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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,523 --> 00:00:02,179 Previously, on "This Is Us"... 2 00:00:02,372 --> 00:00:03,712 JAE-WON: Today's, uh, bulletin, 3 00:00:03,797 --> 00:00:04,972 it's kind of going viral. 4 00:00:05,057 --> 00:00:06,453 RANDALL: Well, viral how? 5 00:00:06,813 --> 00:00:08,053 [garbled speech] 6 00:00:08,138 --> 00:00:09,803 I'm doing this for William Hill. 7 00:00:10,476 --> 00:00:12,687 Because you all were his family, 8 00:00:13,061 --> 00:00:14,882 which means you're my family, too. 9 00:00:15,343 --> 00:00:16,937 It's twins, Kevin. 10 00:00:17,517 --> 00:00:19,335 I'm all in, Madison. 11 00:00:19,813 --> 00:00:21,815 Whatever you need, I am all in. 12 00:00:21,929 --> 00:00:23,210 I think I just got the part. 13 00:00:23,295 --> 00:00:25,429 I mean, pending a-a good meeting with the director. 14 00:00:25,514 --> 00:00:27,445 [laughing]: I-I got the part. 15 00:00:27,530 --> 00:00:29,224 KATE: Um, my talk with Ellie today 16 00:00:29,309 --> 00:00:30,921 brought up some stuff for me. 17 00:00:31,773 --> 00:00:34,226 When I was 18, I was in 18 00:00:34,311 --> 00:00:37,046 a really, really bad relationship. 19 00:00:37,633 --> 00:00:39,335 And when it ended... 20 00:00:53,156 --> 00:00:56,757 So you're telling me, that this boyfriend of yours... 21 00:00:57,254 --> 00:00:58,960 Got me pregnant, yeah. 22 00:01:00,849 --> 00:01:03,982 And I was nowhere near ready to be a mom. 23 00:01:05,570 --> 00:01:06,773 And I could not... 24 00:01:07,031 --> 00:01:10,039 Ooh, I could not be tied to that guy for the rest of my life. 25 00:01:11,382 --> 00:01:12,812 You know, so... 26 00:01:14,101 --> 00:01:15,632 I had an abortion. 27 00:01:18,213 --> 00:01:20,515 And it was, I mean, the toughest decision 28 00:01:20,629 --> 00:01:22,335 I've ever made in my life. 29 00:01:22,921 --> 00:01:24,273 But I don't regret it. 30 00:01:25,773 --> 00:01:28,093 But I made it alone, and 31 00:01:28,191 --> 00:01:30,226 you know, I've lived with it alone. 32 00:01:32,929 --> 00:01:35,320 Wait. What are your eyes doing? Are you judging me? 33 00:01:36,451 --> 00:01:37,703 No. 34 00:01:38,491 --> 00:01:40,132 No, of course not. 35 00:01:42,187 --> 00:01:45,725 I'm just trying to wrap my head around the... 36 00:01:46,878 --> 00:01:49,794 Uh, why did it take you so long to tell me this? 37 00:01:51,124 --> 00:01:52,877 Well, it's not exactly something 38 00:01:52,965 --> 00:01:55,601 that comes up naturally in a conversation. 39 00:01:56,148 --> 00:01:57,937 Actually, it is. 40 00:01:59,698 --> 00:02:02,179 It took us two years to have Jack. 41 00:02:02,687 --> 00:02:06,804 That's two years of talking about pregnancy all the time. 42 00:02:07,671 --> 00:02:09,539 Toby, you don't understand. 43 00:02:09,966 --> 00:02:11,468 I was 18 years old, 44 00:02:11,593 --> 00:02:15,664 and that decision was wrapped up in the darkest, 45 00:02:15,828 --> 00:02:20,765 lowest, most painful... time of my life. 46 00:02:20,850 --> 00:02:23,765 It was, like, the most painful relationship of my life. 47 00:02:23,850 --> 00:02:26,406 And all I wanted to do, I wanted to lock it up, 48 00:02:26,679 --> 00:02:28,141 you know, and I didn't want to think about it. 49 00:02:28,225 --> 00:02:30,195 I didn't want to think about him. 50 00:02:31,818 --> 00:02:35,023 He was so cruel... to me. 51 00:02:37,341 --> 00:02:39,445 I would like you to tell me his name, 52 00:02:40,499 --> 00:02:42,920 and then, I would like to find him, 53 00:02:43,429 --> 00:02:45,093 and I would like to kill him. 54 00:02:45,306 --> 00:02:46,786 - Babe. - I want to kill him. 55 00:02:46,871 --> 00:02:48,089 [laughing]: You're... 56 00:02:48,174 --> 00:02:50,421 Thank you. That's very sweet. 57 00:02:50,546 --> 00:02:51,576 You know what? 58 00:02:51,661 --> 00:02:53,445 He's in the past, it's all in the past. 59 00:02:53,530 --> 00:02:56,243 - It's... - Is it, though? If it was 60 00:02:56,328 --> 00:02:59,500 truly in the past, then why would it take you four years 61 00:02:59,585 --> 00:03:00,843 to tell me about it? 62 00:03:09,765 --> 00:03:12,072 [Toby exhales] 63 00:03:27,024 --> 00:03:28,664 ♪ ♪ 64 00:03:28,801 --> 00:03:30,796 *THIS IS US* Season 05 Episode 05 65 00:03:31,020 --> 00:03:32,944 Episode Title: "A Long Road Home" Aired on: January 05, 2021 66 00:03:33,028 --> 00:03:34,793 Synchronized by srjanapala 67 00:03:35,523 --> 00:03:38,507 Look at that. Changing table is built. 68 00:03:38,592 --> 00:03:40,351 The bunny tapestry is hung. I'm telling you. 69 00:03:40,436 --> 00:03:43,414 Natasha is going to plotz when she sees our nursery. 70 00:03:43,499 --> 00:03:45,849 You are obsessed with impressing this nanny. 71 00:03:46,515 --> 00:03:48,321 I thought we were interviewing her, not the other way around. 72 00:03:48,405 --> 00:03:49,633 Yeah, no, babe, you don't understand. 73 00:03:49,717 --> 00:03:52,735 Natasha is, like, um... She's, like, nanny royalty. 74 00:03:52,820 --> 00:03:55,419 Okay? Timberlake said that he and Jess... 75 00:03:55,524 --> 00:03:57,744 They wept when she left to go to another family. 76 00:03:57,829 --> 00:03:59,851 Now that's what my family deserves, does it not? 77 00:03:59,936 --> 00:04:01,757 A nanny that makes Timberlake weep? 78 00:04:01,842 --> 00:04:03,750 - [phone vibrating] - Like a little baby. 79 00:04:05,046 --> 00:04:06,387 Yeah, what's up? 80 00:04:08,824 --> 00:04:10,007 Yeah, okay. 81 00:04:11,695 --> 00:04:13,327 No. Hold on, hold on. No, no, no, no, no. 82 00:04:13,412 --> 00:04:15,031 That is not what I committed to. 83 00:04:15,507 --> 00:04:16,625 Then I'm out. 84 00:04:16,867 --> 00:04:18,218 Yeah, you know why. 85 00:04:18,619 --> 00:04:20,281 I'm not having this conversation. 86 00:04:21,063 --> 00:04:22,125 Goodbye. 87 00:04:27,789 --> 00:04:30,532 Read about these, uh... What were they? 88 00:04:30,617 --> 00:04:32,875 These, uh... these, uh... these baby monitor socks 89 00:04:33,017 --> 00:04:34,714 - that they have. They... - Kevin. 90 00:04:35,231 --> 00:04:36,992 What the hell just happened on the phone? 91 00:04:37,562 --> 00:04:40,906 Uh, th-that was, uh, just my agent. 92 00:04:42,257 --> 00:04:43,313 They, uh, they're moving 93 00:04:43,398 --> 00:04:45,733 the filming of the movie to Vancouver, 'cause it's safer. 94 00:04:45,818 --> 00:04:47,602 I guess there's less COVID, so... 95 00:04:48,187 --> 00:04:50,219 And that's bad because...? 96 00:04:50,304 --> 00:04:52,259 Because it's two weeks of filming, right? 97 00:04:52,344 --> 00:04:54,484 Plus, two weeks quarantine, 98 00:04:54,850 --> 00:04:56,789 which means I'd have to leave L.A. tomorrow. 99 00:04:58,125 --> 00:04:59,309 Oh. 100 00:04:59,640 --> 00:05:02,398 Yeah, so, I-I, you know, I can't do it. 101 00:05:07,085 --> 00:05:08,457 Wait. Put that down. 102 00:05:08,542 --> 00:05:10,192 Let's do the math for a second. 103 00:05:10,277 --> 00:05:12,801 Four weeks away puts you back here... 104 00:05:13,640 --> 00:05:16,375 a solid five weeks before the babies are due. 105 00:05:19,797 --> 00:05:22,905 You have worked so hard on this movie. 106 00:05:23,054 --> 00:05:25,757 You have put up with so much crap from that director. 107 00:05:26,822 --> 00:05:28,812 This can't all be for nothing. 108 00:05:31,609 --> 00:05:33,601 I don't know. I don't know. 109 00:05:39,960 --> 00:05:41,750 Go on and pack. 110 00:05:44,555 --> 00:05:45,640 Yeah. 111 00:05:55,691 --> 00:05:58,640 No, Mom, I didn't realize the camera was still on. 112 00:05:58,993 --> 00:06:01,507 - [Lizzo's "Juice" playing] - I can give Miguel my abs routine. 113 00:06:01,591 --> 00:06:03,593 - ♪ Got to blame it on the Goose ♪ - Oh, my. 114 00:06:03,722 --> 00:06:05,596 - ♪ Got to blame it on my juice, baby... ♪ - Oh, boy. 115 00:06:05,680 --> 00:06:09,379 Uh, I'm at the office now, Ma. Uh, love you. 116 00:06:09,552 --> 00:06:11,336 - ♪ I'm the pudding in the proof... ♪ - Morning, boss. 117 00:06:11,420 --> 00:06:14,000 - [music stops] - [laughter, applause] 118 00:06:14,164 --> 00:06:15,431 All right, Jae-won. 119 00:06:15,516 --> 00:06:17,779 You can put your tinypecs back on now. 120 00:06:17,882 --> 00:06:19,536 [laughter] 121 00:06:21,061 --> 00:06:23,019 Uh, there's something I need to show you. 122 00:06:23,224 --> 00:06:25,668 I don't know if I would have said that while closing a door, 123 00:06:25,753 --> 00:06:27,276 wearing a naked-man shirt. 124 00:06:27,361 --> 00:06:29,750 Yeah. Uh, you know the, um... 125 00:06:30,015 --> 00:06:32,141 the form we set up on our website for cons... 126 00:06:32,315 --> 00:06:34,535 for, uh, constituents to reach out? 127 00:06:34,709 --> 00:06:36,145 [groans] 128 00:06:36,375 --> 00:06:37,828 Aah. Uh, watch the hair. 129 00:06:38,281 --> 00:06:39,642 - Yeah. - [sighs] 130 00:06:40,210 --> 00:06:41,368 - Thank you. - Yeah. 131 00:06:41,453 --> 00:06:43,969 The, um... the form on our website 132 00:06:44,054 --> 00:06:45,375 for constituents to reach out. 133 00:06:45,716 --> 00:06:47,239 [exhales sharply] 134 00:06:47,680 --> 00:06:49,160 This came in. 135 00:06:54,520 --> 00:06:56,218 You want privacy? 136 00:06:56,656 --> 00:06:58,070 I'll give you privacy. 137 00:07:00,169 --> 00:07:01,875 [door opens] 138 00:07:02,625 --> 00:07:04,347 [door closes] 139 00:07:04,552 --> 00:07:06,598 [turns page] 140 00:07:10,484 --> 00:07:12,241 [knocking, door opens] 141 00:07:13,034 --> 00:07:14,167 Kate Pearson? 142 00:07:14,262 --> 00:07:15,262 - [door closes] 143 00:07:15,362 --> 00:07:16,299 - I'm Dr. Wolfe. 144 00:07:16,371 --> 00:07:17,807 I'm one of the clinicians here. 145 00:07:17,981 --> 00:07:19,487 - Hi. - Hi. 146 00:07:20,245 --> 00:07:22,406 So, let me tell you how this is gonna go. 147 00:07:22,491 --> 00:07:23,971 Uh, by Pennsylvania law, 148 00:07:24,056 --> 00:07:26,209 I'm required to ask you this list of questions 149 00:07:26,294 --> 00:07:28,137 before we can proceed any further. 150 00:07:28,222 --> 00:07:29,745 - Okay. - Okay. 151 00:07:30,847 --> 00:07:32,517 Are you absolutely sure 152 00:07:32,602 --> 00:07:34,953 of your decision to terminate this pregnancy? 153 00:07:36,034 --> 00:07:37,214 Yes. 154 00:07:37,839 --> 00:07:40,190 Can you tell me what led to your decision? 155 00:07:41,570 --> 00:07:43,417 Um... I'm 18, 156 00:07:43,502 --> 00:07:45,852 and I'm not with the guy anymore, so... 157 00:07:46,872 --> 00:07:49,894 Are you taking any medications or other drugs? 158 00:07:52,058 --> 00:07:53,214 Kate? 159 00:07:55,254 --> 00:07:58,340 Um, so where do they actually do it? 160 00:07:58,425 --> 00:07:59,464 Will it be in here? 161 00:07:59,631 --> 00:08:02,863 No. The procedure would happen in the room next door. 162 00:08:02,948 --> 00:08:05,245 And that happens today, right? 163 00:08:05,330 --> 00:08:07,965 - Mm. - No, honey. We're legally required 164 00:08:08,050 --> 00:08:10,801 to wait 24 hours after meeting the patient 165 00:08:10,886 --> 00:08:13,332 and giving the questions and information. 166 00:08:13,417 --> 00:08:16,433 [fading]: If after 24 hours, you feel you want the procedure... 167 00:08:19,145 --> 00:08:20,979 - Babe? - Hi. 168 00:08:22,659 --> 00:08:23,737 Where's Jackie? 169 00:08:23,822 --> 00:08:26,138 Ugh. Conked out in his sleep chair. 170 00:08:26,223 --> 00:08:27,495 - Yeah? - Yeah. 171 00:08:27,580 --> 00:08:29,408 You look pretty tired yourself. 172 00:08:31,776 --> 00:08:34,777 Well, that's because I spent the entire night 173 00:08:34,862 --> 00:08:37,974 cyber-stalking my awful ex-boyfriend Marc. 174 00:08:39,339 --> 00:08:41,058 I don't know. I just... 175 00:08:41,433 --> 00:08:43,245 I just felt like... 176 00:08:43,493 --> 00:08:44,761 I don't know... you were right. 177 00:08:44,846 --> 00:08:47,245 Right, like, I was clearly not past the past. 178 00:08:47,401 --> 00:08:50,651 And that's why I took out my laptop, I went for a dive, 179 00:08:51,011 --> 00:08:53,642 and I found out that he's in San Diego. 180 00:08:53,847 --> 00:08:55,383 So I was thinking. 181 00:08:55,557 --> 00:08:57,646 I don't know what I'm gonna say or what I'm gonna do, 182 00:08:57,731 --> 00:08:59,428 but I-I feel like I have to see him. 183 00:09:01,112 --> 00:09:03,173 I was hoping you would come with. 184 00:09:03,722 --> 00:09:07,134 I know it's a lot to ask, but I could really use your support. 185 00:09:08,901 --> 00:09:10,987 Are you sure you can handle seeing him again? 186 00:09:12,448 --> 00:09:13,784 Yeah. 187 00:09:14,526 --> 00:09:16,511 Okay. I'm in. 188 00:09:17,222 --> 00:09:19,354 - Okay. - Okay. 189 00:09:19,709 --> 00:09:21,456 [phone ringing] 190 00:09:21,688 --> 00:09:22,994 [drops keys] 191 00:09:31,549 --> 00:09:33,474 REBECCA [on machine]: Hi. You've reached the Pearsons. 192 00:09:33,558 --> 00:09:35,214 - Leave us a message. - [beep] 193 00:09:35,299 --> 00:09:36,566 REBECCA: Hey, sweetheart. It's me. 194 00:09:36,650 --> 00:09:38,479 Just calling to check in. 195 00:09:38,564 --> 00:09:43,034 Um... Kevin did really great at his showcase last night. 196 00:09:43,308 --> 00:09:46,042 And then he tried to set me up with his acting teacher. 197 00:09:46,216 --> 00:09:47,987 [Rebecca chuckles] 198 00:09:48,706 --> 00:09:50,394 Is everything okay? 199 00:09:50,740 --> 00:09:53,167 I thought you said you'd be home. 200 00:09:53,571 --> 00:09:56,348 Well, I'm at Kevin's if you need me, all right? 201 00:09:56,433 --> 00:09:58,301 I love you. Bye, Bug. 202 00:09:58,386 --> 00:10:00,274 [dial tone] 203 00:10:03,072 --> 00:10:04,909 [sets phone down] 204 00:10:06,394 --> 00:10:09,745 [laughter, indistinct chatter] 205 00:10:10,144 --> 00:10:11,328 [sets phone down] 206 00:10:12,049 --> 00:10:13,975 This is so lovely. 207 00:10:14,244 --> 00:10:16,159 Are we celebrating something? 208 00:10:16,244 --> 00:10:18,059 - SOPHIE: Kevin's got great news. - KEVIN: Mm-hmm. 209 00:10:18,143 --> 00:10:20,557 - REBECCA: Oh. - I got a call from a talent manager. 210 00:10:20,642 --> 00:10:22,473 - [gasps] - She was at my showcase last night. 211 00:10:22,558 --> 00:10:25,603 And she said that I have the right look for TV. 212 00:10:25,688 --> 00:10:27,433 Oh, so, she's more of a looks manager. 213 00:10:27,549 --> 00:10:31,009 - Okay, let him talk. - That's great, sweetheart. 214 00:10:31,094 --> 00:10:33,207 And she says it's pilot season, 215 00:10:33,292 --> 00:10:34,597 and she wants me to go to L.A. 216 00:10:34,682 --> 00:10:37,059 for a few months so she can send me on auditions. 217 00:10:37,144 --> 00:10:38,573 - L.A.? - Uh-huh. 218 00:10:38,658 --> 00:10:41,589 [scoffs] But you just got to New York. 219 00:10:42,042 --> 00:10:43,144 Yeah. 220 00:10:43,779 --> 00:10:46,217 Well, what about you? Will you be going with him? 221 00:10:46,373 --> 00:10:48,370 Oh, um, I have school, so... 222 00:10:48,455 --> 00:10:49,472 Yeah, and I'll be back 223 00:10:49,565 --> 00:10:51,365 - before she can even miss me. - SOPHIE: Yeah. 224 00:10:52,426 --> 00:10:53,636 Mm. 225 00:10:56,089 --> 00:10:57,221 To Kevin. 226 00:10:57,592 --> 00:10:59,565 - To your career. - [Sophie chuckles] 227 00:10:59,768 --> 00:11:01,639 - KEVIN: Thanks, Mom. - BETH: To your career. 228 00:11:01,724 --> 00:11:03,034 - To your career. - To my career. 229 00:11:03,119 --> 00:11:04,207 [Chuckles] 230 00:11:04,292 --> 00:11:05,495 And because of my profession, 231 00:11:05,580 --> 00:11:07,125 I get tested multiple times a week. 232 00:11:07,210 --> 00:11:08,800 I quarantine strictly. 233 00:11:08,885 --> 00:11:12,348 I'm basically the loneliest, safest person on the planet. 234 00:11:12,433 --> 00:11:13,661 - [all laugh] - KEVIN: You're funny. 235 00:11:13,745 --> 00:11:15,159 That's funny. She is funny, 236 00:11:15,244 --> 00:11:17,190 - right? - She is. [Chuckles] 237 00:11:17,659 --> 00:11:19,222 Um, and do you know CPR? 238 00:11:19,307 --> 00:11:20,808 NATASHA: And pediatric first aid. 239 00:11:20,893 --> 00:11:22,529 - Recertified every year. - MADISON: That is 240 00:11:22,613 --> 00:11:24,658 - so reassuring, I can't tell you. - Unbelievable. 241 00:11:24,743 --> 00:11:25,980 And you're good with extended travel, 242 00:11:26,064 --> 00:11:27,354 right? Because nowadays, 243 00:11:27,439 --> 00:11:28,707 you never know where these movies are gonna shoot. 244 00:11:28,791 --> 00:11:30,597 - So... - My passport's always up-to-date. 245 00:11:30,682 --> 00:11:32,428 Oh, that's great. That's great, because we want someone 246 00:11:32,512 --> 00:11:34,879 who travels with us to keep things consistent for the twins. 247 00:11:34,964 --> 00:11:36,325 - NATASHA: Mm-hmm. - MADISON: I mean, 248 00:11:36,409 --> 00:11:38,184 sure, there'll be occasional travel, 249 00:11:38,269 --> 00:11:40,809 but most of the time, we'll be here in L.A. 250 00:11:40,894 --> 00:11:42,025 KEVIN: Mm. 251 00:11:42,110 --> 00:11:43,559 Yeah. I mean, that's the hope. 252 00:11:43,644 --> 00:11:45,561 Yeah, you hope for that, but, you know, 253 00:11:45,646 --> 00:11:47,380 as we just found out, these movies, 254 00:11:47,465 --> 00:11:49,467 they'll shoot 'em anywhere, so... 255 00:11:50,839 --> 00:11:52,941 I've gone all over the world with my families. 256 00:11:53,026 --> 00:11:54,980 - KEVIN: Mm. - I know how to help them adjust 257 00:11:55,065 --> 00:11:56,816 to constantly changing locations. 258 00:11:56,901 --> 00:11:59,823 Starting new schools, you know, making new friends. 259 00:12:01,960 --> 00:12:03,265 BETH: Hey. 260 00:12:03,659 --> 00:12:05,011 You're home early. 261 00:12:08,163 --> 00:12:09,534 What's wrong? 262 00:12:13,799 --> 00:12:15,610 So, a man named Hai Lang 263 00:12:15,695 --> 00:12:19,110 - submitted a city complaint form on the website. - Mm-hmm. 264 00:12:19,195 --> 00:12:22,372 He used it as a way to get in touch with me personally. 265 00:12:22,846 --> 00:12:25,471 "My name's Hai Lang, and I live in New Orleans. 266 00:12:25,556 --> 00:12:28,424 "I recognized the name William Hill from a video 267 00:12:28,509 --> 00:12:30,761 "I saw of you on the Internet. 268 00:12:31,468 --> 00:12:35,503 Not 100% certain, but I believe I knew your mother, Laurel." 269 00:12:35,644 --> 00:12:38,261 - What? - "We were close friends. 270 00:12:38,893 --> 00:12:42,651 I was by her side when she died in May of 2015." 271 00:12:44,372 --> 00:12:46,631 Doesn't exactly jive with the whole "she died 272 00:12:46,716 --> 00:12:47,925 after I was born" story, huh? 273 00:12:48,010 --> 00:12:49,488 - Randall, what the hell? - I don't know. 274 00:12:49,572 --> 00:12:51,313 - I'm gonna go, um... - Wait. 275 00:12:52,489 --> 00:12:53,815 Oh, my God. 276 00:12:54,542 --> 00:12:56,120 He sent a picture. 277 00:12:58,128 --> 00:12:59,909 Randall, is this her? 278 00:13:01,034 --> 00:13:02,745 How would I know, Beth? 279 00:13:02,830 --> 00:13:05,268 I've never seen the woman before. 280 00:13:21,181 --> 00:13:22,550 [sighs] 281 00:13:23,605 --> 00:13:24,612 [sniffles] 282 00:13:35,305 --> 00:13:36,697 [footsteps approaching] 283 00:13:37,290 --> 00:13:39,711 - Hey. - Hey. 284 00:13:40,122 --> 00:13:42,461 I was thinking about bringing in Monk's for dinner. 285 00:13:42,687 --> 00:13:45,016 Been craving those crab legs. 286 00:13:45,474 --> 00:13:47,563 I will see you in a bit. 287 00:13:48,242 --> 00:13:49,961 Did you really just peck and go? 288 00:13:50,046 --> 00:13:51,264 Uh, Randall, 289 00:13:51,349 --> 00:13:53,134 this is not a peck and go situation. 290 00:13:53,219 --> 00:13:55,091 Okay? We need to talk about this. 291 00:13:55,789 --> 00:13:58,181 I was wondering for 36 years. 292 00:13:58,594 --> 00:14:00,211 I got my answers. 293 00:14:00,382 --> 00:14:02,471 I'm not going down this road. 294 00:14:03,447 --> 00:14:05,758 I understand that. But why? 295 00:14:05,843 --> 00:14:07,281 - Beth, come on. - Okay, Randall... 296 00:14:07,366 --> 00:14:08,984 'Cause it would mean he lied to me. 297 00:14:14,029 --> 00:14:15,774 How did you meet my mother? 298 00:14:16,398 --> 00:14:18,797 On a bus, of all places. 299 00:14:18,881 --> 00:14:20,010 [chuckles softly] 300 00:14:20,203 --> 00:14:21,914 My God, she was so beautiful. 301 00:14:22,378 --> 00:14:25,266 I got to tell you something. One look at that face, 302 00:14:25,992 --> 00:14:28,906 and my world spun on every axis. 303 00:14:29,718 --> 00:14:31,781 Fallen as we were back then, 304 00:14:31,866 --> 00:14:35,217 when she found out about you, she was so excited. 305 00:14:35,859 --> 00:14:38,787 I'd never seen a woman so determined to get clean, 306 00:14:38,872 --> 00:14:40,221 to stay clean, 307 00:14:40,306 --> 00:14:42,587 to do right by this baby. 308 00:14:43,915 --> 00:14:45,816 To do right by you. 309 00:14:47,540 --> 00:14:48,802 And she did. 310 00:14:49,242 --> 00:14:50,767 For nine months. 311 00:14:53,656 --> 00:14:55,611 But then, after the birth, 312 00:14:57,243 --> 00:15:00,087 the pain took hold of her like a demon. 313 00:15:01,177 --> 00:15:03,306 I lost her the next day. 314 00:15:08,686 --> 00:15:09,751 If, um... 315 00:15:11,259 --> 00:15:13,517 If she really did die just a few years ago, 316 00:15:13,609 --> 00:15:15,696 it would mean that William lied to me, Beth. 317 00:15:19,986 --> 00:15:21,712 Think you should, um... 318 00:15:22,384 --> 00:15:24,071 call your therapist on this one? 319 00:15:24,156 --> 00:15:25,397 I don't need to call my therapist. 320 00:15:25,481 --> 00:15:27,483 I need... I need to go for a run. 321 00:15:32,841 --> 00:15:35,095 He needs to call his therapist. 322 00:15:40,874 --> 00:15:42,876 KEVIN: You hated her, right? 323 00:15:43,228 --> 00:15:45,689 Well, you know what? Screw her 324 00:15:45,774 --> 00:15:48,473 and that glorious Range Rover that she rode in on. 325 00:15:49,227 --> 00:15:52,665 Jet-setting all over the world with our kids and their nannies? 326 00:15:53,946 --> 00:15:56,876 That's not exactly the life I pictured for our family. 327 00:15:57,845 --> 00:15:59,048 Well, uh, you know, 328 00:15:59,133 --> 00:16:02,026 what about private jet-setting all over the world 329 00:16:02,111 --> 00:16:04,478 with... our kids and their nannies? 330 00:16:07,204 --> 00:16:10,008 Okay. Look, Madison, I am lost here. 331 00:16:10,182 --> 00:16:12,079 Uh, you know, just a bit ago, 332 00:16:12,164 --> 00:16:14,603 you were pushing me out the door to go to Vancouver, right? 333 00:16:14,688 --> 00:16:18,111 And now you're upset that we're traveling for my work? 334 00:16:18,592 --> 00:16:20,618 I pushed you to go to Vancouver 335 00:16:20,703 --> 00:16:22,556 because the babies aren't here yet 336 00:16:22,923 --> 00:16:25,937 and because I know how much this movie means to you. 337 00:16:26,029 --> 00:16:30,626 And you made a commitment to a lot of people, but... 338 00:16:31,704 --> 00:16:34,383 you also made a commitment to me and these kids. 339 00:16:36,492 --> 00:16:38,137 I didn't realize that where we lived 340 00:16:38,222 --> 00:16:39,774 was as important as being a family. 341 00:16:39,859 --> 00:16:42,125 And how did you think this would work? 342 00:16:42,649 --> 00:16:45,790 Did you just assume that me and the kids 343 00:16:45,875 --> 00:16:47,922 would become your international roadies? 344 00:16:48,743 --> 00:16:51,571 No, I didn't... I wouldn't say that phrase. 345 00:16:51,656 --> 00:16:54,258 What... You know, I thought we would stick together. 346 00:16:54,485 --> 00:16:55,660 Me, too. 347 00:16:56,092 --> 00:16:57,321 In our home. 348 00:17:01,375 --> 00:17:02,899 What do you want me to do? 349 00:17:05,068 --> 00:17:07,331 What do you want me to do? Do you want me to quit acting, 350 00:17:08,016 --> 00:17:10,286 Madison? It took me 20 years to get here. 351 00:17:12,181 --> 00:17:14,262 But I'm not exactly in a position where I can dictate 352 00:17:14,346 --> 00:17:15,856 where they shoot things, okay? 353 00:17:15,941 --> 00:17:17,805 And quite frankly, I'm... 354 00:17:19,602 --> 00:17:22,055 I'm struggling to figure out 355 00:17:22,148 --> 00:17:24,110 how this is all of a sudden news to you. 356 00:17:27,100 --> 00:17:28,586 It's not. 357 00:17:29,738 --> 00:17:32,157 Look, I have been growing 358 00:17:32,255 --> 00:17:35,072 two humans inside my body, living with you 359 00:17:35,157 --> 00:17:36,759 in this bubble. I mean, I'm sorry 360 00:17:36,844 --> 00:17:38,124 if the realities of your career 361 00:17:38,217 --> 00:17:40,002 haven't exactly been top of mind. 362 00:17:41,922 --> 00:17:44,477 I'm not trying to give you a hard time, but... 363 00:17:45,719 --> 00:17:47,802 I was willing to do this on my own. 364 00:17:48,422 --> 00:17:49,665 Remember? 365 00:17:50,326 --> 00:17:52,852 I was never gonna ask you for anything, 366 00:17:53,235 --> 00:17:54,665 but you insisted on being 367 00:17:54,750 --> 00:17:56,547 a part of our lives, and now I have gone 368 00:17:56,632 --> 00:17:59,133 and fallen in love with this idea of our family. 369 00:18:07,647 --> 00:18:09,149 [Kevin grunts] 370 00:18:11,266 --> 00:18:13,131 Well, I have gone and fallen in love 371 00:18:13,216 --> 00:18:15,344 with the idea of our family, too. 372 00:18:23,727 --> 00:18:26,040 KATE: Here we are. This is where Marc works 373 00:18:26,125 --> 00:18:27,875 according to his Myspace page. 374 00:18:28,132 --> 00:18:30,094 TOBY: This guy has a Myspace page? 375 00:18:30,915 --> 00:18:34,086 Of all the things that you have told me about this guy, 376 00:18:34,179 --> 00:18:37,182 him having a Myspace page is the creepiest. 377 00:18:42,555 --> 00:18:45,000 Hey. You all right? 378 00:18:45,085 --> 00:18:46,758 Mm-hmm. Yeah. 379 00:18:47,285 --> 00:18:49,625 TOBY: Maybe I should go in with you. 380 00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:53,016 No, you don't need to go in with me. 381 00:18:57,915 --> 00:18:59,961 [sighs] 382 00:19:12,538 --> 00:19:14,016 Kate Pearson. 383 00:19:14,821 --> 00:19:16,524 I knew you couldn't stay away. 384 00:19:28,380 --> 00:19:31,422 Um, Marc? 385 00:19:36,243 --> 00:19:39,017 MARC: Well, it, uh, takes a little while to make a lady 386 00:19:39,102 --> 00:19:41,208 all of her favorite breakfast foods for lunch. 387 00:19:41,293 --> 00:19:42,994 We got one bagel, 388 00:19:43,079 --> 00:19:45,361 which is scooped, lightly toasted, 389 00:19:45,446 --> 00:19:46,491 butter on the side. 390 00:19:46,576 --> 00:19:48,040 And then we have 391 00:19:48,125 --> 00:19:50,071 an egg, very, very runny. 392 00:19:50,156 --> 00:19:51,805 [chuckles]: Which is still, to me, 393 00:19:51,890 --> 00:19:54,095 like eating an oyster from the ass of a chicken. 394 00:19:54,180 --> 00:19:55,619 [chuckles] But it's the way you like it. 395 00:19:55,703 --> 00:19:56,907 I don't judge. And then we got 396 00:19:56,992 --> 00:19:58,515 one coffee, nonfat milk. 397 00:19:58,600 --> 00:20:00,321 No Sweet'N Low, though, because I didn't have any, 398 00:20:00,405 --> 00:20:02,842 and for that, I am very sorry. 399 00:20:03,290 --> 00:20:04,680 You remembered everything. 400 00:20:04,765 --> 00:20:06,723 [chuckles softly] Course I did. 401 00:20:09,761 --> 00:20:11,196 I really did miss you. 402 00:20:17,224 --> 00:20:19,172 You're still upset about the cabin. 403 00:20:21,014 --> 00:20:22,634 I am so sorry, Kate. 404 00:20:22,719 --> 00:20:24,286 I was such a dick. 405 00:20:24,549 --> 00:20:27,726 I-I don't know. I-I don't know what happens to me. 406 00:20:27,846 --> 00:20:29,848 It's, um... 407 00:20:30,657 --> 00:20:32,406 It's like a switch flips inside me, 408 00:20:32,580 --> 00:20:34,532 um, which... That's so not an excuse. 409 00:20:34,617 --> 00:20:36,508 - Marc. - And I should've apologized to you 410 00:20:36,593 --> 00:20:38,856 the second I saw you today, but I just... 411 00:20:39,469 --> 00:20:40,893 I thought that you showing up here 412 00:20:40,978 --> 00:20:42,588 was you saying you forgive me. 413 00:20:42,930 --> 00:20:44,805 Well, that's not what I'm saying. 414 00:20:44,890 --> 00:20:46,239 I mean... 415 00:20:46,555 --> 00:20:48,586 I mean, that's not what I came here to say. 416 00:20:50,987 --> 00:20:52,680 Well, what'd you come here to say? 417 00:20:57,138 --> 00:20:58,617 [sighs] Okay. 418 00:20:59,361 --> 00:21:01,118 Uh-oh. This sounds heavy. 419 00:21:01,679 --> 00:21:03,079 Well, it is. 420 00:21:08,747 --> 00:21:11,110 [sighs deeply] 421 00:21:12,316 --> 00:21:14,196 [chuckles] You're annoyed now? 422 00:21:15,556 --> 00:21:16,883 Um... 423 00:21:17,931 --> 00:21:19,204 I'm just a little whiplashed, 424 00:21:19,289 --> 00:21:22,850 'cause I was, like, really, really happy to see you. 425 00:21:22,935 --> 00:21:24,985 And then now it's just like... 426 00:21:25,070 --> 00:21:26,506 ugh. 427 00:21:27,691 --> 00:21:28,868 [sighs] 428 00:21:31,329 --> 00:21:32,750 You know what, 429 00:21:33,305 --> 00:21:35,566 let's just chill and let's just watch some TV, huh? 430 00:21:35,709 --> 00:21:37,537 Let's just, like, be here with each other. 431 00:21:37,921 --> 00:21:39,094 Huh? 432 00:21:40,008 --> 00:21:41,352 Come on. 433 00:21:42,084 --> 00:21:44,086 [turns TV on] 434 00:21:44,260 --> 00:21:45,958 [channels changing] 435 00:21:46,132 --> 00:21:47,960 [dramatic music playing] 436 00:21:48,157 --> 00:21:49,469 Oh, wait, that's Airplane! 437 00:21:49,665 --> 00:21:51,860 [chuckles] Could you actually not change it? 438 00:21:52,062 --> 00:21:53,688 We regret any inconvenience... 439 00:21:53,833 --> 00:21:55,789 Um, okay. 440 00:21:56,702 --> 00:21:58,165 This is due to periodic 441 00:21:58,250 --> 00:22:00,162 - air pockets we encounter. - [Kate chuckling] 442 00:22:00,336 --> 00:22:02,382 There's no reason to become alarmed, 443 00:22:02,548 --> 00:22:05,681 and we hope you enjoy the rest of your flight. 444 00:22:05,847 --> 00:22:07,849 By the way, is there anyone on board 445 00:22:07,976 --> 00:22:09,630 who knows how to fly a plane? 446 00:22:09,715 --> 00:22:11,543 [passengers screaming] 447 00:22:11,767 --> 00:22:13,632 [sighs softly] 448 00:22:14,212 --> 00:22:15,431 I need a drink. 449 00:22:15,581 --> 00:22:17,104 [clears throat] 450 00:22:17,381 --> 00:22:19,383 [passengers screaming, shouting] 451 00:22:22,769 --> 00:22:24,499 [exhales] 452 00:22:24,812 --> 00:22:26,248 [screaming] 453 00:22:26,601 --> 00:22:29,125 [Rebecca and Jack laughing] 454 00:22:33,788 --> 00:22:36,187 ♪ ♪ 455 00:22:42,881 --> 00:22:44,405 [exhales] 456 00:22:44,681 --> 00:22:46,820 [smacks lips] 457 00:22:47,034 --> 00:22:48,383 Hey, yo, I got, uh, the DVD 458 00:22:48,468 --> 00:22:50,067 of Michel Gondry's music videos. 459 00:22:50,152 --> 00:22:51,656 Uh... 460 00:22:56,691 --> 00:22:58,109 Can I help you? 461 00:23:01,012 --> 00:23:02,531 It's Kate. 462 00:23:03,891 --> 00:23:05,545 Pearson. 463 00:23:06,734 --> 00:23:08,437 [chuckles softly] Wow. 464 00:23:08,656 --> 00:23:10,117 Kate Pearson. 465 00:23:10,202 --> 00:23:11,734 What are the odds? 466 00:23:12,134 --> 00:23:13,671 Do you live in SD? 467 00:23:15,090 --> 00:23:16,546 Vacationing? 468 00:23:17,348 --> 00:23:19,219 No. 469 00:23:19,464 --> 00:23:20,882 We share a friend on Facebook. 470 00:23:20,967 --> 00:23:22,859 I actually figured out where you 471 00:23:23,110 --> 00:23:25,617 work because I wanted to, uh... 472 00:23:27,538 --> 00:23:28,756 come and see you. 473 00:23:29,398 --> 00:23:30,859 Oh, okay. 474 00:23:33,612 --> 00:23:35,092 So... 475 00:23:35,368 --> 00:23:37,805 S... Um, I was just wondering if I could... 476 00:23:38,026 --> 00:23:40,429 I-I wanted to talk to you about some things. 477 00:23:40,516 --> 00:23:41,648 MANAGER: Marc! 478 00:23:42,966 --> 00:23:44,390 Now. 479 00:23:45,885 --> 00:23:47,984 [grunts] Hang tight. Be right back. 480 00:23:48,820 --> 00:23:50,561 MANAGER: Three smoke breaks in one hour? 481 00:23:50,646 --> 00:23:52,212 - Really? - I'm sorry, man. 482 00:23:52,382 --> 00:23:53,636 MANAGER: We've talked about this. 483 00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:55,804 If you're gonna work here, you got to work here. 484 00:23:55,889 --> 00:23:58,152 - Yeah. - You have five minutes. 485 00:23:58,237 --> 00:23:59,327 [sniffs] 486 00:23:59,412 --> 00:24:01,476 It's not a long-term job. [inhales] 487 00:24:01,625 --> 00:24:03,453 I got this band I've been managing 488 00:24:03,538 --> 00:24:05,844 and we're getting a residency at this club, 489 00:24:05,929 --> 00:24:07,554 so... 490 00:24:09,819 --> 00:24:11,913 Okay, can I ask you a question? 491 00:24:13,557 --> 00:24:15,343 Okay. Sure. 492 00:24:19,547 --> 00:24:21,267 What do you remember about our relationship? 493 00:24:21,352 --> 00:24:22,872 Like, when you look back on it, I mean. 494 00:24:23,690 --> 00:24:25,518 Really? [chuckles] 495 00:24:25,770 --> 00:24:27,140 That's why you're here? 496 00:24:27,225 --> 00:24:29,967 To rehash our six-month relationship from... 497 00:24:30,731 --> 00:24:32,507 20 years ago? 498 00:24:32,907 --> 00:24:33,907 [scoffs] 499 00:24:34,033 --> 00:24:35,426 You know what, forget it. 500 00:24:35,725 --> 00:24:37,796 Forget about it. Goodbye, Marc. 501 00:24:38,304 --> 00:24:39,913 Sorry. Uh, hold on. 502 00:24:40,005 --> 00:24:41,310 Sorry. I'm sorry. 503 00:24:43,496 --> 00:24:46,570 When I look back on it, I think... 504 00:24:48,265 --> 00:24:49,781 we were in love? 505 00:24:49,866 --> 00:24:51,163 Um... 506 00:24:51,248 --> 00:24:53,124 I mean, you had great taste in music. 507 00:24:53,483 --> 00:24:54,745 And... 508 00:24:55,982 --> 00:24:57,772 you were broken, you know, 509 00:24:57,857 --> 00:24:59,468 in all the right places. 510 00:25:00,906 --> 00:25:04,273 And, yeah, things got intense at times, but, like, 511 00:25:04,522 --> 00:25:05,960 we were kids. 512 00:25:07,665 --> 00:25:09,275 No. 513 00:25:09,770 --> 00:25:10,952 I was a kid. 514 00:25:11,142 --> 00:25:13,163 You were a 24-year-old man. 515 00:25:13,658 --> 00:25:15,960 And I wasn't broken. I was grieving. 516 00:25:17,013 --> 00:25:18,841 My dad just died. 517 00:25:19,039 --> 00:25:20,562 And I was destroyed 518 00:25:20,936 --> 00:25:23,112 and so vulnerable and you knew it. 519 00:25:23,982 --> 00:25:25,265 You liked it. 520 00:25:25,487 --> 00:25:26,622 - [chuckles]: Okay... - W... No, no, no. 521 00:25:26,706 --> 00:25:27,999 I'm not finished. 522 00:25:29,576 --> 00:25:31,229 [scoffs] 523 00:25:31,552 --> 00:25:33,156 What you did to me... 524 00:25:34,889 --> 00:25:38,460 how you held my self-esteem in your hand 525 00:25:38,757 --> 00:25:40,812 and then you decided to crush it, 526 00:25:41,388 --> 00:25:43,695 God, that damaged me, Marc. 527 00:25:43,783 --> 00:25:45,195 For years, 528 00:25:45,720 --> 00:25:47,417 I swallowed my dreams, 529 00:25:47,502 --> 00:25:48,976 my feelings... 530 00:25:49,524 --> 00:25:51,054 and a lot of food. 531 00:25:51,538 --> 00:25:53,379 No, no, look at me. 532 00:25:53,984 --> 00:25:55,250 Look at me. 533 00:25:55,424 --> 00:25:56,796 You need to get this. 534 00:25:57,731 --> 00:26:00,995 The time that it took for me to heal from you 535 00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:03,430 stole years of my life. 536 00:26:03,561 --> 00:26:04,992 And I can't get them back. 537 00:26:06,697 --> 00:26:08,437 [chuckles] Took me a while, 538 00:26:08,681 --> 00:26:10,204 yeah, but I, um... 539 00:26:10,369 --> 00:26:12,546 I found someone who... 540 00:26:12,768 --> 00:26:15,570 loves me the way that I deserve to be loved. 541 00:26:16,054 --> 00:26:17,851 I have a beautiful son 542 00:26:18,216 --> 00:26:20,274 and an incredible husband, 543 00:26:20,359 --> 00:26:21,421 who's actually in that car 544 00:26:21,506 --> 00:26:23,593 and who was just, like, seconds away 545 00:26:23,678 --> 00:26:27,788 from wanting to just pulverize you with his bare hands. 546 00:26:29,429 --> 00:26:32,606 I'm not broken. You're the one that's broken, Marc. 547 00:26:34,322 --> 00:26:36,171 You're the disease. 548 00:26:37,743 --> 00:26:40,851 And I'm not carrying it a moment longer. 549 00:26:42,821 --> 00:26:44,210 So... 550 00:26:44,515 --> 00:26:46,109 I give it back to you. 551 00:26:46,411 --> 00:26:47,952 Good luck with it, Marc. 552 00:26:57,655 --> 00:26:59,952 WOMAN [on TV]: Sally, I took this man home with me, 553 00:27:00,140 --> 00:27:03,118 and my parents asked me, "What cave did you pull this out of?" 554 00:27:03,203 --> 00:27:04,727 [laughter] 555 00:27:05,665 --> 00:27:06,827 Kate. 556 00:27:14,187 --> 00:27:16,179 It's gonna be fine. 557 00:27:17,157 --> 00:27:19,002 I'm gonna put this sheet over your knees. 558 00:27:29,654 --> 00:27:32,178 ♪ ♪ 559 00:27:51,570 --> 00:27:55,455 Ah! God, I feel good. 560 00:27:56,996 --> 00:27:59,496 You know, he looked so small to me. 561 00:27:59,772 --> 00:28:03,542 In his stupid-ass T-shirt and just all... 562 00:28:03,670 --> 00:28:06,386 talking about his empty dreams. It's like a joke. 563 00:28:06,958 --> 00:28:07,879 [sighs] 564 00:28:07,964 --> 00:28:09,254 I just cannot believe I let him 565 00:28:09,339 --> 00:28:10,433 have that much power 566 00:28:10,517 --> 00:28:11,825 - over me. - Hmm. 567 00:28:11,910 --> 00:28:13,001 I'm proud of you, babe. 568 00:28:13,086 --> 00:28:14,777 - You did good. - Thank you. 569 00:28:22,490 --> 00:28:25,440 I wanted to tell you about it. 570 00:28:26,019 --> 00:28:29,621 About all of it, about Marc, so many times, 571 00:28:29,753 --> 00:28:30,988 but... 572 00:28:32,925 --> 00:28:35,528 I didn't want you to-to look at me like a victim. 573 00:28:35,613 --> 00:28:38,496 - Oh, Kate, come on. - No. And today, 574 00:28:38,839 --> 00:28:41,801 you... you just sat patiently in the car 575 00:28:41,886 --> 00:28:44,035 when I know that you wanted to rip out his jugular, 576 00:28:44,440 --> 00:28:47,617 and you let me be my own white knight. 577 00:28:47,878 --> 00:28:51,934 And... you never looked at me 578 00:28:52,019 --> 00:28:55,082 like I was a victim... Ever. 579 00:28:55,167 --> 00:28:57,473 And I could have just told you everything from day one. 580 00:28:59,976 --> 00:29:01,902 Day one would have been a lot, 581 00:29:01,996 --> 00:29:03,613 - but... - Okay. 582 00:29:03,698 --> 00:29:06,106 - [Toby laughs] - I know. 583 00:29:06,242 --> 00:29:08,262 VANCE: So, what would this mean to you 584 00:29:08,347 --> 00:29:11,176 if this Hai person was actually telling the truth? 585 00:29:11,290 --> 00:29:15,074 Beyond William's betrayal, I mean. 586 00:29:15,558 --> 00:29:17,408 Beyond William's? 587 00:29:21,959 --> 00:29:25,423 You know, I put a... an ad in the paper 588 00:29:25,508 --> 00:29:27,946 looking for my mom when I was 16? 589 00:29:28,113 --> 00:29:30,426 Some scam artist showed up at the park. 590 00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:32,004 She wanted money. 591 00:29:32,863 --> 00:29:34,474 That must have hurt. 592 00:29:35,010 --> 00:29:37,574 So much so that I stopped looking 593 00:29:37,999 --> 00:29:40,684 for another 20 years. 594 00:29:44,043 --> 00:29:48,926 She had 35 years to find me, and she never even looked for me. 595 00:29:49,371 --> 00:29:51,058 You don't know if that's what happened. 596 00:29:51,143 --> 00:29:52,785 I... [sighs] 597 00:29:52,910 --> 00:29:54,809 Let's look at it this way. 598 00:29:56,235 --> 00:29:58,387 At nine years old, you were curling your tongue 599 00:29:58,472 --> 00:30:00,779 at Black folks in supermarkets. 600 00:30:00,893 --> 00:30:03,243 At 16, you put ads in the paper. 601 00:30:03,356 --> 00:30:06,838 And at 35, you hired a P.I. 602 00:30:07,333 --> 00:30:08,942 Your whole life, 603 00:30:09,027 --> 00:30:11,379 your instincts have been telling you 604 00:30:11,714 --> 00:30:13,856 you need to know your history. 605 00:30:14,731 --> 00:30:16,738 Why do you think you needed that? 606 00:30:18,387 --> 00:30:19,907 To know where I came from. 607 00:30:19,992 --> 00:30:22,840 To... to know who I was. 608 00:30:22,925 --> 00:30:25,152 I don't know, to... 609 00:30:26,621 --> 00:30:29,707 to feel connected or rooted 610 00:30:29,792 --> 00:30:32,113 to something bigger than myself. 611 00:30:33,473 --> 00:30:35,434 Did knowing William help you do that? 612 00:30:37,972 --> 00:30:39,650 In a lot of ways it did. 613 00:30:40,689 --> 00:30:44,565 Is there a chance that knowing Laurel's story 614 00:30:44,650 --> 00:30:46,319 could help you, too? 615 00:30:46,736 --> 00:30:48,652 You're already in the journey, Randall. 616 00:30:48,737 --> 00:30:52,064 Why not be inin it? 617 00:30:56,464 --> 00:30:57,770 [sighs] 618 00:30:58,838 --> 00:31:01,533 Um, I made you a little to-go breakfast. 619 00:31:01,892 --> 00:31:03,305 This is so nice. You didn't have to do that. 620 00:31:03,389 --> 00:31:04,564 This-this... 621 00:31:05,662 --> 00:31:07,744 Thank you. Thank you. 622 00:31:08,947 --> 00:31:12,158 You know, the car's gonna be here... any second. 623 00:31:13,111 --> 00:31:14,574 Yeah, I just... I'm... 624 00:31:17,261 --> 00:31:19,908 I know I'm leaving at the worst possible time. 625 00:31:21,059 --> 00:31:22,666 But when I come back, 626 00:31:23,379 --> 00:31:26,573 it will be with a heart that is committed... 627 00:31:26,673 --> 00:31:29,892 Kevin... I am... deeply aware 628 00:31:30,057 --> 00:31:32,885 that you come from a family of great speech-givers. 629 00:31:34,752 --> 00:31:38,221 I think you should use this time away to be real with yourself. 630 00:31:39,245 --> 00:31:43,182 To... figure out how this relationship and family 631 00:31:43,267 --> 00:31:46,682 is actually gonna work, and how these babies and I 632 00:31:46,767 --> 00:31:49,564 are actually gonna fit in your life. 633 00:31:52,744 --> 00:31:55,666 You said you were all in, and I bought that. 634 00:31:57,961 --> 00:32:00,572 Take this moment to decide if you really are. 635 00:32:04,418 --> 00:32:05,593 I am. 636 00:32:06,216 --> 00:32:08,044 [whispers]: Take the moment. 637 00:32:11,645 --> 00:32:13,299 Kiss the bubbalas goodbye. 638 00:32:14,620 --> 00:32:16,096 - Oh, yeah. [Moans] 639 00:32:16,181 --> 00:32:17,232 - [laughs] 640 00:32:18,627 --> 00:32:20,525 Oh, man. Okay. 641 00:32:21,075 --> 00:32:22,971 Mwah. Mwah. 642 00:32:23,317 --> 00:32:26,455 You listen to your mom, okay, babies? 643 00:32:26,685 --> 00:32:28,549 Oh, okay. This is hard. 644 00:32:31,980 --> 00:32:33,439 And, uh... 645 00:32:35,431 --> 00:32:36,606 Okay. 646 00:32:38,571 --> 00:32:39,846 Okay. 647 00:32:45,823 --> 00:32:47,627 Nothing went wrong. People change. 648 00:32:47,869 --> 00:32:51,025 - GEORGE: People change? - Yeah. People change. 649 00:32:51,327 --> 00:32:52,611 GEORGE: Can they change back? 650 00:32:54,549 --> 00:32:55,557 I don't know. 651 00:32:55,673 --> 00:32:57,408 - I think it's harder. - [door opens] 652 00:32:58,744 --> 00:33:00,580 Hey, Bug. 653 00:33:01,127 --> 00:33:03,401 - How was yourweekend? - It was fine. 654 00:33:03,486 --> 00:33:05,690 Yeah? You had a good time with Molly? 655 00:33:05,775 --> 00:33:07,001 Mm-hmm. 656 00:33:07,175 --> 00:33:08,986 Is everything all right? 657 00:33:09,103 --> 00:33:11,206 You know, I did call a couple times to check in. 658 00:33:11,299 --> 00:33:12,736 I didn't hear back. 659 00:33:15,947 --> 00:33:17,525 Oh, sweetheart. 660 00:33:17,705 --> 00:33:19,510 Is everything okay? What's wrong? 661 00:33:20,127 --> 00:33:21,892 I was watching a sappy movie. 662 00:33:22,088 --> 00:33:23,502 It made me cry. 663 00:33:23,978 --> 00:33:25,557 - Oh. - [chuckles] 664 00:33:25,930 --> 00:33:27,860 [laughs]: I'm sorry. 665 00:33:29,884 --> 00:33:31,471 Do you want some dinner? 666 00:33:33,064 --> 00:33:34,392 I'll take some ice cream. 667 00:33:34,866 --> 00:33:36,129 You got it. 668 00:33:44,096 --> 00:33:46,519 ♪ If I ran ahead ♪ 669 00:33:46,693 --> 00:33:49,119 - [laughter] - ♪ Would you know ♪ 670 00:33:49,221 --> 00:33:51,872 ♪ Which way that I went ♪ 671 00:33:52,046 --> 00:33:53,651 ♪ Without you? ♪ 672 00:33:53,736 --> 00:33:56,486 ♪ In days, I would be lost ♪ 673 00:33:56,986 --> 00:33:58,759 ♪ And afloat ♪ 674 00:33:58,853 --> 00:34:01,494 ♪ Thrown into the waves ♪ 675 00:34:02,057 --> 00:34:03,800 ♪ Tossed ashore ♪ 676 00:34:03,885 --> 00:34:06,682 ♪ Throw me now your arms ♪ 677 00:34:08,588 --> 00:34:11,642 - ♪ We're not meant to be ♪ - [picks up phone] 678 00:34:11,924 --> 00:34:13,287 ♪ On our own ♪ 679 00:34:13,418 --> 00:34:16,471 - ♪ And is this now the time ♪ - [phone ringing] 680 00:34:16,752 --> 00:34:18,292 ♪ We let go ♪ 681 00:34:18,377 --> 00:34:20,736 ♪ And cling to one another... ♪ 682 00:34:21,088 --> 00:34:22,268 Yo, yo, this is Kevin. 683 00:34:22,353 --> 00:34:24,939 You really answer the phone like that, dude? 684 00:34:25,072 --> 00:34:26,378 Randall, what's up? 685 00:34:26,463 --> 00:34:31,158 So I've been thinking about you going to L.A. 686 00:34:31,861 --> 00:34:33,588 I don't think you should do it. 687 00:34:33,885 --> 00:34:35,697 Right, 'cause you don't think I'm talented. 688 00:34:35,846 --> 00:34:37,336 No, no, it's not that. 689 00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:39,353 You just got married. 690 00:34:39,724 --> 00:34:41,714 Sophie's one of the best things 691 00:34:41,799 --> 00:34:43,205 that's ever happened to you, 692 00:34:43,385 --> 00:34:45,502 and this could really stress your relationship. 693 00:34:45,908 --> 00:34:48,300 Sophie and I have been together since we were ten, Randall. 694 00:34:48,517 --> 00:34:50,151 We can hack a few months apart. 695 00:34:50,236 --> 00:34:51,682 Are you sure? 696 00:34:51,784 --> 00:34:53,653 You know, because when I think of anything 697 00:34:53,738 --> 00:34:55,392 getting in between me and Beth... 698 00:34:55,801 --> 00:34:57,783 it makes my stomach hurt. 699 00:34:58,110 --> 00:34:59,010 [laughs] 700 00:34:59,127 --> 00:35:00,819 That's 'cause you're whipped. 701 00:35:03,931 --> 00:35:05,471 Sorry I called. 702 00:35:05,596 --> 00:35:07,213 No, look, I, uh... 703 00:35:09,369 --> 00:35:10,971 I appreciate the concern. 704 00:35:11,094 --> 00:35:13,338 But Sophie and I are solid. 705 00:35:13,634 --> 00:35:15,244 We're gonna be okay. 706 00:35:15,388 --> 00:35:16,607 And look, when I'm a big star, 707 00:35:16,692 --> 00:35:17,960 and we're living in some mansion, 708 00:35:18,044 --> 00:35:19,731 it'll all be worth it. 709 00:35:20,678 --> 00:35:21,993 Okay, Kev. 710 00:35:22,937 --> 00:35:24,283 Whatever you say. 711 00:35:27,274 --> 00:35:28,700 [sets phone down] 712 00:35:31,362 --> 00:35:36,161 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you ♪ 713 00:35:36,263 --> 00:35:39,450 ♪ That I would give up my life ♪ 714 00:35:40,952 --> 00:35:46,106 ♪ Every day as the tides grow closer ♪ 715 00:35:46,191 --> 00:35:49,669 ♪ It is all that's on my mind. ♪ 716 00:35:59,891 --> 00:36:01,841 [phone ringing] 717 00:36:06,100 --> 00:36:07,481 [sighs] 718 00:36:11,352 --> 00:36:13,267 Hey. Everything all right with Mom? 719 00:36:13,363 --> 00:36:14,919 Uh, with the babies? 720 00:36:15,167 --> 00:36:16,560 Yeah. 721 00:36:16,645 --> 00:36:19,474 Mom's good, um, and Madison's... 722 00:36:19,761 --> 00:36:21,809 She's fine. Yeah. 723 00:36:25,270 --> 00:36:28,550 I-I saw your, uh, your-your strip clip 724 00:36:28,635 --> 00:36:30,115 on Hoda's Twitter feed. 725 00:36:30,200 --> 00:36:32,114 - Ah... - [chuckles] It's hilarious, man. 726 00:36:32,199 --> 00:36:34,310 It's good... And not, like, in an embarrassing way at all. 727 00:36:34,394 --> 00:36:35,810 I mean, it comes off really charming. 728 00:36:35,894 --> 00:36:39,067 - It's great. - Yeah. It's been a trip. 729 00:36:41,477 --> 00:36:44,263 Uh, h-how is everybody there? How are the girls? 730 00:36:44,950 --> 00:36:46,263 Good. They're good. 731 00:36:46,946 --> 00:36:50,950 Uh, Zoom schooling is a unique version of hell, 732 00:36:52,059 --> 00:36:53,524 - but, um... - [chuckles] I bet. 733 00:36:53,684 --> 00:36:55,512 [quietly]: Yeah. 734 00:37:00,775 --> 00:37:02,809 - So... - Anyway, uh... 735 00:37:03,167 --> 00:37:05,691 Oh, no, I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry, no, g-go ahead. 736 00:37:05,776 --> 00:37:08,333 No, I wasn't, uh, n... Go ahead. 737 00:37:08,663 --> 00:37:12,403 Well, l-look, the reason I was calling is I'm-I'm, um... 738 00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:15,536 S... Um... 739 00:37:15,701 --> 00:37:18,450 I'm finding myself in a really, um... 740 00:37:20,492 --> 00:37:24,684 complicated place with Madison, 741 00:37:24,769 --> 00:37:27,481 and I'm a little bit lost on how to deal with it, 742 00:37:27,566 --> 00:37:30,873 and I-I, uh... the first thought that I had... 743 00:37:32,028 --> 00:37:33,574 was, uh, 744 00:37:34,419 --> 00:37:38,114 well, it was "What would Randall do?" 745 00:37:42,218 --> 00:37:45,013 I, uh, I have that thought a lot, actually. 746 00:37:45,491 --> 00:37:47,106 That's a nice thing to say. 747 00:37:49,095 --> 00:37:50,356 It's a... 748 00:37:51,167 --> 00:37:52,880 nice thing to know. 749 00:37:54,885 --> 00:37:56,755 I know it seems ironic, too, 750 00:37:56,840 --> 00:37:58,825 uh, because of all of the... 751 00:37:59,992 --> 00:38:02,223 horrible things that I said to you 752 00:38:02,308 --> 00:38:03,527 that day when we were, uh... 753 00:38:03,620 --> 00:38:05,810 Ah, we said a lot of things, Kev. 754 00:38:07,169 --> 00:38:08,630 Yeah, but, uh... 755 00:38:09,325 --> 00:38:10,583 S... 756 00:38:16,256 --> 00:38:19,591 Randall, Kate was telling me about some of the things, uh, 757 00:38:20,039 --> 00:38:21,432 that you felt 758 00:38:21,517 --> 00:38:23,552 during our childhood, some of... 759 00:38:26,461 --> 00:38:28,114 Is that really how you felt? 760 00:38:33,869 --> 00:38:36,520 Yeah, Kev, it is. 761 00:38:38,556 --> 00:38:39,973 Well, that is horrible. 762 00:38:45,208 --> 00:38:46,255 Uh... 763 00:38:47,045 --> 00:38:49,848 I can't imagine having to keep all that to yourself. 764 00:38:59,275 --> 00:39:01,669 Hey, Kev, I'm sorry to cut you off, 765 00:39:01,754 --> 00:39:04,757 but, um, now's not a great time. 766 00:39:04,870 --> 00:39:06,817 I-I have a really important phone call 767 00:39:06,902 --> 00:39:09,557 that I have to make right now. 768 00:39:10,975 --> 00:39:13,504 ♪ If I ran ahead ♪ 769 00:39:14,067 --> 00:39:15,247 ♪ Would you know... ♪ 770 00:39:15,332 --> 00:39:17,254 Yeah, no, I get it. Yeah, no, you-you do you. 771 00:39:17,433 --> 00:39:20,218 - I-I get it. - But we'll talk soon, all right? 772 00:39:20,513 --> 00:39:23,308 ♪ In days, I would be lost... ♪ 773 00:39:23,747 --> 00:39:25,227 We're really about to do this? 774 00:39:25,401 --> 00:39:28,745 I'm already in it, so... let's get in it. 775 00:39:28,926 --> 00:39:32,784 ♪ Tossed ashore, throw me now your arms... ♪ 776 00:39:32,869 --> 00:39:35,524 [exhales] Oh, boy. 777 00:39:35,609 --> 00:39:37,842 - I'm so nervous. - I'm gonna boot. 778 00:39:37,927 --> 00:39:39,146 [line ringing] 779 00:39:41,821 --> 00:39:44,606 HAI [over phone]: Hello? 780 00:39:44,898 --> 00:39:46,639 Hi, Hai. 781 00:39:46,969 --> 00:39:50,428 Um, sorry. Uh, what I meant to say was hello. 782 00:39:50,528 --> 00:39:52,241 Um, is this Hai? 783 00:39:52,326 --> 00:39:54,502 Uh, yes, this is he. 784 00:39:56,020 --> 00:39:57,914 This is Randall Pearson. 785 00:39:59,393 --> 00:40:01,091 Oh, Randall. 786 00:40:01,719 --> 00:40:03,593 I'm so pleased to hear from you. 787 00:40:06,181 --> 00:40:07,710 Uh, Hai? 788 00:40:08,151 --> 00:40:10,492 Do you mind if I just jump into asking you 789 00:40:10,577 --> 00:40:12,579 a really blunt question? 790 00:40:12,753 --> 00:40:14,210 Go ahead. 791 00:40:14,380 --> 00:40:19,690 You mentioned in your e-mail that Laurel died in May of 2015. 792 00:40:19,959 --> 00:40:21,517 Of breast cancer, yes. 793 00:40:21,602 --> 00:40:24,252 ♪ Throw me now your arms... ♪ 794 00:40:24,370 --> 00:40:28,500 Um, my father told me that Laurel overdosed 795 00:40:28,585 --> 00:40:31,414 and died shortly after I was born. 796 00:40:31,549 --> 00:40:34,030 ♪ Throw me now your arms... ♪ 797 00:40:34,236 --> 00:40:37,601 So are you saying that he was lying? 798 00:40:39,019 --> 00:40:42,922 From what I know of the story, I believe he was telling you 799 00:40:43,007 --> 00:40:44,672 what he thought was the truth. 800 00:40:45,481 --> 00:40:50,578 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you ♪ 801 00:40:50,914 --> 00:40:53,344 ♪ That I would give up my life ♪ 802 00:40:55,100 --> 00:40:59,117 ♪ Every day as the tides grow closer... ♪ 803 00:40:59,254 --> 00:41:01,781 BETH: Um, this is Beth, Randall's wife. 804 00:41:01,866 --> 00:41:04,883 How exactly did you know Laurel? 805 00:41:04,968 --> 00:41:09,195 We met in our early 20s, here in Orleans Parish. 806 00:41:13,553 --> 00:41:15,595 Sorry, I didn't expect to feel so strange 807 00:41:15,680 --> 00:41:17,273 talking about her on the phone. 808 00:41:17,608 --> 00:41:20,906 I've thought of telling you about her for so many years. 809 00:41:21,445 --> 00:41:23,937 I just wish I could see your face. 810 00:41:24,066 --> 00:41:29,898 I wish... I could show you the places she lived, 811 00:41:30,330 --> 00:41:32,158 the things she loved. 812 00:41:32,262 --> 00:41:33,749 ♪ At day's end ♪ 813 00:41:33,834 --> 00:41:36,663 ♪ Who you can depend on ♪ 814 00:41:37,101 --> 00:41:38,839 ♪ Hand in hand ♪ 815 00:41:39,013 --> 00:41:41,781 ♪ Safely on the shore ♪ 816 00:41:41,957 --> 00:41:43,476 ♪ Where we stand... ♪ 817 00:41:43,611 --> 00:41:46,086 Hey, what if we were to come out there? 818 00:41:48,179 --> 00:41:49,877 If that's what you could do... 819 00:41:50,333 --> 00:41:54,465 - ♪ Let me be the first to tell you... ♪ - To see where my mother lived, 820 00:41:54,550 --> 00:41:55,703 and the things she loved? 821 00:41:57,296 --> 00:41:58,969 I would like that very much. 822 00:41:59,695 --> 00:42:02,437 ♪ Every day as the tides ♪ 823 00:42:02,543 --> 00:42:04,570 ♪ Grow closer ♪ 824 00:42:04,819 --> 00:42:08,453 ♪ It is all that's on my mind. ♪ Synchronized by srjanapala 58952

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