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♪ I met the darkness ♪
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♪ Said, how do you do? ♪
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♪ And I danced on water ♪
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♪ With the weight on my shoulder
Fell right down ♪
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♪ In the water I see ♪
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♪ Everything that lies beneath ♪
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♪ In the water I see ♪
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♪ Who I'm trying to be ♪
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♪ In the water I see ♪
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♪ Everything I want ♪
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♪ Comes at a cost ♪
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♪ Everything I want ♪
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♪ Comes at a cost ♪
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♪ And I want ♪
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♪ It all ♪
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♪ So ring me up ♪
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♪ Put it on my tab ♪
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♪ Whatever the cost ♪
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♪ I'm good for it ♪
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♪ So ring me up ♪
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♪ Put it on my tab ♪
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♪ Whatever the cost ♪
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♪ I'm good for it ♪
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♪ So ring me up ♪
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♪ Put it on my tab ♪
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♪ Whatever the cost ♪
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♪ I'm good for it ♪
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What's happening? Is she okay?
Is she waking up?
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It's just time to change her IV bag.
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Oh.
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She hit her head on the ice,
but she'll be okay.
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Hey. Look who's finally up.
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How did I get here?
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I told you, honey. You had an episode.
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Justin found you in his bathtub, shaking.
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He said you kept asking for me.
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- It's all kind of fuzzy.
- I know it is.
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But the good news is Justin called me
and not the hospital.
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And I got you right back on your lithium
so your secret's safe,
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and that's really all you can ask for
when you have an episode.
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Oh, and this time I told everyone you have
pneumonia, so no one will think twice
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when you don't show up
at Sectionals tomorrow.
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Tomorrow?
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How long have I been asleep?
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Three... four. Four days.
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I mean, I can't even keep track,
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and I'm not the one
adjusting to the lithium.
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I need to call Justin.
He must be freaking out.
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Has he come by or...
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He didn't come see me?
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It's a lot to take in.
Why don't you give him a minute.
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Well...
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What does he know? What did you tell him?
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Well, he knows you have bipolar.
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But I made him promise
not to say anything.
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I can't believe I was so stupid.
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Hey! Look, our disorder's hard enough
without beating ourselves up about it
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every time the symptoms come back.
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Except I had it under control.
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At least I did until I fell.
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Mistakes happen. Skaters fall.
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You know? But right now,
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all you need to worry about
is putting the past in the past
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and focusing on the long game.
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Hi, Mandy. How's that baby doing?
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Two more ounces? That's great!
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Yeah, she's okay. Yeah, she's hating
she's missing Sectionals tomorrow,
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but what are you gonna do?
Pneumonia's a bitch.
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Get up.
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- How did you get in here?
- It's my hotel.
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We need to talk.
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About what a disappointment I am?
There... We just did.
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Cut it out!
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I wanna make sure I got this right.
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You threw a huge party
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while your girlfriend had pneumonia.
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I'm a bad boyfriend.
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Yeah.
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Because Mandy doesn't think so.
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She thinks you're crazy about this girl,
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that you've been turning a corner lately,
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finally growing up.
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But you don't.
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I promised her I'd give you
the opportunity to prove me wrong.
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Well, I'm sorry I can't help you out.
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- You've got 24 hours to get outta here.
- Are you serious?
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Where am I supposed to go?
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I don't care.
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I'm done.
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I just hope
I don't fuck the new kid up too.
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Eye drop delivery!
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I made us reservations
for dim sum tomorrow
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at this place my mom's obsessed with.
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Prepare to have your mind blown.
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Have you still not friended Tatiana?
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Sack up. Her husband is dead,
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- she lives in the US, and...
- And she's happy.
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She has children, grandchildren.
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She takes cruises.
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I don't know if I want to upset
that cart of fruit.
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Everyone seems happy on social media.
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Just today, I posted ten selfies,
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which would indicate
that I'm living my best life
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instead of hobbling around in a body cast.
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Stop complaining!
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At least you have legs.
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I could have won Sectionals!
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Now I can't even go!
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Can I have a minute to wallow in the loss
of my future career?
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No! It's tiresome.
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What are you doing?
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Helping you out.
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"Hi, Tatiana. It's me, Dasha.
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Hit me back?!"
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First thing that came to mind.
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I haven't seen this woman in 40 years.
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And it'll be 40 more if it were up to you.
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I literally have no idea who I am
or what I'm supposed to be doing anymore,
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but your destiny is still out there
just waiting for you.
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At least one of us deserves to be happy.
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See you!
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- Morning!
- Good morning!
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I made you beans on toast.
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Oh, good.
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You look nice.
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Thanks!
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I just got off the phone with Mandy,
and God knows,
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I wouldn't wish a preemie on anyone...
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As she's out of commission,
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she needs me to handle
this big client today.
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I'm so excited, I could pee myself!
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That's great!
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Not about the peeing, but...
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...you deserve it.
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Thank you.
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Speaking of real estate,
my Airstream rental contract is almost up,
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- and I was thinking that...
- That you should move in here.
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I mean,
I hadn't really thought about it, but...
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God! I mean, we're in a really good place.
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Why the fuck not? Let's do it!
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I was actually...
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going to ask you
to be my real estate agent.
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Well, do you want to move in here?
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Um...
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I don't know. Can I think about it?
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Yeah. Uh...
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- Of course you c... Yes.
- Hey...
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I will think about it.
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Okay.
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Get some rest today, Kat!
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Love you, Serena!
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Love you, too!
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Just a sec!
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Serena, what are you doing?
I need to talk to you.
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Just give me minute.
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- Do you ever wait?
- Nope.
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How are you feeling?
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Tired.
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Stupid.
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You're first up for the short program.
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You okay with that?
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I mean, I'm landing everything,
and that girl from Boise,
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the one with the triple axel,
has shin splints, so she's out.
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Basically, it's mine to lose.
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And then on to Nationals.
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I'm really proud of you.
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Thanks.
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I'm sorry you're not skating.
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Yeah.
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But if we can keep this quiet,
there's always next year, right?
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It's all about the long game.
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Okay, enough. Who's texting?
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Harley.
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Bullshit! You're a terrible liar.
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Promise you won't tell Mom?
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I'm kind of...
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dating Drew.
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W... Wait. As in Justin's brother?
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Oh, okay.
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Which one's he? The dumb one
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or the dumber one?
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Come on! He's nice.
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He's not that dumb.
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Who am I to give advice, anyway?
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Completely freaked my boyfriend out,
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and now he won't call me back.
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Well, you did throw a huge party
in his room.
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Actually, it was more like a rager.
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A rager?
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Mom told me nobody saw anything.
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Mom didn't know.
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Like what I'm seeing.
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I knew it.
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I'm the Bionic Woman.
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So, basically, what you're saying
is that I can skate again.
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Sorry.
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You should be ready to start
physical therapy pretty soon,
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which means
you won't be my patient anymore.
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So...
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do you drink coffee?
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Why?
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Is there some kind of healing property
to caffeine?
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Because I'll inject it
straight into my veins.
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No! I was thinking, uh...
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More of a two people
sitting across a table
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making awkward conversation
sort of situation.
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Are you asking me out on a date?
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Obviously not very well.
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Oh! Uh...
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Um...
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I, uh...
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I actually can't.
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Uh, okay.
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Jenn!
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- How's the hip?
- It's shit.
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What are you doing here?
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I thought your wrist was getting better.
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Yeah, I just wanted to get it checked out
once more before Sectionals, just in case.
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Serena, I can see you now.
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Bye, Jenn. I'll make sure
the office gets you that referral.
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Give me all the shots.
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It's not even noon.
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You think I fucking care what time it is?
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I just turned down a date
with a really great guy
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who isn't drilling my ex-best friend.
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If he's so great, why'd you turn him down?
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Have you met me lately?
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I'm basically a failure
with no self-esteem.
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Literally, the only bright spot in my life
is that Kat has pneumonia
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and can't go to Sectionals either.
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Pneumonia?
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- Hm.
- Huh.
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That sucks.
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I got you beat.
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I turned down medical school to ski,
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and then I got myself kicked off
the ski team.
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What? When did that happen?
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Around the same time Kat got pneumonia.
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To shattered hips and shattered dreams.
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You know what?
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I think I'll join you.
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Was I right, or was I right?
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There's not another property
like it in Sun Valley.
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You'll have a wait list on every unit.
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Mandy was not exaggerating.
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What do you mean?
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Well, I told her,
"If you're not gonna show me around today,
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you'd better send your best."
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And she picked me.
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I get a sense about someone
as soon as I meet 'em.
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I get a hell of a sense about you, Carol.
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And I have a hell of a sense
that this is the right property for you.
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So much so
that I drew up the offer papers.
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Oh, I thought
you were just being a gentleman
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and showing me back to my hotel.
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Look, full disclosure, I'm also interested
in some investment property
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in Park City and Vail.
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Which is why I have to convince you
that Sun Valley's the right choice.
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Or maybe you should get me liquored up,
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and I'll be more interested
in signing your papers.
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A bottle of champagne.
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- Take that!
- Kat!
263
00:15:48,322 --> 00:15:51,075
Hey. What are you doing out of bed?
I thought you had pneumonia?
264
00:15:51,158 --> 00:15:53,285
- I've been trying to reach you.
- Have you?
265
00:15:53,369 --> 00:15:55,120
Sorry, I've been kind of busy.
266
00:15:55,788 --> 00:16:00,209
Look, my sister told me
I threw a rager the other night, and...
267
00:16:01,043 --> 00:16:04,088
I just need to know
if anyone else saw me like that.
268
00:16:04,171 --> 00:16:07,007
Just the weird randos you invited over.
269
00:16:07,758 --> 00:16:10,010
Marcus and Alana
kinda showed up later, too.
270
00:16:11,011 --> 00:16:12,888
So they know too?
271
00:16:13,722 --> 00:16:14,556
I guess.
272
00:16:15,182 --> 00:16:17,059
Listen, I can't really talk about this
right now.
273
00:16:17,142 --> 00:16:19,353
Kinda in the middle
of my going-away party.
274
00:16:19,436 --> 00:16:20,980
You're going away?
275
00:16:21,063 --> 00:16:23,273
I mean, we definitely can't skate
after what happened,
276
00:16:23,691 --> 00:16:27,403
and my dad is kicking me out
after the rager I threw, so...
277
00:16:28,862 --> 00:16:31,949
I'm sorry. I wasn't myself, and...
278
00:16:32,366 --> 00:16:35,536
He and I were in a pretty good place there
for a minute, but that all went to shit.
279
00:16:35,619 --> 00:16:36,453
Oh, well.
280
00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:41,667
- Justin, I...
- It's cool.
281
00:16:41,750 --> 00:16:43,711
Anyway, you do you. I'll do me.
282
00:16:44,420 --> 00:16:46,046
- Good luck.
- Wait...
283
00:16:47,464 --> 00:16:48,841
You're breaking up with me?
284
00:16:51,677 --> 00:16:53,345
Hey, is it my turn yet?
285
00:17:16,326 --> 00:17:19,621
So... are you drunk enough to tell me
what happened with the ski team?
286
00:17:20,329 --> 00:17:21,165
Nope.
287
00:17:21,665 --> 00:17:22,499
Fine.
288
00:17:23,041 --> 00:17:24,167
Then I gotta pee.
289
00:17:34,303 --> 00:17:36,930
What the hell? I saw that.
Why the fuck did you miss the race?
290
00:17:38,015 --> 00:17:39,600
Dude, I'm at work!
291
00:17:40,184 --> 00:17:41,143
I overslept.
292
00:17:41,226 --> 00:17:42,519
What you told Coach is bullshit.
293
00:17:42,603 --> 00:17:45,814
Do you know that I vouched for you to
even get on the team in the first place?
294
00:17:45,898 --> 00:17:47,900
You fucked up,
right before we were supposed to train
295
00:17:47,983 --> 00:17:48,984
in Argentina this summer.
296
00:17:49,068 --> 00:17:51,028
- That makes me look bad.
- Can't have that.
297
00:17:56,492 --> 00:17:59,536
You startin' shit,
but I'll be the one who pays for it.
298
00:18:01,830 --> 00:18:02,998
Yeah, whatever.
299
00:18:10,798 --> 00:18:11,715
Marcus!
300
00:18:11,799 --> 00:18:13,425
Hey, can we talk?
301
00:18:13,509 --> 00:18:16,595
Justin told me that you and Alana
showed up to the party the other night.
302
00:18:17,429 --> 00:18:18,931
I was probably acting a little weird.
303
00:18:19,014 --> 00:18:20,140
A little weird?
304
00:18:21,433 --> 00:18:22,434
A lot weird.
305
00:18:23,310 --> 00:18:24,228
I don't know...
306
00:18:24,728 --> 00:18:26,438
I think maybe I just had
too much to drink.
307
00:18:26,522 --> 00:18:27,356
That's not why.
308
00:18:28,023 --> 00:18:30,943
Alana has a cousin with the same thing.
She figured it out.
309
00:18:33,028 --> 00:18:35,030
Can we just keep this between us...
310
00:18:35,739 --> 00:18:38,033
and tell Alana to do the same thing?
311
00:18:39,493 --> 00:18:40,953
Please don't be mad at me.
312
00:18:41,036 --> 00:18:44,331
- You don't understand how hard this is.
- You're right. I don't.
313
00:18:44,915 --> 00:18:46,416
Because you didn't give me that option.
314
00:18:46,500 --> 00:18:48,961
If you'd just told me the truth,
maybe I could've helped out
315
00:18:49,044 --> 00:18:50,379
before shit got so fucked up.
316
00:18:50,462 --> 00:18:51,880
- I'm sorry...
- For what?
317
00:18:51,964 --> 00:18:53,674
For getting me kicked off the ski team?
318
00:18:53,757 --> 00:18:56,969
Or maybe because I got arrested
for trying to protect you.
319
00:18:57,052 --> 00:18:59,263
Or is it because I had to spend
the entire weekend in jail
320
00:18:59,346 --> 00:19:02,307
because the judge didn't show up
until Monday morning? Or...
321
00:19:03,058 --> 00:19:06,145
because the asshole
you got into a fight with pressed charges.
322
00:19:07,104 --> 00:19:08,522
- Oh, my God. I...
- Just...
323
00:19:09,648 --> 00:19:10,649
I gotta go.
324
00:19:19,032 --> 00:19:21,326
All that's left to do is sign the papers.
325
00:19:21,410 --> 00:19:22,244
Oh, you need a pen.
326
00:19:33,255 --> 00:19:34,548
I'm not a bad mother.
327
00:19:36,550 --> 00:19:37,718
I'm not a bad mother.
328
00:19:38,677 --> 00:19:40,512
I'm not a bad mother.
329
00:19:46,143 --> 00:19:48,645
- We'll have to do this another time.
- Is everything okay?
330
00:19:54,401 --> 00:19:55,986
What the hell do you think you're doing?
331
00:19:56,069 --> 00:19:57,905
People with pneumonia
don't go walking around.
332
00:19:57,988 --> 00:20:00,657
We have to get you out of here
before anyone sees.
333
00:20:12,794 --> 00:20:15,756
You sure you don't wanna come?
His dad's like a sheikh or something.
334
00:20:16,215 --> 00:20:18,175
Nah, you go ahead. I gotta get packed.
335
00:20:18,258 --> 00:20:20,177
- All right. Fine.
- Later!
336
00:20:26,183 --> 00:20:27,809
So Kat doesn't have pneumonia.
337
00:20:27,893 --> 00:20:29,478
- Oh, hey.
- Did you know that?
338
00:20:29,978 --> 00:20:32,189
I don't know what that girl's
up to anymore.
339
00:20:32,272 --> 00:20:35,359
She's your girlfriend and skating partner.
Don't you think you should?
340
00:20:36,735 --> 00:20:38,570
Wait. Are you two broken up?
341
00:20:39,947 --> 00:20:41,365
Yeah, basically.
342
00:20:42,282 --> 00:20:43,909
Oh, my God.
343
00:20:44,284 --> 00:20:47,454
I can't believe
I was obsessed with you.
344
00:20:47,996 --> 00:20:49,581
I'm gonna say yes to coffee.
345
00:20:53,460 --> 00:20:54,753
Wait. Are you leaving?
346
00:20:55,712 --> 00:20:56,546
Yeah.
347
00:20:57,506 --> 00:20:59,007
Because of Kat?
348
00:21:05,389 --> 00:21:06,556
You really liked her.
349
00:21:14,564 --> 00:21:15,565
Come here.
350
00:21:22,155 --> 00:21:23,407
Fucking Kat.
351
00:21:25,784 --> 00:21:26,743
Yeah.
352
00:21:27,828 --> 00:21:30,414
I am not having this conversation
right now.
353
00:21:30,497 --> 00:21:32,874
But if I'd just told
Justin and Marcus the truth, then...
354
00:21:32,958 --> 00:21:34,710
Then they would have only
walked away sooner.
355
00:21:35,085 --> 00:21:37,045
- Thanks.
- I can't believe you went to the lodge
356
00:21:37,129 --> 00:21:38,297
where anyone could see you.
357
00:21:38,380 --> 00:21:40,007
You have no idea the shit that can happen
358
00:21:40,090 --> 00:21:42,134
if you don't manage the fallout
after an episode.
359
00:21:42,217 --> 00:21:44,678
Okay, I've fucked up and done things
that I can never take back.
360
00:21:45,137 --> 00:21:48,515
I don't want that to happen to you.
You have to trust me on this.
361
00:21:48,932 --> 00:21:51,143
Remember, it's all about the long game.
362
00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:55,022
God!
363
00:21:56,565 --> 00:21:58,900
Oh, God. It's like pulling teeth with her.
364
00:21:59,776 --> 00:22:03,488
If this gets out, it won't be,
"Olympic Champion, Kat Baker."
365
00:22:03,572 --> 00:22:06,908
It'll be, "That poor, crazy skater girl
with bipolar disorder."
366
00:22:08,285 --> 00:22:09,161
God!
367
00:22:09,578 --> 00:22:10,996
How'd it go today with Serena?
368
00:22:11,079 --> 00:22:11,955
Uh...
369
00:22:12,039 --> 00:22:13,206
Could have been better.
370
00:22:13,290 --> 00:22:17,377
Serena's biggest competitor,
Bethany Strokenfeld, is back in.
371
00:22:18,545 --> 00:22:20,839
What, that chick from Boise
with the triple axel?
372
00:22:20,922 --> 00:22:22,257
I thought she had shin splints.
373
00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:23,175
Oh, she does.
374
00:22:23,258 --> 00:22:25,635
She told Serena, and I quote,
375
00:22:25,719 --> 00:22:27,304
"I am, like,
376
00:22:27,387 --> 00:22:31,058
totally hopped out
on extra-strength ibuprofen. It's insane."
377
00:22:31,475 --> 00:22:35,062
Anyway, Serena's in her room
texting up public sympathy.
378
00:22:35,854 --> 00:22:37,272
Well, good. Let her skate.
379
00:22:37,731 --> 00:22:39,358
Serena's gonna
take that little bitch down.
380
00:22:39,941 --> 00:22:42,486
Thank you for driving her today.
381
00:22:42,861 --> 00:22:44,863
You made this shit day easier to handle.
382
00:22:44,946 --> 00:22:45,864
Of course.
383
00:22:50,827 --> 00:22:51,661
I...
384
00:22:51,745 --> 00:22:53,455
I know you're looking out for Kat,
385
00:22:54,122 --> 00:22:55,624
but, um...
386
00:22:56,291 --> 00:23:01,088
public perception is changing around
mental health issues, even in sports.
387
00:23:01,171 --> 00:23:03,048
Not in figure skating. You know that.
388
00:23:03,757 --> 00:23:05,759
It's all about being perfect.
389
00:23:05,842 --> 00:23:08,804
I mean, the image is just as important
as landing the jumps.
390
00:23:10,013 --> 00:23:12,849
When people find out,
they can't walk away fast enough.
391
00:23:16,144 --> 00:23:17,312
I'm not running away.
392
00:23:18,397 --> 00:23:20,440
Well, you're not exactly moving in here,
are you?
393
00:23:20,524 --> 00:23:22,651
We never even spoke about this
until this morning.
394
00:23:22,734 --> 00:23:24,861
Let's talk about it now.
Do you want to move in with me?
395
00:23:24,945 --> 00:23:27,447
There is middle ground between moving in
and running away.
396
00:23:27,531 --> 00:23:29,282
Look, I'm not an idiot, Mitch.
397
00:23:29,366 --> 00:23:31,660
Okay? You saw me at my worst.
398
00:23:32,536 --> 00:23:33,829
It scared you. Admit it.
399
00:23:33,912 --> 00:23:37,499
No! I... I wanted time to think about it.
Your disorder has nothing to do with that.
400
00:23:38,041 --> 00:23:39,376
What's your reason then?
401
00:23:40,335 --> 00:23:41,336
Oh, come on!
402
00:23:42,838 --> 00:23:43,839
Are you serious?
403
00:23:44,965 --> 00:23:48,260
You expect me to commit to a life together
based on a random conversation
404
00:23:48,343 --> 00:23:49,344
over beans on toast?
405
00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:51,638
We haven't even said "I love you,"
for fuck's sake!
406
00:23:51,721 --> 00:23:53,432
Fine. I love you!
407
00:23:53,515 --> 00:23:55,809
There! Now what's your excuse?
408
00:23:59,729 --> 00:24:00,564
You should go.
409
00:24:18,081 --> 00:24:19,499
Oh, good. You're here!
410
00:24:20,625 --> 00:24:21,918
I need your help.
411
00:24:22,878 --> 00:24:24,337
Is everything okay?
412
00:24:24,421 --> 00:24:25,464
Is it your eyes?
413
00:24:26,590 --> 00:24:31,219
So if Kat messaged you "hello"
after not speaking for 40 years,
414
00:24:31,303 --> 00:24:33,138
how would you respond?
415
00:24:33,221 --> 00:24:36,475
I'd probably say, "Fuck you, Kat." Why?
416
00:24:37,976 --> 00:24:40,937
Don't answer questions with questions,
and watch your mouth.
417
00:24:42,230 --> 00:24:45,692
Also, you cannot
be mad at Katarina for being sick.
418
00:24:45,775 --> 00:24:48,236
She'll be better in a week
and will skate again.
419
00:24:49,946 --> 00:24:51,114
Actually, uh...
420
00:24:52,324 --> 00:24:54,910
I'll be leaving town tomorrow for a while.
421
00:24:56,411 --> 00:24:59,581
Now that we're not going to Sectionals,
I thought it'd be a good time.
422
00:25:00,457 --> 00:25:01,458
Where are you going?
423
00:25:02,250 --> 00:25:03,793
I don't know.
424
00:25:05,587 --> 00:25:06,421
Anyways...
425
00:25:07,506 --> 00:25:09,841
thanks so much for everything, and, uh...
426
00:25:12,052 --> 00:25:13,220
Yeah.
427
00:25:13,303 --> 00:25:14,304
Justin...
428
00:25:16,973 --> 00:25:18,642
what is it you're not telling me?
429
00:25:20,727 --> 00:25:21,561
Nothing.
430
00:25:23,897 --> 00:25:24,731
I'll see ya.
431
00:25:29,903 --> 00:25:32,489
I'd probably say "hello" back.
432
00:25:35,992 --> 00:25:37,035
If that helps.
433
00:25:46,586 --> 00:25:49,381
- I would like to see Katarina.
- What? You can't just walk in here!
434
00:25:49,464 --> 00:25:50,549
Yes, I can.
435
00:25:53,593 --> 00:25:55,470
Are you really sick, Katarina?
436
00:25:56,388 --> 00:25:59,266
- Of course she's sick. Look at her!
- I'm talking to your daughter, not you.
437
00:25:59,349 --> 00:26:00,725
Do you have pneumonia?
438
00:26:03,270 --> 00:26:05,564
I'm giving you one more chance
to tell me the truth.
439
00:26:05,981 --> 00:26:08,275
For your safety
and the safety of your partner,
440
00:26:08,358 --> 00:26:12,320
the relationship between coach
and student must be based on total trust.
441
00:26:18,368 --> 00:26:19,494
I have pneumonia.
442
00:26:20,996 --> 00:26:21,955
That's too bad.
443
00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:25,458
I had such hopes for you.
444
00:26:27,377 --> 00:26:28,503
I'm no longer your coach.
445
00:26:29,254 --> 00:26:30,338
What?
446
00:26:30,422 --> 00:26:33,174
Good! Maybe if she had a better coach,
she wouldn't have got pneumonia.
447
00:26:35,635 --> 00:26:36,469
It's fine.
448
00:26:36,553 --> 00:26:39,556
Okay? You survived losing Vicky and Liz.
You'll survive the Russian.
449
00:26:42,559 --> 00:26:45,729
Shit. I gotta take this, but I'll be back
to check on you in a little bit, okay?
450
00:26:45,812 --> 00:26:47,063
Maybe we'll do our nails.
451
00:27:05,373 --> 00:27:06,207
Hi, Mandy.
452
00:27:06,625 --> 00:27:09,544
Look, I fucked up. I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have just left like that.
453
00:27:09,961 --> 00:27:11,713
Is it true Kat's blood went so deep
454
00:27:11,796 --> 00:27:14,257
they finally had to cut out
a whole section of the ice?
455
00:27:14,341 --> 00:27:16,176
What? No! Who told you that?
456
00:27:16,259 --> 00:27:17,260
Bethany.
457
00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:22,641
She said that I'm brave for skating
where Kat cracked her skull open.
458
00:27:22,724 --> 00:27:24,434
She thinks that our family's cursed.
459
00:27:24,517 --> 00:27:26,478
Mandy, can you just give me one second?
460
00:27:27,687 --> 00:27:29,648
Our family is fine. Okay?
461
00:27:29,731 --> 00:27:32,651
Bethany is trying to psych you out
because she doesn't want you to beat her.
462
00:27:32,734 --> 00:27:33,860
What if I freak out?
463
00:27:34,903 --> 00:27:36,279
Oh, my God!
464
00:27:36,655 --> 00:27:37,739
I just wish Kat never fell.
465
00:27:37,822 --> 00:27:39,032
And you think I don't?
466
00:27:40,241 --> 00:27:42,327
Now, go pack for Sectionals.
I gotta finish this call.
467
00:27:45,830 --> 00:27:48,667
Hey. I'm sorry, Mandy. Kat was coughing.
468
00:27:49,167 --> 00:27:51,461
No, honestly, it's been horrible.
469
00:28:16,778 --> 00:28:18,113
This fucking day.
470
00:28:19,823 --> 00:28:20,949
Hmm.
471
00:28:25,537 --> 00:28:28,206
A guest complained to me
that her toast wasn't toasted enough,
472
00:28:28,289 --> 00:28:29,833
and I had to pretend to care.
473
00:28:33,128 --> 00:28:34,963
Kind of like you're doing right now.
474
00:28:39,300 --> 00:28:41,177
So, did you talk to your coach?
475
00:28:41,636 --> 00:28:42,637
And say what?
476
00:28:43,430 --> 00:28:46,015
That I had the wrong day
marked on my calendar?
477
00:28:46,099 --> 00:28:48,643
Or that I got so sick
that I couldn't even call?
478
00:28:49,644 --> 00:28:51,813
There's nothing I can say
that'll make it okay.
479
00:28:52,272 --> 00:28:53,481
You could try the truth.
480
00:28:53,565 --> 00:28:55,358
Okay. Yeah.
481
00:28:56,317 --> 00:29:00,363
"Hey, Coach. I got arrested for punching
a drug addict in the middle of a rager,
482
00:29:00,447 --> 00:29:01,740
but it's not my fault."
483
00:29:03,825 --> 00:29:05,702
It's been a hard week on both of us.
484
00:29:07,579 --> 00:29:08,747
I didn't do anything.
485
00:29:08,830 --> 00:29:09,956
I know you didn't.
486
00:29:10,582 --> 00:29:12,333
No matter how hard I work,
487
00:29:12,834 --> 00:29:14,294
no matter how much I accomplish,
488
00:29:14,377 --> 00:29:18,214
at the end of the day, I'm just another
black man who landed himself in jail.
489
00:29:20,383 --> 00:29:21,384
Marcus...
490
00:29:25,138 --> 00:29:28,057
You ran in there without even thinking
about it to help your friend.
491
00:29:28,516 --> 00:29:31,227
You did the right thing.
492
00:29:31,811 --> 00:29:33,271
Look what good it did me.
493
00:29:38,067 --> 00:29:39,235
I'm scared.
494
00:29:46,326 --> 00:29:48,453
So, I reset the bone,
495
00:29:48,536 --> 00:29:50,997
and I made a splint out of sticks.
496
00:29:51,581 --> 00:29:53,833
My mom...
497
00:29:54,584 --> 00:29:57,045
told the doctor
what I'd done for my brother,
498
00:29:57,128 --> 00:30:00,048
and he looked me in the eye,
and he said, "Kid..."
499
00:30:01,007 --> 00:30:01,883
I'm paying for you
500
00:30:01,966 --> 00:30:04,636
- "to go to medical school."
- Whoa! Are you serious?
501
00:30:04,719 --> 00:30:05,678
He was also my dad.
502
00:30:06,054 --> 00:30:06,930
Oh!
503
00:30:07,013 --> 00:30:08,181
That helped.
504
00:30:12,894 --> 00:30:15,605
Is that the standard emergency call
505
00:30:15,688 --> 00:30:17,315
to get you out of here
if I was too boring?
506
00:30:17,398 --> 00:30:19,234
No!
507
00:30:19,317 --> 00:30:24,823
I have a couple of concierge patients
who need a lot of reassurance,
508
00:30:25,490 --> 00:30:29,285
but I am finally hanging out with someone
509
00:30:30,161 --> 00:30:32,038
I've kinda had a crush on
510
00:30:32,121 --> 00:30:34,040
for a very long time, so...
511
00:30:34,999 --> 00:30:36,000
it can wait.
512
00:30:40,630 --> 00:30:42,006
I'm really glad you called.
513
00:30:45,301 --> 00:30:46,261
Me too.
514
00:30:47,762 --> 00:30:48,972
So...
515
00:30:49,055 --> 00:30:53,184
I wanna hear more about Grandma Yu.
Is that your mom's or dad's side?
516
00:30:53,685 --> 00:30:54,644
Uh...
517
00:30:55,186 --> 00:30:56,020
both.
518
00:30:56,563 --> 00:30:58,857
Did I not mention my parents
are brother and sister?
519
00:30:58,940 --> 00:31:00,400
It's why I have bad hips.
520
00:31:02,652 --> 00:31:04,195
That's... No, no. That's cool.
521
00:31:04,279 --> 00:31:07,782
If that's the story you want to go with,
that's fine.
522
00:31:10,535 --> 00:31:12,370
I made you some hot cocoa.
523
00:31:13,079 --> 00:31:14,163
What are you doing?
524
00:31:14,247 --> 00:31:16,082
Justin and I are still on the schedule.
525
00:31:16,583 --> 00:31:17,542
Well, of course you are.
526
00:31:17,625 --> 00:31:19,669
It made it more believable
that you had pneumonia.
527
00:31:19,752 --> 00:31:21,337
That's what I thought. You're a genius.
528
00:31:21,421 --> 00:31:23,089
But you can't skate.
529
00:31:23,172 --> 00:31:26,217
- You're still adjusting to your lithium.
- I've skated tired before.
530
00:31:26,968 --> 00:31:28,261
Not after an episode.
531
00:31:28,761 --> 00:31:30,722
You're not thinking rationally.
532
00:31:30,805 --> 00:31:32,599
Look, it's perfect. Okay?
533
00:31:32,682 --> 00:31:34,058
I'll find Justin and Dasha.
534
00:31:34,142 --> 00:31:36,728
I'll tell them I'm feeling better.
I'll say I'm sorry.
535
00:31:36,811 --> 00:31:38,479
I'll beg them to forgive me.
536
00:31:38,563 --> 00:31:40,690
No one at the competition
will know I'm bipolar,
537
00:31:40,773 --> 00:31:42,442
and we can go through our routine tonight.
538
00:31:42,525 --> 00:31:43,693
- I'll be ready.
- No.
539
00:31:44,110 --> 00:31:47,030
Okay? It's too dangerous.
You can go to Sectionals next year.
540
00:31:47,113 --> 00:31:50,074
Not without a coach, Mom,
and not without a partner.
541
00:31:50,158 --> 00:31:52,493
If I don't do this, it's all over!
542
00:31:52,994 --> 00:31:56,748
There's no point in keeping
this huge secret if I can't skate.
543
00:31:57,582 --> 00:31:59,000
Kat, please.
544
00:31:59,083 --> 00:32:01,044
Why are you so obsessed with me not going?
545
00:32:01,127 --> 00:32:03,588
The last time you were
at that rink, you almost fucking died!
546
00:32:05,882 --> 00:32:07,592
Look, I know I shouldn't yell.
547
00:32:08,051 --> 00:32:09,260
It's just... I can't...
548
00:32:10,595 --> 00:32:13,014
I can't bear for anything else
to happen to you.
549
00:32:13,097 --> 00:32:16,643
Okay? And if you see where you fell
and you're not fully yourself yet,
550
00:32:16,726 --> 00:32:18,269
it could take you back.
551
00:32:18,853 --> 00:32:21,147
- You have to think of the long...
- The long game.
552
00:32:21,230 --> 00:32:22,065
I know.
553
00:32:25,109 --> 00:32:26,069
I'm sorry, Mom.
554
00:32:26,611 --> 00:32:28,488
I'm going. You can't stop me.
555
00:32:31,157 --> 00:32:35,495
Look, I will lock you in this house for
the rest of your entire life if I have to.
556
00:32:35,995 --> 00:32:37,038
Hey!
557
00:32:37,956 --> 00:32:38,790
That's it.
558
00:32:39,415 --> 00:32:41,960
- I'm not going with Serena to Sectionals.
- What?
559
00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:43,962
You're not gonna be there?
560
00:32:44,045 --> 00:32:46,798
I could win this weekend.
I could go on to Nationals.
561
00:32:46,881 --> 00:32:49,467
Serena, honey, let's just stop thinking
about yourself for a second.
562
00:32:49,550 --> 00:32:51,970
You have no idea what it's like
to live with mental illness.
563
00:32:52,053 --> 00:32:53,221
Yes, I do.
564
00:32:54,889 --> 00:32:58,309
I'm the one that suffers
whenever you or Kat goes crazy.
565
00:32:58,810 --> 00:33:00,645
This will never end for me, will it?
566
00:33:01,062 --> 00:33:04,023
She's just as fucked up as you are,
and she's never not gonna be fucked up.
567
00:33:04,524 --> 00:33:05,441
Serena!
568
00:33:05,525 --> 00:33:07,151
I'm tired of it, Kat.
569
00:33:08,194 --> 00:33:12,323
Of being second,
of no one ever giving a fuck about me!
570
00:33:12,407 --> 00:33:13,700
Oh, please!
571
00:33:13,783 --> 00:33:17,203
Of keeping your stupid secrets!
572
00:33:20,456 --> 00:33:22,875
Ask Mom why Vicky made you change
your lutz at the last minute.
573
00:33:22,959 --> 00:33:24,252
Shut up, Serena!
574
00:33:24,836 --> 00:33:28,256
Vicky didn't want to. She said that it was
too risky to lift your arms.
575
00:33:28,339 --> 00:33:29,924
Wait. What are you talking about?
576
00:33:30,008 --> 00:33:31,426
- Mom said she'd fire her...
- Shut up!
577
00:33:31,509 --> 00:33:33,261
...if she didn't make you do it.
Stop, Mom!
578
00:33:33,344 --> 00:33:36,431
I was there! Okay? I heard everything.
579
00:33:38,182 --> 00:33:39,892
It's your fault she fell.
580
00:33:45,106 --> 00:33:47,817
When Kat wakes up, we're going to tell her
that Vicky made her do it.
581
00:33:47,900 --> 00:33:49,152
Do you understand me?
582
00:33:49,235 --> 00:33:51,738
Hey. Promise me
that you're never gonna tell her.
583
00:33:52,155 --> 00:33:53,281
Promise me!
584
00:33:59,537 --> 00:34:01,122
Guess the secret's out now, huh, Mom?
585
00:34:01,914 --> 00:34:03,124
Look, I am so, so sorry.
586
00:34:03,207 --> 00:34:07,170
I... I didn't take my meds that day,
and I wasn't thinking clearly.
587
00:34:07,587 --> 00:34:10,255
You had to have known
that lifting my arms at the last second
588
00:34:10,339 --> 00:34:11,674
would throw off my lutz.
589
00:34:11,757 --> 00:34:14,802
I never practiced it like that.
You knew that was dangerous!
590
00:34:14,886 --> 00:34:16,929
You weren't gonna win
if you didn't have those points!
591
00:34:17,013 --> 00:34:18,097
I did it for you.
592
00:34:18,639 --> 00:34:20,224
I never meant for you to get hurt.
593
00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:23,061
Everything went wrong after that fall!
594
00:34:26,731 --> 00:34:27,982
You're a bad mother.
595
00:35:17,740 --> 00:35:18,783
Dear Dasha...
596
00:35:20,159 --> 00:35:21,828
I want you to know who I am.
597
00:35:22,370 --> 00:35:23,621
No more hiding.
598
00:35:23,704 --> 00:35:24,872
No more secrets.
599
00:35:25,873 --> 00:35:27,125
You were right.
600
00:35:27,208 --> 00:35:28,501
I don't have pneumonia.
601
00:35:29,293 --> 00:35:30,586
But I was sick.
602
00:35:31,212 --> 00:35:33,089
I have bipolar disorder.
603
00:35:33,881 --> 00:35:37,009
I was scared that
if you knew the truth, Marcus,
604
00:35:37,093 --> 00:35:38,803
that's all you'd see me as...
605
00:35:39,345 --> 00:35:41,222
a girl with a mental disorder.
606
00:35:42,431 --> 00:35:45,268
I thought that if I stopped
taking my meds, we could win,
607
00:35:45,810 --> 00:35:47,436
but I was putting you in danger.
608
00:35:48,020 --> 00:35:50,773
You gave me your trust,
but I didn't deserve it, Justin.
609
00:35:51,482 --> 00:35:53,484
I just hope you can forgive me.
610
00:35:54,610 --> 00:35:59,240
I kept my secret because I didn't want
anything to change between us, Jenn.
611
00:36:00,783 --> 00:36:03,161
But by not telling you the truth,
612
00:36:04,203 --> 00:36:05,788
that's exactly what happened.
613
00:36:07,582 --> 00:36:11,335
I don't remember everything
that happened during my mania,
614
00:36:12,879 --> 00:36:14,213
but I do know that...
615
00:36:15,298 --> 00:36:16,674
even at my worst,
616
00:36:18,467 --> 00:36:19,719
Justin was there for me.
617
00:36:22,597 --> 00:36:24,557
I just thought you needed to know that.
618
00:36:26,142 --> 00:36:27,393
Thank you for telling me.
619
00:36:34,567 --> 00:36:35,776
I should, um...
620
00:36:36,569 --> 00:36:38,196
I should go talk to my son, huh?
621
00:36:49,457 --> 00:36:50,499
My guy!
622
00:36:50,583 --> 00:36:52,126
All right, man. I'm outta here.
623
00:36:52,543 --> 00:36:54,503
Do your thing.
624
00:37:00,009 --> 00:37:02,094
- You're back on the ski team?
- Yeah.
625
00:37:03,304 --> 00:37:05,890
You know, your note made me realize
I should tell my coach the truth
626
00:37:05,973 --> 00:37:07,391
about why I missed the race.
627
00:37:08,351 --> 00:37:10,269
I leave for Argentina tomorrow morning.
628
00:37:10,353 --> 00:37:11,604
I've got to keep training
629
00:37:11,687 --> 00:37:14,482
if I'm gonna have any chance
of making it to the Olympics.
630
00:37:15,149 --> 00:37:16,567
And what did Alana say?
631
00:37:17,109 --> 00:37:18,236
"Took you long enough."
632
00:37:21,739 --> 00:37:23,574
So I guess this is goodbye.
633
00:37:25,576 --> 00:37:26,827
I'm happy for you.
634
00:37:28,871 --> 00:37:29,747
Me too.
635
00:37:31,582 --> 00:37:32,917
I'll see you in the fall.
636
00:37:47,932 --> 00:37:48,766
Hi.
637
00:37:50,309 --> 00:37:51,143
Hi.
638
00:37:53,479 --> 00:37:54,605
Bipolar.
639
00:37:55,690 --> 00:37:57,149
That's a big word.
640
00:37:58,818 --> 00:37:59,652
I know.
641
00:38:01,779 --> 00:38:04,991
Not gonna lie,
I've got a lot of questions.
642
00:38:14,292 --> 00:38:15,543
Ask me anything.
643
00:38:18,546 --> 00:38:20,798
This is why you disappeared last year.
644
00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:27,805
So...
645
00:38:29,181 --> 00:38:31,100
when did this start happening?
646
00:38:45,114 --> 00:38:45,948
Can I come in?
647
00:38:47,575 --> 00:38:48,826
It's your hotel, right?
648
00:38:52,330 --> 00:38:53,331
You, uh...
649
00:38:53,998 --> 00:38:55,166
come to check up on me?
650
00:38:56,459 --> 00:38:58,794
Don't worry.
I'll be out of here in the morning.
651
00:39:05,634 --> 00:39:06,469
Uh...
652
00:39:07,011 --> 00:39:07,845
Kat...
653
00:39:09,013 --> 00:39:09,889
came to see me.
654
00:39:12,516 --> 00:39:13,809
She told me everything.
655
00:39:17,313 --> 00:39:18,147
Um...
656
00:39:20,524 --> 00:39:21,359
I'm sorry...
657
00:39:22,109 --> 00:39:23,819
for what I said to you earlier.
658
00:39:26,947 --> 00:39:29,617
You remind me so goddamn much
of your mother.
659
00:39:30,076 --> 00:39:32,745
The twins, they're... they're all me...
660
00:39:32,828 --> 00:39:35,331
straightforward, rough around the edges...
661
00:39:38,501 --> 00:39:39,960
but you're your mother's son.
662
00:39:42,088 --> 00:39:43,547
I look at you, I see her.
663
00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:46,509
I said things to you
that I shouldn't have
664
00:39:46,592 --> 00:39:48,886
'cause I was so angry at her
for leaving me.
665
00:39:50,054 --> 00:39:51,097
For leaving you.
666
00:39:54,975 --> 00:39:56,310
What you did for Kat,
667
00:39:58,813 --> 00:39:59,814
protecting her,
668
00:40:01,524 --> 00:40:03,067
that's your mother's goodness.
669
00:40:04,235 --> 00:40:05,861
Her self-sacrifice.
670
00:40:06,904 --> 00:40:10,574
But if I could've got over my anger,
I would have seen that in you sooner.
671
00:40:17,373 --> 00:40:18,541
So, uh...
672
00:40:22,002 --> 00:40:24,088
you still want me out in the morning,
or...
673
00:40:30,678 --> 00:40:32,638
Yeah, of course you can stay...
674
00:40:32,721 --> 00:40:33,681
for now.
675
00:40:39,311 --> 00:40:40,146
Hey...
676
00:40:40,813 --> 00:40:41,939
You gotta talk to Kat.
677
00:40:42,648 --> 00:40:44,900
You can't be mad at her for being sick.
678
00:40:46,819 --> 00:40:48,529
It's not why I'm upset, Dad.
679
00:40:56,537 --> 00:40:57,538
Do you have kids?
680
00:40:59,874 --> 00:41:00,708
I do.
681
00:41:02,418 --> 00:41:03,961
Best fucking thing I ever did.
682
00:41:12,636 --> 00:41:13,888
Look who's back.
683
00:41:16,223 --> 00:41:17,516
Yes, hi.
684
00:41:18,058 --> 00:41:20,144
Sorry I had to rush off like that.
It was...
685
00:41:20,644 --> 00:41:21,770
There was something...
686
00:41:22,605 --> 00:41:24,523
- personal I had to deal with.
- Oh.
687
00:41:25,524 --> 00:41:27,234
Not a boyfriend, I hope.
688
00:41:28,152 --> 00:41:29,320
No.
689
00:41:29,403 --> 00:41:31,363
Nope, not at all. No boyfriend.
690
00:41:33,073 --> 00:41:34,909
Then what do you say we finish that drink?
691
00:41:35,409 --> 00:41:36,243
Yeah.
692
00:41:40,915 --> 00:41:44,168
Everything is so fucked up with my family,
and Sectionals is a disaster,
693
00:41:44,251 --> 00:41:47,254
and I didn't have anyone else to talk to,
and I just really wanted to see you.
694
00:41:47,338 --> 00:41:51,717
Feels like we had sex, and then you
didn't wanna hear from me anymore.
695
00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:53,844
And why haven't you been answering me?
696
00:41:53,928 --> 00:41:56,514
I'm so sorry, Serena. I...
697
00:41:57,973 --> 00:41:59,934
I was in surgery all afternoon. I...
698
00:42:00,017 --> 00:42:03,145
One of my patients
got in a skiing accident.
699
00:42:04,522 --> 00:42:05,356
Oh.
700
00:42:06,815 --> 00:42:07,942
Sorry I got weird.
701
00:42:11,654 --> 00:42:13,656
Tomorrow's supposed to be
the best day of my life,
702
00:42:13,739 --> 00:42:16,200
and it just feels like
everything's falling apart.
703
00:42:19,745 --> 00:42:23,415
I wish you could come watch me skate,
you know?
704
00:42:27,294 --> 00:42:28,128
Okay.
705
00:42:32,049 --> 00:42:33,050
Okay?
706
00:42:34,385 --> 00:42:35,553
- Really?
- Yeah.
707
00:42:35,636 --> 00:42:36,845
You would do that?
708
00:42:36,929 --> 00:42:38,764
I'll say I'm there for a patient.
709
00:42:41,267 --> 00:42:43,102
I'm so lucky I have you.
710
00:42:48,607 --> 00:42:49,608
Okay.
711
00:42:49,692 --> 00:42:51,944
I should get you home.
You've got a big day tomorrow.
712
00:42:54,238 --> 00:42:56,365
Yeah, please buckle up. Thank you.
713
00:43:26,604 --> 00:43:27,605
Is Kat here?
714
00:43:38,991 --> 00:43:40,200
I'll be upstairs.
715
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:57,843
I'm so sorry.
716
00:43:58,969 --> 00:43:59,887
I know.
717
00:44:03,140 --> 00:44:04,558
Can we still skate together?
718
00:44:05,517 --> 00:44:07,770
It can be like nothing ever happened.
719
00:44:07,853 --> 00:44:09,647
Except it won't, Kat.
720
00:44:11,273 --> 00:44:12,232
Not really.
721
00:44:17,446 --> 00:44:19,156
When did you stop taking your meds?
722
00:44:20,324 --> 00:44:23,661
Was it before the night when you wanted
to change our program before Regionals?
723
00:44:24,703 --> 00:44:25,829
What?
724
00:44:25,913 --> 00:44:27,915
'Cause that's the night
you said you loved me.
725
00:44:30,292 --> 00:44:31,669
Did you mean it, or...
726
00:44:34,129 --> 00:44:35,422
was it just a part of your mania?
727
00:44:35,839 --> 00:44:36,757
Justin...
728
00:44:37,174 --> 00:44:38,217
'Cause I meant it.
729
00:44:45,516 --> 00:44:46,600
I don't know.
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