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"Good memories are for liars."

This is from Lisa.

(Man) "It wasn't you." - Then who wrote it?

(Piet) My Lisa would never write something like that on a cross.

(Asim) If she was still alive, she would not have gone home.

You mean because of Piet? (Asim) Because of both.

Lisa is my daughter.

(Piet) Lisa was in this brasserie.

Oh yes? - (Piet) She met someone there.

(Piet) were you in love with her? - Your freedom attracted me.

You better drive again.

Why is everyone sending me home? Who else? Whom do you mean?

(Asim) They're looking for me. You know I testified.

He thwarted an attack.

"Do not be mad at me."

Ah!

* worn theme music *

"Leaving is different from sneaking out of the house."

"You gently close the door behind your existence

and you will not return. "

"You are someone to wait for."

"Leaving can be described as a way of staying."

"Nobody is waiting ... because you are still there."

"Nobody says goodbye ... because you are not going away."

Lisa ZoëMichiel Ylena

Coffee? Oh yes. You still ask

* Ylena laughs softly. *

How did you sleep?

Too short.

And you? Did you dance a long time?

One of the people present just couldn't get into the tent.

It's going downhill today, thank God.

We can roll them there if necessary. Merci.

Is Asim awake yet?

Doesn't look like it. We are the first.

No, Zoë is already up.

Ah yes? Haven't you seen her yet?

She's probably lying there thinking she's dead.

Probably.

Ah!

What was that? Zoë.

Zoe?

Zoe!

(quietly) Fuck.

You go there looking. I'm going in that direction.

But I don't hear anything when I'm running fast.

Get Asim, he should search with you. Good okay

Ylena? And?

Be careful.

I don't know, but ... something's wrong here.

(quietly) Fuck.

Zoe?

Zoe!

Asim!

Asim, wake up! Something about Zoë.

(softly) Oh shit.

* threatening music *

Zoe!

Was ...

(quietly) Damn it.

Quiet, sch, sch. Sch.

Asim!

Just stay down, stay down

Asim!

(Asim) Sch.

* He speaks in Arabic. *

I know exactly that you can hear me!

Where's Michiel?

Where's Michiel? I do not know.

If you want to pretend deaf

someone is about to scream so loud that you can still hear them!

Go get help.

Get help ... go.

(Man) Shoot her in the leg. No.

Stop! Stop! (Man) stop!

Do nothing to her!

Ah!

(softly) Oh shit.

Asim!

Make you come here!

Ah!

Ah, ah, ah.

Okay. Okay.

I come, but on the condition that you let them go!

Do you want to set conditions here?

Swear you'll release her and I'll be yours!

Swear by the grave of your son! - Leave my son out of the game!

Because of me!

* He speaks in Arabic. *

... that I release these unbelievers!

Okay!

I come out.

* dark music *

(Asim) I kept my word, now you.

* Zoë weint. *

(Asim) Ah! We have to do something.

Fast.

You swore it.

Fuck!

Do you think you mean anything to the unbelievers?

The only one who might have loved you

was this bitch in heat that is long dead.

(Asim) Ah! Faster Faster. God.

Ah!

* gripping music *

(distorted) Girl, what are you up to?

(distorted) The gun is not loaded.

Where's Ylena? No idea.

(Man) stew in hell.

(Mann) Allahu akbar! Nein!

(crying) No!

My god no. Hurry up, Michiel.

Hey! Ah!

* Shot *

Hey! Hey!

* two shots *

* Scream, moan *

On the ground! To lie down!

Not a peep! Lie down or I'll pull the trigger!

Head down! Asim! Asim!

* He gasps for air. *

Sch.

Sch, Sch.

Sch, Sch.

(quietly) All good, all good.

I know smoking is unhealthy!

What do you want to hear now?

"Thank you for risking your life."

"You have put my life in danger."

I didn't mean to hide anything.

Ylena and I didn't believe him.

We thought he was paranoid

which after all the experiences in Syria would be no wonder.

Not even the state security believed him.

Without you my leg would be muddy now.

And without Ylena we would be ...

(News anchor) "A hostage escaped

and get forest inspector Boris Mallard for help. "

(Boris Mallard) "Luckily I was in the area."

"I got a message

that there should be a forest fire upstairs . "

"That's the only reason I went there."

"I don't want to imagine how that would have ended."

"They were jihadists."

"Thank God I was able to prevent the worst."

(Piet) Zoë?

May I come inside?

Are you feeling better?

I know what you're thinking.

That it is our own fault for taking Asim with us.

I phoned Karen and should tell

that she is very sorry for what happened.

I would like to go on ... to the Grand Ballon.

You already know why.

Where you last saw Lisa .

And. And.

Is someone going with you?

I know from Ylena that she is going home with Bart and Storm.

Would you go along

I don't sleep anymore.

When I close my eyes

I have the men in front of me and run for my life.

I wish you can find this on the Grand Ballon

what you hope to find up there.

Really.

* emotional music *

Uncle Piet!

(Piet) Hey, hey, hey! Come here my big one.

Not so wild. See you again soon, yeah?

(Storm) Yes! - (Piet) Good.

Thanks again for letting me go.

I thank you for the nice company.

(Piet) Ylena?

(Piet) Keep your ears stiff. And safe trip home, yes?

Storm, take care that mom and dad get home safely?

That they don't get lost or something, huh?

(Storm) Yeah. - (Piet) Ah, good, very good.

(Piet) High five.

(Piet) Oh! Aua.

(Bart) I wish you the best of luck.

Hey, because tonight is our last night , there's burgers and fries.

(Storm) And, yes, and!

* Ylena is crying softly. *

Did you sleep

Yesterday not at all.

A couple of hours tonight.

Michiel goes on.

He doesn't ask, but ...

I can feel that he is hoping that I will go with him.

And?

I've never been so scared.

Neither do I.

But I'm even more scared of going home.

* Engine noise *

Hey, I think I'm crazy. Look who's there.

Asim!

Asim.

Yes. Ah!

Oh sorry Does it still hurt

Only when you grip too tight

I thought they sent you back to Belgium.

No, they allowed me ... to be with you.

I have to inform them of my whereabouts

but just ... for my own safety ... nothing more.

I put you in danger, sorry.

We didn't believe you.

You said yes.

Ylena ...

How are you?

If it hadn't been for you ...

That was sheer luck.

I thought you were gone by now.

No.

That thing there ...

Can you hike like this

Have you already forgotten what happened to us?

They held Kalashnikovs to our heads!

They threatened and beat us up!

And almost hanged you! Stop it, Zoë!

Nobody wanted that.

It ... it just happened.

And everyone has to deal with it somehow now .

How am I ever supposed to feel safe again?

How does that work? Tell me!

Sorry.

Sorry?

Sleep well my darling

(Bart) Listen, honey.

Let's take Storm to grandma and grandpa for a week , huh?

Then the two of us can go off. How about that

I found a nice apartment near Málaga.

Nice, is not it? Uh ... even with a pool.

We've taken so much vacation that we should get some .

I want to finish the GR5.

Michiel and Asim also go on.

What about Asim?

After what happened? Do you still have them all?

The guys are under arrest. You can't go!

They can do what they want, they do n't have any children either.

You should n't be here with your previous illness .

Don't pretend I'm disabled! Oh no?

Why?

I need air to breathe.

Have you still not got it?

That's why I wanted to send you two home beforehand.

Really, this motorhome is like a snail shell

that I always have to drag along.

You are suffocating me.

How can you say that From your own child!

(Storm) Mama, what's up?

Shh, everything is fine, darling. Go back to sleep.

I love my son very much.

But I just need time for myself now . Do you understand?

I want to be free. This is what i need

Lisa, she was free too, but she wasn't happy.

Why Lisa? What does it have to do with it?

She was jealous of us!

Oh stop She told me herself.

Then when?

When I was walking around with the same stupid thoughts

like you right now.

What is Asim doing?

He's already sleeping.

Isn't it dangerous to keep taking him with you?

Less dangerous than before.

Let it go.

Lisa takes care of us.

Don't say that, you do n't even know if she's dead.

Just don't worry, okay?

Asim and I, we know what we're doing.

And we can take it.

I am not worried about you.

Nanu?

Are you going with me?

I can't promise you I'll go as far as Nice.

And it may well be

that I'm trampling on your nerves on the way.

I have to go on. Do you get it?

Because of Lisa. Yes.

I lied to her about the knee.

I was in pain every now and then, yes, the way it ... hurts now.

That's ... I've had this since I was 17.

Only the kneecap, I invented that

because I didn't want to go along.

I didn't know if I wanted to work myself out like that for three months.

She also got on my nerves.

That's why I just lied.

That's why I have the ready made so

what was there on the rock.

The thing about lying, she meant me.

I don't like quiche. I throw up from so many eggs.

She didn't write that.

Was?

This text ... it wasn't from her at all.

How do you know?

Of?

* dark music *

* Vibration *

Why?

I thought it was a good blast for my producer.

I thought it was going to make money.

That's just why I didn't go with Markus.

* Vibration *

Right now is bad, Ylena.

Where are you now?

Yes, I'll see you soon.

And then he's back home from Ottange.

Not to be with me

but because Lisa sent him away.

Are you actually listening or what? Yeah of course.

He stayed with you, didn't he?

Without that shit he would have made a departure long ago.

He panicked for a moment because of the house, garden, child and so on.

It's human.

The guys all have that when they become fathers.

Lisa should have called me and told me .

Then maybe you would have left Bart.

That could have been good, yes. She wanted to avoid that.

Storm was so small and she thought they were a good match.

Now don't pretend you can look inside her head!

Did you know about it?

I feel like the last fool

She called me and told me.

She had to talk about it.

She wanted to know if Bart would keep what he had promised her.

And everything behind my back.

Thank you too.

If I can do you such a favor, let me know.

Calm down. You're welcome. Stay away!

* emotional music *

* Quiet music *

Tag 61:

We're on the road again, without a pursuer.

The shock of the Col du Donon is still in our bones.

We survived.

But not without wounds.

* harmonic music *

(Mann) Hello. - Hello.

Uh, Mahieu. A sleepover.

A person? - One person, right.

In Saint-Dié-des-Vosges they have a sound processor for you.

Really now?

One of the doctors lives in Andlau. We can pick him up there afterwards.

Oh, great. Many thanks.

I am happy when I can hear in all directions again.

Then I see cheating behind my back.

The knife, will you need that for a long time?

No.

Can i have it then?

What are you looking at?

My life might be different if she had told me.

Would you have wanted that?

How is your throat

Where did Piet go?

To the Grand Ballon.

Because that was the last time he saw Lisa.

No thanks.

You think it can't be ...

that Lisa was home again after she disappeared ?

No it wasn't.

You would have known.

You were her best friend.

She wasn't stressed with Karen.

I asked Piet about it.

And what Piet says is always true?

Why should he lie about that?

And.

Well then, let's go on.

Hi, Piet. - Tag, Pol.

Hard today?

Yes, it was difficult today, but ... it was okay.

And how will it be tomorrow?

I've been there before, I know it, but ... let's see.

It will be fine, it will be fine.

Well, you got the photos of me ?

From these messages from Lisa? Yes.

The date of the first message is correct.

The other inscription will also be from her, it would only be logical.

Lisa would never scribble something like that on a cross.

She has too much respect for that. She wouldn't think of that.

Yes, then who wrote it? - Very good question!

To be completely honest, Pol, I was really hoping

I have to say that you can do a little more for me .

Piet, I'm no longer a police officer, you know that.

And the circumstances in which I left the police were delicate.

I would very much like to help you, but don't ask me to

to contact my old colleagues .

And when you go

you should definitely not rely on me.

I didn't make a good impression there. You understand?

I have to repeat myself: why should anyone

write something and pretend it's from Lisa?

Do you do this more often, people cheat?

Das tote Kind in "War Child",

does it also bounce around in the area?

Answer. No.

Nein? Nein, so was mach ich sonst nicht.

Ich verwende das Material nicht. Oh, das find ich echt edel von dir.

Was sagen die anderen?

Die wissen's nicht, sonst hättest du was zu hören gekriegt.

Begreifst du, was es mit Piet und Karen gemacht hat?

Du hast doch gesehen, wie fertig Piet in Luxemburg war.

Das war dir aber scheißegal.

Dir ist es gar nicht nur um das Geld gegangen.

Das "never believe in holy fathers" ...

das sollte Piet kränken.

Warum? Was hat er dir eigentlich getan?

Was ist mit euch los? Das geht so von Anfang an.

Hat es was zu tun mit Lisa?

Nein.

Was ist es dann?

Ich kann dir das nicht sagen.

Warum nicht?

Warum nicht?

Weil das niemals rauskommen darf.

Hey. Nicht.

Zoë, bitte lass mich.

Ich ... ich bitte dich.

Lass es, Zoë. Lass es einfach ... gut sein.

Okay?

* Hupen *

* zitterndes Atmen *

* ruhige Musik *

(Telefon) "Wo bist du?"

(Asim) "Zu Hause."

"In Antwerpen. Wo bist du?"

"In den Vogesen."

"Ich bin mit dem Rucksack unterwegs nach Nizza, der GR5."

"Weißt du noch?"

"Ist alles okay?" "Nicht so richtig."

"Weißt du ..."

* Lisa weint. *

"Entschuldige."

"Kann ich helfen?" "Nein, kannst du nicht."

"Ich freu mich, deine Stimme zu hören."

"Es ist so wahnsinnig lang her."

"Hat dir jemand was getan?"

"Papa ist gekommen und hat mir gesagt, dass ich ..."

* Lisa weint laut. *

* Asim stöhnt leise vor Schmerz. *

* ruhige Musik *

Fertig? Können wir?

* harmonische Musik *

* Ylena seufzt. *

Ich will mich nicht einmischen, aber du solltest mal was essen.

Nach einem Wolkenbruch dauert es ein paar Tage,

ehe der Fluss seinen normalen Wasserstand erreicht hat.

* unterdrücktes Lachen *

Bald sind wir in Saint-Hippolyte. Ja.

Da kann ich dann in schönen Erinnerungen schwelgen mit Ylena.

Wart ihr lange da?

Zwei Tage.

Ylena hatte Storm dabei.

Es war mörderisch heiß, viel zu heiß für 'n Baby.

Wir konnten eigentlich gar nichts machen.

Tut mir wirklich leid,

dass du meinetwegen nicht mit nach Patagonien gefahren bist.

Ob ich hier sitze und dumm rumheule oder da, ist doch egal.

Denkst du, du könntest jetzt den letzten Teil vom Tagebuch lesen?

Ja. Ja?

Wär toll.

* ruhige Musik *

* harmonische Musik *

* Handy *

"Asim?" "Ja."

"Ich muss in Grenoble ein paar Leute abholen."

"Wenn du möchtest, könnte ich dich besuchen. Soll ich kommen?"

"Ja."

"Wo bist du jetzt?"

"Ähm, in Saint-Hippolyte, das ist am Rand der Vogesen."

"Ich schick dir die Adresse von dem Campingplatz."

"Nein, nein, niemand darf mitkriegen, dass wir uns sehen."

"Ich suche einen Ort aus, an dem wir uns treffen."

"Dann meld ich mich noch mal."

"Asim?"

"Danke."

"Macht das eigentlich noch irgendjemand ... Socken stopfen?"

"Oma machte das noch, Mama schmeißt sie einfach weg."

"Das ist doch Verschwendung."

Das ist es. Das ist der Schluss.

Und dann ... noch das:

"Scheiße. Das Leben ist zum Kotzen."

"Socken ... "

Da verdrängt sie doch, was sie eigentlich bedrückt.

Als wär sie schon 'n Stück weit weg gewesen.

Wie sagt man das jetzt?

Fade-out?

(Asim) Ich weiß, was ihr Problem war.

Piet und Karen sagen euch nicht alles.

* Bellen *

* geheimnisvolle Musik *

(Pol) Leider ist der Bauer letztes Jahr verstorben.

Es wär sicher interessant gewesen, noch mal mit ihm zu sprechen.

Hat er ausgesagt, dass Lisa wirklich getrampt ist?

Wir haben ihn gefragt, aber er war sich nicht sicher.

Er war zu weit weg, um das genau beobachten zu können.

* Handy *

Hallo, Zoë.

Als ich ankam, war sie schon auf 180.

Ich war ein Lügner, ich war ein übler Heuchler.

Und ihre Mama war 'ne Heilige.

Ich konnte es nicht mehr ertragen.

"Verdammt noch mal, Lisa! Denkst du, dass deine Mama so viel besser ist?"

"Fuck off!"

"Wenn du wüsstest, was deine liebe Mutter dir verschweigt."

"Was denn?"

"Was verschweigt sie mir?"

"Sag es!"

"Was verschweigt sie? Sag es!"

"Sie ist zwar deine Mama ..."

"aber nicht so, wie du denkst."

"Sie konnte keine reifen Eizellen entwickeln."

"Um dich kriegen zu können, brauchten wir eine Eizellspende."

"Was?"

"Hau ab!" "Ah!"

Ich hab versucht, es ihr in aller Ruhe zu erklären, wirklich.

Auch dass ich schon lange fand, sie hätte es erfahren müssen.

Karen war aber total dagegen.

Na ja.

Karen hat dir das ja bestimmt ausführlich berichtet.

Karen hat mir kein Wort gesagt.

Wer war's denn dann?