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I was not an actress.
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When it came to movies, I was a dancer.
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I didn't have any way for them to know
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whether I could really act.
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But they realized there
was enough there for them
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as a human being, to draw out.
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And I'm grateful because
I suppose the way I am
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is what has brought me so
much good fortune, you know?
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From the motion
picture capital of the world,
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the academy of motion
picture arts and sciences,
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26th annual academy awards.
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And now, over to you live in Los Angeles.
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Should I read it?
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Should I read it?
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I don't think I will.
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Ladies and gentlemen in New York City,
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miss. Audrey hepburn in Roman holiday.
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It's too much.
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I want to say thank you to everybody
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who in these past months and years
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have helped, guided
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and given me so much.
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I'm truly, truly grateful.
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I'm terribly happy.
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Today the name of Audrey hepburn
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flashes from theater marquees.
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From the covers of national magazines,
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from column upon column
of newspaper rave notices.
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For everybody is talking about
her sensational star debut
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in Paramount's Roman holiday.
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Audrey hepburn
was not like any other actor
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or actress out there.
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She just had magnetism.
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People loved her.
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She was a newcomer
that was so strong
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and so impressive.
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You became
world famous over one night
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after having made Roman holiday.
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I think that many of the girls here
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would like to be a star like you.
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Have you any advice to give to them?
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The only advice I can give is that,
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they must make sure they
want to be it enough
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because as it's so often said,
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hard work is never so hard
when it is done with love.
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Audrey's look
with something brand new.
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There were the girl next
door types like Doris day,
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and then the sex bombs
like Marilyn Monroe.
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There were wonderful
female stars at the time,
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but there was nothing quite like her.
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She created this type of woman
that really didn't exist.
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That was her.
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Audrey is an icon for people
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from all over the world.
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Her image, her style and the way of life.
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That's her great beauty.
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People love her and know her
because of her lovely face
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or her smile.
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But there was a real Audrey
that people don't know.
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She's not only an icon on print.
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Audrey's life was so much more than that.
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There's a lovely phrase
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in Arthur rubinstein's book.
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Many years ago,
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when he had a very, very
difficult beginning to his life.
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He had to decide whether to
reject life or to love it.
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And he said, I just decided
to love it unconditionally.
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And I believe that.
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Audrey's parents met in the Dutch indies.
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Audrey's father was a diplomat.
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And Audrey's mother, the
baroness at heemstra was there
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because her father was a governor.
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Audrey hepburn never mentioned it really,
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but in her family, there
was this Dutch nobility.
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My grandfather, Joseph ruston hepburn
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was an aspiring aristocrat.
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There's a typical twenties
formal portrait shot of him.
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Showing him just as he was.
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Always very well groomed
a small moustache,
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slick black hair and nice suit.
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He was an aspiring aristocrat
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whose background was very fuzzy.
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He made up some sort of lineage
that would have made him
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a distant heir of the king of Scotland.
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He thought highly of himself
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and nothing really materialized.
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When
they lived in the Dutch indies,
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he felt that marxists, communists
were going to take over.
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So they moved back to Belgium.
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And that's when my
mother was born in 1929.
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Audrey's father quickly embraced
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the Belgium fascist party, the rexist.
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And he was also vehemently anti-semitic.
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Audrey's parents went to Nazi Germany,
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and cheered on the marches.
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They were very impressed
by the rejuvenation
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of the German nation, under Nazi rule.
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And Audrey's mother, even
penned a few articles
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for magazines
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really praising the Nazi regime.
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That was 1935,
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which is exactly when Audrey's
father abandoned his family
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and moved to england where he became
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an active member of the black shirts.
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The British fascist party.
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When the war broke out,
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she was in a boarding school in the uk.
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Not that far away from London,
where her father lived.
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He did have visitation
rights, which he never used.
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And so she was by herself,
and other children
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on weekends were seeing their parents
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and she ended up spending her summers
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with workers that her mother found.
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Her mother felt that it would be safer
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for her to be in the Netherlands
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because they thought that
england might be carpet bombed.
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Her father actually
took her to the airport.
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This is the last time that she saw him.
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So that was September of 1939.
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She flew on the last
plane that left the uk
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and then into Amsterdam.
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She changed her name, her first name.
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She was adar. And not Audrey,
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in order to not arouse suspicion
that she might be english.
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I was 10 when the war broke out.
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This was in September and in may
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the Germans marched in to Holland.
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The first few months,
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we didn't know quite what had happened.
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Had we known the first
six months of the war
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that we were going to be
occupied for five years,
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we might have all shot ourselves.
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We thought it'll be over next week.
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Holland was one of the worst
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because we were occupied by the ss.
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Not by just the military.
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Everybody sort of just clammed
up and went underground
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and you couldn't speak freely.
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And you weren't allowed
to listen to radios
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and we grew up that way.
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Knowing that we were all prisoners.
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There came a moment when we had to
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live in the cellar
because parts of our house
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kept being shot away.
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We were sleeping on mattresses
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and sitting there waiting
for the shooting to stop.
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My uncles were taken from their homes
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and shot.
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One brother was sent to Germany.
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The other one was always hidden.
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My uncles were the first
hostages to be shot in Holland.
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And it was actually the turning point
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because from that day on
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an underground was formed.
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She was asked to take
messages for the resistance
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in her shoes.
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And it was the city telegram at the time,
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the safest on a bike,
put a kid on the bike,
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put a message in the insole of their shoes
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and it's quick and
nobody's gonna stop kids.
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She performed for the Dutch resistance,
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not just to raise monies,
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but also to entertain people
and get their minds off
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the horrors that they were living through.
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Ever since I was
a little girl in Holland
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I wanted to be a ballet dancer.
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That was my dream.
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As a child already.
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Ballet, ballet, ballet
is what I love most.
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They would do plays and
little musical operettas
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and trying to stay discrete
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and not bring the attention
of the invading soldiers.
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At the end of the performances,
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nobody clapped their hands.
They just smile in the dark.
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Dancing was the lifeline
throughout the war.
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It helped to keep her from
looking at where she was.
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There's that sense of dance
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as a way to take flight.
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Dance was a way for her to escape.
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I was terribly
slim during the war
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because little by little,
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there was practically nothing to eat.
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All children started to suffer
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from malnutrition.
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No provisions made, with
no food in the shops.
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And that last winter, I mean,
nothing grows in the winter.
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You can keep carrots and potatoes.
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For just so long and some turnips
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but we were running out of those.
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And that was really very, very hard.
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She survived the Dutch famine
on bread made of tulips.
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And when they liberated her,
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she was living in her
basement in the Netherlands
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and the first unicef agents
that had been assembled
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to provide aid to women
and children after the war,
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they literally pulled
her out of the famine.
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She would always talk
about how they arrived
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and they handed her chocolate bar.
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And like that was her turning point.
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When we were liberated.
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It was so exciting and that's
when life started again.
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All the things you've
never had, never seen,
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never eaten and never worn
started to come back again.
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That was such a stimulus.
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As soon as I could,
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I wanted desperately to become a dancer
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and I got a scholarship in
the rambert ballet school
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in London.
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I didn't have a dime and she took me in,
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I lived in her house in a room
and ate meals in her kitchen
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when she was out on tour with her company.
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And I had months and months
of training in her school.
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But because of the war
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and interruption and malnutrition,
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now I didn't get a really solid
couple of years of training
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until I went to the rambert school.
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It was late and I didn't have
anywhere near the technique
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that girls my age had.
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She talked to Marie rambert and Marie said,
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all of those complications
are gonna add up to
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taking away some
percentage of chance of you
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to become a prima ballerina.
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And of course she was devastated.
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But she had no choice to
sort of cry over herself.
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She had to keep moving.
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I had no money,
and I had to get job
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and I did get one for the musicals.
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I plunged into show business in London.
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It was the best cure.
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I was in a chorus, in a big chorus room
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with all the other girls
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rehearsing and dancing
and doing twice nightly's
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and from then on,
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that was my life.
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Who wants a ciggy?
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- Hello sweetie?
- I was a dancer and
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that's really what I wanted to do always.
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I never wanted to become
an actress or never dared
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to think in those terms.
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Ooh really Alfred.
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I became an actress because
I have to earn a living.
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And I started doing little bits in movies,
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to get the extra buck.
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I watched every move you make.
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I was in the south of
France doing a French movie
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monte-Carlo baby.
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And by chance, we were doing
a scene in the hotel de Paris
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and she was there with her husband.
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And she said, in very few words,
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would I like to play gigi on Broadway.
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Final curtain
on the big new hit, gigi.
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And Audrey hepburn, the
young continental beauty
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who's Broadway's latest star takes...
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It was my break,
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but I have two very big
breaks in the same month.
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William wyler
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came to england looking for an unknown.
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He really ordered a lot of tests made
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and I was one of them.
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And that's the test that won me the part
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and started a lovely career for me.
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I was 12 years old when
I saw Roman holiday.
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And it was a revelation.
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I was a tomboy as were most of my friends
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resisting the transition to lady-hood.
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And you know all the...
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Nowadays I guess then to0,
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all these girls wanted to be princesses.
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I never wanted to be a Princess.
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So that was Audrey hepburn,
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sort of abdicating her Princess-ship.
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And it was just so exciting.
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Gregory peck and Audrey herpburn
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were a kind of unbeatable combination.
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She's an explorer, she's an adventurer.
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She cuts her hair, which is
already a huge emancipation.
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She gets rid of the heavy burden
of the crown and the hair.
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She's on the back of a
motorcycle with Gregory peck.
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And it's just the ultimate expression
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of self willed liberation.
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She's active.
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She's not waiting for the guy to come.
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She goes back and forth from ugly duckling
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to swan and from swan to ugly duckling.
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So these are the sort of
fairytale roles that she plays
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and incarnates just magnificently.
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I'm going to that corner there and turn.
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You must stay in the car and drive away.
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She really hadn't been
training as an actress
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but she'd been training to perform.
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She had to draw on her
own sad and difficult
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real life experiences.
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So that we feel closer
to her, more familiar.
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Out of nowhere,
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this star was born in that movie.
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When something
like that happens to you,
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with all the paraphernalia
that comes with it.
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Everybody wanted to interview
you and I was working
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and burning the candle at both ends.
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I was so new to it all.
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I said yes to everything
and I was in a play
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and doing interviews and television.
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It was only four years before
that come out of Holland
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and a long German occupation
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where we hadn't been able to
keep up at all with pictures.
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And I was way behind.
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And there's so much I wasn't aware of.
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So let alone think of me or future,
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or I didn't know it was going
to lead even to another movie.
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I received this extraordinary
Oscar, so early.
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And I really didn't know what hit me.
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Once I did Roman holiday,
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the offers came in from Willy wyler again,
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from Fred Zimmermann, from Billy Wilder.
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Audrey was probably one
of the last movie stars
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from the golden age of Hollywood.
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What you got with all of those
movies stars at that period.
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They were very much
like the characters
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that they played.
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That was the point.
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She was given birth to her stardom
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by the studio system,
that sort of the last great
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moment of classical cinema.
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Audrey was under contract
in the 50's and the 60's
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when she did a number of
pictures at fort Paramount,
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including "war and peace"
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and "Sabrina"
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which was her first picture with Wilder.
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The very first day she came
on the set, she was prepared.
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She knew her lines.
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I did not have to squeeze it out of her.
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Everybody fell in love with her.
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I included.
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She wasn't a Hollywood bombshell
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that I think so much of the actresses
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around that time were.
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And suddenly she came
and she was like a lion,
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her beautiful, big almond
eyes, her black raven hair.
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And I think for Hubert,
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that was something actually
he really worked towards
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was accentuating the fact
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that she had this incredible
graceful line in her body.
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That was not typical of what
was out there at that point.
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And in a way it became
quite ground breaking.
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Hubert and Audrey met in
this very room that we're in.
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This is the grand salon.
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Hubert thought he was
meeting Catherine hepburn.
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And so it was a really
surprising visit for him
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because he was totally taken aback.
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He said, but you're
not not who I expected.
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And here was this absolute
petite, fragile, very beautiful,
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very fine featured little curteous girl.
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And I think he was not
completely enthralled
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at the beginning.
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But then she came and she
told him she wanted him
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to do the costumes for her film Sabrina.
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He was very reluctant, but over dinner,
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she sort of charmed him and convinced him.
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And the next day they started
collaborating for that film.
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And it became a love affair.
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I think between the two of them.
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I went away.
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Fashion came into my life
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when I had my very, very
first haute couture dress
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made by Hubert de givenchy
for a picture called sabirna
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and I must say I wasn't disappointed.
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The beauty of it was extraordinary
and the way it was made.
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And I've always had a
love for pretty things,
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pretty clothes.
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I think what Hubert loved about Audrey was
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she was almost like the girl next door
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she was quite sophisticated actually.
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I think she was quite well read.
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She was a dancer.
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She knew how to move.
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They completely understood each other.
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In so many ways I think
it was a complete surprise
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to him to,
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to dress someone like her.
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She's incredibly petite, tiny, tiny frame,
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but somehow he made
her through the clothes
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through the line that he drew
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on her body it just looks statuesque.
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Hubert and I are very much alike.
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We love the same things, and
we're hurt by the same things.
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I think we're both sensitive.
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There's a wonderful
French word, dépouille,
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which means without ornament.
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With everything stripped away.
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There's a purity about his clothes,
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but always with a sense of humor.
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Hurbert would do
something terribly simple.
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But there'll be just that one little bow
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or little Rose or something
that will give it a little,
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as I say, a sense of humor, a little fun.
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Audrey and givenchy invented a style.
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Audrey's style.
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When an artist meets another artist,
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the best things come out
and they were like that.
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When you actually see still shots of her,
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she knows how to hold
herself in the clothes.
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And I think she was
showing her personality
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through the clothes
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and the fact that they had
this incredible connection
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made that so much more unique,
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particularly at that time,
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because I think it was a very rare thing.
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There were almost no Hollywood actresses
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that had this intimate relationship
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with a designer back in the 50s'.
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And so they really pioneered something.
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My greatest anguish was always,
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who would I be good enough in the scene?
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Would I be able to do the job?
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I would dress but to do a good job
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and to know the scene well,
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and if the director afterwards said
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print it. That was lovely Audrey.
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That's all I wanted.
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That she was called an artist of love.
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I think it's totally fitting.
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She was learning love firsthand.
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I think part of it is she
had lacked love as a child.
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Her mother was harsh and uncomplimentary.
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She made her feel ugly. I think.
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So there was that complex she had.
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And yet it didn't embitter her
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or sidetrack her, or make her defensive.
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Instead, she kept opening up.
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And Sabrina of course, she's
just young and passionate
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that she's a teenager
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and teenagers are always
going to die for love.
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But she really is.
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She really sets about it.
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She's the one who admits love.
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It's like she's brave enough
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to risk rejection and open
her heart before the man does.
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And it's because the men are cynical.
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Or they don't believe in love.
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And she's the one that
kind of awakens them.
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David, would you like to kiss me?
442
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- Would 1?
- Yes.
443
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A nice steady kiss.
444
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She was clearly seeking
love everywhere she went
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in all of her films and
in her life too, I think.
446
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Hello, I am Audrey hepburn.
447
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Ondine is a very beautiful love story
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in which Mel ferrer and I appear together.
449
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Mel plays the knight errant
450
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and I play a water sprite
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and it's a very gay part.
452
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Greg peck and my father were best friends.
453
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And when Greg comes back from Rome,
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he says you have to meet this girl.
455
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I just did this film with.
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And they meet and the rest is history.
457
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I think they found each other
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and they adored each other.
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And were very happy.
460
00:26:48,023 --> 00:26:50,139
They were both very lovable people.
461
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My father was a brilliant
educator, spoke five languages,
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had also a semi European background.
463
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And they were very similar in many ways.
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They were both very strong people.
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They consulted with
each other on everything
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and he collaborated with her
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and this is what they
talked about over dinner.
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What do you think of the script?
This is what I'm thinking.
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For this next outfit for this next movie.
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This is the camera man.
471
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What about the music?
472
00:27:18,262 --> 00:27:20,048
How do you feel about this and that?
473
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Mel was a good actor.
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And he attached himself to
projects and got them made
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because he was a producer
in his own right.
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He was really a kind and caring person.
477
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And he loved her deeply.
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They were pretty business
smart in terms of how
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her brand needed to be or
the kind of career choices
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that she needed to make.
481
00:27:50,460 --> 00:27:53,042
There were scenes in
funny face that I remember.
482
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I loved doing because they went to music
483
00:27:55,382 --> 00:27:57,088
and having originally been a dancer
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not a good one, but I was a dancer
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and I love all the musical numbers.
486
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I was very apprehensive
about doing that pitch.
487
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I do remember the first time
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I met Fred Astaire and that was on set.
489
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I knew how good I should be
to dance with Fred Astaire.
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I knew I wasn't.
491
00:28:24,536 --> 00:28:26,618
I had a very slender kind of technique
492
00:28:28,123 --> 00:28:30,830
and I wasn't a great technician at all.
493
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And to be cast opposite
him was terribly exciting,
494
00:28:34,588 --> 00:28:36,453
but I was very apprehensive.
495
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In many of her roles.
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She could come across as a frivolous girl,
497
00:28:44,097 --> 00:28:49,057
but she really finds the sort
of gravity in those roles.
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In funny face the away she dances
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00:28:51,230 --> 00:28:54,643
and she completely deconstructs
what dance is about.
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This is the lightness that she brings.
501
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All right, go.
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Move, move
503
00:29:06,078 --> 00:29:08,285
she obviously was gifted
on so many levels.
504
00:29:09,373 --> 00:29:12,160
Her incredible abilities
to perform for the camera,
505
00:29:13,502 --> 00:29:17,415
be a Princess or a librarian
and becoming a supermodel.
506
00:29:21,176 --> 00:29:23,337
My grandfather was Richard avedon
507
00:29:28,141 --> 00:29:30,132
to Doe avedon.
508
00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:34,387
My grandfather was photographing
509
00:29:34,398 --> 00:29:37,640
those who perform with their emotions.
510
00:29:37,651 --> 00:29:40,188
Audrey was the ultimate beauty,
511
00:29:40,195 --> 00:29:43,062
both internally and externally.
512
00:29:43,073 --> 00:29:45,564
She was obviously such
a gift to the camera
513
00:29:45,575 --> 00:29:48,442
that he was astonished.
514
00:29:48,453 --> 00:29:51,069
And when you look at the
photographs my grandfather
515
00:29:51,081 --> 00:29:53,037
took of Audrey,
516
00:29:53,041 --> 00:29:55,123
I think you'd definitely get a sense
517
00:29:55,127 --> 00:29:56,492
of what kind of person she was.
518
00:29:56,503 --> 00:29:59,995
And perhaps that's why she
was this devastating gift
519
00:30:00,007 --> 00:30:02,999
because she gave so much,
and there was so much range,
520
00:30:03,010 --> 00:30:05,001
whether that be in a stream of sorrow
521
00:30:05,012 --> 00:30:07,219
and romance and desire,
522
00:30:07,222 --> 00:30:10,055
or just absolutely elated with wonder,
523
00:30:13,020 --> 00:30:15,352
she and avedon were on
the same wavelength.
524
00:30:15,355 --> 00:30:16,686
So he didn't have to tell her what to do.
525
00:30:16,690 --> 00:30:18,555
She knew what to do.
526
00:30:18,567 --> 00:30:21,024
She was made of so many
different dimensions
527
00:30:21,028 --> 00:30:22,234
and experiences in life
528
00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:24,478
from the suffering she endured
529
00:30:24,489 --> 00:30:27,026
to the joy she's still experienced in life
530
00:30:27,034 --> 00:30:29,320
and the artistry she maintained.
531
00:30:33,915 --> 00:30:35,906
If you actually go through the archive
532
00:30:35,917 --> 00:30:39,250
and you look at what has been
the most important dresses
533
00:30:39,254 --> 00:30:40,869
that people recognize
534
00:30:40,881 --> 00:30:43,418
so much of it is the
work Hubert did with her.
535
00:30:48,305 --> 00:30:50,091
The dress from funny face
536
00:30:50,098 --> 00:30:53,340
was one of the most iconic
fashion movie moments
537
00:30:53,352 --> 00:30:54,558
of that era.
538
00:30:55,520 --> 00:30:59,263
He created something so
timeless, but so iconic.
539
00:31:00,233 --> 00:31:03,441
And if I actually think back to myself,
540
00:31:03,445 --> 00:31:05,527
when I first saw Audrey hepburn movies,
541
00:31:05,530 --> 00:31:06,485
I fell in love with her
542
00:31:06,490 --> 00:31:09,323
and the way she looked in those movies.
543
00:31:09,326 --> 00:31:12,113
And of course the breakfast
at Tiffany's dress
544
00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:15,112
is one of the most iconic
dresses of all time.
545
00:31:23,048 --> 00:31:25,084
That moment, when she
steps out of the taxi
546
00:31:25,092 --> 00:31:27,458
at the beginning of the film,
547
00:31:27,469 --> 00:31:30,927
she's got every symbol of
Paris with her in a way.
548
00:31:30,931 --> 00:31:33,013
She has a croissant in her hand, pearls
549
00:31:33,016 --> 00:31:34,472
her hair in an up do,
550
00:31:34,476 --> 00:31:36,967
and this incredible black silhouette,
551
00:31:36,978 --> 00:31:39,139
just so refined and so elegant.
552
00:31:41,191 --> 00:31:44,479
It became a symbol of
the ultimate black dress.
553
00:31:48,156 --> 00:31:50,943
And she became an icon from that.
554
00:31:59,501 --> 00:32:01,332
Everyone is now thinking
555
00:32:02,170 --> 00:32:07,164
no one had any singularity or eccentricity
556
00:32:07,884 --> 00:32:10,591
or individuality, bullshit.
557
00:32:11,888 --> 00:32:16,882
Was there anyone who had more
of that than Audrey hepburn.
558
00:32:17,519 --> 00:32:19,009
I don't even wanna own anything
559
00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:21,477
until I can find a place where
me and things go together.
560
00:32:21,481 --> 00:32:23,096
It was a real performance.
561
00:32:24,443 --> 00:32:27,685
She captured that kind of crazy,
562
00:32:27,696 --> 00:32:31,154
the sane girl that Truman
capote wrote about.
563
00:32:31,158 --> 00:32:33,240
She personified it very brilliantly
564
00:32:33,243 --> 00:32:34,904
and she wasn't really like that.
565
00:32:35,620 --> 00:32:37,531
But she nailed it.
566
00:32:37,539 --> 00:32:39,951
It's one of her best performances.
567
00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:41,994
In fact, I think it's the
most iconic photo of her.
568
00:32:42,002 --> 00:32:44,209
It still is Holly golightly.
569
00:32:44,212 --> 00:32:46,544
It seems to be used most
often to define her.
570
00:32:47,883 --> 00:32:49,248
What sort of a girl is she?
571
00:32:49,259 --> 00:32:53,172
She is a, what they call in
America these days a kook.
572
00:32:53,180 --> 00:32:54,545
How does that mean?
573
00:32:54,556 --> 00:32:56,046
It's spelt with a k I believe.
574
00:32:56,057 --> 00:33:00,300
Which is a dizzy gay
575
00:33:00,312 --> 00:33:02,052
type of girl.
576
00:33:02,063 --> 00:33:03,644
Anything like you?
577
00:33:03,648 --> 00:33:05,980
I'm not quite that way. No.
578
00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:10,398
Truman capote actually thought
that she was too elegant.
579
00:33:10,405 --> 00:33:13,147
And he wanted someone who
looked like they could be
580
00:33:13,158 --> 00:33:16,901
a woman of the night and
not someone who was elegant
581
00:33:16,912 --> 00:33:18,197
and graceful
582
00:33:18,205 --> 00:33:22,539
and truly stood out as
the class in the room.
583
00:33:22,542 --> 00:33:25,955
As opposed to the arm piece.
584
00:33:26,880 --> 00:33:28,916
She takes a story
585
00:33:28,924 --> 00:33:31,256
which is meant for Marilyn Monroe
586
00:33:32,344 --> 00:33:36,587
and elevates it out of the typecasting
587
00:33:36,598 --> 00:33:40,432
and transforms that part
into what it became.
588
00:33:40,435 --> 00:33:43,973
She really also like gave this
Holly golightly character,
589
00:33:43,980 --> 00:33:46,938
completely different texture.
590
00:33:46,942 --> 00:33:49,433
She was a call girl like basically.
591
00:33:49,444 --> 00:33:50,433
Any gentleman with the slightest cheek
592
00:33:50,445 --> 00:33:53,357
will give a girl a $50
bill for the powder room.
593
00:33:53,365 --> 00:33:55,606
And Audrey gave her this depth.
594
00:33:55,617 --> 00:33:57,573
I'm not Holly. I'm not lula Mae either
595
00:33:57,577 --> 00:33:59,113
I don't know who I am.
596
00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:00,826
I'm like cat here.
597
00:34:00,830 --> 00:34:01,615
We're a couple of no name slabs.
598
00:34:01,623 --> 00:34:03,614
We belong to nobody, and
nobody belongs to us.
599
00:34:03,625 --> 00:34:06,241
We don't even belong to each other.
600
00:34:06,253 --> 00:34:09,620
Moon river was perfect song
written for Audrey hepburn.
601
00:34:10,507 --> 00:34:12,998
Jwaiting round the bendj
602
00:34:13,009 --> 00:34:14,840
she sang very beautifully,
603
00:34:14,844 --> 00:34:17,335
but she did not have a large range.
604
00:34:17,347 --> 00:34:21,135
It has this melancholic feeling to it.
605
00:34:21,142 --> 00:34:25,636
But it's hopeful at
the end of the rainbow,
606
00:34:25,647 --> 00:34:27,854
you're going to get there.
607
00:34:28,567 --> 00:34:30,649
After the screening,
608
00:34:30,652 --> 00:34:33,018
they're sitting with the studio
head and one of them says,
609
00:34:33,029 --> 00:34:36,567
and by the way, that bloody
song moon river has to go.
610
00:34:36,575 --> 00:34:39,863
And she jumped out of the chair
611
00:34:39,869 --> 00:34:43,157
and said over my dead body,
612
00:34:44,165 --> 00:34:47,077
because she knew that that song had legs
613
00:34:47,085 --> 00:34:49,201
and she could feel and she
know what she's invested
614
00:34:49,212 --> 00:34:51,248
into the performance.
615
00:34:51,256 --> 00:34:54,089
This is what went down in history
616
00:34:54,092 --> 00:34:57,459
as one of the most famous moment
of breakfast at Tiffany's.
617
00:34:57,470 --> 00:35:01,179
So she had a sense of what was important
618
00:35:01,182 --> 00:35:05,471
what wasn't maybe a greater
sense than some producers.
619
00:35:07,188 --> 00:35:09,600
She was a lioness.
620
00:35:11,192 --> 00:35:13,524
She was not handed this.
621
00:35:15,864 --> 00:35:19,402
She's been described as the
iron fist and the velvet glove.
622
00:35:19,409 --> 00:35:21,274
And you have to understand
623
00:35:21,286 --> 00:35:26,121
she came from that strong
victorian background.
624
00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:29,241
Then the ballet, all
those years of training,
625
00:35:29,252 --> 00:35:34,212
it's arduous hard, hard
physical and mental work.
626
00:35:34,382 --> 00:35:37,840
And so she needed that
strength and that culture
627
00:35:37,844 --> 00:35:41,302
and that background to survive
in the world of Hollywood,
628
00:35:41,306 --> 00:35:44,924
where you have to fight for
everything that you believe in.
629
00:35:45,852 --> 00:35:49,561
She had to fight was
givenchy to sublimate
630
00:35:49,564 --> 00:35:52,852
the little black dress and
take everything that wasn't
631
00:35:52,859 --> 00:35:57,853
bolted on off of it, whether
it was a bow or whatever,
632
00:35:58,490 --> 00:36:01,027
because she understood also
the medium and the camera
633
00:36:01,034 --> 00:36:03,446
and what it sees and what is necessary.
634
00:36:03,453 --> 00:36:04,863
What's not necessary.
635
00:36:06,456 --> 00:36:08,321
She wasn't just an actress.
636
00:36:08,333 --> 00:36:09,493
She was a movie star.
637
00:36:12,003 --> 00:36:15,166
You don't think of her
as a complex actress,
638
00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:17,585
but there's something
deeply complex about her.
639
00:36:17,592 --> 00:36:21,050
I love you but I'm not
just lula Mae anymore.
640
00:36:21,054 --> 00:36:22,043
In breakfast at Tiffany's,
641
00:36:22,055 --> 00:36:25,013
she was this incredible
incandescent figure.
642
00:36:25,016 --> 00:36:28,850
She meant so much more than
just beautiful, stylish.
643
00:36:28,853 --> 00:36:30,309
She meant to curiosity.
644
00:36:31,106 --> 00:36:32,516
Did you ever read it?
It's absolutely marvelous.
645
00:36:32,524 --> 00:36:36,767
Self-determination she's
discussed as a fashion icon,
646
00:36:36,778 --> 00:36:38,769
but that's a narrow
definition of what she is
647
00:36:38,780 --> 00:36:40,395
because she exceeds that.
648
00:36:41,366 --> 00:36:43,448
She's not like all the
stars you felt in some way,
649
00:36:43,451 --> 00:36:44,531
she had more freedom.
650
00:36:44,536 --> 00:36:45,992
You didn't feel like she was a slave
651
00:36:45,995 --> 00:36:48,361
of the studio system at all.
652
00:36:48,373 --> 00:36:51,285
That probably more than anything
is what makes her great.
653
00:36:52,293 --> 00:36:55,080
I think more than almost
any star I can think of.
654
00:36:55,088 --> 00:36:56,498
And this is saying something
655
00:36:56,506 --> 00:36:58,212
that you can't take your eyes off of her
656
00:36:58,216 --> 00:36:59,501
when she's in the room.
657
00:37:11,896 --> 00:37:14,854
My dream was to become a ballet dancer
658
00:37:14,858 --> 00:37:18,521
and it really stayed it
for many, many years.
659
00:37:23,658 --> 00:37:26,821
I wanted to be a dancer more
than anything in the world.
660
00:37:40,467 --> 00:37:42,298
But this career
661
00:37:42,302 --> 00:37:45,339
has brought me so much
happiness and good fortune.
662
00:37:46,347 --> 00:37:47,928
It means so much to me.
663
00:38:50,537 --> 00:38:51,652
People loved her.
664
00:38:54,082 --> 00:38:57,245
Being around her was like
traveling with a rock star
665
00:39:00,880 --> 00:39:03,292
the first time I met
Audrey, I didn't know that
666
00:39:03,299 --> 00:39:05,665
she was one the biggest
movie stars in the world.
667
00:39:07,262 --> 00:39:11,221
She was this really nice
lady who came to our house.
668
00:39:12,559 --> 00:39:15,301
Audrey, she was so normal.
669
00:39:15,311 --> 00:39:18,098
So like any other person,
670
00:39:18,106 --> 00:39:20,563
you forget she was a movie star.
671
00:39:21,526 --> 00:39:25,110
My son Giovanni was six year old.
672
00:39:25,113 --> 00:39:27,354
I remember him asking me mommy,
673
00:39:27,365 --> 00:39:30,607
but it's true then Audrey
she's a movie star.
674
00:39:30,618 --> 00:39:31,903
And I say, yes,
675
00:39:31,911 --> 00:39:34,152
she is a movie star and very famous.
676
00:39:34,163 --> 00:39:36,495
And he was disappointed he said,
677
00:39:36,499 --> 00:39:39,115
why does she not live like a movie star?
678
00:39:39,127 --> 00:39:40,333
Why she live like that?
679
00:39:40,336 --> 00:39:44,124
Because the way of Audrey
living was the most simple
680
00:39:44,132 --> 00:39:45,212
you can imagine.
681
00:39:46,426 --> 00:39:49,042
The two times that I
escorted her at the oscars,
682
00:39:49,053 --> 00:39:51,965
she presented best actor and best picture.
683
00:39:51,973 --> 00:39:55,261
And no matter how early we
left, we were always late.
684
00:39:55,268 --> 00:39:58,055
And just because of traffic
and would have to get out walk
685
00:39:58,062 --> 00:39:59,973
walk the last two blocks
686
00:39:59,981 --> 00:40:01,972
with people in the crowd screaming.
687
00:40:01,983 --> 00:40:04,190
That's Audrey hepburn.
688
00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:06,355
At that time,
689
00:40:06,362 --> 00:40:09,274
all the late night talk
shows would like to book her.
690
00:40:09,282 --> 00:40:12,570
And the king of late
night was Johnny Carson.
691
00:40:12,577 --> 00:40:16,661
Most celebrities were petrified
of going on Johnny Carson
692
00:40:16,664 --> 00:40:18,495
because he was the king
693
00:40:18,499 --> 00:40:21,332
and he could make or break their career.
694
00:40:21,336 --> 00:40:26,000
But Johnny Carson was so
intimidated by Audrey hepburn.
695
00:40:26,007 --> 00:40:27,668
He could barely talk.
696
00:40:27,675 --> 00:40:28,505
What?
697
00:40:28,509 --> 00:40:29,464
You think that we should hold hands,
698
00:40:29,469 --> 00:40:31,005
while we talk about my husband?
699
00:40:31,012 --> 00:40:33,424
She was the only person he was afraid of
700
00:40:34,307 --> 00:40:36,468
because she was such a big star.
701
00:40:37,477 --> 00:40:40,514
I'm still understanding the level of fame.
702
00:40:41,522 --> 00:40:44,559
And it's a unique kind of
fame that in my opinion,
703
00:40:44,567 --> 00:40:49,561
so few people have
achieved and maintained.
704
00:40:50,531 --> 00:40:53,068
She had like, obviously
the strength of character
705
00:40:53,076 --> 00:40:55,237
that was so appealing and
you couldn't just help,
706
00:40:55,244 --> 00:40:56,359
but fall in love with her.
707
00:40:56,371 --> 00:40:59,613
But she also had this
incredible vulnerability.
708
00:41:05,922 --> 00:41:10,040
The affection that I gained
by success, if you like,
709
00:41:10,051 --> 00:41:11,916
and by the pictures I made,
710
00:41:11,928 --> 00:41:13,043
has always continued
711
00:41:14,597 --> 00:41:16,679
and made me very happy.
712
00:41:19,936 --> 00:41:23,554
Success is also very much
in the eyes of the observer.
713
00:41:24,941 --> 00:41:27,432
It's not that I get up every morning
714
00:41:27,443 --> 00:41:29,900
and look in the mirror and
say, well, what a success I am.
715
00:41:29,904 --> 00:41:31,064
It's just me.
716
00:41:33,032 --> 00:41:35,899
I'm not your ideal
person to be a performer.
717
00:41:36,911 --> 00:41:38,196
You can be shy and be a dancer
718
00:41:38,204 --> 00:41:40,115
much better than you can be an actress.
719
00:41:41,249 --> 00:41:43,160
I've always gone to see my rushes
720
00:41:43,167 --> 00:41:44,247
because I've felt I should
721
00:41:44,252 --> 00:41:45,583
because I thought maybe there's something
722
00:41:45,586 --> 00:41:46,951
I can still correct.
723
00:41:48,423 --> 00:41:51,335
And if I've been successful,
724
00:41:51,342 --> 00:41:54,550
the audience, the people see
something that I don't see.
725
00:41:55,596 --> 00:41:58,508
Good afternoon, professor
Higgins, are you quite well?
726
00:41:59,434 --> 00:42:03,097
What has always helped me a
great deal are the clothes.
727
00:42:03,104 --> 00:42:05,265
Would you care for some tea?
728
00:42:05,273 --> 00:42:08,106
How kind of you to let me come.
729
00:42:08,109 --> 00:42:11,067
It was often an enormous help
730
00:42:11,070 --> 00:42:13,106
to know that you look the part.
731
00:42:13,114 --> 00:42:15,105
How do you do?
732
00:42:20,663 --> 00:42:23,871
Walking down those
stairs for the first time
733
00:42:23,875 --> 00:42:27,208
beautifully dressed in my fair lady.
734
00:42:27,211 --> 00:42:30,044
The rest wasn't so tough anymore.
735
00:42:30,048 --> 00:42:31,584
Miss Doolittle you look beautiful.
736
00:42:32,550 --> 00:42:34,256
Thank you colonel pickering.
737
00:42:34,260 --> 00:42:36,797
I'm terribly self conscious about myself
738
00:42:36,804 --> 00:42:40,638
and clothes always give me a
great deal of self-confidence.
739
00:42:40,641 --> 00:42:42,051
Not bad at all.
740
00:42:43,311 --> 00:42:45,097
I think she really was insecure
741
00:42:46,647 --> 00:42:51,232
and she fought to kind of project
742
00:42:51,235 --> 00:42:53,897
a perfectly curated image
of herself because of it.
743
00:42:58,493 --> 00:43:00,609
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
744
00:43:02,413 --> 00:43:05,405
and this is something I can't see.
745
00:43:08,002 --> 00:43:10,914
I see the problems when
I get up in the morning
746
00:43:10,922 --> 00:43:13,459
to do my best to look well.
747
00:43:17,970 --> 00:43:19,631
I would have liked to
not have been so tall.
748
00:43:19,639 --> 00:43:21,630
I'd like to have had smaller feet.
749
00:43:21,641 --> 00:43:23,552
I'd like to have had more figure.
750
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:26,221
I'd like to have a smaller nose.
751
00:43:26,229 --> 00:43:29,938
I'd like to been blonde and
752
00:43:30,942 --> 00:43:33,183
I'd like to change everything.
753
00:43:37,532 --> 00:43:39,614
This is a very interesting
moment in her life
754
00:43:39,617 --> 00:43:42,359
where she's very fragile in many ways.
755
00:43:42,370 --> 00:43:46,363
And it's weeks before the
release of my fair lady.
756
00:43:46,374 --> 00:43:49,912
And she was accused of stealing
the part from Julie Andrews.
757
00:43:49,919 --> 00:43:52,376
Cause she had held the part on Broadway.
758
00:43:54,382 --> 00:43:55,997
When they shot the movie,
759
00:43:56,008 --> 00:43:58,545
it was extremely physically difficult.
760
00:43:59,554 --> 00:44:02,921
She took all those singing classes
761
00:44:02,932 --> 00:44:05,890
and then she was told
that she would be dubbed.
762
00:44:05,893 --> 00:44:09,511
Jyou'll be sorry but your
tears will be too lights
763
00:44:09,522 --> 00:44:11,638
the studio, worried that her voice
764
00:44:11,649 --> 00:44:13,640
compared to Julie Andrews voice
765
00:44:13,651 --> 00:44:15,312
would be a step down.
766
00:44:15,319 --> 00:44:18,311
Just you wait Henry
Higgins, just you wait.
767
00:44:21,951 --> 00:44:26,160
So they had marni Nixon do
the singing of the role.
768
00:44:28,583 --> 00:44:32,417
Jack Warner made fun of her
when she complained about it
769
00:44:32,420 --> 00:44:35,457
saying that even the dog
rintintin was dubbed.
770
00:44:36,424 --> 00:44:38,164
She felt that for the first time,
771
00:44:38,176 --> 00:44:41,543
the press was going to turn
on her and that created this
772
00:44:41,554 --> 00:44:44,921
anxiety and added insecurity.
773
00:44:44,932 --> 00:44:48,516
She felt that something was
starting to weigh on her.
774
00:44:51,397 --> 00:44:53,604
She was a huge star,
775
00:44:55,151 --> 00:44:57,893
but there was this deep wound.
776
00:45:04,118 --> 00:45:06,450
My parents
divorce when I was six.
777
00:45:08,122 --> 00:45:10,613
It certainly stayed with
me for the rest of my life.
778
00:45:15,963 --> 00:45:18,579
My father leaving us left me insecure,
779
00:45:18,591 --> 00:45:20,127
for life perhaps.
780
00:45:24,096 --> 00:45:25,632
She adored her father.
781
00:45:28,017 --> 00:45:30,804
There's one photo of my
mother with her father.
782
00:45:31,812 --> 00:45:33,268
The photo is just a candid shot,
783
00:45:33,272 --> 00:45:34,808
probably taken by her mother,
784
00:45:36,025 --> 00:45:38,357
but you can tell how much she adored him.
785
00:45:40,196 --> 00:45:41,811
And then he disappeared one day.
786
00:45:44,075 --> 00:45:45,440
My mother explained very sweetly
787
00:45:45,451 --> 00:45:48,158
that he'd gone away on a trip.
788
00:45:48,162 --> 00:45:50,448
She didn't think he was coming back.
789
00:45:55,253 --> 00:45:58,996
I thought my mother was
never going to stop crying.
790
00:45:59,006 --> 00:46:00,462
She'd sob through the nights,
791
00:46:00,466 --> 00:46:02,548
I would hear her sobbing in the next room.
792
00:46:04,345 --> 00:46:06,176
And I would just try and be with her.
793
00:46:10,184 --> 00:46:12,846
I missed him terribly from
the day he disappeared.
794
00:46:16,107 --> 00:46:18,098
As a child, you can't quite understand.
795
00:46:20,152 --> 00:46:22,188
That sense of helplessness.
796
00:46:26,284 --> 00:46:28,650
The strangeness of it too.
797
00:46:30,288 --> 00:46:34,076
Not really understanding and
just knowing daddy's gone away.
798
00:46:41,924 --> 00:46:44,506
That was the first big
blow I had as a child.
799
00:46:46,929 --> 00:46:51,218
It was one of the traumas that
a left very deep Mark on me.
800
00:46:54,061 --> 00:46:56,427
She really felt throughout her whole life,
801
00:46:56,439 --> 00:46:57,975
the lack of her father.
802
00:47:00,443 --> 00:47:03,606
And I know that's something
that she really struggled with
803
00:47:05,614 --> 00:47:07,400
that wasn't really fixed through
804
00:47:07,408 --> 00:47:09,899
her amorous relationships at all.
805
00:47:09,910 --> 00:47:13,073
There were many difficult
times with the partners
806
00:47:13,080 --> 00:47:14,080
that she did have.
807
00:47:14,915 --> 00:47:17,076
The question of whether Audrey
808
00:47:17,084 --> 00:47:21,043
was looking for a father
figure in her relations
809
00:47:21,047 --> 00:47:23,003
has been discussed.
810
00:47:23,007 --> 00:47:26,090
And Mel ferrer sort of guided her career
811
00:47:26,093 --> 00:47:29,335
in the way that's almost print like.
812
00:47:29,347 --> 00:47:33,215
She and Mel had a long,
fairly happy marriage,
813
00:47:33,225 --> 00:47:35,557
but they sort of drifted apart.
814
00:47:35,561 --> 00:47:39,349
They were happy and
lived the life of Riley
815
00:47:39,357 --> 00:47:43,646
for the first decade or
longer of their relationship.
816
00:47:43,652 --> 00:47:47,190
I have wonderful memories
of the two of them,
817
00:47:47,198 --> 00:47:48,563
she in a house dress.
818
00:47:48,574 --> 00:47:51,361
And he's a very elegant candlelight
819
00:47:51,369 --> 00:47:53,610
and then dancing to record player,
820
00:47:54,622 --> 00:47:59,616
but they lived and worked
together everyday for those 17 years.
821
00:48:00,961 --> 00:48:05,671
And my father was a very
demanding and difficult man.
822
00:48:05,674 --> 00:48:09,587
And I think that also played
a role in slowly eroding
823
00:48:09,595 --> 00:48:10,675
the relationship.
824
00:48:12,056 --> 00:48:13,671
She had a great career,
825
00:48:13,682 --> 00:48:18,051
but I think her private
life wasn't that lucky.
826
00:48:18,062 --> 00:48:22,522
There's a sense that
anxiety and the insecurities
827
00:48:22,525 --> 00:48:24,891
that she had plenty of
828
00:48:24,902 --> 00:48:27,985
actually came from those
insolvable questions
829
00:48:27,988 --> 00:48:29,148
and the departure.
830
00:48:30,616 --> 00:48:35,485
Audrey expressed her desire to
see her father to Mel ferrer
831
00:48:36,539 --> 00:48:41,533
in 1964, after 25 years of total absence.
832
00:48:43,129 --> 00:48:44,915
Curiosity took over.
833
00:48:44,922 --> 00:48:49,165
I wanted to know where he was,
whether he was still alive
834
00:48:49,176 --> 00:48:51,588
and through the red cross,
835
00:48:51,595 --> 00:48:55,508
I found where my father
lived which was an island.
836
00:48:55,516 --> 00:48:59,384
She had not seen her father
since that day of 1939
837
00:48:59,395 --> 00:49:01,010
before world war ll
838
00:49:01,021 --> 00:49:03,353
a few days before the war broke out.
839
00:49:03,357 --> 00:49:07,396
And then she was this huge star reunited
840
00:49:07,403 --> 00:49:10,019
with a total stranger
who had abandoned her
841
00:49:10,990 --> 00:49:13,151
in this nondescript place,
842
00:49:13,159 --> 00:49:16,526
accompanied by her husband who
was drifting away from her.
843
00:49:17,997 --> 00:49:19,487
And when she met with her father,
844
00:49:19,498 --> 00:49:22,456
she never asked for answers
845
00:49:22,460 --> 00:49:25,327
and that she could not
demand anything from him.
846
00:49:26,547 --> 00:49:29,539
When she was telling me
the story, she was crying,
847
00:49:30,676 --> 00:49:33,543
she said he was so cold.
848
00:49:33,554 --> 00:49:35,090
He did not receive her.
849
00:49:36,265 --> 00:49:38,426
And she said that really hurt her.
850
00:49:41,103 --> 00:49:45,221
That kind of emotional
state and the realization
851
00:49:45,232 --> 00:49:50,226
that whatever she'd expected,
he would not give her.
852
00:49:54,450 --> 00:49:58,534
In spite of everything,
Audrey decided to forgive him.
853
00:49:58,537 --> 00:50:01,495
And that there was no point in trying
854
00:50:01,499 --> 00:50:04,241
to right the wrongs
855
00:50:04,251 --> 00:50:08,290
or trying to have him
admit to what he'd done.
856
00:50:08,297 --> 00:50:11,460
There is a sense of her insecurities
857
00:50:11,467 --> 00:50:14,959
that translated into
her relations with men.
858
00:50:14,970 --> 00:50:17,256
And the fear of being of being abandoned,
859
00:50:17,264 --> 00:50:19,255
certainly was something that
860
00:50:19,266 --> 00:50:21,632
she went through in her relationships.
861
00:50:24,438 --> 00:50:26,895
No two people are ever perfect.
862
00:50:28,150 --> 00:50:31,142
If there's enough friendship and love,
863
00:50:31,153 --> 00:50:32,939
you overcome it or whatever.
864
00:50:34,114 --> 00:50:36,821
But obviously when a
marriage doesn't work anymore
865
00:50:36,825 --> 00:50:38,486
then everything becomes destructive.
866
00:50:42,540 --> 00:50:46,579
Audrey was not very happy
with men. That's all.
867
00:50:46,585 --> 00:50:50,043
I'm going to California next
week to talk further about it
868
00:50:50,047 --> 00:50:52,379
- with or without your wife?
- I'll go without.
869
00:50:53,300 --> 00:50:55,291
She's not ready to do anything like that.
870
00:50:57,429 --> 00:51:00,967
Audry divorced Mel in '68,
871
00:51:00,975 --> 00:51:03,557
but the marriage was already over.
872
00:51:05,646 --> 00:51:07,637
My father spent the rest of his life
873
00:51:07,648 --> 00:51:09,980
regretting having lost that relationship.
874
00:51:09,984 --> 00:51:12,225
That was the relationship of his life
875
00:51:12,236 --> 00:51:15,023
and the woman of his
life. No doubt about it.
876
00:51:17,199 --> 00:51:20,157
I hung on in there as long as I could.
877
00:51:20,160 --> 00:51:23,402
For the child's sake, is why we hang on.
878
00:51:24,498 --> 00:51:28,662
Also out of respect for
the marriage and for love
879
00:51:28,669 --> 00:51:31,957
of the person that you
certainly once loved.
880
00:51:33,882 --> 00:51:36,168
You always hope that if
you love somebody enough
881
00:51:36,176 --> 00:51:38,337
that everything will be right
882
00:51:38,345 --> 00:51:39,926
and things will come together again,
883
00:51:39,930 --> 00:51:42,012
but it isn't always true.
884
00:52:10,210 --> 00:52:11,871
I wanted to be a mother.
885
00:52:13,172 --> 00:52:15,208
Ever since I was a child, I loved babies,
886
00:52:15,215 --> 00:52:17,922
and when I was grown up I was
going to have lots of babies.
887
00:52:21,555 --> 00:52:26,345
I think that has been a
conducting theme in my life.
888
00:52:26,352 --> 00:52:28,559
It's what's made my decisions always.
889
00:52:31,482 --> 00:52:32,392
And because I wanted it so much
890
00:52:32,399 --> 00:52:33,605
and wanted to enjoy very much,
891
00:52:33,609 --> 00:52:36,817
and not rip myself away from all the time,
892
00:52:36,820 --> 00:52:38,811
I started withdrawing.
893
00:52:43,077 --> 00:52:44,487
They'd made "wait until dark'
894
00:52:44,495 --> 00:52:46,577
when Sean had reached the age of six
895
00:52:46,580 --> 00:52:50,072
and he had to go to school,
but no longer travel with me.
896
00:52:51,543 --> 00:52:53,534
And I was just missing him.
897
00:52:56,507 --> 00:53:00,921
The studio did want me to
either have me wear dark glasses
898
00:53:00,928 --> 00:53:04,011
or have a scar near an eye.
899
00:53:04,014 --> 00:53:06,130
Be blind in some way.
900
00:53:07,601 --> 00:53:09,182
Which worried me terribly.
901
00:53:11,605 --> 00:53:14,096
I'd call home and he'd have a fever.
902
00:53:14,108 --> 00:53:16,440
And he was so far away
and I missed him terribly.
903
00:53:18,904 --> 00:53:21,111
I longed for this child.
904
00:53:21,115 --> 00:53:23,231
And it just made me too unhappy.
905
00:53:23,242 --> 00:53:26,075
So I, more or less quit
movies down to stay home.
906
00:53:28,163 --> 00:53:29,494
Once she had had her family,
907
00:53:29,498 --> 00:53:31,489
she had kind of reached her apex.
908
00:53:31,500 --> 00:53:33,411
She really didn't want that life.
909
00:53:33,419 --> 00:53:36,001
She really wanted to be with her family.
910
00:53:36,004 --> 00:53:38,416
She just wanted to live
in an anonymous life.
911
00:53:38,424 --> 00:53:39,834
Unheard of really.
912
00:53:39,842 --> 00:53:43,334
She turned her back on Hollywood
and movies for 10 years
913
00:53:43,345 --> 00:53:45,552
and 10 important years.
914
00:53:45,556 --> 00:53:48,093
I cannot think of many people in Hollywood
915
00:53:48,100 --> 00:53:51,843
who gave up a career,
let alone her career.
916
00:53:51,854 --> 00:53:54,561
She was sitting in it. She saw it.
917
00:53:54,565 --> 00:53:57,102
She was the first actress
to get a million dollars
918
00:53:57,109 --> 00:53:58,815
together with Elizabeth Taylor
919
00:53:58,819 --> 00:54:00,980
and the red carpets being rolled out
920
00:54:00,988 --> 00:54:03,650
and the parts being
offered and she stops it.
921
00:54:03,657 --> 00:54:06,069
It may have been near the peak
of her career when she said
922
00:54:06,076 --> 00:54:10,160
I'm choosing to put family
over another great role,
923
00:54:10,164 --> 00:54:11,028
which she was offered
924
00:54:11,039 --> 00:54:13,496
when she was always at
the top of anyone's list
925
00:54:13,500 --> 00:54:15,161
of leading ladies.
926
00:54:15,169 --> 00:54:18,286
But because of the difficult
life she led as an adolescent
927
00:54:18,297 --> 00:54:21,084
and as a teenager,
928
00:54:21,091 --> 00:54:23,958
family came first over anything else.
929
00:54:25,137 --> 00:54:27,469
I don't want to be made to sound virtuous.
930
00:54:27,473 --> 00:54:29,054
It was a very knowing,
931
00:54:29,057 --> 00:54:33,391
and if you like selfish decision,
it's what made me happy.
932
00:54:33,395 --> 00:54:34,931
It was to stay home with my children.
933
00:54:34,938 --> 00:54:38,021
It was not a sacrifice because
I thought I should take care
934
00:54:38,025 --> 00:54:39,390
of my children.
935
00:54:42,905 --> 00:54:46,397
The feeling of family
is terribly important.
936
00:54:48,619 --> 00:54:50,530
I think it's essential.
937
00:54:55,834 --> 00:54:57,540
I learned as a child that
it's terribly important
938
00:54:57,544 --> 00:54:59,125
for a child to have a father.
939
00:55:00,923 --> 00:55:02,379
Having my father cut off,
940
00:55:02,382 --> 00:55:04,998
or cut himself off,
941
00:55:05,010 --> 00:55:06,010
I was desperate.
942
00:55:09,139 --> 00:55:10,845
If I could have just seen him regularly,
943
00:55:10,849 --> 00:55:12,885
I would have felt he loved me
944
00:55:12,893 --> 00:55:14,633
and I would have had a father.
945
00:55:17,397 --> 00:55:21,060
And I tried desperately to
avoid it for my children.
946
00:55:25,531 --> 00:55:28,568
You become very insecure about affection,
947
00:55:28,575 --> 00:55:31,237
and terribly grateful for it
948
00:55:31,245 --> 00:55:34,908
and you have an enormous
desire to give it.
949
00:55:36,792 --> 00:55:38,578
I think she had to kind
of prove to herself
950
00:55:38,585 --> 00:55:41,167
that unconditional love was possible.
951
00:55:43,215 --> 00:55:47,333
I think she was just chasing
that her in her whole life.
952
00:56:05,487 --> 00:56:07,148
In 1969,
953
00:56:07,155 --> 00:56:09,988
the common friend of Andrea and Audrey
954
00:56:09,992 --> 00:56:11,277
invited them on a cruise.
955
00:56:11,285 --> 00:56:16,200
And then they met and they
decided to get married.
956
00:56:20,502 --> 00:56:22,163
At the beginning of the marriage,
957
00:56:22,170 --> 00:56:26,129
she was so pleased to
be the wife of a doctor.
958
00:56:28,135 --> 00:56:30,467
I remember Audrey helping Andrea
959
00:56:30,470 --> 00:56:34,383
to prepare the dose of
lithium for the patient.
960
00:56:34,391 --> 00:56:36,222
She was so passionate about that.
961
00:56:45,819 --> 00:56:48,481
In 1970 Luca was born
962
00:56:48,488 --> 00:56:53,482
and we moved to Rome where
she lived until '83 or '84.
963
00:56:56,997 --> 00:56:59,238
Audrey and Andrea.
964
00:56:59,249 --> 00:57:01,331
They have a very strong bond,
965
00:57:01,335 --> 00:57:05,544
even if they were so different
from each other so different,
966
00:57:05,547 --> 00:57:09,165
but the bond was very strong
in between the two of them.
967
00:57:14,014 --> 00:57:18,633
I knew Andrea dotti, he was
one of the Italian friend
968
00:57:18,644 --> 00:57:23,638
when Andrea married Audrey
we became immediately friend.
969
00:57:25,943 --> 00:57:29,060
Audrey was my neighbor
when they lived in Rome
970
00:57:29,071 --> 00:57:31,858
in early 70's
971
00:57:31,865 --> 00:57:36,359
and my mother was a
great friend of Audrey's.
972
00:57:36,370 --> 00:57:37,325
She loved Rome.
973
00:57:37,329 --> 00:57:40,321
She had an unpretentious house there
974
00:57:40,332 --> 00:57:43,369
filled with flowers and
she loved being in Rome
975
00:57:43,377 --> 00:57:45,493
and Rome loved her.
976
00:57:59,935 --> 00:58:02,642
There were many areas where we could meet.
977
00:58:02,646 --> 00:58:07,356
It could be the vegetable
shop, the butcher.
978
00:58:08,235 --> 00:58:12,069
She just put a pair of pants and tee shirt
979
00:58:12,072 --> 00:58:16,236
and she would go shopping
as everybody else.
980
00:58:18,662 --> 00:58:20,243
It was 1972
981
00:58:21,164 --> 00:58:25,123
and we rent a very simple house
982
00:58:25,127 --> 00:58:27,118
in a place named bulgari.
983
00:58:28,213 --> 00:58:30,579
There were a little house on the beach
984
00:58:30,590 --> 00:58:33,423
and we shared one of
this house with Audrey.
985
00:58:34,845 --> 00:58:37,302
Audrey was married with Andrea
986
00:58:37,305 --> 00:58:39,421
and little Luca was with them.
987
00:58:39,433 --> 00:58:42,049
Sean came to visit from time to time.
988
00:58:43,562 --> 00:58:45,598
She adore her two children.
989
00:58:45,605 --> 00:58:47,641
She really was in love with them
990
00:58:49,359 --> 00:58:50,849
and she loved Andrea.
991
00:58:54,114 --> 00:58:55,399
Audrey was so happy.
992
00:58:59,119 --> 00:59:02,361
But Andrea had
993
00:59:02,372 --> 00:59:05,239
a very destructive part of himself,
994
00:59:06,418 --> 00:59:10,957
he was a person with a
complicated personality.
995
00:59:12,257 --> 00:59:15,294
In a way he was the serious doctor.
996
00:59:15,302 --> 00:59:17,088
He was very professional.
997
00:59:17,095 --> 00:59:18,960
He was a psychiatric.
998
00:59:18,972 --> 00:59:20,928
He was really good.
999
00:59:20,932 --> 00:59:25,676
And in other end, he was the
typical Roman, a young man.
1000
00:59:27,147 --> 00:59:28,978
He was committing a lot of adultery
1001
00:59:28,982 --> 00:59:32,099
and he was photographed with
over 200 different women.
1002
00:59:32,110 --> 00:59:34,066
By this one, Italian paparazzi.
1003
00:59:36,448 --> 00:59:39,986
It was devastating, totally devastating.
1004
00:59:43,080 --> 00:59:45,662
And Audrey was suffering a lot.
1005
00:59:46,958 --> 00:59:49,370
She told me I suffered so much.
1006
00:59:49,377 --> 00:59:51,368
But surely know the
doctors never take care
1007
00:59:51,379 --> 00:59:54,166
of their own families and
least of all themselves.
1008
00:59:54,174 --> 00:59:56,005
They're great with their patients,
1009
00:59:56,009 --> 00:59:58,500
but they don't want to
take care of their family.
1010
01:00:03,975 --> 01:00:05,556
Your heart just breaks, that's all.
1011
01:00:06,603 --> 01:00:11,597
Men are human beings with
all the frailties women have.
1012
01:00:13,652 --> 01:00:15,984
Perhaps they are more
vulnerable than women.
1013
01:00:16,863 --> 01:00:19,946
I think you can hurt a man so easily.
1014
01:00:19,950 --> 01:00:22,532
You cannot judge, you
cannot point fingers,
1015
01:00:22,536 --> 01:00:24,447
you cannot put anybody in a mould.
1016
01:00:26,039 --> 01:00:29,076
You just got to be lucky
enough to find somebody
1017
01:00:29,084 --> 01:00:30,119
who you can satisfy,
1018
01:00:31,920 --> 01:00:34,457
and then who pleases you, if you're lucky.
1019
01:00:40,053 --> 01:00:42,544
I met Andrea. When I visited in Rome,
1020
01:00:44,891 --> 01:00:47,303
Audrey was under bed rest with Luca.
1021
01:00:47,310 --> 01:00:50,894
At that time the doctor
said, just go to bed
1022
01:00:50,897 --> 01:00:52,137
early in your pregnancy.
1023
01:00:52,149 --> 01:00:54,891
So we said like, come on,
we'll go out to a club.
1024
01:00:54,901 --> 01:00:56,983
So he took me clubbing in Rome,
1025
01:00:58,363 --> 01:01:02,652
which I didn't think
was the greatest idea.
1026
01:01:03,660 --> 01:01:05,525
You should see the pictures from Audrey.
1027
01:01:05,537 --> 01:01:10,406
In that time, she lost a little
bit of light in her eyes.
1028
01:01:11,877 --> 01:01:16,416
I really couldn't understand
why such a sweet lady
1029
01:01:17,257 --> 01:01:20,090
like her had to find herself
1030
01:01:20,093 --> 01:01:24,086
with a man that wouldn't deserve her,
1031
01:01:24,097 --> 01:01:25,587
wouldn't understand her.
1032
01:01:27,184 --> 01:01:30,347
She wanted to do her
best to become a acquainted
1033
01:01:30,353 --> 01:01:32,890
with the people in Rome.
1034
01:01:32,898 --> 01:01:33,978
And the people in Rome
1035
01:01:33,982 --> 01:01:37,019
they have a mentality
very different of Audrey.
1036
01:01:37,027 --> 01:01:38,608
Very, very different to her.
1037
01:01:39,487 --> 01:01:42,354
They were gossiping,
they were superficial.
1038
01:01:43,283 --> 01:01:46,150
So it was difficult for her to understand.
1039
01:01:46,161 --> 01:01:49,198
When my second son was born
1040
01:01:49,206 --> 01:01:51,993
and I was at that time living in Rome,
1041
01:01:52,000 --> 01:01:54,412
I could take him
nowhere, not to a park,
1042
01:01:54,419 --> 01:01:57,206
not down the street,
not put him on a terrace
1043
01:01:57,214 --> 01:01:58,579
without paparazzi.
1044
01:01:58,590 --> 01:02:00,171
She is very private.
1045
01:02:00,175 --> 01:02:03,838
And also she was very
very angry with the press.
1046
01:02:03,845 --> 01:02:06,962
Like people climbing trees and photograph.
1047
01:02:06,973 --> 01:02:10,136
Everybody wanted to have a picture of her.
1048
01:02:10,143 --> 01:02:15,137
They didn't even give her
freedom in her own house.
1049
01:02:15,315 --> 01:02:20,309
Audrey's life was affected
by people that like
1050
01:02:22,155 --> 01:02:25,113
wanted to steal her privacy.
1051
01:02:25,116 --> 01:02:27,448
And this is something nobody can bear.
1052
01:02:28,662 --> 01:02:33,531
It's not something you wish
for your family to have
1053
01:02:33,541 --> 01:02:37,500
your private life always in front page.
1054
01:02:38,505 --> 01:02:41,338
I was with Audrey, we went to do shopping
1055
01:02:41,341 --> 01:02:44,048
and a woman from the public approached me
1056
01:02:44,052 --> 01:02:46,464
and said is that Audrey hepburn?
1057
01:02:46,471 --> 01:02:48,382
And I was about to say yes
1058
01:02:48,390 --> 01:02:51,427
then I saw Audrey she became pale.
1059
01:02:51,434 --> 01:02:54,597
And she stared at me saying no, no, no.
1060
01:02:54,604 --> 01:02:57,311
Off course I said, no, no
she's not Audrey hepburn.
1061
01:02:57,315 --> 01:02:59,180
She just looked like her.
1062
01:02:59,192 --> 01:03:03,435
Now she was almost shaking
and she said thanks god.
1063
01:03:03,446 --> 01:03:05,528
You're no idea what can happen.
1064
01:03:05,532 --> 01:03:07,614
I mean, she was terrified.
1065
01:03:10,370 --> 01:03:12,531
I think her life was difficult,
1066
01:03:12,539 --> 01:03:13,494
in her marriage.
1067
01:03:13,498 --> 01:03:16,490
And I felt that she
didn't really wanna act
1068
01:03:16,501 --> 01:03:18,537
too much anymore.
1069
01:03:18,545 --> 01:03:21,412
And so I was thrilled that
I had her for this picture.
1070
01:03:22,882 --> 01:03:24,463
When she stepped in front of the camera,
1071
01:03:24,467 --> 01:03:27,049
she was the ultimate professional.
1072
01:03:27,053 --> 01:03:28,338
And then when I said cut,
1073
01:03:28,346 --> 01:03:30,428
she became Audrey with the cigarettes.
1074
01:03:31,224 --> 01:03:34,057
She was rather nervous. She smoked a lot,
1075
01:03:34,060 --> 01:03:37,268
very sweet but anxious, fragile.
1076
01:03:38,440 --> 01:03:40,806
I knew the marriage was a problem.
1077
01:03:40,817 --> 01:03:43,604
And that she wasn't at her happiest with
1078
01:03:43,611 --> 01:03:46,819
that marriage at all.
1079
01:03:46,823 --> 01:03:50,361
She was persuaded to go
on with this marriage
1080
01:03:50,368 --> 01:03:54,361
especially because they
have Luca and he wanted
1081
01:03:54,372 --> 01:03:57,956
to succeed in the marriage.
1082
01:03:57,959 --> 01:03:59,915
But the in the end it was impossible.
1083
01:04:02,589 --> 01:04:05,547
I was told that
Audrey's getting another divorce
1084
01:04:07,635 --> 01:04:09,921
and it didn't surprise me.
1085
01:04:12,223 --> 01:04:17,263
She struggled with the
idea of a perfect family,
1086
01:04:19,189 --> 01:04:22,272
a perfect housewife's life,
1087
01:04:23,651 --> 01:04:28,236
very simple things that make life easy.
1088
01:04:29,532 --> 01:04:31,272
I don't think she had that.
1089
01:04:32,994 --> 01:04:36,452
Everything she had to
little bit fight for.
1090
01:04:39,292 --> 01:04:42,079
Having a miscarriage is heart-rendig.
1091
01:04:44,964 --> 01:04:48,081
Certainly one of the most
traumatic experiences I had.
1092
01:04:52,013 --> 01:04:53,013
But so is divorce.
1093
01:04:56,643 --> 01:04:59,134
It's probably one of the worst experiences
1094
01:04:59,145 --> 01:05:01,477
a human being can go through.
1095
01:05:03,942 --> 01:05:06,809
I think when you have
problems and so forth,
1096
01:05:06,820 --> 01:05:09,436
you can sense a loneliness,
1097
01:05:09,447 --> 01:05:12,359
because it is you that has to get it done
1098
01:05:12,367 --> 01:05:14,278
or you that has to make the decision.
1099
01:05:16,621 --> 01:05:18,077
We all have an innate loneliness,
1100
01:05:18,081 --> 01:05:22,541
because finally when the
chips are down you are alone.
1101
01:05:22,544 --> 01:05:26,253
You know, my dad said
about my grandmother,
1102
01:05:27,173 --> 01:05:31,416
that the best kept secret about
Audrey was that she was sad.
1103
01:05:36,015 --> 01:05:38,256
Not really. It really makes
me sad to think about,
1104
01:05:38,268 --> 01:05:41,010
like I think she,
1105
01:05:41,020 --> 01:05:45,184
I really think she just wanted
love and to be loved and,
1106
01:05:48,361 --> 01:05:50,818
I think she got, I did think
she got that in her life,
1107
01:05:50,822 --> 01:05:53,279
but I think she didn't get
it from a lot of people.
1108
01:05:54,534 --> 01:05:56,570
For the for the woman who was
the most loved in the world
1109
01:05:56,578 --> 01:06:00,321
to have such a lack of love is so sad.
1110
01:07:29,379 --> 01:07:34,169
There was peace
and there is quietness
1111
01:07:35,134 --> 01:07:36,134
just call them.
1112
01:07:39,347 --> 01:07:43,181
She could take a very positive energy
1113
01:07:44,352 --> 01:07:47,185
and she could be at home.
1114
01:07:47,188 --> 01:07:52,182
And just with the nature and
very away from Hollywood,
1115
01:07:52,986 --> 01:07:54,351
the problems with paparazzi.
1116
01:07:56,239 --> 01:07:59,322
The name of la paisible
means in French quietness
1117
01:08:00,201 --> 01:08:04,035
la paisible was very
beautiful house, old farm,
1118
01:08:04,038 --> 01:08:06,996
totally restored in a beautiful residence.
1119
01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:09,662
Built in the 18th century in Switzerland,
1120
01:08:11,129 --> 01:08:14,246
in '84 Luca who went to boarding school
1121
01:08:14,257 --> 01:08:15,963
at which point she left Rome
1122
01:08:15,967 --> 01:08:17,673
and moved permanently to Switzerland.
1123
01:08:19,178 --> 01:08:24,013
After a full life of working
ever since she could remember,
1124
01:08:24,017 --> 01:08:26,508
it's a welcome thing
to be able to get away
1125
01:08:26,519 --> 01:08:29,602
and be in a restful and peaceful place.
1126
01:08:31,107 --> 01:08:34,315
It was such a charming, beautiful house.
1127
01:08:34,319 --> 01:08:36,184
It was the house of her dream.
1128
01:08:37,196 --> 01:08:42,190
She told me, I want just to
be relaxed and to be quiet.
1129
01:08:43,202 --> 01:08:46,535
That's why she turned off so
many proposition for movie.
1130
01:08:47,540 --> 01:08:50,953
She was not the star
that people gawked at.
1131
01:08:50,960 --> 01:08:53,246
If she walked down the
street in New York City,
1132
01:08:53,254 --> 01:08:54,994
people would go crazy.
1133
01:08:55,006 --> 01:08:57,873
But in Switzerland she
was just another person.
1134
01:09:14,442 --> 01:09:18,355
I only have one life, which is me,
1135
01:09:18,363 --> 01:09:21,321
my family, my children.
1136
01:09:22,283 --> 01:09:25,901
I personally do very
little publicity as such
1137
01:09:25,912 --> 01:09:30,030
so that I can have a real life,
a private one if you like,
1138
01:09:30,041 --> 01:09:32,908
but just an everyday ordinary life.
1139
01:10:05,410 --> 01:10:09,119
Our family started living in la pausible
1140
01:10:09,122 --> 01:10:12,455
since the very beginning of
their relation with Audrey.
1141
01:10:13,626 --> 01:10:16,242
My mother was the private cook of Audrey
1142
01:10:16,254 --> 01:10:18,586
and they cooked a lot together.
1143
01:10:18,589 --> 01:10:22,127
My parents were close to her
1144
01:10:22,135 --> 01:10:23,921
because we lived all together.
1145
01:10:25,471 --> 01:10:28,133
My father was the private gardener,
1146
01:10:28,141 --> 01:10:31,850
Audrey and my father was
totally devoted to the garden.
1147
01:10:31,853 --> 01:10:36,062
And she was so proud to be able
to cook her own vegetables,
1148
01:10:36,065 --> 01:10:37,271
coming from the gardens.
1149
01:10:41,070 --> 01:10:42,355
I love that house. I love the garden,
1150
01:10:42,363 --> 01:10:45,150
the fruit trees and everything grows there
1151
01:10:45,158 --> 01:10:46,489
and I have my dogs.
1152
01:10:46,492 --> 01:10:48,278
I don't know anything
much about gardening,
1153
01:10:48,286 --> 01:10:50,322
but I love to mess around in the garden.
1154
01:10:50,329 --> 01:10:54,538
I find it very pleasant, very
relaxing, a good therapy.
1155
01:10:57,170 --> 01:10:59,661
I look back with enormous
happiness on my career.
1156
01:11:02,508 --> 01:11:04,248
But there's a time for everything.
1157
01:11:05,428 --> 01:11:07,259
And I think at this point in my life
1158
01:11:08,181 --> 01:11:09,181
you can't beat it.
1159
01:11:15,271 --> 01:11:17,136
I'm a very lucky girl.
1160
01:11:20,067 --> 01:11:21,978
I've been often through hell,
1161
01:11:21,986 --> 01:11:24,352
but I've always always
come out at the other end.
1162
01:11:27,158 --> 01:11:29,444
Either somebody helped
me, or something happened.
1163
01:11:33,206 --> 01:11:35,162
Robbie's a living example of that.
1164
01:11:39,212 --> 01:11:43,000
Robert was the companion of merle oberon
1165
01:11:43,007 --> 01:11:44,998
and when merle died,
1166
01:11:45,009 --> 01:11:47,500
she left all the possession to Robert.
1167
01:11:48,846 --> 01:11:50,427
So Robert decide
1168
01:11:50,431 --> 01:11:54,424
to put all the jewelry
of merle in auction
1169
01:11:54,435 --> 01:11:55,550
for charity.
1170
01:11:56,646 --> 01:12:00,104
And at this auction,
Robert and Audrey met.
1171
01:12:03,569 --> 01:12:05,560
We were both very, very unhappy
1172
01:12:05,571 --> 01:12:08,358
and we did talk about our unhappiness.
1173
01:12:08,366 --> 01:12:10,322
I was in one of the worst periods
1174
01:12:10,326 --> 01:12:12,066
at the end of my marriage.
1175
01:12:12,078 --> 01:12:13,989
So we both cried into our beers.
1176
01:12:17,917 --> 01:12:20,579
He's very loving, he's
a very affectionate man.
1177
01:12:22,630 --> 01:12:25,337
I can trust him, I trust his love.
1178
01:12:25,341 --> 01:12:27,923
I never fear that I'm losing it.
1179
01:12:27,927 --> 01:12:30,088
He reassures me in every way.
1180
01:12:33,975 --> 01:12:34,839
They were never married
1181
01:12:34,851 --> 01:12:37,593
but I really think that they
had that love for each other,
1182
01:12:37,603 --> 01:12:40,310
just truly for who they were.
1183
01:12:41,858 --> 01:12:43,598
Robert was what Audrey needed.
1184
01:12:44,944 --> 01:12:48,107
Kindness, companion, presence,
1185
01:12:49,282 --> 01:12:50,897
and safety.
1186
01:12:52,243 --> 01:12:54,074
It's curious, we found each other
1187
01:12:54,078 --> 01:12:56,820
both with our Dutch heritage,
1188
01:12:56,831 --> 01:13:01,291
but it's given something very
special to our relationship.
1189
01:13:01,294 --> 01:13:04,252
It adds to the intimacy
of our loving each other
1190
01:13:04,255 --> 01:13:05,335
and of our friendship.
1191
01:13:07,550 --> 01:13:10,633
We like the same things,
and we like the same life.
1192
01:13:11,971 --> 01:13:14,883
We love a quiet life, we love
the country, we love our dogs.
1193
01:13:16,642 --> 01:13:19,884
And everything we do together is such fun.
1194
01:13:22,189 --> 01:13:23,850
We're very happy together.
1195
01:13:29,280 --> 01:13:32,488
My mother had told me
Audrey she was so happy
1196
01:13:32,491 --> 01:13:34,027
and she explained to my family
1197
01:13:34,035 --> 01:13:35,991
how I met a fantastic men
1198
01:13:35,995 --> 01:13:40,409
and she was wondering about what my sister
1199
01:13:40,416 --> 01:13:44,284
will think to have a new man imagine.
1200
01:13:44,295 --> 01:13:46,832
So she she asked my mother,
1201
01:13:46,839 --> 01:13:49,831
what do you think is not a problem?
1202
01:13:49,842 --> 01:13:52,254
They loved to stay at my mother's house.
1203
01:13:52,261 --> 01:13:55,344
There was a wing added for my grandmother
1204
01:13:55,348 --> 01:13:57,839
and that was called Audrey's suite.
1205
01:13:58,851 --> 01:14:01,558
They would come down
and sit in their kitchen
1206
01:14:01,562 --> 01:14:04,178
and have coffee and talk about menus.
1207
01:14:04,190 --> 01:14:05,646
And who do you want to invite for dinner.
1208
01:14:05,650 --> 01:14:08,187
And always a lot of love there.
1209
01:14:11,155 --> 01:14:13,191
She was very, very happy
1210
01:14:13,199 --> 01:14:16,191
and she wanted to have a
peaceful moment of her life.
1211
01:14:18,454 --> 01:14:23,039
Her cousin was the Dutch console to Macau
1212
01:14:23,042 --> 01:14:26,534
and he'd invited her to come and join
1213
01:14:26,545 --> 01:14:29,207
this beautiful concert
that he would put together
1214
01:14:29,215 --> 01:14:30,215
for unicef.
1215
01:14:31,592 --> 01:14:33,378
She said, why don't you say
a few words about children,
1216
01:14:33,386 --> 01:14:34,967
about your experience in the war,
1217
01:14:34,971 --> 01:14:37,462
which she did in front of the full room.
1218
01:14:37,473 --> 01:14:40,886
And after she spoke, it
turns out the head of unicef,
1219
01:14:40,893 --> 01:14:43,225
Jim Grant, was in the
audience and he approached us.
1220
01:14:43,229 --> 01:14:46,221
How would you feel about
being a full time ambassador
1221
01:14:46,232 --> 01:14:47,232
for unicef.
1222
01:14:50,236 --> 01:14:52,397
I had looked forward to a period
1223
01:14:52,405 --> 01:14:54,942
finally after all the
traveling that I've done,
1224
01:14:54,949 --> 01:14:56,189
since I was a child
1225
01:14:56,200 --> 01:14:59,158
to one day be able to retire there
1226
01:14:59,161 --> 01:15:02,244
and take care of my garden and the dogs
1227
01:15:02,248 --> 01:15:03,579
and everything I love,
1228
01:15:03,582 --> 01:15:07,416
that's my idea of heaven,
1229
01:15:07,420 --> 01:15:11,038
but I'm moving around
the world once again,
1230
01:15:11,048 --> 01:15:13,835
but I'm happy to do it
because for the children
1231
01:15:13,843 --> 01:15:14,923
I'd go to the moon.
1232
01:15:18,639 --> 01:15:20,425
I have known unicef all my life
1233
01:15:20,433 --> 01:15:23,550
and it's a marvelous happening for me
1234
01:15:23,561 --> 01:15:25,552
that they're allowing me to do this.
1235
01:15:27,356 --> 01:15:30,564
She was happy to support.
She was proud and happy.
1236
01:15:30,568 --> 01:15:34,277
She was offering her
noteriety to a good cause.
1237
01:15:35,281 --> 01:15:38,239
I think all the love that
she showed to children
1238
01:15:38,242 --> 01:15:40,824
and to mothers around the world,
1239
01:15:40,828 --> 01:15:43,444
I think it was a way of
healing for herself too.
1240
01:15:44,874 --> 01:15:46,455
She did live through the war
1241
01:15:46,459 --> 01:15:51,453
and it is because she knew not
just the hunger of the body,
1242
01:15:52,131 --> 01:15:54,167
but the hunger of the soul
1243
01:15:54,175 --> 01:15:58,464
that she was able to
connect to these children.
1244
01:16:17,114 --> 01:16:20,572
The first thing I remember
after our liberation in Holland
1245
01:16:20,576 --> 01:16:23,909
was the red cross and unicef coming in
1246
01:16:23,913 --> 01:16:26,905
and filling all the empty
buildings that they could find.
1247
01:16:26,916 --> 01:16:28,656
With food and clothing and medication.
1248
01:16:31,003 --> 01:16:33,995
I was suffering from a rather high degree
1249
01:16:34,006 --> 01:16:36,918
of malnutrition when the war ended.
1250
01:16:36,926 --> 01:16:39,292
So god knows, I know the value of food.
1251
01:16:41,889 --> 01:16:46,849
I think my whole life has
been formed by those memories.
1252
01:16:48,604 --> 01:16:50,094
As a child.
1253
01:16:50,106 --> 01:16:52,142
I knew about this side of life,
1254
01:16:53,067 --> 01:16:55,183
so much suffering and so much poverty.
1255
01:16:56,529 --> 01:16:59,020
Those images have never, never left me.
1256
01:17:01,575 --> 01:17:03,861
But I think perhaps the
most important thing,
1257
01:17:03,869 --> 01:17:07,327
which I carried through life
of that particular period was
1258
01:17:07,331 --> 01:17:09,367
as things got worse,
1259
01:17:09,375 --> 01:17:12,458
there's something marvelous about humanity
1260
01:17:12,461 --> 01:17:15,828
is under circumstances like that,
1261
01:17:15,840 --> 01:17:17,296
you need each other more.
1262
01:17:25,057 --> 01:17:28,641
It's the fact that it's
left me with this voice,
1263
01:17:28,644 --> 01:17:32,478
this curiosity, people have
still to see me to talk to me,
1264
01:17:32,481 --> 01:17:34,972
which I can use for the good of children.
1265
01:17:43,117 --> 01:17:44,857
- Where do I go?
- You can go back here.
1266
01:17:44,869 --> 01:17:45,904
Go back here.
1267
01:17:51,959 --> 01:17:56,123
What I really am as a messenger
if you like for unicef.
1268
01:17:58,465 --> 01:18:02,174
There's so much involved apart from seeing
1269
01:18:02,178 --> 01:18:07,138
and meeting the media and
talking to people and in general,
1270
01:18:08,976 --> 01:18:13,094
it's advocacy for the needs of a child.
1271
01:18:13,105 --> 01:18:14,094
And there's so many children.
1272
01:18:14,106 --> 01:18:15,221
So there's lots to do.
1273
01:18:16,609 --> 01:18:19,897
Audrey took very seriously the commitment.
1274
01:18:19,904 --> 01:18:23,613
And before any mission,
she studied the situation.
1275
01:18:23,616 --> 01:18:27,029
She studied politically
and she got very involved
1276
01:18:27,036 --> 01:18:29,368
with all the social problem
1277
01:18:29,371 --> 01:18:32,113
and against their will to be peaceful.
1278
01:18:32,124 --> 01:18:35,616
She started to be involved in
this very stressing mission.
1279
01:18:37,922 --> 01:18:41,005
At the end of the war, she
saw a society and a promise
1280
01:18:41,008 --> 01:18:42,919
that we would never do this again.
1281
01:18:42,927 --> 01:18:46,135
And that we were putting
safeguards to prevent that.
1282
01:18:47,306 --> 01:18:51,265
And now she's propelled 35 years later
1283
01:18:51,268 --> 01:18:53,384
and finds herself in a camp in Somalia.
1284
01:18:55,147 --> 01:18:58,139
In September of 1992,
1285
01:18:58,150 --> 01:19:03,190
I was in Somalia reporting
for the associated press
1286
01:19:03,864 --> 01:19:08,858
about the famine that
was gripping the country.
1287
01:19:09,245 --> 01:19:14,239
Audrey was visiting programs
that unicef was involved in
1288
01:19:15,251 --> 01:19:18,038
for malnourished children.
1289
01:19:18,045 --> 01:19:22,334
In a place like Somalia,
you could see that
1290
01:19:22,341 --> 01:19:26,129
there really was not enough food to help.
1291
01:19:26,136 --> 01:19:31,096
And I think she was very upset
that there was so much death.
1292
01:19:56,542 --> 01:19:59,579
Then she realized the vastity,
1293
01:19:59,586 --> 01:20:03,044
the tragedy of what we've seen.
1294
01:20:04,550 --> 01:20:06,916
In a sense you are marked from that
1295
01:20:06,927 --> 01:20:10,966
and you want to go back
and back and back again.
1296
01:20:10,973 --> 01:20:13,134
In a way is a sort of addiction?
1297
01:20:14,226 --> 01:20:19,220
I knew that she was roiling
in anxieties and things.
1298
01:20:21,567 --> 01:20:24,650
She wanted to relieve pain
1299
01:20:26,363 --> 01:20:27,363
but she couldn't.
1300
01:20:28,240 --> 01:20:31,824
She was mad at the fact
that this was being allowed
1301
01:20:31,827 --> 01:20:33,158
in the 20th century,
1302
01:20:33,162 --> 01:20:36,154
after the deprivations
that she lived through
1303
01:20:36,165 --> 01:20:37,575
because of a world war.
1304
01:20:37,583 --> 01:20:39,369
We're not in a world war.
1305
01:20:39,376 --> 01:20:42,493
And there's no reason for
children who be hungry anywhere.
1306
01:20:44,590 --> 01:20:48,549
To see small children just
die in front of your eyes
1307
01:20:49,928 --> 01:20:51,213
because they're starving.
1308
01:20:52,097 --> 01:20:54,964
It's just is so totally unacceptable.
1309
01:20:57,561 --> 01:21:02,180
And I'm filled with a rage at ourselves.
1310
01:21:05,027 --> 01:21:07,018
I don't believe in collective guilt,
1311
01:21:07,029 --> 01:21:09,441
but I do believe in
collective responsibility.
1312
01:21:12,284 --> 01:21:15,321
I think from the moment that
you've been in the field,
1313
01:21:15,329 --> 01:21:16,660
so to speak,
1314
01:21:16,663 --> 01:21:20,406
from the minute you've seen
a child gasping for air.
1315
01:21:20,417 --> 01:21:22,624
And in his last moments,
1316
01:21:23,587 --> 01:21:26,454
you rush home and do
what you can about it.
1317
01:21:26,465 --> 01:21:28,126
I'm Audrey hepburn.
1318
01:21:28,133 --> 01:21:31,045
This is an urgent appeal
for the children of...
1319
01:21:40,396 --> 01:21:41,260
She was an altruist woman.
1320
01:21:41,271 --> 01:21:44,138
And she believed that
the base of everything
1321
01:21:44,149 --> 01:21:46,185
is to educate children
1322
01:21:46,193 --> 01:21:47,979
and to take care of them.
1323
01:21:48,862 --> 01:21:52,605
And she gave so much devotion to children.
1324
01:21:52,616 --> 01:21:56,859
I would go to many countries
and we would meet between
1325
01:21:56,870 --> 01:22:00,829
and she would want to know,
what did you see in Mali?
1326
01:22:00,833 --> 01:22:03,870
What did you see in Somalia?
1327
01:22:03,877 --> 01:22:06,619
So she always wanted to
know what's going on.
1328
01:22:08,132 --> 01:22:11,624
She wanted to go to Bangladesh
because she said that
1329
01:22:11,635 --> 01:22:14,593
everybody is giving up on Bangladesh
1330
01:22:14,596 --> 01:22:18,009
because they have the flood
every year during monsoon
1331
01:22:18,016 --> 01:22:19,347
and the landslides.
1332
01:22:19,351 --> 01:22:20,511
So she said,
1333
01:22:20,519 --> 01:22:24,182
those are the people I'd
like to go and support.
1334
01:22:24,189 --> 01:22:26,430
She was trying everything to involve
1335
01:22:26,442 --> 01:22:28,558
important people to their cause.
1336
01:22:40,831 --> 01:22:43,948
She showed up once in
front of the us congress
1337
01:22:43,959 --> 01:22:48,544
asking for an additional funding
for a particular emergency
1338
01:22:48,547 --> 01:22:52,039
and got the $60 million
in one hour from them.
1339
01:22:53,385 --> 01:22:56,627
That showed how extraordinarily
powerful she still was.
1340
01:22:57,890 --> 01:23:01,178
She used her name for something good.
1341
01:23:01,185 --> 01:23:03,050
If everybody did that,
1342
01:23:03,061 --> 01:23:06,178
the world would be a little bit better.
1343
01:23:36,220 --> 01:23:39,178
She was selfless she didn't stop.
1344
01:23:39,181 --> 01:23:42,548
She just wanted to go on
and complete her mission.
1345
01:23:43,894 --> 01:23:45,850
Robert used to tell me,
1346
01:23:45,854 --> 01:23:48,095
I wish they would give some time for her
1347
01:23:48,106 --> 01:23:49,312
between this and that
1348
01:23:49,316 --> 01:23:51,432
unicef would say,
1349
01:23:51,443 --> 01:23:54,025
I think it'll be good
if you went to Sudan.
1350
01:23:54,029 --> 01:23:55,610
So she wanted to go.
1351
01:23:57,491 --> 01:24:00,608
And I was concerned too. And
I would ask her sometimes,
1352
01:24:00,619 --> 01:24:02,109
she said, no, no, no, I'm tough.
1353
01:24:02,120 --> 01:24:04,281
I can take it. I'll go.
1354
01:24:04,289 --> 01:24:05,289
So she went,
1355
01:24:06,625 --> 01:24:07,831
she would say,
1356
01:24:07,834 --> 01:24:12,123
sometimes I even feel
whether it's doing any good.
1357
01:24:12,130 --> 01:24:15,122
I would tell her the same
thing as a photo journalist.
1358
01:24:15,133 --> 01:24:18,125
Sometimes I wonder if
anything is happening
1359
01:24:18,136 --> 01:24:20,001
from my photographs.
1360
01:24:22,099 --> 01:24:26,342
But then each time she went
and did a promotional thing,
1361
01:24:26,353 --> 01:24:30,471
unicef always said they got
more than a million dollars
1362
01:24:30,482 --> 01:24:32,188
because of her appearance
1363
01:24:32,192 --> 01:24:35,309
in any of the talk shows or TV shows.
1364
01:24:35,320 --> 01:24:38,107
So that's what made her happy.
1365
01:24:38,991 --> 01:24:42,825
She joined unicef and five years later,
1366
01:24:42,828 --> 01:24:45,240
unicef had doubled in size.
1367
01:24:45,247 --> 01:24:48,614
And I don't think this had
happened before since the war.
1368
01:24:52,004 --> 01:24:55,542
Dignity and love is what
we always talked about,
1369
01:24:57,134 --> 01:25:00,126
I think she struggled to find love.
1370
01:25:00,137 --> 01:25:03,345
And I think that's probably the reason why
1371
01:25:03,348 --> 01:25:06,090
she is so emphasizes on love.
1372
01:25:07,561 --> 01:25:10,018
With all the sufferings
that she went through.
1373
01:25:10,856 --> 01:25:15,850
She missed a part of that
kind of love that she expected
1374
01:25:16,278 --> 01:25:17,518
and she wanted.
1375
01:25:17,529 --> 01:25:20,191
And that's why I think
she wants to share that
1376
01:25:20,198 --> 01:25:21,358
with the children.
1377
01:25:22,618 --> 01:25:25,030
She would always say, I love you.
1378
01:25:25,037 --> 01:25:26,948
And she will never hold back.
1379
01:25:27,998 --> 01:25:32,367
She was so compassionate about
children who are suffering.
1380
01:25:34,212 --> 01:25:37,830
She truly loved humanity.
1381
01:25:39,551 --> 01:25:43,009
Humanitarian means human welfare
1382
01:25:43,013 --> 01:25:44,594
and responding to human suffering.
1383
01:25:44,598 --> 01:25:47,260
That's finally what politics should be.
1384
01:25:49,895 --> 01:25:52,386
I think perhaps with time,
1385
01:25:52,397 --> 01:25:55,013
instead of there being a politicalization
1386
01:25:55,025 --> 01:26:00,019
of humanitarian aid, there'll
be a humanization of politics.
1387
01:26:00,072 --> 01:26:02,484
I dreamed the day that
it would be all one.
1388
01:26:07,412 --> 01:26:09,903
We cannot afford to give up.
1389
01:26:10,874 --> 01:26:12,614
We have the resources we have the time
1390
01:26:12,626 --> 01:26:14,332
and we must have the love
1391
01:26:14,336 --> 01:26:17,373
to take care of these
millions of children.
1392
01:27:01,883 --> 01:27:05,171
Well, I understood that
something was going on
1393
01:27:05,178 --> 01:27:07,260
one week in particular
1394
01:27:07,264 --> 01:27:10,131
because Audrey had a walk in the garden
1395
01:27:11,059 --> 01:27:14,142
and my father was working in the garden
1396
01:27:14,146 --> 01:27:18,105
and he ask Audrey when are
you going to come again
1397
01:27:18,108 --> 01:27:19,108
to help me?
1398
01:27:20,318 --> 01:27:21,899
And she said I will help you,
1399
01:27:21,903 --> 01:27:24,485
but never as I helped you before.
1400
01:27:24,489 --> 01:27:26,275
I will help you but differently.
1401
01:27:27,159 --> 01:27:29,992
When we were in Somalia together,
1402
01:27:29,995 --> 01:27:34,989
we were taking pills for
malaria and they make me sick.
1403
01:27:35,250 --> 01:27:36,956
So I said to Audrey,
1404
01:27:36,960 --> 01:27:41,499
I think I going to give up
this laurium because I'm sick.
1405
01:27:41,506 --> 01:27:44,043
And she said, I'm thinking myself,
1406
01:27:44,050 --> 01:27:46,416
I have a lot of pain in my stomach.
1407
01:27:46,428 --> 01:27:50,012
And I think it is the pill of malaria.
1408
01:27:50,015 --> 01:27:51,175
I give up also.
1409
01:27:52,184 --> 01:27:54,220
But it was not the malaria pills
1410
01:27:54,227 --> 01:27:57,185
that they gave her all this
pain in the stomach there.
1411
01:27:59,232 --> 01:28:02,099
She definitely
knew something was wrong
1412
01:28:02,110 --> 01:28:03,691
and she never talked about it.
1413
01:28:05,030 --> 01:28:07,362
And she kept it to herself.
1414
01:28:08,450 --> 01:28:09,690
For unicef,
1415
01:28:09,701 --> 01:28:12,864
I went to Sarajevo to cover a mission
1416
01:28:12,871 --> 01:28:14,577
on this city was sieged.
1417
01:28:14,581 --> 01:28:19,621
And I was there two months
without no contact with anybody
1418
01:28:20,420 --> 01:28:22,285
because we are in the siege.
1419
01:28:22,297 --> 01:28:26,916
And after two months, I got
hold of a telephone line.
1420
01:28:26,927 --> 01:28:31,045
So I call her house and,
and Giovanna answered.
1421
01:28:31,056 --> 01:28:33,388
And I say, Giovanna give me madam.
1422
01:28:33,391 --> 01:28:38,055
And Giovanna say, Mara senora is not here.
1423
01:28:39,314 --> 01:28:42,977
You don't know is all
over on all the press,
1424
01:28:42,984 --> 01:28:45,225
she's very sick as she is in Los Angeles.
1425
01:28:45,237 --> 01:28:47,444
I said no. I no idea.
1426
01:28:48,406 --> 01:28:52,194
Giovanna kept crying. And I was frozen.
1427
01:28:53,286 --> 01:28:58,076
So I called Robert and
he says, she has a cancer
1428
01:28:58,083 --> 01:29:01,291
and say, she's on chemo.
She said, no, no chemo.
1429
01:29:01,294 --> 01:29:03,080
So when you say no chemo,
1430
01:29:03,088 --> 01:29:06,455
I knew the situation was really bad.
1431
01:29:07,968 --> 01:29:11,131
My mother was invited to
fly with her to Switzerland
1432
01:29:11,137 --> 01:29:12,673
if she chose to.
1433
01:29:12,681 --> 01:29:15,593
But my mother said no, I'll
say goodbye to you here.
1434
01:29:16,935 --> 01:29:19,426
I want to see you leaving
with a smile on your face.
1435
01:29:20,897 --> 01:29:22,433
Between the two of them.
1436
01:29:22,440 --> 01:29:23,680
She knew it was a...
1437
01:29:25,944 --> 01:29:27,935
They would not be seeing each other again.
1438
01:29:29,072 --> 01:29:31,984
Nobody thought it was something so bad
1439
01:29:31,992 --> 01:29:33,607
and so fast.
1440
01:29:34,870 --> 01:29:37,111
She was very peaceful.
1441
01:29:37,122 --> 01:29:40,410
And usually you are afraid,
1442
01:29:40,417 --> 01:29:41,452
but she wasn't.
1443
01:29:42,377 --> 01:29:43,958
She was very sick.
1444
01:29:43,962 --> 01:29:45,873
And she asked me how I felt.
1445
01:29:47,090 --> 01:29:49,251
She had something in her heart.
1446
01:29:49,259 --> 01:29:52,046
Otherwise you don't react like this
1447
01:29:52,053 --> 01:29:54,465
in the last moments of your life.
1448
01:29:55,849 --> 01:29:57,180
She was in her bedroom
1449
01:29:58,351 --> 01:30:00,467
and we were all standing around her.
1450
01:30:02,355 --> 01:30:03,561
I gave her last kiss.
1451
01:30:05,400 --> 01:30:08,312
And this was the last time I saw her, yes.
1452
01:30:34,179 --> 01:30:39,173
My mother died January
20th, 1993 at 8:00 pm.
1453
01:30:46,608 --> 01:30:49,395
On how to take care of the pain medication
1454
01:30:49,402 --> 01:30:51,438
and change her dressings.
1455
01:30:53,448 --> 01:30:55,279
I would sit in the wicker chair
1456
01:30:55,283 --> 01:30:58,867
next to her bed in the
last few weeks of her life.
1457
01:31:00,455 --> 01:31:03,242
And I would sit there
and sort of doze off.
1458
01:31:03,249 --> 01:31:05,535
And then she'd wake up in
the middle of the night.
1459
01:31:06,544 --> 01:31:09,957
And we talked about those
things that mattered to her.
1460
01:31:11,591 --> 01:31:16,426
I think she always felt
throughout her life that
1461
01:31:16,429 --> 01:31:18,010
she had shortcomings.
1462
01:31:19,057 --> 01:31:21,594
She felt that the mistake is to sit there
1463
01:31:21,601 --> 01:31:25,389
and forever hold a grudge
one way or the other.
1464
01:31:26,898 --> 01:31:29,389
She had to make peace with life
1465
01:31:29,401 --> 01:31:31,062
because she didn't have a choice.
1466
01:31:32,487 --> 01:31:36,071
She often said that it was a
fortune not to have a choice
1467
01:31:36,074 --> 01:31:38,156
to have to move forward.
1468
01:31:40,453 --> 01:31:42,569
As a child, I was taught,
1469
01:31:42,580 --> 01:31:46,289
it was bad manners to draw
attention to yourself,
1470
01:31:46,292 --> 01:31:49,830
and never ever to make
a spectacle of yourself.
1471
01:31:50,922 --> 01:31:53,959
I then went on to make
a rather nice living
1472
01:31:53,967 --> 01:31:54,967
doing just that.
1473
01:31:57,345 --> 01:31:59,927
Audrey hepburn was most
certainly revolutionary.
1474
01:32:00,932 --> 01:32:03,048
The legacy of artistry.
1475
01:32:03,059 --> 01:32:05,220
The legacy of joy,
1476
01:32:07,063 --> 01:32:09,224
she came from so much intensity.
1477
01:32:10,942 --> 01:32:14,935
She definitely stood
for something timeless
1478
01:32:14,946 --> 01:32:16,607
that I don't think will ever get old.
1479
01:32:18,616 --> 01:32:20,982
And even today, I think
she's still inspiring.
1480
01:32:20,994 --> 01:32:22,530
She's an utter icon.
1481
01:32:25,457 --> 01:32:28,039
She's everywhere all the time.
1482
01:32:28,043 --> 01:32:32,082
And so in a way, part
of her is still here.
1483
01:32:34,632 --> 01:32:35,963
Her legacy is still here.
1484
01:32:40,972 --> 01:32:44,430
She most certainly took trauma
and transmuted it into love.
1485
01:32:50,982 --> 01:32:53,098
A lot of people don't receive love
1486
01:32:53,109 --> 01:32:54,599
and they grow into being,
1487
01:32:54,611 --> 01:32:56,442
really unhappy and spiteful.
1488
01:32:59,240 --> 01:33:02,528
But I think she was so
much better at loving
1489
01:33:02,535 --> 01:33:04,617
because of it now and loving those people
1490
01:33:04,621 --> 01:33:05,861
who really need it.
1491
01:33:09,375 --> 01:33:11,331
The love she did not get,
1492
01:33:11,336 --> 01:33:16,046
she transformed into a greater
sense of giving and of love.
1493
01:33:16,049 --> 01:33:20,338
And this is, I guess, why
is she so loved to this day.
1494
01:33:25,141 --> 01:33:28,929
She's gone through difficult moments,
1495
01:33:28,937 --> 01:33:32,805
but her humanity and her way
1496
01:33:32,816 --> 01:33:36,980
of being grateful to her life.
1497
01:33:38,154 --> 01:33:41,863
She wanted to share that with others
1498
01:33:43,618 --> 01:33:45,028
and she found the way.
1499
01:33:51,876 --> 01:33:56,870
She said at one point
that the 1992 Christmas
1500
01:33:58,550 --> 01:34:01,417
was the best Christmas she ever had
1501
01:34:02,470 --> 01:34:07,464
because she said that she
was sure that we loved her.
1502
01:34:12,230 --> 01:34:15,097
She was a person who was able to love.
1503
01:34:16,985 --> 01:34:18,270
She loved very much Robert
1504
01:34:19,404 --> 01:34:21,565
and she loved her children of course.
1505
01:34:23,241 --> 01:34:25,027
And by the end of her life,
1506
01:34:26,619 --> 01:34:28,109
she loved herself.
1507
01:34:41,885 --> 01:34:46,879
At the end of her life, she
described people in the room.
1508
01:34:48,933 --> 01:34:50,594
That these were the
people on the other side
1509
01:34:50,602 --> 01:34:52,388
that were gonna take her from here.
1510
01:34:54,355 --> 01:34:55,390
She said you cannot see them
1511
01:34:55,398 --> 01:34:56,353
but they're sitting right there
1512
01:34:56,357 --> 01:34:57,597
and they're waiting for me.
1513
01:37:03,860 --> 01:37:05,020
Perhaps the most important thing
1514
01:37:05,028 --> 01:37:06,814
which I carried through life
1515
01:37:08,197 --> 01:37:10,438
is that whatever I've suffered
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has helped me make later on.
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And when I love, I love unconditionally.
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