All language subtitles for Saving.Hope.S05E10.WEBRip.x264-ION10

Alex: When I was five,
our AC broke.

The house was so hot,
she made Dad

drag a tub under the porch,
where it was cooler.

I was too shy to get into it
because the neighbors

were watching,
so she jumped in first,

to show me
that it didn't matter

what anyone else thought,

that the Reids could do
whatever they wanted,

as long as we had
each other.

Oh, no, no, no.
These -- These have to go.

My mother hated
yellow flowers.

Way to go, Jasper.

My little brother
sent those?

Yep, still backpacking
in Nepal.

Yeah,
of course he is.

I bury my troubles
with work, he travels,

and my mother chose
to redecorate.

She did a great job
in here.

She did,
didn't she?

Is Dougie
gonna speak?
I don't know.

I don't know if he's even
gonna show up.

Charlie and Shahir
are taking care of that.

[ Sighs ] My dad,
my little brother, my mom.

I'm telling you, the Reids
are dropping like flies.

Does the fact that you're going
to get Douglas

mean that you and Alex
are back together?

No. No, it just means that
we're family 'cause of Luke.

Hmm.

Do you always bring your med kit
with you when you travel?

Mm-hmm.
I like to be prepared.

Plus,
it holds my snacks.

So tell me
about Douglas.

I've never met him.

Uh, well,
what can I tell you?

Um, after Alex's father died and
Martha went off the rails,

Dougie kind of became
the man of the house.

That's a lot of responsibility
for a 12-year-old.

Hmm.

Well, Charlie,
how...

big do you think he is --
size-wise?

I like to prepare
an adequate dose.

You're gonna
drug him?

Alex did say
he wouldn't come easy.

Road trip!
[ Laughs ]

[ Siren wails in distance ]

I've crafted
the perfect system

for scheduling
the surgical residents.

I can see that
you are very passionate

about your
chief resident duties.

I worked out
eight other versions,

but this is
the best one.

Okay, I'm impressed,
Dr. Williams.

Talk me through it.

Okay.
Taking into account...

Hi.
Hey.

Haven't seen you
in a while.

I'd heard you've been getting
reacquainted with an old friend.

I've been helping Alex plan
her mother's memorial.

Well, that's the less sexy
version of what I was imagining.

Not imagining
imagining, just --

How's Dr. Katz?

I actually don't know.
I've been avoiding her.

I heard she came back
for you.

Yeah, I never thought
I'd see her again,

and now she's back,
making declarations.

I just --
I'm still processing.

You better speed it up.
Good morning, Dr. Katz.

Hi.
You look lovely today
in those scrubs.

Oh, thank you,
Dr. Miller.

If we move
this chunk--

We should
probably go.

There's a...

gas leak.

Oh.

Uh, I think
you're in great shape.

Okay.

Um, I just wanted to show you
one more thing...

You're in scrubs.

So everyone
keeps pointing out.

Are you working
here again?

Mm-hmm. Charlie reinstated
my privileges.

So are you sticking around
or what --

Maggie, I don't want to make
small talk.

I told you how I felt, and I
haven't heard from you since.

I've been working doubles,
and there was the cremation

and now the memorial
and --

The last thing I want
is to complicate

your life
any further.

So I'll see you
later.

Syd, it's...

Woman on P.A.: Assistance
in 14, bed two.

Assistance in 16, bed four.

Maggie, My mom's urn
got held up at customs.

I ordered it on Etsy,
custom-made out of oak,

just like the tree
from her back yard.
Alex, slow down.

I need you to help me
get it back before the memorial.

Where is
Martha now?

I didn't know
where else to put her.

I mean, she just brought these
cute little rain boots

for Luke,
and they were...

So, actually, this is the last
thing that she...

I'll handle it. Just do you have
a tracking number?

I will e-mail you it.
[ Cellphone buzzes ]

I have to go
to the E.R.

Here. Just keep her
with you,

I don't want her
to be alone.

You are a godsend,
Maggie.

Oh, Dr. Reid.

Oh.

I'm so sorry about
what happened.

I hope
she didn't suffer.

I can't believe you're back
to work so soon.

If my mother died,
I don't know, I'd be--

Dr. Williams, I'm just trying
to get through the day.

So if we can keep this
as professional as possible...

Yes, of course.

The new surgical schedule
is out.

I'm with
Dr. Scott.

Oh,
is that a problem?

He's kind of chatty,
and I wanted to be alone

with my thoughts
today.

Oh, yeah,
I totally get that,

but I can't switch
the assignment.

It's a house of cards,
and my system is flawless.

Lovely.

Oh, and, Jackson, don't forget
to take his tongue ring out

before you stick him
in the MRI.

Oh, yeah, yeah,
yeah, I know.

It will split
his tongue in half --

look like a tiny burrito
exploded in a microwave.

Yeah.

Hey, Zach,
what's up?

Alex, I heard
about your mom.

Just wanted
to say --

It -- It --
It's fine.

I'm fine.

Honestly, Zach, just raise
a glass to her tonight,

celebrate her life -- That's
what she would have wanted.

That I can do.

But if there's anything else
at all...

Who's your
resident today?

I've got
Brown Clooney.

What?
He calls me
White Denzel.

It's a thing.

Well, trade me
for Billy.

That's like trading a race horse
for a llama with bangs.

[ Chuckles ]
You said anything.

No, not that.

Paramedic: Erin Avery, 16,
short breaths,

swollen extremities,
back pain.

Okay, let's get
her to bed four.

Sekara, Katrina?

You're in the hospital now,
Erin.

You're gonna
be fine, okay?

Alex: Honey,
you need to hang back

and let the doctors work,
all right?

Erin was diagnosed with
polycystic kidney disease

at three and a half,
but she's been receiving

biweekly dialysis treatments
for the past six months.

But lately it's gotten
much worse.

Okay, on three.
One, two, three.

Is she on
the kidney transplant list?

She doesn't
need to be.

Her little sister
is a match.

She's getting one
of Vicky's kidneys.

-- Captions by VITAC --

All right, somebody's
gonna stay with her, right?

B-Because dialysis
carries some risks.

I mean, there's hypertension
or stroke or -- or arrhythmia.

Dad, he's a doctor.
He knows.

She's in good hands,
Mr. Avery.

Where are you going with
Dr. Reid's patient?

Where's Billy?
Dr. Miller
and Dr. Reid traded.

What?! No!
They can't do that!

It covers 11 years of Erin's
medical records --

every test,
every scan.

It looks like it's been

meticulously sorted
and color-coded.

Wow.
Unbelievable.

Oh, my God.

What is it?

Vicky's file.

It looks like
they tested her in utero

to see
if she was a match.

She's a
savior sibling?

Looks like it.

What's a
savior sibling?

Vicky was conceived
to be an organ donor

for her older sister.

I can't do the transplant.
It's unethical.

Where are you?

I have to...

Uh...

Hmm.

Ugh! Syd?!
I need you!

Sorry, Maggie,
I can't.

I lost Martha!
I had her ashes!

They were in a shoe box,
I put her down

for two seconds -- Max.
Two seconds!
[ Cellphone buzzes ]

What?
Damn it.

I have a consult.

I know the last thing
you want to do

is help me right now,
after everything --

Fine, go to your patient.
I'll take over the search.

You're looking for a small,
red children's shoe box.

Got it.
Thank you!

Hey,
chocolate milk...

Dr. Katz
is in the house.

Hi, Olivia,
I'm Dr. Lin.

I'm Jesse,
her fiancé.

Olivia had terrible
stomach pains all night.

Okay, were you vomiting
at all?

Can you show me
where it hurts?

Does it hurt
right here?

No.

Okay, I'm gonna send you up
for some scans just to rule out

appendicitis -- just better
to be safe than sorry.

Can you get me a bottle
of water?

Yeah, of course, babe.
I'll be right back.

Okay, let's cut to the chase,
it's not appendicitis.

It burns when I pee.

We all know the risks
of live donation.

The girls have talked
to doctors and counselors

and to each other.

Vicky, do you think
we could talk,

just the two of us
for a minute?

Anything you need to say
to my daughter

you can say
in front of me.

Well, Vicky, because you're
under the age of consent,

the transplant will need to be
approved by our ethicist.

[ Sniffles ]

You okay?

I get emotional
when Erin's sick.

Of course.
Can we move this
along, please?

I will take you
to Erin's room the minute

they finish setting up
her dialysis.

Then we'll discuss
the next steps.

Okay.

Charlie?

Yeah?

Um, I'd like to ask you
as interim chief of surgery --

Shahir, you don't have to say
"interim" chief every time.

Right. Well, I need you
to reduce my hours.

What? I don't have a budget
for another neuro.

You have to.

Jonathan and I
are adopting a baby.

Shahir,
congratulations, man.

That's great. I'm -- I'm happy
for you guys.

Oh, thank you.
Yeah, it's very...

[ Snoring ]

...exciting.

Hmm.

Well, I guess we don't need
to drug him.

Want to grab
his feet?

Okay.

Hey, Doug.

[ Groans ]
What's going on?

[ Straining]
Oh. Hey, buddy.

Long time, no see.

Oh.

Hi. I'm
Dr. Shahir Hamza.

Hey, Doc, I really think
I'm gonna ralph.

Okay, let's
put him down.

Put him down.
Oh, right.

Put him down, put him down,
put him down, put him down.

[ Retches ]

I've checked the ward, the
nurse's station, and the lounge.

Nothing yet, but there's still
lots of places to look.

Like where,
the City Morgue?

Have a little faith in me.
I'll find it.

Sweetie, I hate to ask,
but I really feel like

something
to eat now, too.

Sorry to be a pain.

No, it's like practice -- for
when we get pregnant, you know.

Getting you bacon
and ice cream at 2:00 a.m.

Either of you
have kids?

Do you want 'em?

I do.
Yes.

You remember the deli we passed
on the way here?

Two blocks south
on the west side?

One corned beef sandwich,
coming up.

Please tell me
it's good news.

I'm afraid not,
Olivia.

You tested positive
for chlamydia,

which means that Jesse
should probably be tested, too.

Oh.

No.

No, he's fine.

We -- We haven't had
sex yet.

He just got out
of jail.

Not for, like, murder
or anything --

For smuggling iguanas
from Brazil.

Iguanas?

Yeah, he used to be
a reptile wrangler

for kids'
birthday parties.

Oh, he's
a lizard wizard.

Totally.
See, she gets it.

Anyway, we went online
and, um...

we wrote everyday,
and all of a sudden,

I realized we were in love,
and then suddenly,

we're getting married.

And before he was being
released, I...

[ Sighs ] I had
a one-night stand.

Well, you felt like things
were moving too quickly,

and you panicked.
It's understandable.

Well, sometimes when you meet
the right person,

things just happen
quickly naturally.

I'm sorry,
who are you?

Dr. Katz.
I'm an obstetrician.

Okay, why do I need
an obstetrician?

Because chlamydia can spread
into the reproductive system,

and if that happens,
there can be complications.

What kind of complications,
like, worst-case scenario?

Worst-case scenario,
infertility.

But Jesse and I
want to start a family.

Saira: You're suggesting
she's been coerced.

Look, she grew up in a house
with a sister who was sick

all the time, being told
that she's the answer

to Erin's pain
and suffering.

Maybe she feels like
she has to do this.

Let's hear
what she has to say.

Okay.

Hi, Vicky.
I'm Saira Clemmons.

Hi.

I'd like us to get to know
each other a bit.

Is that cool?
Mm-hmm.

All right,
I'll go first.

Um, I have an older brother
named Amir.

And I kind of grew up
all over the place,

but mostly
in Thunder Bay.

[ Sniffles ]
I'm Alex.

I have three brothers --
two younger and one older,

named Dougie.

And we grew up in
St. Catherine's.

Can you tell us a little bit
about yourself?

Can I please
have a tissue?

Sure.

[ Blows ]

I wrote something.
Is that okay?

Absolutely.

"My sister doesn't think
I'm lame or annoying,

like most
older sisters do.

I love Erin, even though
we never get to do fun things

like play sports
or go on vacation.

One time, Erin didn't get sick
for two months

and we were like
a normal family.

We even talked about
going to Wonder Land.

Then she fainted
in the shower

and we never talked
about it again.

I just want Erin
to have a normal life."

Am I allowed
to ask questions?

Whatever you want to say will
help me make my decision.

I guess the one thing I really
want to know, from you, Alex,

what does saving a life
feel like?

Feels
kind of awesome.

I bet it would feel
even better

if it was Dougie's life
you saved.

May I please go
to the bathroom?

Of course.

I think I've heard everything
I need to hear.

It's down the hall,
on your right.

[ Laughing ]

Dr. Sekara, you've got to see
this video from my birthday.

You said you wanted
a beach theme,

and that's exactly
what you got.

And I don't care
what anybody says,

I think I look fierce
in that bikini.

Vicky laughed so hard,
I thought

she was gonna fall
into the pool.

[ Knocks ]

Sorry to interrupt.

I just wanted to let you know
that the ethicist

has made her decision.

How did it go?
Did Vicky convince you?

Well, she is a very intelligent
young lady.

And what
is the decision?

Vicky can decide for herself
how she'd like to proceed.

[ Sighs ]

So you will do
the transplant?

If that's what
Vicky wants, yes.

Where is V?

You know what?
She probably got lost

coming back
from the bathroom.

I will go find her
and tell her the good news.

Dr. Sekara.

Vicky?

I'll be
right out.

Is everything okay?

Hey!
Oh, what happened?

Hey.

Nothing.
I'm fine.

Oh, my God,
you are burning up.

[ Retches ]
Okay, all right.

It's okay, honey.

You okay?

Please don't tell
my parents.

I'm supposed to be
the strong one.

[ Sighs ]
I know, sweetie, I know.

Everything
is gonna be okay.

I should tell him,
shouldn't I?

Not necessarily.

Yes,
he's your fiancé.

Well, you're not
sexually active yet,

so it's technically
not his business.

Hmm, Dr. Lin, could you slide
the wand back over

the left Fallopian tube?

[ Beeping ]
What is it?

This gray spot here
looks like an abscess

caused by the bacteria
from your STI.

Does that mean
I can't have babies?

No, no, it's just
a blockage right now.

We can drain it and clear
the tube with a minor procedure.

I have
to have surgery?!

It's minimally invasive,
but, yes.

No, I can't go into surgery
without telling Jesse the truth.

The truth
about what?

We'll give you two
some space.

[ Chuckles nervously ]

Is your arm
acting up?

I can write a prescription
when we get back.

Dougie: Hey, can I get in
on that action? [ Chuckles ]

You're fine
with the saline, Doug.

I'm always prepared.

You know, chuckles,
if you weren't such a good guy,

I'd kick your ass
for kidnapping me.

You're mad at Alex.
She's mad at you.

You'll work it out.

What does she
have to be mad about?

Uh, I guess you'll find out
when you see her.

You have to make amends
with your sister.

Otherwise, the whole Reid family
structure will crumble.

You got a good relationship
with your family?

Yes.

Well...

Until recently.

Oh, yeah?
What happened?

I'm adopting a child
with my partner, Jonathan.

But my parents
don't approve.

You're gay.
Yes.

Well, screw 'em.

Your kid's lucky
he's not gonna have a mom.

Billy, what are you
doing here?

Okay, so you know how you
assigned me to Dr. Reid

and then she traded me
to Dr. Miller?

Yes.
Well, Dr. Katz
commandeered me.

Does she
even work here?

[ Scoffs ]

The whole thing
could just be some weird

lesbian mating ritual between
her and Dr. Lin, which...

I'm totally
down with.

Dr. Williams,
there were no residents

assigned to my rhinoplasty.

Do you know why?

I-I-I'm so sorry,
Dr. Storms.

There was a little horse
trading, and, clearly,

the schedule's
been affected.

Get your act together,
Williams.

I'm handling it.
[ Grunts ]

I'm handling it.

Well, Olivia came clean
about her one-night stand,

and Jesse
walked out on her.

Oh, I'm sorry
to hear that.

But being honest
was the right thing to do.

We should scrub.

Maybe for you,
but...

people deal with their issues
in different ways.

Like, say,
turning their phones off?

I thought we wanted
the same thing.

So did I.
Then what's
the problem?

I don't know.

I'm so happy
you're back.

It's just ever since
you told me how you felt

and you kissed me, I've been
fighting this feeling --

almost like I'm being
strangled from the inside.

That's how I
make you feel?

No, I'm not
being clear.

No, that's the clearest
you've been since I got here.

No, it's not.
I'm...

This is why
I've been avoiding you.

I'm just -- I'm still
processing.

Okay, great.

You process.
I'm gonna scrub in.

Hey, I --
I should come back.

Did you find Martha?

Nada. It is adios muchacho
to that bag of ashes.

Dr. Scott,
you weren't supposed

to be looking
for a bag of ashes.

You're supposed to be looking
for a red shoe box

with ashes in it.

Well,
this changes things.

Keep looking!

[ Sighs ]

The symptoms suggest that
Vicky's caught a virus

and that it's become
quite severe.

Oh, she -- didn't even know
she was sick.

What kind of parents
are we?

Vicky's always
been so strong.

Doctor, we -- you need to know
that we didn't have Vicky

just to save
Erin's life.

But when you have
a three-year-old who's so sick

she can barely open her eyes
and the doctor

tells you eventually she's gonna
need a kidney transplant

and that a related donor
is the best option --

Well, we always wanted
a second child.
Of course.

But you should know that until
Vicky's 100% healthy,

she won't be eligible
to donate.
Yes, of course.

We -- We just want both
of our daughters to be healthy.

Uh, I'm sorry
to interrupt you.

Dr. Reid, we need
to speak with you.

I'll see you in a moment.

As soon as Vicky's chest CT
came back,

I knew
there was a problem.

So you paged Dr. Bell?

No, he paged
me because of this.

What? She's been scanned head
to toe every day of her life.

How did somebody miss this?

I guess it's new.

[ Monitor beeping rhythmically ]

It's called
viral myocarditis.

The heart will continue
to get weaker

until it can no longer pump
on its own.

Can you fix it or --
or reverse the effects?

We can surgically
implant a device.

It's called an LVAD.
[ Cellphone buzzes ]

That is a pump
that helps the heart

move the blood
through the rest of the body.

Yeah, and --
and that will fix her?

It's not a cure.

But it will help her
to remain healthy

for a little
while longer.

With some luck, Vicky's heart
could heal on its own.

What if it doesn't?

She'll need
a heart transplant.

Look, I know that this
is a lot to process,

but the sooner we get Vicky
into the O.R.,

the better
her chances.

Please,
just save our baby.

We'll do
what we can.

Excuse us.

Okay, so we'll put her
on pump first

and then we'll do
the implantation.

[ Cellphone buzzes ]

Is there
something wrong?

It's a family thing.

It's gonna be a while
before I need you.

Happy to pinch-hit
in the meantime.

Thank you.

Dr. Bell, I've already assisted
on a few LVAD insertions.

Maybe I could take the lead
on this one.

Maybe.

Actually, Dr. Bell,
I'll be assisting you.

Dr. Sekara
has been reassigned.

Okay, well, you two duke it out,
and whoever wins,

just meet me inside.

[ Scoffs ]

You're poaching
my surgery?

If everyone's going to disregard
my schedule, then so am I.

Wow. Okay, so that's how
we're doing things?

I tried to play nice.

Remember this tomorrow
when the new schedule comes out.

[ Police radio chatter ]

Just come inside
and talk to her.

She deserves
that much.

Even after everything,
you're still beside her,

backing her up.

Yep, I am.

Honey Nut Shahirios,
can I offer some advice?

If things go south
with your family,

make sure your kid knows
it's not their fault.

Okay.

Dougie?

Well,
I'll see you inside.

Those two...

You got a lot of good guys
in your corner.

I miss having you
in my corner.

Oh, yeah.

St. Alex.

I'm not a saint.

Yeah, explain it
to me, then.

Dad hangs himself
on your birthday

and Mom downs
a bottle of meds,

and here you are,
your halo still shining.

I don't want
to fight with you.

Maybe
I want a fight.

What would be
the point?

It'd be honest,
for one thing.

Lord knows we're short
on honesty in this family,

which is why we make
such good drunks.

And you'd know everything
about that, wouldn't you?

You know, you're too busy
at the pub to help me with Mom,

you're too busy running away
from all your problems

to pick up
the phone.

I'm not the one
who let her die.

"Let her die"?

Yeah.
You're saying
I let her die?

You were right there.

Why didn't you try to do
something to save her? Huh?

You know what, Dougie,
you have no idea what happened,

because...
you weren't there.

Because
you're never there.

Ever!
Yeah.

That's right.
So why change that now?

[ Monitor beeping rhythmically ]

Never get tired
of seeing that.

Great. Stitching the LVAD
into the ventricle.

Get ready
on the suction.

Scalpel.
Roxy, what are you doing?

Lining up my protection stones.
Is there a problem?

No. Just thought
you were a doctor.

Hey.
Everything okay?

Of course.
Absolutely.

Okay, we're about
to graft the inflow.

Jump in.

Well, the, uh, break seems
to be setting nicely, Marvin.

That's awesome.

Can I help you?

Oh, no, you've already done
so much.

Oh, uh, take him up

to the fracture clinic
for me, would you?

Thank you.

Hi.
I'm looking
for my sister, Erin.

She was
getting dialysis.

Okay, and do you know
you're a ghost?

I really need
to find Erin.

Okay. Well, dialysis
is this way, so follow me.

That's my sister.

Dev: Dr. Reid?
What is it?

It's Vicky's sister.
She had a stroke.

Shahir thinks it was caused
by the heparin in her dialyzer.

Roxy: You've got to
be kidding me.

This family
can't buy a break.

[ Sighs ]
Where is she?

With Dr. Hamza
in O.R. 2.

Excuse me.

Dawn: Okay, the sewing cup
is in place.

Where's Erin?

Is she in one
of these rooms?

Yeah, but, uh...

kind of got to let the doctors
do their job, right?

I just want to know
that she's okay.

Okay.
[ Door opens ]

Hey, what's going on,
Charlie?

Um, I was just talking
to Vicky.

Just talking to her?

Just talking to her.

Well, that's not
a good sign, is it?

No,
I would assume not.

You haven't seen her sister
around, have you?

No, why?
Because these girls
are hanging by a thread.

I've got one whose kidney
is shot,

and the other one's heart
is failing her.

And if they don't
wake up soon, it's just --

Okay, okay.
I'll do what I can.

Great.
Thank you.

Well, you heard
the nice lady doctor.

Let's get you back
inside your body, right?

Vee?
Erin!

You won't
believe it!

I finally
feel better!

[ Laughs ]
Come on!

[ Both laughing ]

Charlie?
What's wrong?

Um...

Nothing
I can't handle.

[ Siren wails in distance ]

Port sights
look good.

How are
you feeling?

I can't believe
I told him.

[ Chuckles ]

Dr. Katz, I ruined the best
relationship I ever had.

Remember, if you have
any pain or bruising

around the incisions,
I want you to come back

right away, okay?

[ Knock on door ]

Look who I found.

Jesse!

Oh,
you brought flowers.

They're so pretty.

Red flowers mean love,
I think.

Do they mean love?

Yeah, they do.

[ Sighs ]

I know
you're scared.

We haven't spent
very much time together.

Liv,
you're my best friend.

Same.

And...
if it's okay with you,

I'd still really like
to be your husband.

I love you, too.

I want to be
your wifey.

We should talk.
I can help you find
Martha's ashes,

but then I think it's best
if we keep our distance.

No, I don't
want to --
[ Cellphone dings ]

I'm sorry.
Just one second.

The urn is here!

Wait, it's not here,
it's at a depot across town,

and they close
in an hour.
An hour?!

No, I say we forget the urn
and focus on the ashes.

We don't have
the ashes.

Then we'll get
someone else's.

My cousin, Jerry, he can get
his hands on anything

if you give him a few hours
and pay cash.

What are you
talking about?

I'm not switching out
Martha's ashes.

Okay, then we'll divide
to conquer.

You get the urn
before the place closes,

I'll rally the troops
and find the ashes.

We can do this,
Maggie!

Ready, jump!

[ Laughing ]

Guys, I know
this seems like fun,

but it's actually
quite dangerous.

Well, we've never
felt closer.

Why would we
give that up?

Because the longer
you stay out of your bodies,

the harder it's gonna be
to get back in them.

[ Monitor beeping quickly ]

Dev: Blood won't
stop coming.

There must be several
micro-capillary ruptures.

If we don't relieve
the pressure quickly...

It will block the blood flow
to the brain.

That's right. And then she
won't ever wake up again.

Thank you.

Here it comes.
Ready?

Jump!

[ Laughing ]

It feels like
you're suspended in space

for, like,
a split second.

Come on, Charlie!
Hit the 2 button.

We'll all jump
together.

You got to think about the long
lives you're gonna have together

once you're both healthy.

You can go
to the same colleges,

you can backpack
across wherever.

2 minutes,
55 seconds.

Okay, I found the bleeder.
Suction, please.

You're gonna have your whole
lives in front of you,

but you got to
be alive.

[ Flatline ]

Whoa.
What is it?

I feel really light
all of a sudden...

like I'm floating
for real.

Am I floating?

Shahir?

What happened to the girl
in O.R. 2?

She had
a hemorrhagic stroke.

I couldn't restore
the blood flow in time.

I should inform the parents.
[ Clears throat ]

I don't feel dead.

I don't feel anything.

[ Sighs ]
Yeah, that's...

that's because a ventilator
is breathing for you.

All I wanted was a little
more time to feel normal,

to be with Vicky.

I didn't know that this
was going to happen.

It's okay.

Now we can stay
like this forever.

No.
No, you can't.

I'm sorry.

Vicky...

you still have a chance.

But not with Erin.

Erin...

your little sister
needs you.

I think it's time
to step up.

Vicky, we don't have
much time.

I'm not going.

Listen, you've done everything
that you can for me.

Okay?

Now it's time to live
your life for you.

Do it for me.
Please.

Go on the rides
at Wonder Land --

the biggest,
scariest ones.

Scream at the top
of your lungs.

It's the last thing
I'll ever ask of you.

I promise.

Ready to close.

[ Rapid beeping ]

Well, it doesn't make
any sense.

The VAD
is working properly.

She must be in RV failure.
Close her up.

What does that mean,
the LVAD's not enough?

No, the heart muscle is too weak
to pick up the slack.

Keep her heart beating.
I'll be right back.

Let's get her
back on pump.

What's going on?

Vicky was stable,
now her vitals are on the floor.

Um...

Erin didn't survive
her surgery.

She's brain dead.

And, uh...

Vicky doesn't want to leave
without her sister.

Well, Charlie,
we can't lose them both.

I know.

Maybe there's a way
we can save Vicky...

and let them
stay together.

That's all we want.

Give Vicky
Erin's heart.

* When no one ever tells you

* Oh, how will you know

* That we were not designed
to carry mountains *

* And we were never meant
to walk alone *

* And everybody's heart breaks

* No matter who you are

* The fire burns much brighter
in the darkness *

* So let's kill the lights
and look up at the stars *

* I know it's bad

* So bad

* And we are tired
of this bad weather *

* It's bad

* So bad

* But all that bad
makes the good better *

Okay. [ Sighs ]

[ Cellphone buzzes ]

Alex Reid.

Oh, uh...
[ Chuckles ]

Oh, that's --
that's just not possible.

That --
That's not gonna work.

Well, I-I can't exactly
check my voicemail

while I'm in the middle
of a heart transplant,

so you -- you...

No, no, you listen.

My mom may not have been
a saint, but she deserves

to be remembered by the people
that loved her

in the beautiful garden terrace
that I booked over a week ago.

[ Voice breaking ]
No, I...understand.

[ Sobs softly ]

[ Sighs ]

Well...
I'm an ass.

You are.

I've been stuck
in a loop for...

since we were kids.

Missing Dad,
blaming Mom.

Resenting you for...

rising above it all.

Lexi, I'm not mad
at you.

I'm mad because I thought
I was gonna have a chance

to patch things up
with Mom.

Before she died...

she reached out
to me, and I...

just thought I
had more time.

Yeah.

But...
I'm here now.

I want to come
to the memorial.

Oh.
[ Sighs ]

That's the thing, there --
there is no memorial now.

It's double-booked.
They just called, so...

[ Sighs ]

Well...

you and I both know
when the Reids want to party,

no, nothing
can stop us.

[ Laughs ]

Give me an hour.

An hour?

All right?

Okay.

[ Sighs ]

Okay, Charlie,
why am I blindfolded?

Um...

'Cause your brother's
a weird guy.

[ Chuckles ]
Yeah, but I do love him.

Mm-hmm.
Hang on, hang on there.

Okay.

All right,
the big reveal.

All right.

Wow.

I hope it's okay.

I know it's not
a fancy garden party.

Are you kidding me?
It's perfect!

Mom would
love this.

How did you do this
in an hour?

Well, you know, after you
called me an alcoholic,

I went to
a pub on the corner.

And as it turns out,
the guy who runs the place...

had his own party planned
for tonight.

So I went back asked and him
if we could borrow it

and told him
the family sob story.

You're incredible.

Hey, at least
the family curse

finally worked
to our advantage, huh?

Uh, him and his buddies
are coming at 10:00.

I hope that's not weird.

Well, you know Mom's party
motto -- the more, the merrier!

Let's get our drink on!

[ Laughter ]

You okay?

You're being quiet.

I had a young patient
today...

I couldn't save her.

[ Sighs ]

I can't stop thinking about
her parents.

It's this adoption,
Jonathan.

It's making me feel things
I don't want to feel.

It's making me
a worse doctor.

Look, I can't control
how you're feeling, Shahir...

but I can be here
for you.

Alex, there are no words
to describe

the remorseful feelings
that I feel.

Alex: Maggie?

The urn --
it's beautiful.

Isn't it?
Yeah.

It's also empty.
What?

We thought you'd want
to put the ashes in yourself.

Of course.

Thanks, Maggs.

Please do not tell me
those are from cousin Jerry.

No.
It's Martha!

Thank you!
[ Chuckles ]

Let's take a walk.

I'm really happy
you're here.

Ever since I met you,
I've wondered

what it would be like
to be with you --

to actually
be with you.

Is that such
a frightening prospect?

It's paralyzing,
actually.

It's like I've been waiting
three years for Christmas,

and now it's finally here
and...

I'm Jewish.

Both: [ Chuckles ]

What if we can't live up
to the expectations?

You know, today,
we kind of fast-forwarded

through a Shidduch.

What is that?

It's an Orthodox thing --
It's when you go on

a series of dates
and you talk about big things

like morals and values,
and by the end of it,

you know if you're compatible
or not.

I'm gonna say we didn't pass
with flying colors.

No, we did not.

But it didn't make me
want to be with you any less.

Maggie, I don't want some epic,
tortured love affair with you.

I just want you.

Okay.

Promise me you're not
gonna leave again.

I'm not going anywhere
without you.

* Sow your dreams

* Where nobody knows

Dougie?

You know,
my son's never met you.

Yeah,
maybe he's better off.

No, he's not.

He needs an uncle.

He needs someone
who's going to

teach him to drive
five years too soon

and someone to talk to
about his first crush

when he's too embarrassed
to tell me or Charlie.

Now, listen to me,
Dougie...

you are a good man.

And I want my kids
to know you.

Kids, huh?

Are you having more
little brats?

[ Sighs ]

Are you pregnant?

Yes.

And it's Charlie's -- I just
want to get ahead of that.

[ Laughs ]
You're such a Reid!

Oh!

Anybody want
a fresh drink?

You're having a baby!
[ Laughs ]

Whoa! Okay, all right,
Doug, all right.

Whoo!

These guys
are pregnant.

[ Crowd murmurs ]

Alex: Uh, yes.
It's true.

Charlie and I
are having another baby.

[ Indistinct chatter ]

To Alex and Charlie.

All: To Alex and Charlie!
Cheers.

Alex: Thank you.

Anyways, I just wanted to thank
everybody, uh,

for coming today
to celebrate Mom.

So if you could all
raise a glass.

To Martha.
To Martha.

To Martha.

All: To Martha.

[ Chuckling ] Oh, my God,
I found fireworks.

Must be
a sign from Martha.

Want to do it?

Both: Send her off
in a blaze of glory.

* Something with...

All that panic today, and
they're feeding her to the fish.

It's beautiful.
It's her Viking send-off.

* No time

* No time

Alex: In the end, Martha's
legacy wasn't her flaws

as a mother or her illness.

It's in Jasper's lust
for life.

It's Dougie's big,
bleeding heart.

For me,
I guess it's my optimism.

Because my mother always saw
the best in people,

even when she couldn't see
the best in herself.

She loved deeply
and as best she could.

And, really, that's all anyone
can ask for.

Rest in peace, Mom.
You deserve it.

[ Fireworks exploding ]

* No time

**