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DR. MELENDEZ: Previously,
on The Good Doctor...

We had the clinic
at the hospital.

Come back as President, and...
And we'll re-open it.

We need to go to HR
and break up.

I have accepted
your explanation and report.

Thank you.
But I don't believe it.

**

Traditionally, you don't
get to lead surgeries
until fourth year.

That will be changing.

When the right surgery
comes along, it'll be yours.

I want you to meet
our new attending,

Dr. Marcus Andrews.

Pleasure to meet you.

You had a date last night,
didn't you?

It was hard,
uncomfortable,
unpleasant,

and I have no idea
if she was happy,

and I know I wasn't happy.

**

(THUD)

I don't like
when you do that.

I know.

But I did it anyway

because you need
to snap out of it.

The moping,
it accomplishes nothing.

I'm not moping.
I'm eating.

Which is the only thing
you're doing
outside your room now.

You didn't even
come out
to tell me

to turn down
the Talking Heads.

It didn't bother me.

The walls were shaking.

I'm surprised
the cops didn't show up.

You like Carly.

You need to get
back in the saddle.

And luckily, you have
a totally awesome roomie
who's here to help you.

I'm not going
on any more dates.

Shaun,
everyone gets it.

Dating is stressful.

But being alone
is worse.

I'm not alone.

I have you.
I have Dr. Glassman.

Yeah, friends are great,

but everyone needs
a special friend.

I don't.

Shaun...
I'm not like everyone!

**

No one is like everyone.

We're all unique.

But we're also the same.

(KEYS JINGLE)

I had rent control.

The only way
for them to jack the rent
is to get me out,

so they just
make up a reason.

Said that I was
playing my music too loud.

And the all-night parties,
the fighting
with the neighbors,

the wandering around
the parking lot without
any clothes on?

I had a robe on!

And I wasn't wandering.

I was trying
to take the trash out,

but they moved
the damn bins.

It was windy.

Mom, you were clearly
off your meds and drinking.

Okay.

"Was."

It was
a temporary setback.

Okay, nobody's perfect,
but it is all
under control now.

People with things
under control

don't show up at
their daughter's
at 1:00 a.m.

looking for
a place to stay.

I will be out of your hair
before you even know.

Two weeks.

Three, tops.
One!

I don't have time
to babysit a grown woman.

Well, it's three weeks
until the end of the month.

You at least owe me that.

No, I don't, actually.

One week.

(SIREN WAILING)

We need some help
over here!

Male, 30s,
gaping 10-centimeter
laceration to his left cheek.

Probable fractured
temporal bone, maxilla,

definitely
shattered mandible.
What happened?

He tried to stop
some creeper

from groping a woman
on the subway.

Maniac ended up
bashing his skull in
with some kid's skateboard.

Wheels broke off,
and the metal axle...

Did that.

Okay, we need
to secure his airway.

His mouth is filling up
with blood.

Intubation cart.

He has a
through-and-through
oral defect...

(SUCTION)
And the mandible
is crushed.

We need hemostats.

The woman?

She's fine.

Cops arrived, tased the dude,
took him away in cuffs.

Everybody's fine
except for the hero.

CLAIRE: We're gonna
need to intubate
through the neck.

Betadine, scalpel,
6-0 tube to place
surgical cric.

(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)

(INDISTINCT TALKING OVER P.A.)

Could you do me
a huge favor and take
this up to Lim's office?

Sure.
I'm running late.

No problem.

Melendez is waiting.

Sorry,
I had to help Kellan

with a biology project
this morning.

What's in the box?

Ducati throw pillow.

You really think you can
bribe Lim with a pillow?

I'm not bribing her.
I'm being nice.

She's starting a new job
in a new office.

Where she'll decide
who gets the first
lead surgery.

I'm not stupid enough
to think

I can influence her decision
with a gift.

But it never hurts

to have a good relationship
with your boss.

And it's
a damn cool pillow.

(COOS)

DR. MELENDEZ: Hey.

No signs
of any post-op infection.

There's also no sign
your surgery did any good.

Tom.

How often
is he vomiting?

After every feeding.

Okay.

Shh.

This is obviously not
the outcome we had hoped for,

but a pyloric stenosis
requires a cautious approach.

If we're too aggressive...

(BABY VOMITS, CRIES)
(GASPS)

It's okay, buddy.
I got you.

Shh, shh, shh, shh.

(CRYING)

Our baby is in pain.
He can't eat.

And you don't seem to have
any clue why.

I would be upset, too,
if I were in your position.

But you're wrong.

We need to conduct some tests
to confirm, but I am confident

it's just a matter
of going back in

and making
a tiny adjustment.

Your son's
in good hands.

Thank you.

I'm sorry.
I'm just...

A father
who loves his son.

You've got nothing
to apologize for.

**

That was impressive.

Get an abdominal
ultrasound
to confirm

it's just an incomplete
pyloromyotomy.

You're wasting
your ass-kissing.

First surgery
isn't his decision.

No. He's just the one
sleeping with the one
making that decision.

(MONITOR BEEPING)

Pupils are equal
and reactive.

Do you know
where you are?

And do you know
how you ended up here?

Josh, you have
multiple fractures
in your cheek and jaw,

and a large piece
of your cheek tissue, skin,

and underlying muscle
was torn off.

You're going to need
extensive reconstructive
surgery

to save
your jaw function.

You need to read
these consent forms.

And if you have any questions,
write them on this pad.

Was the woman
on the subway
a friend of yours?

DR. ANDREWS: He's a fool.

Trying to prove
how macho you are
can get you killed.

Clamp the branch
of the inferior alveolar.

(MONITOR BEEPING)

So, you would just
stand by?

Let a woman get groped?

Apply manual compression.
Try and close
the fracture gap.

You help
every homeless
drug addict

you see on the subway?

I don't.

And neither
does Browne,

which is why she ought not
get so self-righteous.

Yes.

I help my patients
to the best of my ability

because it's meaningful,

and to me, the downside
is purely financial.

For friends,
I'll risk a little
bit more,

but the only people
I'm risking life
and limb for

are my family.

Someone gropes my wife
on the subway,
they're gonna get whupped.

This isn't gonna work.

The mandibular ramus
is just too shattered,

and I can't get
adequate stabilization.

We can't do
any skin or muscle grafts

if we can't fix
the skeletal structures.

Alloplastic augmentation
to bridge the gap?

The span is too wide.

**

We're gonna
have to wire him shut.

Wake him up.

He should know
he's never gonna talk
or eat solid food again.

**

Forever.

**

Do you have
any questions?

I'm sorry.

(INHALES SHARPLY)

**

(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)

**

The Cantrells
want a new surgeon.

What can you tell me
about the first surgery?

Is this an M&M review?

Not yet.

Is it possible

you may have been
a little too aggressive?

Cut too deeply?

Are you really
asking me that?

I need to know.

(PEN CLICKS)

I definitely
didn't go too deep.

Great.

We'll talk
to the Cantrells.

Audrey.

Is this weird for you?

**

A little. You?

I'm trying
not to let it be.

Good.

Me too.

(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)

Hello.

I'm here to pick up artificial
dermal regeneration templates.

Let me get it.

Hey, Shaun.

I heard
what happened
to the guy.

Sounds horrible.

Is he gonna be okay?

He won't be able to eat
or speak normally ever again.

Thank you.

Shaun.

You seem
a bit uncomfortable.

If it has anything to do
with our date,

I just want you to know,
I had a really good time,

and hope
we can do it again.

(BREATHES SHAKILY)

I had
a horrible time...

And don't want to
do that ever again.

**

Extensive swelling.

But within
the acceptable range
of post-op edema.

The very top
of the range.

I think maybe Melendez
did go too deep,

injured the pylorus.

Well?

The swelling is within
the acceptable range
for a post-op edema.

Got your muffins.
Delicious.

I'm glad you liked them.

I did.

Just kinda surprised
you thought I could be
bought with baked goods.

We're not trying
to buy you off
with muffins or a pillow.

Someone got me a pillow?

No. I wanted to
show you my support
for your promotion.

You're all gonna lead
surgeries, hundreds of them.

So it doesn't matter
who does anything first.

The only thing that matters
is that you do it right.

So, what was
in the box?

Sample marketing pamphlets.

My buddy owns a print shop,

asked me to give Lim
some samples.

Well played.

But it's all
moot anyway.

It doesn't matter
who goes first.

Right.

Just so I'm clear,
that "right" was
sarcastic, right?

Right.

(SIRENS WAIL IN DISTANCE)

Hey.

Since when does
the President

need to stock
his own shelves?

When it's a free clinic
and you want it done right.

Thank you.

(WHISPERING) Have you ever
had sex in the office?

I'm not gonna
answer that.

First of all,
it's embarrassing
if I say yes,

and it's even
more embarrassing
if I say no.

I take the fifth.

If we're gonna
get married,

I need to know
all your naughty...

SHAUN:
I brought us lunch.

I know what
you each like.

(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)

Dr. Melendez is not
just our best surgeon.

He's one of the tops
in the entire country,

with the expertise to know
that the best way

to avoid a truly bad outcome
in this procedure

is to err
on the side of caution.

W-We hear all that.
We do.

And we really
appreciate you
taking the time

to explain everything.

But we would just
be more comfortable

having someone else
take over from here.

You do understand?

Of course.

I assume you'd be okay

if I perform
Braden's second surgery?

Eh, the Chief
of the department?

Eh...

Absolutely.

Thank you, Doctor.

Of course.

**

Nobody likes dating.

It's awkward
and uncomfortable.

It's expensive.

Ah.
That's why you proposed
after two dates?

To save money?

I proposed after two dates
because after one date,

I realized how much
I loved being around you

and how much fun
we'd have together.

He's right, Shaun,
'cause the fun
can be so fun.

That didn't happen to me.

(CELL PHONE BUZZES)

I have to go
to surgery.

Shaun.

Whenever you're ready,
you'll try again.

What?

Whenever he's ready?

He's got to go
at his own pace.

He needs to be pushed.

I'm not gonna push him.

A man doesn't
push another man
into a date.

He pushed you.

Shaun doesn't know
any better.

If you want him
to find love,

he literally needs
to be pushed into it.

Literally?

Shaun's not like
other men.

Oh, he easily admits
he's wrong?

He easily changes course?

If you don't talk to him,
is anything gonna change?

CLAIRE: No good deed
goes unpunished.

Why does it always
work out that way?

It doesn't.

Most good deeds
get rewarded.

DR. ANDREWS: And what do
you base that on, Murphy?

Certainly not the news
or the Forbes 500.

CLAIRE: Or the Bible.

SHAUN: I base it
on neuroscience.

Bad outcomes
just implant deeper
in our cerebral cortex.

DR. ANDREWS: So, evolution
agrees with me.

Our brains encourage us
to be selfish.

SHAUN: Yes.

Which makes it strange

that people
keep being unselfish.

You were.

You saved my job.

And now you're an attending
instead of the President.

Screws
and wire ligature.

(MONITOR BEEPING)

We're not doing this.

We can do better.

There is
no other procedure.

**

We'll invent one.

Truce during surgery.

Fair.
What about procedures?

Imaging is fair game.

Anything invasive,
we go to our corners.

Crap. I left my keys
in my locker.

Losing my mind.

I'll see you tomorrow.
Night.

(INDISTINCT TALKING OVER P.A.)

CLAIRE: What about
a muscle graft
from the temporalis?

SHAUN: That wouldn't address
deep mucosa or bone.

Unless we took
an osseocutaneous free flap

from the radial forearm.

We'd need approximately
two inches

and could use
the natural concavity of...

And he could lose
the use of his hand.

That seems like
a reasonable trade-off.

I'm not telling this guy
that we can restore his speech

and all it'll cost
is his hand.

Because he's a hero?

What he did
has nothing to do with it.

It's what we can do
that matters.

What we can do
is what we were doing.

That's the protocol.

Aren't we risking more damage
by leaving him in an ICU bed

while we try to invent
a new treatment?

How about attaching
two free flaps

on vessels
on either side
of his neck?

Heard from Claire
you're having an
all-hands-on-deck sesh.

Happy to join.

Good. How about Park?

He left.

Said he had a thing
with his son.

Thankfully, I don't have kids,
so extra hours, not a problem.

Have you considered an
allograft augmentation or a...

Heard y'all were working late,
so I got some coffee.

**

Any way I can help?

(DR. PARK CLEARS THROAT)

DR. MELENDEZ: I want to
talk about our meeting
with the Cantrells.

On date night?

Can it wait...
10 and a half hours?

I guess.

Thank you.

Have you ever been
to The French Laundry?

No.

We should do
a weekend in Napa.

I know this great little B&B
just south of St. Helena...

It's not about
the Cantrells.

It's about
what you said to them.

Has it been 10 and
a half hours already?

I "erred on the side
of caution."

Caution is a good thing.

Err isn't.

I didn't err...
Not at all.

I was going to bat
for you.

I think that maybe
you're so afraid

of appearing to favor
your boyfriend

that you're
overcompensating.

Given I think
you may have erred,

I'd say
I was incredibly supportive.

In which case, you went
against your better
professional judgment

to favor your boyfriend.

So, I'm too supportive
or not supportive enough?

Should I change
the reservation
to two tables for one?

**

I've had plenty of first dates
that were actual disasters.

Took one woman
to a Coyotes game,

saw four minutes of it,

spent the rest
of the night
in the ER

while she got 17 stitches
after being hit by a puck.

We got married
eight months later.

Then you divorced her.

It was worth it.

**

(EXHALES SHARPLY)

We don't have a choice.

Evolution needs us
to propagate,

so it gives us
a shot of happiness

every now and again
to suck us in like idiots.

(SCOFFS)

To keep us in a game

that we know
we're gonna lose
almost every time.

Because
the upside's like...

Nothing else.

Love.

But if Shaun really
doesn't need to play, then...

Good for him.

We've officially turned into
an episode of The Bachelor.

Everyone go home.

I'm not tired.

I am.

No.

There are still
a number of possibilities.

Murphy, you are smart
and you're creative,

but there are things
you can't do.

You can't do miracles.
You can't fix the unfixable.

**

(DOOR CLOSES)

(FOOTSTEPS DEPART)

(DOOR OPENS)

(DOOR CLOSES)

(LOCK CLICKS)

(KEYS JINGLE)

(SIGHS)

Hey, baby.

(EXHALES SHARPLY)

You work way too hard.

Yes, I do.

Uh... Let me get you
something to eat,

'cause I made some pulled pork
and some peanut coleslaw.

No, thanks, Mom.

Did you find a place?

I saw one,
but it was nasty.

Y-You must be hungry.

You saw one,

and then you came home
and cooked?

Yes.

I came home
and cooked dinner
for my daughter.

I'm trying, Claire.

Okay,
I'm taking my meds.

I'm seeing Dr. Donovan.

I am doing my best.

**

I've heard that before.

You got six days.

**

(SIGHS)

Shaun, you need sleep.

Your neurons
will be sparkier
in the morning.

There are 640 muscles
and 206 bones in the body,

but only 284
and 72 of those

are of sufficient size
for our grafts,

but that still leaves
20,448 possible permutations.

It's not unfixable
until I rule out every...

So, some anatomy problem,
you won't give up on,

but after one date,

you think you've explored
all the possible permutations?

Stop distracting me.

I'm distracting you?

By talking about you?
By talking about love?

Yes.

I...
I need to concentrate.

Okay.

I'll shut up.

You're still talking.

Good night, Shaun.

You're still...

We only have
206 bones?

Still talking.
Oh...

(SIGHS) Yes.

**

(KNOCK ON DOOR)

(LOUD KNOCK ON DOOR)

(KNOCK ON DOOR)

CARLY: Shaun?

I think we should talk.

So did Lea.

But I have to find
a solution for an
oromandibular defect

that doesn't involve
titanium plates,

356 of our muscles,
or 134 of our bones.

I don't think
you never want
to see me again.

I have to find a solution
for an oromandibular...

We have to talk.

You owe me that much.

Why do I owe you
that much?

Because I thought
we had a nice time.

And I thought
you were a nice guy,

an honest guy,
and I still think you are,

and I'm confused
about how you feel

and about how I feel
about how you feel,

and I just need
to talk about it.

So, if you have
any feelings
for me at all,

you'll help me
understand.

**

(SIGHS SHAKILY)

Okay.

CARLY: My little sister,
Andie, has autism.

SHAUN: We're not
all the same.

I know.

I think growing up
with Andie helps me
understand you.

But it also makes me
wonder about myself.

And did I date you
to prove something?

Did I date you to

somehow make
things better
for Andie?

I don't think I did,
but...

My point is...

I have questions,
too, Shaun.

Trying to figure out
what we want

and why we want it
and is it good for us

are good questions.

And they
can't all be answered
over one dinner.

I have to go.

**

(DOORBELL RINGS)

**

Murphy...

I've... I've got it!

I've got it!

We take
a vascularized free flap

and suture it
to the facial artery
and vein,

then flip up
the pectoralis.

**

It's a great idea.

We're not doing it.

It's never been tried
before.

Risk one,
graft failure
brings infection

and he loses
the other half
of his face.

Risk two,
sepsis and he dies.

Risk three...

Yeah, yeah, yeah,
risk whatever.

We do
the standard procedure,

the guy never speaks
or eats again.

Dr. Murphy,
could you please
give us a minute?

Why do you
want to do this?

You've been my boss
for a few hours,

and you're already
questioning my motivations?

You fell on your sword
for Shaun,

and your reward
for your act of heroism
was getting fired.

And now you're back here,
answerable to me.

I imagine you've
been asking yourself
if it was worth it.

(EXHALES SLOWLY)

**

Your issues
with the procedure
are valid,

but at least let me put them
before the patient.

He'll say yes.

I won't sugarcoat
the risks.

He'll say yes anyway.

He wants to believe
things will work out.

That's why he's a hero.

Sometimes
the hero loses.

Which is why
he's got to learn
when to stand back

when there's nothing
he can do to help.

**

Are you going to order me
to stand back?

No.

**

(INDISTINCT TALKING OVER P.A.)

Hey, Shaun?

You got a minute?

Okay.

(SIGHS) Debbie wanted me
to talk to you.

To tell you...

Not to give up on love.

Don't give up on love.

Okay.

Do you want me
to let her know
you told me?

Yes, please.

(SIGHS)

Hey, Shaun?

I know this, uh,
dating thing
can be scary.

You're good at dating.

Well, before Debbie,
the last time
I went on a date,

Wake Me Up
Before You Go-Go
was the big hit.

'Cause a-a-after Maddie
and the divorce,

I kind of shut down
for a while.

Yeah, I...
And it felt better

to be in a place
where I couldn't get hurt.

But then, last year,
I got my diagnosis,

I thought
I was gonna die,

and Debbie
came into my life,
and I said to myself,

"I-I-I don't want
to be safe anymore."

You know?

I want to... I want to...
I want to feel alive.

And...
And if I get hurt,
I get hurt.

That's part of the deal.

Morgan says
it's biological,

that it doesn't
make sense.

Morgan's right.

So I'm right?

No. No.

Look...

It's wonderful,
this love thing.

Why should it
make any sense?

When I think about
the reasons I-I'm
in love with Debbie,

okay, she's...
She's kind,
she's funny,

she's...She's loving.

But that's not it.
Not really.

(CHUCKLES)
Don't tell her this,

but there are
other people
in the world

that are kinder,
that are funnier,

that are more loving
than she is,

but she makes me happy,
just being around her.

It makes
absolutely no sense,

but I wouldn't trade it
for anything.

**

Okay.

I have
an ethical dilemma.

I was going through
state regulations
for medical staff,

specifically, residents,

and their new guidelines
have raised an issue for me.

The state caps residents
at 80 hours a week,

but I don't think
that's nearly enough.

I work over 100,
and I don't plan
on cutting back,

so I'm wondering
how I should be
reporting my hours.

Park offered
to co-write a paper with me.

(SIGHS)
What a suck-up.

I said yes.

It's an interesting case.
It should be written up.

So he's...

Gonna do a lot of work
for nothing.

Except for the good
of the medical community.

And I'm gonna tell you
what I told him.

If you come to me
with one more favor,

one more humblebrag,

if I suspect either of you
have your lips puckered,

you're going
to the bottom of the list.

Yes, ma'am.

(WATER RUNNING)

(WATER STOPS)

Dr. Lim?

Do you ever think about
what it means,

me doing all this?

Means you've
underestimated me.

Maybe.

But it also means
that I care.

That getting the first surgery
means something to me,

enough for me to go out
and really overspend
on designer desserts

and then to spend
even more time

trying to make them
look homemade.

If I'm putting
that much effort
into muffins,

imagine how hard I'll work

to make the most
of this opportunity

if it's given to me.

**

(DOOR OPENS)

With considerable
physio and speech therapy,

this graft would allow you

to not only chew
and swallow whole foods,

but it would enable you
to talk again.

It's an untested procedure
with not-insignificant risks.

CLAIRE:
If the graft
doesn't take,

more skin and bone
could become infected,

possibly necrotic.

(STYLUS TAPPING)

We need to know
you understand.

CLAIRE: It's an
experimental procedure.

In addition to all of
the usual surgical risks,

there are
all of the unknowns.

Bleeding out,
permanent graft loss,

stroke...

Death.

**

**

Good for you, Josh.

Get him prepped.

**

Okay.

DR. LIM:
Infuse carbon dioxide.

Grasping duodenum
just distal of the pylorus.

(MONITOR BEEPING)

Huh. Look at that.

That's not good.

Page Dr. Melendez.

An intussusception.

The telescoped bowel
is causing a blockage.

The baby had
two unrelated conditions
causing the same symptom.

We only know about
the second condition

because of
the first surgery.

Treatment protocol
is a barium enema,

but not for someone
Braden's age.

An air enema might work.

Unless the intestine's torn.

(BEEP)
Morgan,
reposition the scope

to get a better look
at the intestinal wall

around
the intussusception site.

DR. MELENDEZ:
There's too much swelling
and edema to be sure.

With the risk
of infection,

we don't have
time to find out.

You're gonna
have to open him up.

You should.

The Cantrells
made their wishes clear.

Well, that's when
I made them
think you'd erred,

which you did not,

not on the side
of caution,

not at all.

We do the surgery
together.

Who's the lead?

I think you know.

Pulling rank?

Absolutely.

As Chief of Surgery,
I designate you.

DR. ANDREWS:
It's like a puzzle.
You secure to the artery,

then the vessel
just won't quite
stretch to the vein.

CLAIRE: You could mobilize
the recipient vessel.

Repeat that, Dr. Browne.

Mobilize the recipient vessel
to create more slack.

You saw Carly again.
How was it?

Inconvenient.

But despite her intrusion,

I was still able
to concentrate on medicine.

That wasn't an intrusion.
That was a date.

It was walking.

Walking with
someone you like
who likes you, too,

is a non-date date.

Some of the best dates
that I have had

did not involve flowers
and restaurant reservations.

Just...

Sharing a bag of chips
and sitting on a couch.

DR. ANDREWS: Secured.

Remove clamps.

Blood flow
to and from graft.

Let's move on
to the pectoralis flap.

(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
DR. ANDREWS:
Blood pressure's dropping.

Okay.
Heart rate is up.

DR. ANDREWS: Push IV fluids,
give epinephrine 1 milligram,
then start a drip.

There's intestinal wall
perforation.

Repairable?

(SIGHS) There's
too much tissue damage.

Infection?

No sign of peritonitis,
but we'll need to remove
this section of bowel.

(ALARM BEEPING)

He's tachy.
Hypotensive.

Push vasopressors
and antibiotics.

(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
DR. ANDREWS: Check an iSTAT
hematocrit, ABG.

Give two units PRBCs.

I don't see
any major bleeding.

DR. ANDREWS:
Push more fluids,
start an inotrope.

Check all vessels we worked on
for clots with the Doppler.

SHAUN: Okay.

**

Large clot
in the carotid.

Clamps back on,

performing
carotid arteriotomy.

Will try to aspirate out
the clot.

Stand by with heparin.

(BEEPING CONTINUES)

**

Carotid clot removed.

(BEEPING CONTINUES)

(BEEPING SLOWS)

EEG looking good.

(SIGHS)

Resuming
pectoralis flap
dissection.

Good work, everybody.

**

DR. ANDREWS: Go ahead...
say something.

Yeah, you can talk.

Maybe not
too much at first,

give the jaw
a chance to heal.

**

(HOARSELY) Thank you.

(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)

On behalf of all of us,
you're very welcome.

The woman
who was being accosted
when you intervened is here.

Is she all right?

CLAIRE: She's not here
as a patient.

She's been
waiting to see you.

Okay?

Hello.

Hey.

I am so sorry
this happened.

Me too.

You look...

When the swelling goes down,
he'll look a lot better.

It's okay.

My face
was never my fortune.

What made you do it?

Why did you step in?

**

I don't know.

You needed help.

**

Olivia, by the way.

Josh.

We'll let you two
get acquainted.

It didn't matter who
got the first lead surgery...
To me.

But it's recently
been brought to my attention

how much it might mean
to some of you.

Seems I'd forgotten
how important
this decision is

when you've been
dreaming about it
for years.

You're all
excellent candidates,
each deserving,

and will all
get your turn.

Starting with Dr. Browne.

Yes!

DR. LIM: Thank you.

(DOOR OPENS)

(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)

Congratulations.
CLAIRE: Thanks.

What the hell was that?

I was happy
for a colleague.

You weren't campaigning
for you to win.

You were campaigning
for me to lose.

Do you dislike me
that much?

I just wouldn't want you
supervising me
as Chief Resident.

You'd be
a nightmare of a boss.

Shaun.

Dr. Lim thought my motives
for fighting this hard

for this patient
were miscalculated.

She was right.

We shouldn't have
saved his face?

We have limited resources,
and we're even more limited

in our personal capacity
to determine who is deserving,

so we make a choice
to treat everyone the same.

So why did you treat
this patient differently?

Because I was angry.

I made a sacrifice
to save you.

I lost my job,
I took a substantial
demotion.

And I thought
I was a fool.

The cost was
way too high.

I resented you,

and I kind of resented
the universe.

But today,

you made me proud
of my sacrifice.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Very few things
that are worthwhile in life

come without a cost,
Shaun.

**

(KNOCK ON DOOR)

**

This is tricky.

I feel like
we were just tested
and both of us failed.

But...

We'll get better at this.

Hey, honey.

I'll make you a plate,
and you can take it
to your room.

Thanks.

I saw three
more apartments today.

One was kind of nice,

but it's not ready
until a week from
this Tuesday,

which puts me
over your deadline
by three days.

No.

Three days?
Come on.

You can stay here.

For a little while,
until you're
a bit better.

But you have to
stay on your meds.

And keep away
from other drugs
and alcohol.

I'm testing your urine
every two days.

Don't miss any appointments
with Dr. Donovan.

Can you live with that?

(SQUEALS, LAUGHS)

**

Do you have a couch?

* You held the balance
of the time

* That only blindly
I could read you

* But I could read you

* It's like you told me

* Go forward slowly

* It's not a race to the end

* Well, you look like yourself

* But you're somebody else

* Only, it ain't
on the surface

(INAUDIBLE CONVERSATION)

* Well, you talk like yourself

* No, I hear
someone else, though

* Now you're
making me nervous *

**