All language subtitles for Saving.Hope.S05E13.WEBRip.x264-ION10

[ Baby crying ]

[ Sighs deeply ]

Alex.

What are you doing?

Holding it together,
Shahir,

by a 3-0 prolene thread.

[ Crying continues ]

That's Luke, isn't it?

It's -- It's just a phase.

A soul-destroying,
Satan-walks-among-us phase.

Why are you dressed
like that?

This is my dad look.

Uh-huh.

I just came from an interview
with the adoption agency.

How did it go?

Um, well...

It was a complete
disaster.

Oh, please tell me
you didn't go on your rant

about organized sports
and childhood concussions.

No, no.
I didn't do that.

But I did cite a study
claiming that adopted children

face more behavioral issues
as teenagers.

I'm guessing that didn't
go over too well.

No.

It was easier becoming
a neurosurgeon

than it is becoming
a dad.
[ Crying intensifies ]

Ooh. Okay.
I'm -- I got to go.

Um, where's Charlie?

Um, I texted him.

I think he just had
a late shift.

Alex,
are you going to be okay?

Yes.
Of course I am.

I'm having
a second child.

[ Laughing ] I can barely
manage the first one,

but I'm great.

I'm so great,
and I got to go.

**

Nice legs,
Dr. Hamza.

Thank you.

Hello, beautiful.

That's from that pop-up
doughnut place, isn't it?

[ Gasps ]

Handcrafted
doughnut of the day

topped with vanilla glaze
and chocolate shavings.

[ Inhales deeply ]
Ooh, can I just...

Hey, I strongly suggest
you look the other way.

Like now.

That's what I need.

No, do-- y-you put the doughnut
down on the counter!

Hunter,
what are you doing?

[ Muffled ]
Sorry.

How high are you
right now?

I'm not high.

Look Hunter, stop it.
Just stop it!
What are --

My name's Dr. Reid,
and I suggest

that you don't eat
anything on these floors.

But I'm hungry.

Yeah, you look
like you're hungry.

Dr. Reid,
we're Lindsay and Greg Rush,

and this is our son
Hunter.

Well, it looks like you hurt
your wrist pretty badly.

Can we have a look?

Jackson, please help.

Maybe come over here
and tell me what happened.

Hunter broke into
the neighbors' house in
the middle of the night,

set off the alarm, cut himself
jumping out a window.

Thank God they're away.

We -- We think he broke
his wrist.

Okay, I'm going to have
a look at the cuts,

and then I'll call
our bone doctor.

He can come and examine
the wrist, all right?

Maybe you should call
an exorcist.

Look, I don't know
who this person is,

but this is not
our Hunter.

Well, whoever he is,
I have to examine him.

[ Cellphone buzzing ]

Man: Hello?

Hello.

Your phone is asking
for you, sir.

[ Buzzing continues ]

Were you watching me sleep
just now?

No, it was just
for a minute or two.

That's unnerving.

And you are?

Oh, I'm Dr. Amos Carver,

new, uh,
new staff psychiatrist.

I just dropped by to say hi,
and I saw you lying there.

You do a remarkable thing
when you sleep.

You -- You make little fists
with your toes.

I think you must
be experiencing

some fairly vigorous
nightmares?

Kind of feel like
I'm having one right now.

[ Scoffs ] Very good.
Okay.

Well, I just -- just wanted
to drop by and say hi,

build a bridge between
surgery and psychiatry and...

Okay.

Well, nice to meet you,
Dr. Carver.

Got to go.
Duty calls, all that.

Well don't work too hard,
Dr. Harris.

The exhausted mind makes
an enemy of itself.

[ Device beeps ]

Hey.

Hey.

You're at it early.

I didn't even hear
you come in last night.

I had a surgery
that went late.

Then I had another one
early this morning.

Mm.

So you're not
dodging me?

Why would I do that?

Okay.
I get it.

I'm not their mother.
Your kids hate me.

It's --
Hey, no, no, no.

I didn't --
I didn't say that, okay?

It's just that they're --

Don't try
to make it better.

Can I just say this?

Just let me say this,
okay?

It's my fault.

I should have
prepared them.

It used to just be me
and their mother

and then it was just me

and then I tried
to force someone new on them

without any warning.

I don't know
what I was thinking,

and I'm sorry.

Okay.

Listen.

I made dinner reservations.

It's a new place.

I heard the music is quiet,
and the servers are mute.

That sounds nice.

That's not all.

And there's
this other thing.

I've been thinking about it
for a while.

I was gonna do it later,
but...

What is it?

[ Exhales sharply, laughs ]

Wow.
They're gorgeous.

[ Chuckles ]
They're gorgeous, Zach.

What did you think?

Did you think I was
going to ask --
No.

You said it was something you'd
been thinking about for a whi--

It's the kind of box
that they come in.

It's the only boxes
they had left.

But hang on.

Is the thought of marrying me
really that awful?

You just --
you caught me off guard.

Okay?
That's all.

And it's not like either one
of us are marriage experts.

Divorce wasn't my fault.

Mine was?

This was a mistake.
I-I got to get to the ER.

**

[ Indistinct announcement
over P.A. ]

[ Cellphone buzzing ]

[ Sighs deeply ]

Your mom's calling.

Yeah, I know.

No. No, no, no.
No, no.

Hi, Mrs. Sekara!

I'm good, thank you.
Yes.

Yes, I'm eating well.
[ Laughs ]

Hold on.
I have Dev here for you.

[ Sighs ]

Hi, Amma.

Uh, did you -- Did you press
the "back" button?

[ Whispering ]
Be nice.

It's the one that looks like
an arrow pointing backwards.

No, I-I'm busy tonight.

I'll come when I can.
Okay. Bye.

[ Normal voice ] 15 seconds.
Was that a new record?

[ Scoffs ] Her tablet.
She says it's broken.

Like I don't have
a billion other things to do.

I need some help over here!

**

He's bleeding pretty bad
from the head.

-Trauma bay's open.
-What happened?

Uh, I found him unconscious
at the scene of a gang fight.

Yeah, well,
you have a name for me?

Uh, yeah,
I found his wallet.

Bruising on the chest
and abdomen.

I need that F.A.S.T.,
please!

Checking his pressure.

I'm not liking the look
of his head wound.

Possible orbital fracture.

[ Sonogram beeps ]

No fluid in the abdomen.

Justin Srinivasan.

I know him.

Jackson: Friend of yours?

Yeah, he used to be
my best friend way back.

Okay, no time for memory lane.
Looks like a fractured skull.

Whatever Dr. Hamza is doing,
get him down here right now.

Definite skull fracture.

Force might have been caused
by a blunt object.

How much of the fight
did you see?

They ran off when I pulled up,
left him behind.

You should have called
an ambulance.

Moving him could have
made it worse.

I know.
I-I panicked.

When I saw how bad he was,

I just carried him
to the back of the cruiser.

He has one enlarged pupil.

It might be
an extradural hematoma.

We need to get him a CT
right away.

That's bad, huh?
I should wait.

Is he under arrest?
No not yet,

but I-I need to get
a statement from him,
see what he remembers.

Okay.
We'll call you when he wakes.

In the meantime,
the best thing you can do

is find the people
who did this.

Hey, Dr. Bell.
Look at this.

If I could see 100 more animals
change like this,

I'd be a happy man.

Seeing me every day
doesn't make you happy?

It does ease the pain
of being stuck in here, yeah.

Good morning, Elias.
How's my favorite cousin?

Hey, Gus.
[ Chuckles ]

I am so glad I caught you.

I've been calling and calling,
couldn't get through.

I've got big news.
Yeah, I-I'm really tired,
so, um...

The restaurant plans
are going great.

We just had a little,
unforeseen thing

with the interior decorator,

so I'm going to need
a bit more capital.

Okay, the ICU
is for family only.

You need to leave.
No, I'm the first cousin.

I'm as immediate as --
as he's got.

I mean, we've been close even --
even before the inheritance.

Get out.
Out.

[ Scoffs ] Are you
going to let her do this to me?

I need my rest, Gus.

I-I'm -- I'm sorry.

Oh. Oh.

Get him out of here,
please.
But...

You are far too nice
to these people.

You know when they say
that the stress will kill you?

In your case, Elias,
it is actually true.

I know, Dr. Bell.
I know.

He used to be a good boy.

He won the Read Around
the World contest

every year
since grade one.

And by "good boy,"
she means "social misfit."

-[ Scoffs ]
-Just like I was at his age.

So what changed?

Well, he finally started
putting on weight,

so that was good.

But then...
Mood swings.

Big ones.
[ Sighs ]

What kind of moods?

Tantrums all over again.

[ Voice breaking ]
He gets so angry.

And eating like an animal.

And fights at school.

At least he took on
those bullies.

[ Scoffs ]
He got suspended.

He bit someone.

Hunter:
No! Stop touching me.
Listen,
it may be nothing more

than teenage-boy hormones.

I said stop it!

[ Tray clatters ]

Or not.

[ Glass shatters ]

Hey,
what's going on in here?

Can we just go home now?

Look,
you're in charge, right?
Okay.

Can't you just make them
take me home?

Hey, hey. Son. Son,
you need to calm down, okay?

I don't want to calm down.
I want to get out of here!

Hey!
Aah!

Aah.
Okay.

Now you hurt yourself.
Just take a deep breath.

Hi. I'm Dr. Harris.

And I'm here to help you
with your arm.

What's your name?

Hunter.

Hunter, tell me
what happened.

How's his pressure,
Dr. O'Toole?

Holding steady.

You know the patient.

Do you believe
he's a gang member?

Well, he started going
that way in high school.

He was a good guy.
Just took a wrong turn.

Huh.

You're the same age,
and you went to the same school.

What put you on
such different trajectories?

Well, my parents always
pushed me to get good grades,

same with all my friends.

Justin didn't have that.

Burr drill, please.

[ Monitors beeping steadily ]

[ Drill whirrs ]

Hand suction.

So his parents didn't want
to keep him out of trouble?

Ah, they lived overseas,

flew him over here to live
with an older cousin,

cousin started charging rent,
so Justin convinced

some of the rougher kids
to let him sell some pot.

If his parents
had been around,

I wonder if he would have ended
up in a different direction.

I don't know.
What's this about?

I'm thinking
about parenting.

Sponge.

[ Sighs ]

How'd the surgery go?

Well, the pressure in his brain
should be relieved,

but we won't know about the long
term effects until he wakes.

When will that be?

Can't tell yet.

You seem pretty invested
in what he has to say.

What happened out there?

Got a call about a gang fight
up an alley off Peter.

Pulled up, there were
four guys beating on him.

Uh, I am gonna need to get
in touch with his next of kin.

I can help you track down
a number for his parents.

They're overseas.

How'd you know
it was a gang?

Those guys have a look,
you know?

No.
I don't.

[ Monitor beeping ]

Not good news, huh?

We're running out of time
to find you a donor heart.

With your high PRA screen
and your rare blood type,

the odds are --

They're like winning
the lottery, huh?

Your heart is getting weaker
by the day.

We can keep you stable
here.

If ventricular assist
becomes necessary,

we will take that step.

I know how badly
you wanted to get back

to start your sanctuary.

I called
the various shelters,

but until we find them
permanent homes,

my animals, their time's
running out faster than mine.

Is there no one
that you can trust

to help you get things
up and running?

I'm trying to find someone,

but it's hard to do interviews
from this bed.

Oh.
[ Coughs ]

[ Monitors beeping rapidly ]
I-I...

Elias?

Elias, tell me
what you're feeling.

**

Okay, he's in v-tach
with some instability.

I need Amiodarone.

How can I help, Dr. Bell?

Okay,
get ready to start pacing.

We need to drape
and intubate.

Get him on ECMO now.

Dr. Williams.

[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]

Okay.
Turn on the ECMO.

Okay, going on.

[ ECMO whirring ]

Come on, Elias.

Come on.

If it's not drugs,

it's comic books,
role-playing games.

And movies these days,
they're so violent.

He doesn't know
what's real anymore.

Excuse me. Do you mind
if I borrow your chair?

Not at all.
I was just leaving.

Okay.

Do you have a family history
of mental illness?

No.

Course not.

I still think
it's drugs.

What else could make me afraid
of my own son?

If we requested a psychiatrist

and they found something wrong,
what happens then?

Well if Hunter's deemed
a threat to himself or others,

he'll be admitted
for a 72-hour assessment period.

72 hours?

We need help, Lindsay.

You can't pretend we don't.

Maybe you do.
You have pushed him to this.

He's never
been good enough.

Okay, let's --
let's be, uh, patient here.

First, I need to rule out
any medical problems.

Then we can talk
about a psych assessment.

Sorry.

It's been
a stressful month.

We're not great
at navigating stressful.

[ Cellphone buzzing ]
Well, if you figure out
how to deal with it,

I will be first in line
to take your class.

Sorry, I have to go.

I'll see you soon, okay?

Okay.
Thank you.

[ Indistinct announcement
over P.A. ]

Still hurt?

Anywhere else?

You know,
I'm trying to help you here.

You call this help?

Um..

will you excuse me
for a second?

Yeah. Whatever.
Take your time.

You, uh --
they page you for this?

Uh, yes.
Yes.

Um, but, uh...

Well, I had a situation recently
with a violent patient,

and I'm still feeling
a bit shaken.

Well,
I'll be in there with you.

He's no problem.

Yeah, yeah, I still think
I'll just observe from here.

Okay.

Well, I did a psych rotation
in residency. I can --

Yeah, if you don't mind,
just basic questions.

Sure.

Yeah.
Thank you.

So Hunter,

what, uh, what brought you
in here today?

Read it off the chart, dummy.

You know the faster
we get this done,

the faster
you can go home.

So why did you break
into your neighbors' house?

Our fridge is all full
of lettuce, heirloom carrots.

I wanted ice cream.

You wanted ice cream,
and you weren't high?

No.
I'm -- I'm not like that.

Okay.

You going through
any difficulties lately?

Any -- Any big changes
in your life?

I don't know.

I-I get mad easier,

so I just don't take crap
like I used to.

People should get past it.

Can I get some food?
Something?

A chocolate bar?

No, you know,
you can't eat anything

until we do
the blood work,

and I'm hoping that goes
better than the last time.

Yeah, don't count on it.

So my heart
isn't even beating anymore?

No.

But the ECMO
is keeping you alive.

[ Sighs ]
How long can I stay on it?

Well, that depends.

But it's a temporary solution,
so you have to stay here.

I guess a donor heart
hasn't been found

in the past few hours.

Is there anything we can do
to help you out?

Can you take a week off
to babysit some donkeys?

I actually would love
to do that.

Donkeys
are my spirit animal.

[ Monitor beeping steadily ]

Hey.
I know you.

Yeah, it's Dev.

I'm your doctor, actually.
You had us worried.

Dev Sekara?

[ Laughs softly ]
Damn.

I haven't seen you since,
like, high school, right?

Yeah, we kind of lost track
of each other back then.

Probably
when I dropped out.

Looking at you now,

maybe not the smartest play,
right?

Yeah.

Justin, uh, I'm gonna
ask you some questions

to make sure your brain's
functioning normally

after the surgery.

Can you copy this
while we talk?

What day is it today?

Uh, Wednesday.

Great.

Now, can you give me the
multiples of seven in order?

0, 7, 14,

21, 28, 35.

You started with zero.

Everyone always forgets
to start with zero.

That's good.

And you're passing
with flying colors.

Just a couple more
questions, man.

Do you remember
how you got here?

I was at a party --

What about the fight?

Do you remember
being in a fight?

What about the cop that
drove you here? Officer Bauer?

Hold up, hold up.
What?

The police, they said
you were in a gang fight.

An officer drove you here.

You're saying
a cop brought me here.

The cops did this to me.

**

Greg: If the tests came back
negative for drugs,

then he needs
psychiatric care.

Well you may be right, but
there are some other things --

the headaches, the hunger,
the low blood sugars.

Those aren't indicative
of a psychiatric issue.

So what are we gonna do?

You just need
to give me more time.

Okay?

I want to get him in
for a brain scan,

and I need to wait

to see the results
of the second blood test.

Hunter?

Hunter!

Let's just
lean back here.
What's going on?

There we go.

Why don't you help me
get his legs up, okay?

Get a line in him,
get his airway clear.

Hunter!

I was okay
with the new Hunter at first,

but this doesn't seem
so good.

**

I don't know
what's going on.

I get hungry, I get mad,
I get tired.

It's this
never-ending cycle.

Well, we're gonna find out
why this is happening to you.

One good part of this was,
uh, I stomped Tristan Darby

and his idiot friends.

My dad actually seemed
to respect me after that.

First time
that ever happened.

Hunter, how do you feel
before an outburst takes place?

I don't know.
Uh, I get kind of sweaty.

My vision gets blurry,
I guess.

Hungry, angry -- hangry --
times 1,000.

Okay.

You have a--

Hunter?

Hunter?

[ Indistinct announcement
over P.A. ]

[ Chuckling ]
Dr. Harris.

Hello.
Hi.

Uh, I thought
you were in a meeting, but...

No I was just, uh,
I was on the phone.

May I just...

Yeah.
Just make it quick.

This about Hunter?

Oh, um,
no, actually.

It's about you.

I was going through
some of Dr. Murphy's files,

and I noticed you used to be
one of his patients.

You read my file?

And I thought we should
continue your treatment

while you still appear
to be in a good state.

A stitch in time
and all that.

I'm all stitched up.
Thanks.

Yeah, but it's important
to identify your stressors

before you buckle
under them.

Dr. Carver, this, um --

this treatment you speak of

wouldn't happen
to be mandatory, would it?

Well, I --

No? Okay.

Well, then, uh,
thank you for your concern.

[ Sighs ]
Okay. All right.

Well, just, uh --
just please consider it, okay?

No need to be held back
by, uh, old ghosts.

I'll keep that in mind.

Good.

**

I was at this party.

We went there to find a guy,
send him a message.

Nah, not -- not --
not like that.

Remember my ex, Sarita?

Her man took off,

left her looking after her baby
without a dime.

Told him he better do
the right thing.

I'm not A6U anymore,

but he didn't need
to know that.

A6U?

"Already 6 Under."

I got out of it
a few months back,

went back to school
for automotive.

So what happened
after the party?

Must have left
like 5:00 a.m.

Walking to the streetcar

when these two cops
come out of nowhere

talking about some graffiti,
said I fit the description.

You must have done something
to get their attention.

Yeah, yeah,
now that you mention it,

I was straight-up
murdering a guy at the time.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Laughs ]

They wanted to know
where I was going,

where I had come from,
show my I.D.,

same old, same old.

They arrested you?

No, but one blocked me,
wouldn't let me go,

so I shoved him
just out of the way.

He tripped and fell,

the other one goes crazy,
starts attacking me.

Last thing I remember --

baton's coming for my head,
and I black out.

Catch their names?

Hmm.

That explains why that cop's
so interested

in what he has to say.

Hey, Zach, it's me.

Uh, we should probably talk
about this morning.

I just got off the phone
with Memorial.

There was a huge crash,
and I think they have

a heart for Elias.

Size is good,
blood type is a match.

No, no, no. Why do I think
there's a "but" coming?

Elias is sensitized

because of a transfusion
that he had in his teens.

He's been exposed
to foreign proteins.

So he's developed antibodies

that have increased
his risk of rejection.

So we need to find him
a heart

that those antibodies
won't reject.

[ Sighs ]
So we put him on LVAD and RVAD,

and he waits here
maybe forever.

I can't do that to him.

**

I'm calling in a favor
from one of our suppliers.

Get Premcardia on the phone.

Tell them I want their
latest model here in an hour.

An hour?
Is that even possible?

Just tell Gary
that we'll be even.

Elias, I don't think
that you can sit here

and wait for a donor heart
any longer.

I think that I have
a possible solution.

I want to give you a totally
artificial heart implant.

You want to take my heart out
before we find a new one?

That's right.

How does that even work?

Well, you're mobile.

You carry the power source for
the heart around in a backpack.

And then you can
oversee things at the farm

while we look
for a new heart.

Are you serious?

I mean, you will have
to take it easy,

hire some help,

but people have lived as
outpatients with these devices

for as long as 18 months.

And we will find you
a new heart.

It is just
a matter of time.

[ Chuckles ]

Thank you, Dr. Bell.

[ Sirens wailing ]

[ Indistinct radio chatter ]

Hey, doc.
Any news?

We know what you did
to him.

What's he talking about?

Mr. Srinivasan is awake,

and he's made
a disturbing accusation.

That's why you're sticking
around, isn't it?

To threaten him
out of telling the truth.

Okay, Dr. Sekara, can you go,
please, attend to the patient?

[ Sighs ]

[ Door opens, closes ]

He claims he was assaulted
by the police.

I'm not ignorant.

I know this type of stuff
happens.

[ Siren wails ]

Look, I wasn't there, okay?
It was some other cops.

When my partner and I showed,
it was over.

Okay.

Why did they stop him
in the first place?

Did they have a reason?

They thought they did.

Well, the cops just went off,
okay?

We deal with a lot of abuse.
We get spat on.

And sometimes you snap,
you have a bad night.

We're human, too.

He has a fractured skull.

He came at them.

End of the night,

everybody just wants to go home
safe to their families.

With all due respect,
officer,

that young man did not
go home safe last night.

Yeah, and he's alive,
and he got his shots in, too,

so he can go tell
his gangland friends

that he almost beat up
a cop.

Let's call it even.

Even?

Officer Bauer,
I think you should come with me.

[ Sighs ]

Remember when you used
to come over after school

to play "Goldeneye?"

Oh, yeah.
So many hours.

And you always picked Odd Job,
you jerk.

[ Both chuckle ]

You always knew you wanted
to be a doctor,

even back then, eh?

Yeah.
Even back then.

I could never get that far.

I just focused on making
as much paper as I could.

Hey, man,
it's not like I didn't see

the attraction
in your life.

Even -- Even in school,

you could buy
anything you wanted.

[ Laughs ]
That's funny.

That's --
That's straight funny.

You don't know how many times
I wished I was you --

stable home, good grades.

How's your mom doing,
anyway?

Uh, she's good.

Yeah, you know,
all up in my life as usual.

[ Monitor beeping steadily ]

This is Justin.

Officer Bauer's the one
that brought you in.

If you're waiting
for a "thank you,"

don't hold your breath.

Just doing my job.

Aah!

Aah!
It's really hurting now.

[ Inhales sharply, groans ]
Let's up his morphine,
Dr. Sekara.

What's going on, Dev?

Damn it.

[ Breathing heavily ]
Pressure's climbing!

[ Monitors beeping rapidly ]

Okay, his hematoma
may have re-ruptured.

There's no time for an O.R.

Officer Bauer,
you need to leave.

**

[ Elevator bell dings ]

[ Indistinct chatter ]

[ Indistinct announcement
over P.A. ]

Alex, I may have something
for you.

You saw Hunter?
Yeah.

He says he gets sweaty,
has blurred vision,

and pronounced
hunger symptoms.

How are his blood sugars?

We're waiting
on the second round.

Okay.

How's Luke?

Not great.

And if you can imagine,
I only made things worse.

Honestly, it's --
I'm fine.

I just --
been a long time

since I've been
so on my own.

Alex,
you're not on your own.

I'm here.

**

Charlie, I...

[ Tablet chimes ]

Oh.
Okay.

Here we go.

Wow.
Look at these blood sugars.

Well, I don't think
I've ever seen

glucose levels that low
before.

What is doing this to him?

Factitious insulin?
Liver or kidney disease?

Hypothyroidism?

It's all too extreme
for any of those things.

Something pancreatic.

Insulinoma.

Of course.
It explains everything.

I'm gonna get an MRI,
find out where it is.

Can you book me an O.R.?

Yeah.
Great.
Thanks.

[ Monitors beeping steadily ]

[ Suction hissing ]

Okay, we need to trim
the atrial cuff

to ensure a proper match.

If there's a leak
in the back,

it will be impossible to fix
once the device is in.

So Dr. Bell,
anything special happen today?

You mean apart
from enabling a man

to walk out of here
without a heart?

Yes.
Apart from that.

Get to the point,
Dr. Williams.

Just Dr. Miller showed Dev and I
a little special gift.

They're gorgeous.

He has
surprisingly good taste.

He screwed up and tried
to buy back my affection,

and when I didn't react
the way that he wanted --

They are pretty,
shiny objects.

Can we focus
on the work, please?

Of course. Sorry.
Didn't mean to pry.

Damn it.

There a problem,
Dr. Bell?

The tissue on the atrial cuff
is too weak

to suture
to the artificial ventricles.

How do we keep it
from tearing?

We can't cut down
to more viable tissue, so...

we reinforce?

Felt strips.

We use felt strips
to reinforce the suture lines

so that the tissue will hold.

Can we get some of those
in here, please?

We are not going to let
one bad bleeder shut us down.

**

Time of death --
5:24 p.m.

I'm sorry about your loss,
Dr. Sekara.

I can inform the parents.

[ Breathes shakily ]

Hey!

What are you gonna do
about this, huh?

Right now, there are three
reports on my sergeant's desk,

including one from my partner,
toeing the line.

The guy who did this
is gonna get off,

and I'm gonna be marked
for life.

Yeah, give me your
sergeant's number.
I'll call him myself.

Look,
you need to calm down.

Dr. Sekara,
this is not the way.

You would have done
the same thing.

You would have beaten
my friend to death.

Doctor! Dr. Sekara!

[ Breathing heavily ]

I-I say we just
put this out there

and tell everyone what happened,
let it go viral.

No, proper channels,
Dr. Sekara.

What you did out there,
that is not the way.

That could have been me,
Shahir.

I would have fit
the same description.

But you should know how to talk
to a police officer.

You know how to behave.

I know.
It's not fair.

Yeah, like, it's not fair
that I get followed

by mall cops
when I'm shopping.

Or that...I get pulled in
for a random check

every time
I'm in an airport.

I face it, too, Dev.

I have to believe that
things like this are anomalies.

I have to believe
the good in people.

You want to have kids.

What would you do
if it was your son, Shahir?

**

Okay.
Enucleating the tumor now.

Billy: It's in a tricky spot,
right on the pancreatic duct.

It is, and if we nick it,
he's in trouble.

It is really stuck
on there.

[ Telephone rings ]

Almost there.

And we are
insulinoma free.

Let's get the bag
in there.

Dr. Reid?

Yeah.

It's a daycare worker calling.

She sounds really upset.

Is Luke okay?

Actually, she's upset
because Luke slapped her

and kicked another kid
and poured juice on the stereo.

She really wants you
to pick him up.

[ Sighs ]

Okay, well,
you can tell her

she's gonna have to hold on
a little while longer.

I'm almost done here.

Billy:
So that little thing

is making this kid wig out
the whole time.

Mm-hmm.

And wreaking havoc
with his glucose levels,

causing extreme hunger,
mood swings, violent outbursts.

There we have it.

[ Monitor beeps ]

Let's have a look around.

What if I don't want
things to go back

to the way they were
before?

Hunter, you got a tumor
on your pancreas,

and I'm pretty sure
you've worn your parents

down to their last nerve.

Yeah, I know I can't stay
like that.
So what do you want?

All my life, I was good,
polite,

never got in anyone's way.

You know what I got for it?

Dog crap in my locker,
gum on bike seat...

running the punch gauntlet
when I walk out of school.

And you don't want
to go back to that.
[ Sighs ]

This tumor may have
made me crazy,

but it made things better
in my life, too.

Nobody messed with me.

My dad --

He respected that.

My last birthday,
all I wanted was comics.

"Sweet Tooth" --

it's this animal mutant kid
who loves candy.

He just...

Dad got me a football.

He can't even
throw one himself.

Hunter,
if you want real change,

it can't come from a tumor,
and it can't come from your dad.

It's gotta come from you.

You're not listening.

If I'm gonna come back
a nobody like I was before,

I don't want to come back.

I don't want to be that guy
anymore.

**

[ Sighs ]

Okay.

Let's go down on the bypass
and up on the artificial heart.

Be careful not to entrain
any air in it.

Okay.
Dialing down perfusion.

[ Whirring slows ]

[ Rhythmic hissing ]

That's music to my ears.

First time I've ever seen
one of these in action.

It's amazing.

So we keep weaning
him off bypass,

then increase
the speed of the heart?

Yeah, once the artificial heart
is doing all of the work,

then we close up the vents.

[ Monitor beeps ]

We are off bypass.

**

Okay.

I think now I can admit

that I've never actually
done that before.

[ Laughter ]

[ Sighs ]

I'm sorry
about this morning.

You felt what you felt.

I guess I was just...
surprised

at what little faith
you have in us.

No.

That's not it at all.

Come here.

Uh...

Look, Zach,
whatever problems we have...

you make me happy.

So when you felt that
I was asking you to marry me

and you looked like you'd rather
operate on an anal fistula,

that was what?

That was me...
being scared.

I mean,
when Charlie and I got married,

everything changed.

It was like
this door closed

on the people
that we used to be --

the fun people.

You're fun now...ish.

[ Chuckles ]

Okay, so I wanted
to make it up to you.

**

So I got you a ring...ish.

[ Chuckles ]

Zach Miller...

will you stay
my boyfriend?

It's beautiful,
and...

I feel like a princess.

**

Thank you.

[ Knock on door ]

Well, you should know,
the surgery went well.

The glycemic effects
of the tumor will be gone,

so Hunter should make
a full recovery.

He'll be back
to normal?

Well,
these days with my son,

I don't know what normal is
anymore.

I just try to ride it out.

[ Chuckles ]

I've been disappointed in him
for being like me.

Always wished
he was somebody else.

But now I'd do anything
to get our Hunter back.

Hate to disappoint him,

but I'm thinking
of getting a tattoo.

* Ooh, ooh

Don't even trip.
There's a new Hunter in town.

**

Hey, Amma.

Yeah, I'll come over
and fix your tablet tonight.

* I told you twice

Yeah, yeah,
I'll stay for dinner.

* We lost this one
Hey, you, uh, remember Justin

from down the street?

* When we rolled the dice
I need --

I need his mom's number.

* I'm out of days,
I'm out of nights *

* Too many wrongs
to make it right *

* And this time

* I'm out of love,
I'm out of cards *

* I'm out of room,
I'm out of lines *

* It's on you
Those are the right ones,
aren't they?

* I'm out of days,
I'm out of nights *

* Too many wrongs
to make it right *

* This time

* I bleed

[ Sighs ]

* Ooh, ooh, ooh

This is Officer Bauer.

Put me through to Sergeant Fitz.

It's about last night's shift.

Dawn: You'll be able
to go home in a few weeks.

And in the meantime,
Dr. Williams has made some calls

to make sure that no more
of your animals get euthanized.

Dr. Bell, is there anything
I could do to thank you?

Well, I do know two boys
who would love to come with me

to visit your animals
sometime.

Any time.
I'd love to have you.

And in the meantime,

if you ever have a guinea pig,
call me.

I'll adopt it.

Really?

I'm not kidding.

Oh.

Gentle.

Yeah.

Easy.

**

Dr. Harris.
Everything okay?

Yeah.
Yeah, I'm fine.

I was just about to go
spend some time with my son.

Oh, good.
It looks like you need it.

You have kids,
Dr. Carver?

Uh, call me Amos,
and, yes. I do.

But I don't
see them anymore.

It's a sad story
for another time.

But a place like this is full
of sad stories.

So I'll tell you mine if you'll
tell me yours, Charlie.

[ Chuckles lightly ]

Have a good night
with your son.

[ Luke crying ]

Oh, come on, buddy.

Just be quiet for mommy
for just, like, 10 minutes.

[ Crying stops ]

Yes!

[ Crying resumes ]

No.
Okay, it's all right.

Mama's coming.
Daddy's coming soon.

Hi, honey.
Hi.

[ Cartoon chatter on tablet ]
Look at that.

Hop, hop, hop, hop,
hop, hop.

Hop.

[ Twinkle! ]

Look at the birds
flying by.

[ Bonk! ]

Oh, it's so pretty.
Look at all the colors.

Ice cream for Luke.

And ice cream for mommy.

**