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[jazz piano music]

- Ultimately I came
to the conclusion

that all I must do
is take care of the music.

Even if I do it in a closet.
- Mm-hmm.

- See, and if I really do that,

somebody's gonna come
and open the door of the closet

and say, "Hey, we're looking
for you," you know?

[jazz piano tunes]

- People are interested
in who he was.

What was he like?

Damned if I know, really,

but all the information

that's really important
is in the music.

- He had such a great sound
from the piano

of his own sound, okay?

And it was pretty.

It was pretty, and deep,

and he was able to get
through the piano

how he felt,
I believe.

I mean, that's what
we all strive for.

- The most powerful thing
that he taught me

was to search only
for truth and beauty.

- That was Bill.

He knew his destination,

and it was jazz,

and there were gonna be
no detours.

[jazz piano music]

- Go by bus, by plane,
by car, by train.

Go!

[imitating drums and cymbals]

New York, New York.

A city so nice
they had to name it twice.

[chuckling]

- New York, New York,

what they call
a somethin' else town.

Yeah, if you can't make it
in New York City, man,

you can't make it nowhere.

So where do people
come to scuffle?

Right here.

[jazz music]

- It was either late 1954

or early 1955,
somebody told me

that Jerry Wald
was holding auditions.

So I figured I'd go over there
and see if I could get the gig.

And when I got there, Bill Evans
was playing piano.

He was auditioning,
and I overheard somebody say,

"That's Bill Evans.

"He's from Plainfield,
New Jersey.

He's supposed to be
really good."

And I started listening
and I said, "Wow, he is.

He's great.
I really like."

I said, "I hope I get the gig,

and I hope he gets the gig.
I'd like to play with him."

And so it happened.

He got the gig,
and I got the gig,

and that's when we met.

[upbeat jazz piano]

- My first year in New York,

I'm living in
a $75 a month apartment.

I'm working three nights a week
way out in Brooklyn,

which required, like,
three subway trains,

working three nights out there
playing society music for $55.

I was in my little apartment
on 83rd Street,

just big enough for my piano
and bed, you know,

just woodshedding
in that apartment.

I think those were
the most productive

three or four years of my life.

- Yeah, that was his pad,

and the piano
was right over here,

and that's the window.

He's looking out
onto West End Avenue.

And it was a mess.

The kitchen was piled with
newspapers up to the ceiling,

and there was a path to the sink
and the refrigerator.

- We became really
close friends, man.

I was--you know, we used to
hang out a lot together.

We played with Tony Scott,
clarinet player.

[jazz clarinet music]

- Tony Scott really admired
what Bill did.

Anywhere he wanted to go,
he said, "Go ahead," you know,

and Bill said,
"I got you," you know?

[jazz piano music]

- I want to build my music
from the bottom up,

piece by piece.

And I just have a reason

that I arrived at myself
for every note I play.

- I never heard him
make a harmonic mistake.

Never.

Not one wrong note.

- Bill could play anything, man.

He would--you could put any
kind of music in front of him.

He could read that--
classical music or whatever.

I mean, he'd play
the shit out of it, man.

I mean, he was playing piano

since he was
four or five years old.

[slow jazz piano]

- My brother
was two years older.

He started piano before I did.

- Dad was playing, and Bill
would be under the piano,

so fascinated with the sound.

He was lost in music
as a child.

[bombastic classical music]

Tchaikovsky, Stravinsky.

I can't ever remember anybody
that was not Russian,

you know, on the phonograph.

- My mother was raised
in the Russian church.

When we had dinner,
they would sing,

you know,
a lot of Russian music.

At one point, my mother
bought us stacks of old music.

[classical piano music]

But after dinner every night,

I would sit with the stack
of old music,

and I would go through it,

and whatever I couldn't read
I'd put aside for later.

And by the time I was nine,
I was quite a good sight reader.

[jazz piano music]

- Bill loved Harry,
and Harry admired Bill.

They were close.
They really were close brothers.

- My dad was like, "You'll come
through me before you dare,

dare bully my brother."

- My brother made me
very aggressive,

and I wouldn't take no shit
from nobody

because he used to pound
on me, and we'd scrap.

- They must've had some hard
times with their parents.

My grandfather was a drinker.

He was very cruel
to my grandmother.

It was like they could
kind of hold each other

when their parents couldn't.

- When I think about it now,

I don't know what
kind of a person

I would've been or whether--
if it hadn't been for him.

[rapid jazz piano]

I just got all very excited
about jazz when I was about 13,

and then I started to hear jazz.

There was Earl Hines.

And Nat Cole to me
was a major jazz pianist.

[jazz saxophone]

Besides all the arrangers
and horn players

and people that you
could mention,

you know, hundreds.

[jazz brass music]

I got into a high school
rehearsal band,

and so I was playing jazz
practically from the beginning,

and I was 13, 14, you know, 15.

[Benny Goodman's
"Sing, Sing, Sing"]

- In those days, it was
the middle of the war,

basically, and my father
was looking for good players

to round out his band.

- There's Bill Evans.
Myself--that's Connie Atkinson.

- I learned mostly on the job,
you know,

and then I started to learn
about changes

and harmonics and what--

how a tune was built
harmonically.

["Tuxedo Junction" playing]

- I remember the first time we
were playing "Tuxedo Junction,"

and I remember just putting in
a little blues sound,

and it was such a thrill
to do something of my own

that was not written.

- He worked like crazy.

Bill would have at least an hour
and a half of practicing

before he went to high school,

and he played all the time.

- The next train will be
stopping at Netherwood,

Fanwood, Westfield,
Cranford, Roselle...

[train bell sounding]

[slow jazz piano]

- What it really is,
is a endless kind of dues.

The whole thing of working
three or four nights

through high school,
waiting for trains late at night

in lonely stations, you know.

[train whistle blaring]

[jazz music]

When I started playing
with older musicians

in central Jersey,

a band led by a man
named Buddy Valentino.

- Bill Evans played
with Buddy Valentino...

- Right.
- And that's--

I met him over there.

- Russ Locandro,
a saxophone player,

got a little job

at a place called the Idle Hour

in West Point Pleasant,
New Jersey.

- Just the three of us--
Bill and Connie and myself.

Bill's piano was very,
very tasty.

In fact, those arrangements
on there were mostly his ideas.

I may be wrong.

[jazz piano music]

Tasty.

[snapping fingers]

- He's already
getting his voice.

Very, very rhythmic,
the phrasing.

[classical piano music]

- The main feature at
Southeastern was the classics.

Bill played Gershwin,

Rachmaninov, Villa-Lobos.

He played with such ease.

There was an expressive,
natural expressiveness there.

- Bill used to play--

get up in the morning
and play the piano.

[jazz piano music]

He'd get in that practice room
in the music building,

and he'd play for hours.

- I used to hear him
all the time.

He would walk down the hall
and knock on the door,

and he'd say,
"Bring your brushes."

Well, and I'd scramble and get
my brushes and follow him.

He would go sit in a room,

and he'd just cook, man.
That was...

[upbeat jazz piano]

- When he went to Southeastern,
he went down there

to really work on his jazz.

- There was a piano teacher
here, Gretchen McGee,

and she taught us
music theory.

- Gretchen McGee, she was,
you know, really a good teacher.

I owe a great deal to her.

- Harry went down
to Southeastern,

and while Bill was just
such a great scholar,

Harry really wanted to have fun,
you know what I'm saying?

And really slept through
the classes most of the time.

They were as different
as night and day.

Bill, tall,
so introverted.

Harry, short and convivial
and outgoing.

- Bill was clean-cut, handsome.

Even with glasses, he was
a very nice-looking young man.

- Bill was a good guy,
and the girls loved him.

- The last two years
I was here were perhaps--

I think without a doubt
the happiest years of my life.

Jazz is the most central
and important thing in my life.

[jazz piano music]

Then I moved to New York,
got an apartment.

At that time,
I made a pact with myself.

I mean, if the world
didn't show me

that, you know, somehow--

- Something was happening, yeah.

- So I gave myself
till I was 30.

[jazz music]

- Let's welcome Miles Davis
and the Quintet.

[cheers and applause]

- Ladies and gentlemen,

how about a big hand there
for Art Blakey?

Thank y'all!

[upbeat jazz music]

- He caught Miles at Birdland,

or played here in Birdland,

the Half Note
with the Five Spot.

I think I heard him out there
for the first time.

Sonny Clark.

[jazz piano music]

John Coltrane.

[smooth jazz saxophone]

All of these guys,
what they were putting out

was so much the life force.

They had tapped it.

They told me the truth.
They showed me the truth.

They played their truth.

[rapid jazz piano]

- I grew up in the era
of hard bop,

and my first real hero
piano player was Horace Silver.

- Horace Silver's solo
on "Soft Winds."

- I loved Bud Powell.

- Bud Powell comes in,
and he's just blazing.

- It didn't matter much how much
he could play like Bud Powell.

You know, finally he had
to play like Bill Evans.

- At the time, Tony Scott and I
were rooming together,

so Bill showed up,
and Bill was playing,

and I pushed the record button
on this wire recorder,

and it turned out
to be pretty good,

and I thought,
"I wonder if Orrin Keepnews

would be interested
in Bill Evans."

- Mundell had a demo tape,

which he played
over the telephone.

So that was the first time
I ever heard Bill Evans.

[upbeat jazz music]

Bill was working at some
of these small downtown clubs,

and I stopped into
some of these places

and started to listen
to Mr. Evans.

- He was--he was--

he was really spanking
the piano.

I mean, he was really
being heard and playing.

- And it seems like
he was someplace

between maybe Bud Powell
and Lennie Tristano.

Between bebop,
but extending it a bit.

- He was an up-and-coming
young guy that, you know, say,

"Hey, that's a good piano.
Get him."

You know, that kind of stuff.

- We played with Don Elliott,

who played a mellophone
and vibraphone.

Tony Scott--there's a record,

a Tony Scott record
that I'm on with Bill Evans.

That's, like,
strictly 4/4 time, swing.

- Right, right.
- Swingin' like a motherfucker.

[jazz music]

And then, I guess he got
the offer to make a recording

for Riverside Records
at the time,

and he asked me to do it,

and the bass player
was Teddy Kotick at that time.

- That trio album was critically
very well-received,

but our total sales
in the first year

was 800 copies.

About a year after
the first record came out,

Miles Davis
became aware of him.

- Miles was about the music,
first and foremost,

and he was really passionate
about--

to him, he was serious
about that.

I loved him for that.

- Miles in the 1950s
was fast becoming the guy

who was bearing a standard
for jazz in general.

[jazz trumpet music]

What he was doing,
album by album,

year by year,
you know,

who was in his group
was a very important thing.

- I loved the music

'cause it was absolutely wild.

[laughs]

It was incredible.

Miles would play this way

and then that way,

and Trane would play
everything Miles played.

Even play it backwards.

And, you know, Red Garland.

And Paul is...

You know, Joe is--bam!

[imitating drums]

And Miles would be at the bar
flirting with some chick, yeah.

- And then in 1957, he starts
to kind of tinker with it

and take it apart.

He's been after this alto
player, Cannonball Adderley,

gets him in the group.

And he's got a new drummer
named Jimmy Cobb,

and Red starts
not showing up in gigs.

- And I was in my little
apartment on 83rd Street.

The phone rang one day,

and it was Miles
on the other end,

saying could I make a weekend

in Philadelphia
with him at Pep's?

Well, of course, you know,
I was thrilled.

- When they hired Bill,
that was big news.

You know, that was something.

[jazz music]

- Miles, I think, was when
Bill kind of popped his cherry

as far as getting on the road.

- We just, you know,
started the traveling tour.

It was a monstrous challenge.

This was an all-black band.

- Miles Davis All Stars

coming to you live
from the Spotlight.

- I was living right around
the corner from the Spotlight,

and he was telling me that it
was really tough in Detroit.

- We played black clubs.

I got a lot of, you know, vibes,
like, silent treatment,

you know,
not-so-silent treatment.

"What's that white cat
doing up there?"

Kind of thing, you know?

- And people like Cannon
and Paul Chambers

and whatnot would have
to turn and say,

"He's up there because
Miles wants him up there."

[slow jazz piano]

- He gave Miles a sleekness

and elegance again.

It is elegant.

- I think if you go
to two tracks,

"Stella by Starlight"

and "On Green Dolphin Street,"

you start to feel the elegance

that they're gonna be shooting
for in "Kind of Blue."

[jazz music]

- You know, Miles was
so sensitive to subtleties.

I learned a lot from just,
you know, listening to him.

- Miles was like a witch doctor.

He daunts you, you know?

He pushes you
as far as he can, you know?

- This was a very heavy
black pride band at that time,

and Miles, he, you know,

called me a white,
you know, piano player.

[jazz piano music]

- Most of the guys
then were playing

some kind of macho bebop stuff,

and Bill had the courage

and the background

to really open up the piano

and listen really carefully

and just play gorgeous
chord voicings

and that sort of things.

And Bob Brookmeyer, Jim Giuffre,

and I worked
at the Cafe Bohemia,

and Bill was working
with Miles Davis' group.

- Miles Davis playing
for you from the Cafe Bohemia.

- One Sunday, we came in,

and we couldn't get Bill
to get on the bandstand.

He was sitting in the corner.

"No, I can't play good.
I can't do this."

"Come on, Bill, get your ass
up there," you know?

"Oh, I can't," you know?

[jazz piano music]

He didn't always feel that
he was a great piano player.

- So you want to be able

to deal with the work,

but not feel the pain?

Heroin is particularly
well-suited to that.

- There was this nice,

obviously very talented,

very funny kid,

and then almost imperceptibly
he became a junkie.

- I asked Bill about that.

I said, "You get started
on smack, man?

It was a dumb thing to do."
He says, "Yeah, I know."

He said, "The first time
I took smack, I didn't rush.

"I just stayed right there.

There's no voices
going off in your head."

- I remember seeing him.

He was walking south
on 7th Avenue,

and I was not going to go over.

I knew he would
hit me up for money.

- It was no longer
just a shirt and tie

when I met him, you know?

Everything was serving
the beast, you know?

I hated to see that, you know?

- I think what I really got
from the experience with Miles

was returning more confidently
to my own identity

and realizing that I had
to really be myself.

- The subject is...jazz.

- And Bill was playing
"Billy the Kid,"

which he had just recorded.

Bill was just beginning
to have his problems.

We talked.

As a matter of fact,
he began to date my assistant.

- I met Peri here in New York.

She was very cool, very cool.

She knew everything
about jazz, everything.

- Peri was great.

Peri was a wonderful woman.

- Peri was very much
in love with Bill.

That is a fact.

- She wanted to get married
with Bill.

I thought she was great for him.

She loved him, man.

- I got fascinated with jazz,

and I heard Bill on record,

and it just totally
transformed my life.

- One of my favorite Bill Evans
records is "Everybody Digs."

- Bill's second album:
"Everybody Digs Bill Evans."

It was clear to me
and all my friends

that this was the piano player.

- You know, when he's playing
that "I'm So Lucky to Be Me,"

I thought,
"My God, this is

the most beautiful music
I've ever heard."

He's just so connected
to his heart.

- People think technique
is playing fast,

and Bill could do that.

But technique is also being able
to play beautifully slowly,

and Bill could do that.

- It goes--

[singing]
Bom, bom

Chord, chord.

[soft jazz piano]

And the piece starts to unfold.

He just draws you along
as he tells this

increasingly complicated

and tension-building story.

And he strings you out
until you are about to break

and then resolves it
and moves it back in again.

- And you listen to that--
man, it's so damn beautiful,

man, it'd make you want to cry.

- Somehow Bill just
spoke to me in a way

that I hadn't heard
anybody talking.

[upbeat jazz music]

- One of the stories
that comes out of "Kind of Blue"

is this two brothers
exploring music together.

That is the Miles Davis,
Bill Evans story.

- I was with Miles
for a good part of '58,

and he called me
to do that album,

which happened
about three or four months

after I left the band.

- Bill and Miles
decide in early '59,

we're gonna explore this idea
of modal jazz,

staying on one scale
for a long period of time.

That sort of sets the stage
for "Kind of Blue."

- "Kind of Blue" was 1959,
and that's what was going,

that's what was going on, baby.

It was Jack Kerouac
and Lenny Bruce,

and everybody was hip and cool,

and, you know,
and "Kind of Blue" was--

especially with "So What,"
it was kind of like--

[snaps fingers]

This kind of thing,

because they weren't in a hurry.

They were relaxed.

They were loose, you know?

[jazz piano melody]

- "Kind of Blue"
is its own thing.

You really hear
the individual spirit

of Cannonball Adderley,

John Coltrane, Miles,

and of course Bill Evans.

[Miles Davis' "So What"]

- Miles was one of the few
jazz soloists

who listens
to his accompaniment,

and there's almost
a feeling of a dialogue,

and it's a marvelous quality.

[jazz saxophone solo]

- When you listen to "So What,"

and Cannonball comes in,
he does his thing,

and he's right straight
down the line.

And then Trane's doing his thing
with the sheets of sound,

and then here comes Bill Evans.

[jazz piano music]

Mostly chorus.

With Bill Evans,
Miles heard something.

You know, Miles,
he heard something in Trane,

and he knew how to put
those elements together.

Miles Davis was a genius.

"Flamenco Sketches"--
you know, the root of that

is "Peace Piece," Bill Evans'
"Peace Piece," just kind of--

- If you're gonna do
Bill Evans' greatest moments,

his solos--all of his solos

on "Kind of Blue"
would have to be on there.

- It is elegant.

"Blue in Green"
is an exercise in elegance.

- Bill wrote
much of the material,

even though it's credited
to Miles.

- He was over to see Miles.

They were planning the session,

and Miles gave him
two chord changes,

and Miles said,
"What would you do with that?"

And Bill said, "I went home,
and I wrote 'Blue in Green.'"

- "Kind of Blue" is the result
of two musical architects:

Miles Davis and Bill Evans.

- When you listen to Miles
and Bill Evans playing together,

this was a marriage
made in heaven.

It was just, like, so right.

It was so perfect.

- It's a masterpiece.

It's a masterpiece.

- The unforgettable experience
of playing

with these fantastic musicians.

I'm very thankful about it.

- Of all the relationships
he had with women,

probably the one
I knew the best was Ellaine.

- He said he was on mescaline,
and he looked across the room,

and this lady just went like--
[exclaims]

Like this, and that was Ellaine,

and it was love at first sight.

- She was small.
She was dark.

She was Jewish.

- Nervous energy,
always smoking.

- She was a very sweet girl.

Very nice, very intelligent.

- They hit it off,
and, you know,

they started living
together and stuff.

- I think Bill and Ellaine had
a very, very deep relationship.

You know, I think
he loved her a lot,

and I think she loved him a lot,

but at the same token,
what came first?

The music.

- Bill's career path continues.

He sets up his first
great trio.

Paul Motian on drums.

Scotty LaFaro on bass.

- In my first meeting
with Scott,

I heard this tremendous talent

that was bubbling over.

Everything was bubbling out,

and this was a very unique
and exceptional talent.

- Scotty was just really
hanging out at the Lighthouse,

just going out to clubs
and sitting in.

[upbeat jazz music]

- Somebody told me about him,
and they said

he's playing down at
the Hermosa Beach Lighthouse.

And so I wanted
to check the guy out.

[jazz bass music]

It was like, "Who is this guy?"

- Scotty used to play
with three fingers.

I mean, he played the bass
sort of almost like a guitar.

Nobody played the bass
like Scotty.

Just didn't exist.

- And he played with Monk,

and he played
with Victor Feldman,

and he'd studied
Sonny Rollins' music, and so--

[whistles]

He was brilliant,

just brilliant.

- He would get up
in the morning,

and he would pick up the bass.

He would start, like, at 9:30.

I would say, "Can't we do
something else in the mornings

other than you
picking up the bass?"

He goes, "What?
What can we do?"

And I said,
"We could go to bed."

[laughing]
You know?

- I mean, he never had
the bass out of his hand.

He would practice all day long.

- Bill, he had a gig
at Basin Street,

and Scott LaFaro sat in
when I was playing with Bill,

and that shit really clicked,
really clicked.

[jazz music]

And so then that became a trio.

- Bill Evans, everybody.

Bill Evans, Scott LaFaro,
Paul Motian.

- We played in Birdland opposite
Count Basie Big Band, man.

I mean, that place was packed.

It was like a madhouse.

We knew what we were doing, man,
and we were having a ball.

- That's all they wanted to do,
those guys.

They wanted to just play.

- Well, you hear Scott
with other groups.

He sounds good.

You hear Scott with Bill Evans
and Paul Motian.

Then he sounds amazing.

- Bill and Scotty, they had--
they just had a thing

where they had
this kind of interaction

where there was really
a real communication

between the piano and the bass.

Before that, it was trios.

It was a piano player with bass
and drum accompaniment.

This thing was like three people

making, like, one instrument.

- Almost a collective dialogue.

- But Paul kept it all together.

Paul was wonderful.

- Our first record--
that is,

the "Portrait in Jazz"
on Riverside,

you hear a type of interplay
and things which we discovered.

- "Portraits," where we play
"Witchcraft"

and "Autumn Leaves"--
that's great.

I love that record.

- Scotty thought Bill was
absolutely brilliant.

You know, they had
a special relationship.

They, you know, started
discussing Eastern philosophies.

- Scott was always at
a high pitch of intensity.

He was a constant
inspiration to me.

- Bill was doing some drugs

when we were playing
with Scott LaFaro.

- Bill and his old lady
lived up on West End Avenue.

And it was kind of
in the wintertime,

and the landlord
put all their furniture

out on the sidewalk.

Everything was chaotic.

They didn't know
where they were gonna go,

didn't have any money and,
you know, that kind of scene.

- Bill was screwing up,
you know,

with the drugs and stuff,

and Scotty didn't understand it.

- One night, he really
put Bill down, man.

He said, "You ought to go
and look in the mirror, man."

He said, "What the fuck
are you doing, man?"

He said, "You were
playing great."

He said, "Now"--
he said,

"You aren't playing good
at all."

So I mean, he let him know.
You know, he would say it.

- Bill was just so strung out
those days.

As much as he wanted to quit...

He couldn't.

He had inner demons.

[jazz music]

- The "Explorations" album,
for instance,

I wasn't gonna release.

We had a very, very bad feeling

within the group that night
for reasons

which I won't bother to explain.

- "My Haunted Heart,"
that's an amazing song.

The way Scott--

Scott can break your heart
with notes he's playing,

and it's just amazing.

- And "Explorations"
is just like a seminal record,

not just for Bill Evans
but in jazz.

You listen to "Elsa"
and "Israel"

and "Sweet and Lovely."

That record is just--mwah.

- Sunday afternoon

and Sunday night
of the final day

of a Bill Evans Trio engagement

at the Village Vanguard
was completely recorded.

- It's the first actual records
I bought, you know,

in vinyl 12-inch discs.

"Waltz for Debbie,"
"Sunday at the Vanguard."

And I heard
on "Sunday at the Vanguard,"

and just from the downbeat,
you know,

the air in the club
and everything

and just fell in love with it.

[soft jazz music]

- I remember sitting
in the back, be hanging there.

Scotty would be there, Paul,

and Bill would be
sitting there usually,

and he had this little book,

a little music book,
and I remember him--

he'd be writing down
the changes to some tune

that he wanted to play
or something, you know?

- "Waltz for Debby."
That says it.

Here's a man who,
early in his career,

just reached and came out
with a gem like this.

This is a gorgeous
piece of music.

- It was a feeling
that came across.

The treatment of those pieces,

they were really playing
for each other.

- People listen
to those records,

and they see how good
everything was,

but if you didn't
hear it live...

[laughs]

Listen, you can't--
there's no comparison, man.

If you were sitting here
when we were playing,

you'd really get it.

You'd get a message.

[laughing]

- No matter what he did
before that and after that,

the Vanguard sessions, you know,

they'll be still out there
before everything falls away.

They'll still be there, yeah.

[applause]

[jazz music]

- There was the Sunday night
after the session,

the recording session,
the end of the gig.

I'm packing up the drums,

and I said to Bill and Scott,

I said, "Hey, man,
let's work more.

Let's--we can do more."

You know, we could be--
and they both agreed.

They said, "Yeah, this--

everything's really
clicking now."

- They were so wired from that
evening, people talking,

rapping, doing everything.

Scotty was just thrilled.

So was Bill.

- Whoever knew that that day
would be such an important day?

- That day was the last time

that these two guys
played together.

- And then, like,
a couple weeks after that,

I get this phone call from Bill.

- I think at that time,

Scotty had been
out on the road,

I hadn't seen him for a while,

and I had no idea that he went
to these friends up in--

around Geneva,
where he was from.

- It's a pain that never
goes away.

[crying]

- He was a kid.
He was 25 when he died.

He was a great guy.
I loved him.

He was one of my best friends.

- Memories, and tears,
and, you know, some--

one of those kind of things

that you don't forget forever.

You know, you just don't
forget it forever.

That's the love of my life.

- I loved Bill, man,
and I loved Scott,

and we got along great.

It was a wonderful time.

- I mean, I just can't
comprehend death.

I just can't comprehend it.

As far as I'm concerned,
he's alive.

He's not here at this moment.
That's all.

But I can't comprehend death.

[slow jazz piano]

- Bill was out of it.

Scotty was gonna be someone

he would probably miss
the rest of his life.

- He didn't want to play
for a while. He was really down.

So was I, man.

- Bill was floundering
without management,

and I found him a manager,
Helen Keane.

- My mom was totally centered
on Bill.

There was just this...

this flow between them,
this--this connection.

- Helen, she was very strong,
and very good for Bill.

He'd have been dead without her.

I don't think Bill
would have had the career he did

without her.

[rapid jazz piano]

- So when it was time
to start playing again,

Bill got Chuck Israels.

So Chuck started
playing with us.

- And we went to New York
and worked at the Hickory House

and then jobs at the Vanguard.

This was the real deal for me.

This was where I wanted to be,
and there I was.

[upbeat jazz music]

- And that's when he got
Larry Bunker,

and then they went to Europe

for the first time after that.

- One of the most
wonderfully integrated units

in the history of jazz,
the Bill Evans Trio.

- In Europe, Bill could walk
into a concert hall with,

you know, 5,000 people,

and you could hear a pin drop.

- "My Foolish Heart."

The way that he would
do the voicings

was such a complete marriage

of harmony and counterpoint.

Really authentic,

very inspirational.

Wow.

- Bill was playing so beautiful.

He had such a knowledge
of what to do.

Every modern piano player

wants to arrive at the concept

that Bill Evans did
with the piano.

[applause]

- He was on the road a lot,

but he did visit Baton Rouge.

When he'd come visit us,
you know,

it was the two of them
having conversations

either at the piano...

- Something like this
for instance, maybe.

[jazz piano tune]

- Bill just adored the fact
that Harry was a great teacher.

Harry became
the first music supervisor

in Baton Rouge.

- A schoolteacher in the day,

and then at night,

almost every weekend
playing jazz.

- I'll never forget that visit
when you came down

to my home in Louisiana,
and I said,

"Bill, show me those changes
in harmonics, you know?"

- "No, Har,
I'm not gonna deprive you

of the opportunity
to discover it yourself."

- That's--you're hitting home.

- It was two jazz brothers

talking to each other
about jazz.

- But there were gaps,

sometimes several years
where we didn't see him.

- There were periods--

up and down periods in his life.

You know, he was always
fighting that demon.

- In Bill's hotel room,

Bill and Ellaine
shooting up before the gig.

Cooking some stuff
in a bottle cap,

pulling it in through
a hypodermic needle.

Come on, man!

- In 1963, Harry went
to Bill's apartment,

and Harry pulled up his sleeve,

and there were just
needle marks all over.

And Harry was obsessed
to try to save his brother.

Love, unconditional love.

- Eddie was able to bring
something else to the table.

Eddie could play, you know?

[laughing]

- I had seven wonderful years.

It was a very special period
in my life.

[jazz music]

We worked maybe 45 weeks a year.

Top of the Gate--that was
kind of our home base gig.

And then we'd fly to Europe

and do three,
four weeks in Europe.

Maybe go out to the West Coast
for a couple of weeks.

Maybe go to South America
or maybe Canada.

Bill was, like, a father figure
as well as a musical mentor,

and very nurturing.

I feel really blessed

to have spent that time
with Bill and have him--

that kind of relationship.

- "Conversations With Myself"
was a spectacular session.

When he would play the Vanguard,
I was there every night.

We became fast friends.

- First time I met Bill,

he invited me
down to the Vanguard,

and he wrote out
a couple tunes for me

right in the break.

That's how kind he was
to a guy he'd just met,

and I thought that was

the real, genuine article.

- Bill was introverted,
quiet, funny,

and those pictures of him
crouched over the piano

are a pretty accurate portrait
of his personality.

[lively piano music]

- Bill asked me about doing
a duet recording with him.

It was as if he were
in part of my brain.

His sense of texture
was just amazing.

- Bill's touch--it's the sound
he made at the piano.

The ability to...

[soft jazz tune]

Just a complete command

of the tonal colors
on the piano,

you know, like a great
concert pianist.

The harmonic choices,

the way that the melody
is singing,

it all came out
very uniquely Bill Evans.

- He had that basic
classical training to begin with

that solidified
his approach

to how to play the piano.

- Getting the sound
out of the instrument

with his fingers,

and not anything else.

- I guess everything that Bill
did was informed by the fact

that Bill was a composer.

[Bill Evans' "Waltz for Debby"]

- Bill loved Debby, you know,

and when she was three,
he wrote that tune,

you know, "Waltz for Debby."

- Being at the beach with him,
going swimming,

those were, like,
happy, happy times.

He always played it.

You know, it was like,
you're here in my heart.

You're here in my heart.

- There was a side of Bill
that always yearned for family.

- Bill had a unique voice.

His compositions should rate
with those of Chopin.

It's the harmonies.

"Turn Out The Stars"--that was
written after his father died.

[jazz piano music]

Chopin wrote strictly
for the piano.

I think Bill wrote
strictly for the piano.

- That little notebook is, like,
really fascinating,

'cause he always had two
or three of those in his pocket.

You know,
you'd be on the subway

or in a restaurant,
and all of a sudden,

he'd whip out a notebook
and start writing stuff.

This is "Walkin' Up."
I used to love that.

[lively jazz piano]

That's it.

That's a tricky ending.

- In 1970,

Bill was at Kennedy Airport
with his trio.

They patted him down,

and they found the syringe,
and that was it.

They went into the suitcases,

and they found
a huge stash of heroin.

Bill told me that at that time,

he was shooting up
every 45 minutes.

Bill went on methadone,

which he kept up
for a number of years,

and he looked great.

- Bill kind of went through
the classic midlife crisis.

You know,
he grew a beard, and he--

and, you know,
he got into clothes.

- He always used to like to wear
those flashy sport jackets.

Looked like somebody
from Hawaii,

you know, a tourist.

- Bill Evans comes out here,

and they were
at the Playboy Club.

Standing next to me for at least
20 minutes was Bill Evans,

but I didn't recognize him.

- He lived in the Bronx.

He lived with his first wife

really--or common-law wife,
Ellaine.

- Ellaine, she was
a sweetheart, really.

She was totally devoted to Bill.

- She was with him all the way
through the times

when things were really,
really bad,

and they were literally
on the streets.

- I felt a lot of warmth
and love toward her.

You know, my whole family did.

They knew she was an addict.
They didn't care.

They loved her.

He wanted a child,

and he couldn't have a child
with Ellaine.

And then he got hooked up
with Nenette.

- Working at
Concerts by the Sea,

Redondo Beach,
he met her there.

She was a waitress there
in the club.

Bill just, you know,
he flipped over Nenette.

You know, he took her back
to New York,

and went and told Ellaine
that, you know--

she had no idea
what was happening.

So this came
as a complete shock to her.

- And I called her
when I found out

he was going to leave,
you know, and said,

"Come stay with us
in Baton Rouge for a while,"

but she didn't.

- I just don't think she could
envision a life without him.

[brake screeches]

[horn blaring]

- I was at work,
and I get a call from Bill,

and he said, "Ellaine is dead.

She threw herself
in front of a subway."

- Oh.

All of us, yeah.
I was just heartbroken.

- I remember going
to the funeral.

Bill was driving.

You know, Bill took it
really hard.

[soft jazz piano]

I think it was maybe
a couple of months later,

and here, you know,
my next trip down to New York,

I'm going to Bill's wedding,
you know?

- They got married
in a big hotel in New York.

- He was 43, and she was 27.

- She did provide

what he had wanted so badly:

a beautiful, healthy child
named Evan Evans.

- They had the house
in New Jersey,

I think, just about that time.

That was a good period
in his life.

I mean, really happy.

About as happy
as I'd ever seen him.

- Here's a woman
who gave him a marriage,

who gave him a son.

Who gave him a stepdaughter,
Maxine,

wonderful girl who loved Bill

and whom Bill treated
as his daughter.

I think Nenette
gave Bill another--

almost another
ten years of life.

[jazz piano music]

- The musicians' world,

everybody knew about Bill Evans.

I mean, I had such respect,
it was just--

it felt like I was recording
with the symphony.

[singing]
The night

Is like a lovely tune

Beware, my foolish heart

And Bill said,
keep all the groupies away

from the record date.

Just you and I come in,

you know, and Helen.

[singing]
Take care, my foolish heart

What was fascinating to me
was just to listen

to how he constructed
the performances of each song.

It was the greatest music lesson
I ever got.

[Bill Evans'
"A Child Is Born"]

[singing]
One small heart

One pair of eyes

One work of art

Here in my arms

I've recorded since 1950

with so many different
great musicians and orchestras.

It was really
the best involvement

I ever had with a musician.

- I was literally jumping off
the floor in my hotel room.

I couldn't believe it.

I called up my dad,
who's in California.

"Dad, guess what?"

You know, "I got this gig
with Bill Evans," you know?

- Marc Johnson was 24,

and I was 30
when we joined Bill.

- Bill told me,
the trio with Marc and Joe--

he had the same feeling
with that trio

that he had with Scott and Paul.

[jazz bass music]

- Bill loved Marc.
He loved him like a son.

You know, I think he saw a lot
of Scott LaFaro in Marc.

There was a spirit there
that Bill recognized

and really, really enjoyed.

[lively jazz music]

- I saw he was playing
at the Vanguard.

I wanted to say hello,

so I went in the dressing room

and I said, "How you doing?"

He said,
"Well, you're a friend,"

and he said, "I want to--
I want to tell you

before you're gonna hear this
from other people."

But he said,
"I'm using drugs again."

And he said, "Nenette found out,
and she threw me out."

She was finding the syringes.

Here she is with little kids
in the house.

And that was when the marriage
really fell apart.

- Like many virtuoso pianists,

Bill had a selfishness.

He was a very selfish,

dedicated-to-himself
kind of guy.

And Bill got very involved
with people.

He got too involved with them,

and I think he hurt
a hell of a lot of people.

- Bill absolutely adored Harry.

I didn't notice his getting sick
until somebody said,

"Pat, I think
something's wrong with Harry.

He's talking to himself
at the piano."

- My father was
diagnosed schizophrenic.

- He was on medication.

Finally I had to have him
hospitalized.

- It was quite a shock
going from music supervisor

to the state hospital.

Bill footed the bill to get
the best treatment possible.

It was sad.
He suffered terribly.

- I went to work, and I said,

"I better go check on him."

He'd gone out and got a gun
and shot himself.

- We were on the bandstand,

and all of a sudden,
the sound stops from the piano.

Waited, I gave it
a pregnant pause,

and I looked up,
and he's, like, standing up,

backing away from the piano
with tears coming down his face.

He says, "I can't.
I can't go on.

He was--he was too much
a part of the music."

And he had learned that day that
Harry had committed suicide.

- Harry represented to him

his reason for being in music.

I mean, it was
his older brother,

and he loved him
and respected him.

And so this was
a tremendous loss for Bill.

- Harry had just
committed suicide,

and Bill wrote to me
from the plane

on his way back
from the funeral.

I met Bill at a club in Edmonton

five days
after my 22nd birthday.

I just remember him
standing at the doorway,

and then he leaned down,
and he kissed my cheek,

and I'd never had a man do that.

I decide to go to New York
and see Bill,

and then he just, like,
took me right into his bedroom,

sat me down on the bed,

and it was
a very intimate moment

of just getting to know someone

that you know is gonna have

a really big impact
on your life.

[jazz piano music]

He was sitting at the piano,
working on some stuff,

and he handed me this chart,
and it had my name on it,

and he's like,
"Well, I wrote your song.

It just kind of came out
fully formed."

It's his way
of connecting me to him.

He was writing tunes
all the time,

and then he was working
with that trio

that was his dream trio.

[jazz music]

- That fall, the trio
really hit a peak,

the fall of '79.

He recorded in Paris.

That recording is probably
the pinnacle of that trio.

- A couple of the recordings

are some of the last recordings
that Bill did.

Sounded great to me, man,
and I thought that--gee, I said,

"Bill's just playing
his ass off again, man."

It seemed like he knew
he was dying.

He knew he was gonna die.

- You know the tragedies
in his life, obviously,

with Ellaine
and then his brother Harry

and this, you know,
his failed marriage.

I think he just kind of gave up
on a certain level.

He just didn't--
he'd still play great.

He was still there
for the music.

In fact, it seemed like
he was living for that alone.

He was living
for the music alone.

- I really believe
that he wanted to kill himself.

That's what I believe.

- Every day was life and death.

Every day was Russian roulette.

He was probably shooting close
to an ounce of cocaine a week.

- He said, "I don't know
why I should stay alive."

And I said,
"Well, what about your son?"

I said, "You got a little boy.

"What's gonna happen to him?

He's gonna grow up
without a father?"

And Bill said, "Yeah."

He said, "Evan."

He said, "That's right,
I could do it for Evan."

He said, "Thanks, thanks, man."

That was pretty much
the last time I saw him.

- As things progressed
through August,

he had moved into a very dark,
dark place.

You can hear that in the music.

- Bill's physical exterior
was pretty much falling apart,

but the power of his music

was still completely intact,

right to the bitter end.

- The last time I saw Bill,

I was doing the "Merv Griffin
Show" in Los Angeles,

and he was on.

- One of the most
influential piano soloists

in the jazz world today,
the great Bill Evans, Bill?

[applause]

- I thought he looked terrible,
and I asked him,

"Do you feel all right?"

And, you know, he kind
of gave me a vague answer.

- I would like to do this,
which I think

is a little more serious
maybe for your audience.

It's just a rubato,
and I won't improvise,

just play two choruses
of medley.

It's now called "Your Story."

- It was a really peaceful day.

We drove into Manhattan.

Bill had actually
made an appointment.

He wanted to get set up
at a new methadone clinic.

- I remember sitting in the car,

and Bill laid down
in the back seat.

Laurie was sitting up front
with me.

- As he looked out
into the street,

we had a few jokes.

We were having
a few light moments,

and then pretty soon,
like, there's, like,

a steady stream of blood
coming from his mouth.

- Bill started to hemorrhage,
and it was bad.

And I'm driving like a maniac,

and I'm blaring out the horn,
and people are stopping,

and we cut through.

We pull into the emergency room.

I pick Bill up and carry him
into the emergency room.

I called Helen,
and I called Marc,

and they came right over,

and the four of us
were actually together in a room

when the doctor came in
and told us

that Bill didn't make it.

- It's a devastating
moment, man.

[stammering]

It's the first person
close to me

that I'd ever...lost.

- I felt really relieved
and happy because--

oh, 'cause I knew
his struggle was over.

[somber piano music]

- When I go to Baton Rouge,
they're both under an oak tree.

Sometimes I feel like
Bill almost calls out.

I don't know why.

[lively jazz piano]

- Finally, we live
with what Bill left behind,

which is all these
wonderful recordings.

- Playing with Bill and Scott
at that time, it was original.

I was just real--
you know, it was good.

[laughing]

- And when I think of Bill,
I always just think about,

you know, beauty, you know.

It's beautiful, you know?

- That's what made Bill
so special, you know,

'cause he was just so--

it's an outpouring of his heart.

- This incredible poignancy,
you know?

To my knowledge, nobody
is making music like this.

- His courage to go deeply
within himself

makes the music touch everybody
in such a large way.

- Bill Evans, Monk, Art Tatum,
same kind of thing.

They dared to be different.

- Just before he died,
I got a call from him.

He said,
"Just go with truth and beauty,

and forget the rest."

And ever since then, that's been
the premise of my life.

- The influence
that he had on jazz is--

go on for another hundred years.

There was a uniqueness in him

that will transcend all time.

[applause]