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- So what do you
think about all this?

- I don't know.

The more I do your
research on it,

the more I feel like it's
really not that big of a deal.

- Do you think?

- Just doesn't.

- Well, most people are
taking it pretty seriously.

- Yeah, most people are
cheap besides the media likes

to blow everything
out of proportion.

- Okay, I don't know about that.

I read in your profile,
you're an artist.

What do you do?

- A little bit of everything.

- So you're unemployed?

- No, I'm a playwright.
- Really?

- I don't know what you've seen.

- I sometimes
review

I watch a lot.

- That's pretty cool.

Most of my work is out of State,

so probably not then.

- So what
is this one about?

- The play?.

- What?

You're afraid I'll share
your idea or something?

- Nah, it's not that simple.

It's just, I don't know,

when you have an idea, you
don't wanna share it too soon

or else the whole
thing could fall apart.

- It seems like
you're pretty serious,

about your work.

- Yeah, I take my
craft pretty seriously.

- That's respectable and sexy.

- Well, I think
you're pretty sexy.

- That was teasing.

- You're right, but it worked.

You're smiling.

All right, I'm just curious.

How do you think
people are gonna cope

if this thing does
get outta control?

- I thought it was being
blown out of proportion.

- Yes, exactly.

That's exactly why people
are gonna freak out.

Look, I'm just saying, if we
do have to go on lock down,

how do you think people
are gonna connect?

- People get creative.
- Yeah.

Like what?

- What do you mean like what?

People are gonna do
what they need to do

in order to get to
know each other.

Something like this, but a
little bit more intimate.

- A little more intimate.

Say we got together in real life

and you didn't like
the way I smell.

- Well, if we're supposed to
stay home, that will matter.

- Fair enough.

I'm more curious, I don't know,

what do you think?

Do you wanna go into
lockdown all by yourself?

- Oh my God.

Are you-

- What?

- Are you trying to look
for someone to shut up with,

if we go on lockdown?

- No, no, no, it's
not that simple.

Just think about it.

The dating apps, they're
all on fire right now.

They're blowing up.

- They do wanna connect.

- Great, but I think it's
a little deeper than that.

Think about it, when
faced with extinction,

what's the most natural
urge to propagate

and populate this species?

It's totally natural.

You can't blame us for it.

- You didn't answer my question.

- Sorry, I can't.

People just be direct sometimes.

- Yeah.

In fact, I think, I find
that a little bit refreshing.

- Yes, exactly.

It's the authenticity
that makes us interesting.

- Well, I think you're
pretty interesting.

- Thank you.

So if I could take you on
a date in the real world,

what would you like to do?

- I don't know, maybe let's
go for dinner and dancing,

and maybe to the beach.

- All those sound lovely.

Well, since we're still
stuck here in our phones

with no potential real future

to take you to the
beach anytime soon,

maybe we get a little frisky.

Do you think I could
see your boobies?

I've dwelled in
small places before.

I've dwelled in
small places before.

I've dwelled in
small places before.

I thought about suicide,

more times and I haven't.

I feel like a failure.

I feel like this
should be fucking right
there and it's not.

I feel like a fucking failure.

I feel like a failure.

All I do is feel like failure.

I'm not a failure,

I might get back up,
I'm gonna go again.

I've dwelled in
small places before,

contemplated suicide.

I've bed overseas where other
men have tried to kill me.

I wanted love to save me.

I believe love could save me.

I still fantasize every day
about how love will save me,

but it won't.

- All right, some movement.

Are you okay, the serious guy?

- Yeah, I'm all right.

Keep playing, play it on.

- You gotta stick
along, brother.

You need to lighten up.

I could be the last dude
you see in a very long time.

- I was singing.

- You were moving your mouth
and the sounds were coming out.

- Look, I don't have
the talent that you got.

- I don't have your talent.

You ready for this dude?

'Cause you don't strike me
as the planning ed type.

- I'm probably more
prepared the most.

- Your dad send you all of that?

- He likes story.

- Bad.

- You know what pisses me off?

- Everything?

- So many friends in my life,

who I thought were
my good friends.

And nobody's reached out
to see how I'm doing.

Present company excluded.

- The truth comes out then, huh?

Don't you think

that people might be just
a little bit occupied

at this very moment?

Oh.

- I know people
are self-absorbed.

- When the
survival instinct kicks in,

it's a powerful thing, man.

- Sure, but this whole pandemic,

it's just a big distraction.

- Yeah.

You just keep telling
yourself that, bro.

But the truth is is that
you gotta really face up to

what's going on.

This is real shit.

You should be home
with your familia.

- I need to work,

that play isn't going
to finish itself.

You know what?

I think staying here
is the right move.

I think it's important

to go through something like
this alone, builds character.

- Character.

- Character.

- When I was 27,

Hey, that's not bad.

Write that shit down.

- Ishmael.

Thanks for coming to see me.

- I gonna come to
give you those.

- Vitamin C?

- And.

Cold!

- Cold.

Hey, tell her I said, "Thanks."

- See, people ain't so bad.

- Correction, you're not so bad.

- Come here!

You finish your play.

- Well, I'll do.

- Love you.
- Love you too, brother.

- Yeah.

- Adios.

- Ciao.

- Yeah, well, I really
don't know what else to say,

because we have to do this.

I'm trying to call
everybody individually

because I just don't want it
to sound personally, you know.

- I still think we should
give delivery a try though,

a lot of other
restaurants are doing it.

- Yeah, but how am I gonna
safely run the kitchen.

It's a close
quarters operations.

Everybody's in there together.

- We won't be getting
that many orders

as much as we're
usually getting,

so we just pair down the staff.

We can have somebody
in the kitchen cooking,

somebody in the dish pit.

They don't have to go
anywhere near each other.

I can do most of the driving.

We can set it up.

We can make this work, Marco.

Nah, nah, I'm not too worried.

If anything, it's just
another minor setback.

I'm actually doing pretty
good out here in Portland.

Starting to get recognized
as a local actor.

I even got recognized in the
grocery store the other day.

- You're commercial with
one of the suitcase?

- Yeah.

- I'm I'm also
writing a lot more.

I pretty much
finished the next play

and saving money, cutting costs.

Ishmael, he's gonna help
me produce it come fall.

- Produce it in the fall,

for what?

Who is gonna see it?

You're saying, "The virus
is probably airborne."

- Yeah, I got a friend who
works in the medical industry

and she says,

"It's really not as bad as
people are making it out to be."

- Well, your
friend is an idiot.

- You all stacked up, back home.

- Lockers at capacity.

- Same one as Y2K.

- Did I tell
you I'm

- Oh what now?

- It's enough to stand in
line for toilet paper, yeah.

I'm sorry.

- Wow, that's genius.

- Yeah.

- Watch out, they tickle.
- I'm not ticklish.

- They also kinda.

- What?
- Nah, nevermind.

- What?
- Stupid thought, nevermind.

- They make you
feel good or something?

- Yeah, Dad, you
might get a boner.

- You're classic.

- Look, I do wanna come
home first chance I got,

but the guys at the restaurant,
we're all trying to get-

- Know that you
can't

you wanna come home, huh?

- Dad, I was
there for Christmas.

- Nah, I don't want racism.

Have you talked to your brother?

- No.

- But you should.

He's doing awesome.

There's a lot of
opportunity here.

Make it really happening.

I'm not gonna get between
you two anymore though,

to talk to you

- Hey, dad.

Okay, dinner's done.

I gotta get back to writing.

Can call you back tomorrow?

- All right.

- All right, bye dad.

- Jason, I love you.

Jason, I love you.

Jason, I love you.

Jason, I love you.

Jason, I love you.

Jason, I love you.

- Take it yourself.

I'm gonna be okay
to really quit, huh?

- You can't
do that either?

I'm so sorry.

- Just put it down.
- Okay.

- Do need a signature from you,

I sanitize the
screen every time,

so appreciate it.

Just a touch-

- I swear they may
touch a screen

to begin with.
- I know.

- Hello.
- Hey.

- Oh, there's your face.

- Here's my face.

Wow.

- What?

- You are stunning.

- Thanks.

- Sorry, that was abrupt.

- Sorry, no, sorry, I don't
think I'm bored as well, sorry.

- No, no, it's full.

- You look a little
different from your picture.

- Oh yeah.

I should get some new
ones up there, right?

I feel like I'm getting
more gray in my beard.

- No, no, it's okay.

I don't feel like
catfish or anything.

- So how do you say
your name actually?

- It's Sorrel.

Like a bird soars and
then rel like rel.

- Cool, I don't think
I know any Sorrels.

- So what brings
you on here, Jason?

- I came just
looking for someone

to have a really great
conversation with,

and feel some connection.

And then, you know,

one or both of us will
just ghost each other

for no particular reason.

- Same.

So do you get a lot
of attention on here?

- I mean, I've messaged
a handful of people.

You're the first one to
reply back to me in a while.

- How many dick
pics did you send?

- You know, believe
it or not, none.

Mostly, 'cause I couldn't
get the right angle

to make it look big enough, so.

- Well, I'm swamped
with messages.

- All dick pics?

- Not actual dicks, but most
of them were probably dicks.

I'd one guy who asked
to see my boobs.

Like the first time we talked.

- Oh no, that sucks.

Yeah, guys are dumb sometimes.

- Yeah.

- So why did you
message me back?

- You have an honest face.

- Thank you.

- Yeah, but you also have
a sadness in your eyes.

- Sadness in my eyes.

- Hold on.

I think I know where I've
seen your face before.

- On the website
of the restaurant?

- No.

- Oh no.

Okay, this is embarrassing.

Where did you find that?

- You're the guy
from that commercial.

The guy on the beach,
carrying the suitcase.

- That's me and yep.

Oh, man-

- I mean sorry, it's
just, it's cool.

In fact, it was cool.

- Well, I don't know.

I feel like I'm a playwright
first and foremost,

but yeah, I definitely
do a lot of acting

and I teach a little
bit of acting as well.

- Well, I'm a teacher.

- That's right, yes.

I meant to ask you, I remember
reading that in your profile.

What do you teach?

- I teach middle school ESL.

- All right, English
as a Second Language.

- It sounds like you could
brush up on your Spanish,

a little bit.

- Yeah, I
probably should.

- Well, I was thinking
about going to bed.

- Oh yeah, yeah, that's cool.

You probably got a big
day of sitting around

in quarantine
tomorrow, so I get it.

- Yeah, exactly.

- Well, hey, this is,

you're kind of fun, right?

This has been nice.

Can I give you my
number, just in case?

- Yeah, it's nothing
serious though, okay?

- Right, right, no.

Yeah, no, I get it.

If you're just looking for
a buddy for the apocalypse.

I'm totally cool.
- Sure.

- Okay, I'll send
you a dick pic later.

- Please don't.

- No, no, no, I'm kidding.

- Goodnight.

- Brian.

- There he is, he lives.

Look at that, my
little baby brother.

Man, you're so beautiful.

- Where you at, Brian?

- Come on, man.

This is fucking
ridiculous, seriously.

How long is the bed, baby?

How long?

- I'm doing much
better supposed to you.

- No, you're no, to be honest.

All right, and whether
you like it or not,

I'm the one that's looking
after your ass, right?

You used to be at home over
here, like everybody else.

- I am home, all right?

I got projects, I'm
working towards deadline.

I have people that are waiting
on me, I gotta stay focused.

- You've worked at
finding a restaurant, bro.

What is it?

The dig into battle
burger to get out on time.

Given that bothered,
that's enough.

- And you wonder why
I don't call you anymore.

- Hey, you what?

- You wonder why
I don't call you anymore.

- Oh, come on man.

Seriously, you don't have to.

When, when did you get older
to say all this, right?

Stop blaming me, huh?

You know what you're
getting into, baby.

This is business, man,

and business is a gamble.

Come on, you know this.

Well, don't take the
camera off, bro, come on.

Seriously, I'm sorry.

I called you to let
you in on a deal.

All right, hear me out.

What's one thing

that half of the
population needs right now

but can't access
because of the pandemic?

- Stimulus check.

- No baby, tampons.

Though these tampons
probably going

for $9 a piece right now.

We can sell 25 for $25.

It's a dollar, a fucking tampon.

And if you go to the 112 pack,

will you drop that
down to our cost?

- Bye, Brian.

Goodbye.

- You suck, you suck.

Boring, boring, boring.

- Are you still
working on the play?

How's that coming?

- It's coming along.

- Yeah, did you

My neighbor across the way.

- Yeah, why?

Did he die?

- Yeah, he did
actually, yesterday.

- Wow, shit dad.

I'm sorry.

Are you doing okay?

- Yeah, I'm fine.

I mean, it was kind of,
it was quick, you know,

he was a good guy though.

Didn't never
stirred anything up.

Took my lawnmower, fixed
it, brought it back.

- But you never really came

into contact with
him or anything?

- No, not really.

- No, not really?

- No, I heard him
coughing, you know,

and I took to him food,

and later when he
was sick and needed,

I went and got his medication.

- That's really great, dad.

But did you keep a safe
distance the whole time?

- I would say, yeah, yeah.

- You're not convincing
me right now.

- You know what?

You need to take care of you

and stop worrying about
what I'm doing, all right?

You know what?

You have to stay there
in sickness central

so you can work on your play,

and instead of being here-

- Everyone has

to stay put.
- You know,

that you're selfish.

- Everyone has to
stay put at this point.

- Probably, it's because we
always baby you too much.

I'm your father.

A little respect
would be nice, okay?

I'm gonna use my judgment
for my situation,

which is not nearly
as bad as yours.

And I would appreciate a
little respect from you.

- I wish you'd
respect your own life,

and maybe take a few
more precautions,

than you're doing, that's all.

- Kid,
make me a sandwich.

Hey, I can leave this
right here for you.

I need a signature real quick.

Just gotta, if you could.

- Sorry.

Sorry, sorry.
- No.

- It's allergies.
- Yeah, yeah.

- I didn't pay you.

- It's okay, it's okay.

- Dude, it's not even
really airborne

You've got nothing
to worry about.

- First they're saying,
"It's airborne,"

now they're saying, "It's not,"

I don't know, I don't trust it.

- Do you worry?

Come on.

- Yeah, yeah, I'm
actually worried, okay?

She coughed, it
hit me in the face.

- Listen, everyone
is thinking about end

of the world right
now, everyone.

It's actually the
end of the world,

we know it's
perfectly

- But what if it's actually
the end of the world?

What if everybody
gets wiped out?

Not a living soul left.

That means everything,
you and I ever did,

doesn't fucking matter,

because there's nobody
here to remember it.

You think of that?

- Everyone gets one
freak out, dude.

Okay, you're just
feeling yours right now,

'cause you can't be
fucking immortal,

that's what it is,
and move the fuck on.

- Dude, I just can't shake the
idea that I might die alone.

- Dude, it's the apocalypse,

I got shit to do,
I got to go, man.

Okay, I can be

Cool?

- Dude, I don't feel like,

you're being a really
good friend right now.

- Brother,
man, okay?

Real shit.

- Yeah.

Dude, I'm being a
dick, I'm sorry.

- Yeah, you don't take
on someone else's time.

- Hey, Sorrel.
- How are you?

- I'm good.

Cool, round two.

This is officially my
longest relationship yet.

- What are you up to?

- I was just doing some cycling,
kind of going nowhere fast.

How are you?

- I got out of the house today.

I went to the grocery store.

How'd it go?

- It was strange.

I watched two people
fight over hand wipes.

- Yes.

- Yeah, I was
kinda bad actually.

Like everybody's
panicked shopping.

I couldn't even find tampons.

- Hang on, I just,

something popped in
my head, one second.

I got a line of dialogue.

- Oh wow, what's the dialogue.

- It's for this
new play I'm working on.

- Oh, what's
your play about?

- I don't know,

it's like kind of too
early to sum up, you know?

- Sorry, no need to
share if it's too soon.

- No, no, no, that's cool.

- Feel free to share
when you're ready.

- You know what?

It's good,

I bet I could give you
an overview of the play

if you wanted.

Okay, rough draft,

here it goes.

The main character is Trent,

and he's driving
down the Crater Lake,

when the volcano
erupts a second time,

and causes a landslide
that basically buries him

in his car alive.

But he's got cell reception,

so he calls his ex-wife,

and they just kind of like
hash out all their old stuff

until, you know?

Yeah, it's kind of
depressing, actually.

- I watched that.

- Yeah, cool, thanks.

I have thought
about playing Trent.

A lot of my emotional
baggage is kind of put

into his character.

So I feel like it
would be cathartic

to play that on stage.

- All right, but acting is fun.

- Yeah, no, it can be.

- Can you cry on cue.
- Can I cry on cue?

No, I'm not that good
at crying per se.

No tears rolling down face,
but I can feel the emotions

and you see my eyes well up.

- I can do a British accent.

- Can you share it.

- He's as mad as a box of frogs!

She's a picnic short
to my sandwich!

- That was good, that was good.

You ever thought about acting?

- No, I'll leave
that to people with talent.

- I bet you'd be
pretty good at it.

There's this acting exercise
that we do that kind of like,

I don't know, helps you warm up

and even get to know
somebody a little better.

Would you be interested

in trying something
like that with me?

It's not as scary as it sounds.

And if it gets too weird,

you can always say, "You
know, hey, I'm good."

All right, so the rules
are pretty simple.

I'll say something about
you from my perspective,

and then you'll repeat back

what you hear from
your perspective.

Okay, so you are sitting still.

- I am sitting still.

- You are sitting still.
- You're sitting still.

- I'm sitting still.
- You're very uptight.

- I'm very uptight.

- Yeah,
you're very uptight.

- You're judging me.
- Yeah, I'm judging you.

Isn't that the
point of the game?

- You're cheeky.
- I'm cheeky.

- You're cheeky.
- You're open.

- I'm open.

- You question that.

- I question that.
- You're questioning yourself.

- I'm questioning myself.

- You're scared.

- I'm scared.

- You're scared.

- I'm scared.

- You're scared.

- I'm scared.

- You're scared.

- I'm scared.

- It's scary.

- It's scary.

- It's scary.

- I feel safe with you.

- You
feel safe with me.

- And it looks like
it's a lot for you to take in.

- There's a lot to take in?

- It feels like it's
a lot for you to take in.

- No, it's not.

- It's not?

- Nope, I feel
safe with you too.

- You feel safe with me too.

- I feel safe with you too.

- And I like you.

- And I like you.

- You like me.

- I like you.

- You like me.

- I like you.

- You like me.

- I like you

- I like you.

- You like me.

- Yeah, I like you.

- You like me.

- We're couple of goofballs.

- We're goofballs
who like each other.

- We're couple of
goofballs who like each other.

- We're couple of goofballs
who like each other.

- We're couple of goofballs.

- This gonna be deck,
it's gonna be amazing.

I've started talking to myself.

- Oh, no.

So like on that mental chatter

that's normally on the
inside of your head,

started to come out now?

- Yeah.

I think I'm going
a little kooky.

I've been cooped up
for way too long.

- You never sneak out
to the park or anything?

- No, no.

I am of the camp that
this is very serious.

I mean, aren't you?

- I mean, no, not at first.

Not really, but yeah.

It's starting to sink in.

- My mother has the virus.

- Oh.

How?

Is she a-

- She's a nurse.

She got it in the second wave.

- Is she in the hospital now?

- No, she didn't wanna go.

She didn't wanna
take away a bed,

from somebody that needed
it more than she does.

- So she's okay, she's going
to be okay, they think?

- Yeah, yeah.

She's gonna be,
she's gonna be fine.

She's yeah, she's,

yeah.

- Wow.

- What's it like up-close,
if you don't mind me asking.

- It's terrifying,

seeing someone you love
go through this, you know.

I've been helping my
dad look after her.

You know, they live just
down the street from me.

So that's been
really good for them.

We're making sure
everyone's safe though.

We're following
all the protocols,

and staying healthy,

and I hope this
doesn't scare you.

- No, no, not at all.

I just, wow, your mom's a hero.

- I don't know.

I feel like I can't believe
that this is happening.

'Cause like one day
we were all fine and-

- It's pretty weird.

- I'm so sorry.

I thought I could, I
really thought I could.

Well, continue.

- Okay, well, daddy,

you really shouldn't be
going to the grocery store.

You can order them online now.

- I did order them online.

Now, I gotta go pick them up.

- You don't have
to pick them up,

find somebody else
to pick them up.

Don't you have some
friends at church.

- I'm not gonna ask
somebody else to pick them up.

- Then I'll ask, let me call.

Let me make a call.

I can think of at
least two people

who would be happy
to help you out, Dad.

- They're ready now,
so I'm gonna go get them.

I'm not going to
bother somebody else,

put them in that risk so
I'm gonna go get them.

- Putting yourself at
risk, where's your mask?

Where's your glove?

- Hey, good morning.

- Good morning.

- I woke up on the wrong
side of bed this morning,

a lot of negative chatter

and I've just been
kinda dancing it out.

It's kinda like my
way of, I don't know,

just processing stuff.

I was wondering if you'd
like to maybe join me

for a little dance off.

- Okay, sure.
- Yeah.

Awesome.

Let me send you a song and
you can find your headphones

and yeah, let's give it a try.

- Okay, signed
myself a spot and-

- All right, I just
sent you the song.

- Okay, okay
- All right.

So one, two, three, go,

hit play and go.
- Okay.

- You ready?
- Yes.

- One, two, three, go.

- You got some more of
those in there, let it go.

- Okay.

Do you think this is
the future of dating?

- I'm worried that this
is the end of all hugs

as we know it.

- What if we just,

like sniffed each
other's butt from now on.

- Or better yet, if we start,

like peacocking it.

- Oh,
that's peacocking?

- Come on, you dig this, right?

- Okay.
- You want me.

- You want me so bad.
- Stop, stop, stop.

- You want this so bad.
- Oh yeah, yeah.

Look at macaroni

and cheese all over your tongue.

- Well, the
other peacocks stuff for-

- Hey, hey, so I'm just thinking
about your play earlier.

- Oh, cool,
what about it?

- Yeah, so I know it's
kind of depressing,

but this guy, he gets stuck in
his car and he calls his wife

and they spend his
last moments together.

It's kind of sweet
and heartbreaking.

He dies though.

- Yeah, he dies.

- So they talk about
depressing shit for two hours

and then he dies.

- Yeah, it's more
about just, you know,

all the stuff you think about
when you're facing death.

- I guess I just like stories
that have a happy ending,

even if that's not the
way that real life goes.

So you write about
relationships, huh?

- Predominantly, yeah.

- Have you ever been married?

- Hell yeah,
but she wizened up.

- I bet there's
more to that story.

- How about
you, ever married?

- I had a close call once.

- Oh yeah, who's he?

- That dentist.

And he started fucking a
dental hygienist though.

- Typical.

- Other than that,

I guess you could say I
was married to my career,

which like almost
literally broke my back.

- Teaching?

- No, no.

I used to play soccer.

- Oh, cool, like
back in college?

- No, I played for
the Washington Spirit.

- You're a pro?

You've been sitting on
that this whole time.

I would have led with that.

- It's different
when it's your job,

and then suddenly it's not.

I literally just had another
surgery like six months ago.

- How are you doing now
like with your back?

We were just dancing to that.

- I mean, it's fine.

People can dance, right?

- Yeah, it's the
end of the world,

so we gotta dance.

- So Jason, do you
know what you're looking for?

- Yeah, I think I'm looking
for a buddy for the apocalypse.

- Yeah,
but beyond that.

- I guess I just want somebody
who just makes me feel good

and I make them feel good too.

You know, someone who
could help me forget

that the world might
possibly be ending out there,

just for a minute.

- Somebody to fall asleep
with while watching a movie?

- That sounds really nice.

So are you talking to
anybody else right now?

Online?

- Yeah, I'm talking
to three other guys.

How about you?

- Yeah, I'm probably talking

to two other people right now.

- Cool.

You're okay?

- How's your couscous?

- It's good.

So did you got weird
there at the end?

- Yeah, kind of did.

Didn't it?

- Yeah.

- I mean, we both
kinda got weird though.

- Okay.

- What?

- I just felt like you got
weird when I said I was talking

to other guys.

- Yeah, I mean, I know that
people see other people,

when they're first dating,

and it makes sense.
- Yeah, I mean,

you're a good looking guy.

It makes sense
that you would be.

- No.

I'm sorry, I keep
making this awkward.

I don't mean to make it awkward.

- Yeah.

I wanna touch your face.

- Yeah.

Go for it.

- Yes.

Yes.

- You're kind of fun.

- You're pretty
awesome yourself.

- Hey, what was that?

That thing that you
taught me the other day,

the thing with all the
repeating, the acting exercise.

- They call it repetition.

- Oh, duh.

I appreciate you
showing that to me.

- I appreciate you.

- You appreciate me.

- I appreciate you.

- I appreciate you.

- You appreciate me?

- Yeah.

- I've been trying this practice

where you kinda repeat a mantra,

affirming self-love, basically.

Yeah, I'll say,

"Jason, I love you.

Jason, I love you."

I'll just keep doing that
until I actually believe it.

- Seems like a
really good exercise to do.

- Yeah.

- I think it's important
to love yourself.

- I feel like I won't be
safe for human consumption,

until I like really
love myself, you know?

- Yeah.

Yeah, I feel like the only way
to live is to love yourself,

but it is hard,
especially, you know,

like we teach ourselves to
like, not love ourselves.

And the dentist,
you remember him?

- The one with
the cheating hygienists?

- Yeah, I found out
about him and her the day

of my last surgery.

It was like six
months ago, you know?

- That's fucked.

Everyone teaches you
how to beat yourself up,

but no one teaches you how to
put yourself back together.

- Yeah.

You know what?

- What?

- I'm gonna get off
of the dating app.

- Yeah, me too.

I'll get off all of them.

- Good.

Because I choose you
as my apocalypse buddy.

- I choose you too.

You wanna stay on
here with me tonight?

- Yes.

- You don't snore, right?

- I can turn this
down a little bit.

- Goodnight.

- Goodnight.

- I can't stop
thinking about this woman,

and it's not loneliness.

I like being alone.

I just think there's
something about her.

Like, it feels easy to
just be my normal way

of self around her.

But we've never met in person,

so what if we met and
she didn't like me

or I didn't like her or
the chemistry was off?

That could happen, and
that would be okay.

And I'll but I don't
know, this feels good.

I mean, she's my
apocalypse buddy.

Maybe distance love is somehow
easier than face-to-face

because without all the
obvious distractions

that come with touch,

you know, the soul-to-soul
contact really shines through.

And I don't know, that's when
the connection feels real.

- I wanna hold you.

- I would like that.

- Anything else you'd like?

- I'd like to kiss you.

- I'd like that.

- I'd like to run my fingers
through your beautiful hair.

I'd like to find every
possible way to make you smile

that beautiful smile.

- I wanna touch your beard.

- So you liked beards?
- Yeah.

- Beards or they're not?

- Yeah, I like beards.

Yeah, you look very nice
with the beard, yeah.

What's your favorite
part of a woman's body.

- Right now, I can't stop
thinking of your

- That's a good,

that's a good part of a
woman's body, I think.

What if we meet?

- Yeah, what if.

- No, no, I'm serious.

What if we meet tomorrow?

- Like in real life?

- Yeah, yeah, I
mean, we won't touch.

We'll want to, but
like, we can like,

you know, be far
away from each other.

- Okay, yes.

- So
person.

- Yes, let's do this.

- We can save
each other's butts.

- I'm much better at
peacocking when I'm in the park

in my natural habitat.

- Okay, okay.

- So-

- Do you wanna meet at the park?

What park?

- There's a good one,

a good park not too
far from my apartment.

- Okay, perfect.

I have an appointment
in the morning,

but we can meet up noon, yeah.

- Noon, noon works.

- Great.

- I'm not gonna be
able to sleep tonight.

- I can't wait.

- Oh it's even hard
not to touch you.

- Hey Sorrel,

it's been about 47 minutes now

and I'm just gonna
assume you're not coming.

So yeah, hope you're okay.

Give me a call when
you get this, bye.

- You've
reached Sorrel's phone,

I am not available right now,

but if you leave me a message,

I'll get back to
you when I can, bye.

- Hey, hey, it's me again.

I'm just checking to make
sure that you're okay.

And I'm sure you are,

I was a little awkward
hanging out there

for 45 minutes or so,

I should have asked
what car you drove.

'Cause I was
looking at every car

that drove by me
thinking it might be you.

- Hey, dad.

- Hey, Jay.

- How are you feeling?

- Well, that's why I called.

I've been feeling pretty
crappy, the past few days,

and I went in and got
tested and I have it.

- They're sure you have it?

- I have all the symptoms
and I tested positive, so.

- Dad, all you had
to do was stay put.

- Yeah, yeah,
but here we are.

And it's not too bad.

Nah, yeah.

- Look, I'm coming
home tomorrow morning.

- No, no,
stay where you are.

- Guess.

- Brian's on his way.

- And I can come too.

- Well, you don't
have to do though.

It's gonna be fine.

You can't go to the
store for me now, okay?

I have, so it's too late.

Not your fault, but it's too
late for you to do anything.

You don't need to
put yourself at risk.

Besides I want you
to finish your play.

- Dad, who cares about the play?

- Well, you do.

It's important to you.

It's important to your mom.

And I know I have
not been encouraging,

but I want you to finish it.

- I don't care.

- You're not
my cup of tea, okay?

- You don't need
to like my work.

- It's not that, it's not that.

You write love stories.
- Yeah.

- There's a lot to
your mom and you,

and your voice, when
you write about love.

It's just too much.

I just can't do it.

So.

- Dad, why aren't
you in the hospital?

- Well, like I said,
I'm not that bad.

And then hospitals, I just
always think of your grandpa,

"No, don't let them take
him to the hospital,

they'll only kill you."

- Dad, well, can you at
least stay on with me

for a little longer tonight?

- Yeah.

What do you wanna do?

What are we gonna talk about?

- Can you play me
one of your songs?

- I got to do one.

I'm gonna call
this early flight.

- Dad.

Dad!

Dad.

You okay?

How are you feeling?

- Holy shit.

Shit.

- Is Brian there yet?

- No, he's not here yet.

Let me check the

unless you call for me.

I'll call him now.
- Yeah, yeah.

- I'll call you back.

- Hey dad,

I think it might be time

to go to the hospital, okay?

- Yeah.

Yeah.

I'll call you back.
- Okay.

- I love you.

I love you, dad.

Call me right back.

- Yeah.
- Okay.

- Hey, you've
reached Komack Consultant.

This is Brian Komack.

Leave a message, and
remember,

- Brian, where are you?

You're supposed to be with dad.

Give me a call.

- Hey, you've
reached Komack Consultant.

This is Brian Komack.

Leave a message, and
remember

- Brian, dude, dad needs
to go to the hospital.

Can you at least let
me know where you are

and if I need to
call someone else?

- Hey, Sorrel.

Jason again, sorry
to keep calling you.

Kate, I've got almost
no battery left

and I want you to tell
the kids that I love them

and I am sorry for all
of my shortcomings.

I did my best.

I thought that work was
the most important thing

to just provide, you know?

So that's what I did,
that's my dad did.

That's what I thought
I was supposed to do.

And more importantly,
Kate, I love you.

And,

you're still the best thing
that ever happened to me.

And,

and I love you.

And our love was a win for me.

It saved me so many times.

Now, I'm stuck here in this
fucking car, buried alive,

that hurts to breathe.

And I love you so much.

And I'm sorry,

because Kate, there's
something I'd never told you.

And I wanna tell you now
before it's too late.

I need to tell you when,

Kate, no, no, no.

- Jay.
- Come on, man.

Why aren't you on
your way to dad?

- Dude, I clients,
I couldn't ship around.

You know, it's like I'm away.

Where are you?

- Dude, I'm in
Portland, you know that.

Why are you not with dad?

- I had meetings.

I have things I have to
take care of over here,

before I can just
off and run to dad.

- You're still in Boston,

Boston is five hours away.

- You know what, you know what?

Some of us work for a
living, I grind the grind.

I'm a fucking
hustler, all right?

I can't just pack,
get up and go.

I'm doing what I
have to do right now,

take care of dad.

Now, where the
fuck are you, huh?

You cross the goddamn country,

riding this little
fairy tale play.

- Fuck you, Brian.

I've never hated
someone like I hate you.

- Don't hate, and
you don't mean that.

- Yes I do.

- Hey, look at me, baby.

You don't mean that.

- Now, fuck you, yes I do.

- Jason, I wanna pay
you back the money.

I do, now, I wasn't forthcoming
with you, all right?

I made some bad decisions

and I lost the spoken
about money and I'm sorry.

- Dude, Brian, I
don't give a shit,

about the money right now, okay?

You need to be
with dad, like now.

- Mom, mom, let
that money to both of us.

- Dude, I can't.

Right now, I just can't, okay?

- What do you want from me, huh?

You want the truth?

Is that what you fucking want?

You wanna hear the
fucking truth, right?

Well, here it is, man.

Be ready for this fucking
plan, this one on you bro,

I'm fucking broke, right?

I've got zero money,

and you wanna know why you
haven't seen Lucy and the kids

in like a month and a half, huh?

Because she fucking
left me, right?

You see this?

You know this sheet
right here, huh?

It's a fucking protection
order against me,

so I can't see my fucking kids.

Okay, that's the fucking
truth, man, all right?

It's like I can't pay for dad.

- Brian, I,

look, if you're worried about
the money I can probably,

I can pay for things.

I've been saving
up for the play.

I can.

Thank you.

Yes, thank you, Brian.

- Okay.
- Okay.

You got this.

- I love you.
- I love you too.

- I love you.
- Call me when you get there.

- Yeah.
- All right.

- All right.

- You know what?

- I don't know.

- I'm gonna come too, all right?

I'll leave tonight.

- You will?
- I will.

I'm packing up right now.

Hello.

- Jason.

- Hey, are you okay?

- I'm so sorry.

I tested positive yesterday
and I just freaked out,

and I couldn't,

I just, I couldn't function.

I'm sorry.
- No.

- I'm sorry.
- No, no, it's okay.

- I'm not
showing enough symptoms,

so I shouldn't go
to the hospital.

I'm supposed to stay home
and not be around anybody.

- Yeah.

- Jason, I love you.

- I love you

- I just want, I
wanted you to know that.

- I love you so much.

I don't wanna go
back home right now.

- You should.

- What?

- I'm supposed
to go pick up medication,

from the store.

- Can I pick it up for you?

Can I bring it over?

- Okay.

- Yeah.

Okay, just call it
in, authorize it,

and yeah, I'll see you soon.

What's your address?

Can you text me your address?

- Yeah, yeah, I can.

If you wear a mask and gloves,

maybe we can see each other.

- Yes, yes, that
would be wonderful.

Okay, I'm on my way, okay?

You look really
good in the mask.

- Thanks, so do you.

Come in.
- Is that okay?

- Yeah.

- I wanna hug you
so bad right now.

- Oh my God, I know, me too.

This is really
awkward, isn't it?

- Yeah.

You look so good in person.

- You're kinda like one
of those mountain guys.

- Yeah, okay.

How are you?

How are you feeling?

- Like poop.

- I'm sorry.

- What's that?

- Humidifier, I had an
extra one in storage, so.

- You're so thoughtful.

- I wanna kiss you.

- Go on.

- I've just kissed
you on the lips.

It was a tiny little peck
and I felt your lips off,

and now I'm sliding my hand
at the small of your back.

- Touching your chest, caressing
it, pulling you in clothes.

- You smell good.

- Honey, we're gonna make out.

So I wanted to smell good.

- I'm kissing you.

- Pull your lip a little bit.

- I like that.

- You're getting excited?

- I'm being so excited.

- I can feel you're
getting excited.

- You can feel me?
- Yeah.

Look, I want you to
take off my shirt.

- I'm taking off your shirt.

Can I take off your bra?
- Yeah.

Oh I like kissing you.

- Oh, I love kissing.

I love feeling your
breasts in my hand.

- You slowly slide my
hand down your pants.

- Oh, that feels good.

- Oh you feel good in my hand.

- Well, I wanna put my
hand down your pants.

- Oh, you run them
through my hair first.

- Okay, okay, I,

yes, I'm sliding my
hand up your neck

and burrowing deep
into your hair.

- What's happening now?

- Oh I've got a big fistful of
hair and I'm just tugging it.

- Oh I can feel you're
excited

- You drive me crazy.

- Will you feel me?

- Down there?
- Yeah.

- Okay.

I'm unbuttoning your pants.

I'm sliding down your hips.

- And what did you find?

- Your panties are so through.

- You made me wet.

- You're so wet.

- You made me wet.

- Oh let me slide my
fingers inside of you.

- Oh please, do.

- My fingers are inside of you.

- You're putting your
fingers inside of me.

- I can feel you.

Oh you're like

- I want you to cum in my hands.

- I want you to cum first.

- Why you want me to cum first?

- I want you to cum.

- Oh you made me cum.

- Yes, I wanna make you cum.

Yes, yes, oh yes.

Oh I'm squeezing breast so hard.

oh I can feel you.

- I want you to
come in my hands.

- Yes, yes.

- I want you to cum in my hand.

- Yes, okay.

Yeah.

Holy shit.

- I've never done that before.

- I didn't even,
know that was possible.

- When all this is over,

I want to do that
again for much closer.

- Yes.

- I'll see you when
this is all over.

- See you when this is all over.

- Go take care of your dad.

- You sure you're gonna be okay?

- I'll be okay.

- It is love
in dangerous times.

And never thought I'd get
to see your face again.

- Blackout.

What are you gonna do now?

- Funds are gonna be a little
tight for a little while

with all the funeral
costs and everything.

- I'm sorry to hear about
your dad

- Yeah, thanks.

- I'm glad you
got to see him on time.

- Me too, there till the end.

- Till the end.

- It's a weird
world out there now.

- It's different, bro.

- Do you
want any more wine?

- No, I should
probably get back kids.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

Thank you for a
lovely evening, man.

Your play is beautiful.

It's really good to
hear it out loud.

- Very helpful to
hear it out loud.

I'm glad you like it.

- Why was he rescued in the end?

- He needed a happy ending.

- I always feel like
someone good has to die.

That's my overall note.

- Yeah, note taken.

- It's a beautiful play.

It just a matter of taste
and I get it though.

It's the love that
got him through.

- Love.

Sometimes love gets
to win, I guess.

- This is nice.

- I needed this.

Yeah, like you.

- Bro, love you.

- Love you.
- No, love you.

- Love you.

- No, I love you.
- I love you.

- All right,
we can stay here,

just, I'm gonna
catch you real quick.

- You can't
do that either.

I'm so sorry.

I thought I could, I
really thought I could.