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Bailey:
My mom used to tell me
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never to judge people
until you know their story.
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Yeah. I can do that.
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♪ Just talk to me now
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♪ I'll help
with those demons you carry ♪
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You might think you understand,
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but you don't.
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♪ I don't know if they go
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That's why, as a patient,
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it's important
to have an advocate.
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♪ But we'll be happy
someday, too ♪
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[ Cellphone rings ]
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Perfect timing.
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I just finished my last
tele-health patient.
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Oh, I just woke up.
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Aw. How'd you sleep?
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Would have slept better
if you were laying next to me.
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Someone to tell your story,
to be your voice...
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[ Speaks indistinctly ]
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...to say your name.
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Especially when you don't
have the voice yourself.
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♪ The great divide
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Her oxygen requirements
have come down this much?
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Ah. Cytokine storm's
leveling off, too.
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I mean, look at her CRP,
ferritin.
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That is great.
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Oh, I ordered
a repeat chest X-ray
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to see if the infiltrates
are decreasing, too.
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You talk to her?
She feel any better?
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Just long enough to tell her
that we got her into
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the drug trial.
But she's pretty exhausted.
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Well, it's probably
the side effects.
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And she can sleep all day
if these numbers keep improving.
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Keep me posted.
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♪ That you are not alone
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Jo? Good morning.
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It's time to get up.
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♪ Afloat
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♪ It's a brand-new day
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♪ The sun is out to play
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God, will you shut up?
I'm awake.
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Oh, okay.
Are you going to work?
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Yes.
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At the regular time or...?
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[ Sighs ]
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Everything okay?
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Oh, yeah,
everything's great.
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I barely
get to operate anymore,
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and when I do, they don't even
recover enough to go home.
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Oh, and how could I forget
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the refrigerator truck
full of dead bodies
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that I get to pass on the way
from the parking lot
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to the hospital?
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The only reason
I'm still in bed
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is that I am paralyzed
with excitement.
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♪♪
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So you're going?Why do you care?
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My bike has a flat tire,
and you're my ride.
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[ Sighs ]
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William: She said
the salad I made was too small.
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So I go back
and make her a bigger one.
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She says I must hate her
because it's too big.
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Bailey: Mm.I just can't win.
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No, she
appreciates you, Dad.
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It's not her.
It's the dementia.
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Knowing that
doesn't make it hurt any less.
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We're gonna
get through this.
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We? I only see you
on the phone.
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And you can't even bother
to hold the thing still.
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I have a hospital to run.
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And I didn't know
there'd be a pandemic.
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Ben's sister
gets to stay with you.
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To -- With the boys.
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Who I don't see either.
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Ben's staying at the station,
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and half the time, I'm too tired
to make it to my hotel.
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I promise Silver Villas is
more comfortable than my office.
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I just hate this.
I hate all of it.
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It's not fair.
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Well, COVID's
not big on fair.
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Listen, I have to go.
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I love you.
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Don't go outside, Dad, okay?
It's not safe.
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Tell your mom that. She's
the one always trying to leave.
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[ Sighs ][ Smooches ] I love you, too.
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[ Smooches ]
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Woman: [ Over P.A. ]
Dr. Wakeman to Neurology.
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Dr. Wakeman to Neurology.
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[ Sighs ]
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Richard:
Ah. Good morning, Avery.
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Jackson: Not really.
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You know how many trachs
I've had to do this week
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on long-term vent patients
'cause of COVID?
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No, but I have a feeling
you're gonna tell me.
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11, Richard.
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Gonna be 12
in about an hour,
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and this number's
gonna keep on going up,
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which is why I need you
to help me with this.
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Oh, when did your mother
go to San Francisco?
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What? No, no. That's a --
That's a fake video background
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for when she talks to Harriet.
That's not the point. Look.
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You want her
to change the background?
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I want you to get your wife
to wear a damn mask, okay?
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She's in a germ-collecting car
with her driver with no mask.
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She wears masks.
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On her chin, okay,
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or dangling from her ear
like a weird piece of jewelry.
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She is living with cancer.
She is immunocompromised.
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I got to get to surgery.
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Just get her to wear the stupid
mask correctly, please.
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Well, you know
what it's like
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to get your mother
to do something!
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Yeah, that's why
I'm calling for reinforcements.
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Reza: Val Ashton,
status post right hepatectomy
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with segments 5 through 8
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due to bleeding
from hepatic pregnancy.
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Her drains were pulled
two days ago,
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but this morning
she's tachy to 120,
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her BP has decreased,
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and transaminases and bili
are both trending upwards.
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Val:
She's kind, giving, successful,
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enjoys
a raunchy romance novel.
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Without shame.
[ Chuckles ]
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I need compliments,
too, guys.
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Jo: I'm glad that you're
in good spirits, Val,
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but, um, your labs
are concerning.
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I'm ordering a CT.
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I carried a baby
in my liver.
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Can't you make an exception for
moms and babies who defy odds?
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I-I'm sick of video chats.
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Luna's gonna think
her mom's a pixelated blob.
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Levi: Technically, that's what
you'd look like even in person.
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Babies can only see
about six inches in front --
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Jo:
Schmitt! Not the point.
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Val, I know that it's not
what you wanted to hear,
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but Luna's on a vent, and
moving her is very precarious.
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Plus, we -- we need to make sure
that you're taken care of
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before you meet her.
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For Luna's sake and for yours.
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Okay?
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♪♪
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[ Siren wailing ]
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Do we know if he's okay?
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Not sure. This is him.
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Koracick:
You're not listening --
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I have to be at home.
I don't want to miss it --
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Oh, my God.
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Paramedic: Okay,
we have a COVID-positive male,
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heart rate 123, BP 90 over 60.
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Pulse ox of 92 on 100%,
high flow.
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He's incoherent
and disoriented.
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Taryn: I just saw him
two days ago. He was fine.
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Is this a stroke?
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Could be. Or encephalitis
brought on by COVID.
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Koracick:
I have tickets to Opening Day,
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and David's dying
to catch a fly ball.
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Taryn: Who's David?His son.
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Let's get him
to a COVID room now.
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Hang on. He's seizing.
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Let's get him on his side.
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Ready? 1, 2, 3.[ Koracick gasping ]
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Teddy: No signs of head trauma,but, Helm, call up to CT,
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let them know we'll be upas soon as possible.
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Owen:
We'll do it. Helm, out.
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Taryn:
But I've already had COVID --
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Doesn't matter.
You're a resident,
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and he's positive.
Out. Now.
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Get off me. Stay back.
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Tom. Tom, it's me.
It's Teddy. Try to stay calm.
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I -- Don't --
Don't touch me.
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Tom?Take it easy. We're just trying
to take care of you.
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Push two of Ativan.No, I don't -- I don't know you.
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I don't know you!He's post-ictal.
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No, I don't -- I don't know you.Just wait a minute,
and the meds will kick in.
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[ Grunting softly ]
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[ Sighs ]
Teddy, I got this, okay?
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Please, call up to CT.
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♪♪
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Okay.
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Val: Hey, Angel.
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I'd be there with you,
but the mean doctors say no.
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Can you say "mean"?
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Can you hold the phone closeenough for me to smell her head?
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Reza: How about I bring you
one of her blankets?
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Ah! I will literally
marry you.
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Jo: Val.
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Crap.
That is your bad-news face.
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Your CT showed
that you have an abscess
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that's eroding into an artery
in your liver,
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causing what's called
a pseudoaneurysm.
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Okay.
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Levi: It's a weakeningof the blood vessel,
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which is causing it
to leak.
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We need to take you to surgery
right away to repair it.
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I am so sorry
that it's not better news.
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[ Cellphone clatters ]
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Leave.
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[ Monitor beeping ]
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Val: Eight years.
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I've wanted to be a mom
for eight years.
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I've known my baby's name.
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I've known the color
I would paint the nursery.
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I've known the made-up lullaby
I would sing at night.
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And now that I finally
have the chance...
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being a mom
is just some weird TV show
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I'm watching on my phone,
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and I don't know
if it will ever be real.
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[ Crying ]
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Please make it real.
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♪♪
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Maggie:
Have you heard about Koracick?
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Bailey: Yes. He's gettingthe world's best care,
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and I'm tryingnot to think about it.
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So, can you wait that longfor the converted rooms?
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Is sooner an option?
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See, even with the lockdown,
we are getting slammed.
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We got six cases today from
assisted-living facilities,
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three from the same one.Woman: I'll go check.
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Oh, which one?Silver Villas in Ballard.
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COVID spreads through
those places like wildfire.
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Where are you going?!
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Uh, that's where
my parents are.
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Man: Next.
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A rescue mission?
Bailey: Yes.
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Just stop what you're doing
and get to Silver Villas.
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To grab your mom and dad?
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I've been trying
to call the front office,
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but they're not answering.
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Well, where do you want me
to take them?
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Uh, to my hotel.
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Y-- Uh, I don't care.
Just get them out.
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Yeah, I'm on it.
I love you.
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[ Click, siren wailing ]
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♪♪
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Jo: Okay, lap pads --Reza: Here you go.
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Levi: Khan was an attending
in Pakistan.
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We could probably
be assisting him.
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Not gonna happen.
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No, I know. I just --
making a point.
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Suction.
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You were a vascular
surgeon, right?
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Reza: Yes, Dr. Schmitt,
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one of the first to be certified
in my country.
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Why would you leave?
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Okay, Kelly clamp.
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Uh, it wasn't exactly
a choice.
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I love my home, it shaped me.
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Still nice not to worry
about religious persecution
251
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or bombings.
252
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So I just started over.Clamp.
253
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Just?
It's a five-year residency.
254
00:09:14,858 --> 00:09:16,860
If I finished this
and had to start over --
255
00:09:16,904 --> 00:09:18,949
Ugh. Pass.
Can you imagine?
256
00:09:18,993 --> 00:09:20,603
Can you imagine payingmore attention to the field
257
00:09:20,647 --> 00:09:22,213
so the patient doesn't die?
258
00:09:22,257 --> 00:09:24,346
Damn it.
Her tissue's so friable
259
00:09:24,389 --> 00:09:26,348
it's just disintegrating
into my hands.
260
00:09:26,391 --> 00:09:27,915
We got to get control of --I know what we need to do!
261
00:09:27,958 --> 00:09:30,439
Everyone shift. We're doing
a modified pringle maneuver.
262
00:09:30,482 --> 00:09:31,658
Clamp.
263
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♪♪
264
00:09:36,663 --> 00:09:38,012
Maggie: Okay, thank you.
265
00:09:38,055 --> 00:09:40,536
Hey. Your phone has been ringinglike crazy.
266
00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:41,668
Oh.
267
00:09:44,496 --> 00:09:47,238
Oh, wow. Okay.[ Cellphone chiming ]
268
00:09:47,282 --> 00:09:48,631
Uh, okay.
Let's just, uh...
269
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[ Line ringing ]
270
00:09:50,111 --> 00:09:51,765
Ben: I tried to call you.Ben, how did it --
271
00:09:51,808 --> 00:09:53,723
I picked up your mom,and she's sick.Wait, slow down. I ca--
272
00:09:53,767 --> 00:09:55,986
We're at the hospital.Now?!
273
00:09:56,030 --> 00:09:58,162
Ben: Right now.
274
00:09:58,206 --> 00:09:59,816
Mom!
275
00:09:59,860 --> 00:10:02,079
[ Labored breathing ]
276
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♪♪
277
00:10:04,995 --> 00:10:06,431
Mom?
278
00:10:06,475 --> 00:10:07,868
Hey, it's me.
279
00:10:07,911 --> 00:10:09,521
I'm here.
280
00:10:15,615 --> 00:10:17,617
William?Maggie: Alright, okay.
281
00:10:17,660 --> 00:10:18,530
[ Gasping ] Where --
Where -- Where's William?
282
00:10:18,574 --> 00:10:20,271
Mom, you're in
the hospital.
283
00:10:20,315 --> 00:10:21,359
We're gonna
take care of you.
284
00:10:21,403 --> 00:10:22,926
He's gonna
be here soon, right?
285
00:10:22,970 --> 00:10:25,407
Okay.Yes, yes. He's coming soon.
286
00:10:25,450 --> 00:10:27,539
Okay?
Just lay back and relax.
287
00:10:27,583 --> 00:10:30,368
I can't wear this.
I got to get my clothes.
288
00:10:30,412 --> 00:10:31,500
Where my clothes?
289
00:10:31,543 --> 00:10:33,589
Okay.
She seems really agitated.
290
00:10:33,633 --> 00:10:34,764
Are there any meds
we can give her to calm her?
291
00:10:34,808 --> 00:10:36,548
I can order some meds?
292
00:10:36,592 --> 00:10:38,289
[ Grunts ]
293
00:10:38,333 --> 00:10:43,033
♪ I got sunshine
294
00:10:43,077 --> 00:10:47,777
♪ On a cloudy day
295
00:10:47,821 --> 00:10:52,739
♪ When it's cold outside ♪ Cold outside
296
00:10:52,782 --> 00:10:55,263
♪ I got the month of May ♪ I got the month of May
297
00:10:55,306 --> 00:10:57,700
Yeah.
298
00:10:57,744 --> 00:11:03,967
♪ I guess you'd say ♪ I guess you'd say
299
00:11:04,011 --> 00:11:10,191
♪ What can make me
feel this way? ♪♪ What can make me feel...way?
300
00:11:10,234 --> 00:11:13,760
♪ My girl ♪ My girl
301
00:11:13,803 --> 00:11:14,978
♪ My girl
302
00:11:15,022 --> 00:11:17,285
[ Chuckles ]
♪ Talking 'bout
303
00:11:17,328 --> 00:11:21,376
♪ My girl ♪ My girl
304
00:11:21,419 --> 00:11:24,118
♪ My girl ♪ My girl
305
00:11:24,161 --> 00:11:25,859
[ Monitor beeping ]
306
00:11:27,730 --> 00:11:29,123
What do you see, Shepherd?
307
00:11:29,166 --> 00:11:30,951
Uh, I see a lesion
on his thalamus,
308
00:11:30,994 --> 00:11:33,083
but it's small,
so that's something.
309
00:11:33,127 --> 00:11:35,216
Have you been able to talk
to him since the seizure?
310
00:11:35,259 --> 00:11:37,131
He was post-ictal,
and they gave him lorazepam,
311
00:11:37,174 --> 00:11:38,828
so he wasn't really coherent.
312
00:11:38,872 --> 00:11:41,657
Okay. I'm coming in.
313
00:11:41,701 --> 00:11:43,964
Are -- Are you sure? I mean, do
you want me to call Dr. Mehta?
314
00:11:44,007 --> 00:11:45,705
It's Tom. I'm coming.
315
00:11:45,748 --> 00:11:47,881
Thank you.
316
00:11:47,924 --> 00:11:51,058
Uh, Ellis decided she didn't
want her mac and cheese
317
00:11:51,101 --> 00:11:53,713
after begging me to make it,
so if you're hungry --
318
00:11:55,105 --> 00:11:56,803
What's going on?[ Sighs ]
319
00:11:56,846 --> 00:11:59,544
It looks like Tom is having some
neuro complications from COVID.
320
00:11:59,588 --> 00:12:02,286
I thought he was asymptomatic.Yeah, so did I.
321
00:12:02,330 --> 00:12:04,854
I just pumped, so there is milk
in the fridge for Scout.
322
00:12:04,898 --> 00:12:06,421
Uh, Bailey and Ellis
need a nap.
323
00:12:06,464 --> 00:12:09,293
Make sure you check in with Zola
about her homework.
324
00:12:09,337 --> 00:12:12,470
If Scout starts to fuss,
just try the yoga ball.
325
00:12:12,514 --> 00:12:14,081
What am I forgetting?
326
00:12:14,124 --> 00:12:15,517
To breathe.[ Sighs ]
327
00:12:15,560 --> 00:12:16,953
We'll be fine here, okay?
328
00:12:16,997 --> 00:12:18,912
Go. Save your friend.
329
00:12:18,955 --> 00:12:20,783
[ Sighs ]
330
00:12:20,827 --> 00:12:22,567
He was my teacher.
331
00:12:22,611 --> 00:12:23,743
And he saved my brain.
332
00:12:23,786 --> 00:12:26,093
And, uh, he was my first sex
after Owen,
333
00:12:26,136 --> 00:12:27,921
which shouldn't matter,
but it kind of saved me, too,
334
00:12:27,964 --> 00:12:31,054
so I don't want him to die.
335
00:12:31,098 --> 00:12:35,102
And I don't want to leave Scout,
and I'm scared of the pandemic.
336
00:12:35,145 --> 00:12:37,017
You had sex with Koracick?
337
00:12:37,060 --> 00:12:38,105
What?
338
00:12:41,978 --> 00:12:43,763
[ Door opens ]
339
00:12:43,806 --> 00:12:45,765
[ Door closes ]
340
00:12:45,808 --> 00:12:48,419
Jackson: Hey. Oh, um,
Mr. Anderson's trach in 4722
341
00:12:48,463 --> 00:12:49,986
needs to be suctioned, please.I'm on it.
342
00:12:50,030 --> 00:12:52,032
Hey, got your page.
Did you hear anything from Mom?
343
00:12:52,075 --> 00:12:54,077
She's just texting me back
hearts and "Love you, baby"s
344
00:12:54,121 --> 00:12:55,644
like that's gonna
shut me up.
345
00:12:55,687 --> 00:12:57,559
No, I haven't had the time.Richard, this is not something
346
00:12:57,602 --> 00:12:59,561
that can wait till your schedule
frees up, right?
347
00:12:59,604 --> 00:13:01,476
It's my mom. She's gonna give me
a damn rage stroke.
348
00:13:01,519 --> 00:13:04,827
Bailey's mother was just
admitted, COVID-positive.
349
00:13:04,871 --> 00:13:06,611
It's bad.
350
00:13:06,655 --> 00:13:08,352
Look, can you fill in for her
at the board meeting today,
351
00:13:08,396 --> 00:13:10,572
take a few of her patients?
352
00:13:10,615 --> 00:13:12,487
We'll all pitch in.
353
00:13:12,530 --> 00:13:14,663
Yeah, of course.
Whatever she needs.
354
00:13:14,706 --> 00:13:18,058
♪♪
355
00:13:18,101 --> 00:13:21,365
Jo: We took a lot more of
her liver than I was hoping to.
356
00:13:21,409 --> 00:13:22,453
Keep an eye
on her liver panel.
357
00:13:22,497 --> 00:13:24,107
The next few hours
will be crucial.
358
00:13:24,151 --> 00:13:25,369
Levi: You think
she'll need a transplant?
359
00:13:25,413 --> 00:13:27,894
Knowing her luck, probably.
360
00:13:27,937 --> 00:13:31,375
But if she needs it,
we can try liver dialysis first.
361
00:13:31,419 --> 00:13:34,204
Khan, finish the op notes.
Keep an eye on her.
362
00:13:34,248 --> 00:13:35,684
Dr. Wilson, thank you
363
00:13:35,727 --> 00:13:37,033
for allowing me
to observe your process.
364
00:13:37,077 --> 00:13:38,730
That was amazing.
365
00:13:38,774 --> 00:13:40,515
She could still
need a transplant.
366
00:13:40,558 --> 00:13:42,996
Yes, I understand, but
you resected most of her liver,
367
00:13:43,039 --> 00:13:44,432
and she's still alive.
368
00:13:44,475 --> 00:13:45,955
I mean, do you know
how rare that is?
369
00:13:45,999 --> 00:13:49,176
That -- That's unheard of
in so many parts of the world.
370
00:13:49,219 --> 00:13:53,267
I know. Op notes.
I'm going.
371
00:13:53,310 --> 00:13:55,225
[ Sighs ]
Was I really amazing,
372
00:13:55,269 --> 00:13:57,967
or is he just
some weird happy person?
373
00:13:58,011 --> 00:14:01,492
If you impressed him,
I think amazing's a safe bet.
374
00:14:03,625 --> 00:14:07,237
Glad you got
to operate again.
375
00:14:07,281 --> 00:14:08,282
[ Door opens ]
376
00:14:08,325 --> 00:14:11,024
[ Sighs ]
377
00:14:11,067 --> 00:14:13,243
Bailey:
Her ferritin is 2087.
378
00:14:13,287 --> 00:14:15,593
600 is severe in COVID.
379
00:14:15,637 --> 00:14:18,858
Her CRP is 87.
380
00:14:18,901 --> 00:14:20,555
Creatinine's 2.3.
381
00:14:20,598 --> 00:14:23,427
W-What about
her oxygen requirements?
382
00:14:23,471 --> 00:14:25,081
♪ Caught swimming
in your new sundress ♪
383
00:14:25,125 --> 00:14:27,301
[ Sighs ]
She's at 100% F-I-O2.
384
00:14:27,344 --> 00:14:29,520
40 liters.
385
00:14:29,564 --> 00:14:31,609
She went into A-fib
an hour ago.
386
00:14:31,653 --> 00:14:35,178
We pushed dig,
but so far, no response.
387
00:14:35,222 --> 00:14:36,788
♪ Keep living
like the sun don't set ♪
388
00:14:36,832 --> 00:14:39,052
Her systolic was in the 80s,
but we pushed a fluid bolus
389
00:14:39,095 --> 00:14:41,358
and got it back up
into the 90s.
390
00:14:41,402 --> 00:14:46,146
So she's starting to have
multi-system organ failure
391
00:14:46,189 --> 00:14:48,757
in addition
to her cytokine storm.
392
00:14:48,800 --> 00:14:50,890
I'm sorry, Bailey.
393
00:14:50,933 --> 00:14:53,153
♪♪
394
00:14:53,196 --> 00:14:54,589
There is still
more we can do.
395
00:14:54,632 --> 00:14:57,418
We can take her to the ICU,
intubate --
396
00:14:57,461 --> 00:14:59,855
She didn't want
to be on machines.
397
00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:03,467
Or be kept alive
with medication.
398
00:15:03,511 --> 00:15:08,820
♪♪
399
00:15:08,864 --> 00:15:11,693
I got to call my dad.
Um...
400
00:15:11,736 --> 00:15:13,695
♪♪
401
00:15:13,738 --> 00:15:17,177
I'm here if you need me.
402
00:15:17,220 --> 00:15:19,744
H-How --
How do I tell my dad
403
00:15:19,788 --> 00:15:24,097
that the love of his life
404
00:15:24,140 --> 00:15:26,751
won't make it
through the night?
405
00:15:26,795 --> 00:15:31,321
♪♪
406
00:15:37,893 --> 00:15:39,242
[ Telephone rings in distance ]
407
00:15:42,332 --> 00:15:44,552
Amelia: Neuro exam's intact.
No deficits.
408
00:15:44,595 --> 00:15:46,075
He asked for his son.
409
00:15:46,119 --> 00:15:50,340
I think the seizure and delirium
are secondary to hypoxemia
410
00:15:50,384 --> 00:15:53,735
and inflammation from COVID --
possible early sepsis.
411
00:15:53,778 --> 00:15:54,910
Let's just watch him
412
00:15:54,954 --> 00:15:56,694
and, uh, see how he responds
to treatment.
413
00:15:56,738 --> 00:15:58,914
Okay.Oh, hey, Shepherd.
Didn't realize you were back.
414
00:15:58,958 --> 00:16:00,872
Welcome to...hell.
415
00:16:00,916 --> 00:16:02,744
Just consulting
on Koracick.
416
00:16:02,787 --> 00:16:04,528
Oh, right, 'cause he needs
somebody to cover his service.
417
00:16:04,572 --> 00:16:06,791
Onhim,
not -- uh, not forhim.
418
00:16:06,835 --> 00:16:08,837
Sats dropped,
he's got a fever of 103,
419
00:16:08,880 --> 00:16:10,795
and he seized
when they brought him in.
420
00:16:10,839 --> 00:16:13,494
[ Sighs ]
Well, I hate everything.
421
00:16:13,537 --> 00:16:16,627
Woman: [ Over P.A. ] Dr. Cade to
the ICU. Emma Cade to the ICU.
422
00:16:16,671 --> 00:16:18,107
I was wondering
if you get used to this,
423
00:16:18,151 --> 00:16:20,544
but I'm guessing
that's my answer.
424
00:16:20,588 --> 00:16:21,850
How's the baby?
425
00:16:21,893 --> 00:16:24,418
Uh, yeah, uh, well,
he won't let me sleep,
426
00:16:24,461 --> 00:16:27,160
but other than that, um, yeah,
I can't wait to get back to him.
427
00:16:27,203 --> 00:16:29,118
Leo and Allison
are with Owen's mom.
428
00:16:29,162 --> 00:16:30,598
I'm just --
I miss them like crazy,
429
00:16:30,641 --> 00:16:33,079
but with both parents
treating COVID patients,
430
00:16:33,122 --> 00:16:35,081
it just --
it doesn't seem safe.
431
00:16:35,124 --> 00:16:36,821
Uh-huh.
432
00:16:36,865 --> 00:16:40,173
So, um, guess you heard
what happened.
433
00:16:40,216 --> 00:16:42,871
Yeah.
And I have feelings.
434
00:16:42,914 --> 00:16:44,612
But I've also done
435
00:16:44,655 --> 00:16:47,049
more hurtful and complicated
things in my life
436
00:16:47,093 --> 00:16:49,791
than anyone I've met
outside an NA meeting, so --
437
00:16:49,834 --> 00:16:51,793
some of them to Owen.
438
00:16:51,836 --> 00:16:53,360
Owen won't say a word to me
439
00:16:53,403 --> 00:16:54,361
that doesn't have to do
with the kids,
440
00:16:54,404 --> 00:16:57,364
and everyone
is ignoring me
441
00:16:57,407 --> 00:17:00,280
or treating me like
I'm wearing a scarlet letter.
442
00:17:00,323 --> 00:17:02,543
What about Tom?
443
00:17:02,586 --> 00:17:05,328
He's hurt, too.
444
00:17:05,372 --> 00:17:08,375
Well, um,
I'll keep checking on him.
445
00:17:08,418 --> 00:17:11,856
And, uh, thank you
for getting Mer into the trial.
446
00:17:11,900 --> 00:17:13,119
Oh, yeah, uh, of course.
447
00:17:13,162 --> 00:17:15,730
[ Sighs ]
448
00:17:15,773 --> 00:17:18,298
[ Monitor beeping ]
449
00:17:18,341 --> 00:17:20,909
Hi, Grey.
450
00:17:20,952 --> 00:17:22,911
It's me.
451
00:17:22,954 --> 00:17:25,174
I'm gonna say it.
452
00:17:25,218 --> 00:17:26,741
I miss you.
453
00:17:32,355 --> 00:17:34,096
[ Sighs ]
454
00:17:36,229 --> 00:17:40,624
When I was a kid,
I had big thoughts.
455
00:17:40,668 --> 00:17:42,844
Big feelings.
456
00:17:42,887 --> 00:17:45,673
And I never knew
where to put them.
457
00:17:45,716 --> 00:17:50,808
Physically, they ran through
my body like a high-speed train.
458
00:17:50,852 --> 00:17:53,681
And anytime
I felt the train coming,
459
00:17:53,724 --> 00:17:56,988
my mom could see it.
460
00:17:57,032 --> 00:17:59,904
So she took me around the corner
to the park
461
00:17:59,948 --> 00:18:04,909
with this strange,
twisted tree.
462
00:18:04,953 --> 00:18:07,129
Said it was mytree.
463
00:18:07,173 --> 00:18:11,002
And I could scream at it,
hit it, hold it --
464
00:18:11,046 --> 00:18:12,700
and it would make
the feelings small enough
465
00:18:12,743 --> 00:18:17,008
that they would fit back
inside of my own body again.
466
00:18:17,052 --> 00:18:20,751
So I did.
467
00:18:20,795 --> 00:18:22,840
And it worked.
468
00:18:22,884 --> 00:18:28,107
But now I'm an adult,
and tree-hitting is...
469
00:18:28,150 --> 00:18:29,978
[Chuckling]
frowned upon.
470
00:18:30,021 --> 00:18:33,242
I can be your tree.
471
00:18:33,286 --> 00:18:37,507
My mother has Alzheimer's.
472
00:18:37,551 --> 00:18:39,640
I never told you
473
00:18:39,683 --> 00:18:43,948
because she's older,
474
00:18:43,992 --> 00:18:47,038
and I didn't want to bring up
any old pain
475
00:18:47,082 --> 00:18:49,824
for your or Richard.
476
00:18:49,867 --> 00:18:52,218
But it would be a lie
477
00:18:52,261 --> 00:18:55,917
to say
that it hasn't been hard.
478
00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:58,963
Or painful.
479
00:18:59,007 --> 00:19:03,707
Even as a doctor
who knows about the disease,
480
00:19:03,751 --> 00:19:06,797
I feel like...
481
00:19:06,841 --> 00:19:08,147
I didn't know crap.
482
00:19:08,190 --> 00:19:12,368
...like I don't
know anything.
483
00:19:12,412 --> 00:19:14,196
It's difficult
to talk about it
484
00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:16,067
with someone
who hasn't been there,
485
00:19:16,111 --> 00:19:18,548
been through it.
486
00:19:18,592 --> 00:19:21,856
♪♪
487
00:19:21,899 --> 00:19:24,598
No one understands
that you are
488
00:19:24,641 --> 00:19:28,036
watching
your own mother die...
489
00:19:28,079 --> 00:19:30,691
twice.
490
00:19:30,734 --> 00:19:34,477
I'm so sorry, Bailey.
491
00:19:34,521 --> 00:19:37,350
[ Crying ]
I wish you were awake.
492
00:19:37,393 --> 00:19:46,576
♪♪
493
00:19:46,620 --> 00:19:48,535
Reza: Val's still not awake.
LFTs are up slightly.
494
00:19:48,578 --> 00:19:50,406
Jo: Okay. Do another panel
in a few hours.
495
00:19:50,450 --> 00:19:52,365
Absolutely, Dr. Wilson.
496
00:19:52,408 --> 00:19:56,064
Okay, has your attitude
always been this good?
497
00:19:56,107 --> 00:19:59,285
My mom used to say every day
above ground is a good day.
498
00:19:59,328 --> 00:20:01,112
Did she get that
from "Scarface"?
499
00:20:01,156 --> 00:20:04,246
She did. Still, it's true.[ Elevator bell dings ]
500
00:20:04,290 --> 00:20:05,900
[ Sighs ][ Telephone rings ]
501
00:20:05,943 --> 00:20:08,381
[ Woman speaks indistinctly
over P.A. ]
502
00:20:08,424 --> 00:20:10,557
Nurse Terri:
You! You're a doctor, right?
503
00:20:10,600 --> 00:20:12,428
Yeah.Great, follow me.
504
00:20:12,472 --> 00:20:14,256
We're delivering a baby.Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
505
00:20:14,300 --> 00:20:16,040
I'm not an OB,
I'm a general surgeon.I don't care.
506
00:20:16,084 --> 00:20:17,912
We have an imminent delivery,
and all our OBs are busy.
507
00:20:17,955 --> 00:20:19,609
Hospital rules say
we need a doctor.
508
00:20:19,653 --> 00:20:21,263
I haven't
delivered a baby --
509
00:20:21,307 --> 00:20:22,743
You heard the "I don't care"
part, right?
510
00:20:22,786 --> 00:20:23,874
We'll talk you through it.
511
00:20:23,918 --> 00:20:25,528
The Elmores.
Okay.
512
00:20:25,572 --> 00:20:28,488
G3P2 came in fully effaced
and dilated at zero station.
513
00:20:28,531 --> 00:20:31,055
Started crowning by the time
we got her settled on the bed.
514
00:20:31,099 --> 00:20:34,450
Ms. Elmore? Hi. I know
that I'm not who you expected,
515
00:20:34,494 --> 00:20:36,060
but I am here --The head is coming now.
516
00:20:36,104 --> 00:20:37,932
Hi. Hi.
517
00:20:37,975 --> 00:20:39,673
Okay. Okay.
518
00:20:39,716 --> 00:20:41,240
[ Kathy panting ]
519
00:20:41,283 --> 00:20:43,154
Alright. Contraction
and big push, okay?
520
00:20:43,198 --> 00:20:44,155
Big push.
521
00:20:44,199 --> 00:20:46,375
[ Grunting ]
522
00:20:46,419 --> 00:20:48,203
♪ Told my troubled heart
523
00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:50,814
Okay.
Contraction and push.
524
00:20:50,858 --> 00:20:52,512
[ Screaming ]
525
00:20:52,555 --> 00:20:54,992
The head is out. There --
No cord around the neck.
526
00:20:55,036 --> 00:20:57,299
See?
Just like riding a bike.
527
00:20:57,343 --> 00:20:58,648
Alright, uh...
528
00:20:58,692 --> 00:21:01,303
Pull head down, then up,
to deliver the shoulders.
529
00:21:01,347 --> 00:21:03,174
Okay, it's coming.[ Screaming ]
530
00:21:03,218 --> 00:21:04,828
Coming.
531
00:21:04,872 --> 00:21:07,527
Oh, my God.
[ Laughing ] Oh, my God.
532
00:21:07,570 --> 00:21:10,094
Ms. Elmore asked that the baby
go directly onto her chest
533
00:21:10,138 --> 00:21:11,182
while still connected.[ Baby crying ]
534
00:21:11,226 --> 00:21:13,228
Okay, clamp.
535
00:21:13,272 --> 00:21:16,405
Okay. Oh, my gosh. Okay.
536
00:21:16,449 --> 00:21:18,755
♪ A new light
shining down on me ♪
537
00:21:18,799 --> 00:21:20,061
Okay.
538
00:21:20,104 --> 00:21:22,281
♪ A new way, a new road
539
00:21:22,324 --> 00:21:25,196
You ready
to cut the cord?
540
00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:27,155
Hi. Okay, right here.
541
00:21:27,198 --> 00:21:28,765
Okay, yeah.
In between here.
542
00:21:28,809 --> 00:21:30,898
In between, yeah.
543
00:21:30,941 --> 00:21:32,726
Good. Hi, little one!
544
00:21:32,769 --> 00:21:34,249
♪ Take my hand
545
00:21:34,293 --> 00:21:35,685
[ Laughs ][ Baby crying ]
546
00:21:35,729 --> 00:21:41,952
♪ The worst is over
547
00:21:41,996 --> 00:21:47,262
♪ Weight is liftin'
548
00:21:47,306 --> 00:21:52,441
♪ Off our shoulders
549
00:21:52,485 --> 00:21:55,139
♪ I can see ♪ Oh, I can see
550
00:21:55,183 --> 00:21:58,099
♪ I can see ♪ I can see
551
00:21:58,142 --> 00:22:00,623
♪ A new light ♪ New light
552
00:22:00,667 --> 00:22:03,583
♪ Shining down on me ♪ Down on me
553
00:22:03,626 --> 00:22:06,150
♪ A new way, a new road
554
00:22:06,194 --> 00:22:08,501
Just need you to sign
the paperwork, and you can go.
555
00:22:08,544 --> 00:22:11,199
Is it alright if I stay?
556
00:22:11,242 --> 00:22:15,377
♪ Oh, oh,
to a new kind of beautiful ♪
557
00:22:15,421 --> 00:22:18,424
Okay. Mommy?
558
00:22:18,467 --> 00:22:19,773
Hey, it's me.
559
00:22:19,816 --> 00:22:22,297
Look, Dad's here, too.
560
00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:25,082
Hi, honey. I'm here.
561
00:22:25,126 --> 00:22:27,433
Wait till you see
Miranda's hotel.
562
00:22:27,476 --> 00:22:29,435
I mean,
there's room service,
563
00:22:29,478 --> 00:22:32,220
and the view is so much better
than Silver Villas.
564
00:22:32,263 --> 00:22:34,875
You can actually
s-see the water.
565
00:22:34,918 --> 00:22:36,833
[ Weakly ] William?
566
00:22:36,877 --> 00:22:38,879
Is that you, William?
567
00:22:38,922 --> 00:22:41,360
Right here by your side,
as always.
568
00:22:41,403 --> 00:22:45,320
I love you.
I love you so much.
569
00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:47,453
Sweetheart?
[ Crying ]
570
00:22:47,496 --> 00:22:51,631
Uh, she drifts
in and out, Dad.
571
00:22:51,674 --> 00:22:55,069
In her state,
even breathing's exhausting.
572
00:22:55,112 --> 00:22:57,245
I can't do this.
573
00:22:57,288 --> 00:22:58,681
I know.
574
00:22:58,725 --> 00:23:00,422
It's difficult.
575
00:23:00,466 --> 00:23:01,815
I should be there.
576
00:23:01,858 --> 00:23:03,599
It's too risky, Dad.
577
00:23:03,643 --> 00:23:07,560
She should be in her own bed,
not in some sterile box.
578
00:23:07,603 --> 00:23:13,435
She spent 60 years
taking care of me, and now...
579
00:23:13,479 --> 00:23:17,178
She hardly ever got a cold
before this.
580
00:23:17,221 --> 00:23:20,399
Just call me
when she wakes up.
581
00:23:20,442 --> 00:23:22,313
[ Labored breathing ]
582
00:23:22,357 --> 00:23:24,446
Of course, Dad.
583
00:23:24,490 --> 00:23:32,454
♪♪
584
00:23:32,498 --> 00:23:34,935
Okay.
585
00:23:34,978 --> 00:23:37,416
[ Gasping indistinctly ]
586
00:23:37,459 --> 00:23:42,116
♪♪
587
00:23:42,159 --> 00:23:44,553
♪ It's a new kind of beautiful
588
00:23:44,597 --> 00:23:47,948
Mommy.
589
00:23:47,991 --> 00:23:49,645
If you're ready to go,
590
00:23:49,689 --> 00:23:51,125
it's okay.
591
00:23:51,168 --> 00:23:53,388
We're gonna be okay.
592
00:23:53,432 --> 00:23:56,347
♪ A new kind of beautiful,
oh, oh ♪
593
00:23:56,391 --> 00:23:59,176
[ Voice breaking ]
We love you.
594
00:23:59,220 --> 00:24:01,440
But we don't want you
to suffer.
595
00:24:01,483 --> 00:24:02,528
♪ Oh, oh
596
00:24:02,571 --> 00:24:08,055
I'm not r-ready.
597
00:24:08,098 --> 00:24:11,145
If you're tired,
I understand.
598
00:24:11,188 --> 00:24:12,538
♪ A new light
599
00:24:12,581 --> 00:24:13,582
I love you.
600
00:24:13,626 --> 00:24:14,583
♪ Shining down on me
601
00:24:14,627 --> 00:24:16,585
Ready to die?
602
00:24:16,629 --> 00:24:17,760
♪ A new way
603
00:24:17,804 --> 00:24:19,066
No.
604
00:24:19,109 --> 00:24:20,850
♪ A new road
605
00:24:20,894 --> 00:24:24,941
I-I want to go home.
606
00:24:24,985 --> 00:24:27,901
♪ Oh, oh
607
00:24:27,944 --> 00:24:29,729
♪ To a new kind of beautiful
608
00:24:35,256 --> 00:24:37,911
Ben: Hey, you've reached Ben Warren. Please leave a message.
609
00:24:37,954 --> 00:24:40,522
[ Beep ]Yeah, I -- Ben? Um, it's my mom.
610
00:24:40,566 --> 00:24:43,917
I think she was just
lucid with me,
611
00:24:43,960 --> 00:24:46,702
and she said some things
that I don't understand,
612
00:24:46,746 --> 00:24:48,965
and now I-I don't know what do,
613
00:24:49,009 --> 00:24:50,924
and I need someone
to tell me what to do.
614
00:24:50,967 --> 00:24:54,754
Just, uh, call me
as soon as you can.
615
00:24:54,797 --> 00:24:55,929
Uh, I love you.
616
00:24:55,972 --> 00:24:58,018
[ Siren wailing in distance ]
617
00:25:00,499 --> 00:25:01,804
Maggie: Hey.
618
00:25:01,848 --> 00:25:04,415
I saw you leave.
I wanted to check.
619
00:25:05,155 --> 00:25:07,810
She said
she's not ready to go.
620
00:25:07,854 --> 00:25:10,073
For a split second,
621
00:25:10,117 --> 00:25:13,381
my heart was filled up
with so much joy.
622
00:25:13,424 --> 00:25:15,557
But now I'm just mad.
623
00:25:15,601 --> 00:25:19,953
Mad because no one
told me she was sick,
624
00:25:19,996 --> 00:25:26,220
mad because she probably
has no idea what's happening.
625
00:25:26,263 --> 00:25:30,485
You know, if I'm being
totally honest,
626
00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:33,227
I don't want her to suffer
from this Alzheimer's anymore.
627
00:25:33,270 --> 00:25:36,056
You know,
it's a horrific disease,
628
00:25:36,099 --> 00:25:39,320
and I want her to be free.
629
00:25:39,363 --> 00:25:41,235
But I don't want COVID
to be the reason.
630
00:25:41,278 --> 00:25:42,410
I d-- I don't want her
631
00:25:42,453 --> 00:25:45,848
to be just another
Black woman statistic
632
00:25:45,892 --> 00:25:47,763
in this pandemic count.
633
00:25:47,807 --> 00:25:49,896
Yeah, I hear that.
634
00:25:49,939 --> 00:25:52,115
100%.
635
00:25:54,857 --> 00:25:56,598
None of this is easy.
636
00:25:56,642 --> 00:25:59,862
All of it
is confusing and...
637
00:25:59,906 --> 00:26:02,604
[sighs] hard and awful.
638
00:26:02,648 --> 00:26:06,652
But even with Alzheimer's,
she's been healthy.
639
00:26:06,695 --> 00:26:09,655
And now I'm
watching her struggle
640
00:26:09,698 --> 00:26:15,182
to do the most basic
of human reflexes -- breathing.
641
00:26:15,225 --> 00:26:19,839
And if she's saying
she's not ready to go...
642
00:26:19,882 --> 00:26:22,668
I don't know what to think.
643
00:26:22,711 --> 00:26:24,713
I felt so sure
644
00:26:24,757 --> 00:26:27,063
that she wouldn't want to live
like she's been living,
645
00:26:27,107 --> 00:26:30,327
but maybe I'm wrong, yeah?
646
00:26:30,371 --> 00:26:35,419
Maybe she's happy in the world
her mind takes her to.
647
00:26:35,463 --> 00:26:37,987
Now I'm questioning
every choice I made.
648
00:26:38,031 --> 00:26:39,598
I mean,
s-should I be doing more?
649
00:26:39,641 --> 00:26:42,992
Should I move her to the ICU?
Intubate her?
650
00:26:43,036 --> 00:26:45,255
Am I just thinking about
how Ifeel
651
00:26:45,299 --> 00:26:50,260
instead of what's going on
with her -- inside of her mind?
652
00:26:50,304 --> 00:26:52,915
Do you want my opinion?Please.
653
00:26:52,959 --> 00:26:56,615
I've been the one
who does everything,
654
00:26:56,658 --> 00:27:02,621
who fights tooth and nail
against death at all costs.
655
00:27:02,664 --> 00:27:05,667
But truthfully,
with my mom,
656
00:27:05,711 --> 00:27:09,671
it didn't give me
more peace of mind in the end.
657
00:27:09,715 --> 00:27:12,587
It might have done
the opposite.
658
00:27:12,631 --> 00:27:18,201
I didn't think so at the time,
but it was the easier choice.
659
00:27:18,245 --> 00:27:20,639
To fall back on
acting like a surgeon
660
00:27:20,682 --> 00:27:22,858
and searching
for all the answers.
661
00:27:25,992 --> 00:27:30,866
Bailey, you've given your mom
so much.
662
00:27:30,910 --> 00:27:32,999
She's gotten to raise you
663
00:27:33,042 --> 00:27:35,697
and watch you turn into
this incredible surgeon
664
00:27:35,741 --> 00:27:38,178
and chief of a hospital.
665
00:27:38,221 --> 00:27:40,093
She watched you
fall in love.
666
00:27:40,136 --> 00:27:42,704
Twice.
Twice!
667
00:27:42,748 --> 00:27:45,533
[ Laughs ]
And raise a family.
668
00:27:48,797 --> 00:27:53,323
Of course you're never going
to feel ready to say goodbye,
669
00:27:53,367 --> 00:27:56,065
but...
670
00:27:56,109 --> 00:27:58,677
she's had an amazing life.
671
00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:03,725
Bailey: I brought my parents
to Seattle kicking and fighting.
672
00:28:03,769 --> 00:28:06,249
I promised them,
if they moved here,
673
00:28:06,293 --> 00:28:08,425
it was the right thing
to do
674
00:28:08,469 --> 00:28:11,167
so they could be closer
to their only daughter.
675
00:28:11,211 --> 00:28:14,649
I told them I knew best.
Just listen to me.
676
00:28:14,693 --> 00:28:17,739
And if they hadn't done that,
they would still be at home.
677
00:28:17,783 --> 00:28:19,001
Isolated.
678
00:28:19,045 --> 00:28:20,742
And Mom wouldn't be dying.
Not yet.
679
00:28:20,786 --> 00:28:22,265
You don't know that.
680
00:28:22,309 --> 00:28:25,268
She was exposed at the place
that I set up for them.
681
00:28:25,312 --> 00:28:30,883
The -- The facility let someone
move in from New York,
682
00:28:30,926 --> 00:28:33,189
a retired surgeon.
683
00:28:33,233 --> 00:28:36,584
He became symptomatic
the day after his arrival.
684
00:28:36,627 --> 00:28:40,109
Afterthey said they had
shut down to all outsiders,
685
00:28:40,153 --> 00:28:41,894
including family.
686
00:28:41,937 --> 00:28:43,809
How in the hell could you have
known that was going to happen?
687
00:28:43,852 --> 00:28:48,378
How could you have known
any of this was going to happen?
688
00:28:48,422 --> 00:28:50,946
Bailey, you cannot
feel guilty about this.
689
00:28:50,990 --> 00:28:52,731
[ Chuckles ]
690
00:28:56,473 --> 00:28:59,085
My mom, she left me
five voicemails
691
00:28:59,128 --> 00:29:00,826
for my birthday
last year.
692
00:29:00,869 --> 00:29:03,176
She kept calling
693
00:29:03,219 --> 00:29:04,655
because she forgot
that she had already
694
00:29:04,699 --> 00:29:07,310
wished me happy birthday.
695
00:29:07,354 --> 00:29:11,097
There they are.Elena: ♪ Happy birthday to you♪
696
00:29:11,140 --> 00:29:12,359
I never deleted them
697
00:29:12,402 --> 00:29:15,405
because I guess I realized
698
00:29:15,449 --> 00:29:18,365
that it might be the last time
she remembered at all.
699
00:29:18,408 --> 00:29:21,194
[ Phone clicks, singing stops ]
700
00:29:21,237 --> 00:29:25,154
She raised me
to be a good little girl.
701
00:29:25,198 --> 00:29:29,202
And even
when I defied her...
702
00:29:29,245 --> 00:29:32,422
[Chuckles]
I was never disrespectful.
703
00:29:32,466 --> 00:29:36,905
And I tried
to be good at everything.
704
00:29:36,949 --> 00:29:39,995
A good student,
a good mother.
705
00:29:40,039 --> 00:29:43,694
Wife, doctor, chief.
706
00:29:43,738 --> 00:29:47,916
And now she just needs me
to be a good daughter,
707
00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:49,788
and I'm not sure
how to do that,
708
00:29:49,831 --> 00:29:52,355
even though it's what I've been
the longest.
709
00:29:52,399 --> 00:29:55,750
You've chosen
palliative care.
710
00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:58,753
You're giving her
the best care possible
711
00:29:58,797 --> 00:30:02,322
while keeping her
as comfortable as possible.
712
00:30:02,365 --> 00:30:03,889
That is good.
713
00:30:03,932 --> 00:30:07,936
And it is kind
and respectful
714
00:30:07,980 --> 00:30:09,198
and brave.
715
00:30:09,242 --> 00:30:11,940
♪ I'm gonna lay down
716
00:30:11,984 --> 00:30:15,074
I wish I could've given my mom
a more dignified death.
717
00:30:15,117 --> 00:30:16,771
♪ Lay down some roots,
this rolling stone ♪
718
00:30:16,815 --> 00:30:21,471
But I pushed so hard.
719
00:30:21,515 --> 00:30:25,649
♪ He's gonna lay down
720
00:30:25,693 --> 00:30:28,043
You know, it's her own
damn fault, really.
721
00:30:28,087 --> 00:30:29,523
♪ For you
722
00:30:29,566 --> 00:30:32,352
My whole life, she told me
to push through.
723
00:30:32,395 --> 00:30:34,397
[ Chuckles ]
724
00:30:34,441 --> 00:30:37,400
Be strong.
Fight the good fight.
725
00:30:37,444 --> 00:30:40,360
My mom was
kind of the opposite.
726
00:30:40,403 --> 00:30:43,232
Like, overprotective,
like, hovering.
727
00:30:43,276 --> 00:30:45,974
There was a reception
728
00:30:46,018 --> 00:30:49,195
sponsored by
the Daughters of the Revolution.
729
00:30:49,238 --> 00:30:51,545
They had given me
a scholarship.
730
00:30:51,588 --> 00:30:52,807
[ Snorts ]
731
00:30:52,851 --> 00:30:55,897
So my mom said
I should take the scholarship
732
00:30:55,941 --> 00:30:58,030
but not
go to the reception.
733
00:30:58,073 --> 00:30:59,901
But I didn't want to give them
that satisfaction.
734
00:30:59,945 --> 00:31:02,773
No, I wanted them to see
735
00:31:02,817 --> 00:31:04,950
what "Miranda Bailey"
looked like, right?
736
00:31:04,993 --> 00:31:09,041
So I went with my dad.
737
00:31:09,084 --> 00:31:10,999
[ Both laugh ]
738
00:31:11,043 --> 00:31:14,089
We had a good laugh
739
00:31:14,133 --> 00:31:18,659
at those very proper ladies.
740
00:31:18,702 --> 00:31:20,922
I think you mean
"white" ladies.
741
00:31:20,966 --> 00:31:23,055
Uh... [ Laughs ]Yeah.
742
00:31:23,098 --> 00:31:26,493
Watching them try to hide
their horror
743
00:31:26,536 --> 00:31:30,062
when they saw who they had
given their scholarship to,
744
00:31:30,105 --> 00:31:32,760
yeah, that was classic.[ Chuckles ]
745
00:31:32,803 --> 00:31:34,370
Oh, and guidance counselors,
oh, my God.
746
00:31:34,414 --> 00:31:36,895
Oh, yeah, yeah,
always trying to suggest
747
00:31:36,938 --> 00:31:39,027
a school where we might
feel "more comfortable."
748
00:31:39,071 --> 00:31:41,856
"Oh, Wellesley.
749
00:31:41,900 --> 00:31:44,380
That's a fine school, Miranda.
750
00:31:44,424 --> 00:31:48,167
But, um, I think state school
is more your speed."
751
00:31:48,210 --> 00:31:50,038
Mm-hmm.Like I don't know my speed.
752
00:31:50,082 --> 00:31:52,301
Please.Try harder and do better
753
00:31:52,345 --> 00:31:53,781
just to be
considered average.
754
00:31:53,824 --> 00:31:55,957
Or to be considered
at all.
755
00:31:56,001 --> 00:31:59,918
But how they underestimate
our greatness.
756
00:31:59,961 --> 00:32:02,529
Graduated magna cum laude...Mm-hmm.
757
00:32:02,572 --> 00:32:06,620
...with my biology degree,
by the way.
758
00:32:06,663 --> 00:32:11,668
And you better bet my mom cut
out the graduation announcement
759
00:32:11,712 --> 00:32:14,410
from Wellesley and mailed it
to my guidance counselor.
760
00:32:14,454 --> 00:32:17,283
[ Both laugh ]
761
00:32:17,326 --> 00:32:19,372
[ Sighs deeply ]
762
00:32:19,415 --> 00:32:22,549
[ Both chuckle ]
763
00:32:22,592 --> 00:32:25,204
I don't know
how I'm gonna do this.
764
00:32:25,247 --> 00:32:26,683
♪♪
765
00:32:26,727 --> 00:32:28,990
[ Sighs ]
766
00:32:29,034 --> 00:32:31,079
♪♪
767
00:32:39,044 --> 00:32:41,872
Oh. Uh, I c--
I can come back.
768
00:32:41,916 --> 00:32:44,701
No. No, no, no. Uh, no,
I just finished up his EEG.
769
00:32:44,745 --> 00:32:46,442
I wanted to, um, make sure
770
00:32:46,486 --> 00:32:47,835
that the seizure
was a one-and-done,
771
00:32:47,878 --> 00:32:51,578
before I head home,
take 10 scalding hot showers,
772
00:32:51,621 --> 00:32:53,362
and hug up on everybody.
773
00:32:53,406 --> 00:32:57,584
Um, Maggie says
that his numbers are holding.
774
00:32:57,627 --> 00:33:00,761
Good. Thanks.
775
00:33:00,804 --> 00:33:02,197
[ Door closes ]
776
00:33:02,241 --> 00:33:04,243
[ Monitor beeping ]
777
00:33:10,466 --> 00:33:11,902
I don't know
if you were ignoring me
778
00:33:11,946 --> 00:33:13,382
when I came by the house
779
00:33:13,426 --> 00:33:15,384
or -- or if you were
just too sick to answer,
780
00:33:15,428 --> 00:33:17,604
but I-I'm --
I'm gonna go with too sick
781
00:33:17,647 --> 00:33:21,086
'cause then -- then maybe
there's a-a ray of hope for us,
782
00:33:21,129 --> 00:33:23,479
which I could really use
right now,
783
00:33:23,523 --> 00:33:27,005
and I know you could.
784
00:33:27,048 --> 00:33:28,223
You know, I'm --
I'm gonna stop asking.
785
00:33:28,267 --> 00:33:29,616
I'm just gonna decide.
786
00:33:29,659 --> 00:33:33,533
I-I'm deciding that
we mean enough to each other
787
00:33:33,576 --> 00:33:37,841
that, even though
I hurt you and I-I...
788
00:33:37,885 --> 00:33:39,974
I hurt you
more than I could ever imagine,
789
00:33:40,018 --> 00:33:45,066
that a repair could be made,
that...
790
00:33:45,110 --> 00:33:48,374
maybe you could remember
791
00:33:48,417 --> 00:33:50,158
some of the things
that you don't hate about me
792
00:33:50,202 --> 00:33:55,076
and we --- we could salvage
our friendship because...
793
00:33:55,120 --> 00:33:57,035
I don't know how we're going
to get through this pandemic,
794
00:33:57,078 --> 00:33:58,906
but I do know -- I do know
795
00:33:58,949 --> 00:34:00,777
that we're not going
to get through it alone.
796
00:34:00,821 --> 00:34:03,650
So if you want
to have nothing to do with me,
797
00:34:03,693 --> 00:34:05,478
then you are just going
to have to get all better
798
00:34:05,521 --> 00:34:06,609
and tell me yourself,
799
00:34:06,653 --> 00:34:08,524
because until I hear you
say the words,
800
00:34:08,568 --> 00:34:11,223
you're not gonna get rid of me.
801
00:34:11,266 --> 00:34:14,661
♪♪
802
00:34:14,704 --> 00:34:16,880
Oh, my God. Tom. Tom?
803
00:34:16,924 --> 00:34:19,144
Tom, can you hear me?
804
00:34:19,187 --> 00:34:21,537
It's me.
It's -- It's Teddy.
805
00:34:21,581 --> 00:34:23,322
Koracick: You were wrong.
806
00:34:23,365 --> 00:34:24,410
Wrong about what?
807
00:34:24,453 --> 00:34:25,846
♪ The setting free
808
00:34:25,889 --> 00:34:28,631
When you came to my house.
809
00:34:28,675 --> 00:34:29,980
I was ignoring you.
810
00:34:30,024 --> 00:34:32,722
♪ The bittersweet
but sweet release ♪
811
00:34:32,766 --> 00:34:36,857
Did you hear
everything I-I just said?
812
00:34:36,900 --> 00:34:39,120
♪ A heavy sky
813
00:34:39,164 --> 00:34:41,035
[ Chuckles ]
I hate you.
814
00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:42,297
♪ Hangs on the sea
815
00:34:42,341 --> 00:34:44,691
Well, we both know
that's not true.
816
00:34:44,734 --> 00:34:46,301
♪♪
817
00:34:46,345 --> 00:34:47,868
[ Laughs, wheezes ]
818
00:34:47,911 --> 00:34:49,217
♪ Then all at once an opening
819
00:34:49,261 --> 00:34:52,916
[ Sighs ] Hey.
820
00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:55,093
What would you say
to a sponge bath?
821
00:34:55,136 --> 00:34:56,485
[ Laughs ]
822
00:34:56,529 --> 00:34:58,792
Well, but, you know,
as friends.
823
00:34:58,835 --> 00:35:01,055
Friendly sponge bath.
[ Chuckles ]
824
00:35:01,099 --> 00:35:06,147
♪ I am lifted, I am lifted
825
00:35:06,191 --> 00:35:11,283
♪ I am lifted, I am free
826
00:35:11,326 --> 00:35:16,462
♪ I've been holding on,
I've been holding on ♪
827
00:35:16,505 --> 00:35:23,860
♪ I've been holding on,
now I'm lifted ♪
828
00:35:23,904 --> 00:35:29,039
♪ We can learn to love
829
00:35:29,083 --> 00:35:30,606
♪ Without looking back Hey.
830
00:35:30,650 --> 00:35:32,347
I rounded on all
of Bailey's patients.
831
00:35:32,391 --> 00:35:35,307
DeLuca said he'll keep an eye on
them for the rest of the night.
832
00:35:35,350 --> 00:35:36,830
Yeah, thank you.
833
00:35:36,873 --> 00:35:39,398
Yeah, I hesitate to ask,
but how's her mom doing?
834
00:35:39,441 --> 00:35:41,748
They don't expect her
to last the night.
835
00:35:41,791 --> 00:35:45,534
♪ Everything is beautiful
836
00:35:45,578 --> 00:35:46,535
That's --
[ Sighs ]
837
00:35:46,579 --> 00:35:48,189
♪ I am lifted, I am lifted
838
00:35:48,233 --> 00:35:50,931
You realize half of our COVID
patients are Black and brown?
839
00:35:50,974 --> 00:35:52,150
I know.
840
00:35:52,193 --> 00:35:53,977
In a city that's 7% Black?
841
00:35:54,021 --> 00:35:56,458
Like, how does that
even compute?
842
00:35:56,502 --> 00:35:58,286
It doesn't.
843
00:35:58,330 --> 00:36:00,897
If I hear one more person blame
it on pre-existing conditions
844
00:36:00,941 --> 00:36:04,074
as if the conditions aren't
manmade to begin with...
845
00:36:04,118 --> 00:36:06,425
Like we're not pushed into the
front line of all of our jobs
846
00:36:06,468 --> 00:36:09,210
and forced to live
in overcrowded situations,
847
00:36:09,254 --> 00:36:11,212
surrounded by
environmental hazards.
848
00:36:11,256 --> 00:36:12,605
Yeah, people want
849
00:36:12,648 --> 00:36:15,347
to make everything bad
that happens your own fault.
850
00:36:15,390 --> 00:36:17,218
Yeah, when systemic racism
is the root
851
00:36:17,262 --> 00:36:18,959
of the whole damn thing.
Forget the pre-,
852
00:36:19,002 --> 00:36:20,830
it's the existing condition.
853
00:36:20,874 --> 00:36:22,310
Existing while Black.
854
00:36:22,354 --> 00:36:26,271
♪ I am lifted, I am free
855
00:36:26,314 --> 00:36:28,447
♪ I've been holding on
856
00:36:28,490 --> 00:36:30,666
You know, Richard, we both know
my mom is stubborn.
857
00:36:30,710 --> 00:36:32,407
♪ I've been holding on
too long ♪
858
00:36:32,451 --> 00:36:34,061
And everything she's been
through, I feel like
859
00:36:34,104 --> 00:36:36,498
she thinks she's invincible now,
and she's not.
860
00:36:36,542 --> 00:36:38,239
♪ I've been holding on
too long ♪
861
00:36:38,283 --> 00:36:41,590
We can't lose her, Richard.
862
00:36:41,634 --> 00:36:43,766
The world can't lose her,
you know?
863
00:36:43,810 --> 00:36:46,116
It's been handled.
864
00:36:46,160 --> 00:36:47,553
Oh, you talked to her?
865
00:36:47,596 --> 00:36:49,207
Oh, good.
866
00:36:49,250 --> 00:36:50,599
What'd you say?
867
00:36:50,643 --> 00:36:54,037
I think it's best
kept between us.
868
00:36:54,081 --> 00:36:56,997
Why are you
being weird about it?
869
00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:59,173
'Cause it's about sex,
isn't it?
870
00:36:59,217 --> 00:37:01,306
It is.Thanks. Right. Good night.
871
00:37:01,349 --> 00:37:03,221
[ Clears throat ]♪ I am free
872
00:37:07,268 --> 00:37:10,489
Oh, my God.
That smells so good.
873
00:37:10,532 --> 00:37:12,230
We're sharing, right?
874
00:37:12,273 --> 00:37:14,667
Pod together, eat together?
Please say yes.
875
00:37:14,710 --> 00:37:17,017
I delivered a baby today.
876
00:37:17,060 --> 00:37:18,061
Is that a yes?
Yes!
877
00:37:18,105 --> 00:37:19,541
Oh.
Yes, yes.
878
00:37:19,585 --> 00:37:21,282
Wait, weren't we together
all day?
879
00:37:21,326 --> 00:37:24,024
What do you mean
you delivered a secret baby?
880
00:37:24,067 --> 00:37:26,374
Happened very quick.
I went to check on Luna,
881
00:37:26,418 --> 00:37:28,724
and this nurse said that there
was an imminent delivery,
882
00:37:28,768 --> 00:37:33,599
and the next second,
I was catching a baby.
883
00:37:33,642 --> 00:37:38,299
I was literally the first person
in the universe to hold him.
884
00:37:38,343 --> 00:37:40,083
And then I handed him
to his parents,
885
00:37:40,127 --> 00:37:43,348
and their faces
were just...
886
00:37:43,391 --> 00:37:45,132
No wonder
Val's so depressed.
887
00:37:45,175 --> 00:37:48,004
It's the happiest thing
I've ever seen.
888
00:37:48,048 --> 00:37:52,574
It was just so pure and simple
and perfect.
889
00:37:52,618 --> 00:37:54,141
I was buzzing.
890
00:37:54,184 --> 00:37:56,143
But it was a total
random fluke,
891
00:37:56,186 --> 00:37:59,059
and tomorrow, I'll be back
to the same depressing crap.
892
00:37:59,102 --> 00:38:02,932
I mean, you did
save Val's life today.
893
00:38:02,976 --> 00:38:04,412
You think that's why
Carina DeLuca
894
00:38:04,456 --> 00:38:05,848
is always in such a good mood?[ Chuckles ]
895
00:38:05,892 --> 00:38:07,937
She's just, you know,
handing out babies,
896
00:38:07,981 --> 00:38:10,375
and it shoots her serotonin
level through the roof.
897
00:38:10,418 --> 00:38:14,248
Well, yeah, but doesn't she also
have, like, an orgasm hobby?
898
00:38:15,554 --> 00:38:16,903
What if I changed?
899
00:38:16,946 --> 00:38:18,383
Changed what?
900
00:38:18,426 --> 00:38:20,167
Careers. Programs.
901
00:38:20,210 --> 00:38:22,648
[ Chuckles ]Is that insane?
902
00:38:22,691 --> 00:38:24,563
[ Sighs ]Khan did it, and what he did
903
00:38:24,606 --> 00:38:27,479
is so much harder
than switching specialties.
904
00:38:27,522 --> 00:38:30,264
He started over
with nothing.
905
00:38:30,308 --> 00:38:32,527
And I know -- I know
I've put years into surgery,
906
00:38:32,571 --> 00:38:35,487
but if it's not
bringing me any joy,
907
00:38:35,530 --> 00:38:40,143
then wouldn't it be insane
to notchange?
908
00:38:40,187 --> 00:38:44,234
I think you eat and then sleep
before you make any major li--
909
00:38:44,278 --> 00:38:47,020
Oh, my God.
I sound like my mother.
910
00:38:47,063 --> 00:38:49,675
[ Sighs ]
I want to be happy.
911
00:38:49,718 --> 00:38:51,416
Everyone's dying.
912
00:38:51,459 --> 00:38:54,070
Meredith's --
913
00:38:54,114 --> 00:38:57,030
Tomorrow is not promised.
914
00:38:57,073 --> 00:38:58,684
Not in marriage.
915
00:38:58,727 --> 00:39:00,642
Not in life.
916
00:39:00,686 --> 00:39:03,253
I want to be happy.
917
00:39:03,297 --> 00:39:08,346
♪♪
918
00:39:08,389 --> 00:39:11,784
She's decompensating.
919
00:39:11,827 --> 00:39:15,527
You should go in.
920
00:39:15,570 --> 00:39:18,660
She barely knows
who I am.
921
00:39:18,704 --> 00:39:21,097
And I want
to be there for her.
922
00:39:21,141 --> 00:39:24,797
I-I want her husband
to be there for her.
923
00:39:24,840 --> 00:39:30,890
She deserves to be surrounded
by love and family.
924
00:39:30,933 --> 00:39:33,022
But Dad's in quarantine.
925
00:39:33,066 --> 00:39:36,852
He's high-risk, and I don't
want him to expose anyone.
926
00:39:36,896 --> 00:39:39,289
I don't want him
to be exposed.
927
00:39:39,333 --> 00:39:42,641
I know this is not what
you imagined for your mother.
928
00:39:42,684 --> 00:39:45,774
And I'm sorry about that.
929
00:39:45,818 --> 00:39:49,648
But she needs you now.
930
00:39:49,691 --> 00:39:52,433
It's time.
931
00:39:52,477 --> 00:39:53,652
And if you don't go in,
932
00:39:53,695 --> 00:39:56,698
I promise
you will never forgive yourself.
933
00:39:56,742 --> 00:39:58,961
♪♪
934
00:39:59,005 --> 00:40:02,008
[ Crying ] I'm scared.
935
00:40:02,051 --> 00:40:03,488
♪ I've got sunshine
936
00:40:03,531 --> 00:40:06,186
I know.
937
00:40:06,229 --> 00:40:08,231
We'll do it together.♪ On a cloudy day
938
00:40:08,275 --> 00:40:09,972
Bailey:
Patients lose their power
939
00:40:10,016 --> 00:40:12,975
when they are referred to
as "Bed number 4"
940
00:40:13,019 --> 00:40:15,804
or "arm pain guy."[ Sighs ]
941
00:40:15,848 --> 00:40:16,849
♪ I've got the month of May
942
00:40:16,892 --> 00:40:19,068
Even in their deaths,
943
00:40:19,112 --> 00:40:21,810
they are not faceless.
944
00:40:21,854 --> 00:40:24,030
They are not nameless.
945
00:40:24,073 --> 00:40:25,074
♪ I guess you'd say
946
00:40:25,118 --> 00:40:27,599
They are more than statistics.
947
00:40:27,642 --> 00:40:30,428
♪ What can make me
feel this way? ♪
948
00:40:30,471 --> 00:40:32,517
[ Door closes ]
949
00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:34,301
More than
"co-morbid conditions"
950
00:40:34,344 --> 00:40:36,390
or "nursing-home patients."
951
00:40:36,434 --> 00:40:38,436
♪ My girl
952
00:40:38,479 --> 00:40:41,874
They are sons, brothers,
and uncles
953
00:40:41,917 --> 00:40:43,397
who speak five languages
954
00:40:43,441 --> 00:40:47,488
and run restaurants --
Wade Klein, 66.
955
00:40:47,532 --> 00:40:49,055
♪ My girl
956
00:40:49,098 --> 00:40:52,493
They are great-grandfathers
who love Broadway --
957
00:40:52,537 --> 00:40:55,191
Jacob Lappin, 92.
958
00:40:55,235 --> 00:40:59,805
♪ I don't need no money
959
00:40:59,848 --> 00:41:04,723
♪ Fortune or fame
960
00:41:04,766 --> 00:41:07,856
♪ I got all the riches, baby
961
00:41:07,900 --> 00:41:11,817
They are baseball loving nurses with an easy laugh --
962
00:41:11,860 --> 00:41:14,080
Dane Wilson, 45.
963
00:41:14,123 --> 00:41:20,173
♪ I guess you'd say
964
00:41:20,216 --> 00:41:23,393
♪ What can make me feel
965
00:41:23,437 --> 00:41:26,396
♪ This way? ♪ This way?
966
00:41:26,440 --> 00:41:30,313
♪ My girl ♪ My girl
967
00:41:30,357 --> 00:41:35,536
♪ Talking 'bout my girl ♪ Talking 'bout my girl
968
00:41:35,580 --> 00:41:37,756
♪♪
969
00:41:37,799 --> 00:41:39,322
♪ My girl♪
970
00:41:39,366 --> 00:41:42,761
It's okay.
971
00:41:42,804 --> 00:41:44,545
Okay.♪ My girl
972
00:41:44,589 --> 00:41:45,851
[ Flatline ]
973
00:41:45,894 --> 00:41:48,723
They are the world's
greatest mothers,
974
00:41:48,767 --> 00:41:52,205
and they are
the most beloved wives --
975
00:41:52,248 --> 00:41:56,731
Elena Rose Bailey, 84.
976
00:41:56,775 --> 00:41:59,995
[ Flatline ]
977
00:42:00,039 --> 00:42:01,997
♪♪
978
00:42:27,457 --> 00:42:30,417
--Captions by VITAC--
979
00:42:30,460 --> 00:42:38,556
♪♪
980
00:42:38,599 --> 00:42:46,912
♪♪
981
00:42:46,955 --> 00:42:55,311
♪♪
982
00:43:00,665 --> 00:43:02,536
♪♪
66541
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