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My neighbor Kenny and his
girlfriend go all the time.
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The rides were actually fun,
Claire,
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even though they hurl you
through the air very quickly
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without a proper
three-point seat belt.
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It was worth the $300 I spent.
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What kind of carnival will
cost you that much money?
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It was not just the carnival.
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Kenny's girlfriend wanted to
go to see a movie afterwards,
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but I just got
the second edition
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of Chaikof's
Atlas of Vascular Therapy
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so decided not to go.
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And you paid for everyone?
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I had to.
I lost the bet.
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Rounds will have to wait.
We have a consult come up.
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Hunter Denoble, 38.
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Came into the E.R. this morning
complaining of severe neck pain.
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X-rays
show anterolisthesis.
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A herniated disc. Thirty-eight a
little young for that, isn't it?
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Unless there's a history
of spinal trauma.
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There is.
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Hunter fractured seven
vertebrae in his neck and back
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in a motorcycle accident
10 years ago.
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He was one of my first patients.
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Suffered complete paralysis
from the chest down.
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...a few months back,
just gnawing pain.
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Ibuprofen usually
took the edge off.
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Every day?
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Uh, yeah, give or take.
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It's not that bad. Last
night things changed.
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He couldn't move
his neck at all,
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and the pain medicine
had no effect.
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So, he wanted to tough it out,
but I dragged him in here.
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Yeah, it sounds like you.
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(HUNTER CHUCKLES)
Feel that?
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Yeah.
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And that?
Mmm-hmm.
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I made partner at the firm.
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I don't like to call in sick.
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And let's face it, I've spent enough nights
in hospital rooms for five lifetimes.
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Can't argue with that.
Squeeze my hands.
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You have any tingling
or weakness in your arms?
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No.
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The plain films showed what
looked like a herniated disc.
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Which would mean...?
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Artificial disc replacement.
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Day procedure, he'd be out
by the morning at the latest.
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You married him?
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Yes, three years ago in Cancun.
It was lovely.
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Even though
he's in a wheelchair?
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Shaun.
HUNTER: Oh, no worries.
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I get this all the time.
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Sure, she can never wear heels,
but think of the parking.
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(CHUCKLES)
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(GROANS, INHALES SHARPLY) DR.
MELENDEZ: What happened?
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Pain shot right down
through my legs.
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Your legs?
Yeah.
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I haven't felt anything
below my chest in 10 years.
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What the hell is going on?
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**
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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)
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* When I saw the break of day
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* I wished that I could fly away
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* Instead of kneeling
in the sand
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* Catching teardrops in my hand
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* My heart is drenched in wine
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* But you'll be on my mind
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* Forever *
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Mom.
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(GASPS)
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Well, there's my girl.
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CLAIRE: I don't
want to see you.
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But I haven't seen you in years.
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Don't run away from me.
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Can we talk? Since I
don't want to see you,
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it follows that I don't want
to hear from you, either.
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I just came in
to get antibiotics.
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My surgeon doesn't work
on Fridays.
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It feels fine.
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Sorry, it's not fine.
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This implant
is definitely infected.
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Just that one, though, right?
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Yes. At this point,
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your butt lift, tummy tuck,
lipo, and breast augmentation
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appear to be healthy.
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But I need to remove
this one and clean the area
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before the bacteria spreads.
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Well, can you replace it?
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Once the infection is resolved
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and you have
a few months to heal.
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I don't want to walk around with
half of a face for a few months.
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Isn't there anything you can
do to save the implant?
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I can't make any guarantees,
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but if I can replace the implant
without risking re-infection, I will.
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Okay, Doctor.
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I didn't understand the lyrics,
but I liked your mom's voice.
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Is she a professional singer?
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She is a lot of things.
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Great mom wasn't one of them.
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How so?
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A lot of people have issues with
their parents, nothing new.
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But everyone's story's
different.
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How so?
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When I was in high school,
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I babysat the kids
in my neighborhood.
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I wanted to buy
a laptop for school
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like a lot of my friends had,
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so I saved up 1,000 bucks.
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I came home one day,
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and the money was gone
and so was my mother.
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And three days later,
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she came back from Reno
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with a designer dress
and a guy named Ricky.
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I never got the laptop.
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**
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My mom made pancakes.
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They were good.
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(CHUCKLES)
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Mmm, what is that?
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I've never seen
anything like that.
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Maybe a spinal column tumor.
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Hunter's initial
spinal cord injury
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from the motorcycle accident that
caused his paralysis was at T1,
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but that part looks
almost completely normal now.
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Hunter's phantom pain is real.
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My former mentor, Sonya Kung,
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is head of the surgical
residency program
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at Denver Memorial Hospital.
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If you want a meeting,
I'll make the call.
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Why?
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You're gonna need a job
after this year.
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You just trying to
screw with my head,
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or are you actually
being serious?
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The opportunity is real.
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I'm trying to be nice.
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I do that
when it doesn't hurt me.
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And this definitely
doesn't hurt you,
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you getting rid of
some competition.
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True, although you're not high
on my list of threats.
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This would be a much bigger
benefit for you.
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Look, I fought to stay here.
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I'm not going anywhere.
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**
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It's very rare,
but after many years
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with a bruised cord like yours
that isn't severed,
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it can start to function again.
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So, this mass
is causing Hunter's pain?
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Yes.
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If the cord is healthy,
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why aren't I feeling
more than pain?
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The mass is compressing
the healthy cord,
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just letting the pain through.
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We still have to do
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some more advanced imaging
to map the mass,
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but I am fairly confident
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that if we removed it
that could change.
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You may be able to walk again.
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**
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We were able to
clean out the infection
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and swap in a new implant.
I am very pleased.
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You think it looks okay?
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I love it, and you are going
to look great at the beach.
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Wailea?
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(CHUCKLES)
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We went there on our honeymoon.
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Thank you. (LAUGHS)
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Ooh.
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He's taking you to Hawaii.
You should be hugging him.
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Oh, I'm so relieved.
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Satisfied customers.
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This is why cosmetics
is the most fun specialty.
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Now, we're gonna
monitor you closely.
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There is a risk the infection could
have seeded to other implants.
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Keep me posted.
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Yes, Chief.
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I'll take the early shift.
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Once I'm on my feet,
I'm never sitting down again.
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I'm gonna take Cora dancing.
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She's a great dancer.
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Oh, no.
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I push myself.
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No offense. It's my rule.
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(WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY
ON PA)
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Right.
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If this works,
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after a considerable amount
of physical therapy
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you may be able to walk,
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but that doesn't mean
you'll be a very good dancer.
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After years of atrophy
from not moving your legs,
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you will likely be very bad.
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(CHUCKLES)
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You know what the worst part is?
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It isn't being in the chair.
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It's that people
see the chair first.
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They don't see me.
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You know what I'm talking about.
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Why would I know
what you're talking about?
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My brother-in-law's on the spectrum.
So's my assistant.
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I make it a priority of hiring
people with disabilities.
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Let me guess. When you first
started working here,
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no one believed in you.
They didn't know me.
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They didn't know that I was
going to make a good surgeon.
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HUNTER: No.
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You were different.
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I guarantee you
every other doctor
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started with a basic
level of respect.
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It's implied they're competent.
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We waste our time and energy
trying to prove that we belong.
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**
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EMMA: I'm fine.
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She's just being thorough,
honey.
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You've been over my body
three times.
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Early infections
often mimic blemishes.
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It pays to be thorough.
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Is this sore?
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(BREATHES SHARPLY)
Maybe a little.
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What's wrong?
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It could be nothing,
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or it could be a carbuncle,
an early sign of infection.
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Dr. Andrews needs
to have a look at this.
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This varicocele is raising
testicular temperature
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and causing your sperm count
to be low.
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Surgically, I go in,
ligate the varicocele
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and re-check your numbers
in a few weeks.
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It's done under a local,
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so no anesthesia risks,
minimal blood loss.
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There's a risk of low
testosterone and impotence,
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but recovery time's
usually a week at most.
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So, I could have kids, I just
might not be able to make them?
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As I said, it's low risk.
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I only mention it because
I'm obligated to inform you.
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Well, you're obligated to
inform me because it's a risk.
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It's an unlikely complication,
but, yes, it happens.
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It's outpatient.
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I do it right here
in the office.
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What I see here
is a chance to fix a problem.
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And I see a chance
to create a new one.
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(CELL PHONE VIBRATES)
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I'm... I'm sorry, I have to go.
I have a patient.
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(CLEARS THROAT)
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(DOOR OPENS)
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Look, I see a lot of men
with this issue.
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Sure, they come in
because they want kids,
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but I think what they really
want is to reaffirm themselves.
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And that's a good thing.
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Thank you.
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It's a spinal
arachnoid meningioma.
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Have you seen
one of these before?
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DR. MELENDEZ: Much smaller.
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They usually don't get this big
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because the pain and weakness brings
the patient into the E.R. fast.
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But in this case, no pain,
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no E.R. visit
until it got this big.
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And it's wrapped around the spinal
cord tightly and fused with the dura.
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Can we get a fiber-optic laser
and take it out in segments?
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No, I don't think so.
256
00:11:18,678 --> 00:11:22,482
It stopped growing
and settled in this position.
257
00:11:22,549 --> 00:11:25,853
But I do think that we can dissect
along the subarachnoid plane
258
00:11:25,919 --> 00:11:27,554
down to the largest
segment at T2
259
00:11:27,620 --> 00:11:28,789
and remove it in one piece.
260
00:11:28,856 --> 00:11:30,958
That's an extension of the mass.
261
00:11:31,024 --> 00:11:33,794
Mmm, no.
It's the medullary pyramids.
262
00:11:33,861 --> 00:11:37,430
No.
It's an extension of the mass.
263
00:11:37,497 --> 00:11:41,668
The pyramids are more central
and the color is wrong.
264
00:11:42,369 --> 00:11:44,304
Murphy's right.
265
00:11:44,371 --> 00:11:47,207
The extension's tightly
adhered to the brainstem.
266
00:11:50,043 --> 00:11:51,311
DR. ANDREWS: Who caught it?
267
00:11:51,378 --> 00:11:52,712
Jared did.
268
00:11:53,713 --> 00:11:54,982
DR. ANDREWS: Nice work.
269
00:11:55,048 --> 00:11:56,483
Most first-year residents
would have missed this.
270
00:11:56,549 --> 00:11:58,285
It's very small on the surface,
271
00:11:58,351 --> 00:12:01,054
but I can feel the fluctuance
under the skin.
272
00:12:01,121 --> 00:12:02,890
What do we need to do to fix it?
273
00:12:02,956 --> 00:12:04,224
(REMOVES GLOVES)
274
00:12:04,291 --> 00:12:06,526
We need to remove
all of the implants
275
00:12:06,593 --> 00:12:09,162
and some of the healthy
underlying tissue as well.
276
00:12:09,229 --> 00:12:12,599
Unfortunately, it will cause
significant permanent scarring.
277
00:12:12,665 --> 00:12:14,935
No, no, no, you...
You can't do that.
278
00:12:15,002 --> 00:12:16,669
I'll look worse
than I did before.
279
00:12:16,736 --> 00:12:18,772
I... I don't get it. You removed
the bad part from her face,
280
00:12:18,839 --> 00:12:21,441
and it's fixed. Looks
good, no more infection.
281
00:12:21,508 --> 00:12:23,076
Let's just do the same
with the rest of 'em.
282
00:12:23,143 --> 00:12:24,644
It's not that simple.
283
00:12:24,711 --> 00:12:26,814
When we removed the infection
from Emma's cheek,
284
00:12:26,880 --> 00:12:29,783
it was under the pretense
it was a localized issue.
285
00:12:29,850 --> 00:12:32,285
If we just take out the
infection from the new area,
286
00:12:32,352 --> 00:12:33,553
it could jump again.
287
00:12:35,789 --> 00:12:37,825
I won't do it.
288
00:12:37,891 --> 00:12:40,360
When an infection spreads,
it often moves very quickly.
289
00:12:40,427 --> 00:12:41,694
What Dr. Andrews
is saying...
290
00:12:41,761 --> 00:12:43,230
I understand what he's saying.
291
00:12:45,198 --> 00:12:48,501
I'm 50 years old.
292
00:12:48,568 --> 00:12:51,905
When I went to drop my
daughter off at Michigan,
293
00:12:51,972 --> 00:12:55,042
we went to that bar
on Liberty Street,
294
00:12:55,108 --> 00:12:56,810
where we first met.
295
00:12:56,877 --> 00:13:00,113
I saw myself sitting there
25 years ago,
296
00:13:00,180 --> 00:13:03,750
young, confident,
full of potential.
297
00:13:06,419 --> 00:13:07,754
Then you raise a kid
298
00:13:07,821 --> 00:13:11,658
and look after your husband,
299
00:13:12,926 --> 00:13:14,127
a home.
300
00:13:18,298 --> 00:13:20,000
You lose touch
with who you were.
301
00:13:23,536 --> 00:13:25,772
You... You said it was
an infection, right?
302
00:13:25,839 --> 00:13:27,607
Like strep throat or something.
303
00:13:28,575 --> 00:13:30,878
That's what antibiotics are for.
304
00:13:30,944 --> 00:13:32,379
Couldn't we just use that?
305
00:13:35,015 --> 00:13:39,086
We could try strong,
broad-spectrum antibiotics,
306
00:13:39,152 --> 00:13:41,221
but I really don't
want to do that.
307
00:13:41,288 --> 00:13:42,555
You could become septic.
308
00:13:42,622 --> 00:13:44,157
You could die.
309
00:13:44,224 --> 00:13:47,594
**
310
00:13:49,762 --> 00:13:51,564
It'll work.
311
00:13:52,265 --> 00:13:53,466
It has to.
312
00:13:56,836 --> 00:13:58,271
The brainstem is complex.
313
00:13:58,338 --> 00:14:00,840
Even our best imaging can't
provide a complete picture.
314
00:14:01,975 --> 00:14:04,377
So, then, you would just
leave the cyst in him?
315
00:14:04,444 --> 00:14:06,779
ALEX: Other than the pain,
it's not harming Hunter.
316
00:14:06,846 --> 00:14:08,115
It's stabilized now
and done growing.
317
00:14:08,181 --> 00:14:09,749
But what about the pain?
318
00:14:09,816 --> 00:14:14,521
An implanted nerve inhibitor
will completely remove the pain.
319
00:14:15,788 --> 00:14:17,490
But I won't be able to walk.
320
00:14:19,259 --> 00:14:20,527
No.
321
00:14:25,298 --> 00:14:27,100
(SIGHS)
322
00:14:27,167 --> 00:14:29,736
Exactly how risky is removing
the mass from the brainstem?
323
00:14:29,802 --> 00:14:31,404
Everything that
keeps your heart beating
324
00:14:31,471 --> 00:14:33,140
and you breathing
is right there.
325
00:14:33,206 --> 00:14:35,909
The nerve inhibitor
is a day procedure.
326
00:14:35,976 --> 00:14:37,978
You'd sleep in your bed
tonight pain-free.
327
00:14:38,045 --> 00:14:39,446
Give me a percentage
on this thing.
328
00:14:39,512 --> 00:14:40,981
Don't do this to yourself.
329
00:14:41,048 --> 00:14:42,983
I don't like to give
those kinds of numbers.
330
00:14:43,050 --> 00:14:44,918
They're population-based, and they don't
apply to your exact circumstance.
331
00:14:44,985 --> 00:14:46,286
I understand
how statistics work.
332
00:14:46,353 --> 00:14:48,488
But there's a number,
and it's relevant.
333
00:14:51,191 --> 00:14:54,561
There's a 15% chance
the surgery would kill you.
334
00:14:54,627 --> 00:14:56,896
**
335
00:15:02,402 --> 00:15:05,472
I remember the moment I
accepted I'd never walk again.
336
00:15:07,107 --> 00:15:09,876
It wasn't when Dr. Melendez
told me after the accident.
337
00:15:11,578 --> 00:15:15,015
It was a few months later
when I was in rehab
338
00:15:15,082 --> 00:15:19,652
and I was trying to
get up in the standing frame.
339
00:15:19,719 --> 00:15:22,355
I looked out the window and there's all
these people just living their lives.
340
00:15:24,857 --> 00:15:28,595
I'm trying to fix something
that I can't change,
341
00:15:28,661 --> 00:15:30,397
and life was going on
without me.
342
00:15:34,067 --> 00:15:36,203
So I started living again.
343
00:15:39,906 --> 00:15:41,841
(SIGHS)
344
00:15:41,908 --> 00:15:43,443
But now there's
something I can do.
345
00:15:47,780 --> 00:15:49,149
Hunter...
346
00:15:52,919 --> 00:15:54,721
I want to talk
to Dr. Melendez.
347
00:15:59,392 --> 00:16:00,627
No.
348
00:16:00,693 --> 00:16:01,894
Please.
349
00:16:01,961 --> 00:16:04,064
(SIGHS)
Just go get Dr. Melendez.
350
00:16:04,998 --> 00:16:08,535
**
351
00:16:14,607 --> 00:16:16,943
(WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY
ON PA)
352
00:16:18,811 --> 00:16:20,113
You curious?
353
00:16:21,714 --> 00:16:23,350
About why I gave you the credit?
354
00:16:23,416 --> 00:16:25,252
I assume you thought
it was a set-up,
355
00:16:25,318 --> 00:16:28,088
that Andrews thought you were wrong
and you tried to throw it on me.
356
00:16:28,155 --> 00:16:29,722
That's very cynical.
357
00:16:31,191 --> 00:16:33,760
The other alternative
is that you were being kind,
358
00:16:33,826 --> 00:16:35,428
which seems very unlikely.
359
00:16:35,495 --> 00:16:37,630
There is a third possibility.
360
00:16:39,132 --> 00:16:40,533
I'm proving a point.
361
00:16:40,600 --> 00:16:42,902
When you lose their respect,
no matter what you do,
362
00:16:42,969 --> 00:16:44,304
no matter how many wins
you chalk up,
363
00:16:44,371 --> 00:16:46,206
you'll never get it back.
364
00:16:46,273 --> 00:16:47,840
The game's already over.
365
00:16:47,907 --> 00:16:49,008
You lost.
366
00:16:50,777 --> 00:16:52,612
Does anyone like you?
367
00:16:52,679 --> 00:16:54,314
I like me.
368
00:16:54,381 --> 00:16:55,848
LAB TECH: I've got results.
369
00:16:56,349 --> 00:16:59,319
**
370
00:17:00,820 --> 00:17:03,056
I know this is her first cycle
of antibiotics,
371
00:17:03,123 --> 00:17:04,957
but I'm not seeing
any improvement.
372
00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:06,659
Her neutrophils
are through the roof.
373
00:17:07,494 --> 00:17:09,529
(PAPER RUSTLES)
374
00:17:09,596 --> 00:17:11,898
You'd be under anesthesia
for nine hours,
375
00:17:11,964 --> 00:17:14,534
and I'll need to make sure that your body's
healthy enough to handle the stress.
376
00:17:14,601 --> 00:17:16,769
Will you tell him
not to do this, please?
377
00:17:18,004 --> 00:17:19,306
You don't care what I think?
378
00:17:19,372 --> 00:17:20,773
HUNTER:
I'm the one in the chair.
379
00:17:20,840 --> 00:17:22,075
You have no idea
what that's like.
380
00:17:22,142 --> 00:17:24,077
I'm right there with you.
381
00:17:24,144 --> 00:17:25,745
Who carries you up the stairs?
382
00:17:25,812 --> 00:17:27,547
Who pushes you out
through the sand
383
00:17:27,614 --> 00:17:29,149
so you can put your feet
in the water?
384
00:17:29,216 --> 00:17:31,084
Well, this way you won't have
to do those things anymore.
385
00:17:31,151 --> 00:17:33,820
So you just want to gamble the life that
you have for the life that you had?
386
00:17:33,886 --> 00:17:35,222
Cora.
387
00:17:37,324 --> 00:17:39,826
We have a great life,
388
00:17:39,892 --> 00:17:41,228
but I want to walk again.
389
00:17:42,362 --> 00:17:44,197
And I want you to see me walk.
390
00:17:47,167 --> 00:17:49,102
I'm not gonna stand by
and watch you die.
391
00:17:49,169 --> 00:17:52,472
If you want to selfishly
gamble your life away,
392
00:17:52,539 --> 00:17:54,107
you're doing it on your own.
393
00:17:56,676 --> 00:17:58,077
I'm doing this for us.
394
00:17:59,212 --> 00:18:01,748
No, you're doing this for you.
395
00:18:03,250 --> 00:18:07,154
**
396
00:18:13,193 --> 00:18:14,561
She'll be back.
397
00:18:17,597 --> 00:18:19,566
(ELEVATOR CHIMES)
398
00:18:19,632 --> 00:18:21,801
WOMAN: (ON PA) Dr. Tolles to Obstetrics,
please. Dr. Tolles to Obstetrics.
399
00:18:21,868 --> 00:18:23,536
Hey. Uh, I got a page?
400
00:18:29,309 --> 00:18:32,179
I'm busy, and I don't like being
tricked into coming down here.
401
00:18:32,245 --> 00:18:34,214
Yeah, I know you hate me...
I don't hate you.
402
00:18:34,281 --> 00:18:36,048
Seeing you
is not healthy for me.
403
00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:39,252
Okay, wait... Well, I just need
to tell you that I was sick.
404
00:18:43,022 --> 00:18:45,258
I am sick.
405
00:18:45,325 --> 00:18:46,893
I know, you've been telling me
that for years.
406
00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:48,428
You were right.
407
00:18:49,429 --> 00:18:51,063
I got help.
408
00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:53,333
They have me
on mood stabilizers.
409
00:18:53,400 --> 00:18:55,368
I'm doing better now.
410
00:18:55,435 --> 00:18:57,537
I mean, sometimes the meds
make me feel flat.
411
00:18:57,604 --> 00:19:00,173
You know, no highs, no fun.
412
00:19:00,240 --> 00:19:02,041
No lows, though, either.
It's worth it.
413
00:19:03,610 --> 00:19:06,246
I'd like to try again
to be your mom.
414
00:19:08,648 --> 00:19:11,451
I mean, maybe we could just
talk some more?
415
00:19:13,986 --> 00:19:15,822
I'll think about it.
416
00:19:15,888 --> 00:19:18,024
Well, take these.
417
00:19:18,090 --> 00:19:19,892
They need water
or they're gonna die.
418
00:19:21,428 --> 00:19:22,895
My number's on the card.
419
00:19:24,597 --> 00:19:28,635
**
420
00:19:35,275 --> 00:19:38,645
HUNTER: (PANTING) I think I
just won the Tour de France.
421
00:19:38,711 --> 00:19:42,081
It's a long surgery. It will put
a lot of strain on your heart.
422
00:19:42,148 --> 00:19:44,751
(GRUNTS)
(DEVICE BEEPS)
423
00:19:44,817 --> 00:19:48,020
Your cardiovascular fitness
is excellent.
424
00:19:49,389 --> 00:19:51,258
Huh!
425
00:19:51,324 --> 00:19:52,925
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
426
00:19:56,363 --> 00:19:57,730
You get it, right?
427
00:19:58,197 --> 00:19:59,866
Get what?
428
00:19:59,932 --> 00:20:01,501
Why I want this surgery so bad.
429
00:20:02,935 --> 00:20:04,804
You'd jump at a cure for
autism, wouldn't ya?
430
00:20:04,871 --> 00:20:07,907
There isn't a cure for autism.
431
00:20:07,974 --> 00:20:11,844
Well, last week I didn't think
there was a surgery to help me.
432
00:20:16,816 --> 00:20:19,486
The surgery isn't guaranteed
to help you walk.
433
00:20:20,387 --> 00:20:21,788
Why would you risk
434
00:20:21,854 --> 00:20:24,291
losing a person who accepts
you the way you are?
435
00:20:24,357 --> 00:20:27,126
You may not find another one.
436
00:20:27,193 --> 00:20:29,662
There are a lot of reasons
to marry me, you know?
437
00:20:31,163 --> 00:20:32,899
I'm sure there are a lot of
reasons to marry you.
438
00:20:32,965 --> 00:20:37,003
Yes. I'm organized, I have
excellent visual-spatial memory,
439
00:20:37,069 --> 00:20:40,139
and Lea says I'm refreshingly
honest and fair.
440
00:20:40,206 --> 00:20:42,509
(CHUCKLES)
441
00:20:42,575 --> 00:20:46,513
I suppose Cora loves me
because I'm determined...
442
00:20:46,579 --> 00:20:48,348
I'm pretty smart,
443
00:20:49,982 --> 00:20:52,151
committed to helping others,
444
00:20:52,218 --> 00:20:54,053
and most of all,
probably because I'm patient.
445
00:20:55,855 --> 00:20:57,890
Were you always those things?
446
00:20:59,792 --> 00:21:02,228
Were you those things before
you were in the wheelchair?
447
00:21:05,732 --> 00:21:08,535
Your autism helped you.
That's your point.
448
00:21:08,601 --> 00:21:10,570
You're saying this chair
made me a better person.
449
00:21:13,340 --> 00:21:16,743
The difference is
losing this chair now
450
00:21:16,809 --> 00:21:19,812
won't make me lose
the lessons it gave me.
451
00:21:21,881 --> 00:21:24,617
**
452
00:21:27,787 --> 00:21:30,289
The antibiotics aren't working.
453
00:21:30,357 --> 00:21:33,793
I told you if they didn't,
we'd be doing surgery next.
454
00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:37,764
No.
455
00:21:41,634 --> 00:21:43,235
She's going to die
if we don't act now.
456
00:21:46,205 --> 00:21:50,142
Honey, we need to
listen to the doctors.
457
00:21:52,379 --> 00:21:53,780
I need you to trust me.
458
00:21:55,848 --> 00:21:59,786
I can't go back to being
like it used to be.
459
00:22:01,020 --> 00:22:02,288
You don't have a choice.
460
00:22:03,390 --> 00:22:06,493
**
461
00:22:09,996 --> 00:22:11,864
She wants a second opinion.
462
00:22:11,931 --> 00:22:13,366
She's going to die.
463
00:22:13,433 --> 00:22:14,701
I told her that.
464
00:22:20,306 --> 00:22:23,042
**
465
00:22:32,051 --> 00:22:35,187
DR. MELENDEZ: Sometimes, it's tough
to actually get out of those doors.
466
00:22:38,891 --> 00:22:40,192
(SIGHS)
467
00:22:41,327 --> 00:22:42,895
When I was a kid,
468
00:22:42,962 --> 00:22:46,298
my little sister had an
accident climbing a tree,
469
00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:48,267
a traumatic brain injury,
470
00:22:48,334 --> 00:22:52,071
and I woke up every morning
dreaming that she was better,
471
00:22:53,706 --> 00:22:56,208
but she wasn't.
472
00:22:56,275 --> 00:22:57,744
I took care of her a lot.
473
00:22:57,810 --> 00:23:00,480
Brushed her teeth,
combed her hair, fed her.
474
00:23:04,083 --> 00:23:07,386
Hunter was my first patient
as an attending,
475
00:23:07,454 --> 00:23:09,956
and I had to walk in
that room and tell him
476
00:23:10,022 --> 00:23:12,158
that there was nothing
I could do for him,
477
00:23:12,224 --> 00:23:14,326
nothing I could do to fix him.
478
00:23:15,762 --> 00:23:17,296
And now there is?
479
00:23:20,399 --> 00:23:22,168
But there's no guarantee.
480
00:23:22,234 --> 00:23:23,836
There is never a guarantee.
481
00:23:25,171 --> 00:23:27,674
(SIGHS)
482
00:23:32,211 --> 00:23:34,947
I'm sorry, but I can't risk
483
00:23:35,014 --> 00:23:37,083
losing the man
that I fell in love with.
484
00:23:42,855 --> 00:23:46,358
You're not just afraid that
the surgery will kill him.
485
00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:47,960
You're afraid
that it might work.
486
00:23:50,129 --> 00:23:51,831
You've only known Hunter
in a wheelchair.
487
00:23:51,898 --> 00:23:55,267
Walking would be a fundamental
change in who he is,
488
00:23:56,703 --> 00:24:00,507
a fundamental change
in who you are as a couple.
489
00:24:00,573 --> 00:24:03,209
You're worried that no matter what
happens, you're gonna lose him.
490
00:24:07,580 --> 00:24:09,048
Hunter seems to
have a great life.
491
00:24:09,115 --> 00:24:11,017
I don't know if I'd risk
giving that up.
492
00:24:11,083 --> 00:24:13,820
What if there was an operation
to make you a perfect doctor,
493
00:24:13,886 --> 00:24:18,357
never make a mistake, but it had
a, you know, 5% of killing you?
494
00:24:18,424 --> 00:24:19,626
Would you do it?
495
00:24:19,692 --> 00:24:21,360
That's not a fair comparison.
496
00:24:21,427 --> 00:24:24,697
Well, you said Hunter's
doing fine the way he is,
497
00:24:24,764 --> 00:24:27,399
but we're talking about
giving him something more.
498
00:24:27,466 --> 00:24:28,868
What about 2%?
499
00:24:30,402 --> 00:24:31,738
I don't think
there's a number for me.
500
00:24:31,804 --> 00:24:33,339
Oh, of course there's a number.
501
00:24:33,405 --> 00:24:35,041
Every time you get in your car,
502
00:24:35,107 --> 00:24:36,275
hell, every time
you leave your home,
503
00:24:36,342 --> 00:24:37,844
you take a risk
something bad could happen.
504
00:24:37,910 --> 00:24:39,278
But you do it anyway,
505
00:24:39,345 --> 00:24:41,514
you know,
to make yourself better,
506
00:24:41,581 --> 00:24:43,415
to make the world better,
507
00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:44,551
sometimes just to have fun.
508
00:24:44,617 --> 00:24:47,219
Sometimes to go to a carnival.
509
00:24:47,286 --> 00:24:49,021
Kenny's not your friend.
510
00:24:49,088 --> 00:24:50,422
He's using you.
511
00:24:51,591 --> 00:24:53,560
I... don't think so.
512
00:24:53,626 --> 00:24:54,761
We have fun.
513
00:24:54,827 --> 00:24:56,062
He's got a rap sheet.
514
00:24:56,128 --> 00:24:57,897
Mostly misdemeanors,
515
00:24:57,964 --> 00:25:00,567
but there's a couple
felony theft cases
516
00:25:00,633 --> 00:25:02,268
that were bargained down.
517
00:25:02,334 --> 00:25:05,672
Wait, you ran a background
check on Kenny?
518
00:25:05,738 --> 00:25:08,941
Well, you start by talking,
I start by gathering evidence.
519
00:25:10,843 --> 00:25:12,845
I'll forward it to you.
520
00:25:12,912 --> 00:25:14,581
(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
521
00:25:22,521 --> 00:25:25,592
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)
522
00:25:27,226 --> 00:25:29,729
In my experience,
there are only two reasons
523
00:25:29,796 --> 00:25:32,164
why a married person has
this kind of cosmetic surgery.
524
00:25:32,231 --> 00:25:34,300
Either you're halfway
out the door or she is.
525
00:25:35,768 --> 00:25:37,136
Emma loves me.
526
00:25:38,638 --> 00:25:40,640
That's what I figured.
527
00:25:41,808 --> 00:25:43,943
The antibiotics aren't working,
528
00:25:44,010 --> 00:25:46,445
so your wife is going to die
529
00:25:46,512 --> 00:25:48,280
unless you get in there
and you convince her
530
00:25:48,347 --> 00:25:50,316
that she doesn't need
any of this cosmetic surgery
531
00:25:50,382 --> 00:25:52,719
because you are a faithful,
loving husband.
532
00:26:01,661 --> 00:26:02,895
CORA: How's the pain?
533
00:26:07,033 --> 00:26:08,334
You know, I think the adrenaline
534
00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:10,502
of actually doing this
is helping.
535
00:26:10,569 --> 00:26:12,071
It's the oxycodone.
536
00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:15,207
That's good.
537
00:26:16,375 --> 00:26:17,509
I'm glad you came back.
538
00:26:18,344 --> 00:26:19,979
I never left.
539
00:26:24,083 --> 00:26:25,417
(SIGHS)
540
00:26:28,420 --> 00:26:30,990
I don't want to do this
without you.
541
00:26:31,057 --> 00:26:32,892
I don't want to do anything
without you.
542
00:26:34,894 --> 00:26:36,996
If you can walk,
543
00:26:37,063 --> 00:26:38,564
you'll be different.
544
00:26:41,367 --> 00:26:44,003
You won't need me anymore.
545
00:26:44,070 --> 00:26:46,873
You think I married you 'cause I was having
trouble hanging clothes in my closet?
546
00:26:48,775 --> 00:26:50,109
You're my girl.
547
00:26:51,210 --> 00:26:53,112
I will always need you.
548
00:26:53,179 --> 00:26:55,715
Even if I could fly,
549
00:26:55,782 --> 00:26:58,584
who's gonna remind me to
call my mom on her birthday?
550
00:26:58,651 --> 00:27:00,119
Or to floss?
God, I hate flossing.
551
00:27:02,588 --> 00:27:04,590
Who's gonna remind me
to be a better person?
552
00:27:08,094 --> 00:27:10,029
Who's gonna hold my hand
when I'm scared?
553
00:27:11,563 --> 00:27:14,500
**
554
00:27:18,805 --> 00:27:20,506
That was nice.
555
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:24,343
**
556
00:27:37,924 --> 00:27:39,625
You have to have the surgery.
557
00:27:48,100 --> 00:27:52,404
You were distant before.
558
00:27:52,471 --> 00:27:55,374
Since the surgery,
you can't get enough of me.
559
00:27:56,608 --> 00:27:58,911
It worked.
You're happy, I'm happy.
560
00:27:58,978 --> 00:28:00,880
I love you.
I always have loved you.
561
00:28:00,947 --> 00:28:02,849
I always will.
You stopped loving me.
562
00:28:02,915 --> 00:28:04,483
No. Never.
563
00:28:04,550 --> 00:28:06,986
If you were in love with me, you
never would've cheated on me.
564
00:28:08,454 --> 00:28:09,521
Barry,
565
00:28:12,191 --> 00:28:15,494
please, no more lies.
566
00:28:16,729 --> 00:28:19,131
You were never home.
We never talked.
567
00:28:19,932 --> 00:28:21,667
You were never there.
568
00:28:26,538 --> 00:28:28,140
There was never another woman.
569
00:28:28,207 --> 00:28:31,878
I was gambling... A lot.
570
00:28:31,944 --> 00:28:34,146
I did it because I was ashamed
of the man that I'd become.
571
00:28:34,213 --> 00:28:36,048
When we got married,
I promised you the world,
572
00:28:36,115 --> 00:28:37,817
and instead I gave you
a mediocre life.
573
00:28:38,951 --> 00:28:43,589
When I was up,
it made me feel like a winner.
574
00:28:45,691 --> 00:28:49,295
And I was too embarrassed to let you see
me like that, so I hid it from you.
575
00:28:49,361 --> 00:28:51,063
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
576
00:28:52,031 --> 00:28:56,235
**
577
00:28:59,972 --> 00:29:02,141
She's gonna do the surgery.
578
00:29:02,208 --> 00:29:03,309
Thank you.
579
00:29:05,144 --> 00:29:07,746
**
580
00:29:11,717 --> 00:29:13,786
Andrews needs an O.R.
for Emma Newton.
581
00:29:18,524 --> 00:29:22,261
**
582
00:29:34,073 --> 00:29:39,745
Claire, you're beautiful, smart,
and very good at your job.
583
00:29:41,981 --> 00:29:44,450
Thank you, Shaun. That's a
very sweet thing to say.
584
00:29:44,516 --> 00:29:48,220
Would you ever date someone
with a disability?
585
00:29:50,256 --> 00:29:51,623
Yeah, sure.
586
00:29:52,458 --> 00:29:54,994
(CHUCKLES)
587
00:29:55,061 --> 00:29:58,164
You could choose the
ideal mate, Claire.
588
00:29:58,230 --> 00:30:01,333
Why would you want
the unnecessary burden?
589
00:30:01,400 --> 00:30:05,304
Everyone is dealing
with something.
590
00:30:05,371 --> 00:30:09,608
We just have to love
other people for who they are
591
00:30:10,676 --> 00:30:12,444
and hope they love us, too.
592
00:30:15,147 --> 00:30:16,883
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
593
00:30:16,949 --> 00:30:18,617
O.R. 1's prepped for Hunter.
594
00:30:22,554 --> 00:30:24,356
I'll join you in a minute.
595
00:30:24,423 --> 00:30:27,293
**
596
00:30:35,434 --> 00:30:37,236
(SIGHS)
597
00:30:45,411 --> 00:30:46,946
So, what changed her mind?
598
00:30:47,679 --> 00:30:48,714
Jared did.
599
00:30:52,418 --> 00:30:54,286
Morgan, you're my first assist.
600
00:30:54,353 --> 00:30:56,655
**
601
00:31:01,527 --> 00:31:03,795
Make the call.
602
00:31:03,862 --> 00:31:05,797
Thanks.
603
00:31:05,864 --> 00:31:08,467
**
604
00:31:11,837 --> 00:31:13,572
(SIGHS)
605
00:31:13,639 --> 00:31:15,074
This is as far as you can go.
606
00:31:15,141 --> 00:31:16,708
Nurse Matthews will take you
to the waiting room.
607
00:31:17,209 --> 00:31:18,477
Okay.
608
00:31:18,544 --> 00:31:20,980
Can I, uh...
Can I give him a kiss?
609
00:31:21,813 --> 00:31:23,449
Of course.
610
00:31:23,515 --> 00:31:27,286
**
611
00:31:34,193 --> 00:31:36,328
I can't do this.
612
00:31:36,395 --> 00:31:37,663
Yes, you can.
613
00:31:39,231 --> 00:31:41,333
This is what you do
in a relationship, right?
614
00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:43,635
You take chances, together.
615
00:31:44,536 --> 00:31:46,638
(SNIFFLES)
616
00:31:48,340 --> 00:31:49,708
Okay.
617
00:31:49,775 --> 00:31:52,744
**
618
00:32:01,087 --> 00:32:04,090
(MONITOR BEEPING)
(RESPIRATOR HISSING)
619
00:32:07,293 --> 00:32:10,062
MORGAN: That's a large tissue
defect in the left breast.
620
00:32:10,129 --> 00:32:11,763
DR. ANDREWS: If we'd been
in here six hours ago,
621
00:32:11,830 --> 00:32:14,066
I could have salvaged
more underlying muscle tissue.
622
00:32:14,133 --> 00:32:15,667
JARED: I'm noticing
her heart rate jump.
623
00:32:15,734 --> 00:32:16,902
You seeing that, JL?
624
00:32:18,204 --> 00:32:20,006
(BEEPING QUICKENS)
JL: I am now.
625
00:32:20,072 --> 00:32:21,507
DR. ANDREWS:
How's her surgical sites?
626
00:32:21,573 --> 00:32:23,042
I'm not seeing any bleeding.
627
00:32:23,109 --> 00:32:24,210
Morgan, what about your side?
628
00:32:24,276 --> 00:32:25,477
MORGAN: Everything
looks good here.
629
00:32:25,544 --> 00:32:26,912
Maybe the anesthesia's light?
630
00:32:26,979 --> 00:32:29,648
JARED: Nope. No, something's
definitely happening.
631
00:32:29,715 --> 00:32:31,717
DR. ANDREWS: Jared's right.
(FLATLINING)
632
00:32:36,855 --> 00:32:38,024
DR. MELENDEZ: Suction, Claire.
633
00:32:38,090 --> 00:32:40,259
Give me a 25 on a 130.
634
00:32:40,326 --> 00:32:44,196
All right, Murphy, I want you
to cut right under my forceps
635
00:32:44,263 --> 00:32:46,032
very carefully.
636
00:32:46,098 --> 00:32:49,368
(MONITOR BEEPING)
637
00:32:49,435 --> 00:32:50,702
SHAUN: Section's cut.
638
00:32:50,769 --> 00:32:52,404
DR. MELENDEZ: How are
the motor evoked potentials?
639
00:32:52,471 --> 00:32:54,740
ALEX: Signal's coming through,
spinal cord's functioning normally.
640
00:32:59,711 --> 00:33:02,348
DR. MELENDEZ: The mass has fully
encased the medullary cord.
641
00:33:05,951 --> 00:33:07,553
Give me the ferromagnetic wand.
642
00:33:11,757 --> 00:33:14,560
I can't get the caudal end
clear of the underlying cord.
643
00:33:14,626 --> 00:33:16,295
(MONITOR BEEPING) ALEX: Got
a big drop in potentials.
644
00:33:16,362 --> 00:33:17,696
SHAUN: We are compressing
his brainstem.
645
00:33:17,763 --> 00:33:18,930
DR. MELENDEZ:
What's his pressure?
646
00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:20,232
CLAIRE:
Mean arterial pressure's 70.
647
00:33:20,299 --> 00:33:21,633
ALEX: I got nothing now.
648
00:33:21,700 --> 00:33:23,535
DR. MELENDEZ: Push IV fluids.
Keep that MAP above 90.
649
00:33:23,602 --> 00:33:25,271
SHAUN: Hunter's going
into neurogenic shock.
650
00:33:25,337 --> 00:33:26,705
We need to stop the surgery.
651
00:33:26,772 --> 00:33:27,973
DR. MELENDEZ: I'm almost there.
20 seconds.
652
00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:30,076
CLAIRE: Pressure's 60.
Push vasopressors.
653
00:33:30,142 --> 00:33:32,111
DR. MELENDEZ:
The last piece is right there.
654
00:33:32,178 --> 00:33:34,213
It's probably edema.
Push 100 of dexamethasone.
655
00:33:36,615 --> 00:33:37,716
ALEX: Still nothing.
656
00:33:37,783 --> 00:33:38,984
SHAUN: He's dying.
657
00:33:39,051 --> 00:33:40,952
DR. MELENDEZ: It's one
damn centimeter of tissue.
658
00:33:42,688 --> 00:33:43,855
(FLATLINING)
(PADDLES WHINE)
659
00:33:43,922 --> 00:33:44,923
JARED: All clear.
660
00:33:44,990 --> 00:33:46,925
(PADDLES THUMP)
661
00:33:46,992 --> 00:33:49,328
MORGAN: That's her second dose of
amiodarone. She's not responding.
662
00:33:49,395 --> 00:33:51,430
DR. ANDREWS: She's thrown
her septic embolism.
663
00:33:51,497 --> 00:33:52,698
I'm cracking her chest.
664
00:33:52,764 --> 00:33:54,966
**
665
00:33:58,370 --> 00:33:59,771
(PADDLES WHINE)
JARED: Ten joules. Clear.
666
00:34:01,073 --> 00:34:02,574
DR. ANDREWS: Again.
667
00:34:02,641 --> 00:34:03,809
JARED: Clear.
668
00:34:06,011 --> 00:34:08,080
DR. ANDREWS: Starting
cardiac massage.
669
00:34:08,147 --> 00:34:10,482
(FLATLINE CONTINUES)
670
00:34:10,549 --> 00:34:13,719
**
671
00:34:26,332 --> 00:34:27,733
It's time to call it.
672
00:34:29,568 --> 00:34:31,670
(FLATLINE STOPS)
673
00:34:31,737 --> 00:34:33,739
MORGAN: Time of death, 10:23.
674
00:34:36,675 --> 00:34:39,845
**
675
00:34:52,558 --> 00:34:54,326
(DOOR CLOSES)
676
00:34:54,393 --> 00:34:57,596
**
677
00:35:31,763 --> 00:35:33,199
(SOBS)
678
00:35:33,265 --> 00:35:36,735
**
679
00:35:39,305 --> 00:35:40,972
DR. MELENDEZ:
Welcome back, Hunter.
680
00:35:41,039 --> 00:35:42,073
(GROANS)
681
00:35:42,140 --> 00:35:45,043
The mass was tightly adhered
in some spots,
682
00:35:45,110 --> 00:35:49,348
so we're not exactly sure what to expect
moving forward. But the cord looked healthy.
683
00:35:49,415 --> 00:35:51,683
We're gonna be bringing in several
specialists to work with you.
684
00:35:51,750 --> 00:35:53,719
The first will be
a neurophysiatrist...
685
00:35:53,785 --> 00:35:55,721
Thank you.
Thank you.
686
00:35:55,787 --> 00:35:57,989
Thank you.
I'm grateful to all of you.
687
00:35:58,056 --> 00:36:01,260
Would you mind if we talked
about the rest of this later?
688
00:36:02,361 --> 00:36:04,296
I just want to sit with my wife.
689
00:36:08,634 --> 00:36:10,436
Thank you.
690
00:36:11,970 --> 00:36:14,273
Hey. Hey. Hey.
691
00:36:14,340 --> 00:36:17,309
**
692
00:36:21,813 --> 00:36:23,249
(SNIFFLES)
693
00:36:23,315 --> 00:36:24,816
(SNIFFLES)
694
00:36:27,152 --> 00:36:28,520
(GROANS)
695
00:36:29,321 --> 00:36:32,524
**
696
00:36:49,007 --> 00:36:51,510
I met a couple today
that lost their way.
697
00:36:54,513 --> 00:36:56,282
They loved each other,
698
00:36:59,117 --> 00:37:01,052
but by the time they remembered
what really mattered,
699
00:37:01,119 --> 00:37:02,388
it was too late.
700
00:37:07,158 --> 00:37:10,128
I don't want us to be like them.
701
00:37:10,195 --> 00:37:13,231
I want to be
fully committed to you.
702
00:37:15,667 --> 00:37:17,168
I love you, too.
703
00:37:19,438 --> 00:37:20,872
(CHUCKLES)
704
00:37:25,744 --> 00:37:28,847
There's a surgery I could have
that should make me fertile,
705
00:37:28,914 --> 00:37:30,716
but there's a risk of impotency.
706
00:37:35,020 --> 00:37:36,722
What do you want to do?
707
00:37:36,788 --> 00:37:38,089
I want to give you
what you want,
708
00:37:38,156 --> 00:37:39,425
what we want, a family.
709
00:37:41,192 --> 00:37:42,861
We are a family.
710
00:37:43,862 --> 00:37:46,131
Yes, I want children,
711
00:37:46,197 --> 00:37:48,300
and there are many ways
to do that,
712
00:37:48,367 --> 00:37:51,002
which we'll explore together.
713
00:37:51,069 --> 00:37:54,072
But I draw the line at anything
that risks our sex life.
714
00:37:54,940 --> 00:37:57,743
**
715
00:38:05,116 --> 00:38:06,685
It's just one night a week,
716
00:38:06,752 --> 00:38:09,555
but I think this could be
my big break, you know?
717
00:38:09,621 --> 00:38:10,956
Well, you always had
a beautiful voice.
718
00:38:12,123 --> 00:38:15,026
Well, everyone's
got one thing, right?
719
00:38:15,093 --> 00:38:17,429
But enough about me.
I want to hear about you.
720
00:38:18,296 --> 00:38:19,465
Do you have a man?
721
00:38:20,231 --> 00:38:22,167
I did.
722
00:38:22,233 --> 00:38:26,004
Pretty young thing
should have plenty of choices.
723
00:38:26,071 --> 00:38:27,939
Hmm, I'm not looking to
complicate my life right now.
724
00:38:28,774 --> 00:38:30,008
Hmm.
725
00:38:30,075 --> 00:38:33,745
Still looking after
everyone else but yourself,
726
00:38:33,812 --> 00:38:35,547
like you did for me.
727
00:38:37,649 --> 00:38:40,586
* Set your dreams
where nobody hides
728
00:38:40,652 --> 00:38:43,021
You know,
I know brag to everyone.
729
00:38:43,088 --> 00:38:44,890
"My baby.
She's a surgeon."
730
00:38:44,956 --> 00:38:46,692
Surgical resident.
731
00:38:46,758 --> 00:38:47,826
Right, sorry.
732
00:38:49,094 --> 00:38:50,396
You like it?
733
00:38:52,864 --> 00:38:54,766
I love it.
734
00:38:54,833 --> 00:38:58,169
* Give your tears to the tide
735
00:38:58,236 --> 00:39:00,506
Where are you staying? You're...
Are you in town for a while?
736
00:39:00,572 --> 00:39:02,508
Yeah.
737
00:39:02,574 --> 00:39:04,109
I'd like to be closer to you.
738
00:39:04,843 --> 00:39:07,446
**
739
00:39:08,614 --> 00:39:10,616
I found a place.
740
00:39:11,983 --> 00:39:13,585
You'd like it,
741
00:39:13,652 --> 00:39:17,188
but I just need to put up
first and last.
742
00:39:17,255 --> 00:39:19,425
* No time
743
00:39:20,626 --> 00:39:21,893
I'll pay you back.
744
00:39:22,728 --> 00:39:24,963
**
745
00:39:27,165 --> 00:39:28,567
How much do you need?
746
00:39:28,634 --> 00:39:30,536
$2,500.
747
00:39:30,602 --> 00:39:33,539
Plus I have to get furniture
and, you know, all of that.
748
00:39:33,605 --> 00:39:35,373
I thought maybe you could
help me pick that stuff out.
749
00:39:35,441 --> 00:39:36,675
You've always been
so good at that.
750
00:39:36,742 --> 00:39:38,444
I really appreciate it.
I'm good for it.
751
00:39:39,344 --> 00:39:41,713
**
752
00:39:45,316 --> 00:39:47,252
(SIREN WAILS)
753
00:39:47,318 --> 00:39:50,722
**
754
00:40:06,371 --> 00:40:09,841
* Set your dreams
where nobody hides
755
00:40:09,908 --> 00:40:12,711
KENNY: Uh, Celeste isn't coming.
She broke up with me.
756
00:40:12,778 --> 00:40:15,146
I hate her.
757
00:40:15,213 --> 00:40:18,517
But I'm not gonna let that
ruin our night.
758
00:40:18,584 --> 00:40:19,885
That's what friends are for.
759
00:40:19,951 --> 00:40:22,488
They got each other's backs,
rain or shine.
760
00:40:22,554 --> 00:40:25,757
By the by, I found a $20
in your battery drawer,
761
00:40:25,824 --> 00:40:27,425
so I got us Chinese food.
762
00:40:27,493 --> 00:40:30,496
Don't thank me.
I don't like Chinese food.
763
00:40:30,562 --> 00:40:31,830
Aw, come on now.
764
00:40:31,897 --> 00:40:34,600
Trust me, everybody likes
Ma Jong's Kung Pao.
765
00:40:34,666 --> 00:40:38,970
* Set your dreams
where nobody hides
766
00:40:39,037 --> 00:40:40,872
There you go.
767
00:40:40,939 --> 00:40:44,042
I'm pretty torn up about that Celeste
thing. She was a real keeper.
768
00:40:44,109 --> 00:40:46,011
You said you hated Celeste.
769
00:40:46,077 --> 00:40:47,713
I do.
I... I hate her 'cause...
770
00:40:47,779 --> 00:40:49,715
I don't know...
I kind of love her.
771
00:40:50,916 --> 00:40:52,484
This tastes terrible.
772
00:40:52,551 --> 00:40:55,253
Okay,
then he hates Chinese food.
773
00:40:55,320 --> 00:40:57,022
More for me.
774
00:40:57,088 --> 00:40:58,323
Plain white rice?
775
00:40:59,725 --> 00:41:01,793
* No time
776
00:41:01,860 --> 00:41:03,495
Oh, uh, I got a gaming console,
777
00:41:03,562 --> 00:41:05,396
and I hooked it up to
your bad boy over there.
778
00:41:05,463 --> 00:41:06,865
We can play some Mortal Kombat.
779
00:41:06,932 --> 00:41:09,067
**
780
00:41:09,134 --> 00:41:10,235
Come on.
781
00:41:13,171 --> 00:41:14,906
* No time *
782
00:41:14,973 --> 00:41:17,008
We doing this or what?
783
00:41:18,276 --> 00:41:19,711
It sounds fun.
784
00:41:21,613 --> 00:41:24,716
**
785
00:41:24,783 --> 00:41:26,284
Yeah, there you go.
786
00:41:26,351 --> 00:41:27,719
This one's you.
787
00:41:29,955 --> 00:41:32,357
That's you on the left
right there.
788
00:41:32,423 --> 00:41:34,225
Okay.
Yeah.
789
00:41:34,292 --> 00:41:37,929
You got four arms, but
you're naked, so here we go.
790
00:41:37,996 --> 00:41:40,365
SHAUN: I gave you
a pneumothorax.
791
00:41:40,431 --> 00:41:42,300
KENNY: Ah, I didn't realize
how bloody this game was.
792
00:41:42,367 --> 00:41:43,902
Ooh, a fireball.
I got you there.
793
00:41:45,103 --> 00:41:46,437
Have you played this before?
794
00:41:46,504 --> 00:41:49,741
SHAUN: That looks like
a spinal fracture.
795
00:41:49,808 --> 00:41:51,877
KENNY: Yeah, I'd say... I'd say
there's a huge fracture there.
796
00:41:51,943 --> 00:41:53,144
SHAUN: You died.
797
00:41:56,682 --> 00:41:59,685
**
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