll ride with you.

Are you wondering where are we going?

Far away from you, fools!

You judgmental people.

Bro, it's beautiful here.

Damn it!

He won't stop calling me.

Are my pictures not enough to make him horny?

Just answer it.

Maybe it's important.

Bro, he wants to video call. Let him have it.

Bro, someone's calling you, too.

Come on, let's go.

Hurry up.

Maybe it's not wrong to leave.

Even just for one day.

Far from the chaos.

Far from the gossips.

A quiet place.

A place where I don't have to pretend because I am with them.

Even if it's just a temporary escape from all the problems.

Even just for a while, I can forget about it.

Fuck! Freedom at last!

Bro, we are going to have fun here, alright?

I'm tired, Bro. Let me rest first.

How about you, Kian?

Why are you being quiet?

Looks like you are not having fun.

Your energy is too high. Looks like that shit has gotten into you.

Stop accusing me. I've stopped using it for a long time already.

It's nothing. I just have something on my mind, but I'm fine.

There you go.

Hey! Move it. Looks like you had a busy night.

Fuck! It hurts.

Hey! Be careful with him.

Stupid! He's just Nick. He's always down for everything.

You still haven't changed.

Right. He's still a douchebag.

Fix your things so that you can relax already.

Alright.

You're being hotheaded.

Bro, you are trending again.

Just let him be.

You know he doesn't like talking about his career.

Who posted the picture?

I told you not to post it, right?

It's a big issue again.

Many projects will be gone from me.

You know that, right?

You're not a woman.

Whatever we do, they won't accept us here.

It showbusiness, good or bad publicity is still publicity.

But, Bros, Francesca is really pretty, right?

Who posted this?

Stop looking at it.

Go outside and look for something we can do.

It's perfect! No one is around. We can have fun here.

Rusty?

Stupid Fuck!

This fool is still calling?

This fucking gay. Fuck you.

You're such a nuisance.

Answer me. Please?

Harry, please?

Fuck! Are you not contented?

You're so annoying! Fuck!

Do you want to know how Harry plays?

Show time!

Fuck you!

Hello? Okay, Marcus. I'll go to your place at 8.

Oops. That's not included. My allowance is not enough.

Hello, Rust?

Help me.

I need to pay my debt to Max.

He'll beat me up.

I lost on our bet.

Fuck! Because my co-players are all dumb.

Help me, please?

You know you're the only one I can turn to.

Maybe you are lying.

It's true. I'm not fooling you.

Did I ever lie to you?

Alright,

I'll send it to your account.

Because of that, you have a gift from me. Just wait it on your messenger.

Take care.

Okay, bye.

Fuck! You're so easy to fool.

My acting is good for television.

This one, too.

Get tired of all these daring pictures.

Bad trip.

Hey, Bro. What's up?

Nothing.

Looks like you're in a bad mood.

Me?

It's nothing.

Fuck! I'll have fun here.

Who is that who's always calling you?

It's Rusty.

Rusty?

Is he still your sponsor?

Yes.

It's a good thing. A consistent sponsor.

Fuck! Are you not tired of that?

You still haven't changed.

Look who's talking.

Just like you.

Still an addict.

This guy is high.

What did you find?

Dolphin.

Stupid, what?

Seriously, there is a dolphin in the pool.

You're so stupid.

Then don't believe me

Hey, Nick!

Let's go.

Coming.

Hey, Bro. Do us a favor.

What?

Can you buy the booze this time? Someone might see me outside.

We should have bought it on the way here.

I know, it slipped my mind.

Alright, I'll buy. Looks like there's a nearby store there.

- I'll come with you. - Let's go.

That's so sweet.

- You're crazy. - Hurry up.

Okay, we'll go ahead.

Let's go, Bro.

[Is Lei really gay?]

There are a lot of nosy people in the Philippines.

Stop reading it.

It pisses me off.

I want to answer back.

Don't be stupid.

You're a celebrity, don't you ever do that.

Just make your own troll.

What do they think about celebrities? They're not people?

When you answer them, you're in the wrong.

You guys are role models, aren't you?

That is why you have to seem like saints.

I did not become a singer to be their saint.

Give that to me.

Read it tomorrow or when we go home.

How are you and Rusty?

Is he still your sponsor?

Yes, he is easy.

He is so gullible.

You are still a douche.

Yes, I still am.

Did you know that my money is from him?

In exchange for some naughty pictures.

Can't you see the importance of that person?

He is important.

But only when I need the money.

How about you?

How are you and Francesca?

Hello, Hazel?

- Big brother! - Hello?

Mom had a stroke.

What?

Where are you?

Who is with you?

What happened?

- My mother had a stroke. - What?

Let's go. Who's with her?

My sister.

Can she handle it?

Rusty is with them.

Rusty said that Hazel will wait for me until tomorrow because I told them I was in training.

That is why he's been calling all day.

And I didn't anwer.

I didn't know.

Look at that. Rusty is really good to you.

Ever since you father passed away, he's the one helping you guys.

I'm so stupid doing all these nonsense stuff.

It's not yet the end.

Get yourself together.

You know my reason for being this way.

It's all because of my father.

It's already there.

You are the one to help your family.

It's just the three of you left.

You're the only one they can depend on.

You're lucky because they accept you.

It won't be difficult for you.

It's easier for you.

You're an actor, singer, celebrity

You don't have any problems, especially when it comes to money.

That's not true.

In reality, it's hard.

There are many things you cannot do.

A little mistake, a little move, you're trending. People talk about you.

People talk about your every move.

To be honest, sometimes, I don't know myself anymore.

Hello, Rust?

How is my mother?

She is okay now.

What time will you be coming home tomorrow?

So I'll know if I'll go to work or if I will take a leave.

We'll go home early in the morning according to Lei.

I even told him about you.

I told him you're the only one who's helping us when we have nothing.

Thank you so much, Rust. You're different from them.

It's okay. I understand.

Their stigma about us is that we are just here for our money.

Not capable to love and cannot be loved without anything in return.

Most of the time, they just use us

because many of us uses money for them to be loved.

I want to prove to you that not are like that.

Not all are asking something in return.

Thank you. Now, I feel ashamed. to you.

You are really different from them.

I'm sorry if I am one of those people with that stigma.

I am really thankful for your love and understanding.

I'll make it up to you, I promise.

Always take care. Bye.

You know, friends?

All the remaining Harrys will change

If the Rustys will increase that will testify that

that heart is more important than money.

The abusers will be gone if people refused to be abused.

Remember this, friends.

Love can't be bought.

It will come

because you deserve it.