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♫ Like the air, it caught me off guard ♫

♫ Blowing into my ear ♫

♫ pulling on my nerves ♫

♫ Their conversation topics ♫

♫ are foreign yet familiar♫

♫ In a moment of carelessness ♫

♫ I forgot how to breathe ♫

♫ Can't get closer ♫

♫ as if coming from the horizon♫

♫ The You from within the story ♫

♫ is a light year's distance away ♫

♫ All that I can reach and touch is the past ♫

♫ I admit I am ♫

♫ overestimating myself ♫

♫ I only want to ask myself ♫

♫ how much longer do I need to practice ♫

♫ to be able to adapt to a light year's distance ♫

Far Away LoveEpisode 30

Chu Xia,

regarding the matter which happened 15 years ago, I don't wish to explain anymore.

Regardless of the twists and turns that occurred in the process,

it's my fault.

It was me who first wooed Chen Shuang, and it was me who wasn't able to go against my mother,

that caused Chen Shuang to be harmed in the end,

and caused Meng Xiang to lose his father since young.

But we can't turn back time and we can't get back the fifteen years that have passed.

I'm willing to repent now. Can you give me a chance?

Let me take care of you and Meng Xiang. Let me atone for my sins.

Shen An, do you still remember?

When I first entered the Shen organisation, you taught me

that I shouldn't be such a pacifist,

that I shouldn't just forgive and forget everything.

But I feel,

humans should not be so calculating in their lifetime.

Everyone has their own problems.

But for this matter in particular,

I can't help but be calculating,

I can't just forget about it.

Because you are unforgivable.

No, don't be like this, Chu Xia. Do you really want to leave me?

If possible,

I wish that I had never known you.

Hello, Auntie Fei Fei?

Something happened between my mom and Shen An again.

You're fast. You reached here in less than five minutes.

But this outfit of yours...

What happened?

Grill some more kidneys for me.

Sure! I'll grill two sticks of big kidneys for you!

- Hurry up!- Sure!

You told Meng Chu Xia?

Yes, I've told her.

How did she react?

Seems like she didn't know what happened in the past.

Perhaps her sister

hadn't told her the details of our Shen family.

Then why did you tell her?

I thought, even if I didn't say it, we wouldn't be able to hide it for long.

Why couldn't we hide it?

If Marvin really broke up with her,

and they don't contact each other for the rest of their lives, and we take Marvin to America,

then we would have hidden it, right?

Besides, even if her sister really returns, they meet, and

find out that Marvin is Shen An and Shen An is Marvin.

So what? We would already be at the other end of the world.

Chairwoman, President and Meng Chu Xia really love each other.

These assumptions you've made are next to impossible.

Then what good does it do to say it out loud?

Ok, let's wait. Let's wait for Meng Chu Xia to make demands for an outrageous sum of money

and take away all our Shen family's assets.

I feel that Meng Chu Xia isn't that kind of person.

Chairwoman, have you thought about it?

After knowing the truth, what if Meng Chu Xia doesn't pester our Shen family,

and completely leaves the President instead.

Then the longer we hide this matter,

the more feelings the President invests into the relationship.

Then come the moment when the matter gets exposed,

how painful will it be for him?

Now I truly hope

that Meng Chu Xia will be like what you've just said, and be someone with a backbone.

That scenario is more optimistic.

Even if it's Marvin who's in pain,

it will only be temporary.

Love is nothing in the face of time.

Right now,

Meng Chu Xia should have already talked to Marvin about it.

Hurry and send people to wait at their respective houses.

Especially when you see Marvin, you must watch him.

From now on, I want to know everything that they are doing.

Yes.

Oh my, why did this happen?

And it had to be him too.

Aren't the heavens playing a joke on Chu Xia?

Meng Xiang, you suddenly found out that he is your biological father.

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

Other than being a little surprised, I'm still more worried about her.

Chu Xia,

what do you intend to do now?

I won't do anything.

Fei Fei, I will pack my stuff later.

I will move to your house tomorrow with Meng Xiang.

From now on, in my life,

'Shen An' are two words that will not appear again.

Chu Xia,

I know that this happened very abruptly,

and for it to play out like this, is very hard for anybody to accept.

But you have to understand, he is Meng Xiang's biological father after all.

He should have appeared 15 years ago.

Only coming back now to be his father

when it's too late.

Meng Xiang,

will you be angry at Mom for doing this?

He...

is still waiting downstairs.

Still here?

He sure is stubborn.

We spent so much effort trying to persuade him for so long just now and he didn't even pay us any attention,

treating us as if we didn't exist.

I feel that he is also quite pitiful.

Er Peng!

Chu Xia, don't be like this.

Don't keep everything to yourself.

Just cry, if you feel like crying.

I will cry for Ruo Nan,

for Meng Xiang,

for my parents,

and all of you.

But I won't cry for him.

It's not worth it.

Why are you so silly?

Leave first.

Yes, you are torturing both yourself and Chu Xia like this.

Shen An, doing all this now,

what's the point? Can you solve any problems?

Just leave.

What did you promise me before?

You said that you wouldn't let Chu Xia be harmed in any way.

What are you doing now? If you keep waiting here,

will Chu Xia not be sad anymore?

Can you change your previous wrongdoings by waiting here?

Give me another punch. Hit me again.

Continue hitting!

Do you know how good I felt when you punched me?

You are right, it's all my fault.

But if

it were you, what would you be able to do?

Unless you can tell me,

what can I do besides this?

If not, don't bother about me.

Scram. All of you, go away.

Forget it! Let him be.

If you forcefully make him leave now, he will feel even worse.

At least by looking at the dim lights in Chu Xia's home,

he can still feel

that he hasn't lost her completely.

Chu Xia, it's me, Teddy.

Have you finished packing?

Yes, you came here so early, sorry to trouble you.

I was the one who asked to do it. It's nothing.

I reckoned that you didn't sleep well last night.

Things like moving house, it's better to let me do it.

Thank you.

What about Meng Xiang? Is he awake?

Let's have breakfast before leaving.

He went to wash his face.

You guys can eat,

I'm not hungry.

Chu Xia,

when I came up just now, I didn't see Shen An.

He might have already left.

Senior,

in the future, don't mention him to me anymore, will you?

Why... are you moving away so early?

I went to get some things and bought some breakfast for you guys.

Let's go.

Chu Xia, can I have a private word with you?

Is three minutes okay? You can turn and leave after three minutes.

Chu Xia,

if you don't wish to go, or you feel that

you will feel worse if you go,

then don't go.

It's... it's regarding this house!

This... is the contract I got when I bought this house.

This house was what Chen Shuang left behind for you and Meng Xiang.

The both of you don't have to leave, I'll transfer the house to you today.

You bought this house lawfully.

It belongs to you, there is no such thing as "returning" it to me.

I beg you to accept it.

How can I occupy the house that Chen Shuang left behind for you?

You don't want to feel bad when you see this house, right?

Then you're free to sell it to other people.

It has nothing to do with me.

Are you done talking about the house? Can I go now?

Chu Xia,

give me another chance, will you? Heaven allowed us to get together,

perhaps to give me another chance to make it up to you and atone for my sins.

If even the heavens can give me a chance, why can't you?

Can you stand to let fate break our love to pieces?!

You almost destroyed the lives of my sister and Meng Xiang.

Now you are telling me to treasure our love?

Chu Xia, listen to me explain.

Your three minutes are up.

Chu Xia.

- Let go. - Don't leave.

Let go!

Don't leave! Don't leave!

- Don't leave! - Let go! Let go!

Sorry. I'm sorry, Chu Xia.

Sorry.

Senior, do me a favor.

Chu Xia.

Shen An.

The three minutes we had just now are the last three minutes that we'll ever have together.

After all this, I've decided to be together with Senior.

Please don't look for me anymore in the future.

Chu Xia.

You guys can't bluff me.

Shen An, you know what kind of person I am.

All along, I didn't know about love and women.

So, I missed Chu Xia many times.

When you two got together, I said I would "monitor",

but in my heart, I wished you two well.

Because I believed... I believe that given your character

and your capabilities, you'd be able to prevent Chu Xia from suffering any grievances..

But now that so many things have happened...

I know I can't blame it all on you,

but now you are incapable of giving Chu Xia any simple happiness.

Isn't that so? This time, I will stand up.

Even if Chu Xia came to my side just to hide from you,

I don't care.

This time, I will definitely hold on to Chu Xia tightly.

Meng Xiang.

Chu Xia.

Can I speak to the child for a while?

I beg you, just a few words.

Mom, do you want me to talk to him?

If you want to apologize,

I've already received it. If it's regarding other things, then forget it.

Now, whatever my mom wants me to do,

I will do it.

Good.

Child, keep watch over your mum these few days.

Get her to eat her meals regularly.

If she's in a bad mood, let her sleep,

don't harm her health.

Then... I'll be leaving.

♫ Falling into the desert of love ♫

♫Using wandering as an excuse to escape the shackles of the heart♫

♫ The heart that wants to love is searching ♫

♫No matter how far the distance is♫

♫With a heart that has been pained, waiting for a love that was once damn bloody far away♫

♫ The heart that wants to love is determined ♫

♫ Even if it's bottomless ♫

♫ I'll be waiting here, waiting until you've finished admiring the scenery ♫

Senior...

I'm sorry.

I used you.

As long as you can suffer less pain for a second,

it's okay to use me as many times as you want.

Shen An...

Child... how did you get into this state?

How did you get this way?

You really don't need to be like this.

You don't understand anything.

I understand.

The video of when Meng Chu Xia slapped you at the ball

has already been uploaded online.

I've already seen it.

You waited the entire night below their apartment.

Today, right in front of you, Meng Chu Xia

moved out all her things. I heard about that too.

I sent men to follow you, but not to stop you.

What's the point of stopping you?

Only you can give up hope on your own.

Child... the ties between our family and the Meng family were doomed to end in disaster.

Since Meng Chu Xia has now decided to end it,

you shouldn't make it difficult on yourself anymore either.

Just let fate end it this way.

No, you still don't understand.

I love Meng Chu Xia.

Before, I thought that my love was wanting to be with her.

But only when she turned around and really left,

did I realize that even breathing requires so much effort.

It turned out that her damn "far away" love had already seeped deep into my blood.

Everything will slowly get better.

Child, believe my words.

No matter how big a love is,

when two people separate, everything will pass after a hundred days.

If a 100 days aren't enough, then 200 days, 300 days.

There will come a day that you will forget her.

You're right. It will pass.

But even if you replace it with a life,

if you just let it be, that life will die too.

Just because of that, we should just let go, ?

If that's the case, what's the purpose of people living?

If you don't let it go, what else can you do?

Meng Chu Xia has already left you.

Think about it. You did so much for her.

But in the end, how did she treat you?

That kind of woman isn't worthy of you treating her like this.

Now, I don't even know if I'll still have...

the chance to explain the matter of Meng Xiang to her.

Chu Xia...

I'm going to work now.

Senior Teddy...

I'm here to...

I know why you came.

Your worries are right.

Other than eating and sleeping,

she's usually in this state.

Fei Fei, just go and do what you need to do. Leave Chu Xia to me.

Senior, where are we going?

Come with me.

It hasn't changed here, right?

Looks like nothing's changed,

but it also seems like it's changed a bit.

It's been so many years since we graduated,

but it's my first time coming back to this school.

Do you still remember that building?

In the main lobby in front of the amphitheater, two girls were fighting.

By the time I rushed there,

I saw you being pushed around, covered in sweat, because you tried to mediate by jumping in between them.

You were especially cute.

The library has also been renovated.

Do you still remember the nickname you had back then?

You were called the Seat Saving Little Princess.

Back then, both of us were seat saving legends in this school.

Those times were really great.

There was hope... and vitality.

And also Ruo Nan...

Chu Xia...

I know that since you lost Ruo Nan

and married Shen An,

all these twists and turns have made you feel exhausted and very hopeless.

But why not think back on the frame of mind you had here then?

The way you were then,

raising little Meng Xiang on your own,

knowing that the future was not a very easy road,

but you always maintained your optimism and confidence.

You used to say that no matter what happened in the future,

you would never totally collapse because of some setback.

Senior, how could the "me" of that time

have known that reality

would be this heavy? I know the purpose of you taking me out today.

Don't worry. I'm fine.

It's just that

my heart right now seems to be covered with a pile of heavy dust.

I'm afraid it can't be wiped clean anymore.

It's fine.

Then I'll be your cleaner.

Every time you get sad, let me help clean the dust in your heart for you.

Once... twice...

I believe that there will come a day that your heart will shine again.

How can it be so easy?

Even if I want to forget, there will be someone who will make me remember.

Chairwoman...

What do you want to drink?

I want to hear directly from you, the reason you asked me to come today.

Hatred can indeed change a person.

The tone of your voice now is very similar to your sister's.

Is that child Meng Xiang still doing well?

After I learned about it, I've always wanted to see him.

After all, our Shen family owed him a lot.

No need.

His surname is Meng. He has nothing to do with your Shen family.

Because of the pain that was caused, in regards to your sister,

I'm expressing my deepest regrets.

Actually, at that time, I offered my apology to her,

but she didn't accept it.

James says that you're not the kind of person

who would target our Shen family's wealth.

Meng Chu Xia, I want to ask you if

you left Shen An at this time, as a tactic of retreating in order to advance

a scheme for a much bigger advantage?

And to think that before I got here,

I really thought that you had come here to apologize.

If you're just here to confirm something,

I don't think I have anything more to say.

Wait.

This is the same credit card that you returned to me the last time.

If the real reason you're leaving Shen An for good is because you can't forgive him,

then please take this card

and, taking Meng Xiang with you, leave this city.

It also will make Shen An give up on any thoughts of getting back with you.

Even if you want to go and study abroad together with Meng Xiang,

it won't be a problem.

The amount on this card has already been vastly increased

with enough to let you both not worry about anything for the rest of your lives.

I think... that other time, you also treated my sister like this, didn't you?

Other than this, I also want to know

what else did your family do to my sister?

Meng Chu Xia, haven't you already decided to leave Shen An?

Why can't you take this money and leave this painful place

and live a blissful, wonderful life elsewhere?

If I accept this money,

it's like saying I, and also on behalf of my sister and Meng Xiang,

that we've already accepted it and have decided to let this matter pass.

I'm sorry. I don't have that right.

How do you know that they aren't willing to accept it?

Then you go find them.

Sure. Then I can talk with your parents.

Chairwoman, for my parents,

your Shen family is their worst nightmare.

That's why I've decided to keep this matter a secret from them forever.

Let them think that Shen An and I only separated because of irreconcilable differences.

Is that still not okay with you?

If you still persist in going to them,

- I...- What?

- I won't separate from Shen An.- What?!

Meng Chu Xia, Shen An, this man

first with your sister, then with He Ruo Nan,

the two most important women in your life,

had a relationship with both of them.

Is it that impossible for you to leave him?!

You say that you can't forgive him,

but you're willing to give up such a huge amount of money

to live in the same city as him.

Meng Chu Xia...

can you still claim that you're not being insatiably greedy,

and planning to scheme for a bigger advantage?

She's staying for my sake.

Can't she?

President Li? Aren't you Shen An's friend?

What's your relationship with Meng Chu Xia?

Wherever Meng Chu Xia wants to live her life from now on,

and how she's going to live, has nothing to do with the Shens anymore.

I believe that Chairwoman is also aware of my capabilities.

Although, I can't compare with the Shen family,

but to let Chu Xia live a life like yours is not a problem.

The most important thing is, in my world,

no one will question your character.

So, you've already seen the kind of relationship we have, you should be able to rest easy now.

And hasty, inconsiderate disturbances, like what happened here today, won't occur again,

right?

We'll take our leave.

Hello.

Chairwoman, someone got hospitalized after drinking our new coffee!

What?!

Senior... why did you follow me there?

Didn't I already say that I won't let you have time to sink in deeper?

When dust falls, you must clean it up immediately.

How absurd it is.

We were clearly the victims,

but I had to let you help me in this way.

Could it be that a person who has nothing

would only choose money

and not respect when she's aggrieved?

Different people have different logic.

This isn't something you can change in just a short span of time either.

They don't know who the real Meng Chu Xia is,

that's their loss.

You only need to look forward

and continue walking down your own path.

You have us to accompany you.

Really not bad.

Senior Teddy, I feel that you look particularly charismatic when you wear an apron.

I'll treat that as a compliment.

These last few days, you're especially different from how you were in the past.

What? Are you planning to reach out and grab this opportunity?

Look.

I asked her earlier to help me get a glass. Don't know what she's thinking of again,

she's been in a daze up until now.

I'm not thinking of any opportunity presently.

It's just that seeing her like that, I can't just leave her be.

Let's eat.

- Fei Fei... call Meng Xiang to eat.- Okay.

I'll sue them!

It's because we drank that Lontano coffee by Shen Group Corporation that's why we ended up like this.

Vomiting, diarrhea, totally dehydrated.

What they are doing is attempted murder. What we need is food safety.

If this continues, what will happen to us?

What we are appealing for is food safety! Give us our health back!

Call Mr. Lee.

Have him send the strongest PR person here.

Tell the reporters that before the test results are out,

we will not make any comment.

Tell the related government agencies

that Shen Group Corporation will fully cooperate with all of their investigations.

Chairwoman, another incident occurred at Dongzhou City just an hour ago.

The media will report about it in 5 minutes.

I'm able to walk around here again. This is pretty great.

Yao Yao.

Can you let me see the injury?

I promise that I won't have any expression after seeing it.

Before, it was pretty jagged. Now, it's much more even.

Professor Ye said that I should also prevent it from being exposed to sunlight,

properly rest, and take care of it for a period so it will heal better.

When I grow up, I can just use a cosmetic foundation to conceal it

and long hair to cover it. I will still be a pretty girl.

Who's the one who guaranteed that he wouldn't show any change of expression?

Does this face still have any expression?

You're smiling so much that your eyes are already disappearing.

That'll do. Let me help you put this back on.

It's fine. Let me do it myself.

Looking at you, you don't seem to be purposely acting relaxed.

How was it?

Knowing that your real father is Uncle Shen,

you must be very shocked, right?

Do you hate him?

Aren't there a lot of news items like this now?

After growing up, the child goes to search for his biological parents.

If you really hate them, then you wouldn't go to such great lengths to do that.

Maybe because I've never had one.

If my biological father appeared,

the first thing that I'd think about

is what kind of person he is.

Regarding Uncle Shen's character, you understand it as well. So how do you feel?

If not because of what happened in the past,

he'd be a good father.

He must be very sad now.

In my heart, he's always been like a

boss in a video game.

Arrogant and annoying, but very formidable.

But... when we were moving out,

he seemed... to have totally changed into another person.

Although, he made a mistake in the past,

he has also already been punished.

After all, you're still his biological son.

Why don't you go and visit him. Comfort him.

Maybe he'll feel better afterwards.

Child, are you here to look for the President?

He's not around.

He's not around?

He turned off his phone. I thought he'd be at home.

We are all looking for him too.

How about this, child. If President contacts you

or if you learn anything about his whereabouts from your mom,

you must tell me. Okay?

Did something happen?

Shen Group...

Shen Group is in trouble.

The article on the food poisoning incident must be objective.

We mustn't cover up for Shen Group, but we also mustn't exaggerate things just to attract the reader's attention.

Regarding the news of Shen An being publicly slapped by Meng Chu Xia, think of a way to suppress it.

The impressions obtained if these two things are added up is not good for Shen An.

Yes. I'll take care of them right away.

Hello. The number you've dialed is currently powered off.

What's happening?

Mr. Zhan, I'm sorry.

I don't know where Shen An is right now either.

These are two separate matters.

If I knew where he is, I would also advise him to hurry and go back to Shen Group and take charge of the situation.

Mr. Zhan, I really don't know right now.

I'm sorry. I have another call coming in.

Hello. Who?

Reporter?

I'm sorry. I really don't have anything to say.

Chu Xia, have you seen the news?

Timing and subtitles brought to you byThe Match made in Heaven Team @ Viki

♫ We're all afraid of loneliness ♫

♫We all want emancipation♫

♫Since the beginning, we've seriously thought about living together♫

♫ We're all afraid of falling ♫

♫ Falling into the desert of love ♫

♫Using wandering as an excuse to escape the shackles of the heart♫

♫ The heart that wants to love is searching ♫

♫No matter how far the distance is♫

♫With a heart that has been pained, waiting for a love that was once damn bloody far away♫

♫ The heart that wants to love is determined ♫

♫ Even if it's bottomless ♫

♫ I'll be waiting here, waiting until you've finished admiring the scenery ♫