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Previously on The Good Doctor..."
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The aneurysm caused his
back pain. Dr. Wolke missed it.
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I screwed up.
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- (ALARM BLARING)
- Compressions.
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(BREATHING HEAVILY)
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- (EKG FLATLINING)
- Dr. Wolke.
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He's dead.
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DR. LIM: Take as much time as you need.
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DR. LIM: The virus has
damaged your mother's lungs.
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We're doing everything
we can to help her.
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(FLATLINING)
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- (PADDLES WHINE)
- 120 joules.
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I've got hydroxychloroquine,
ribavirin...
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I'm twice the size of SJ General.
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I should have twice the amount of tests.
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(FLATLINING)
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(SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE)
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(MOTORCYCLE REVVING)
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♪ I'm over the rainbow ♪
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♪ No yellow brick road ♪
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♪ Can't seem to find home ♪
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♪ Over the rainbow ♪
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♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪
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♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪
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♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪
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(TIRES SQUEAL)
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WOMAN: Oh, my God, what happened?
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(SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE)
MAN: Is he okay?
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I'm a doctor. What happened?
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I don't know. He was running. I honked.
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All of a sudden,
he was in front of my car.
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Pedestrian versus car,
GCS five at scene.
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Rigid abdomen with active bleeding.
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Flail chest with pneumo.
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He needs an ex lap. Now.
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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We've got a massive hemoperitoneum.
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I need two large suctions and
lap pads in all four quadrants.
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There's a grade-three liver laceration
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in right lateral segments.
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CLAIRE: Liver stitch, number 1 chromic
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on a blunt needle and a combat gauze.
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What were you doing
on your bike at that hour?
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Heading into work.
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Trying to prep for my budget
meeting with Glassman.
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Mobilize the liver to check for
any associated diaphragm injury.
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It's the other side of town.
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I was taking the scenic route.
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- (ALARM BEEPING)
- ASHER: BP's dropping.
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He's got another bleed. Add
more lap pads and run the bowel.
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There's a perforation
near the terminal ileum.
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Ah. Something tore
through the intestinal wall.
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(BEEPING SLOWS)
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It's shrapnel.
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ASHER: From the accident?
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The coat's eroded.
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It looks like it's
been in there a while.
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It must have gotten dislodged
in the accident.
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(METAL CLATTERS)
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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How does Asher seem to you?
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He seems fine.
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Too fine for someone who's
just lost their first patient.
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I don't have time to worry
about people being too fine.
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- He's faking it.
- Good.
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The brain releases serotonin
when you smile,
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even if you're miserable.
I feel better already.
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Denial is not a proven strategy
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for psychological health.
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Dwelling on things you can't
change doesn't help either.
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(CELLPHONE CHIMES)
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(SIGHS)
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(SHOE SQUEAKS)
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24-year-old woman came into the ER
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complaining of abdominal
pain and headaches,
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and, surprise, she's pregnant.
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Apparently not a happy surprise.
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She wants an abortion.
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Well, what's wrong with her?
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I assume you haven't recently
learned the value of sharing,
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which makes me think
there's another reason
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you're unloading this
onto the surgical department.
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She has a congenital IgA deficiency
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and a history of severe infections.
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She'll need IV antibiotics
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and close post-surgical observation.
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I figured one of your newbies
may as well learn something.
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TOY FROGS: (IN RASPY VOICE)
♪ ...You'd say ♪
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♪ What can make me feel this way ♪
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♪ My girl ♪
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♪ My girl, my girl ♪
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(MUSIC STOPS)
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Lea's birthday is tomorrow.
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There are many cute frogs
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and many romantic songs.
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I can't decide.
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It is my first gift as her boyfriend.
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It needs to be... awesome.
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Well, then, maybe singing frogs,
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however cute, might be a mistake.
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Try something more personal or romantic.
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And find a resident who
hasn't done a suction D&C
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and teach them.
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Oh. No, n... no.
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I'll do it myself.
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I'm not going to teach anymore.
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I'm a good surgeon. I'll do surgery.
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Dr. Murphy, part of your
job as a surgeon is to teach.
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You can't opt out
because it's difficult.
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I am opting out because I'm bad at it.
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Well, you can't opt out for any reason.
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But I may have given you too
much responsibility too soon,
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so I will supervise your supervision
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until you get the hang of it.
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Pick someone.
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Did you two lose something?
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(SIGHS)
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Our patient.
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Rose Babcock.
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She's post-op from repair
of a distal radius fracture.
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ENRIQUE: 60s. White hair.
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Looks at you like she's
staring into your soul.
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Does she have a limp?
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ENRIQUE AND OLIVIA: No.
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Well, I think she does now.
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Uh, Ms. Babcock,
did you fall down again?
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Oh, no, I'm fine.
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But... But there's a
poor man in room 318
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who's in a lot of pain.
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DR. LIM: Let's get you back in bed.
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Ah.
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Yep.
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Apply a new Tegaderm,
not antibiotic ointment.
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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They breathe.
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Don't make us handcuff you to the bed,
Rose.
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We charge extra for that.
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Dry the skin more so it'll stick.
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You're doing just fine, dear.
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(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
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DR. PARK: Heart rate's
spiking in the 130s.
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BP 162 over 95.
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Are you feeling any
pressure in your chest?
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No, it's just anxiety.
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Not mine. It's one of yours.
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We're gonna pretend,
since it's happening in your chest,
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that it's yours.
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20 milligrams IV labetalol.
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I'm fine.
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I'm an empath.
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I can feel what other
people are feeling,
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and one of you is very stressed out.
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Olivia, stay where you are.
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And one milligram of Ativan.
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(BEEPING SLOWS)
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(CELLPHONE CHIMES)
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RUNNER: Keep away from me!
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No! Step back!
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DR. LIM: Sir, you were in an accident.
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We're taking care of you.
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Stop. Stop it! Now!
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Get away from me!
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(WHISPERS) I need you to hold
him down while I administer Haldol.
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Sir, please just...
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I'm warning you. This
room is being cleared.
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WOMAN: No one is gonna hurt you.
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Ben.
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Huh?
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You're having a flashback.
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You're not in Afghanistan.
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You're in the hospital.
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Look around.
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What do you see?
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Zoe?
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Yeah. Yeah, baby, it's me.
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Zoe, I... I couldn't sleep.
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I... I went for a run, and I...
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I heard an explosion.
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(BREATH TREMBLING)
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(STUTTERS) And I don't... I don't
know what happened after that.
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You were hit by a car.
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We had to do surgery,
but you're gonna be okay.
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- (SIGHS)
- It's okay.
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Take him back to his room,
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make sure he didn't open his wound.
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I'm sorry.
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Dr. Murphy?
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Rose is not your patient.
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She was teaching me about her gift.
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She says the basis
of empathy is curiosity,
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which I find curious because...
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I'm curious about the job
you're supposed to be doing.
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Who are you leading through the D&C?
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None of them.
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The only one who hasn't
done one does not want to,
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so I will.
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Which resident?
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Wanting to is
irrelevant. It's their job.
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Wanting to is irrelevant. It's your job.
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I'm a Christian.
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Performing an abortion
goes against my beliefs.
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Okay.
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You may encounter a situation one day
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where this procedure
could save a woman's life.
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Then I hope someone else can...
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And it's my job to make sure
you can perform all surgeries,
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including abortions.
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So where does that leave us?
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I'll do the surgery.
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I've only done one.
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I'm sure there's a
lot I still can learn.
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Dr. Murphy, you have a new student.
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Get her started running
pre-surgery assessments.
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Thank you, Olivia.
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That's the kind of
ambition I like to see.
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He did three tours.
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He came home after he was injured
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in some kind of explosion.
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I don't really know what happened.
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Some... He's tried to tell
me about it several times,
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but he just... He breaks down.
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When was he diagnosed with PTSD?
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Two years ago.
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But he hasn't been the
same since he got back.
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At first, he was moody, irritable.
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Little things would set him off.
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Then the insomnia started.
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(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING)
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His mind is just... It's never at rest.
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Nights are the worst, you know?
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He, um...
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He gets these terrible nightmares.
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(RINGING STOPS)
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Flashbacks.
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Just... We can't sleep in
the same room anymore.
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Make sure he stays off his feet.
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Would you like us to
arrange a psych consult?
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ZOE: We've been down that road.
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Talk therapy, group therapy,
exposure therapy...
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(VOICE BREAKING) endless medications.
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Let us know if you change your mind.
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(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING)
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(DISTORTED VOICES)
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(RINGING INTENSIFIES)
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(DRAWER OPENS)
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(DISTORTED VOICES CONTINUE)
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(FUTURE ROYALTY'S "KEEP DIGGIN'
UP DIRT" PLAYS ON HEADPHONES)
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(RINGING CONTINUES)
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(MUSIC VOLUME INCREASES)
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♪ Keep diggin' up dirt ♪
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♪ Keep diggin' up dirt ♪
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Jillian, I need those stats
on elective surgeries
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for my budget meeting.
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And a coffee.
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(SIGHS)
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Jillian?
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She's not there. I
need approval for this.
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And this.
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You said I couldn't give her the frogs.
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00:12:20,863 --> 00:12:23,309
Oh, you can't give her this either.
261
00:12:23,333 --> 00:12:24,643
You don't know what it is.
262
00:12:24,667 --> 00:12:25,878
I know it would mean more
263
00:12:25,902 --> 00:12:27,572
if you had to leave
the building to get it.
264
00:12:30,740 --> 00:12:34,120
I would like to do the
suction D&C surgery.
265
00:12:34,583 --> 00:12:36,271
I assume your religious convictions
266
00:12:36,295 --> 00:12:38,224
haven't changed in the last few hours.
267
00:12:38,248 --> 00:12:39,725
No.
268
00:12:39,749 --> 00:12:42,094
But I believe I was put in
this program for a reason.
269
00:12:42,118 --> 00:12:43,362
So, if you think it's important for me
270
00:12:43,386 --> 00:12:45,598
to learn how to do an abortion,
271
00:12:45,622 --> 00:12:46,883
then I should learn.
272
00:12:50,260 --> 00:12:52,771
Take Jordan to the skills
lab. Run the surgery steps.
273
00:12:52,795 --> 00:12:54,740
You two will handle the D&C yourselves.
274
00:12:54,764 --> 00:12:56,559
With you.
275
00:12:57,533 --> 00:13:00,179
How are you going to
supervise my supervision
276
00:13:00,203 --> 00:13:01,447
if you're not there?
277
00:13:01,471 --> 00:13:03,782
I will help you prep
and debrief afterwards.
278
00:13:03,806 --> 00:13:06,352
But this patient doesn't
need a gallery of strangers
279
00:13:06,376 --> 00:13:08,587
standing around,
gawking at her most private experience.
280
00:13:08,611 --> 00:13:10,055
Sorry to interrupt.
281
00:13:10,079 --> 00:13:11,557
Ben woke up complaining of pain.
282
00:13:11,581 --> 00:13:13,125
Did you check the incision?
283
00:13:13,149 --> 00:13:14,577
The pain is in his arm.
284
00:13:16,360 --> 00:13:18,665
Now test external
rotation of the shoulder.
285
00:13:18,955 --> 00:13:20,266
(WINCES)
286
00:13:20,290 --> 00:13:21,400
- We're almost done.
- (EXHALES SHARPLY)
287
00:13:21,424 --> 00:13:23,044
Can you describe the pain?
288
00:13:23,259 --> 00:13:24,462
Aah! (WINCES)
289
00:13:26,329 --> 00:13:27,806
We'll call it a 10.
290
00:13:27,830 --> 00:13:30,276
It's been hurting for years,
but, aah, this is...
291
00:13:30,300 --> 00:13:31,610
This is something else.
292
00:13:31,634 --> 00:13:33,763
How did you injure your shoulder before?
293
00:13:36,806 --> 00:13:38,059
I was in a... (SIGHS)
294
00:13:40,109 --> 00:13:43,106
I was in a convoy in Kandahar,
295
00:13:43,613 --> 00:13:44,732
and there was a...
296
00:13:45,281 --> 00:13:46,651
(BREATH TREMBLING)
297
00:13:48,251 --> 00:13:51,297
(STAMMERS) I dislocated my...
298
00:13:51,321 --> 00:13:53,616
You don't need to discuss it with us.
299
00:13:54,624 --> 00:13:55,901
What did you find?
300
00:13:55,925 --> 00:13:58,470
Swelling, sensitivity to touch,
discoloration.
301
00:13:58,494 --> 00:14:00,606
- Could be CRPS.
- What is that?
302
00:14:00,630 --> 00:14:02,308
Well, it appears the car accident
303
00:14:02,332 --> 00:14:04,677
aggravated a prior injury.
304
00:14:04,701 --> 00:14:07,012
You've developed complex
regional pain syndrome.
305
00:14:07,036 --> 00:14:09,448
We'll start you on
Gabapentin and Dilaudid.
306
00:14:09,472 --> 00:14:12,651
Opioids make me a little insane.
307
00:14:12,675 --> 00:14:14,920
We could do a stellate ganglion block.
308
00:14:14,944 --> 00:14:17,656
It's an injection of
anesthetic near the spine
309
00:14:17,680 --> 00:14:19,458
that blocks the pain signals,
310
00:14:19,482 --> 00:14:21,769
and could also help the PTSD.
311
00:14:23,219 --> 00:14:25,931
I've been treated for PTSD for years.
312
00:14:25,955 --> 00:14:27,132
Why haven't I heard about this?
313
00:14:27,156 --> 00:14:29,501
It's experimental, but promising.
314
00:14:29,525 --> 00:14:31,170
The procedure comes with risks:
315
00:14:31,194 --> 00:14:33,772
Vascular injury, infection,
major hematoma.
316
00:14:33,796 --> 00:14:36,659
Dr. Lim, I've been taking a
risk every time I go to sleep.
317
00:14:39,802 --> 00:14:41,447
I want to do it.
318
00:14:41,471 --> 00:14:44,149
Stellate block is an accepted
procedure for treatment of pain.
319
00:14:44,173 --> 00:14:45,718
Which you wouldn't have suggested
320
00:14:45,742 --> 00:14:47,386
if the patient didn't also
have a mental health condition.
321
00:14:47,410 --> 00:14:48,787
(SHOES SQUEAK)
322
00:14:48,811 --> 00:14:50,222
(BIRDS CHIRPING) I hear
Jordan's back on the D&C,
323
00:14:50,246 --> 00:14:52,057
in spite of her righteous indignation.
324
00:14:52,081 --> 00:14:53,459
Is something chirping?
325
00:14:53,483 --> 00:14:55,027
I think you're being unfair.
326
00:14:55,051 --> 00:14:56,495
Well, if anyone's being unfair, it's me.
327
00:14:56,519 --> 00:14:58,281
I told Jordan to do it.
328
00:14:58,388 --> 00:14:59,725
I told her.
329
00:14:59,765 --> 00:15:02,149
We make decisions that are
hard to live with all the time.
330
00:15:02,173 --> 00:15:03,235
We make them anyway.
331
00:15:03,259 --> 00:15:05,170
And I told her pissing off the Chief
332
00:15:05,194 --> 00:15:07,373
was a very bad way
to start your residency.
333
00:15:07,397 --> 00:15:08,707
Glad to hear you're still moonlighting
334
00:15:08,731 --> 00:15:10,843
as surgical department camp counselor,
335
00:15:10,867 --> 00:15:12,978
but I don't mean you
were being unfair to Jordan.
336
00:15:13,002 --> 00:15:14,346
You're being unfair to the patient.
337
00:15:14,370 --> 00:15:17,082
She's facing an emotionally
fraught procedure.
338
00:15:17,106 --> 00:15:19,017
She needs the support of her doctors.
339
00:15:19,041 --> 00:15:21,788
And who she's getting is a rookie
who thinks she's committing murder.
340
00:15:22,345 --> 00:15:23,623
And Shaun.
341
00:15:27,450 --> 00:15:28,628
I have a point.
342
00:15:30,853 --> 00:15:32,831
I'll lead Jordan through the D&C myself.
343
00:15:32,855 --> 00:15:34,032
You're happy.
344
00:15:34,056 --> 00:15:35,834
Dr. Murphy will be happy.
345
00:15:35,858 --> 00:15:37,569
My cup runneth over.
346
00:15:37,593 --> 00:15:40,139
Now get whatever's in that
box out of my department.
347
00:15:44,767 --> 00:15:45,767
(SIGHS)
348
00:15:47,270 --> 00:15:48,270
(RETCHING)
349
00:15:49,972 --> 00:15:51,359
Morning sickness.
350
00:15:52,041 --> 00:15:53,585
Nurse Ella's.
351
00:15:53,609 --> 00:15:56,054
Rose claims she can feel her pregnancy.
352
00:15:56,078 --> 00:15:57,956
She was right about the guy in Room 318.
353
00:15:57,980 --> 00:15:59,652
He had a clot in his ankle.
354
00:15:59,676 --> 00:16:01,693
I'm sure she picked up
on some subtle clues,
355
00:16:01,717 --> 00:16:04,163
like the guy moaning
and grasping his ankle.
356
00:16:04,987 --> 00:16:08,292
Get a CT to rule out
abdominal injury from her fall.
357
00:16:10,259 --> 00:16:12,571
DR. LIM: We're going to insert
a thin needle into your neck
358
00:16:12,595 --> 00:16:14,373
so we can inject the anesthetic.
359
00:16:14,397 --> 00:16:15,800
It may sting a bit.
360
00:16:21,504 --> 00:16:23,882
Use an in-plane approach
to place the needle
361
00:16:23,906 --> 00:16:26,310
between the C6 tubercle
and carotid artery.
362
00:16:49,866 --> 00:16:51,878
CLAIRE: You might feel some discomfort.
363
00:16:56,539 --> 00:16:57,842
(LIQUID POURING)
364
00:17:00,776 --> 00:17:02,972
- (HIGH-PITCHED RINGING)
- (DISTORTED VOICES)
365
00:17:07,483 --> 00:17:08,483
(CELLPHONE CHIMES)
366
00:17:10,110 --> 00:17:12,657
_
367
00:17:21,964 --> 00:17:23,075
DR. LIM: What's wrong?
368
00:17:23,366 --> 00:17:24,443
Zoe's hurt.
369
00:17:24,467 --> 00:17:25,544
I'm okay.
370
00:17:25,568 --> 00:17:26,945
Get some ice.
371
00:17:26,969 --> 00:17:27,980
Let me take a look.
372
00:17:28,004 --> 00:17:29,181
What happened?
373
00:17:29,205 --> 00:17:30,349
I hit her.
374
00:17:30,373 --> 00:17:31,483
ZOE: I was laying next to him.
375
00:17:31,507 --> 00:17:33,151
I know I shouldn't,
376
00:17:33,175 --> 00:17:35,521
but the shot just made
his pain feel so much better.
377
00:17:35,545 --> 00:17:36,714
- I thought...
- Zo.
378
00:17:38,047 --> 00:17:39,550
You didn't do anything wrong.
379
00:17:41,150 --> 00:17:42,361
There was a noise in the hall.
380
00:17:42,385 --> 00:17:43,779
- I lashed out.
- I know.
381
00:17:44,520 --> 00:17:45,640
I didn't mean to.
382
00:17:45,988 --> 00:17:47,183
I'm sorry.
383
00:17:53,696 --> 00:17:55,407
Nothing's broken.
384
00:17:55,431 --> 00:17:57,075
I can get you something
for the swelling.
385
00:17:57,099 --> 00:17:59,528
No. I'm okay. I'm gonna go home,
get cleaned up.
386
00:18:01,938 --> 00:18:03,282
I just need some time.
387
00:18:06,075 --> 00:18:07,411
I love you.
388
00:18:20,787 --> 00:18:22,831
I think we can help Ben.
389
00:18:22,855 --> 00:18:24,566
There have been some promising results
390
00:18:24,590 --> 00:18:27,336
using Vagal Nerve
Stimulation to treat PTSD.
391
00:18:27,360 --> 00:18:28,671
DR. LIM: His scarring
would make it impossible
392
00:18:28,695 --> 00:18:31,340
to expose and find the
nerve without damaging it.
393
00:18:31,364 --> 00:18:34,610
Those scars are the
reason that we need to try.
394
00:18:34,634 --> 00:18:37,913
Imagine reliving your worst
nightmare over and over again.
395
00:18:37,937 --> 00:18:39,248
(SCOFFS) Why doesn't anyone around here
396
00:18:39,272 --> 00:18:40,683
want to do the job they were hired for?
397
00:18:40,707 --> 00:18:42,217
What Ben needs is psychological help.
398
00:18:42,241 --> 00:18:43,452
I've ordered a consult.
399
00:18:43,476 --> 00:18:45,547
Leave it to the people
who are trained to do it.
400
00:18:47,246 --> 00:18:48,624
It sets a bad precedent
to force a resident
401
00:18:48,648 --> 00:18:50,359
to do a procedure they're
not comfortable with.
402
00:18:50,383 --> 00:18:52,594
Wow. Does anyone around
here not have an opinion
403
00:18:52,618 --> 00:18:54,635
about who should do that damn abortion?
404
00:18:54,659 --> 00:18:57,261
Jordan had a choice, and in my opinion,
she made the right one.
405
00:18:57,285 --> 00:18:59,368
It's not a true choice if
you're coerced by your boss.
406
00:18:59,393 --> 00:19:01,688
I asked her to do her job.
407
00:19:01,970 --> 00:19:04,373
You took an opportunity from
a resident who wants to learn
408
00:19:04,397 --> 00:19:06,108
in favor of one who doesn't.
409
00:19:06,132 --> 00:19:08,377
Is this song and dance about
Jordan doing the procedure
410
00:19:08,401 --> 00:19:10,322
or your niece not doing it?
411
00:19:11,070 --> 00:19:12,181
Neither.
412
00:19:12,205 --> 00:19:15,082
There's a misconception that
Olivia came to St. Bonaventure
413
00:19:15,106 --> 00:19:16,452
because of me.
414
00:19:16,476 --> 00:19:18,872
She's here because of your reputation.
415
00:19:19,178 --> 00:19:20,589
The great Dr. Lim,
416
00:19:20,613 --> 00:19:24,044
a master class in technique,
professionalism, empathy.
417
00:19:25,184 --> 00:19:27,214
Lately, it doesn't seem like
that reputation holds up.
418
00:19:32,638 --> 00:19:36,105
JORDAN: I'm giving you an
antibiotic to prevent infection.
419
00:19:36,129 --> 00:19:38,507
The vacuum aspiration
will take about 15 minutes,
420
00:19:38,531 --> 00:19:40,644
and you'll be numbed
with a local anesthetic.
421
00:19:41,334 --> 00:19:43,746
Conscious sedation is also an option,
422
00:19:43,770 --> 00:19:46,525
but you will need someone
to drive you home afterwards.
423
00:19:50,209 --> 00:19:51,947
Do you have any questions for me?
424
00:19:57,216 --> 00:19:58,216
I'm scared.
425
00:20:07,060 --> 00:20:09,338
(SIGHS SOFTLY)
426
00:20:09,362 --> 00:20:12,259
Are you certain you wanna
go ahead with the abortion?
427
00:20:20,073 --> 00:20:21,073
Yes.
428
00:20:24,343 --> 00:20:26,106
Then you don't have to be scared.
429
00:20:27,413 --> 00:20:29,484
You're the making the
right decision for you.
430
00:20:36,489 --> 00:20:38,994
Give her another 400
micrograms of misoprostol.
431
00:20:39,258 --> 00:20:40,746
I'll be back for the procedure.
432
00:20:42,528 --> 00:20:43,872
This doesn't work.
433
00:20:43,896 --> 00:20:45,741
I need these numbers
in spreadsheet format.
434
00:20:45,765 --> 00:20:47,252
- Thank you.
- DR. PARK: Oh, excuse me.
435
00:20:51,337 --> 00:20:52,714
Dr. Park?
436
00:20:52,738 --> 00:20:54,301
Rose's CT was normal.
437
00:20:54,574 --> 00:20:56,636
Get an upper GI barium study.
438
00:20:57,777 --> 00:20:59,830
First quarter supply
costs you requested.
439
00:20:59,866 --> 00:21:01,975
Also,
one of your first-years seems upset.
440
00:21:02,448 --> 00:21:04,519
He's been in the stairwell for a while.
441
00:21:07,887 --> 00:21:09,357
DR. LIM: Everything okay in here?
442
00:21:11,390 --> 00:21:13,612
I just needed some quiet.
443
00:21:16,295 --> 00:21:19,408
Surgeons come into the
stairwell for two reasons,
444
00:21:19,432 --> 00:21:21,411
fire drills or doctor trauma.
445
00:21:22,201 --> 00:21:23,538
You having a fire drill?
446
00:21:25,898 --> 00:21:28,210
I just wish we had a more
effective treatment for Ben.
447
00:21:29,308 --> 00:21:32,547
His head's so messed up,
and we can't help him.
448
00:21:36,708 --> 00:21:38,762
I don't think this is about Ben.
449
00:21:50,163 --> 00:21:51,942
Have you ever lost a patient
450
00:21:52,732 --> 00:21:54,486
you knew you could have saved?
451
00:22:00,106 --> 00:22:02,118
When COVID was at its worst,
452
00:22:02,808 --> 00:22:05,539
we had to cancel all
non-urgent procedures.
453
00:22:06,445 --> 00:22:09,125
A young mom with a heart condition was
454
00:22:10,449 --> 00:22:11,962
more urgent than I thought.
455
00:22:13,586 --> 00:22:16,383
And she died waiting for
me to put her on the schedule.
456
00:22:23,296 --> 00:22:24,891
How do you get past that?
457
00:22:27,366 --> 00:22:29,479
You get past it because that's the job.
458
00:22:32,138 --> 00:22:34,401
You will always remember it.
459
00:22:35,541 --> 00:22:38,446
And you will eventually
stop reliving it.
460
00:22:40,513 --> 00:22:42,117
How can you be so sure?
461
00:22:44,951 --> 00:22:47,455
Because if you don't,
you can't be a surgeon.
462
00:22:50,489 --> 00:22:52,460
And I'm pretty sure you're a surgeon.
463
00:22:59,298 --> 00:23:00,677
I should get back to work.
464
00:23:13,813 --> 00:23:15,275
Insert the speculum.
465
00:23:24,357 --> 00:23:26,161
Now dilate the cervix.
466
00:23:33,037 --> 00:23:34,502
Begin suction.
467
00:23:48,914 --> 00:23:51,645
Begin gentle suction in the uterus.
468
00:23:58,190 --> 00:23:59,402
Is anything wrong?
469
00:24:00,293 --> 00:24:01,703
You're okay.
470
00:24:01,727 --> 00:24:03,823
Dr. Allen, I can take it from here.
471
00:24:09,435 --> 00:24:10,579
(DOOR CLOSES)
472
00:24:10,603 --> 00:24:12,414
Don't worry. We're almost done.
473
00:24:12,438 --> 00:24:13,792
You're gonna be just fine.
474
00:24:17,810 --> 00:24:19,928
You have no idea what that
woman was going through,
475
00:24:19,966 --> 00:24:21,089
and you made it worse for her.
476
00:24:21,113 --> 00:24:22,245
I know. I didn't...
477
00:24:22,280 --> 00:24:24,913
You had an opportunity to opt out
before you walked into that room,
478
00:24:24,943 --> 00:24:26,330
but you agreed to do the procedure,
479
00:24:26,366 --> 00:24:28,096
you took on an
obligation to that patient,
480
00:24:28,120 --> 00:24:29,364
and you failed her.
481
00:24:29,388 --> 00:24:30,799
If you ever do anything like that again,
482
00:24:30,823 --> 00:24:32,686
I will have you removed from my program.
483
00:24:32,912 --> 00:24:34,870
Maybe you should be
cleaning bedpans for a while.
484
00:24:34,894 --> 00:24:37,315
Hopefully there's no
moral objection to that.
485
00:24:46,839 --> 00:24:48,410
Why are there adult toys on my desk?
486
00:24:48,945 --> 00:24:50,986
I've heard good things about the Llama,
487
00:24:51,010 --> 00:24:53,288
but online reviews
aren't always accurate.
488
00:24:53,312 --> 00:24:54,833
Do you have a favorite?
489
00:24:57,183 --> 00:24:58,894
They're for Lea.
490
00:24:58,918 --> 00:25:01,163
Which one do you like the most, Claire?
491
00:25:01,873 --> 00:25:02,873
Uh...
492
00:25:04,657 --> 00:25:06,052
Uh...
493
00:25:06,459 --> 00:25:09,346
Evidence suggests that trauma
changes the way the brain works.
494
00:25:09,382 --> 00:25:12,107
An over active amygdala can
heighten someone's response
495
00:25:12,131 --> 00:25:15,110
to emotional stimuli, including fear.
496
00:25:15,134 --> 00:25:18,347
I think we should consider
amygdala ablation for Ben.
497
00:25:18,371 --> 00:25:20,482
That's crazy.
498
00:25:20,506 --> 00:25:22,818
And completely outside
the scope of our care.
499
00:25:22,842 --> 00:25:24,109
- We're s...
- (ADULT TOY VIBRATING)
500
00:25:25,177 --> 00:25:26,355
Oh.
501
00:25:26,379 --> 00:25:27,379
(VIBRATING STOPS)
502
00:25:28,881 --> 00:25:30,192
We're surgeons.
503
00:25:30,216 --> 00:25:32,160
We fix physiological problems,
not mental ones.
504
00:25:32,184 --> 00:25:34,129
It is a physiological problem.
505
00:25:34,153 --> 00:25:35,991
His brain isn't functioning properly.
506
00:25:36,022 --> 00:25:37,999
If it was a tumor that was
causing these reactions,
507
00:25:38,023 --> 00:25:39,668
you wouldn't hesitate to remove it.
508
00:25:39,692 --> 00:25:41,203
But there is no tumor.
509
00:25:41,227 --> 00:25:43,772
You're talking about
inflicting damage on his brain.
510
00:25:43,796 --> 00:25:46,274
He could suffer a stroke
or come out in a coma
511
00:25:46,298 --> 00:25:47,976
or not come out at all.
512
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:50,345
SHAUN: If you use a
stereotactic laser approach
513
00:25:50,369 --> 00:25:52,114
rather than an open craniotomy,
514
00:25:52,138 --> 00:25:53,315
you would greatly reduce the risks.
515
00:25:53,339 --> 00:25:54,983
This is not your case!
516
00:25:55,007 --> 00:25:56,287
You cannot jump into this one
517
00:25:56,311 --> 00:25:58,387
because you don't want to
do the one assigned to you,
518
00:25:58,411 --> 00:26:00,917
which is to teach,
which you've made my problem
519
00:26:00,941 --> 00:26:03,558
just like you made Lea's
birthday gifts my problem.
520
00:26:03,582 --> 00:26:06,196
You need to grow up and
accept some responsibility.
521
00:26:31,577 --> 00:26:33,890
I was diagnosed with PTSD last year.
522
00:26:36,248 --> 00:26:38,853
I kept it mainly private.
523
00:26:40,453 --> 00:26:42,315
Melendez really helped me through it.
524
00:26:44,023 --> 00:26:47,821
It was nice to have a friend to lean on.
525
00:26:49,228 --> 00:26:50,824
So if you need one...
526
00:27:01,540 --> 00:27:02,540
(INHALES DEEPLY)
527
00:27:05,544 --> 00:27:07,257
I feel
528
00:27:08,447 --> 00:27:09,717
off.
529
00:27:11,984 --> 00:27:13,221
Disconnected.
530
00:27:14,920 --> 00:27:16,724
Like I can't catch my breath.
531
00:27:19,492 --> 00:27:20,492
But
532
00:27:22,127 --> 00:27:23,273
it comes with the job.
533
00:27:24,163 --> 00:27:25,441
I'll get over it.
534
00:27:30,469 --> 00:27:31,469
(CELLPHONES CHIME, VIBRATE)
535
00:27:33,818 --> 00:27:35,081
It's Ben.
536
00:27:37,309 --> 00:27:38,453
Ben.
537
00:27:38,477 --> 00:27:39,873
No one is gonna hurt you.
538
00:27:42,448 --> 00:27:43,960
You're having a flashback.
539
00:27:49,955 --> 00:27:51,259
I know where I am.
540
00:27:53,792 --> 00:27:55,170
Every day since I came home,
541
00:27:55,194 --> 00:27:57,473
I've felt like there's
a monster chasing me.
542
00:27:57,930 --> 00:27:59,434
I try to outrun it
543
00:28:01,600 --> 00:28:05,231
but I end up hurting
the one I love the most.
544
00:28:07,339 --> 00:28:09,017
I'm a threat to everyone around me.
545
00:28:09,041 --> 00:28:11,279
No, Ben, you just need help.
546
00:28:12,778 --> 00:28:14,073
Nothing helps.
547
00:28:15,514 --> 00:28:17,526
I can't smile. I can't laugh.
548
00:28:17,550 --> 00:28:19,579
I can't feel anything but pain.
549
00:28:23,355 --> 00:28:25,335
I make everyone around me
550
00:28:26,959 --> 00:28:27,959
suffer.
551
00:28:34,646 --> 00:28:35,646
Ben.
552
00:28:36,835 --> 00:28:38,336
There's a surgery that may help.
553
00:29:01,055 --> 00:29:05,135
I would like to scrub in on
the amygdala ablation surgery.
554
00:29:05,159 --> 00:29:07,537
Rose said you're feeling
overwhelmed and need...
555
00:29:07,561 --> 00:29:10,140
I don't wanna hear any more
things that woman has said.
556
00:29:10,164 --> 00:29:12,108
Your job is to supervise your residents.
557
00:29:12,132 --> 00:29:14,444
Why are you here instead of doing that?
558
00:29:14,468 --> 00:29:17,280
You said you were going
to supervise my supervision,
559
00:29:17,304 --> 00:29:19,849
but you didn't. You took over my case.
560
00:29:19,873 --> 00:29:22,957
I don't know what I was
supposed to learn or how.
561
00:29:25,826 --> 00:29:26,961
Scrub in.
562
00:29:28,723 --> 00:29:29,723
(WHIRRING)
563
00:29:31,518 --> 00:29:34,664
Dr. Murphy,
walk Asher through the probe placement
564
00:29:34,688 --> 00:29:36,971
and trajectory to the amygdala.
565
00:29:39,193 --> 00:29:41,851
I will supervise your supervision.
566
00:29:43,697 --> 00:29:45,408
Okay, insert the probe
567
00:29:45,432 --> 00:29:47,982
perpendicular to the cortical surface.
568
00:30:01,749 --> 00:30:03,727
Stop! You're off course.
569
00:30:03,751 --> 00:30:05,328
On the current trajectory,
570
00:30:05,352 --> 00:30:07,409
you will penetrate a
branch of the choroidal artery
571
00:30:07,454 --> 00:30:09,165
and cause a hemorrhage.
Step away from the probe.
572
00:30:09,189 --> 00:30:11,839
Your job is to teach,
573
00:30:12,092 --> 00:30:13,524
not take over.
574
00:30:16,630 --> 00:30:17,630
(SIGHS)
575
00:30:21,802 --> 00:30:25,882
Adjust the probe one
millimeter inferiorly.
576
00:30:25,906 --> 00:30:28,564
Avoid the temporal horn on your right.
577
00:30:29,743 --> 00:30:32,527
I can't see it on the image guidance.
578
00:30:35,582 --> 00:30:37,699
Tell Asher what you see.
579
00:30:44,224 --> 00:30:49,739
It should point toward your
six o'clock on the Y axis.
580
00:30:49,763 --> 00:30:51,713
You have to feel it.
581
00:30:54,587 --> 00:30:55,717
The...
582
00:30:57,171 --> 00:31:01,391
The tissue plane along
the parenchyma is smooth.
583
00:31:01,431 --> 00:31:03,975
It should feel like gliding.
584
00:31:13,353 --> 00:31:15,445
You've reached the amygdala.
585
00:31:17,991 --> 00:31:20,950
CLAIRE: Ready to begin
thermal laser ablation.
586
00:31:25,666 --> 00:31:28,278
DR. PARK: (MUMBLING) Rose's
upper GI and labs were normal.
587
00:31:28,302 --> 00:31:29,946
Should we keep her
another day to observe?
588
00:31:29,970 --> 00:31:31,748
No. If she's stable,
let's send her home.
589
00:31:31,772 --> 00:31:34,021
- Okay, I'll have Olivia...
- Open your mouth.
590
00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:35,940
Pardon me?
591
00:31:36,703 --> 00:31:38,509
Open your mouth.
592
00:31:42,883 --> 00:31:44,640
- I can, uh...
- Shut your mouth.
593
00:31:47,187 --> 00:31:49,032
- DR. PARK: There's this rat.
- A mouse.
594
00:31:49,056 --> 00:31:50,778
A little dead mouse in the garage,
595
00:31:50,802 --> 00:31:52,905
and the big, strong man
is afraid to get it out.
596
00:31:52,929 --> 00:31:54,471
Not afraid, disgusted.
597
00:31:54,495 --> 00:31:56,172
Neither of us wanna deal with it,
598
00:31:56,196 --> 00:31:59,088
so we are settling it in the
only responsible way, a bet.
599
00:31:59,116 --> 00:32:01,177
A dare. A series of dares, actually.
600
00:32:01,201 --> 00:32:02,712
Whoever wusses out first has to...
601
00:32:02,736 --> 00:32:05,119
Take those things out of your mouth.
602
00:32:05,672 --> 00:32:06,950
I will discharge Rose.
603
00:32:06,974 --> 00:32:08,351
You two, go home.
604
00:32:08,375 --> 00:32:10,153
- We were just...
- Being idiots at work,
605
00:32:10,177 --> 00:32:11,968
while people are sick and dying.
606
00:32:11,992 --> 00:32:13,419
Go home.
607
00:32:20,154 --> 00:32:23,137
All your tests are normal.
We're discharging you.
608
00:32:25,058 --> 00:32:26,870
Right, because you're psychic.
609
00:32:26,894 --> 00:32:29,672
I'm an empath, not a psychic.
610
00:32:29,696 --> 00:32:32,242
Whatever the case,
I would suggest you take it easy.
611
00:32:32,266 --> 00:32:33,710
No drinking, no heavy lifting...
612
00:32:33,734 --> 00:32:35,149
You have to let it out, dear.
613
00:32:35,900 --> 00:32:37,413
It was you.
614
00:32:37,437 --> 00:32:40,029
You made my heart rate spike.
615
00:32:41,167 --> 00:32:43,074
You're about to implode.
616
00:32:46,413 --> 00:32:48,725
There's nothing wrong with you... or me.
617
00:32:48,749 --> 00:32:51,828
- (EKG FLATLINING)
- (ALARM BEEPING)
618
00:32:51,852 --> 00:32:53,292
Code blue!
619
00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:13,920
(DRAWER OPENS)
620
00:33:16,803 --> 00:33:17,803
(POWERS ON)
621
00:33:28,699 --> 00:33:29,699
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
622
00:33:31,101 --> 00:33:32,245
Yeah?
623
00:33:32,269 --> 00:33:33,706
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
624
00:33:35,673 --> 00:33:38,685
Dr. Lim,
my behavior yesterday was inexcusable
625
00:33:38,709 --> 00:33:40,546
and unprofessional.
626
00:33:41,578 --> 00:33:44,257
I let you down. I let the patient down.
627
00:33:44,281 --> 00:33:47,661
I am deeply sorry.
628
00:33:47,685 --> 00:33:49,597
And I promise it will not happen again.
629
00:33:51,422 --> 00:33:54,435
You let your personal judgment
get in the way of doing your job.
630
00:33:56,060 --> 00:33:58,064
You're right. That is inexcusable.
631
00:34:00,297 --> 00:34:01,708
(SIGHS)
632
00:34:01,732 --> 00:34:05,321
You said I had no idea what
the patient was going through.
633
00:34:06,270 --> 00:34:09,075
The truth is I kinda do.
634
00:34:12,443 --> 00:34:16,249
Scared, alone,
afraid of anyone finding out.
635
00:34:19,483 --> 00:34:22,228
I chose my career over motherhood,
636
00:34:22,252 --> 00:34:23,923
over my faith.
637
00:34:25,589 --> 00:34:27,051
But I don't regret it.
638
00:34:30,728 --> 00:34:34,474
And I know God forgave me
because I get to be here,
639
00:34:34,498 --> 00:34:37,812
living my dream of being a doctor.
640
00:34:43,340 --> 00:34:45,945
But I purposely try
not to think about it.
641
00:34:54,251 --> 00:34:55,538
You're off scut duty.
642
00:34:55,753 --> 00:34:56,730
That's not why I...
643
00:34:56,754 --> 00:34:57,820
Take it.
644
00:35:02,292 --> 00:35:04,255
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
645
00:35:05,549 --> 00:35:07,508
My name is Benjamin Alan Harris.
646
00:35:08,432 --> 00:35:12,471
I'm in St. Bonaventure
Hospital in San Jose.
647
00:35:13,337 --> 00:35:15,915
Language and memory appear to be intact,
648
00:35:15,939 --> 00:35:18,084
and your motor function is normal.
649
00:35:18,108 --> 00:35:19,937
But that doesn't mean
it worked, does it?
650
00:35:19,970 --> 00:35:20,987
No.
651
00:35:21,011 --> 00:35:23,423
We'll have to do an fMRI
to see how you respond
652
00:35:23,447 --> 00:35:25,358
to fear-inducing stimuli.
653
00:35:25,382 --> 00:35:27,194
But we'll let you rest for now.
654
00:35:28,077 --> 00:35:30,197
I'm not gonna rest
until I know I'm better.
655
00:35:32,956 --> 00:35:34,868
I want you to know
how I got these scars.
656
00:35:34,892 --> 00:35:36,302
No. Not now.
657
00:35:36,326 --> 00:35:37,871
Just give yourself time.
658
00:35:37,895 --> 00:35:40,916
I was in a convoy in Kandahar.
659
00:35:42,399 --> 00:35:45,779
I was in a Husky,
the big vehicle at the front.
660
00:35:45,803 --> 00:35:47,847
Ben, you don't have to do this.
661
00:35:47,871 --> 00:35:49,258
Ronnie was driving.
662
00:35:49,706 --> 00:35:51,344
He was telling me a story,
663
00:35:51,809 --> 00:35:54,120
something about a goat at the base,
664
00:35:54,144 --> 00:35:56,432
or maybe it was a
chicken. I don't know. But...
665
00:35:58,582 --> 00:35:59,810
We were laughing.
666
00:36:06,490 --> 00:36:08,194
Then the world was on fire.
667
00:36:17,434 --> 00:36:19,080
It's the Husky's job
668
00:36:21,105 --> 00:36:23,084
to spot IEDs.
669
00:36:28,946 --> 00:36:30,341
(VOICE BREAKING) And I missed one.
670
00:36:35,552 --> 00:36:37,223
I can't see their faces.
671
00:36:39,923 --> 00:36:40,923
Just
672
00:36:42,359 --> 00:36:45,564
bodies everywhere.
673
00:36:50,934 --> 00:36:52,405
Dying alone,
674
00:36:53,537 --> 00:36:55,074
without their families.
675
00:36:56,807 --> 00:36:58,786
All I could do was hold their hand.
676
00:37:00,978 --> 00:37:01,978
(CRYING)
677
00:37:10,487 --> 00:37:11,799
Are you okay, Ben?
678
00:37:19,229 --> 00:37:20,997
- (HIGH-PITCHED RINGING)
- (MUFFLED VOICES)
679
00:37:31,742 --> 00:37:32,945
(BREATHING DEEPLY)
680
00:37:34,178 --> 00:37:35,531
(VOICES AND RINGING CONTINUE)
681
00:37:47,691 --> 00:37:51,104
STAFF: ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
682
00:37:51,128 --> 00:37:55,642
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
683
00:37:55,666 --> 00:38:00,647
♪ Happy birthday, dear Lea ♪
684
00:38:00,671 --> 00:38:01,681
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
685
00:38:01,705 --> 00:38:02,982
OLIVIA: Fun day.
686
00:38:03,006 --> 00:38:04,473
(PEOPLE LAUGHING, CHEERING)
687
00:38:05,976 --> 00:38:06,976
What do you need?
688
00:38:07,711 --> 00:38:09,231
We have a diagnosis.
689
00:38:18,789 --> 00:38:20,075
(MONITOR BEEPING)
690
00:38:22,326 --> 00:38:23,326
(SIGHS SOFTLY)
691
00:38:24,228 --> 00:38:26,123
ROSE: I thought I felt someone here.
692
00:38:28,565 --> 00:38:30,461
You've had a long day.
693
00:38:33,337 --> 00:38:35,949
You have Prinzmetal's Angina, Rose.
694
00:38:35,973 --> 00:38:38,260
A heart condition.
But it's very treatable.
695
00:38:39,042 --> 00:38:41,287
It explains all your symptoms,
696
00:38:41,311 --> 00:38:43,223
and it's exacerbated by stress,
697
00:38:43,247 --> 00:38:45,309
which is likely what
caused your heart attack.
698
00:38:46,350 --> 00:38:49,963
You need to stop seeking
out other people's pain.
699
00:38:49,987 --> 00:38:52,024
It's literally killing you.
700
00:38:55,392 --> 00:38:57,003
You're the Chief of Surgery.
701
00:38:57,027 --> 00:38:59,406
You could have sent
somebody else to tell me this.
702
00:39:00,264 --> 00:39:01,541
Sure.
703
00:39:01,565 --> 00:39:03,536
But then I'd miss my chance to gloat.
704
00:39:04,601 --> 00:39:06,455
You're here because you're hurting
705
00:39:07,371 --> 00:39:09,208
and you don't know where else to go.
706
00:39:12,075 --> 00:39:14,213
Go ahead. Use your magic.
707
00:39:14,911 --> 00:39:17,007
Tell me what's wrong with me.
708
00:39:18,415 --> 00:39:21,303
How do I stop feeling like this?
709
00:39:22,252 --> 00:39:24,197
It doesn't work that way.
710
00:39:24,221 --> 00:39:26,016
I don't have a magic wand.
711
00:39:27,891 --> 00:39:29,979
I can only hold up a mirror,
712
00:39:31,028 --> 00:39:32,606
make you slow down,
713
00:39:33,263 --> 00:39:34,674
look at the parts of yourself
714
00:39:34,698 --> 00:39:37,027
that you've been trying to ignore
715
00:39:37,467 --> 00:39:40,489
because you're afraid if you
look too closely, you'll break.
716
00:39:44,975 --> 00:39:46,912
Maybe you will. I don't know.
717
00:39:47,477 --> 00:39:49,582
Maybe breaking is the point.
718
00:39:54,451 --> 00:39:56,429
You can't outrun your pain, Dr. Lim.
719
00:39:56,453 --> 00:39:58,965
If you keep trying, it's gonna kill you.
720
00:39:58,989 --> 00:40:02,958
♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪
721
00:40:04,995 --> 00:40:07,496
♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪
722
00:40:08,265 --> 00:40:11,044
♪ Where do my hands go? ♪
723
00:40:11,068 --> 00:40:12,879
♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪
724
00:40:12,903 --> 00:40:14,080
(TIRES SQUEALING)
725
00:40:14,104 --> 00:40:20,910
♪ Have time to play with my mind ♪
726
00:40:23,180 --> 00:40:25,648
♪ Where does my tongue go? ♪
727
00:40:27,851 --> 00:40:29,121
(TIRES SCREECH)
728
00:40:37,594 --> 00:40:38,594
(ENGINE HISSING)
729
00:40:56,179 --> 00:40:58,047
(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING)
730
00:41:04,020 --> 00:41:05,020
(HISSING CONTINUES)
731
00:41:13,663 --> 00:41:14,917
(DISTORTED VOICES)
732
00:41:16,199 --> 00:41:18,678
MAN 1: Time of death, 12:34.
733
00:41:18,702 --> 00:41:21,180
WOMAN 1: Time of death, 7:13.
734
00:41:21,204 --> 00:41:23,850
WOMAN 2: Time of death, 2:25.
735
00:41:23,874 --> 00:41:27,120
WOMAN 3: Time of death, 2100 hours.
736
00:41:27,144 --> 00:41:29,489
- WOMAN 4: Time of death...
- MAN 2: Time of death, 4:26.
737
00:41:29,513 --> 00:41:32,392
- WOMAN 5: Time of death...
- WOMAN 6: Time of death, 7:13.
738
00:41:32,416 --> 00:41:33,726
- WOMAN 7: Time of death...
- WOMAN 8: ...4:26.
739
00:41:33,750 --> 00:41:35,980
- WOMAN 9: ...8:55.
- DR. LIM: Time of death...
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