All language subtitles for Highway to Heaven S04E17 We Have Forever – Part 1.eng

[opening theme music playing]

[upbeat music playing]

I tell you, Jonathan, I don't
know what's happening
to religion in this country.

We've got one guy saying,

"If you don't send me
a certain amount of
money by a certain time,

"God is going to take me."

And we've got another guy
who hired this high-priced
attorney

to try to get his ministry
back because they caught
him fooling around.

Boy, I bet you the
boss is fed up with it.

Well, power changes people,
Mark.

Religion and politics
are great places
to gain that power.

Yeah, wouldn't change me.

[chuckles]

I wouldn't be so sure of that.

Come on, Jonathan,
you know me
better than that.

If I had the power,
I'd use it to get people
to try to do the right thing.

Do what's right
according to whom?

Well, according to
what I know to be right.

Yeah, but who are you to tell
people what's good or bad,
or right or wrong?

I mean, what makes
one person so right?

You know what I mean?

[chuckles]

Yeah, I guess I do.

What's wrong?

Boss changing the assignment?

-Hmm?
-No.

I though I heard something.
Must have been my imagination.

[somber music playing]

[EKG beeping]

Jonathan.

Jonathan.

[woman] Jonathan.

Jonathan.

Mark, turn around.

Jonathan, I know you don't
trust my sense of direction,

but our assignment
is this way.

This doesn't have anything
to do with our assignment.

What's wrong? You all right?

It's my wife, Jane.
She's calling me.

What is it? What's wrong?

She's dying.

[EKG beeping]

[somber piano music playing]

Jane.

Jane.

Jonathan.

I...

I can't believe it's you.

[sighs]

How did you know?

I felt you calling.

Oh.

Where's Mandy?
The grandchildren?

They're trying to
get out of Boston.

There's a snowstorm.

[grunts]

I'm glad you're here.

[coughs]

I, I'm a little afraid.

I know.

But, there's no need.

There's nothing to fear.

You... always seemed so
sure of everything.

Are you sure...

there is...

something?

Ah, there's more
than something.

There is everything
and everyone.

And, Arthur?

[sighs]

Will I see my Arthur again?

Yes.

It's in your eyes.

You are sure.

Remember...

I told you, you reminded me
of him?

Oh, yes, I remember.

It's your eyes.

I feel so...

strange.

As if I'm...

drifting...

floating.

It's time.

Isn't it?

Yes.

I'm not afraid... anymore.

[somber music continues]

I love you, Jane Thompson.

[somber music continues]

[door opens]

She's gone.

I'm sorry.

I just wish my daughter
and the kids could have
gotten here in time.

Yeah.

How are you feeling?

I'm fine.

She's waiting for me now.

He'll be taking me back soon.

What do you...
you mean the boss?

Yeah.

He wouldn't keep me down here
now, not with Jane up there.

I'm going to be able to
hold her again, soon.

Yeah.

Um...

How soon do you think?

I don't know.

Sometime tonight for sure.

Oh, wow.

Hey.

Come on, we both knew it was
going to happen someday.

Right.

Just all of a sudden, you know.

Hey, it's our last night
together,

let's not stand here sobbing
under some streetlight.

You got it.
What do you
want to do?

I don't know.
What do you
want to do?

[chuckles]

We're starting to sound
like that old Ernest Borgnine
movie.

[chuckles] What do
you want to do, Marty?

I just want to
be with my friend.

All right.

[waves splashing]

We really had some times,
didn't we?

Yeah, we sure did.

Uh, what am I going to do now?

I got to tell you, man.

The years I spent
with you've been

the greatest years of my life.

You know, being around
people, helping them.

What am I going to do now?

What do you want to do?

[sighs] I don't know.

I guess just go on
helping people somehow.

Then, do it, Mark.

You don't have to be
an angel to help people.

Yeah.

[sighs]

It's a lot more fun
when you got the stuff.

[chuckles]

Is it time?

I don't know.

I need to be alone.

[somber music playing]

[waves splashing]

[Jonathan] No!

I won't! Damn it, I won't!

[thunderclap]

Jonathan, what is it?
What's wrong?

He said I can't go.

That I'm needed here.
I have an assignment.

Well, I won't.

You hear me? I won't!

[thunderclap]

Damn it, I won't!

[thunderclap]

Forty years!

I did my best for 40 years,
waiting for the day
that Jane...

And now he says I...

I can't go.

[somber music continues]

Well, no more.

No more!

Damn it, I'm through!

Jonathan! Jonathan!
Where are you going?

Wherever the hell I want, and
I'm going to do what I want.

Now, come on don't talk like
this, will you, Jonathan?

No!

Stay away from me, Mark.

You don't want to
be with me, anymore.

[somber music continues]

[man singing]

[indistinct chatter]

[horn tooting]

[siren wailing]

[Latin American music playing]

[glass shattering]

[thud]

[glass falling]

[yells]

[crash]

[yelling]

[shattering]

[siren wails]

[tires screeches]

[indistinct radio chatter]

[keys rattling]

Okay, on your feet.

You're out of here

How come?

Some friend of yours
made bail.

Come on, let's go.

[sighs]

[keys rattling]

[door creaks]

Hey, you have any
valuables to pick up?

Not a thing.

How'd you know
where to find me?

Well, I followed you downtown.

Then I lost you.

So, I drove around
for a while.

Then, I saw that
theater marquee.

Manager told me
what happened.

Hey, I was a cop, remember?

Yeah, yeah. I remember.

Your face. What happened
to you?

Guess I'm just not as
tough without the stuff.

Boss took it away
from you, huh?

Oh, yeah, sure.

He's mad 'cause I got angry,

'cause I told him
he was wrong.

Hey, come on, Jonathan.
Don't talk like that.

You're the one who told me:

What makes one person
so right?

Don't pay any attention
to what I told you.

He's the one who put all
those thoughts in my head.

But, no more.

-Jonathan, where are
you going?
-Who cares?

I care, Jonathan.
What's gonna happen to you?

Well, ask him.
He makes all the rules.

Jonathan, listen to me.

Just talk to him.

Talk to him.

Tell him you're sorry.

Oh no, Mark, I'm not sorry.

See, I'm just like a
lot of mortals now.

I don't have any love
inside me, I just have hate.

You can't blame God for this.

Why not? A lot of other people
do. Now I'm just like them.

Listen, Jonathan, let me
try to help you, all right?

[laughs] You want to help me?

What, are you going to
be the angel now, Mark?

No, Jonathan, I'm trying to
be your friend.

If you'll remember
something, pal,

you're the one who
taught me how to do that.

Yeah, I...

Yeah, well you want to be
my friend, you got any money
on you?

Without the stuff, I'm broke.

Yeah, I've got some money
on me. What do you need
it for?

You got to be kidding.
I'm a human, remember?

I'm full of pity
and I'm full of anger.

And, I'm going to get drunk.

[footsteps disappearing]

[sighs]

[jazz music playing]

[indistinct chatter
and laughing]

Hey, innkeeper!

Another double shot.

Hey, you sure you
don't' want one?

Well, have one of these.

Don't you think
you've had enough?

No.

No, no no no no.

You know, it's been 40 years
since I had a drink?

Well, that means it's been
40 years since you've had
a hangover.

[sighs]

You're just like us now, you
are going to have a doozie.

Yeah, well I can live with it.

Huh?

Whatever.

[laughing]

That's, that's a pretty
good one from a dead guy.

I can live with it, huh?

[chuckles]

There you go. $3.80.

Keep the change.

[sighs]

I told her she'd see
her Arthur again.

You understand?

I promised her
she'd be with me.

And, we'd be...

together.

[chuckles]

Thanks for a swell evening.

-Jonathan--
-No, no more talk.

-Will you listen to me?
-No more talk, Mark.

I don't want any more talk.

This is where we say goodbye.

Like many, many great...
partnerships,

this one is over.

And, you go on,
and you live your life,

and you be good,

and you be kind.

And, be caring and loving.

And you see where
the hell it gets you.

[somber music playing]

[waves splashing]

If you're waiting for me
to say I'm sorry,

you can forget it.

I won't until you
let me see my Jane.

Okay.

You want to be stubborn?
I'll be stubborn.

[waves splashing]

[slow music playing]

Jane.

Jane!

Jane!

Jane.

I'm sorry. I...

I thought you were
someone else.

[somber music playing]

[somber music continues]

[somber music continues]

[operatic music playing]

[operatic music continues]

[door opens]

Who are you?

My name's Jonathan.

What are you doing here?

I brought you here
from the beach.

The beach?

The ocean.

Get out of here.

Now, come on I made
you some hot tea.

Get out of here,
or I'll call the police.

All right, fine.
Call the police.

I'll tell them you tried
to kill yourself,

show them what's left
of your pills,

they'll give you a blood test
and you'll end up in
a county facility.

Or would you rather sleep
in your own bed tonight?

Hmm?

Okay, now sit up and drink
some of this hot tea.

You picked a lousy
night for a dip.

Come on.

Come on, that not a sip.
Drink some of the tea.

Come on.

I'm all right, now.

Please go.

No.

Now, people who are all right
don't walk into the ocean
at 3 o'clock in the morning

and stand on the bottom.

-Come on, take another sip.
-[sighs]

Okay.

Just lie down and
get some sleep.

I'm not sleepy.

You bet. Come on, lie down.

I don't know you.

You shouldn't be here.

That's right. You don't know
me, and I shouldn't be here.

But I am here.

So, go on, go to sleep.

I shouldn't...

I shouldn't be...

[operatic music playing]

[sighs wearily]

[upbeat music playing]
[birds chirruping]

[sighs] Whoa.

[sizzling]

Oh, great.

Pot?

[pans clanging]

Oh...

Okay. Here.

[sighs]

That's really bright.

Oh, nice!

[grunts]

[coughs]

It was a lot easier
when I had the stuff.

[dog barking]

[door opening]

Come on, breakfast is ready.

I'm not hungry.

Look, saving your life
was easy.

Making breakfast this morning
was a killer.

Come on.

Put that robe on and
get your buns out here.

Hey, come on, eat some
of your eggs.
They're good for you.

You don't have to
tell me to eat.
I'm not a child.

There. Are you happy now?

Delirious.

Look, It's getting late.

Don't you have a job
to get to?

No.

No, I just got fired.

With the same firm
for 40 years.

40 years?

You don't look old enough to
be with a company that long.

That's 'cause I ate
all my breakfast.

[chuckles]

Look, you want to
talk about last night?

No.

Okay.

I have been in love with a man
for a very long time, and...

And?

And we planned to
move out here,

spend the rest of our lives
together.

I came out ahead because he
had business to take care of.

And, that was the last time
I ever saw him.

No call. No letter.

Just gone.

Now, did you call him?

[sighs]

I tried.

His phone was disconnected.

Even our old friends
don't know where he is.

Six months.

I figure, after six months,
I can take a hint.

And, that was was the reason
for last night?

Well, I don't get it.
What were you trying
to accomplish?

What were you going to do,
kill yourself and then make
him feel guilty?

Don't flatter yourself.
I don't think it
would bother him.

How do you know?

Did he ever tell you
he loved you?

[sighs]

Of course he told me
he loved me.

Well then,
he's an insensitive jerk.

I mean, come, on some guy
tells you he loves you,

and then he pulls
something like this?

And, you think
he's going to feel guilty?

Forget it, he's going
to brag about it.

He's going to go to his
buddies, and say, "Hey,

"this poor dame. She was
so much in love with me
she killed herself."

He would not say that.

I'll bet you dollars
to donuts he would.

[sighs]

You know, you're
probably right.

Yeah.

Not exactly the kind of guy
you'd want to spend
the rest your life with.

Oh, I'm so angry!

Great! Nothing wrong
with being angry,

as long as you've got it
headed in the right direction.

Oh, I do.

I do now.

Oh, I wish you were here
for just one minute.

And, what would you do?
Tell him off?

Oh, would I ever.

Well, who cares if
he's here. Come on,
get it off your chest.

[sighs]

Go on!

Allen, you are a louse!

Do you hear me?

You are a louse!

[sighs]

Feel better?

A hundred percent.

No more silly midnight swims?

[sighs]

Not on your life.

Well, then that's it.
I'll get out of your hair.

Where are you going?

You just said you're okay.

Yeah, but I, um...

I haven't even thanked you.

Yes, you have.

When you said you're okay.

Take care of yourself.

[saxophone music playing]

[door closes]

[upbeat music playing]

Jonathan.

Hey, how are you doing?

I'll be done in a minute.

[door opening]

[man] Mark!

Mark Gordon, you...

Hey, Hank Kaz.
How you doing?

I'm doing fine.

Did you just get in town?

No, actually I've been
here for a few days.

And you didn't come
by the camp to see us?

Well I just didn't have
a chance, you know.

-[horn toots]
-Where's, uh,
where's your partner?

We split up.

Oh, I'm sorry to hear
about that, Mark.

Yeah, me too.

You still with the same firm?

No, actually, that
was Jonathan's job.

I was just, sort of,
his assistant, you know.

And when he quit...

Mark, if you're looking
for work, I've got a great
spot for you.

The blind school.

[sighs] Thanks, Kaz.

That's, that's really
nice of you, but--

It has nothing to do
with being nice, Mark.

You were great with
those kids. Great!

-[sighs]
-Come on, what do you say?

I just don't think I'd be good
around them right now,
you know?

[sighs] You're feeling
real down, aren't you?

Yeah, I am.

Well, Mark, if you need
someone to talk to,
you know where to find me.

Thanks, Kaz.

I'll be all right.

I'll be all right.
I just need some
time, that's all.

Just remember what I said,
if you need someone to
talk to, okay?

Thanks a lot.

I'll see you.

[engine spluttering]

[sighs]

[horn honks]

Where are you going?

Just walking.

You need a lift somewhere?

No, I'm... I'm not going
any place special.

Me neither. I'm just
taking a ride.

Well, nice day for it.

Yeah.

If you're not going
anywhere special,

why don't you join me?

You don't want me
tagging along.

You know, I felt bad
after you left.

I... I mean, I'm okay.

But I feel kind of lonely.

You know what I mean?

Yeah, I know what you mean.

[scoffs] Okay, what the heck.
I'll ride around for a while.

So, what did you do
before you got fired?

I didn't exactly get fired.

I had an argument
with the boss.

Can't win those.

Yeah.

What did you do?

I was called human resource
development.

Fancy name for working with
people, trying to help them.

You miss it?

No.

What about you?

[sighs] I worked for
a law firm, back East.

That's where I met the rat.

I haven't really looked
for anything out here.

I was planning on settling
down and raising children.

What do you do for money?

I have a trust fund.
I really don't have to work.

You probably should.

It's healthier for people
when they're accomplishing
something.

God, no!

[dramatic music playing]
[tires screeches]

Jennifer!

[tires screeching]

[horns blowing]

[tires screeching]

Jennifer!

Here listen.

Now look, no matter how you
feel, this isn't the way.

-Let go of me!
-No!

I'm not going to let you
kill yourself.

Oh, God! I'm not!

The dog!

-What dog?
-There!

[horn tooting]

Hey! Move it, will you?

Yeah, I'm, I'm sorry.

[dog whimpering]

That's why I yelled.

I saw her get hit.
The car didn't even stop.

Looks like it's either a leg
or a hip, I'm not sure.

She doesn't have
any tag on her.

We've got to get her to a vet.

There you go.

[dog whimpering]

I feel wonderful. [laughing]

Yeah, well you are wonderful.

I mean, come on, how many
people in this world would
have just driven right on by?

Well, just think.
If you hadn't been
there last night,

I might not be here today.

And if I wasn't that little
puppy might be not be here.

So, that makes you twice
as wonderful as me.

[both chuckle]

Yeah, well I...

I guess is both us wonderful
people better be going
our separate ways.

Well, where do you live?

I mean, at least
let me drop you off.

Oh, no. I'm...

I'm kind of in between
places right now.

Well, good luck.

Oh, good luck to you.

And, good luck with the pup.

Hm.

So long.

Jonathan?

Yeah?

Look, um...

[chuckles] I can't believe
I'm being this, uh...

[clearing throat]
I live alone,

and you don't seem to
have a place, right now.

And, I have a perfectly
good restroom.

-[both laugh]
-Guest room.

I like being with you.

Well, I like being with you.

Then, what do you say?

Are you sure?

Very sure.

Okay.

Okay.

[operatic music playing]

Okay.

[engine spluttering]

[Jonathan] You know,
I was thinking.

What, what if I made
a little card for
the pup's hindquarters?

I've seen it on TV.

[Jeniffer] That sounds great.

[Jonathan] And, you've got to
watch him all the time,

in case the cart falls over.

But, at least you
can get around.

[Jeniffer] Oh, let's try it.

[Jonathan] Okay.

[Jeniffer] I really
do feel wonderful.

[Jonathan] So do I.

[theme music playing]