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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,002 --> 00:00:04,265 -Previously onThis Is Us... -JAE-WON: Today's, uh, bulletin, 2 00:00:04,439 --> 00:00:05,614 it's kind of going viral. 3 00:00:05,788 --> 00:00:07,485 RANDALL: Well, viral how? 4 00:00:07,659 --> 00:00:09,052 [garbled speech] 5 00:00:09,226 --> 00:00:10,793 I'm doing this for William Hill. 6 00:00:10,967 --> 00:00:13,491 Because you all were his family, 7 00:00:13,665 --> 00:00:15,711 which means you're my family, too. 8 00:00:15,885 --> 00:00:17,930 It's twins, Kevin. 9 00:00:18,105 --> 00:00:20,281 I'm all in, Madison. 10 00:00:20,455 --> 00:00:22,457 Whatever you need, I am all in. 11 00:00:22,631 --> 00:00:24,154 I think I just got the part. 12 00:00:24,328 --> 00:00:25,982 I mean, pending a-a good meeting with the director. 13 00:00:26,156 --> 00:00:28,463 [laughing]: I-I got the part. 14 00:00:28,637 --> 00:00:29,855 KATE: Um, my talk with Ellie today 15 00:00:30,030 --> 00:00:31,292 brought up some stuff for me. 16 00:00:31,466 --> 00:00:34,991 When I was 18, I was in 17 00:00:35,165 --> 00:00:37,820 a really, really bad relationship. 18 00:00:37,994 --> 00:00:39,996 And when it ended... 19 00:00:53,009 --> 00:00:57,840 So you're telling me, that this boyfriend of yours... 20 00:00:58,014 --> 00:01:00,277 Got me pregnant, yeah. 21 00:01:01,844 --> 00:01:04,977 And I was nowhere near ready to be a mom. 22 00:01:05,152 --> 00:01:07,415 And I could not... 23 00:01:07,589 --> 00:01:11,636 Ooh, I could not be tied to that guy for the rest of my life. 24 00:01:11,810 --> 00:01:13,943 You know, so... 25 00:01:14,117 --> 00:01:16,424 I had an abortion. 26 00:01:19,035 --> 00:01:21,168 And it was, I mean, the toughest decision 27 00:01:21,342 --> 00:01:23,300 I've ever made in my life. 28 00:01:23,474 --> 00:01:26,390 But I don't regret it. 29 00:01:26,564 --> 00:01:32,048 But I made it alone, and you know, I've lived with it alone. 30 00:01:33,441 --> 00:01:35,704 Wait. What are your eyes doing? Are you judging me? 31 00:01:35,878 --> 00:01:37,880 No. 32 00:01:38,054 --> 00:01:40,883 No, of course not. 33 00:01:42,667 --> 00:01:46,367 I'm just trying to wrap my head around the... 34 00:01:47,716 --> 00:01:50,632 Uh, why did it take you so long to tell me this? 35 00:01:51,763 --> 00:01:53,504 Well, it's not exactly something 36 00:01:53,678 --> 00:01:56,507 that comes up naturally in a conversation. 37 00:01:56,681 --> 00:01:58,683 Actually, it is. 38 00:02:00,598 --> 00:02:03,079 It took us two years to have Jack. 39 00:02:03,253 --> 00:02:07,388 That's two years of talking about pregnancy all the time. 40 00:02:07,562 --> 00:02:10,434 Toby, you don't understand. 41 00:02:10,608 --> 00:02:12,436 I was 18 years old, 42 00:02:12,610 --> 00:02:16,136 and that decision was wrapped up in the darkest, 43 00:02:16,310 --> 00:02:21,489 lowest, most painful... time of my life. 44 00:02:21,663 --> 00:02:24,318 It was, like, the most painful relationship of my life. 45 00:02:24,492 --> 00:02:27,147 And all I wanted to do, I wanted to lock it up, 46 00:02:27,321 --> 00:02:29,105 you know, and I didn't want to think about it. 47 00:02:29,279 --> 00:02:32,064 I didn't want to think about him. 48 00:02:32,239 --> 00:02:35,938 He was so cruel... to me. 49 00:02:37,983 --> 00:02:40,551 I would like you to tell me his name, 50 00:02:40,725 --> 00:02:43,641 and then, I would like to find him, 51 00:02:43,815 --> 00:02:45,774 and I would like to kill him. 52 00:02:45,948 --> 00:02:47,428 -Babe. -I want to kill him. 53 00:02:47,602 --> 00:02:48,820 [laughing]: You're... 54 00:02:48,994 --> 00:02:50,866 Thank you. That's very sweet. 55 00:02:51,040 --> 00:02:52,476 You know what? 56 00:02:52,650 --> 00:02:54,086 He's in the past, it's all in the past. 57 00:02:54,261 --> 00:02:56,828 -It's... -Is it, though? If it was 58 00:02:57,002 --> 00:02:59,744 truly in the past, then why would it take you four years 59 00:02:59,918 --> 00:03:02,225 to tell me about it? 60 00:03:10,407 --> 00:03:12,714 [Toby exhales] 61 00:03:29,121 --> 00:03:31,167 ♪ ♪ 62 00:03:35,519 --> 00:03:39,219 Look at that. Changing table is built. 63 00:03:39,393 --> 00:03:41,133 The bunny tapestry is hung. I'm telling you. 64 00:03:41,308 --> 00:03:44,354 Natasha is going to plotz when she sees our nursery. 65 00:03:44,528 --> 00:03:46,878 You are obsessed with impressing this nanny. 66 00:03:47,052 --> 00:03:49,141 I thought we were interviewing her, not the other way around. 67 00:03:49,316 --> 00:03:50,839 Yeah, no, babe, you don't understand. 68 00:03:51,013 --> 00:03:53,015 Natasha is, like, um... She's, like, nanny royalty. 69 00:03:53,189 --> 00:03:56,061 Okay? Timberlake said that he and Jess-- 70 00:03:56,236 --> 00:03:58,368 they wept when she left to go to another family. 71 00:03:58,542 --> 00:04:00,805 Now that's what my family deserves, does it not? 72 00:04:00,979 --> 00:04:02,503 A nanny that makes Timberlake weep? 73 00:04:02,677 --> 00:04:04,679 -[phone vibrating] -Like a little baby. 74 00:04:04,853 --> 00:04:07,029 Yeah, what's up? 75 00:04:09,466 --> 00:04:11,860 Yeah, okay. 76 00:04:12,034 --> 00:04:13,818 No. Hold on, hold on. No, no, no, no, no. 77 00:04:13,992 --> 00:04:15,211 That is not what I committed to. 78 00:04:15,385 --> 00:04:16,865 Then I'm out. 79 00:04:17,039 --> 00:04:19,650 Yeah, you know why. 80 00:04:19,824 --> 00:04:21,609 I'm not having this conversation. 81 00:04:21,783 --> 00:04:23,828 Goodbye. 82 00:04:28,572 --> 00:04:30,922 Read about these, uh... What were they? 83 00:04:31,096 --> 00:04:34,056 These, uh... these, uh... these baby monitor socks 84 00:04:34,230 --> 00:04:35,927 -that they have. They... -Kevin. 85 00:04:36,101 --> 00:04:37,581 What the hell just happened on the phone? 86 00:04:37,755 --> 00:04:41,846 Uh, th-that was, uh, just my agent. 87 00:04:42,020 --> 00:04:43,761 They, uh, they're moving 88 00:04:43,935 --> 00:04:46,286 the filming of the movie to Vancouver, 'cause it's safer. 89 00:04:46,460 --> 00:04:48,244 I guess there's less COVID, so... 90 00:04:48,418 --> 00:04:50,290 And that's bad because...? 91 00:04:50,464 --> 00:04:52,901 Because it's two weeks of filming, right? 92 00:04:53,075 --> 00:04:54,903 Plus, two weeks quarantine, 93 00:04:55,077 --> 00:04:57,471 which means I'd have to leave L.A. tomorrow. 94 00:04:58,515 --> 00:04:59,951 Oh. 95 00:05:00,125 --> 00:05:03,259 Yeah, so, I-I, you know, I can't do it. 96 00:05:07,263 --> 00:05:09,091 Wait. Put that down. 97 00:05:09,265 --> 00:05:10,745 Let's do the math for a second. 98 00:05:10,919 --> 00:05:13,443 Four weeks away puts you back here... 99 00:05:13,617 --> 00:05:16,881 a solid five weeks before the babies are due. 100 00:05:20,581 --> 00:05:23,279 You have worked so hard on this movie. 101 00:05:23,453 --> 00:05:27,283 You have put up with so much crap from that director. 102 00:05:27,457 --> 00:05:29,938 This can't all be for nothing. 103 00:05:31,940 --> 00:05:33,942 I don't know. I don't know. 104 00:05:41,079 --> 00:05:43,212 Go on and pack. 105 00:05:45,214 --> 00:05:47,303 Yeah. 106 00:05:56,443 --> 00:05:59,837 No, Mom, I didn't realize the camera was still on. 107 00:06:00,011 --> 00:06:02,013 -[Lizzo's "Juice" playing] -I can give Miguel my abs routine. 108 00:06:02,187 --> 00:06:04,189 -♪ Got to blame it on the Goose♪ -Oh, my. 109 00:06:04,364 --> 00:06:06,148 -♪ Got to blame it on my juice, baby...♪ -Oh, boy. 110 00:06:06,322 --> 00:06:10,021 Uh, I'm at the office now, Ma. Uh, love you. 111 00:06:10,195 --> 00:06:12,110 -♪ I'm the pudding in the proof...♪ -Morning, boss. 112 00:06:12,284 --> 00:06:14,069 -[music stops] -[laughter, applause] 113 00:06:14,243 --> 00:06:15,984 All right, Jae-won. 114 00:06:16,158 --> 00:06:18,421 You can put your tinypecs back on now. 115 00:06:18,595 --> 00:06:20,249 [laughter] 116 00:06:22,164 --> 00:06:24,122 Uh, there's something I need to show you. 117 00:06:24,296 --> 00:06:26,298 I don't know if I would have said that while closing a door, 118 00:06:26,473 --> 00:06:27,996 wearing a naked-man shirt. 119 00:06:28,170 --> 00:06:30,346 Yeah. Uh, you know the, um... 120 00:06:30,520 --> 00:06:32,783 the form we set up on our website for cons... 121 00:06:32,957 --> 00:06:35,177 for, uh, constituents to reach out? 122 00:06:35,351 --> 00:06:36,787 [groans] 123 00:06:36,961 --> 00:06:38,180 Aah. Uh, watch the hair. 124 00:06:38,354 --> 00:06:40,269 -Yeah. -[sighs] 125 00:06:40,443 --> 00:06:42,010 -Thank you. -Yeah. 126 00:06:42,184 --> 00:06:44,316 The, um... the form on our website 127 00:06:44,491 --> 00:06:45,883 for constituents to reach out. 128 00:06:46,057 --> 00:06:47,711 [exhales sharply] 129 00:06:47,885 --> 00:06:49,365 This came in. 130 00:06:55,327 --> 00:06:57,025 You want privacy? 131 00:06:57,199 --> 00:06:59,201 I'll give you privacy. 132 00:07:00,811 --> 00:07:02,726 [door opens] 133 00:07:02,900 --> 00:07:04,989 [door closes] 134 00:07:05,163 --> 00:07:07,209 [turns page] 135 00:07:15,347 --> 00:07:17,567 -[knocking, door opens] -Kate Pearson? 136 00:07:17,741 --> 00:07:19,700 -[door closes] -I'm Dr. Wolfe. 137 00:07:19,874 --> 00:07:21,310 I'm one of the clinicians here. 138 00:07:21,484 --> 00:07:23,268 -Hi. -Hi. 139 00:07:23,443 --> 00:07:26,097 So, let me tell you how this is gonna go. 140 00:07:26,271 --> 00:07:27,751 Uh, by Pennsylvania law, 141 00:07:27,925 --> 00:07:29,623 I'm required to ask you this list of questions 142 00:07:29,797 --> 00:07:31,320 before we can proceed any further. 143 00:07:31,494 --> 00:07:33,888 -Okay. -Okay. 144 00:07:34,062 --> 00:07:36,020 Are you absolutely sure 145 00:07:36,194 --> 00:07:38,545 of your decision to terminate this pregnancy? 146 00:07:38,719 --> 00:07:40,721 Yes. 147 00:07:40,895 --> 00:07:43,637 Can you tell me what led to your decision? 148 00:07:45,073 --> 00:07:47,075 Um... I'm 18, 149 00:07:47,249 --> 00:07:49,599 and I'm not with the guy anymore, so... 150 00:07:50,774 --> 00:07:53,429 Are you taking any medications or other drugs? 151 00:07:54,604 --> 00:07:57,738 Kate? 152 00:07:59,391 --> 00:08:01,132 Um, so where do they actually do it? 153 00:08:01,306 --> 00:08:02,960 Will it be in here? 154 00:08:03,134 --> 00:08:05,746 No. The procedure would happen in the room next door. 155 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:08,966 And that happens today, right? 156 00:08:09,140 --> 00:08:11,273 Mm. No, honey. We're legally required 157 00:08:11,447 --> 00:08:13,928 to wait 24 hours after meeting the patient 158 00:08:14,102 --> 00:08:15,973 and giving the questions and information. 159 00:08:16,147 --> 00:08:19,586 [fading]: If after 24 hours, you feel you want the procedure... 160 00:08:22,110 --> 00:08:24,460 -Babe? -Hi. 161 00:08:25,940 --> 00:08:27,289 Where's Jackie? 162 00:08:27,463 --> 00:08:29,552 Ugh. Conked out in his sleep chair. 163 00:08:29,726 --> 00:08:31,075 -Yeah? -Yeah. 164 00:08:31,249 --> 00:08:33,077 You look pretty tired yourself. 165 00:08:34,818 --> 00:08:37,995 Well, that's because I spent the entire night 166 00:08:38,169 --> 00:08:41,477 cyber-stalking my awful ex-boyfriend Marc. 167 00:08:41,651 --> 00:08:44,219 I don't know. I just... 168 00:08:44,393 --> 00:08:46,917 I just felt like-- 169 00:08:47,091 --> 00:08:48,528 I don't know-- you were right. 170 00:08:48,702 --> 00:08:50,355 Right, like, I was clearly not past the past. 171 00:08:50,530 --> 00:08:53,794 And that's why I took out my laptop, I went for a dive, 172 00:08:53,968 --> 00:08:57,145 and I found out that he's in San Diego. 173 00:08:57,319 --> 00:08:58,886 So I was thinking. 174 00:08:59,060 --> 00:09:01,149 I don't know what I'm gonna say or what I'm gonna do, 175 00:09:01,323 --> 00:09:03,020 but I-I feel like I have to see him. 176 00:09:04,152 --> 00:09:06,676 I was hoping you would come with. 177 00:09:06,850 --> 00:09:10,637 I know it's a lot to ask, but I could really use your support. 178 00:09:12,203 --> 00:09:15,163 Are you sure you can handle seeing him again? 179 00:09:15,337 --> 00:09:17,557 Yeah. 180 00:09:18,601 --> 00:09:20,342 Okay. I'm in. 181 00:09:20,516 --> 00:09:23,475 -Okay. -Okay. 182 00:09:23,650 --> 00:09:24,955 [phone ringing] 183 00:09:25,129 --> 00:09:26,435 [drops keys] 184 00:09:35,052 --> 00:09:36,706 REBECCA [on machine]: Hi. You've reached the Pearsons. 185 00:09:36,880 --> 00:09:38,839 -Leave us a message. -[beep] 186 00:09:39,013 --> 00:09:40,318 REBECCA: Hey, sweetheart. It's me. 187 00:09:40,492 --> 00:09:42,364 Just calling to check in. 188 00:09:42,538 --> 00:09:46,237 Um... Kevin did really great at his showcase last night. 189 00:09:46,411 --> 00:09:49,545 And then he tried to set me up with his acting teacher. 190 00:09:49,719 --> 00:09:51,808 [Rebecca chuckles] 191 00:09:51,982 --> 00:09:54,506 Is everything okay? 192 00:09:54,681 --> 00:09:56,900 I thought you said you'd be home. 193 00:09:57,074 --> 00:09:59,555 Well, I'm at Kevin's if you need me, all right? 194 00:09:59,729 --> 00:10:01,513 I love you. Bye, Bug. 195 00:10:01,688 --> 00:10:03,777 [dial tone] 196 00:10:06,693 --> 00:10:08,695 [sets phone down] 197 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:13,351 [laughter, indistinct chatter] 198 00:10:13,525 --> 00:10:14,831 [sets phone down] 199 00:10:15,005 --> 00:10:17,573 This is so lovely. 200 00:10:17,747 --> 00:10:19,575 Are we celebrating something? 201 00:10:19,749 --> 00:10:21,795 -SOPHIE: Kevin's got great news. -KEVIN: Mm-hmm. 202 00:10:21,969 --> 00:10:23,971 -REBECCA: Oh. -I got a call from a talent manager. 203 00:10:24,145 --> 00:10:25,799 -[gasps] -She was at my showcase last night. 204 00:10:25,973 --> 00:10:29,106 And she said that I have the right look for TV. 205 00:10:29,280 --> 00:10:30,934 Oh, so, she's more of a looks manager. 206 00:10:31,108 --> 00:10:34,416 -Okay, let him talk. -That's great, sweetheart. 207 00:10:34,590 --> 00:10:36,548 And she says it's pilot season, 208 00:10:36,723 --> 00:10:38,420 and she wants me to go to L.A. 209 00:10:38,594 --> 00:10:40,248 for a few months so she can send me on auditions. 210 00:10:40,422 --> 00:10:42,076 -L.A.? -Uh-huh. 211 00:10:42,250 --> 00:10:44,774 [scoffs] But you just got to New York. 212 00:10:44,948 --> 00:10:46,297 Yeah. 213 00:10:47,298 --> 00:10:49,736 Well, what about you? Will you be going with him? 214 00:10:49,910 --> 00:10:51,607 Oh, um, I have school, so... 215 00:10:51,781 --> 00:10:53,217 Yeah, and I'll be back 216 00:10:53,391 --> 00:10:54,741 -before she can even miss me. -SOPHIE: Yeah. 217 00:10:55,742 --> 00:10:57,004 Mm. 218 00:10:59,789 --> 00:11:00,921 To Kevin. 219 00:11:01,095 --> 00:11:03,097 -To your career. -[Sophie chuckles] 220 00:11:03,271 --> 00:11:05,142 -KEVIN: Thanks, Mom. -BETH: To your career. 221 00:11:05,316 --> 00:11:07,405 -To your career. -To my career. [chuckles] 222 00:11:07,579 --> 00:11:09,103 And because of my profession, 223 00:11:09,277 --> 00:11:10,539 I get tested multiple times a week. 224 00:11:10,713 --> 00:11:12,410 I quarantine strictly. 225 00:11:12,584 --> 00:11:15,762 I'm basically the loneliest, safest person on the planet. 226 00:11:15,936 --> 00:11:16,893 -[all laugh] -KEVIN: You're funny. 227 00:11:17,067 --> 00:11:18,765 That's funny. She is funny, 228 00:11:18,939 --> 00:11:20,723 -right? -She is. [chuckles] 229 00:11:20,897 --> 00:11:22,725 Um, and do you know CPR? 230 00:11:22,899 --> 00:11:24,466 NATASHA: And pediatric first aid. 231 00:11:24,640 --> 00:11:26,294 -Recertified every year. -MADISON: That is 232 00:11:26,468 --> 00:11:28,513 -so reassuring, I can't tell you. -Unbelievable. 233 00:11:28,688 --> 00:11:29,601 And you're good with extended travel, 234 00:11:29,776 --> 00:11:31,342 right? Because nowadays, 235 00:11:31,516 --> 00:11:32,996 you never know where these movies are gonna shoot. 236 00:11:33,170 --> 00:11:34,694 -So... -My passport's always up-to-date. 237 00:11:34,868 --> 00:11:36,521 Oh, that's great. That's great, because we want someone 238 00:11:36,696 --> 00:11:38,132 who travels with us to keep things consistent for the twins. 239 00:11:38,306 --> 00:11:39,568 -NATASHA: Mm-hmm. -MADISON: I mean, 240 00:11:39,742 --> 00:11:41,483 sure, there'll be occasional travel, 241 00:11:41,657 --> 00:11:44,312 but most of the time, we'll be here in L.A. 242 00:11:44,486 --> 00:11:45,617 KEVIN: Mm. 243 00:11:45,792 --> 00:11:47,097 Yeah. I mean, that's the hope. 244 00:11:47,271 --> 00:11:48,969 Yeah, you hope for that, but, you know, 245 00:11:49,143 --> 00:11:50,622 as we just found out, these movies, 246 00:11:50,797 --> 00:11:52,799 they'll shoot 'em anywhere, so... 247 00:11:54,191 --> 00:11:57,020 -I've gone all over the world with my families. -KEVIN: Mm. 248 00:11:57,194 --> 00:11:58,369 I know how to help them adjust 249 00:11:58,543 --> 00:12:00,154 to constantly changing locations. 250 00:12:00,328 --> 00:12:03,113 Starting new schools, you know, making new friends. 251 00:12:05,159 --> 00:12:06,464 BETH: Hey. 252 00:12:06,638 --> 00:12:09,076 You're home early. 253 00:12:11,339 --> 00:12:13,167 What's wrong? 254 00:12:17,171 --> 00:12:19,216 So, a man named Hai Lang 255 00:12:19,390 --> 00:12:22,524 -submitted a city complaint form on the website. -Mm-hmm. 256 00:12:22,698 --> 00:12:25,875 He used it as a way to get in touch with me personally. 257 00:12:26,049 --> 00:12:28,878 "My name's Hai Lang, and I live in New Orleans. 258 00:12:29,052 --> 00:12:31,838 "I recognized the name William Hill from a video 259 00:12:32,012 --> 00:12:34,884 "I saw of you on the Internet. 260 00:12:35,058 --> 00:12:38,714 Not 100% certain, but I believe I knew your mother, Laurel." 261 00:12:38,888 --> 00:12:41,543 -What? -"We were close friends. 262 00:12:41,717 --> 00:12:45,982 I was by her side when she died in May of 2015." 263 00:12:48,376 --> 00:12:50,030 Doesn't exactly jive with the whole "she died 264 00:12:50,204 --> 00:12:51,422 after I was born" story, huh? 265 00:12:51,596 --> 00:12:53,033 -Randall, what the hell? -I don't know. 266 00:12:53,207 --> 00:12:54,948 -I'm gonna go, um... -Wait. 267 00:12:55,992 --> 00:12:57,167 Oh, my God. 268 00:12:57,341 --> 00:13:00,170 He sent a picture. 269 00:13:01,519 --> 00:13:03,565 Randall, is this her? 270 00:13:03,739 --> 00:13:06,263 How would I know, Beth? 271 00:13:06,437 --> 00:13:08,875 I've never seen the woman before. 272 00:13:24,716 --> 00:13:26,544 [sighs] 273 00:13:26,718 --> 00:13:28,590 [sniffles] 274 00:13:42,082 --> 00:13:43,474 [footsteps approaching] 275 00:13:43,648 --> 00:13:46,956 -Hey. -Hey. 276 00:13:47,130 --> 00:13:48,740 I was thinking about bringing in Monk's for dinner. 277 00:13:48,915 --> 00:13:51,091 Been craving those crab legs. 278 00:13:51,265 --> 00:13:53,354 I will see you in a bit. 279 00:13:54,485 --> 00:13:56,357 Did you really just peck and go? 280 00:13:56,531 --> 00:13:57,749 Uh, Randall, 281 00:13:57,924 --> 00:13:59,403 this is not a peck and go situation. 282 00:13:59,577 --> 00:14:01,449 Okay? We need to talk about this. 283 00:14:01,623 --> 00:14:04,539 I was wondering for 36 years. 284 00:14:04,713 --> 00:14:06,497 I got my answers. 285 00:14:06,671 --> 00:14:08,760 I'm not going down this road. 286 00:14:09,805 --> 00:14:12,242 I understand that. But why? 287 00:14:12,416 --> 00:14:13,983 -Beth, come on. -Okay, Randall... 288 00:14:14,157 --> 00:14:16,116 'Cause it would mean he lied to me. 289 00:14:20,294 --> 00:14:21,861 How did you meet my mother? 290 00:14:22,949 --> 00:14:25,908 On a bus, of all places. [chuckles softly] 291 00:14:26,082 --> 00:14:29,172 My God, she was so beautiful. 292 00:14:29,346 --> 00:14:31,958 I got to tell you something. One look at that face, 293 00:14:32,132 --> 00:14:35,918 and my world spun on every axis. 294 00:14:36,092 --> 00:14:38,486 Fallen as we were back then, 295 00:14:38,660 --> 00:14:42,011 when she found out about you, she was so excited. 296 00:14:42,185 --> 00:14:45,145 I'd never seen a woman so determined to get clean, 297 00:14:45,319 --> 00:14:46,668 to stay clean, 298 00:14:46,842 --> 00:14:49,627 to do right by this baby. 299 00:14:49,801 --> 00:14:52,456 To do right by you. 300 00:14:54,110 --> 00:14:55,372 And she did. 301 00:14:55,546 --> 00:14:57,679 For nine months. 302 00:15:00,116 --> 00:15:03,163 But then, after the birth, 303 00:15:03,337 --> 00:15:06,688 the pain took hold of her like a demon. 304 00:15:07,732 --> 00:15:10,170 I lost her the next day. 305 00:15:15,044 --> 00:15:17,220 If, um... 306 00:15:17,394 --> 00:15:19,875 If she really did die just a few years ago, 307 00:15:20,049 --> 00:15:22,704 it would mean that William lied to me, Beth. 308 00:15:26,055 --> 00:15:28,362 Think you should, um... 309 00:15:28,536 --> 00:15:30,712 call your therapist on this one? 310 00:15:30,886 --> 00:15:32,018 I don't need to call my therapist. 311 00:15:32,192 --> 00:15:34,194 I need... I need to go for a run. 312 00:15:39,199 --> 00:15:42,376 He needs to call his therapist. 313 00:15:47,381 --> 00:15:49,383 KEVIN: You hated her, right? 314 00:15:49,557 --> 00:15:52,081 Well, you know what? Screw her 315 00:15:52,255 --> 00:15:54,954 and that glorious Range Rover that she rode in on. 316 00:15:55,128 --> 00:15:59,567 Jet-setting all over the world with our kids and their nannies? 317 00:15:59,741 --> 00:16:03,571 That's not exactly the life I pictured for our family. 318 00:16:03,745 --> 00:16:05,529 Well, uh, you know, 319 00:16:05,703 --> 00:16:08,097 what about private jet-setting all over the world 320 00:16:08,271 --> 00:16:10,665 with our kids and their nannies? 321 00:16:14,277 --> 00:16:16,366 Okay. Look, Madison, I am lost here. 322 00:16:16,540 --> 00:16:18,499 Uh, you know, just a bit ago, 323 00:16:18,673 --> 00:16:21,067 you were pushing me out the door to go to Vancouver, right? 324 00:16:21,241 --> 00:16:25,027 And now you're upset that we're traveling for my work? 325 00:16:25,201 --> 00:16:27,073 I pushed you to go to Vancouver 326 00:16:27,247 --> 00:16:28,813 because the babies aren't here yet 327 00:16:28,988 --> 00:16:32,295 and because I know how much this movie means to you. 328 00:16:32,469 --> 00:16:37,126 And you made a commitment to a lot of people, but... 329 00:16:37,300 --> 00:16:41,565 you also made a commitment to me and these kids. 330 00:16:42,610 --> 00:16:44,481 I didn't realize that where we lived 331 00:16:44,655 --> 00:16:46,657 was as important as being a family. 332 00:16:46,831 --> 00:16:48,659 And how did you think this would work? 333 00:16:48,833 --> 00:16:52,272 Did you just assume that me and the kids 334 00:16:52,446 --> 00:16:54,839 would become your international roadies? 335 00:16:55,014 --> 00:16:57,929 No, I didn't... I wouldn't say that phrase. 336 00:16:58,104 --> 00:17:00,802 What... You know, I thought we would stick together. 337 00:17:00,976 --> 00:17:02,151 Me, too. 338 00:17:02,325 --> 00:17:04,458 In our home. 339 00:17:07,765 --> 00:17:09,724 What do you want me to do? 340 00:17:11,552 --> 00:17:13,815 What do you want me to do? Do you want me to quit acting, 341 00:17:13,989 --> 00:17:16,644 Madison? It took me 20 years to get here. 342 00:17:18,689 --> 00:17:20,691 But I'm not exactly in a position where I can dictate 343 00:17:20,865 --> 00:17:22,258 where they shoot things, okay? 344 00:17:22,432 --> 00:17:25,305 And quite frankly, I'm... 345 00:17:25,479 --> 00:17:28,482 I'm struggling to figure out 346 00:17:28,656 --> 00:17:31,398 how this is all of a sudden news to you. 347 00:17:33,443 --> 00:17:35,315 It's not. 348 00:17:36,316 --> 00:17:38,666 Look, I have been growing 349 00:17:38,840 --> 00:17:41,669 two humans inside my body, living with you 350 00:17:41,843 --> 00:17:43,366 in this bubble. I mean, I'm sorry 351 00:17:43,540 --> 00:17:44,715 if the realities of your career 352 00:17:44,889 --> 00:17:46,674 haven't exactly been top of mind. 353 00:17:47,675 --> 00:17:51,331 I'm not trying to give you a hard time, but... 354 00:17:51,505 --> 00:17:54,160 I was willing to do this on my own. 355 00:17:54,334 --> 00:17:56,510 Remember? 356 00:17:56,684 --> 00:17:58,686 I was never gonna ask you for anything, 357 00:17:58,860 --> 00:18:01,210 but you insisted on being 358 00:18:01,384 --> 00:18:02,864 a part of our lives, and now I have gone 359 00:18:03,038 --> 00:18:06,041 and fallen in love with this idea of our family. 360 00:18:14,005 --> 00:18:17,008 [Kevin grunts] 361 00:18:17,183 --> 00:18:19,489 Well, I have gone and fallen in love 362 00:18:19,663 --> 00:18:22,710 with the idea of our family, too. 363 00:18:29,543 --> 00:18:31,893 KATE: Here we are. This is where Marc works 364 00:18:32,067 --> 00:18:34,939 according to his Myspace page. 365 00:18:35,114 --> 00:18:36,854 TOBY: This guy has a Myspace page? 366 00:18:37,028 --> 00:18:40,945 Of all the things that you have told me about this guy, 367 00:18:41,120 --> 00:18:44,123 him having a Myspace page is the creepiest. 368 00:18:49,519 --> 00:18:51,565 Hey. You all right? 369 00:18:51,739 --> 00:18:53,697 Mm-hmm. Yeah. 370 00:18:53,871 --> 00:18:56,396 TOBY: Maybe I should go in with you. 371 00:18:57,484 --> 00:19:00,095 No, you don't need to go in with me. 372 00:19:04,273 --> 00:19:06,319 [sighs] 373 00:19:18,896 --> 00:19:20,768 Kate Pearson. 374 00:19:20,942 --> 00:19:23,379 I knew you couldn't stay away. 375 00:19:34,738 --> 00:19:37,959 Um, Marc? 376 00:19:46,794 --> 00:19:49,013 MARC: Well, it, uh, takes a little while to make a lady 377 00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:51,581 all of her favorite breakfast foods for lunch. 378 00:19:51,755 --> 00:19:53,148 We got one bagel, 379 00:19:53,322 --> 00:19:55,237 which is scooped, lightly toasted, 380 00:19:55,411 --> 00:19:56,456 butter on the side. 381 00:19:56,630 --> 00:19:57,674 And then we have 382 00:19:57,848 --> 00:20:00,155 an egg, very, very runny. 383 00:20:00,329 --> 00:20:01,983 [chuckles]: Which is still, to me, 384 00:20:02,157 --> 00:20:03,985 like eating an oyster from the ass of a chicken. 385 00:20:04,159 --> 00:20:05,639 [chuckles] But it's the way you like it. 386 00:20:05,813 --> 00:20:07,075 I don't judge. And then we got 387 00:20:07,249 --> 00:20:08,772 one coffee, nonfat milk. 388 00:20:08,946 --> 00:20:10,470 No Sweet'N Low, though, because I didn't have any, 389 00:20:10,644 --> 00:20:13,081 and for that, I am very sorry. 390 00:20:13,255 --> 00:20:15,126 You remembered everything. 391 00:20:15,301 --> 00:20:17,259 [chuckles softly] Course I did. 392 00:20:19,609 --> 00:20:21,916 I really did miss you. 393 00:20:26,486 --> 00:20:29,489 You're still upset about the cabin. 394 00:20:31,012 --> 00:20:32,709 I am so sorry, Kate. 395 00:20:32,883 --> 00:20:34,450 I was such a dick. 396 00:20:34,624 --> 00:20:37,801 I-I don't know. I-I don't know what happens to me. 397 00:20:37,975 --> 00:20:39,977 It's, um... 398 00:20:40,151 --> 00:20:42,371 It's like a switch flips inside me, 399 00:20:42,545 --> 00:20:44,634 um, which... That's so not an excuse. 400 00:20:44,808 --> 00:20:46,549 -Marc. -And I should've apologized to you 401 00:20:46,723 --> 00:20:48,986 the second I saw you today, but I just... 402 00:20:49,160 --> 00:20:50,858 I thought that you showing up here 403 00:20:51,032 --> 00:20:52,642 was you saying you forgive me. 404 00:20:52,816 --> 00:20:55,166 Well, that's not what I'm saying. 405 00:20:55,341 --> 00:20:56,690 I mean... 406 00:20:56,864 --> 00:20:59,649 I mean, that's not what I came here to say. 407 00:21:01,085 --> 00:21:03,349 Well, what'd you come here to say? 408 00:21:07,353 --> 00:21:08,832 [sighs] Okay. 409 00:21:09,920 --> 00:21:11,400 Uh-oh. This sounds heavy. 410 00:21:11,574 --> 00:21:13,707 Well, it is. 411 00:21:18,712 --> 00:21:22,106 [sighs deeply] 412 00:21:22,281 --> 00:21:24,544 [chuckles] You're annoyed now? 413 00:21:25,545 --> 00:21:27,895 Um... 414 00:21:28,069 --> 00:21:29,592 I'm just a little whiplashed, 415 00:21:29,766 --> 00:21:32,726 'cause I was, like, really, really happy to see you. 416 00:21:32,900 --> 00:21:35,076 And then now it's just like... 417 00:21:35,250 --> 00:21:36,686 ugh. 418 00:21:37,774 --> 00:21:39,341 [sighs] 419 00:21:41,038 --> 00:21:42,866 You know what, 420 00:21:43,040 --> 00:21:45,695 let's just chill and let's just watch some TV, huh? 421 00:21:45,869 --> 00:21:47,697 Let's just, like, be here with each other. 422 00:21:47,871 --> 00:21:49,917 Huh? 423 00:21:50,091 --> 00:21:51,875 Come on. 424 00:21:52,049 --> 00:21:54,051 [turns TV on] 425 00:21:54,225 --> 00:21:55,923 [channels changing] 426 00:21:56,097 --> 00:21:57,925 [dramatic music playing] 427 00:21:58,099 --> 00:21:59,448 Oh, wait, that's Airplane! 428 00:21:59,622 --> 00:22:02,277 [chuckles] Could you actually not change it? 429 00:22:02,451 --> 00:22:03,757 We regret any inconvenience... 430 00:22:03,931 --> 00:22:06,237 Um, okay. 431 00:22:06,412 --> 00:22:10,111 -This is due to periodic air pockets we encounter. -[Kate chuckling] 432 00:22:10,285 --> 00:22:12,331 There's no reason to become alarmed, 433 00:22:12,505 --> 00:22:15,638 and we hope you enjoy the rest of your flight. 434 00:22:15,812 --> 00:22:17,814 By the way, is there anyone on board 435 00:22:17,988 --> 00:22:19,642 who knows how to fly a plane? 436 00:22:19,816 --> 00:22:21,644 [passengers screaming] 437 00:22:21,818 --> 00:22:24,081 [sighs softly] 438 00:22:24,255 --> 00:22:25,474 I need a drink. 439 00:22:25,648 --> 00:22:27,171 [clears throat] 440 00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:29,348 [passengers screaming, shouting] 441 00:22:32,960 --> 00:22:34,962 [exhales] 442 00:22:35,136 --> 00:22:36,572 [screaming] 443 00:22:36,746 --> 00:22:39,270 [Rebecca and Jack laughing] 444 00:22:43,753 --> 00:22:45,755 ♪ ♪ 445 00:22:53,284 --> 00:22:54,808 [exhales] 446 00:22:54,982 --> 00:22:56,810 [smacks lips] 447 00:22:56,984 --> 00:22:58,333 Hey, yo, I got, uh, the DVD 448 00:22:58,507 --> 00:22:59,943 of Michel Gondry's music videos. 449 00:23:00,117 --> 00:23:01,945 Uh... 450 00:23:06,820 --> 00:23:08,430 Can I help you? 451 00:23:11,172 --> 00:23:13,000 It's Kate. 452 00:23:13,957 --> 00:23:15,611 Pearson. 453 00:23:16,699 --> 00:23:18,658 [chuckles softly] Wow. 454 00:23:18,832 --> 00:23:19,876 Kate Pearson. 455 00:23:20,050 --> 00:23:22,488 What are the odds? 456 00:23:22,662 --> 00:23:24,011 Do you live in SD? 457 00:23:25,055 --> 00:23:27,318 Vacationing? 458 00:23:27,493 --> 00:23:29,364 No. 459 00:23:29,538 --> 00:23:31,322 We share a friend on Facebook. 460 00:23:31,497 --> 00:23:36,371 I actually figured out where you work because I wanted to, uh... 461 00:23:37,503 --> 00:23:38,721 ...come and see you. 462 00:23:38,895 --> 00:23:41,332 Oh, okay. 463 00:23:43,726 --> 00:23:45,206 So... 464 00:23:45,380 --> 00:23:47,817 S-- Um, I was just wondering if I could-- 465 00:23:47,991 --> 00:23:50,080 I-I wanted to talk to you about some things. 466 00:23:50,254 --> 00:23:51,386 MANAGER: Marc! 467 00:23:52,735 --> 00:23:54,389 Now. 468 00:23:56,217 --> 00:23:58,611 [grunts] Hang tight. Be right back. 469 00:23:58,785 --> 00:24:00,526 MANAGER: Three smoke breaks in one hour? 470 00:24:00,700 --> 00:24:02,266 -Really? -I'm sorry, man. 471 00:24:02,441 --> 00:24:03,964 MANAGER: We've talked about this. 472 00:24:04,138 --> 00:24:05,748 If you're gonna work here, you got to work here. 473 00:24:05,922 --> 00:24:08,185 -Yeah. -You have five minutes. 474 00:24:08,359 --> 00:24:09,665 [sniffs] 475 00:24:09,839 --> 00:24:11,580 It's not a long-term job. [inhales] 476 00:24:11,754 --> 00:24:13,190 I got this band I've been managing 477 00:24:13,364 --> 00:24:15,366 and we're getting a residency at this club, 478 00:24:15,541 --> 00:24:17,238 so... 479 00:24:19,893 --> 00:24:22,548 Okay, can I ask you a question? 480 00:24:23,592 --> 00:24:26,073 Okay. Sure. 481 00:24:29,598 --> 00:24:31,252 What do you remember about our relationship? 482 00:24:31,426 --> 00:24:32,688 Like, when you look back on it, I mean. 483 00:24:33,733 --> 00:24:35,561 Really? [chuckles] 484 00:24:35,735 --> 00:24:37,606 That's why you're here? 485 00:24:37,780 --> 00:24:40,522 To rehash our six-month relationship from... 486 00:24:40,696 --> 00:24:42,916 20 years ago? 487 00:24:43,090 --> 00:24:44,004 [scoffs] 488 00:24:44,178 --> 00:24:45,571 You know what, forget it. 489 00:24:45,745 --> 00:24:48,095 Forget about it. Goodbye, Marc. 490 00:24:48,269 --> 00:24:49,749 Sorry. Uh, hold on. 491 00:24:49,923 --> 00:24:51,228 Sorry. I'm sorry. 492 00:24:53,579 --> 00:24:57,017 When I look back on it, I think... 493 00:24:57,974 --> 00:24:59,889 ...we were in love? 494 00:25:00,063 --> 00:25:01,412 Um... 495 00:25:01,587 --> 00:25:03,414 I mean, you had great taste in music. 496 00:25:03,589 --> 00:25:04,851 And... 497 00:25:05,939 --> 00:25:07,810 ...you were broken, you know, 498 00:25:07,984 --> 00:25:09,595 in all the right places. 499 00:25:10,639 --> 00:25:14,077 And, yeah, things got intense at times, but, like, 500 00:25:14,251 --> 00:25:16,950 we were kids. 501 00:25:17,951 --> 00:25:19,561 No. 502 00:25:19,735 --> 00:25:21,128 I was a kid. 503 00:25:21,302 --> 00:25:23,652 You were a 24-year-old man. 504 00:25:23,826 --> 00:25:26,960 And I wasn't broken. I was grieving. 505 00:25:27,134 --> 00:25:28,962 My dad just died. 506 00:25:29,136 --> 00:25:31,094 And I was destroyed 507 00:25:31,268 --> 00:25:33,444 and so vulnerable and you knew it. 508 00:25:33,619 --> 00:25:35,621 You liked it. 509 00:25:35,795 --> 00:25:36,839 -[chuckles]: Okay... -W-- No, no, no. 510 00:25:37,013 --> 00:25:38,798 I'm not finished. 511 00:25:39,799 --> 00:25:41,452 [scoffs] 512 00:25:41,627 --> 00:25:43,933 What you did to me... 513 00:25:45,369 --> 00:25:48,198 ...how you held my self-esteem in your hand 514 00:25:48,372 --> 00:25:51,288 and then you decided to crush it, 515 00:25:51,462 --> 00:25:53,769 God, that damaged me, Marc. 516 00:25:53,943 --> 00:25:55,597 For years, 517 00:25:55,771 --> 00:25:57,468 I swallowed my dreams, 518 00:25:57,643 --> 00:25:59,470 my feelings... 519 00:25:59,645 --> 00:26:01,647 and a lot of food. 520 00:26:01,821 --> 00:26:03,649 No, no, look at me. 521 00:26:03,823 --> 00:26:05,215 Look at me. 522 00:26:05,389 --> 00:26:07,522 You need to get this. 523 00:26:07,696 --> 00:26:10,960 The time that it took for me to heal from you 524 00:26:11,134 --> 00:26:13,484 stole years of my life. 525 00:26:13,659 --> 00:26:14,921 And I can't get them back. 526 00:26:16,662 --> 00:26:18,620 [chuckles] Took me a while, 527 00:26:18,794 --> 00:26:20,317 yeah, but I, um... 528 00:26:20,491 --> 00:26:22,668 I found someone who... 529 00:26:22,842 --> 00:26:25,845 loves me the way that I deserve to be loved. 530 00:26:26,019 --> 00:26:28,195 I have a beautiful son 531 00:26:28,369 --> 00:26:30,197 and an incredible husband, 532 00:26:30,371 --> 00:26:31,807 who's actually in that car 533 00:26:31,981 --> 00:26:33,679 and who was just, like, seconds away 534 00:26:33,853 --> 00:26:37,857 from wanting to just pulverize you with his bare hands. 535 00:26:40,207 --> 00:26:43,384 I'm not broken. You're the one that's broken, Marc. 536 00:26:44,428 --> 00:26:46,822 You're the disease. 537 00:26:47,997 --> 00:26:51,566 And I'm not carrying it a moment longer. 538 00:26:51,740 --> 00:26:53,481 So... 539 00:26:53,655 --> 00:26:56,484 I give it back to you. 540 00:26:56,658 --> 00:26:58,878 Good luck with it, Marc. 541 00:27:12,326 --> 00:27:14,110 WOMAN [on TV]: Sally, I took this man home with me, 542 00:27:14,284 --> 00:27:16,199 and my parents asked me, "What cave did you pull this out of?" 543 00:27:16,373 --> 00:27:17,897 [laughter] 544 00:27:18,071 --> 00:27:19,420 Kate. 545 00:27:27,384 --> 00:27:29,604 It's gonna be fine. 546 00:27:29,778 --> 00:27:32,738 I'm gonna put this sheet over your knees. 547 00:27:42,748 --> 00:27:45,272 ♪ ♪ 548 00:28:04,900 --> 00:28:08,077 Ah! God, I feel good. 549 00:28:10,427 --> 00:28:12,865 You know, he looked so small to me. 550 00:28:13,039 --> 00:28:16,520 In his stupid-ass T-shirt and just all... 551 00:28:16,695 --> 00:28:20,133 talking about his empty dreams. It's like a joke. 552 00:28:20,307 --> 00:28:22,004 [sighs] I just cannot believe 553 00:28:22,178 --> 00:28:24,354 I let him have that much power over me. 554 00:28:24,528 --> 00:28:26,095 Hmm. I'm proud of you, babe. 555 00:28:26,269 --> 00:28:28,489 -You did good. -Thank you. 556 00:28:35,539 --> 00:28:38,107 I wanted to tell you about it. 557 00:28:38,281 --> 00:28:42,590 About all of it, about Marc, so many times, 558 00:28:42,764 --> 00:28:45,462 but... 559 00:28:45,636 --> 00:28:48,422 I didn't want you to-to look at me like a victim. 560 00:28:48,596 --> 00:28:50,511 Oh, Kate, come on. 561 00:28:50,685 --> 00:28:54,515 No. And today, you... you just sat patiently in the car 562 00:28:54,689 --> 00:28:57,518 when I know that you wanted to rip out his jugular, 563 00:28:57,692 --> 00:29:00,869 and you let me be my own white knight. 564 00:29:01,043 --> 00:29:04,830 And... you never looked at me 565 00:29:05,004 --> 00:29:08,572 like I was a victim. Ever. 566 00:29:08,747 --> 00:29:11,010 And I could have just told you everything from day one. 567 00:29:13,142 --> 00:29:14,535 Day one would have been a lot, 568 00:29:14,709 --> 00:29:16,885 -but... -Okay. 569 00:29:17,059 --> 00:29:19,670 -[Toby laughs] -I know. 570 00:29:19,845 --> 00:29:21,411 VANCE: So, what would this mean to you 571 00:29:21,585 --> 00:29:24,414 if this Hai person was actually telling the truth? 572 00:29:24,588 --> 00:29:27,722 Beyond William's betrayal, I mean. 573 00:29:27,896 --> 00:29:30,464 Beyond William's? 574 00:29:35,382 --> 00:29:38,428 You know, I put a... an ad in the paper 575 00:29:38,602 --> 00:29:41,040 looking for my mom when I was 16? 576 00:29:41,214 --> 00:29:43,520 Some scam artist showed up at the park. 577 00:29:43,694 --> 00:29:45,696 She wanted money. 578 00:29:45,871 --> 00:29:47,568 That must have hurt. 579 00:29:47,742 --> 00:29:50,919 So much so that I stopped looking 580 00:29:51,093 --> 00:29:54,009 for another 20 years. 581 00:29:57,317 --> 00:30:01,756 She had 35 years to find me, and she never even looked for me. 582 00:30:01,930 --> 00:30:04,063 You don't know if that's what happened. 583 00:30:04,237 --> 00:30:05,629 I... [sighs] 584 00:30:05,804 --> 00:30:07,544 Let's look at it this way. 585 00:30:09,329 --> 00:30:11,592 At nine years old, you were curling your tongue 586 00:30:11,766 --> 00:30:14,073 at Black folks in supermarkets. 587 00:30:14,247 --> 00:30:16,597 At 16, you put ads in the paper. 588 00:30:16,771 --> 00:30:20,253 And at 35, you hired a P.I. 589 00:30:20,427 --> 00:30:22,211 Your whole life, 590 00:30:22,385 --> 00:30:24,431 your instincts have been telling you 591 00:30:24,605 --> 00:30:27,086 you need to know your history. 592 00:30:27,260 --> 00:30:31,090 Why do you think you needed that? 593 00:30:31,264 --> 00:30:33,135 To know where I came from. 594 00:30:33,309 --> 00:30:35,921 To... to know who I was. 595 00:30:36,095 --> 00:30:39,054 I don't know, to... 596 00:30:39,228 --> 00:30:42,928 to feel connected or rooted 597 00:30:43,102 --> 00:30:45,756 to something bigger than myself. 598 00:30:45,931 --> 00:30:49,108 Did knowing William help you do that? 599 00:30:51,066 --> 00:30:52,981 In a lot of ways it did. 600 00:30:53,155 --> 00:30:57,290 Is there a chance that knowing Laurel's story 601 00:30:57,464 --> 00:30:59,422 could help you, too? 602 00:30:59,596 --> 00:31:01,642 You're already in the journey, Randall. 603 00:31:01,816 --> 00:31:05,298 Why not be inin it? 604 00:31:09,606 --> 00:31:10,912 [sighs] 605 00:31:11,086 --> 00:31:14,133 Um, I made you a little to-go breakfast. 606 00:31:14,307 --> 00:31:16,309 This is so nice. You didn't have to do that. 607 00:31:16,483 --> 00:31:17,658 This-this... 608 00:31:19,007 --> 00:31:21,009 Thank you. Thank you. 609 00:31:21,183 --> 00:31:25,492 You know, the car's gonna be here... any second. 610 00:31:25,666 --> 00:31:27,668 Yeah, I just-- I'm... 611 00:31:30,497 --> 00:31:33,979 I know I'm leaving at the worst possible time. 612 00:31:34,153 --> 00:31:36,503 But when I come back, 613 00:31:36,677 --> 00:31:39,506 it will be with a heart that is committed... 614 00:31:39,680 --> 00:31:42,857 Kevin. I am deeply aware 615 00:31:43,031 --> 00:31:46,165 that you come from a family of great speech-givers. 616 00:31:47,775 --> 00:31:52,214 I think you should use this time away to be real with yourself. 617 00:31:52,388 --> 00:31:56,044 To figure out how this relationship and family 618 00:31:56,218 --> 00:31:59,569 is actually gonna work, and how these babies and I 619 00:31:59,743 --> 00:32:02,833 are actually gonna fit in your life. 620 00:32:05,575 --> 00:32:09,101 You said you were all in, and I bought that. 621 00:32:11,103 --> 00:32:13,714 Take this moment to decide if you really are. 622 00:32:17,326 --> 00:32:18,501 I am. 623 00:32:19,546 --> 00:32:21,374 [whispers]: Take the moment. 624 00:32:24,725 --> 00:32:26,379 Kiss the bubbalas goodbye. 625 00:32:27,771 --> 00:32:31,384 -Oh, yeah. [moans] -[laughs] 626 00:32:31,558 --> 00:32:33,995 Oh, man. Okay. 627 00:32:34,169 --> 00:32:36,519 Mwah. Mwah. 628 00:32:36,693 --> 00:32:39,653 You listen to your mom, okay, babies? 629 00:32:39,827 --> 00:32:42,699 Oh, okay. This is hard. 630 00:32:45,224 --> 00:32:47,226 And, uh... 631 00:32:48,401 --> 00:32:49,576 Okay. 632 00:32:51,665 --> 00:32:53,058 Okay. 633 00:33:03,633 --> 00:33:05,200 Nothing went wrong. People change. 634 00:33:05,374 --> 00:33:07,246 -GEORGE: People change? -Yeah. People change. 635 00:33:07,420 --> 00:33:08,595 GEORGE: Can they change back? 636 00:33:10,771 --> 00:33:12,120 I don't know. 637 00:33:12,294 --> 00:33:14,383 -I think it's harder. -[door opens] 638 00:33:14,557 --> 00:33:16,951 Hey, Bug. 639 00:33:17,125 --> 00:33:19,475 -How was yourweekend? -It was fine. 640 00:33:19,649 --> 00:33:21,738 Yeah? You had a good time with Molly? 641 00:33:21,912 --> 00:33:23,653 Mm-hmm. 642 00:33:23,827 --> 00:33:25,351 Is everything all right? 643 00:33:25,525 --> 00:33:26,700 You know, I did call a couple times to check in. 644 00:33:26,874 --> 00:33:28,919 I didn't hear back. 645 00:33:32,140 --> 00:33:33,620 Oh, sweetheart. 646 00:33:33,794 --> 00:33:35,796 Is everything okay? What's wrong? 647 00:33:35,970 --> 00:33:37,928 I was watching a sappy movie. 648 00:33:38,103 --> 00:33:39,887 It made me cry. 649 00:33:40,061 --> 00:33:41,889 -Oh. -[chuckles] 650 00:33:42,063 --> 00:33:44,805 [laughs]: I'm sorry. 651 00:33:46,285 --> 00:33:49,114 Do you want some dinner? 652 00:33:49,288 --> 00:33:50,767 I'll take some ice cream. 653 00:33:50,941 --> 00:33:52,204 You got it. 654 00:34:00,299 --> 00:34:03,171 ♪ If I ran ahead♪ 655 00:34:03,345 --> 00:34:05,130 -[laughter] -♪ Would you know♪ 656 00:34:05,304 --> 00:34:08,524 ♪ Which way that I went♪ 657 00:34:08,698 --> 00:34:10,004 ♪ Without you?♪ 658 00:34:10,178 --> 00:34:13,138 ♪ In days, I would be lost♪ 659 00:34:13,312 --> 00:34:15,053 ♪ And afloat♪ 660 00:34:15,227 --> 00:34:18,012 ♪ Thrown into the waves♪ 661 00:34:18,186 --> 00:34:20,275 ♪ Tossed ashore♪ 662 00:34:20,449 --> 00:34:22,973 ♪ Throw me now your arms♪ 663 00:34:24,975 --> 00:34:27,978 -♪ We're not meant to be♪ -[picks up phone] 664 00:34:28,153 --> 00:34:29,850 ♪ On our own♪ 665 00:34:30,024 --> 00:34:31,460 ♪ And is this now the time♪ 666 00:34:31,634 --> 00:34:32,983 [phone ringing] 667 00:34:33,158 --> 00:34:34,550 ♪ We let go♪ 668 00:34:34,724 --> 00:34:36,813 ♪ And cling to one another...♪ 669 00:34:36,987 --> 00:34:38,467 Yo, yo, this is Kevin. 670 00:34:38,641 --> 00:34:40,817 You really answer the phone like that, dude? 671 00:34:40,991 --> 00:34:42,689 Randall, what's up? 672 00:34:42,863 --> 00:34:47,868 So I've been thinking about you going to L.A. 673 00:34:48,042 --> 00:34:49,478 I don't think you should do it. 674 00:34:49,652 --> 00:34:52,177 Right, 'cause you don't think I'm talented. 675 00:34:52,351 --> 00:34:54,004 No, no, it's not that. 676 00:34:54,179 --> 00:34:55,354 You just got married. 677 00:34:56,659 --> 00:34:57,834 Sophie's one of the best things 678 00:34:58,008 --> 00:34:59,488 that's ever happened to you, 679 00:34:59,662 --> 00:35:01,708 and this could really stress your relationship. 680 00:35:01,882 --> 00:35:04,145 Sophie and I have been together since we were ten, Randall. 681 00:35:04,319 --> 00:35:05,538 We can hack a few months apart. 682 00:35:05,712 --> 00:35:07,888 Are you sure? 683 00:35:08,062 --> 00:35:09,498 You know, because when I think of anything 684 00:35:09,672 --> 00:35:10,891 getting in between me and Beth... 685 00:35:12,501 --> 00:35:14,112 ...it makes my stomach hurt. 686 00:35:14,286 --> 00:35:16,810 [laughs] That's 'cause you're whipped. 687 00:35:19,726 --> 00:35:21,467 Sorry I called. 688 00:35:21,641 --> 00:35:27,081 No, look, I, uh... I appreciate the concern. 689 00:35:27,255 --> 00:35:29,388 But Sophie and I are solid. 690 00:35:29,562 --> 00:35:31,172 We're gonna be okay. 691 00:35:31,346 --> 00:35:32,565 And look, when I'm a big star, 692 00:35:32,739 --> 00:35:33,783 and we're living in some mansion, 693 00:35:33,957 --> 00:35:36,830 it'll all be worth it. 694 00:35:37,004 --> 00:35:38,745 Okay, Kev. 695 00:35:38,919 --> 00:35:41,008 Whatever you say. 696 00:35:42,966 --> 00:35:44,185 [sets phone down] 697 00:35:47,797 --> 00:35:51,758 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you♪ 698 00:35:51,932 --> 00:35:54,891 ♪ That I would give up my life♪ 699 00:35:57,285 --> 00:36:02,595 ♪ Every day as the tides grow closer♪ 700 00:36:02,769 --> 00:36:04,945 ♪ It is all that's on my mind.♪ 701 00:36:16,130 --> 00:36:17,784 [phone ringing] 702 00:36:22,441 --> 00:36:24,443 [sighs] 703 00:36:27,489 --> 00:36:29,404 Hey. Everything all right with Mom? 704 00:36:29,578 --> 00:36:31,232 Uh, with the babies? 705 00:36:31,406 --> 00:36:32,799 Yeah. 706 00:36:32,973 --> 00:36:35,802 Mom's good, um, and Madison's... 707 00:36:35,976 --> 00:36:38,152 She's fine. Yeah. 708 00:36:41,808 --> 00:36:44,680 I-I saw your, uh, your-your strip clip 709 00:36:44,854 --> 00:36:46,334 on Hoda's Twitter feed. 710 00:36:46,508 --> 00:36:48,554 -[chuckles] It's hilarious, man.-Ah... 711 00:36:48,728 --> 00:36:50,295 It's good-- And not, like, in an embarrassing way at all. 712 00:36:50,469 --> 00:36:51,992 I mean, it comes off really charming. 713 00:36:52,166 --> 00:36:55,213 -It's great. -Yeah. It's been a trip. 714 00:36:57,693 --> 00:37:00,479 Uh, h-how is everybody there? How are the girls? 715 00:37:00,653 --> 00:37:03,003 Good. They're good. 716 00:37:03,177 --> 00:37:07,181 Uh, Zoom schooling is a unique version of hell, 717 00:37:07,355 --> 00:37:09,444 -but, um... -[chuckles] I bet. 718 00:37:09,618 --> 00:37:11,446 [quietly]: Yeah. 719 00:37:16,843 --> 00:37:19,193 -So... -Anyway, uh... 720 00:37:19,367 --> 00:37:21,891 Oh, no, I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry, no, g-go ahead. 721 00:37:22,065 --> 00:37:24,720 No, I wasn't, uh, n-- Go ahead. 722 00:37:24,894 --> 00:37:29,159 Well, l-look, the reason I was calling is I'm-I'm, um... 723 00:37:29,334 --> 00:37:31,727 S... Um... 724 00:37:31,901 --> 00:37:34,643 I'm finding myself in a really, um... 725 00:37:36,645 --> 00:37:41,389 ...complicated place with Madison, 726 00:37:41,563 --> 00:37:43,522 and I'm a little bit lost on how to deal with it, 727 00:37:43,696 --> 00:37:47,003 and I-I, uh... the first thought that I had... 728 00:37:48,135 --> 00:37:50,398 ...was, uh, 729 00:37:50,572 --> 00:37:54,446 well, it was "What would Randall do?" 730 00:37:58,363 --> 00:38:01,540 I, uh, I have that thought a lot, actually. 731 00:38:01,714 --> 00:38:04,847 That's a nice thing to say. 732 00:38:05,021 --> 00:38:07,372 It's a... 733 00:38:07,546 --> 00:38:09,635 nice thing to know. 734 00:38:11,289 --> 00:38:12,942 I know it seems ironic, too, 735 00:38:13,116 --> 00:38:15,902 uh, because of all of the... 736 00:38:16,076 --> 00:38:18,687 horrible things that I said to you 737 00:38:18,861 --> 00:38:20,080 that day when we were, uh... 738 00:38:20,254 --> 00:38:22,256 Ah, we said a lot of things, Kev. 739 00:38:23,518 --> 00:38:25,390 Yeah, but, uh... 740 00:38:25,564 --> 00:38:27,217 S... 741 00:38:32,440 --> 00:38:35,878 Randall, Kate was telling me about some of the things, uh, 742 00:38:36,052 --> 00:38:37,445 that you felt 743 00:38:37,619 --> 00:38:40,100 during our childhood, some of... 744 00:38:42,755 --> 00:38:44,757 Is that really how you felt? 745 00:38:49,936 --> 00:38:53,026 Yeah, Kev, it is. 746 00:38:54,897 --> 00:38:57,596 Well, that is horrible. 747 00:39:00,773 --> 00:39:03,079 Uh... 748 00:39:03,253 --> 00:39:06,779 I can't imagine having to keep all that to yourself. 749 00:39:15,483 --> 00:39:17,790 Hey, Kev, I'm sorry to cut you off, 750 00:39:17,964 --> 00:39:20,967 but, um, now's not a great time. 751 00:39:21,141 --> 00:39:22,969 I-I have a really important phone call 752 00:39:23,143 --> 00:39:25,798 that I have to make right now. 753 00:39:26,973 --> 00:39:29,976 ♪ If I ran ahead♪ 754 00:39:30,150 --> 00:39:31,630 ♪ Would you know...♪ 755 00:39:31,804 --> 00:39:33,545 Yeah, no, I get it. Yeah, no, you-you do you. 756 00:39:33,719 --> 00:39:36,504 -I-I get it. -But we'll talk soon, all right? 757 00:39:36,678 --> 00:39:39,507 ♪ In days, I would be lost...♪ 758 00:39:39,681 --> 00:39:41,161 We're really about to do this? 759 00:39:41,335 --> 00:39:44,686 I'm already in it, so... let's get in it. 760 00:39:44,860 --> 00:39:48,821 ♪ Tossed ashore, throw me now your arms...♪ 761 00:39:48,995 --> 00:39:51,650 [exhales] Oh, boy. 762 00:39:51,824 --> 00:39:53,782 -I'm so nervous. -I'm gonna boot. 763 00:39:53,956 --> 00:39:55,175 [line ringing] 764 00:39:58,178 --> 00:40:00,963 HAI [over phone]: Hello? 765 00:40:01,137 --> 00:40:02,878 Hi, Hai. 766 00:40:03,052 --> 00:40:06,273 Um, sorry. Uh, what I meant to say was hello. 767 00:40:06,447 --> 00:40:08,493 Um, is this Hai? 768 00:40:08,667 --> 00:40:10,843 Uh, yes, this is he. 769 00:40:12,322 --> 00:40:14,368 This is Randall Pearson. 770 00:40:15,804 --> 00:40:17,502 Oh, Randall. 771 00:40:17,676 --> 00:40:18,938 I'm so pleased to hear from you. 772 00:40:22,115 --> 00:40:24,552 Uh, Hai? 773 00:40:24,726 --> 00:40:26,336 Do you mind if I just jump into asking you 774 00:40:26,511 --> 00:40:28,513 a really blunt question? 775 00:40:28,687 --> 00:40:30,384 Go ahead. 776 00:40:30,558 --> 00:40:35,868 You mentioned in your e-mail that Laurel died in May of 2015. 777 00:40:36,042 --> 00:40:37,870 Of breast cancer, yes. 778 00:40:38,044 --> 00:40:40,568 ♪ Throw me now your arms...♪ 779 00:40:40,742 --> 00:40:44,572 Um, my father told me that Laurel overdosed 780 00:40:44,746 --> 00:40:47,575 and died shortly after I was born. 781 00:40:47,749 --> 00:40:50,230 ♪ Throw me now your arms...♪ 782 00:40:50,404 --> 00:40:53,668 So are you saying that he was lying? 783 00:40:55,453 --> 00:40:59,108 From what I know of the story, I believe he was telling you 784 00:40:59,282 --> 00:41:01,241 what he thought was the truth. 785 00:41:01,415 --> 00:41:06,072 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you♪ 786 00:41:06,246 --> 00:41:10,642 ♪ That I would give up my life♪ 787 00:41:10,816 --> 00:41:15,124 ♪ Every day as the tides grow closer...♪ 788 00:41:15,298 --> 00:41:17,910 BETH: Um, this is Beth, Randall's wife. 789 00:41:18,084 --> 00:41:21,261 How exactly did you know Laurel? 790 00:41:21,435 --> 00:41:26,048 We met in our early 20s, here in Orleans Parish. 791 00:41:29,487 --> 00:41:31,271 Sorry, I didn't expect to feel so strange 792 00:41:31,445 --> 00:41:33,578 talking about her on the phone. 793 00:41:33,752 --> 00:41:37,407 I've thought of telling you about her for so many years. 794 00:41:37,582 --> 00:41:40,280 I just wish I could see your face. 795 00:41:40,454 --> 00:41:46,286 I wish I could show you the places she lived, 796 00:41:46,460 --> 00:41:48,288 the things she loved. 797 00:41:48,462 --> 00:41:49,594 ♪ At day's end♪ 798 00:41:49,768 --> 00:41:52,597 ♪ Who you can depend on♪ 799 00:41:52,771 --> 00:41:54,773 ♪ Hand in hand♪ 800 00:41:54,947 --> 00:41:57,819 ♪ Safely on the shore♪ 801 00:41:57,993 --> 00:41:59,473 ♪ Where we stand...♪ 802 00:41:59,647 --> 00:42:02,476 Hey, what if we were to come out there? 803 00:42:04,434 --> 00:42:06,132 If that's what you could do... 804 00:42:06,306 --> 00:42:08,177 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you...♪ 805 00:42:08,351 --> 00:42:10,310 To see where my mother lived, 806 00:42:10,484 --> 00:42:13,182 and the things she loved? 807 00:42:13,356 --> 00:42:15,184 I would like that very much. 808 00:42:15,358 --> 00:42:18,405 ♪ Every day as the tides♪ 809 00:42:18,579 --> 00:42:20,320 ♪ Grow closer♪ 810 00:42:20,494 --> 00:42:22,452 ♪ It is all that's on my mind.♪ 57186

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