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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:08,791 --> 00:01:11,291 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 2 00:01:44,560 --> 00:01:45,797 Frank? 3 00:01:49,633 --> 00:01:51,336 Frank, what time is it? 4 00:01:53,069 --> 00:01:54,771 Get out. 5 00:01:59,509 --> 00:02:01,077 Frank? 6 00:02:01,110 --> 00:02:02,812 Frank? 7 00:02:02,845 --> 00:02:04,914 Uh, Frank? 8 00:02:04,947 --> 00:02:06,783 Yeah, Jerry? What is it? 9 00:02:06,816 --> 00:02:08,786 Jerry, is Frank there? 10 00:02:08,818 --> 00:02:10,554 Mel, I'm right here. 11 00:02:11,888 --> 00:02:12,889 Are we ready? 12 00:02:12,923 --> 00:02:15,726 Yeah. We're ready. 13 00:02:15,758 --> 00:02:17,127 Okay. 14 00:02:17,161 --> 00:02:18,562 Um... 15 00:02:18,595 --> 00:02:21,164 Shit. Mmf! 16 00:02:21,198 --> 00:02:22,933 You okay? You need some help? 17 00:02:22,966 --> 00:02:25,002 Ugh, God... Just fat... 18 00:02:25,035 --> 00:02:26,669 I'm just fat! 19 00:02:26,703 --> 00:02:28,139 Am I really this fat? 20 00:02:28,172 --> 00:02:30,608 - How can I be fat?! - You're not fat! 21 00:02:32,675 --> 00:02:33,977 Do you know what time it is? 22 00:02:34,011 --> 00:02:36,045 Well, yeah. Actually... 23 00:02:36,079 --> 00:02:37,915 We're ready? 24 00:02:37,948 --> 00:02:39,984 I'm ready. Jerry's ready. 25 00:02:40,017 --> 00:02:41,452 It's 7:30. 26 00:02:41,484 --> 00:02:43,053 Okay. 27 00:02:43,085 --> 00:02:44,121 Um... 28 00:02:49,859 --> 00:02:50,860 Wow. You look... 29 00:02:50,894 --> 00:02:51,929 Don't say fat. 30 00:02:51,961 --> 00:02:53,898 I wasn't gonna say fat. 31 00:02:55,598 --> 00:02:56,533 Okay. 32 00:02:59,068 --> 00:03:00,738 Vinyl... 33 00:03:00,770 --> 00:03:03,139 bar... Jerry... 34 00:03:03,173 --> 00:03:04,842 Say hello, Jerry. 35 00:03:04,875 --> 00:03:06,710 - Hi, Melanie. - Hey. 36 00:03:06,743 --> 00:03:07,710 Well, you're a lifesaver. 37 00:03:07,744 --> 00:03:08,812 You gonna be okay with that? 38 00:03:08,846 --> 00:03:09,914 Huh? Hey, yeah. 39 00:03:09,947 --> 00:03:11,615 Okay. Don't kill yourself. 40 00:03:11,648 --> 00:03:13,550 And you look nice. 41 00:03:13,584 --> 00:03:14,852 Thought so. 42 00:03:14,884 --> 00:03:17,854 Huh. So... they're up? 43 00:03:17,888 --> 00:03:19,056 They're up. 44 00:03:23,994 --> 00:03:26,964 Aw, Jesus. 45 00:03:26,996 --> 00:03:28,666 Ooh... 46 00:03:28,698 --> 00:03:31,568 Fucking anxiety. 47 00:03:31,602 --> 00:03:34,138 Oh my God. 48 00:03:34,170 --> 00:03:36,139 You alright? 49 00:03:36,173 --> 00:03:37,942 Do you want a glass of water? 50 00:03:37,975 --> 00:03:40,144 Jerry... 51 00:03:40,176 --> 00:03:41,811 Is it too late to cancel? 52 00:03:41,845 --> 00:03:43,214 Well, if this is what it's gonna do to you, 53 00:03:43,246 --> 00:03:44,848 of course we can cancel. 54 00:03:44,882 --> 00:03:46,150 No. We can't. 55 00:03:46,182 --> 00:03:48,151 It's just... 56 00:03:48,185 --> 00:03:49,920 Thank you. 57 00:03:55,125 --> 00:03:56,860 Whose idea was this, anyway? 58 00:03:56,894 --> 00:03:58,896 What, the things? Or showing them? 59 00:03:58,929 --> 00:04:00,898 Fucking lawyers, always with the questions. 60 00:04:00,930 --> 00:04:03,566 All of it. Any of it. 61 00:04:03,600 --> 00:04:05,568 Why don't we just call it God's will? 62 00:04:05,602 --> 00:04:07,972 God. Nope. Haven't seen him. 63 00:04:11,708 --> 00:04:14,978 You're beautiful. You got that goin' for ya. 64 00:04:15,012 --> 00:04:16,580 What's that quote? "Eighty percent of life 65 00:04:16,612 --> 00:04:17,747 is just showing up"? 66 00:04:17,780 --> 00:04:18,948 I think it's actually "80 percent of sex 67 00:04:18,982 --> 00:04:20,551 is just showing up." 68 00:04:21,984 --> 00:04:23,987 That would explain so much. 69 00:04:30,092 --> 00:04:31,595 Ow. 70 00:04:37,700 --> 00:04:40,070 Too late to call it off. 71 00:04:40,102 --> 00:04:43,840 Real question is what happens later. 72 00:04:43,874 --> 00:04:46,809 Is it better or worse? 73 00:04:46,842 --> 00:04:48,946 How do you deal with it? 74 00:04:48,979 --> 00:04:50,748 Well, thank you all for coming. 75 00:04:50,780 --> 00:04:51,915 Uh, you know, the first time 76 00:04:51,948 --> 00:04:54,818 I ever really looked at a painting, I was just a kid. 77 00:04:54,850 --> 00:04:56,720 I was going to school in the States. 78 00:04:56,753 --> 00:05:00,124 And it was Van Gogh, "Portrait of a Peasant". 79 00:05:00,157 --> 00:05:03,327 And I took this girl to the museum 80 00:05:03,359 --> 00:05:06,763 to impress her, and, uh... 81 00:05:06,797 --> 00:05:09,633 And I saw this painting, and I walked up to it, and... 82 00:05:09,665 --> 00:05:10,600 I look at the world, 83 00:05:10,633 --> 00:05:13,604 and it feels like there's something... 84 00:05:13,636 --> 00:05:15,305 waiting? 85 00:05:15,338 --> 00:05:19,108 Like it's been there all along - I just wasn't looking for it. 86 00:05:19,141 --> 00:05:20,743 You remember when I said, 87 00:05:20,777 --> 00:05:22,680 "I can handle it; you don't have to be strong 88 00:05:22,712 --> 00:05:24,280 for the two of us"? 89 00:05:27,284 --> 00:05:28,986 I was lying. 90 00:05:33,624 --> 00:05:34,891 And that, that's pretty much all I've got 91 00:05:34,924 --> 00:05:36,025 by way of an introduction, so... 92 00:05:37,361 --> 00:05:40,130 ...uh... 93 00:05:40,162 --> 00:05:43,333 because... 94 00:05:43,366 --> 00:05:45,001 well, just because. 95 00:05:45,035 --> 00:05:47,304 So make of it what you will. 96 00:05:47,337 --> 00:05:48,806 Alright. Anytime, Jerry. 97 00:07:13,756 --> 00:07:14,757 What I think I meant was 98 00:07:14,792 --> 00:07:19,830 "If it gets really bad, I'll have a drink." 99 00:07:19,862 --> 00:07:22,098 And it did... 100 00:07:22,131 --> 00:07:23,966 And I did. 101 00:07:23,999 --> 00:07:26,069 And then... 102 00:07:26,102 --> 00:07:28,371 Jesus... 103 00:07:36,278 --> 00:07:38,347 Where we met... 104 00:07:41,217 --> 00:07:42,419 ...I went without you. 105 00:07:45,087 --> 00:07:48,157 I went without you because... 106 00:07:48,191 --> 00:07:51,128 I wanted to walk in alone one more time, 107 00:07:51,160 --> 00:07:53,229 maybe meet you again. 108 00:08:04,073 --> 00:08:07,311 That's really why I went alone. 109 00:08:07,344 --> 00:08:09,747 Second opinion? 110 00:08:09,780 --> 00:08:12,750 Fuck off. 111 00:08:12,782 --> 00:08:15,085 Second chance? 112 00:08:15,117 --> 00:08:19,088 Same thing. 113 00:08:19,121 --> 00:08:21,891 Hope? 114 00:08:21,924 --> 00:08:23,160 We never got to drink together. 115 00:08:23,193 --> 00:08:25,262 That's a fucking shame. 116 00:08:25,294 --> 00:08:27,330 I think about what kind of drunk you'd be. 117 00:08:27,364 --> 00:08:28,832 I do. 118 00:08:34,838 --> 00:08:37,007 Pants. Wait. What did I say? "Plants"? 119 00:08:37,040 --> 00:08:38,475 No, I'm not wearing plants. 120 00:08:45,215 --> 00:08:47,151 The sheets are nice. 121 00:08:47,183 --> 00:08:49,118 They're super soft. 122 00:08:49,152 --> 00:08:50,921 You'd like it. 123 00:08:56,091 --> 00:08:57,494 You know what? 124 00:08:57,527 --> 00:08:59,196 Who am I kidding? 125 00:08:59,229 --> 00:09:01,565 Drinking's not that bad. It's kind of good. 126 00:09:01,598 --> 00:09:04,301 It actually works - like magic. 127 00:09:08,404 --> 00:09:09,572 The bottle on my lips 128 00:09:09,605 --> 00:09:12,375 was a kiss from Prince Charming. 129 00:09:21,350 --> 00:09:23,386 The rotting stopped for a little while. 130 00:09:23,420 --> 00:09:25,255 I was whole again. That didn't suck. 131 00:09:41,638 --> 00:09:45,341 It's the stuff that comes along with it that sucks... 132 00:09:45,374 --> 00:09:49,111 like that guy who... 133 00:09:49,144 --> 00:09:53,516 and then my tights were down around my ankles, and... 134 00:09:53,550 --> 00:09:55,051 Did I let him? I don't... 135 00:09:55,085 --> 00:09:57,153 In the bathroom? I don't remember. 136 00:09:57,186 --> 00:10:01,325 Did I throw up on him? Or was that someone else? 137 00:10:01,358 --> 00:10:04,027 I know I missed the bed. 138 00:10:04,060 --> 00:10:06,063 Yep... 139 00:10:06,095 --> 00:10:09,232 I know it's impossible to get puke out of sequins... 140 00:10:09,266 --> 00:10:11,200 and feathers... 141 00:10:11,234 --> 00:10:14,037 my hair... 142 00:10:14,070 --> 00:10:16,640 They say alcoholism is a disease. 143 00:10:16,672 --> 00:10:19,542 I say, "Fuck you. Cancer is a disease. 144 00:10:19,575 --> 00:10:22,178 It's a whole different thing. 145 00:10:22,211 --> 00:10:24,313 Alcoholism is just a good idea 146 00:10:24,346 --> 00:10:26,917 taken a little too far." 147 00:10:29,686 --> 00:10:31,922 But I kept waking up. 148 00:10:31,955 --> 00:10:34,124 I'm such a pussy. 149 00:10:34,157 --> 00:10:37,494 Apparently, I'm not quite done yet. 150 00:10:37,527 --> 00:10:42,366 I had to come back, one ugly day at a time. 151 00:10:42,398 --> 00:10:44,967 Fourteen days, twelve hours. 152 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:47,370 Fourteen days, twelve hours. Fourteen days, twelve hours. 153 00:10:47,403 --> 00:10:49,972 That's the truth. 154 00:10:50,005 --> 00:10:51,975 It's awful. 155 00:10:52,008 --> 00:10:53,243 Do you remember how we used to say 156 00:10:53,276 --> 00:10:54,945 we'd be there for each other 157 00:10:54,978 --> 00:10:56,313 for anything? 158 00:10:56,345 --> 00:10:57,380 If the other one drank, 159 00:10:57,413 --> 00:10:59,348 or was paralyzed, 160 00:10:59,382 --> 00:11:01,118 or, uh, 161 00:11:01,151 --> 00:11:04,121 went crazy. 162 00:11:04,153 --> 00:11:05,455 I used to wonder, what if your time comes, 163 00:11:05,488 --> 00:11:07,191 and I can't do it? 164 00:11:10,159 --> 00:11:12,428 Now, it's "What if you can't do it?" 165 00:11:12,461 --> 00:11:14,931 You'd hide it, but I'd see it in your eyes. 166 00:11:19,735 --> 00:11:21,672 I'm just not that strong. 167 00:11:33,615 --> 00:11:35,151 Hello? 168 00:11:43,125 --> 00:11:45,394 Hello, hello? 169 00:11:45,427 --> 00:11:48,164 The photographs? 170 00:11:48,197 --> 00:11:50,167 I don't know. 171 00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:52,268 Maybe I was thinking... 172 00:11:52,301 --> 00:11:54,470 rebirth? 173 00:11:54,503 --> 00:11:56,273 I mean, why not? 174 00:12:31,374 --> 00:12:33,676 If we look here, 175 00:12:33,710 --> 00:12:37,013 you can see... 176 00:12:37,047 --> 00:12:39,648 I saw "The Devil in Miss Jones, Part IV" 177 00:12:39,681 --> 00:12:42,152 at a bachelorette party, 178 00:12:42,185 --> 00:12:44,087 and all I can think of as I'm watching this movie 179 00:12:44,119 --> 00:12:46,222 is "Those are people, right? 180 00:12:46,255 --> 00:12:48,290 They're actors. 181 00:12:48,324 --> 00:12:51,428 They're people." 182 00:12:51,460 --> 00:12:53,430 I need a dress. 183 00:12:59,835 --> 00:13:03,306 I was an actor, once upon a time. 184 00:13:05,542 --> 00:13:06,777 That's it, huh? 185 00:13:10,647 --> 00:13:11,681 I could hit my mark. 186 00:13:11,714 --> 00:13:14,217 And I was on time. 187 00:13:14,249 --> 00:13:15,785 And I could learn my lines. 188 00:13:15,819 --> 00:13:18,655 I just felt like an asshole all the time. 189 00:13:18,687 --> 00:13:21,624 What was I talking about, in the movie? 190 00:13:21,657 --> 00:13:23,460 Lois Ayres? 191 00:13:23,493 --> 00:13:24,494 Lois Ayres, I think, was her name. 192 00:13:24,527 --> 00:13:27,497 She's an actor, by the way, just like me. Actor. 193 00:13:27,529 --> 00:13:29,632 I mean, not just like me, but anyway... 194 00:13:29,666 --> 00:13:32,102 She accidentally overdoses or something, 195 00:13:32,134 --> 00:13:34,170 and because she's a good Catholic girl, 196 00:13:34,204 --> 00:13:36,239 she has to go to hell 197 00:13:36,272 --> 00:13:37,374 because she overdosed, 198 00:13:37,407 --> 00:13:38,542 because she committed suicide, 199 00:13:38,575 --> 00:13:40,109 even though it was a mistake. 200 00:13:40,143 --> 00:13:42,211 She doesn't want to go to hell. 201 00:13:42,244 --> 00:13:43,312 She wants to go home. 202 00:13:43,345 --> 00:13:47,116 But anyway, she's got to do a series of nasty things 203 00:13:47,149 --> 00:13:48,284 to get out of hell, 204 00:13:48,317 --> 00:13:50,619 and her... her... 205 00:13:50,652 --> 00:13:53,289 Virgil, her guide, 206 00:13:53,322 --> 00:13:56,092 is this black dude with funky hair 207 00:13:56,125 --> 00:13:57,359 and, for no apparent reason, 208 00:13:57,393 --> 00:14:00,263 wearing, like, rubber yellow kitchen gloves. 209 00:14:00,296 --> 00:14:01,531 Don't ask me why. 210 00:14:01,564 --> 00:14:02,599 And he's assigned 211 00:14:02,632 --> 00:14:05,102 to sort of instruct her about what she has to do 212 00:14:05,134 --> 00:14:06,503 to get out of hell. 213 00:14:09,305 --> 00:14:11,241 And it doesn't matter what she does, 214 00:14:11,273 --> 00:14:13,176 or for herself or for others. 215 00:14:13,209 --> 00:14:14,578 There's no relief. 216 00:14:14,610 --> 00:14:16,545 It's just fucking, fucking, fucking, orgasm, 217 00:14:16,579 --> 00:14:18,215 fucking, fucking, fucking, orgasm, 218 00:14:18,248 --> 00:14:19,648 fucking, fucking, fucking, orgasm, 219 00:14:19,681 --> 00:14:23,220 fucking, fucking, fucking, orgasm... 220 00:14:23,253 --> 00:14:24,821 It's never enough. There's no relief. 221 00:14:24,854 --> 00:14:25,754 So anyways, um... 222 00:14:25,788 --> 00:14:30,259 Oh my God. 223 00:14:32,595 --> 00:14:33,864 Anyway, um... 224 00:14:37,533 --> 00:14:39,768 ...eating too much, I'm sure. 225 00:14:49,178 --> 00:14:52,281 No, I'm just... You're still there, right? 226 00:14:56,219 --> 00:14:57,753 So this Devil in Miss Jones thing 227 00:14:57,787 --> 00:14:59,723 got me on this thing, so I... 228 00:14:59,755 --> 00:15:02,291 uh, I... I looked at some stuff, 229 00:15:02,325 --> 00:15:04,694 retro stuff... 230 00:15:04,726 --> 00:15:08,398 where... women... 231 00:15:08,431 --> 00:15:11,401 had hair, and boobs that moved, 232 00:15:11,433 --> 00:15:13,235 and foreheads that moved, 233 00:15:13,268 --> 00:15:14,703 and they looked like they're actually 234 00:15:14,736 --> 00:15:16,805 having a good time when they're having sex. 235 00:15:16,839 --> 00:15:20,243 Women now, it looks like, Jesus Christ, they're being 236 00:15:20,276 --> 00:15:22,646 fucked every which way from Sunday and they're bald! 237 00:15:22,678 --> 00:15:24,780 Remember when you could look at a woman 238 00:15:24,814 --> 00:15:26,917 and she looked like a woman, not like a 12-year-old girl? 239 00:15:26,950 --> 00:15:28,518 And now, I think, when you do porn, 240 00:15:28,551 --> 00:15:29,551 it's like you must be so 241 00:15:29,585 --> 00:15:33,222 naked and afraid, right? 'Cause you've got no... 242 00:15:33,255 --> 00:15:33,956 - nothin'! - Nothin'. 243 00:15:33,989 --> 00:15:35,926 Except... 244 00:15:35,959 --> 00:15:38,828 whatever, going up your business! 245 00:15:38,860 --> 00:15:40,297 Anyway... 246 00:15:40,330 --> 00:15:42,865 She had more credits than Michael Caine. 247 00:15:42,898 --> 00:15:44,333 I don't know if that was my point, 248 00:15:44,367 --> 00:15:45,769 but she was an actor, she was a person. 249 00:15:45,801 --> 00:15:47,738 People don't think about that. 250 00:15:49,906 --> 00:15:52,676 And real bush. I mean, like, why... 251 00:15:52,709 --> 00:15:55,311 why do we say that's not cool anymore? 252 00:15:55,345 --> 00:15:57,247 Why can't we just look at somebody and... 253 00:15:57,279 --> 00:15:58,480 Except it's uncomfortable, 254 00:15:58,513 --> 00:16:01,817 but why can't we just look at somebody? 255 00:16:01,850 --> 00:16:04,287 That's probably maybe why I came here. 256 00:16:04,320 --> 00:16:07,023 Except I don't really want to be here after all! 257 00:16:10,893 --> 00:16:12,295 Yes, it's Melanie. 258 00:16:12,327 --> 00:16:13,662 Who'd you think it was? 259 00:16:13,696 --> 00:16:14,830 Leave me a message. 260 00:16:14,864 --> 00:16:17,334 I'll call you back. 261 00:16:22,705 --> 00:16:24,674 I really would like an answer to that. 262 00:16:24,706 --> 00:16:27,244 Why can't we? 263 00:16:27,277 --> 00:16:30,714 Why can't we j... 264 00:16:30,747 --> 00:16:32,649 Why can't we? 265 00:17:28,437 --> 00:17:29,839 You're alive! 266 00:17:50,560 --> 00:17:52,095 I can take that. 267 00:17:52,128 --> 00:17:53,330 Jerry. Hey. 268 00:17:53,362 --> 00:17:54,330 Fancy seeing you here. 269 00:17:54,363 --> 00:17:55,864 Yeah. You guys, too. 270 00:17:55,898 --> 00:17:57,032 Where's your sponsor? 271 00:17:57,065 --> 00:17:58,634 Hup. 272 00:17:59,968 --> 00:18:01,503 You know being a service 273 00:18:01,536 --> 00:18:03,806 does not mean working for free, right? 274 00:18:10,713 --> 00:18:12,849 Hey. You, uh, want a coffee? 275 00:18:22,925 --> 00:18:24,461 Is that a no? 276 00:18:29,432 --> 00:18:30,500 Hi. 277 00:18:31,868 --> 00:18:34,037 - Hi. - Hi. I'm Betsy. 278 00:18:34,070 --> 00:18:36,873 Oh. Oh, yeah! Hi. Hi, Betsy. Nice to meet you. 279 00:18:36,906 --> 00:18:38,475 So you know Melanie... 280 00:18:38,507 --> 00:18:39,842 Uh, yes, I do. 281 00:18:39,876 --> 00:18:41,478 Are you a friend of Bill's? 282 00:18:41,511 --> 00:18:42,811 Bill...? 283 00:18:42,844 --> 00:18:44,113 Oh, Bill Wilson. 284 00:18:44,147 --> 00:18:46,683 AA, secret handshake thing? No. 285 00:18:46,715 --> 00:18:47,950 - No? - No, no. 286 00:18:47,984 --> 00:18:49,085 Bill and I dated in the '90s, 287 00:18:49,119 --> 00:18:51,754 but sadly, we had very little in common. 288 00:18:53,423 --> 00:18:54,424 You? 289 00:18:54,456 --> 00:18:55,591 Uh, me, yes. 290 00:18:55,625 --> 00:18:57,394 Uh, I'm sober as a judge. 291 00:18:57,426 --> 00:18:58,895 - Mm. - As they say. 292 00:19:01,731 --> 00:19:03,566 Small talk's hard without a drink, though. 293 00:19:03,599 --> 00:19:04,734 Jeez, it is, right? 294 00:19:04,766 --> 00:19:06,436 I'm not sure why you'd attempt it. 295 00:19:06,468 --> 00:19:07,803 Exactly. 296 00:19:07,837 --> 00:19:09,105 Go ahead. 297 00:19:12,442 --> 00:19:14,544 - Oh! You're Mickey! - Yes! 298 00:19:14,577 --> 00:19:16,813 - I've heard about you! - I'm Mickey. 299 00:19:25,021 --> 00:19:28,691 Listen, I don't judge. If you need a drink, go ahead. 300 00:19:28,724 --> 00:19:30,527 Um, you know, I... 301 00:19:30,560 --> 00:19:31,927 I grew up in this working-class neighbourhood. 302 00:19:31,961 --> 00:19:33,563 There was a clubhouse. 303 00:19:33,596 --> 00:19:35,098 It was, like, old, retired men and bikers. 304 00:19:35,130 --> 00:19:37,065 It was like a dive bar, but sunny. 305 00:19:37,099 --> 00:19:39,903 So I was having this really, really bad day. 306 00:19:39,936 --> 00:19:41,870 So I go to a meeting, 307 00:19:41,904 --> 00:19:43,473 pissing and moaning about my life. 308 00:19:43,505 --> 00:19:44,940 Mm. 309 00:19:44,974 --> 00:19:47,176 So I say, "I want a drink." 310 00:19:47,209 --> 00:19:48,911 These three old bastards 311 00:19:48,945 --> 00:19:50,179 pull loonies out of their pockets, 312 00:19:50,213 --> 00:19:51,481 slam it down on the table, 313 00:19:51,513 --> 00:19:52,681 "Go ahead!" 314 00:19:52,715 --> 00:19:54,016 Like, 315 00:19:54,050 --> 00:19:55,752 "Stop wasting our time!" 316 00:19:55,784 --> 00:19:56,852 And did you? 317 00:19:56,886 --> 00:19:58,888 No. I was so angry, 318 00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:00,989 I just stayed sober to spite them. 319 00:20:01,023 --> 00:20:03,792 Oh. So you see, you're welcome. 320 00:20:22,645 --> 00:20:24,914 Is Melanie okay? 321 00:20:24,946 --> 00:20:28,251 I'm not sure I'm qualified to answer that one. 322 00:20:28,283 --> 00:20:30,219 She seems to be doing just fine right now, though. 323 00:20:34,623 --> 00:20:37,125 But on other fronts... 324 00:20:37,158 --> 00:20:38,561 She looks so great. 325 00:20:38,593 --> 00:20:39,828 Mm. 326 00:20:39,861 --> 00:20:41,730 I guess it's all your perspective, isn't it? 327 00:20:41,763 --> 00:20:44,067 What? 328 00:20:44,100 --> 00:20:47,136 Can't imagine Frank's having the best time with it all. 329 00:20:47,168 --> 00:20:50,506 What are you talking about? 330 00:20:50,540 --> 00:20:53,276 Well, she's... 331 00:20:53,309 --> 00:20:54,978 She's what? 332 00:20:59,916 --> 00:21:02,284 Do you know what this party's about? 333 00:21:04,153 --> 00:21:06,856 I'm sorry. I... 334 00:21:06,888 --> 00:21:10,059 What do you think's in there? 335 00:21:10,091 --> 00:21:11,194 I don't know. It... 336 00:21:11,226 --> 00:21:13,763 It's an art show. 337 00:21:13,795 --> 00:21:15,230 Art? 338 00:21:28,176 --> 00:21:29,846 But be serious for just one second. 339 00:21:29,878 --> 00:21:31,915 If you want to talk about all-time great drummers, 340 00:21:31,947 --> 00:21:33,882 there's only one name: Ringo Starr. 341 00:21:33,916 --> 00:21:35,851 No. Sorry. 342 00:21:35,885 --> 00:21:36,986 W-What are you talking about? 343 00:21:37,019 --> 00:21:38,221 In the history of drummers, 344 00:21:38,253 --> 00:21:40,156 no drummer has played on more hits, 345 00:21:40,188 --> 00:21:43,025 on more great tunes, more rock 'n' roll. 346 00:21:43,059 --> 00:21:44,761 - Yeah, but... - Yeah, there's no buts. 347 00:21:44,793 --> 00:21:46,195 The guy's a fucking monster. 348 00:21:46,227 --> 00:21:48,564 Have you ever listened to the Abbey Road Medley? 349 00:21:48,598 --> 00:21:49,765 That's the Beatles. 350 00:21:49,799 --> 00:21:51,200 Yeah, and Ringo was the drummer 351 00:21:51,233 --> 00:21:53,002 for the Beatles, so... what's your point? 352 00:21:53,034 --> 00:21:55,003 John Lennon said, 353 00:21:55,036 --> 00:21:57,239 "Ringo Starr is not the greatest drummer in the world. 354 00:21:57,273 --> 00:21:59,207 He's not even the greatest drummer in the Beatles." 355 00:21:59,241 --> 00:22:00,209 Yeah, he never said that, actually. 356 00:22:00,242 --> 00:22:01,243 - Yeah, he did. - No, he didn't. 357 00:22:01,276 --> 00:22:03,745 And even if he did, he was just fucking around. 358 00:22:03,779 --> 00:22:04,814 Whatever. 359 00:22:04,847 --> 00:22:06,215 "Whatever." Okay. 360 00:22:06,247 --> 00:22:09,251 You tell me: greatest all-time rock drummer. 361 00:22:09,284 --> 00:22:10,320 Neil Peart. 362 00:22:11,686 --> 00:22:13,055 Grade eight! 363 00:22:13,089 --> 00:22:15,124 Neil Peart is a fucking novelty act! 364 00:22:15,157 --> 00:22:17,025 - No, he's not. - Yeah, he is! 365 00:22:17,059 --> 00:22:19,128 Just because you can play five drum kits at once 366 00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:20,228 doesn't make you a good drummer. 367 00:22:20,262 --> 00:22:21,864 - Yes, it does. - No, it doesn't. 368 00:22:21,897 --> 00:22:24,032 He sounds like Buddy Rich with ADHD. 369 00:22:24,065 --> 00:22:26,034 - Okay. - Look. Ringo gets a beat, 370 00:22:26,068 --> 00:22:27,235 he keeps a beat, 371 00:22:27,269 --> 00:22:29,005 he takes everyone else along for the ride. 372 00:22:29,038 --> 00:22:32,041 That is what a drummer is supposed to do. 373 00:22:32,073 --> 00:22:35,277 But Ringo's not even really a musician. 374 00:22:39,180 --> 00:22:41,083 I'm gonna go get a drink. 375 00:22:41,117 --> 00:22:43,152 You can apologize later. 376 00:22:43,185 --> 00:22:44,721 - What a dick. - Who's a dick? 377 00:22:44,753 --> 00:22:45,722 Me. I'm a dick. 378 00:22:45,754 --> 00:22:46,922 Hi! 379 00:22:46,955 --> 00:22:48,690 So...? 380 00:22:48,724 --> 00:22:49,692 Counting days. 381 00:22:49,725 --> 00:22:52,261 Hey... How was it? 382 00:22:52,293 --> 00:22:53,362 First drink was heaven. 383 00:22:53,396 --> 00:22:54,897 Then not so much. 384 00:22:54,929 --> 00:22:56,264 I'm glad you're back. 385 00:22:56,298 --> 00:22:58,034 Me, too. 386 00:22:58,067 --> 00:22:59,268 Oh, would you take this? Thanks. 387 00:23:00,703 --> 00:23:02,105 Hi! 388 00:23:02,138 --> 00:23:03,740 Mm... 389 00:23:03,773 --> 00:23:05,073 What are we doing here? 390 00:23:05,107 --> 00:23:06,776 Ah, you know what they say: more will be revealed. 391 00:23:06,809 --> 00:23:07,877 Well, here's lookin' at you. 392 00:23:07,909 --> 00:23:09,678 Yeah! 393 00:23:09,712 --> 00:23:10,780 Is she okay? 394 00:23:10,812 --> 00:23:12,748 I dunno. Is anyone really okay? 395 00:23:12,782 --> 00:23:13,683 Yeah, correct. 396 00:24:17,513 --> 00:24:19,215 Tesoro! 397 00:24:19,247 --> 00:24:22,084 Want me to make you some hummus and pita or something? 398 00:24:22,118 --> 00:24:24,087 No, gordo, gracias. 399 00:24:24,119 --> 00:24:25,253 Okay. 400 00:24:28,023 --> 00:24:29,324 Menos mal, I can still eat 401 00:24:29,358 --> 00:24:31,727 after looking at that shit all night. 402 00:24:31,761 --> 00:24:34,263 You're still going on about that? 403 00:24:34,295 --> 00:24:37,132 Well, it was a collection of vaginas. 404 00:24:37,166 --> 00:24:38,267 Not all. 405 00:24:38,300 --> 00:24:39,869 Yep, either right in your face 406 00:24:39,901 --> 00:24:43,071 or very heavily featured. 407 00:24:43,105 --> 00:24:44,140 Uh-huh? 408 00:24:44,173 --> 00:24:46,142 Every single image. 409 00:24:46,175 --> 00:24:48,144 Pudenda! Vulva! 410 00:24:48,176 --> 00:24:49,978 And a bunch of them, too! 411 00:24:50,012 --> 00:24:51,280 Yep. 412 00:24:51,312 --> 00:24:52,814 What would that be called? Like, a... 413 00:24:52,848 --> 00:24:54,350 You know, like a "pride" of lions 414 00:24:54,382 --> 00:24:56,218 or a "flock" of seagulls. 415 00:24:56,252 --> 00:24:58,287 A posse of pussies! That's it! 416 00:24:58,320 --> 00:25:00,356 Do we have to do this now? 417 00:25:00,388 --> 00:25:02,524 A vision of vaginas, you think? A... 418 00:25:02,558 --> 00:25:04,160 A variation? 419 00:25:04,193 --> 00:25:05,895 A vagrancy? 420 00:25:08,097 --> 00:25:10,465 A plague of vaginas! 421 00:25:10,498 --> 00:25:13,068 Oh my God. 422 00:25:14,570 --> 00:25:17,807 And what the fuck was Frank going on about? 423 00:25:17,840 --> 00:25:20,776 I mean, that wasn't art, baby. 424 00:25:20,810 --> 00:25:22,177 That was... 425 00:25:22,211 --> 00:25:26,382 That was fucking weird, is what it was. 426 00:25:26,415 --> 00:25:28,283 - You thought that was weird? - Yeah. 427 00:25:28,317 --> 00:25:31,521 You know, if I want to see shit like that, I'll just go online. 428 00:25:31,553 --> 00:25:34,357 I don't need your art-school friends to show it to me. 429 00:25:34,389 --> 00:25:36,158 You don't think there was something beautiful 430 00:25:36,192 --> 00:25:39,095 about it all, something artistic? 431 00:25:39,128 --> 00:25:40,495 What, are you having some kind of art-school flashback? 432 00:25:40,529 --> 00:25:42,865 It was pussy. 433 00:25:42,898 --> 00:25:44,199 Just because it's shot on tintype 434 00:25:44,233 --> 00:25:47,102 doesn't make it art. It's still pussy. 435 00:25:47,136 --> 00:25:48,905 Well, you clearly have an opinion. 436 00:25:48,937 --> 00:25:53,008 Yeah. And you have a different one? 437 00:25:53,042 --> 00:25:54,176 I kind of liked him. 438 00:25:54,209 --> 00:25:56,011 Who? 439 00:25:56,044 --> 00:25:58,513 The artist. He was nice. 440 00:25:58,546 --> 00:25:59,881 How would you know? 441 00:25:59,915 --> 00:26:01,317 'Cause I met him. 442 00:26:01,350 --> 00:26:04,020 You met him? Where? At the show? 443 00:26:04,052 --> 00:26:06,022 Yeah, at the show. 444 00:26:06,054 --> 00:26:07,889 He was, uh, the older guy. 445 00:26:07,923 --> 00:26:09,559 Talked to Melanie, mostly. 446 00:26:09,591 --> 00:26:11,092 She introduced me to him. 447 00:26:11,126 --> 00:26:14,062 How come I didn't know this? 448 00:26:14,096 --> 00:26:15,464 Maybe you didn't ask. 449 00:26:15,496 --> 00:26:16,599 Didn't ask? That's... That... 450 00:26:16,631 --> 00:26:18,900 That's not how it works, see? 451 00:26:18,934 --> 00:26:21,037 Usually, there's a show, 452 00:26:21,070 --> 00:26:23,906 and then the artist is there, 453 00:26:23,938 --> 00:26:26,609 and then he or she 454 00:26:26,641 --> 00:26:29,378 is introduced to the people at the show. Right? 455 00:26:29,410 --> 00:26:30,580 That's not what he wanted. 456 00:26:30,612 --> 00:26:32,514 Oh. Who? 457 00:26:32,548 --> 00:26:34,584 Jonathan. 458 00:26:34,617 --> 00:26:36,519 He wanted to remain anonymous. 459 00:26:36,551 --> 00:26:39,355 Oh. "Jonathan wanted to remain anonymous." 460 00:26:39,388 --> 00:26:41,924 Yeah. He wanted to see people's reactions. 461 00:26:44,126 --> 00:26:45,628 Without all the smoke blow. 462 00:26:45,660 --> 00:26:47,362 Smoke blow? 463 00:26:47,396 --> 00:26:48,230 That's what he said, 464 00:26:48,263 --> 00:26:50,265 that he didn't like the smoke blow. 465 00:26:50,299 --> 00:26:52,033 I think you mean "blowing smoke", 466 00:26:52,067 --> 00:26:54,270 as in "blowing smoke up your ass". 467 00:26:54,302 --> 00:26:55,437 Yeah, that's exactly what he didn't want. 468 00:26:55,471 --> 00:26:56,973 Ah. 469 00:26:57,005 --> 00:26:59,875 I mean, blowing smoke up my ass doesn't sound nice. 470 00:26:59,908 --> 00:27:02,311 Well... It's not literal. 471 00:27:02,343 --> 00:27:04,446 Well, I know that. 472 00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:06,282 Here. 473 00:27:06,314 --> 00:27:09,317 Oh! That fucking guy! 474 00:27:09,350 --> 00:27:11,020 The guy who was lurking in the corners 475 00:27:11,052 --> 00:27:12,621 all night, right? He took the pussy shots? 476 00:27:12,655 --> 00:27:13,923 Perry! 477 00:27:13,955 --> 00:27:15,224 'Scuse me. 478 00:27:15,256 --> 00:27:16,324 I meant to say, 479 00:27:16,358 --> 00:27:18,060 "That is the visual artist 480 00:27:18,092 --> 00:27:20,329 whose work we were subjected to?" 481 00:27:20,361 --> 00:27:21,930 That's a nice shot of him. 482 00:27:21,964 --> 00:27:24,166 It's a nice shot of him? He's a pervert! 483 00:27:24,198 --> 00:27:26,067 Don't even look at him! Jesus. 484 00:27:26,100 --> 00:27:28,204 How would you even know? You didn't even talk to him. 485 00:27:28,236 --> 00:27:29,971 Well, is that somehow my fault? 486 00:27:30,004 --> 00:27:31,506 I mean, when did you talk to him, anyway? 487 00:27:31,540 --> 00:27:33,376 Where was I during this? 488 00:27:33,408 --> 00:27:34,676 I don't know. 489 00:27:34,709 --> 00:27:37,212 You were, like, smoking with your buddies outside. 490 00:27:37,245 --> 00:27:39,148 I was at the back. 491 00:27:39,180 --> 00:27:40,515 Not my buddies. They were just some guys. 492 00:27:40,549 --> 00:27:43,185 We were fucking... Okay, so anyway, 493 00:27:43,217 --> 00:27:47,289 how long were you in the back room, 494 00:27:47,322 --> 00:27:49,024 away from the rest of the party, 495 00:27:49,058 --> 00:27:52,161 with this guy... for how long, exactly? 496 00:27:52,194 --> 00:27:54,430 I was in the back room - 497 00:27:54,463 --> 00:27:56,065 with Melanie - 498 00:27:56,098 --> 00:27:57,934 like, about 15, 20 minutes. 499 00:27:57,966 --> 00:27:59,502 Twenty minutes? 500 00:27:59,534 --> 00:28:01,670 And this is the first I'm hearing about it? 501 00:28:01,704 --> 00:28:03,638 You didn't even know I was gone. 502 00:28:03,671 --> 00:28:05,173 Well, how could I notice you were gone 503 00:28:05,206 --> 00:28:06,542 if you weren't around? 504 00:28:06,574 --> 00:28:07,542 What does that even mean? 505 00:28:09,211 --> 00:28:10,413 You know what? It just... It... 506 00:28:10,446 --> 00:28:12,247 Forget it. 507 00:28:12,281 --> 00:28:13,382 Forget it. It doesn't matter. 508 00:28:13,415 --> 00:28:16,051 He's just an old pornographer. 509 00:28:38,639 --> 00:28:41,243 Aha! 510 00:28:41,275 --> 00:28:43,244 Look at that. 511 00:28:43,278 --> 00:28:44,647 Look at that. 512 00:28:46,314 --> 00:28:48,650 Jonathan at work. 513 00:28:48,684 --> 00:28:49,652 Eh? Look at him. 514 00:28:49,685 --> 00:28:51,988 Look at that face. 515 00:28:52,021 --> 00:28:53,188 What a phony. 516 00:28:53,222 --> 00:28:54,389 He looks like he just discovered 517 00:28:54,423 --> 00:28:56,592 the last fucking unicorn or something. 518 00:28:56,625 --> 00:28:59,428 Wow, Perry... 519 00:28:59,461 --> 00:29:03,232 These are not just photographs. 520 00:29:03,264 --> 00:29:07,069 Wow. They're like meditations, really. 521 00:29:07,101 --> 00:29:09,071 I mean, 522 00:29:09,103 --> 00:29:13,641 this is about feeling, about life. 523 00:29:13,675 --> 00:29:17,079 It's not just the flesh. It's... 524 00:29:17,111 --> 00:29:21,050 It's the spirit. 525 00:29:21,082 --> 00:29:24,387 It's about what it means to be... 526 00:29:24,419 --> 00:29:28,090 to be a woman, and to be a man. 527 00:29:28,122 --> 00:29:31,426 To be a human, really. 528 00:29:31,459 --> 00:29:33,661 What it feels to have a vagina, 529 00:29:33,695 --> 00:29:36,232 and to be in a vagina, 530 00:29:36,264 --> 00:29:38,367 or near a vagina, 531 00:29:38,399 --> 00:29:40,570 or kept out of a vagina. 532 00:29:42,771 --> 00:29:44,673 Double-park near a vagina, 533 00:29:44,705 --> 00:29:48,811 or dry-clean a vagina, or... 534 00:29:48,843 --> 00:29:50,779 - Ay, Perry... - ...donate a vagina, or... 535 00:29:52,648 --> 00:29:54,315 Shit. 536 00:29:54,349 --> 00:29:56,118 What?! 537 00:29:56,150 --> 00:29:57,552 Come on! 538 00:29:57,586 --> 00:29:59,655 Fuckin' vagina. 539 00:29:59,687 --> 00:30:02,757 You don't know! 540 00:30:02,791 --> 00:30:05,694 I don't know. Okay. 541 00:30:05,726 --> 00:30:07,463 The photos. 542 00:30:07,495 --> 00:30:10,432 Yeah. What don't I know about the photos? 543 00:30:10,465 --> 00:30:13,269 They're Melanie. 544 00:30:13,301 --> 00:30:14,436 Which photos? 545 00:30:14,469 --> 00:30:16,638 - Todas! - Todas? 546 00:30:16,671 --> 00:30:19,274 Yeah. The tintypes? They're Melanie. 547 00:30:19,308 --> 00:30:21,777 That was Melanie? 548 00:30:21,810 --> 00:30:23,546 Yeah. I know. 549 00:30:23,579 --> 00:30:26,282 It's amazing how, through this process, 550 00:30:26,314 --> 00:30:29,184 her red just went so dark. 551 00:30:29,217 --> 00:30:31,320 It's so beautiful. 552 00:30:33,621 --> 00:30:36,124 So beautiful? 553 00:30:36,157 --> 00:30:40,529 No. No! That was not "so beautiful". 554 00:30:40,561 --> 00:30:43,365 That was the opposite of beautiful! 555 00:30:43,398 --> 00:30:45,301 He helped her get back into the wagon. 556 00:30:45,333 --> 00:30:46,267 Yeah, "on the wagon". 557 00:30:46,301 --> 00:30:48,169 Ay, sí, sí, sí, sí, sí. 558 00:30:48,203 --> 00:30:50,840 Were they fucking? 559 00:30:50,872 --> 00:30:53,241 They have made beautiful art together, 560 00:30:53,274 --> 00:30:54,376 and this is what you ask? 561 00:30:54,408 --> 00:30:55,444 You didn't? 562 00:30:55,476 --> 00:30:57,213 No. It's none of my business. 563 00:30:57,245 --> 00:30:58,580 Or yours. 564 00:30:58,613 --> 00:31:00,850 What is that, some kind of Mexican yoga philosophy? 565 00:31:00,882 --> 00:31:02,750 Why does this bother you so much? 566 00:31:02,783 --> 00:31:05,286 Oh, for Christ's sake. You have to ask? 567 00:31:05,320 --> 00:31:07,455 - So many reasons! - Like... Like why? 568 00:31:07,488 --> 00:31:08,590 First of all, I'll never be able 569 00:31:08,623 --> 00:31:10,257 to look Melanie in the face again. 570 00:31:10,259 --> 00:31:12,328 Oh, because now you know she has a vagina! 571 00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:13,862 No, but because now I've seen it. 572 00:31:13,896 --> 00:31:15,431 She had one before, you know. 573 00:31:15,464 --> 00:31:17,398 Yeah, but I hadn't seen it before! 574 00:31:17,432 --> 00:31:18,834 And I didn't have to go through the whole process 575 00:31:18,867 --> 00:31:21,770 of not having seen it before. 576 00:31:21,802 --> 00:31:24,506 Wow, being a man is just so... busy! 577 00:31:24,540 --> 00:31:27,176 Oh, Lord love a duck! 578 00:31:27,208 --> 00:31:28,543 I'm gonna take a shower! 579 00:31:45,359 --> 00:31:47,163 He asked me. 580 00:31:47,196 --> 00:31:48,297 Honey? 581 00:31:48,330 --> 00:31:50,633 Is the ultrasound on Thursday or Friday? 582 00:31:50,666 --> 00:31:53,601 He asked me. 583 00:31:53,635 --> 00:31:55,938 What's that, honey? You say something? 584 00:31:55,971 --> 00:31:58,374 He asked me if I wanted to pose for him. 585 00:32:01,310 --> 00:32:02,878 And what did you say? 586 00:32:15,857 --> 00:32:17,326 It's pornography. 587 00:32:17,359 --> 00:32:19,461 It was expression, art. 588 00:32:19,494 --> 00:32:20,929 If it was art, why didn't you buy one? 589 00:32:20,963 --> 00:32:23,299 You know, I asked, and Frank said it wasn't for sale. 590 00:32:23,331 --> 00:32:25,333 You know what? We go out once every forever, 591 00:32:25,367 --> 00:32:27,469 and I end up with my head full of pussy. 592 00:32:27,502 --> 00:32:28,637 Okay, I guess... 593 00:32:28,669 --> 00:32:30,638 Peep-show pornography! 594 00:32:30,671 --> 00:32:31,673 According to you. 595 00:32:31,706 --> 00:32:33,975 According to society. 596 00:32:34,009 --> 00:32:34,944 Are you talking Mapplethorpe? 597 00:32:34,976 --> 00:32:36,911 Because that trial was based on obscenity, 598 00:32:36,945 --> 00:32:39,215 not pornography, and they lost - your side lost. 599 00:32:39,247 --> 00:32:42,383 It's ugly. And it's not my side. 600 00:32:42,417 --> 00:32:43,785 - Really? - "Pornography: 601 00:32:43,819 --> 00:32:45,721 Sexually explicit pictures, or writing, 602 00:32:45,753 --> 00:32:48,323 or other materials whose primary purpose 603 00:32:48,357 --> 00:32:50,859 is to cause sexual arousal." 604 00:32:50,891 --> 00:32:53,294 - There. - "There" what? 605 00:32:53,328 --> 00:32:55,231 - Did you get an erection. - No! 606 00:32:55,263 --> 00:32:57,532 Liar! 607 00:32:57,565 --> 00:32:59,300 You know what? So what if I did get hard? 608 00:32:59,333 --> 00:33:01,669 I mean, a guy can get an erection if his cock 609 00:33:01,703 --> 00:33:03,405 hits the steering wheel getting out of his car. 610 00:33:03,437 --> 00:33:04,907 It doesn't mean he's gonna start fucking cars. 611 00:33:04,939 --> 00:33:06,874 You know, pictures like that are made for one reason, 612 00:33:06,907 --> 00:33:08,377 and one reason alone: 613 00:33:08,409 --> 00:33:10,812 to turn you on, to turn men on. 614 00:33:10,846 --> 00:33:12,580 Well, what about creativity? 615 00:33:12,613 --> 00:33:14,949 You know, Georgia O'Keeffe, freedom of expression. 616 00:33:14,983 --> 00:33:18,620 Greg, it was a show about vaginas! 617 00:33:18,654 --> 00:33:20,522 How can you be this upset over a bit of naked flesh? 618 00:33:20,554 --> 00:33:22,657 You have a daughter. 619 00:33:22,690 --> 00:33:23,958 Yes...? And...? 620 00:33:23,992 --> 00:33:25,761 Do you want to see pictures of Sophie like this? 621 00:33:25,793 --> 00:33:27,929 Come on. 622 00:33:27,963 --> 00:33:29,398 Do you look at pussy pictures in front of her? 623 00:33:29,430 --> 00:33:30,532 Do you say, "Sit on Daddy's lap, 624 00:33:30,564 --> 00:33:31,633 and let's cruise some porn sites"? 625 00:33:31,667 --> 00:33:33,769 That is disgusting. 626 00:33:33,801 --> 00:33:35,571 I don't take a shit in front of her either, okay? 627 00:33:35,603 --> 00:33:37,273 Don't be simple. 628 00:33:37,305 --> 00:33:38,640 Simple? 629 00:33:40,641 --> 00:33:42,043 Look, we don't have sex in front of her. 630 00:33:42,077 --> 00:33:43,512 Is our sex pornographic? 631 00:33:43,544 --> 00:33:45,013 We don't have sex. 632 00:33:47,381 --> 00:33:48,650 Is that what this is all about? 633 00:33:48,684 --> 00:33:50,686 Look, somewhere along the line, you disappeared. 634 00:33:50,718 --> 00:33:52,287 Whatever heart you had has been buried 635 00:33:52,321 --> 00:33:53,856 under a mountain of cum shots 636 00:33:53,888 --> 00:33:57,493 and camel toes and nipple slips. 637 00:33:57,525 --> 00:33:58,860 Have you been snooping on my computer? 638 00:33:58,894 --> 00:34:00,429 I don't need to snoop, okay? 639 00:34:00,462 --> 00:34:01,797 You bring it into our bed! 640 00:34:01,830 --> 00:34:03,831 You and your goddamn laptop harem of women 641 00:34:03,865 --> 00:34:05,034 when you think I'm asleep. 642 00:34:05,067 --> 00:34:06,301 - Wow. - You know what? 643 00:34:06,334 --> 00:34:08,736 At least, if you were having an affair with an actual woman, 644 00:34:08,770 --> 00:34:10,406 I could throw your ass out. 645 00:34:10,438 --> 00:34:12,074 Okay, that's a little over the top, don't you think? 646 00:34:12,107 --> 00:34:15,610 No, I don't think. It's the only way I can stay. 647 00:34:15,643 --> 00:34:16,911 Look... 648 00:34:16,944 --> 00:34:19,547 I like to look at pictures of naked women. So what? 649 00:34:19,581 --> 00:34:21,417 Like every other straight guy in the western world. 650 00:34:21,449 --> 00:34:23,418 It takes you away from us. 651 00:34:23,451 --> 00:34:24,986 It takes sex away from us. 652 00:34:25,020 --> 00:34:27,322 No, you took sex away from us. 653 00:34:27,355 --> 00:34:28,690 You got a kid, you got a house, 654 00:34:28,723 --> 00:34:29,725 and you just stopped. 655 00:34:29,757 --> 00:34:30,893 Stopped? 656 00:34:30,926 --> 00:34:31,793 Yeah. It's like you've used sex 657 00:34:31,826 --> 00:34:33,561 to buy your way into the game, you know? 658 00:34:33,594 --> 00:34:35,330 Enough to win a couple hands, enough to feel safe. 659 00:34:35,364 --> 00:34:36,465 And then you just stopped playing. 660 00:34:36,498 --> 00:34:38,067 Are you using a poker analogy? 661 00:34:38,100 --> 00:34:39,735 Yeah, it's actually a good one. 662 00:34:39,768 --> 00:34:41,403 You know, I like to play. Winning is fun, 663 00:34:41,435 --> 00:34:42,904 but I just like to play. 664 00:34:42,938 --> 00:34:44,907 You said you wanted to play. I said, "Okay, let's play." 665 00:34:44,940 --> 00:34:45,941 But you didn't really want to play. 666 00:34:45,975 --> 00:34:47,710 You just wanted to double your money and quit. 667 00:34:47,743 --> 00:34:49,311 Are you serious? 668 00:34:51,612 --> 00:34:54,449 When was the last time you showed me any interest? 669 00:34:54,482 --> 00:34:56,351 Interest? 670 00:34:56,384 --> 00:34:57,852 Yeah. You know, in me. 671 00:34:57,886 --> 00:34:59,388 Like, I go to work, 672 00:34:59,420 --> 00:35:00,755 I make money, I come home, 673 00:35:00,788 --> 00:35:04,525 you just... feed me dinner, make me feel wanted. 674 00:35:04,558 --> 00:35:06,094 You can't be serious. 675 00:35:11,766 --> 00:35:15,370 When was the last time you touched me? 676 00:35:15,404 --> 00:35:16,739 Even in passing. 677 00:35:16,772 --> 00:35:18,873 Or when was the last time you've given me a blowjob? 678 00:35:23,110 --> 00:35:24,980 Just talk to me. 679 00:35:31,987 --> 00:35:34,923 You're right. 680 00:35:34,956 --> 00:35:37,526 I dropped out. 681 00:35:37,558 --> 00:35:38,993 I got tired. 682 00:35:39,027 --> 00:35:42,097 Kids, and money, and all that. 683 00:35:42,130 --> 00:35:45,835 But when I try to come back - and I want to come back... 684 00:35:47,601 --> 00:35:49,871 ...when we get into bed, 685 00:35:49,904 --> 00:35:53,475 all I can see is those photos on your computer. 686 00:35:53,507 --> 00:35:56,110 Young girls with cum dripping off their faces 687 00:35:56,143 --> 00:36:00,748 like it's the most natural thing in the world. 688 00:36:00,781 --> 00:36:03,885 And they're babies. 689 00:36:03,918 --> 00:36:06,654 Teenagers. 690 00:36:06,688 --> 00:36:07,990 Online, you never see the photographer, 691 00:36:08,022 --> 00:36:10,425 but in my mind, 692 00:36:10,458 --> 00:36:13,127 I see him... 693 00:36:13,161 --> 00:36:15,563 and it's you! 694 00:36:15,596 --> 00:36:17,532 And then... 695 00:36:20,201 --> 00:36:21,569 Then I just... 696 00:36:21,603 --> 00:36:23,705 I can't... 697 00:37:00,609 --> 00:37:02,610 Remember that night I called you, late? 698 00:37:02,643 --> 00:37:05,179 I was drunk, but not too drunk, 699 00:37:05,212 --> 00:37:07,648 and we had phone sex? 700 00:37:07,681 --> 00:37:09,817 I didn't say anything, but I knew you weren't with me, 701 00:37:09,851 --> 00:37:12,521 even though you said you were. 702 00:37:12,554 --> 00:37:14,556 I was looking at a porn site - 703 00:37:14,589 --> 00:37:18,060 old-school retro something, where everyone had pubic hair - 704 00:37:18,092 --> 00:37:21,096 and they were having sex the way I remember having sex 705 00:37:21,128 --> 00:37:22,663 when we were young. 706 00:37:24,900 --> 00:37:27,802 Hyapatia Lee was the star. 707 00:37:27,835 --> 00:37:30,205 She stood out. She had dignity, 708 00:37:30,237 --> 00:37:31,840 grace. 709 00:37:33,308 --> 00:37:36,545 She must be in her 60s now. 710 00:37:39,947 --> 00:37:41,850 When she sees one of her old movies, 711 00:37:41,882 --> 00:37:44,552 does she think, "That's me"? 712 00:37:44,585 --> 00:37:48,122 Or is that like someone she knew a long time ago? 713 00:37:49,958 --> 00:37:51,226 Do you think she's happy? 714 00:38:17,052 --> 00:38:19,321 Okay. Uh... 715 00:38:19,353 --> 00:38:20,922 I'm gonna put you sideways. 716 00:38:20,956 --> 00:38:22,758 And lean back. 717 00:38:26,927 --> 00:38:28,563 Let me see. 718 00:38:43,177 --> 00:38:45,714 - How's it look? - Good. 719 00:38:47,949 --> 00:38:49,084 Hm. 720 00:38:58,826 --> 00:39:00,061 Hey. 721 00:39:25,719 --> 00:39:29,123 And you know how I said that I was done with sex? 722 00:39:29,156 --> 00:39:31,257 Well, clearly, I'm not. 723 00:39:36,063 --> 00:39:39,734 And so you just need to tell me 724 00:39:39,768 --> 00:39:42,103 if you're done 725 00:39:42,136 --> 00:39:46,307 with sex, or me, or not. 726 00:39:46,340 --> 00:39:50,911 'Cause if you're done, I'll go back. 727 00:39:50,944 --> 00:39:54,281 And I want to stay here with you. 728 00:39:54,315 --> 00:39:58,787 You're my life. 729 00:39:58,819 --> 00:40:02,657 You. 730 00:40:02,690 --> 00:40:06,360 I love you more than I can say. 731 00:40:06,393 --> 00:40:10,232 I have from the moment I met you. 732 00:40:10,264 --> 00:40:13,268 But I'm not gonna stay if you don't want me. 733 00:40:16,837 --> 00:40:19,306 I hope it's you. 734 00:40:31,752 --> 00:40:33,054 Uh... 735 00:40:33,420 --> 00:40:35,790 Alright. I'll be back. 736 00:40:35,824 --> 00:40:37,326 Gonna make a plate. 737 00:40:44,065 --> 00:40:45,467 Mickey told me about 738 00:40:45,500 --> 00:40:48,103 this gallery opening at Echo Park. 739 00:40:48,136 --> 00:40:50,205 She'd posed for this photographer 740 00:40:50,237 --> 00:40:52,273 and thought she was his muse or something, 741 00:40:52,306 --> 00:40:54,942 so... I went. 742 00:40:54,976 --> 00:40:57,045 I mean... 743 00:40:57,078 --> 00:41:00,181 of course I did! 744 00:41:00,214 --> 00:41:02,417 It was wet-plate collodion, 745 00:41:02,449 --> 00:41:03,819 an old process - 746 00:41:03,851 --> 00:41:07,422 uh, pre-digital, pre-film, 747 00:41:07,455 --> 00:41:10,859 pre-Civil War; 748 00:41:10,891 --> 00:41:12,860 rich, and funky, 749 00:41:12,893 --> 00:41:15,730 and mysterious, 750 00:41:15,764 --> 00:41:20,402 and... intimate. 751 00:41:20,435 --> 00:41:22,837 Beautiful. 752 00:41:50,297 --> 00:41:52,466 My head just went quiet. 753 00:41:52,500 --> 00:41:55,003 Everything gone. 754 00:41:55,036 --> 00:41:56,371 Silent. 755 00:41:59,973 --> 00:42:02,042 I don't quite know how to describe it. 756 00:42:02,076 --> 00:42:03,244 I didn't know what I was... 757 00:42:07,848 --> 00:42:09,383 I didn't know what I was looking at, at first. 758 00:42:09,417 --> 00:42:13,020 I thought it was this, like, beautiful pubis. 759 00:42:13,054 --> 00:42:14,556 I can't believe I just said that word, "pubis", 760 00:42:14,589 --> 00:42:15,924 like a pelt. 761 00:42:15,956 --> 00:42:16,757 That's what it looked like. 762 00:42:16,790 --> 00:42:19,360 And, uh, I was drawn into this photo, 763 00:42:19,393 --> 00:42:21,862 and I looked up, and I saw him. 764 00:42:21,895 --> 00:42:24,899 And he had this look on his face like, 765 00:42:24,933 --> 00:42:26,467 "Are you seeing the same thing I'm seeing?" 766 00:42:26,500 --> 00:42:30,538 I'm like, "I think so." 767 00:42:30,572 --> 00:42:32,474 And then he said something really... 768 00:42:36,377 --> 00:42:39,413 ...lame, like "What's going on?" 769 00:42:39,447 --> 00:42:41,316 And I said, "I just..." 770 00:42:45,853 --> 00:42:48,223 "I don't want to feel sorry for myself anymore." 771 00:42:49,556 --> 00:42:51,392 And somehow, that... 772 00:42:56,230 --> 00:42:58,999 Somehow, that made it okay to... 773 00:42:59,032 --> 00:43:01,002 go to his studio and... 774 00:43:01,034 --> 00:43:02,571 get my picture taken. 775 00:43:18,418 --> 00:43:20,487 I'm seeing this woman's most private self 776 00:43:20,520 --> 00:43:23,624 through his eyes, and I realize it could be anyone. 777 00:43:23,657 --> 00:43:25,926 The photo, the tintype, the whatever, 778 00:43:25,960 --> 00:43:29,063 it was so close up, really intimate, 779 00:43:29,096 --> 00:43:31,899 but completely anonymous. 780 00:43:35,270 --> 00:43:37,072 Could have been anyone. 781 00:43:37,105 --> 00:43:42,043 And... three, two, one. 782 00:43:42,076 --> 00:43:45,280 One, two, three. 783 00:43:47,047 --> 00:43:48,049 Okay. 784 00:43:49,616 --> 00:43:51,218 And for some reason, I remembered you and me 785 00:43:51,252 --> 00:43:54,322 reading the big book years ago, 786 00:43:54,355 --> 00:43:56,992 "Acceptance". 787 00:43:57,025 --> 00:43:59,127 And finally, I got it. 788 00:44:00,994 --> 00:44:03,364 Acceptance. 789 00:44:03,397 --> 00:44:06,200 And it was that thing, you know, like, 790 00:44:06,234 --> 00:44:07,636 nothing, absolutely nothing 791 00:44:07,668 --> 00:44:10,471 happens in God's world 792 00:44:10,505 --> 00:44:12,074 by mistake. 793 00:44:14,542 --> 00:44:17,112 I'm not having treatment. 794 00:44:17,145 --> 00:44:19,514 Nothing happens in God's world by mistake. 795 00:44:19,547 --> 00:44:22,384 And I thought, "What if that's true?" 796 00:44:22,417 --> 00:44:23,451 Hello? 797 00:44:23,484 --> 00:44:25,953 What if that's right? 798 00:44:25,987 --> 00:44:29,224 What if everything, from my last drink 799 00:44:29,257 --> 00:44:32,661 to the last breath left in this body, 800 00:44:32,694 --> 00:44:34,696 what if all of it 801 00:44:34,728 --> 00:44:36,665 was perfect, 802 00:44:36,697 --> 00:44:39,301 in divine right order, 803 00:44:39,333 --> 00:44:41,235 just waiting for me to say yes 804 00:44:41,268 --> 00:44:45,607 to something, to anything? 805 00:44:45,639 --> 00:44:48,042 And I just thought, 806 00:44:48,076 --> 00:44:49,244 "Why not?" 807 00:44:57,618 --> 00:44:59,587 So...? 808 00:44:59,619 --> 00:45:01,288 Are you okay? 809 00:45:01,322 --> 00:45:02,457 I'm not drinking. 810 00:45:02,489 --> 00:45:04,359 - One day at a time. - Ah, please. 811 00:45:04,391 --> 00:45:06,027 Right now, it's minutes and seconds. 812 00:45:07,462 --> 00:45:09,464 I am so glad you're back. 813 00:45:09,496 --> 00:45:10,464 Me, too. 814 00:45:14,168 --> 00:45:16,037 Aww. 815 00:45:16,069 --> 00:45:17,471 Nice. 816 00:45:17,505 --> 00:45:19,007 I made it for you. 817 00:45:19,040 --> 00:45:20,574 You did not. 818 00:45:20,607 --> 00:45:22,343 Well, no. 819 00:45:22,377 --> 00:45:25,480 But I knew I was making it for someone, 820 00:45:25,513 --> 00:45:27,315 and now I see it's you. 821 00:45:27,348 --> 00:45:29,150 You're always giving me stuff. 822 00:45:29,183 --> 00:45:31,085 Well, 823 00:45:31,118 --> 00:45:33,420 it's the only way things make sense. 824 00:45:33,453 --> 00:45:35,422 Is that some sort of Buddhist thing? 825 00:45:35,456 --> 00:45:38,059 No, it's not Buddhist. It's AA. 826 00:45:38,092 --> 00:45:40,161 It's all about service, you taught me. 827 00:45:40,194 --> 00:45:42,063 No, see, in AA, best we can hope for 828 00:45:42,096 --> 00:45:45,667 is enlightened self-interest. 829 00:45:45,699 --> 00:45:48,035 Well, it's all about self-interest, 830 00:45:48,069 --> 00:45:49,637 but I think, for someone 831 00:45:49,670 --> 00:45:51,606 that tries to work at it spiritually, 832 00:45:51,639 --> 00:45:54,776 it becomes about the big-S "Self" 833 00:45:54,808 --> 00:45:56,710 instead of the small-S "self". 834 00:45:56,743 --> 00:45:59,079 But it is Self-interest. 835 00:45:59,112 --> 00:46:02,417 It is the big S... It's in the self. 836 00:46:02,449 --> 00:46:03,618 Oh my God. 837 00:46:03,650 --> 00:46:05,252 Even when I have no idea what you're saying, 838 00:46:05,286 --> 00:46:06,521 I still love hearing you say it. 839 00:46:06,554 --> 00:46:07,689 That's good. 840 00:46:09,190 --> 00:46:10,058 It's beautiful. 841 00:46:10,090 --> 00:46:11,625 You know it's one of the healing crystals. 842 00:46:11,659 --> 00:46:12,727 Mm-hmm. 843 00:46:12,759 --> 00:46:14,261 Specially for the second chakra. 844 00:46:14,295 --> 00:46:15,597 The second chakra. 845 00:46:15,630 --> 00:46:17,599 Yeah, the uterus, the ovaries... 846 00:46:17,632 --> 00:46:19,334 You know, healing and balancing 847 00:46:19,366 --> 00:46:21,235 of the sex organs. 848 00:46:31,078 --> 00:46:32,379 How do I look? 849 00:46:32,413 --> 00:46:34,115 You look beautiful. 850 00:46:34,147 --> 00:46:36,517 - I do? - Yeah, you do. 851 00:46:36,551 --> 00:46:38,186 I've gotta get up. 852 00:46:40,121 --> 00:46:42,223 I'm pregnant. 853 00:46:42,255 --> 00:46:43,223 - Oh my God! - No, no, no, no, no! 854 00:46:43,257 --> 00:46:45,260 - Oh, God! - Go, go, go, go! Go, go. 855 00:46:45,293 --> 00:46:46,294 Go, go, go, go. 856 00:46:46,326 --> 00:46:48,729 - You're... - I'll tell you later. 857 00:46:56,871 --> 00:46:59,674 It wasn't sexual at all. 858 00:46:59,706 --> 00:47:01,342 He refused to shoot me 859 00:47:01,375 --> 00:47:04,244 unless I was sober, so there's that. 860 00:47:04,277 --> 00:47:07,248 And I was able to let him be in charge. 861 00:47:08,648 --> 00:47:11,185 I guess I needed someone to be in charge, because... 862 00:47:11,219 --> 00:47:12,753 you know, it's one thing to party 863 00:47:12,786 --> 00:47:14,788 like it's 1999 when you're a kid. 864 00:47:14,822 --> 00:47:17,392 It's a whole other thing when you're... 865 00:47:17,424 --> 00:47:20,160 whatever age I am. 866 00:47:20,194 --> 00:47:22,230 And I could let myself drift. 867 00:47:22,263 --> 00:47:26,333 It was almost like an altered state. 868 00:47:26,366 --> 00:47:29,503 I felt surrendered... 869 00:47:29,536 --> 00:47:32,139 in a way that I never was 870 00:47:32,172 --> 00:47:33,707 the first time around getting sober, 871 00:47:33,741 --> 00:47:36,110 way back when. 872 00:47:36,143 --> 00:47:38,279 And the world felt soft. 873 00:47:38,311 --> 00:47:40,581 And quiet. 874 00:47:40,614 --> 00:47:42,583 And I was able to take a breath 875 00:47:42,616 --> 00:47:44,485 and just be. 876 00:47:48,422 --> 00:47:51,860 After that first time, I'd been sober... 877 00:47:51,893 --> 00:47:54,128 the whole day - hooray - 878 00:47:54,161 --> 00:47:56,230 and I went up onto the roof. 879 00:47:56,264 --> 00:48:00,335 It was downtown L.A., in the Fashion District. 880 00:48:00,368 --> 00:48:02,837 The streets were empty. 881 00:48:02,869 --> 00:48:04,505 And... 882 00:48:04,538 --> 00:48:07,774 it was... 883 00:48:07,808 --> 00:48:09,244 so interesting. 884 00:48:09,277 --> 00:48:11,412 Like, all of a sudden, I had this feeling. 885 00:48:11,444 --> 00:48:14,815 My mind felt... huge. 886 00:48:32,799 --> 00:48:35,369 I had never felt more in my life. 887 00:48:36,436 --> 00:48:39,306 Not marrying you. 888 00:48:39,339 --> 00:48:41,942 Not finding out I had cancer. 889 00:48:41,976 --> 00:48:43,778 Nothing was more than that. 890 00:49:14,909 --> 00:49:17,445 Oh! Hi! 891 00:49:17,478 --> 00:49:18,947 Oh, I'm so glad you made it. 892 00:49:18,980 --> 00:49:21,315 Wouldn't miss it... whatever it is. 893 00:49:22,917 --> 00:49:25,819 So, why are we here? 894 00:49:25,853 --> 00:49:27,488 You're here 895 00:49:27,520 --> 00:49:29,356 so you can have too much to drink 896 00:49:29,389 --> 00:49:30,424 and make me laugh. 897 00:49:30,458 --> 00:49:31,492 I can do that. 898 00:49:31,525 --> 00:49:32,660 And... 899 00:49:32,692 --> 00:49:35,295 And you're also here to meet someone. 900 00:49:35,328 --> 00:49:36,830 Uh, 'cause that always goes well. 901 00:49:36,864 --> 00:49:37,932 No, no, no. You're gonna like her. 902 00:49:37,964 --> 00:49:38,899 She's just like you. 903 00:49:38,933 --> 00:49:39,967 Oh, yeah? 904 00:49:40,000 --> 00:49:41,569 Unemployed, drinks too much, 905 00:49:41,601 --> 00:49:43,304 that kind of thing? That's a great fit, Mel. 906 00:49:44,705 --> 00:49:46,407 A free spirit. 907 00:49:46,440 --> 00:49:47,809 You're too sweet. 908 00:49:49,909 --> 00:49:52,679 Eleven o'clock, the blonde. 909 00:49:53,748 --> 00:49:54,849 Uh, wow. 910 00:49:54,882 --> 00:49:55,883 Hmm...? 911 00:49:55,915 --> 00:49:56,984 Yeah, just like me, huh? 912 00:49:57,018 --> 00:49:57,952 Well, she's better looking. 913 00:49:57,985 --> 00:49:58,987 Yeah, you think? 914 00:50:00,654 --> 00:50:02,756 And also with other important little bits that I'm missing. 915 00:50:02,790 --> 00:50:04,726 - Mel... - She's you with tits. 916 00:50:06,860 --> 00:50:07,862 Mel... 917 00:50:07,895 --> 00:50:08,929 Oh. Um, okay. 918 00:50:08,962 --> 00:50:10,998 So you go get a drink, and... 919 00:50:11,031 --> 00:50:12,299 Hey, Frank. 920 00:50:12,333 --> 00:50:13,801 Hi! 921 00:50:13,833 --> 00:50:15,369 - Hey, Brian. - Not too late? 922 00:50:15,402 --> 00:50:16,436 No! No, no, no. 923 00:50:16,469 --> 00:50:17,370 You're right on time. 924 00:50:17,404 --> 00:50:19,006 I didn't think you were going to come, so... 925 00:50:20,708 --> 00:50:22,610 How are you? 926 00:50:22,643 --> 00:50:25,346 I'm... I'm... 927 00:50:25,378 --> 00:50:27,382 you know... 928 00:50:27,415 --> 00:50:29,284 Come on, come on. Come on, come on, come on. 929 00:50:29,317 --> 00:50:30,551 Come on. 930 00:50:30,583 --> 00:50:32,419 Oh, God! I'm such a pussy. 931 00:50:33,621 --> 00:50:36,758 So tell me about the art. How's that going? 932 00:50:36,790 --> 00:50:39,059 How's the art? Um... 933 00:50:39,092 --> 00:50:40,895 I can't believe I'm not over it yet, you know? 934 00:50:40,927 --> 00:50:44,598 You just come to these things and you... 935 00:50:44,632 --> 00:50:46,834 It's alright. 936 00:50:46,866 --> 00:50:48,802 How are you? 937 00:50:48,835 --> 00:50:49,770 I'm not bumming you out? 938 00:50:49,804 --> 00:50:51,306 Not yet. 939 00:50:51,339 --> 00:50:52,440 Come on. 940 00:50:52,473 --> 00:50:53,708 Let's get a drink. 941 00:50:53,741 --> 00:50:54,876 Oh, hey. 942 00:50:54,909 --> 00:50:57,311 Oh. Yeah, I'm not leaving. 943 00:50:57,344 --> 00:50:58,779 - I wasn't leaving. - Mickey, this is Brian. 944 00:50:58,813 --> 00:51:00,014 Brian, this is Mickey. 945 00:51:00,047 --> 00:51:01,382 How do you do? 946 00:51:01,415 --> 00:51:03,016 Hi, Brian. 947 00:51:03,049 --> 00:51:05,552 Let's get a drink. 948 00:51:05,585 --> 00:51:07,388 I wasn't leaving. 949 00:51:10,657 --> 00:51:12,060 - Can I take that for you? - Uh, yes. 950 00:51:12,092 --> 00:51:15,730 Thank you. 951 00:51:15,763 --> 00:51:17,498 Careful. 952 00:51:17,531 --> 00:51:19,433 - Here. I'll help you with that. - Oops. 953 00:51:19,467 --> 00:51:21,502 So...? Let's go meet her. 954 00:51:21,534 --> 00:51:22,969 Uh, can you help me? 955 00:51:23,002 --> 00:51:24,003 Don't look at me. I'm just a bartender. 956 00:51:24,038 --> 00:51:25,740 I'm bringing back Brian. Make him happy. 957 00:51:25,772 --> 00:51:27,541 Oh, you ask too much. 958 00:51:34,014 --> 00:51:35,983 Brian, Tom. Tom, Brian. 959 00:51:36,016 --> 00:51:36,918 Hey, Brian. Nice to meet you. 960 00:51:36,951 --> 00:51:38,886 And this is Mickey. 961 00:51:38,918 --> 00:51:40,420 Brian, Frank wants a word. 962 00:51:40,453 --> 00:51:41,922 Hello, Tom. 963 00:51:41,956 --> 00:51:43,524 Pleasure to meet you, Mickey. 964 00:51:43,556 --> 00:51:47,627 Nice to meet you. 965 00:51:47,661 --> 00:51:49,429 So... 966 00:51:53,567 --> 00:51:54,635 Wow. Hi. 967 00:51:54,668 --> 00:51:55,870 Brian, it's so nice to see you. 968 00:51:55,902 --> 00:51:57,638 - Indeed. Yeah. - Thanks for coming. 969 00:51:57,670 --> 00:51:59,473 Yeah. It was a bit touch-and-go there for me. 970 00:53:05,973 --> 00:53:08,074 Mel? 971 00:53:08,107 --> 00:53:10,744 Mel, are you okay? 972 00:53:10,777 --> 00:53:11,812 What's going on? 973 00:53:11,846 --> 00:53:13,614 She fell, I think. Mel? 974 00:53:13,647 --> 00:53:14,815 Want me to call the doctor? 975 00:53:14,848 --> 00:53:15,850 Has she been sick? 976 00:53:15,882 --> 00:53:17,185 Well, um, no. 977 00:53:17,217 --> 00:53:18,185 She's... I just... 978 00:53:18,219 --> 00:53:19,887 - No, no, no, no. - Hon, just sit down for a sec. 979 00:53:19,920 --> 00:53:20,621 - Sit down. - Sit, sit, sit, sit, sit. 980 00:53:20,654 --> 00:53:21,789 Oh my God, she's burning up. 981 00:53:21,822 --> 00:53:23,157 Whew. 982 00:53:23,190 --> 00:53:24,659 That was something. 983 00:53:24,692 --> 00:53:26,460 Has she eaten anything? Maybe some orange juice? 984 00:53:26,493 --> 00:53:30,564 I don't... Yeah... I don't know. 985 00:53:31,732 --> 00:53:34,201 Oh, that was something. 986 00:53:34,235 --> 00:53:35,803 Take a... Just take a second. 987 00:53:35,835 --> 00:53:37,003 Wow, that's so strange. 988 00:53:37,036 --> 00:53:38,138 Now you're not warm at all. 989 00:53:38,172 --> 00:53:39,139 Should I be? 990 00:53:39,172 --> 00:53:40,475 Is it hormones? 991 00:53:40,507 --> 00:53:41,908 I don't think I have any of those left. 992 00:53:41,942 --> 00:53:43,777 Maybe tonight is just not gonna happen. 993 00:53:43,810 --> 00:53:47,080 - It has to happen. - What needs to happen? 994 00:53:47,114 --> 00:53:48,616 We can do it another time. 995 00:53:48,648 --> 00:53:51,051 There's not gonna be another time. 996 00:54:26,719 --> 00:54:28,089 What? 997 00:54:31,257 --> 00:54:32,960 Mm-hmm. Well, it's kinda late. 998 00:54:39,065 --> 00:54:41,067 Why are you calling me? 999 00:54:46,773 --> 00:54:47,942 Can you hang on? 1000 00:54:47,975 --> 00:54:49,677 Please, can you just hang on? 1001 00:55:00,888 --> 00:55:02,156 You were? 1002 00:55:02,188 --> 00:55:03,824 And you...? 1003 00:55:07,226 --> 00:55:09,062 I'm really happy for you. 1004 00:55:10,897 --> 00:55:12,100 It was about women. 1005 00:55:13,701 --> 00:55:15,136 Woman. 1006 00:55:20,674 --> 00:55:22,576 Right. 1007 00:55:22,610 --> 00:55:23,945 Yeah, really? 1008 00:55:23,978 --> 00:55:25,346 You just had to... 1009 00:55:25,378 --> 00:55:28,114 had to see me? 1010 00:55:28,147 --> 00:55:29,149 Well, you know what? 1011 00:55:29,183 --> 00:55:30,585 You know what? 1012 00:55:30,618 --> 00:55:32,018 That may happen someday. 1013 00:55:32,052 --> 00:55:33,888 Stranger things have happened. 1014 00:55:33,920 --> 00:55:36,623 I have to go now. 1015 00:55:38,859 --> 00:55:40,860 Can you... W... 1016 00:55:40,893 --> 00:55:41,995 Just stay on. 1017 00:55:42,029 --> 00:55:43,097 Somebody's at... 1018 00:55:44,864 --> 00:55:46,935 No, hang on. Somebody's at my door. 1019 00:55:48,067 --> 00:55:49,336 I don't know. 1020 00:55:49,369 --> 00:55:51,605 No, I'm not expecting anybody. 1021 00:55:51,639 --> 00:55:53,307 Not that it's any of your business. 1022 00:55:58,244 --> 00:56:00,214 Are you fucking kidding me? 1023 00:56:00,246 --> 00:56:01,648 Can I come in? 1024 00:56:03,317 --> 00:56:04,952 Please? 1025 00:56:13,893 --> 00:56:17,364 If you were expecting someone else, I can... 1026 00:56:19,299 --> 00:56:21,168 ...leave the wine. I'll go. 1027 00:56:24,270 --> 00:56:27,874 Well, you're not even remotely happy to see me, are you? 1028 00:56:27,907 --> 00:56:29,210 And...? 1029 00:56:29,243 --> 00:56:31,277 Right. 1030 00:56:31,310 --> 00:56:33,380 Okay. 1031 00:56:33,413 --> 00:56:35,081 I'm just gonna leave this... 1032 00:56:35,114 --> 00:56:37,651 here, 1033 00:56:37,685 --> 00:56:38,918 and I guess I'll just, um... 1034 00:56:38,951 --> 00:56:42,089 Seriously? 1035 00:56:42,121 --> 00:56:43,357 No, I mean, really? 1036 00:56:43,389 --> 00:56:45,125 You're gonna just breeze in here Saturday night, 1037 00:56:45,159 --> 00:56:48,997 bottle of wine, and I'm supposed to what, exactly? 1038 00:56:51,331 --> 00:56:53,868 Sorry, okay? You're totally right. 1039 00:56:53,900 --> 00:56:56,103 It was a fucking dick move, alright? I'm just gonna... 1040 00:56:56,136 --> 00:56:58,172 Do you remember the last time we talked? 1041 00:56:58,205 --> 00:57:00,074 In the therapist's office? 1042 00:57:00,107 --> 00:57:01,342 Do you remember that? 1043 00:57:01,375 --> 00:57:03,077 Because I certainly do. 1044 00:57:03,110 --> 00:57:04,145 - I do, too... - You said... 1045 00:57:04,177 --> 00:57:05,078 - You said, - I said, 1046 00:57:05,112 --> 00:57:07,248 "I don't want to do this anymore." 1047 00:57:07,281 --> 00:57:09,083 That's what you said. Do you remember? 1048 00:57:09,116 --> 00:57:11,085 Yes, I do. It's not exactly what... 1049 00:57:11,118 --> 00:57:13,386 It's exactly what you said: 1050 00:57:13,420 --> 00:57:15,723 "I don't want to do this anymore." 1051 00:57:15,755 --> 00:57:17,357 And yet, now, here you are. 1052 00:57:17,391 --> 00:57:19,760 So I'm thinking, am I supposed to forget what you... 1053 00:57:19,793 --> 00:57:21,028 No. You're not. 1054 00:57:21,060 --> 00:57:23,229 No. No, 'cause it's not your style. 1055 00:57:23,263 --> 00:57:26,299 Actually, it kinda is your style. 1056 00:57:26,333 --> 00:57:27,768 You're very charming... 1057 00:57:27,801 --> 00:57:29,837 up to a point. 1058 00:57:29,869 --> 00:57:31,705 I was a willing participant... 1059 00:57:31,739 --> 00:57:32,907 up to a point. 1060 00:57:32,940 --> 00:57:35,275 - But then... - And then I wanted... 1061 00:57:35,308 --> 00:57:36,743 something different. 1062 00:57:36,777 --> 00:57:39,013 I thought we were headed for something real, 1063 00:57:39,045 --> 00:57:40,848 so I was willing to put up with 1064 00:57:40,880 --> 00:57:43,317 the "I'm not interested in commitment" thing 1065 00:57:43,350 --> 00:57:45,252 that all of you man-boys seem to fucking do, 1066 00:57:45,284 --> 00:57:46,753 and then I wasn't. 1067 00:57:46,786 --> 00:57:48,755 - And then you weren't. - I wasn't. I... 1068 00:57:48,788 --> 00:57:52,993 I wanted something else, but you didn't. 1069 00:57:53,025 --> 00:57:55,261 And that's totally fine. 1070 00:57:55,295 --> 00:57:56,297 It's fine. 1071 00:57:56,330 --> 00:57:57,931 I mean, I was sad. 1072 00:57:57,964 --> 00:58:01,134 I cried three whole days. 1073 00:58:01,168 --> 00:58:02,436 - I'm fucking sorry. - No. Please. 1074 00:58:02,469 --> 00:58:05,239 Look, it's okay. 1075 00:58:05,272 --> 00:58:07,273 No, really, it's okay. 1076 00:58:07,306 --> 00:58:09,476 - I don't even hate you. - Oh, that's good. 1077 00:58:09,509 --> 00:58:11,212 I mean, I don't want to see you, 1078 00:58:11,244 --> 00:58:13,346 but I don't hate you. 1079 00:58:13,380 --> 00:58:15,282 I thought maybe even some day, we can be friends, 1080 00:58:15,315 --> 00:58:17,851 but I'm gonna leave that up to the gods, 1081 00:58:17,884 --> 00:58:19,219 'cause I'm not gonna be the one 1082 00:58:19,252 --> 00:58:21,254 to go looking for it. 1083 00:58:21,288 --> 00:58:23,023 Can you just give me a minute, please? 1084 00:58:25,259 --> 00:58:27,795 Can we just sit and talk? 1085 00:58:32,031 --> 00:58:33,333 Yeah. 1086 00:58:54,054 --> 00:58:57,157 Uh... I've got beer, 1087 00:58:57,190 --> 00:58:59,393 I've got wine... 1088 00:58:59,426 --> 00:59:01,061 um... 1089 00:59:01,094 --> 00:59:04,865 I can make a Manhattan... 1090 00:59:04,897 --> 00:59:06,432 A Manhattan. Fine. 1091 00:59:06,465 --> 00:59:08,002 Ah! 1092 00:59:08,034 --> 00:59:09,837 I thought so, you know? 1093 00:59:09,869 --> 00:59:11,505 I thought so. 1094 00:59:12,538 --> 00:59:14,975 With a cherry? 1095 00:59:15,007 --> 00:59:16,810 Cherry, yes. Thank you. 1096 00:59:16,844 --> 00:59:18,979 Okay. 1097 00:59:19,011 --> 00:59:21,915 One Manhattan is coming up... 1098 00:59:21,949 --> 00:59:23,984 as soon as I take off 1099 00:59:24,016 --> 00:59:26,920 my fucking boots that are killing me. 1100 00:59:28,221 --> 00:59:30,824 Ow. 1101 00:59:30,857 --> 00:59:31,825 Are you okay back there? 1102 00:59:31,859 --> 00:59:33,828 Um, yeah. I just... 1103 00:59:33,860 --> 00:59:35,161 These are just uncomfortable... 1104 00:59:37,998 --> 00:59:39,032 ...boots. 1105 00:59:39,065 --> 00:59:41,034 And these tights are just... 1106 00:59:41,067 --> 00:59:42,569 Ugh! 1107 00:59:42,603 --> 00:59:43,938 Ugh! 1108 00:59:43,971 --> 00:59:45,172 Phew! 1109 00:59:45,205 --> 00:59:46,873 Okay. I'm ready. 1110 00:59:46,906 --> 00:59:48,441 One Manhattan, coming up. 1111 00:59:48,475 --> 00:59:50,210 Whew! 1112 00:59:50,243 --> 00:59:53,246 So... what did you think? 1113 00:59:53,279 --> 00:59:54,915 I mean, really. 1114 00:59:56,616 --> 00:59:58,319 About, uh...? 1115 00:59:58,351 --> 00:59:59,920 The art. 1116 00:59:59,953 --> 01:00:01,088 I liked it. 1117 01:00:01,121 --> 01:00:02,423 You did? 1118 01:00:02,456 --> 01:00:04,391 Okay. 1119 01:00:05,958 --> 01:00:07,261 Well, I... 1120 01:00:09,429 --> 01:00:11,932 You're going? 1121 01:00:11,964 --> 01:00:13,633 Sorry. 1122 01:00:13,667 --> 01:00:15,603 It's been so fucked up since the... 1123 01:00:15,636 --> 01:00:17,605 Since...? 1124 01:00:17,638 --> 01:00:20,174 God. 1125 01:00:20,206 --> 01:00:24,310 Since what? Since, uh, the war? 1126 01:00:24,344 --> 01:00:27,281 Since your surgery? 1127 01:00:27,313 --> 01:00:29,183 Since your divorce? 1128 01:00:29,215 --> 01:00:32,118 Ah, yes. That makes sense. 1129 01:00:32,152 --> 01:00:33,420 Sorry. 1130 01:00:33,453 --> 01:00:35,556 Mm. 1131 01:00:35,589 --> 01:00:36,623 No, don't be. 1132 01:00:36,656 --> 01:00:39,492 You just do what you gotta do. 1133 01:00:39,525 --> 01:00:41,027 I'm just gonna go. Sorry. 1134 01:00:41,060 --> 01:00:42,328 No, I'm sorry. 1135 01:00:42,362 --> 01:00:44,231 I'm the one who forced you to bring me home. 1136 01:00:44,264 --> 01:00:45,332 No, no, no. 1137 01:00:45,364 --> 01:00:46,600 No, no, no. It was mixed messages. 1138 01:00:46,632 --> 01:00:49,069 I'm... just overwhelmed. 1139 01:00:49,101 --> 01:00:50,136 Right. 1140 01:00:50,170 --> 01:00:52,606 It's all that pussy. 1141 01:00:52,639 --> 01:00:54,475 Fuck. 1142 01:00:54,507 --> 01:00:56,042 Yeah. 1143 01:00:56,076 --> 01:00:57,478 That's a lot of pussy. 1144 01:01:00,313 --> 01:01:03,317 But don't you want this? I mean, it's poured already. 1145 01:01:03,350 --> 01:01:06,286 Don't you want to... have a drink? 1146 01:01:07,554 --> 01:01:10,124 Come on. Don't make me drink alone. 1147 01:01:10,156 --> 01:01:11,292 I supposed I could use a drink. 1148 01:01:12,726 --> 01:01:14,395 Mm. 1149 01:01:14,427 --> 01:01:16,029 Come on over here on the couch. 1150 01:01:17,197 --> 01:01:19,333 - Okay. - Promise I'll be good. 1151 01:01:19,366 --> 01:01:22,369 Ah. 1152 01:01:22,402 --> 01:01:25,105 To... hmm... 1153 01:01:25,138 --> 01:01:26,572 art - 1154 01:01:26,605 --> 01:01:29,575 good, bad, indifferent. 1155 01:01:29,609 --> 01:01:31,578 To art. 1156 01:01:31,610 --> 01:01:32,513 - Hey... - What did you think of... 1157 01:01:34,081 --> 01:01:35,683 - Sorry. - Sorry. 1158 01:01:35,715 --> 01:01:36,650 - But what did you... - I was just... 1159 01:01:36,683 --> 01:01:39,585 Okay, just wait. 1160 01:01:39,618 --> 01:01:43,289 What did you like about it? 1161 01:01:43,322 --> 01:01:46,993 Alright. Um... 1162 01:01:47,027 --> 01:01:48,228 I thought the shots were beautiful. 1163 01:01:48,261 --> 01:01:49,697 - Mm. - Subtle. 1164 01:01:49,730 --> 01:01:51,365 Light to dark. 1165 01:01:51,397 --> 01:01:53,733 Abstractions, really. 1166 01:01:53,766 --> 01:01:57,705 I mean, like Edward Weston, but with that weird... 1167 01:01:57,737 --> 01:01:59,505 - eerie, old technique. - Mm. 1168 01:01:59,538 --> 01:02:02,342 And the shallow depth of field. 1169 01:02:02,375 --> 01:02:05,611 Made them... Made them look almost... 1170 01:02:05,645 --> 01:02:07,248 mythic. 1171 01:02:10,016 --> 01:02:11,384 Anything else? 1172 01:02:11,418 --> 01:02:12,519 No, I mean... 1173 01:02:12,552 --> 01:02:13,554 sexy. 1174 01:02:13,587 --> 01:02:15,255 It was very sexy. 1175 01:02:15,288 --> 01:02:17,023 It was hot. 1176 01:02:17,056 --> 01:02:18,324 - Is it okay to say that? - Mm-hmm. 1177 01:02:20,427 --> 01:02:22,296 Which was your favourite? 1178 01:02:22,328 --> 01:02:24,197 Oh, you know, 1179 01:02:24,230 --> 01:02:25,999 the landscape stretching out to... 1180 01:02:28,168 --> 01:02:29,269 I'm sorry. 1181 01:02:29,302 --> 01:02:30,337 I'm sorry. Okay, sorry. 1182 01:02:30,369 --> 01:02:32,005 What do you... What do you think? 1183 01:02:33,607 --> 01:02:38,012 Mm... 1184 01:02:38,045 --> 01:02:39,446 Yeah. 1185 01:02:41,214 --> 01:02:44,150 I thought they were very sexy. 1186 01:02:44,183 --> 01:02:46,586 And hot. 1187 01:02:46,619 --> 01:02:50,290 I could go on, but... 1188 01:02:50,322 --> 01:02:52,091 I don't want to get complicated. 1189 01:02:52,125 --> 01:02:54,494 It's okay. I'm... 1190 01:02:54,527 --> 01:02:55,529 I mean, you liked them alright. 1191 01:02:55,561 --> 01:02:57,598 I did. 1192 01:02:57,630 --> 01:03:00,234 - Good. - Yeah. 1193 01:03:00,266 --> 01:03:01,634 I'm glad. 1194 01:03:07,741 --> 01:03:08,809 Would you like another? 1195 01:03:08,842 --> 01:03:11,244 No, no. I'm good, I'm good. 1196 01:03:11,277 --> 01:03:13,179 Oh. What's the matter? 1197 01:03:13,212 --> 01:03:14,247 Nothing, nothing. 1198 01:03:14,281 --> 01:03:17,051 Nothing? Really? 1199 01:03:17,083 --> 01:03:20,154 Really. I'm fine. I'm just good. 1200 01:03:20,186 --> 01:03:21,688 You're not gonna have a stroke, are you? 1201 01:03:21,721 --> 01:03:23,257 No. 1202 01:03:23,290 --> 01:03:24,492 What's going on? 1203 01:03:26,525 --> 01:03:30,364 I guess I could use that... that drink. 1204 01:03:32,299 --> 01:03:34,835 Be right back. 1205 01:03:41,475 --> 01:03:43,576 So we had that fight, 1206 01:03:43,610 --> 01:03:45,179 and then you wanted us to talk 1207 01:03:45,212 --> 01:03:47,815 in front of your therapist... 1208 01:03:47,848 --> 01:03:52,686 which was fine, but it freaked me out. 1209 01:03:52,719 --> 01:03:55,589 I knew what you were gonna say. 1210 01:03:55,621 --> 01:03:57,123 It's not rocket science. 1211 01:03:57,156 --> 01:04:00,460 I... I know what I'm like to deal with. 1212 01:04:00,493 --> 01:04:02,261 I just showed up, 1213 01:04:02,295 --> 01:04:05,499 and those words came out of my mouth: 1214 01:04:05,531 --> 01:04:08,634 "I don't want to do this anymore." 1215 01:04:08,668 --> 01:04:10,337 And you didn't even get a chance to say what you wanted to. 1216 01:04:10,369 --> 01:04:14,340 No. I didn't. 1217 01:04:14,373 --> 01:04:16,342 And I was showing up 'cause you wanted me to be there. 1218 01:04:16,375 --> 01:04:18,545 I didn't know that was gonna come out of my mouth. 1219 01:04:20,679 --> 01:04:22,882 So I went home. 1220 01:04:22,915 --> 01:04:26,452 I went home, and I was completely spun out, 1221 01:04:26,485 --> 01:04:28,654 and I didn't know why, 1222 01:04:28,688 --> 01:04:31,291 but I knew what I had said was the truth. 1223 01:04:31,324 --> 01:04:32,626 I knew it. 1224 01:04:32,659 --> 01:04:34,761 But I didn't know what it meant. 1225 01:04:34,793 --> 01:04:39,632 So I started looking, and digging... 1226 01:04:39,665 --> 01:04:43,369 and that's when I realized... 1227 01:04:43,402 --> 01:04:45,772 I want to be in a relationship. 1228 01:04:45,804 --> 01:04:47,473 I'm better in a relationship. 1229 01:04:47,507 --> 01:04:49,476 I'm... I want to be a partner. 1230 01:04:49,509 --> 01:04:52,212 I don't want to be this lone-wolf guy 1231 01:04:52,244 --> 01:04:53,513 that I think is so cool. 1232 01:04:53,547 --> 01:04:58,351 I want... I want to be a good partner to somebody. 1233 01:04:58,384 --> 01:05:00,286 That's lovely. But just not with me. 1234 01:05:00,319 --> 01:05:01,554 Thank you so much. 1235 01:05:01,587 --> 01:05:03,423 I don't want to have this conversation anymore. 1236 01:05:05,491 --> 01:05:08,294 And guess what I did. I made a list. 1237 01:05:08,328 --> 01:05:09,696 Well, what do you think's on the list? 1238 01:05:09,728 --> 01:05:11,931 Creative? Smart? 1239 01:05:11,964 --> 01:05:13,566 Beautiful? Athletic? 1240 01:05:13,600 --> 01:05:16,469 You know, maybe "really like having sex as much as I do"? 1241 01:05:16,502 --> 01:05:18,538 A friend? 1242 01:05:18,572 --> 01:05:21,175 Someone... 1243 01:05:21,208 --> 01:05:23,443 Why are you telling me this? 1244 01:05:23,476 --> 01:05:25,445 When I said, 1245 01:05:25,478 --> 01:05:29,183 "I don't want to do this anymore," 1246 01:05:29,215 --> 01:05:31,451 what I meant was I don't want to do this. 1247 01:05:31,484 --> 01:05:33,186 I don't want to do what the... 1248 01:05:33,219 --> 01:05:36,189 this half-in, half-out bullshit that I always do. 1249 01:05:38,891 --> 01:05:40,393 I want to be all in. 1250 01:05:44,464 --> 01:05:46,333 - All in? - All in, yeah. 1251 01:05:50,270 --> 01:05:51,938 I want to be all in with you. 1252 01:06:06,987 --> 01:06:09,656 So you're going? 1253 01:06:09,688 --> 01:06:10,991 I said what I wanted to say. 1254 01:06:11,023 --> 01:06:14,560 Thank you for listening. 1255 01:06:14,594 --> 01:06:16,597 If you want to call me, you know you can. 1256 01:06:16,630 --> 01:06:18,298 Um... 1257 01:06:18,331 --> 01:06:22,936 And if not, I'm sorry that I bothered you. 1258 01:06:22,969 --> 01:06:26,873 Tom. 1259 01:06:26,906 --> 01:06:28,609 Yeah? 1260 01:06:30,377 --> 01:06:32,012 I used to drive a cab. 1261 01:06:32,045 --> 01:06:33,547 - Really? - Mm. 1262 01:06:33,580 --> 01:06:34,815 In Toronto? 1263 01:06:34,848 --> 01:06:36,750 - Oh, a long time ago. - Yeah? 1264 01:06:36,782 --> 01:06:38,518 Sapphire Taxi. 1265 01:06:38,551 --> 01:06:40,686 "We get you there in style" - something like that. 1266 01:06:40,719 --> 01:06:42,555 Ah. 1267 01:06:42,589 --> 01:06:46,460 Are we changing the subject now? 1268 01:06:46,493 --> 01:06:49,929 - Uh... I'm using a story... - Ah. 1269 01:06:49,962 --> 01:06:53,600 ...to answer your question, but in a circuitous fashion. 1270 01:06:53,632 --> 01:06:54,968 Well, carry on. 1271 01:06:59,339 --> 01:07:01,708 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 1272 01:07:01,741 --> 01:07:04,911 So I pick up this couple. 1273 01:07:04,944 --> 01:07:06,880 They're in Scarborough. 1274 01:07:06,913 --> 01:07:08,782 They want to go to Roncy. 1275 01:07:08,815 --> 01:07:11,051 And they're... I figure they're brother and sister, 1276 01:07:11,083 --> 01:07:12,351 the way she is with me - 1277 01:07:12,384 --> 01:07:15,656 sort of flirting, smiling, 1278 01:07:15,688 --> 01:07:18,824 leaning over the... the front seat, directing me. 1279 01:07:18,857 --> 01:07:20,326 Long hair. 1280 01:07:20,360 --> 01:07:23,363 Open, fresh face. 1281 01:07:23,395 --> 01:07:24,697 - Finnish. - Oh. 1282 01:07:24,730 --> 01:07:28,467 Beautiful Finnish... This beautiful Finnish accent. 1283 01:07:28,500 --> 01:07:31,437 And somehow, it comes up, 1284 01:07:31,471 --> 01:07:33,306 do I want to smoke some pot with them? 1285 01:07:33,339 --> 01:07:35,007 And... 1286 01:07:35,040 --> 01:07:38,077 I was never one to turn down an opportunity to get high, 1287 01:07:38,110 --> 01:07:40,513 so I say, "Sure." 1288 01:07:40,547 --> 01:07:43,050 And, uh, get to their place. 1289 01:07:43,083 --> 01:07:46,086 It was on, um, Fern Avenue, I believe. 1290 01:07:46,118 --> 01:07:48,888 And, uh, as soon as we get inside, 1291 01:07:48,922 --> 01:07:50,057 he kicks off his shoes, 1292 01:07:50,089 --> 01:07:52,391 puts on a laserdisc. 1293 01:07:52,424 --> 01:07:53,592 Remember laserdiscs? 1294 01:07:53,625 --> 01:07:54,927 - I do. - Yeah! 1295 01:07:54,960 --> 01:07:58,098 So this is, um, Saturday Night Fever. 1296 01:07:58,130 --> 01:07:59,565 You know that scene where... where Travolta's 1297 01:07:59,598 --> 01:08:00,633 - walking down the sidewalk? - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1298 01:08:00,667 --> 01:08:02,369 Bee Gees... Uh, uh... 1299 01:08:02,402 --> 01:08:03,436 "Stayin' Alive" on the soundtrack. 1300 01:08:03,469 --> 01:08:05,605 - That's right. - Right. So... 1301 01:08:05,638 --> 01:08:08,107 Meanwhile, she goes into the other room, comes back... 1302 01:08:08,141 --> 01:08:09,509 No jeans. 1303 01:08:09,542 --> 01:08:11,444 Just panties. 1304 01:08:11,478 --> 01:08:15,048 Long, naked, Finnish legs. 1305 01:08:15,081 --> 01:08:18,018 Blouse is unbuttoned, there's no bra, 1306 01:08:18,051 --> 01:08:21,088 she's holding this white T-shirt, and... 1307 01:08:21,120 --> 01:08:22,621 So she comes over by the couch, 1308 01:08:22,655 --> 01:08:23,757 just stands there right next to me 1309 01:08:23,789 --> 01:08:25,491 and just takes off the blouse. 1310 01:08:25,525 --> 01:08:27,427 Puts on the T-shirt, plops down 1311 01:08:27,459 --> 01:08:28,728 on the sofa in front of me, 1312 01:08:28,762 --> 01:08:31,732 and just legs up, Indian style, and... 1313 01:08:31,764 --> 01:08:34,868 - Wow. - Wow. Yeah, wow! 1314 01:08:34,901 --> 01:08:37,571 And I was like, "Jeez, this is 1315 01:08:37,603 --> 01:08:38,905 all rather... 1316 01:08:38,937 --> 01:08:42,875 European." 1317 01:08:42,909 --> 01:08:44,009 And she starts chatting. 1318 01:08:44,043 --> 01:08:46,045 He's fixing the pot. 1319 01:08:46,079 --> 01:08:49,014 He's, like, cleaning the bowl 1320 01:08:49,048 --> 01:08:50,984 and, uh, breaking up the buds. 1321 01:08:51,017 --> 01:08:52,052 Beautiful-looking bud. 1322 01:08:52,084 --> 01:08:54,920 And so I'm looking at him, I'm listening to her, 1323 01:08:54,954 --> 01:08:58,859 and I notice... I notice that the scene starts over. 1324 01:08:58,892 --> 01:09:00,527 - The...? - Yeah! He's got... 1325 01:09:00,560 --> 01:09:02,094 He's got the Travolta scene on repeat. 1326 01:09:02,128 --> 01:09:03,597 Right? 1327 01:09:03,629 --> 01:09:06,932 And she starts talking to him in Finnish, 1328 01:09:06,965 --> 01:09:08,935 and he starts talking to her, and he... 1329 01:09:08,968 --> 01:09:10,904 he sounds pissed off. 1330 01:09:10,937 --> 01:09:12,172 So she talks back to him in Finnish, 1331 01:09:12,204 --> 01:09:13,406 it goes back and forth, uh... 1332 01:09:13,440 --> 01:09:14,674 - You ever heard Finnish? - No. 1333 01:09:14,706 --> 01:09:15,875 Ah, it's a weird language. 1334 01:09:15,909 --> 01:09:17,777 Sort of like, um... 1335 01:09:17,811 --> 01:09:19,880 it's like a cross between 1336 01:09:19,913 --> 01:09:22,883 whales and elves or something. 1337 01:09:22,915 --> 01:09:24,116 Now... Well, now they're both 1338 01:09:24,150 --> 01:09:26,152 getting mad and arguing, 1339 01:09:26,186 --> 01:09:28,121 but in this very sort of... 1340 01:09:28,154 --> 01:09:30,824 foreign sort of way, but she never stops flirting with me. 1341 01:09:30,856 --> 01:09:32,591 - Mm. - You know, just the whole time. 1342 01:09:32,624 --> 01:09:34,794 Just, like, you know, touching my knee or... 1343 01:09:34,828 --> 01:09:35,696 and, you know, gesturing 1344 01:09:35,728 --> 01:09:38,531 that everything's gonna be okay, and... 1345 01:09:38,565 --> 01:09:40,467 And I'm thinking maybe I should leave, 1346 01:09:40,499 --> 01:09:42,435 but I'm all out of pot, 1347 01:09:42,468 --> 01:09:43,803 and I'd so love to get high, 1348 01:09:43,837 --> 01:09:46,540 because, like, driving a cab sucks. 1349 01:09:46,572 --> 01:09:47,641 Mm. 1350 01:09:47,673 --> 01:09:52,445 And I've seen her almost naked. 1351 01:09:52,478 --> 01:09:53,679 And I don't want to stare because, like, 1352 01:09:53,713 --> 01:09:55,115 he's getting more and more pissed off, but I... 1353 01:09:55,147 --> 01:09:56,816 I mean, she's just... she's just 1354 01:09:56,850 --> 01:10:00,887 so beautiful and open, and I... I... 1355 01:10:00,919 --> 01:10:02,789 can't help myself. 1356 01:10:05,057 --> 01:10:08,093 And...? 1357 01:10:08,127 --> 01:10:10,730 So you're sitting here almost exactly like she was. 1358 01:10:10,762 --> 01:10:13,232 Oh, I see. 1359 01:10:13,266 --> 01:10:14,534 Only without the Bee Gees. 1360 01:10:14,566 --> 01:10:15,734 Mm. 1361 01:10:15,767 --> 01:10:18,504 And without the pissed-off Finn. 1362 01:10:18,538 --> 01:10:22,542 Oops. 1363 01:10:22,575 --> 01:10:25,078 And... without the... 1364 01:10:25,111 --> 01:10:26,613 without the panties. 1365 01:10:34,954 --> 01:10:36,822 Kind of goes along with the evening, though, doesn't it? 1366 01:10:36,856 --> 01:10:38,859 Don't you think? 1367 01:10:43,896 --> 01:10:45,898 Is this a seduction? 1368 01:10:56,109 --> 01:10:58,645 I would like you to look at me. 1369 01:11:00,612 --> 01:11:02,883 Oh. Jeez. Um... 1370 01:11:02,915 --> 01:11:04,750 No. 1371 01:11:04,784 --> 01:11:06,719 Really look at me. 1372 01:11:23,136 --> 01:11:25,973 Keep looking. 1373 01:11:30,743 --> 01:11:32,012 Don't stop. 1374 01:11:37,249 --> 01:11:39,785 You still wanna go? 1375 01:11:39,819 --> 01:11:42,955 Mm-mm. 1376 01:11:42,989 --> 01:11:44,790 Do you wanna make out? 1377 01:11:44,824 --> 01:11:45,892 Yes, I think I'd like that very much. 1378 01:11:45,924 --> 01:11:47,694 Oh, I think you would, too. 1379 01:12:03,910 --> 01:12:07,781 But I was starting to hurt. 1380 01:12:07,813 --> 01:12:09,816 I hurt all over. 1381 01:12:13,085 --> 01:12:16,289 I wanted forever to end. 1382 01:12:16,321 --> 01:12:19,726 I was still a mess, but I stopped. 1383 01:12:19,758 --> 01:12:21,727 I didn't drink. 1384 01:12:21,761 --> 01:12:23,964 I just... 1385 01:12:23,996 --> 01:12:25,699 ...ached. 1386 01:12:39,344 --> 01:12:43,115 And I said something girly, like "My feet." 1387 01:14:30,356 --> 01:14:31,523 Something inside me shifted. 1388 01:14:31,557 --> 01:14:33,727 It was like something dissolved and I could finally see 1389 01:14:33,759 --> 01:14:36,428 what was there underneath for the first time... 1390 01:14:36,462 --> 01:14:37,696 and it was me. 1391 01:14:37,730 --> 01:14:41,101 Well, it was the me that I left behind all those years ago. 1392 01:14:45,504 --> 01:14:49,808 You're my life. 1393 01:14:49,842 --> 01:14:53,746 You. 1394 01:14:53,780 --> 01:14:55,782 I love you more than I can say. 1395 01:14:59,084 --> 01:15:02,087 But I haven't been with me. 1396 01:15:02,120 --> 01:15:03,288 Pushed into a closet, 1397 01:15:03,321 --> 01:15:05,090 and now it's out... 1398 01:15:05,124 --> 01:15:08,461 and not going back in. 1399 01:15:08,494 --> 01:15:10,429 That would be worse than... 1400 01:15:37,123 --> 01:15:39,359 - So you had an affair. - Right. 1401 01:15:41,593 --> 01:15:43,996 - You're not having treatment. - Right. 1402 01:15:55,607 --> 01:15:57,076 Wow. 1403 01:16:00,111 --> 01:16:03,081 What's the point? 1404 01:16:03,115 --> 01:16:04,150 Well, the doctors... 1405 01:16:04,182 --> 01:16:05,819 Doctors there said the same thing 1406 01:16:05,852 --> 01:16:07,253 as the doctors here - 1407 01:16:07,285 --> 01:16:09,154 that it's six months of hell 1408 01:16:09,187 --> 01:16:11,557 for another few months - and I'm not doing that. 1409 01:16:14,392 --> 01:16:15,995 Are you sober? 1410 01:16:21,534 --> 01:16:24,469 Fourteen days, 1411 01:16:24,503 --> 01:16:26,973 twelve hours. 1412 01:16:27,005 --> 01:16:28,441 Give or take. 1413 01:16:28,473 --> 01:16:30,176 And the... the guy, this guy... the ph... 1414 01:16:30,209 --> 01:16:32,078 Jonathan. His name is Jonathan. 1415 01:16:33,980 --> 01:16:38,051 Jonathan. 1416 01:16:38,084 --> 01:16:39,419 You want to be with him? 1417 01:16:48,127 --> 01:16:49,830 No. 1418 01:17:04,209 --> 01:17:06,980 So what did this... 1419 01:17:07,012 --> 01:17:10,316 Jonathan take pictures of, exactly? I... 1420 01:17:15,154 --> 01:17:16,889 Me. 1421 01:17:19,926 --> 01:17:22,661 Naked. 1422 01:17:22,695 --> 01:17:26,432 Mm. 1423 01:17:30,636 --> 01:17:33,639 Are they any good? 1424 01:17:33,673 --> 01:17:36,009 Probably. 1425 01:17:36,042 --> 01:17:37,509 I don't know. 1426 01:17:40,713 --> 01:17:44,317 Is there anything else? 1427 01:17:52,525 --> 01:17:54,093 Well, thank you all for coming. 1428 01:17:54,125 --> 01:17:56,596 Um... 1429 01:17:56,629 --> 01:17:59,565 So the first time I ever really 1430 01:17:59,597 --> 01:18:01,199 looked at a painting, I was a kid. 1431 01:18:01,232 --> 01:18:03,669 I was in school in the States. 1432 01:18:03,703 --> 01:18:07,706 Um, it was Van Gogh, "Portrait of a Peasant". 1433 01:18:07,740 --> 01:18:11,978 I took this girl to the museum to... 1434 01:18:12,011 --> 01:18:13,346 impress her. 1435 01:18:13,379 --> 01:18:15,982 And I... I saw this painting 1436 01:18:16,014 --> 01:18:17,683 and walked over to it, 1437 01:18:17,717 --> 01:18:20,954 and it was just all these colours, 1438 01:18:20,986 --> 01:18:23,155 just little... little strokes of paint. 1439 01:18:23,188 --> 01:18:25,557 I mean, not one of them even close to a flesh tone. 1440 01:18:25,590 --> 01:18:28,460 Just complete chaos. 1441 01:18:28,494 --> 01:18:30,163 And I, you know, 1442 01:18:30,195 --> 01:18:32,631 sort of turned away and looked... 1443 01:18:32,664 --> 01:18:35,200 and I looked back, and there... 1444 01:18:35,234 --> 01:18:36,736 there was the man. 1445 01:18:36,768 --> 01:18:39,672 He was kind of big, and beautiful, 1446 01:18:39,704 --> 01:18:43,542 and alive, and... 1447 01:18:43,575 --> 01:18:45,344 and it just kind of blew my mind. 1448 01:18:45,378 --> 01:18:47,746 I... 1449 01:18:47,780 --> 01:18:49,282 I couldn't stop looking at it, 1450 01:18:49,315 --> 01:18:52,185 and the back and forth for, like, an hour. 1451 01:18:52,218 --> 01:18:54,354 And the girl that I was... 1452 01:18:54,387 --> 01:18:55,321 probably thought I was nuts. 1453 01:18:56,355 --> 01:18:58,257 And, uh... And I re... 1454 01:18:58,289 --> 01:19:01,159 I hadn't thought about that in... 1455 01:19:01,192 --> 01:19:04,563 probably years. 1456 01:19:04,597 --> 01:19:06,465 But recently, I... 1457 01:19:06,499 --> 01:19:10,003 I was introduced to some work that... 1458 01:19:10,035 --> 01:19:11,136 that brought it back to me. 1459 01:19:11,169 --> 01:19:13,105 And... 1460 01:19:13,138 --> 01:19:15,674 And I realized that... 1461 01:19:15,708 --> 01:19:20,312 that art takes the mess of life 1462 01:19:20,346 --> 01:19:24,183 and makes some kind of sense of it - 1463 01:19:24,215 --> 01:19:26,119 for the artist, for better or worse, 1464 01:19:26,151 --> 01:19:29,254 and... 1465 01:19:29,288 --> 01:19:33,426 and maybe, maybe for us, too. 1466 01:19:33,459 --> 01:19:38,364 Maybe it helps us see the beauty in... 1467 01:19:38,396 --> 01:19:40,432 in the chaos. 1468 01:19:42,634 --> 01:19:45,338 Uh, it's not really that chaotic. 1469 01:19:45,370 --> 01:19:47,539 I mean it's not... not that heavy a thing, but, uh... 1470 01:19:48,641 --> 01:19:50,643 Um... And that's re... 1471 01:19:50,676 --> 01:19:52,178 that's all I've got by way of introduction, 1472 01:19:52,210 --> 01:19:55,548 so, uh, make of it what you will. 1473 01:19:55,580 --> 01:19:57,315 Alright. Any time, Jerry. 1474 01:21:06,718 --> 01:21:08,420 You okay? 1475 01:21:34,547 --> 01:21:37,316 Is there anything I can do for you? 1476 01:21:37,348 --> 01:21:40,218 No. God, I'm just... We're... done here. 1477 01:21:40,252 --> 01:21:41,853 I can pick up the rest of this tomorrow. 1478 01:21:41,887 --> 01:21:45,657 Yeah, no, I... just mean... 1479 01:21:45,691 --> 01:21:46,893 I always talk to you. 1480 01:21:46,926 --> 01:21:49,794 I'm just saying... I... 1481 01:21:49,828 --> 01:21:51,231 I mean, if you want to talk... 1482 01:21:53,898 --> 01:21:57,236 Yeah. What do I know? 1483 01:21:57,268 --> 01:21:59,172 Hey. 1484 01:21:59,204 --> 01:22:00,939 I'm... I'm fine. 1485 01:22:00,972 --> 01:22:01,907 Thank you. 1486 01:22:06,712 --> 01:22:08,214 You're welcome. 1487 01:22:12,918 --> 01:22:14,454 For art! 1488 01:22:41,512 --> 01:22:42,781 Ready? 1489 01:22:51,322 --> 01:22:52,490 Did you hear those guys? 1490 01:22:52,523 --> 01:22:55,328 All those jokes about Tarzan, and Jane, and that monkey. 1491 01:22:55,361 --> 01:22:56,963 They were... What monkey? 1492 01:22:56,995 --> 01:22:58,530 What was that monkey's name? 1493 01:22:58,563 --> 01:23:00,967 Tarzan's monkey. "Boy"? Was that the monkey's name? 1494 01:23:00,999 --> 01:23:02,601 He was a chimpanzee. 1495 01:23:02,634 --> 01:23:04,236 No, of course he wasn't "Boy". 1496 01:23:04,270 --> 01:23:06,405 Boy was named "Boy". 1497 01:23:06,437 --> 01:23:07,672 Christ sakes, I'm so stupid. 1498 01:23:07,705 --> 01:23:09,842 No, you're not stupid. You're tired. You're allowed. 1499 01:23:09,874 --> 01:23:11,243 He was a chimpanzee, 1500 01:23:11,276 --> 01:23:12,444 and I believe his name was "Cheetah". 1501 01:23:12,477 --> 01:23:14,446 Cheetah? 1502 01:23:14,480 --> 01:23:15,748 It wasn't Cheetah. 1503 01:23:15,780 --> 01:23:16,915 Cheetah's a cat thing. 1504 01:23:16,949 --> 01:23:17,917 This is an ape thing. 1505 01:23:17,950 --> 01:23:20,319 Nonetheless, Tarzan's friend, a chimp, 1506 01:23:20,352 --> 01:23:21,520 was called Cheetah. 1507 01:23:21,553 --> 01:23:24,324 Why would you call a monkey "Cheetah"? 1508 01:23:26,792 --> 01:23:28,828 - Oh, you're so sure. - Pretty sure. 1509 01:23:28,861 --> 01:23:31,264 What was I thinking when, um... 1510 01:23:31,297 --> 01:23:32,897 It was actually a pretty good party. 1511 01:23:32,931 --> 01:23:34,567 Right. How Jane didn't shave 1512 01:23:34,600 --> 01:23:35,801 so she could get Tarzan, 1513 01:23:35,834 --> 01:23:38,304 who was used to having sex with monkeys. 1514 01:23:40,438 --> 01:23:42,475 Perry can be such an asshole. 1515 01:23:42,508 --> 01:23:43,909 He had no idea it was you, 1516 01:23:43,941 --> 01:23:45,810 and after he made that tasteless joke, 1517 01:23:45,843 --> 01:23:48,313 that little group broke up. Didn't you notice? 1518 01:23:48,347 --> 01:23:49,682 That must have been when I was in the bathroom, 1519 01:23:49,714 --> 01:23:51,717 throwing up and crying. 1520 01:23:51,749 --> 01:23:54,819 - You threw up? - Ah, a little. 1521 01:23:54,852 --> 01:23:56,655 Jesus. Is there anything...? 1522 01:23:56,688 --> 01:23:59,557 Oh, no, I'm fine. I just, um... 1523 01:23:59,590 --> 01:24:00,926 I should just sit down. 1524 01:24:00,959 --> 01:24:02,395 Do you... Well, is there anything... 1525 01:24:02,428 --> 01:24:03,362 Do you want a glass of water? 1526 01:24:06,664 --> 01:24:09,468 Pill. In my purse. 1527 01:24:18,377 --> 01:24:20,478 Oxy. 1528 01:24:20,512 --> 01:24:21,947 I held off taking any of it. 1529 01:24:21,980 --> 01:24:24,851 I think now just might be the time. 1530 01:24:32,590 --> 01:24:36,762 I'm not a crier. Jesus. 1531 01:24:37,963 --> 01:24:39,398 Oh. 1532 01:24:51,008 --> 01:24:52,444 Ah. 1533 01:24:54,480 --> 01:24:55,815 Mm. 1534 01:25:07,926 --> 01:25:10,463 Do you hate me? 1535 01:25:10,495 --> 01:25:11,996 Do I hate you? 1536 01:25:12,030 --> 01:25:13,933 I mean, come on. Yeah. 1537 01:25:13,965 --> 01:25:15,633 I mean, like a tornado in your life. 1538 01:25:15,667 --> 01:25:16,802 No. 1539 01:25:16,834 --> 01:25:18,737 No, I don't hate you. 1540 01:25:18,771 --> 01:25:20,806 Mm. 1541 01:25:20,838 --> 01:25:22,107 You should. 1542 01:25:22,141 --> 01:25:24,744 Well, I'll... take that under advisement. 1543 01:25:24,776 --> 01:25:27,779 How do you feel? 1544 01:25:27,812 --> 01:25:30,449 How do I feel? 1545 01:25:30,481 --> 01:25:32,984 Are you scared? 1546 01:25:33,017 --> 01:25:36,988 More than I can even begin to tell you. 1547 01:25:37,021 --> 01:25:39,424 - You don't look scared. - Well, because... 1548 01:25:39,458 --> 01:25:41,127 because I'm being the man, and this is what the man does, 1549 01:25:41,160 --> 01:25:43,696 and I'll be scared... later. 1550 01:25:46,164 --> 01:25:49,701 - When? - I don't know. 1551 01:25:49,735 --> 01:25:50,936 When there's time. When there... 1552 01:25:50,968 --> 01:25:53,004 When I have the time. 1553 01:25:53,038 --> 01:25:55,840 Mm. What about now? 1554 01:25:55,874 --> 01:25:58,778 What do you feel right now? 1555 01:25:58,811 --> 01:26:00,913 I'm sorry. Are we... Is this an acting exercise 1556 01:26:00,945 --> 01:26:01,980 that we're doing, or...? 1557 01:26:02,013 --> 01:26:03,516 I just want to know how you feel. 1558 01:26:03,548 --> 01:26:05,517 I don't know. I... 1559 01:26:05,551 --> 01:26:06,886 I'm tired. 1560 01:26:06,919 --> 01:26:08,621 Uh-huh. 1561 01:26:08,654 --> 01:26:10,790 - My feet hurt. - Mm. 1562 01:26:17,629 --> 01:26:19,131 You angry? 1563 01:26:19,164 --> 01:26:21,934 No. 1564 01:26:21,967 --> 01:26:24,703 - Am I angry? - Well, shouldn't you be angry? 1565 01:26:24,736 --> 01:26:26,505 Well, I mean, where in all of this 1566 01:26:26,538 --> 01:26:28,941 has there been room for me to... 1567 01:26:28,973 --> 01:26:30,976 How about that girl, huh? 1568 01:26:31,008 --> 01:26:32,043 How about that girl? 1569 01:26:32,076 --> 01:26:33,678 What? What girl? 1570 01:26:33,712 --> 01:26:36,214 You never told me that story about that girl in the museum, 1571 01:26:36,248 --> 01:26:37,817 and the painting, and... 1572 01:26:37,850 --> 01:26:39,485 - No, I didn't. - What happened with that girl? 1573 01:26:39,517 --> 01:26:41,085 I... 1574 01:26:41,119 --> 01:26:42,521 What was her name, that girl? 1575 01:26:42,553 --> 01:26:43,688 - Seriously? - Yeah. 1576 01:26:43,722 --> 01:26:45,057 You're... You're jealous? 1577 01:26:45,089 --> 01:26:46,891 I don't know what I am. 1578 01:26:52,129 --> 01:26:54,699 You know, before the party, 1579 01:26:54,732 --> 01:26:58,536 I walked around and I looked at... 1580 01:26:58,570 --> 01:26:59,905 every... 1581 01:26:59,937 --> 01:27:01,172 And then I had to walk around again. 1582 01:27:01,205 --> 01:27:02,708 It was like I had to see them all again. 1583 01:27:07,713 --> 01:27:09,849 It was just so you. 1584 01:27:14,018 --> 01:27:16,054 My pussy. 1585 01:27:18,289 --> 01:27:20,592 My famous pussy. 1586 01:27:20,625 --> 01:27:23,029 Yeah. Your famous pussy. 1587 01:27:33,105 --> 01:27:34,740 You must be exhausted. 1588 01:27:34,772 --> 01:27:36,808 - Mm, so tired. - Come on, come on. 1589 01:27:36,842 --> 01:27:38,643 - Let's go to bed. - Mm. 1590 01:27:41,746 --> 01:27:43,148 Come on. 1591 01:27:47,119 --> 01:27:48,521 Are you okay? 1592 01:27:48,553 --> 01:27:50,054 Yeah. Me? I'm fine. 1593 01:27:50,088 --> 01:27:51,523 I'm okay. 1594 01:27:51,557 --> 01:27:52,625 Let's go to bed. 1595 01:27:52,657 --> 01:27:56,061 I'm just gonna... 1596 01:27:56,093 --> 01:27:57,730 A little bit, and then I'll... 1597 01:27:57,762 --> 01:28:00,832 Go on. It's alright. I'm fine. Go. 1598 01:28:00,865 --> 01:28:02,935 - Frank! - Okay. Yeah, okay! 1599 01:28:12,244 --> 01:28:13,946 Frank? 1600 01:28:13,978 --> 01:28:15,548 Yeah? 1601 01:29:58,911 --> 01:30:02,333 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 107930

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