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- [soothing music]

- STEVE: It really makes you think, you know?

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I mean...why not?

Why shouldn't I just... live my life

however it is that I wanna live it?

If I wanna have a drink,

then maybe I should just have a drink.

What difference does it make? What does it matter?

I spent so much time for so long

trying to do the quote unquote "right thing."

Maybe it was all for nothing.

It's like if... something makes you happy,

and you aren't hurting anybody, then what's the harm?

Because of drinking, my wife has already left me.

My kids don't talk to me anymore.

Uh, clearly I have nothing else to lose,

so I just figure if I'm going to die,

then...maybe I should die with a smile on face.

Right?

I should be out on a beach in Hawaii or--or, I don't know,

climbing the top of a mountain,

or sitting in a strip club somewhere.

Anywhere else but here!

[sighs]

I guess I just... I wish I had more time.

That's it.

- Thank you, Steve.

- ♪

- So everyone, uh, we have someone new joining us today.

It's Tonya, correct?

- Yes.

- Hi. - Welcome, Tonya.

- WOMAN: Welcome, Tonya.

- So I forgot to ask you when we were on the phone,

how did you hear about us?

- Oh, um, I was just...

Those are cameras, right? - Yeah.

- Yes, we find it best to record our sessions

in order to ensure that we have an accurate record.

- Okay, I'm not really comfortable being recorded.

Do you mind turning them off, please?

- Of--sure.

Um, Charles?

- Um, okay.

- [cameras beeping]

- TONYA: Thank you.

- [cameras beeping]

- [clears throat]

So, uh, why don't you, uh, continue?

How did you hear about us?

- Oh, um, I was just...

I was just wondering

if what I've been feeling is normal,

and obviously it's not.

- Yes, it is.

- Okay. Common.

It's not...common.

So I was doing some research on the internet.

And, um, that's when I found your group's site.

- Well, great.

We're glad to have you. Right?

Um, can you tell us exactly what you've been feeling?

- Um...it's difficult to put it into words.

I mean...uh, I don't know.

How would you describe it?

- Oh, well, um, out of all of us, at the moment,

Steve is the only one who's leaving soon.

The rest of us are here

to better understand this phenomenon

to try to prepare ourselves for it and, um,

to provide comfort for our fellow members

when their time approaches.

- Okay, so, um...

how would you describe it, Steve?

- Like I'm fucking dying. - Yeah.

- Please forgive Steve.

As you probably already know, this can be an especially

difficult process for some people.

- TONYA: Yeah, sure, I--I get it.

- WOMAN: But, uh, from what I can tell,

you seem to be taking it pretty well.

- I think I'm in denial.

I mean, it doesn't really make sense.

- And yet, here you are.

Do you...know how much time you have left?

- Feels like a few days.

- [laughs]

- Steve, please.

When did it...first dawn upon you that you experienced this?

- I'm sorry. Wait a minute.

I just wanna make sure that I'm clear.

So out of everyone here, Steve and I are the only ones

who know that we're dying?

- We're all dying, Tonya. It's just a matter of when.

- Okay, but... what makes you believe us?

- Believe it or not, human beings, biologically speaking,

are extremely instinctive.

Many of us just take it for granted.

Our bodies tell us when we're about to get sick,

when we're about to yawn, when we have to go to the bathroom

in one minute versus one hour.

Since our ability to predict these things is so instinctive,

why would our deaths be any different?

- Right. Well, I guess that makes sense.

Uh...is there anyone in the group who's passed?

- Two.

- How did they die?

- Cardiac arrest.

Heart attack.

Both of 'em.

- So...

what do I do now?

- Whatever the fuck you wanna do.

- Tonya, it's pretty much up to you.

But if you want my advice,

I, uh...I think you should look at it like it's a gift.

I know. That sounds strange.

But not everyone is fortunate enough to know

exactly how much time they have left.

And you have been given a rare opportunity

to live your final moments

doing whatever your heart desires.

Don't squander it.

- ♪

- [birds chirping]

- [tense music]

- [labored breathing]

Yes.

I have a reservation and I need to make a change.

Initially I asked for a queen-sized bed.

I'd like to swap it out for two doubles.

Okay, great.

No, that's it. Thank you so much.

Okay.

Au revoir. Bye.

We did it. Yeah, we did it.

[exhales] Wish me luck, Lucy.

- LUCY: [growls gently]

- [exhales]

- [dog barking]

- [siren wails]

- [traffic]

- [knocking]

- [siren wails]

- [knocking]

- Yeah? - Hey, Sis.

How ya been? - What do you want?

- Well, I wanted to ask you about a couple of things.

Do you mind if I come in?

- Yeah. I mind.

- Oh, oh, okay.

Uh...well, um, I've beenthinking about this for a while.

And, um, I think this whole us not speaking thing

for such a long time is kind of silly, right?

So I was hoping that we could get together and, you know,

talk through it. - We're talking right now.

- Right, but I was hoping that we could go elsewhere.

'Cause, you know, it's gonna be kinda hard

to work through some stuff standing in a doorway.

- Yeah, well, it's gonna be pretty tough for us

to solve anything between us standing anywhere.

- Well...can't hurt to try, right?

How about this? How about I just, um,

make us dinner later, and you come over,

and I'll make your favorite, seared ahi.

- You mean your favorite.

- You love it too.

- Yeah, no thanks. - Wait, wait, wait!

Shauna!

Come on, we're family.

- I gotta go to work.

- Well, if you change your mind, the offer still stands!

[sighs]

- ♪

- [footsteps]

- ♪

♪ 750 on the lake house

♪ Quarter milly on the Lamb

♪ Heard you're hating on a nigga pockets ♪

♪ No, I'm not working with no man ♪

♪ 3-point-5 on a yacht

♪ Just to show 'em I ain't playin' ♪

♪ [unintelligible] South Beach ♪

♪ [unintelligible]

♪ Mr. Jones, you ain't playin' with him ♪

♪ Why you do the guards like that ♪

♪ See, they were messin' 'round with my paper ♪

♪ I had to do the guards like that ♪

♪ Keep a goon on the payroll

- All right, Judy, let's roll.

- ♪

♪

- [engine turns over]

- [beeping]

- ♪

♪

- Are you Judy?

- Yeah, what took you so long?

- Are you Tyler? - Yeah, that's me.

Dude, that shit was bananas! - Where are we goin'?

- Can you take us to Tartine on Layton Avenue, please?

- I just need to get to Third and Crescent

as fast as possible.

- Hey, can you just do me a favor?

Head downtown?

I'll get you the exact location in a second.

- Have you guys been to, uh, Tartine before?

I hear it's really great.

- Yeah, I know.

I've been dying to literally go for weeks.

- Yeah, I told her I'd take her on our anniversary.

- Anniversary. Nice.

Congratulations.

- What's that smell?

- Oh, I think I had some passenger

spill something back there. - Smells like alcohol.

Are you drinking?

- Dude, hurry the fuck up. I'm in the car.

I gotta give it to my driver.

Female.

Eh...nah, not really.

I'd say, like, five, maybe six on a good day.

- [laughs] Well, I can't make any promises.

- MAN: Are you serious?

- WOMAN: Mm, are you? - MAN: Mm-hmm.

- Mm! [laughs]

- What's in the cup?

- Coffee.

- Coffee? Really?

- I'm sorry, what do you think you're doing?

- Look, I'm not stupid. Give it to me.

- Oh, tempting.

Mm. Really tempting. [laughs]

- MAN: Shit, I'd still hit it, though.

[laughs] Yeah, that's not saying much.

Nah, nah, I'm not trying to wipe this one up.

All right, man. I'll check you in a few.

Hey, you got a phone charger?

- Get out.

Get the fuck out!

- Unbelievable.

You know, you should be ashamed of yourself.

- SHAUNA: And you should go to hell!

- Damn drunk. - Don't hurt yourself, bitch.

"Give it to me." Are you fucking kidding me?

Like I'm five.

Fuck you.

- ♪

♪

- [sighs]

- [phone chirping]

- Ugh.

Hello?

This is she.

About what?

No, that's not true. I would never--

That's not true! It was just coffee!

Because she was harassing me. She didn't give me a choice.

What? So just like that?

What?!

She's lying!

Okay, so when do I get to tell my side of the story?

Eight weeks? Are you kidding me?

I can't sit around for eight weeks 'til you have a formal--

Right.

No, yes, I'm sure you are.

Fucking ridiculous.

- [attempts to open door]

- Fuck!

Shit.

Fuck!

- [traffic] - [siren wails]

- [attempts to open door]

- [sighs]

[sighs]

- [dials phone]

- Yeah. Hey, Simon.

It's Shauna Keating.

[chuckles] Been better. Yeah.

Unfortunately I locked myself out of my apartment again.

I was just wondering if you're, um, close by,

you could let me in.

Whoa.

Three hours?

No, don't feel bad.

It's not your fault. No, it's fine.

I'll just--I'll go to a movie or something.

Yeah. Okay.

Thanks so much, Simon. Bye.

Fuck!

Fuck.

- [knocking]

- Shauna. Hey.

I'm so glad you came. Come on in.

Uh...the food should be done in just a little bit.

Uh, why don't you have a seat?

- Listen, um, the only reason I'm here

is because I locked myself out of my apartment

and it's gonna be a few hours before they can let me in.

- Well, that's okay. Um, whatever I can do to help.

You just let me know, okay?

All right? - Yeah, thanks.

- So can I offer you something to drink?

You want some water? Soda?

- You got any wine?

- Yeah. Uh, I think so.

Um...hey, Shauna, you know, I'm not really comfortable--

- Don't...start with me. Not today.

- I know. I just don't think it's a good idea.

- Tonya?

Not today.

- Okay, red or white?

- White.

- TONYA: You know, um, it's a shame that we don't have

each other's keys to the apartment, you know,

when stuff like this happens for emergencies.

- Uh-huh, yup, it's a shame.

- Here you go.

[sighs]

So...how you been?

You been good? I mean, you look fabulous.

- Please don't patronize me. I just got off work.

I know I look like shit. - No, not at all.

I mean, you look healthy.

- Fatter.

- I didn't say that. I said you look healthy.

You look well.

So...you just got off work.

You still managing at the restaurant?

- Yeah, I'm still there.

- You still like it?

- It's fine. It pays the bills.

- Aww, I think someone likes you.

- Hello. What's your name?

- TONYA: Her name's Lucy. - Hello, Lucy. I'm Shauna.

You've, um...you've had her for, like...three months.

I've seen you walking her outside, right?

- Yeah, that's right.

I've had her almost three months.

I, uh, rescued her from the animal shelter.

- What made you do that?

- Lonely.

I've been lonely.

[sighs] So, um...

you're working at the restaurant.

It's been busy?

- I mean, it's been busy, but, you know, not too busy.

- I just remember this time of year it would be crazy

'cause of all the tourists in November.

- Yeah, it's picked up a bit, you know,

but not so much that I'd notice 'cause, you know,

I'm used to it, I guess. - Yeah.

I remember you used to just work those crazy hours.

I don't know how you did it.

- Well, crazy.

- So...are the hours a little better now?

- Yeah, they're better.

- Oh, is, um...oh-- - [snaps quickly]

- Is that waiter-- does he still work there?

Jared?- Mm-hmm, yup, he's still there.

- I used to have such a crush on him.

Is he still dating that--

- What the fuck is with all these questions?!

- What? What are you talking about?

- I lost my job six months ago.

Is that what you want to hear me say?

- No! I--I didn't know.

I'm sorry. - Yeah, right.

You've probably known this whole fucking time!

- Shauna, I didn't know, okay? I--I'm sorry.

I was just making conversation. - You know what?

I don't even wanna be here anymore.

- No, Shauna, listen! I--I'm sorry, okay?

Honestly, I didn't know.

I'll stop with all the questions, all right?

The food's almost ready,

so let's just sit down and have a meal together.

Okay?

Please?

- Fine.

- You always did know how to push my buttons.

- Well, you know, we argue because we love each other.

- We argue 'cause we annoy the hell out of each other.

- That too. - Mm.

Speaking of annoying,

Tommy reached out to me again last month.

- Tommy Latimer? - Yup. He emailed me.

- Wow, he's still doing that.

- Just like clockwork.

- So, what did you say?

- Nothing.

I didn't respond. I never do.

- Shauna, maybe you should.

I mean, I understand why you didn't at first,

but it's been a long time.

It might help you to talk about it with him.

- I'm trying to forget, not remember.

- Shauna...

no matter how much of that stuff you drink,

you're not gonna be able to forget.

You need to stop blaming yourself.

- That's really easy for you to say,

because nothing is ever your fault.

You set off a reaction that kills everybody

who's close to you...

then you can talk to me about blame.

- Listen, I know things have been shitty.

Really shitty.

But Mica's death is not your fault.

Mom's death had nothing to do with you.

Dad's death had nothing to do with you.

You didn't set off a chain of events.

They're all unrelated, okay?

It's just--it's shitty fucking luck.

I'm here, okay?

I'm your family. And I wanna help you.

- I don't want your help. I didn't ask for your help.

Look, I appreciate your concern.

But, you know, I'm fine.

I'm not perfect.

I'm getting by.

- Why did you lose your job at the restaurant?

- [soft, gentle music]

- Exactly. You don't even have to tell me.

- Fuck you.

- Shauna, you're an alcoholic, okay?

You need help. You're an--

Excuse me.

- ♪

- [labored breathing]

- ♪

- [labored breathing]

- ♪

- [labored breathing]

♪

♪

♪

♪

- You shoved me out.

- Do I need to remind you of all the reasons why?

There was the one time that you lost your keys.

- SHAUNA: [drunken rambling]

- TONYA: And the building manager tried to let you

in your apartment.

- SHAUNA: What's going on?

- TONYA: But you puked on yourself,

and you bit him in the calf, and you wouldn't let him go.

So he had to bring you to me.

Then there was the time when I was on my way to the airport.

And I opened the door, and thereyou are passed out on the porch,

dressed in a kilt, a bra, and a Santa hat.

- ♪

- Shauna.

And then there was my personal favorite.

When you decided that you would bet

the scary-ass neighbor down the street $1,200

that you could eat a whole bag of marshmallows in 30 seconds.

- [pukes loudly]

- TONYA: I didn't wanna shut you out, Shauna,

but you gave me no choice.

The drunken messages, the threats of violence,

constantly wondering if you were even alive?

I couldn't take it anymore.

I had enough.

- Then why am I here? Why did you invite me over?

- Because it shouldn't be like this.

I mean, we're all the family that we have, really.

I wanna help you.

How can I help?

- I lost my job again today.

I need a job.

- Oh.

- What?

- I thought you were gonna ask me to help you find a meeting

or go to rehab or something.

- Tonya, rehab doesn't work for me, all right?

I just...I need to keep my mind occupied.

- Okay.

- So, um...you know, maybe...

maybe you could give me a job?

Maybe I could work at the-- at the crafting studio?

- Shauna, it's a children's crafting studio.

- I know.

- I'm not sure that that's the best place for you to be.

- You don't trust me. - I trust you.

It's just things are very uncertain right now.

And if you have a slip-up,

the last place you need to be is around children.

You can understand that.

Look, if--if you need money for rent or--or--or food,

just let me know.

And if something happens to me,

I just...I want you to know that the money from the studio

is gonna go to you so you'll always be taken care of.

- Tonya, what's gonna happen to you?

Okay?

I don't need to be taken care of.

I need a job.

- All right, so I'll help you find another job.

I just don't want you to worry about money right now, okay?

I have something for you.

- [soft, gentle music]

♪

- I missed celebrating ourbirthdays together a while back,

so I wanted to make it up to you.

Happy birthday to my favorite Gemini.

- Thank you.

A plane ticket?

To Paris? For what?

- We can go together. I have one too.

- To Paris? Tomorrow?

How long have you been planning this?

- Originally I was gonna go by myself.

But then this morning I thought

it would be so great if you went with me.

- I can't go. - Yes, you can!

I mean, just think about when we were little.

We always wanted to go to Paris together.

Besides, who knows when

we'll have an opportunity like this again?

- Tonya, I'm not going.

- Why not?

- Because I can't afford it, all right?

I have to stay here and look for work.

- Well, I told you, I'll take care of it.

It's my treat.

- How many times do I need to tell you this, okay?

I don't want a handout! Okay?

I don't want you to treat me. I just wanted a little help!

You know what?What the fuck is wrong with you?

Paris? Really?

What do you think I'm gonna wanna do there?

Drink!

First you give me a lecture about how I need to change

my life and stop drinking.

And then you wanna drop me off in the middle of a place where

all I'm gonna wanna do every second

of the fucking day is drink!

- You're right. I'm sorry.

I don't know what I was thinking.

- You're fucking ridiculous! You know what?

Stay the fuck out of my life 'cause I'm better off!

- [door opens and shuts]

- Good one.

[sighs]

- [crickets chirping]

- [knocking at door]

- SHAUNA: Tonya!

Tonya!

- [knocking at door]

- [soft, gentle music]

- [knocking at door]

- SHAUNA: Tonya, will you open the door?!

Tonya!

Open the door!

- [knocking at door]

- SHAUNA: Open the door! I know you're in there!

What, you're just gonna shove me out?

You're gonna shove me out like you always do?!

Huh?!

Fucking bitch!

- [knocking at door]

- Hey, we're sisters.

You wanna help me, right?

Yeah, just, you know, that's--

why don't you help me? Why don't you help me?

When you come out here, I'll fucking tear you!

Come out here and help me!

Help me!

[sobs] Come out here!

Let's go!

Let's go. Come on.

I'm packed. I'm ready. Let's go to Paris!

Let's go! Let's go to Paris!

I--I got my passport.

Yeah, I'm--I'm ready. I got my passport.

I got packed. I'm ready to go.

We can go anywhere you wanna go, Tonya.

Get out here, bitch!

Get out here!

We can go anywhere you wanna go!Right?

Because we could go anywhere because I'm ready!

I'm ready!

I could go anywhere except your studio!

I'm not good enough to go to your studio.

We can't go to your studio. I don't want your help!

I don't want it! I don't want your help!

I just want a job! I just want a job!

I just want a job, Tonya.

[sobs]

Open the door!

Open the door. Open the door.

Open the door!

Please?

Please open the door.

Please open the door!

Please, Tonya.

Please open the door.

Please open the door, Tonya, please.

[sobs]

[sobs]

- [sobs]

- ♪

- Miss Keating.

How are you today?

- To be honest? Not great.

Just having some family issues.

- How's everything else?

- I don't know. That's why I'm here.

You tell me.

- DR. KNIGHT: Everything looks pretty good.

- TONYA: You're sure?

- Your organs are working perfectly fine.

- Okay, well, um...we have to keep looking,

because that's not right.

There's something that's going on.

And, like, I feel it right now.

So these tests are wrong.

Something's--something's not--

- Please, if--if you just listen to me--

- I need you to listen to me, okay, Dr. Knight?

Because what I'm trying to tell you

is that I know thatthere's something wrong with me.

And I'm not--I'm not ready to die.

- You are not going to die. - I'm too young to die.

And don't patronize me.

I need you to--to retest me or something,

because I need you to help me.

- I'm here to help you.

I'm here to help you. I need you to calm down.

Now, you are not gonna die, okay?

You are perfectly healthy.

And as long as you maintain a healthy diet,

you'll be with us for a very long time.

Obviously something is bothering you.

So why don't you explain to me exactly what that is?

- TONYA: It feels like there's something sitting on my chest,

like I could collapse.

And I can't catch my breath.

- DR. KNIGHT: Given your test results, uh,

symptoms that you're experiencing

are most likely due to stress.

- What you're saying is it's just--it's all in my head?

- Whatever's bothering you, whatever's stressing you out,

just leave it alone for a little bit.

I'm gonna write you a prescription

for the chest pains.

But my guess is if you take a little vacation,

you're not even gonna need it.

It's gonna be okay.

- Look! Okay.

Come on, let's go.

Let's go.

Let's go for a walk.

Come on! Lucy, let's go.

Come on, momma.

Let's go.

Hey! - What's up?

- How are you?

- Good. Good to see you.

- You too. - How's Lucy doing?

- TONYA: Oh, good. She's good.

Um, I was hoping I would run into you today, actually.

I have a question for you. - Yeah, what's up?

- Uh, do you dog sit or do you know of somebody who dog sits?

- [car horn honks]

- I--like, for Lucy? - Yeah.

- Uh, yeah, I could probably do it.

What, you heading out of town? - Yeah.

Um, I haven't been feeling--

- [car horn honks]

- I might be moving.

And, um, I'm not sure if where I'm going,

they're gonna allow pets.

So I actually may need to find a new home for Lucy.

- Oh, you're leaving? - Well, hopefully not.

But, um, if I do, I was just trying to be proactive

and have something lined up just in case.

- [tires screeching] - Uh, really--

- [crash] - [screams]

- [car horn honks] - Oh my god!

- Oh my god! Are they okay?

- [car horn honks]

- Lucy?

Lucy! Lucy!

Lucy!

[pants]

Lucy!

- SHAUNA: Lucy!

Hey!

Lucy!

Hey!

Lucy!

Come here.

Hey, hey, hey.

What are you doing out here, huh?

What are you--what are youdoing out here on your own, huh?

How did you get out here?

You're too cute to be out here by yourself.

Where's your mom?

Hey, you hungry?

You want something to eat?

Let me see. What do I have?

Can't have chips.

Here, want a carrot?

Want that?

- TONYA: Lucy!

Lucy!

[pants] Oh my god.

I was so worried.

- Hey. - Hey.

There was a car accident down the street.

It scared the mess out of both of us,

and she just took off running.

I didn't know what happened to you.

Don't scare me like that, Lucy.

- I just walked out and she was sitting out here, all alone,

safe and sound.

- Thank you for taking care of her.

- No problem.

Um...listen, about last night. I--

- Shauna. You don't have to say anything.

- Yeah, I do.

After everything we talked about.

- Okay.

- Anyway, um, I know that I've said I'm sorry a million times.

And it's probably gonna sound hollow right now, but,

um...I am sorry.

You didn't...deserve that.

And I had no right to do it.

Now, we're gonna get into arguments from time to time,

but that doesn't give me the right...

to unleash my anger all over you.

It's not fair.

And, uh...I want you to know that I know that.

You know, it's gonna be naiïve of me to say

that it's never gonna happen again,

but...Tonya, I'm gonna do my best

to make sure it never happens again.

I'm sorry, really.

- I know.

I know you're trying.

- Okay.

- Shauna?

Do you wanna come inside?

I can make us a snack.

- You sure? - Yeah.

- Okay.

- [door creaks]

- All right. Here you go.

- Thanks.

So...how bad was the accident?

- Oh my god, it sounded like a bomb went off.

It scared the shit out of me.

- Was anybody hurt?

- You know what? I don't even know.

Like, as soon as Lucy took off, I took off after her.

Does that make me a bad person?

- Oh my goodness, no. You love your dog.

You don't want anything to happen to her.

It makes you normal.

- I guess if somebody were hurt,

Sebastian would've called an ambulance.

- Who is Sebastian?

- He's this guy who lives in the neighborhood.

He has a really cute little dog too.

We see each other when we walk 'em from time to time.

- Oh, okay. So he's your friend.

- Yeah. I mean, you know, there's this whole subculture

with all the people who own dogs in the neighborhood.

We see each other, we talk, we hang out.

So yeah, I mean, I guess you could say we're friends.

- Is he cute?

- Oh yeah, he's very cute.

Why?

Are you on the market?

- I mean, you know, I could be.

I don't know. - I had no idea.

When was the last time you were on a date?

- Uh, I don't know.

I mean, I haven't met anybody new

since I left the restaurant, so...

- Okay.

Well, maybe it's time we get you back out there.

Oh, wait a minute.

Is this a bad idea, like the Paris trip?

- What do you mean?

- Well, I mean, Shauna, are you ready to date?

Or...is being back out there gonna trigger your drinking?

- I don't know.

But, you know, I don't wanna lock myself away.

I wanna live life. - Okay.

So let's create a Findr profile.

- Findr? - Yeah.

It'll take five minutes. It's really fun.

Give me your phone. - Mm.

What did I just say yes to?

- Let me ask you something.

Um, have you been feeling all right lately?

- What do you mean? Like, do I have a cold?

- Uh, no. More like have you had any,

um...discomfort in your chest?

- Chest pains? - No, no, not like that.

Just, you know, it's kind of there, it's not there.

It's hard to describe.

- Is it serious? Have you been to a doctor?

- No, I'm fine.

I just wanted to know if you've been feeling all right lately.

- I mean, I've been sober for a couple of hours,

so the only thing I feel right now are withdrawals, you know?

But before that, you would've probably had to hit me with

a cement truck for me to feel anything.

- Okay, right.

All right, well, never mind. I'm fine.

Uh, and by the way, your password is Lucy.

- Okay, cool.

- All right, now we need a profile picture.

And you don't have any personal pictures in your phone.

Okay, that's weird.

I'm gonna take a picture for you.

- No, no, hey, hey! What?

You know I don't like having my picture taken.

Plus, I look like shit.

- No, you don't. You look good.

- Can we just do this part later?

- Don't be a baby.

- How about giving me the phone,I'll take a picture of you,

and we'll use the picture of you temporarily?

- No, we're gonna take a picture together.

Okay, ready?

One, two--cheese!

- [shutter click]

- Ahh! I like it. It's cute.

Okay, now we just need a personal statement.

- Oh my god, I'm so regretting doing this.

- Shauna, it doesn't have to be cheesy.

- Okay, so, you know, come up with something.

- No, you gotta give me something.

- Well, okay, since we took a picture of the two of us

together, we should probably saysomething about us being twins.

- Okay. So how about...

hashtag #ClonesHaveMoreFun?

- Yeah, that's good, except for the fact that every guy that

hits me up is gonna ask about a threesome.

- Okay, you're right, that's--yeah, no,

let's scratch that.

How 'bout #CloneNotIncluded?

- Alright, I like that. - Okay.

See, it's good.

"Included."

Okay.

You know how it works, right?

- Yeah, you swipe right if you're interested, right?

- Yep.

- Okay.

No. No. Ew.

Oh, okay.

Nah.

- What's wrong with that last guy?

- His teeth were too big for his face.

- Oh my God. - [laughing]

No. Mm, no.

Oh no.

Nope.

Mm, maybe.

Okay, so no. No. Huh-uh.

Maybe, no.

Yeah, okay.

Yes. Nope.

All right. Yeah, no.

Hello. Ew. - Shauna.

Shauna, slow down, it's not a race.

- I'm just--I'm having fun.

So, what happens next?

I mean, how do you know if there's a match?

- Oh, okay, well, if there is a match,

it looks like this.

- Ooh.

You made a match with him?

- He's cute, right?

- He's handsome. Is he nice?

- Oh, I don't know.

I haven't met him yet.

- Well, what are you waiting for?

- I mean, I've just been busy with stuff.

It's funny though, he did ask if we could meet up tonight.

- Well, what'd you say?

- TONYA: I haven't responded yet.

- What is wrong with you?

Text him back.

- Why don't you go out with him?

- No, what?

No, huh-uh.

Hmm-mm. - Why not?

You're obviously attracted to him.

- Tonya, he's interested in you.

- Shauna, we look the same.

He has no idea what my personality is like, okay?

It's the same thing to him.

- I don't know.

- Come on, he could be perfect.

I'll text him right now.

- Oh my God, okay.

- Okay.

All right. "Ah, sure...

just let me know when and where."

Smiley face. Send.

- Smiley face?

Oh my God, I can't believe I'm doing this.

I don't even have an outfit.

- Oh, you can borrow something of mine.

I'll help you get ready.

- All right.

Hey, I'm not wearing beige.

- Yeah! [laughs]

Yes, yeah! Come on, let's go!

- That was like a whole 'nother decibel.

Jesus.

- Okay, look up for me.

- You were always so much better at this than I am.

- Yeah, well, it's like looking in a mirror.

- Really? You're still using that same corny-ass joke?

- Uh, I couldn't help myself. It's been awhile.

- Yeah, it has.

- You know, I wasn't gonna bring this up,

but I gotta tell you, I'm still worried about you.

- Oh my gosh, really, Debbie Downer?

What?

- It's just, you know, I mean, we're sitting here together,

and it feels like everything is normal between us.

- Okay, well, that's a good thing, right?

- Yeah, but how can I not worry?

I mean, you're okay now, but would you be okay

if something happened to me?

- Like what?

- TONYA: I don't know, like...

what if I got struck by lightning, would you be okay?

- You're the one being struck by lightning.

Would you be okay?

- You know what I mean.

It's like every time something happens,

you blame yourself and you spiral out of control.

- "Every time something happens,"

is that what we're calling it?

Tonya, our little brother shot himself in the face

because I wasn't paying attention.

And then mom and dad died basically

of heartbreak because of it.

- I'm not talking about that.

I'm talking about me.

If something happened to me,

would you spiral out of control again?

- Yeah, probably.

I mean, especially if it happened to you.

Listen, you and I are connected in a way I can't even describe.

So, if something happened to you,

it would be like...

losing my right arm.

- Yeah, I know.

- You know, when we weren't talking...

it wasn't that bad for me.

I mean, mostly because you're a pain in my ass.

But also because...

when you're happy, when you're sad,

when you're depressed...

I can feel it.

It's like I know what's going on with you.

I'm not going through this life by myself.

I'm going through it with you.

So, if something were to happen to you...

yeah, I don't know what I would do.

- Yeah. I know.

- All right, so, you know, don't get struck by lightning.

- I'll try.

- Okay, come on, make me pretty.

- Yeah, no.

- I like that one.

- I have something better.

Oh!

- Tonya, it's a dinner date, not a cocktail party.

- Okay, but first impressions are important.

I haven't seen some of this stuff in ages.

- Oh wait, you got me a surprise for our birthday,

and I ruined it.

So, I got you something.

- TONYA: You didn't have to get me--

- Just close your eyes.

- You really didn't have to do this.

- Sssh.

Okay, open up.

You said we should have keys to each other's apartments,

you know, for emergencies and...

I want you to have this.

I mean, you know, it's nothing snazzy,

but it's the little stuff, right?

- It's perfect.

Thank you.

Shauna, hurry up!

- SHAUNA: I'm coming, relax.

- You don't wanna be...late.

- [footsteps approaching]

- Wow! You look hot.

- I do, don't I? - [laughs]

Oh my goodness.

Cameron isn't gonna know what hit him.

- Not bad, right?

- Are you ready?

- Uh, yeah, about as ready as I'll ever be.

- You really do look great.

- Thank you.

For everything.

- TONYA: Hey!

Don't do anything I wouldn't do.

- SHAUNA: Uh, you're boring.

- Ah!

- SHAUNA: Bye.

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- One glass of water.

Let me know if you need anything else.

- SHAUNA: Thank you.

- Really, a water?

Come on, pretty woman like yourself,

you deserve something special.

Two Old Fashions, Nori.

- SHAUNA: Uh, thank you, but, uh, I'm good with water.

- You haven't even tried it yet.

Just trust me, it's gonna change your life.

- Yeah, not in a good way.

- All right, your loss.

Just one. Just make it one.

- BARTENDER: No problem.

- I'm Ty, by the way. - Shauna.

- Shauna? [laughs]

You look like a Shauna. That's funny.

You ready to have some fun tonight?

- Had a few of those already, huh?

- Maybe a couple.

Just a couple.

Now, I hope this isn't the reason why

I find you so attractive.

The beer googles.

- Could be.

- You know, I never trust myselfwith the googles on.

My biggest fear is that I'm gonna end up

hooking up with a dude. [chuckles]

You're not a dude, are you?

Huh? - Could be.

- TY: Hey, hey, fuck it.

I'd fuck a dude if he look like you.

For real, like leather jacket,

zippers, everything. - You know what?

I'm actually meeting a friend in a little bit.

So, you might wanna try somebody else.

It's nice meeting you though.

- "Nice meeting you though"?

Wow, okay.

You know what? You don't have to be rude.

I'm just trying to have a conversation with you.

- No, see, you're not making conversation.

You're being obnoxious.

- Wow, okay.

You know what? Um, I bet, first of all,

you can't even spell "obnoxious."

Why you pretty women gotta be the same?

Like you the worst one.

You think you better than everybody else.

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- I've been nothing but nice to you ever since

I walked over here. - "Nothing but nice"?

You call me a dude.

- I didn't call you a dude.

I asked you if you were a dude.

- It's the same thing. - No, it's different.

See, watch this.

Are you a bitch?

Because you are acting like a bitch.

Now, at no point did I call you an actual bitch.

I asked a question: are a bitch?

Then, I made a statement.

You are acting like a bitch!

- [glass shatters] - Oh shit.

- Tonya?

- [humming]

[gasping]

[deep breath]

[sighs]

[hums]

Oh my God.

Uh, yes.

- Are you okay?

- Other than being a little embarrassed, yeah, I'm fine.

- We don't have to stay here.

Like we can do this later.

We can like postpone it or go somewhere else?

- We're here. I mean, let's justpretend it didn't happen

and try and have a good time.

- You sure?

Okay.

Let's have a good time.

- Okay. - Okay.

Whoo, all right.

[clears throat]

So--so where you from?

- Um, actually, not too far here.

I grew up just south of Torrance.

- A local?

Uh, you don't hear that too often.

Did you like it?

- Hello, my name is Tammy.

I'll be your server for tonight.

- Hi, Tammy.

- Have you guys had a chance to look at the menu?

- Um, actually, no, not yet.

- Yeah, we need a little more time, please.

- Would you like some drink orders before I go?

- I'll have a Scotch on the rocks.

What would you like?

- I'll just have a glass of water, please.

- You wanna get a bottle of wineand we split it?

- Um, actually, I don't drink...

anymore.

- You know what? I'll have some water, as well.

- What? No, you wanted a Scotch.

It's--it's fine.

- I was actually thinking I should do

the healthy thing tonight. - Oh.

- Let's do water. - You sure?

- Absolutely.

- Okay, uh, two waters.

- Got it, two waters.

Be right back.

- Thank you.

- CAMERON: She is cheery.

- Yeah.

- Mm-hmm.

No, I know, I just wanna make sure that you know.

Yeah, I wanna be open and upfront about everything.

Okay.

That's fine.

Bye.

That was damn good, Lucy.

- So you don't drink?

- SHAUNA: Huh?

- Earlier, you said that, uh...you don't drink anymore.

- Yep.

- Is anything that prompted that decision?

- Yeah, it's probably because I'm an alcoholic.

- [chuckles]

Oh, wow.

You don't hear that on a first date too often.

- I'm sorry, Cameron, I just--I wanna be open and upfront

with you about everything. - Thank you.

- I--I respect that.

How long have you been sober?

- Um, a little less than a day.

- [chuckles]

A day?

- You're supposed to be encouraging.

- Oh my God, yes, you're right.

Um, okay, a day.

Hey, hey, a day.

Look, you gotta start somewhere.

- Exactly.

- Actually I know somebody from college that really struggled

with alcoholism, so I get it.

Every day's a new opportunity.

So, I'm sorry, and congratulations, sincerely.

- Thank you. - Absolutely.

So...was there like a specific reason why you said

like "I'm done drinking?"

- I mean, yeah, there were many reasons,

but I think the main one is I--Ijust wanna be a better person.

I've just done a lot of things to hurt people in my family,

hurt my sister, especially.

And, um, yeah, I don't wanna be that anymore.

I want something different.

- Wow.

That's great.

I mean, really, it can't be easy to say that.

- Okay, so enough about me. - Okay.

- Um, do you have any deep, dark secrets you wanna,

you know, get off your chest?

- Uhhh, okay.

Um, recently, I lost a lot of weight.

- Really? - Yeah, yeah.

Well, not recently, like a year ago, I lost 80 pounds.

- Eighty pounds, wow.

- Yeah, yeah.

- Okay, so was there like, you know, a reason,

a moment where you realized thatyou had to like lose the weight?

- I had a heart attack, yeah.

- Holy moly.

- And I'm not even 35 like--

- That must have been really scary.

- Terrifying. Yeah, I know.

But, you know, in retrospect, it made me go to the gym.

I went vegan.

I got my life together.

And I'm now 80 pounds lighter to talk about it. Yeah.

- Wow.

So, I mean, it sounds to me likeit was a blessing in disguise.

- Yeah, I guess you could say that.

- So, are there are any...

before pictures of-- - CAMERON: [laughs]

No, absolutely not. - --chubby Cameron?

- There's absolutely not. - There isn't?

Really, not anywhere-- - I didn't take any photos.

- Never? - Never.

- Let me see.

- No judgment. - No judgment.

- You promise? - I promise.

- I-- - Don't.

- You're very cute. Yes! - No, don't do that.

Stop. Stop. - No.

Chubby Cameron is very attractive, before and after.

- Well, thank you.

- You're welcome. - Thank you.

- Okay, I--I have a question.

- [clears throat]

I'm scared now, what?

- So, who gets more play with the ladies?

Chubby Cameron or thin Cameron?

- Chubby Cameron versus thin Cameron?

I would say--it's interesting--Iwould say that thin Cameron

attracts women that are prettier on the outside,

and chubby Cameron attracts women that are prettier on

the inside, with you being the exception to that rule.

- Okay, well, we just met, so there's no way you could know

that was true, but I hope to live up to that declaration.

- You will.

- So, which moment was it that made you feel it?

The moment that I punched that guy in the face?

Or the moment I told you I'm an alcoholic?

- Both.

And I--I know--I probably sound really crazy right now.

- SHAUNA: Yeah, you do sound very, very crazy.

- I know, but...

there's something special about you.

Your strength, your openness,

your vulnerability, your beauty.

Such a light.

You're special.

- TONYA: [heavy breathing]

[moaning]

- [sighs]

- BOTH: [heavy breathing]

- Wow.

That was amazing.

- But oh yeah.

- [laughs] Oh my gosh, really?

- [laughs]

- Mark?

- Mm-hmm.

- You know you have to go home, right?

- Jesus.

Hasn't even been 30 seconds already.

- I was pretty clear that I needed my space tonight.

- But you weren't exactly clear as to why.

I mean, I was just here a couple of nights ago.

And it seems as though you like me.

That's what I wanna believe, but maybe it's just the sex.

Maybe that's it. - No.

No, it's not just the sex.

- Then what's the problem?

- I wasn't gonna tell you, butI'm probably gonna go away soon,

and I just--I don't think it'sa good idea for either one of us

to get attached.

- When were you gonna tell me?

- As soon as I knew one way or the other.

- Well, you let me know when you find out, all right.

- Thank you for understanding.

- I really hope you stay.

- Yo, Lakers...suck.

- No, man, Clippers all day.

- You don't understand howhappy I am to hear you say that.

No, Tonya, had you said you were a Lakers' fan,

it would have been a deal-breaker.

For sure, for sure.

We should go to a game. That'd be dope.

- You know what? There's something I need to tell you.

- Okay.

Why so serious?

Don't punch me in the face.

- No, this might be worse.

Um, okay, so how do I say this?

Um...

- I'm okay with kids.

- I'm not Tonya.

- Who are you? [chuckles]

What do you mean?

- I'm Shauna, Tonya's sister.

Her twin sister.

- CAMERON: You're for real?

- Yeah. - CAMERON: What?

- Okay, so earlier today, she was trying to show me

how the Findr app works.

And she was showing me herprofile, and I saw your picture,

and I kept going on and on about how hot you are.

And she just thought it would bea good idea for me to go out

and get out of the house and go on a date.

And so she text you back and made arrangements to meet you,

except it's me who showed up.

And I'm sorry, because, um, we didn't mean any harm.

But I should have--I should have told you earlier.

- So your name is Shauna?

And you have your twin sister named Tonya,

who's been texting me this entire time?

So I've been texting a complete different person?

- Yeah, no, listen, I know it's stupid.

And it's--it's childish, and I don't blame you if you don't

ever wanna go out with me again.

- You are full of surprises, I'll tell you that.

- SHAUNA: You're mad.

Okay, so, um, I get it.

So, we should probably get going.

- CAMERON: Yeah. Yeah, we probably should.

But, I mean, before we leave, Iguess I need to get your number.

- Wait, what?

- Well, if I've been texting Tonya this entire time,

and you're Shauna, then I guess I need Shauna's number.

Yeah.

- So you're--what?

You're not mad?

- Listen, no harm, no foul.

Nobody got hurt.

And you said I was hot, so--

Look, like I said earlier,

I am a no stress, drama-free kind of guy.

If that works for you, I'd love to take you out again.

- Okay.

- Cool? - Yes.

Yes.

- TONYA: Lucy, come on, it's time for bed.

Get in your crate.

Hey, don't ignore me.

Get in your crate.

Go on. Go to bed.

Lucy! Really?

You are such a spoiled little princess.

[groans]

Okay, you win.

But can you not snore tonight, please? Please?

Okay. All right, let's get to your side.

- Thank you for dinner.

I really enjoyed myself.

- I had an amazing time tonight.

Maybe we can do it again next Friday?

- Yeah, on Friday sounds good.

- Friday works? - Mm-hmm.

- Okay.

Have a good night.

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- Ooh.

Ow.

[moans]

Ow.

[sighs]

- I'm not so sure this is a good idea.

- I acknowledge that there are definitely some risks involved.

But if I can manage to avoid some of the obviously pitfalls,

I think this could be a very good thing.

- I don't know. "Newsline"-- they're just gonna slant

this whole interview to make us all look crazy.

- We're not negating that.

We're just saying that

everything has to start somewhere.

- When Pythagoras said theworld was round instead of flat,

everybody thought he was crazy.

When the Wright Brothers said they were going to build

a machine that flies, everyone called them crazy.

The point is, whenever you go against conventional

way of thinking, people will call you crazy.

But you can't let that stop you.

- [door opens] - History--

history will prove you right.

- Tonya, welcome back.

- Hey, Janice, how you feeling?

- I'm good.

How are you?

- Oh...I feel great.

- Okay.

- You know, it may be the best that I have ever felt

in my whole life.

- Glad to hear that.

- And you know why, Janice,

it's because I'm not dying.

- That's good.

- Oh yeah, you're damn right that's good.

You people told me I was dying.

You let me think that I was dying!

- We never said you were dying.

We just declined to dismiss yourbelief that you were dying.

- I went to my doctor, who toldme that I was perfectly healthy.

And I insisted that he do test after test after test.

All yielding the same result!

I'm fine!

- That's great, Tonya.

I'm happy for you.

We're all happy for you that you're not dying.

I just don't understand what you're trying to do here.

Are you mad at us?

- This group--all of you, this is--this whole thing is a hoax!

- Tonya-- - No, you're delusional.

This idea is completely delusional.

What kind of cruel person lets somebody think

that they're dying?

What is wrong with you guys? - MONICA: Steve died!

- TONYA: What?

- Steve died.

The man who you met in our group, who was

experiencing the same phenomenonthat you said you were.

Yeah, he's dead.

So, was he delusional or--

- Monica, enough.

Enough.

- When did Steve die?

- Shortly after you met him.

Later that night.

- What happened?

- Cardiac arrest.

It's just like all the others.

- Charles, can you please turn off the camera?

- Cha--

- [camera beeping]

- I'm sorry.

I had no idea.

And I shouldn't have come in here

and dumped all over you guys.

I--

I owe you an apology.

- It's fine, Tonya.

Please, have a seat.

So, the good news of the day is that you're feeling better.

Correct? - Yeah.

I, um--I woke up this morning,

and the pain and the heaviness

that was on my chest was...

completely gone.

- Interesting.

Well, tell us more about it.

Being better informed about how to correctly distinguish, um,

between this phenomenon would be a huge step

in the right direction.

- Okay, um, well, last night,

I--I had a bacon cheeseburger,

because I thought that's the last thing I wanna eat.

[laughs]

- [horn honks]

- Way to go, Shauna.

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- Shauna? Shauna!

Shauna! [crying]

You're cold.

Come on, wake up, Shauna. Shauna, wake up.

Wake up, baby. Shauna, wake up.

Shauna, wake up. Shauna, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, please, don't leave me, Shauna.

Please come back, Shauna, please.

[crying]

Shauna.

[sobbing]

- I mean, you and I are connected in a way that

I can't even describe.

It's like I know what's going on with you.

I can feel it.

I'm not going through this life by myself.

I'm going through it with you.

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- Okay, why don't we just take a second and talk to Tonya.

- Sure.

- Tonya, it's to my understanding that although

you have not experienced this phenomenon directly,

you're claiming to have experienced it

through your twin sister?

- Yeah, that's right.

- How so?

- Um, well, the night that my sister Shauna died,

I woke up with severe chest pains.

I mean, it felt like my heart was on fire.

And I happen to look at the clock,

and it was around 3:20 in the morning.

And later, the coroner determined that that was

approximately my sister's time of death.

- Really?

- Yeah, and then the days preceding her passing,

I had been experiencing frequent chest pain.

And they were deliberating and excruciating.

- It's the truth.

Her medical records confirm it.

- I went to the doctor to try to determine why I was in

so much pain and what was happening.

And my doctor ran test aftertest, and he could find nothing.

There was no reason.

So, the fact that Shauna

died of heart failure that same night--

- Okay, so in your case, it's not as much about you

as it is about your twin sister.

- If this was about Tonya, unfortunately,

she'd no longer be with us.

- Yeah, but-- - Gloria,

we're not claiming to have all the answers.

We just want to open up a dialogue and have people

consider the idea that somethinglike this is possible.

That we as human beings are capable

of a lot more than we thought.

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