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WOMAN:
Go ahead, Rue.
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-♪ (MUSIC PLAYS) ♪
-RUE BENNETT: I met someone.
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She's helped.
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Now, I want to stay clean.
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-So, thank you.
-(APPLAUSE)
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LESLIE BENNETT:
I'm really proud of you, Rue.
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-You've come a long way.
-(SCREAMING)
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Just take your time.
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You're delicate.
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RUE: Every time I feel good,
I think it'll last forever.
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These states will wax and wane.
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I think I need your help.
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RUE: In bad times,
there would be good times.
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(GIGGLING)
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But also, in the good times...
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NATE JACOBS:
You're fucking dead to me.
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RUE: There would be bad times.
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You look different.
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I miss the old Kat.
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FEZCO:
Leave Rue and her friends alone.
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Is that a threat?
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RUE: I guess it's true.
Life is always this way.
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You're okay, baby.
You're okay.
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Rue:
One of the benefits
of showing up at the hospital
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in the middle of the night
with a kidney infection
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is that the first thing
they do...
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Nurse:
Take this with
a full cup of water.
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Rue:
...is give you something
to bring down your fever
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and subdue the agonizing pain
you're in.
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-Is this Vicodin?
-Yes.
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-Five milligrams?
-Uh, yes.
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Rue:
I know what
you're all thinking.
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(sighs)
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I, um, I got my wisdom teeth
taken out, like, a year ago,
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and they gave me Vicodin.
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It-- It just wasn't--
It wasn't good for me.
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It really, really
upsets my stomach.
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-Nurse: Oh. Okay.
-Yeah.
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-I think I'll just go
with plain Tylenol.
-Are you sure?
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Kidney infections
are extremely painful.
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I'm sure.
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Unless... (sighs)
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I can't quite remember
what they put me on instead.
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It was, like... I don't know,
it sounded like a candy name.
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It was like, uh, like Roxi...
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-(whispers): like Roxis...
-Roxicet?
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Yeah. Yeah, that's it.
Roxicet. Yeah.
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I'll go with that.
7.5 milligrams.
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-Nurse: Okay. Let me check
with the doctor.
-Thanks.
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Rue:
It's not a relapse
if it's warranted.
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It's a hall pass.
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(whispers):
God, please don't get
in the way.
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Doctor:
According to the paperwork
that your mother filled out,
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it appears that you have
some pretty extreme
substance abuse issues.
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So, I think you're right.
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We should just
stick with Tylenol.
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(exhales)
Huh. Okay, yeah.
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You know, if I ever
come back here with cancer,
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-I really hope
you're not my doctor.
-(doctor laughs)
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-Uh-huh, yeah, I'm serious.
-(doctor laughs)
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Wait. Can I--
Can I still get the Vicodin?
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They put me on Cipro,
which is the antibiotic
they give to people
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that are exposed to anthrax,
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started me on Lexapro,
which is one of the few
antidepressants
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-that doesn't make me
crazier.
-(gulps, sighs)
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And kept me there
for three days.
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-It was actually really nice.
-(imitates IV dripping)
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I love hospitals.
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If I could spend
the rest of my life
in a hospital, I would.
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-Hey.
-Because when you're
in a hospital,
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-you have zero
responsibilities.
-(laughs softly)
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They make sure you eat,
sleep, stay hydrated,
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and if anything bad happens,
there's always a doctor nearby.
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Thank you.
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It's also the best place to be
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in the event of
a mass shooting,
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unless the gunman kills
all the surgeons.
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The point is,
I had zero anxiety.
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Woman (on TV):
Gel enhancement,
gel enhancement nails.
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Woman 2 (on TV):
What are gel enhancement nails?
Fake nails?
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-Woman (on TV):
Yes, fake nails.
-(baby screaming)
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Rue:
Then at nighttime,
when everyone's asleep,
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I close my eyes and imagine
all the little beeps to be
the sounds of birds,
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and the lukewarm air
blowing through the vent
to be a warm breeze.
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Your hospital bed
can sort of feel like
a poolside chair
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-on a hot summer night
in the Caribbean.
-(waves swashing)
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(sighs)
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Plus, Jules came to visit.
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Did all this happen
because I left?
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No.
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You promise?
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Yeah, I promise.
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I've felt like this
my whole life, Jules.
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Not all the time,
but sometimes.
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You make it better, though.
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(monitors beeping steadily)
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I'm sorry.
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For what?
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For not telling you
the truth.
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Rue:
For everyone who was
calling me manic,
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I was, like,
92 percent correct.
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But something was different
about Jules.
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Rue, you look fucking amazing.
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Jules, I am deeply
uncomfortable right now.
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Listen, you look hot.
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And the fact that you
usually dress like
Seth Rogen,
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although you make it
cute sometimes, like,
it crushes my soul.
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Rue:
I don't dress like
Seth Rogen.
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When was the last time
you didn't wear a hoodie
and sweatpants?
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I don't know,
like... now.
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-Exactly. Which is
why we're gonna finish.
-(Rue grunts)
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It was, like,
the most amazing weekend ever.
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I legit cannot stop thinking
about it, you know.
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It was, like,
the first time...
(sniffs)
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I ever felt like
I had a family,
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that wasn't my dad,
or, like, you, kind of.
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And, oh, my God.
Rue...
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you would die for Anna.
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-Rue: Who's Anna?
-She's just, like, next level.
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I don't know.
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Did you guys, like,
hook up or something?
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(sniffs) Yeah.
It was kind of crazy.
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We went to the club,
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and the energy was, like,
crazy in there.
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It, like, matched hers,
and then I was feelin' it.
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And she just, like,
grabbed me and sort of like,
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pushed me down,
and like, kissed me.
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And... she fuckin' bit me.
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-What do you mean she bit you?
-Like, when we were hooking up,
she, like, fully bit me.
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-(unzips)
-Look.
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Oh. Okay.
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-Did it, like, feel good?
-Yeah, it felt amazing.
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-(zipping)
-That's it, she just--
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Has anyone ever
done that to you?
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No.
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-Do you want to see
what it feels like?
-I don't know. (laughs)
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-Ow!
-What?
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-Ow!
-You don't like it?
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I don't think so.
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I see.
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But you like it.
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I liked it.
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I don't know.
You've gotta meet these kids.
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'Cause I swear, you would
fuckin' flourish in that energy.
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I've never felt
anything like it.
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There. Mm.
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I missed you so much.
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You look beautiful.
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Thanks. You, too.
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By the way,
fuck Nate Jacobs.
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-Fuck Nate Jacobs.
-Mm-hmm.
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I know you're not supposed
to say this kind of shit
out loud,
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but if I ever had the chance
I would fuckin'...
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-(Nate screaming)
-(gun firing)
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-(flesh sizzling)
-What a fuckin' pussy.
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(both chuckle)
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♪ Oh! Feel the beat
of the rhythm of the night ♪
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♪ Dance until
the morning light ♪
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♪ Forget about the worries
on your mind ♪
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♪ You can leave them
all behind ♪
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♪ To the beat
of the rhythm of the night ♪
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♪ Oh, the rhythm of the night ♪
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♪ Oh! ♪
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(silence)
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Hi. I'm Leslie, Rue's mom.
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All:
Hi, Leslie.
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They asked me to write a letter
about what your addiction
has cost us as a family,
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and as I sat down last night
to write it,
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I couldn't stop thinking
about the day you were born.
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Holding you in my arms
for the first time,
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looking down at you,
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your sweet, beautiful face...
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I had never felt so much
love and joy in my entire life.
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And I thought that...
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what if in that moment
I heard a voice,
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some omniscient narrator
who said,
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"Here's what's going to happen.
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"Your daughter is gonna be
funny, and smart, and outgoing,
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You'll see it instantly,
from a young age."
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-Are you guys drinking wine?
-I mean, barely.
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We were waiting for you
to leave so we could
get into the hard stuff.
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-(chuckles)
-(Rue chuckles)
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That's cool.
I'm not triggered
or anything.
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Aah. (chuckles)
It's a joke.
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Okay, let's take
some pictures. Come on.
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Leslie:
"She'll be charismatic
and make friends easily."
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Aw, you guys look
so cute.
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Leslie:
"She'll be kind and sensitive.
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"Maybe too sensitive.
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"She won't be an easy child.
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She'll struggle."
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Just walk in,
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and hold your head
up high, baby.
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Leslie:
"And in turn, you'll struggle
to understand her."
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-Suze: You look beautiful.
-I don't know.
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Leslie:
"To understand what's going on
inside of her head.
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"The night terrors
that can't be interrupted.
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"The times after dinner where
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"she'll just sit
at the kitchen table and
count the tiles over and over,
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"until she hyperventilates."
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-Do you have a... a date?
-Kat: No.
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Leslie:
"To fight to hold her in your
arms, to tell her it's okay."
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Do you think this makes me
look stupid?
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No, not in the least.
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Leslie:
"To calm down. The kicking.
The screaming.
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"The anxiety of being harmed.
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"The transitions
from day to night,
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"from home to school,
from meal to meal.
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Of losing her mother
or father or little sister."
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Cal:
Hey.
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-Natalie: You guys have
such a beautiful home.
-Marsha: Aw, thank you.
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-Hi.
-Hi.
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-You look beautiful.
-Thanks. (laughs)
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-That's an understatement.
-Leslie: "Of being alone."
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(whispers):
Hey. I really like her.
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Leslie: "The panic attacks,
mood swings, confusion,
disorganization."
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-Sonia: Have fun, mija.
-I will.
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(girls laughing, chattering)
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-Look at you!
-Oh, my God!
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Leslie:
"And all that rage.
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"Not just at you,
but at herself.
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"And the tough part is..."
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Aah!
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You want some, Cass?
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Leslie: "...you'll feel
as helpless to help her
as she does herself."
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-What is it?
-Gatorade and Everclear.
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Leslie:
"You'll make mistakes.
Small ones and big ones."
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Fuck it.
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Maddy:
Fuck it. Aah.
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Leslie:
"You'll look for help
from people who aren't helpful.
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"Or who don't
actually understand
what's happening."
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(clicks)
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Leslie:
"And the guilt will
never leave you."
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(softly):
Love you, Grandma.
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Leslie:
"But if you remain
calm and patient,
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00:13:13,833 --> 00:13:15,999
"if you listen closely,
237
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"you'll begin
to understand her more."
238
00:13:18,166 --> 00:13:19,792
You okay?
239
00:13:19,875 --> 00:13:22,124
Yeah, I'm just having
an asthma thing.
240
00:13:22,208 --> 00:13:28,041
Leslie:
"The counting, the repetition,
the need for symmetry.
241
00:13:28,124 --> 00:13:30,999
"That if you kiss her
left cheek before bed,
242
00:13:31,083 --> 00:13:32,958
"you have to kiss
her right cheek.
243
00:13:33,041 --> 00:13:36,625
"And her forehead.
Then her chin.
244
00:13:36,708 --> 00:13:40,625
"That it's about balance,
stability.
245
00:13:40,708 --> 00:13:44,416
"The need to organize her
feelings and thoughts, so...
246
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she can breathe easier."
247
00:13:46,792 --> 00:13:49,999
-I feel really good
about tonight.
-Maddy and Lexi: Really?
248
00:13:50,083 --> 00:13:51,958
Yeah. I mean...
249
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I was thinking
this is the first time
250
00:13:53,792 --> 00:13:56,041
since the beginning
of high school that
I haven't, like,
251
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been in love with somebody.
252
00:13:57,583 --> 00:14:00,041
Honestly,
I love that for you.
253
00:14:00,999 --> 00:14:02,375
(rap music playing on radio)
254
00:14:02,458 --> 00:14:05,917
I've always, like,
really been into
pickup trucks.
255
00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:11,583
You can take your shoes
off the dash.
256
00:14:11,667 --> 00:14:13,458
(scoffs)
257
00:14:18,249 --> 00:14:20,625
Leslie:
"And there will be
moments of relief...
258
00:14:20,708 --> 00:14:22,999
-"...in her and in you."
-(laughing, chattering)
259
00:14:23,083 --> 00:14:26,917
"Moments that feel so normal
and calm, and rewarding
260
00:14:26,999 --> 00:14:31,041
"that you'll find yourself
praying they last forever."
261
00:14:31,124 --> 00:14:33,583
(indistinct chattering)
262
00:14:33,667 --> 00:14:36,416
Leslie:
"Even though
she's only a child,
263
00:14:36,500 --> 00:14:40,166
and all the hard parts
have yet to even come."
264
00:14:44,625 --> 00:14:45,999
Kat.
Hi.
265
00:14:47,500 --> 00:14:49,124
Wow.
266
00:14:54,291 --> 00:14:57,625
(dogs barking)
267
00:15:11,583 --> 00:15:13,958
(barking continuing)
268
00:15:24,500 --> 00:15:26,583
(engine starts)
269
00:15:26,667 --> 00:15:28,416
♪ They jaws dropping ♪
270
00:15:28,500 --> 00:15:30,875
♪ He take me shopping,
Robin jeans... ♪
271
00:15:30,958 --> 00:15:34,124
Cassie:
What if these are, like,
the big moments in life?
272
00:15:34,708 --> 00:15:37,083
Like, my mom always talks
about how high school was
273
00:15:37,166 --> 00:15:39,083
like this big, monumental
part of her life.
274
00:15:39,166 --> 00:15:42,999
But I cannot imagine being 40
and looking back at this,
like, "Wow."
275
00:15:43,083 --> 00:15:45,875
Yeah, but that's
because most people
peak in high school.
276
00:15:45,958 --> 00:15:48,249
I definitely
haven't peaked, so...
277
00:15:48,333 --> 00:15:49,917
I feel like I'm not even
a person yet.
278
00:15:49,999 --> 00:15:53,083
Yeah, I'm definitely at, like,
25 percent peakness.
279
00:15:53,166 --> 00:15:56,124
I feel like I'm at a hundred.
280
00:15:56,208 --> 00:15:58,792
But I can definitely
get to 150.
281
00:15:58,875 --> 00:16:01,375
Honestly, I never thought
I'd make it this far.
282
00:16:01,458 --> 00:16:03,249
What do you mean?
283
00:16:03,333 --> 00:16:04,875
I don't know.
I just always had, like,
284
00:16:04,958 --> 00:16:07,667
this overwhelming anxiety
that something bad would happen.
285
00:16:07,750 --> 00:16:09,625
Maddy: In all fairness,
last summer, there were, like,
286
00:16:09,708 --> 00:16:11,625
three weeks where
I thought you were dead.
287
00:16:11,708 --> 00:16:14,375
Okay, but she's been sober
for, like, three months.
288
00:16:14,458 --> 00:16:17,708
Weren't you in rehab,
like, six months ago?
289
00:16:18,958 --> 00:16:22,458
Uh, yeah.
(chuckles)
290
00:16:22,541 --> 00:16:24,583
Cassie:
Maybe people are nostalgic
about high school
291
00:16:24,667 --> 00:16:27,625
'cause it's, like,
the last time in their life
that they get to dream.
292
00:16:27,708 --> 00:16:29,291
(phone buzzes)
293
00:16:29,375 --> 00:16:34,917
Cassie:
After this is just bad jobs,
and bills, and bad husbands.
294
00:16:37,750 --> 00:16:40,792
Maybe I'm generalizing,
but...
295
00:16:40,875 --> 00:16:43,208
I don't know.
Do you guys get what I mean?
296
00:16:43,917 --> 00:16:46,208
I don't know.
I kind of feel the opposite.
297
00:16:46,291 --> 00:16:50,041
I feel like high school's
super fucking suffocating.
298
00:16:50,124 --> 00:16:53,041
-Cassie: Really?
-Yeah.
299
00:16:54,750 --> 00:16:56,416
Hmm.
300
00:16:57,083 --> 00:16:58,833
(phone buzzes)
301
00:16:58,917 --> 00:17:00,833
I'll be right back.
302
00:17:00,917 --> 00:17:03,458
♪ When we land,
they clear port ♪
303
00:17:03,541 --> 00:17:06,583
♪ Tell the driver I got a show,
Fifth classy shot ♪
304
00:17:06,667 --> 00:17:08,416
♪ Versace stomp... ♪
305
00:17:09,291 --> 00:17:11,792
(indistinct chattering)
306
00:17:13,333 --> 00:17:15,458
(moaning)
307
00:17:16,750 --> 00:17:18,583
(coughing)
308
00:17:31,458 --> 00:17:34,458
♪ My wrist dancing,
neck dancing ♪
309
00:17:34,541 --> 00:17:36,917
♪ Nails dancing,
my ears dancing ♪
310
00:17:36,999 --> 00:17:39,958
♪ These bitches dance,
they pussy poppin' ♪
311
00:17:40,041 --> 00:17:42,041
♪ They jaws droppin'... ♪
312
00:17:42,124 --> 00:17:45,083
First of all, ew.
313
00:17:45,708 --> 00:17:48,083
Second of all, ew.
314
00:17:48,166 --> 00:17:51,500
-Nate (panting): Just a second.
-Maddy: Are you, like,
not hard?
315
00:17:51,583 --> 00:17:53,041
(panting)
316
00:17:53,124 --> 00:17:55,083
Nate:
Not yet. Fuck.
317
00:17:55,166 --> 00:17:59,249
-It... It doesn't really
feel like you're hard.
-Nate: I am. I'm...
318
00:17:59,333 --> 00:18:02,208
-I am hard.
-Nate, this isn't something
you just, like, lie about.
319
00:18:02,291 --> 00:18:04,083
Maddy, I just got a lot of shit
on my mind, okay?
320
00:18:04,166 --> 00:18:06,249
Maddy:
Like right now?
Like, during sex?
321
00:18:06,333 --> 00:18:07,750
-Maddy, stop.
-Stop what?
322
00:18:07,833 --> 00:18:10,249
Talking. Stop talking.
Fuck.
323
00:18:10,333 --> 00:18:12,500
Okay, I'm officially turned off.
Just get off me.
324
00:18:12,583 --> 00:18:15,708
-Why the fuck are
we even having sex?
-We weren't.
325
00:18:15,792 --> 00:18:17,458
Nate:
You know what your
fucking problem is?
326
00:18:17,541 --> 00:18:19,833
You can't keep
your fucking mouth shut.
327
00:18:19,917 --> 00:18:21,416
Yeah, and you can't keep
your dick hard.
328
00:18:21,500 --> 00:18:23,375
Maybe the reason I can't keep
my dick hard is because
329
00:18:23,458 --> 00:18:25,708
everyone at school is spreading
these fucking rumors about me.
330
00:18:25,792 --> 00:18:27,917
Maddy:
They're not rumors.
They're facts.
331
00:18:27,999 --> 00:18:30,999
You literally had, like,
40 different guys' dicks
in your phone.
332
00:18:31,083 --> 00:18:33,541
-I told you not
to fucking tell anyone.
-Yeah, well, I told people
333
00:18:33,625 --> 00:18:34,958
before you told me
not to tell anyone.
334
00:18:35,041 --> 00:18:36,708
Yeah, but you told them
out of fucking context.
335
00:18:36,792 --> 00:18:38,958
Really?
What is the context?
336
00:18:39,041 --> 00:18:41,458
I'd tell you, but I don't even
fucking trust you anymore.
337
00:18:41,541 --> 00:18:43,999
Kind of like how you fuck me,
but you're not hard anymore?
338
00:18:44,083 --> 00:18:47,917
Huh? Keep talking.
Come on, keep fucking talking.
339
00:18:47,999 --> 00:18:49,999
Keep talking. Huh?
340
00:18:50,083 --> 00:18:54,083
-(breathing heavily)
-(sobbing)
341
00:18:55,375 --> 00:18:56,792
(sniffles)
342
00:18:57,249 --> 00:19:00,416
Look, Nate, I don't mind
if you're into guys.
343
00:19:00,500 --> 00:19:03,917
-I'm not into
fucking guys, Maddy.
-Sexuality is a spectrum.
344
00:19:03,999 --> 00:19:06,291
-Fuck. What the fuck
are you talking about?
-It's not like anyone's
345
00:19:06,375 --> 00:19:08,999
100 percent straight
or 100 percent gay.
346
00:19:09,083 --> 00:19:11,667
Oh, that is 100 percent
bullshit.
347
00:19:15,458 --> 00:19:17,958
-(door slams)
-(sobs)
348
00:19:18,500 --> 00:19:21,458
-(faucet squeaks)
-(water running)
349
00:19:21,541 --> 00:19:23,500
(Maddy sobs)
350
00:19:36,999 --> 00:19:38,958
(water running)
351
00:19:39,041 --> 00:19:40,708
(door opens)
352
00:19:50,875 --> 00:19:52,875
(door opens)
353
00:19:58,625 --> 00:20:00,667
Hey, look,
I don't really know you.
354
00:20:00,750 --> 00:20:02,999
You might be a good girl,
you might not.
355
00:20:03,083 --> 00:20:05,083
But I do know my son.
356
00:20:05,750 --> 00:20:08,500
-Do you?
-I'm not defending him.
357
00:20:08,583 --> 00:20:11,583
But I do want to protect him,
and what I know is
this relationship
358
00:20:11,667 --> 00:20:14,083
you two have
is not sustainable,
359
00:20:14,541 --> 00:20:17,875
and it's only
a matter of time before
it takes the both of you down.
360
00:20:17,958 --> 00:20:21,750
Sometimes two people
in the universe who aren't
meant for each other
361
00:20:21,833 --> 00:20:23,792
find each other.
362
00:20:23,875 --> 00:20:27,667
You're a beautiful girl,
and a smart one.
363
00:20:28,500 --> 00:20:31,708
-It's time to let go.
-(scoffs)
364
00:20:32,333 --> 00:20:35,917
Your whole family
is so fucking weird.
365
00:20:49,124 --> 00:20:51,375
(water running)
366
00:20:59,458 --> 00:21:01,667
(breathing heavily)
367
00:21:05,416 --> 00:21:06,583
(moans)
368
00:21:06,667 --> 00:21:08,917
Announcer:
Ladies and gentlemen,
this is it.
369
00:21:08,999 --> 00:21:11,124
-This is the game you've
all been waiting for.
-(players yelling)
370
00:21:11,208 --> 00:21:13,083
Announcer 2:
That's right, Bart.
This is the first game back
371
00:21:13,166 --> 00:21:15,416
for the Hawks starting QB
Nate Jacobs.
372
00:21:15,500 --> 00:21:18,208
It could be the final game
of his high school career
373
00:21:18,291 --> 00:21:20,083
unless he can bring home the W,
374
00:21:20,166 --> 00:21:22,083
and get this struggling team
to regionals.
375
00:21:22,166 --> 00:21:25,083
Announcer 1:
Speaking of struggles,
he's had a lot off the field.
376
00:21:25,166 --> 00:21:27,166
-It's been a big topic
of conversation...
-Come on, Hawks!
377
00:21:27,249 --> 00:21:29,583
-Announcer 1:
...not only around the team,
but also in this community.
378
00:21:29,667 --> 00:21:31,583
Here's the big question:
Can he overcome this?
379
00:21:31,667 --> 00:21:34,291
Announcer 2:
I think Nate Jacobs is gonna
unify this ball club.
380
00:21:34,375 --> 00:21:36,416
Announcer 1:
Thankfully his teammates
have his back.
381
00:21:36,500 --> 00:21:38,166
We know the community
has his back.
382
00:21:38,249 --> 00:21:41,166
-How much of the game
is he going to put on his back?
-Referee: Play!
383
00:21:41,249 --> 00:21:43,458
-Announcer 1:
Here we go. It's game time.
-(spectators cheering)
384
00:21:43,541 --> 00:21:44,958
Red, twelve.
385
00:21:45,041 --> 00:21:47,249
Red, twelve. Hut.
386
00:21:47,792 --> 00:21:50,333
(players grunting)
387
00:21:51,541 --> 00:21:54,208
-(thuds)
-(whistle trilling)
388
00:21:57,999 --> 00:22:01,208
(Latin pop electronic
song playing)
389
00:22:06,500 --> 00:22:08,375
Cassie:
Maddy, don't.
390
00:22:14,041 --> 00:22:17,458
-Maddy. Don't do it.
-Maddy: Fuck this.
391
00:22:24,166 --> 00:22:26,083
Can you dance?
392
00:22:26,500 --> 00:22:28,083
Um...
393
00:22:30,875 --> 00:22:33,708
-Can you dance?
-Fuck, yeah.
394
00:22:53,375 --> 00:22:56,041
I guarantee you Maddy and Nate
are gonna get married.
395
00:22:56,124 --> 00:22:59,041
And probably, like,
divorced three times,
and in some strange way,
396
00:22:59,124 --> 00:23:01,667
live a pretty happy life.
397
00:23:02,166 --> 00:23:04,583
-Yeah.
-Yeah.
398
00:23:04,667 --> 00:23:06,291
Yeah.
399
00:23:20,792 --> 00:23:24,083
(indistinct chattering)
400
00:23:33,291 --> 00:23:34,667
Jules!
401
00:23:39,583 --> 00:23:41,124
Jules.
402
00:23:43,041 --> 00:23:45,583
-What are you doing?
-Nothing.
403
00:23:45,667 --> 00:23:48,541
-What are you doing?
-Nothing.
404
00:23:50,792 --> 00:23:52,708
I like the way I dressed you,
but I'm worried
405
00:23:52,792 --> 00:23:54,958
I fucked with
your gender expression.
406
00:23:55,041 --> 00:23:57,833
(laughs)
Thank you?
407
00:23:58,875 --> 00:24:02,625
-I feel a little stupid, so...
-(chuckles)
408
00:24:06,083 --> 00:24:08,667
Can I ask you a question?
409
00:24:09,249 --> 00:24:13,291
-Yeah.
-Why don't you kiss me?
410
00:24:15,958 --> 00:24:17,833
I kiss you.
411
00:24:18,375 --> 00:24:22,583
No. Why don't you, like,
kiss-kiss me?
412
00:24:23,708 --> 00:24:29,041
Um, I mean, did you want me
to, like, kiss-kiss you?
413
00:24:32,583 --> 00:24:34,458
I want you...
414
00:24:34,541 --> 00:24:38,041
to wanna kiss me so bad
that you don't even ask.
415
00:24:47,249 --> 00:24:49,667
Okay. Fuck it. Let's dance.
416
00:24:57,958 --> 00:25:00,083
(engine shuts off)
417
00:25:00,333 --> 00:25:02,416
(crickets chirring)
418
00:25:09,249 --> 00:25:11,458
(gate rattles)
419
00:25:18,708 --> 00:25:19,999
♪ You know I'm hood ♪
420
00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:21,875
♪ I don't need no friends,
I don't need no man ♪
421
00:25:21,958 --> 00:25:23,958
♪ But I love them haters
'cause they all my fans ♪
422
00:25:24,041 --> 00:25:25,833
♪ Want a autograph
or you want a follow ♪
423
00:25:25,917 --> 00:25:27,458
♪ Got a heavy flow,
that these hoes could swallow ♪
424
00:25:27,541 --> 00:25:29,458
♪ You don't want no beef,
better keep it cute ♪
425
00:25:29,541 --> 00:25:31,500
♪ 'Cause Quay Dash
takin' all your loot ♪
426
00:25:31,583 --> 00:25:33,708
♪ It's a fucking promise,
it's a fucking deal ♪
427
00:25:33,792 --> 00:25:34,999
♪ I don't give no fuck... ♪
428
00:25:35,083 --> 00:25:37,458
(Jules groans)
429
00:25:38,041 --> 00:25:41,917
I feel like love is super dark
and no one ever talks about it.
430
00:25:41,999 --> 00:25:45,291
Yeah, but that might be specific
to their kind of love.
431
00:25:45,625 --> 00:25:47,500
Cassie:
Or my kind of love.
432
00:25:47,583 --> 00:25:49,500
♪ Show y'all really
how to do it, bitch,
bump that ♪
433
00:25:49,583 --> 00:25:51,541
♪ I'm the queen of this shit,
bitch, fuck that ♪
434
00:25:51,625 --> 00:25:53,917
♪ Bitch, I'm on top now,
where your funds at? ♪
435
00:25:53,999 --> 00:25:55,875
♪ Click, click, pow,
where your guns at? ♪
436
00:25:55,958 --> 00:25:57,708
♪ Show y'all really
how to do it, bitch,
bump that ♪
437
00:25:57,792 --> 00:26:01,208
♪ I'm the queen of this shit,
bitch, fuck that ♪
438
00:26:01,291 --> 00:26:02,833
♪ To the grave ♪
439
00:26:08,124 --> 00:26:10,041
Cassie:
I think I'm gonna do
everything in my power
440
00:26:10,124 --> 00:26:13,124
for at least, like,
the next three years
to not fall in love.
441
00:26:13,208 --> 00:26:14,625
But what if you do?
442
00:26:14,708 --> 00:26:18,625
Then intervene and
fucking destroy it.
443
00:26:18,708 --> 00:26:21,041
-♪ What's my favorite word? ♪
-♪ Bitch! ♪
444
00:26:21,124 --> 00:26:23,541
-♪ Why they gotta say it
like Short ♪
-♪ Bitch ♪
445
00:26:23,625 --> 00:26:25,208
♪ You know they can't
play on my court ♪
446
00:26:25,291 --> 00:26:27,625
♪ Can't hang with the big dogs,
stay on the porch ♪
447
00:26:27,708 --> 00:26:29,708
-♪ Blow the whistle ♪
-(whistle trills)
448
00:26:29,792 --> 00:26:32,333
-♪ Blow the whistle ♪
-(whistle trills)
449
00:26:32,416 --> 00:26:34,667
-♪ Blow the whistle ♪
-(whistle trills)
450
00:26:34,750 --> 00:26:36,625
-♪ Blow the whistle ♪
-(whistle trills)
451
00:26:36,708 --> 00:26:38,375
Hey.
452
00:26:38,458 --> 00:26:41,500
-Hey.
-Um, can I talk to you
for a second?
453
00:26:42,333 --> 00:26:44,166
Um, yeah.
454
00:26:44,249 --> 00:26:47,083
♪ Keep spittin' that P
to the I-M-P ♪
455
00:26:47,166 --> 00:26:49,792
♪ Bun-B that's Texas baby ♪
456
00:26:49,875 --> 00:26:51,999
♪ Ball and G,
that's Memphis baby ♪
457
00:26:52,083 --> 00:26:54,333
♪ Short Dog,
that's Oakland baby ♪
458
00:26:54,416 --> 00:26:56,792
♪ Ain't nothin' but pimpin'
these days, G ♪
459
00:26:56,875 --> 00:26:58,750
♪ My nigga C got locked up ♪
460
00:26:58,833 --> 00:27:01,333
♪ But these real hoes
still know they gots to fuck ♪
461
00:27:01,416 --> 00:27:03,917
♪ Give a fuck, nigga,
what you say ♪
462
00:27:03,999 --> 00:27:06,291
♪ Short Dog fuck with UGK ♪
463
00:27:06,375 --> 00:27:08,208
♪ Do you really wanna
be like me? ♪
464
00:27:08,291 --> 00:27:11,333
♪ Spit game like Snoop
and T.I.P. ♪
465
00:27:12,083 --> 00:27:13,875
Ethan:
What's up?
466
00:27:15,208 --> 00:27:18,166
Um, I just...
I don't really know
what else to say,
467
00:27:18,249 --> 00:27:20,291
and I'm so, so sorry.
It's--
468
00:27:20,375 --> 00:27:23,833
But that night at the carnival
when you were flirting
with that girl, I just...
469
00:27:24,416 --> 00:27:28,083
I don't know.
I just had, like, this reaction,
and I just, like, hated you.
470
00:27:29,166 --> 00:27:32,333
Whether that's fair or not,
I don't know. I...
471
00:27:34,583 --> 00:27:36,750
But, um...
I guess I just...
472
00:27:36,833 --> 00:27:40,958
I guess I just wanted
to hurt you as much as
I imagined you'd hurt me.
473
00:27:41,041 --> 00:27:43,708
And I know that
sounds juvenile,
but it's true,
474
00:27:43,792 --> 00:27:45,625
and I wouldn't even be
saying this to you,
475
00:27:45,708 --> 00:27:47,249
because you're actually
not like this.
476
00:27:47,333 --> 00:27:49,875
You're actually really kind,
and you're actually
really nice,
477
00:27:49,958 --> 00:27:53,208
and I'm just... I just...
I'm so shitty,
478
00:27:53,291 --> 00:27:55,750
and I just wish I could
go back...
479
00:27:55,833 --> 00:27:58,416
Kat, I liked you since
I sat down next to you.
480
00:27:59,083 --> 00:28:01,291
You know, and I know
that you think there's,
like, zero chance
481
00:28:01,375 --> 00:28:04,041
that we're gonna be
together forever, and, uh...
482
00:28:05,041 --> 00:28:06,667
I don't know.
I guess, we're both juniors,
483
00:28:06,750 --> 00:28:09,083
so you're probably right
about that.
484
00:28:10,375 --> 00:28:13,917
You know, I mean, like,
is one of us gonna get hurt?
485
00:28:15,249 --> 00:28:18,083
Yeah. Probably.
486
00:28:19,708 --> 00:28:23,708
But I'll do my best
to make sure that it's me.
487
00:28:27,208 --> 00:28:29,041
I'm crying.
488
00:28:29,124 --> 00:28:31,458
-Sorry. (sniffles)
-It's okay.
489
00:28:47,208 --> 00:28:49,625
-Sorry. Was that awkward?
-No.
490
00:28:49,708 --> 00:28:52,291
(Lexi shouts indistinctly)
491
00:28:53,124 --> 00:28:54,416
(girls laughing)
492
00:28:54,500 --> 00:28:57,375
♪ Take my hands now ♪
493
00:28:57,458 --> 00:28:59,875
-Want to get the fuck
out of here?
-Yeah.
494
00:28:59,958 --> 00:29:01,416
-Yeah?
-Yeah.
495
00:29:04,208 --> 00:29:06,041
What did you say?
496
00:29:06,124 --> 00:29:07,875
I started to say one thing,
497
00:29:07,958 --> 00:29:11,541
and then I said something else,
but she knows what I meant.
498
00:29:11,625 --> 00:29:13,333
-(laughs) Lexi!
-(chuckles)
499
00:29:13,416 --> 00:29:14,750
♪ Take my hands... ♪
500
00:29:14,833 --> 00:29:18,124
♪ You understand,
I got a plan for us ♪
501
00:29:18,208 --> 00:29:23,249
♪ I bet you didn't know
that I was dangerous ♪
502
00:29:23,333 --> 00:29:27,166
♪ It must be fate,
I found a place for us ♪
503
00:29:27,249 --> 00:29:31,792
♪ I bet you didn't know
that I was dangerous ♪
504
00:29:49,041 --> 00:29:50,958
♪ Dangerous ♪
505
00:29:54,541 --> 00:29:57,208
-Yo, I'll be right back,
all right?
-Okay.
506
00:30:06,999 --> 00:30:12,166
♪ How could they know,
how could they know
what I've been thinking? ♪
507
00:30:12,750 --> 00:30:14,708
Can I ask you something?
508
00:30:15,416 --> 00:30:16,792
Cassie:
Yeah.
509
00:30:17,291 --> 00:30:21,041
How do you decide
who you wanna hook up with?
510
00:30:22,333 --> 00:30:24,792
I don't know.
They usually just come to you.
511
00:30:24,875 --> 00:30:27,083
Yeah, but what if
they don't?
512
00:30:27,166 --> 00:30:30,041
Then go and do whoever
the fuck you want.
513
00:30:31,541 --> 00:30:33,041
Yeah.
514
00:30:34,375 --> 00:30:36,083
Okay.
515
00:30:39,083 --> 00:30:41,917
-I'm gonna do that.
-(laughs)
516
00:30:43,458 --> 00:30:45,416
I love you, Lex.
517
00:30:46,124 --> 00:30:47,917
I love you, too.
518
00:31:06,291 --> 00:31:07,792
Nurse:
Cassie?
519
00:31:10,416 --> 00:31:13,041
-I'm okay.
-You sure?
520
00:31:14,208 --> 00:31:17,166
-Yeah.
-Okay. Okay.
521
00:31:33,333 --> 00:31:35,625
Nurse:
Any history of depression?
522
00:31:36,458 --> 00:31:40,166
Cassie:
Um, I guess the normal amount.
523
00:31:40,249 --> 00:31:43,999
-Nurse:
But not diagnosed.
-No.
524
00:31:44,083 --> 00:31:46,333
Nurse:
Family history of depression?
525
00:31:47,792 --> 00:31:49,625
Cassie:
Yeah, my mom.
526
00:31:50,166 --> 00:31:52,667
Nurse:
Any history with drugs
or alcohol?
527
00:31:53,291 --> 00:31:54,541
Cassie:
No, not really.
528
00:31:54,625 --> 00:31:56,875
Nurse:
Any family history
with addiction?
529
00:31:56,958 --> 00:31:59,375
Alcohol? Other substances?
530
00:32:01,999 --> 00:32:06,166
Yeah. My mom, with wine.
531
00:32:07,583 --> 00:32:10,958
And then my dad
with painkillers and then,
532
00:32:11,041 --> 00:32:12,999
heroin and stuff.
533
00:32:20,999 --> 00:32:21,999
Okay.
534
00:32:24,583 --> 00:32:26,833
How do you feel about
being here today?
535
00:32:31,291 --> 00:32:33,208
Nervous, I guess.
536
00:32:33,833 --> 00:32:36,249
Nurse:
Do you have any reservations
about the procedure?
537
00:32:36,333 --> 00:32:38,166
Any second thoughts?
538
00:32:43,625 --> 00:32:44,875
No.
539
00:32:46,541 --> 00:32:48,083
Nurse:
Come with me.
540
00:32:48,166 --> 00:32:50,667
♪ W hat I've been hiding ♪
541
00:32:50,750 --> 00:32:53,416
♪ They're right under my bed,
they're in control... ♪
542
00:32:53,500 --> 00:32:57,458
Welcome back. Fourth quarter.
Time running down.
Hawks trailing.
543
00:32:57,541 --> 00:33:00,625
23 to 27, red.
Here we go.
544
00:33:00,708 --> 00:33:02,500
It's first in ten, on the 20.
545
00:33:02,583 --> 00:33:06,416
A minute and a half left to go,
in what is a very close game.
We need a good play.
546
00:33:06,500 --> 00:33:09,375
-Green 13. Hut.
-(band plays)
547
00:33:09,458 --> 00:33:11,792
Announcer 1:
Okay, here we go.
Jacobs steps back.
548
00:33:11,875 --> 00:33:14,124
He's looking.
He's looking--
549
00:33:14,208 --> 00:33:17,208
Announcer 2: He's got a guy.
He's got a guy.
He throws it up!
550
00:33:18,249 --> 00:33:21,249
-Oh! A perfect ball by Jacobs.
-Fuck!
551
00:33:21,333 --> 00:33:23,041
Goes right through the hands
of the receiver.
552
00:33:23,124 --> 00:33:26,583
-Jacobs threw him
a perfect ball.
- Hut!
553
00:33:30,249 --> 00:33:32,166
Announcer 2:
Oh, my gosh, again!
554
00:33:32,249 --> 00:33:33,999
-Right through
the receiver's hands.
-Let's fucking go!
555
00:33:34,083 --> 00:33:35,166
Let's fucking go!
556
00:33:35,249 --> 00:33:37,416
Announcer 2:
Bottom line, the wide receivers
557
00:33:37,500 --> 00:33:39,958
have got to give their QB
some help tonight.
558
00:33:40,041 --> 00:33:42,249
(muffled voices murmuring
from inside)
559
00:33:56,750 --> 00:33:59,917
Why do I feel like
you're the reason
Fez's house got raided?
560
00:33:59,999 --> 00:34:03,541
You know, sometimes,
when you do illegal shit,
561
00:34:04,792 --> 00:34:06,999
bad things happen to you.
562
00:34:07,083 --> 00:34:09,875
You've never done anything
illegal, Nate?
563
00:34:09,958 --> 00:34:11,375
You talking about
your friend Jules?
564
00:34:11,458 --> 00:34:13,917
No, actually,
I'm talking about your dad.
565
00:34:18,917 --> 00:34:21,541
I just want to make sure
you've given it
some forethought.
566
00:34:21,625 --> 00:34:24,249
I know over the years
you've lost some brain cells.
567
00:34:24,333 --> 00:34:27,041
I wouldn't want you
to say something
you might regret.
568
00:34:27,124 --> 00:34:28,833
What are you gonna do?
You gonna ruin my life?
569
00:34:28,917 --> 00:34:31,792
I fucking promise you
I can do that a lot better
than you can.
570
00:34:32,166 --> 00:34:35,249
-What do you want, Rue?
-I want you to leave Fez alone.
571
00:34:35,333 --> 00:34:37,166
I want you to leave
Jules alone.
572
00:34:37,249 --> 00:34:40,541
If you ever fuck
with them again,
I'll destroy your life.
573
00:34:41,083 --> 00:34:44,375
I'll destroy your dad's life.
I'll fucking burn your
whole shit to the ground.
574
00:34:44,458 --> 00:34:47,833
'Cause I personally
have no problem walking
into any police station
575
00:34:47,917 --> 00:34:51,083
and telling them
that Nate Jacobs's daddy
576
00:34:51,166 --> 00:34:53,667
likes to fuck little kids.
577
00:34:56,833 --> 00:34:58,917
You look very pretty tonight.
578
00:34:59,667 --> 00:35:02,917
Are you sure that Jules
told you everything?
579
00:35:02,999 --> 00:35:05,083
You know what I like
about her?
580
00:35:05,166 --> 00:35:07,583
She has these
very real dreams.
581
00:35:07,667 --> 00:35:11,375
And I seriously think that
she's going to achieve them.
582
00:35:13,875 --> 00:35:16,083
If you look
at everyone inside,
583
00:35:16,166 --> 00:35:17,999
most of them are going to go on
584
00:35:18,083 --> 00:35:22,500
to lives these lives
that aren't even fucking
worth mentioning.
585
00:35:23,249 --> 00:35:24,958
Not Jules.
586
00:35:25,750 --> 00:35:27,625
What about you?
587
00:35:27,708 --> 00:35:29,375
Honestly,
588
00:35:30,124 --> 00:35:33,416
-I don't really give a fuck.
-Yeah, I gathered that.
589
00:35:34,083 --> 00:35:37,083
That's probably why you're
spending all your time with
someone who's going to leave you
590
00:35:37,166 --> 00:35:40,041
and won't even remember
who the fuck you are
in ten years.
591
00:35:44,667 --> 00:35:47,583
I really meant what I said.
You, uh...
592
00:35:47,667 --> 00:35:49,958
You look really beautiful.
593
00:35:50,041 --> 00:35:51,708
Rue:
Mm.
594
00:35:55,500 --> 00:35:58,375
All right, here we go.
Ten seconds left on the clock.
595
00:35:58,458 --> 00:35:59,958
Cheerleaders:
Let's go, Blackhawks!
596
00:36:00,041 --> 00:36:01,875
Announcer 1:
Can Nate Jacobs do it?
597
00:36:01,958 --> 00:36:03,792
This could be
the final play of the game.
598
00:36:03,875 --> 00:36:06,416
-Could be the final play
of his career.
- Let's go, Blackhawks!
599
00:36:06,500 --> 00:36:07,875
Stay!
600
00:36:07,958 --> 00:36:09,416
Cheerleaders:
Let's go, Blackhawks!
601
00:36:09,500 --> 00:36:11,375
Blue 36!
602
00:36:11,625 --> 00:36:13,999
Blue 36! Hut!
603
00:36:14,083 --> 00:36:17,208
Announcer 1:
Nate Jacobs, he steps back.
He's looking...
604
00:36:17,291 --> 00:36:19,667
-Oh, he's off, he's off!
He's going!
-(crowd roaring)
605
00:36:19,750 --> 00:36:22,416
He's taking the game
into his own hands.
There he goes!
606
00:36:22,500 --> 00:36:26,041
He's at the 30, he's at the 20.
I think he's gonna do it.
607
00:36:26,124 --> 00:36:29,667
He's at the line!
Yes! He made it!
608
00:36:29,750 --> 00:36:34,458
-(crowd cheering)
-(announcer continues
indistinctly)
609
00:36:34,541 --> 00:36:36,166
(roaring)
610
00:36:36,249 --> 00:36:39,500
Let's go! Let's fucking go!
Let's go!
611
00:36:39,583 --> 00:36:41,958
Get the fuck up!
612
00:36:42,041 --> 00:36:44,750
Announcer 1:
East Highland crowd
going bananas.
613
00:36:44,833 --> 00:36:46,958
He has warmed this place up
in a heartbeat.
614
00:36:47,041 --> 00:36:49,166
This kid can get it done.
615
00:36:49,249 --> 00:36:51,333
(door opens)
616
00:36:58,625 --> 00:37:00,041
Cal:
You may have won the game,
617
00:37:00,124 --> 00:37:02,291
but you lost control
of the team.
618
00:37:03,124 --> 00:37:06,166
And in the long run.
if you don't lead,
you're gonna lose.
619
00:37:12,166 --> 00:37:15,124
(sighs)
620
00:37:26,917 --> 00:37:29,416
You need to take
a step back, Nate.
621
00:37:30,833 --> 00:37:33,083
I said
take a step back.
622
00:37:33,166 --> 00:37:35,291
(grunting)
623
00:37:35,999 --> 00:37:38,041
Get the fuck off me!
Get the--
624
00:37:38,124 --> 00:37:40,541
Get your fucking hands off me,
you fucking faggot!
625
00:37:40,625 --> 00:37:43,083
-Get the fuck off!
Get the fuck off!
-Stop fighting.
626
00:37:43,166 --> 00:37:46,083
-Stop fighting!
-Fuck you! Fuck you!
627
00:37:46,166 --> 00:37:47,917
-You need to stop!
-Fuck you!
628
00:37:47,999 --> 00:37:49,291
-You had enough?
-Fuck you!
629
00:37:49,375 --> 00:37:51,166
-Get the fuck off me!
-Huh? Keep fighting.
630
00:37:51,249 --> 00:37:53,124
(Nate panting)
631
00:37:53,208 --> 00:37:55,917
-Keep it up. Huh?
-Get off!
632
00:37:55,999 --> 00:37:58,208
Motherfuck--
633
00:37:58,291 --> 00:38:01,249
-(groans)
-Do you wanna keep fighting?
Huh?
634
00:38:01,333 --> 00:38:04,083
Oh, you think
you're tough now, huh?
635
00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:07,249
-Huh? Come on, Nate.
-(sobbing)
636
00:38:07,333 --> 00:38:09,583
(Cal grunts)
637
00:38:09,667 --> 00:38:13,166
-(banging)
-(grunting)
638
00:38:17,041 --> 00:38:20,708
-(Nate screaming loudly)
-(banging continues)
639
00:38:28,541 --> 00:38:30,917
(screaming continuing)
640
00:38:30,999 --> 00:38:34,583
-(door slams)
-(screaming continues)
641
00:38:35,291 --> 00:38:38,583
-(Cal panting)
-(Nate screaming)
642
00:38:40,875 --> 00:38:44,625
-(panting)
-(banging continues)
643
00:38:45,249 --> 00:38:50,375
-(muffled banging, grunting)
-(Cal panting)
644
00:38:51,291 --> 00:38:53,041
Nate:
Fuck!
645
00:38:56,083 --> 00:38:57,583
(crashing)
646
00:38:57,667 --> 00:38:59,416
(disc drive whirs)
647
00:39:14,999 --> 00:39:18,208
(crickets chirring)
648
00:39:41,875 --> 00:39:44,208
♪ In from the bottom,
with dreams of the top ♪
649
00:39:44,291 --> 00:39:46,500
♪ I'm a beginner,
now I'm the cream of the crop ♪
650
00:39:46,583 --> 00:39:48,917
♪ A fiend for the green,
lookin' mean in the drop ♪
651
00:39:48,999 --> 00:39:51,541
♪ Put up game strong,
make a scene on the block ♪
652
00:39:51,625 --> 00:39:53,083
♪ Now you seen what I got ♪
653
00:39:53,166 --> 00:39:56,291
♪ Be no scheming or
I'll clean your clock... ♪
654
00:39:58,041 --> 00:40:01,750
-(muffled music playing)
-(muffled voices murmuring)
655
00:40:07,999 --> 00:40:09,458
Jules:
What?
656
00:40:11,208 --> 00:40:12,999
I fuckin' hate this town.
657
00:40:14,041 --> 00:40:17,166
If I could, I'd burn it
to the fucking ground.
658
00:40:17,249 --> 00:40:19,833
And salt the earth behind you.
659
00:40:26,124 --> 00:40:28,667
Jules, are you in love
with Anna?
660
00:40:33,750 --> 00:40:35,166
Yeah.
661
00:40:40,458 --> 00:40:42,375
Are you, um...
662
00:40:44,500 --> 00:40:46,458
Are you in love with me?
663
00:40:50,375 --> 00:40:51,833
Yeah.
664
00:40:54,416 --> 00:40:57,041
Do you wish I was different?
665
00:41:02,500 --> 00:41:05,375
Nurse:
This will help
with the discomfort.
666
00:41:11,041 --> 00:41:13,708
Some patients like
to listen to music.
667
00:41:24,041 --> 00:41:27,667
And just a little pinch.
668
00:41:28,583 --> 00:41:29,958
(gasps)
669
00:41:30,041 --> 00:41:34,291
♪ My body is a cage
that keeps me ♪
670
00:41:34,375 --> 00:41:40,500
♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪
671
00:41:40,583 --> 00:41:44,291
♪ But my mind holds the key ♪
672
00:41:45,083 --> 00:41:49,333
♪ My body is a cage ♪
673
00:41:49,416 --> 00:41:55,208
♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪
674
00:41:55,291 --> 00:41:58,375
-♪ But my mind holds the key ♪
-(vacuum whirring)
675
00:41:59,917 --> 00:42:04,124
♪ I'm standing on the stage ♪
676
00:42:04,208 --> 00:42:07,124
♪ Of fear and self-doubt ♪
677
00:42:07,208 --> 00:42:09,999
♪ It's a hollow play ♪
678
00:42:10,083 --> 00:42:13,375
♪ But they'll clap anyway ♪
679
00:42:14,708 --> 00:42:18,958
♪ My body is a cage ♪
680
00:42:19,041 --> 00:42:24,958
♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪
681
00:42:25,041 --> 00:42:28,249
♪ But my mind holds the key ♪
682
00:42:31,208 --> 00:42:33,958
♪ Standing next to me ♪
683
00:42:37,124 --> 00:42:39,958
♪ My mind holds the key ♪
684
00:42:41,166 --> 00:42:45,375
♪ I'm living in an age ♪
685
00:42:45,458 --> 00:42:48,375
♪ That calls darkness light ♪
686
00:42:48,458 --> 00:42:51,124
♪ Though my language is dead ♪
687
00:42:51,208 --> 00:42:54,792
-♪ Still the shapes
fill my head ♪
-(indistinct chattering on TV)
688
00:42:55,792 --> 00:42:58,041
♪ I'm living in an age... ♪
689
00:42:58,124 --> 00:43:01,792
Rue:
What if we just fucking left?
Like, um, what if we just...
690
00:43:02,375 --> 00:43:05,667
We just fucking left this dance,
we went home, grabbed a bunch
of our shit.
691
00:43:05,750 --> 00:43:07,625
Just went to the city.
What if we fucking left?
692
00:43:07,708 --> 00:43:10,667
(laughs)
That's fucking crazy.
693
00:43:10,750 --> 00:43:14,917
♪ My body is a cage ♪
694
00:43:14,999 --> 00:43:20,958
♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪
695
00:43:21,041 --> 00:43:23,999
♪ But my mind holds the key ♪
696
00:43:26,833 --> 00:43:29,708
♪ Standing next to me ♪
697
00:43:33,249 --> 00:43:36,917
♪ My mind holds the key ♪
698
00:43:36,999 --> 00:43:39,249
♪ My body is a... ♪
699
00:43:39,333 --> 00:43:41,333
-(gun cocks)
-I ain't here to hurt you.
700
00:43:41,416 --> 00:43:44,667
But if you fuck around,
I swear to God,
I'll fucking kill you.
701
00:43:45,166 --> 00:43:47,124
Where's the money at?
702
00:43:47,208 --> 00:43:48,833
It's in the table.
703
00:43:59,833 --> 00:44:01,999
We're almost done.
704
00:44:06,541 --> 00:44:10,792
♪ My body is a cage ♪
705
00:44:10,875 --> 00:44:13,833
♪ We take what we're given ♪
706
00:44:13,917 --> 00:44:16,792
♪ Just because
you've forgotten ♪
707
00:44:16,875 --> 00:44:20,500
♪ That don't mean
you're forgiven ♪
708
00:44:21,291 --> 00:44:25,333
♪ I'm living in an age ♪
709
00:44:25,416 --> 00:44:28,083
♪ That screams my name
at night ♪
710
00:44:28,166 --> 00:44:30,750
-♪ But when... ♪
-Fezco: Move slow.
711
00:44:41,708 --> 00:44:44,249
(beeping)
712
00:44:47,416 --> 00:44:49,999
(whirring)
713
00:44:50,083 --> 00:44:52,917
Fezco:
Jesus fucking Christ.
714
00:44:53,249 --> 00:44:55,917
You're a fucking doctor?
715
00:45:02,708 --> 00:45:04,958
Hurry the fuck up, man.
716
00:45:26,458 --> 00:45:28,625
(clattering)
717
00:45:28,917 --> 00:45:30,249
-(smacks)
-(thudding)
718
00:45:30,333 --> 00:45:32,208
Fezco:
Motherfucker,
what the fuck you doing?
719
00:45:32,291 --> 00:45:35,291
Ass, drop the fucking gun!
Bitch-ass motherfucker!
720
00:45:35,375 --> 00:45:37,541
-(smacks)
-Hey! Motherfucker!
721
00:45:37,625 --> 00:45:39,458
Drop the fucking gun!
722
00:45:39,541 --> 00:45:43,958
♪ And I would die or stay ♪
723
00:45:45,541 --> 00:45:48,792
♪ For you right now ♪
724
00:45:48,875 --> 00:45:53,041
♪ But you still don't know
my name ♪
725
00:45:54,999 --> 00:45:56,416
♪ Eh ♪
726
00:45:56,500 --> 00:45:59,416
-Fezco: Stop! Stop!
Stop going for the fucking gun!
-(thudding)
727
00:45:59,500 --> 00:46:00,917
Bitch-ass motherfucker!
728
00:46:00,999 --> 00:46:04,833
I told you to fucking be cool!
Bitch! Don't be doing that!
729
00:46:06,583 --> 00:46:08,500
Let's get the fuck out of here.
730
00:46:08,917 --> 00:46:10,833
-Come on.
-(laughs)
731
00:46:16,166 --> 00:46:18,750
(indistinct chattering)
732
00:46:18,833 --> 00:46:20,249
-Rue!
-Let's go.
733
00:46:20,333 --> 00:46:23,500
(laughing):
Oh, my God! Bitch!
734
00:46:24,041 --> 00:46:27,208
(chattering, laughing)
735
00:46:33,833 --> 00:46:35,500
All done.
736
00:46:38,458 --> 00:46:40,958
Fezco:
What the fuck
did you do that for?
737
00:46:41,041 --> 00:46:43,625
-(man grunting)
-Fuck!
738
00:46:43,708 --> 00:46:46,208
Fuck. Shit.
739
00:46:47,208 --> 00:46:48,708
(whispers):
Goddamn.
740
00:46:50,750 --> 00:46:54,249
♪ Still don't know my name ♪
741
00:46:57,875 --> 00:46:59,875
-Rue: Woo!
-(Jules laughing)
742
00:46:59,958 --> 00:47:03,708
♪ You still don't know
my name ♪
743
00:47:21,124 --> 00:47:25,249
♪ Still don't know my name ♪
744
00:47:30,458 --> 00:47:34,458
♪ You still don't know
my name ♪
745
00:48:02,416 --> 00:48:05,333
(hangers clattering)
746
00:48:08,291 --> 00:48:10,249
Rue:
Jules.
747
00:48:11,416 --> 00:48:13,458
Is this a bad idea?
748
00:48:18,208 --> 00:48:19,458
No.
749
00:48:27,875 --> 00:48:29,750
(sighs)
750
00:48:29,833 --> 00:48:32,083
What the fuck?
751
00:48:33,291 --> 00:48:35,291
How do you feel?
752
00:48:39,958 --> 00:48:41,208
Better.
753
00:48:56,083 --> 00:48:57,875
(phone buzzes)
754
00:49:02,291 --> 00:49:03,708
(sighs)
755
00:49:09,291 --> 00:49:12,083
♪ ' Cause I'd rather
be alone now ♪
756
00:49:12,166 --> 00:49:14,083
-Maddy, get up.
-No.
757
00:49:14,166 --> 00:49:15,291
-Just get up.
-Why?
758
00:49:15,375 --> 00:49:16,583
Could you stop being
such a fucking cunt
759
00:49:16,667 --> 00:49:18,291
and just come dance
with me, please?
760
00:49:18,375 --> 00:49:20,667
-You don't even know
how to dance.
-It's a fucking slow song.
761
00:49:20,750 --> 00:49:23,583
-Let's go. Get up.
-Mostly you're despicable.
762
00:49:23,667 --> 00:49:24,958
But fine.
763
00:49:25,041 --> 00:49:28,625
♪ No, I don't want to be
a cigarette ♪
764
00:49:28,708 --> 00:49:32,999
♪ Use me up and toss me,
step on me ♪
765
00:49:33,083 --> 00:49:35,291
♪ I don't want to be an option ♪
766
00:49:35,375 --> 00:49:39,249
-I really fuckin' hate you.
-I know.
767
00:49:40,041 --> 00:49:43,541
You're abusive, psychopathic.
768
00:49:43,625 --> 00:49:47,792
Most of the time
I really hate the way
you make me feel.
769
00:49:47,875 --> 00:49:49,917
-I know.
-(sniffles)
770
00:49:50,541 --> 00:49:52,708
It's not good for us.
771
00:49:55,750 --> 00:49:57,416
I know.
772
00:49:58,291 --> 00:50:01,249
Meaning, like,
we shouldn't be together.
773
00:50:03,416 --> 00:50:04,541
(sniffles)
774
00:50:07,625 --> 00:50:09,416
I know.
775
00:50:11,792 --> 00:50:13,708
(Maddy sniffles)
776
00:50:14,583 --> 00:50:17,249
(sobbing)
777
00:50:20,291 --> 00:50:21,333
(clatters)
778
00:50:21,416 --> 00:50:25,208
♪ I don't even wanna know ya ♪
779
00:50:26,124 --> 00:50:27,750
Hi.
780
00:50:29,291 --> 00:50:30,583
Hi.
781
00:50:33,249 --> 00:50:37,458
I thought this was gonna be,
like, a night I'd remember
forever.
782
00:50:37,541 --> 00:50:41,833
-(sniffles)
-Well, I think you will
remember it forever.
783
00:50:41,917 --> 00:50:45,208
Like, not in a bad way.
784
00:50:45,291 --> 00:50:50,124
Just... in a way
that stays with you.
785
00:50:54,124 --> 00:50:55,792
Yeah.
786
00:51:04,458 --> 00:51:06,041
Mouse:
You're late.
787
00:51:06,792 --> 00:51:09,792
Fezco: I got caught up
dealing with some bullshit.
788
00:51:11,416 --> 00:51:13,583
I heard you got raided.
789
00:51:17,416 --> 00:51:19,583
But they ain't find nothin',
though.
790
00:51:19,667 --> 00:51:21,833
Ain't got shit on me.
791
00:51:24,458 --> 00:51:26,124
Let's hope not.
792
00:51:51,875 --> 00:51:53,833
So, we all good?
793
00:52:06,166 --> 00:52:09,708
Station cashier:
Here you go. Deck seven.
Departing in two minutes.
794
00:52:09,792 --> 00:52:11,583
Jules:
Thank you.
795
00:52:19,375 --> 00:52:22,208
(indistinct announcement
over PA)
796
00:52:25,416 --> 00:52:28,541
Jules, I just realized that
I didn't bring my medication.
797
00:52:28,625 --> 00:52:31,291
We can get medication, like,
everywhere.
798
00:52:31,375 --> 00:52:34,917
Yeah, but I don't think it's--
you know, I can, like,
miss a day, you know?
799
00:52:35,875 --> 00:52:40,041
Rue, we'll figure it out.
I promise.
800
00:52:48,750 --> 00:52:51,792
Jules, I don't--
I don't think
this is a good idea.
801
00:52:51,875 --> 00:52:54,333
-Rue, it was your idea.
-I know it was my idea,
802
00:52:54,416 --> 00:52:56,958
but I just... I don't think
it's a good idea anymore
is what I'm trying to tell you.
803
00:52:57,041 --> 00:52:58,583
It was a fucking
great idea.
804
00:52:58,667 --> 00:53:00,208
-I don't know what
you're talking about.
-Can you slow down?
805
00:53:00,291 --> 00:53:01,917
'Cause I'm thinking,
you know, my mom,
806
00:53:01,999 --> 00:53:04,333
I don't want her
to fucking freak out,
all right? I don't want---
807
00:53:04,416 --> 00:53:07,958
Rue, it's not that far,
and, like, we're good.
808
00:53:08,041 --> 00:53:11,124
-It's-- You can-- We can call.
-Okay, what am I gotta tell Gia,
though, you know, like--
809
00:53:11,208 --> 00:53:14,583
She's gonna wake up
in the fucking morning.
She's gonna think I'm missing.
810
00:53:15,792 --> 00:53:17,958
We're good. Come on.
811
00:53:18,041 --> 00:53:19,750
It's gonna be amazing.
812
00:53:21,917 --> 00:53:24,083
Rue!
(laughs)
813
00:53:35,917 --> 00:53:37,792
Come on.
814
00:53:38,124 --> 00:53:41,083
(breathing shakily)
815
00:53:43,500 --> 00:53:45,458
Please.
816
00:53:46,124 --> 00:53:47,750
I love you.
817
00:54:04,041 --> 00:54:07,208
Leslie:
"And there will be
moments of relief,
818
00:54:07,291 --> 00:54:09,166
"in her and in you.
819
00:54:09,708 --> 00:54:14,625
"Moments that feel so normal,
and calm, and rewarding that...
820
00:54:14,708 --> 00:54:18,041
"you'll find yourself praying
they last forever.
821
00:54:19,208 --> 00:54:21,792
"Even though
she's only a child,
822
00:54:22,625 --> 00:54:25,667
"and all the hard parts
have yet to even come.
823
00:54:27,500 --> 00:54:30,416
"And at the age of 16,
824
00:54:30,500 --> 00:54:32,625
"she'll overdose,
825
00:54:32,708 --> 00:54:35,416
"spend four days in a coma,
826
00:54:35,500 --> 00:54:38,500
"and you won't know
if she'll live or die.
827
00:54:39,124 --> 00:54:41,083
"But when she wakes up,
828
00:54:41,166 --> 00:54:44,583
"she'll be given
the opportunity
to get clean,
829
00:54:44,667 --> 00:54:47,583
"to become a different person,
830
00:54:47,667 --> 00:54:49,833
"a better person.
831
00:54:50,875 --> 00:54:52,917
"Here's the toughest part.
832
00:54:52,999 --> 00:54:56,792
"No matter what you say,
or do, or wish,
833
00:54:56,875 --> 00:54:59,375
"the decision will be all hers.
834
00:54:59,458 --> 00:55:01,792
"And all you can do is hope
835
00:55:01,875 --> 00:55:05,500
"she gives herself the chance
that she deserves."
836
00:55:15,792 --> 00:55:18,541
(sobbing)
837
00:55:23,375 --> 00:55:25,416
(laughing)
838
00:55:28,875 --> 00:55:32,083
♪ I've been so many places ♪
839
00:55:32,166 --> 00:55:36,249
♪ In my life and time ♪
840
00:55:38,583 --> 00:55:42,583
♪ I've sung a lot of songs ♪
841
00:55:42,667 --> 00:55:46,917
♪ I've made some bad rhymes ♪
842
00:55:48,124 --> 00:55:51,625
♪ I've acted out my life
in stages ♪
843
00:55:52,667 --> 00:55:56,750
♪ With 10,000 people watching ♪
844
00:55:58,583 --> 00:56:01,166
♪ But we're alone now ♪
845
00:56:01,249 --> 00:56:05,750
-♪ And I'm singing this song
to you ♪
-(chattering, laughing)
846
00:56:08,083 --> 00:56:14,208
♪ I know your image of me
is what I hope to be ♪
847
00:56:17,541 --> 00:56:21,750
-(indistinct chattering)
-♪ I treated you unkindly ♪
848
00:56:21,833 --> 00:56:24,833
♪ But darling, can't you see ♪
849
00:56:26,083 --> 00:56:29,458
♪ There's no one
more important to me ♪
850
00:56:30,750 --> 00:56:35,750
♪ Baby, can't you see
through me ♪
851
00:56:36,875 --> 00:56:39,958
♪ 'Cause we're alone now ♪
852
00:56:40,041 --> 00:56:44,750
♪ And I'm singing
this song to you ♪
853
00:56:44,833 --> 00:56:48,833
♪ You taught me
precious secrets ♪
854
00:56:48,917 --> 00:56:51,541
♪ Of a true love ♪
855
00:56:51,625 --> 00:56:54,500
♪ Of holding nothing ♪
856
00:56:55,792 --> 00:56:58,041
♪ You came out in front ♪
857
00:56:58,124 --> 00:57:02,333
♪ When I was hiding ♪
858
00:57:04,875 --> 00:57:07,958
♪ But now I'm so much better ♪
859
00:57:09,333 --> 00:57:13,667
♪ And if my words don't
come together ♪
860
00:57:14,917 --> 00:57:17,416
♪ Listen to the melody ♪
861
00:57:17,500 --> 00:57:20,583
♪ 'Cause my love is in there ♪
862
00:57:20,667 --> 00:57:24,083
-♪ Hiding ♪
-Did you take my money
out of the wallet?
863
00:57:24,166 --> 00:57:25,667
No, ma'am.
864
00:57:26,541 --> 00:57:28,083
-Leslie: Rue?
-Yeah?
865
00:57:28,166 --> 00:57:30,041
Leslie:
I asked you a simple question.
866
00:57:30,124 --> 00:57:32,083
-You make everything
fucking worse.
-Back up.
867
00:57:32,166 --> 00:57:33,625
-It's fucking forty dollars.
-I don't care.
868
00:57:33,708 --> 00:57:35,625
-It's forty fucking dollars!
-I don't care--
869
00:57:35,708 --> 00:57:37,208
-It's fucking forty dollars.
-I don't care.
870
00:57:37,291 --> 00:57:38,708
-What do you want?
-What do you mean,
what do I want?
871
00:57:38,792 --> 00:57:40,667
-What the fuck do you want?
-Get out of my face.
872
00:57:51,999 --> 00:57:55,541
♪ I love you in a place ♪
873
00:57:55,625 --> 00:58:00,375
♪ Where there's
no special time ♪
874
00:58:02,541 --> 00:58:06,458
♪ I love you for my life ♪
875
00:58:06,541 --> 00:58:10,375
♪ You're a friend of mine ♪
876
00:58:11,375 --> 00:58:15,208
♪ And when my life is over ♪
877
00:58:16,333 --> 00:58:21,166
♪ Remember when
we were together ♪
878
00:58:22,875 --> 00:58:25,249
♪ We were alone ♪
879
00:58:25,333 --> 00:58:29,958
♪ And I was singing
this song to you ♪
880
00:58:35,625 --> 00:58:38,166
You can't be any more
of a bitch. You're such
a fucking bitch.
881
00:58:38,249 --> 00:58:41,999
-Oh, I'm a bitch?
-Yeah, you're a fucking bitch,
because you just fucking s--
882
00:58:42,083 --> 00:58:43,667
Gia:
No! Stop! Stop!
883
00:58:43,750 --> 00:58:45,833
Obviously there's
something wrong with her,
884
00:58:45,917 --> 00:58:48,249
and she's trying to get better.
885
00:58:48,333 --> 00:58:50,208
Leslie:
She's fucking mental,
886
00:58:50,291 --> 00:58:53,208
-and I'm tired of you
using that excuse.
-Gia: And you think this helps?
887
00:58:53,291 --> 00:58:55,625
Leslie:
It doesn't matter.
I'm done.
888
00:58:56,249 --> 00:58:58,541
(sniffling)
889
00:58:58,625 --> 00:59:04,416
♪ I love you ♪
890
00:59:04,500 --> 00:59:06,792
♪ In a place ♪
891
00:59:07,875 --> 00:59:12,500
♪ Where there's no space
or time ♪
892
00:59:14,208 --> 00:59:17,625
♪ I love you for my life ♪
893
00:59:18,792 --> 00:59:23,124
♪ You're a friend of mine ♪
894
00:59:25,458 --> 00:59:26,875
-Leave.
-Mom!
895
00:59:26,958 --> 00:59:29,958
Leave. I don't care.
Fucking leave!
896
00:59:30,041 --> 00:59:31,792
Leave. Yeah, leave.
897
00:59:31,875 --> 00:59:33,917
-Go.
-Rue: You're fucking crazy.
898
00:59:33,999 --> 00:59:36,875
Rue:
Fucking psychotic bitch.
You fucking make me wanna--
899
00:59:36,958 --> 00:59:39,958
Fuck this shit, man.
You're fuckin' crazy.
900
00:59:42,708 --> 00:59:44,917
-Leslie: What?
-You proud?
901
00:59:44,999 --> 00:59:48,333
-You proud?
-Go after your sister.
902
00:59:48,625 --> 00:59:50,833
You wanna be like her.
903
00:59:51,083 --> 00:59:53,667
I don't want to be like you.
904
00:59:55,124 --> 01:00:01,333
♪ We were alone
and I was singing this song ♪
905
01:00:02,541 --> 01:00:04,708
♪ Mm-mm-mm ♪
906
01:00:07,708 --> 01:00:13,249
♪ Singing this song to you ♪
907
01:00:13,333 --> 01:00:15,541
(sobbing, sniffling)
908
01:00:24,333 --> 01:00:26,500
(sobbing)
909
01:00:29,208 --> 01:00:31,249
(sobbing continuing)
910
01:00:41,375 --> 01:00:43,875
("All for Us" by
Labrinth playing)
911
01:00:43,958 --> 01:00:46,958
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
912
01:00:47,041 --> 01:00:50,416
♪ Taking it all ♪
913
01:00:50,500 --> 01:00:54,375
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
914
01:01:06,625 --> 01:01:08,166
(snorts)
915
01:01:14,416 --> 01:01:16,541
(moans)
916
01:01:18,583 --> 01:01:21,416
♪ Oh ♪
917
01:01:21,500 --> 01:01:24,249
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
918
01:01:24,333 --> 01:01:27,667
♪ Taking it all ♪
919
01:01:27,750 --> 01:01:31,583
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
920
01:01:32,208 --> 01:01:34,625
♪ Oh ♪
921
01:01:34,708 --> 01:01:37,792
♪ Doing it all for love ♪
922
01:01:37,875 --> 01:01:41,166
♪ Doing it all ♪
923
01:01:41,249 --> 01:01:45,416
♪ Doing it all for love ♪
924
01:01:48,249 --> 01:01:51,667
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
925
01:01:51,750 --> 01:01:54,792
♪ Taking it all ♪
926
01:01:54,875 --> 01:01:57,291
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
927
01:01:57,375 --> 01:02:01,500
♪ Taking it all
for us, all ♪
928
01:02:01,583 --> 01:02:04,416
♪ Doing it all for love ♪
929
01:02:04,875 --> 01:02:06,875
(crashing)
930
01:02:06,958 --> 01:02:09,625
♪ Yeah-aye, yeah-aye ♪
931
01:02:12,333 --> 01:02:15,708
-♪ Too much in my system ♪
-♪ Famine, famine ♪
932
01:02:15,792 --> 01:02:18,875
-♪ Money MIA ♪
-♪ Pockets hella empty ♪
933
01:02:18,958 --> 01:02:22,375
-♪ Mama making ends meet ♪
-♪ Making ends meet ♪
934
01:02:22,458 --> 01:02:25,875
-♪ Working like a slave ♪
-♪ Mississippi, aye-aye ♪
935
01:02:25,958 --> 01:02:29,249
-♪ Daddy ain't at home, no ♪
-♪ Father, father ♪
936
01:02:29,333 --> 01:02:32,416
-♪ Gotta be a man ♪
-♪ Michael Corleone ♪
937
01:02:32,500 --> 01:02:35,750
-♪ Do it for my homegrowns ♪
-♪ Sisters, brothers ♪
938
01:02:35,833 --> 01:02:38,583
-♪ Do it for the fam ♪
-♪ Yeah ♪
939
01:02:38,667 --> 01:02:40,249
-♪ So tell 'em, Labby ♪
-♪ Hey ♪
940
01:02:40,333 --> 01:02:41,833
♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
941
01:02:41,917 --> 01:02:45,333
-♪ Just for your love, yeah ♪
-♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
942
01:02:45,416 --> 01:02:49,083
-♪ Give you the world ♪
-♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
943
01:02:49,166 --> 01:02:52,917
-♪ Mona Lisa's smile ♪
-♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
944
01:02:52,999 --> 01:02:55,500
-♪ Hey ♪
-♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
945
01:02:55,583 --> 01:02:58,416
-♪ Hell, I'll do 25 to life ♪
-♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
946
01:02:58,500 --> 01:03:02,541
-♪ If it makes me a king ♪
-♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
947
01:03:02,625 --> 01:03:06,375
-♪ A star in your eyes ♪
-♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
948
01:03:06,458 --> 01:03:09,917
♪ Guilty or innocent,
my love is infinite,
I'm giving it ♪
949
01:03:09,999 --> 01:03:11,291
♪ No need for prisoners ♪
950
01:03:11,375 --> 01:03:12,917
♪ Bitch please, hands up
This is a stick up ♪
951
01:03:12,999 --> 01:03:15,625
♪ Hey, yeah ♪
952
01:03:21,166 --> 01:03:22,999
♪ Yeah-aye ♪
953
01:03:25,333 --> 01:03:29,416
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
954
01:03:29,500 --> 01:03:32,667
♪ Doing it all for love ♪
955
01:03:34,958 --> 01:03:37,541
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
956
01:03:40,667 --> 01:03:43,333
♪ Guess you figured
my two times two ♪
957
01:03:43,416 --> 01:03:45,875
♪ Always equates to one ♪
958
01:03:45,958 --> 01:03:48,708
♪ Dreamers are selfish ♪
959
01:03:49,875 --> 01:03:53,500
♪ When it all
comes down to it ♪
960
01:03:53,583 --> 01:03:59,750
♪ I hope one of you come back
to remind me of who I was ♪
961
01:03:59,833 --> 01:04:03,208
♪ When I go disappear ♪
962
01:04:03,291 --> 01:04:07,875
♪ Into that good night ♪
963
01:04:07,958 --> 01:04:11,750
(choir crescendos)
964
01:04:12,667 --> 01:04:14,124
Man:
Until then...
965
01:04:16,750 --> 01:04:20,166
♪ Taking it all ♪
966
01:04:20,249 --> 01:04:23,124
♪ Taking it all ♪
967
01:04:23,208 --> 01:04:26,667
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
968
01:04:26,750 --> 01:04:28,917
(crickets chirring)
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