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It's just a migraine.

Honey, until
we're completely sure...

Is the pain
a tight band
or pulsating?

Good question.

Pulsating,
light bothers me,
nausea.

I get these
all the time.

You said you didn't
feel a, uh...

What'd you
call it? A...

An aura.
I know, but...

Exactly how often
do you get
these symptoms?

I just ask,
since your boyfriend doesn't
seem to recognize them.

(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)

(BOTH CHUCKLE)

Zane and I have
only known each other
for eight days.

It moved fast.

Ellie, did you feel
your foot twitch?

No.

Positive Babinski.

What does
that mean?

It's not
a migraine.

(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)

DR. REZNICK:
Oh, that.

I was performing
due diligence
on my new roommate,

who might be
a violent maniac,

and look what I found
in his closet.

It's cute.

You moved in
with two suitcases.

You only have
four pairs of underwear.

How the hell did a parrot
make the cut?

I'm a Parrothead.

A Jimmy Buffett
enthusiast.

The Margaritaville
guy?

Well, he has other,
far better songs,

but yes,
the Margaritaville guy.

It brings me luck.

Scary to think
what your life would
be like without it.

Can I have it back?

It's fun getting to
know you better.

Worth every damn bit
of sacrifice.

(GROANS, WINCES)

I was demonstrating
a torch lift this morning,
and, bang.

"Ballet master."

You're a dancer?

God, no.
I'm like the CEO.

At my age, I'd be
the Betty White
of the troupe.

Is she a dancer?

I don't know much
about, uh, culture.

(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)

I assume I just
sprained something,
right?

Uh, we will need neuro
and abdominal exams,

X-rays for fractures,

CBC for infection,

cultures to rule out
a spinal abscess...

You're new,
aren't you?

Uh, it's my
second week here.

It's actually only
my first day
seeing patients.

Am I your first?

Yes.

Sorry. But, yes.

Well...

That's impressive.

Whoever's supervising you
must really trust you.

I'm not sure
that's true.

They won't let me
join their stupid gym

because I had
high blood pressure.

How am I supposed
to lower it
if I can't work out?

200 over 105.

That is quite high.

I just told you
it was high.

Are you a smoker?

Yeah.
Pack or two a day.

More if I feel crappy.

And...

Do you have diabetes?

You're reading
those questions
out of a book?

Yes.
Have you ever
done this before?

I told you.
You have to
trust them.

I don't.

Then act
like you do.

Go away.

JORDAN: Nothing more romantic
than spending one of
your first dates in an ER.

Well, stressful experiences
release oxytocin.

Same hormone that
creates emotional bonds.

This might actually
cement their relationship.

(COMPUTER BEEPS)

Next to
the hippocampus.

Is that a tooth?

Dermoid cyst. Cool.

She's having
a seizure.

Secure her airway.
Push two milligrams
Ativan.

(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)

Thank you for
trusting us
enough...

Please report.

Uh, 58-year-old
male dancer
with back pain.

I ruled out
red flags like
osteomyelitis

and kidney infection,
but I did find evidence

of a mild L2
compression fracture
with moderate wedging

and evidence of
impingement on
the neural canal.

You want to start
beta blockers?

Me? Yeah. I think
my patient's
a stroke risk.

BP's 200
over 105.

It was the same
at her gym earlier?

Can you raise
your arms?

Okay. Now try
to squeeze
my hands.

I just did
all these tests
with her.

I thought you were
gonna give me stuff to
lower my blood pressure.

That would
kill you.

Now push
against my hands.

If she's in danger
of having a stroke...

She's not.
She's already
having one.

Smoking on estrogen
put her at high risk.

Loss of circadian
blood pressure
variation confirms it.

Stick out your tongue.

We gotta get
a CTA.

No. We're treating
with IV tPA.

Don't we need to
locate the clot?
We just did.

Right deviation means
a right vertebral
artery occlusion.

Oh. You can close
your mouth now.

CLAIRE: Her seizure and coma
were caused by a dermoid cyst.

It's a pocket of tissue
with bits of teeth,
hair, and fat.

She likely got it
before she was born.

What can you do?

The less invasive
option is to
put in a drain

to release
some pressure,

treat with
anti-seizure meds
and steroids,

then basically watch
to see if the swelling
goes down.

And the more invasive?

Surgical removal.

But the cyst
is deep inside

and wrapped around
major arteries,

so it is more likely
to fix the problem,

but it carries risk
of stroke or paralysis.

(SIGHS)

We need
a decision
quickly.

Ellie's sister is
on the paperwork,

but we haven't
been able
to reach her.

Do you know where
the parents live or
any other siblings?

He might still be
on a business trip,
but, uh...

(SIGHS)

you can try
her husband.

If we can't reduce
the swelling,

she will have
permanent
brain damage.

Is that him?

Brendan, we need you
to make a decision.

Yeah, yeah.

I'm... I'm not sure
that I'm the right
one to...

I mean, right now,

I hate her.

You don't.

You're angry.

You're hurt.

Because you love her.

(INAUDIBLE)

58-year-old
male dancer
with back pain.

Moderate vertebral wedging
and impingement on
the neural canal.

Yes. I think
an L2 compression
fracture.

Prescribe
anti-inflammatories,
a brace, and PT,

then discharge him.

Do you wanna
re-check anything?

No.

(MONITOR BEEPING)

Remember to floss your brain
after every meal, people.

CLAIRE:
Aspirating.

Do you think
we should be
doing this?

I know
we have to
legally,

but maybe her husband
isn't the one who knows
her best,

knows what she wants.

Better than the guy
who met her
last weekend.

Arachnoid knife.

Mmm, that guy,
she's in love with him.
Apparently.

Well, maybe
she loves them both.

Aren't you
a romantic!

Watch for
perforators.

I've been polyamorous
for years.

When I was monogamous,
I was jealous,
possessive, egotistical.

Our patient
wasn't honest.
That's not cool.

But other
than that...

(INHALES DEEPLY)

Good margins
all around.

Let's dry up
the field
and close her up.

I never would've guessed
I was your first patient.

Felt more like
the fourth.

By the way,
did I detect
an accent?

No.

I mean, I had one,
but I worked really hard
to lose it.

No one ever
notices it anymore.

Eastern Europe?

Brooklyn.

Williamsburg.

I grew up Hasidic,
speaking Yiddish.

I left it
a long time ago.

You left the...
the religion?

The religion,
the culture,

my family.

Must not have been easy,
growing up that way,

knowing you were

a doctor.

Excuse me?

My generation,
you could get bashed.

You could get
thrown in jail.

We had to
learn codes,

how to read
each other.

You should thank
your lucky stars

you get to live your life
the way you want it.

I don't know
what you went through.

Please don't pretend
to know
what I went through.

Sir?

My gut...

(GROANS)

Code blue!

The surgery
seemed successful,

but we need to monitor
for seizures over
the next 24 hours.

ENRIQUE: Is this
high enough?

Um, a little
to the left.

No.
To the right.
Yeah.

You never said
anything was wrong.

Can we have the room
for a moment?

I'm sorry,
but we really
need to check...

You're worried
about talking
in front of them?

Embarrassing me?

I didn't think
anything was wrong.

(SIGHS)

When I met Zane,

it made me realize
something was missing.

Or, at least, I think
that's what I'm feeling.

ENRIQUE: You mind
tilting your chin up?

ELLIE: I'm sorry.

Why couldn't you
just talk to me?

Or...
Or leave me?

I don't know.

Were you happy?

With him?

(SCOFFS)

I guess I should go.

Brendan?

Who are these people?

Ellie, do you know
where you are?

Why am I
in the hospital?

(BREATHING SHAKILY)

SHAUN: Suprarenal
aortic aneurysm.

It ruptured
as he was
being discharged.

Clamping aorta now.

How much blood
is he down?

We suctioned out
two liters

and gave six units
on the rapid infuser.

SHAUN: The aneurysm
caused his back pain.

Dr. Wolke
missed it.

I did
an abdominal exam.

Aneurysms are
very hard to catch.

Experienced doctors
miss them
all the time.

Potts scissors.

The aneurysm
is 6.5 centimeters.

Dr. Wolke
should have felt it.

It felt like
normal musculature.

I'm so sorry.

We'll never know
what you felt.

There's no way to know
if you, or any doctor,
for that matter,

would have
detected this.

I would have.

He asked me
if I wanted to
double-check.

If I had, I would've
caught the aneurysm
before the rupture.

Stop it.

He made a mistake.

He might have.

But you did, too.

No. You told me
to back off.

I didn't tell you to
abdicate responsibility.

When a First Year
asks if you want to
re-check their work,

your answer should
always be "yes."

The fact
they're asking
is a warning sign.

I didn't know that.

It's called
retrograde
memory loss.

Luckily, it seems
to have been
temporary.

She's lucid again.

We're running
an MRI
and lab tests

to see
what caused it.

Thank you
for, uh, telling me.
I know I'm just the...

You care.

Maybe things with
Ellie and I weren't
always perfect, but...

It was exciting.

When I was
with her...

Never felt
that way before.

I took care of her
when she was sick.

I never strayed.

It wasn't about
the things we did.

It was...
It was about

being with her.

She stuck by me
when I needed her.

Last year, I was...
I was drinking
way too much.

It's hard to imagine
being without her.

I just can't imagine
being without her.

She's stable.

Q-hour neuro exams
and monitor for signs
of elevated ICP.

("MARGARITAVILLE"
RINGTONE PLAYING)

** Wastin' away again
in Margaritaville

I believe
you're getting a call,
Dr. Park.

** Searchin' for
my lost shaker
of salt **

(DECLINES CALL)
You're a Parrothead.
Wear it proud.

Can we just
agree to have
some limits?

Maybe not
everything I own
is fair game.

Mmm, no.

Perfect.

Trust me, it'll be
worth every damn
bit of sacrifice.

I've said that
twice now.

You've said a lot
of things twice.

You have
limited creativity.

Truth is, it wasn't
creative at all.

It's from Jimmy Buffett's
Cheeseburger In Paradise,

one of his Big 8.
So big,
even I know it.

You, sir,
are no Parrothead.

Mia does woodwork
as a side hustle.

She made it for me
on our first trip
to Hawaii.

Lovely.

Wait, no,
that's not right.

"Pathetic"?

And do you toss away
all mementos of past
friends and jobs?

If a job cheated on me,
I might wanna move on.

When's the last time
you dated someone?

When's the last time
you acted like
a human being?

So, years?

Yeah, I definitely
found the right word.

See you at home.

You can't sleep?

You want some
warm milk?

My mother has, like,
18 prescriptions
for this.

Some of them
are actual
prescriptions.

I can sleep

but need to figure out
how to supervise better.

How many of these
are you planning
to read tonight?

Just the relevant
sections of each.

Tech bros are always
watching TED Talks
on leadership.

That could be quicker
than those books.

How about tomorrow,
we have a date night?

Why would we need
a date night

if we're in a relationship
and living together?

Because it'll be fun.

I'll schedule date night
for tomorrow.

Great. Think of
something
for us to do.

There is one thing
that helps
most people sleep

that my mother
did not tell me about.

(TYPING)

What makes
a great manager?

Some say
it's all about
planning.

Others,
charismatic leadership.

A third group...

Your temporary
memory loss was
caused by some fat

that leaked
from your cyst.

We can remove it
via a craniotomy,

but there is
a real risk of
more memory loss.

Maybe
permanently.

What will I lose?

The time prior
to the surgery.

Days, weeks,
possibly months.

But if we don't
operate soon,

the risk of
brain damage
only grows.

(BREATHING SHAKILY)

I can't do it.

I don't even know
what I want
right now,

but I do know that
I don't want the decision
about my marriage

forced on me
by an operation.

Please,

find another answer.

You are not
very good
at your jobs,

and I'm not
very good at
teaching you,

so we are going to
focus on one step
at a time.

You will master
each skill
separately.

I've made a list
of 400 skills.

I didn't have the time
to finish it last night
because...

Dr. Wolke,
you will be focusing
on physical exams.

You'll find a list of
the seven post-op tests
to be conducted on Carl.

Dr. Jackson,
you will find
relevant seminars

on conquering nerves
in the workplace.

What are
good activities
for a date?

Uh...

What does
she like?

Cars, coding,
Zelda:
Breath of the Wild,

Sauvignon Blanc,
Skittles,
RuPaul's Drag Race,

camping...

I had a very
romantic time
camping in Big Sur.

This is for tonight.

I haven't gone
on many dates.

But everyone
loves movies.
Hmm.

Healing nicely.

No redness or swelling.

I'm gonna palpate
around it now.

(BREATHING HEAVILY)

Look,
I need to apologize.

For bringing up
your personal life
the other day.

No.

You have nothing to
apologize to me for.

So, what's next
on your list?

Checking for signs
of infection
inside your abdomen.

Open your eyes
wider.

You have signs
of jaundice.

I think
your liver's failing.

(SIGHS)

SHAUN: The liver
is being damaged
by a new aneurysm.

How? A genetic
predisposition
or...

More likely,
when we fixed
the first one,

we increased
the pressure
upstream.

Can we stent
the celiac?

Anatomy's
too tricky.

Aortic to
celiac bypass?

We'd just risk
a new aneurysm
forming upstream.

Maybe, but it solves
the problem
in front of us.

He'll die without
an intervention.

He'll probably die
either way.

Let's all take
the time to research
alternate solutions.

If we can't come up
with something better
in 24 hours,

we proceed
with the bypass.

She's saying no
for emotional reasons.

So the answer
isn't medical.

It's emotional.

We think Zane
should talk to Ellie.

No.

I don't want him
anywhere near her.

To convince her
to do
the craniotomy.

From you,
it's self-serving.

From Zane...

Wait. If she doesn't
want it...

You said
you can't imagine
life without her.

If you meant that,
you'd risk anything
to keep her alive.

Including
her memories
of you.

(CHUCKLES)

Well done, Shaunie.

(SIGHS)

I really
needed this.

The system update
yesterday?

Went bananas.

I've been flooded
with complaints.

Total nightmare.

How's work?
Did the videos help?

Yes.

Tell me more.

One of my patients
developed
a secondary aneurysm.

Now I need to find
a surgical fix
by tomorrow.

Otherwise,
he will probably die.

I brought Skittles.

Shouldn't you be
at the hospital?

Yes. After you
go to bed,

I plan to
go back and
do research.

Shaunie,
go to the hospital.

No, we made
this schedule.

Someone else needs you.

More than I need you.

It's a hospital.

It's filled
with sick people.

But tomorrow,
will someone need you

to come up with a way
to save their life?

Mmm, maybe.

Probably
not tomorrow.

Okay.

Mmm-hmm.

(SIGHS)

I am canceling
date night.

That's rude.

Oh, well.

Then

I should

go to the hospital.

Mmm-hmm.

They're prepping Ellie
for surgery.

Any last-minute
questions?

What should I do?

Forgive her.

Under the right
circumstances,
every human will stray.

We're not hardwired
for monogamy.

I'm guessing
you're not married.

I'm not saying
that it's wrong
to feel angry.

She wasn't honest
with you.

The alternative
to forgiving her

is losing someone
that you love.

Then what?

If she comes back
to me just because
she forgets him,

(BREATHES DEEPLY)

my marriage
wouldn't be honest.

I have an idea.

We could remove
more proximal aorta

and extend
the graft.

And rebuild
the celiac trunk
with what?

Dacron?

Branches are
too complex.

This Lancet article
on polymer materials

doesn't work.

But thin-film nitinol?

(WHISPERING)
Did we break him?

We have
the material.

It's his veins.

Hey!
Oh, I'm sorry.

Did we reestablish
personal boundaries?

This morning's
presentation's on
who's not moving on?

Exhibit A.

Canoodling on
a very romantic
hillside with...

With my gay
best friend.
Can you leave?

Exhibit B.

A XXL
Rob Gronkowski jersey.

Just the latest
fashion style

from a woman
who hates
the Patriots?

Or an
ex-boyfriend's...

Not an ex.
I hooked up
with Gronk.

Seemed worth preserving.

Rob? Or one of
his brothers?

Props. I guess.

Exhibit infinitum.

Two ticket stubs to
Quantum of Solace.

Now, you once called
Daniel Craig
"James Blonde,"

and yet, 11 years later,
these were in your drawer,

on top of
an instruction manual
for a 2019 cellphone,

which means
you dug them out
within the last year.

Why? I can only assume
you are currently

once again hooking up
with the James Blonde fan.

How could you
possible deduce...

I also read
your e-mails.

You've been sleeping
with an ex

without asking
for any commitment.

It's just sex.
It's not keeping me
from anything.

What's more likely
to prevent someone
from moving on?

A parrot in a drawer
or an ex in your bed?

I'm at least
getting something hot
from the situation.

You're just wallowing
in failure.

So, if your bag's empty,

I'm naked
and have to go
to the bathroom.

It's called
a Y-shaped
vein graft.

Your aorta is
damaged from
the aneurysm

right where
it branches off.

We're gonna find
a vein in your leg
that's similar in size,

cut it out,
and use it to replace
the damaged artery.

How bad is it?

This is
an excellent solution.

If it works.

What are
the actual chances
that it doesn't,

that I'm gonna die?

I don't want
to give a number.

(EXHALES)

I mean, I can't.

I literally can't.
There are
too many factors.

I can call in
Dr. Murphy...

I don't need
to hear numbers.

How bad is this?

Bad.

(EXHALES SHARPLY)

Thank you.

Whatever happens,
you're gonna be
an incredible doctor.

And I am honored
to have been
your first patient.

I screwed up.

(BREATH TREMBLING)
That first exam,

I felt something.

I should have known
it was an aneurysm.

We could have saved you
before it got bad.

Why...

You were
my first patient.

(SIGHS)

I need you to do
something for me.

I need you to pray.

You must know
a prayer
for the sick.

I'm not a believer
anymore.

Neither am I.

But...

(SIGHS)

(PRAYING IN YIDDISH)

(MONITOR BEEPING)

Ellie,
do you know
these men?

Of course.

Brendan.

And...

And are you
a friend
of Brendan's?

(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

Something like that.

A lot has happened
in the last week.

So before you went under,
the doctors made a video.

It's sort of,
uh, a message

from your old self
to your new one.

(CHUCKLES)

Um...

I just want you
to know

that I love you.

ENRIQUE ON PHONE:
Tell me about
the day you met.

(CHUCKLES)

I was in the middle
of an art exhibit
in SoMa,

and I noticed
this guy,
and he was

looking at all
the same paintings
I had been looking at.

DR. LIM: Need another
6-0 loaded backhand
for the arterial stump.

(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)

Graft is secure.

Take off
the Satinsky clamp.

Good perfusion
to his lower body.

(ALARM BEEPING)
JORDAN: Heart rate's spiking.

There's no
ST elevations.

(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)

BP's tanking.
Did he thrombose
the graft?

Distal anastomosis
is pulsatile.

But there is blood pooling
in the left lower quadrant.

The right, too.

He's bleeding
everywhere
but the graft.

ASHER: It's DIC.

Send a stat ROTEM
and coag profile...

(ALARM BLARING)

Start compression,
give epinephrine,
and get the defib.

Set it to 120.
120.

(DEFIBRILLATOR WHIRS)
Clear.

(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)

Compressions.

(BREATHING HEAVILY)

No response.

Go to monophasic
at 360.

(DEFIBRILLATOR WHIRS)
Clear.

(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)

(EKG FLATLINING)

(FLATLINE CONTINUES)

Why aren't you
shocking again?

He's in asystole.

Dr. Lim?

(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)

(FLATLINE CONTINUES)

(BREATHING HEAVILY)

Dr. Wolke.

He's dead.

(BREATHING HEAVILY)

DR. LIM:
Time of death,
7:23 p.m.

(EKG SWITCHES OFF)

(BREATH TREMBLING)

Take as much time
as you need.

(BREATHING HEAVILY)

I was in love
with him.

All those moments
I had,

meeting at the gallery,
the conversations...

I don't remember
any of them.

But they were real.

And they brought up
feelings.

Ones I don't remember having
for a really long time.

But all they made me
think of was you, Brendan.

Hearing how I met Zane
just reminded me

how you and I met
at Chelsey's party,

and you showed up
in that ugly
bomber jacket.

And Zane taking me
to the hospital

reminded me
how you nursed me
for months

when I broke
my femur in Aspen.

And the whole time...

I just couldn't
stop thinking about

how much
I must have hurt you.

And I...

I don't know

if you can
forgive me.

But I love you.

And I...
I want to
come home.

Well, you're wrong.

That bomber jacket
was really cool.

(LAUGHS)

(SNIFFLES)

(CRYING)

He died.

I tried
stepping back.

I tried brainstorming.

And he died.

I don't know what people
are thinking or feeling.

I can't communicate
what I need.

And more patients
will die.

You don't think your ASD
had anything to do with
your patient's death, do you?

Because it didn't.

It did.

Asher wasn't sure
about his abdominal exam.

I should have known that.

Shaun,
you're gonna do

most things better
than anyone else,

and there are days
when you're gonna fail,
like everyone else.

Today might be
one of those days.

So...

What do you
do then?

(SIGHS DEEPLY)

You go home,

you be with
the people you love.

You take comfort in that,

and then
you wake up tomorrow
and start all over again.

(SIGHS DEEPLY)

You can go home.

I just

don't wanna be alone
right now.

(SIGHS)

I opened
a Bumble account
today.

Mmm.

I swiped right
three times today.

Gronk's jersey
didn't have a tag
in the back.

It's symbolic.

You have any idea
how much the real one
will be worth one day?

Fair enough.

** Wastin' away again
in Margaritaville

** Searchin' for
my lost shaker
of salt

** Some people claim that
there's a woman to blame

** But I know

** It's my own
damn fault **
** Damn fault **

I'm glad
you're here with me.

So am I.

(CLOSING THEME MUSIC PLAYING)