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[Chuchen, I Deliberately Forgot You by Chen Chusheng]

♫ How much is hidden ♫

♫ so they cannot see through me? ♫

♫ It's hard to fall in love at the right time ♫

♫ It's fine as long as I can stay by your side ♫

♫ That shouldn't count as a disturbance ♫

♫ I can still hear ♫

♫ my distinctive heartbeat from loving you for so long ♫

♫ That love placed in my heart ♫

♫ has become a matter of the mind ♫

♫ I always revolve around you ♫

♫ You, who I depend on, ♫

♫ might not even know ♫

♫ how important every minute and every second is to me ♫

♫ Life is merely every second with you walking beside me ♫

♫ Everyone I've loved should be doing well now ♫

♫ Sometimes, the picturesque tuning of a guitar ♫

♫ engraves a few segments of our youth ♫

♫ I'm afraid to know, yet I really want to know ♫

♫ How are you now? ♫

♫ You, who I depend on, ♫

♫ might not even know ♫

♫ how important every minute and every second is to me ♫

♫ Life is merely every second with you walking beside me ♫

♫ Everyone I've loved should be doing well now ♫

♫ You, who are in love, ♫

♫ should know ♫

♫ that you never lacked those beautiful moments ♫

♫ It turns out that you are the beautiful seconds I have always cherished ♫

♫ I promised you that I'd always be fine ♫

[Irreplaceable Love]

[Episode 32]

Thank you for sending him back.

I didn’t send him back. He came back himself.

Don’t be too forceful with him these circumstances.

He is easy to lose spirit.

Did he say anything to you?

He said something like “I think you are very clear yourself too”.

If there is someone who can change his mind right now

it is you.

Me?

Have I not tried?

Maybe it’s the way you did it that wasn’t correct.

Right. The recovery process money for the next three months, I have already handed it in.

Old rules, still going to deduct it from your salary.

The money I owe you. Even if I worked for you my whole life,

there wouldn’t be enough salaries to deduct the money from.

I will let you return the money from different areas.

I tried to talk to Luoshu.

I wanted to talk to him nicely,

but I... scolded him instead.

Why did you scold him? His emotions are bad enough already.

If I didn’t scold hi,, he wouldn’t wake up.

No.. you sister, brother, two people...

Oh, no, what should it be called?

But, you two are the same. Both are so stubborn.

A lot of my friends have also going to talk to him.

But he still hasn’t changed what he thinks.

Right now, apart from the company,

he has no interest in anything else.

Hey. Then if he still hasn’t given up on the company,

then that means he still hasn’t given up on recovery.

But he still won’t see you?

He... is just making things hard for himself and you.

To be honest, as long as he does the recovery exercises,

I am fine no matter what.

Do you remember what I said to you last time?

What exactly does he want?

You know.

[Name: Li Luoshu Sex: Male]

[Outpatients]

These few days, it is still Wuxia novels that are good.

Whatever disease you get in it, just eat a panacea.

And you can still learn some all-knowing skill.

It’s not like modern medicine.

And there are still so many problems that I haven’t said.

But I searched up your injury. It is part of the stuff they need to learn.

Dandan. There is a very high chance that I won’t stand up again.

Don’t stay those depressing words.

The doctor has already said, there will be some miracle.

You said it yourself,

I need a miracle to be able to stand up.

Luoshu, you cannot give up.

I know that recovery takes a long and slow process.

But, don’t be afraid. I’ll be with you the whole way.

Don’t worry. I won’t give up.

I will still do the recovery exercises.

But...

I still hope you can go live your own life as well.

Your family wouldn’t want you to waste lots of time on me either.

Dandan, if you

really are thinking to do something for me,

then just don’t come for the next while.

Dandan, when did you come back?

Weren’t you were going to stay with Luoshu last night?

Brother...

What is it?

He doesn’t need me. And he doesn’t need sister Chuyao either.

He doesn’t need anyone at the moment.

Did Luoshu say anything to you?

It’s fine. Tell me about it.

He said that I should go live my own life.

If I really was thinking for him, that I shouldn’t go to find him.

I have never seen him like this before.

Even if he knew that he couldn’t stand up again, he wasn’t like that.

So you... have just been sitting here for the whole night?

Brother. I have always been thinking.

Did I do something wrong? Or did I say something wrong?

Why is he chasing everyone out?

I’ve been thinking for the whole night as to what I should do.

I even thought just to do what he asked.

But, now he can’t get better.

What should I do?

Dandan, I understand how you are feeling.

But, doing that can’t solve any problems.

Aren’t I right?

Think about it.

If you were Li Luoshu,

and at this moment, who would you want most to appear by your side?

Dandan, I don’t want you to be sad.

I don’t want you to put yourself in an uncomfortable place.

But Luoshu needs the person who can completely break his heart’s barriers.

I understand what you are trying to say. A

Dad.

These few days, I went to see Luoshu.

But, he is still not willing to see me.

Right now, the only way to make him feel better

is with one solution.

Sister Chuyao,

do you love Luoshu?

What he needs most is you.

No one of us can convince him.

Only you can dispel his misgivings.

Dandan, I...

What's the point of me to like Luoshu?

My love is burden to him.

He will never accept me.

But you are different.

He loves you for sl long.

You are on his mind all the time.

He told me before.

When he need your family the most

you keep the light on for him.

You are shining in his mind.

So only you can light up his world.

How about you?

As long as Luoshu is good, I'm happy.

Sister Chuyao, if you don't love him,

I will be in hot pursuit after him.

But don't really love him?

-Hello?

Chuyao, Luoshu called me saying he will leave the hospital.

His tone is weird.

Come here quickly.

Okay. I'm coming in a minute.

Okay!

Something happens to Luoshu in the hospital. I need to go there.

I will go with you.

Luoshu!

Luoshu!

Why do you do this?

I know you do this for her sake.

You are afraid to be a burden on Chuyao and the Li family.

But have you thought about their feeling now?

Now I can't do anything for this family.

I don't want to to be a burden to drag this family down.

So I have to say those harsh words to force them to leave me.

In this world,

Someone has to be mean.

I hope that person is me.

Do you still love Chuyao?

You think besides yourself,

who do you think you can trust to take care of her?

Of course I love her.

I can't see her so sad helplessly because I love her!

You know how much her mother's illness has caused how much pressure to her family's financial situation?

You know Han Zimo has caused how much hurt to her?

I don't want add more burdens to her

because of my health.

But have you thought about

your choice to them

is another hurt.

I know it. So I must stand up.

Only if I can stand up again, I can return that home.

So Dale,

I beg you to help me.

Let's do a good job in our career.

So I can recover my legs with enough money.

Only if I stand up again,

I can go back to that home again.

I can't stay here any longer.

Then I will be less and less hopeful.

Dale,

Help me.

Help me get out of the hospital.

You two get out first.

Li Luoshu,

I regret.

I regret that I didn't accept you at the beginning.

♫ so they cannot see through me? ♫

If it's still okay,

♫ Thought that no one could replace ♫

I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

♫ and that bright smile ♫

Okay?

Are you taking pity on me?

♫ There's a love placed in my heart, ♫

I don't know since when,

♫ is worthy of being shown off. ♫

In my mind,

♫ You, who I depend on, ♫

You are not the younger brother who needs someone to take care of everyday.

♫ how important every minute and every second is to me ♫

You are a person who makes me flipped.

You are responsible.

You are a real man.

But I just didn't want to admit.

I was afraid.

I tried to avoid.

I tried to fall in love with others.

♫ How much is hidden ♫

♫ so they cannot see through me? ♫

But I can't do it.

♫ It's hard to fall in love at the right time ♫

♫ It's fine, as long as I can stay by your side ♫

So I don't want to wait anymore.

♫ I can still hear ♫

Sorry, Chuyao.

Before I can stand up again,

I can't accept your love.

♫ You, who I depend on, ♫

If you really care me,

please leave me some space.

Trust me that I can stand up by myself.

♫ Life is merely every second with you walking beside me ♫

♫ Everyone I've loved ♫

♫ should be doing well now ♫

Okay. I can wait for you.

I wait for you to put on the wedding ring for me.

I wait for you to propose to me.

I will be with you anyway.

♫ yet I really want to know ♫

♫ How are you now? ♫

As long as you don't push me away.

♫ You, who I depend on, ♫

♫ might not even know ♫

♫ how important every minute and every second is to me ♫

♫ Life is merely every second with you walking beside me ♫

♫ Everyone I've loved should be doing well now ♫

♫ You, who are in love, ♫

♫ should know ♫

♫ that you never lacked those beautiful moments ♫

♫ It turns out that you are the beautiful seconds I have always cherished ♫

♫ I promised you that I'd always be fine ♫

♫ I'd always be fine ♫

- Dan Dan... - Don't say any more.

I'm actually happy for Luoshu,

I'm also happy for the two of them.

I already know about Chuyao and Luoshu.

Cry if you feel like crying.

What's there to cry about?

Before I went, I've already made all emotional preparation that I need to make.

Seeing you like this, I really regret letting you go that day.

I'm really alright.

I'm happy for Luoshu.

This is the day he has been expecting for a long time.

He will recover well from now on.

I can also be assured.

Dan Dan.

Older Brother, I'm really okay.

Here.

On this bright early morning, who made our royal highness unhappy?

- You. - Me?

Okay, okay. Hurry and eat.

You'll only have energy to be angry after you eat.

I wonder how Luoshu is.

Yeah.

I'm worried about Chuyao.

The longer Luoshu can't stand up,

the longer the boulder weighs on Chuyao's heart.

Okay, let's find a day to go visit him. Okay?

Your favorite, here.

[Baby Pan]

Hello?

What's the matter?

Really?!

Really?!

Coming.

You really–

Who is it, Chuyao?

Mom, it's Lin Yu, Mom.

- Come in! - Hi, Auntie.

She came to talk about work with me.

Go wait for me in my room. I'll come soon.

- Come out to eat some fruit later. - Okay.

Of course she doesn't know. How could I let her know about this?

You act so quick. You came over right after I called.

Such a big issue, of course I had to ask for the details in person.

Quick, quick. How did you say it?

What do you mean "how"? I said it like that.

How did you say it? I want to hear the main point.

How could I tell you that?

I knew it. Only Li Luoshu can hear it.

No, wait. Are the two of you planning for an underground relationship?

We're not in an underground relationship. We're not even in a relationship.

Not in a relationship?

You've already confessed, you're still not in a relationship?

No, Luoshu told me,

he can only accept me after he is able to stand up.

I'm guessing he's afraid of dragging me down.

Then...then, have you thought about what you're going to do in the future?

What if he's never able to stand up again?

I'll keep staying beside him.

Good job.

Oh, right, and Han Zimo.

Even though the two of you are over...

I'm saying "if", if he comes back,

the two of you were engaged before.

He probably won't ever come back again.

Even if he came back, our engagement has been cancelled.

Honestly, I did accept Han Zimo before.

But, most of it was gratitude.

You and Luoshu went through so much,

it wasn't easy for you to know of each others' feelings.

It's just...

...about the final hurdle with Auntie, it's not so easy.

Stop pacing, tell us. What happened yesterday?

Just...just...

"Just, just, just" what? Hurry and say it.

I'll say it, I'll say it.

Luoshu told me to help him with hospital discharge procedures.

Luoshu can stand up now? He can leave?

Do you think this is a magic show?

Of course not.

But, keep listening to what I have to say.

Originally, Luoshu was determined to get discharged.

But, as intelligent as I am,

I called Chuyao and...and...

And what? Are you choking on food?

- Yeah, say it! - Quickly! - I'll say it, I'll say it.

And then, after Chuyao got to the hospital,

she confessed to Luoshu right away.

Really?

It's not accurate to say that. It's actually,

confessed and accepted Luoshu's previous confession.

No, wait, wait.

Luoshu has confessed to Sister Chuyao before?

Wasn't he together with Dan Dan?

Didn't he like Dan Dan?

Brother.

You're single by your own abilities.

- Idiot. - What do you mean?

- So, how's Luoshu now? - He couldn't be better.

Also, Luoshu has promised Chuyao to attend rehab diligently

and persevere until the end without ever giving up.

He won't say things like leaving and cutting off with Chuyao.

That's great. Tell us,

the two of them, h-h-h-how...

- How did they confess to each other? - Why are you so nosy as a man? Hurry with your confession.

No, no. I meant, hurry with your retell.

You've slipped.

Zhang Yu,

how would our Siyi make a slip?

This was an obvious hint.

Wasn't it the lot of you talking about confessions?

You've distracted me.

Chang Dale.

- Come, come, come. - What? What are you doing?

- Come, come. - Where are you going?

Bye.

Why are you dragging me?

Luoshu and Chuyao has almost finished walking their mile-long journey.

What are you doing?

I...me and Dan Dan are outside the door.

There's another one here who is single by his own abilities.

Do you really not understand or are you acting like you don't understand?

I'm talking about you and Siyi, what are you going to do?

- What do you mean what I'm going to do? - Don't try to interrupt me.

Dale, I'm serious.

We know what you and Siyi are like.

Although you didn't say what you feel at heart,

if you don't confess to Siyi,

it's not quite suitable, is it not?

Are you preparing to let our Siyi confess to you?

Exactly. She already went looking for you in Beijing. What are you waiting for?

I have been planning this.

But, so much has happened recently, I didn't have time.

But, don't worry. Everything is within my plan.

- Within your plan? - Within my plan.

Do you know what Dad said to me after going home from the hospital?

What did he say?

He said, if your body could recover,

he is willing to trade his life for it.

I'm sorry to him for speaking such heavy words.

His words were too heavy.

You have such a cold heart.

It has been a long time since you've pinched me like that.

I'm pinching you for Dad.

Will he blame me?

Dad won't blame you.

Older Sister, help me with the hospital discharge procedure today.

Discharge?

Okay. I'll go do it for you in the afternoon.

It's about time for you to go home and see our Mom.

But, I'm in this state now.

How should I face our Mom?

Siyi.

The two of us has gone through so much up to now,

I'm more and more sure of one thing,

it's my heart towards you.

Since you called me "not serious" at the office last time,

I've thought about it a lot after I went home.

I'm sorry,

it was my fault.

Since the moment I started pursuing you,

I never asked for your permission.

Even now, I've never confessed to you officially.

But, if you asked me to do system optimization, I believe I can do it really well.

But for relationships,

I...really don't have much experience.

When Zhang Yu and Zhou Lin asked me about "sense of security" last time,

I went home and thought for a long time and thought of many ways

about how I could prove my feelings.

My feelings towards you.

So...

What are you doing? Don't, don't. You don't have to be so polite.

What...are you thinking about?

[Relationship contract]

Chang Dale, why are you so stingy?

- I'll prepare another one? - What is this?

I've thought about it. You're working with contracts every day,

isn't this the most authoritative thing to you?

This is a draft of the relationship contract that I came up with.

I've made inquiries to a lawyer,

as long as both parties agree to the contract,

it will have a certain legal effect.

I hope that you are able to agree with my official pursuit of you,

to become my, Chang Dale's, forever "Party A".

Wait a moment.

"Party B is willing to always take care of Party A, be beside and support Party A

until after sixty years."

Why sixty years?

This is because

I think the word "forever" is too intangible.

But sixty years, after sixty years, I...

I...will be about ninety. By that time, you...

it will be not quite possible to change your partner.

"Party A must, towards Party B,

"uncover all internal thoughts, not allowing Party B make guesses." What does that mean?

Why are you so inattentive? What's wrong with making guesses?

I, why–

I understand you, I even–

I– the person you like is me.

How shameless.

I'm willing to understand each of your hobbies.

You can be hard to guess sometimes.

If I can't guess it right when you're angry and you won't tell me,

then, what am I supposed to do?

So, tell me, even if it's...

a small hint.

I believe that I can solve it really well.

You've almost finished reading it,

are you willing to sign the contract with me?

Don't hum. Are you willing to or not?

What?

From now on, I'll be Party A,

- you'll be Party B. - Yeah.

Siyi, didn't you say

that the new office is too far from your home?

I also remember that your rent contract is almost up.

I looked at many houses on the internet today,

there are many different types and they're highly cost-effective.

Honestly, I'm a bit intrigued.

I wanted to find one that's easy for transport, suitable environment,

and a really nice layout

two room apartment. What do you think about that?

One room is enough for me.

There's also me now, right?

What?

- There's also me– - Driver, stop please.

No–

[Hotel]

I'm getting off. You're not allowed to get off.

Then...I should at least walk you to the door.

No. You're not allowed, you can't.

- I...I just wanted– - You can't.

But-

Siyi! You have to send it to me!

I know, I know. How naggy.

I got it.

Zimo.

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- Mom. - Once your dad left,

my heart has become empty.

Son.

From now on, we're the only ones left

to rely on each other.

Mom,

in the past, I have been too slovenly.

From today on, I should take on some responsibility.

Then, what will the two of us do from now on?

I don't know either.

But, Mom, there's something I don't understand.

Why did Li Chuyao report my Dad?

Zimo, you don't trust your dad.

Your dad just left and you're already missing Li Chuyao.

- Didn't you just say that you're going to take responsibility for this family? - I...

I...

Son,

your father is gone,

mom can't lose you too.

Don't think too much. Stay here,

stay with mom, okay?

I understand, Mom.

[Protect You by Li Qi]

♫ If I could go back to that day, ♫

♫ I'd freeze your smile ♫

♫ If I didn't know my own wish, ♫

♫ then how would I change the ending? ♫

♫ If I could get time to repeat itself, ♫

♫ then I'd choose to rewind time ♫

♫ If I could get others to calm down, ♫

♫ I could break free of the despair from yesterday ♫

♫ In the margins of your memory is your heart's biggest knot, ♫

♫ Using my gentle voice to convey all of the years that passed ♫

♫ I'll try my best to write the rest of the story ♫

♫ Erase the sorrow and all of the separations ♫

♫ If I could get time to repeat itself, ♫

♫ then I'd choose to rewind time ♫

♫ If I could get others to calm down, ♫

♫ I could break free of the despair from yesterday ♫

♫ In the margins of your memory is your heart's biggest knot, ♫

♫ Using my gentle voice to convey all of the years that passed ♫

♫ I'll try my best to write the rest of the story ♫

♫ Erase the sorrow and all of the separations ♫

♫ The running water rushing by is like the clouds dancing past the rainbow ♫

♫ You are the spring breeze, blowing away my winter ♫

♫ This life is a dream that ignites your night sky ♫

♫ It's my greatest honor to protect you for life ♫

♫ This life is a dream that ignites your night sky ♫

♫ If I never met you, then where would I have gone and what would I have done? ♫