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Go away, are you done filming?

Stop filming

Crazy bitch

Ling...

Ling...

It's me

Don't be afraid

Did you hear that voice?

It's not real, don't listen to it

Do you know her?

Will you stop filming?

Go away!

"It's gone viral!"

"Stop secondary victimization, mental disorder is only an illness"

Hold on!

Hey!

So it was with you

Thank you

Don't just say 'hey' next time

Call me Yan-yan

I'm Lee Chi-lok

C for Chi and L for Lok

Bye

Go away!

I don't want to see you!

I told you to go away!

My dad always gets crazy after drinking

Do you drink?

I can't drink

Please don't drink

Do you live with your mom?

Yes

She passed away last month

Did she love you?

She said no one will love me like she did

Do your students like you?

I'm sure some girls have a crush on you

They are just primary students

Do you have a girlfriend?

No

I never had one

You're a nice guy, how come you don't?

Of course you must tell her

If you choose to be with her

Why would you lie to her?

That's not fair to her

One night, I told her that

"I once had schizophrenia, but I've recovered"

She laughed and called me silly

She said I should've told her earlier

But then...

She began to distant herself

And never picked up my calls

People like us...

Don't deserve to date

We're talking about getting married

You finally told him?

I won't tell him

If I have a relapse one day

And he doesn't want me

Then so be it

"Yan-yan"

Ling?

My husband wants to divorce me

Take it easy, sit down first

He said everyone saw his wife naked

He's embarrassed

It was the ghost

It said it'd kill my morn

It's not your fault

It's him who doesn't understand us

Why are you so scared?

Hiding something from me?

No

I'll call you tonight

I have something to tell you

I'll head home first

Mr. Lee

What is it?

I'll break your arm

I won't let you see him again

He's crazy!

Who knows when he'll stab someone?

I told you not to be with him

He's crazy

Why do you have to choose a crazy guy?

Do you want more beating?

I told you not to be with him

Don't go down!

Open the door!

Y an-yam!

Open the door!

Open the door, Yan-yan!

Call the cops!

Call... call the cops!

Let Yan-yan go, it has nothing to do with her

What time is it? Stop yelling

You're so loud, don't you need to sleep?

Lok

Yan-yan, open the door

I'll explain to your dad, okay?

Just go!

I told you to stop yelling

Give us a chance

Leave!

We are serious

I've recovered, I'm fine now

Leave!

No!

Stop it! Stop hitting him!

You're hurting me!

Stop it!

You guys saw it

He hit me first, I didn't start it

He's crazy!

Be careful, go home, close your doors!

Crazy lunatic

I'll beat you up everytime I see you

Don't let me see you again!

Son of a bitch!

I know everything

I don't care if you're ill

I still love you

Don't leave me

Take some rest

We're starting

Research objects?

Do we need to go to a research lab?

Ling mentioned it before

I want to participate

Thanks for letting me introduce this program to you

I want to have a better understanding of your situations

So whoever willing to take part in this research

Will receive free consultation sessions from me

I'll use parts of the assessment as my research

Please take one each, thanks

HEY

ls someone talking?

Yes

It's a postgraduate student

She wants to study us as research objects

She's a cutie

You can be rest assured

For those who want to participate

Your personal information will be protected

That includes your names and ages

When this research paper is published

No one will know about your identities

Your personal information will be protected

That includes your names and ages

When this dissertation is published

No one will know about your identities

Even though this is just a research

But through psychology consultation

I'd love to help you face challenges in life

If you'd like to take part in it

You can sign up with me...

No... with Joe

Lok, let's have a word

Give it some thoughts

Let me know if you have any questions

Have I met you before?

Were you the one who helped Ling that day?

You told those people off with me

Are you all right?

Shall we go back to the centre?

No, thanks

Erotomania

ls one of the symptoms derived from schizophrenia

The patients fall in love with an imaginary person

Or think they have a secret admirer

The object of obsession could be an idol, a celebrity or their boss

There was once a case where...

Two female patients in the same hospital claimed to be...

Andy Lau's wives at the same time

Both Mrs. Laus argued in their ward everyday

Most researches focus on pharmacological treatments

But I'd like to restate Carl Jung's perspective

That delusions, just as dreams, can be triggered by psychological factors

Through psychotherapy

I want to understand how patients develop delusions, hallucinations

Love lives or even sexual experience

Whether the lack of love is the cause of the disorder

We still need one more dissertation for this conference

This topic should work for you

I'm not her dissertation tutor

Let's see what the empress says

Have you found a case study?

I helped a female patient with schizophrenia before

The counseling centre she went to...

Promised to refer ex-mentally ill persons to me

You still don't know what I'm asking

You aren't usually this slow

I think Dr. Fung means...

Have you found any cases that support...

Your dissertation on erotomania?

Not yet...

But I'm starting already

I've been a clinical psychologist for over 30 years

I've seen over 1,000 patients

Yet I don't even meet one erotomaniac a year

You have to submit your dissertation next year

When can you find an actual case?

I won't approve this topic

Let's talk when you find an actual case

Sorry, I'm late

I'll ask my friends who are clinical psychologists

See if there are any suitable cases for you

Thank you

I couldn't sleep again last night

Didn't you say we'll open a centre together in the future?

Give me back my key, okay?

It's only been 2 months

Is that it?

The feelings are gone

Give it back

How many men have you given this key to?

Should I change my dissertation topic?

You can decide later, there's no rush

I've asked some of my clinical psychologist friends

They will let me know soon

My research assistant just quit

All my data is now a mess

Can I help?

You don't do much quantitative research, are you sure?

I took a course before, I should be able to do it

Let me think about it

Let's talk tomorrow

Simon

Are you all right?

Sorry

I feel dizzy

Go home first, I'll catch a taxi home

Perhaps I should give you a lift?

Thank you

See you next week then

Thank you, Miss Yip

- I'm leaving, thanks - You're welcome

Goodbye, Lok

Bye

If I want to participate in your study

Is it too late?

I saw myself turning into a goat

I was chased by someone

I was scared

Who's chasing you?

A little girl

But...

I feel like she's someone else

Someone close to you?

Such as... your girlfriend?

Sort of

Being chased in a dream...

Generally means that we are afraid of something

That we repress in reality

Let's talk about your relationship with her

Counseling is like playing football

No matter how good the coach is

The players still need to play the match

In fact, the girl doesn't exist

I saw her when I had a relapse

I fell in love with her

And thought we dated for 2 months

Do you think I'm crazy?

No, not at all

I was imagining how much that must've bothered you

We are all the same

We have fantasy about love

It's just that some people have feelings that are...

More intense and dramatic than others

But since this has been bothering you

Shall we start with this?

I know time's up

You're my last patient today

You can talk as much as you want

Never mind, we can continue next week

There's some homework I want you to do

Write down how you felt when you dated your delusion

As detailed as possible

I'll try

His mother passed away last year

Did you talk about his relationship with his mother?

He mentioned that his mother loved him

And that no one loves him as much as she did

That's an important question

Why didn't you put it in your report?

This could be the reason why...

He thinks that no one loves him other than his morn

This explains why...

He doesn't dare to love in reality

And ends up falling in love with his delusion

I'm sorry, I never thought of it that way

I think you and Lee Chi-lok have similar problems

Do you remember you mentioned that...

Your mom used to beat you up

What did she say to you?

"Even your mother doesn't want you

No one wants you in this world"

I did a psychological analysis for you

These words made a deep impact on you

It made you think that you don't deserve to be loved

Remember

Don't let your relationship with your mother influence your research

Dr. Fung

Dr. Chan

Long time no see

Why didn't you come to the anniversary gala last time?

My counseling centre is opening soon

I've been so busy

Yip Nam, this is Dr. Chan

This is my student, Yip Nam

Hello

I thought she's your daughter

I treat her as one

You are both welcome to the opening of my centre

Sure

I'm meeting someone, let's talk later

Okay, see you

Bye

Dr. Chan will be hiring many people for her counseling centre

She told me to recommend some good students

Finish this dissertation first, let's see after you graduate

Yes

Lok

Why didn't you reply my message?

I don't know how to reply

You either like me or you don't

You're great, it's just that I'm not ready

I'm sorry

"Jungian Dream Interpretation"

Lok

Lok

Lok

Lok

Lok...

LOk!

Why didn't you try to write more?

I couldn't

Does thinking about it upset you?

I've been taking medications

I'm no longer delusional

Can we just forget about it?

Medication can treat delusional disorder

But just by taking medication...

Doesn't solve the underlying problems

It's just like dreaming

Although dreams are not real

They reflect the fears and desires that are real

You don't want to face it

Perhaps because it's still affecting you

I always tell people

How counseling has helped me

My mom used to beat me up all the time

If I didn't behave, she'd punish me by taking off my clothes

And making me stand outside

So my neighbours would look at me like I was an animal

I didn't want to talk about it

I even forgot about it

Until I started studying psychology

My professor counseled me, only then did I find out...

I've always hated my morn

My mom gave me this bracelet

I hid it somewhere before

But after my counseling session

I forgave my morn

And finally plucked up the courage to wear it

When your scars no longer hurt

That means you're truly healed

Let's take a break

Yan-yan

Her name is Yan-yan, she lives on the floor above me

What was Yan-yan like?

She's very innocent

Fair-skinned, beautiful

She had long hair

She liked to tie a pony tail

Besides seeing her

Did you interact with her too?

I never doubted she was unreal

Just like...

She is no different from you...

Or anyone else, we talked and spent time together

You could even touch her?

She's no different from a real person

How about something more intimate?

Did you kiss?

Do you feel embarrassed?

If you're uncomfortable

We can talk about something else

We...

Kissed

That's it

Have you thought about getting closer with her?

Yes, but...

We...

Never did it

I just“.

Masturbate?

Is it necessary to talk about this?

Sex is a normal thing

You have it, and so do I

But if you're uncomfortable

Let's stop here

I can write it down for you

Sure

Goodbye

Goodbye

Please

Dr. Fung couldn't stop talking about your dissertation last night

I told you she'd like it

When you become a clinical psychologist after graduation

I'm sure she'll give you lots of opportunities

I'm almost done with your research data

Let me know when you can give me my first payment

That was quick

I already told them to expedite payment

Maybe I'll pay you in advance

Hello

Daddy is still with his student in school

Mommy is not back yet?

That's ridiculous

Daddy will come home soon

Hello, Lok? It's me, Joe

You have an appointment with Miss Yip, are you here yet?

Hold on

I'll let Miss Yip talk to you, wait

Lok

Hello?

He hung UP

Sorry about that, Nam

I never thought he'd be so irresponsible

Maybe I'll call him again later, I'll try to help

Lok

I missed you

What are you doing?

You're not Yan-yan?

You're Yip Nam

Sorry...

Lok

You finally came back for counseling?

No, I came back to talk with Joe

If you aren't comfortable with me

That's all right

Sorry, I hope I didn't affect your research

Maybe a little

After all, your case works well for my thesis

Never mind

I can just change the topic and defer my graduation

I wonder if we'll see each other again

Bye

If I go back to counseling, are you fine with it?

You fell in love with Yip Nam, right?

I just want to help her finish her dissertation

There's nothing more to it

You aren't honest with me

Who understands you more than I do?

I did my homework

When was the first time you saw Yan-yan?

It was the day after we first met

Our encounter seems to be a pivotal moment

Why don't you describe me as a person?

What attracted you to me that day?

Perhaps close your eyes

Think about that day

That stranger on the street

How did you feel?

Ling was so helpless that night

She was the only one who came out to help her

At that moment

I felt like she's an angel

When the world is mocking...

Fearing and humiliating Ling...

She's the only one who's willing to protect Ling

As if she's protecting me

I'm ill

I never dare to think about love

Until I met her

Very good

Being honest to your feelings

ls not easy

Don't misinterpret it

I'm talking about Yan-yan

Of course I know

I'm not as good as you said anyway

I only helped Ling out of instinct

I'm sorry about what happened earlier

Now you know why I don't want to talk about Yan-yan

I've decided to write about my experience with Yan-yan in details

I hope that'd be useful to your dissertation

The days I spent with Yan-yan is the happiest time of my life

The loneliness I once had

Was all gone

I always have to wear a mask when I'm with strangers

But when I'm with Yan-yan

I can truly be myself

We had endless things to talk about

Because we always understood each other

Are you also going this way?

Yes

Sorry, my wife made a last minute trip back to Hong Kong

I can't spend time with you tonight

That's fine

Maybe another time

Okay

It's actually my birthday today

Do you live here?

I realized last time when I went to see you

That I can see your place from mine

If you don't believe it, you can see for yourself

I haven't tidied my place, it might be messy

I hope you don't mind

I'm Yip Nam, I'm real

I should go

"I'm sorry I scared you"

"I'm your counselor, I shouldn't do that"

"Don't worry, I won't tell the staff"

"I just worry I'd drag you down, I'm a patient"

"Can you really see my place from yours?"

"The one with flashing lights"

"Happy birthday"

"Thank you for tonight, I had a great time"

"Thank you"

What do you like most about Yan-yan?

She's genuine

She never lied to me

I'm free for two hours after class the day after

See if that works for you

Don't come up to my place anymore

Where else if not your place?

Your place is the safest

I mean...

Let's not continue like this

Are you seeing someone?

No

I just don't want to continue this relationship

Sure, that's fine

I'll find another student to finish this research project then

I'm sure you don't want to feel awkward

"My Experience of Dating My Delusion"

What do you think about me?

You aren't as handsome and muscular as Eddie Peng

But that's acceptable

Are there things you can't accept?

Are you married?

No, of course not

Even if you're crazy or stupid, I still love you

"Yan-yan"

Good morning

Good morning

Today's simulated counseling will be...

Slightly different from our normal session

On the other side of the room, my tutor...

And other students will be observing

So we can evaluate

And improve the quality of the counseling

How's your week?

Not bad

Still suffering from insomnia?

Not as much

That's great

Have you thought about why? What happened?

You don't want to say it?

I understand

You might not be used to today's setting

If you prefer, we can stop anytime

No

I can do it

I fell in love with a girl

Love can bring positivity, how do you feel?

But I don't think we can be together

Why?

I'm out of her league

How about the dream you mentioned earlier?

Did you have the same dream this week?

Yes

ls the dream any different?

Lok...

Have you thought that besides the goat...

The boy also represents you?

You mean...

The goat represents me in reality

And the boy symbolizes me in fantasy?

Yan-yan didn't only bring you fear

She also brought happiness

But you are aware that...

You can only live with Yan-yan in your fantasy

That's why the boy tries to bury the goat

Does that mean me in fantasy...

ls trying to bury me in reality

So I can never walk out of it?

What do you think?

Cemetery symbolizes your mother

You think that no one loves you more than she did

You couldn't let go of her

But cemetery can also symbolize eternity

A wedding that happens in a cemetery

Represents your yearning for eternal love

A dream that's too good to be true

So you don't want to wake up

You still don't want to forget about Yan-yan, right?

No

I know she's my fantasy, I want to forget her

Consciously yes, but not subconsciously

What does your heart tell you?

This is the homework you did for me

You really put your heart to it

When I read it

I thought it's something that happened in real life

But today...

You must admit that...

These are all illusions

It's not real

Let's do a ceremony

Tear it, discard it

And find your true love in reality

You were too aggressive just now

As if you're trying to push your client

To forget about his illusion and experience

Our main responsibility is to

Help clients realize their own thoughts

Instead of telling them what to do

He hasn't found true love in reality

If you make him give up his dependency on his imagination

It's dangerous

Sorry, I was too hot-headed

You should know that he has a tendency for transference

He projects his emotions on me?

I wasn't sure

Transference is very common

If handled properly

It can be part of your case studies

But you have to be very careful

Not to have counter-transference

Don't redirect your feelings toward him

Generally speaking, you did a great job

Counseling requires a lot of experience

Keep working on it

Thank you, Dr. Fung

Is this where you kissed Yan-yan for the first time?

What is it?

You're the real one

Go have some fun

Here we go, it's spinning

You've helped me a lot, I really appreciate it

We can still be friends

I'm sorry if I make you think otherwise

You declined Joe's date

Is he bothering you?

I declined his date?

Isn't that so?

It's fine, I can handle it myself

I want to make up an excuse to Dr. Fung

So we can end our counseling earlier

And try to find other cases

I can't keep counseling you

With our relationship right now

No

There are two more sessions, stick with it

After you're done with counseling and your thesis

No one will care about us anymore

Nam

It's really you, Nam

Don't you remember Uncle Wong?

Uncle Wong

Is this your boyfriend?

How's your morn?

I understand

This is my name card

Call me if you need anything

Uncle would love to catch up with you

No need to clean up, I'll do it myself

I'll help you get changed

I can do it

You're sick, let me help

I said I can do it!

Sorry, I just wanted to help you change your dirty clothes

Do you regret being with me?

Never mind, I understand

You're a nice girl

Why would you...

It's not you

You're wonderful

I'm the one to be blamed

What is it?

If you know what I'm really like

You won't want to be with me

You don't mind that I'm sick

What is it that I can't accept?

What is it?

I've been with a lot of men!

I know you've had many relationships before

I know that

Those were in the past, I don't mind

How will you not mind?

That was my mom's ex boyfriend

I used to have sex with him

I can have sex with any men for benefits

Do you understand?

I wasn't forced

I asked for it

I asked for it! I'm a whore!

No

No, you didn't ask for it

Did that douche bag hurt you?

You're not me, how would you know better than me?

I'm a cheap whore

I thought I could be different from my morn

But I couldn't

I couldn't! I really couldn't!

Don't touch me!

Leave

It's my fault

I shouldn't have dragged you into this

I told you to leave, why didn't you?

I thought about it all night long

I really don't mind

Go ahead and cry, I'm here

I don't want to cry anymore

My eyes hurt

I've never done it before

Close your eyes and lie down

I've watched those Japanese ones

I know how to do it

Stop making me laugh

No, I'm serious

Are you nervous?

I don't know if it's a side effect of the medicines

Sorry

Kiss me

What are you laughing at?

Nothing

Say it

Why are you helping me get dressed?

I worry you might catch a cold

I'll hurry back to the centre first

See you later

Dr. Fung, let me explain

How are you going to explain this?

I separate my professional and private life

It won't affect our counseling

Or even my dissertation

Shut up!

I'm sorry, Joe

All counseling sessions regarding this research will be put on hold

Give me a day

I'll explain it to the Association

I hope you can keep this a secret for now

I agree that our priority is...

To protect our members immediately

Lok

Let's talk

Lok

Come and have a word with me

Lok

We found that Miss Yip has been behaving inappropriately...

During your counseling sessions

We have decided to terminate the counseling

What's inappropriate about it?

Don't worry

We know it has nothing to do with you

We'll protect you, no one can hurt you

You think you're protecting me?

Yip Nam declined your date, so you did it as a revenge

What kind of man are you?

Someone sent this video to me

How can I not do anything about it?

You've known me for so long

Do you think I'm that kind of person?

Lok

I made the move, it has nothing to do with Yip Nam

Lok

Remember me? I'm Yip Nam's professor

I know you want to protect her, right?

She's my best student

I care about her more than you do

Perhaps you don't understand yet

Counselors cannot have relationships with their clients

Therefore this must be dealt with properly

Joe

I'll leave with Yip Nam first

See if you need help from someone else

Most importantly, try to stabilize Lok's emotions

Professor

Believe me

She didn't hurt me

Don't worry

I'll try my best to help Yip Nam

But you have to promise me that

At this stage

You can't have contact with each other

I'm sure you want the best for her too, right?

Give Grace Charity Association wants us to expel you

What should we do now?

I'm sorry

We need you to promise that

You won't contact any Give Grace Charity Association members

Including Lee Chi-lok

We'll see if it can make any mends

You can punish me

But I'm not longer his counselor

Why can't we have contact?

Are regulations more important than the client's well being?

I can really help him, you can tell too

I didn't say you couldn't help him

But what's the use of regulations?

To protect the clients

As well as the clinical psychologists

This is why

The society trusts us

Why did you want to study psychology?

Didn't you say you want to be a clinical psychologist?

I really like him

I won't leave him

Having a relationship with a mentally ill patient

ls not an easy thing

Yip Nam

Relationships are always your weakness

Before your love gets too deep

Leave him

That's the responsible thing to do

"Yip Nam"

Lok

I can't find the diary

What diary?

You just said you want to read it

Why are you leaving?

Don't leave me

Do you know who I am?

You are not Yan-yan

You're Yip Nam

Are you only using me for your dissertation?

So it was true

I was at first, but not anymore

I've changed, and you know it

Then promise me

You'll never leave me again

Lok

Yip Nam is the one you like

Not me

Right?

You know he's been with so many men

Why do you still like her?

My feelings for you are real

She's not real

I don't want to do this to you

I knew you couldn't let her go

That's not true

I want to believe you too

But she's not real

Lok

She doesn't really love you

She'll leave you in the end

You don't love me

You'll leave me in the end, right?

No

Of course I love you

She's lying

You're mentally ill, how would she love you?

Other men are waiting to have sex with her

Why would she want you?

You had sex with so many men

You're filthy!

She's trying to fool you again

No, she's not fooling me

She's not

Even if she's filthy, I still love her

You think you deserve to love her?

Did you hear someone talking to you?

Is it Yan-yan?

She's not real

She's not real

I'm not real...

I'm not real, then you can have me forever

Prove it to me, I'm the one you love, okay?

Lee Chi-lok, listen to me

Listen to me, look at me

Lee Chi-lok, listen to me

Listen to me

Lee Chi-lok, listen to me, look at me!

Lee Chi-lok, look at me

Lee Chi-lok, look at me

Listen to me

I'm Yip Nam, the only one

Here with you

Don't listen to her

Lee Chi-lok

I love you, I've done so much for you

I know you know that

I'm not real, so what?

I'm not using you, you're just having a relapse

Don't listen to her

Lee Chi-lok, listen to me...

Yan-yan doesn't exist at all

Yan-yan doesn't exist at all

The voices in your head are not real

Yan-yan doesn't exist at all

Go away!

Shut up!

Shut up!

I'm sorry!

Don't do that!

I'm selfish, I don't deserve to be pitied

I want you to like me

I want you to love me

- Loser... - No!

Why can't I do anything?

That's enough!

Hit me instead then!

I'm in so much pain

No matter who you really are

You'll all leave me in the end

"Tuen Mun Hospital Psychiatry"

Recently, a person made me realize that

My mom isn't the only one who accepts me for who I am

Who is that?

You already know it

I want to hear you say it

This incident

Has greatly affected public's confidence to

Our school and even Hong Kong's clinical psychology

This caution must serve

As an act of warning and deterrence

Therefore, we have decided to terminate your studies

But considering that you showed remorse...

For your mistakes

If you can make these promises

Our school would consider...

Allowing you to apply for the courses again

Do you promise to...

Strictly obey the regulations from now on?

I promise

Do you promise that...

Unless you receive approvals from Give Grace Charity

You'll never set foot there so as to...

Avoid triggering negative emotions of their members?

Yes

I promise

Do you promise...

In both private or public settings

That you won't contact or harass the victim

Mr. Lee Chi-lok?

Yip Nam

Do you promise...

That you won't contact or harass the victim

Mr. Lee Chi-lok?

Thank you

For giving me this opportunity

To reflect on myself during this time

Sometimes you don't realize

How important some things are until you lose them

I really want to be a clinical psychologist

And a professional psychological counselor

But...

I'm sorry

I can't do it

Lok

Why didn't you tell me that...

You're discharged and back at work?

People at the centre won't hold you accountable

Only if you promise not to see me again

You should leave

I've decided not to pursue my studies

I won't be a clinical psychologist

We can be together

Miss, we are closed

I know her

Doctor said I might have to be on medication for the rest of my life

You've seen my relapses

I don't know when I'll relapse again

I know that

But I've thought about it

I don't mind

I love you, and you love me

Right?

Yip Nam

I was really happy during that time

Thank you

But it's time we wake up from our dreams

I'm sorry

Lok