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It's just a migraine.
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Honey, until we're completely sure...
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Is the pain a tight band or pulsating?
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Good question.
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ELLIE: Pulsating, light bothers me,
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nausea... I get these all the time.
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You said you didn't feel a,
uh... what'd you call it? A...
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An "aura." I know, but...
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Exactly how often do you get
these symptoms?
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I just ask, since your boyfriend
doesn't seem to recognize them.
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[CHUCKLES LIGHTLY]
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[CHUCKLES]
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Zane and I have only known
each other for eight days.
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It moved fast.
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Ellie, did you feel your foot twitch?
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No.
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♪
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Positive Babinski.
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What does that mean?
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It's not a migraine.
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♪
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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♪
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MORGAN: Oh, that.
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I was performing due diligence
on my new roommate,
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who might be a violent maniac,
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and look what I found in his closet.
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It's cute.
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You moved in with two suitcases.
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You only have four pairs of underwear.
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How the hell did a parrot make the cut?
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I'm a Parrothead.
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A Jimmy Buffett enthusiast.
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The "Margaritaville" guy?
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Well, he has other, far better songs,
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but yes, the "Margaritaville" guy.
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It brings me luck.
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Scary to think what your life
would be like without it.
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Can I have it back?
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It's fun getting to know you better.
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Worth every damn bit of sacrifice.
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♪
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Ooh! [INHALES SHARPLY]
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I was demonstrating a torch lift
this morning, and... bang.
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"Ballet master."
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You're a dancer?
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God, no. I'm like the CEO.
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At my age, I'd be
the Betty White of the troupe.
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Is she a dancer?
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I don't know much about, uh... culture.
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[CHUCKLES LIGHTLY]
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I assume I just
sprained something, right?
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Uh, we will need
neuro and abdominal exams,
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X-rays for fractures,
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CBC for infection,
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cultures to rule out a spinal abscess...
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You're... new, aren't you?
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Uh, it's my second week here.
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It's actually only my first day
seeing patients.
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Am I your first?
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Yes.
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Sorry. But... yes.
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Well...
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that's impressive.
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Whoever's supervising you
must really trust you.
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I'm not sure that's true.
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♪
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They won't let me join their stupid gym
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because I had high blood pressure.
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How am I supposed to lower it
if I can't work out?
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200 over 105.
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That is quite high.
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I just told you it was high.
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Are you a smoker?
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Yeah. Pack or two a day.
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More if I feel crappy.
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And...
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do you have diabetes?
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You're reading those questions
out of a book?
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Yes.
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Have you ever done this before?
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♪
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I told you. You have to trust them.
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I don't.
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Then act like you do.
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Go away.
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♪
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Nothing more romantic than spending
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one of your first dates in an E.R.
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Well, stressful experiences
release oxytocin.
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Same hormone
that creates emotional bonds.
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This might actually cement
their relationship.
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[COMPUTER BEEPS]
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Next to the hippocampus.
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Is that... a tooth?
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Dermoid cyst. Cool.
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She's having a seizure.
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Secure her airway.
Push two milligrams Ativan.
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♪
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[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
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[CLEARS THROAT] Thank you
for trusting us enough...
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Please report.
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Uh, 58-year-old male dancer
with back pain.
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I ruled out red flags like osteomyelitis
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and kidney infection,
but I did find evidence
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of a mild L2 compression
fracture with moderate wedging
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and evidence of impingement
on the neural canal.
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You want to start beta blockers?
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Me? Yeah. I think
my patient's a stroke risk.
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B.P.'s 200 over 105.
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It was the same at her gym earlier?
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♪
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Can you raise your arms?
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Okay. Now try to squeeze my hands.
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I just did all these tests with her.
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I thought you were gonna give
me stuff to lower my blood pressure.
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That would kill you.
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Now push against my hands.
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If she's in danger of having a stroke...
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She's not. She's already having one.
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Smoking on estrogen
put her at high risk.
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Loss of circadian blood pressure
variation confirms it.
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Stick out your tongue.
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♪
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We gotta get a CTA.
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No. We're treating with IV TPA.
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Don't we need to locate the clot?
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We just did.
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Right deviation means a right
vertebral artery occlusion.
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♪
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Oh. You can close your mouth now.
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♪
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CLAIRE: Her seizure and coma
were caused by a dermoid cyst.
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It's a pocket of tissue with
bits of teeth, hair, and fat.
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She likely got it before she was born.
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What can you do?
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The less invasive option
is to put in a drain
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to release some pressure,
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treat with anti-seizure meds
and steroids,
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then basically watch to see
if the swelling goes down.
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And the more invasive?
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Surgical removal.
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But the cyst is deep inside
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and wrapped around major arteries,
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so it is more likely to fix the problem,
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but it carries risk
of stroke or paralysis.
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[SIGHS]
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We need a decision quickly.
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Ellie's sister is on the paperwork,
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but we haven't been able to reach her.
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Do you know where the parents
live or any other siblings?
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♪
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He might still be
on a business trip, but, uh...
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[SIGHS]
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...you can try her husband.
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♪
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If we can't reduce the swelling,
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she will have permanent brain damage.
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Is that him?
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Brendan, we need you to make a decision.
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Yeah, yeah.
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I'm... I'm... I'm not sure
that I'm the right one to...
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I mean, right now...
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I hate her.
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♪
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You don't.
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You're angry.
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You're hurt.
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Because you love her.
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♪
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♪
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58-year-old male dancer with back pain.
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Moderate vertebral wedging and
impingement on the neural canal.
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Yes. I think an L2 compression fracture.
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Prescribe anti-inflammatories,
a brace, and PT,
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then discharge him.
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Do you want to re-check anything?
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♪
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No.
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♪
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[MONITOR BEEPING]
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Remember to floss your brain
after every meal, people.
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[METAL CLINKS]
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Aspirating.
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Do you think we should be doing this?
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I know we have to legally,
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but maybe her husband isn't
the one who knows her best,
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knows what she wants.
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Better than the guy
who met her last weekend.
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Arachnoid knife.
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Mm, that guy... She's in love with him.
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Apparently.
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Well, maybe she loves them both.
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Aren't you a romantic?
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Watch for perforators.
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I've been polyamorous for years.
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Mm.
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When I was monogamous,
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I was jealous, possessive, egotistical.
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Our patient wasn't honest.
That's not cool.
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But other than that...
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[INHALES DEEPLY]
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Good margins all around.
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Let's dry up the field and close her up.
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I never would have guessed
I was your first patient.
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Felt more like the fourth.
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By the way, did I detect an accent?
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No.
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I mean, I had one, but I worked
really hard to lose it.
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No one ever notices it anymore.
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Eastern Europe?
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Brooklyn.
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Williamsburg.
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I grew up Hasidic, speaking Yiddish.
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I left it a long time ago.
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You left the... the religion?
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The religion, the culture...
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my family.
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Must not have been easy,
growing up that way,
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knowing you were...
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a doctor.
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Excuse me?
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My generation, you could get bashed.
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You could get thrown in jail.
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We had to learn codes,
how to read each other.
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You should thank your lucky stars
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you get to live your life
the way you want it.
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♪
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I don't know what you went through.
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Please don't pretend to know
what I went through.
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♪
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Sir?
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My gut...
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[GROANS]
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[GASPS]
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♪
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Code blue!
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The surgery seemed successful,
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but we need to monitor for
seizures over the next 24 hours.
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ENRIQUE: Is this high enough?
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Um, a little to the left.
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No. To the right.
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Yeah.
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You never said anything was wrong.
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Can we have the room for a moment?
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I'm sorry, but we really need to check
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You're worried about
talking in front of them?
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Embarrassing me?
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♪
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I didn't think anything was wrong.
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When I met Zane, it...
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...made me realize
something was missing.
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Or, at least,
I think that's what I'm feeling.
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ENRIQUE: You mind tilting your chin up?
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I'm sorry.
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Why couldn't you just talk to me?
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Or... Or... leave me?
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[VOICE BREAKING] I don't know.
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♪
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Were you happy?
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With him?
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♪
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♪
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[EXHALES SHARPLY]
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I guess I should go.
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Brendan?
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Who are these people?
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Ellie, do you know where you are?
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Why am I in the hospital?
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[BREATHING SHAKILY]
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♪
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Suprarenal aortic aneurysm.
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It ruptured as he was being discharged.
274
00:12:38,818 --> 00:12:40,196
Clamping aorta now.
275
00:12:40,220 --> 00:12:41,430
How much blood is he down?
276
00:12:41,454 --> 00:12:42,865
We suctioned out two liters
277
00:12:42,889 --> 00:12:45,301
and gave six units on the rapid infuser.
278
00:12:45,325 --> 00:12:47,703
The aneurysm caused his back pain.
279
00:12:47,727 --> 00:12:49,160
Dr. Wolke missed it.
280
00:12:50,996 --> 00:12:52,441
I did an abdominal exam.
281
00:12:52,465 --> 00:12:54,277
Aneurysms are very hard to catch.
282
00:12:54,301 --> 00:12:56,245
Experienced doctors miss them
all the time.
283
00:12:56,269 --> 00:12:57,246
Potts scissors.
284
00:12:57,270 --> 00:13:01,450
The aneurysm is 6.5 centimeters.
285
00:13:01,474 --> 00:13:03,600
Dr. Wolke should have felt it.
286
00:13:06,245 --> 00:13:09,258
It felt like... normal musculature.
287
00:13:09,282 --> 00:13:10,660
I-I'm so sorry.
288
00:13:10,684 --> 00:13:12,161
We'll never know what you felt.
289
00:13:12,185 --> 00:13:15,097
There's no way to know if you,
or any doctor, for that matter,
290
00:13:15,121 --> 00:13:16,321
would have detected this.
291
00:13:17,656 --> 00:13:18,968
I would have.
292
00:13:18,992 --> 00:13:21,771
He asked me if I wanted to doublecheck.
293
00:13:21,795 --> 00:13:24,407
If I had, I would have caught
the aneurysm before the rupture.
294
00:13:24,431 --> 00:13:25,496
Stop it.
295
00:13:29,001 --> 00:13:30,780
He made a mistake.
296
00:13:30,804 --> 00:13:32,214
He might have.
297
00:13:32,238 --> 00:13:33,482
But you did, too.
298
00:13:33,506 --> 00:13:35,885
No. You told me to back off.
299
00:13:35,909 --> 00:13:38,187
I didn't tell you
to abdicate responsibility.
300
00:13:38,211 --> 00:13:43,426
♪
301
00:13:43,450 --> 00:13:46,696
When a First Year asks if
you want to re-check their work,
302
00:13:46,720 --> 00:13:49,253
your answer should always be yes.
303
00:13:51,557 --> 00:13:53,992
The fact they're asking
is a warning sign.
304
00:13:57,429 --> 00:13:58,975
I didn't know that.
305
00:13:58,999 --> 00:14:07,917
♪
306
00:14:07,941 --> 00:14:09,552
It's called retrograde memory loss.
307
00:14:09,576 --> 00:14:11,287
Luckily, it seems
to have been temporary.
308
00:14:11,311 --> 00:14:12,443
She's lucid again.
309
00:14:13,646 --> 00:14:16,359
We're running an MRI and lab tests
310
00:14:16,383 --> 00:14:17,860
to see what caused it.
311
00:14:17,884 --> 00:14:20,852
Thank you for, uh, telling me.
I know I'm just the...
312
00:14:22,421 --> 00:14:23,588
You care.
313
00:14:26,392 --> 00:14:30,172
Maybe things with Ellie and I
weren't always perfect, but...
314
00:14:30,196 --> 00:14:31,629
It was exciting.
315
00:14:33,065 --> 00:14:34,941
When I was with her...
316
00:14:35,769 --> 00:14:37,713
never felt that way before.
317
00:14:37,737 --> 00:14:40,349
I took care of her when she was sick.
318
00:14:40,373 --> 00:14:41,651
I never strayed.
319
00:14:41,675 --> 00:14:43,085
It wasn't about the things we did.
320
00:14:43,109 --> 00:14:44,909
It was... It was about...
321
00:14:46,305 --> 00:14:47,871
being with her.
322
00:14:49,982 --> 00:14:52,834
She stuck by me when I needed her.
323
00:14:53,486 --> 00:14:56,465
Last year, I was...
I was drinking way too much.
324
00:14:56,489 --> 00:15:01,203
♪
325
00:15:01,227 --> 00:15:03,873
It's hard to imagine being without her.
326
00:15:03,897 --> 00:15:06,008
I just can't imagine being without her.
327
00:15:06,032 --> 00:15:13,883
♪
328
00:15:13,907 --> 00:15:15,151
She's stable.
329
00:15:15,175 --> 00:15:17,953
Q-hour neuro exams and monitor
for signs of elevated ICP.
330
00:15:17,977 --> 00:15:19,355
["MARGARITAVILLE" PLAYS]
331
00:15:19,379 --> 00:15:24,093
♪ Wastin' away again in Margaritaville ♪
332
00:15:24,117 --> 00:15:26,696
I believe you're getting a call,
Dr. Park.
333
00:15:26,720 --> 00:15:30,933
♪ Searchin' for my lost shaker of salt ♪
334
00:15:30,957 --> 00:15:33,291
You're a Parrothead. Wear it proud.
335
00:15:34,793 --> 00:15:36,939
Can we just agree to have some limits?
336
00:15:36,963 --> 00:15:39,275
Maybe not everything I own is fair game.
337
00:15:39,299 --> 00:15:40,976
Mm... no.
338
00:15:41,000 --> 00:15:42,178
Perfect.
339
00:15:42,202 --> 00:15:44,880
Trust me, it'll be worth
every damn bit of sacrifice.
340
00:15:44,904 --> 00:15:48,017
♪
341
00:15:48,041 --> 00:15:49,752
I've said that twice now.
342
00:15:49,776 --> 00:15:51,921
You've said a lot of things
twice. You have limited creativity.
343
00:15:51,945 --> 00:15:53,222
Truth is, it wasn't creative at all.
344
00:15:53,246 --> 00:15:55,291
It's from Jimmy Buffett's
"Cheeseburger in Paradise,"
345
00:15:55,315 --> 00:15:57,560
one of his "Big Eight,"
so big, even I know it.
346
00:15:57,584 --> 00:15:59,770
You, sir, are no Parrothead.
347
00:16:02,955 --> 00:16:04,433
Mia does woodwork as a side hustle.
348
00:16:04,457 --> 00:16:06,168
She made it for me
on our first trip to Hawaii.
349
00:16:06,192 --> 00:16:08,400
Lovely. Wait. No, that's not right.
350
00:16:08,424 --> 00:16:09,505
"Pathetic"?
351
00:16:09,529 --> 00:16:12,041
And do you toss away all
mementos of past friends and jobs?
352
00:16:12,065 --> 00:16:14,332
If a job cheated on me,
I might want to move on.
353
00:16:15,300 --> 00:16:16,779
When's the last time you dated someone?
354
00:16:16,803 --> 00:16:18,748
When's the last time
you acted like a human being?
355
00:16:18,772 --> 00:16:20,316
So, years?
356
00:16:20,340 --> 00:16:23,119
Yeah, I definitely found the right word.
357
00:16:23,143 --> 00:16:24,466
See you at home.
358
00:16:24,500 --> 00:16:27,478
♪
359
00:16:32,251 --> 00:16:34,196
You can't sleep?
360
00:16:34,602 --> 00:16:36,832
You want some warm milk?
361
00:16:36,856 --> 00:16:39,435
My mother has, like,
18 "prescriptions" for this.
362
00:16:39,459 --> 00:16:42,271
Some of them are actual prescriptions.
363
00:16:42,295 --> 00:16:43,572
I can sleep
364
00:16:43,596 --> 00:16:46,876
but need to figure out
how to supervise better.
365
00:16:46,900 --> 00:16:49,512
How many of these are you
planning to read tonight?
366
00:16:49,536 --> 00:16:51,814
Just the relevant sections of each.
367
00:16:51,838 --> 00:16:54,850
Tech bros are always watching
TED Talks on leadership.
368
00:16:54,874 --> 00:16:57,083
That could be quicker than those books.
369
00:17:01,046 --> 00:17:04,326
How about tomorrow,
we have a date night?
370
00:17:04,350 --> 00:17:07,396
Why would we need a date night
371
00:17:07,420 --> 00:17:09,698
if we're in a relationship
and living together?
372
00:17:09,722 --> 00:17:11,367
Because it'll be fun.
373
00:17:11,391 --> 00:17:13,569
I'll schedule date night for tomorrow.
374
00:17:13,593 --> 00:17:16,227
Great. Think of something for us to do.
375
00:17:19,264 --> 00:17:21,877
There is one thing
that helps most people sleep
376
00:17:21,901 --> 00:17:24,869
that my mother did not tell me about.
377
00:17:25,904 --> 00:17:29,351
♪
378
00:17:29,375 --> 00:17:31,687
What makes a great manager?
379
00:17:31,711 --> 00:17:34,423
Some say it's all about planning.
380
00:17:34,447 --> 00:17:36,892
Others, charismatic leadership.
381
00:17:36,916 --> 00:17:37,982
A third group...
382
00:17:39,952 --> 00:17:42,731
Your temporary memory loss
was caused by some fat
383
00:17:42,755 --> 00:17:44,266
that leaked from your cyst.
384
00:17:44,290 --> 00:17:46,669
We can remove it via a craniotomy,
385
00:17:46,693 --> 00:17:49,805
but there is a real risk
of more memory loss.
386
00:17:49,829 --> 00:17:51,596
Maybe permanently.
387
00:17:52,664 --> 00:17:54,176
What will I lose?
388
00:17:54,200 --> 00:17:56,278
The time prior to the surgery.
389
00:17:56,302 --> 00:17:59,348
Days, weeks, possibly months.
390
00:17:59,372 --> 00:18:00,616
But if we don't operate soon,
391
00:18:00,640 --> 00:18:02,618
the risk of brain damage only grows.
392
00:18:02,642 --> 00:18:04,920
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
393
00:18:04,944 --> 00:18:06,146
I can't do it.
394
00:18:06,170 --> 00:18:11,560
♪
395
00:18:11,584 --> 00:18:14,196
I don't even know what I want right now,
396
00:18:14,220 --> 00:18:18,000
but I do know that I don't want
the decision about my marriage
397
00:18:18,024 --> 00:18:19,905
forced on me by an operation.
398
00:18:19,929 --> 00:18:23,639
♪
399
00:18:23,663 --> 00:18:25,608
Please...
400
00:18:25,632 --> 00:18:27,243
find another answer.
401
00:18:27,267 --> 00:18:37,033
♪
402
00:18:37,057 --> 00:18:38,787
You are not very good at your jobs,
403
00:18:38,811 --> 00:18:40,422
and I'm not very good at teaching you,
404
00:18:40,446 --> 00:18:43,158
so we are going to focus
on one step at a time.
405
00:18:43,182 --> 00:18:45,227
You will master each skill separately.
406
00:18:45,251 --> 00:18:47,162
I've made a list of 400 skills.
407
00:18:47,186 --> 00:18:49,687
I didn't have the time to
finish it last night because...
408
00:18:50,789 --> 00:18:53,535
Dr. Wolke, you will be focusing
on physical exams.
409
00:18:53,559 --> 00:18:55,188
You will find a list of
the seven post-op tests
410
00:18:55,212 --> 00:18:56,538
to be conducted on Carl.
411
00:18:56,562 --> 00:18:58,674
Dr. Jackson, you will find
relevant seminars
412
00:18:58,698 --> 00:19:00,576
on conquering nerves in the workplace.
413
00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:02,378
What are good activities for a date?
414
00:19:02,402 --> 00:19:04,813
Uh... uh... what does she like?
415
00:19:04,837 --> 00:19:07,783
Cars, coding,
"ZELDA: Breath of the Wild,"
416
00:19:07,807 --> 00:19:10,286
Sauvignon Blanc, Skittles,
"RuPaul's Drag Race,"
417
00:19:10,310 --> 00:19:11,520
camping...
418
00:19:11,544 --> 00:19:13,856
I had a very romantic time
camping in Big Sur.
419
00:19:13,880 --> 00:19:15,813
This is for tonight.
420
00:19:17,949 --> 00:19:19,650
I haven't gone on many dates.
421
00:19:22,788 --> 00:19:24,967
But everyone loves movies.
422
00:19:24,991 --> 00:19:31,507
♪
423
00:19:31,531 --> 00:19:38,047
♪
424
00:19:38,071 --> 00:19:39,515
Healing nicely.
425
00:19:39,539 --> 00:19:42,384
No redness or swelling.
426
00:19:42,408 --> 00:19:45,254
I'm gonna palpate around it now.
427
00:19:45,278 --> 00:19:48,857
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
428
00:19:48,881 --> 00:19:50,926
Look, I need to apologize.
429
00:19:50,950 --> 00:19:53,818
For bringing up your
personal life the other day.
430
00:19:56,955 --> 00:19:58,467
No.
431
00:19:58,491 --> 00:20:00,992
You have nothing to apologize to me for.
432
00:20:03,395 --> 00:20:06,375
So... what's next on your list?
433
00:20:06,399 --> 00:20:07,576
[FLASHLIGHT CLICKS]
434
00:20:07,600 --> 00:20:10,546
Checking for signs of infection
inside your abdomen.
435
00:20:10,570 --> 00:20:12,247
♪
436
00:20:12,271 --> 00:20:13,415
[FLASHLIGHT CLICKS]
437
00:20:13,439 --> 00:20:14,650
Open your eyes wider.
438
00:20:14,674 --> 00:20:20,055
♪
439
00:20:20,079 --> 00:20:21,679
You have signs of jaundice.
440
00:20:23,515 --> 00:20:25,227
I think your liver's failing.
441
00:20:25,251 --> 00:20:27,162
[EXHALES DEEPLY]
442
00:20:27,186 --> 00:20:28,853
♪
443
00:20:30,566 --> 00:20:33,108
The liver is being damaged
by a new aneurysm.
444
00:20:33,132 --> 00:20:35,468
How? A genetic predisposition or...
445
00:20:35,492 --> 00:20:37,527
More likely, when we fixed
the first one,
446
00:20:37,551 --> 00:20:40,054
we increased the pressure upstream.
447
00:20:40,078 --> 00:20:41,756
Can we stent the celiac?
448
00:20:41,780 --> 00:20:43,392
Anatomy's too tricky.
449
00:20:44,049 --> 00:20:45,726
Aortic to celiac bypass?
450
00:20:45,750 --> 00:20:48,563
We'd just risk a new aneurysm
forming upstream.
451
00:20:48,587 --> 00:20:50,832
Maybe, but it solves
the problem in front of us.
452
00:20:50,856 --> 00:20:52,266
He'll die without an intervention.
453
00:20:52,290 --> 00:20:54,569
He'll probably die either way.
454
00:20:54,593 --> 00:20:59,340
♪
455
00:20:59,364 --> 00:21:02,477
Let's all take the time
to research alternate solutions.
456
00:21:02,501 --> 00:21:06,080
If we can't come up with
something better in 24 hours,
457
00:21:06,104 --> 00:21:07,315
we proceed with the bypass.
458
00:21:07,339 --> 00:21:15,712
♪
459
00:21:24,255 --> 00:21:27,357
She's saying no for emotional reasons.
460
00:21:29,193 --> 00:21:31,139
So the answer isn't medical.
461
00:21:31,163 --> 00:21:32,595
It's emotional.
462
00:21:36,367 --> 00:21:39,614
We think... Zane should talk to Ellie.
463
00:21:39,638 --> 00:21:40,815
No.
464
00:21:40,839 --> 00:21:42,150
I don't want him anywhere near her.
465
00:21:42,174 --> 00:21:45,308
To convince her to do the craniotomy.
466
00:21:47,111 --> 00:21:49,290
From you, it's self-serving.
467
00:21:49,627 --> 00:21:50,793
From Zane...
468
00:21:52,116 --> 00:21:53,528
Wait. If she doesn't want it...
469
00:21:53,552 --> 00:21:56,465
You said you can't
imagine life without her.
470
00:21:57,922 --> 00:22:01,369
If you meant that, you'd risk
anything to keep her alive.
471
00:22:01,393 --> 00:22:03,671
Including her memories of you.
472
00:22:03,695 --> 00:22:09,744
♪
473
00:22:09,768 --> 00:22:15,850
♪
474
00:22:15,874 --> 00:22:18,085
[CHUCKLES]
475
00:22:18,109 --> 00:22:20,821
Well done, Shaunnie.
476
00:22:20,845 --> 00:22:21,911
[SIGHS]
477
00:22:23,714 --> 00:22:25,927
I really needed this.
478
00:22:25,951 --> 00:22:27,562
The system update yesterday?
479
00:22:27,586 --> 00:22:29,397
Went bananas.
480
00:22:29,421 --> 00:22:31,432
I've been flooded with complaints.
481
00:22:31,456 --> 00:22:32,822
Total nightmare.
482
00:22:34,458 --> 00:22:36,537
How's work? Did the videos help?
483
00:22:36,561 --> 00:22:37,882
Yes.
484
00:22:40,331 --> 00:22:42,136
Tell me more.
485
00:22:42,701 --> 00:22:46,447
One of my patients developed
a secondary aneurysm.
486
00:22:46,471 --> 00:22:48,716
Now I need to find
a surgical fix by tomorrow.
487
00:22:48,740 --> 00:22:50,651
Otherwise, he will probably die.
488
00:22:50,675 --> 00:22:52,442
I brought Skittles.
489
00:22:55,012 --> 00:22:56,757
Shouldn't you be at the hospital?
490
00:22:56,781 --> 00:22:59,060
Yes. After you go to bed,
491
00:22:59,084 --> 00:23:01,401
I plan to go back and do research.
492
00:23:02,162 --> 00:23:04,966
Shaunnie... go to the hospital.
493
00:23:04,990 --> 00:23:07,457
No, we made this schedule.
494
00:23:08,826 --> 00:23:11,105
Someone else needs you.
495
00:23:11,129 --> 00:23:12,974
More than I need you.
496
00:23:12,998 --> 00:23:15,409
It's a hospital.
497
00:23:15,433 --> 00:23:17,078
It's filled with sick people.
498
00:23:17,102 --> 00:23:19,614
But tomorrow, will someone need you
499
00:23:19,638 --> 00:23:21,716
to come up with a way
to save their life?
500
00:23:21,740 --> 00:23:23,684
Mm... maybe.
501
00:23:23,708 --> 00:23:26,787
♪
502
00:23:26,811 --> 00:23:29,212
Probably not tomorrow.
503
00:23:31,582 --> 00:23:33,261
Okay.
504
00:23:33,285 --> 00:23:34,528
♪
505
00:23:34,552 --> 00:23:35,685
Mm-hmm.
506
00:23:37,154 --> 00:23:39,700
[SIGHS]
507
00:23:39,724 --> 00:23:43,804
I am canceling date night.
508
00:23:43,828 --> 00:23:45,139
That's rude.
509
00:23:45,163 --> 00:23:46,274
Oh, well.
510
00:23:46,298 --> 00:23:54,615
♪
511
00:23:54,639 --> 00:23:56,584
Then...
512
00:23:56,608 --> 00:23:58,853
I should...
513
00:23:58,877 --> 00:24:00,755
go to the hospital.
514
00:24:00,779 --> 00:24:01,822
Mm-hmm.
515
00:24:01,846 --> 00:24:10,598
♪
516
00:24:10,622 --> 00:24:13,200
They're prepping Ellie for surgery.
517
00:24:13,224 --> 00:24:15,258
Any last-minute questions?
518
00:24:18,429 --> 00:24:19,929
What should I do?
519
00:24:23,000 --> 00:24:24,979
Forgive her.
520
00:24:25,003 --> 00:24:28,015
Under the right circumstances,
every human will stray.
521
00:24:28,039 --> 00:24:29,772
We're not hardwired for monogamy.
522
00:24:31,108 --> 00:24:33,454
I'm guessing you're not married.
523
00:24:33,478 --> 00:24:36,123
I'm not saying
that it's wrong to feel angry.
524
00:24:36,147 --> 00:24:38,381
She wasn't honest with you.
525
00:24:40,217 --> 00:24:41,945
The alternative to forgiving her
526
00:24:41,969 --> 00:24:43,419
is losing someone that you love.
527
00:24:47,825 --> 00:24:49,325
Then what?
528
00:24:51,195 --> 00:24:54,430
If she comes back to me
just because she forgets him...
529
00:24:56,734 --> 00:24:58,946
...my marriage wouldn't be honest.
530
00:24:58,970 --> 00:25:05,986
♪
531
00:25:06,010 --> 00:25:07,176
I have an idea.
532
00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:12,460
We could remove more proximal aorta
533
00:25:12,484 --> 00:25:13,861
and extend the graft.
534
00:25:13,885 --> 00:25:17,031
And rebuild the celiac trunk with what?
535
00:25:17,055 --> 00:25:18,366
Dacron?
536
00:25:18,390 --> 00:25:19,877
Branches are too complex.
537
00:25:20,858 --> 00:25:23,704
This Lancet article
on polymer materials...
538
00:25:24,089 --> 00:25:25,406
doesn't work.
539
00:25:25,430 --> 00:25:28,042
But thin-film nitinol?
540
00:25:28,066 --> 00:25:36,717
♪
541
00:25:36,741 --> 00:25:38,686
[WHISPERING] Did we break him?
542
00:25:38,710 --> 00:25:43,958
♪
543
00:25:43,982 --> 00:25:46,927
We have the material.
544
00:25:46,951 --> 00:25:50,097
♪
545
00:25:50,121 --> 00:25:51,699
It's his veins.
546
00:25:51,723 --> 00:25:55,725
♪
547
00:25:59,951 --> 00:26:01,863
- Hey!
- Oh, I'm sorry.
548
00:26:01,887 --> 00:26:03,988
Did we reestablish personal boundaries?
549
00:26:05,090 --> 00:26:09,571
This morning's presentation's
on... who's not moving on?
550
00:26:09,595 --> 00:26:11,306
Exhibit A.
551
00:26:11,330 --> 00:26:14,009
Canoodling on
a very romantic hillside with
552
00:26:14,033 --> 00:26:15,899
With my gay best friend. Can you leave?
553
00:26:16,968 --> 00:26:18,560
Exhibit B.
554
00:26:19,071 --> 00:26:22,217
A XXL Rob Gronkowski jersey.
555
00:26:22,241 --> 00:26:24,119
Just the latest fashion style
556
00:26:24,143 --> 00:26:25,654
from a woman who hates the Patriots?
557
00:26:25,678 --> 00:26:26,722
Or an ex-boyfriend's...
558
00:26:26,746 --> 00:26:28,290
Not an ex. I hooked up with Gronk.
559
00:26:28,314 --> 00:26:29,913
Seemed worth preserving.
560
00:26:32,784 --> 00:26:34,518
Rob? Or one of his brothers?
561
00:26:35,920 --> 00:26:37,666
Props. I guess.
562
00:26:37,690 --> 00:26:40,135
Exhibit infinitum...
563
00:26:40,159 --> 00:26:42,137
Two ticket stubs to "Quantum of Solace."
564
00:26:42,161 --> 00:26:44,606
Now, you once called
Daniel Craig "James Blonde,"
565
00:26:44,630 --> 00:26:47,242
and yet 11 years later,
these were in your drawer,
566
00:26:47,266 --> 00:26:50,746
on top of an instruction manual
for a 2019 cellphone,
567
00:26:50,770 --> 00:26:52,881
which means you dug them out
within the last year.
568
00:26:52,905 --> 00:26:53,949
Why?
569
00:26:53,973 --> 00:26:55,250
I can only assume you are currently
570
00:26:55,274 --> 00:26:57,185
once again hooking up
with the James Blonde fan.
571
00:26:57,209 --> 00:26:59,354
How could you possible deduce...
572
00:26:59,378 --> 00:27:00,611
I also read your e-mails.
573
00:27:01,713 --> 00:27:03,058
You've been sleeping with an ex
574
00:27:03,082 --> 00:27:04,526
without asking for any commitment.
575
00:27:04,550 --> 00:27:06,561
It's just sex. It's not
keeping me from anything.
576
00:27:06,585 --> 00:27:08,864
What's more likely to prevent
someone from moving on?
577
00:27:08,888 --> 00:27:11,566
A parrot in a drawer
or an ex in your bed?
578
00:27:11,590 --> 00:27:14,169
I'm at least getting something
hot from the situation.
579
00:27:14,193 --> 00:27:15,837
You're just wallowing in failure.
580
00:27:15,861 --> 00:27:19,441
♪
581
00:27:19,465 --> 00:27:21,310
So, if your bag's empty,
582
00:27:21,334 --> 00:27:23,312
I'm naked
and have to go to the bathroom.
583
00:27:23,336 --> 00:27:31,586
♪
584
00:27:31,610 --> 00:27:33,655
It's called a Y-shaped vein graft.
585
00:27:33,679 --> 00:27:35,624
Your aorta is damaged from the aneurysm
586
00:27:35,648 --> 00:27:36,992
right where it branches off.
587
00:27:37,016 --> 00:27:39,795
We're gonna find a vein in
your leg that's similar in size,
588
00:27:39,819 --> 00:27:43,231
cut it out, and use it
to replace the damaged artery.
589
00:27:43,255 --> 00:27:44,700
How bad is it?
590
00:27:44,724 --> 00:27:46,601
This is an excellent solution.
591
00:27:46,625 --> 00:27:48,670
If it works.
592
00:27:48,694 --> 00:27:51,807
What are the actual chances
that it doesn't...
593
00:27:51,831 --> 00:27:53,608
That I'm gonna die?
594
00:27:53,632 --> 00:27:55,065
I don't want to give a number.
595
00:27:56,568 --> 00:27:58,535
I mean, I can't.
596
00:27:59,305 --> 00:28:01,550
I literally can't.
There are too many factors.
597
00:28:01,574 --> 00:28:02,918
I can call in Dr. Murphy...
598
00:28:02,942 --> 00:28:04,953
I don't need to hear numbers.
599
00:28:04,977 --> 00:28:06,377
How bad is this?
600
00:28:12,917 --> 00:28:14,017
Bad.
601
00:28:16,921 --> 00:28:20,035
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
602
00:28:20,059 --> 00:28:21,091
Thank you.
603
00:28:26,197 --> 00:28:29,775
Whatever happens, you're gonna
be an incredible doctor.
604
00:28:30,302 --> 00:28:33,548
And I am honored to have been
your first patient.
605
00:28:33,572 --> 00:28:38,387
♪
606
00:28:38,411 --> 00:28:39,610
[GULPS]
607
00:28:41,279 --> 00:28:42,746
I screwed up.
608
00:28:44,616 --> 00:28:46,500
That first exam.
609
00:28:47,420 --> 00:28:49,520
I felt something.
610
00:28:51,389 --> 00:28:54,007
I should have known it was an aneurysm.
611
00:28:55,047 --> 00:28:57,047
We could have saved you
before it got bad.
612
00:28:59,631 --> 00:29:01,165
Why...?
613
00:29:03,701 --> 00:29:05,669
You were my first patient.
614
00:29:07,672 --> 00:29:09,740
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
615
00:29:12,944 --> 00:29:15,145
I need you to do something for me.
616
00:29:16,614 --> 00:29:18,315
I need you to pray.
617
00:29:20,251 --> 00:29:22,619
You must know a prayer for the sick.
618
00:29:25,623 --> 00:29:28,036
I'm not a believer anymore.
619
00:29:28,060 --> 00:29:29,626
Neither am I.
620
00:29:30,603 --> 00:29:32,414
But...
621
00:29:32,439 --> 00:29:41,624
♪
622
00:29:41,740 --> 00:29:50,959
♪
623
00:29:50,983 --> 00:29:54,629
Yehi rutsoyn milfuneykhu adoynoy eloyhay
624
00:29:54,653 --> 00:29:56,865
vayloyhay avoysay
625
00:29:56,889 --> 00:30:02,003
sheh tishlakh mehayru
refiu shlaymu min hashumayim,
626
00:30:02,027 --> 00:30:08,343
refias haneyfesh irefias
hagif lakhoyleh Carl ben Khava.
627
00:30:08,367 --> 00:30:10,579
Ayl nu refu nu loy.
628
00:30:10,603 --> 00:30:15,016
♪
629
00:30:15,040 --> 00:30:18,008
[MONITOR BEEPING]
630
00:30:25,950 --> 00:30:29,064
Ellie, do you know these men?
631
00:30:29,088 --> 00:30:30,632
Of course.
632
00:30:30,656 --> 00:30:32,155
Brendan.
633
00:30:34,466 --> 00:30:35,933
And...
634
00:30:38,229 --> 00:30:40,542
And are... you a friend of Brendan's?
635
00:30:40,566 --> 00:30:42,978
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
636
00:30:43,002 --> 00:30:44,746
Something like that.
637
00:30:44,770 --> 00:30:52,621
♪
638
00:30:52,645 --> 00:31:00,495
♪
639
00:31:00,519 --> 00:31:02,886
A lot has happened in the last week.
640
00:31:04,189 --> 00:31:08,358
So before you went under,
the doctors made a video.
641
00:31:09,761 --> 00:31:12,674
It's sort of a-a message
642
00:31:12,698 --> 00:31:14,709
from your old self to your new one.
643
00:31:14,733 --> 00:31:16,300
[CHUCKLES]
644
00:31:18,036 --> 00:31:19,319
Um...
645
00:31:19,344 --> 00:31:22,691
♪
646
00:31:23,576 --> 00:31:25,575
I just want you to know...
647
00:31:26,745 --> 00:31:28,657
that I love you.
648
00:31:28,681 --> 00:31:38,033
♪
649
00:31:38,057 --> 00:31:46,908
♪
650
00:31:46,932 --> 00:31:48,443
ENRIQUE: Tell me about the day you met.
651
00:31:48,467 --> 00:31:51,079
[CHUCKLES]
652
00:31:51,103 --> 00:31:55,050
I was in the middle
of an art exhibit in SoMa,
653
00:31:55,074 --> 00:31:59,187
and I noticed this guy, and he was...
654
00:31:59,211 --> 00:32:04,092
♪
655
00:32:04,116 --> 00:32:07,662
LIM: Need another 6-0 loaded
backhand for the arterial stump.
656
00:32:07,686 --> 00:32:10,966
[MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY]
657
00:32:10,990 --> 00:32:12,367
Graft is secure.
658
00:32:12,391 --> 00:32:13,991
Take off the Satinsky clamp.
659
00:32:20,164 --> 00:32:22,484
Good perfusion to his lower body.
660
00:32:22,519 --> 00:32:23,805
[ALARM BEEPING]
661
00:32:23,846 --> 00:32:25,080
Heart rate's spiking.
662
00:32:25,119 --> 00:32:28,105
There's no ST elevations.
663
00:32:29,073 --> 00:32:30,952
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY]
664
00:32:30,976 --> 00:32:33,210
B.P.'s tanking.
Did he thrombose the graft?
665
00:32:35,800 --> 00:32:38,613
Distal anastomosis is pulsatile.
666
00:32:38,638 --> 00:32:42,685
But there is blood pooling
in the left lower quadrant.
667
00:32:42,732 --> 00:32:45,667
[BEEPING CONTINUES]
668
00:32:45,691 --> 00:32:47,491
He's bleeding everywhere but the graft.
669
00:32:48,960 --> 00:32:50,071
It's D.I.C.
670
00:32:50,095 --> 00:32:51,606
Send a stat ROTEM and coag profile...
671
00:32:51,630 --> 00:32:53,708
[ALARM BLARING]
672
00:32:53,732 --> 00:32:56,177
Start compression,
give epinephrine, and get the defib.
673
00:32:56,201 --> 00:33:04,753
♪
674
00:33:04,777 --> 00:33:06,721
- Set it to 120.
- 120.
675
00:33:06,745 --> 00:33:07,889
- [DEFIBRILLATOR WHIRS]
- Clear.
676
00:33:07,913 --> 00:33:09,457
[DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS]
677
00:33:09,481 --> 00:33:10,592
Compressions.
678
00:33:10,616 --> 00:33:14,429
♪
679
00:33:14,453 --> 00:33:15,519
No response.
680
00:33:17,588 --> 00:33:19,701
Go to monophasic at 360.
681
00:33:19,725 --> 00:33:21,358
- [DEFIBRILLATOR WHIRS]
- Clear.
682
00:33:23,261 --> 00:33:24,339
[DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS]
683
00:33:24,363 --> 00:33:27,976
♪
684
00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:30,178
[FLATLINE]
685
00:33:30,202 --> 00:33:32,580
♪
686
00:33:32,604 --> 00:33:34,638
[FLATLINE CONTINUES]
687
00:33:36,607 --> 00:33:37,886
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
688
00:33:37,910 --> 00:33:39,901
Why aren't you shocking again?!
689
00:33:39,938 --> 00:33:42,479
He's in asystole.
690
00:33:43,831 --> 00:33:45,060
Dr. Lim?
691
00:33:45,084 --> 00:33:49,964
♪
692
00:33:49,988 --> 00:33:51,366
[DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS]
693
00:33:51,390 --> 00:33:54,369
[FLATLINE CONTINUES]
694
00:33:54,393 --> 00:33:58,873
♪
695
00:33:58,897 --> 00:34:00,480
Dr. Wolke.
696
00:34:01,066 --> 00:34:02,315
He's dead.
697
00:34:04,469 --> 00:34:07,348
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
698
00:34:07,372 --> 00:34:12,687
♪
699
00:34:12,711 --> 00:34:15,123
Time of death... 7:23 P.M.
700
00:34:15,147 --> 00:34:17,125
[SWITCH CLICKS, FLATLINE STOPS]
701
00:34:17,149 --> 00:34:19,194
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
702
00:34:19,218 --> 00:34:22,964
♪
703
00:34:22,988 --> 00:34:24,933
Take as much time as you need.
704
00:34:24,957 --> 00:34:27,402
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
705
00:34:27,426 --> 00:34:36,978
♪
706
00:34:37,002 --> 00:34:46,576
♪
707
00:35:05,363 --> 00:35:07,276
I was in love with him.
708
00:35:07,300 --> 00:35:09,344
All those moments I had...
709
00:35:09,368 --> 00:35:13,237
Meeting at the gallery,
the conversations...
710
00:35:15,540 --> 00:35:18,008
I don't remember any of them.
711
00:35:19,578 --> 00:35:20,723
But they were real.
712
00:35:20,747 --> 00:35:22,925
♪
713
00:35:22,949 --> 00:35:25,049
And they brought up feelings.
714
00:35:26,885 --> 00:35:31,500
Ones I don't remember having
for a really long time.
715
00:35:31,524 --> 00:35:40,576
♪
716
00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:43,634
But all they made me think of
was you, Brendan.
717
00:35:44,970 --> 00:35:46,682
Hearing how I met Zane just reminded me
718
00:35:46,706 --> 00:35:49,685
how you and I met at Chelsey's party,
719
00:35:49,709 --> 00:35:51,976
and you showed up
in that ugly bomber jacket.
720
00:35:53,111 --> 00:35:55,524
And Zane taking me to the hospital
721
00:35:55,548 --> 00:35:57,693
reminded me how you nursed me for months
722
00:35:57,717 --> 00:35:59,416
when I broke my femur in Aspen.
723
00:36:00,418 --> 00:36:02,253
[VOICE BREAKING] And the whole time...
724
00:36:05,056 --> 00:36:06,568
...I just couldn't stop thinking about
725
00:36:06,592 --> 00:36:08,237
how much I must have hurt you.
726
00:36:08,261 --> 00:36:17,146
♪
727
00:36:17,170 --> 00:36:19,035
And I d...
728
00:36:19,906 --> 00:36:21,750
I don't know if...
729
00:36:21,774 --> 00:36:24,341
you can forgive me.
730
00:36:27,312 --> 00:36:29,224
But I love you.
731
00:36:29,248 --> 00:36:37,633
♪
732
00:36:37,657 --> 00:36:40,803
And I... I want to come home.
733
00:36:40,827 --> 00:36:46,375
♪
734
00:36:46,399 --> 00:36:51,914
♪
735
00:36:51,938 --> 00:36:53,649
Well, you're wrong.
736
00:36:53,673 --> 00:36:58,453
♪
737
00:36:58,477 --> 00:37:00,778
That bomber jacket was really cool.
738
00:37:03,048 --> 00:37:04,760
[LAUGHS]
739
00:37:04,784 --> 00:37:07,129
[SNIFFLES]
740
00:37:07,153 --> 00:37:09,431
[CRYING]
741
00:37:09,455 --> 00:37:17,840
♪
742
00:37:17,864 --> 00:37:26,281
♪
743
00:37:26,305 --> 00:37:34,745
♪
744
00:37:46,458 --> 00:37:47,958
He died.
745
00:37:51,796 --> 00:37:54,977
I tried stepping back.
746
00:37:55,001 --> 00:37:58,035
I tried brainstorming.
747
00:38:00,372 --> 00:38:01,939
And he died.
748
00:38:07,178 --> 00:38:10,926
I don't know what people
are thinking or feeling.
749
00:38:10,950 --> 00:38:13,733
I can't communicate what I need.
750
00:38:14,086 --> 00:38:17,099
And more patients will die.
751
00:38:17,123 --> 00:38:21,370
♪
752
00:38:21,394 --> 00:38:23,572
You don't think
your ASD had anything to do
753
00:38:23,596 --> 00:38:26,341
with your patient's death, do you?
754
00:38:26,365 --> 00:38:28,110
Because it didn't.
755
00:38:28,134 --> 00:38:29,544
It did.
756
00:38:29,568 --> 00:38:34,449
Asher wasn't sure
about his abdominal exam.
757
00:38:34,473 --> 00:38:36,952
I should have known that.
758
00:38:36,976 --> 00:38:40,389
Shaun, you're gonna do
[CHUCKLES] most things
759
00:38:40,413 --> 00:38:43,158
better than anyone else,
760
00:38:43,182 --> 00:38:46,261
and there are days
when you're gonna fail,
761
00:38:46,285 --> 00:38:48,263
like everyone else.
762
00:38:48,287 --> 00:38:50,654
Today might be one of those days.
763
00:38:52,590 --> 00:38:53,791
So...
764
00:38:56,928 --> 00:38:58,874
...what do you do then?
765
00:38:58,898 --> 00:39:04,313
♪
766
00:39:04,337 --> 00:39:06,548
You go home, you...
767
00:39:06,572 --> 00:39:08,105
be with the people you love.
768
00:39:10,775 --> 00:39:12,020
You take comfort in that,
769
00:39:12,044 --> 00:39:15,090
and then you wake up tomorrow
and start all over again.
770
00:39:15,114 --> 00:39:24,933
♪
771
00:39:24,957 --> 00:39:28,170
[EXHALES SLOWLY]
772
00:39:28,194 --> 00:39:34,376
♪
773
00:39:34,400 --> 00:39:40,582
♪
774
00:39:40,606 --> 00:39:43,440
You can go home.
775
00:39:44,809 --> 00:39:46,777
I just...
776
00:39:48,947 --> 00:39:50,892
...don't want to be alone right now.
777
00:39:50,916 --> 00:39:59,134
♪
778
00:39:59,158 --> 00:40:07,409
♪
779
00:40:07,433 --> 00:40:15,650
♪
780
00:40:15,674 --> 00:40:23,925
♪
781
00:40:23,949 --> 00:40:29,887
♪
782
00:40:32,190 --> 00:40:33,368
[SIGHS]
783
00:40:33,392 --> 00:40:36,193
I opened a Bumble account today.
784
00:40:39,197 --> 00:40:41,832
I swiped right three times today.
785
00:40:46,371 --> 00:40:48,939
Gronk's jersey didn't
have a tag in the back.
786
00:40:49,908 --> 00:40:51,108
It's symbolic.
787
00:40:52,710 --> 00:40:55,957
You have any idea how much
the real one will be worth one day?
788
00:40:55,981 --> 00:40:57,714
Fair enough.
789
00:41:01,786 --> 00:41:05,923
♪ Wastin' away again in Margaritaville ♪
790
00:41:07,158 --> 00:41:11,028
♪ Searchin' for my lost shaker of salt ♪
791
00:41:13,231 --> 00:41:18,947
♪ Some people claim
that there's a woman to blame ♪
792
00:41:18,971 --> 00:41:20,962
♪ But I know
793
00:41:22,041 --> 00:41:24,374
- ♪ It's my own damn fault
- ♪ Damn fault
794
00:41:28,980 --> 00:41:38,834
♪
795
00:41:38,858 --> 00:41:48,743
♪
796
00:41:48,767 --> 00:41:58,620
♪
797
00:41:58,644 --> 00:42:00,822
I'm glad you're here with me.
798
00:42:00,846 --> 00:42:02,657
So am I.
799
00:42:02,681 --> 00:42:11,867
♪
800
00:42:11,891 --> 00:42:20,964
♪
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