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I went through a period...
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when sex had to be violent.
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I was desperate to feel something real.
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Nothing felt real.
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Every kiss felt like half
of what it should be.
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You're just reaching for air.
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♪ Just because
The whole world's gone dwanky ♪
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♪ Doesn't mean
We fuckin' gonna go out like that, too ♪
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♪ Fuck the system ♪
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♪ We have our own system ♪
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♪ We make our own rules ♪
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♪ We don't answer to no one ♪
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♪ That's right ♪
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♪ We keep it gangsta ♪
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♪ We keep it Zef ♪
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♪ We keep it pumping
Off its motherfucking face ♪
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♪ One time ♪
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♪ Vuilgeboosted warrior styles ♪
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♪ Yo, DJ Hi-Tek ♪
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♪ Gooi rooi, homeboy... ♪
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We have to sing.
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Help people by lifting their hearts.
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♪ Yeah, yeah... ♪
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It's not all real.
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I thought you had to know
the right people...
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get close to them.
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The ones who could give you
what you need...
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To get through the fence.
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On! He flying!
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He went away!
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I wanted experience.
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I told myself...
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any experience is better
than no experience.
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I wanted to live...
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sing my 80179-
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You going for a swim, Melissa?
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This is the Doctor.
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Have a party for him every year.
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Celebrate.
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To the Doctor.
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Eternity.
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Don't be shy.
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It's okay. It's a special thing.
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It's a special thing.
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- It's a special thing.
- Okay.
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Do you like these people?
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Why not? What have you got against them?
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- I don't even know them.
- Well, get to know them.
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You had to pick one.
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There's one girl in a...
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♪ Good Lord, now... ♪
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What's your name?
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♪ Oh, I've been changed ♪
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♪ I said that ♪
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♪ I... I... ♪
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♪ Know I've been changed ♪
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♪ Whoo, yeah... ♪
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♪ I know ♪
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♪ Know I've been changed ♪
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♪ Angels ♪
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♪ Angels in Heaven ♪
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♪ Done signed my name ♪
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♪ Well... ♪
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Let's go from the top again,
just 'cause I want your tongue
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to be three times the size it should be.
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Yes, Sir.
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His hands were in everything.
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The money, the fame.
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I thought he could help me...
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If I paid my dues.
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You probably have a boyfriend, huh?
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He told me I was pretty.
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What's his name?
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Just tell me a complete lie.
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You could... you could
say anything you want to me.
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That's the fun about me.
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♪ I rolled and I tumbled ♪
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♪ I cried the whole night long ♪
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♪ Yes ♪
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♪ I roll and I tumble ♪
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♪ I cried the whole night long... ♪
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I lied to you.
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And, people, you are the future!
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You will decide what happens
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to our world!
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What happens to the birds of the air,
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the fish in the sea,
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the water that we drink.
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You will decide what happens to our world.
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You, people, you are the future!
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And the future is now!
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I think you should tell him...
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about us.
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We were together
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before he even knew us.
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Right.
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- Are you looking?
- Yes!
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Oh, yeah!
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That's old. That's been there.
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Oh, I was there this summer.
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What about a job? You working this year?
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I have a few different jobs, you know?
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You looking around?
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- Yeah, I'm trying.
- Yeah?
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You worry about me, Daddy?
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I just wanna know what you're doing.
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Am I prying too much?
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There is someone, but...
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I'm not really sure what's gonna happen.
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Oh! Okay.
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But does he play out, like,
make money playing and stuff?
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- He does?
- Mm-hmm.
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So he's a working musician?
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- Mm-hmm.
- All right, well, that's good to hear.
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You think I could meet him?
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Maybe someday.
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Do you trust this man?
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You know, we never hear from you.
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Your mom and I wanna come up
and visit together sometime.
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She really misses you.
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We just want you to be happy.
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Whatever you're doing.
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I know.
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Who am I?
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I show apartments.
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A dog walker.
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I thought we could just roll and tumble.
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Live from song to song.
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Kiss to kiss.
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What's that for?
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"X" marks the spot.
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I love your soul.
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Go, "Ah."
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Ah...
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Oh, no.
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What's the matter?
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Let me see.
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Can you see my soul?
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Is it still there?
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What's so funny?
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How well do you know this guy?
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And how come he's letting you
stay at his place?
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You shouldn't trust him.
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Why not?
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I just think you should be careful.
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LADIES AND GENTLEMEN...
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He said, "Trust me."
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- We should make a record together.
- And I did.
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I know you do the live music thing
and everything else,
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but don't you wanna make some money?
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Whatever! Wanted,
he'd make it happen.
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You've got talent.
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You want one of those?
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You wanna be me?
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Where do you get a jacket like this?
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Makes you walk different.
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Get you a hundred jackets like that.
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How long you lived here?
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About two weeks.
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I don't like it.
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It's all for sale.
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All of it...
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honors, titles.
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This, none of this exists.
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What do you see?
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Pool?
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It's a stage show.
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It's all just free fall.
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You have too much pride.
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I thought pride was a good thing.
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People aren't proud enough.
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Selfish!
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Arrogant! Conceited!
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If you know what's good for you,
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you will stay as far away
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from this man as you possibly can!
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People changed around him.
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They did things.
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So did I.
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He leaves us alone this way.
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Because he wants to be free.
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All his life, he's tried to get free.
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He doesn't know how.
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You aren't who you think you are.
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He doesn't love you.
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I like you this way.
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I wanted to be free the way he was.
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I went on seeing him.
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I let myself be smashed.
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You can't?
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Well, why can't you?
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Do you trust me to stick
your finger in here?
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He did everything.
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He exhausted every poison.
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He knew every form of love,
suffering, madness.
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He said I had an important lesson in life:
Learn all the rules when you're young,
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'cause that makes Mom and Dad happy.
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And then throw the fucking
lot of them out the window.
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And they want you to!
They want you to!
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So that he could reach the unknown.
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He experimented.
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They scare you with names.
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Like wickedness.
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You liked it; That I did what I liked.
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I pulled you down in the car.
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You realize that, um...
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you know, it's like the sea.
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Things come in and out.
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We feel happy and ecstatic.
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And then, you know, hours later,
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you know, we feel
the deepest sorrows, or...
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I didn't believe enough in love.
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Afraid it would burn me up.
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Be ready to suffer.
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Don't be afraid.
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I saw my husband.
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I saw this boy across the room.
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And I loved... I...
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I just...
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loved him the first moment I saw him.
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And we had a life.
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And it was beautiful,
and it was difficult.
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And I thought I would be
with him for the rest of my life.
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But he died.
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I wanted to escape from every tie.
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Every hold.
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To have life at any price.
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Not to settle.
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To go UP...
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Higher...
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free.
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♪ I rolled and I tumbled,
I cried the whole night long ♪
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♪ I rolled and I tumbled,
I cried the whole night long ♪
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♪ Woke up this mornin',
I must've bet my money wrong... ♪
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♪ I got troubles so hard,
I can't stand the strain ♪
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♪ I got troubles so hard... ♪
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♪ Some young lazy slut
Has charmed away my brains ♪
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♪ The landscape is glowing... ♪
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The birds said...
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we'd love each other forever.
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Love never fails.
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Didn't seem like anything
could break us apart.
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Oh.“
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♪ Father ♪
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Thought we'd build each other up...
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♪ Brother ♪
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make music together.
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♪ I believe ♪
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♪ Let me tell you ♪
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♪ Living just as fast as I can ♪
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♪ Trying to understand ♪
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♪ Brother... ♪
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- What do you mean?
- Let's make a fucking record.
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Huh?
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How long have you known Faye?
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She's a receptionist for me.
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How long?
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I guess she came to work for me...
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when she was 17.
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16, maybe.
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Let's us decide what's right now.
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Cheers.
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- What do you think of this world?
- It's its own.
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- There's no possessions, right?
- No.
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You know
I felt terrible about that.
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Beer...
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M'dear?
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Why've you been a slut?
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♪ Have troubles ♪
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♪ Don't cry ♪
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♪ Just remember ♪
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♪ That he's standing nearby ♪
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♪ And if ♪
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♪ Disappointments come... ♪
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That was the first time in my life
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that I knew.
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♪ But don't you worry... ♪
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Everything came from that hour.
279
00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:08,810
♪ Don't cry... ♪
280
00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:15,648
I wish that it could last forever.
281
00:30:47,400 --> 00:30:49,323
They have a beauty in their life...
282
00:30:52,120 --> 00:30:53,451
that makes me ugly.
283
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:01,161
A joy.
284
00:32:07,080 --> 00:32:08,161
Everything Okay?
285
00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:12,361
Yes.
286
00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:13,881
Don't leave.
287
00:32:14,800 --> 00:32:16,529
- Help me. Help me.
- Let me put these down.
288
00:32:18,520 --> 00:32:19,931
What can I get for you?
289
00:32:20,040 --> 00:32:21,804
- I have a condition.
- Yes?
290
00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:24,248
Uh, I can't be left alone...
291
00:32:24,880 --> 00:32:26,245
for more than five minutes.
292
00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:29,089
Can I get you something else?
293
00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:31,050
I'd like to hear you sing.
294
00:32:33,320 --> 00:32:34,242
- Okay, I gotta...
- Elephant...
295
00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:36,243
- I gotta check another table.
- Why? Why?
296
00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:37,890
- 'Cause my boss is watching.
- Which other table?
297
00:32:37,960 --> 00:32:39,883
- You're gonna get me fired.
- Yep, that's the plan.
298
00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:40,961
You...
299
00:32:41,560 --> 00:32:42,721
What do you like to do?
300
00:32:43,920 --> 00:32:44,921
Well...
301
00:32:46,440 --> 00:32:50,001
I was a teacher, but there's
not many jobs around here.
302
00:32:50,080 --> 00:32:51,730
- What do you teach?
- Kindergarten.
303
00:32:51,800 --> 00:32:52,642
- Oh, yeah?
- Yeah.
304
00:32:54,360 --> 00:32:55,361
You like kids?
305
00:32:56,080 --> 00:32:58,242
Yes, I do. It wouldn't be a very good job
306
00:32:58,320 --> 00:32:59,970
- if I didn't like kids, would it?
- No.
307
00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:07,571
So you like physical things?
308
00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:08,921
Yes.
309
00:33:25,120 --> 00:33:26,121
I was shy.
310
00:33:45,520 --> 00:33:46,760
This concert.
311
00:33:46,840 --> 00:33:48,251
Who's on first?
312
00:33:48,320 --> 00:33:50,561
This concert! It's insane.
313
00:33:50,640 --> 00:33:54,531
No, I said, I do a better Mick Jagger
than I do Iggy Pop.
314
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:55,442
- "Okay!
- Okay?
315
00:33:55,520 --> 00:33:56,521
I misunderstood.
316
00:33:56,600 --> 00:33:58,728
I don't know
how I didn't hear you.
317
00:33:58,800 --> 00:34:00,211
You don't listen to me.
318
00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:02,611
I'll listen to everything.
319
00:34:09,240 --> 00:34:11,368
The record companies would sort of...
320
00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:13,124
They did... they believed in artistry...
321
00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:16,761
It's something they put in a
film to tweak the heartstrings
322
00:34:17,320 --> 00:34:19,243
or to raise the adrenaline, you know.
323
00:34:19,320 --> 00:34:20,845
Desperate to fuckin'...
324
00:34:21,760 --> 00:34:24,809
drain the fuckin' chord and go, "Waah!"
325
00:34:24,880 --> 00:34:26,166
And, "Fuck me!"
326
00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:30,451
- "Gimme!"
- Yeah.
327
00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:32,727
You know, uh, "Love me."
328
00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:34,001
You know, these things.
329
00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:36,845
Lived very near Claridge's, and, uh...
330
00:34:36,920 --> 00:34:38,046
- Nice. Swanky.
- The latest.
331
00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:40,168
I lived on Upper Brook Street,
and I had...
332
00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:47,811
After Dad left...
333
00:34:50,000 --> 00:34:51,809
you thought you were a failure.
334
00:34:55,320 --> 00:34:56,207
Mama...
335
00:34:57,680 --> 00:34:59,091
you gave us so much.
336
00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:04,321
Your hands are so beautiful.
You should be wearing gloves.
337
00:35:08,800 --> 00:35:10,802
I wanted you
to have so much more.
338
00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:13,530
I don't know where else we can go.
339
00:35:14,080 --> 00:35:15,650
Remember, we have nothing.
340
00:35:18,600 --> 00:35:20,284
Well, you need money for a lawyer.
341
00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:23,202
The law's no help
for people who are ruined.
342
00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:29,484
♪ Ahh ♪
343
00:35:29,560 --> 00:35:31,085
You have everything.
344
00:35:38,600 --> 00:35:40,011
Everything you want.
345
00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:57,844
♪ My heart... ♪
346
00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:12,163
She likes the cheerleaders.
347
00:36:12,240 --> 00:36:13,241
You do?
348
00:36:14,720 --> 00:36:16,085
Were you ever a cheerleader?
349
00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:51,043
Scare me. Come closer.
350
00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:18,482
Marry me.
351
00:37:25,200 --> 00:37:26,201
No.
352
00:38:15,680 --> 00:38:17,364
You gave Mother a new house.
353
00:38:19,760 --> 00:38:21,524
You said I could get out
whenever I wanted,
354
00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:23,045
keep all you'd given us.
355
00:38:30,760 --> 00:38:32,364
You wanted me to be free.
356
00:38:45,240 --> 00:38:46,924
Why do I owe you a Coke'?
357
00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:50,445
You said I couldn't climb the tree.
358
00:38:51,680 --> 00:38:53,205
Don't have to.
What're you gonna do?
359
00:38:53,280 --> 00:38:54,441
You're all the way up there.
360
00:38:55,160 --> 00:38:56,969
How strong
do you think you are'?
361
00:39:02,360 --> 00:39:03,805
One, two, three, go.
362
00:39:04,560 --> 00:39:06,847
To the tree. Don't! You're running.
You're running. You're running.
363
00:39:13,920 --> 00:39:16,605
I went along
like someone in a dream.
364
00:39:27,360 --> 00:39:29,089
I knew I had to tell you.
365
00:39:36,840 --> 00:39:38,001
Come clean.
366
00:39:48,800 --> 00:39:50,211
I didn't know how.
367
00:40:08,920 --> 00:40:13,687
I love you,
I love you, I love you...
368
00:40:13,760 --> 00:40:15,444
Say it like you mean it.
369
00:40:16,040 --> 00:40:17,610
Say it like you mean it.
370
00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:20,570
Say it like you mean it.
371
00:40:20,640 --> 00:40:22,449
Say it like you mean it.
372
00:40:22,520 --> 00:40:24,170
Say it like you mean it.
373
00:40:24,240 --> 00:40:26,447
Say It like you mean...
374
00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:34,961
Do you lie to me?
375
00:40:36,920 --> 00:40:39,127
I know you always wanna
know the truth, but...
376
00:40:41,200 --> 00:40:42,201
but I don't.
377
00:40:45,200 --> 00:40:47,407
Sometimes the truth
isn't the right thing to say.
378
00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:50,323
- Mm-hmm.
- You can hurt someone more
379
00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:51,242
by Saying it.
380
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:55,886
♪ Mm, hmm, hmm ♪
381
00:40:57,520 --> 00:41:00,091
♪ Mm, mm... ♪
382
00:41:06,960 --> 00:41:10,487
- This looks like a birthday card.
- Oh, isn't that pretty?
383
00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:14,686
"The life you live again.
Happy birthday."
384
00:41:14,760 --> 00:41:16,603
Do you ever think about leaving here?
385
00:41:24,200 --> 00:41:25,201
I don't know.
386
00:41:29,280 --> 00:41:30,441
Are you a good liar?
387
00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:37,361
Do you love me?
388
00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:40,247
Why do you ask that?
389
00:41:41,720 --> 00:41:42,881
I like to hear it.
390
00:41:43,640 --> 00:41:44,721
You don't like to say it.
391
00:41:45,840 --> 00:41:46,841
I love you.
392
00:41:48,480 --> 00:41:50,528
I'm so scared sometimes.
393
00:41:53,520 --> 00:41:55,284
We're Wanderers, you and I.
394
00:41:58,560 --> 00:41:59,971
Like birds.
395
00:42:01,920 --> 00:42:04,127
So you're saying
you wanna produce it as well.
396
00:42:04,200 --> 00:42:07,443
So I'm suddenly feeling
a little bit out in the cold here.
397
00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:09,648
- You know what I'm saying?
- Well, you wanna help produce it?
398
00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:12,921
I just feel like you're...
399
00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:15,128
you're going ahead
on this thing by yourself.
400
00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:17,601
Well, just look at the facts.
Take it out of your hands.
401
00:42:17,720 --> 00:42:19,802
Why do you think it
can't work as a country song?
402
00:42:19,880 --> 00:42:20,767
- It can.
- Maybe you...
403
00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:22,490
As a... as a country...
404
00:42:22,600 --> 00:42:24,728
Take your finger outta your ear.
Put it back up your ass.
405
00:42:24,800 --> 00:42:26,325
You think you're better
than me, don't you?
406
00:42:27,240 --> 00:42:28,890
You look down on me.
407
00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:31,650
I gave you everything, man.
408
00:42:31,720 --> 00:42:33,404
You sit on your high horse
looking down on me.
409
00:42:33,480 --> 00:42:36,051
Look at your fingernails, man.
Where's the dirt?
410
00:42:37,760 --> 00:42:41,003
You think you can get here
without getting your hands dirty at least?
411
00:42:45,640 --> 00:42:46,801
Look at my batting average.
412
00:42:47,600 --> 00:42:49,045
Look at it. Look at yours.
413
00:42:52,080 --> 00:42:53,411
Who's helping who here?
414
00:42:59,400 --> 00:43:00,845
I wrote those songs.
415
00:43:03,240 --> 00:43:04,241
I did the work.
416
00:43:04,720 --> 00:43:07,405
How many people do you think
in this city alone are writing songs?
417
00:43:07,520 --> 00:43:08,328
Huh?
418
00:43:08,400 --> 00:43:09,811
Think your songs are that good?
419
00:43:09,880 --> 00:43:11,723
Yeah, what is it, morals...
420
00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:13,723
Taking credit for someone else's work.
421
00:43:13,800 --> 00:43:15,040
I told you about that shit.
422
00:43:15,920 --> 00:43:17,684
50-50. Equals.
423
00:43:18,800 --> 00:43:19,961
Brothers.
424
00:43:25,360 --> 00:43:26,771
- Get outta here.
- Come on.
425
00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:28,649
- You got a weird way of showing it.
- Come on.
426
00:43:28,720 --> 00:43:30,484
- What?
- We partners? Are we brothers?
427
00:43:30,560 --> 00:43:32,483
Why'd you put the copyrights to my songs
428
00:43:32,560 --> 00:43:34,324
in your name and your name only?
429
00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:38,044
Or did you think I didn't know about that?
430
00:43:38,960 --> 00:43:40,485
No, maybe you thought,
"This guy's so stup..."
431
00:43:40,560 --> 00:43:42,722
Don't put your hands on...
Don't put your hands on me.
432
00:43:43,200 --> 00:43:44,440
Don't put your hands on me.
433
00:43:45,200 --> 00:43:46,964
Maybe you thought, "This guy's so stupid,
434
00:43:47,040 --> 00:43:48,280
he doesn't want a lawyer,
435
00:43:48,360 --> 00:43:49,486
he trusted me."
436
00:43:57,200 --> 00:43:59,407
Should we make a scene? Huh?
437
00:44:09,120 --> 00:44:10,690
I'll give you a record contract.
438
00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:22,481
How's that make you feel?
439
00:44:33,120 --> 00:44:34,326
That's what you want, right?
440
00:44:39,520 --> 00:44:40,806
I love the pain.
441
00:44:42,920 --> 00:44:44,365
It feels like life.
442
00:44:51,880 --> 00:44:54,611
Sometimes I admire what a hypocrite I am.
443
00:44:56,240 --> 00:44:57,082
On!
444
00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:02,369
Strange what you get used to.
445
00:45:12,080 --> 00:45:13,002
You're skinny.
446
00:45:13,360 --> 00:45:14,691
You ever think
about coming home?
447
00:45:18,160 --> 00:45:19,571
Okay.
448
00:45:21,120 --> 00:45:22,360
Feel like I just got out.
449
00:45:23,560 --> 00:45:25,085
Place felt like it was on fire.
450
00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:27,561
Come and help put it out.
451
00:45:28,400 --> 00:45:30,402
- I did my best.
- Did you?
452
00:45:31,480 --> 00:45:32,720
You sound like Dad.
453
00:45:35,080 --> 00:45:36,570
It's hard at home with Mom.
454
00:45:38,120 --> 00:45:38,962
'Cause...
455
00:45:39,640 --> 00:45:40,926
you don't wanna be there.
456
00:45:42,400 --> 00:45:43,765
I just feel like I keep...
457
00:45:44,160 --> 00:45:47,881
sinking lower, and lower, and lower...
458
00:45:50,360 --> 00:45:51,361
I think I'm just tired.
459
00:45:51,440 --> 00:45:53,602
I wanted all that pain
to be for something.
460
00:45:54,320 --> 00:45:55,162
I'm okay.
461
00:45:56,160 --> 00:45:58,401
Ma, you're healthy, right?
462
00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:00,445
You're a stone cold fox.
463
00:46:03,760 --> 00:46:04,921
Turn it into something.
464
00:46:05,000 --> 00:46:07,890
You've got... you got...
you got it in the bag.
465
00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:13,327
I don't think that... I don't think
that takes care of everything, darling.
466
00:46:13,400 --> 00:46:14,731
Have you seen your father?
467
00:46:15,880 --> 00:46:17,325
- Have I seen him?
- Mm-hmm.
468
00:46:17,400 --> 00:46:18,401
No.
469
00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:20,651
I know, I gotta go.
470
00:46:21,520 --> 00:46:22,521
I don't know.
471
00:46:22,600 --> 00:46:24,045
I haven't done anything.
472
00:46:24,960 --> 00:46:27,406
♪ Leave it there, leave it there ♪
473
00:46:29,320 --> 00:46:30,321
♪ Leave it there.. ♪
474
00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:31,765
Does Dad even look at you?
475
00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:34,250
He's so... strange.
476
00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:38,204
We've... waited so long
to be free of that man,
477
00:46:38,280 --> 00:46:39,281
and now...
478
00:46:39,920 --> 00:46:41,160
Do you think about forgiving him?
479
00:46:45,480 --> 00:46:46,481
No, I don't.
480
00:46:47,360 --> 00:46:49,647
- You pray for him?
- No, I don't.
481
00:46:50,880 --> 00:46:51,881
Not anymore.
482
00:46:52,800 --> 00:46:54,643
- Why?
- What's the point?
483
00:46:56,320 --> 00:46:58,482
♪ The world from you withholds ♪
484
00:46:59,160 --> 00:47:02,369
♪ All its silver and its gold ♪
485
00:47:03,680 --> 00:47:06,604
♪ And you have to get along ♪
486
00:47:06,680 --> 00:47:08,921
♪ With meager fare ♪
487
00:47:11,440 --> 00:47:15,047
♪ Just remember, in his work ♪
488
00:47:15,840 --> 00:47:19,561
♪ How he feeds the little birds ♪
489
00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:22,683
♪ Take your burden ♪
490
00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:24,603
♪ To the Lord ♪
491
00:47:24,680 --> 00:47:30,722
♪ And leave it there ♪
492
00:47:34,160 --> 00:47:36,049
♪ Take your burden ♪
493
00:47:36,120 --> 00:47:39,329
♪ To the Lord ♪
494
00:47:39,400 --> 00:47:41,164
♪ And leave it there ♪
495
00:47:46,240 --> 00:47:48,811
I met him
on the street today, and he, um...
496
00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:52,250
said that he wanted to sign me.
497
00:48:02,400 --> 00:48:03,322
Wow.
498
00:48:04,560 --> 00:48:05,846
I didn't know what to tell him.
499
00:48:05,920 --> 00:48:07,968
Why not? I mean,
this is... that's a good...
500
00:48:11,280 --> 00:48:12,964
That's a good opportunity for you.
501
00:48:16,120 --> 00:48:18,248
I mean, you know how I feel
about him, but that...
502
00:48:21,040 --> 00:48:22,610
that shouldn't affect your...
503
00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:27,046
that shouldn't affect you.
504
00:48:41,080 --> 00:48:42,002
You gotta do it.
505
00:49:19,760 --> 00:49:20,761
Why are you crying?
506
00:49:26,840 --> 00:49:28,001
Because I'm happy.
507
00:50:14,560 --> 00:50:15,607
Your old girlfriend...
508
00:50:17,120 --> 00:50:18,884
she asked you to go off with her.
509
00:50:24,800 --> 00:50:26,290
Why didn't you?
510
00:50:30,000 --> 00:50:31,081
Was it for me?
511
00:50:31,160 --> 00:50:33,208
Do you ever
think of me when I'm not here?
512
00:50:35,000 --> 00:50:37,401
- Sure.
- Well, what do you think?
513
00:50:40,840 --> 00:50:44,242
Why wake up next to someone
you don't even know
514
00:50:44,320 --> 00:50:46,243
If you don't even know yourself anymore?
515
00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:50,765
What happens then?
Do you think she'll be happy...
516
00:50:52,000 --> 00:50:54,321
living with ghosts, sadder?
517
00:50:54,400 --> 00:50:56,926
- It's more complicated than that.
- No, it's not.
518
00:51:00,000 --> 00:51:01,923
What's it feel like to be a girl?
519
00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:03,650
Like I have special powers.
520
00:51:09,480 --> 00:51:10,527
What don't I know?
521
00:51:17,360 --> 00:51:18,521
How to feel.
522
00:51:20,920 --> 00:51:22,763
How to be sick to your bones.
523
00:51:25,080 --> 00:51:26,320
How to yearn.
524
00:51:33,480 --> 00:51:34,641
Stay.
525
00:51:36,800 --> 00:51:38,643
You're casting spells.
526
00:51:40,040 --> 00:51:40,962
Does it work?
527
00:51:41,720 --> 00:51:43,324
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah?
528
00:51:45,720 --> 00:51:47,643
I don't even think
you know you're doing it.
529
00:51:48,160 --> 00:51:49,127
I may.
530
00:51:49,880 --> 00:51:51,609
Just going around
casting spells on people.
531
00:51:51,680 --> 00:51:54,570
♪ What went wrong with our love ♪
532
00:51:54,640 --> 00:51:57,484
♪ A love that was so strong ♪
533
00:51:59,840 --> 00:52:02,161
♪ And as I still walk on ♪
534
00:52:02,240 --> 00:52:04,083
♪ I think of ♪
535
00:52:04,160 --> 00:52:07,289
♪ The things we've done together ♪
536
00:52:07,360 --> 00:52:10,250
♪ While our hearts were young ♪
537
00:52:12,680 --> 00:52:15,684
♪ I'm a-walkin' in the rain ♪
538
00:52:15,760 --> 00:52:18,923
♪ Tears are fallin' and I feel the pain ♪
539
00:52:19,000 --> 00:52:22,209
♪ Wishin' you were here by me ♪
540
00:52:22,280 --> 00:52:24,521
- ♪ To end this misery ♪
- Are you happy?
541
00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:25,886
♪ And I wonder... ♪
542
00:52:26,520 --> 00:52:30,241
I think I might have
misunderstood happiness, you know?
543
00:52:32,320 --> 00:52:35,005
I dream about it and stuff, and...
544
00:52:36,080 --> 00:52:38,048
I sing about it sometimes, but...
545
00:52:41,200 --> 00:52:42,201
I don't...
546
00:52:48,000 --> 00:52:48,842
No.
547
00:52:48,920 --> 00:52:51,730
♪ While our hearts were young ♪
548
00:52:56,800 --> 00:53:00,043
♪ I'm a-walking in the rain... ♪
549
00:53:00,120 --> 00:53:01,963
I mean, would you want more?
550
00:53:03,400 --> 00:53:04,731
I could follow you around.
551
00:53:05,640 --> 00:53:07,130
You'd give it all up?
552
00:53:07,200 --> 00:53:08,247
I would.
553
00:53:09,400 --> 00:53:10,640
If you'd ask me.
554
00:53:14,000 --> 00:53:15,331
But you never do, you know?
555
00:53:28,520 --> 00:53:32,047
♪ You're so smart ♪
556
00:53:33,000 --> 00:53:35,970
♪ Going around ♪
557
00:53:36,040 --> 00:53:40,682
♪ Breaking lovers' hearts ♪
558
00:53:42,440 --> 00:53:44,568
♪ You'll be defeated ♪
559
00:53:45,360 --> 00:53:49,763
♪ By your own weapon ♪
560
00:53:52,480 --> 00:53:54,244
I dream about being in love and...
561
00:53:55,120 --> 00:53:56,849
being free and safe.
562
00:53:56,960 --> 00:53:57,882
You know?
563
00:53:57,960 --> 00:53:59,371
Can you have, uh... you think...
564
00:54:00,840 --> 00:54:01,841
have it all?
565
00:54:04,200 --> 00:54:06,726
That's one thing I know.
You can't have it all.
566
00:54:08,280 --> 00:54:10,487
You gonna miss me?
567
00:54:11,680 --> 00:54:13,603
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
568
00:54:19,440 --> 00:54:20,771
Are you gonna miss me?
569
00:54:27,280 --> 00:54:28,520
Do you want me to stay?
570
00:54:31,000 --> 00:54:32,490
I can't ask you that.
571
00:54:40,360 --> 00:54:41,691
Well, then I gotta go.
572
00:54:58,520 --> 00:54:59,806
Foolish me.
573
00:55:06,480 --> 00:55:07,641
Devil.
574
00:55:13,360 --> 00:55:14,691
I need to talk to you.
575
00:55:17,320 --> 00:55:18,401
I know.
576
00:55:32,800 --> 00:55:33,961
I love him.
577
00:55:34,440 --> 00:55:36,602
Of course you do.
578
00:55:45,560 --> 00:55:46,561
Say it again.
579
00:55:47,400 --> 00:55:48,561
Say what again?
580
00:55:59,160 --> 00:56:00,844
I don't wanna do this anymore.
581
00:56:21,280 --> 00:56:22,566
I want out.
582
00:56:25,880 --> 00:56:26,881
Then go.
583
00:57:11,920 --> 00:57:16,244
- ♪ I know places we can go, babe... ♪
- I'm low.
584
00:57:20,320 --> 00:57:21,810
I'm like mud.
585
00:57:24,240 --> 00:57:25,685
I don't deserve you.
586
00:57:25,760 --> 00:57:29,128
♪ The high won't fade here, babe... ♪
587
00:57:29,200 --> 00:57:30,247
The shame of it.
588
00:57:32,640 --> 00:57:37,851
♪ No, the high won't hurt here, babe ♪
589
00:57:52,920 --> 00:57:54,410
Things changed.
590
00:57:55,320 --> 00:57:57,243
♪ I know places we can go... ♪
591
00:57:57,320 --> 00:58:00,005
You became suspicious.
592
00:58:02,680 --> 00:58:08,562
♪ I know places we can go, babe ♪
593
00:58:09,160 --> 00:58:14,769
♪ Where the highs won't
Bring you down, babe ♪
594
00:58:16,480 --> 00:58:22,044
♪ No, the highs won't
Hurt you there, babe ♪
595
00:58:24,760 --> 00:58:26,762
♪ Don't ask me when ♪
596
00:58:26,840 --> 00:58:28,444
Stupid girl.
597
00:58:32,160 --> 00:58:34,049
♪ Don't ask me how ♪
598
00:58:34,120 --> 00:58:36,726
♪ But ask me where... ♪
599
00:58:36,800 --> 00:58:37,881
How long have you known?
600
00:58:40,360 --> 00:58:41,850
I don't know, um...
601
00:58:42,880 --> 00:58:45,281
I was a receptionist there
before I met you.
602
00:58:47,160 --> 00:58:48,844
You know, I...
603
00:58:48,960 --> 00:58:49,961
He's after you.
604
00:58:50,040 --> 00:58:52,930
I dreamed of having him help me
the same way he helped you.
605
00:58:58,120 --> 00:58:59,645
You don't have to, uh...
606
00:59:04,160 --> 00:59:05,685
you know, hide anything.
607
00:59:11,280 --> 00:59:13,760
We don't have to have
any secrets between us.
608
00:59:27,800 --> 00:59:30,565
Why is he after you
if he's not attracted to you?
609
00:59:52,760 --> 00:59:54,171
Did you ever sleep with him?
610
01:00:08,920 --> 01:00:09,967
Yes.
611
01:00:15,880 --> 01:00:16,881
You did?
612
01:00:21,200 --> 01:00:22,167
Once.
613
01:00:25,000 --> 01:00:26,411
How come you never told me?
614
01:00:38,760 --> 01:00:40,171
Tell me about the teacher.
615
01:00:45,960 --> 01:00:47,086
Just tell me.
616
01:00:48,680 --> 01:00:51,001
- Tell me what you did.
- I don't remember.
617
01:00:51,080 --> 01:00:52,241
Try and remember.
618
01:00:53,080 --> 01:00:54,411
- I can't
- Try and remember.
619
01:00:55,200 --> 01:00:57,043
It was dark. I don't know.
620
01:00:57,680 --> 01:00:59,125
He told us what to do.
621
01:01:00,760 --> 01:01:01,761
Did you do it?
622
01:01:02,560 --> 01:01:03,402
Yes.
623
01:01:03,480 --> 01:01:05,209
You did what he told you to do?
624
01:01:26,000 --> 01:01:27,843
I wanna live a good life.
625
01:01:35,040 --> 01:01:36,769
Hmm? How many times?
626
01:01:41,880 --> 01:01:42,881
We had...
627
01:01:43,600 --> 01:01:45,364
a sort of a romance, I guess.
628
01:01:47,800 --> 01:01:50,451
No, it was more than once.
It was several times.
629
01:01:54,320 --> 01:01:55,685
Why'd you just do that?
630
01:01:59,120 --> 01:02:00,121
Do what?
631
01:02:00,560 --> 01:02:01,721
Change your story.
632
01:02:04,160 --> 01:02:06,083
I was trying it out to see how you'd do.
633
01:03:17,000 --> 01:03:18,286
I'm a beast.
634
01:03:23,400 --> 01:03:25,402
Still not unhappy about it.
635
01:03:33,520 --> 01:03:36,364
I don't seem to bring people
happiness anymore.
636
01:03:44,120 --> 01:03:45,565
I wasted your love.
637
01:04:12,640 --> 01:04:13,880
I was wrong.
638
01:04:19,520 --> 01:04:20,885
Will you forgive me?
639
01:04:28,560 --> 01:04:29,641
We broke up.
640
01:04:41,880 --> 01:04:43,166
I tried to be kind.
641
01:04:44,280 --> 01:04:45,884
It only made me colder.
642
01:05:32,480 --> 01:05:34,289
What part of me do you want?
643
01:05:38,360 --> 01:05:40,283
Take what you want from me.
644
01:05:49,240 --> 01:05:50,730
Let me untie them.
645
01:05:54,400 --> 01:05:55,845
Untie mine.
646
01:06:11,840 --> 01:06:14,525
In our state
and even across our border.
647
01:06:29,760 --> 01:06:31,330
We would express that generosity
648
01:06:31,400 --> 01:06:34,609
not just in this moment or on this campus,
649
01:06:34,680 --> 01:06:37,081
but as we have opportunity every day
650
01:06:37,160 --> 01:06:39,162
throughout our community and our city,
651
01:06:39,240 --> 01:06:42,130
around our state, even across our borders.
652
01:06:42,200 --> 01:06:45,522
And we will be known as a generous people.
653
01:06:45,600 --> 01:06:48,729
And we bless even as we have been blessed.
654
01:06:48,800 --> 01:06:51,724
For we ask this in Your Son's name.
655
01:06:51,800 --> 01:06:52,642
Amen.
656
01:07:22,400 --> 01:07:23,731
Gives you life.
657
01:07:28,160 --> 01:07:29,161
Eat it.
658
01:07:31,720 --> 01:07:32,960
I've tasted it.
659
01:07:34,240 --> 01:07:35,287
Tried it.
660
01:07:43,320 --> 01:07:44,970
This is dipped in God.
661
01:08:03,360 --> 01:08:05,124
They've never been where we've been.
662
01:08:20,800 --> 01:08:22,211
Open your eyes.
663
01:08:29,720 --> 01:08:30,721
Right here you know.
664
01:08:33,000 --> 01:08:34,490
You won't die.
665
01:08:49,520 --> 01:08:50,760
Here I reign.
666
01:08:54,280 --> 01:08:55,281
King-
667
01:09:08,600 --> 01:09:09,840
Who sees us?
668
01:09:21,320 --> 01:09:23,482
The world wants to be deceived.
669
01:09:39,240 --> 01:09:40,605
Think you'll be able to drive?
670
01:09:42,680 --> 01:09:44,887
- Taking that as a no.
- Our friend will pick us up.
671
01:09:44,960 --> 01:09:46,325
All right. You need to move on.
672
01:09:46,840 --> 01:09:48,410
We have a little fun right here.
673
01:09:49,080 --> 01:09:51,765
Quite frankly, I don't know if you're
gonna come back. Careful with that.
674
01:09:51,840 --> 01:09:53,285
You know that river?
675
01:09:53,360 --> 01:09:55,044
This is a ticket around the world.
676
01:09:55,120 --> 01:09:56,281
Last call...
677
01:10:04,960 --> 01:10:07,247
Now leaving on track twelve.
678
01:10:07,960 --> 01:10:08,961
Board!
679
01:10:09,480 --> 01:10:11,926
Whoo!
680
01:10:26,000 --> 01:10:27,206
What are you afraid of?
681
01:10:35,160 --> 01:10:36,844
- What do you wanna do?
682
01:10:53,760 --> 01:10:54,841
Are you afraid of me?
683
01:11:06,800 --> 01:11:08,689
I was once like you.
684
01:11:13,360 --> 01:11:15,044
I didn't know what I know now.
685
01:11:33,640 --> 01:11:35,608
To think what I once was...
686
01:11:39,600 --> 01:11:40,840
what I am now.
687
01:11:50,080 --> 01:11:51,650
- Is this your dog?
- Yeah.
688
01:11:51,720 --> 01:11:53,245
- Can I say hi?
- Yeah, of course.
689
01:11:53,840 --> 01:11:55,968
- Hi there.
- Say hello.
690
01:11:56,440 --> 01:11:57,407
What's your name?
691
01:11:59,360 --> 01:12:00,202
Look at you.
692
01:12:00,920 --> 01:12:01,921
Stuff like that.
693
01:12:03,280 --> 01:12:04,327
You what? What?
694
01:12:04,400 --> 01:12:07,290
- Like, uh, uh, house-sit.
- House-sit? Oh.
695
01:12:18,120 --> 01:12:19,121
Hi.
696
01:12:20,560 --> 01:12:22,050
Very tired with the weather.
697
01:12:22,560 --> 01:12:24,403
So I decided to move here.
698
01:12:25,760 --> 01:12:28,411
I don't know if I would
move here from Paris.
699
01:12:30,680 --> 01:12:32,762
I wanted to experience it.
700
01:12:32,840 --> 01:12:36,083
Just let me know when I can
come over and take him out or...
701
01:12:36,680 --> 01:12:39,126
- Anything. If you need me to feed him.
- Tomorrow... if fine?
702
01:12:39,200 --> 01:12:40,884
- Where are you from?
- From here.
703
01:12:41,880 --> 01:12:44,167
Yeah, it's like the, um...
704
01:12:44,240 --> 01:12:47,130
the skin, I like this idea of, um...
705
01:12:47,200 --> 01:12:49,567
you know, losing your... your-your skin.
706
01:12:49,640 --> 01:12:51,802
- And, like, the phoenix.
- Yeah.
707
01:12:51,880 --> 01:12:52,881
You know, like...
708
01:12:53,600 --> 01:12:55,921
- Starting over?
- Start... starting over.
709
01:12:56,000 --> 01:12:58,048
Dying and being reborn...
710
01:12:58,400 --> 01:13:00,164
The light is so beautiful on your face.
711
01:13:01,760 --> 01:13:04,650
You have one part of your face
in the shadows
712
01:13:04,720 --> 01:13:06,848
and one part in the light.
713
01:13:53,160 --> 01:13:55,766
- Are you scared?
- Mm-mm.
714
01:14:15,880 --> 01:14:17,644
You kissed me in public.
715
01:14:22,280 --> 01:14:23,850
You held my hand.
716
01:15:39,200 --> 01:15:40,167
Stay.
717
01:15:56,600 --> 01:15:58,841
Volunteer their time to make it so.
718
01:16:00,040 --> 01:16:02,042
The very traditions
of the Bachelors of Austin
719
01:16:02,160 --> 01:16:04,083
are the result of years of service
720
01:16:04,560 --> 01:16:06,608
by dedicated individuals
721
01:16:06,680 --> 01:16:08,967
and a solid and loyal membership.
722
01:16:09,520 --> 01:16:13,605
This year, to help us usher in
and host a great social season,
723
01:16:14,520 --> 01:16:16,841
I would especially like
to thank Layne Cricket
724
01:16:16,920 --> 01:16:18,684
and his wife Susan for serving...
725
01:16:18,800 --> 01:16:20,370
You get used to drifting.
726
01:16:22,720 --> 01:16:23,721
Waiting.
727
01:16:31,080 --> 01:16:32,525
They say follow the light.
728
01:16:32,960 --> 01:16:34,883
So happy to meet you.
729
01:16:40,480 --> 01:16:41,811
Where do you find it?
730
01:16:45,160 --> 01:16:48,289
When you're young, it's not always
easy to know what is the light.
731
01:16:48,360 --> 01:16:49,885
- I don't understand either.
- Except for you.
732
01:16:50,000 --> 01:16:51,331
- It's different.
- Sweet of you to say.
733
01:16:51,400 --> 01:16:55,928
I hear you have songs on the radio
and you're meant for better things.
734
01:16:56,000 --> 01:16:59,447
It'd be awful to have these
good times and not have life itself.
735
01:16:59,520 --> 01:17:01,488
I wanna meet you before you move on
736
01:17:01,560 --> 01:17:03,130
- and leave us behind.
- Mm-hmm. No, thank you.
737
01:17:04,120 --> 01:17:06,521
Uh, she was mixed up with a guy back East.
738
01:17:06,640 --> 01:17:08,449
He was a very nice man, I understand.
739
01:17:08,560 --> 01:17:10,961
Divorced, four kids, but...
740
01:17:20,600 --> 01:17:21,931
I heard you just moved here.
741
01:17:23,440 --> 01:17:25,090
Yeah, I've been back a couple of months.
742
01:17:27,200 --> 01:17:28,361
Mind me asking why?
743
01:17:29,320 --> 01:17:30,321
I was, uh, wondering.
744
01:17:32,040 --> 01:17:33,121
I grew up there.
745
01:17:34,000 --> 01:17:35,001
Oh, yeah?
746
01:17:37,560 --> 01:17:39,528
No, I went... I went away to school.
747
01:17:40,120 --> 01:17:41,121
Back East.
748
01:17:46,920 --> 01:17:49,127
I think you've got a secret
you're not telling me.
749
01:18:00,760 --> 01:18:02,091
What is that?
750
01:18:02,160 --> 01:18:03,047
It's a chicken.
751
01:18:06,000 --> 01:18:07,001
Hold on, you gotta...
752
01:18:12,360 --> 01:18:13,441
You're beautiful.
753
01:18:21,400 --> 01:18:25,769
♪ Rather die in your arms
than die lonesome... ♪
754
01:18:29,480 --> 01:18:31,687
I hope I don't fall in love with you.
755
01:18:34,160 --> 01:18:35,605
Nobody asked you to.
756
01:18:37,080 --> 01:18:38,969
♪ The higher that I climb ♪
757
01:18:41,160 --> 01:18:44,403
♪ The deeper I fall down... ♪
758
01:18:45,680 --> 01:18:46,920
What's the matter?
759
01:18:48,680 --> 01:18:49,806
I'm scared.
760
01:19:15,520 --> 01:19:16,965
They play with sex.
761
01:19:21,880 --> 01:19:23,006
They make it cheap.
762
01:19:28,880 --> 01:19:30,848
Maybe you need this world.
763
01:19:33,400 --> 01:19:35,402
The falsehood, the show.
764
01:19:40,000 --> 01:19:44,369
Maybe what stirs your blood
is having wild people around you.
765
01:19:47,760 --> 01:19:49,888
You might have to be a sinner.
766
01:19:51,360 --> 01:19:54,842
♪ Started crashing his head
against the locker ♪
767
01:19:56,920 --> 01:20:00,129
♪ Started laughing hysterically ♪
768
01:20:02,720 --> 01:20:04,848
♪ When suddenly ♪
769
01:20:04,920 --> 01:20:07,924
♪ Johnny gets the feeling ♪
770
01:20:08,000 --> 01:20:09,729
♪ He's being surrounded by ♪
771
01:20:10,360 --> 01:20:12,522
♪ Horses, horses, horses, horses... ♪
772
01:20:22,240 --> 01:20:24,720
♪ Can I take you down? ♪
773
01:20:24,840 --> 01:20:26,888
♪ Come on out with me... ♪
774
01:20:31,440 --> 01:20:33,488
What if I don't become an artist?
775
01:20:36,400 --> 01:20:38,323
Don't have one life.
776
01:20:39,840 --> 01:20:41,171
Don't have the other.
777
01:20:45,360 --> 01:20:47,966
Running around, trying to be somebody.
778
01:20:51,240 --> 01:20:52,890
Snatching at life.
779
01:20:54,560 --> 01:20:56,847
I got some uranium!
780
01:20:57,600 --> 01:20:59,489
I bought it off my mom.
781
01:21:12,040 --> 01:21:14,008
The music's all about feeling free.
782
01:21:17,000 --> 01:21:19,970
So you don't have
to do nothing to be free.
783
01:21:21,480 --> 01:21:23,687
Why ain't I free? Answer me that.
784
01:21:24,680 --> 01:21:26,444
♪ Baby, baby ♪
785
01:21:26,520 --> 01:21:30,764
♪ We just went out to have some fun ♪
786
01:21:30,840 --> 01:21:34,447
♪ Baby, baby ♪
787
01:21:34,520 --> 01:21:38,684
♪ We can't go back 'cause now it's done ♪
788
01:21:38,760 --> 01:21:42,526
♪ Baby, baby ♪
789
01:21:42,600 --> 01:21:46,571
♪ Now I'm the one who has to pay ♪
790
01:21:46,640 --> 01:21:50,690
♪ Baby, baby ♪
791
01:21:50,800 --> 01:21:56,569
♪ Since the night they took you away ♪
792
01:21:56,680 --> 01:22:00,605
♪ You pushed this guy
And he pushed you back ♪
793
01:22:00,680 --> 01:22:04,765
♪ You knocked him
Into the amplifier stack ♪
794
01:22:04,840 --> 01:22:06,888
♪ The bouncers came
And dragged you both... ♪
795
01:22:06,960 --> 01:22:08,485
I feel like we are so...
796
01:22:12,000 --> 01:22:13,001
connected.
797
01:22:19,280 --> 01:22:20,281
And it's...
798
01:22:22,640 --> 01:22:25,325
I can't really understand, it's like...
799
01:22:46,920 --> 01:22:48,604
I forget everything,
800
01:22:48,680 --> 01:22:50,045
but seeing you again...
801
01:22:54,040 --> 01:22:55,849
♪ I rolled and I tumbled ♪
802
01:22:55,920 --> 01:22:59,811
♪ I cried the whole night long... ♪
803
01:23:03,560 --> 01:23:05,210
I never knew I had a soul.
804
01:23:05,280 --> 01:23:07,521
♪ I cried the whole night long ♪
805
01:23:08,120 --> 01:23:10,009
The word embarrassed me.
806
01:23:10,600 --> 01:23:14,047
♪ I got up this morning ♪
807
01:23:14,120 --> 01:23:16,851
♪ Feeling that something going on wrong ♪
808
01:23:21,120 --> 01:23:23,566
I've always been afraid to be myself.
809
01:23:23,640 --> 01:23:26,041
♪ Please let me be ♪
810
01:23:27,680 --> 01:23:29,921
♪ Yes, love me... ♪
811
01:23:30,000 --> 01:23:31,729
I thought there was no one there.
812
01:23:31,800 --> 01:23:34,041
♪ Please let me be ♪
813
01:23:36,800 --> 01:23:40,202
♪ If you don't like my peaches ♪
814
01:23:40,280 --> 01:23:43,284
♪ Please don't shake my tree ♪
815
01:24:08,880 --> 01:24:10,928
I don't believe anything
816
01:24:11,000 --> 01:24:12,445
that you're saying.
817
01:24:17,000 --> 01:24:18,081
Yes, you do.
818
01:24:20,800 --> 01:24:24,930
You know, but even the...
the sound of your voice and...
819
01:24:25,400 --> 01:24:26,481
that upsets me.
820
01:24:43,880 --> 01:24:45,484
I forget what I am.
821
01:24:48,640 --> 01:24:49,801
Whose I am.
822
01:24:55,960 --> 01:24:57,564
You're so far off.
823
01:25:00,800 --> 01:25:02,768
I'll die if you don't come soon.
824
01:25:10,520 --> 01:25:12,568
I don't like to see the birds in the sky,
825
01:25:12,640 --> 01:25:13,721
because I miss you.
826
01:25:19,200 --> 01:25:20,964
Because you saw them with me.
827
01:25:28,160 --> 01:25:29,241
Come.
828
01:25:30,920 --> 01:25:32,729
Save me from my bad heart.
829
01:25:45,040 --> 01:25:46,565
♪ It won't let up ♪
830
01:25:46,640 --> 01:25:50,201
♪ And I see them coming in,
Oh, I hear them coming in ♪
831
01:25:50,280 --> 01:25:53,204
♪ I couldn't hear them before,
But I hear them now ♪
832
01:25:53,280 --> 01:25:54,770
♪ It's a radar scope ♪
833
01:25:54,840 --> 01:25:55,682
♪ It's all silver ♪
834
01:25:55,760 --> 01:25:57,285
♪ And all platinum lights ♪
835
01:25:57,360 --> 01:25:59,249
♪ Moving in like black ships ♪
836
01:25:59,320 --> 01:26:01,687
♪ They were moving in, streams of them ♪
837
01:26:01,800 --> 01:26:03,802
♪ And he put up his hands and he said ♪
838
01:26:03,880 --> 01:26:05,962
♪ It's me, it's me ♪
839
01:26:06,040 --> 01:26:07,804
♪ I'll give you my eyes ♪
840
01:26:07,880 --> 01:26:11,009
♪ Oh, take me up, oh, please, take me up ♪
841
01:26:11,080 --> 01:26:13,924
♪ I am helium raven waiting for you ♪
842
01:26:14,000 --> 01:26:17,129
♪ Please take me up, don't leave me here ♪
843
01:26:17,200 --> 01:26:19,885
♪ The son, the sign, the sign ♪
844
01:26:19,960 --> 01:26:22,167
♪ The true prophet, the true prophet ♪
845
01:26:22,280 --> 01:26:24,681
♪ A tortured woman, the true sign 4“
846
01:26:24,760 --> 01:26:27,923
♪ The cross is just the true sign
Of a tortured woman ♪
847
01:26:28,000 --> 01:26:30,207
♪ Standing there in the doorway ♪
848
01:26:30,280 --> 01:26:32,567
♪ Dreaming of, dreaming of the prophet ♪
849
01:26:32,640 --> 01:26:34,404
♪ They don't want their presidents ♪
850
01:26:34,480 --> 01:26:36,847
♪ They don't want
Their children to be presidents ♪
851
01:26:36,960 --> 01:26:39,042
♪ But prophets, prophets ♪
852
01:26:39,120 --> 01:26:40,884
♪ They're dreaming of their children ♪
853
01:26:40,960 --> 01:26:42,121
♪ As prophets ♪
854
01:26:42,200 --> 01:26:44,771
♪ They're gonna come in,
Run through the fields ♪
855
01:26:44,840 --> 01:26:46,763
♪ Dreaming of animation ♪
856
01:26:46,840 --> 01:26:50,322
♪ She said, oh, please, please, please ♪
857
01:26:50,400 --> 01:26:52,050
♪ I'm gonna shoot 'em up like light ♪
858
01:26:52,120 --> 01:26:54,122
♪ Like Mohammed Boxer ♪
859
01:26:54,200 --> 01:26:56,043
♪ Oh, please take me up ♪
860
01:26:56,120 --> 01:27:02,366
♪ Up, up, up... ♪
861
01:27:02,440 --> 01:27:06,764
♪ Ahh ♪
862
01:27:07,120 --> 01:27:08,360
♪ Ahh ♪
863
01:27:08,440 --> 01:27:12,923
♪ To the belly of a ship ♪
864
01:27:13,040 --> 01:27:17,648
♪ Let the ship slide open ♪
865
01:27:17,720 --> 01:27:22,203
♪ And I'll go inside of it ♪
866
01:27:22,280 --> 01:27:25,807
♪ Where we are not ♪
867
01:27:25,880 --> 01:27:29,521
♪ Human ♪
868
01:27:29,920 --> 01:27:30,921
Touch me.
869
01:27:33,000 --> 01:27:36,083
♪ We are not human... ♪
870
01:27:37,320 --> 01:27:38,845
Fallen so low.
871
01:27:44,960 --> 01:27:47,167
I had to find my way out...
872
01:27:48,960 --> 01:27:49,961
of you.
873
01:27:53,600 --> 01:27:55,841
- ♪ Where there was a desert ♪
- To life.
874
01:27:57,520 --> 01:28:00,763
♪ The sun shone down... ♪
875
01:28:18,840 --> 01:28:22,003
All right, our second course
will be our salad course,
876
01:28:22,680 --> 01:28:24,569
which will consist of a salad...
877
01:28:47,880 --> 01:28:49,962
I revolted against goodness.
878
01:28:55,520 --> 01:28:57,284
Thought it had deceived me.
879
01:28:57,360 --> 01:28:58,441
Careful, Matthew.
880
01:29:01,240 --> 01:29:03,049
Thought I
could do better than others.
881
01:29:08,600 --> 01:29:11,251
Didn't need what made life sweet for them.
882
01:29:19,320 --> 01:29:20,321
Look at me.
883
01:29:28,120 --> 01:29:29,121
I'm sot...
884
01:29:32,800 --> 01:29:35,167
I'm sorry that you're not
as proud of me...
885
01:29:36,200 --> 01:29:37,122
as you are...
886
01:29:37,840 --> 01:29:39,330
with my sisters.
887
01:29:39,840 --> 01:29:41,649
I'm not who I thought I was.
888
01:29:45,800 --> 01:29:47,211
Am I a good person?
889
01:29:49,400 --> 01:29:50,561
You made so many...
890
01:29:52,000 --> 01:29:54,321
so many sacrifices for me.
891
01:29:55,760 --> 01:29:58,730
So that I could have a chance
to do the things that you couldn't do...
892
01:29:58,800 --> 01:30:00,040
Even want to be?
893
01:30:02,400 --> 01:30:03,242
And I failed you.
894
01:30:03,320 --> 01:30:04,810
Or just seem like one
895
01:30:05,760 --> 01:30:07,285
so people will like me.
896
01:30:13,640 --> 01:30:14,641
♪ Ow! ♪
897
01:30:16,960 --> 01:30:18,007
♪ Ah! ♪
898
01:30:18,080 --> 01:30:18,967
♪ Ow! ♪
899
01:30:19,040 --> 01:30:20,451
♪ Ah! Ah! ♪
900
01:30:22,000 --> 01:30:26,130
♪ Ah! Ah! Ahh! ♪
901
01:30:26,200 --> 01:30:28,282
♪ Ah! ♪
902
01:30:35,280 --> 01:30:36,691
♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
903
01:30:36,760 --> 01:30:38,569
♪ I'm inside your DNA ♪
904
01:30:38,640 --> 01:30:40,324
♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
905
01:30:40,400 --> 01:30:41,890
♪ I'm inside your DNA ♪
906
01:30:41,960 --> 01:30:43,849
♪ You can't make me go away ♪
907
01:30:43,920 --> 01:30:45,490
♪ I'm inside your DNA ♪
908
01:30:45,560 --> 01:30:47,369
♪ You can't make me go away ♪
909
01:30:47,440 --> 01:30:49,010
♪ I'm inside your DNA ♪
910
01:30:49,080 --> 01:30:50,684
♪ You can't make me go away ♪
911
01:30:50,760 --> 01:30:53,604
♪ All you do is fuck and eat,
That's what we do too ♪
912
01:30:54,440 --> 01:30:57,728
♪ Tough for you 'cause you're our meat
But we don't make the rules ♪
913
01:30:57,800 --> 01:30:59,370
♪ Not only will we drink your blood ♪
914
01:30:59,440 --> 01:31:00,930
♪ We're gonna suck your head ♪
915
01:31:01,320 --> 01:31:03,004
♪ There isn't much to think about ♪
916
01:31:03,080 --> 01:31:05,162
♪ 'Cause soon you will be dead ♪
917
01:31:05,240 --> 01:31:06,241
my family.
918
01:31:07,480 --> 01:31:09,130
Is now the time to tell you that?
919
01:31:13,000 --> 01:31:14,411
I guess not.
920
01:31:14,480 --> 01:31:15,766
- Is this a joke?
- She's kidding, ma.
921
01:31:15,840 --> 01:31:17,365
- Oh.
- Oh, it was a joke.
922
01:31:19,000 --> 01:31:20,001
Not very funny.
923
01:31:20,760 --> 01:31:21,761
Cheers.
924
01:31:25,200 --> 01:31:26,645
Excuse me for a second.
925
01:31:45,720 --> 01:31:46,767
You're unhappy.
926
01:31:48,960 --> 01:31:49,961
I can see it.
927
01:31:50,760 --> 01:31:51,841
Sorry about that.
928
01:32:14,440 --> 01:32:15,441
What'd you do?
929
01:32:17,040 --> 01:32:18,451
She's the wrong person for you.
930
01:32:18,520 --> 01:32:19,521
I'm sorry?
931
01:32:20,480 --> 01:32:21,481
It's wrong.
932
01:32:22,800 --> 01:32:25,565
Come on, honey. It's okay.
933
01:32:25,640 --> 01:32:27,369
I don't understand it, but...
934
01:32:36,880 --> 01:32:38,166
- Can I walk with you?
- No.
935
01:32:40,280 --> 01:32:41,850
I don't know how to change.
936
01:32:43,520 --> 01:32:44,521
I want to.
937
01:32:46,560 --> 01:32:47,561
How do you?
938
01:32:48,920 --> 01:32:50,081
Will you take me somewhere?
939
01:32:50,640 --> 01:32:51,926
How do you get better?
940
01:32:58,360 --> 01:33:00,089
Gotta sacrifice something.
941
01:33:04,280 --> 01:33:06,362
How do you know
when you're lying to yourself?
942
01:33:18,400 --> 01:33:19,811
When you give somebody your word...
943
01:33:22,960 --> 01:33:24,325
does it mean anything?
944
01:33:25,120 --> 01:33:26,485
You can just take it back.
945
01:33:40,960 --> 01:33:42,849
Told her that I'm gonna do my best.
946
01:33:43,920 --> 01:33:46,127
Do my best not to say things I don't mean.
947
01:34:24,120 --> 01:34:26,441
The world built
a fence around you.
948
01:34:31,160 --> 01:34:32,571
How do you get through?
949
01:34:37,040 --> 01:34:38,041
Connect?
950
01:34:47,760 --> 01:34:49,285
There's something else.
951
01:34:54,280 --> 01:34:56,408
Something that wants us to find it.
952
01:35:15,960 --> 01:35:17,689
You're the part
that I don't know...
953
01:35:19,280 --> 01:35:20,964
that you don't know yourself.
954
01:35:31,000 --> 01:35:32,445
I swear.
955
01:35:35,120 --> 01:35:36,610
How long have
you been doing this?
956
01:35:36,680 --> 01:35:38,921
My dream was to be a teacher,
957
01:35:39,000 --> 01:35:41,321
but this is kind of something I just...
958
01:35:41,400 --> 01:35:43,721
I fell into after my fiancé passed.
959
01:35:43,840 --> 01:35:45,490
In memory for him, but...
960
01:35:46,240 --> 01:35:51,246
like, this is not something
that people just choose to do,
961
01:35:51,320 --> 01:35:54,051
so I'm trying... this is just
a means to an end for me.
962
01:35:54,120 --> 01:35:56,361
It was
so much better when he was around.
963
01:35:57,480 --> 01:35:59,608
But, you know...
964
01:36:00,880 --> 01:36:02,405
God has a plan, and...
965
01:36:02,480 --> 01:36:04,881
and I guess this is part of his plan.
966
01:36:04,960 --> 01:36:07,884
You know, Shawn being gone
and me being in this situation
967
01:36:07,960 --> 01:36:10,804
where I have no choice
but to do what I do, so...
968
01:36:11,520 --> 01:36:15,605
Eventually, maybe he'll hear
my prayers and I'll be able to...
969
01:36:15,680 --> 01:36:17,648
you know, move forward and do something...
970
01:36:18,880 --> 01:36:19,802
valued with my life.
971
01:36:19,880 --> 01:36:21,928
Something my dad
can be proud of, you know.
972
01:36:22,800 --> 01:36:25,087
Make the money.
Don't let the money make you.
973
01:36:26,200 --> 01:36:27,406
Create the illusion,
974
01:36:28,000 --> 01:36:30,526
but don't let yourself
believe that illusion.
975
01:36:30,600 --> 01:36:32,250
Only make him believe it.
976
01:36:34,480 --> 01:36:36,289
Don't let yourself get caught up in it.
977
01:36:39,520 --> 01:36:41,568
I sell a fantasy, not my body.
978
01:36:41,640 --> 01:36:43,130
I sell an illusion.
979
01:36:43,200 --> 01:36:45,407
I sell, you know...
980
01:36:46,560 --> 01:36:48,449
a daydream to these guys.
981
01:36:48,880 --> 01:36:54,330
And I try to keep the cookie jar closed.
982
01:36:54,400 --> 01:36:55,401
Is that me?
983
01:36:59,600 --> 01:37:02,126
The cookie jar closed.
984
01:37:08,480 --> 01:37:09,481
You burn me.
985
01:37:15,640 --> 01:37:16,971
Who are you?
986
01:37:22,680 --> 01:37:24,523
I can't take this world straight.
987
01:37:44,800 --> 01:37:46,689
Big candy store out there.
988
01:37:47,440 --> 01:37:50,171
- I think I get a little insecure
- What do you like to drink?
989
01:37:50,240 --> 01:37:52,163
And... you know,
I just... I look for comfort...
990
01:37:52,240 --> 01:37:53,844
- In places I shouldn't.
- You like to get high?
991
01:37:53,920 --> 01:37:54,762
I don't know...
992
01:37:54,840 --> 01:37:55,762
It's kind of...
993
01:37:56,440 --> 01:37:57,441
I'm weird.
994
01:37:57,520 --> 01:37:59,170
- I'm just...
- What's your fantasy?
995
01:38:02,480 --> 01:38:03,481
What turns you on?
996
01:38:04,960 --> 01:38:06,849
I think just
being wanted turns me on.
997
01:38:07,520 --> 01:38:08,760
Tell me what scares you.
998
01:38:10,600 --> 01:38:12,045
I'm really scared of spiders.
999
01:38:13,400 --> 01:38:15,801
Um, but most things don't scare me.
1000
01:38:16,920 --> 01:38:18,524
I think I have a thick skin.
1001
01:38:18,600 --> 01:38:19,931
I think I'm pretty strong.
1002
01:38:27,200 --> 01:38:28,964
No, but what really scares you?
1003
01:38:31,360 --> 01:38:32,646
I don't know my family.
1004
01:38:36,480 --> 01:38:38,164
No one's ever been there for me but me.
1005
01:38:38,240 --> 01:38:40,083
You like those girls, don't you?
1006
01:38:49,800 --> 01:38:51,086
They know what you are.
1007
01:39:01,400 --> 01:39:02,640
When I was a girl,
1008
01:39:04,520 --> 01:39:06,045
I loved everyone.
1009
01:39:13,640 --> 01:39:15,085
You killed my love.
1010
01:39:41,880 --> 01:39:43,245
What did I say?
1011
01:39:47,040 --> 01:39:48,041
Do?
1012
01:39:53,640 --> 01:39:55,483
Mom, I'm afraid of myself.
1013
01:40:01,280 --> 01:40:02,645
A hatred in me.
1014
01:40:10,440 --> 01:40:12,442
Everything I could do to get free...
1015
01:40:13,040 --> 01:40:14,405
goes through my mind.
1016
01:40:18,960 --> 01:40:20,121
Makes me evil.
1017
01:40:20,560 --> 01:40:22,642
I used to think I could never be wicked.
1018
01:40:23,520 --> 01:40:24,760
Wicked before.
1019
01:40:26,160 --> 01:40:27,650
A long way out for me.
1020
01:40:27,720 --> 01:40:30,007
So much to seek to be consoled
1021
01:40:30,080 --> 01:40:31,286
as to understand,
1022
01:40:31,360 --> 01:40:33,966
to be loved as to love.
1023
01:40:34,040 --> 01:40:37,089
For it is in giving that we receive.
1024
01:40:37,160 --> 01:40:38,082
It is in pardoning...
1025
01:40:38,640 --> 01:40:40,210
- Bang-
- Bang-
1026
01:40:40,280 --> 01:40:42,362
Bang, may the blessings
of all those that you love
1027
01:40:42,440 --> 01:40:43,487
and those who love you...
1028
01:41:40,160 --> 01:41:41,161
Mama.
1029
01:41:44,400 --> 01:41:45,561
Where am I now?
1030
01:41:49,600 --> 01:41:50,931
Where are we?
1031
01:42:07,320 --> 01:42:12,167
I knew how destroyed... I was.
1032
01:42:37,000 --> 01:42:38,001
Forgive me.
1033
01:42:52,720 --> 01:42:54,768
In that time, did she have
1034
01:42:54,840 --> 01:42:57,127
any medical history or medication?
1035
01:43:01,400 --> 01:43:04,006
About her mental health issues?
1036
01:43:04,080 --> 01:43:07,766
Had she ever had any ideations
1037
01:43:07,840 --> 01:43:10,491
or expressed any depression to you?
1038
01:45:58,840 --> 01:46:00,410
You got food all over you.
1039
01:46:34,880 --> 01:46:36,450
I just wanted to come...
1040
01:46:37,720 --> 01:46:39,484
come and sit next to you.
1041
01:46:48,640 --> 01:46:52,406
Things turned out a little different
than we thought they would, didn't they?
1042
01:47:06,280 --> 01:47:07,691
They like carrots and apples.
1043
01:47:07,760 --> 01:47:09,683
Every now and then,
I'll bring them one, but...
1044
01:47:10,280 --> 01:47:11,520
They're spoiled now.
1045
01:47:16,000 --> 01:47:20,528
These old guitars seem to have
a song ready-made for you.
1046
01:47:20,600 --> 01:47:22,204
They always have old songs...
1047
01:47:24,040 --> 01:47:26,646
I can... I can go on
for hours with one chord.
1048
01:47:36,280 --> 01:47:38,089
It's just one chord hammering.
1049
01:47:42,280 --> 01:47:46,649
♪ Glory of a good man ♪
1050
01:47:46,720 --> 01:47:50,805
♪ Come on and they carry him home... ♪
1051
01:47:54,280 --> 01:47:55,361
Can you see?
1052
01:47:56,480 --> 01:47:59,051
Yeah, she has a face... a face like yours.
1053
01:48:17,560 --> 01:48:20,450
I do... I don't know... I didn't know
why I was coming to this party.
1054
01:48:21,000 --> 01:48:22,968
Then I saw you,
and I thought, "That's why."
1055
01:48:26,040 --> 01:48:27,201
You got a boyfriend?
1056
01:48:29,120 --> 01:48:30,201
No.
1057
01:48:31,960 --> 01:48:34,122
I don't think so. Did we meet before?
1058
01:48:36,960 --> 01:48:38,530
- Did we?
- I've seen you before.
1059
01:48:38,600 --> 01:48:40,887
- Where?
- Lots of times.
1060
01:48:41,800 --> 01:48:44,451
But I mean, I'm...
I'm not doing anything wrong, am I?
1061
01:48:46,080 --> 01:48:48,128
- By talking to you?
- No.
1062
01:48:49,800 --> 01:48:51,165
There's something on your face.
1063
01:48:53,400 --> 01:48:54,526
Did you get it?
1064
01:48:54,600 --> 01:48:55,601
- Huh?
- Did you get it?
1065
01:48:55,680 --> 01:48:56,681
Mm-mm.
1066
01:48:57,400 --> 01:48:58,401
Gotta come closer.
1067
01:49:03,720 --> 01:49:04,687
I got it.
1068
01:49:04,760 --> 01:49:05,841
Thank you.
1069
01:49:12,240 --> 01:49:13,241
Here we go.
1070
01:49:13,320 --> 01:49:14,924
- Okay, start from the beginning.
- Okay.
1071
01:49:16,240 --> 01:49:18,083
Does it start right there,
or does it have an intro?
1072
01:49:18,160 --> 01:49:19,002
Do you want it to...?
1073
01:49:24,840 --> 01:49:25,966
But slower.
1074
01:49:26,080 --> 01:49:27,366
It's a love story.
1075
01:50:17,960 --> 01:50:19,200
Excuse... excuse me.
1076
01:50:23,520 --> 01:50:24,521
Hey.
1077
01:50:25,600 --> 01:50:26,522
Hi.
1078
01:50:27,240 --> 01:50:28,480
Is this happening?
1079
01:50:29,200 --> 01:50:31,771
Who was that girl
I saw you with at the hotel?
1080
01:50:38,160 --> 01:50:39,161
Just a girl.
1081
01:50:40,320 --> 01:50:41,321
A woman.
1082
01:50:43,640 --> 01:50:44,880
Why you smiling?
1083
01:50:45,480 --> 01:50:46,561
I don't know.
1084
01:50:50,560 --> 01:50:51,402
Wow.
1085
01:50:51,480 --> 01:50:53,482
I don't have to tell you
that kind of thing.
1086
01:50:55,960 --> 01:50:58,281
Oh, I didn't realize there
was something not to tell.
1087
01:51:05,320 --> 01:51:06,845
She was your girlfriend?
1088
01:51:13,720 --> 01:51:14,642
Mm-hmm.
1089
01:51:17,520 --> 01:51:18,521
What happened?
1090
01:51:20,880 --> 01:51:21,961
I went out with her,
1091
01:51:23,120 --> 01:51:24,724
and I never called her again.
1092
01:51:29,400 --> 01:51:30,526
Did you love her?
1093
01:51:32,840 --> 01:51:34,444
I didn't realize it at the time.
1094
01:51:37,680 --> 01:51:38,806
Mm-hmm.
1095
01:51:39,320 --> 01:51:40,162
Don't smile.
1096
01:51:40,960 --> 01:51:41,882
Well...
1097
01:51:44,120 --> 01:51:45,121
- You ready?
- Okay.
1098
01:51:54,440 --> 01:51:56,124
You gotta try harder than that.
1099
01:51:57,720 --> 01:51:59,961
I wish I could
take back every wound.
1100
01:52:00,040 --> 01:52:01,405
Guess that blue bug is back.
1101
01:52:03,200 --> 01:52:04,326
Every doubt.
1102
01:52:21,280 --> 01:52:22,520
You found me.
1103
01:52:37,880 --> 01:52:39,689
You held out your hand.
1104
01:53:04,160 --> 01:53:05,400
I took sex.
1105
01:53:08,600 --> 01:53:09,601
A gift.
1106
01:53:14,880 --> 01:53:16,120
I played with it.
1107
01:53:25,000 --> 01:53:27,401
I played with the flame of life.
1108
01:53:39,640 --> 01:53:41,563
I was married in 1980,
1109
01:53:41,640 --> 01:53:43,642
and I've been a widow since...
1110
01:53:44,600 --> 01:53:46,443
1994, but...
1111
01:53:47,120 --> 01:53:50,806
I still wear my ring
'cause he's still my husband.
1112
01:53:50,880 --> 01:53:53,087
You know, we didn't get divorced, so...
1113
01:53:53,400 --> 01:53:55,721
This is... this is my wedding ring,
1114
01:53:56,200 --> 01:53:59,124
and this I bought
for myself after he died.
1115
01:53:59,840 --> 01:54:03,083
It's what they gave runners
who didn't win a marathon
1116
01:54:03,160 --> 01:54:04,685
but finished the race.
1117
01:54:05,520 --> 01:54:07,682
Be an artist.
I never thought I would live long.
1118
01:54:07,760 --> 01:54:11,526
You know, I'd be an artist
and die young of tuberculosis or something
1119
01:54:11,600 --> 01:54:13,011
like Charlotte Bronté, but, uh...
1120
01:54:13,080 --> 01:54:14,684
What bad thing did you do?
1121
01:54:15,520 --> 01:54:16,760
Just"
1122
01:54:16,840 --> 01:54:18,365
got involved with...
1123
01:54:19,440 --> 01:54:21,807
this man who I thought
could help me and...
1124
01:54:21,880 --> 01:54:25,248
You made a mistake, you know?
Do you look at it...
1125
01:54:25,320 --> 01:54:26,481
You'll do fine.
1126
01:54:28,880 --> 01:54:29,927
I love you.
1127
01:54:30,920 --> 01:54:32,081
Thank you.
1128
01:54:34,720 --> 01:54:35,960
Is that your fella?
1129
01:54:37,840 --> 01:54:38,966
Fight for him.
1130
01:54:40,440 --> 01:54:42,090
Really love him.
1131
01:54:42,160 --> 01:54:43,321
Don't let him get away.
1132
01:54:43,400 --> 01:54:47,200
♪ Boots that tramped from track to track ♪
1133
01:54:48,040 --> 01:54:51,442
♪ Worn down to the sole ♪
1134
01:54:52,560 --> 01:54:56,087
♪ One road was paved in gold ♪
1135
01:54:57,240 --> 01:55:01,131
♪ One road was just a road ♪
1136
01:55:04,800 --> 01:55:09,124
♪ Mercy has a human heart... ♪
1137
01:55:10,000 --> 01:55:13,368
"For Mercy has a human heart;
1138
01:55:13,440 --> 01:55:15,647
Pity, a human face;
1139
01:55:15,760 --> 01:55:18,969
And Love, the human form divine:
1140
01:55:19,040 --> 01:55:21,441
And Peace, the human dress.
1141
01:55:23,160 --> 01:55:25,322
Then every man, of every clime,
1142
01:55:25,400 --> 01:55:27,528
That prays in his distress,
1143
01:55:28,200 --> 01:55:29,770
Prays to the human form...
1144
01:55:33,200 --> 01:55:36,841
Love, Mercy, Pity, Peace.
1145
01:55:38,280 --> 01:55:40,681
And all must love the human form,
1146
01:55:40,760 --> 01:55:42,967
In heathen, Turk, or Jew..."
1147
01:55:43,080 --> 01:55:44,650
♪ Mercy... ♪
1148
01:56:07,160 --> 01:56:09,208
- Want him on your shoulder?
- Mm-hmm.
1149
01:56:12,880 --> 01:56:14,803
It was like a new paradise.
1150
01:56:17,960 --> 01:56:20,406
Forgiveness.
1151
01:56:26,760 --> 01:56:28,285
Think I gotta go home.
1152
01:56:31,680 --> 01:56:32,886
Dad's sick.
1153
01:56:36,840 --> 01:56:38,251
Mom's gone crazy.
1154
01:56:42,360 --> 01:56:43,964
Brother's up to no good.
1155
01:56:59,920 --> 01:57:01,763
I won't stop loving you.
1156
01:57:04,480 --> 01:57:05,925
I don't think I can.
1157
01:57:40,520 --> 01:57:41,521
BV...
1158
01:57:41,600 --> 01:57:42,522
It's complicated.
1159
01:57:45,320 --> 01:57:46,401
There you are.
1160
01:58:08,040 --> 01:58:10,202
I gotta go back and start over.
1161
01:58:12,960 --> 01:58:14,121
Like a kid.
1162
01:58:18,640 --> 01:58:20,642
I didn't have the right heart in me.
1163
01:58:41,600 --> 01:58:43,204
You're the only one I love.
1164
01:58:48,320 --> 01:58:50,368
Even after all we've been through.
1165
01:59:19,360 --> 01:59:20,964
Mercy was a word.
1166
01:59:24,040 --> 01:59:25,849
I never thought I needed it.
1167
01:59:29,680 --> 01:59:31,603
Or not as much as other people do.
1168
01:59:59,160 --> 02:00:01,731
You asked me if I wanted to come out, too.
1169
02:00:05,360 --> 02:00:07,362
I've never been out West before.
1170
02:00:11,520 --> 02:00:13,010
I'll come find you.
1171
02:00:14,760 --> 02:00:16,728
Gonna have to pick your feet up.
1172
02:00:16,800 --> 02:00:19,326
If you don't, we will have
somebody to replace you.
1173
02:00:19,440 --> 02:00:20,930
I'm-I'm just tired of this.
1174
02:00:21,000 --> 02:00:22,843
So let's get up there
and lend a hand.
1175
02:01:05,840 --> 02:01:08,366
You wanna go back to a simple life.
1176
02:01:10,960 --> 02:01:12,485
I want the same.
1177
02:01:31,320 --> 02:01:33,243
Let nothing come between us.
1178
02:01:36,040 --> 02:01:37,041
Even.
1179
02:02:27,200 --> 02:02:28,281
This.
1180
02:02:38,720 --> 02:02:39,960
Only this.
1181
02:04:15,440 --> 02:04:16,885
You should do it like this.
The drums should...
1182
02:04:16,960 --> 02:04:18,883
If we just build up so the third...
1183
02:04:18,960 --> 02:04:21,645
The third verse is a build.
Like, it's... It's on top.
1184
02:04:21,720 --> 02:04:24,246
- And then we go into "It hurts"...
- ♪ After he... ♪
1185
02:04:24,320 --> 02:04:26,163
and then we stroke it back
and then it dies.
1186
02:04:26,240 --> 02:04:29,528
♪ Breaks your heart ♪
1187
02:04:29,600 --> 02:04:33,082
♪ Then you'll be sad ♪
1188
02:04:33,160 --> 02:04:38,121
♪ And your teardrops start ♪
1189
02:04:38,240 --> 02:04:41,642
♪ Then you'll know how ♪
1190
02:04:41,720 --> 02:04:46,282
♪ It hurts to be alone ♪
1191
02:04:49,720 --> 02:04:52,371
♪ Just because ♪
1192
02:04:52,440 --> 02:04:57,367
♪ You think that you're so smart ♪
1193
02:04:57,440 --> 02:05:00,011
♪ Going around ♪
1194
02:05:00,080 --> 02:05:04,768
♪ Breaking lovers' hearts ♪
1195
02:05:04,840 --> 02:05:08,606
♪ Now you're defeated ♪
1196
02:05:08,680 --> 02:05:12,730
♪ By your own weapon ♪
1197
02:05:14,800 --> 02:05:19,249
♪ It hurts to be alone ♪
1198
02:05:19,320 --> 02:05:22,005
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1199
02:05:23,360 --> 02:05:26,284
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1200
02:05:27,320 --> 02:05:29,766
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1201
02:05:31,160 --> 02:05:33,640
♪ To be alone ♪
1202
02:05:35,160 --> 02:05:37,322
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1203
02:05:38,800 --> 02:05:41,280
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1204
02:05:42,760 --> 02:05:45,047
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1205
02:05:46,480 --> 02:05:49,086
♪ To be alone ♪
1206
02:05:57,600 --> 02:05:59,728
That was cool, no?
Should we... Can we just...
1207
02:05:59,800 --> 02:06:00,961
We should listen to it.
1208
02:06:04,280 --> 02:06:07,568
♪ I stepped in the water ♪
1209
02:06:08,640 --> 02:06:11,450
♪ And the wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-water was cold ♪
1210
02:06:12,320 --> 02:06:16,928
- ♪ You know the an... ♪
- ♪ Angels in Heaven... ♪
1211
02:06:17,000 --> 02:06:18,047
♪ Yes, they have ♪
1212
02:06:18,120 --> 02:06:21,488
♪ ...done signed my name ♪
1213
02:06:23,240 --> 02:06:26,210
♪ It chilled my body ♪
1214
02:06:27,360 --> 02:06:30,842
♪ But not my soul ♪
1215
02:06:32,600 --> 02:06:36,082
♪ Angels in Heaven ♪
1216
02:06:36,160 --> 02:06:40,051
♪ Done signed my name ♪
1217
02:06:40,120 --> 02:06:42,122
♪ Good Lord, now ♪
1218
02:06:42,240 --> 02:06:44,049
♪ I... ♪
1219
02:06:44,120 --> 02:06:45,201
Come on, church!
1220
02:06:46,280 --> 02:06:49,204
♪ ...know I've been changed ♪
1221
02:06:49,280 --> 02:06:51,567
♪ I said that I... ♪
1222
02:06:51,640 --> 02:06:53,768
♪ I... ♪
1223
02:06:53,840 --> 02:06:55,410
♪ I know ♪
1224
02:06:55,480 --> 02:06:59,280
♪ ...know I've been changed ♪
1225
02:06:59,880 --> 02:07:03,771
♪ I... ♪
1226
02:07:04,320 --> 02:07:07,722
♪ know I've been changed ♪
1227
02:07:08,880 --> 02:07:12,566
♪ Angels in Heaven done... ♪
1228
02:07:12,640 --> 02:07:15,849
- ♪ Wait a minute ♪
- ♪ ...signed my name ♪
1229
02:07:16,560 --> 02:07:19,689
♪ Somebody said
how can a brown cow ♪
1230
02:07:21,080 --> 02:07:22,570
♪ Eat green grass ♪
1231
02:07:23,960 --> 02:07:25,769
♪ And give you white milk? ♪
1232
02:07:27,240 --> 02:07:29,447
- ♪ Angels in... ♪
- ♪ Yes, Sir ♪
1233
02:07:29,520 --> 02:07:30,885
♪ ...Heaven done... ♪
1234
02:07:30,960 --> 02:07:34,009
- Come on, Zion.
- ♪ ...signed my name ♪
1235
02:07:34,080 --> 02:07:35,650
♪ Name ♪
1236
02:07:35,720 --> 02:07:40,965
♪ The angels in Heaven done ♪
1237
02:07:41,040 --> 02:07:46,524
♪ Signed ♪
1238
02:07:46,600 --> 02:07:52,403
♪ My name ♪
1239
02:07:52,480 --> 02:07:54,084
♪ Yes, they did ♪
1240
02:07:55,560 --> 02:07:58,325
- ♪ Yes ♪
- ♪ Yes ♪
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