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- Oh yes it's gonna
be another beautiful day.
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Fortunately it looks
like we've gotten
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through that
tremendous heat wave
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with cooler temps expected this
afternoon into the evening.
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And overnights are
gonna be downright cold
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with highs expected in the
upper 60s until morning.
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Right now traffic is
moving along fairly well
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although if you're headed
south to Manhattan Beach
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and beyond, you'll
wanna give yourself
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plenty of additional
time due to an overturned
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tractor trailer at the
number three and four lanes
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at the 405 at El Segundo.
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Cool, right, let's get back to
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- To the rock
and roll retrospective
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at Chanley Center where 10
of your favorite bands...
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- Hey, learn to drive, asshole!
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- Dr. Crawford,
please call reception.
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Dr. Crawford, call
reception please.
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- Thomas, go long.
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Nice catch, going all state!
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- Ah, jeez.
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- Clinic Services,
St. Mary's Hospital.
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- Dr. Chin, Dr. Chin
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to the fourth floor
pediatric unit.
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Dr. Chin, you're wanted on the
fourth floor pediatric unit.
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- Good morning everyone.
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First we have two new supportive
carefellows joining us.
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Dr. Josh Little, a
pediatrician from UCLA.
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And Dr. Adam Styfan, an
oncologist from Nebraska.
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Let's start with introductions.
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I am Dr. David Olson, the chair
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of the Supportive
Care Department.
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- Good morning, I'm Alex,
the Pharmacist for this unit.
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- And I'm Anna, I'm
the neurologist.
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- I'm Michael.
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And it is definitely
not a good morning.
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But I'm still a Nurse
Practitioner of the group.
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I was up late.
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- So my name's Valerie
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and I'm the social
worker for the team.
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And also the babysitter
for this guy.
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- And for that we are
eternally grateful.
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- Hi, I'm Nicole.
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I'm the Chaplain for the group
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and welcome to both of you.
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- Good morning, I'm Astrid,
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I'm the Psychiatrist
for our team.
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- Wait a minute.
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Did you say Little and Styfan?
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How cool is that?
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You should be urologists.
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Get it?
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Right, okay.
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- On that note, good morning.
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It's time to get started.
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The meeting today will be
run by Dr. Astrid Adams.
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- Thank you.
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Welcome everyone to a new day.
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I'd like to begin with
a little meditation,
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taking a moment to clear
our heads and recharge.
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I'd like to invite you
to close your eyes.
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Don't talk.
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And just let go of work
for the next three minutes.
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Okay.
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- Mhmm.
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- All right, we will get started
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with some general announcements.
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We still need volunteers
to help with the survivor
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celebration that's coming up.
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And sadly, last night we lost
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dear Mrs. Debra Urland.
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Next on the list is
Danny Sorensen, age five.
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- Danny's cancer is
rapidly progressing.
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And he is experiencing
difficulty
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breathing, severe headaches.
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I'm worried about a seizure
or sudden head bleed
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that can't be stopped.
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Sadly I think we only
have hours to days left.
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- Danny came to us originally to
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be part of a phase
one clinical trial.
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And he wasn't eligible.
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So it was decided that he
would go home in hospice.
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But his condition, it started
to deteriorate pretty quickly.
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It wasn't safe to
transport him home
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so we've decided to do
hospice here at the hospital
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and let him spend the
remainder of his time
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here under our care
with his mother.
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- April has requested
that we make Danny's time
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as special as possible.
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So we've decided to
throw him a pajama party.
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- All right.
- Nice.
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- Yeah.
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- Understandably, April
is grieving right now.
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The best thing that we
can do for her as a team
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is to be there with our
presence and our compassion.
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- And please, always remember.
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- The door is always open.
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- Thank you very much.
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Michael.
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- Yeah?
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- Would you take the
responsibility of introducing
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our urol, excuse me,
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Josh and Adam to meet Danny.
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- Yes sir.
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- Thank you, Michael.
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- Hey, you let me know if
you need any help, okay?
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- Okay.
- All right.
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I gotta run.
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I have a new consult
in the clinic.
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- Let's meet up.
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- I'd like to go up
to the third floor.
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There's two patients up
there that I wanna see.
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- Gentlemen.
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- Alex, maybe you can go over
the comfort care medication.
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- Sure, I can do that.
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I'm just sorry I'm
not important enough
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for everybody to stay.
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- Aw, poor Alex.
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Buddy, you know I love you.
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But listen, I'm late for clinic.
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Tell you what, I'll bring
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makeup marshmallow
treats tomorrow
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just to prove it to you.
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- You better use
real marshmallows.
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- No, use the whip.
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Use the cream, use the
cream, use the cream.
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- Dr. David
Olson, Dr. David Olson,
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you're needed in clinic 7B.
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Dr. David Olson to clinic 7B.
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- Hi.
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I'm Michael, the
Nurse Practitioner
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with the Supportive Care Team.
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- Hi, I'm Kelly Davis.
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This is my father-in-law Oscar.
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- Oscar.
- Pleased to meet you.
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- What the hell are you doing?
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- He's alive!
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I'm sorry that you're in pain.
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And you have every
right to be angry.
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- What would you know about it?
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- You're right.
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I could never
really know what you
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and your family
are going through.
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But I know that everything
in your life has changed.
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And you're in pain.
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I wanna help get your
pain under control.
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The problem is, pain
can be pretty complex.
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Controlling pain, it's more
than just about giving drugs.
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It's about me
getting to know you
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and learning what's
important to you,
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what your goals are.
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And if you can beat me
in a wheelchair race.
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How about we start over.
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Hi, I'm Michael.
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Are you gonna shake my hand
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or should I just wave?
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- I'm Cooper.
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And I can already tell
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you're gonna be
a pain in my ass.
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- Don't worry, I
can fix that too.
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- I'm so sorry this is
happening to you and Danny.
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But you know what?
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You're showing an amazing
amount of courage.
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- He's being so brave.
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I just don't want
him to see me upset.
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I'm just not ready to lose him.
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I don't know what else to do.
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- You're doing everything
you're supposed
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to be doing as a mother.
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And now, we're gonna focus
on celebrating his life.
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Let me get things ready
for the pajama party.
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- Cooper's pain is
in his lower back
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and it's pretty severe.
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He can barely walk
and he can't sleep.
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We are really
hoping you can help.
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- Listen, I wish
that I could just
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make this nightmare go
away for all of you.
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Here's the plan.
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I get you out of
pain, and we race.
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Deal?
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- You got a deal.
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- All
those participating
in the pajama party
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for young Danny Sorensen,
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the party starts as 11 a.m.
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- I love these pajamas.
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Monkey ones, huh?
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My girls would love these.
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You look so alert today.
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Does he know what
we're planning?
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- Yeah, he knows.
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I had to tell him earlier.
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He was in so much pain.
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I felt he needed a distraction.
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- Okay.
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- Let's show Valerie
your new look, okay?
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- Oh my god, let me see you.
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Look at you, you
cool little dude,
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give me a high five!
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Yay!
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Let me go change, all right?
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I'll be right back.
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I've gotta go find
Michael too, okay?
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- Okay.
- Okay.
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- Dr. Frederick
Martin, Dr. Frederick Martin,
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you have a visitor at reception.
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- You guys look so awesome.
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Thank you so much
for doing this.
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Let me go get changed.
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Okay, I've got the
whole floor in pajamas.
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Everyone should be
here in just a sec.
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- Huh, see?
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This is what our
job is all about.
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- Danny, Danny, what's wrong?
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Oh no, someone please!
- What's wrong, April?
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Come over here.
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Let's let the doctor check him.
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It's all right.
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Come on, take a seat.
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- And he was
doing so well today.
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- It's okay, we've been here.
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- Should I
order a Dilaudid IV push?
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- No, hold off on that.
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- Take a breath.
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I know he was doing
well, but remember,
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- He's declining very fast.
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He doesn't have much left.
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- I'm holding
on, I'm right here.
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Right here is comfortable.
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Right here.
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- April.
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Would you like to hold
Danny one more time?
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- You said you wanted to.
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It's time.
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Now it's up to you, okay?
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Take a breath.
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April.
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Your sweet little
Danny has died.
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I'm so sorry.
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- I can't stand
the thought of him
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being carried out on a gurney.
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Can I please just
carry him myself?
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- Absolutely.
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I will arrange that.
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- I know this is tough, guys.
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Everyone did the
best they could.
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Danny's cancer was
just too aggressive.
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We need to focus on
the difference you made
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for Danny and his mom
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during his last few days.
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- Michael, you'd be a
little more convincing
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if you weren't
wearing that sleeper.
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- Ooh.
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- Don't be ridiculous.
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I do have clothes
on underneath this.
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- I just didn't say how much.
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- Thank you.
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- Thanks Michael, we
needed that.
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- Hey girls, do your homework
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and listen to your Dad, please.
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I've gotta go back
to the hospital.
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Shit.
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- Honey, honey.
263
00:24:41,522 --> 00:24:42,522
What's wrong?
264
00:24:47,069 --> 00:24:48,713
Oh.
265
00:24:48,737 --> 00:24:50,280
Honey, he's not worth it.
266
00:25:07,631 --> 00:25:08,858
- Would Gloria Desouza
267
00:25:08,882 --> 00:25:10,276
please pick up the
courtesy phone.
268
00:25:10,300 --> 00:25:13,113
Gloria Desouza please pick
up the courtesy phone.
269
00:25:13,137 --> 00:25:14,364
- Well hello, Michael.
270
00:25:14,388 --> 00:25:16,116
- Hello, Anna, I'm
so glad you're here.
271
00:25:16,140 --> 00:25:19,119
Listen, I have Cooper
Davis on his way in
272
00:25:19,143 --> 00:25:20,704
with pain out of control and
273
00:25:20,728 --> 00:25:22,247
I was wondering if
you could see him
274
00:25:22,271 --> 00:25:25,125
on counsel for me please?
275
00:25:25,149 --> 00:25:26,876
- You sound really desperate.
276
00:25:26,900 --> 00:25:28,628
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
277
00:25:28,652 --> 00:25:30,714
Sure, I'll take a look at him.
278
00:25:30,738 --> 00:25:31,756
- Thank you.
279
00:25:31,780 --> 00:25:32,780
- You're welcome.
280
00:25:33,574 --> 00:25:35,969
But it's gonna cost you.
281
00:25:37,828 --> 00:25:38,828
- Okay.
282
00:25:39,663 --> 00:25:40,890
- Mhmm.
- All right.
283
00:25:40,914 --> 00:25:44,144
There will be a
steak dinner in it
284
00:25:44,168 --> 00:25:45,169
and a show.
285
00:25:46,420 --> 00:25:47,731
Your choice.
286
00:25:47,755 --> 00:25:49,774
Oh and some cold beer.
287
00:25:49,798 --> 00:25:50,984
- Ooh, yes.
288
00:25:51,008 --> 00:25:52,760
- And me, I'll be there.
289
00:25:53,802 --> 00:25:54,988
What do you say?
290
00:25:55,012 --> 00:25:57,347
- So are the red footie
sleepers optional?
291
00:25:59,933 --> 00:26:01,494
- Okay, thank you.
292
00:26:01,518 --> 00:26:03,997
Obviously she heard
about the pajama party.
293
00:26:04,021 --> 00:26:06,416
- Obviously, and I
think it's really sweet.
294
00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:08,168
It's all these nurses
can talk about.
295
00:26:08,192 --> 00:26:12,130
- Yeah well, I mean enough
about my jammy prowess.
296
00:26:12,154 --> 00:26:14,299
- I'm on call, so I
can take a look at him
297
00:26:14,323 --> 00:26:16,009
and I'll update you
tomorrow morning.
298
00:26:16,033 --> 00:26:17,033
- Perfect.
299
00:26:18,952 --> 00:26:19,952
One more thing.
300
00:26:21,872 --> 00:26:23,600
You better be careful.
301
00:26:23,624 --> 00:26:24,833
This could get serious.
302
00:26:31,048 --> 00:26:34,176
- Do you want me to call HR?
303
00:26:55,823 --> 00:26:57,491
- Marshmallow treats for all.
304
00:26:58,367 --> 00:26:59,367
Help yourselves.
305
00:27:01,078 --> 00:27:02,014
- What?
306
00:27:02,038 --> 00:27:03,181
- Oh my god.
307
00:27:03,205 --> 00:27:04,307
- What's this mess?
308
00:27:04,331 --> 00:27:06,226
I thought it was
supposed to be homemade.
309
00:27:06,250 --> 00:27:07,251
- Okay everyone.
310
00:27:08,836 --> 00:27:11,064
It's time to start our
pre-meeting meditation.
311
00:27:11,088 --> 00:27:13,423
If everyone could sit
down and settle in.
312
00:27:14,758 --> 00:27:16,736
Research shows
that three minutes
313
00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:18,696
is the minimum amount
of time it takes
314
00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:21,682
to reset your minds
315
00:27:23,767 --> 00:27:27,497
which allows us to be
holistically present
316
00:27:27,521 --> 00:27:30,500
for our patients
and their families
317
00:27:30,524 --> 00:27:31,525
and one another.
318
00:27:33,944 --> 00:27:38,949
So, with that,
welcome to a new day.
319
00:27:40,033 --> 00:27:41,743
I invite you to close your eyes.
320
00:27:43,203 --> 00:27:44,204
No talking.
321
00:27:45,539 --> 00:27:47,433
Let yourself be free from work
322
00:27:47,457 --> 00:27:49,269
and any other stresses.
323
00:28:46,934 --> 00:28:48,328
Thank you.
324
00:28:48,352 --> 00:28:49,770
- Thank you, Astrid.
325
00:28:51,605 --> 00:28:52,749
- Okay.
326
00:28:52,773 --> 00:28:54,125
So the next case
327
00:28:54,149 --> 00:28:56,002
on our agenda here
328
00:28:56,026 --> 00:28:57,110
is... - It's Cooper.
329
00:29:00,113 --> 00:29:03,033
Oh, darn, I have to go.
330
00:29:04,201 --> 00:29:05,678
Hey, I did not plan this.
331
00:29:05,702 --> 00:29:06,804
- Okay, that's fine, great.
332
00:29:06,828 --> 00:29:08,014
- If anyone is wounded,
333
00:29:08,038 --> 00:29:09,349
Alex. - No Micheal, that's fine.
334
00:29:09,373 --> 00:29:10,433
- I have more marshmallow
treats in my car
335
00:29:10,457 --> 00:29:11,851
and I'm not afraid to use them.
336
00:29:11,875 --> 00:29:13,102
- Don't worry about us, Michael.
337
00:29:13,126 --> 00:29:14,836
We'll take care of
things here as always.
338
00:29:16,171 --> 00:29:17,297
- Hey, Adam.
339
00:29:18,215 --> 00:29:19,883
You wanna go with me?
340
00:29:21,718 --> 00:29:23,845
- Excuse me, guys.
341
00:29:29,309 --> 00:29:30,811
- This way, hotshot.
342
00:29:36,149 --> 00:29:37,377
Look, I know this
program can be rough
343
00:29:37,401 --> 00:29:38,461
but I wanna show you
how we can really
344
00:29:38,485 --> 00:29:39,712
compliment each other.
345
00:29:39,736 --> 00:29:40,736
Oh, hey.
346
00:29:42,739 --> 00:29:44,342
Psst, Thomas!
347
00:29:44,366 --> 00:29:45,969
- Oh, son of a!
348
00:29:45,993 --> 00:29:48,221
Jeez, dammit, sorry Michael.
349
00:29:48,245 --> 00:29:50,247
This damn thing
just won't stay put.
350
00:29:51,748 --> 00:29:53,788
- I don't think you should
swear while holding Mary.
351
00:29:54,584 --> 00:29:55,812
Let's go.
352
00:29:55,836 --> 00:29:58,046
We're still broom
buddies, for now.
353
00:30:05,012 --> 00:30:08,741
This is Dr. Styfan,
a urol, oncologist
354
00:30:08,765 --> 00:30:09,993
working with me today.
355
00:30:10,017 --> 00:30:12,912
- Does that mean I'm so
bad I need two of you?
356
00:30:12,936 --> 00:30:15,105
- No, actually we're
combining forces.
357
00:30:17,274 --> 00:30:19,401
- Hey, what's going on?
358
00:30:21,528 --> 00:30:23,756
- The pain in my right
groin is horrible.
359
00:30:23,780 --> 00:30:28,452
I can't stand it!
360
00:30:34,709 --> 00:30:35,935
- Hi, this is Michael.
361
00:30:35,959 --> 00:30:38,104
I just entered a now
order for Dilaudid IV
362
00:30:38,128 --> 00:30:40,398
to be given to Cooper
Davis in room six.
363
00:30:40,422 --> 00:30:41,923
Will you please meet me in here?
364
00:30:43,425 --> 00:30:46,195
Would you call Dr. Dracos
and fill him in on Cooper?
365
00:30:46,219 --> 00:30:47,219
Thanks.
366
00:30:49,056 --> 00:30:51,808
We're gonna move
over to the bed.
367
00:30:57,731 --> 00:30:59,959
Could you hold that. - My god.
368
00:30:59,983 --> 00:31:01,127
- There we go.
369
00:31:01,151 --> 00:31:02,151
Big hug.
370
00:31:06,406 --> 00:31:08,325
There we go, I got you.
371
00:31:44,319 --> 00:31:45,695
- That should do.
372
00:32:01,545 --> 00:32:03,880
- I just love the effect
I have on my patients.
373
00:32:05,632 --> 00:32:07,610
- It just breaks
my heart to see him
374
00:32:07,634 --> 00:32:09,469
go through so much pain.
375
00:32:12,347 --> 00:32:13,557
I hate this.
376
00:32:15,725 --> 00:32:17,161
- I know.
377
00:32:17,185 --> 00:32:20,289
Well listen, Cooper, he's
comfortable now, okay?
378
00:32:20,313 --> 00:32:22,125
I'm gonna ask the nurse
to keep an eye on you two
379
00:32:22,149 --> 00:32:23,459
while I go speak with Anna.
380
00:32:23,483 --> 00:32:24,484
- Thank you.
381
00:32:27,821 --> 00:32:29,072
- Sweet dreams.
382
00:32:53,263 --> 00:32:54,740
This is Michael.
383
00:32:54,764 --> 00:32:56,492
- Hey Michael, I have
the MRI results for Cooper
384
00:32:56,516 --> 00:32:58,518
and they are not good.
385
00:32:59,895 --> 00:33:01,831
He has multiple compression
fractures of his spine
386
00:33:01,855 --> 00:33:03,499
and a mass that looks
like it has gotten
387
00:33:03,523 --> 00:33:05,751
into his spinal cord fluid.
388
00:33:05,775 --> 00:33:07,736
Cooper needs surgery right away.
389
00:33:09,946 --> 00:33:11,424
We confirm this in surgery,
390
00:33:11,448 --> 00:33:14,784
his life expectancy is going
to be about three months.
391
00:33:15,952 --> 00:33:17,430
In the meantime he
could have a stroke,
392
00:33:17,454 --> 00:33:19,873
develop seizures and have
even more excruciating pain.
393
00:33:24,961 --> 00:33:26,630
- Okay, Dr. Dracos
needs to know.
394
00:33:29,132 --> 00:33:31,903
Could you call him and then
meet me in Cooper's room?
395
00:33:31,927 --> 00:33:33,362
- I've already
got a page in for him
396
00:33:33,386 --> 00:33:35,239
and for the
neurosurgeon on call.
397
00:33:35,263 --> 00:33:36,890
See you in a few minutes.
398
00:33:40,894 --> 00:33:41,978
- Change of plans.
399
00:34:23,436 --> 00:34:24,437
Hi, Kelly.
400
00:34:26,106 --> 00:34:28,584
I'm here with the
neurologist, Dr. Crawford
401
00:34:28,608 --> 00:34:30,527
and Dr. Styfan who
you've already met.
402
00:34:31,820 --> 00:34:34,114
We wanted to talk with
you about Cooper's MRI.
403
00:34:36,783 --> 00:34:39,286
Cooper needs surgery as
soon as we can arrange it.
404
00:34:40,704 --> 00:34:43,766
His cancer has caused some
bones in his spine to break
405
00:34:43,790 --> 00:34:46,018
and push down on
his spinal cord.
406
00:34:46,042 --> 00:34:47,436
And we also think
that there's a tumor
407
00:34:47,460 --> 00:34:49,355
growing in his spine
that needs to be removed.
408
00:34:49,379 --> 00:34:52,173
Now these two problems are
what's causing Cooper's pain.
409
00:34:53,550 --> 00:34:55,444
So Dr. Sun, the neurosurgeon
wants to operate
410
00:34:55,468 --> 00:34:58,864
as soon as possible to
prevent any permanent damage.
411
00:34:58,888 --> 00:34:59,888
Okay?
412
00:35:02,183 --> 00:35:05,145
- I'm so sorry this has to
happen so quickly, Kelly.
413
00:35:06,646 --> 00:35:11,401
Here I have, it's just
a surgical release
and consent form
414
00:35:12,152 --> 00:35:13,796
for you so you can sign.
415
00:35:13,820 --> 00:35:15,506
Dr. Sun will be
doing the surgery.
416
00:35:15,530 --> 00:35:17,049
- Cooper, I know
you're listening
417
00:35:17,073 --> 00:35:19,218
because you stopped snoring.
418
00:35:19,242 --> 00:35:21,345
- And she will place
and implant a pain pump
419
00:35:21,369 --> 00:35:23,806
if necessary or possible, so,
420
00:35:23,830 --> 00:35:25,373
- Do you wanna talk about this?
421
00:35:29,753 --> 00:35:33,649
- I will do anything to stop
the pain from coming back.
422
00:35:33,673 --> 00:35:34,734
- That's it.
423
00:35:34,758 --> 00:35:36,402
Where do I sign?
424
00:35:36,426 --> 00:35:37,862
- Okay.
425
00:35:37,886 --> 00:35:40,406
So generally the logistics
is just talking about
426
00:35:40,430 --> 00:35:42,408
before and how properly it
should be taken care of,
427
00:35:42,432 --> 00:35:44,160
constantly we need
to be monitoring.
428
00:35:44,184 --> 00:35:46,019
- I just realized something.
429
00:35:48,897 --> 00:35:51,024
I was just thinking
430
00:35:52,901 --> 00:35:56,529
how much you remind me
of my father right now.
431
00:35:58,948 --> 00:36:00,593
- What the hell?
432
00:36:00,617 --> 00:36:02,202
- Now hear me out.
433
00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:08,291
With a bald head and
the blotchy skin.
434
00:36:09,793 --> 00:36:10,793
Yeah.
435
00:36:11,461 --> 00:36:12,962
You look just like my old man.
436
00:36:14,297 --> 00:36:17,926
I mean I know you're
not old enough yet.
437
00:36:18,802 --> 00:36:22,222
But wow, you could be twins.
438
00:36:25,058 --> 00:36:26,059
- Are you for real?
439
00:36:29,229 --> 00:36:30,271
- Could you just say,
440
00:36:31,773 --> 00:36:34,776
"shut the hell up, you
dumb shit!" for me?
441
00:36:38,238 --> 00:36:39,238
Come on, say it.
442
00:36:39,989 --> 00:36:41,324
Come on, come on.
443
00:36:42,575 --> 00:36:43,575
Say it.
444
00:36:47,247 --> 00:36:49,124
- Shut the hell
up, you dumb shit!
445
00:36:51,292 --> 00:36:52,292
Oh god, oh!
446
00:36:54,421 --> 00:36:56,399
- Brings back so many memories.
447
00:36:56,423 --> 00:36:57,441
- Great.
448
00:36:57,465 --> 00:36:58,943
- Why are you being so rude?
449
00:36:58,967 --> 00:37:02,405
- Oh he told me so.
450
00:37:02,429 --> 00:37:03,906
- He's out on an IV.
451
00:37:03,930 --> 00:37:05,658
All right, room 220, got it.
452
00:37:05,682 --> 00:37:07,118
I'll go take a look at him.
453
00:37:07,142 --> 00:37:08,435
Thanks, Doctor.
454
00:37:29,956 --> 00:37:31,600
- My cardiologist told me
455
00:37:31,624 --> 00:37:33,460
I just had another heart attack.
456
00:37:34,669 --> 00:37:36,522
He doesn't wanna do
any more procedures
457
00:37:36,546 --> 00:37:38,357
because my heart is too weak
458
00:37:38,381 --> 00:37:40,717
so I guess this is it.
459
00:37:43,178 --> 00:37:44,114
- I'm so sorry that you're going
460
00:37:44,138 --> 00:37:45,448
through this, Mr. Brownrigg.
461
00:37:45,472 --> 00:37:47,032
- Thank you.
462
00:37:47,056 --> 00:37:49,118
You guys can call me Thomas.
463
00:37:49,142 --> 00:37:50,536
We bonded.
464
00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:53,122
The three of us, we
survived the near disaster
465
00:37:53,146 --> 00:37:55,166
with my Mary statue.
466
00:37:55,190 --> 00:37:56,500
- How long have you
been working here
467
00:37:56,524 --> 00:37:58,002
at St. Mary's?
468
00:37:58,026 --> 00:38:00,629
- Oh I've been in housekeeping
469
00:38:00,653 --> 00:38:02,882
doing floorwork for
about two years.
470
00:38:02,906 --> 00:38:05,700
I do it just to feel useful.
471
00:38:06,534 --> 00:38:09,746
See, after my wife died,
472
00:38:10,914 --> 00:38:13,500
I didn't want to just
wait around for my turn.
473
00:38:15,668 --> 00:38:17,712
We were married for 35 years.
474
00:38:20,089 --> 00:38:22,568
- So do you have
a designated will,
475
00:38:22,592 --> 00:38:25,321
do you got someone to take
care of you if you can't?
476
00:38:25,345 --> 00:38:27,698
I'm sorry, Thomas.
477
00:38:27,722 --> 00:38:30,659
What Dr. Styfan means is
do you have any family
478
00:38:30,683 --> 00:38:31,994
in the area that
can be here for you?
479
00:38:32,018 --> 00:38:35,748
- Oh, I have a good friend.
480
00:38:35,772 --> 00:38:37,065
His name is Louis.
481
00:38:38,358 --> 00:38:40,211
He lives in town here.
482
00:38:40,235 --> 00:38:42,588
I don't really have
anyone I'm close to
483
00:38:42,612 --> 00:38:46,509
except for that Mary statue.
484
00:38:46,533 --> 00:38:49,595
I guess I didn't let anyone
get too close, you know?
485
00:38:49,619 --> 00:38:51,847
I mean my work filled the gaps.
486
00:38:51,871 --> 00:38:55,100
Coworkers, the
wonderful staff here.
487
00:38:55,124 --> 00:38:56,101
And the recent...
488
00:38:56,125 --> 00:38:57,436
- Thomas, I'm sorry.
489
00:38:57,460 --> 00:38:59,939
I need to go check on something.
490
00:38:59,963 --> 00:39:02,399
Dr. Styfan will continue
with a few more questions
491
00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:03,424
if you're up for it.
492
00:39:11,432 --> 00:39:14,453
- Thomas, I wanna make
sure that you understand
493
00:39:14,477 --> 00:39:16,062
what is happening to your heart.
494
00:39:25,072 --> 00:39:26,447
- I'm dying.
495
00:39:29,993 --> 00:39:31,661
My heart has had enough.
496
00:39:34,831 --> 00:39:36,809
- Unfortunately you are right.
497
00:39:36,833 --> 00:39:40,312
Thomas, your heart
is very tired.
498
00:39:40,336 --> 00:39:44,066
And this latest attack
has got your heart
499
00:39:44,090 --> 00:39:45,609
working even harder.
500
00:39:45,633 --> 00:39:47,969
And we don't know how long
it will continue beating.
501
00:39:50,346 --> 00:39:53,450
Now if it stops, we can
get it started again.
502
00:39:53,474 --> 00:39:55,661
You know, with electrical
shocks, pushing on your chest,
503
00:39:55,685 --> 00:39:57,162
and or medicine.
504
00:39:57,186 --> 00:40:00,148
But it won't change the
fact how sick your heart is.
505
00:40:02,609 --> 00:40:03,752
- Well if it's so sick,
506
00:40:03,776 --> 00:40:05,921
why would you even bother?
507
00:40:05,945 --> 00:40:07,864
- Well some people
just need more time.
508
00:40:09,032 --> 00:40:12,428
But ultimately,
you need to tell us
509
00:40:12,452 --> 00:40:14,037
what is important to you.
510
00:40:51,699 --> 00:40:53,218
- Please call reception.
511
00:40:53,242 --> 00:40:56,204
Dr. Crawford, call
reception please.
512
00:41:00,333 --> 00:41:01,894
- Well being kept
alive on machines
513
00:41:01,918 --> 00:41:04,355
is not my idea of living.
514
00:41:04,379 --> 00:41:07,524
- Honestly, I would
like to see you take
515
00:41:07,548 --> 00:41:09,175
what energy you have left
516
00:41:10,551 --> 00:41:12,261
and spend it enjoying your life.
517
00:41:19,102 --> 00:41:21,270
- Coming through,
watch out, heads up.
518
00:41:23,231 --> 00:41:26,085
Ooh, this statue is heavy.
519
00:41:26,109 --> 00:41:28,236
How in the world were
you able to catch it?
520
00:41:29,570 --> 00:41:30,780
One, two, three.
521
00:41:35,702 --> 00:41:37,179
Oh.
522
00:41:37,203 --> 00:41:39,348
I think you need
Mary to be with you.
523
00:41:39,372 --> 00:41:41,290
I'm sure she would
miss your attention.
524
00:41:42,375 --> 00:41:44,043
Thomas, do you
need anything else?
525
00:41:46,421 --> 00:41:48,381
- Dr. Styfan and
I had a good talk.
526
00:41:50,425 --> 00:41:52,427
I would like to be
kept comfortable.
527
00:41:53,469 --> 00:41:55,138
I don't want any machines.
528
00:41:56,639 --> 00:41:59,308
You know I just wish there
was someway I could go home.
529
00:42:01,060 --> 00:42:03,730
- Listen, I'm glad that
you were able to talk.
530
00:42:05,231 --> 00:42:07,751
Now tell you what, I'll
notify your cardiologist,
531
00:42:07,775 --> 00:42:09,253
I'll ring in some orders
532
00:42:09,277 --> 00:42:12,131
and I'll see what I can do
about getting you out of here.
533
00:42:12,155 --> 00:42:13,155
Okay?
534
00:42:14,115 --> 00:42:15,116
In the meantime,
535
00:42:16,284 --> 00:42:18,303
I'm going to ask the
nurses to medicate you
536
00:42:18,327 --> 00:42:20,389
if you have any
pain or discomfort.
537
00:42:20,413 --> 00:42:22,975
And I'd like to stop
all blood draws.
538
00:42:22,999 --> 00:42:24,476
I'm also going to ask the nurses
539
00:42:24,500 --> 00:42:28,105
to reposition you
only if you request.
540
00:42:28,129 --> 00:42:30,733
And to let you eat
anything you want.
541
00:42:30,757 --> 00:42:33,902
And the statue of
Mary is to be left
542
00:42:33,926 --> 00:42:36,447
at Thomas Brownrigg's bedside.
543
00:42:36,471 --> 00:42:39,158
Anyone wishing to
remove the statue
544
00:42:39,182 --> 00:42:44,187
must contact Dr. Adam Styfan
for permission.
545
00:42:50,276 --> 00:42:53,088
- So we can meet with
Barbara Shelley at three?
546
00:42:53,112 --> 00:42:54,864
- Yeah, three to four.
547
00:42:59,827 --> 00:43:00,827
- You asshole.
548
00:43:04,207 --> 00:43:05,207
- Dad?
549
00:43:07,668 --> 00:43:10,105
Oh, why Dr. Styfan.
550
00:43:10,129 --> 00:43:12,131
Whatever could be the problem?
551
00:43:13,216 --> 00:43:15,551
- The problem is you.
552
00:43:18,387 --> 00:43:21,116
I got 12 phone calls
from nursing supervisors
553
00:43:21,140 --> 00:43:24,161
and security personnel
insisting that I
554
00:43:24,185 --> 00:43:25,895
bring back the statue of Mary?
555
00:43:28,064 --> 00:43:29,792
They weren't buying
that a statue
556
00:43:29,816 --> 00:43:33,045
was providing comfort
to a dying man.
557
00:43:33,069 --> 00:43:35,172
I tried to convince
them that the statue
558
00:43:35,196 --> 00:43:37,382
looked like Thomas' dead wife.
559
00:43:37,406 --> 00:43:38,991
Then I went with he was lonely.
560
00:43:40,159 --> 00:43:41,637
I even tried to
say that the statue
561
00:43:41,661 --> 00:43:44,723
was a part of Thomas'
legacy where nothing worked.
562
00:43:44,747 --> 00:43:49,001
I had to come back in, sleep
next to the statue of Mary
563
00:43:50,169 --> 00:43:52,022
while reassuring
Thomas that no one
564
00:43:52,046 --> 00:43:53,172
was going to touch her.
565
00:43:57,760 --> 00:44:00,012
I don't think the nurses
like me very much.
566
00:44:03,015 --> 00:44:04,827
- I wanna thank
you Adam, for a job
567
00:44:04,851 --> 00:44:06,269
very excellently done.
568
00:44:07,436 --> 00:44:09,772
Why don't you go home
now and get some sleep?
569
00:44:11,190 --> 00:44:12,859
I'll take care of
things from here.
570
00:44:20,283 --> 00:44:21,367
- Hey, Adam.
571
00:44:22,952 --> 00:44:23,952
Wait up.
572
00:44:27,290 --> 00:44:28,291
- Okay.
573
00:44:30,793 --> 00:44:32,086
- You finally got this.
574
00:44:33,129 --> 00:44:34,130
You finally got it.
575
00:44:45,141 --> 00:44:46,141
He's a keeper.
576
00:44:52,481 --> 00:44:54,877
Mr. Thomas Brownrigg
is a 68 year old male
577
00:44:54,901 --> 00:44:56,461
with end stage cardiac disease.
578
00:44:56,485 --> 00:44:58,130
He's a widow of two years.
579
00:44:58,154 --> 00:45:00,382
Thomas works at St.
Mary's in housekeeping.
580
00:45:00,406 --> 00:45:02,634
He is comfort measures only.
581
00:45:02,658 --> 00:45:05,745
Thomas is very weak and
unable to care for himself.
582
00:45:13,669 --> 00:45:15,230
- What do you think
of my cool commode?
583
00:45:15,254 --> 00:45:17,399
- It is not a commode,
it's a wheelchair
584
00:45:17,423 --> 00:45:19,151
so don't pee in
it, but I like it.
585
00:45:19,175 --> 00:45:21,445
- Eh, wheelchair,
commode, same thing.
586
00:45:21,469 --> 00:45:22,654
Ooh, ooh.
587
00:45:22,678 --> 00:45:23,822
- What?
588
00:45:23,846 --> 00:45:25,741
Ooh, yes, very intimidating.
589
00:45:25,765 --> 00:45:27,683
Mhmm, very scary.
590
00:45:45,701 --> 00:45:47,620
- Something tells
me I've been set up.
591
00:45:51,624 --> 00:45:52,625
- Yeah, hey!
592
00:45:56,045 --> 00:45:59,840
Oh, Michael, that's a nice ride.
593
00:46:01,467 --> 00:46:03,153
You really went all out.
594
00:46:03,177 --> 00:46:04,696
Nice balloons.
595
00:46:04,720 --> 00:46:06,490
- These are supposed
to be gears.
596
00:46:06,514 --> 00:46:07,991
- Look like balloons to me.
597
00:46:08,015 --> 00:46:09,451
- These are my brakes.
598
00:46:10,643 --> 00:46:14,122
- You know, I'm actually
a little nervous.
599
00:46:14,146 --> 00:46:16,458
I think there's a good chance
you could beat my time.
600
00:46:16,482 --> 00:46:17,668
- Okay.
601
00:46:17,692 --> 00:46:19,878
- If I give you a
two hour head start!
602
00:46:23,072 --> 00:46:24,072
- Okay!
603
00:46:25,825 --> 00:46:27,493
Where are you going?
604
00:46:28,828 --> 00:46:31,890
- You're in
trouble now, Michael.
605
00:46:31,914 --> 00:46:33,392
Catch me if you can!
606
00:46:33,416 --> 00:46:35,143
- Coop, wait up!
607
00:46:35,167 --> 00:46:37,729
Get over here, you gotta
let me see this thing.
608
00:46:37,753 --> 00:46:40,357
- It's been a long time since
I've seen him be this happy.
609
00:46:40,381 --> 00:46:42,842
- You better get up.
610
00:46:53,853 --> 00:46:56,772
You better get
Michael some oxygen.
611
00:46:58,190 --> 00:46:59,191
Great teamwork, Dad.
612
00:47:00,693 --> 00:47:02,170
I do believe that's mine.
613
00:47:02,194 --> 00:47:03,404
- I surrender, sir.
614
00:47:05,531 --> 00:47:06,531
- Yes!
615
00:47:07,366 --> 00:47:09,118
Victory is mine!
616
00:47:10,953 --> 00:47:12,764
- Hey, I gotta get
back to the meeting.
617
00:47:12,788 --> 00:47:15,350
So, why don't you
stay, hang out,
618
00:47:15,374 --> 00:47:17,102
take a ride on the chair
and I'll cover for you?
619
00:47:17,126 --> 00:47:17,936
- Yeah?
620
00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:18,771
- Yeah.
621
00:47:18,795 --> 00:47:19,855
- You're the best.
622
00:47:19,879 --> 00:47:20,856
I'll be there in a few minutes.
623
00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:21,774
- Okay, yeah.
624
00:47:21,798 --> 00:47:22,774
I'll see you, behave yourself,
625
00:47:22,798 --> 00:47:23,442
bye bye. - Cooper!
626
00:47:23,466 --> 00:47:24,466
I can stay!
627
00:48:29,365 --> 00:48:30,759
- Thank you for taking the time
628
00:48:30,783 --> 00:48:32,451
to join us, Michael.
629
00:48:33,536 --> 00:48:35,013
- I have a good
excuse for being late.
630
00:48:35,037 --> 00:48:38,517
I was actually busy getting
humiliated by Cooper.
631
00:48:38,541 --> 00:48:40,435
I mean, you should have seen it.
632
00:48:40,459 --> 00:48:41,853
It was amazing how
the race challenge
633
00:48:41,877 --> 00:48:44,022
actually helped Cooper's morale.
634
00:48:44,046 --> 00:48:46,691
He was just so
glowing with pride
635
00:48:46,715 --> 00:48:49,301
when he showed this outrageous
machine to me, just,
636
00:48:52,888 --> 00:48:56,142
I wasn't actually crazy
about my humiliation part.
637
00:48:57,309 --> 00:48:59,287
- We all need to make
sacrifices, Michael.
638
00:48:59,311 --> 00:49:01,456
I'm glad to hear Cooper
has recovered enough
639
00:49:01,480 --> 00:49:03,875
from his surgery
to be more active.
640
00:49:03,899 --> 00:49:06,402
I take it the pain
pump is working well.
641
00:49:07,570 --> 00:49:08,797
I just hope we can
keep him out of pain
642
00:49:08,821 --> 00:49:10,549
for a while longer.
643
00:49:10,573 --> 00:49:13,343
Now is a good time to
have a goals of care
644
00:49:13,367 --> 00:49:15,303
conversation with
him and his family.
645
00:49:15,327 --> 00:49:18,640
- Yes, Michael I hate to
say this right now but
646
00:49:18,664 --> 00:49:21,167
we have to be realistic
about where Cooper is.
647
00:49:22,501 --> 00:49:24,688
- Michael, she's right.
648
00:49:24,712 --> 00:49:26,356
We can't wait too long.
649
00:49:26,380 --> 00:49:27,381
It's time.
650
00:49:34,597 --> 00:49:37,016
- All right, I'll help
set up the family meeting.
651
00:49:38,350 --> 00:49:39,350
- Okay.
652
00:49:41,020 --> 00:49:42,104
- Thank you, sir.
653
00:49:44,565 --> 00:49:45,941
- Thank you, Michael.
654
00:50:34,990 --> 00:50:37,576
- Thank you everyone,
for coming today.
655
00:50:39,119 --> 00:50:40,472
I think we all know each other,
656
00:50:40,496 --> 00:50:43,666
so I'm gonna dispense
with introductions.
657
00:50:45,251 --> 00:50:49,105
We're here today to talk
about how to support Cooper
658
00:50:49,129 --> 00:50:50,982
and his family.
659
00:50:51,006 --> 00:50:54,236
And we wanna establish
a good understanding
660
00:50:54,260 --> 00:50:58,097
of what your values and
your wishes are, okay?
661
00:51:00,140 --> 00:51:03,143
- First I wanna thank
all of you for having us.
662
00:51:05,354 --> 00:51:07,582
I know it's unusual
to have the patient
663
00:51:07,606 --> 00:51:08,691
come to one of these.
664
00:51:09,608 --> 00:51:11,277
So I appreciate the opportunity.
665
00:51:17,866 --> 00:51:18,866
So I'm dying.
666
00:51:24,164 --> 00:51:26,333
You see, I know I'm dying.
667
00:51:28,294 --> 00:51:29,795
I know my time is limited.
668
00:51:31,171 --> 00:51:34,800
The cancer has gotten
into my spinal cord fluid.
669
00:51:36,510 --> 00:51:38,530
- As your body becomes weaker,
670
00:51:38,554 --> 00:51:39,781
we need to know, Cooper,
671
00:51:39,805 --> 00:51:41,890
how aggressive
you want us to be.
672
00:51:43,517 --> 00:51:45,561
- I don't wanna be kept
alive artificially.
673
00:51:47,187 --> 00:51:50,649
I don't want machines, I
don't want feeding tubes.
674
00:51:55,029 --> 00:51:58,240
I just want to spend what
time I have with my family,
675
00:51:59,366 --> 00:52:00,993
and to have help
controlling the pain.
676
00:52:02,369 --> 00:52:04,222
- What if the only way we
have of controlling your pain
677
00:52:04,246 --> 00:52:06,165
is to keep you
sedated all the time?
678
00:52:08,000 --> 00:52:10,502
You wouldn't be able to
interact with your family.
679
00:52:12,546 --> 00:52:15,191
- I can't interact with them now
680
00:52:15,215 --> 00:52:18,510
if I'm screaming and
writhing in pain.
681
00:52:21,013 --> 00:52:22,514
So if it comes to that point,
682
00:52:25,017 --> 00:52:28,520
then yes, I wanna be medicated.
683
00:52:31,231 --> 00:52:33,918
- What we've described is
called palliative sedation.
684
00:52:33,942 --> 00:52:35,337
We're not gonna
deeply sedate you
685
00:52:35,361 --> 00:52:38,280
until all other pain medication
options are ineffective.
686
00:52:40,032 --> 00:52:41,676
Cooper, once we do
deeply sedate you,
687
00:52:41,700 --> 00:52:43,786
you won't be able to
eat or drink anymore.
688
00:52:46,121 --> 00:52:49,124
- Cooper, this is true for all
patients who become this ill.
689
00:52:50,459 --> 00:52:52,562
But this can be
especially hard on family.
690
00:52:52,586 --> 00:52:54,397
So it's really important
that we help you
691
00:52:54,421 --> 00:52:56,691
understand this process.
692
00:52:56,715 --> 00:52:59,527
And that we know that
you're really making
693
00:52:59,551 --> 00:53:00,969
the choice that you want here.
694
00:53:02,888 --> 00:53:04,282
This is not the
route we wanna go
695
00:53:04,306 --> 00:53:06,725
but we wanna make sure
that you're all informed.
696
00:53:09,144 --> 00:53:12,898
- Actually, my greatest desire
697
00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:16,544
is to have another
wheelchair race with Michael
698
00:53:16,568 --> 00:53:18,463
so I can kick his ass again.
699
00:53:20,072 --> 00:53:22,217
- I'd pay 20 bucks
to watch that.
700
00:53:27,079 --> 00:53:28,264
- All I really
want is to go home
701
00:53:28,288 --> 00:53:29,998
and be with my family.
702
00:53:53,856 --> 00:53:55,667
- Dr. Melvin, please report
703
00:53:55,691 --> 00:53:57,127
to the Trauma Center.
704
00:53:57,151 --> 00:54:00,588
Dr. Melvin, you're requested
in the Trauma Center.
705
00:54:31,226 --> 00:54:32,328
- Come on now!
706
00:54:32,352 --> 00:54:34,539
Kablooey!
707
00:54:34,563 --> 00:54:39,568
Dead man wheeling here!
708
00:54:41,320 --> 00:54:42,338
- Hey, thank you Coop.
709
00:54:42,362 --> 00:54:43,173
I needed that.
710
00:54:43,197 --> 00:54:44,197
Let's go.
711
00:54:54,666 --> 00:54:58,670
- Look out!
712
00:55:26,448 --> 00:55:28,885
- Would a
valet operator please meet
713
00:55:28,909 --> 00:55:31,012
a patient at the front entrance.
714
00:55:31,036 --> 00:55:33,556
A valet operator to the
front entrance please.
715
00:55:36,750 --> 00:55:37,769
- I think Cooper's cancer
716
00:55:37,793 --> 00:55:39,771
is just progressing too rapidly.
717
00:55:39,795 --> 00:55:41,856
Now it's starting to
get a little rough.
718
00:55:41,880 --> 00:55:44,192
- Michael, I
know this is tough for you
719
00:55:44,216 --> 00:55:46,385
but I know you're gonna
do the right thing.
720
00:55:59,439 --> 00:56:00,875
- Hey guys.
721
00:56:00,899 --> 00:56:01,899
So what's up?
722
00:56:03,110 --> 00:56:05,630
- Dr. Roberts and I want
to check your pain pump.
723
00:56:05,654 --> 00:56:07,656
And Valerie's here
to keep an eye on us.
724
00:56:10,784 --> 00:56:14,305
This programmer has a
scanner attached to a cord
725
00:56:14,329 --> 00:56:15,807
that is placed over
your pump reservoir
726
00:56:15,831 --> 00:56:17,249
implanted under your skin.
727
00:56:18,417 --> 00:56:20,311
The scanner can access
data from the pump,
728
00:56:20,335 --> 00:56:22,063
print it out on the
programmer screen
729
00:56:22,087 --> 00:56:24,631
and allow me to change
settings if I need to.
730
00:56:27,467 --> 00:56:29,612
Now, pull up your gown.
731
00:56:29,636 --> 00:56:32,490
- Aw, aren't you gonna at
least buy me dinner first?
732
00:56:41,982 --> 00:56:44,794
You're doing one
hell of a job, Doc.
733
00:56:44,818 --> 00:56:46,254
But could you speed it up a bit?
734
00:56:46,278 --> 00:56:47,487
I'm kinda naked here.
735
00:56:48,697 --> 00:56:49,841
- This is great.
736
00:56:49,865 --> 00:56:52,951
Someone's finally giving
Michael a hard time.
737
00:56:54,369 --> 00:56:56,848
- Let's pump up the
Dilaudid to five.
738
00:56:56,872 --> 00:56:58,457
Everything else is maxed out.
739
00:57:05,714 --> 00:57:07,633
- Just fix this here for you.
740
00:57:11,553 --> 00:57:13,615
- Oh, that's real professional.
741
00:57:13,639 --> 00:57:15,557
They teach you that
in nursing school?
742
00:57:16,475 --> 00:57:18,352
Oh please, allow me to fix it.
743
00:57:19,645 --> 00:57:21,039
I don't mind being abused.
744
00:57:21,063 --> 00:57:22,373
I'm only dying here!
745
00:57:26,234 --> 00:57:27,879
- Sorry I'm gonna miss
the rest of the show
746
00:57:27,903 --> 00:57:30,322
but I have to get this.
747
00:57:35,243 --> 00:57:36,243
- Sorry, Coop.
748
00:57:37,496 --> 00:57:39,873
I know, I'm not acting
like my usual self lately.
749
00:57:47,923 --> 00:57:50,926
Is there anything else
that you wanna talk about?
750
00:57:52,386 --> 00:57:55,013
- Just try to keep me out
of pain as much as possible.
751
00:57:56,431 --> 00:57:58,159
I don't want my family
to be any more upset
752
00:57:58,183 --> 00:57:59,267
than they already are.
753
00:58:00,727 --> 00:58:03,355
- We're hoping that the pain
pump will continue to work.
754
00:58:04,773 --> 00:58:06,108
And you know if it doesn't,
755
00:58:07,901 --> 00:58:10,838
unfortunately we're looking
at the deeper sedation
756
00:58:10,862 --> 00:58:12,614
that we talked about.
757
00:58:14,032 --> 00:58:15,259
- I know.
758
00:58:15,283 --> 00:58:16,785
Just help them get through it.
759
00:58:17,911 --> 00:58:18,911
- I will.
760
00:58:20,122 --> 00:58:22,725
- Just help me get through
it with minimal pain
761
00:58:22,749 --> 00:58:24,519
and support my family.
762
00:58:24,543 --> 00:58:25,627
That's all I'm asking.
763
00:58:27,713 --> 00:58:30,382
Well, maybe not all.
764
00:58:33,468 --> 00:58:36,596
Actually, there
is one more thing.
765
00:58:37,597 --> 00:58:38,597
- Anything, Coop.
766
00:58:39,891 --> 00:58:41,560
You know I'll help
any way I can.
767
00:58:52,738 --> 00:58:54,573
- I need you to
promise me, Michael.
768
00:58:58,160 --> 00:59:01,288
I need you to promise that
when this thing happens,
769
00:59:03,081 --> 00:59:05,268
you'll do something for me.
770
00:59:05,292 --> 00:59:06,292
- Consider it done.
771
00:59:12,591 --> 00:59:14,676
- I want you to sing to me!
772
00:59:22,309 --> 00:59:24,996
- Oh man, I
walked right into that.
773
00:59:25,020 --> 00:59:26,313
- Yes you did, buddy.
774
00:59:30,108 --> 00:59:32,628
- A little birdy told me
775
00:59:32,652 --> 00:59:35,173
that you used to sing in a band.
776
00:59:35,197 --> 00:59:36,674
Heard you were pretty good too.
777
00:59:36,698 --> 00:59:38,843
And I hope you know the
words to the theme song
778
00:59:38,867 --> 00:59:40,094
from The Flinstones.
779
00:59:40,118 --> 00:59:41,453
'Cause that's my favorite.
780
00:59:42,662 --> 00:59:45,707
Yabba dabba do!
781
00:59:49,377 --> 00:59:51,880
- Oh is that a picture of
the whole family there?
782
00:59:52,964 --> 00:59:54,275
- Hey!
783
00:59:54,299 --> 00:59:55,467
Patient abuse!
784
00:59:56,468 --> 00:59:57,468
Come on!
785
01:00:16,488 --> 01:00:17,489
Hey Doctor Dumbshit.
786
01:00:19,908 --> 01:00:23,161
You working all night again?
787
01:00:24,329 --> 01:00:25,306
- It's just starting
to roll off your tongue
788
01:00:25,330 --> 01:00:26,641
a little too easy.
789
01:00:26,665 --> 01:00:29,501
Actually, no, I'm
just on my way home.
790
01:00:31,169 --> 01:00:33,064
Why, do you need me
to come tuck you in
791
01:00:33,088 --> 01:00:34,232
and sing to you?
792
01:00:34,256 --> 01:00:35,382
- Let me have a slice.
793
01:00:36,508 --> 01:00:38,903
- I don't have...
- Come on, one slice.
794
01:00:38,927 --> 01:00:40,863
And I promise to
keep my lips sealed
795
01:00:40,887 --> 01:00:43,390
about you having the
hots for Dr. Crawford.
796
01:00:44,349 --> 01:00:45,349
- What?
797
01:00:46,601 --> 01:00:47,995
That's ridiculous.
798
01:00:48,019 --> 01:00:50,498
I don't, where
did you hear that?
799
01:00:50,522 --> 01:00:52,858
- Look, I may be sick
but I'm not blind.
800
01:00:54,276 --> 01:00:56,570
Don't worry, I'll put
in a good word for ya.
801
01:00:57,445 --> 01:00:58,445
Come on.
802
01:01:11,459 --> 01:01:12,627
- The things I do.
803
01:01:17,424 --> 01:01:22,429
- Mmm, mmm, mmm.
804
01:01:25,390 --> 01:01:26,474
Listen, Romeo.
805
01:01:28,560 --> 01:01:30,746
Life's a lot shorter
than you think.
806
01:01:30,770 --> 01:01:32,147
Trust me, I know.
807
01:01:35,317 --> 01:01:38,880
You spend all your time
here at the hospital
808
01:01:38,904 --> 01:01:40,572
mainly just bothering me.
809
01:01:44,659 --> 01:01:47,454
You need to make time
for something else.
810
01:01:49,331 --> 01:01:50,331
Take it from me.
811
01:01:51,750 --> 01:01:54,896
If you're lucky enough to
find that special someone
812
01:01:54,920 --> 01:01:57,422
who supports you and loves you,
813
01:01:58,840 --> 01:01:59,840
don't hold back.
814
01:02:01,176 --> 01:02:03,595
Make the most of every
minute you have together.
815
01:02:08,183 --> 01:02:09,183
Be a man!
816
01:02:10,268 --> 01:02:12,622
Don't be afraid to
open up your heart
817
01:02:12,646 --> 01:02:13,915
even if you think
there's a chance
818
01:02:13,939 --> 01:02:14,981
it might get broken.
819
01:02:16,524 --> 01:02:18,836
There's worse things
in this world.
820
01:02:18,860 --> 01:02:20,779
- You getting all
sensitive on me now?
821
01:02:22,656 --> 01:02:23,656
Okay.
822
01:02:24,616 --> 01:02:25,510
I think it's time for me to go
823
01:02:25,534 --> 01:02:26,614
before all my pizza's gone.
824
01:02:29,037 --> 01:02:31,539
- Michael, look at me!
825
01:02:35,377 --> 01:02:38,439
Go find that beautiful
girlfriend of yours
826
01:02:38,463 --> 01:02:41,525
and hold on tight
and live your life
827
01:02:41,549 --> 01:02:42,634
to the fullest.
828
01:02:44,719 --> 01:02:45,887
Because if you don't,
829
01:02:50,350 --> 01:02:51,893
then you really are a dumb shit.
830
01:03:03,405 --> 01:03:04,405
- See?
831
01:03:05,657 --> 01:03:07,492
Now you really do
remind me of my Dad.
832
01:03:13,581 --> 01:03:14,749
- I love you too, buddy.
833
01:03:16,918 --> 01:03:17,854
Now give me another slice
834
01:03:17,878 --> 01:03:19,045
and get the hell outta here.
835
01:03:26,386 --> 01:03:27,387
- All right.
836
01:04:24,944 --> 01:04:26,237
This is Michael Lafata, NP
837
01:04:27,822 --> 01:04:31,052
dictating a note to
chart on Cooper Davis.
838
01:04:31,076 --> 01:04:33,244
Medical record number 34458.
839
01:04:34,746 --> 01:04:37,975
Patient is a 52 year old
male with renal cancer.
840
01:04:37,999 --> 01:04:41,729
Status post nephrectomy
and T5 tumor biopsy.
841
01:04:46,091 --> 01:04:49,737
Confirmation of
leptomenangiomethasthesis,
842
01:04:49,761 --> 01:04:52,263
on comfort measures only
with implanted pain pump.
843
01:04:55,475 --> 01:04:58,103
Discharged home per patient's
request one month ago,
844
01:04:59,437 --> 01:05:01,165
now at progressively
increasing right groin pain
845
01:05:01,189 --> 01:05:03,918
unresponsive to
aggressive titration
846
01:05:03,942 --> 01:05:06,027
of intrathecal pain pump.
847
01:05:13,785 --> 01:05:15,930
Patient's wife was
advised to bring patient
848
01:05:15,954 --> 01:05:18,873
into the ER for
further evaluation.
849
01:06:28,526 --> 01:06:32,030
- So we're here today to
talk about what's going on.
850
01:06:33,698 --> 01:06:37,595
- So as you both know,
your father is very sick
851
01:06:37,619 --> 01:06:39,722
and in a lot of pain.
852
01:06:39,746 --> 01:06:42,266
And the only way that we can
manage that pain right now
853
01:06:42,290 --> 01:06:44,185
is just by putting
him deeply asleep,
854
01:06:44,209 --> 01:06:46,604
almost like someone who's
about to have surgery.
855
01:06:46,628 --> 01:06:49,356
It's the only way that we
can keep him comfortable.
856
01:06:49,380 --> 01:06:50,858
- We know this is bad.
857
01:06:50,882 --> 01:06:52,759
Dad warned us this could happen.
858
01:06:54,469 --> 01:06:56,554
- I still feel like
everyone's giving up.
859
01:06:57,931 --> 01:07:00,117
Isn't there anything
else you guys can do?
860
01:07:00,141 --> 01:07:03,579
- No, there is nothing more
that we can medically do
861
01:07:03,603 --> 01:07:05,456
in order to stop the
cancer that's spreading
862
01:07:05,480 --> 01:07:07,374
from his spinal fluid
up into his brain.
863
01:07:07,398 --> 01:07:10,544
It's causing him horrible pain.
864
01:07:10,568 --> 01:07:13,923
And now we just wanna focus
on managing that pain.
865
01:07:13,947 --> 01:07:16,425
- We're not giving
up on your father.
866
01:07:16,449 --> 01:07:20,221
We know you care about
him deeply and love him.
867
01:07:20,245 --> 01:07:22,765
And we care about
him deeply too.
868
01:07:22,789 --> 01:07:24,308
- Then help him.
869
01:07:24,332 --> 01:07:25,917
Don't just let him die!
870
01:07:27,961 --> 01:07:30,421
- Your father has
fought so hard.
871
01:07:31,339 --> 01:07:32,340
His body is tired.
872
01:07:33,758 --> 01:07:35,843
This type of cancer
does not have a cure.
873
01:07:37,804 --> 01:07:40,741
It will only progress and
his pain will get worse.
874
01:07:40,765 --> 01:07:42,976
Right now we need to do
what is best for him.
875
01:07:47,021 --> 01:07:48,356
- So what are you gonna do?
876
01:07:50,358 --> 01:07:52,294
- We're going to keep
his pain pump settings
877
01:07:52,318 --> 01:07:53,837
right where they are
878
01:07:53,861 --> 01:07:56,197
and add an additionally IV
medication called Ativan.
879
01:07:58,283 --> 01:08:00,785
The problem is, your father
will be in a deep sleep.
880
01:08:02,203 --> 01:08:04,706
And he won't be able to
talk to you, eat or drink.
881
01:08:07,667 --> 01:08:10,437
- And we want to make sure
everybody is comfortable
882
01:08:10,461 --> 01:08:11,605
with this plan.
883
01:08:11,629 --> 01:08:14,108
- So you're just
gonna kill him?!
884
01:08:14,132 --> 01:08:15,132
- No, no.
885
01:08:16,634 --> 01:08:18,946
Tiffany, unfortunately,
it is the cancer
886
01:08:18,970 --> 01:08:20,346
that is killing your father.
887
01:08:21,389 --> 01:08:22,783
This is the only thing we can do
888
01:08:22,807 --> 01:08:24,684
to keep him from dying in pain.
889
01:08:27,979 --> 01:08:29,957
A body cannot digest food
890
01:08:29,981 --> 01:08:32,376
when someone as sick
as your father...
891
01:08:32,400 --> 01:08:34,378
- Tiff!
- Tiffany!
892
01:08:34,402 --> 01:08:35,297
- Tiffany.
- Tiffany!
893
01:08:35,321 --> 01:08:36,463
- I got this.
894
01:08:36,487 --> 01:08:37,989
- Tiffany.
895
01:08:43,911 --> 01:08:45,580
- I wish there
was an easier way.
896
01:08:54,756 --> 01:08:56,317
- We should get him
on the Ativan drip.
897
01:08:56,341 --> 01:08:58,701
Can you order one and get the
drip hung as soon as possible?
898
01:09:01,387 --> 01:09:03,407
- We can't find Tiffany,
what's going on?
899
01:09:03,431 --> 01:09:04,908
- I'm not sure, he
just started writhing in pain.
900
01:09:04,932 --> 01:09:06,577
- This is Michael, I need
another two milligrams
901
01:09:06,601 --> 01:09:08,412
of Ativan, stat.
902
01:09:08,436 --> 01:09:09,830
And please, call the pharmacy,
903
01:09:09,854 --> 01:09:11,856
tell them I need the
Ativan drip right now!
904
01:09:34,962 --> 01:09:35,774
- What's wrong?
905
01:09:35,798 --> 01:09:36,964
What happened?
906
01:09:37,882 --> 01:09:39,384
- We don't know yet.
907
01:09:48,643 --> 01:09:50,812
- I believe Cooper has
had a massive stroke.
908
01:10:02,281 --> 01:10:05,576
I don't know how much
time he has left.
909
01:10:06,494 --> 01:10:08,496
- We gotta find Tiffany.
910
01:10:51,956 --> 01:10:53,676
- I can't believe this
is finally happening.
911
01:10:56,961 --> 01:10:58,838
I mean I knew it would.
912
01:11:00,965 --> 01:11:02,508
I just hoped.
913
01:12:03,694 --> 01:12:06,673
Oh my god, this is the
dumbest thing I've ever done.
914
01:12:09,534 --> 01:12:11,202
I hope you're happy
in there, bud.
915
01:12:18,960 --> 01:12:19,960
- Hey.
916
01:12:58,833 --> 01:13:02,229
- You see officer, they
are killing my father.
917
01:13:02,253 --> 01:13:03,754
- What's up, Michael, Valerie?
918
01:13:05,256 --> 01:13:07,568
This young lady just caused
quite a scene out front.
919
01:13:07,592 --> 01:13:09,343
She says you're
killing her father.
920
01:13:11,470 --> 01:13:13,907
I thought the least I could
do is bring her back here.
921
01:13:13,931 --> 01:13:14,931
- Thanks, Gary.
922
01:13:15,683 --> 01:13:16,851
We'll take it from here.
923
01:13:18,144 --> 01:13:19,329
- You two know each other?
924
01:13:19,353 --> 01:13:21,081
Officer, I insist
you arrest them.
925
01:13:21,105 --> 01:13:25,151
- It must be exhausting
to stay so angry.
926
01:13:26,611 --> 01:13:28,797
You have so many people who
can help you through this
927
01:13:28,821 --> 01:13:31,449
but you insist on
pushing them away.
928
01:13:32,617 --> 01:13:34,368
All because you
need to stay angry.
929
01:13:35,536 --> 01:13:36,597
- Whoah, I'm out of here.
930
01:13:36,621 --> 01:13:37,639
She's all yours.
931
01:13:37,663 --> 01:13:39,349
Give me a call if you need to.
932
01:13:39,373 --> 01:13:41,018
- Thanks Gary.
933
01:13:41,042 --> 01:13:42,686
Tell Mom I said hi.
934
01:13:42,710 --> 01:13:45,296
- Great, you're all
related, perfect.
935
01:14:47,775 --> 01:14:49,026
- I'm sorry I left.
936
01:14:53,030 --> 01:14:54,740
I don't know what's
wrong with me.
937
01:15:00,788 --> 01:15:04,041
- It's okay.
938
01:15:23,978 --> 01:15:25,896
- Oh my god.
939
01:15:27,732 --> 01:15:30,401
Even when Valerie's not
here, she's still bugging me.
940
01:15:31,902 --> 01:15:32,902
- Go on, read it.
941
01:15:33,654 --> 01:15:34,654
- Yeah.
942
01:15:36,157 --> 01:15:37,157
Okay.
943
01:15:39,577 --> 01:15:42,455
Don't believe the
pedestal you placed upon.
944
01:15:44,331 --> 01:15:48,419
Well, that's dumb 'cause
I deserve my pedestal.
945
01:15:49,920 --> 01:15:51,273
Of course now there's
a statue of Mary
946
01:15:51,297 --> 01:15:54,091
bolted onto it.
947
01:15:57,928 --> 01:15:59,489
A power greater than you
948
01:15:59,513 --> 01:16:01,640
will determine your
patient's fate.
949
01:16:04,143 --> 01:16:05,770
Yeah, usually
that's the surgeon.
950
01:16:15,362 --> 01:16:18,199
Find comfort in knowing
you did your very best.
951
01:16:20,993 --> 01:16:24,622
Review actions and
explore feelings daily.
952
01:16:29,001 --> 01:16:30,001
I am.
953
01:16:32,379 --> 01:16:34,298
I promise to stay in the present
954
01:16:35,674 --> 01:16:39,720
and separate my personal issues
from what actually happened.
955
01:16:44,141 --> 01:16:46,852
I haven't been
very good at that.
956
01:16:53,359 --> 01:16:54,985
I promise not to fear
957
01:16:56,028 --> 01:16:57,988
feelings of sadness or grief.
958
01:17:02,326 --> 01:17:04,721
For it is when the
heart is broken
959
01:17:04,745 --> 01:17:07,081
that it is most open
to growth and change.
960
01:17:11,502 --> 01:17:14,397
What?
961
01:17:14,421 --> 01:17:17,716
Who writes this stuff?
962
01:17:20,344 --> 01:17:22,763
Well you know it's a good
thing I'm not suicidal.
963
01:17:26,016 --> 01:17:28,394
'Cause that would have
been over with.
964
01:18:11,604 --> 01:18:13,456
Michael, where are you?
965
01:18:13,480 --> 01:18:14,899
Cooper just died.
966
01:18:17,484 --> 01:18:18,484
Okay.
967
01:18:20,988 --> 01:18:23,324
Yeah, okay, all right, okay.
968
01:18:26,243 --> 01:18:27,244
- It's okay.
969
01:18:41,425 --> 01:18:42,426
Hey. - Yeah.
970
01:18:44,011 --> 01:18:45,930
- How can I love you
best, what can I do?
971
01:18:48,307 --> 01:18:49,808
- You're doing it.
972
01:18:55,022 --> 01:18:59,026
And you can give me some
pizza and some cold beer.
973
01:19:00,861 --> 01:19:01,861
That's all I want.
974
01:19:02,863 --> 01:19:04,782
- Sounds good.
- Right on.
975
01:19:06,450 --> 01:19:07,450
I just wanna go home.
976
01:19:08,994 --> 01:19:10,329
- I know.
977
01:19:22,716 --> 01:19:25,779
- I'd like to order a
pizza to be delivered.
978
01:19:25,803 --> 01:19:27,054
Yeah, my usual.
979
01:19:28,055 --> 01:19:29,055
Thanks.
980
01:19:36,230 --> 01:19:37,374
Wow.
981
01:19:37,398 --> 01:19:39,292
- Hi Michael, how are you doing?
982
01:19:39,316 --> 01:19:40,502
I hope you're better.
983
01:19:40,526 --> 01:19:42,128
We're here for you, buddy.
984
01:19:42,152 --> 01:19:44,130
Give me a call when
you feel up to it.
985
01:19:44,154 --> 01:19:45,298
We love you.
986
01:19:47,032 --> 01:19:48,802
You know I'm really glad
you're taking some time off.
987
01:19:48,826 --> 01:19:49,970
Good for you.
988
01:19:49,994 --> 01:19:51,346
I think it was a good idea.
989
01:19:51,370 --> 01:19:53,807
You've dealt with
so much lately.
990
01:19:53,831 --> 01:19:54,831
Call me.
991
01:19:57,710 --> 01:20:00,188
- Hi, I'm calling
about that frisbee set
992
01:20:00,212 --> 01:20:01,731
you had for sale.
993
01:20:01,755 --> 01:20:04,234
Would you take 18
dollars instead of 20?
994
01:20:04,258 --> 01:20:05,509
Or like I could go to 19.
995
01:20:06,593 --> 01:20:07,593
All right let me know.
996
01:20:08,929 --> 01:20:09,990
- Michael!
997
01:20:10,014 --> 01:20:11,741
You jerk, pick up the phone
998
01:20:11,765 --> 01:20:12,909
or I'm coming over there
999
01:20:12,933 --> 01:20:14,393
and I'm gonna shove
it up your ass!
1000
01:20:16,937 --> 01:20:19,773
- Delivery for Michael Lafa...
- Lafata.
1001
01:20:35,789 --> 01:20:38,542
Yup, delete, delete.
1002
01:20:39,418 --> 01:20:40,418
Delete.
1003
01:20:44,798 --> 01:20:47,384
If only my life were that easy.
1004
01:20:48,302 --> 01:20:50,530
Hey, you're nasty, delete.
1005
01:20:50,554 --> 01:20:52,264
Hey, you're stupid, delete.
1006
01:21:12,951 --> 01:21:14,495
- Just don't yell at him, babe.
1007
01:21:16,830 --> 01:21:18,916
- Where the hell are you?
1008
01:21:30,594 --> 01:21:33,305
You're not the only one
going through grief.
1009
01:21:36,683 --> 01:21:37,827
I could have been there for you.
1010
01:21:37,851 --> 01:21:39,829
I could have helped you.
1011
01:21:39,853 --> 01:21:43,833
But no, you just go off and hide
1012
01:21:43,857 --> 01:21:45,418
as if nobody cares.
1013
01:21:45,442 --> 01:21:46,442
- Okay.
1014
01:21:47,611 --> 01:21:49,113
I suck at this.
1015
01:21:51,532 --> 01:21:54,118
I had too many days
with too little sleep.
1016
01:21:56,995 --> 01:21:57,995
- Look, Michael.
1017
01:22:01,291 --> 01:22:02,376
When Danny died,
1018
01:22:05,212 --> 01:22:06,713
I told myself I was done.
1019
01:22:08,632 --> 01:22:11,218
I was ready to walk
away from this job.
1020
01:22:12,469 --> 01:22:14,697
I was done.
1021
01:22:14,721 --> 01:22:17,224
I was thinking about
my girls too much.
1022
01:22:20,561 --> 01:22:22,956
And then I had to refocus
1023
01:22:22,980 --> 01:22:26,292
and shift and remain present
1024
01:22:26,316 --> 01:22:28,485
for Danny and his mom.
1025
01:22:29,820 --> 01:22:33,157
Do you think that
hurt any less for me?
1026
01:22:35,159 --> 01:22:38,328
You've gotta find something
that distracts you.
1027
01:22:39,663 --> 01:22:42,225
You gotta get lost in something.
1028
01:22:42,249 --> 01:22:45,228
You gotta find something
that gives you meaning
1029
01:22:45,252 --> 01:22:47,921
and purpose outside
of this kind of work.
1030
01:22:51,008 --> 01:22:53,093
You gotta fall in
love with something.
1031
01:22:55,012 --> 01:22:57,657
- Yeah, I...
- Like maybe art.
1032
01:22:57,681 --> 01:23:00,184
Or like journaling.
1033
01:23:01,351 --> 01:23:04,104
Or like music or
biking or something.
1034
01:23:09,193 --> 01:23:11,004
- What's with all the
doorbells and the knocking?
1035
01:23:11,028 --> 01:23:12,863
It smells like pizza in here.
1036
01:23:14,948 --> 01:23:16,718
- You dog.
1037
01:23:16,742 --> 01:23:18,219
Here we've been
trying to cheer you up
1038
01:23:18,243 --> 01:23:21,246
and you've got your own
special therapy going on.
1039
01:23:22,623 --> 01:23:24,517
I was gonna suggest getting
the band back together
1040
01:23:24,541 --> 01:23:27,020
but I see you already
found your joy.
1041
01:23:27,044 --> 01:23:29,355
- Anna's been so amazing
through all this.
1042
01:23:29,379 --> 01:23:30,523
- Thank you.
1043
01:23:30,547 --> 01:23:32,025
Actually I think that's
a really good idea.
1044
01:23:32,049 --> 01:23:33,109
I think you guys should
get the band back together.
1045
01:23:33,133 --> 01:23:34,736
- See, we should do it.
1046
01:23:34,760 --> 01:23:36,529
We should get the band
back together, man.
1047
01:23:36,553 --> 01:23:37,947
Rock and roll!
1048
01:23:37,971 --> 01:23:39,616
- You know what, it's
time for us to go.
1049
01:23:39,640 --> 01:23:40,950
- We could run a
couple on Saturday.
1050
01:23:40,974 --> 01:23:41,868
- No guys, you
do not need to leave.
1051
01:23:41,892 --> 01:23:42,786
You should stay.
1052
01:23:42,810 --> 01:23:44,037
- I gotta rescue my mom.
1053
01:23:44,061 --> 01:23:45,872
She's got my kids and you know,
1054
01:23:45,896 --> 01:23:46,915
sounds like you guys
are in good hands.
1055
01:23:46,939 --> 01:23:48,791
- Yeah he is.
1056
01:23:48,815 --> 01:23:50,126
- Come on, come on, let's go.
1057
01:23:50,150 --> 01:23:52,045
- No, but really,
this is really great.
1058
01:23:52,069 --> 01:23:54,214
And you have permission
to be in the band.
1059
01:23:54,238 --> 01:23:55,215
- What?
1060
01:23:55,239 --> 01:23:56,133
- Thanks?
- Way to go.
1061
01:23:56,157 --> 01:23:57,467
- Permission?
1062
01:23:57,491 --> 01:23:59,135
What do you mean
permission, that's so rude.
1063
01:23:59,159 --> 01:24:00,720
Who says that?
1064
01:24:00,744 --> 01:24:01,888
Come on.
1065
01:24:01,912 --> 01:24:02,806
Here we go.
1066
01:24:02,830 --> 01:24:06,100
- They're crazy.
1067
01:24:06,124 --> 01:24:07,417
- Let's never get married.
1068
01:24:14,174 --> 01:24:15,401
Mmm, thank you.
1069
01:24:15,425 --> 01:24:16,760
- Ah, you're welcome.
1070
01:24:17,928 --> 01:24:20,657
- I should have
seen that coming.
1071
01:24:20,681 --> 01:24:21,824
- Here you go.
1072
01:24:24,977 --> 01:24:26,246
- Why hello.
1073
01:24:26,270 --> 01:24:28,623
This is Dr. David Olson.
1074
01:24:28,647 --> 01:24:32,001
After the tone, please
leave a message.
1075
01:24:33,277 --> 01:24:35,112
- Hi, Dr. Olson, it's Michael.
1076
01:24:36,321 --> 01:24:39,300
Thank you for letting me
take some time off work.
1077
01:24:39,324 --> 01:24:41,135
Listen, I was wondering
if I could get involved
1078
01:24:41,159 --> 01:24:44,347
with the hospital Survivor
Celebration this year?
1079
01:24:44,371 --> 01:24:46,182
That's it, thank you again
1080
01:24:46,206 --> 01:24:48,125
and I will for sure
be back on Monday.
1081
01:24:52,504 --> 01:24:53,982
So if you take a
look at the program
1082
01:24:54,006 --> 01:24:55,525
you'll see we have some fun
things lined up for today.
1083
01:24:55,549 --> 01:24:56,609
This is yours if you'd like
1084
01:24:56,633 --> 01:24:59,112
and help yourself, find a seat.
1085
01:24:59,136 --> 01:24:59,947
- All right, thank you.
1086
01:24:59,971 --> 01:25:01,179
- You're welcome.
1087
01:25:08,979 --> 01:25:09,790
Hey.
1088
01:25:09,814 --> 01:25:10,897
- Hey.
1089
01:25:14,651 --> 01:25:17,630
- Thank you for helping
me with all of this.
1090
01:25:17,654 --> 01:25:19,716
- Yeah.
1091
01:25:19,740 --> 01:25:21,241
- You've been great.
1092
01:25:25,203 --> 01:25:27,331
Yeah I really just,
1093
01:25:29,166 --> 01:25:32,729
I think I lost sight of
patients that actually do well
1094
01:25:32,753 --> 01:25:33,753
and get better.
1095
01:25:35,213 --> 01:25:39,569
I don't see many of the
successes in my practice.
1096
01:25:39,593 --> 01:25:41,511
Or maybe it's just
I'm too focused on
1097
01:25:42,763 --> 01:25:44,514
the ones with complications
to even notice.
1098
01:25:46,933 --> 01:25:49,579
- I would like to call
upon everyone today.
1099
01:25:49,603 --> 01:25:51,748
- I'm really,
really, really happy
1100
01:25:51,772 --> 01:25:53,357
that you decided to participate.
1101
01:25:54,941 --> 01:25:56,544
- Yeah.
1102
01:25:59,279 --> 01:26:01,507
- Okay, I gotta go.
1103
01:26:01,531 --> 01:26:03,926
But, I will see you.
1104
01:26:03,950 --> 01:26:04,761
- Okay.
1105
01:26:04,785 --> 01:26:05,785
- Okay.
1106
01:26:06,745 --> 01:26:08,246
- I need one more.
1107
01:26:11,917 --> 01:26:12,918
Okay. - Okay.
1108
01:26:14,044 --> 01:26:17,106
All right, now I
really gotta go.
1109
01:26:19,549 --> 01:26:22,219
- May we all remember
to celebrate the journey
1110
01:26:23,387 --> 01:26:26,532
and honor the
special individuals
1111
01:26:26,556 --> 01:26:30,036
who have touched our
lives in so many ways.
1112
01:26:30,060 --> 01:26:32,062
Tonight we take time to reflect.
1113
01:26:33,897 --> 01:26:35,649
- You know, he's right.
1114
01:26:36,566 --> 01:26:37,943
It is all about the journey.
1115
01:26:40,654 --> 01:26:42,823
Remember when I got
diagnosed two years ago,
1116
01:26:43,990 --> 01:26:47,637
I had to remind myself
to focus on the journey
1117
01:26:47,661 --> 01:26:50,247
and that was what was gonna
help me get through it.
1118
01:26:51,331 --> 01:26:55,228
We all need to feel
loved and valued
1119
01:26:55,252 --> 01:26:57,087
'cause we're not
just our disease.
1120
01:26:58,630 --> 01:27:02,592
And the journey makes
the whole difference.
1121
01:27:03,927 --> 01:27:05,679
- Here to please take the time
1122
01:27:07,139 --> 01:27:11,935
to recognize what you are
personally grateful for.
1123
01:27:13,019 --> 01:27:16,189
- Your courage and your
fight that you have,
1124
01:27:17,649 --> 01:27:21,194
your kids, your survival.
1125
01:27:23,280 --> 01:27:24,531
That's my inspiration.
1126
01:27:25,949 --> 01:27:30,954
- It's my pleasure to
introduce the melodic stylings.
1127
01:27:31,663 --> 01:27:32,807
- Melodic stylings.
1128
01:27:32,831 --> 01:27:35,167
- Our very own Michael Lafata.
1129
01:27:44,050 --> 01:27:45,343
- Thank you, Dr. Olson.
1130
01:27:46,303 --> 01:27:48,698
I would like to thank everyone
1131
01:27:48,722 --> 01:27:50,199
for giving me the opportunity
1132
01:27:50,223 --> 01:27:52,058
to be a part of
today's celebration.
1133
01:27:53,685 --> 01:27:55,663
Now I'd like to perform a song
1134
01:27:55,687 --> 01:27:57,373
that I had the pleasure to write
1135
01:27:57,397 --> 01:27:59,649
with this very
special young lady.
1136
01:28:00,650 --> 01:28:02,295
Tiffany is the
daughter of the patient
1137
01:28:02,319 --> 01:28:05,197
that we just sang to,
my dear friend Cooper.
1138
01:28:06,531 --> 01:28:08,384
And Coop, if you're listening,
1139
01:28:08,408 --> 01:28:09,635
I'm proud to say
that Tiffany and I
1140
01:28:09,659 --> 01:28:12,054
have become really good friends.
1141
01:28:12,078 --> 01:28:14,557
Even though she refers
to me as Dr. Dumbshit.
1142
01:28:20,504 --> 01:28:21,731
I just wanna let
you guys all know
1143
01:28:21,755 --> 01:28:24,859
that our song is about
the compassionate work
1144
01:28:24,883 --> 01:28:27,820
and the involvement that a
supportive care team can provide
1145
01:28:27,844 --> 01:28:30,740
and the amazing people
that come into our lives.
1146
01:28:30,764 --> 01:28:32,516
It's called You'll
Never Be Alone.
1147
01:28:36,853 --> 01:28:41,858
- Yeah, Michael!
1148
01:34:44,620 --> 01:34:46,620
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