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♪ These rivers are frozen
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♪ It's hard to say
if it will be alright ♪
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Meredith: Medical schools
often ask applicants
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for an essay describing a time
they faced adversity...
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♪ ...has broken
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...and how they overcame it.
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♪ Everything
that I have built inside ♪
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They want to know
how people will cope
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with the challenges
they'll face as a doctor.
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♪ I'm chasing my shadow
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[ Thunder crashes ]
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♪ Lately he's been
the only friend of mine ♪
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♪♪
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Some students worry they have
nothing to write about.
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♪ And I don't know
which way to go ♪
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♪♪
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♪ Lost my mind to the unknown They haven't faced difficulty.
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[ Ventilator hissing,
monitor beeping ]
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♪ Even if I stay here always
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♪ I'll keep holding on
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♪ For you
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♪ You
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♪ I'll be waiting
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I didn't have that problem.
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♪ Till we meet again,
till we meet again ♪
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Morning, Meredith.
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[ Thunder rumbling ]
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Captioning provided by
ABC Studios and ABC, Inc.
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and brought to you by: Ford,
Built Ford Proud
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Uh, let's start
with regional updates.
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Uh, Hunt?
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Shouldn't we start with
an update on Meredith Grey?
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Yeah. I mean,
has her I.S. improved?
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Yeah. Is she on
a proning schedule?
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People, people.
I know we're all concerned,
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but Meredith
is getting excellent care
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from Altman and DeLuca.
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She's stable
and she's resting.
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In the meantime,
we have a hospital
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full of patients
who need us.
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Hunt?
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Yesterday Seattle reported
345 more cases, 29 deaths.
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Test positivity rate
has increased to 4.7%,
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so we should prepare
for more patients.
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COVID ICU?
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Beds are at
68% capacity.
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We'll likely need more
by the end of the month.
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53 of the 72 ventilatorsare currently in use.
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Are there any cases
that warrant discussion?
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Koracick: Hi. Hello.
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I've got one. Me.K-Koracick? How did you --
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I-I've got connections.
I'm emeritus chief of chiefs.
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That is not a thing.
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As I'm sure Hunt
gleefully told you,
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I tested positive for COVID.
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But I think the test was a dud.
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Breathing's normal,
good heart rate,
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singing voice unaffected --
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That does not change the rules.
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A negative COVID test
or a 14-day quarantine.
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You're not even close. Then send me a new test.
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And can you adjust
my camera angle?
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As lovely as
the ceiling is, I --
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[ Light laughter ]
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♪♪
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[ Indistinct talking on PA ]
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[ Door opens ]
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Did you know that there are
murder hornets now?
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What?
Yeah.
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As if the COVID outbreak
right after my husband dumped me
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wasn't bad enough.
[ Chuckles ]
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I'm gonna go home, crawl into
bed before my next shift.
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Yeah, I'm done, too. Look,
if you don't want to be alone,
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you can come hang out
at my place.
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Um, let me think about the
last time I went to your place
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and...no.
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At least I don't have a resident
living on my couch, okay?
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I got fancy beer
and a negative COVID test.
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I guess also April switched
Harriett's days on me, but...
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Oh, so you'relonely.
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Will you just come over,
alright?
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We can watch TV and, I don't
know, order pizza. Or sushi.
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Start over.
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Friendship reboot.
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We're getting both
and you're paying.
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Fine.
And no Kenny G!
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[ Door closes ]
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[ Thunder rumbling, baby coos ]
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Hey, buddy.
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Yeah.
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Just me and you.
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[ Sighs ]
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This is called a "C" chord.
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[ Guitar playing ]I'll teach you one day.
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[ Door opens ]
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Why can't I find gauze
in a house
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with so many surgeons
living in it?
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Uh, who's bleeding
this time?
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Bailey lost a tooth.
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The one that's been loose
for two weeks?
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That's supposed to happen.
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Well, not when your mom
is in the hospital with COVID.
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Mer's gonna get better.
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[ Sighs ]
You don't know that's true.
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You don't know
that it's not.
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Alright, look, um,
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let's -- let's look at
the bright side of things, okay?
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We get to introduce Bailey
to the Tooth Fairy.
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Kids love
the Tooth Fairy.
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I'll, uh --
I'll check on him.
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The bright side?
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[ Monitor beeping ]
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Dr. Kuo at the Catherine Fox
Medical Center in Manhattan
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is doing a trial with
monoclonal antibodies for COVID.
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She's got room for
two more patients, but
we got to jump on it.
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I read that study.
Didn't three patients die?
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Well, there's a strong chance
that they got the drug too late.
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Dr. Webber,
her lungs are flooded,
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a-and she's sleeping
almost around the clock.
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Richard, I would never
give this recommendation
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if I didn't think that the good
outweighed the bad.
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Thank you.
I'll -- I'll think about it.
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Okay.
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Dr. Webber --
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I said
I'd think about it.
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♪♪
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Bailey:
Mom, I can't come see you.
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Because of the pandemic,
remember?
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There's a bad virus
and no vaccine yet.
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But I can call you later,
though, okay?
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I -- Mnh.
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How you feeling, Chief?[ Sighs ]
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I moved my parents here
from across the country
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into an assisted-living facility
just in time to never see them.
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I meant your ankle.
But sorry to hear that.
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It's fine.
Thank you.
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Soccer mom: Hello?
Can someone help me?
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Hi. I'm Dr. Kim.
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Where are you from?
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Orthopedics. And it looks like
you just have a cut here,
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so let's find you
another doctor
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who can help
take care of this, okay?
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Orthopedics?
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You know that's not
what she was asking.
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-I know.
-It doesn't bother you?
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Her assuming
you're not from here?
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Happens to all of us
at some point, right?
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[ Siren wailing ]
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Bailey: What do we have?Paramedic:
Dave Oyadomari, 37,
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head lac
and right shoulder pain
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after falling off
of a step ladder.
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He also complains of abdominal
pain, nausea, and vomiting
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with a 102 fever.
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He was recently treated here
by Dr. Hunt for appendicitis
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then sent home
on oral antibiotics.
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Dave: Yeah. I'll be okay.
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Can -- Can you just give me
some more antibiotics
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and -- and a sling
or something?
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You were in so much pain
that you fell off a ladder.
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I had to call an ambulance!
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Meet my wife, Tammi.
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Okay. We'll check him out,
Tammi.
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Uh, he's tachycardic
and slightly hypotensive.
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Kim. Here.
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Let's get him to trauma one
and do a COVID test,
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STAT X-rays, labs,
and a FAST exam.
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Nico: Got it.
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[ Monitor beeping ]
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You trying to will her
into joining the trial?
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No.
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I'm hoping she suddenly
gets better and doesn't need it.
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♪♪
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[ Seagulls crying ]
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♪♪
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Excuse me!
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♪♪
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Meredith: Hello?!
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♪♪
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Mer?
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George?!
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What are you doing here?
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♪♪
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♪♪
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[ Knock on door ]
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♪♪
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Did you ask the humansto take you to their leader?
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Because it's no longer me.
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It's Dr. Helm. I'm here
to do your COVID test.
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No, you're here
to deliverit.
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I don't allow residentsin my house or up my nose.
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Uh, just put it down.Right here.
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Back up.
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Back, back, back, back, back,
back, back, back, back, back.
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Bup, bup, bup, bup, bup.
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[ Siren wailing in distance ]
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Taryn: Did you know
that I had COVID?
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It was mild, but scary.
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I learned
how to make sourdough.
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I couldn't taste it or smell it,but the texture seemed right.
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I also, uh, binged a docuseries
about house --
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You can stop your "What I didover COVID vacation" report.
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I have no interestin baking, bingeing,
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or doing anything you didor will ever do or --
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[ Sniffles ] What?
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Are you plotting
something...evil?
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No. I'm stopping
the pandemic.
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[ Test kit thuds ]
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♪♪
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Winston: Chopped chicken salad with homemade sweet pickles
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on toasted bread.
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That's a Nana Ante special
right there.
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Ooh! Jealous!
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I had stale cashews.
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Well, mine's nothing compared
to hers, but it's not bad.
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And I just can't wait
for you two to meet.
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I hope to, someday.
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Tonight too soon?
It's her birthday.
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And, uh, we're doing a --
a virtual dinner.
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Or if it's too soon,no rush.
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No, no, I just, uh...
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It's Meredith.
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I-I know there's nothing
I can do, but...
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[ Chuckles ] Anything I dothat isn't trying to help
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just feels selfish
and wrong.
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Joy is in short supply
these days.
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Especiallyour joy.
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It sure as hell is.
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That's why I'm grabbing it
when I can.
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You know, it might be
a text from you.
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It might be
the fancy pencils
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I bought for
my crossword puzzles.
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It might be just
taking a few minutes
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to sit outside with
my chicken-salad sandwich
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and look at the daffodils.
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I don't meanto tell you how to be.
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Uh...are you mad?
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-No, no.
-Ignore me. Ignore me.
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I'm not mad. I'm not mad.
I'm...a little hurt maybe.
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You got fancy pencils
and you didn't tell me?
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Wait. Are you
a pencil nerd, too?
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Oh, I special ordered a vintage
pencil sharpener from Paris.
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[ Laughs][ Cellphone chimes]
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Oh, oh.
That's my resident.
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And...joy's over.
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[ Sighs ]
Until dinner tonight.
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Until dinner tonight.
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♪♪
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Dave: My great-grandpa
was an accountant,
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but no one would hire himafter he came back from camp.
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So he got a jobas a line cook in a diner
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and eventually
started Toyo.
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-Where was he interned?
-Tule Lake.
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My great-grandparents
were sent to Jerome.
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I'm Gosei
on my mom's side.
255
00:10:40,727 --> 00:10:41,989
Scans up yet?
256
00:10:42,032 --> 00:10:44,208
[ Beep ]Yep, just came up.
257
00:10:44,252 --> 00:10:46,123
[ Keys clacking ]Dr. Hunt, I read
258
00:10:46,167 --> 00:10:48,299
that you initially
diagnosed appendicitis,
259
00:10:48,343 --> 00:10:50,258
but these scans show
pelvic free fluid
260
00:10:50,301 --> 00:10:51,999
and a paracolonic abscess.
261
00:10:52,042 --> 00:10:54,392
I think he might have
right-sided diverticulitis.
262
00:10:54,436 --> 00:10:55,959
[ Sighs ] Yep.
263
00:10:56,003 --> 00:10:57,918
And it looks like
it's perforated.
264
00:10:57,961 --> 00:10:59,659
Plus, his X-rays showa broken collarbone.
265
00:10:59,702 --> 00:11:01,573
Okay, book an OR,and I'll meet you up there.
266
00:11:01,617 --> 00:11:03,097
We need to get him up there
right now.
267
00:11:03,140 --> 00:11:05,273
Really?
We -- We as in me?
268
00:11:05,316 --> 00:11:07,188
Yeah,it's your diagnosis.
269
00:11:07,231 --> 00:11:09,016
[ Exhales sharply ]Good catch, Tseng.
270
00:11:12,410 --> 00:11:14,325
[ Keys clacking ]
271
00:11:14,369 --> 00:11:16,110
Congratulations.
272
00:11:16,153 --> 00:11:19,548
You just ordered Nathan Ramos
a pregnancy test.
273
00:11:19,591 --> 00:11:21,724
Intern Sara:
What? How?!
274
00:11:23,465 --> 00:11:26,773
Hey.
Hey.
275
00:11:26,816 --> 00:11:27,774
Hey.
276
00:11:29,645 --> 00:11:31,908
You already said that.
277
00:11:31,952 --> 00:11:33,910
Woman on P.A.: Portable X-ray
to the third floor.
278
00:11:33,954 --> 00:11:35,825
Portable X-ray
to the third floor.
279
00:11:35,869 --> 00:11:37,740
Intern Sara: Ooh! He cute.[ Giggles ]
280
00:11:37,784 --> 00:11:40,134
No one asked you.Okay.
281
00:11:40,177 --> 00:11:42,310
Jackson: Wait. No, no, no. Wait.She kicked you out of bed,
282
00:11:42,353 --> 00:11:45,356
so you were,
like, what, naked?I'm naked. Naked.
283
00:11:45,400 --> 00:11:47,750
I was naked in bed with
my boyfriend, and she just --
284
00:11:47,794 --> 00:11:49,926
And it wasn't
just one time either.
285
00:11:49,970 --> 00:11:52,450
I mean, it kind of saysless about him than her.
286
00:11:52,494 --> 00:11:53,930
Really, though?
Does it?
287
00:11:53,974 --> 00:11:55,758
Yeah. Mer's like
a force of nature.
288
00:11:55,802 --> 00:11:56,890
[ Both chuckle ]
289
00:11:56,933 --> 00:11:59,501
Yeah. That's right.
290
00:11:59,544 --> 00:12:01,764
She's a force of nature.
She, um...
291
00:12:04,593 --> 00:12:07,509
She's gonna beat this thing.Right?
292
00:12:08,597 --> 00:12:10,207
Right.
293
00:12:10,251 --> 00:12:13,515
Right. Yeah.
294
00:12:13,558 --> 00:12:15,996
[ Waves crashing ]
295
00:12:16,039 --> 00:12:18,302
[ Seagulls crying ]
296
00:12:20,652 --> 00:12:22,698
Derek saidthe sand isn't real.
297
00:12:22,742 --> 00:12:24,874
Yeah, no.
Neither is the ocean.
298
00:12:24,918 --> 00:12:28,312
It isnice, though.
299
00:12:28,356 --> 00:12:31,011
I wouldn't want
to leave either.
300
00:12:31,054 --> 00:12:32,273
The beach?
301
00:12:32,316 --> 00:12:34,405
Your kids.
[ Chuckles ]
302
00:12:36,407 --> 00:12:38,061
Got great kids.
303
00:12:38,105 --> 00:12:41,369
They're the best.You didn't meet them.
304
00:12:41,412 --> 00:12:44,285
I check in sometimes.
305
00:12:44,328 --> 00:12:46,853
How did you get older?
306
00:12:46,896 --> 00:12:49,551
Sand isn't real,
the ocean isn't real.
307
00:12:49,594 --> 00:12:52,162
The body...
it's not real.
308
00:12:53,947 --> 00:12:57,951
Maybe it's just more peaceful
for you to imagine me older?
309
00:12:57,994 --> 00:13:00,736
You sound like
a fortune cookie.
310
00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:02,782
[ Both laughing ]
311
00:13:08,613 --> 00:13:09,745
[ Sighs ]
312
00:13:11,878 --> 00:13:13,836
Do Ichoose?
313
00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:17,057
Do I get to decide
if I go back?
314
00:13:17,100 --> 00:13:19,624
I don't know.
Ididn't.
315
00:13:22,018 --> 00:13:26,066
I would have stayed
if I could have.
316
00:13:26,109 --> 00:13:28,285
It's different
for everyone, though.
317
00:13:28,329 --> 00:13:37,033
♪♪
318
00:13:37,077 --> 00:13:39,079
[ Monitor beeping ]
319
00:13:39,122 --> 00:13:40,341
[ Door opens ]
320
00:13:40,384 --> 00:13:41,690
She's still asleep?
321
00:13:41,733 --> 00:13:43,300
Richard:
She needs her rest.
322
00:13:43,344 --> 00:13:45,433
You want to wake her
and ask her about the trial?
323
00:13:45,476 --> 00:13:47,783
I tried.
How hard?
324
00:13:49,132 --> 00:13:50,742
She needs her rest,
Bailey.
325
00:13:50,786 --> 00:13:52,875
If you think I'm struggling
with the decision,
326
00:13:52,919 --> 00:13:54,790
how do you think
she'sgonna do?
327
00:13:57,097 --> 00:14:00,143
You want to talk
pros and cons?
328
00:14:00,187 --> 00:14:02,319
We don't know anything
about the virus,
329
00:14:02,363 --> 00:14:04,931
so we don't know anything
about the treatment,
330
00:14:04,974 --> 00:14:08,891
so we don't know any of the pros
or any of the cons.
331
00:14:08,935 --> 00:14:11,633
Let's just see
if the proning helps.
332
00:14:13,809 --> 00:14:15,115
[ Door opens ]
333
00:14:20,816 --> 00:14:24,951
Nana Ante: The boy refused
to wear anything with buttons.
334
00:14:24,994 --> 00:14:27,910
Collared shirts, slacks,
even jeans.
335
00:14:27,954 --> 00:14:30,086
Look.
Buttons confine, okay?
336
00:14:30,130 --> 00:14:33,220
Now, elastic waistbands
give you freedom.
337
00:14:33,263 --> 00:14:35,091
You better not be wearing
elastic waistbands
338
00:14:35,135 --> 00:14:36,397
when you take Maggie out.
339
00:14:36,440 --> 00:14:37,920
I promise you he doesn't.
340
00:14:37,964 --> 00:14:40,009
[ Computer ringing ] Oh, is this your brother?
341
00:14:40,053 --> 00:14:41,271
He said he had to work.
342
00:14:41,315 --> 00:14:42,446
Happy Birthday, Momma!
343
00:14:42,490 --> 00:14:43,708
Nana Ante: Thanks, baby.
344
00:14:43,752 --> 00:14:44,927
We're actually
in the middle of dinner.
345
00:14:44,971 --> 00:14:47,103
Winston,
I invited your dad.
346
00:14:47,147 --> 00:14:49,497
And you have to get along
because it's my birthday.
347
00:14:49,540 --> 00:14:52,021
Clifford: So, who is this young lady?
348
00:14:52,065 --> 00:14:54,415
Um, I'm Maggie Pierce.
I'm a friend of Winston's.
349
00:14:54,458 --> 00:14:55,938
Friend? Ha.
350
00:14:55,982 --> 00:14:58,506
Maggie's a genius doctor
like Winston.
351
00:14:58,549 --> 00:14:59,942
She used to be his teacher.
352
00:14:59,986 --> 00:15:01,813
Winston? A genius?
353
00:15:01,857 --> 00:15:03,772
Oh, stop playin'.
354
00:15:03,815 --> 00:15:06,601
[ Chuckling] You know that boy almost failed sixth grade.
355
00:15:06,644 --> 00:15:08,168
Such a pain.
356
00:15:08,211 --> 00:15:09,952
Maybe I wouldn't have
missed so much class
357
00:15:09,996 --> 00:15:12,824
if I wasn't helping Mom while
you gambled away our savings.
358
00:15:12,868 --> 00:15:15,131
Winston!
Sorry, Nana.
No disrespect.
359
00:15:15,175 --> 00:15:18,787
Listen, man, I never pretended to be a perfect man.
360
00:15:18,830 --> 00:15:21,877
But I love you, and I love my momma.
361
00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:26,926
So, please, for her sake, let's try to be civil.
362
00:15:26,969 --> 00:15:28,144
Civil, huh?
363
00:15:30,059 --> 00:15:31,234
Okay.
364
00:15:33,889 --> 00:15:36,239
Happy birthday, Nana.
I love you.
365
00:15:37,153 --> 00:15:38,415
Uh...
366
00:15:41,723 --> 00:15:44,291
So, is there cake?
367
00:15:44,334 --> 00:15:46,423
[ Siren wailing ]
368
00:15:46,467 --> 00:15:47,729
[ Birds chirping ]
369
00:15:47,772 --> 00:15:49,949
Why are youup so early?
370
00:15:49,992 --> 00:15:52,299
[ Sighs ] Front desk.
I got some breakfast delivered.
371
00:15:52,342 --> 00:15:53,778
Oh, you know what?
372
00:15:53,822 --> 00:15:55,258
If I was hungry, I would have
just eaten the cold pizza.
373
00:15:55,302 --> 00:15:57,478
Who said I got youany?
374
00:15:57,521 --> 00:15:59,697
Can't believe
I fell asleep.
375
00:15:59,741 --> 00:16:02,526
Never should've started
a movie with two sequels.
376
00:16:02,570 --> 00:16:03,963
Prequels.
They were prequels.
377
00:16:04,006 --> 00:16:06,661
And I said that,
but you called me a wuss.
378
00:16:06,704 --> 00:16:08,097
[ Clears throat ]
Why is your couch
379
00:16:08,141 --> 00:16:09,577
more comfortable
than my bed?
380
00:16:09,620 --> 00:16:13,276
Well, you're welcome to it
whenever you want.
381
00:16:13,320 --> 00:16:18,020
[ Clears throat ] Thank you
for the friendship reboot.
382
00:16:18,064 --> 00:16:20,849
It almost made up for the last
time that I woke up here.
383
00:16:20,892 --> 00:16:22,372
Tried to rip the Band-Aid off
too soon.
384
00:16:22,416 --> 00:16:23,678
It's behind us.
We're good.
385
00:16:23,721 --> 00:16:25,288
Uh, but you can take
the pizza with you.
386
00:16:25,332 --> 00:16:26,420
I'll grab it for you.
387
00:16:28,248 --> 00:16:29,684
Jo: Wait.
388
00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:33,949
Mnh, mnh, mnh.
389
00:16:33,993 --> 00:16:35,472
I'm ripping off
the Band-Aid.
390
00:16:35,516 --> 00:16:41,696
♪♪
391
00:16:41,739 --> 00:16:48,137
♪♪
392
00:16:48,181 --> 00:16:52,098
It's just a basic algorithm that
simulates the spread of COVID.
393
00:16:52,141 --> 00:16:55,057
Here's what it would look like
if everyone social-distanced.
394
00:16:55,101 --> 00:16:56,102
[ Key clacks ]
395
00:16:56,145 --> 00:16:58,800
[ Chuckling ]
396
00:16:58,843 --> 00:17:01,498
Here...if everyone
wore face masks.
397
00:17:01,542 --> 00:17:02,804
[ Key clacks, beeping ]
398
00:17:02,847 --> 00:17:04,066
[ Chuckles ]
399
00:17:04,110 --> 00:17:06,460
It's just a little
stochastic S-I-R model
400
00:17:06,503 --> 00:17:08,636
that allows for
multivariable inputs...
401
00:17:08,679 --> 00:17:10,290
[ Growling]
402
00:17:10,333 --> 00:17:13,075
...w-which I built by converting
a "Zombie Apocalypse" game.
403
00:17:13,119 --> 00:17:15,164
I lovethat game!
How does yours end?
404
00:17:15,208 --> 00:17:16,426
I-I don't know yet.
405
00:17:16,470 --> 00:17:18,820
Same. I never got past
level eight, so...
406
00:17:18,863 --> 00:17:20,430
Yeah, Helm,
I appreciate your interest,
407
00:17:20,474 --> 00:17:22,084
but, uh, no one's gonna know
my test is negative
408
00:17:22,128 --> 00:17:23,825
if it never leaves
my porch, hmm?
409
00:17:23,868 --> 00:17:25,609
Show's over.
410
00:17:25,653 --> 00:17:26,741
Bye-ee!
411
00:17:31,702 --> 00:17:34,183
Meredith: I was devastated
when you died.
412
00:17:34,227 --> 00:17:36,794
You were all cracking up
at my funeral.
413
00:17:39,101 --> 00:17:40,363
Well, we were --
414
00:17:40,407 --> 00:17:41,451
No. What?
415
00:17:41,495 --> 00:17:43,758
What? No.
416
00:17:43,801 --> 00:17:46,804
It --
That made me happy.
417
00:17:49,677 --> 00:17:52,114
I was devastated.
418
00:17:52,158 --> 00:17:56,118
And then I was okay.
419
00:17:56,162 --> 00:17:58,425
And even with Derek...
420
00:17:58,468 --> 00:18:02,342
eventually you go on.
421
00:18:02,385 --> 00:18:05,519
And the kids
would go on.
422
00:18:05,562 --> 00:18:07,869
They would, but...
423
00:18:07,912 --> 00:18:11,438
I think maybe with them
it's different.
424
00:18:11,481 --> 00:18:13,135
My mom didn't go on.
425
00:18:13,179 --> 00:18:14,528
No?
426
00:18:14,571 --> 00:18:17,705
Not really,
not like she used to.
427
00:18:17,748 --> 00:18:20,882
Some grief is --
428
00:18:20,925 --> 00:18:23,189
is heavier
than other grief.
429
00:18:23,232 --> 00:18:25,104
Sometimes it moves
through you,
430
00:18:25,147 --> 00:18:28,585
and sometimes it --
it just gets stuck.
431
00:18:28,629 --> 00:18:31,936
And you carry it.
Like my mom.
432
00:18:31,980 --> 00:18:33,808
My mom carries it.
433
00:18:35,723 --> 00:18:39,379
Sometimes I try
to shake it out of her.
434
00:18:39,422 --> 00:18:41,381
What?!
435
00:18:41,424 --> 00:18:42,904
Like, you know...
436
00:18:42,947 --> 00:18:44,514
Like you haunt her?
437
00:18:44,558 --> 00:18:46,299
Well, I mean, if you want
to call it that, I...
438
00:18:46,342 --> 00:18:48,866
[ Laughs ]
439
00:18:48,910 --> 00:18:52,609
I just want her to...
let it go.
440
00:18:52,653 --> 00:18:54,350
I want her to know
I'm still me
441
00:18:54,394 --> 00:18:57,571
even though she can't touch me
and she can't see me,
442
00:18:57,614 --> 00:18:59,921
but I am still me.
443
00:18:59,964 --> 00:19:01,575
It's not the same.
444
00:19:01,618 --> 00:19:03,054
No, I know.
445
00:19:03,098 --> 00:19:09,887
♪♪
446
00:19:09,931 --> 00:19:11,846
[ Monitor beeping ]
447
00:19:11,889 --> 00:19:13,413
[ Indistinct conversations ]
448
00:19:13,456 --> 00:19:14,849
You know,
her sats were steady,
449
00:19:14,892 --> 00:19:16,198
but now they're
just getting worse.
450
00:19:16,242 --> 00:19:18,200
I made some calls,
and there's another spot open
451
00:19:18,244 --> 00:19:20,507
in Dr. Kuo's trial,
but we have to act fast.
452
00:19:20,550 --> 00:19:23,597
Is there another spot
because another patient died?
453
00:19:27,470 --> 00:19:29,385
Have you seen the opacities
in her lungs?
454
00:19:29,429 --> 00:19:30,865
Dr. Webber,
at this point,
455
00:19:30,908 --> 00:19:32,910
you can either hope
that she wakes up again
456
00:19:32,954 --> 00:19:36,305
or you can make the decisions
that she chose you to make!
457
00:19:36,349 --> 00:19:38,089
I beg your pardon?
458
00:19:38,133 --> 00:19:41,832
The choice is between doing
nothing and doing something.
459
00:19:44,270 --> 00:19:46,228
Do something.
460
00:19:46,272 --> 00:19:52,147
♪♪
461
00:19:57,761 --> 00:20:00,024
Nico: You had toleave him open?Owen: Yes.
462
00:20:00,068 --> 00:20:01,287
Once we got in,
his colon was a mess.
463
00:20:01,330 --> 00:20:02,853
So we had to bring up
an ileostomy
464
00:20:02,897 --> 00:20:04,768
and place an ABTHERA
for the swelling.
465
00:20:04,812 --> 00:20:06,553
His clavicle's
non-displaced.
466
00:20:06,596 --> 00:20:08,032
Fracture should heal
quite nicely.
467
00:20:08,076 --> 00:20:09,643
How soon?Till he can work again?
468
00:20:09,686 --> 00:20:10,861
Maybe a month.
469
00:20:10,905 --> 00:20:12,559
Tseng, let's
diurese him overnight
470
00:20:12,602 --> 00:20:14,343
and let's put him on
the stand-by list for the OR
471
00:20:14,387 --> 00:20:16,606
in case we need to do
a washout tomorrow.
472
00:20:16,650 --> 00:20:18,217
You did well today.
473
00:20:22,569 --> 00:20:24,092
Can I ask you something?
474
00:20:24,135 --> 00:20:26,225
Am I literally the only person
that can answer it?
475
00:20:26,268 --> 00:20:28,662
Kind of.
476
00:20:28,705 --> 00:20:31,317
Our patient's
Asian-American.
477
00:20:31,360 --> 00:20:34,450
So right-side diverticulitis
was a greater possibility.
478
00:20:34,494 --> 00:20:37,279
But Dr. Hunt didn't scan him
when he first came in.
479
00:20:37,323 --> 00:20:39,194
So, what's your question?
480
00:20:39,238 --> 00:20:41,718
I think he should know so he
doesn't make this mistake again.
481
00:20:41,762 --> 00:20:43,459
But I don't know how to
talk to him about it.
482
00:20:43,503 --> 00:20:45,548
You don't know how toaccuse your attending
of being a racist?
483
00:20:45,592 --> 00:20:47,768
That's not what I meant.Well, that's what
he's gonna hear.
484
00:20:47,811 --> 00:20:50,640
So your advice is...
do nothing?
485
00:20:52,860 --> 00:20:54,905
You're a resident.
He's an attending.
486
00:20:54,949 --> 00:20:57,473
My advice to you is, if you're
gonna have a conversation
487
00:20:57,517 --> 00:20:59,910
with him,
at least know what to expect.
488
00:20:59,954 --> 00:21:04,654
♪♪
489
00:21:07,353 --> 00:21:09,398
Hello! Dr. Koracick?
490
00:21:16,666 --> 00:21:18,668
No test kit?
They wouldn't
give me another one
491
00:21:18,712 --> 00:21:20,061
because you keep
testing positive.
492
00:21:20,104 --> 00:21:23,064
But I got to level nine
on "Zombie Apocalypse."
493
00:21:23,107 --> 00:21:24,892
I didn't stop the virus,
but it's a start.
494
00:21:24,935 --> 00:21:26,502
Oh, yeah,
I-I stopped that.
495
00:21:26,546 --> 00:21:28,809
You found a cure?
Or a vaccine?
496
00:21:28,852 --> 00:21:32,726
Wait. Did you reach
herd immunity?
497
00:21:32,769 --> 00:21:35,076
Tell me.
498
00:21:35,119 --> 00:21:36,338
I blew up the world.
499
00:21:36,382 --> 00:21:37,557
You killed everyone?
500
00:21:37,600 --> 00:21:39,428
Oh, we're all
gonna die anyway.
501
00:21:39,472 --> 00:21:41,256
Well, yeah, eventually.
502
00:21:41,300 --> 00:21:43,258
Well, if by "eventually"you mean before the
year's out, then, yeah.
503
00:21:43,302 --> 00:21:46,174
[ Chuckles ]
I figured I'd cut to the chase.
504
00:21:46,217 --> 00:21:52,789
♪♪
505
00:21:52,833 --> 00:21:55,879
That was not a bridge.
506
00:21:55,923 --> 00:21:59,361
That was --
What's bigger than a bridge?
507
00:21:59,405 --> 00:22:02,233
Mm, whatever that was,
I guess.
508
00:22:02,277 --> 00:22:04,627
Okay.
But we can't do it again.
509
00:22:04,671 --> 00:22:05,846
No?
No. Definitely not.
510
00:22:05,889 --> 00:22:07,369
Because then --
then we're a thing.
511
00:22:07,413 --> 00:22:08,588
We're definitely
not a thing.
512
00:22:08,631 --> 00:22:10,067
Yeah, definitely
not a thing.
513
00:22:10,111 --> 00:22:11,286
Agreed.
Not a thing.
514
00:22:11,330 --> 00:22:13,549
It's just -- However...Yeah?
515
00:22:13,593 --> 00:22:16,509
...if we were
to not get dressed
516
00:22:16,552 --> 00:22:19,512
between the first
and the -- goes after...
517
00:22:19,555 --> 00:22:22,079
Yep. Yeah, mm-hmm.You know what I'm saying?
518
00:22:22,123 --> 00:22:24,908
Then it's all really
just one experience.It's just one experience.
519
00:22:24,952 --> 00:22:26,649
So it's not a thing.
It's just...It's one whole experience.
520
00:22:26,693 --> 00:22:30,349
♪♪
521
00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:33,090
So...he just bailed?
522
00:22:33,134 --> 00:22:36,093
Yeah. I knew that he
had problems with his dad,
523
00:22:36,137 --> 00:22:38,531
but I did not know
they were that bad.
524
00:22:38,574 --> 00:22:40,141
Couldn't even be
in a virtualroom with him.
525
00:22:40,184 --> 00:22:41,969
And I haven't
heard from him since.
526
00:22:42,012 --> 00:22:43,927
You seem exceedingly calm
about that.
527
00:22:43,971 --> 00:22:46,103
You know, I'm --
I'm paying it forward.
528
00:22:46,147 --> 00:22:47,844
Or...backward.
529
00:22:47,888 --> 00:22:50,064
When we first reconnected
in L.A.,
530
00:22:50,107 --> 00:22:53,720
I told him that I needed some
time, and he totally heard me.
531
00:22:53,763 --> 00:22:58,028
Plus, our sister's in the
hospital with COVID alone.
532
00:22:58,072 --> 00:23:00,291
It really puts things
in perspective.
533
00:23:02,772 --> 00:23:04,252
I hate that we can't
be with her.
534
00:23:04,295 --> 00:23:05,514
Me too.
535
00:23:07,211 --> 00:23:09,997
[ Man whistling ]
536
00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:12,042
Is that whistling?
537
00:23:12,086 --> 00:23:13,696
That's Link.
538
00:23:13,740 --> 00:23:17,265
He is a one-man
pep rally.
539
00:23:17,308 --> 00:23:18,832
And I hate that, too.
540
00:23:21,791 --> 00:23:24,403
Oh! Dr. Altman.
541
00:23:24,446 --> 00:23:26,100
Bad time?
542
00:23:26,143 --> 00:23:27,971
This virus is like
a-a drunk uncle at a wedding.
543
00:23:28,015 --> 00:23:29,625
Y-You've got no idea
what it's gonna do
544
00:23:29,669 --> 00:23:31,235
or when
it's gonna turn on you.
545
00:23:31,279 --> 00:23:33,063
I am reading
everything on COVID
546
00:23:33,107 --> 00:23:35,283
because every 24 hours
there's something new.
547
00:23:35,326 --> 00:23:37,241
And I have to keep up
because there could be one drug,
548
00:23:37,285 --> 00:23:39,026
one procedure --
it could help.
549
00:23:39,069 --> 00:23:40,375
It could help everyone.
It could help Meredith Grey.
550
00:23:40,419 --> 00:23:42,290
So, yes, it's a -- it's a --
it's a bad time.
551
00:23:45,511 --> 00:23:46,512
What do you need?
552
00:23:46,555 --> 00:23:48,035
Um, I was gonna tell you
553
00:23:48,078 --> 00:23:51,125
that Dr. Koracick
is in a really dark place
554
00:23:51,168 --> 00:23:53,127
and seems like
he could use a friend.
555
00:23:53,170 --> 00:23:57,479
But, um, Dr. Grey is kinda
my whole world, so...
556
00:23:57,523 --> 00:23:59,481
Never mind.
Proceed.
557
00:23:59,525 --> 00:24:03,572
♪♪
558
00:24:03,616 --> 00:24:06,227
Owen: Dave's abdominal swelling
is coming down,
559
00:24:06,270 --> 00:24:08,882
so we should be able to
close him in just a few days.
560
00:24:08,925 --> 00:24:10,971
Tammi: Oh, that's great news.
Thank you.
561
00:24:11,014 --> 00:24:13,103
Yeah. Just doing my job.
How are things there?
562
00:24:13,147 --> 00:24:14,453
Oh, hanging on
by a thread.
563
00:24:14,496 --> 00:24:16,193
Dave's the one who keeps
this place running.
564
00:24:16,237 --> 00:24:17,760
Well, we are doing
everything we can here
565
00:24:17,804 --> 00:24:19,022
to get him back to you,
okay?
566
00:24:19,066 --> 00:24:20,284
Can I see him
one more time?
567
00:24:20,328 --> 00:24:21,503
Of course.
568
00:24:21,547 --> 00:24:23,157
Rest up and come home soon,
okay?
569
00:24:23,200 --> 00:24:25,986
I wish I could be there.
I love you.
570
00:24:26,029 --> 00:24:29,032
[ Sighs heavily ]
It's awful that she can't visit.
571
00:24:29,076 --> 00:24:30,817
It's awful this happened
in the first place.
572
00:24:32,949 --> 00:24:34,385
Tseng,
you need to step out.
573
00:24:35,822 --> 00:24:38,259
[ Sighs ]
Now.
574
00:24:38,302 --> 00:24:44,831
♪♪
575
00:24:44,874 --> 00:24:46,920
You don't have to
be so hard on her.
576
00:24:46,963 --> 00:24:48,704
She's very attached
to this patient.
577
00:24:48,748 --> 00:24:50,314
She's upset
that a misdiagnosis
578
00:24:50,358 --> 00:24:52,795
cost this patient the next
four weeks of his livelihood.
579
00:24:52,839 --> 00:24:55,189
Me too. Sometimes youhave to weigh the risks
and make a decision.
580
00:24:55,232 --> 00:24:57,496
Right-sided diverticulitis
is extremely rare.
581
00:24:57,539 --> 00:24:59,846
But not as rare for Dave.
It's 10 times more likely
582
00:24:59,889 --> 00:25:02,196
in patients of Asian descent
than white patients.
583
00:25:02,239 --> 00:25:04,546
Which you clearly didn't know or
didn't take into consideration.
584
00:25:04,590 --> 00:25:06,374
But either way
it's on you,
585
00:25:06,417 --> 00:25:08,724
'cause all this could've been
avoided with a simple scan.
586
00:25:08,768 --> 00:25:10,421
[ Monitor beeping ]
587
00:25:10,465 --> 00:25:17,341
♪♪
588
00:25:22,956 --> 00:25:24,784
You're just getting here?[ Car door closes ]
589
00:25:24,827 --> 00:25:26,829
Is that a problem?
590
00:25:26,873 --> 00:25:29,571
No. Just didn't see you
when I got up.
591
00:25:29,615 --> 00:25:31,399
I figured
you came in early.
592
00:25:31,442 --> 00:25:33,532
I was exercising.
593
00:25:35,185 --> 00:25:36,143
Morning.
594
00:25:37,884 --> 00:25:40,147
Oh, my God!
You're back together.
595
00:25:40,190 --> 00:25:41,365
Kind of.
Ugh!
596
00:25:41,409 --> 00:25:43,150
Taryn said
the Netherlands
597
00:25:43,193 --> 00:25:45,979
suggested people find
a designated sex partner
598
00:25:46,022 --> 00:25:47,197
for the pandemic.
599
00:25:47,241 --> 00:25:48,895
You're having sex
with Nico
600
00:25:48,938 --> 00:25:50,984
because the Dutch government
recommends it?
601
00:25:51,027 --> 00:25:53,726
Their country ranks very high
on the World Happiness Index.
602
00:25:53,769 --> 00:25:55,815
He lied, dumped you.
603
00:25:55,858 --> 00:25:57,773
He barely gives you
the time of day.Okay, stop judging.
604
00:25:57,817 --> 00:26:00,254
It's wartime,
but I still have needs.
605
00:26:00,297 --> 00:26:02,865
It's not like I'm just
gonna find someone new.
606
00:26:02,909 --> 00:26:04,911
So you're with your
emotionally unavailable ex?
607
00:26:04,954 --> 00:26:06,129
Wartime!
608
00:26:06,173 --> 00:26:07,827
[ Sighs ]
609
00:26:07,870 --> 00:26:12,092
Link: Ah, the sun is out,
and Scout's down.
610
00:26:12,135 --> 00:26:17,184
And everyone else is watching
a PBS show about penguins.
611
00:26:17,227 --> 00:26:20,361
Meredith's not improving.
Uh, they can't wake her.
612
00:26:20,404 --> 00:26:22,406
Well, she's getting her rest.
It's good.
613
00:26:22,450 --> 00:26:24,931
No, it is not good.
None of this is good, okay?
614
00:26:24,974 --> 00:26:27,194
Do you not see that?
I am terrified for Meredith.
615
00:26:27,237 --> 00:26:30,763
I am sad. I am enraged
that this is happening.
616
00:26:30,806 --> 00:26:33,243
So, please,
stop dismissing me
617
00:26:33,287 --> 00:26:35,681
with your bright sides
and your pep talks, okay?
618
00:26:35,724 --> 00:26:38,379
Let me have my fear
and my grief
619
00:26:38,422 --> 00:26:40,120
and my anger.
620
00:26:40,163 --> 00:26:44,211
Because if I don't,
if I keep shoving it down,
621
00:26:44,254 --> 00:26:46,822
you will have
a veryhard time
622
00:26:46,866 --> 00:26:49,085
finding the bright side
to the consequences.
623
00:27:06,363 --> 00:27:07,713
What are you doing?
624
00:27:12,282 --> 00:27:15,938
I'm making some space
for us to sit
625
00:27:15,982 --> 00:27:20,464
while you have
all your feelings.
626
00:27:20,508 --> 00:27:23,816
[ Celeste's "I'm Here" plays ]
627
00:27:23,859 --> 00:27:26,122
[ Monitor beeping ]
628
00:27:26,166 --> 00:27:35,131
♪♪
629
00:27:35,175 --> 00:27:38,874
♪ How do we still remember
630
00:27:41,703 --> 00:27:45,402
♪ My mind and memories young
631
00:27:47,927 --> 00:27:51,321
♪ I want you
January to December ♪
632
00:27:51,365 --> 00:27:54,020
[ Waves crashing ]
633
00:27:54,063 --> 00:27:55,848
George:Do you still dance?♪ Another trip around the sun
634
00:27:55,891 --> 00:27:57,023
Meredith: Hmm?
635
00:27:57,066 --> 00:27:58,677
When you're sad
or you're stressed,
636
00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:01,854
do you still...
dance it out?
637
00:28:01,897 --> 00:28:07,033
No, not so much anymore,
not since Cristina left.
638
00:28:07,076 --> 00:28:09,688
Cristina didn't die.
639
00:28:09,731 --> 00:28:11,341
I know.
640
00:28:12,995 --> 00:28:16,259
That's what I miss
about being alive.
641
00:28:16,303 --> 00:28:20,002
Dancing till you drop.
642
00:28:20,046 --> 00:28:23,397
Laughing till you cry.
643
00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:26,226
Food. Textures.
644
00:28:26,269 --> 00:28:28,619
The crunch of cereal
as you eat it from the box.
645
00:28:28,663 --> 00:28:30,926
[ Laughs ]
646
00:28:30,970 --> 00:28:33,537
The feel of clean sheets
and a good pillow
647
00:28:33,581 --> 00:28:35,148
at the end
of a long day.
648
00:28:35,191 --> 00:28:37,193
♪♪
649
00:28:37,237 --> 00:28:39,761
♪ These fears [ Monitor beeping faintly ]
650
00:28:39,805 --> 00:28:42,808
Richard: I've got the consent
forms for that clinical trial...
651
00:28:42,851 --> 00:28:44,331
...for that clinical trial...
652
00:28:44,374 --> 00:28:48,030
♪ These tears are just tears
653
00:28:48,074 --> 00:28:50,859
And there's one more space,
and...
654
00:28:50,903 --> 00:28:53,427
I have to decide, and...
655
00:28:53,470 --> 00:28:57,213
it could be the best
or worst decision of my life.
656
00:28:57,257 --> 00:29:01,043
Richard: Your doctors,
your friends, your family.
657
00:29:01,087 --> 00:29:02,741
They're worried about you.
658
00:29:02,784 --> 00:29:04,568
I'm trying
to be strong for them,
659
00:29:04,612 --> 00:29:07,746
but I'll admit...
I'm struggling.
660
00:29:09,182 --> 00:29:11,140
Seeing you there
like this...
661
00:29:11,184 --> 00:29:13,403
and not knowing
what to do.
662
00:29:13,447 --> 00:29:15,884
[ Monitor beeping ]
663
00:29:15,928 --> 00:29:19,105
I'm sorry, Richard.
664
00:29:19,148 --> 00:29:22,195
And choices. Ahh.
665
00:29:22,238 --> 00:29:24,240
So many choices.
666
00:29:24,284 --> 00:29:27,678
So many ways
to live a life.
667
00:29:27,722 --> 00:29:29,028
Meredith?
668
00:29:29,071 --> 00:29:32,074
Meredith, what is it?
I'm here.
669
00:29:32,118 --> 00:29:33,815
I'm right here.
670
00:29:33,859 --> 00:29:38,167
♪ Enough time to know
that you're... ♪
671
00:29:38,211 --> 00:29:40,779
If you stay here,
it might break him.
672
00:29:40,822 --> 00:29:45,044
♪ Ohh, keeping
your eyes on me ♪
673
00:29:45,087 --> 00:29:46,697
I know.
674
00:29:46,741 --> 00:29:49,788
♪ I know you'll be here
when I look 'round ♪
675
00:29:51,050 --> 00:29:53,574
[ Weakly ]
I know, George.
676
00:29:53,617 --> 00:29:57,491
♪ These fears
677
00:29:57,534 --> 00:30:00,450
♪ No longer weapons
678
00:30:00,494 --> 00:30:06,979
♪ These tears are just tears
679
00:30:07,022 --> 00:30:09,329
♪ Not longing
680
00:30:09,372 --> 00:30:10,330
Get her in.
681
00:30:10,373 --> 00:30:13,289
♪ For direction
682
00:30:13,333 --> 00:30:18,860
♪ I belong here
683
00:30:25,649 --> 00:30:27,347
[ Siren wailing in distance ]
684
00:30:27,390 --> 00:30:29,871
Oh, God, I hate...
685
00:30:31,786 --> 00:30:32,918
Me?
686
00:30:32,961 --> 00:30:34,833
Every single thing
except you.
687
00:30:41,752 --> 00:30:43,493
I live
with Jo Wilson now.
688
00:30:43,537 --> 00:30:45,278
But she, uh...
689
00:30:45,321 --> 00:30:48,629
has not been sleeping
at home.
690
00:30:48,672 --> 00:30:51,153
I want
to invite you over.
691
00:30:51,197 --> 00:30:56,202
But I guess we have not
been great to each other.
692
00:30:56,245 --> 00:31:00,293
And I don't know
what's really changed.
693
00:31:00,336 --> 00:31:02,991
Levi.
694
00:31:03,035 --> 00:31:06,255
There's a worldwide
pandemic.
695
00:31:06,299 --> 00:31:09,389
We literally don't know if we're
gonna live to see tomorrow.
696
00:31:09,432 --> 00:31:11,478
A lot has changed.
697
00:31:16,439 --> 00:31:17,614
Yeah, okay, let's go.
698
00:31:24,273 --> 00:31:25,666
[ Horns honking ]
699
00:31:25,709 --> 00:31:26,885
[ Knock on door ]
700
00:31:29,496 --> 00:31:31,106
Hey.
Hey.
701
00:31:31,150 --> 00:31:32,499
Um...
[ Clears throat ]
702
00:31:32,542 --> 00:31:34,762
Our plan went to crap,
703
00:31:34,805 --> 00:31:36,851
and now we can't pretend
it didn't happen --
704
00:31:36,895 --> 00:31:38,287
I can't be in a relationship
right now.
705
00:31:38,331 --> 00:31:40,159
What?
Sorry.
706
00:31:40,202 --> 00:31:42,378
Let me start over.
That sounded rude.
707
00:31:42,422 --> 00:31:46,339
When I'm saying is, I-I jumped
right into something with Vic...
708
00:31:46,382 --> 00:31:48,384
Mm-hmm....you know, after
breaking up with Maggie,
709
00:31:48,428 --> 00:31:51,822
who I started dating
pretty soon after April.
710
00:31:51,866 --> 00:31:55,217
So I just probably should take
some time to sort things out.
711
00:31:55,261 --> 00:31:59,656
I don't want to do anything
to hurt you or our friendship.
712
00:31:59,700 --> 00:32:05,619
Jackson, my husband left me the
same year that we got married,
713
00:32:05,662 --> 00:32:07,447
for a secondtime.
714
00:32:07,490 --> 00:32:08,970
I am super broken.
715
00:32:09,014 --> 00:32:11,930
Like "virtual therapy
three times a week" broken.
716
00:32:11,973 --> 00:32:14,236
And now I have to
put myself back together
717
00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:16,673
in a world
that I no longer recognize,
718
00:32:16,717 --> 00:32:20,025
one that is sad and lonely
and depressing.
719
00:32:20,068 --> 00:32:24,333
So what I need
is friendship and sex.
720
00:32:24,377 --> 00:32:29,817
I am not, like really not,
looking for a relationship.
721
00:32:29,860 --> 00:32:32,037
Especially with
someone like you.
722
00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:34,474
Someone like me? Okay.Mm-hmm.
723
00:32:34,517 --> 00:32:36,998
Yeah, you know,
Mr., um, Can't Be Alone
724
00:32:37,042 --> 00:32:40,175
But Sometimes Skips Town
To Go On Nature Journeys.
725
00:32:40,219 --> 00:32:41,481
No thanks. No.
Oh, okay.
726
00:32:41,524 --> 00:32:43,004
But you can be friends with
727
00:32:43,048 --> 00:32:45,615
and have sex with
Mr. Can't Be Alone?
728
00:32:45,659 --> 00:32:47,661
Got it.
Yes.
729
00:32:47,704 --> 00:32:50,707
The Netherlands
has recommended
730
00:32:50,751 --> 00:32:54,624
that its residents
find a regular sex buddy
731
00:32:54,668 --> 00:32:57,366
during the pandemic
for safety.
732
00:32:57,410 --> 00:32:58,628
Sounds wise.
Doesn't it?
733
00:33:00,630 --> 00:33:03,024
[ Laughing ] You thought
I wanted to date you?!
734
00:33:03,068 --> 00:33:05,244
Well, how is that --
Why is that so funny?
735
00:33:12,991 --> 00:33:14,253
Hey. Uh...
736
00:33:14,296 --> 00:33:17,256
You mind if I, uh...
737
00:33:17,299 --> 00:33:19,823
Okay, well,
sit over there.
738
00:33:26,569 --> 00:33:28,702
Okay. Hypothetical.
739
00:33:28,745 --> 00:33:31,313
Asian-American male
presents with fever,
740
00:33:31,357 --> 00:33:34,403
high white blood cell count,
and right lower quadrant pain.
741
00:33:34,447 --> 00:33:36,449
Oh, is this
the restaurant guy?
742
00:33:36,492 --> 00:33:37,928
I caught him in the ER.
743
00:33:37,972 --> 00:33:40,235
Bailey, I see a dozen
presentations like that a month.
744
00:33:40,279 --> 00:33:42,107
All appendicitis.
745
00:33:42,150 --> 00:33:44,370
But if I'm honest,
in that moment,
746
00:33:44,413 --> 00:33:46,067
I-I didn't give it
much thought.
747
00:33:46,111 --> 00:33:48,722
I just -- He was --
He was any patient.
748
00:33:48,765 --> 00:33:51,029
Any non-Asianpatient.
749
00:33:51,072 --> 00:33:53,074
I defaulted
to a standard of care.
750
00:33:53,118 --> 00:33:55,685
That's centered around
white patients.
751
00:33:58,906 --> 00:34:01,822
I neverwant to make
that mistake again.
752
00:34:01,865 --> 00:34:03,302
There is no excuse.
753
00:34:03,345 --> 00:34:05,521
You know, when you're dealing
with a high patient count,
754
00:34:05,565 --> 00:34:08,002
you have to make judgment calls,
you know?
755
00:34:08,046 --> 00:34:11,179
You -- You have to ask, what is
the most likely problem, right?
756
00:34:11,223 --> 00:34:12,963
So there's no excuses,
757
00:34:13,007 --> 00:34:14,965
other than the excuses
you just listed off?
758
00:34:15,009 --> 00:34:16,402
[ Chuckles ]
That's not what I meant.
759
00:34:16,445 --> 00:34:17,707
Ha!
760
00:34:17,751 --> 00:34:20,580
I just want to treat
everyone equally.
761
00:34:20,623 --> 00:34:23,844
Equal doesn't work
for everybody, Hunt.
762
00:34:23,887 --> 00:34:27,108
I-It's about equity --
patients getting what they need,
763
00:34:27,152 --> 00:34:29,545
whether it fits
into a protocol or not.
764
00:34:29,589 --> 00:34:33,462
Look, I just put my parents
in assisted living,
765
00:34:33,506 --> 00:34:37,205
and I can't stop worrying
that they won't get enough care
766
00:34:37,249 --> 00:34:41,253
because...there are
so few Black folks there.
767
00:34:41,296 --> 00:34:43,864
Meanwhile,
my dad's freaked out
768
00:34:43,907 --> 00:34:47,215
because on his floor
the nurses are male.
769
00:34:47,259 --> 00:34:50,871
In his mind, good nurses
are female, period.
770
00:34:50,914 --> 00:34:54,962
So we all have biases, Hunt,
including you.
771
00:34:55,005 --> 00:34:58,139
What matters now
is what you do about it.
772
00:34:58,183 --> 00:34:59,836
You're the chief
of trauma.
773
00:34:59,880 --> 00:35:01,664
If the protocols
don't work,
774
00:35:01,708 --> 00:35:05,407
then read, learn...
775
00:35:05,451 --> 00:35:08,367
question...
and change them.
776
00:35:08,410 --> 00:35:10,847
♪♪
777
00:35:10,891 --> 00:35:12,893
[ Guitar playing blues riff ]
778
00:35:17,680 --> 00:35:19,204
Kids are asleep.
779
00:35:19,247 --> 00:35:26,733
♪♪
780
00:35:26,776 --> 00:35:31,303
And...
it's your turn to talk.
781
00:35:31,346 --> 00:35:32,478
I'm good.
782
00:35:35,089 --> 00:35:38,440
Link, everything sucks right
now. You can talk about it.
783
00:35:38,484 --> 00:35:40,007
Yeah. Yeah.
I could do that.
784
00:35:40,050 --> 00:35:43,445
If you want me to be...
miserable and resentful.
785
00:35:43,489 --> 00:35:45,534
Resentful of me?
786
00:35:45,578 --> 00:35:47,362
For trying to listen?
787
00:35:47,406 --> 00:35:48,885
No, of making me talk
788
00:35:48,929 --> 00:35:52,280
when clearly all I want to do
is play my damn guitar.
789
00:35:52,324 --> 00:35:53,890
[ Guitar playing ]
790
00:35:53,934 --> 00:35:55,544
You can't keep everything
bottled up.
791
00:35:55,588 --> 00:35:57,067
No, no,
youcan't, Amelia.
792
00:35:57,111 --> 00:35:58,721
That's how you
process feelings.
793
00:35:58,765 --> 00:36:01,071
That's how youcope.
And I'm okay with that.
794
00:36:01,115 --> 00:36:05,554
But...I've been through
"everything sucks."
795
00:36:05,598 --> 00:36:08,992
Illness and isolation.
796
00:36:09,036 --> 00:36:11,343
When I had cancer.
When -- When my parents split.
797
00:36:11,386 --> 00:36:13,214
I was so depressed
that I could --
798
00:36:13,258 --> 00:36:15,477
I could barely get out of bed
for the better part of a year.
799
00:36:15,521 --> 00:36:18,959
And I was 11.
800
00:36:19,002 --> 00:36:21,309
Then I met a kid
at cancer camp.
801
00:36:21,353 --> 00:36:23,355
Morrow Willis.
802
00:36:23,398 --> 00:36:25,052
Kid was probably sicker
than I was,
803
00:36:25,095 --> 00:36:27,402
but he didn't want to talk
about treatments or symptoms.
804
00:36:27,446 --> 00:36:29,970
Just sports
and "Mario Kart."
805
00:36:30,013 --> 00:36:34,235
So I said to myself, "What if
I just focus on the good stuff?"
806
00:36:34,279 --> 00:36:35,758
And I tried it.
807
00:36:35,802 --> 00:36:39,719
And it turns out
that's what works for me.
808
00:36:39,762 --> 00:36:41,895
That's what I need.
809
00:36:41,938 --> 00:36:43,723
And if you're okay
with that, great,
810
00:36:43,766 --> 00:36:46,334
but if you need a partner
in misery, I'm not your guy.
811
00:36:46,378 --> 00:36:48,380
[ Guitar playing ]
812
00:36:48,423 --> 00:36:54,516
♪♪
813
00:36:54,560 --> 00:36:57,563
Whatcha playing?
814
00:36:57,606 --> 00:36:59,042
Just a little something
I made up.
815
00:36:59,086 --> 00:37:02,959
It's called, uh,
"If the Virus Doesn't End Us,
816
00:37:03,003 --> 00:37:05,397
Then Climate Change
Probably Will Blues."
817
00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:07,573
[ Guitar playing ]
818
00:37:07,616 --> 00:37:11,316
♪♪
819
00:37:11,359 --> 00:37:15,363
[ Computer ringing ]
820
00:37:17,887 --> 00:37:19,585
Hey.
821
00:37:19,628 --> 00:37:22,283
Hey. Wasn't sure
you'd answer.
822
00:37:22,327 --> 00:37:24,503
Please. The woman who all but ghosted you for a month
823
00:37:24,546 --> 00:37:26,026
does not get to judge.
824
00:37:27,462 --> 00:37:30,073
It's just, uh...my dad.
825
00:37:30,117 --> 00:37:31,945
We don't have to
talk about it
826
00:37:31,988 --> 00:37:34,991
if you're not ready to
or if you don't want to.
827
00:37:35,035 --> 00:37:38,952
It makes me crazy because he --
he seems like he's all charm,
828
00:37:38,995 --> 00:37:42,129
but he has got
this temper that...
829
00:37:42,172 --> 00:37:46,264
Well, if you're serious about
not talking about it right now,
830
00:37:46,307 --> 00:37:47,917
that can wait...
831
00:37:47,961 --> 00:37:50,398
because the things I want
to do with you tonight...
832
00:37:50,442 --> 00:37:52,270
they can't.
833
00:37:52,313 --> 00:37:56,839
Oh, well, I'm going to need you to say more aboutthat.
834
00:37:56,883 --> 00:37:58,188
Alright, alright. Hold on.
Let me, uh --
835
00:37:58,232 --> 00:37:59,712
Let me try
to share my screen.
836
00:37:59,755 --> 00:38:02,018
Oh, my God.
What?
837
00:38:03,585 --> 00:38:04,978
Are we gonna watch porn?
838
00:38:05,021 --> 00:38:06,806
[ Chuckles ] No.
839
00:38:06,849 --> 00:38:08,677
"Coming to America."
840
00:38:08,721 --> 00:38:09,939
[ Gasps]
841
00:38:09,983 --> 00:38:11,463
Mm-hmm.
842
00:38:11,506 --> 00:38:14,944
Yes! Please!
Ahh! [ Chuckles ]
843
00:38:14,988 --> 00:38:16,685
[ Thunder rumbling ]Ugh!
844
00:38:16,729 --> 00:38:17,860
Okay.
845
00:38:20,646 --> 00:38:22,778
Hey, Tom?!
846
00:38:22,822 --> 00:38:24,693
Tom, it's me!
847
00:38:28,523 --> 00:38:31,700
I brought you soup
and I know that you're home!
848
00:38:31,744 --> 00:38:35,182
It's that really excellent soup
from that little Polish place.
849
00:38:38,751 --> 00:38:40,927
Tom...
850
00:38:40,970 --> 00:38:43,364
I know -- I know
that I am the last person
851
00:38:43,408 --> 00:38:44,365
that you want to see.
852
00:38:44,409 --> 00:38:46,019
I just -- I don't know.
853
00:38:46,062 --> 00:38:48,282
I thought maybe we could talk
through the door.
854
00:38:48,326 --> 00:38:53,243
I just feel like you need some
semblance of human contact.
855
00:38:53,287 --> 00:38:57,030
I don't blame you for -- for
wanting to keep your distance,
856
00:38:57,073 --> 00:38:58,597
I mean, pandemic or not.
857
00:39:05,473 --> 00:39:07,780
I just want you to know
that you're not alone.
858
00:39:09,956 --> 00:39:12,262
[ Kevin Garrett's "Refuse"
plays ]
859
00:39:12,306 --> 00:39:18,051
♪♪
860
00:39:18,094 --> 00:39:20,314
[ Shivers ]
861
00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:23,056
Meredith: Experts say
the more resilient we are,
862
00:39:23,099 --> 00:39:25,406
the better we can face
life's challenges.
863
00:39:25,450 --> 00:39:26,625
[ Thunder crashes ]
864
00:39:26,668 --> 00:39:29,976
♪ I'm okay alone
865
00:39:30,019 --> 00:39:32,544
[ Seagulls crying ]
866
00:39:32,587 --> 00:39:35,024
♪ It makes my soul stir
867
00:39:35,068 --> 00:39:37,244
I was so mad at you.
868
00:39:37,287 --> 00:39:39,812
What, for leaving you?
869
00:39:39,855 --> 00:39:42,292
For choosing someone
over yourself.
870
00:39:42,336 --> 00:39:44,469
I didn't know
I was gonna die.
871
00:39:44,512 --> 00:39:46,601
Do you regret it?
872
00:39:46,645 --> 00:39:49,430
♪ Keep my head in the dirt
873
00:39:49,474 --> 00:39:51,911
Does that matter?
874
00:39:51,954 --> 00:39:54,522
You'd have done the same thing.
Isn't that why you're here?
875
00:39:54,566 --> 00:39:56,306
♪ Slow crash
876
00:39:56,350 --> 00:39:59,222
♪ Stumble over nothing
on my own path ♪Yeah. I guess.
877
00:39:59,266 --> 00:40:00,485
So it's yourfault.
878
00:40:00,528 --> 00:40:02,443
[ Both laugh ]
879
00:40:02,487 --> 00:40:04,314
How do you figure?
880
00:40:04,358 --> 00:40:06,229
♪ No one ever wanted me
to go back ♪
881
00:40:06,273 --> 00:40:08,971
Because you...
882
00:40:09,015 --> 00:40:12,105
went all-in
for everybody.
883
00:40:12,148 --> 00:40:16,022
Your friends, your family,
a woman at the bus stop.
884
00:40:16,065 --> 00:40:17,806
You think that didn't
somehow affect me?
885
00:40:17,850 --> 00:40:19,547
♪ But I refuse
886
00:40:19,591 --> 00:40:22,724
You changed my life,
George.
887
00:40:22,768 --> 00:40:25,205
I didn't say it then,
but it's true.
888
00:40:25,248 --> 00:40:28,121
And the single biggest factor
for cultivating resilience?
889
00:40:28,164 --> 00:40:30,776
♪ Far away from home
890
00:40:30,819 --> 00:40:33,256
Positive relationships.
891
00:40:33,300 --> 00:40:36,521
♪ Forgot my address
892
00:40:36,564 --> 00:40:38,610
[ Monitor beeping ]
893
00:40:40,873 --> 00:40:44,833
♪ Mind is still on loan
894
00:40:44,877 --> 00:40:48,358
For what it's worth, I think
you made the right call,
895
00:40:48,402 --> 00:40:50,926
putting her
in the trial.
896
00:40:50,970 --> 00:40:55,322
I've known Meredith
since she was a child.
897
00:40:55,365 --> 00:41:00,283
I watched her operate
on her dolls in the OR gallery.
898
00:41:00,327 --> 00:41:04,853
I took her for milk and cookies
in the cafeteria.
899
00:41:04,897 --> 00:41:07,987
I helped her get over her fear
of the film review room
900
00:41:08,030 --> 00:41:10,468
because that's where she thought
we kept the skeletons.
901
00:41:10,511 --> 00:41:13,862
♪ I know I am anything
but uncouth ♪
902
00:41:13,906 --> 00:41:19,041
And then I watched her
become a surgeon, a wife...
903
00:41:19,085 --> 00:41:22,654
a mother, and a chief.
904
00:41:24,873 --> 00:41:29,661
You know, I knew COVID patients
had to suffer in isolation.
905
00:41:29,704 --> 00:41:33,621
But I never gave any thought
to how helpless
906
00:41:33,665 --> 00:41:36,537
and alone it feels
907
00:41:36,581 --> 00:41:38,626
for the people
who care about them.
908
00:41:41,237 --> 00:41:47,461
♪ I ref-u-u-use
909
00:41:49,332 --> 00:41:55,774
♪ Yes, I ref-u-u-use
910
00:41:55,817 --> 00:42:00,430
♪ No, no, no, no, no
911
00:42:00,474 --> 00:42:01,562
[ Thunder crashes ]
912
00:42:01,606 --> 00:42:04,304
♪ Yes, I refuse
913
00:42:04,347 --> 00:42:07,568
[ Thunder rumbling ]
914
00:42:07,612 --> 00:42:11,572
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
915
00:42:11,616 --> 00:42:13,879
So find your people...
916
00:42:13,922 --> 00:42:15,184
♪ Ooh, ooh
917
00:42:15,228 --> 00:42:16,272
...and keep them close.
918
00:42:16,316 --> 00:42:20,886
♪ Ooh, ooh, yes, I refuse
919
00:42:20,929 --> 00:42:23,018
Because when
you're at your lowest...
920
00:42:27,980 --> 00:42:30,678
...those people
get you through.
921
00:42:41,254 --> 00:42:48,043
♪♪
922
00:42:48,087 --> 00:42:55,137
♪♪
923
00:42:55,181 --> 00:43:02,362
♪♪
924
00:43:02,405 --> 00:43:09,456
♪♪
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